I CRY TEARS OF BLOOD EVERY NIGHT MISSING YOU . AND IM AFFAID TO TELL YOU CAUSE I FEEL AS IF I YOU WOULDNT BELIVE ME . I DONT LET MY HEART SHUT DOWN . I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I BOTHER ON KEEPING IT FROM SHUTTING DOWN .. WHY DO I BOTHER LISTENING TO MY HEART ALL IT DOES IS GET ME HURT AND MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A DAMN FOOL. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I BOTHER WRITING MY FEELINGS DOWN AFTER ALL THEY ARE JUST WORDS THAT ARE OVER LOOKED AND NOT TOOKEN TO HEART OR INTO CONSIDERATION.. I STAND BY WAITING FOR THEM WORDS AND HOLD ONTO HOPE WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER. THE ONLY ANSWER I CAN COME UP WITH IS THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITS SELF SO THERE FOR THAT IS WHY I BOTHER. MAYBE ONE DAY YOU WILL RELIZE U GOT THE TYPE OF MAN YOU SAY YOU WANT STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AND A HEART FULL OF LOVE FOR YOU AND NO ONE ELSE ...