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Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDue to the recent surge of interest in Ty Coughlin’s The Reverse Funnel System program, many people want to know if this home based business opportunity is the real deal or if it’s a scam. I thought it might be helpful to those who are considering signing up to read a review of my experience with The Reverse Funnel System. Hopefully by the time you’ve finished reading this RFS review you’ll have a better idea of exactly what to expect if you decide to get involved.The Reverse Funnel System is basically an automated marketing process developed by industry insider, Ty Coughlin. It relies on automation to fuel downline growth and duplication and allows anyone, regardless of experience, age, or income level, the opportunity to build a substantial home based business income.The training tools and teaching offered in the members area is all top notch, and Reverse Funnel System members are given the chance to listen in on several

Matisyahu Lyrics To "fire Of Heaven / Altar Of Earth"
Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of Pride And ride on to Mount Zion Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of Pride And ride on to Mount Zion Rub me the wrong way Taking the highway Rubbing sticks together But your fire's man-made Capitalize on hot air, soar like an airplane Yearn to rise in the sky quick high Like cocaine, false pride is suicide But you've got nothing to gain Babylon's buildings raise like flames Drowning in their champagne Explosive! Pull the pin in the hand grenade Soul stain blowing up in your own domain Fire crackers ooh and ahh But they never maintain Fires burning Flames are dancing Don't burn the house down Heavenly fire only resides On an altar made from the ground Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of pride And ride on to mount Zion Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of pride And rid

Carbon Copy Scam
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Carbon Copy Scam is a relatively new company just launched in the past couple of years. The company is led by Aaron Parkinson and Jay Kubassek, both million dollar income earners. They decided to create a company that would give every person a chance to succeed in the Direct Sales industry. The advertising and marketing is certainly eye catching and it illicits the question What Is Carbon Copy Pro? The company has been developed with the more serious entrepreneur or professional in mind. If a person wants to take advantage of this program they must first go through a system of qualification to determine if they are truly serious about building a Top Tier Direct Sales business (Carbon Copy Pro is the "system" that is used to implement the product of a high end direct sales company). Once through the qualification process a prospect is contacted by a successful marketer who has many years of experience. They provide information abo

Hey There Delilah-plain White T's
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl, tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice, it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me, girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's wh

Matisyahu Lyrics To "time Of Your Song"
The world is moving to the song I hear, Who's that singing, wind is rushing in my ear, Mind gushing memories almost lost everything, Felony and fellows running in my dream, We were in the van where the hits were driving, Saw myself In the highlands at age 13 And I'm asking questions to the present day me, Moving backwards down the hill see we were posting. Moonlight illuminate my night and my days sunray make the people say And a vision something's missing so they're screaming out loud Keep my feet on ground and my head in the clouds. I'm the arrow, you're my bow, shoot me forth and I will go And I know and I go and I go get up and go Make me feel its for real tell me what you know. I don't need to glorify, Ate the apple of the tree and tried to lie, In the garden ill remember That's when I started to sing I said death brings life into uncertain things, Cut some slack for me Sun setting autumn breeze Sound is moving like a chorus Keep hearing that melody, Che

Matisyahu Lyrics To "indestructable"
Fear nobody but His Majesty, My spirit, you retrieved, For you I wait silently, It seems that you believe in me Fear nobody but His Majesty, My spirit, you retrieved, For you I wait silently, It seems that you believe in me Indestructable digging through the rubble Bubblin we don't need no more trouble That bahella-scope vision, hot hot fiction Like im running a muck upon a rhythm Stay on the plan so you don't lose the vision Stay sizzling Peter pan I'm from a land hip like this From the city feeling it Ya breathing in, ya put on your glasses and ya see through it Fear nobody but His Majesty, (fear no one) My spirit, you retrieved, For you I wait silently, (his majesty) It seems that you believe in me Fear nobody but His Majesty, (fear no one) My spirit, you retrieved, For you I wait silently, (his majesty) It seems that you believe in me Some of them run-run-running like rats on a wheel Try feel fine, ha no deal Who is their ticket for a meal? Th

The Husband Store
> The Husband Store > > A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at > the entrance is a description of how the store operates: > > > You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the > flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back > down except to exit the building > > > So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: > > Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs > > > She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: > > > > Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. > > > 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more..' > > > So she continues upward.. The third floor sign reads: > > > Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids,

Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel Marketing System has only been active for a few short months but already has the internet buzzing. Ty Coughlin has changed the game of network marketing. His Reverse Funnel system is garnering rave reviews from vets and rookies of network marketing alike. This article will examine the facts behind this buzz and give you an idea as to why this excitement exists over this one single MLM business opportunity.The network marketing industry has been clamoring for a business model like this to come along for years now. Ty Coughlin stepped up to the plate and invested the money to develop a system the masses wanted. People were tried of going to hotel meetings, chasing down leads, and recruiting friends and family which were traditional hallmarks of old fashioned MLM companies. Ty broke the mold by creating a more duplicable system that took the natural selling ability of its members out of the equation

Matisyahu Lyrics To "jerusalem"
Jerusalem, if I forget you, fire not gonna come from my tongue. Jerusalem, if I forget you, let my right hand forget what it's supposed to do. In the ancient days, we will return with no delay Picking up the bounty and the spoils on our way We've been traveling from state to state And them don't understand what they say 3,000 years with no place to be And they want me to give up my milk and honey Don't you see, it's not about the land or the sea Not the country but the dwelling of his majesty Jerusalem, if I forget you, fire not gonna come from my tongue. Jerusalem, if I forget you, let my right hand forget what it's supposed to do. Jerusalem, if I forget you, fire not gonna come from my tongue. Jerusalem, if I forget you, let my right hand forget what it's supposed to do. Rebuild the temple and the crown of glory Years gone by, about sixty Burn in the oven in this century And the gas tried to choke, but it couldn't choke me I will not lie down, I will n

Wmi Carbon Copy Pro
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Jay Kubassek built Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy, by leveraging his group's existing results, to create an automated system that would remove the common network marketing downfalls for a new person and allow them to make sales while learning how to market and brand themselves. Jay Kubassek's goal is to make a group of at least 100 millionaires by 2012 with Carbon Copy PRO -- He's already made 6 millionaires, now he's got 94 to go, will you be one of them? Jay Kubassek's Carbon Copy PRO is an automated, turnkey marketing system that eliminates all of the variables that cause people to fail in network marketing. - Selling, convincing, and explaining: ELIMINATED - Cold calling, selling to your friends and family: ELIMINATED - Mickey-Mouse home based businesses: NEVER AGAIN! - Multi-Level-Marketing: NEVER AGAIN! Jay Kubassek and Carbon Copy PRO are teamed with Wealth Masters International (WMI), a company that

Life
Through life you go through many changes, you take many different roads, not knowing where each one will lead, but it is the roads that you take that you learn many different things. Love,happyness,caring,trust,let downs and sadness. yes you may fall but each time you get up some times you get lost , but then some one comes along and shows you the way. as you grow you will loose people that are close to you such as a parent a brother, a sister, a cousin, a niece,a nephew, a grandparent and es even real close friends.you think to yourself why did this happen you get angry and yes sometimes think that you think it should have been you instead. things in life happen for different many reasons, but they will alway's be close to you . along they way you meet many different people and yes some become your friends, and yes friends have fights and some times you get over it and some times you don't . you also may have 1 love or maybe more, but in life you get that one person that just knocks

Stupidest Man In The World?
Know what? I gotta be the Stupidest guy in the world. I had My Life going in a Good Direction. A Direction that My Mother actually approved of & was hoping that I would stay on. Let Me give You alittle background. 3 1/2 years ago, I was unemployed & sleeping on the couch @ My brothers. Didn't have much of a future. Well, in the mornings I noticed this attractive Woman that was about My age. She's actually 2 years older than Me. Well, We got to talking & soon after I got a job. It's the job I currantly have now & have had for almost 2 1/2 years. I really like My Company & the People I work for. Well, back to the story. As Me & this Incredible Woman talked the More I liked Her. She had been married a couple times before & has 5 Wonderful kids, All of whom to this Day I Adore & Love. Well, We would meet each morning for the bus. Me going to do My morning routine of hang with Friends before work & Her going to work at a local Hospitol. Even on My days off, I would be out there every mornin

Differences
the different modes we women use when dealing with some dumbass shoutbox romeo: Bitch mode: we reply fuck off. Evil mode: we convince the dumbass to buy us a happy hour. Super size cunt mode: we convince the poor doumbstruck bastard to buy us a fu pony. That is all.

Too Late
You're in as much pain as I am. I see the hurt in your eyes and wonder if I have the same look. I don't want to like you, I didn't want to care about you, but we can't control our hearts and who it desires. We can only try to control how we act and react to what we feel. How do you feel about me? Do you feel the same connection I do? Do you get excited at the thought of seeing me like I do for you? Do I make you nervous? I don't know how to interpret the look in your eyes when you stare so deep into mine. I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul and I see a sad soul in you. Just as sad as I think my own soul is, crying and begging for quiet and solace. Can we find that in each other? How can I feel so much for you so soon? I don't want to be hurt again and I think that's the only place this friendship between us will end, in more hurt. I feel far too much for you and I know I shouldn't. I can't control who I care for. I don't want to love you but I think its too late.

Summer Nights
Hot summer nights, wild, wild lovin windows open to the hot night air night breeze teases our sweaty skin we writhe and cry out crazy words shouting moaning the bed's squeaking The headboard's banging, loud and steady like a big bass drummer keeping time until even we can't take noise any longer, stuffing pillows tween the bed and the wall to muffle the sound of our frenzied desire I hear loud knocking upon the door open up! open up! this is the police! Is someone in there being kilt? open up or we will break down this door! neighbor's said someone's being injured stumbling naked, my robe forgotten Smiling sheepishly I let them in as they look me over and shake their heads you smile and wave from beneath the sheets they stammer apologies, then quickly leave us I lock the door, and return to your side we laugh like kids and wriggle together where were we, before being interrupted? I think I remember, but refresh my mind give me some help with this, lets

The Flame
her heart's pierced with the beauty breathless helpless, precious butterfly she offers her life for Him to treasure held fast for this moment of mounting her lips burn with her Master's name her heart was speared by his eyes, in her surrender her soul is set free her hunger wakened by His firm touch impaled deep upon Him, her hips rock circling close,like a moth drawn to a flame

Beast Inside
soothe the ache that gnaws at me wrap me warm in that tender place tame the beast that howls inside bond close to you by healing grace whole and smiling I'm alive again sweet surrender to my lover's call she stops my endless litany of doubt her nimble tongue pushed deep warmly filling up my hungry mouth while fingers soft, stroke my loins rising ready to meet our needs sweet surrender to hunger's call silken flesh slides lithely over me quiet strength that in love's service she pins me gasping to our bed legs round my head, she rocks till we tumble locked together sweet surrender to passion's call

The Dance
Wake me from this dark dreaming Bring be a smile for my lips Give me a sign to start scheming how I'd hold you by the hips I see your blue eyes gleaming shining at me across the room I read in them a secret meaning telling me you want me too Around one question we dance I think we need to answer soon Is it time for some sweet romance? shall we dance to a sweeter tune?

Ty Coughlin Rfs
Ty Coughlin RFSLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is an automated sales process for home based businesses that is said to perfect the most difficult part of any home based business...the sales process. The creators of The Reverse Funnel System created it to eliminate the human error variable present in every sales process so that you make more money and spend less time with tricky sales pitches. It's said that the only thing you need to do is market the system and that it doesn't matter if you're shy or if you lack sales skills because The Reverse Funnel System takes care of the entire sales process for you.The Reverse Funnel System was created by a team of professional online marketers. They provide you with the marketing materials and resources needed to make the system work for you but does it work? Many people claim financial freedom from the product and swear by its success. Many others have lost thousands of dollars and hours of their time trying to

The Moon
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

Who's The Sellout Now? Cheater? Liar? Sellout? = Angels W/o Wings!!
How Much Am I Worth? $240 So... let's turn this into a Mumm/Blog.... Help me MakeUpMyMind.... You have this "friend" that comes to you 4mths after "said incident" and says "btw .. 4mths ago I pretended to sell ur ass down the river, TO A KNOWN CHEATER ON FUBAR (who used to like to run his italian nephews' pic to get more rates & used to hang with a granny to gain famous points from her spotlight glow, shame he had to sell his corvette to pay his fubar debts, eh?) who wanted to prove you a cheater here on fubar, and even though I sit here nightly and pretend to be your friend, I went and removed you as a friend, and pretended to be his friend so that I could get a free HappyHour and some free blasts, and some free blings.. all for doing NOTHING!!!! and yet I freely admitted to you....that: ?Hxxx Åxx...: I HAD NOTHING TO TELL ?Hxxx Åxx...: I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING TO TELL ?Hxxx Åxx...: I ASSUMED IT WAS FOR INFO Nice huh? wait.. it gets better.. ?Hxxx Åxx...: IT

Three Words
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THREE WORDS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When life sucks shit theres only one thing to do, go up to the girl you love and say...I LOVE YOU. If that doesnt work, then you will only get hurt. If you get hurt and wish you were dead, then think about those three words that she once said. ~stray (c)1985

Sail The Seas With Dj Ground Zero And Gods Forsaken Radio
PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK! You are now entering the fallout area of GROUND ZERO’s GETAWAY! That’s right, Ground Zero is hosting Gods Forsaken Radio’s 1st Annual Fan Cruise on Royal Caribbean’s Enchantment of the Seas, departing on Sept 19th, 2009!. You can join your host, Ground Zero along with some of your favorite DJ’s from GFR on a 5 night Western Caribbean cruise out of Ft Lauderdale, FL. We’ll tear through Grand Cayman (yes we will stop off in Hell) and Cozumel, Mexico, like a hurricane - leaving our mark on these islands! Come party with Gods Forsaken Radio – the internet’s fastest growing radio station! Ever want to see a Demon in a bikini? Do Socks’ socks always match? Is the Sex Pretzel salted? Does Sadistic Dragon ever shut up??? This is your opportunity to not only meet Ground Zero and some of the staff from GFR, but it’s also a great way to meet fellow listeners who you chat with every day – and oh yeah, it’s on a cruise ship! We’re holding a block of cabins for

Something
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Lost
Im not to sure what to think anymore when it comes to women. Ya try to just be friends and most think you want sex. You ignore them and some are all over you. All i am tryin to do is be happy you know find a nice woman and see where it goes from there. Any thoughts or comments anyone?

Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

Ty Coughlin
Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're checking out different home based business opportunities, there's a good chance that you've probably heard something about The Reverse Funnel System lately. The Reverse Funnel System is an online home based business opportunity that is fairly new, but has been stirring up quite a bit of excitement in the work at home industry. In this short article, I'm going to give you my Reverse Funnel System review. Hopefully by the time you're done reading, you'll have a better idea of exactly what the RFS is all about and whether or not it's for you.The Reverse Funnel System is an automated marketing system for building a network marketing business. It was developed by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin and uses the funded proposals approach.In a nutshell, The Reverse Funnel System takes a high converting sales process and adds automation. It eliminates the need for traditional network marketing sales techniques such as hotel meetings, phone calls

"bits Of You."
Bits of You I went to the corner where we used to go, to that little shop forlorn Where we’d laugh at the sheer audacity of what someone else had worn We’d pick through the piles of pants and shirts, and mock the colors and the hue And I never dreamed, that here I’d be searching, for little bits of you At the bargain table near the back, beside the exit door Where the clothing stood in scattered stacks and spilled onto the floor Once we searched for treasures old and worn, but still new just the same Poor as Hell we mined for gold those days, as one we played the game I remember the day you found that hat, ridiculous and pink And you laughed as you went to the change room, mindless of what others would think Then the door swung open, and there you stood, I swear it looked so mad And my eyes they mist at the simple thought of the crazy love we had Then came the diagnosis, the hardest thing to take You were sick, no more excursions, to the clothing store we’d make

Entry 1-the Explanation
Well, one day, I was sitting around all bored and such. Decided to make myself a rather strange New Years Resolution! I have always loved reading and usually keep track of how many books I read a year...yada yada. Well, I got to thinking. This year I want to read 100 or more books. Yeah, weird...I know. I have a few friends that think I am a bit off of my rocker...I know that one! Well, I figure that would keep me occupied and it's something that I know that I can do. I'm not good at keeping resolutions.....weight lose, quit smoking, quit swearing as much, etc. This one is fathomable! So, every blog entry in this blog, will be, books I have finished. I know, boring! But, so far... -Eclipse by Stephanie Meyer -Beetle and the Bard-JK Rowling -Summer on Earth-Tom Lombardi If you have any suggestions of future reads...let me know!

Broken Hearts
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken Hearts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken hearts never heal, especially when something fucks up that you thought was real. Happiness is a mirror waiting to be shattered, an eternity of bad luck and your emotions being battered. Sometimes it hurts so bad that you want to die, because when you think its love it turns out to be a lie. You loved her with all of your heart, and your life sucks shit now that youre apart. ~stray (c)1988

Roads
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d

Woman In Love
Life is a moment in space When the dream is gone Its a lonelier place I kiss the morning goodbye But down inside you know We never know why The road is narrow and long When eyes meet eyes And the feeling is strong I turn away from the wall I stumble and fall But I give you it all... I am a woman in love And I do anything To get you into my world And hold you within Its a right I defend Over and over again What do I do? With you eternally mine In love there is No measure of time We planned it all at the start That you and i Would live in each others hearts We may be oceans away You feel my love I hear what you say No truth is ever a lie I stumble and fall But I give you it all I am a woman in love And Im talking to you Do you know how it feels? What a woman can do Its a right That I defend over and over again......

Questions
copy paste n send to me in a message if u want 2 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it

Reflections
As the sun is slowly setting And the evening shadows grow I think back on days gone by To a place I'd like to go. Back to a place in my childhood When days were so carefree Back to the days when my Mama's lap Was my favorite place to be. Those days of slides and swing sets Of playing out in the yard Those days when we were growing up And nothing seemed too hard. All too soon we turn around And find ourselves all grown With adult responsibilities And children of our own. The memories of yesterday Come quickly to mind When as an adult I'm searching For answers I cannot find. We struggle through our losses Gain strength from each hurdle crossed And learn that we are not truly alone Especially when we feel most lost. Now the shadows have faded to darkness The days warmth is now growing cold I look up to the stars in heaven And wonder what tomorrow will hold. The stars are shining down brightly Almost as if to say Sleep well my dear and don't be a

Not Always
Its so hard to know that some wishes don't come true So hard to realize that you can't have all you want Sometimes our fantasies carry us away in to a world where everything is ok Its so hard to tell your heart that love is not found Its hard when the person who should always be there We are always taught to trust our hearts that our dreams will never fail us yet we are faced with so many days when all we were taught seems like a lie What can you do when you can't have a dream When you just try but its hopeless When you look at the sky and you begin to cry Wondering where the next step will come from You have no choice but to go on the world can't stop just for your tears You know its unfair And that it's all a lie sometimes But yet there's faith that dreams will come true and sun will shine your way

Cutting Back...
It's a new year...and with that reality comes the realization of the year past.. If I had to pick a "Theme" so to speak, to represent my previous year it would be labeled; "Indulgence" I would have to say I lived that self indulging way a good part of the entire year! Me, me, me, I proclaimed and I did it with much enthusiasm! I had the mindset of do whatever it was I wanted to do. It was my turn. I had enough of sitting back and just watching. I had endured years of abuse and neglect and I was sick of taking care of everyone but me. I thought, why not, it's now or never. My spontaneous nature caught up with myself and I can never get it back. I set out for a dream and consequently woke up with only a headache and sore back to show for my efforts. I tried to go back. Go back to a time that made me happy, to something I thought I would be good at and to a place I no longer am welcome. I don't see it as a mistake or a missed opportunity, I only see

Meaning Of Life
Were you ever enchanted by a blanket of mist Becoming a part of the ancient world Just for a moment? Have you ever envied the scarlet rose Standing proud with diamonds of dew Perfectly draped about her? Were you witness to the duel in the realms of the heavens, Where each contestant lashes out with brilliant sword Causing the very earth to tremble beneath? Have you felt so insignificant against the spectrum of light, With a backdrop of dark thunderclouds, While listening to the cracking thunder striking deep into the soul? Have you smelt the burning pine, Seen flames exposing rubies in the wine, Perfect in their ancient, silent dance? Has tranquillity reached your deepest being, When crimson rays reflect Off water, into your soul? Have you tasted the lips of the one you love, Experienced the quiver - The desire to forever be one, and never apart? Then, dear friend, you know the meaning of life.

