How can I put into words emotions I can't express even to myself? I try so hard but always end up putting them back on their shelf. Fearing the words will never make it out of my mind and you'll never really know. Know I only smile when you do and how no one else is able to make my heart flutter just so. How I think it all sounds so stupid but I'm digging the way I'm feeling. Like a kid spinning round and round it leaves me reeling.
On the other hand I can feel your pain so keenly as well. When you travel through I too go through the same hell. Walking only a few steps behind I too lose my grip and my mind. Suffering next to you is painful as hell, but still much better than the place I usually dwell. You are oblivious to all of this. The immense pain and scars you left in only one kiss. The heart that was once mine but now belongs to you. Thoughts I constantly run from but always find to be true.
