Standing here wondering does the dragon shed a tear for things that aren't really clear,
Or does it keep it inside then explode its' fears into a burst of flame.
Maybe it can't even feel the pain,
To me it's all the same love and pain.
The dragon doesn't cry forever nor does it show emotion...... NEVER.
I feel your touch...
I hear your voice...but I don't see you.
I feel your love, heart, and soul around me...but I can't find you.
Life's changed...and so have we.
Yesterday's gone...our songs are long gone.
You see our world has changed...but has what we had.
DO YOU LOVE ME?
Confusion, confusion...
- Does he like me?
- Am I pretty enough?
- Should I do this or that?
That's how life works.
Pain is equal to pleasure in the great scheme of things.
That's how we learn from our mistakes and move on.
I am here you created me a monster you're afraid of,
Made from love and hate one in the same to your first love,
A serpent with the grace of a dove,
You gave her all your love and a daughter to take care of...
I know you're here... I can't see you, but I know you're there,
I feel your presence 24 seven...right here beside me a gift from heaven,
God took you to heaven way before you ever started living,
I forgive him...since I'm still living,
With courage and strength...I'm surviving,
My father alive and striving
Within me...
To the survivor...
Of a broken heart
Of an unhappy marriage
Of the loss of a loved one
Of a suicide..
You have the will not to forget the past or the path you've chosen in life.
You also have the will to forgive and go on with your life.
I see when you take your last breath,
Believe me when I say it scares me half to death.
I try and try but yet you still die,
As intense the feeling to cry I can’t I don’t even try.
The question is why…. Am I that harden on the exterior,
Could it be I’m lying to myself and I truly am that inferior.
I believe in family tradition at least that’s my mission,
Have I disgraced my family heritage in my decision?
My heart should walk among the living, but my soul is long gone with those of the dead…