can't tell you how many times, i done lost my mind/
lookin at people straight faced while i tell em i'm fine/
it's not a lie i'm doin it for your own good/
save you the trouble of tryin to figure someone out who is chronically misunderstood/
i stood by the lord, cried a lil and poured my heart out/
he told me he only helps those who help themselves, so i stopped holding my hand out/
never bite the hand that feeds you but i did cus i was starving/
things were taking to long and i was starting feeling caged in/
locked in, my own personal pit of hell and sin/
sick thing about it is i learned from it so i would do it again/
trials and tribulations of all these random predicaments/
that got me looking on the inside at my heart that has permanent disfigurement/
can't get complacent though dry my eyes and continue to go/
i've become one with the pain, but also with how to let the rhyme flow/
used to hold on to grudges, asking for forgiveness was met with a word like no/
follow up words like ''but i swear i'm sorry'' was met with so?/
and i look back on it now and feel like a total asshole/
now i think about em while i continue to roll/
burned bridges because i held all my words hostage/
didn't rhyme it out now i have all this excess baggage/
but with everything that i write i seem to gain insight/
on why i feel like i go thru dark times even when its daylight/
i'm a human contradiction but i like to call myself complicated/
cus i'm actually a happy hopeful person and very dedicated/
to staying optimistic no matter how much the situation seems ill faded/
cus me and the devil mite have danced but we sure as hell is hot never dated/
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