...i wake up for the day refreshed and a new, but something troubles me, i feel as though all i have done is for nothing. my life hasn't been an easy one lol just like everyone else in this world. i wonder what i will be in 20 years from now and i think i may be down one of 2 paths that i see in my future. either in jail from past troubles i have had with the LAW or happy and set in my goals for my life. But there is more to this little puzzle i have cooked up for myself, who am i really? am i a man who is forthright and upstanding, one with ambiton and a drive to seperate himself from the PACK. Or am i just another carbon copy who walks along a set path and never strays? It may sound wierd but has anyone else ever felt how i feel? I look around and wonder how i got here and then it all rushes into my head at once MY PAST. Sometimes i think if i have always been this way or that im always set up for something i can't see coming... Hmmm guess only time will tell what life TRULY has in store for me...
