'i barely breathe....
in my lover's arms....'
i wish...
i wish i could reach across the seas...
i wish i could right what went wrong...
i wish i could stop crying...stop this sense of deepening despair...
i have no 'happy' home...
still, i barely breathe...
and....
i have this unending love...growing still....yet it seems to be moving in a spiral....
and i have no control...
no communication...
no end...
this hurt....this love....this 'life'....
all i ever wanted i found...
and now...
i am so afraid...
love was never meant to be so painful...
i am so sorry...
