it's about
Its about the needing, the longing the wishing for you,
The pain and the fears, the not knowing what to do.
Its about the joy and the laughter and the tears that she’ll cry,
Wondering if she should fight or just lay down and die.
Its about the feel of the metal pressed into her skin,
The relief that she feels when the cuttings begin.
Giving up is easy, Its finding the strength not to give in,
To stand up and fight or finally just let the darkness win.
~Kelly (7/8/2010)
He came to me on demon's wing
In my ear his voice does sing
He makes me feel so loved and warm
I also feel as if he wants to do me harm
He talks to me and makes me see
Just how things could really be
In his voice he holds me tight
And keeps me company through the night
In my dreams he comes to me
But his face I never see
Soaring over city high
I wonder to myself "Who is this guy"
Upon the ground we finally land
And he reaches out for my hand
He pulls me in and draws me near
I hear him whispering in my ear
Telling me everythings alright
And there's not reason for my fright
Again we're standing in the night
Again i feel the ecstacy of his bite
On my mouth I feel the sweet taste
And not a drop does he waste
What is it that he wants from me?
Why is it only him I see?
He only comes in my dreaming mind
What is it that he hopes to find?
~Wicked 2006