Alright, so a ton seems to keep happening all around me. I moved to Colorado, trying to meet some new people, and looking for a job as well. The one person that I thought was a "true" friend, turned out to be the opposite. Instead of looking into the whole situation she saw the bad and didnt see a damn thing. But oh well, I know what I have been doing and where I stand with things. Im sorry that people have to lie and be jealous just because they arent involved with every little damn thing going on. People can only do so much and then its playing the waiting game like always. Not my loss, Im not going to go back to something that I in the first place did not ruin. Is that wrong? I feel as though its not. I have dated a few guys and realized that the ones I had were lying to me and hiding things...thats not worth my heartache...I had it for too long, why should I bother now? I have however been talking to someone now...no names revealed, but he knows who he is :) and when we talk its amazing. Things fall right into place and we can laugh about soooo much. Yeah we have yet to meet face to face, but talking to someone and getting to know them is more important then meeting face to face. I guess I am kinda old fashioned and I am drawn to personality more then looks. I know *momma Cindy* I will always have to have your approval first LOL....So when I am ready and I will be stopping by YOUR house, no matter what time of day LMFAO!!!
So that is about all that has been going on in my life. I am living with a GREAT friend that understands how it is living the rough life and having to start over. And I know I wont get bailed on when things go wrong.
Just for the record, my definition of friend is being honest *NO LIES*, following through with what you say you will do and standing beside them no matter what. Are you really one of those people?????