Life Or Lack There Of
Why is it the I am destined to be a lonely soul. Bound to walk this earth in shame head hung low with nothing more than a few close friends and family at my side. Am I such a horriable person that I am destined for disaster, Is it the fate that I chose for my self. Could it be possible that I chose this fate and did not have it determined. Seems odd that I find something that I can truley care for, something that I can love, something to cherish and might have a possibility of returning those emotions and feelings back to me, and it vanishes into thin air like a demon in the night it sweeps in rips the breath of life away and falls back to the shadows. What must I do to find true happiness. Why must I wear this crown of thorns, and yet be forced to wear a clowns paint, faking a smile for the sake of others happiness. Tearing away inside feeling like all hope is lost and there is nothing left, but forced to carry on because another heart needs you, untill that momment changes, or that t

Simple Things Mean A Lot...
***Originally written November 26, 2008**** In this crazy world that we live in today, I often find myself frustrated and cursing myself for the things that I don't have money for or energy for. I am very hard on myself and quite the perfectionist. Sometimes I feel like the people who matter most to me are left to wonder if they are good enough or unsure of their place in my life. Hopefully this blog will communicate what I sometimes cannot when the stress and anxiety of life get in the way of what I hope to say through my actions. To me it's the simple things in life that make it worth getting up every day. It is so easy to get discouraged by the things that you don't have, like money, material things, and time. I wish I could make more hours in the day so I could do everything I need to without having to rush from place to place. But the one thing I wish I had more of is energy and physical strength. My challenges physically make it difficult for me to keep going when there is

Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in another direction? The fe

Double Feature Blog...reality Setting In -and- So-called "friends"
--- DOUBLE FEATURE --- So-called "Friends" ***Originally written June 21, 2008*** It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH.

Love Minus Zero (no Limit)
My love she speaks like silence, Without ideals or violence, She doesn't have to say she's faithful, Yet she's true, like ice, like fire. People carry roses, Make promises by the hours, My love she laughs like the flowers, Valentines can't buy her. In the dime stores and bus stations, People talk of situations, Read books, repeat quotations, Draw conclusions on the wall. Some speak of the future, My love she speaks softly, She knows there's no success like failure And that failure's no success at all. The cloak and dagger dangles, Madams light the candles. In ceremonies of the horsemen, Even the pawn must hold a grudge. Statues made of match sticks, Crumble into one another, My love winks, she does not bother, She knows too much to argue or to judge. The bridge at midnight trembles, The country doctor rambles, Bankers' nieces seek perfection, Expecting all the gifts that wise men bring. Th

A Uto 11 Up For Auction Till Mon The 19th Of Jan
CLICK THE CHERRIES OK, I have another AUTO 11 to get rid of! Auto 11 is up for bid from Monday, Jan 12th at 10:00 am Futime to Monday,Jan 19th at 10:00 am Futime!! NO Drama & highest bidder gets it, CLICK ANY OF THE CHERRIES & Good Luck :)) CLICK THE CHERRIES THANX, THE HOST ~Bratt~ ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)

A Field On Fire
There was a field of flowers near my house I walked past it everyday to smell all the fragrant odors There was a fire and afterward destruction The beauty and all that made it a garden of eden were gone I thought what a loss of such a natural wonder of Gods gifts Some time past and the seasons changed with no growth The field forgotten I awoke on morning in the spring to a familiar smell I eagerly walked to it and found there all the colors of the rainbow Acres and acres of beautiful flowers all with the fragrance of heaven itself And I thought "how can such a thing be after such a trauma to the earth where it grew?" I heard a voice that said to me "believe and all things are possible" and knew at once The flowers had always grown there, their roots were deep and strong Nothing can take away such a thing as that and the fire only made the flowers stronger Because the flowers loved the ground where their roots were and the fire only cleared out the weeds The flowers would

"diamond In The Rough."
Diamond in the Rough With a hammer in my grip, and a pan held in my hand I’ve scraped the soil, digging deep, for the treasures of the land Now I’ve found the dearest one, to most it’s not so much And they can’t see just what I see in this diamond in the rough A cloudy stone, a murky rock, often thrown away Tossed aside by others, and in the ground it stayed But me, I thank my lucky stars, for this gift that I now hold I alone can see the fire in what others thought was cold There’s a flash, and there’s a sparkle, if one holds it to the light If you turn it just the perfect way, if you cradle it just right You cannot catch it? No matter then, all the more for me A true gem’s value is only held by what one wants to see I’ll take it down into the town and I’ll put it on a shelf I’ll keep it safe, for it only shines, for one and that’s myself And will I cut it? Will I give permission, or will I leave it in one part? No, I like it just that way it is, that’s the way

Ways To Survive
Priorities of my life change every single day As the thing I wish for, never comes my way So I keep sailing without any hope by my side Learning with time, different ways to survive My life has been a rainbow with shades of grey Now the brightness of them simply fading away Pushed back and forth by my destiny's tide And I just kept on learning ways to survive Subsiding deep inside my own living clay Remembering moments which went astray Fought all alone with my reflection's strife While my heart was learning ways to survive Bending til I break so that I could pray Screaming til he hears what I have to say Searching for a piece of my lost pride Dying everyday while learning ways to survive

Mirror
Mirror-mirror on the wall show me what you see if you really reflect it all show every piece of me behind my eyes, behind my smile deep into my soul linger for a little while show me all you know not just a figure standing here reveal all that's inside show me, even though I fear here and now, it's time show the bruised and battered place in me the piece that just can't cope the part that longs to be set free the side where life's a joke the innocence hiding behind the sin the adult inside the child the heart that won't let anyone in the piece of me that's mild the place in me that's always red the part that's forever blue the side that follows what is said the piece that's always confused the place in me that thinks I’m right the part that knows I’m wrong the side that's bloated up with pride the piece that can't go on the coward inside the fighter the genius next to the dumb the part that's drunk with laughter the side that shies from fun

When You Least Expect It...
*** Originally Written March 31, 2008 *** When you least expect it the things you’ve been longing for in your life just might happen. But when you’re searching and looking for them they never do. Life is about the little things and learning to appreciate the unexpected. I’ve always said that I wanted to find someone who would surprise me everyday with something silly or goofy, someone who would make me laugh yet know when to be serious too. I always said that I wanted someone to accept me just the way that I am and think I’m beautiful, and who would ignite passion inside of me by the little things he does and says. Well I’ve finally found that person......well actually, HE found ME. When I least expected it. I have been learning recently that when something is right you shouldn’t argue with it. You shoudn’t fight the things that you want the most. In the past when I have found someone that is right and comfortable I have freaked out and thrown them away because they d

Scarred And Tattered
I mark EVERYTHING I write NSFW because I never know how things that I write could be perceived as by others. So to prevent being reported for NSFW, I mark it, so consider yourself warned. I never know what may come out of my soul when I write. To the general public and people surrounding me I play the face of a "normal" dysfunctional person, lol. Most people see me as happy-go-lucky, carefree and happy. I seem so confident, yet inside I am tattered and worn, weak and faint of heart. There is only ONE soul that I have ever found who loves me in spite of all my flaws, and he is my best friend, my lover, and hopefully I will have him by my side forever. I feel so misunderstood most of the time, and I feel like my friends and family have always seen me as one phuked up girl...a walking contradiction....with "so much intelligence, never knowing how to use it "correctly"...". (quoted by my adopted family TO ME). I have always felt like such an outcast...misunderstood and lonely....be

No Child Should Cry
One day there will come a day, when no child would cry, when all tears would dry, and smiles would appear. Did you ever begin to wonder? What it would be like? If a child didn't have to cry, to feel pain, sorrow, to feel empty? We all grow from learning right from wrong. Why would we hurt a child? Children need love. We, as parents, are taught to provide it. We need to learn to give a child a day of smiles and joy, and the freedom to be a child. Never lay our troubles on them. When a day comes when a child doesn't cry, will be the day the world will become a brighter place. A child lights up the world. We wouldn't need the sun, the moon - we'd have the sunshine, the starlight, of a child's smile. It's all the world really needs, and we can make it happen, If we let a child be what, they want to be. So deep down, remember - a child grows from us. So let's give a child a reason to smile. never a day of tears again. No child should have

Focus...there Is No Spoon
I'm seriously glad I have friends around here. Let me clarify, online friends are awesome, and we have about the best conversations ever, simply because that's all we have to go on. But lately I've realized I need that personal connection of being in the same room with people every once in a while or I go a little stir crazy. One of my friends, again names not valid, is so totally trying to hook me up with his sister. He actually introduced me in the following way Saturday "This is Davin, my girlfriend's boss, and the guy that will hopefully be soon doing my sister." His heart is in the right place, she just got out of a crappy relationship (worse than he knows) and needs something to take her mind off of things. What I don't think he realizes is that she's really not into me, or anyone really. We've gone out a few times, and she admits she enjoys going out and getting her mind off things, but she's sorta stuck on what happened. So I'm content to listen to the jokes about me and her

For The Omega's Only
since i just luv my omega family and that lil cupcake bling i will be awarding a cupcake to whoever leaves the 500th, 2000th, 5000th, 10000th 17000th and 19999th comment on my current running contest, plz PM me if u r the one to leave the specified number comment!, so there is 6 chances to win a yummy looking cupcake :D OMEGA BOMBERS RAWK!!!

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words and violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, Hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped and twisted So many tricks and so many lies Too many whens and too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped and twisted Sleeping awake and choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped and twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty and hallow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped and twisted

Why
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Soul
Close your eyes to see with your heart close your ears to hear with your heart forget your mind and think with your heart for your heart will see when your eyes fail and your heart will hear when the voices are confused your heart has the answers when your mind falls short remember your heart for it is the key to love remember all love for love is the key to your soul remember your soul for it is your foundation

Sometimes
Sometimes the things closest to us are farthest from our reach we strive for them we wait for them we put our hearts belief in them sometimes we deserve them often we just need them sometimes on lifes path we may stumble we may fall we will get hurt there will be laughter and tears and occassionaly a pain so searing it can take your breath away sometimes life is not lived the world can stop and you find yourself lost alone in the darkness we will seek out the light and try to learn from our mistakes sometimes we have to reach deep within and tell ourselves we will be ok, we will make it sometimes we will believe it we will be vulnerable lonely and weak we will search for strength sometimes we may find it sometimes we will give up hope when hope is all we have we will cling to the little things and take solace in them sometimes everything will work out exactly as it is meant to and sometimes that's exactly what we want sometimes....

"you Left Your Mark."
You Left your Mark It seems like just the other day I heard the starter’s gun That loud report that told us both the race it had begun And then you unleashed your passion, yes from the very start You left me standing in the dust, as you went and left your mark That race was one unbalanced, the deed was now complete Not measured by mere stamina, or with the fastest feet To the victor went the spoils, and the prize it was my heart And you held fast to your trophy, as you went and left your mark But that race was not the only way you went and made me yours There were at least a million times we shared revolving doors That left me with the spins, yet still you played your part So certain and determined, you had to make your mark Yet your mark it sometimes made me hurt, it had a darker side And right here sit the buckets filled with tears I cried From the times I felt like dying, when I was torn apart By your riding crop of caring, as you went and left your mark I

Rose
I am unfolding gently beneath Your loving touch Becoming I let wholeness breath my Petals free Awareness Sweet fragrant spirit touching Senses into life Wisdom Giving beauty back to the universe Knowing Each petal, sweet miracle of life Oneness We are hues of color, yet one In spirits blossom

Quiet Fire
in this stillness, my life the night sings my song my eyes search the endless sky bright with the glow of memories silence i listen intently for the distant sound that will extinguish the thunder in my soul solitary i am a burning candle, a flame kissing the hurt with desire longing to revel and rest in the oneness of two hearts together, filled with joy

Passion
Her fingers tremble Candlelight glows on soft skin She's waited so long Naked against him Lost in his tender embrace Alive for his touch Inhibitions fade Her walls come down beneath him Can he read her thoughts? She wonders if he Knows the true depth of her love Will he ever know? The words escape her Their bodies moving in time Her message is sent Without the cumbersome words She holds him so close Her body speaking to him

One Day
One day I will find a heart that will be mine so faithful and so true he will always say I love you he will cherish all the little things all of what life brings he will know that my heart he will hold and his heart for me will never be cold he will catch me when I fall I will be his everything, his all he will make sure he holds me tight each and every single night he will never forget to always give me hugs and kisses and try to make true all my dreams and wishes if we argue or fight no matter who's really to blame he will try to make it right if I seem down or sad he will do what he can to make me glad he will wipe away all my tears and take away all my fear he will do this all for me in words and actions knowing that I will meet all his satisfactions I will make sure I take care of all his wants and needs my heart for him will never show greed he will be my whole world that my life will revolve around number one in my heart he will always be found

Life
Glittering dark, dancing Before my eyes, closed Everything I see, shadowed In roaring silence I hear Falling A feather Soundless, a brush My lovers touch Bitter, life's bile Sweet, love's taste Shadows of tomorrow Darken the path of yesterday What was will not be What is, stands Before my eyes, open My life

Love Sucks
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOVE SUCKS ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Youre out on the streets and you dont know what to do, youre in love with a girl thats not in love with you, so tell me now what the fuck are you gonna do? You think about suicide every second of the day, but thats not what you really want, you just need a girl and a little time to play. Youre world is falling apart and it seems like its only happenig to you, and why its happening you really havnt got a clue. Love sucks thats just the way it works, nothing ever goes right and I tell you it really hurts. She writes you a letter saying that she loves you too, and when you get back you find out that its not true. You dont know what to feel, you just feel sad and blue, Love sucks or maybe its just not for you. Love sucks it sure does, it can ruin your life or bring you up above. But its not happening not the way you planned, your life sucks shit and its going in the can. ~ stray (c)1985

Addiction
You, my addiction I awake in the night, hand hovering covering in the sheets silken maze I reach, thin air catches casting images into dreams demeaning this angel to call out in pains pleasure. I know, can feel you there, somewhere. But not right next to me where life passes, preserving pickled memories with amazing accuracy Your smell I inherited still lingers down deep deploring definite daydreams to cease and detain, just one more moment one more second of you, my addiction

Love Affair
In a dreamy love affair in creating those dreams whilst time ticks away closing our eyes we drift until night turns to day as we shake away blues we enter into dreams as intimate nights unfold aglow in moonbeams sharing a galaxy of stars softly whispering sighs soon there is captivation amongst moonlit skies hands soothingly caress with sensual intimacy as loving arms reach out you enter my fantasy meeting on starry nights in a dreamy love affair the moon glows upon us as romance fills the air

Ludacris Lyrics To "do Your Time"
[Phone Operator:] You have a collect call form an inmate in a correctional facility Inmate state your name: "This Darren" This phone call may be monitored or recorded press 3 if you accept the charges if not hang up [Chorus: Ludacris] To mu cousin Darren Ramsey stay up homie To my brother Chris Butler stay up homie If you locked in a box keep makin' it through Do your time Do your time Don't let your time do you To my brother Mikey Mike stay up homie To my cuz JB stay up home If you locked in a box keep makin' it through Do your time Do your time Don't let your time do you [Verse 1: Ludacris] You lookin' at a man who would die for his daughter just to let her breath and I'll defiantly die for Jesus'cause he died for me-give my eyes to Stevie Woner just to see what he's seen but then take'em right back to see Martin Luther's dream I dream that I can tell Martin Luther we made it but half my black brothers is still incarcerated locked up in a cell block lost form the sh

Laughable
What was once troubling has become laughable now. It amazes me, after talking to others that people who perform the “no talk” or “Cold shoulder” do that for several reasons. None of which I find to be genuine. They were certainly not genuine when I did them, and there are not now that others do them. Anyone that knows me knows that personal responsibility is a huge thing with me. It came about with my divorce; accepting responsibility for my actions is one of the few reasons that I made it through that in one piece. It, either fortunately or unfortunately, has left me with the focus of people accepting responsibility for their actions OR inactions. This is further complicated by a society that is content with zero accountability. Everything is always someone else’s fault, or there’s always an excuse. I have met VERY few people in my time where personal responsibility and personal accountability is paramount. I consider them to be my best friends. I guess this will always go back

Rfs Scam
RFS scamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIn case you’re not familiar with The Reverse Funnel System, it is a hands-free, fully automated home based business opportunity created by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin. The Reverse Funnel System essentially combines elements of the “funded proposals” method, online marketing techniques, and complete automation to create a network marketing program that is producing results for newcomers and veterans alike.The Reverse Funnel System is in it’s infancy, and it’s still a ground floor opportunity having only been around for a few short months now.So what has my experience with The Reverse Funnel System been like? In a nutshell, it’s been a wild ride...In the short time that I’ve been involved, I’m seeing things that I’ve never seen before in any MLM or network marketing opportunity. Due to the fact that the sales process is 100% automated, the Reverse Funnel System has eliminated much of the learning curve and provided a way for brand new reps to b

For Kendra
WE NEED THE WHOLE FAMILY TO PULL TOGETHER FOR OUR KENDRA AKA LAST OF A DYIN BREED PIMP GODDESS 2 THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES, WITHOUT HER, THERE WOULDN'T BE AN US...SHE HAS A BIG WISH TO SPOTLIGHT BEFORE SHE REACHES HER NEXT LEVEL WHICH WILL BE HAPPENING VERY SOON, IF WE COULD ALL COME TOGETHER AS A FAMILY AND CHIP IN WHATEVER FU BUX WE HAVE TO HELP HER WISH COME TRUE, AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE MANY, LETS TAKE THE TIME TO GET OUR FU HUSTLE ON SO WE CAN GIVE HER A SMILE SHE DESERVES, LET'S MAKE IT RAIN ON HER!!! LET'S MAKE HER PROUD THAT WE AS A FAMILY CAME TOGETHER TO DO THIS!!! WE NEED TO BE GENEROUS, THE SPOTLIGHTS ARE GOING ANYWHERE FROM 24 MILLION UP TO 34 MILLION GIVE OR TAKE A FEW, THERE ARE OVER 50 OF US IN THIS FAMILY, SO THERE IS NO REASON WHY WE CAN'T MAKE IT HAPPEN...NOW LETS DO THE DAYUM THING...COMMENT PLEASE SO WE CAN GET THE NAMES AND THE AMOUNT THAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE TO DONATE, THEN WE CAN ALL GET TOGETHER AND SPANK HER WITH THE BUX AT ONCE... Ła$Ŧ♠oƒ Å

Letting Go!
well im letting go....ive found that he really doesnt want me or the baby..im tired of being stressed out so bad that it makes me cramp etc....i cannot continue to put myself thru this nor the baby nor him....i would rather have his friendship than not have him at all...but right now I have to be mad at him ya know

