ANGER AND HATE SWELL UP INSIDE ME LIKE A BALLOON AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND SEE HATE AND SHAME AND DISAPPOINTMENT WHAT DO I DO TOO WAY PEOPLE FEEL TWARDS ME MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE BADGUY WHAT DO I DO SEE THIS QUESTIN MIGHT BE EASY FOR SOME TO ANSWER BUT NOT ME CUZ I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I CAN ONLY BE STRONG FOR SO LONG THEN LIFE TAKES ITS TOLL I CAN SEE THE BOAT MAN WAITNG TO TAKE HIS TOLL TO TAKE ME ACROSS THE WATER WHAT DO I DO I CAN FIGHT NO MORE I CANT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL WITOUT OFFENDING SOMEONE WHAT DO I DO WELL THIS IS WHAT I DO I WRITE TILL I FELL BETTER AND SOMETIMES I FELL BETTER QUICKLY AND SOMETIMES I DONT ITS OK THOUGH I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ROUGH TIME AND I WILL STAND TALL AND TOUGH AGAIN BUT IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME AND SOME UNDERSTANDING THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO