The Doctor's blog: "Gemarius's thoughts"

Sping is a perfect time for new beginnings, and for Christians and Hebrews around the world this week is especially sacred.  The pesach and especially the Seder, marking the beginning of the Hebrews freedom given to them by G-d to become a great nation.  For them a new beginning, but many years wandering in the wilderness for purification.

Easter, actually celebrated as Triduum, from Holy Thursday to Easter Sunday, for christians commerate the sarifice of God's son, Jesus Christ, to bring the gentiles to God and forgive the sins of man, rising on Sunday.

 

Wishing all a very Happy Passover/Easter, and a new beginning for the rest of 2010.

 

Doc

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go to this link to see if your state has a 10th Ammendment Resolution, as of this moment 33 of 50 states do!

 

http://www.tenthamendmentcenter.com/2009/02/23/state-sovereignty-resolutions/

 

Just a random thought passing through my brain (because it won't go to sleep). Everyone know the old saying: An enemy of my enemy is my friend. And we assume a friend of my friend is my friend. And me being the nice guy, the next to statements are also true to me: An enemy of my friend is my friend A friend of my enemy is my friend. Who the hell is my enemy?

This was coming up before I was interrupted by someone else's blog that made me smile. Most people judge people from their age, their appearance, etc. When I was growing up (years back in those dinosaur days, lol), children were to be seen and not heard and God never listen to a child for intelligence. Well, in my long life, I have did not treat my children this way nor teach them that. As a matter of fact, everyone can learn something from anyone at any giving time, because we are not all knowing, even if some of us (yes, lol, me included) claim to be a know it all. Fact is that some intelligent things can come out of even a child's mouth (yes I heard some pretty common sense things from children that made me stop and think, wow, why didn't I think of that). Case in point, as an electrician, I used to take metal cad cable and throw it every six feet (that is how I was taught) to run it across a suspended ceiling grid. So I thought of a better way, getting a 10 ft piece of pvc pipe, attaching the cable to the end and I could throw it about 15 ft. As a journeyman electrician I had this new guy on the job, only been an apprentice for about a week, when I was showing him how to do this. Anyhow, we have a blower (reverse vacuum cleaner basically) that we blow pull strings into pipe for long distances. I came back to check on him, cause I didn't know how he would work, and I saw the Greenlee (blower) next to his ladder and I heard it going. Really, curious, I went to see what he was doing. Instead of using the pipe trick, he had shot a dragline across the ceiling grid (about 150 ft), attached the cable to it and made it all in one pull, boy made me feel stupid, why didn't I think of that? Moral of the story: Be not so quick to judge, because you never know what will pop up. Even Howard Hughes would dress like a bum to see who would show him some kindness. Well, that said, let me get back to the Fu life. Later!

Okay, so I have been asked many times if I am a real Doctor, the answer to that is no. The next most common question is how I got the name Dr. There is no simple answer for this without knowing me, but in short I will try to help you understand. My best friend here on Fubar and I talk and we used to talk real late. She knows well, that people, here and in the real world, will just come up to me, not knowing me, and tell me their life story, their problems, etc. This has been happening to me since I was thirteen. My friends’ girlfriends used to come to me about their boyfriends or their ex’s when they were hurt or played. I would listen to them, help them get through the time they were having and step aside when they were able to go back into the world. So yeah, for a man I have a really slanted view of my gender, I have seen the damage that they do, though I do know it is not only one sided, there are women out there that do the same. Back to the story. One night, I was voting on and commenting on the mumms, like I usually do, while I was talking to my best friend. A lady had a real problem and like mummers do they were raking her over the coals (and no, not all mummers are like this, I know some wonderful mummers). From my comment she pm’d me and I told my best friend that I would be a little slow in our conversation because I was talking to somebody that needed help. After I finished talking to the lady, some hour or so later, I picked up the conversation with my best friend. She said, “Your like a magnet, they seem to find you no matter where.” I laughed and said, “Yeah, I guess I missed my calling, lol” She replied, “You know what you are? You’re the Fu Psychologist, a Fu-Psych.” That was a great laugh on that, because she also knows I don’t tell anyone about what I discuss with people. The next day we got to talking again and her opening statement in the shout box was “Hi, Doc!” Well, it has been there ever since, then on my birthday, I received a degree in Fu Psychology. I love talking or listening to people, and helping them out. All my friends that know me know that I am real and genuine article, this is not a “web personality”, and I am just simply, me, no more no less. I don’t ever discuss any personal things with anyone else, never get offended, shocked and am always willing to listen and talk. So that dear reader, is how the Dr. got to be, and I am very intelligent and can discuss most any subject, and actually have in the past 13 years (some of the things I have talked to the female sex about most men, and some women probably never heard, lol). One great thing out of this is that I have many friends, and those that take time to talk to me have stayed tried and true, you can ask any of them about me. Three good things are that I am a good listener, I am free and no appointment is necessary. Fell like talking? The Doctor is In! Dr. G

