Am I a good guy or a dumb ass SOB... here lately I have been working a great deal and just trying to do what I feel is right... Life gets complicated quickly and I have had my own issues to deal with... But now I see it is so simple and yet at the same time so hard to live the life expected of you... I have had my relationship status set to single for a while now... and yes I did change it... I have been married for a long time and happily I might add... I do like to flirt and talk with women and or a guy from time to time... I don't use the word "I love you" in just any conversation... I reserve those words for my family and my close friends... The only woman I truly love is my wife Cara... She doesn't have the faith in me that I wish she could have if she hadn't been hurt so badly in the past(not by me)... I won't say I have been the perfect husband and she knows I am an asshole at times... I told her when we were becoming serious in our relationship that one point or more she would want to leave me But she needed to know no one would ever love her more than me and I would never try to hurt her physically or mentally... now were at a point where I have to chose to show her where she stands in the list of priorities in my life and she needs to know she is number 1... always has been and always will be... with this said I know who I am... her husband 100% usable how ever she feels and willing to give my life to prove so... I love you baby and I want you to know who I am... you call me Sam but you should call me yours... I will give of myself undyingly til you say stop and only then will I rest... to my love... my wife... please know that you are my number 1... even if I forget to show it sometimes...