Melody
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody

The Duke Spirit-lassoo
I talk to no-one Oh, you're invisible And with this venomous tongue None of it's true And I can taste it You see, it's in the heavens Merciful forever And now I understand Could I maybe get over you And you get over me Could I maybe get over you And you get over me And more I just see you And more and more I just see you This is the first day I walk the rolling hills again Where I can make plans With pictures too Tender trouble It's almost lovable I feel the weight of the trees Beat on my chest Could I maybe get over you And you get over me Could I maybe get over you And you get over me And more I just see you And more and more I just see you Feel bad Say so Feel good Let it go Feel bad Say so Feel good Let it go And more I just see you And more I just see you ----------------------------------

Ponyboy0827 Needs Our Help Please!!!
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own On January 12, 2009, Ponyboy lost everything He lost his Points, his Fubucks, his Referrals Everything he worked so hard to gain Is GONE! Fubar deleted everything. Because of others who had thousands and thousands of pictures

I Need Ur Help
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own On January 12, 2009, Ponyboy lost everything He lost his Points, his Fubucks, his Referrals Everything he worked so hard to gain Is GONE! Fubar deleted everything. Because of others who had thousands and thousands of pictures

Lol Sorry Az
So anyway yeah im a stinker lol since az tried to add doll once again today I figured hey its open season on futarts Not only did I highjack and change his bulletin his fam members were reposting our version and sending us fubucks cause az told them too ok it was me but ha I laughed either way heres the original below it will be our version on it hey thatx fu tart lol PLEASE HELP ME OUT > > > Listen people... > Let's be honest here for a minute. I am not, for whatever reason, the most liked individual on this website... and I've come to terms with that, however, it's about time I find out who my TRUE friends are here. I am trying to go for a SPOTLIGHT and I need all the help I can get. > > I need my friends to band together and help me out. I would really appreciate any and all help you could give me. > > I'm not asking for much here. I'm just asking for you dig a little bit into your fu-wallets and lend a hand... Use FUPAL and give me whatever

Wild Side
Hello, This is my FIRST BLOG. For those who have taken the time out of their very busy day to read my thoughts about My Trike, I thank you. In the 1990’s I knew NOTHING L about “Trikes”. I came back to California in October 1998. I was introduced to a very strange Sub-Culture just by happenstance . I felt like Alice tumbling through the rabbit hole. There are so many different ways to fabricate a trike. Let your imaganation be your guide The only limit is the MONEY. Very powerful limit, MONEY. I began gathering other peoples JUNK in 1999. Between then and now I have assisted in building 4 trikes and this last one I did 90% of all the welding, cutting, bending, and paint. I was quite proud of this one. I bought a NEW 1995 Harley Davidson Heritage, Springer front fork‘.. I got a solid, 21“, highly polished aluminum, “Centerline “ front rim and a pair of 17” x 10” Crieger SS chrome rims on the rear. I had just installed a newly rebuilt 1776cc VW Bug, air co

My Road To Prophet
*~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~* has Auto 11s on for the next 24 hours. Come Level On her and show her lots of love by f/r/a her during her 11's and also enjoy the points you can earn, too! CLICK ON HER PHOTO BELOW *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~* (repost of original by '~* SmartAss Texas Bitch*~ New Friends Welcomed!!' on '2009-01-12 13:57:37')

Only If
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Something
Ok, so this isn't really to do with me, but I thought of this a couple of days ago. When I went to my dad's funeral last year, I noticed that everything with his name on was spelt Brian. Now I'd never seen it like that and questioned my uncles about it. Turns out, he always spelt it wrong, always Bryan. Why, who knows. Just strikes me as kinda weird.

What Can I Say
Well it has been what over a year now here on Fubar.. I meet some pretty cool friends, causght up with some old ones and just mainly had fun on here.. Some of you been through hell with me, and for that I say thankyou.. Some of you have dealt with the horns and I think in those cases we both had fun... I guess I am writing this to say thanks to those on here who are my actual friends and to one that sometimes is more then a friend... You guys and gals rock.. Hope you have a good 2009.

Tired Of Geting My Heart Stomped On
i cant figure out why when a guy works his ass off to provide 4 the women he is with that she has to push him away and treat him like shit. i mean wtf im not perfect but damn it seems like the more u try to provide, the more u get the crap kicked out of your heart. wtf is up with that shit. And you say you can't find a decent man, but when you do you just take their heart and crush it!!

Song Lyrics
"Tainted Love" - Marilyn Manson Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Touch me baby, tainted

Song Lyrics
"The Devil Is A Loser" - Lordi You wanted power and you begged for fame You wanted everything the easy way You wanted gain without pain Now your bill is in the mail You got stronger but your mind got weak You made a promise that you couldn't keep You had it all - You lost more It's all there in the fee Via hell incorporated (regeneration) 1st you love it then you hate it (you're such a saint) And now you're never gonna make it (bad situation) Get on get on down there's hell to pay Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch For better or for worse and you don't care which Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch Runnin' into trouble you skitch He's my bitch You wanted riches and a license to kill You got poverty, then you got ill You got poor and you lost your will All your dreams unfulfilled I get my kicks when you blow your fuse No-one got killed but that's no excuse Hands up, I let you know when it's done I've got the only gun Via hell incor

Song Lyrics
Awesome song. "The Beautiful People" - Marilyn Manson And I don't want you and I don't need you Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat you It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees You can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way [Chorus:] Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism will take it away [Chorus] There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way

So It Begins
It was hard to decide whether I really wanted to write another blog, I have them all over the place and then today I realized that you know what people don't know me and some people actually might want to. So here I go again attempting to put into words who I am. I am a wife, mother, bitch, sweetheart, moron, genius, flirt, wiseass, and sometimes a joke, it depends if you are really willing to have a conversation with me to get through all my layers. Did you follow all that, get a hint of who I am yet, if so please let me know because I am still learning. I am a Italian/Irish Pagan New Yorker who moved away from everything I knew to be with my soul wanna question my marriage? I love my family even when I want to kill them and I would kill for them, wanna cross them? I have tattoos that I love and if I had the money would have so many more. I have fat, there I said it, so before anyone decides to make comments about it, guess what I know, I have never nor will ever be skin

Rfs Review
RFS reviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDoes this Reverse Funnel System really work? Thousands of people are asking themselves that question right now. Is it Legitimate? Can I really make money? How does it work?These questions and the hundreds of others on people's minds right now will have different answers for each individual. However, 1 thing that Everyone researching the Reverse Funnel System needs to now is that there IS something Ty Coughlin isn't telling you.Coughlin and his "Inner Circle" put the Reverse Funnel System together to Grab your Attention and Play to your Emotions, and it does a very good job. The thing Coughlin isn't telling you is that it will take a lot of Work and a Commitment to Learn to be Successful with the system.If you are going to be successful with the Reverse Funnel System, you need to be open to Receiving an Education. To make the Reverse Funnel System, or any other Online Business Opportunity work, you will have to Learn Marketing. I can't st

I Need Your Help With Some Motivation, Please. Be Nice Too...
i need your help with some motivation. I am trying to lose between 75 ++ pounds b4 Summer. Right know I am a 34 year old 5'6 260 pounds and I want to be able to have children and live to see them grow. So what i am asking for is your motivation to keep me going and plus i am helping out some good friends with it too and with your help to keep me going i can do the same thing. I am going to post pics and updates on how it is going so that way all my friends and family can see and give me the motivation that I need to keep going. I want to thank you all for your help. Okay yall this really hard for me to share the real life pix of me now…I know quality is bad but you get an idea of me and what I see everyday…. And never share… the weight loss blog group:Hihoney24,Teddybear77, and Simply friends doing the weight blog with me. Please show them the same support as you guys been showing me thanks!

Can I Make You Happy
I think its amazing how people can love without a care when the one I love always in trouble I have always hoped for that wonderful day when I wake and I don't think to call her up just to see if shes a live or dead But the only thing I know for sure is that I love her and she loves me back or love is so strong that I think that sometime we share a bond A bond so strong that we could break though pure stone just the two of us together as one Oh how I dream of that day but yet I know that it might never come by now I have grown up and know that it may never come So now i try to make the best of it and hope truly that one day she can be happy without worry or complaint of the heavy burden she must carry everyday of her young beautiful life

"the Mirror."
The Mirror You can fix your blouse, and you can fix your hair You can seek a just opinion, from the one that’s standing there From the same deep eyes you always see, staring back at you A mere reflection in the mirror, something less than true You can mask with makeup, those lines upon your face A travel log etched in skin and lost to time and space Taking time to do it right, the years they fade away If you listen to the mirror and what it has to say But me I’ve never needed that, to see you as you are Be it magnified up close and keen, or viewed here from afar To me the mirror is just a sheet of lying empty glass The things it shows today will fade, when the present meets the past So smash it into fragments, say goodbye to ageless tears I promise you that’s just a rumor about the seven years But before you break it, take a look, at an image bold and true And you’ll see me standing by your side, staring back at you. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini

Stalker
7:55pm Why does this shit happen to me? I don't know why? I was chillin and I was messing around with the webcam. So then I get a freakin text msg or 4 on my phone. I don't know what else I'm going to do. It was psycho. He was texting me from his AIM. Doesn't he fuckin get it!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! I thought he knew I had the number disconnected for practically 2 months. I was all scared. my heart sank deep and i mean deep. I wish I could just run from it and stuff but I can't. I want to run away so bad. But again I can't... I want to so bad, but it's not going to resolve it all. It's different.... something tells me to be brave but I can't take it anymore. There is only so much I can handle and take at the same time. I noticed that when something bad happens, he happens to be around. I thought I could at least breathe for now, but that thought keeps fading away! 7:58pm I'll write some more in a bit.

So, I'm Attending Miss Wubber World 2009...
I had purchased two tickets, as Paine had originally intended to accompany me to the festivities, however since she cannot make it (time's growing short) I seem to have an extra ticket. A quick look at my photo albums here will let you know in a flash that I will be properly attired, but, if any of you were to atend in her stead, could you say the same? More info is available here: http://www. nyrubberball. com/ ...and I've reprinted some of it here: Welcome to the official website of the New York Rubber Ball/Miss Rubber World 2009 Contest! This year's event will be held on Sunday, January 18th (MLK holiday weekend) at Rebel, 251 West 30th Street between 7th and 8th Avenue in NYC, from 8PM-4AM! Join us as we return to our wonderful new home for North America's premiere rubber/latex event, and see who will become the Next Miss Rubber World! Contestants will be vying for currently $12,095 in fabulous prizes from some of the top rubber/latex designers and retailers ar

Doing Me!!!!
Now that I'm single, guys think that they have the chance to hook back up with me, like as if i don't need time to heal from my past relationship.... Sex is a good thing but it does not heal and mend your heart back together. I've come to the point that I'm not the same person that I used to be and changing for the better.People are just going to have to go with the flow of my new life because I'm not lowering my standards for you!!!! So NOW I'm just doing me...I don't need a man right away to be happy...I'm happy even though I am single. I'm a strong, independent woman waiting for My Boaz to come into my life. If you dont know who "Boaz" is look it up in the Bible...

Do You Love Me
What can I do to make you realize? All this time we've been friends I've been hoping for a little more So even if this takes a lifetime... I'll tell you bluntly now Because its the only way you'll understand. These feelings in my heart, Were designed to steal your's away. Without realizing it, You've gone and loved me. Without knowing my feelings, You pushed them aside. When was it that you first noticed, I was different than the rest? When was it that you first realized? You liked me best. I'm the last thing in your head, As you rest it on your pillow. The first thing you see, As soon as your eyes open. There's no use denying, Its a little late to hide. There's no need to worry, Love is like friendship but better.

Heart Aches
Why can't you see How honestly I would love, I wish, To love you. I could be the one You love and hold Every day- Rain or sun. Why don't you Realize, All the hopes and dreams That float in my eyes- Does that not help? Does it still yet lay Blind to you? I want so badly To have you hold me In your arms- Strong arms, Powerful arms- I want you to love me So bad- My heart aches.

Old Friend
I had this friend in high school. She wasn't the smartest in the class, but she had a quick wit, awesome sense of humor and an incredibly infections laugh that made her one of my favorite people to be around. As we grew up, we lost touch, but kind of came together off and on throughout the years, either by coincidence, or effort on either of our parts. I think of her now and then, and it's usually when she needs something. Not the needs something like borrowing money to get out of jail, but just needing a friend to be there for her. The first time it happened was when I happened to read the paper, which I never did, and look at the obituaries, which I also never did, and see that she had had a baby that had died a few days after birth. We'd run into each other occasionally, which was odd sometimes, as we were really from two different communities. Sometimes one of us would track the other down and stop by the other's house or write a letter, but we always seemed to l

Something Real
I want something that's real. Not for the moment, but will last. someone sweet and understanding. someone I feel completely comfortable around & can't get enough of me. someone who smiles just at the sight of me. Someone who can make me feel special and means it. someone who makes me laugh constantly and smile non - stop. The one I can talk to for hours and never get tired of. someone who can make me feel the feelings I've never felt before. The one I can actually trust. The type of guy that cares for me as much as I care for him Maybe more.

A Melting Twilight
a melting twilight the world in its entirety dissolves the scent of you… the blossoming encapsulation of dreams all dissolves … a vision deferred in a while a star will emerge on the horizon to gaze at you replete with meaning … your heart shall then reminisce, there shall be an echo of a memory… the tale of a separation, of an unfinished moment… of dreams unborn, thoughts unsaid we ought to have met in another time in pursuit of attainable dreams below a different sky upon a different earth we ought to have met then, there…

Mystical Fus Of The Week!
The Pegasus Project MYSTICAL FU'S OF THE WEEK Please show each Lady of our Mystical Family some Mystical Fu-Love!!! Just click their special tag below to go to their profile. ~Lucky~ and ~Tulsa's Angel~ This is a great way of showing some Fu-Love this week and making them feel special each day! Show love by commenting, rating, or gifts.... Whatever you chose let these great ladies know they mean alot to you! This bully brought to you by ~Team Four Leaders~ and ~Pegasus Project Homepage~ (repost of original by '~Firerose~PegasusProjectTeam4Leader~RR Crew~Manager@"WOT~' on '2009-01-11 19:49:58')

Nonsense
Random thoughts at the moment. -I hate commercials -My hand is cramped from making baby shower invitations. Seventy or so! -I am bored. -I would love to get high right now. -Trying to quit smoking is very hard. -It's hot in my room. -My dog has gas. -I can't stand liars. -I saw my ex today. It made my stomach feel funny. -My cell phone won't shut up. -I am lonely -I think my cat is going to have kittens -My lightbulb blew. -I like Mt. Dew -I can't stand The Sopranos -I want chocolate. -Goodbye for now.

Thinkin Of Goin Blonde
I dyed my hair dark brown a few months ago and like it so I stuck with it, but i'm kindof a girl that like change every now and then, so I'm thinkin of goin back to blonde. My hair had always been blonde before this time, but I'm not real sure what to do. I'm afraid if I go to dye it blonde it will turn orange, but i could just go to the salon, anybody got any suggestions, i'm open, and no dumbass shit either....

For That Special Man I Crave For,,u Know Who U R
There you stand, all poised and looking so strong. I quiver as you look in my direction. My legs start to tremble, as you get closer to me. You say my name, my heart picks up speed. My heart beats even faster, as your hand caress my face. I feel that fluttering feeling, as you give me that sexy smile. I look deep into your beautiful eyes, and I start to feel like I'm floating. You're pulling me closer to you, I feel like I can't breathe. You're lips push up againist mine, and you taste so good. Its absolute bliss, as we are embrassed in eachother. Kissing along my neck, nibbling my ear. Making me into a sex-crazed animal. Touching your skin, while biting my lower lip. The want of your body is almost unbearable. I try to hold back, but I can't. I want you, I need you, I have to have you. You feel so good, I don't want to stop. My heart beats so hard, it hurts. The pleasure I feel is so amazing, that nothing else matters. We stru

Motivation For Weight Loss
Ok all i need your help with some motivation. I am trying to lose between 40 and 60 pounds b4 my baby is here in July or August. Right know I am a 32 year old 6'1 325 pounds and I want to be around to see my baby grow up and if it is girl i want to walk her down the isle when she gets married. So what i am asking for is your motivation to keep me going and plus i am helping out a really good friend with it too and with your help to keep me going i can do the same thing. I am going to post pics and updates on how it is going so that way all my friends and family can see and give me the motivation that I need to keep going. I want to thank you all for your help. Weight loss buddy with hihoney24 and rain and simply go show her some motivation too plz and ty

Reality
Reality is that slap in the face when you think you have the world by the tail and life seems to be moving at your own pace when you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes when you find that you were walking with them closed and it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul and destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels the truth and only truth is reality's only goal and it doesn't care who's world that it might kill Reality keeps me in a state of mind that I know it has complete control but sometimes my dreams overtake my reality I find and love lives for a while in my heart and soul Reality is not fake Reality does not care

Kiss Off I Guess Part 2
Ok well I went to someone's page that I had blocked back in November 2008, because his fu wife was jealous. Well it turns out that he got a fu divorce from his psycho fu wife that had given me a really hard time. Ha made me laugh so freaking hard. Just goes to show you that you don't get married to a person you hardly know if it is in the real world or in the fu world. Nothing good can come of it. So I read through some of the comments on his page and whoa this chick was down right nasty to some people and even making new profiles to harrass them even more. Wow! I wonder if she has done this to me? I have had some crazy things happen to make me and made me question who I really want to get to know. I have strayed away from Fubar in the past week or so because I am sick of the drama that new people want to give me. I think I am doing fine with what I am doing. I can't believe that someone who is over 50 years old can be so childish and cruel. I wish everyone happiness, health an

I Saw The Moon
and I thought of you and how that silvery light would play within the green of your eyes or in the blonde of your hair wishing I could do more than imagine wishing that the moon could turn back time letting the light bathe over me to a time when your light bathed me I saw the moon tonight and thought of you and wished you so many good things but in its glow all I could be sure of is my love for you although it is spent on words that dissolve into the night not knowing if they are ever heard but they are uttered if only as a whisper as I look at the moon tonight and think of you

The Raven
The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe First Published in 1845 Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. " ’Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door; Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember, it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow, sorrow for the lost Lenore,. For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore, Nameless here forevermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me---filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, " ’Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door, So

Phenomenal Woman
Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size But when I start to tell them, They think I’m telling lies. I say, It’s in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I’m a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That’s me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It’s the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I’m a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That’s me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can’t touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can’t see. I say, It’s in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I’m a woman Phenomenall

She Won't Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Desperate Times Call For....
Not that I'm desparate, but I am increasingly aggrivated. So if you've read my profile, you know I'm divorced. Yeah, I joined that club. Can I have the fucking jacket already? I paid the dues. Anyway, he's been gone nearly three years now, found a new wife, had a baby, etc etc. Here I am, still having convulsions every time someone starts uttering commitment, long term whatever and what have you. Thing is, deep down I still want it. I want the husband and the kids and the dogs and the pretty little house with a garden. But for the life of me, I cannot stop looking at potential mates and wondering when they're going to get that look my ex husband did. You know the one where suddenly it dawns on him that he made a god-awful mistake and he'd give his left nut to take it back... So, I'm sitting here wondering if all I need is more time or if I'm so screwed up I'm gonna a need a shrink to set things straight?

