blah blah me's blog: "Poems ( i always write what i am feeling and thinking)"

If only things was easy
if only you would see
just how much you really mean to me..

my heart is breaking into pieces
and I do not know what to do
I do not know what to think or feel
or even what to say to you.

The thoughts come so frequent
but the words don't seem to come
they are words that need to be said
but then there is the fear of losing it all.

I long for you to want me,
the way that you use to
I just want it to be okay again
want us to just be me and you.

missing everything the way it use to be
the fun and laughs we once had
wanting it to be okay again
just want what we had back/

Maybe I am just wishing
or thinking what can be
maybe I am just dreaming
of how it use to be.

I want what we use to have
what is so wrong with that
but do not lead my heart on
and make me think you love me back
be honest with me now
and tell me what you want
just do not lead me on
and keep breaking my heart like that!!!