Had to get this down before I can't get it any more. Never felt like this before, feels like my mind is being pulled by other minds all over the world. The above song is the closest I can get to a description, except for the comfortably numb part, this is defenitely not comfortable and definitely not numb. It is like the part when he sings: When I was a child a caught a fleeting glimpse out of the corner of my eye i turned to look but it was gone i cannot put my finger on it now the child is grown the dream is gone and that is just part of it but actually it feels more like the part at the beginning when he is sitting there staring at a tv with nothing on it, cigarette burnt down to his fingers, just a total space case not there, not aware. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK Time to go! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK Time to go! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK Time to go! Is there anybody out there?

Damn microsoft and their millions of bugs. That is why I don't like to use any of their products. Trying to get my msn messenger up and running and it won't let me sign in, it says check internet connection. Are you fracking kidding me? Everything else is working perfectly fine, my aol and yahoo work fine, check my firewall and it is good to go, so I have to check my connection? I don't think so. So I use their (microsoft of course) connection troubleshooter and you not what it finds?' FRACKING NOTHING! Everything passes fine. So I decided to run a speed test. Download speed test equal to a T3. dang. Upload speed test, a little under DSL, well that is still not bad. Run self diagnostic, hey running 5 by 5. So it must be messenger (fracking of course) Grrrr!!! Microsoft. Error code, microsoft says does not exist. WTF? Maybe I just need to write my own OS and messenger and tell microsoft to FO. That is why I don't run anything of theirs, everyone else has a much better product (except of course the fracking OS). Another fracking day in microsoft paradise hell.

It has been almost 2 weeks since I have had anything to say. NOT! Just haven't had anything to put here except these past three days have been exhausting getting Emergency Ready, but woohoo down time here I come

I have been accused. LOL, and rightfully so I might add. Anyone that knows me, and knows me well, well how do I put this, I was told that for a guy, I sure do cut the male species down and was asked "So you don't like yourself and men"? LOL, yes it is true, I cut down the male species probably more than any twenty heartbroken women put together, I do like myself though. Now, before I get a lot of flak from the ladies, especially those that don't know me let me at least make my case. You see, men don't think, and a lot of them don't feel the way women do. To them being a player is the coolest thing in the world, it is said that men are intellectually driven and women are emotionally driven, on the whole it is pretty accurate (no ladies, let me make my case). You see it is very rare indeed, that a woman can rip out a mans heart where it devastates him, not saying it can't happen for it can (I know), but to women it is devastating almost always because they get involved very emotionally with a relationship. So, now back to the accusation. Yes, I am a man, and no not gay, lol. I know the destruction that the male species can reek on the female species. All my life I have followed behind this havoc and destruction, put the ladies back on the track sending them out hopefully not for it to happen again. Men do not get emotional but they do get vicious and uncaring like bringing their new squeeze to the ex's house to to introduce them, or one was to show how much better off he thought he was. *shakes head* A lifetime of fixing broken hearts, and I will still continue on for that is my destiny I know. Like the saying, unlucky at cards lucky at love, well I am damn lucky at cards lol. And still I can't believe some of the things that men do to women. I am a male, but not of that species, lol, I care to much, I am one of those rare ones that can feel very deeply, and has caused me devastating heartache in my life, but it is all good for I have survived and lived to love again. Still, I will always be here and to the best of my ability help the ladies, for I can really feel your sorrow and pain. Your faithful servant, until needed again

First off, I want to thank all my friends and family both here and rw for putting up with me the past month, I know it is not the me you normally know. Some of you may know from reading the blog I had put forth, that I was under a very strenuous deadline to say the least. Well to day was d-day. See I was writing technical specifications for construction and thought I had seven more months with my boss, to be informed a month ago that he would be leaving on July 10 (tomorrow), and I was nowhere near done. Taking them home to do at night, on the weekends. Well, for the most part they are done I MADE THE DEADLINE. There are many more to do, but they are internal documents so I have leeway with those. So I should be my happy cheery self without a lot of pressure and hopefully that will never happen again, but on the other side I am pleased with what we produced. I would love to hear from all of you, and it is better now because I have voice messaging on my profile, so if you REALLY want to know what I sound like, click on it and hear me, and while your there leave me a voice message. One word of warning everyone can hear them so be careful of what you say, lol. Anyway, good to be back. Doc