Broken
I saw the perfect graphic tonight. I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying, is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought would

What Did I Do To You?
You may as well cut out my heart, Rather than do what you've done... Pretending to love me, holding me close, Making me feel you loved me the most, Telling me I was your very best friend, Causing such pain, the kind with no end. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You took in my love, accepted it all, Shared the same bed, but cared not at all. You took all my gifts, And gave me some back, You showed all your cards, With the deck that you stacked. You would speak of my kindness, And then you'd attack, Striking with your heart, colored black. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You'd fill me with love, Then leave me to starve, Just leaving the pain From the message you carved, Tease me with hope, Then take it all away... I'd feel just so helpless, As if I were your prey. So many things I wanted to say, But the voice had just gone away. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? Yo

Sweet~n~sexxay Spotlight Auction
Sweet~N~Sexxay Spotlight Auction Auction will open on January 19th or as soon as I get 10 entrys and will end on January 26th @ 10pm Central Time. You can use any pic you like as long its not animation, all tags will be made by me and the entry fee is 50,000 fubucks and all starting bids will start out with 100,000 fubucks. Here is what the tags will look like. Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter please send your entry fee to ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Send fubucks to ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG Thank You

Flagging
I thought Fubar was an adult site, Myspace for adult so WTF is up with people flagging pics of me that I am wearing more the what a two piece swim suit would cover. I know what is NSFW and what isn't so for all you fuk head that keep flagging my pics please step up and explain why! I have NSFW pics and the ones you flagged are far from what I could post. You people that flag these pics need to just leave this site, find some church program on the T.V. and watch it, I think that would be more in your comfort zone. I want to know why it is that an adult site would flag a photo that don't show anymore then what a tank top shows. If you think these flagging are B.S. let me know and for those who flag them talk to me, leave me a comment I would love to hear from you! And nothing again goin to church or watching it, I believe in a God myself but this is just B.S.

Stolen From Amy :p
In 1978 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter is president of the US US Senate votes to turn over the Panama Canal to Panama on December 31, 1999 Israel and Egypt reach a peace settlement at the Camp David Accords The US and mainland China announce that they will restore full diplomatic relations Members of Jim Jones' People's Temple commit mass suicide in Guyana Pope John Paul II becomes the first non-Italian pope in centuries Ted Bundy is captured in Florida The first computer bulletin board system is created Garfield debuts in newspapers Ashton Kutcher, Kobe Bryant, Usher, Clay Aiken, and Nelly Furtado are born New York Yankees win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl XII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Saturday Night Fever and Grease are the top grossing films "Night Fever" by the Bee Gees spends the most time at the top of the US charts Diff'rent Strokes and Mork & Mindy premiere

/startrant
So; classes sucked. They day draggeddddddddddddddd foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I got a freakin blister the size of a dime on the bottom of my big toe. And I don't want to pop it. And we have a winter weather/blizzard warning. Oh joy. Tomorrow windchill of -20. I have had a headache since like noon. I am really tired and really hungry. Blah. /endbitchrant

Hmmm
i been good with my pics in the mumms forever, ya know? and ppl been posting outragous, sexually graphic crap all day.. i post one.. ONE semi-naughty pic with a little skin and plastic showing, and WHAM... singled out.. i hate egotistical bouncers.. just cuz i won't kiss her ass, lick her crack or whatnot.. wtf??

Autos On Level Up On Me
HE HAS AUTOS ON AND TRY TO LEVEL TO PROPHET HE RETURNS THE LOVE SO LETS GET HIM LEVELED ALL READY FAZER X ]·._.·´¯)@ fubar THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

Eminem Lyrics To "amityville"
(kill kill kill) Dahh-dum, dahh-dum.. dum Dahh-dum, dahh-dum, duh-da-da-da-da (kill kill kill) Dahh-dum, dahh-dum.. dum Dahh-dum, dahh-dum, dumm.. (kill kill kill) Mentally illll from Amityvilllle (ILLLL) Accidentally killll your family stillll Thinkin he won't? God-damnit he willll (HE'SSSS) Mentally illll from Amityvilllle I get lifted and spit until I'm half-twisted Feet planted and stand with a grin full of chapped lipstick {*SMACK*} Pen full of ink, think sinful and rap sick shit Shrink pencil me in for my last visit Drink gin til my chin's full of splashed whiskers {*whoosh*} Hash whiskey and ash til I slap bitches {*smack*} Ask Bizzy, he's been here the past six years Mass wit me you'll get in imagine this Mentally illll from Amityvilllle (ILLLL) Accidentally killll your family stillll Thinkin he won't? God-damnit he willll (HE'SSSS) Mentally illll from Amityvilllle Mentally illll from Amityvilllle (ILLLL) Accidentally killll your family stillll

If You're Not...
A friend had this on there page as a picture and I just had to put it in a blog. If you are not in love with a soldier, you can’t know adventure. You don’t know smelly PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can’t understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you’re not in love with a soldier, you can’t understand the meaning of the phrase “Going to the field” And the weeks you spend away from each other. If you’re not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when the call comes “Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don’t know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!” If you’re not in love with a soldier, you don’t know what it’s like to say that final good-bye. You don’t know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don’t understand fear and you can’t possible understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wonderin

Re: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "missile" At Pentagon
RE: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "Missile" At Pentagon ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Jan 2009, 20:59 Video Surfaces Of 9/11 Commissioner Referring To "Missile" At PentagonAn interesting video originating from the last anniversary of 9/11 has surfaced in the last couple of days and is currently doing the rounds on various video websites.http://www. infowars. net/articles/january2009/120109missile. htm

Internet Explorer
Microsoft, one of the highest grossing, and highly technologically advanced corporations, in my opinion sets up its consumers with faulty software, constantly needing updates, or registration keys that really are planted to keep tabs on consumer spending habits. Why is it that Microsoft can create the best OS at the present time, Windows, and even the top gaming console, the xBox360, but release this old, unreliable, badly-coded, program called "INTERNET EXPLORER". You'd think Microsoft would have the best, simplest web browser, that would suppurt it's name brand quality, however it is the antithesis of everything that the Microsoft brand has come to be known to us all, one of quality, reliability, ease of use, and with fast, complex operations being carried out with ease. Instead the program is dreadfully slow, it crashes constantly due to 3rd party plugins, and ads that take longer to load then the websites themselves, all help to contribute to the abomination you have all c

Links To Members Profiles
TATTOOED REDNECK*FU ENGAGED TO DENVERSANGEL68*DSC*OWNER TATTOOED AND PIERCED POSSE@ fubar *Denverangel68*HEAD Greeter+TAT AND PIERCED HEAVEN* FU Fiancee to Tattooed Redneck*{DSC}*Project Peg@ fubar ♥Beautifully♥Betrayed♥Bitch♥}DSC{Greeter@Roostersrock-n-countrysaloon@ fubar~Evel Prince$$~@ fubar

And He Let Her Get Away.
She was always "the one that got away". Nobody could ever measure up to her or seemed good enough in his eyes. As much as he claimed to me that I was his ideal mate. I always knew he longed for her and her presence; although absent; tormented his very existence. She was most men's idea of the perfect girl. Blonde, petite, intelligent and drop dead gorgeous. The pain she caused his young heart forced him to believe he could never trust another women. Thus, ruining future relationships. Long ago I stopped pursing a relationship with him. We were better off as friends. We were two lost souls thrust together by circumstance; we both needed someone at the time so we could heal. Contact became scarce over the last year or so. Life took us in different directions. Yet, we always knew when each other was about to hit rock bottom and made sure we were there for one another. The last time I contacted him he told me he was spending time with her. "The one who got away". A few days ago he

Questions For U..........
#1........ What is the WORST THING you have EVER done in your LIFE? **Sunny's answer** I got in a fight with this girl in high school and i pushed her down a flight of stairs and banged her head on the concrete until she bled.... ok im going to hell for that...

Trying To Keeps The Group Alive And Going
heys kitties its Hazel (Lisa) Since Dani has been gone the froup kinda died. so im trying to keep it goning if any of you have ideas ill be happy to hear it. and yes i did delete the lounge again but if thats what going to keep us together then ill open it again if that what you all think i should do. and like like i said we will have surtain days or nights where either all or most of us can be in the loungen chatting and shit. i would like to just try and keep us all together and still in contact with eachother caues there a couple of kitties that might leave us :( . I still wanna do a action for us if you still insterseted is doing it let me know.

What Is Love?
Wow to think all my life I have tried to really find the definition of love and all I had to do is look it up in the dictionary. love luv/ luhv] noun, verb, loved, loving. 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. People (in general) abuse love...all in the name of love....sometimes you see the worst come out. Me, sometimes I feel as if love is like the proverbial pot of gold at the end of the rainbow...always sought after and if you are really lucky found. Now, over the years I will admit I have become somewhat jaded due to the things that have been said or done to me in the name of "love". However, I still refuse to give up. I have been sooooooo in love with someone that I lost myself and it is taking me some time to reclaim what is mine - and that would simply be me. We need to remember to always love ourselves first because if that doesn't happen, how ca

Another Weekend Gone
Well another weekend and no fun in the sun with the wifey. Now this wasn't really entirely my fault nor was there anything I can do about it either. You see, we went travelling to Oklahoma over the weekend and spent the time remembering the old times when we lived there back in the 90's. It was nice and all. Yes for sure if I would have forked over more cash and took up a suite hotel with seperate rooms for the kids...then I'm sure would have gotten lucky! But then I would have had to pay tons of money and wouldn't that be like paying for sex???

Why Parents Drink
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. ' Hello ? ' 'Is your daddy home?' he asked. ' Yes ,' whispered the small voice. 'May I talk with him?' The child whispered, ' No .' Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, 'Is your Mommy there?' ' Yes .' 'May I talk with her?' Again the small voice whispered, ' No .' Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, 'Is anybody else there?' ' Yes ,' whispered the child, ' a policeman '. Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, 'May I speak with the policeman?' ' No, he's busy ', whispered the child. 'Busy doing what?' ' Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ,' came the whispered answer. Growing more

New Clip!!! Rope Bondage And Stretching
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Beware Of This Bbw Hater
The below fubarian … da_wooster loser Sent this message to an awesome BBW when she was promoting a lounge (all she did was fanned, rated, and left a lounge link on this loser’s profile): Wow, fat bit*h, I was right, typical ugly fattie that wants attention and cries when she doesn’t get it, go pump out some more babies out of one of your 1000 folds. fu*k off fattie. Also left her a comment she deleted and he sent a msg that says he doesn’t do favours for those that close their shout boxes .. and also to the point system is lame but that’s not your fault. I wont be rating or fanning you as a result. Her shout box, as is mine, is open to friends only for obvious reasons. Granted he is a newbie...however he is a rude ass newbie. Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: Auto 11s UP ღTulsa's Angelღ

A Soldier Poem
The Soldier How does a soldier feel fighting a war? Does he always know what he is fighting for? Maybe he knows but doesn't understand, why he is alone in a faraway land. Like so many others he is there for a cause, And like the rest he doesn't pause. He has a job that he does well, even as his best friend beside him fell. How does he feel when he hears the news, of violent protests from the ignorant few? His shame is great, the pain goes deep he feels compassion for the dead at his feet. Rioters can boast and carry signs, about the war that has shook our time. But when the call comes for them to go, they burn their draft cards and make a show. How can a soldier be proud of his land, when this type of people make a stand? How can we show him we are glad he is there, fighting for freedom and the ones who care? War is unfair in any way of life, and all involved must pay the price. But the soldier is proud to keep us free, stop and think.......... Shouldn't you be

Bbw Hater
The below fubarian … da_wooster loser Sent this message to an awesome BBW when she was promoting a lounge (all she did was fanned, rated, and left a lounge link on this loser’s profile): Wow, fat bit*h, I was right, typical ugly fattie that wants attention and cries when she doesn’t get it, go pump out some more babies out of one of your 1000 folds. fu*k off fattie. Also left her a comment she deleted and he sent a msg that says he doesn’t do favours for those that close their shout boxes .. and also to the point system is lame but that’s not your fault. I wont be rating or fanning you as a result. Her shout box, as is mine, is open to friends only for obvious reasons. Granted he is a newbie...however he is a rude ass newbie. Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: Auto 11s UP ღTulsa's Angelღ

Random Thought 1
I know many of us out there are will be or even are thinking of having kids. Well my thought is why do we have laws to make our kids safer but we send them off to schools everyday( or weekdays) into a giant steel an fiberglass 17 ton plus machine built by to lowest bidder an the only person that wears a seat build is some almighty im the boss of the little people cause i can eat enough twinkies to feed a village in a 3rd world country bus driver. I got a better idea we start spending some real cash on seat beats for the kiddies an let the driver worry about his/her safety so they will drive that much betteran them maybe ill feel better about wanting to put my kids on a bus to go off an hope they get a better education then myself. Later Days

Is My Toilet Too Clean?
Ok, I clean my toilet by hand. I don't use a toilet brush. My best friend says I'm crazy and no toilet needs to be that clean (I'm laughing at my OCD while I write this). Am I crazy? I just don't think that the toilet brush can get it clean enough...lol I know I'm weird

.bullshit,
**WARNING MAJOR BITCHING GOING ON IN HERE** I'm so going to start treating men like they fucking treat me. I should know not to put myself in a situation where it is just a fuck and run. Now with these men I did this with I didn't want a relationship but don't fucking totally ignore me after we have fucked at least tell me to fuck off I would like that better then NOTHING. Fuckin assholes. So I'm gonna start doimng the same fucking thing. No more dick sucking no more worrying if they are feeling good or making sure they get off. No its all about me now. I'm gonna make sure I get mine. I'm not gonna get shit on any fucking more. Seriously its just total bullshit.I was with my ex for 6 fucking years and he did the same bullshit. Didn't worry if I was happy it was all about him. No fuck that I'm sick of it. Its time for MONICA to be happy. Not the other person but ME! Thanks for letting me vent. You know I love you guys :) LOL

Free Karaoke Cd+g -cd
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You Have Got To Be Kidding Me!
Ok my current photo is the one in question here. This moron has the BALLS to ask me if it's ok to save and then jerk off to this photo. I say "no" and this is what I get..... And then.... Since when does a NON nude photo requires such an ass??? NOTHING IS SHOWING! AT ALL! Fubar Name: Da Sox Yahoo Name: whitesox1again2008 Not to mention after he was shot down, he proceeded to rate me 1's. LOL Show him "LUV". Fu-Style.

Help Me Out
to anyone who may read this i would like for anyone to help me out and get me started with my lounge click this link and help will b helpful. Thank you http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=64655 come show some love in the brand new lounge

Quotes.....
"There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside." "She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me." "Sometimes the pain's too strong to bare...and life gets so hard you just don't care. You feel so alone you just sit and cry...every second you wish you could die. Then you start thinking who would care...if one day they woke up-and you weren't there." "She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her friends know why she can't sleep at night, all her family asking is

Red Box Steal!
I have a real Beef with Red Box! I took back my 4 DVD's that my girlfriend and I rented. Well, you know you don't get a receipt when you turn them in, well for some reason they can't find the f ing DVDs and are charging my girlfriend $50 each!!!!! Yes! She doesn't have the money to pay that! She has two young daughters and works hard for her money! The worst thing is they won't even let you talk to anyone in a position to help! Just Tough Shit, sorry about that! Well, I say BEWARE! Don't rent from Red Box!!!!!!

Just Wanted To Say
To all who have access to this,I just wanted to get it out there,I know that this site is for amusement,some for points,some for status,others,just because they have nothing better to do. I have limited people on my friends list,and even fewer in my family,and I know that I am so behind talking to many of them,much less rating,please forgive.If I added you,it was for a reason,and I am sorry for not keeping up with many. The ones that I have,my feelings and thoughts for you all are genuine,you can believe that. For the others that I have slacked on,it is not intentional,and hope to know you all well soon,I am truly sociable,and a very likable fellow. Hang in there my Peeps!!!

Still Preggo....
Had to see another OB/GYN today (not my normal doc) and he's demanding that I have an ultrasound tomorrow and that I see my norm doc. He ran a test today to see if I'll actually go into labor within the week and my doc should have the results tomorrow. I am dyin to get this kid outta me!! He's killin me and I'm still on mandatory bed rest. Show me some lovin......I'm hurting big time and need this kid outta me!

Slipknot With Coheed And Cambria And Trivium
Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM and Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium San Diego State University - Cox Arena San Diego, CA Sun, Mar 8, 2009 07:00 PM and Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM While you are there, Dont forget to pick up your Free Swag!!!

Poem # Watever I Forget
MY LIFE IS GETTING READY TO START THE WOMEN OF MY DREAMS HAS MY HEART SHE HAS A PART OF ME THT IS INSIDE FOR HE WILL BE WELCOMED TO THIS WORLD IN 33 WEEKS HE OR SHE WILL HAVE THE BEST LIFE EVER BETTER THAN WAT I HAD I REFUSE TO BE LIKE MY DAD FOR HE WAS A BAD BAD MAN TOOK HIS LIFE BY THE SQUEEZ OF A TRIGGER AND NOW I KNOW THT I AM BIGGER AN I KNOW THT WHEN MY CHILD COMES IN TO THE WORLD HE WILL BE KNOWN AS A GOOD MAN AND I HOPE THT ALL WILL WELCOME HIM INTO THIS PLACE FOR HE DESERVES EVERYTHING INCLUDING GRACE AND I HOPE ONE DAY WHEN THEY ARE BROUGH UP AND ALL GROWN UP THEY DO WONDERFULL THNGS WITH THERE LIFE FOR THAT IS WHAT I DID WITH MY LIFE CAME UP FROM DOWN UNDER TO ROLLING LIKE THUNDER MY LIFE WAS IN A BLENDER FOR I WAS BOUT TO SURRENDER AND NEVER LOOK BACK AND LAUGH SO LIFE IS VERY PRESCIOUS AND I HOPE EVRYBDY KNOWS THT NO MATTER IF U THINK UR A BUM OR U LIVE IN A TRAILER WITH YOUR MOM YOUR LIFE HAS SO MUCH MANIG TO THE PPL ALL AROUND YOU AND ESPECIALLY

Engaged
on dec. 22nd, i asked my boyfriend named rickie alan musselman to marry me. i did what paula abdul said in her song " will u marry me? " and i got on one knee, had a ring in a box that was my mom's and i handed it to him. he accepted.

Motley Crue With Hinder & Theory Of A Deadman
Motley Crue with Hinder & Theory of a Deadman San Diego State University - Cox Arena San Diego, CA Mon, Feb 2, 2009 06:30 PM If you are attending, make sure to stop by and get your FREE SWAG. I will be working one of the exits once the concert is over. Or send me a PM and I will make arrangements to meet up with you. See you there!!!!

Wtf!!! Yeah..i'm Pissed!
This is mainly to the jerk who keeps flaggin my pics.... Should I just save you the trouble of having to go through all of them and just mark all of my albums 'NSFW'!!! There a shitload of other more 'offensive' or shall we say..'flashin their shit to the world' pics out there you can jump on.. go find those!!

