I have realized a bizarre truth tonight...something I have held dear and believed in for so long.
Why be yourself when being yourself rips the people you WANT in your life away? I know some will say, "they are not worth it" but perhaps this person was and is...and because of my shortcomings and vices I see and feel this person distance them self from me. It hurts my heart and soul!
However, I am what I am. And I refuse to be anything but ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vices...addictions...personality flaws, physical flaws...emotional ones too. I am ME...the Tart... KELLY...The bitch...The crazy one...the sweet loving one (sometimes)
I AM WOMAN...HEAR ME ROAR (or scream, cry, bitch... whichever may apply) I am Woman!!! I am entitled to it!
Women have pussy...and men want pussy.
Women rule the fucking world!
DUHHHHHH!!!!!
PEACE!