So I went and looked at my past entries in here although it was only two it was amazing how much I've changed. I am now enegaged to a wonderful man and amazingly happy. He is everything I've ever needed and so much more. My heart is overjoyed to have him in my life. I am more mature now. With all that has happened and all I've learned from I am a better person today than I ever was. I just had surgery this past wednesday. So I'm not really gonna write much more cause i'm feeling my pain meds. Sooo with that I'll write more at a later time probably...if not oh well ^_^