Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I was down on myself cos I'd posted a mumm asking if I should just jump in & enter a BBW contest here on the Tap. I got about a third of responses jumping on me because I wasn't big enough, another third jumping on me cos I was fat & shouldn't be proud of it, roughly another third, posting to say they didn't give a shit one way or the other & were bored(then why bother posting, hmm?), and the final third just general assinine comments along the lines of "I like cheese". Y'all get the drift. Needless to say, I took that mumm down FAST. So I was really down on myself, which really isn't like me to do. Well, publicly anyway*L*
So here I am, pouting & generally hating CT at the moment. Then I log on & read my messages. And I realize that the net ain't the crappy hellhole we make of it all the time. Yes, it has its moments, but for the most part, there are still good people out there. People who are hurting just as much as the next person, but can smile through it enough to make another person's day bright. And most of the good I see online, I've seen here. All of the things y'all do for each other, be it the virtual gifts, the CT marriages, all the goofy, glittery pics, all of it--many may complain about such things, but who's being hurt, really? For every person who bitches, another 5 see these things and smiles. And who can resist a smile, I ask?
So, thank each and every one of you for being the wonderful people you all are. It's not always easy to push down your own shit in order to make someone else's day better, but it's managed here on a daily, hell, an hourly basis. Y'all keep doing what'cha do!