True Friends
i want to thank all of you that have been here for me over the past few months. it has been hard but you all have keept me going no matter what. you all have touched me in your own way , and i could not ask for a better group of true friends. i also thank you all for makeing the loung as great as it is and a great place to hang out and have fun . ty to the staff you all have busted your butts to make it happen , and you all have done one heck of a job. to my soon to be wife and love of my life tammy thank you for showing me that how to love again. you truley are my every thing and my world. again ty to al of the staff, sugar,sot cotton candy,candyman,my neicey jeresy, crazy jay,beau,moni, dark,nunya,dani,classy,meat,cherry, metal,tear,and if i am forgetting some one i am sorry . again ty from the bottom of my heart you all will alway's be family to me and i luv's all RhOaDiE

The Husband Store
The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled

Bragging
MY DAUGHTER IS SO SMART, I'M SO PROUD OF HER, SHE IS LEARNING TO READ, I AM TEACHING HER AND IT DOES GET AGREVATEING BUT NEVER THE LESS SHE IS DOING THA THANG. SHE IS LEARNING SLOWLY BUT SURELY, SHE ISN'T EVEN FIVE YET AND SHE CAN READ A LITTLE AND SHE CAN WRITE ANYTHING SHE CAN SEE. MY SON IS LEARNING HIS COLORS THROUGH HIS SISTER, I TRIED TO TEACH HIM AND THOUGH HE CAUGHT ON TO SOME HE DIDN'T LEARN AS MUCH FROM ME AS HE DID FROM HIS SISTER, JUST LISTENING TO HER, SHE SAYS THINGS LIKE NO SHAIN I WANT THE GREEN ONE GIVE ME THAT GREEN ONE OVER THERE AND HE WILL GO GET THE OTHER ONE. AND THE NEXT TIME SHE SAYS SHAIN HAND ME THAT GREEN CAR HE GETS THE GREEN ONE, HE TOLD HIS DAD THE OTHER DAD THAT HE WANTED THE ORANGE CHIPS , WHICH IS DORITOES. THAT IS WHAT COURTNEY CALLS THEM, AND HE WOULDN'T EAT ANY OTHER CHIP BUT THE ORANGE ONES. COOL HUH......... IT JUST AMAZES ME WHAT KIDS LEARN FROM EACH OTHER , I GUESS THE BEST TEACHERS ARE OUR KIDS..............

I Worked Hard On This 4 My Friends (made By Roxy "majestic Vision")
For My Friends As each new day begins, I think of you My smile is as bright as it can get I'm forever grateful in my prayers For the day that we both met If there ever comes a day I see we have no time to write or converse I'll remember our laughs and smiles we shared Then see that together, we've handled worse You see it's true, I am your Friend no matter if we talk or if we don't I'll stay your friend through thick and thin Never to ignore you; for this I won't True Friends are there when you need them most after all the dust clears in our lives For we're daughters, sisters, mothers and dads We're girlfriends, boyfriends, Husbands and Wives Who we are is wonderful; don't you see But takes precedence over anything we must do And when things get rough in the real world It's wonderful to come talk to Friends like You Now, I will continue to love my Friends even when life can take control I see who cares and I keep you close I also see real lif

Come And Hang Out With Us
Hey everyone come and hang out with us!!!!!!!!!! We always have fun and always make friends!!!!!!!!! there are always a good person in there !!!!!!!!!!! come and hang out we always have an eye candy on cam which everyone always enjoy!!!!!!!!!! COME JOIN US AT CLUB ICE….We have the Ice Princess who will hire people that want to help make the lounge pop.. We also are looking for fun people to hang with http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=64447 COME ON PEOPLE TELL THEM THAT DAWN SENT YOU!!!!!!!!!!! GET YOU BUTT IN HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To Be Me
I wish I could be like a child, to be happy doing anything, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a bird, to be free to fly anywhere in that big open sky, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a flower, to be so beautiful,perfect, and unique, wouldn't that be nice. Most of all I wish I could be me, to be so real,confident in my own skin, opinionated, and intelligent, wouldn't that be nice. To be me means to be hated by most and loved by few. To be me means , to be the one that fights with everyone because of my opinions. To be me means, to be the one that can say or do something and feel no remorse, because I'm that confident that I'm in the right. To be me means to be too real to just go along with anything said or done, Of all the things I wish to be: a child, a bird,a flower, the one I wish to be the most is me.

Come On People Come And Hang Out
Hey everyone come and hang out with us!!!!!!!!!! We always have fun and always make friends!!!!!!!!! there are always a good person in there !!!!!!!!!!! come and hang out we always have an eye candy on cam which everyone always enjoy!!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=63734

“why Should I”
“WHY SHOULD I” Was it enough or was it too much? Sometimes too fast but always too slow! God knows that I come with these seeds that grow. Inside and out I absorb every single touch, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that knows? Stepping through time and sliding back so smooth so I go! I say I can qualify! Where was I and why was I there? Sometimes too obvious but always with doubt! God knows that I come riding in on a prayer. I absorb every single touch inside and out, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that cares? Climbing the highest mountains and sliding down so steep but on a dare! I say I can magnify! What did I say and what did I do? Sometimes too quite but always too loud! God knows that I come with a gleam that shines so proud. Inside and out I absorb every single touch by you. But why should I? Why should I be the only one in the crowd? Walking

Heart Of Hearts
HEART OF HEARTS If you were mine and if I was yours, What would be the objective view for me to really know you? Would you think the things that I say or say the things that I think, Examining everything that I do? Could your eyes see what it is that I can see? And search for unreachable stars and maybe even talk with ‘em to? And should we ever part, Will my words stay hidden treasures buried inside of your true heart of hearts? Will you think of me from within when Stars light up your lonely nights? Revealing the real maps and charts! And should we ever part, Do know that it is I feeling around inside of you pushing ignitions to spark a start. When high winds seize the expression on your face before time takes notice, It is our only breath there is left to share. When the Sun is painfully poised shading your resistant side, It is I adjusting visions commonly balanced by squares. If I was yours and you were m

30 Days
I patiently wait Its so quiet now with out you next to me I patiently wait As My eyes look up at random noises in the hopes it is you I patiently wait To See those eyes of jade stare into my soul once again I patiently wait To feel your strong arms around my waist I patiently wait Faithfully and supportive knowing you have a duty to our country I patienly wait Because my heart is loyal only to you

True Raters?
Hmmm this guy is a member of the true raters, giving higher rates to those attractive people that deserve it ..... NOW, by no means do I claim to be a perfect 10, but damn ..... a 4?! REALLY?! rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar

Quick And Simply Fyi On My Skins - No Muss, No Fuss
I have coded several new skins, a couple were for specific close friends, and I've used some fonts that are not resident with any version of Windows. If any of you want to get the complete affect of the skins you will need to google the font names below and install them, otherwise they will simply show up with default fonts. I don't take requests, I create when I'm in a mood to. The graphics are not mine and not copyrighted by me so I can't really say don't rip them, but I would appreciate you ask first so that I'm not surprised. Chances are I'll never say know unless it's one that I made special. Angel BlackChancery Blasphemy Bleeding Freaks Blood Of Dracula Bloodgutter 99 BOOTLE Captive Angel 2 Faerie Moot Ornate Faerie Moot Simple Floydian Nissan Nissan Decal Hope you all like the skins.

Overpowering Men
ok i am so sick of men right now it isnt even funny. i live with my best friend, or at least i thought she was. she told me the entire time i was with my ex that i needed to get ride of him b/c he was controlling my life and making it impossible for me to spend time with my friends. well i think maybe she should take her own advice for once. her fiance got out of jail about 2 weeks ago and about a week ago moved in with us. the minute he came in the door i started getting pushed out. first it was he rearranged the bedroom without permission. now its i got shoved outta my own room all togther. no one asked me. i didnt even get a say in how the room was to be arranged. my stuff just got thrown into a different room and no one even cared enough to ask if it was even ok b4 they started moving my stuff out. i am so sick of this guy thinking that he is king of the fucking world and that no one else counts but him. he walks around the house like he owns it and i am just sick of him. and if i

Follow Up
Just letting those few know who care.. that things went ok with the funeral. I cried a little bit..but managed to get through it pretty good. I feel so bad for my cousin..Hes taking it pretty rough. Hes only 27. I know his sister is little upset..but not by much I do not believe. Maybe thats just me thinking though. I know if it was my parents I would have been crying more than she was. Heck I think I cried more than she did today. She was never a part of his life anyways though. I am still hung up on death thoughts though. I look at my parents more closer. I did this starting after my granny passed 2 yrs ago. Now I am doing it more. I am seeing how they are aging. I know we all do. My dads hip is doing pretty good although he still has that limp. He is pretty fast walking though. To see him limp some though..hurts.

How To Dump Cache And Cookies In Both Firefox And Internet Explore
For Firefox and IE Clearing your cookies/cache will help keep your computer running smoothly, and will keep FU Bar from running slow. Depending on how much time you actually spend on site, you may want to do this a few times a day. One of the first things you should try, if you are experiencing any site hiccups, is to clear cookies/cache and reboot your computer. Here is a step-by-step on how to do so. FireFox This is the top left hand corner of the FF screen. Move your cursor over to the Tools option. From the drop down box choose "Clear Private Data". Check off all the option in there. Then click at the bottom of the box "Clear Private Data Now". Depending on how long it's been since you have done this..it may take a minute or two. Remember now, this is going to clear everything from all sites visited on your FireFox browser. DO NOT save your passwords on your computer. Write them all down in a safe place. You may also choose to reboot your computer

Plz Help Ms Sassy To Prophet!!!
THIS FABULOUS WOMAN HAS AUTOS ON AND IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO PROPHET SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE SO LETS GET HER LEVELED ALREADY Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar PLEASE REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY KLOVERLYNN Kloverlynn@ fubar

~thoughts~
laying on her back on the cold wet grass her face towards to sky feeling the breeze,ever so slightly glide across her face she slowly opens her eyes to see the blue sky the white clouds and the sun shinen bright she starts to gaze at the sky her thoughts in her head start to dance,like children playing and they start to come clearer i am a mother a wife a sister a daughter a friend a lover a fighter and im 28 28, and in mother hood wishes she could start it over a wife to a man that doesn't even know that she is alive unless hes has no dinner ready or clean clothes a sister to a soldier who gives her life for us to be the way we want to be,Free a daughter to the best parents in the world,couldn't ask for more right?! a friend, who if u needed it would give you everything she could offer to u a lover,to a person that doesn't even love her back,doesn't feel the same passion as she does, doesn't even want her,feels alone a fighter,

~angel~
I walk alone in the darkness Hidding from the light Sheltering myself in the day Only coming out at night I hide in the shadows Where no one can see The pain in my eyes That will forever be The choice I have made I will suffer because of my pain Live a life of emptyness Never to love again I will not let anyone in So they can not suffer being with me I am not worth the effort I will never be set free The chains that hold me Are the ones I choose Never to win Always I lose

Self Realization
I realized I have been blindsided by the unseen, a future that is still unknown to me and all the choices i have still being out of reach But thissmorning I woke up alittle different I realized that I am finally starting to be at peace with myself and hopefully starting to understand WHO I AM. I would like to think I know what my purpose is in life but i know that cant be figured out in one night of self questioning. but what I do know is: My name is BRANDON MICHAEL ALBRECHT and I am a man with my own code of honor and a stronge enough will to not be changed by anyone, I would like to think that I am a loyal and trust-worthy friend I am an honest person. I am open to criticism on this if any one cares to comment

Help Ms Sassy To Prophe
THIS FABULOUS WOMAN HAS AUTOS ON AND IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO PROPHET SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE SO LETS GET HER LEVELED ALREADY Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of FTW, Scarlett, & JonJon~@ fubar PLEASE REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY KLOVERLYNN Kloverlynn@ fubar

The Masses Will Speak!!!
So hear we on my next installment of who doesn't like to rate back...this time I take it to the ordinary auto 11 types and see from these new people who are here to take like those other POS types do!! So I'll cover just a couple of days to show they are getting worse!! So Here is the list of those fine new non-raters entertaining my page....Remember I just don't do picture ratings; I rate profiles too..lol. Saturday the 10th we have.... http://fubar.com/user/1297820 Tia 39 Rated and ill give her vredit for the 8 returned http://fubar.com/user/1034812 MedussaLA 89 Rated and just a profile rate returned http://fubar.com/user/1667165 Sweet butnaughty 71 Rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/2307770 notsosubtle 28 Rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/1444122 Flawed Beauty 154 rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/2393944 Rose 6 Rated and none returned Ok Saturday wasn't to kind how bout Sunday....a day we should usually give right?? http://fubar.com/u

Mad0ff
MADOFF A.KA MADE OFF, MADEOFF, WITH 50 BILLONS,, MADEOFF, OUT OF JAIL. STILL SMILING WITH THAT SMARK ON HIS FACE….. . Then that pinko judge Ellis is getting kicks backs...by allowing madoff /madeoff .whatever out of jail .O I haven’t lost money to this guy…but iam pissed as hell why...he is a theft I hate people who steal… every night I trun on the news and see smirking god he laughing at us all he hurt my country ..and this bastared walking around .chillen in million dollar flat ……… oh yea real hard awwwwwwwwwww damit we the people should start hounding congress to make what madoof did a felony ... same with any one on office who takes kick backs bribes and riping off the pubic should be in jail for life NO PAROLE .. AT ALL… . .. I fought for my country only to have madoff rip us off blind… PEOPLE ARE KILLING THEM SELFS CUZ OF HIM … IMPEACH JUDGE ELLIS

Friends.....
i really don't know where to begin seems like all my life its one thing after another...i let people in and when they start to get a little bit close or i start to feel something for them i push them away i say things i don't mean i can be a real (bitch)......i really don't know what i want out of life as far as men are concerned i like getting to know someone and talking for hours laughing communicating feeling wanted.....seems like everything gravitates toward sex in some kinda way or another...i give an i give an i give..thinking to myself "this makes him happy"....but what about my happiness i seem to forget about myself in relationships...i always put the other persons wants and needs before my own an when i try to put my needs first it turns into a problem...and in the end i take all the hurt and pain...i will be the first to tell u...i am a very emotional person....my feelings get hurt easily....i trust no one....i don't know where my life is headed but i just want to be loved..

Niece With Melanoma
The following post is posted by my bestest friend about her daughter....Please keep them all in your thoughts and prayers.... I love you San, Jess, Cass, Dave Ok so Jess finally finished her first 30 days of treatment.This consisted of treatment everyday infused through her PICC line.Once the first 30 days were up they remove the PICC line and she takes he treatment via a pen shot on Mon,Wed,and Fridays. Soooo,we go in today for the treatment center to teach us about the home injections and to have her PICC line removed and as the IV team is removing it she says "well no wonder that was so easy,it's only a mid-line and not a PICC".I askd her what she meant and she said that a mid-line is not nearly as long as a PICC.When I told her Jess was to have a PICC she seemed concerned and was asking what Jess was having infused.Now I know sometimes I can overreact especially when it comes to my children,but I also know that I saw something by the expression on that womans face. Then h

Orgy Pure
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

Dj Unison's Denver Shows 2009
Upcoming 303 Hip Hop Shows with DJ UNISON: Thu Feb, 19 2009 Black Milk with Special Guests (Dent & DJ Unison) Fox Theater Boulder CO, 8:00PM DOORS / 08:30 PM SHOW UPCOMING MARCH SHOWS: dates - To Be announced KRS-One with special guests (DENT & DJ Unison) 3 different tour locations & dates(TBA): Fox, Cervantes, FT Collins Once KRS one Locks the dates I'll update the blog but for now this should give you an idea on how we're grindin in 09 !!!!!

The Champion Walks Alone
In the castle above sits a lady so fair, the champion's love with lustrous hair. Though he dares not approach, for it is not his place, The champion's lot is to defend her grace. She knows his honor but holds her pose, The gift to her champion only a rose. Through battle and contest he wins the day For a lady his heart heavy does weigh. In shining armor of polished steel, The champion exacts the punishment he deals. The battles won,The day is his, A lady's land, peace does live He battles the monsters of this life He wins against toil and strife But as he sieges the castle walls of his love does lie he begins to fall for the champion wins every battle in sure but for his heart there is no cure The champion walks alone

Blog #4 Attention All Sharks
We have another one Sharks. This woman would like to level. We have been doing a great job for a party of 5. Remember Sharks. If you have someone on your list who needs help. Drop me there link and I'll post the blog alarting the rest to go rate them. countrygirl79@ fubar

Eminem Lyrics To "still Dont Give A Fuck!"
A lot of people ask me.. am I afraid of death.. Hell yeah I'm afraid of death I don't want to die yet A lot of people think.. that I worship the devil.. that I do all types of.. retarded shit Look, I can't change the way I think And I can't change the way I am But if I offended you? Good Cause I still don't give a fuck I'm zonin off of one joint, stoppin a limo Hopped in the window, shoppin a demo at gunpoint A lyricist without a clue, what year is this? Fuck a needle, here's a sword, bodypierce with this Livin amuk, never givin a fuck Gimme the keys I'm drunk, and I've never driven a truck But I smoke dope in a cab I'll stab you with the sharpest knife I can grab Come back the next week and re-open your scab (YEAH!) A killer instinct runs in the blood Emptyin full clips and buryin guns in the mud I've calmed down now -- I was heavy once into drugs I could walk around straight for two months with a buzz My brain's gone, my soul's worn and my spirit is torn The

Spotlight
I would like to start saving for spotlight, haven't been up for it yet and usually help if anyone goes up. Soooooo anyone have any ideas of what I can do to raise some spotlight money?? Private message me with some ideas. Thanks a bunch.

I Love Fucking People Over!
Being a con artist is great, you can steal and lie and get away with it. I totally had this chick believing that I cared about my collar. I bummed for 6 months and did nothing and when she permanently collared me she actually cried. Can you believe that shit it was great. Today I just packed up and left. Left her stranded with no utilities. It was a beautiful fuck over. You guys should have seen how hurt she was it was great. I really fucked her good. She'll get over it I'm sure and I'm off to look for my next sitting duck!

Eminem Lyrics To "as The World Turns"
I dont know why this world keep turning Round and Round But I wish it would stop, and let me off right now Yes man As the World Turns We all experience things in life Trials and Tribulations That we all must go through When someone wants to test us When someone tries our patience I hang with a bunch of hippies and wacky tobacco planters Who swallow lit roaches and light up like jack-o-lanterns Outsiders baby, and we suing the courts Cuz we're dope as fuck and only get a 2 in the source They never should've booted me out of reform school Deformed fool,takin a shit in a warm pool They threw me out the Ramada Inn I said it wasn't me, I got a twin (Oh my god its you! Not again!) It all started when my mother took my bike away Cuz I murdered my guinea pig and stuck him in the microwave After that, It was straight to the 40 ouncers Slappin teachers, and jackin off in front of my counselors Class clown freshman, dressed like Les Nessman Fuck the next lesson, I'll

Lowering Expectations For Love
As I get older, I’ve discovered I’m not as picky as I once was with girls. This may be due to decreased self-confidence, maybe it’s because women have taken an evolutionary leap forward and aren’t as nuts as they were 10 years ago, or maybe I’m just getting old and subconsciously lowering my standards in order to find the 3rd love of my life. (I’ve already discovered both me and tacos) Actually “lowering” my standards sounds bad. Let’s call it “altering”my pre-defined requirements. I’ll give you an example: Imagine if you will that you were looking to buy a new car. We’ll assume your imagination can get credit approval.You go to a dealership and ask for a specific model with a list of options you want. Unfortunately the dealership doesn’t have your ideal car in stock and can’t say when they’ll be able to due to the high demand of that model. So obviously this car is not a Ford, GM or Chrysler. Anyway the salesman/saleswoman/salestranny shows you similar versions immediately avail

Set Me Aflight
I know an angel with only one wing, with a song in her heart she has yet to sing. She wanders without aim between earth and sky, searching for her soulmate to help her fly. She asked the Lord one lonely night, with only one wing, Lord, will I ever take flight? The Lord then answered in his mysterious way, the wing you are missing will find you one day. I created my angels with only one wing, each one a queen in search of her king. When you see him, then you'll know why, he too is without aim between earth and sky. Until that time, angel, don't lose sight. Your missing wing is searching tonight. And when he finds you, then you'll see, that your wings joined together will set you free.

