I've been called all kinds of names: posuer, liar, bitch (that's not so bad), boyfriend stealer, tactless and the long, long list goes on
But I just needed to say this for those who don't seem to understand
You want to know one of the reasons why I love to act?
It's because I take every little bad ting that people throw at me
thinking that they are hurting my feelings
and I spit out a stellar performance.
I dig deep to remember all of it, all it applies to whatever emotions I need to convey
for my horror roles or any other role for that matter
And you know what? I'm only getting better, because I get more and more of it
The more stuff you throw my way..the better I get..
The more work I seem to get
I open myself up..esp to the horror world...when I'm on those sets
I expose myself to give the greatest performance that I can give
You people..that love to keep things going..That love to call names on the sly
or openly...Those that just love to keep things going. Thank you!
There will always be some of those kind of peopel that cant stop throwing stuff your way
But you can throw it my way..and I promise to credit you for making me the best actress
that I can be..Because that's where I put it
My horror fans, when you see me on ethat screen and wonder how it is that I can play that
Demon that takes the utmost pleasure in killing and maiming..
Just remember..I'm drawing from those people that like to name call from there own little fucked up pedestals
I'm drawing from running from my mother as a child because she said she'd kill me if she found me
I'm drawing from the rapes
I'm drawing from the beating
I'm drawing from those motherfuckers that thinks that they can own shit that belongs to the universe
I draw from it..You have helped me greatly...
I'm no one's victim & refuse to feel trapped or defeated by your words..
Oh yeah, I'm a fucked up individual..that's what makes me so good at what I do ...who I am
Horror saved me
It saved me
