My Hidden Love
Long wet kisses I long from you.
Lifetime of endless love I dream about with you,
But
I am just a mere shadow about your life, you don’t see.
All I feel or think goes unsaid because my words mean nothing to you.
Tears I hide within my emotionally rainstorm within me,
So you will never see my pain of you not seeing my love.
Unbreakable I will be.
In the end I hope you will come to regret passing me by.
Good bye my heart desire.
Good bye my soul yearning.
I will just wait within my dreams of love for you.
I will not beg or demand your attention towards me.
Naughty things I wish to share with you,
I will shut them down in my dark abyss of sorrow.
My hidden love for you will become the whisper wind of lostness.
I will linger in the darkness of shadowy love,
Until one day, someone will dare to set me free from my sorrowful prison of loving you.
Never will I let you or anyone see or hear my pain of lost love from you.
I will walk without sound or meaning.
I will never bold reach out again to you.
I have done everything to make you see and feel my passion for you.
Words I have spoken and written down for you.
Creating something to help you, but you turn away from me and walk within false love.
My heart will not flutter to your kisses or touches upon me,
For you care not all for me.
My soul will become cold and distant like a fading star from your sinful eyes.
I will no longer breathe life just for you.
Echoes upon life you pause to hear will not be my sweet haunting lips calling out your name no more.
Never will my dreams or thoughts tremble with desire for you.
I will not seek out to know what you are doing in life.
My hidden love….
Who I am kidding?
You or myself?
I think I am kidding myself more than you.
You see me not.
But
I always see, feel and know your deepest desire, as if they are mine to forever embrace.
My hidden love….
How I wish you just once turn around and see me.
Or
Say you love me too.
©2009 Firestar
