There I stand on my own
But you will not here me bitch and moan
I have accepted this life of lonliness
In exchange for my happiness
Though I regret my choices
I must abide by these voices
All I can do is sit and wait
Hoping, praying I won't be late
They can not tear my spirit apart
Because it is you that has my heart
There inside your gentle grasp
The thought of you and I is what I clasp
Hold on tight to my hope and desire
Without you its like I'm on fire
One day soon I will return
Your gentle touch will ease this burn
It will all be over then
This pain I feel will not win
We will share our special kiss
When I'm done with all of this
Nothing else will be in our way
In Jersey with you I will stay
I promise you need not fear
With me you shall not shed a tear
You have my heart
I'll give you my soul
Just help me out of this fucking hole
I'm tired of being hurt
I'm tired of being used
Am I living on false wishes
Would you toss me like dirty dishes
I know you couldn't
I know you wouldn't
But I thought that before
Right before my heart was tore
Yet you have my trust
Not because of my lust
Because when you are near
I have no fear
Everytime I look into your eyes
I hate to remember saying our goodbyes
I come and go all too fast
Not allowing a chance with you to last
When this is all over
My life will be a little slower
Time is all I'll have for you
I just hope that it will do
I want to make you happy and never sad
i want to make you cheerful and never mad
I want to be yours for always and ever
I hope you like my poem and think its clever