Cowboys :p
The Texas State Police are cracking down on speeders heading into Dallas. For the first offense, they give you 2 Dallas Cowboy tickets. If you get stopped a second time, they make you use them. Q. What do you call 47 millionaires around a TV watching the Super Bowl? A. The Dallas Cowboys Q. How do you keep a Dallas Cowboy out of your yard? A.. Put up a goal post. Q. What do you call a Dallas Cowboy with a new Super Bowl ring? A. A thief. Q. What's the difference between the Dallas Cowboys and a dollar bill? A. You can still get four quarters out of a dollar bill! Q. How many Dallas Cowboys does it take to win a Super Bowl? A. Nobody remembers and we can't seem to find out! Q. What do the Cowboys and a possums have in common? A. Both play dead at home and get killed on the road!

Fighting For?
You say you love me, Yet turn away, Word spoken in anger never fade away, The salt of a teardrop, bitter yet sweet, letting us know our heart still feels and beats. Cross Canadian RagweedFightin' For Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Tough.
I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you moved on but still treasure the memories of your past. Just because you're letting go doesn't mean the your giving up it just means that it wasn't meant to be, sometimes things are better that way. I've learned that I'm a lot stronger than the people that try to bring me down and that I've got a heart of stone and no one will ever actually break it, although it does have a lot of cracks in it. As long as you stay tough, you can get through anything.

Eminem Lyrics To "rock Bottom"
Ah yeah, yo! This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck! I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless Snakes slither in

Re - Lation -ships While Recovering
5 months of my surrender Addict name Carlton in the mist of my transformation. It is not so much of a lonely process as I thought or should I say it looked like in the beginning, moving to the top. At first when I really looked at things in the beginning I thought my surrendering birthed a lot of jealousy from people, who was undetermined about their own process. Even though I felt that I still thought it was my obligation to help the still suffering addict. Come to find out the rule says worry about yourself and truth is best told when you taste the pudding it will tell how sweet the stuff is. At this point and time I don’t find anything sweet when you’re in situations where you wholeheartedly have relations that seem to can’t form suitable relationships. It is no guarantee the time you spend with people no matter how much time it is it will be able to stand the tests of time. See people grow not always outward, but inward. Now I must examine if I haven’t witnessed someone growing

Mohawks...the Other Other White Meat.!!!
not often do ppl have a hawk....and when they do...its usually new ..and only there for like a day or 2 till they shave it off. ...well....not mine....its getn bigger n better every day.....right now its green w/ black tips....and i think red w/ black tips will be next. so what goin on wit u???....and what makes you....you? RP

Grannie Panties And Her Wild Adventures
Ok.. so here it goes.. witchie needs a new comp and is willing to do ANYTHING for a new one.. So i say we auction her off to get the money for a new comp.. now she understands she might have to do some sexual favors or what not.. and that is ok.. unless it is naked rocker or someone of the like.. lets whore out witchie for her new comp LMAO

Mom
I swear to fucking god i hate my mom. I do everything i can for her and she does nothing but bitch. I am taking her to the doctor tomorrow but i cant do anything today so she says if i dont step up for her tomorrow then she never speaking to me again yet what does today have to do with tomorrow? Then i told her to stop being a bitch and she is like who is being the real bitch here. All because i cant go to the store today. I will be at the hospital all day with her tomorrow, i even moved my schedule around so that i can take her and this is the fucking response i get. i hate her i hate her i hate her. To top it off she is dying due to hepatitis C and stage two cirrhosis but i have no pity for her, i am such a bad person. i guess i should explain about my mom. She is a drug addict and alcoholic. She has stolen from me and my husband and is always laying a guilt trip on me. if she is mad at my sister she yells at me if she is mad at me she yells at me. Everything is always someone els

Both Have Auto 11's Friday 16th @ 4
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE and Both have Auto 11's at the same time and its his Birthday!!!!!!!!!!! Hey Everyone, Benderblake and Racin39inMT will will have an auto 11 on starting Friday @ 4 o'clock pacific time. If you haven't already, Fan/Add/and Rate them both then hit them up. He is at 159K going for Insider and beyond with about 1000 Ez Rate photo's. She is at 3.7 million going for Disciple with more then 1500 Ez rate photo's ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£@ fubar *~*Racin39inMT*~*R/L BFF to 5150Jane*~*Promoter for Omega Bombers*~*@ fubar

Computers Sorta Back Online
Finally we got the pc back online n goining, but if it all of a sudden quits, i'm sorry yall. rember that storm screwed up my phonelines too. but yall have my number too, so if i anit on here, feel free to call n leave a message n i'll bb in touch as soon as possible. hope everyones doing well, missed yall! i'll bb online back n forth today, got customers coming in and out.

The Bodies Left Behind By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Nothing is as it seems in The Bodies Left Behind, Jeffrey Deaver's quintessential can't-put-it-down thriller about an off-duty cop who investigates an aborted 911 call from a secluded vacation home and ends up on the run. From the opening scene (that'll keep even the bravest of you at home with the doors locked and the shades drawn), Deaver delivers a clever page-turner that reads like one of his tightly plotted and fast-paced short stories (fans should check out Twisted). Endlessly surprising (there is more than one jaw-dropping plot twist) and supremely gripping (two hours after cracking this stand-alone thriller, I came up for air and took a moment to shake the cramp out of my fingers), The Bodies Left Behind is one of the most entertaining thrillers of the year. My Comments: Wow! I couldn't put this book down. I stayed up through the night reading this and it's definitely a bit creepy! I like the Cat & Mouse type books and this delivered. There were a lot of plot

Auto 11s Are On!!!
LOOKING TO LEVEL UP?? WELL...LET'S HELP EACH OTHER OUT!!! NOT ONE BUT TWO AUTO 11S ARE RUNNING SIMULTANEOUSLY SO WHEN YOU'RE DONE WITH ONE...JUST JUMP TO THE NEXT PROFILE!!! TAKE YOUR TIME...HHS ARE RUNNING ALL DAY LONG!!! WOOOT! ۞Mµë®†ë ßëℓℓå №ï®™۞¤Ťhe ℗egasus Project¤¤ҜŐ Girl@ fubar and «ÐËËJÄÝŦẄÏ§ŦÄ™»ƆØ»ØWÑË☈/WØŁFPÄƆK»ßLØÑÐÏËGÜ☈L Øwŋëd@ fubar

Pissed
THE FOLLOWING IS A LETTER THAT MY EX'S MOTHER WROTE TO MY DAUGHTER AFTER SEEING A PICTURE ON HER MYSPACE. MAKE LONG STORY SHORT. WE STILL HAVE CONTACT WITH A FAMILY MEMBER THAT THEY HATE. THE KIDS AUNT, THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SO IT'S PISSING THEM OFF THAT MY KIDS STILL SEE HER. ANYWAY HERE IS THE INFO: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Doree Date: Jan 11, 2009 9:15 PM She is a whore Love ya haely Bad influence Your choice we love you ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ¢¾11-16-08 z&h=2 months Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:53 PM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~AUNT*R!A~ Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:47 PM I am so sorry 4 all this!!! she was jus waitin to have something to say!! i snapped the pictyre to fast n yall were laughing!! looks like Ur lickin her chin. haha anyways. i am not using u as a pawn they have never givin me the chance 2 have u guys in my life completely now i wou

Family Crisis
My mind wonders off to its defensive state. Is this what it feels like to prepare for disaster?” What ifs” float in my head and my finger tips seem to do more of the speaking than my lips. .... My eyes refuse to see anything real at this point and my heart seems to be headed backwards. I find myself twisting with a soul of a 12 yr old who needs direction, comfort and assurance that everything will be fine. Yet deep inside my head I’m asking myself that very question “will it?” So as you all know my father s health took a turn for the worse. I guess that I get my fighter instinct from him because he’s hanging on. Yet I’m feeling that maybe it could be too little too late. My main focus now is growing strong again so that whatever comes our way I’m prepared. I love my father so very much that though the past can not be erased, it doesn’t really matter to me anymore. And although Id like for him to have a full recovery, I am not too blind to the fact that

Gnbrebel's Birthday Train
GnbRebel's Birthday Train "Ridin' with the Rebel" The Rules: 1. Stop by GnbRebel's page, rate the Even More EZ Rates folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday GnbRebel," "Ridin' with the Rebel train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest lis

Boom, Head Shot!
Please shut up. I hate your voices. No, not the ones in my head. The ones all around. You irriate my very existence. For God's sake, just disappear. Oh to have a moment of peace. Quit your bitching. I'm not listening. Tuning you out. LA LA LA LAAAA! Ugh. Where's my gun? Naw, it's not that bad. I hope it never gets that bad. I need a vacation. And this time, it'll be with someone I like. *AHEM* *GIGGLE* Don't ask. I feel ill. I need a Dr. A medical Dr. A head Dr. A Dr. of the soul. I need a Soul Man. I need a soul, man. FFS. Ramble much? Bang Bang, my baby shot me down. What is the reply to that song? Stab Stab, I got up and stabbed you, bitch? Oh, love. How epic and tragic a love story I have lived. Psh, who am I kidding. Nothing epic about choosing the wrong men. Or do they pick me? What if we're all just picking the same people... reincarnated, over and over? what a fucked up joke. Don't you have better shit to do, God.. Allah, Budd

Bitch, Bitch, Bitch........
U know....i love my family very much but i dont like them. They all decided to show up last night because my grandpa was put in the hospital. I know they mean well but christ, the last thing my grandpa needs when he comes home today is a house full of people and 2 kids that are the spawn of satan. Im exhausted from all that has happened and this house just needs peace and quiet. Instead they wanna clean the damn house from top to bottom cause one of them is allergic to my dog....which whatever yeah ok i can understand that but while they do it they wanna bitch and complain because i let him run around the house. well yeah duh..he's my fucking dog and this is my house. I dunno...im just done and frustrated with all this...I just wanna lay down and not worry about playing host to them. I have to work tonight and the exhaustion hanging over me sucks right now. I feel at a breaking point where i just need to lay down in my room and cry a lil bit...but I cant cause all they wanna do i

Vicki
VICKI Is My Everyday I will be choosing One Person to Rate and Comment out on all their stuff on their profile and randomly giving out gifts to them. Except for weekends I won't be online. And VICK IS MY PICK I can't afford blings right now and I wish the God I could but for now I have to stick with the basics of the fu until My pocket book can play a little bit. Its a way for me to get to know more Fu's on here! Vick So Far You Seem Very Coolistic! in my book. I Can Tell your Very down to earth just by what I have seen by your pictures, psst I sometimes am a great judge of character hehehehe. I'm also very glad I Added Ya sweetie. We Both Can Thank The Bull..He Led Me To Ya! She's Trying To Make Oracle.... Lets Help Her Out With That! She Has Auto's On So Not Only Will She Benefit From This You Will As Well! No popularity contest or none of that. I figured this will be fun to do. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit!

People Pissed Off.
i guess i have pissed off alot of people here on fubar. you know what i dont care because from the responses i have gotten all the people who responded think is that i am a pussy without balls and i dont know shit. This is funny to me because half the people who did respond probably have never been in harms way nor have they been in the Military. I think that everyone of them should have to spend about four years under the rain of fire and then tell me what you think when you come home and people call you names because you did what your country wanted you to do. there was one comment that I really did agree with and it referred to protesting the government. GEORGE W BUSH and his admin. they are the ones responsible for them being there but yet i can understand his thinking. get rid of terrorist while you can. go figure.

Jerk
Piss on piss, piss on kiss It's a simple math that on this Spit on spit, take this hit I'll make you a deal, you give and you get My desire, your flesh on fire Put me out; I'm not tired Greed on greed, the more I need Lie to your body, pretend to breed. You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you I feel like a child, naked and wild, Your body's my playground where pure is defiled Sweat on sweat, the more I get, jump in the fire This ain't over yet. I can quit any time I want to You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you You're in my blood, now my veins turn blue I get my biggest rush from an injection of you Burn you down tie me off for an injection of you. of you.

Hope He Wakes Up..
WASHINGTON – President-elect Barack Obama's proposed tax cuts ran into opposition Thursday from senators in his own party who said they wouldn't do much to stimulate the economy or create jobs. Senators from both parties agreed that Congress should do something to stimulate the economy. But Democratic senators emerging from a private meeting of the Senate Finance Committee criticized business and individual tax cuts in Obama's stimulus plan. They were especially critical of a proposed $3,000 tax credit for companies that hire or retrain workers. "If I'm a business person, it's unlikely if you give me a several-thousand-dollar credit that I'm going to hire people if I can't sell the products they're producing," said Sen. Kent Conrad, D-N.D., a member of the committee. "That to me is just misdirected," Conrad said. Sen John Kerry, D-Mass., said, "I'd rather spend the money on the infrastructure, on direct investment, on energy conversion, on other kinds of things that much mo

Rating Game - 1/12/09
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Week's Winners

Today's List 01/20/2009
NEPTUNE'S HUMAN HAS AUTO 11s!!! Until 9pm EST Tues! If you don't know him, go check him out! He's an amazing friend! Neptune's Human@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Looking Back
As I look back at my older blogs I think to myself of wow I really went through that. Over time I have realized I put to much of myself out there. I make myself a target. I know its only been over a year, but over that short time I have grown so much. I am still going to college and I'm still happy. there may be days I cannot help but being sad but hey you cant always run away from sadness. I think of the things I've said and done and I may regret some of the things but I realize that it has made me who I am. If I had not gone through as the sad days, happy days, and just days I would not be doing what I am doing today. I no longer have to have a bf to make me feel whole. I am stronger now and a lil smarter.

Freedom Means Responsibility.
Your Daily Motivation – Freedom Means Responsibility. Monday January 12, 2009 FREEDOM MEANS RESPONSIBILITY -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Freedom is the right to live as you wish. If you wish to free yourself from enslavement, you must choose freedom and the responsibility it entails. There's a price for every freedom, something to be given up for every liberty. It's up to you to weigh the price you must pay for each of your freedoms. And everything you want has a price. Freedom is the opportunity to make decisions. It's the capacity to take a hand in your own development. Freedom is the right to choose. It's the right to create for yourself the alternatives of choice. No one is free who is not master of himself. You are free to do whatever you like. You need only face the consequences of your actions. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => www.AntiCyclical.com

#1 Futard Goes To...azriel The Annoying!!
Everybody give a round of applause for Azriel The Annoying! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Let me tell you about my experience with this futard. On my old fubar account Azriel The Annoying contacted me asking me to be one of “Azriels Angels”. I was in a rather nice mood so I talked to him. BIG MISTAKE! I admit I was stupid enough to give him my yahoo screen name. Don’t get me wrong he was nice and sweet. However he started getting annoying when he kept sending me ims constantly (as if his emo “nobody loves me” attitude wasn’t enough!). If I didn’t respond he would buzz me. You would think if I didn’t get back to you that I obviously don’t want to talk to you. I ended up blocking him on yim and fubar. During this time I started hearing a lot of bad things about Azriel. How he was buying girls blasts and happy hours then demanding them to send him things in return. Since I came back to fubar Azriel has been randomly popping up on my page. He’ll drop me a rate and a friend request. I deny i

Quote From Gary Goshgarians-the Stone Circle
"Yet he wondered if crazy people actually knew they were crazy, if they looked in the bathroom mirror and said 'Hello, I am a crazy person, a goddamn blithering lunatic-I think I'll brush my teeth with my shoe.'."

Apology...
We owe you ladies an apology for abandoning you over the holidays...The end of 2008 was quite hectic and with 5 kids here it was very stressful...But this is no excuse...We will be setting up for the next contest and any of you who wish to be in it please email us...the prize is yet to be determined and depends on how many want in...We were thinking a blast this time...and maybe the artwork contest we all talked about...So email us and let us know who is still alive and kicking in 2009 and who wants in this contest...Hugz and Luvz to all of you...we hope your new year was wonderful and please know that we plan for 2009 to be a successful one for the VIPER girls!!! Scarlet & Toad

Persona Analysis
Portrait of an INFP - Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving (Introverted Feeling with Extroverted Intuition) The Idealist As an INFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. INFPs, more than other intuitive Feeling types, are focused on making the world a better place for people. Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life. What is their purpose? How can they best serve humanity in their lives? They are idealists and perfectionists, who drive themselves hard in their quest for achieving the goals they have identified for themselves INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning

Assorted Lyrics
Swollen eyes that bleed for you Cold steel bars I'm watching through You've been baptized in a lake of tears Crucified yourself with your own fears But you learn from what's killing you And this time it's real Beyond your prayers Too numb to feel Beyond your prayers Deepest darkest thoughts you dream Curing's harder than it seems Slave to no one but your misery Broken man lies where you used to be Now watch the planets collide Planets Collide-Crowbar She told me why She told me lies I always take care of this I told her how I've always stayed Always waited for nothing When I get out of here Will I leave you behind? I found that the years passed despite When I get out of here Will I leave you behind? I found that the years passed despite And I can see you Running through the fields of sorrow Yes I can see you Running through the fields of sorrow Coil-Opeth Broken bruised forgotten sore Too fucked up to care anymore Poisoned to my rot

Den Standiga Resan
The Perpetual Journey When I think of the perpetual journey through life When it always feels like autumn The wind moves slowly to the north And the flowers die Rain falls in my dreams I must travel again and search for comfort I must search again for the voice of tenderness I must travel again to next autumn The perpetual journey to next autumn When I wander on the stony road through life When it felt like I carried a sorrow Then the sun hides slowly in the clouds and [indisinct] goodbye Soon the snow falls in my dreams I must travel again and search for comfort I must search again for the voice of tenderness I must travel again to next autumn The perpetual journey to next autumn Oooo the perpetual journey to next autumn [Den Standiga Resan-Opeth]

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don

Seriously....?so
I am making lunch and I look at the box of oatmeal and read "contains wheat products". Seriously?!?! What MORON thought that oatmeal did NOT contain wheat products and decided to sue Quaker, thus forcing them to put this on their box? Further evidence that I am living in a world populated by morons. Thoughts?

Voting
Tat2udAngel is in the Hottest Legs contest. She has the hottest legs I've ever seen. Be a doll and go vote for her by leaving a comment. Here's the link - http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=968407&albumid=1426656&i=2953380267&idx=1 Check her page out while you're at it: Tat2udAngel

I'm Confused
TO: mnw1989(akaMitch) I never meant to offend you in any way. I was simply asking a question. I am one of the nicest people you will ever know. I'm sorry you took my question the wrong way. I think you are very easily offended and that's too bad. My friend was also being nice and got misunderstood by you too. I'm not selfish by any means and am sad that you have blocked me because of a simple misunderstanding. From reading your blog regarding people being mean to you, I can see that you take things completely out of context and have a major chip on your shoulder. I think you are the "ignorant" one... Take care, Lori

Before You Think To Buy Or Lease A New Car... Please Read.
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer

Family And Nsfw Pics
I just want everyone to know that my NSFW pics of myself are open. You do not have to be in family to see them. Comments on them mean more to me than rates do. I use my family to keep track of those who I either talk to frequently or those who have piqued my interest for whatever reason. Just thought I would put that out there.

