My poems are all about you, and us. they are the same all the time. they say the same thing over and over again. and I need to stop for a while. maybe the 12 days of Rachel will inspire me to create new things to say about you besides how happy you make me, and how wonderful you are to me. I have asshole moments and you saw one last night, but my asshole moments always allow deep reflection, and usually end in a long ass letter of why I am who I am. So my darling, I am going to take a few days off to contomplate why I can't think of anything else to say to you or about you in these poems of mine.