Never loved
Always hated
Living a life
That’s over-rated
Blinking back
Tears of pain
All my happiness
Down the drain
Pain is good
A way to survive
It lets me know
I’m still alive
A line of red
A razor’s gift
Through these thoughts
My mind must sift
A deadly poison
A moment of peace
A strange addiction
Becomes my release
No one but me
Could understand
Don’t stop me…
Just hold my hand