Why is it when I think everything is starting to work out for me that something has to come along and complicate shit? I have a good guy now, hes good to me and my daughter even if there are times when I wonder what the truth really is...but then again thats probably just my paranoia kicking in like always. Things are going really good with him.
And then my ex has to walk back into my life and tell me how he really feels. When the whole reason I left him was cuz I didnt think he was serious about us.... Now Im not going to leave my man for him but it still hurts. I mean I really did like him but I couldnt handle not knowing the truth when he was so far away. And now that he says how he feels its too late.
Then to make things ever worse, the one guy I was trying to hold a friendship with even though his family hates me has once again started his bullshit with me. Trying to blame me for his marriage failing. When I had nothing to do with it. I may not have liked the fact that he was married to who he was but I wouldnt ruin it. So instead of working out our friendship Im starting to hate him to no end. Almost wish I had never met him or his family.
Why does it seem like my life cant be easy for once. I cant have a drama bullshit free life for even a month. I've got a great guy and my lil girl so why cant anything go the way I want for it to???
