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Thinking you got it right, but then theres always that curve ball that you werent looking for to just come and knock you on your ass. You think your one way, then you second guess your self. I always find myself fucking me over and over again. Theres no one out there that can make me feel worse then myself. I dont know why i even try to go looking for love or have it for what i think falls in my lap. Who whats to be with a mother of three kids. Im me and thats all i know who to be. I fuck up cant help it. I swear i must have been like hitler in a former life, cause i couldnt get good luck with anything even if i had a lepercon in my pocket. I am who I am cant help that. I dont trust people, cause it really sucks to let someone in and remember why i dont trust people. Really can only be mad at myself. It just sucks to feel alone all the time. But I dont know you tell me am i a dumbass or lonely? But i have no choice but to be strong. Being a single mom you have to show no fear, no weekness, no sadness for they have to grew up to know they can make it no matter what. Fuck it. Im the bitch and im back.
