is the end really so near.
there once was a time, when everything seemed so clear
what happened
when did everything become so blury
was i asleep
was i high
or did i really just watch it bly right by
so cold i feel, lithe depths of the ocean
yet so warm from the skies and heavens
why do i do these things to these things to myself
why do i do these things to ones i love
where is this taking me
what is it keeping me from
it there any such light at the end of these tunnels im trapped in?