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So I went out car shopping again. Looked at one car, test drove it and all. Nice car.07 Nissian. Bit too much though, around 11 grand but it had low mileage...real low. Was there for over an hour trying to figure out payment plans but I really don't think I can afford more than 150. THey kept trying to make deals and all but I still wanted to look around. Seeing how my credit wasn't that great started to get me worried. My credit isn't that horriable but it's not that great. I think the big thing was that house that we used to have, that got foreclosed, which will be haunting me for a long time.I'll go car shopping again next week.
If there was extra days at work, I'll take it. I need it. I've been careful which how I been spending my money as of late. I still make decent money at work, just that now that I'm on my own, I have all these bills and stuff I need to buy, it just worries me. I know I worry too much.
Dad is still worried about Rich's car. I am too. Both worried that Rich will stop doing payments on the car and it would be taken away. So I wouldn't have a car and dad's credit would go bad. Rich could care less if his credit gets even worse than it is now. He's driving a coworkers car so he doesn't have to pay for that. He kept pushing for me to take over his car thinking that I would still be able to have a car and then the whole co signing thing. But he still owes so much on that car and I know he just wants to throw his bill at me so He wouldn't have another bill to think about. He has it so easy right now...it's not that far...But I know in the long run, he will get what's coming to him. All those collections will get to him...and I am still hoping one day he will get pulled over by the cop for driving around with no license.
Dad doesn't get why I'm giving time to do the divorce papers. I know if I said something to Rich about getting together, he probably have a fit and think I keep nagging him. Some things I had to nag him about that had to get done. I do want to get this done and taken care of. Another thing off my back. The whole car deal is really bothering me. I need a car, but don't know how much I can afford with me recently moving out.
Why do I need a car? I don't want to be stuck home all the time. None of my friends drive..which really sucks. I don't want to walk b ack and forth to work in the dark...45 mins. Good work out but I don't feel safe walking in the dark alone. Yeah I have my pepper spray and all..but something could happen like stuff in the past.
Wish I could just win the lottery or at least win a car..ha..that be nice. I enjoy driving. I like to drive and listen to music. Comforts me in some ways. Hmm I dunno...maybe I should just get a bike again and bike around. Maybe I should just give back his car and ill figure out how to get to work and all. I just don't want him to screw my dad over.
I wish I could take a vacation..away from everything...away from everyone. Erase a lot of stuff in my head..all my worries, stress and frustration. No one to hear from, no one to hear from me. Maybe it's something to consider. Although it does feel nice if soemoen does think about me, wanting to talk to me..or whatever..makes me feel good and special. But it's not that important, right?
