i cant stand how i can care for someone so much i hurt myself every time in the process. no matter what i do or what i say its never enough. i cant seem to do anything right enough to please anyone. i want to give up so much and let everyone go but its so hard. no matter how much i walk away. no matter how much i try to leave i cant. i feel that i just want to leave this place as inlike get away from all the people. become a hermit. this way it will hurt for awhile but once i finally get use to be so alone and never seeing another again i may actually be able to live this way. i just cant stand what i go through anymore. something that hurts so much i just cant let go. wish i could once and for all....