01.12.09 - Three Doors Down - Kryptonite
SONG VERSION BELOW Three Doors Down - Kryptonite (2) (1) - three doors down LYRICS BELOW Well, I took a walk around the world To ease my troubled mind I left my body lying somewhere In the sands of time Well, I watched the world float To the dark side of the moon I feel there's nothin' I can do Yeah I watched the world float To the dark side of the moon After all, I knew it had to be somethin' To do with you I really don't mind what happens now and then As long as you'll be my friend at the end If I go crazy Then will you still call me Superman If I'm alive and well Will you be there holdin' my hand I'll keep you by my side with My superhuman might Kryptonite You called me strong You called me weak But still your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head If not for me, then you'd be dead I picked you up and put you Back on solid ground If I go crazy Then will y

Scenario
Picture this: Woman is at a party in a room full of people...she raises her hand and states loudly: "can i get two guys to come fuck me in the other room?" All guys line up for action. Same room, same people...a guy raises his hand and and loudly asks..."Can i get two girls to come fuck me in the other room?"...all girls walk away from this creep and no girl is interested. What made me think of this is FUBAR....think about this...guys profile...bartab shows from a girl "show me lovin!!!" every guy that is her friend that saw that status change if she is hot is showin her "lovin".... Girl's profile..bartab shows status change from a guy, it states..."can i get some lovin?" lets say i posted this....now im not vein but i do know i am attractive to most....WHERE'S MY MUTHA FUCKIN LOVIN??!!!!!!! huh? Has society really seperated our two genders to become THIS fucking diverse?? does it really have to be like this???

Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowWith the advancement of technology, the internet has gained the utmost importance. The entire business system revolves under the influence of internet marketing. Online marketing is the booming business of today and the Reverse Funnel System is the pioneer in making this system function effectively. With a team of members, Ty Coughlin has created a magnificent system called the Reverse Funnel System and it is changing lives, fast!The Reverse Funnel System is absolutely different from other systems that we have heard of till date. This system helps in bringing the typical type of people of your choice. The people of your choice mean the number of people having similar opinion. There are best and distinct benefits in the older network marketing forms. Speaking of difference, this system depends entirely on marketing and not on probabilities. People who opt for Reverse Funnel System should study and get trained in it to wor

Over And Over
Over and over The actions, thoughts and words that become a permanent part of you are the ones you choose to repeat over and over again. Doing something once will certainly bring some kind of result, and doing it repeatedly will multiply its power many times over. You cannot lift a thousand pounds all at once. Yet you can lift one pound a thousand times. In the repetition of your thoughts and actions, there is great power. Choose to make complete and purposeful use of that power. Add immense leverage to what you do by doing it again and again. Give great strength to your actions by persistently repeating them. Nothing of value is ever accomplished in an instant. No skill is ever fully developed in a single day. Take the time to make the effort over and over again. That time and those efforts will bring great rewards. -- Ralph Marston

Auto 11 Up For Auction
CLICK THE CHERRIES OK, I have another AUTO 11 to get rid of! Auto 11 is up for bid from Monday, Jan 12th at 10:00 am Futime to Monday,Jan 19th at 10:00 am Futime!! NO Drama & highest bidder gets it, CLICK ANY OF THE CHERRIES & Good Luck :)) CLICK THE CHERRIES THANX, THE HOST ~Bratt~ ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)

Bad Girl Of The Week 1-12-09 Mae Mae
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-12-09 † Måè Måè † Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All &Hearts; Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Mae Mae Birthday: 4/21/81 Zodiac Sign: taurus Hair Color: black Eye Color: brown Tattoos: 1 Piercings: 1 *Favorites* Color: green Season: Christmas Day Of Week: friday Animal: horse Flower: rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: yep Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yea Smiled For No Reason?: all the time Sat On Your Rooftop?: nope *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: puter Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: Ipod XBox 0R PS2?: ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: everything Your Fears?: snakes Your Weakness?: Do you like Thunderstorms?: no Number of things in my Past I Regret?: 2 Do you Swear?: nope Do you Shower Daily?: yes

Carrie's Little Bling Auction
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Dolphin Fu-Juice Cupcake Kangaroo or other 3 credit bling Auction will end at 8pm Futime on Monday, January 12th. Winners will be contacted by Carrie following the close of the auction. Upon the receipt of the fubucks, she will Bling you on the next Happy Hour. *******************

My Birthday
Most women my age cringe at the thought of another year passing by. Not me. I relish the thought! Age brings a freedom, understanding, and depth to one's existance that younger people just haven't any idea of. At 3, I was surprisingly intelligent, and remember a great deal of that year. I remember my birthday party that year. My little brother was born, and I was mad about it. He was born the day they went to the moon, and my mom had woken me up very early to watch it, then went to the hospital later. I loved classical music, especially the 1812 Overture- I called it "Guns and Bells". At 13, I was not the typical teenager. I spent most of my time with my nose in a book or with pen in hand, not out with friends, causing my parents angst. That would come later, but not at that time. I was a 'model child', good at school, showing much promise for a bright future. I didn't have any idea of reality outside the walls of my own little world, and didn't give it much thought. When

Why R People Asses
When i am off of work i try my best to come on line and give a little luv. resently seeing that i do alot of auto 11. i'd start making a comment just from them people. Well This am i started on 1 that had a happy hour first thing this am . I rated 3 folders and when i was working on the next 1 came back went to post it and found out that they had blocked me. Never to even talk to them. Why bother haveing a Happy Hour, If u don't want any luv. What a waste of Time. I so hate mean people they so suck.. imikimi - Customize Your World!

Kick Out The Jams Motherf*&^errrrrr!!!!!!!!
And right now, right now, right now it's time to KICK OUT THE JAMS, MOTHER FUCKERS! Yea! I, I, I, I, I'm gonna I'M GONNA KICK 'EM OUT! Yea! Well, I feel pretty good and I guess that I could get crazy now, baby. 'Cause we all got in tune and when the dressing room got hazy now, baby. I know how you want it, child: hot, sweet, and tight. The girls can't stand it when you doin' it right; when you're up on the stand. And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! Yes, I'm startin' to sweat, you know my shirt's all wet. What a feelin'. [ Mc5 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And the sound that abounds and resounds and rebounds off the ceiling. You gotta have it baby, you can't do without, when you get the feelin', you got the sound above. Put that mike in my hand And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! (guitars) alright, alright, alright,...(9 times) come on, come on,

01.12.09 - R.e.m. - Losing My Religion
SONG VERSION BELOW Losing My Religion - REM VIDEO VERSION BELOW R.E.M. - Losing My Religion - R.E.M. LYRICS BELOW Oh, life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes Oh no, I've said too much I set it up (chorus) That's me in the corner That's me in the spotlight, I'm Losing my religion Trying to keep up with you And I don't know if I can do it Oh no, I've said too much I haven't said enough I thought that I heard you laughing I thought that I heard you sing I think I thought I saw you try Every whisper Of every waking hour I'm Choosing my confessions Trying to keep an eye on you Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool Oh no, I've said too much I set it up Consider this Consider this The hint of the century Consider this The slip that brought me To my knees failed What if all these fantasies Come flailing around Now I've said too much I thought that I heard

My Soul
Aren't thy souls so very dark? Or is it for mine own I see no shadow? Does the light make yours so good? If it is so does that mean I am bad? I think not for mine is dark, because I'm alone, tormented, and so very sad! To be loved or liked or walk by the one that makes me whole, To gaze into her eyes, see my reflection, feel loved. I lay my head in my hands as I cry and once again see mine own shadow. She wraps her arms around me and comforts me as I cry, She can feel my pain, my torment, as she feels my tears bleeding down her sides. I fall on my hands and knees as I feel like I'm about to die. I have just enough strength to give her that last kiss goodbye. I look up into the sky, and I ask the gods, please give me my one and only wish, Oh please, I'm begging, Pleading, let me at least spend eternity with the girl that I need! The one that felt my pain and comforted me, My one and only......my very own fantasy.

Always
As I walked out this morning into the fresh morning sea mist I realized this is a new day for CHOICES and it's time I make a few in my own life and try to get my life on some level of normal whatever the fuck that is, games are over ya love me or ya don't your CHOICE!!!!! SalivaAlways Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Bassmaniac....xoxoxo
This guy deserves some sweet fu-love!!! He is the greatest guy to have on your friends list! Love on him, rate him, fan him, and add him!!!! Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio@ fubar This bulletin was brought to you FU’s by none other than Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio’s stalker! )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Stalker to DUH@ fubar

Feeling
the driving force behind my desires is the simple act of giving. i desire to give totally. to save nothing for myself. Even in the pain inflicted, i give myself to Him, for His pleasure. Do i feel the pain, yes. But more then the pain is the desire to please Him. i give by accepting the bruises and the pain inflicted.

Birthday Is Next Month.
My birthday will be arriving next month. Still got a ways but it 's coming. On Feb 23rd, I will be 28 years old. I miss being a kid where you would always look forward to your birthdays. You know, friends, presents, cake.... whatever. I would always invite over some friends and then my mom would invite her friends. Her friends would bring over Filipino dishes to go with the birthday meal. Of course my friends never liked asian or weird looking food then, so we had other food "Americans" would like. Each year as I got older, it seems like that day just doesn't exist anymore. For the last couple years on my birthday, I've pretty much given up on it. Try to block it out. Sure, I like to be surprised and all but that rarely happens. I know that last couple years I have gotten upset because Rich never did anything, got me anything, or my close friends back then. My parents usually remember and we go out for a birthday lunch or dinner like usual. Something we do on our family birth

Job
So, today my dried up piece of shit main boass came in to do breakfast at 5 30, and matter of factly announced that from now on I get to do the breakfast for the entire hotel. And not only did he say THAT, he also tried to tell me how to do my MAIN job, which is night audit. I am just a LITTLE fuckin pissed, since I wasn't hired to be kitchen staff. And cooking breakfast for a 125 room sucks ass. I almost considered moving to another hotel in the area, The AGM there has a mild crush on me, and told me that he would put my application "on top". But I love this place; my coworkers are awesome and love me, the location is secluded, I have a decent pay, benefits, etc. So I just dunno. I'll have to suck it up, but I hope he gets abducted by Colombian guerrillas when visiting his whore mail order gf. GRRR!

My Family
i wanted to let everyone know my moms boyfriend is not doing well it could be days or weeks or months we have no clue but if im not here im with her and him and i will try to let everyone know what is goin on as best as i can...you are all in my thoughts please keep my page going for me and i love you all.... UPDATE JANUARY 13TH : UPDATE ON THIS SITUATION :THEY HAVE JUST GIVIN MY MOMS BOYFRIEND DAYS HE IS IN CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE. UPDATE: FAMILY DOWN VISITING I WILL BE HERE OFF AND ON SO HIT MY PAGE AND I WILL HIT YOURS. UPDATE ON MOMS MAN: HES REALLY NOT WELL STILL THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE AND THEY ARE PUTTING HIM IN A HOME AND HES NOT KNOWING ANYONE OMG IM GOIN TO CRY AND IM NOT DOING WELL WE PUT HIM IN SCARBOROUGH MAINE HOSPICE GOSNELLE HOME AT 5PM LAST NIGHT..... ITS A MATTER OF HOURS BEFORE HE GOES BEEN UP AT THE CENTER AND WILL BE PLEASE ALL SAY PRAYERS AND HIT MY CELL IF YOU HAVE IT IF YOU DONT THEN HIT MY PAGE WITH ANYTHING YOU CAN THANKS FOR ALL YOUR P

The Taste Of Insanity
The taste of insanity A whisper in the night air, did drift into my dreams. A hint of something sensuous, erotic in extremes. A promise of eternity, of love and true romance. All it takes is for us to dance the lovers dance I woke and felt chill breeze, but cool me it did not. For in my mind were visions, my passion far too hot. Two souls were dancing closely, but neither dared to talk All it takes is for us to walk the lovers walk I reached my mind out further, to see what I could learn. For once I saw the lovers, my aching heart did yearn. I wished to see the future, and what it held for me. All it takes is for us to see what lovers see. I closed my eyes for wishing, and hoped with all my might. That what I was imagining was you and I one night. For if I never see you love, I'm sure I could not cope. All it takes is for us to hope as lovers hope. My eyes were quickly opened, by the touch of your soft lips. Your face of angel beauty, could have launched a tho

New Honda Hybrid Contender Challenges Champ Prius
By Keith Buglewicz 24 Hours Ago The new Honda Insight is smaller than the Toyota Prius, but a compact hybrid drivetrain and battery makes it just as roomy inside. The new Honda Insight hybrid promises to revolutionize the hybrid market by making gas-electric cars affordable. But the five-door hatchback with a rock-bottom price isn't the Prius killer Honda might have hoped for. Honda isn't saying exactly what the car unveiled today at the Detroit auto show will cost when it rolls into showrooms on April 22 (Earth Day) but it will undercut the Toyota Prius by several thousand dollars. That won't be enough to knock a car that's synonymous with hybrid technology from its pedestal, but the 2010 Insight poses the first credible threat to Toyota's dominance of the hybrid market. It's widely expected to cost no more than $20,000, and Honda almost certainly will sell every one of the 100,000 Insights destined for North America this year. Analysts say as many as half those sales could be

Primal Beat
Primal Beat Touch me with your love Kiss me with desire Hold me with passion We will paint the sky Soaring ever so high Our bodies entwined Clothed in sensual power Squeezing and giving As the pleasure erupts Passionate moans exploding Hearts drawn to each other Scent of lust and love wafting Filling the room like explosions Bodies pounding a primal beat Lust and love cannot be beat

You're More Precious....
You're more precious.... You're more precious than a diamond ring, A shimmering light that lasts with each new swing. You're more of a leader than those that set up new trends, As destiny may sing in words that at length none defends. You're throughout the thought that never fades but remains intact, In heart and mind an interesting event like with the Devil we make a pact. But somehow beneath it all lives this lost and oblivious soul, Who resides within pain and darkness but cannot change when individuality one stole. You're something more special than words can describe, The height of adventures that cannot over ride, Once thought of as a silly game of words without meaning or feeling, It's more than just what we think of as our daily dealing. Because love is not just a simple feeling that can shake the earth, It's something that you never felt for you never once looked beyond what is was all worth. It was always that I'm not worthy of thy love, How could

Internet Girl~~
Internet girl~~ Hello~~! my name is paul~~ i'm writing like this~~ because i want too~~ your sitting across from me~~ on the other side of the room~~ waiting for a answer from me~~ and my unknown screen name~~ i type my letters slow~~ i write my sentence incorrect~~ just so you could notice me more~~ the ~ is for decorations~~ making things a bit more weirder then normal~~ you have yet to tell me about you~~ or the things you like about~~ could this be a chance for me to get to know you~~? and understand you a bit more~~? maybe someday~~ you will be~~ my internet girl~~ XD

How Could This Be?
How Could This Be? Wide in the distance, Of the love that you do not know, It reaches out to you, And won't let you go, You pull back thinking it's not right, It then get's it's revenge at night, You sit there thinking, How could this be? You know love happens, But you are thinking why me? You keep thinking about it, Until it hurts you inside, And now you realize, It's something you cannot hide, Quite a bit along the line, You think that it will be fine, But you know it's still there, And won't let it free, You know what it is, But how could this be?

New Program Encourages Missouri Hotels To Go Green
Some Missouri hotels are looking for ways to go green this year. It's largely due to a new program developed by the Department of Natural Resources and Missouri Hotel and Lodging Association. The Green Lodging Certification Program is brand new in 2009. Hotels and other lodging facilities can go through a list of environmentally friendly practices, checking those they have implemented, to come up with their score. If they get 100 points, they're certified green. Greg Walker, owner of the La Quinta Inn on South Campbell in Springfield, wants his hotel to leave a great impression with guests, so he also wants it to leave little impact on the environment. "I think the customers that come into our hotels will be more appreciative," Walker says. The La Quinta Inn is striving for the Missouri Green Lodging Certificate. "Looks like we're gonna hit the 100 points, no problem," says Walker. One way staff at the La Quinta are already going green is recycling all of the paper used at the front de

Beautiful Mirage
Beautiful Mirage Lying in the desert, shaded by your love Whispering words of romance in your ear Envisioning a moments seductive shimmer On the horizon of life deep in your eyes Dancing around me, spinning in circles Moving to the drum of my heart's desire Quenching my thirst from deep within Silver clouds rain down forgotten tears Filling the Nile running through my veins Getting so close I can see through you You seem to float far away from my eyes I take a step closer trying to reach out Finding it all a dream, a beautiful mirage

Bill Of No Rights
Bill Of No Rights For Non Custodial Parents We, the sensible and responsible people of the United States, in an attempt to ensure that all children receive every possible opportunity available to them, and to promote positive behavior as examples for all children, hereby establish some common sense guidelines for non-custodial parents and liberal policy makers within the government who appear to be confused by the belief that non-custodial parents are entitled to certain rights and privileges, and that excuses should be made for irresponsible people who, in virtually every aspect of their lives refuse to accept any responsibility for any of their actions. We hold these truths to be self-evident: That the rights of children are more important than the rights of irresponsible non-custodial parents and that non-custodial parents and liberal policy makers require a common sense "Bill of No Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to start a new family if you are unable to f

What Does This Post Say?
Ok...so WTH is sleep? some how I have missed that class...or invitation! Not only am I lost on what it is but...WTH do I do that??! My simple explanation for this BLOG...is because I have had to deal with some "WINNERS" lately and I'm just ready to blow the friggin world up at this moment cause in the last cpl days, I have not received more than 4 hours of this so called "sleep project" everyone keeps raving about. So please excuuuuuuuuse me if I'm pissy,dumber than the whore I was hatched from, or not answering you immediately...as few know I do try. Thank You for understanding and have a nice day! :D Sincerely, Incoherantly Going INSANE!!!

