"My World"
Most would never believe all the many things i must endure here in this simple yet so complicated life i have.Never knowing from one moment to the next, if i am even making a difference at all.
I have often wondered just what it is i actually upon this planet for and what is my purpose for living. Guessing it may have to do with trying to always bring people smiles, i dont know.
There are so many times i have wanted to just give up and say the hell with it all, but i know i can not do that. For i couldnt handle the way it would make the ones i left behind feel.
I always seem to be trying to cheer others up, when deep inside i always feel like both a failure and loser. Knowing i am never going to be one of those all the time happy people.
Many questions surround this simple little brai i have and i do not know half the time, just what to do or say. All i can say to anyone on this planet is, WELCOME TO MY WORLD!
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