Ldc Family Member B-day...plz Comment
An LDC OWNER has a birthday on January 17th! Please go and wish her a Happy Birthday and show her some LDC Family Birthday Love!!! ღ GothiqueTemptationღ Owner-DSG&D ღGio's RL Princess ღ Owner of LDC@ fubar

For My Friends.
Hi, My father died at 9.30 this morning ( UK time ). Despite the fact that his death comes following protracted illness I am somewhat in shock, my feelings are changing from moment to moment as those of you who have lost someone close may have experienced, it's uncomfortable but entirely normal, I know I have a whole grieving process to go through and know enough about that and myself to know that I will both manage and from where I can get support, I got at least that much from the training etc. I'm certainly not looking for sympathy, I am NOT powerless, but rather some understanding if I dont answer you in the shout box or reply immediately to any other message sent. I may appear online but I may wander off either figuratively or literally. I will of course be away for a while in the not too distant future for the funerel etc but will let you know here as best I can, in other words I may disappear for a bit but I'm sure to return to my great and loving friends here. La

The Lover Mourns For The Loss Of Love
Pale brows, still hands and dim hair, I had a beautiful friend And dreamed that the old despair Would end in love in the end: She looked in my heart one day And saw your image was there; She has gone weeping away. - William Butler Yeats

Think About Love
I can't forget you Ever since the moment that I met you You've been on my mind And I need to somehow let you know That I think about you all the time So when you think about love, think about me I can give you more than you'll ever need Sooner or later every heart needs some company When you think about love, think about me When you think about love, think about me We were strangers Now I'm already wrapped around your finger Oh whats a heart to do 'Cause it lingers And the thought of you Wantin' me as much as I want you Makes me blue I'm not holding you tonight Cause only you can satisfy This heart of mine

With You
I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight Hey lil' mama, ooh you're a stunner Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and I'm so glad to be yours You're a class of your own and Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops You're my sweetheart and I'm so glad that you're mine You are one of a kind, and You mean to me what I mean to you And together baby there is nothing we won't do 'Cause if I got you I don't need money I don't need cars Girl you're my heart And oh, I'm into you and Girl no one else would do With every kiss and every hug You make me fall in love And now I know I can't be the only one I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight With the love of their life who feel What I feel when I'm with you, with yo

Cancer
BCOMMENTED.COM Why Now, and not later The breathing shallow The vision dimmer Bones ache Each moment is filled with pain I am nauseous I vomit with regularity I shouldnâ€™t feel this way Fuck it It grows A black stain on my lungs The doctor says The cure is worse than the disease My hair falls out I do not go softly into that good night I scream I cry Why poet BCOMMENTED.COM

Officials We Elec And ,.... Well Big Guns...sorta...
Wasted time…Ever seen some things those officials we elect do with their elected responsibilities? Like this for instance in Georgia…Recently, the Georgia Department of Natural Resources has been seeking 75 volunteers to be trained in listening to frogs so that the state can complete its annual frog survey. Georgia has 31 frog species, each with distinctive rib-bits and croaks, and surveyors, after practicing detection, will monitor frog habitats to help official’s measure population trends. Tracking season begins this week. Or…how about in Britain where officials are just protecting themselves in December, the Daily Telegraph reported that 45 officers from the Lancashire county police were assigned to help install speed indicator signs but only after being sent to a two-hour class that included safety instructions on climbing a 3-foot ladder. Said a spokesman, "If we didn't do it and people were falling off ladders, we would be criticized." Can anyone really say they do not know ho

Write You A Song-plain White T's
I don't know how to make lots of money I got debts that I'm trying to pay I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings But that don't mean much anyway I can't give you the house you've been dreaming If I could I would build it alone I'd be out there all day, just hammering away Make us a place of our own I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you I don't know that I'd make a good soldier I don't believe in being violent and cruel I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight If somebody tries hurting you I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you Now that it's out on the table (it's out on the table) Both of us knew all along (knew all along) I've got your loving and you've got my song I don't

Adult Survey
Adult Questions - Don't Be a baby Curious.... (1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? Yes (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Morning (which is my afternoon, actually) (3) Ever had a one night stand? No (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No (5) Shower or bath while having sex? Shower can be fun. Bathtub is tight fit and the faucet hurts whoever is at that end (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive?? Depends, some of both (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? Yes (8) Love or Money? Love (9) Top or Bottom? They both have pros and cons (10) Have you ever wanted to sleep with your best friend? Maybe, but I've had a lot of best friends so be more specific (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? I don't know. I've been camping already, but I've never been to a 5 star hotel. (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? Hood of car on a dirt road (1

An Encounter With A Nevada Cop.
I'd driven from Colorado to Vegas, stayed a night with a friend. After leaving at some ungodly hour to try and navigate my way to LAX to catch my flight home to Australia, I was pulled up for speeding in Nevada. Now let me just set the mental image for you. Here I was a girl from a different country, driving in a hire car, on the wrong side of the road,(well the right side for the US but all backwards for me) & being on the wrong side of the car,(driver is on the right side in Aus.) I thought I was doing good. Some what nervous not knowing miles the time nor distance it would take me to get to LA I was a quite concerned about missing my plane & probably not paying as much attention to my speedo as I should have. Well my concerns & nervousness soon peaked when I noticed the flashing lights behind me... I found a safe place to pull over and lit a ciggie while waiting for the police officer to approach. He asked a few questions, now it was obvious hence the accent I was

Carbon Copy Review
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now If you do a search for home business you will more than likely come across an advertisement for Carbon Copy Pro. The ad says that you could "earn $250,000 within your first year!" They also claim that you can earn this much money "without ever picking up the phone!" Many people are skeptical of these ads and might not click on them right away, so hopefully this article will answer any questions that you have about Carbon Copy Pro. A couple of these questions might be: What is Carbon Copy Pro? and Who is Jay Kubassek? Carbon Copy Review:- is an online business opportunity that is an extension from Wealth Masters International. As it turns out, Jay is currently part of the executive committee of Wealth Masters International. During the last three years, Jay has had great success with internet marketing, so he decided to establish Carbon Copy Pro as a home-based business opportunity that could automatically generate income via the internet.

For The American Tear
With sand in your boots, beads of sweats rolling down your face..you have walked many more miles than the average man. Night mares, cold sweats the fear of maybe today is the day that you no longer come back as more than a dog tag..people protesting to bring the willing home. You go back, you walk back in the line of fire with your head held high and you did this for them, for me, for us, for everyone. But why? Most people could careless but you still fight for freedom on what you believe is right. Sing the American song because you are proud but are we worth dieing for? Most would agree to dis agree just to hear there own voice but now that I know one of you and have met many of you. It makes me say thank you. The shameless country you fight for, the people killing here have no idea. Lets them walk a mile in your sandy shoes and they will say Thank you Jeff too. Please be safe babe.

Me ...from Me :)
Song - She Singer - Elvis Costello She May be the face I can't forget The trace of pleasure or regret May be my treasure or the price I have to pay She May be the song that summer sings May be the chill that autumn brings May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day She May be the beauty or the beast May be the famine or the feast May turn each day into a heaven or a hell She may be the mirror of my dreams The smile reflected in a stream She may not be what she may seem Inside her shell She Who always seems so happy in a crowd Whose eyes can be so private and so proud No one's allowed to see them when they cry She May be the love that cannot hope to last May come to me from shadows of the past That I'll remember till the day I die She May be the reason I survive The why and wherefore I'm alive The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years Me I'll take her laughter and her tears And make them all my souvenirs For where

Foundry Cams: Grindhouse Girls Get Driven By Bret Michaels
My oh my, look what the cat dragged in, kids! It's a whole gaggle of Grindhouse-style Cam Girls, courtesy of FOUNDRY CAMS, wearing their official FoundryMusic Tees, and shaking their asses to 'Driven' by BRET MICHAELS, who you might know from POISON, or that li'l VH1 show, Rock Of Love. Regardless, you'll be glued to your screen for the next few minutes, so don't make any plans and lock the door, because you might just have to... you know, take care of the bidness. Thanks to Jon for the outstanding editing on this piece. CLICK THE PIC TO WATCH THE GIRLS GET 'DRIVEN' And as always, if you haven't blown a gasket (or blown anything/anyone else), you'll want to head on over to FOUNDRY CAMS and chat with all of these girls LIVE on CAM right F-ing now!

Deciever
DECIEVER WRITTEN BY HAILZ Deep deep deep Burning eyes Lips lips lips Full of lies Don’t you even care What you’re doing to me Messing with my head Saturated with this bigotry Fall fall fallin Far away Call call callin Without delay Chorus Where are you sweet Deceiver…. Honey I’m not your Believer……. I only want to hold you, want to feel your touch. Frankly I don’t care that you, Lust to much. Keep keep keeping You close to me Pull pull pullin, Hear my plea? every night I think of Only your name But your with someone else Beneath the candle flame Hard hard harder Feel the pain Need need needin To abstain Chorus Where are you master Cheater Too feel you on me nothing Sweeter I need to slow down Need to catch my breath Its like calling the drug dealer Need my fix of the meth Oh oh oh oooooooh Where are you sweet Deceiver Honey I’m not your Believer I only want to hold you

Ryan's Story
I wanted to tell you a story about a young wounded soldier who came to the terminal one night to greet his battle buddies who were returning home. His story was first written by a Red Cross volunteer named Carol. She is also the founder of the Adopt A Soldier program. She writes a column for the newspaper here. You can find her article here: http://savannahnow.com/node/638823 But even though Carol told the story, I too wanted to tell it. Because I was so inspired by what I personally witnessed and it's something I will never forget. So here is Ryan's story in my words: I was coming from the storeroom when I saw a young soldier in a wheel chair sitting by the USO table. He was being pushed by another soldier and there was a woman with him. I walked over to my table. The Colonel saw me and called me over and introduced me. The guys name was SGT Ryan Shurtleff and the woman with him was his mom. He was here from Tampa to see his friends return home. I shook his hand and in d

All In One
THREE PEOPLE ALL IN ONE,FUNNY DON'T YOU THINK.I'M JUST A GOOD OLD FASHION HILLBILLY GIRL,WHO LIKES JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING TO DO OUTDOORS,LOVE DANCING AND LOVE MY FAMILY AND GRANDKIDS.THERE MY LIFE.I LIKE TO GO OUT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME..I ENJOY GOING OUT TO EAT,TAKING LONG WALKS,OR JUST SATTING HOME WATCHING A MOVIE. I'M REALLY NOT HARD TO PLEASE..MAYBE MORE LATER.....SUSIEQ

Randomness
Did you ever play MASH when you were little? No but we played Hogans Hero's If you were getting married, who would be your maid of honor? I think you mispronounced "best man" it came out sounding like "maid of honor". Have you ever slept in the bed, with someone you liked? YES!! But OMG please don't tell on me. Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for? Yes Where are you right now? Sitting at work.. ignoring my screen.. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yes What were you doing at 9:30 last night? Playing on the computer. Are you listening to music right now? Nope, all I hear is the clickity click of keyboards. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? None for me thanks. lol If your ex said they hate you, you say: "well you got some fucking nerve!" Do you curse in front of your parents? In front of my dad, yes, like a sailor. In front of my mom, no. What is your

Kids
Omg, well I babysat my cousins kids tonight, and oh man...let me tell you. It was a lot harder then I thought it was going to be. Things were going fine until her daughter with iron lungs started screaming! Thought my ears were going to bleed. But all in all it worked out fine, and everyone lived. :D Dont think I want any for awhile tho lol

Read Me...
I have a friend who will die this year... so please read on... My friend (an ex actually who has raised my son for 4 years) was diagnosed with a brain tumour in Nov 2007. It has got a LOT worse and he can barely do anything. He will start radiotherapy this month. On average people with these tumours have 17 weeks to live, double that possibly with radiotherapy but he WILL die. NONE of his friends have bothered going round to see him etc using silly excuses like hes changed (wouldnt you change with a tennis ball sized mass in your head?) Anyway hes very depressed and has started a myspace where he'll be putting blogs, a diary and video diary of how he feels. I'll be sorting it out at some point today. Anyway... I know none of you will... but... even if one person adds him even just to make up numbers, even if just one person learns something, then everything is good. So, if you or anyone you know wants to add him feel free. www.myspace.com/442289984

123 Survvey
If you had to name your child after a car, what would you name them? Corvette Is it annoying when people say "like" too much in conversations? It's like, sofaking annoying. Did you see Saw 5 in theaters? Did you say "see saw" in your question? Do you sleep with any stuffed animals? No just a big pillow Would you date someone 8 years older than you? I'm not supposed to have dates anymore. Have you questioned any people that are in your life lately? I questioned one person in my life about whether or not they left a chicken bone in the sink. Are you easily scared by horror movies? No Do your lips get chapped often? Not reallym unless doing yard work when it's cold and windy. Any plans for tonight? Work work work. What was the last concert you attended? Collective Soul / Live / Blues Traveler What is one thing you wish people didn't do? Lie Your ex shows up randomly at your house, you say? "What have you been up to for the last 20 years?"

Eminem Lyrics To "who Knew"
I never knew I.. I never knew I.. Mic check one-two I never knew I.. Who woulda knew? I never knew I.. Who'da known? I never knew I.. Fuck what a story I never knew I.. Motherfucker comes out I never knew I.. and sells a couple of million records I never knew I.. And these motherfuckers hit the ceiling I never knew I.. I don't do black music, I don't do white music I make fight music, for high school kids I put lives at risk when I drive like this {*tires screech*} I put wives at risk with a knife like this (AHHH!!) Shit, you probably think I'm in your tape deck now I'm in the back seat of your truck, with duct tape stretched out Ducked the fuck way down, waitin to straight jump out put it over your mouth, and grab you by the face, what now? Oh - you want me to watch my mouth, how? Take my fuckin eyeballs out, and turn em around? Look - I'll burn your fuckin house down, circle around and hit the hydrant, so you can't put your burning furniture out (Oh my G

Eminem Lyrics To "marshall Mathers"
You know I just don't get it Last year I was nobody This year I'm sellin records Now everybody wants to come around like I owe em somethin Heh, the fuck you want from me, ten million dollars? Get the fuck out of here You see I'm, just Marshall Mathers (Marshall Mathers) I'm just a regular guy, I don't know why all the fuss about me (fuss about me) Nobody ever gave a fuck before, all they did was doubt me (did was doubt me) Now everybody wanna run they mouth and try to take shots at me (take shots at me) Yo, you might see me joggin, you might see me walkin You might see me walkin a dead rottweiler dog with it's head chopped off in the park with a spiked collar hollerin at him cause the son of a bitch won't quit barkin (grrrr, ARF ARF) Or leanin out a window, with a cocked shotgun Drivin up the block in the car that they shot 'Pac in Lookin for Big's killers, dressed in ridiculous blue and red like I don't see what the big deal is Double barrel twelve gauge bigge

Prophet
I just wanted to send out a heartfelt thank to everyone that helped me level. I just can't thank you all enough. A very special thanks to Muss and Blondierox. I managed to knock out almost 2.4 million points today. I ♥ you all!!

Slipknot ..dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story Of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again But you asked me To love you and I did. Traded my emotions For a contract to commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head We were never alive, And we won't be born again. But I'll never survive With Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you And I did. Tied my soul into a knot And got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong We were never alive, And we won't be born again. But I'll never survive With Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

**mumm Issues With Fubar**
Apparently this MUMM I posted was a problem: I have posted a few MUMMs and almost on queue some jackhole MUMM Nazi tries to comment about how its not a MUMM. I am not sure where these idiots get their designation as a MUMM expert, and IDGAF. And save your time, the comment approval is on and there is nothing you can do about it. HAHAHAHA This is a MUMM because of this: I am not sure if I like Coke or Pepsi. MUMM what should I drink?

"when Your Path Is Blocked"
When your path is blocked, it's likely that you've just encountered a grand opportunity. When what you were planning doesn't go as you planned, it can put you on your way to something even better than you ever imagined. Sure, it's nice when When your path is blocked, it's likely that you've just encountered a grand opportunity. When what you were planning doesn't go as you planned, it can put you on your way to something even better than you ever imagined. Sure, it's nice when everything in your day and in your world goes smoothly and according to plan but yet when a difficult, unexpected challenge arises you truly have a chance to shine. When one door is suddenly slammed shut in your face, it forces you to seek out and open another door. Behind that other door there could very well be a wonderful world filled with astounding richness. If things are going along nicely, you probably will not want to venture very far from what is familiar and comfortable. Yet when you are

" Achieving Your Dreams "
" Achieving your dreams " It is truly a blessing that dreams do not instantly come true. For if your dreams were to immediately be fulfilled, you would never have the pleasure of dreaming them. The anticipation of an achievement is an important part of the value of that achievement. Having something to look forward to gives enormous richness to life. It is good to achieve your dreams, and yet it is also good to hold on to them, to nurture, refine and appreciate them before they have been reached. In so doing, by the time the dream is achieved, it has developed a real and profound meaning. Working toward a goal is what makes that goal worth having. The fact that a dream has not yet been fully realized is what makes that dream so enticingly desirable. Go ahead and dream big, wonderful, positive and intimately meaningful dreams. For they're the ones that will get you to move diligently and persistently forward. Your dreams will not come true in an instant, yet they c

Taking A Break From Here...
I decided to take a break from here for awhile. I have quite a few things going on currently over the next few weeks and months that require my attention. I'm sure I will stop by my page every so often and just to say hello. Have fun y'all and don't forget to visit the Flirtations Lounge!

"what A Beautiful Dream "
What A Beautiful Dream " When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you

For My Beautiful Sandy
For all those days I watch the sunrise I think about how you are doing For all the wonderful comments you leave me on here I feel love When ever I see that I have a comment from you My heart skips a beat When I come across your smile I can't help but smile I wonder if I will ever get to meet you my Beautiful Ninja No I don't think of you as my dorky ninja It would be nice to watch the sunrise with you Enjoy your eyes glistening with the beautiful Hawaiian sunrise Having a intimate dinner while we sit at the beach with a sheet under us 3 candles to light make things special all the food that I have cooked for you to enjoy. I hope you like my short poem Sandy! Much Love And Aloha BABE! Miss you a lot!

Mum's Love
Mum's love When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long. When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called. When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor. When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining table. When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest. When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!" When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by thorwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window. When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even b

Radiohead Lyrics To "there, There"
in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape. broken branches trip me as i speak. just cus you feel it doesnt mean it's there. just cus you feel it doesnt mean it's there. there's always a siren singing you to shipwreck. (don't reach out, don't reach out) steer away from these rocks we'd be a walking disaster. (don't reach out, don't reach out) just cus you feel it doesn't mean it's there. (there's someone on your shoulder) just cus you feel it doesn't mean it's there. (there's someone on your shoulder) there there why so green and lonely? heaven sent you to me. we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen. we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen. -Radiohead: There, There Thom Yorke is a fuckin badass, for all that dont know who he is, its the fuckin lead singer to Radiohead, he's a fuckin genius! This music speaks to me and then some... and just to let yah know, because there are so fucking many lyrics being posted from them, if you havent fuck

Untouchable Face.
think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20 country songs and out on the porch the fly strip is waving like a flag in the wind y'know, i don't look forward to seeing you again soon you'll look like a photograph of yourself

Nina Hagen-new York
New York City is the hottest place For a honeymoon in a hotel room New York City is my favorite place 'Cause I know so many people with a golden face Uh-huh It's always late at night when I wanna go out And New York City has for sure the horniest crowd Especially for me, this is true, I have the best time when you're there too Honey, after the show, when we are ready to go We are going disco But before we hit East 7th Street We are going to another disco Disco after disco And shaking our hair to the disco rap AMPM, Pyramid, Roxy, Mudd Club, Danceteria The newest club is opening up (repeat x3) New York, New York (repeat x4) Yeah! New York City is the hottest place For a honeymoon in a hotel room Uh-huh New York City is a place so nice Everybody says it so they had to name it twice New York my happy love's you, I love you very much I could not live without you, so let's always keep in touch New York City has the fanciest rule When you want to live in this

Radiohead Lyrics To "house Of Cards"
I don't want to be your friend I just want to be your lover No matter how it ends No matter how it starts Forget about your house of cards And I'll do mine Forget about your house of cards And I'll do mine Fall off the table, Get swept under Denial, denial... The infrastructure will collapse Voltage spikes Throw your keys in the bowl Kiss your husband goodnight Forget about your house of cards And I'll do mine Forget about your house of cards And I'll do mine Fall off the table, And get swept under Denial, denial.. Denial, denial... Your ears should be burning Denial, denial Your ears should be burning Denial, denial -Radiohead: House of Cards Another beautiful Radiohead song, this is off they're new album, which is a pretty sweet album. everyone one of my lyric blogs are all related to how my vibe is or what im going through... so all these radiohead tracks are linked in some way or another... just a little fuckin fyi.

Finally Friday
Finally it's Friday, my Friday that is. Work was just bleh, like usual. People in my work area think I have the third biggest rack and I don't see it. Okay, whatever... No real plans this week. Uhmm, Monday I'm going to stay up after I pick up Rich at five thirty am until the eye doctor is open. Gotta pick up my contacts and scary glasses. Then I'm gonna be a retard and go to Dollar Tree. Last Monday, some worker dude kept staring at me and making it real obvious he was looking. Just curious to see if I went back there, would he do it again. Yeah, I'm odd....I'm always wondering if I'm noticeable or whatever. I do gotta get some stuff there again anyways...so we'll see if he's there or not. Silly me doing this blog while im on my seeling piss. hmmmmmmm im seeeing some qeirtd shit right now aaoik as IO awas sauomg;/ wpw/ O see a ,icm pf stff kist ,pgomb stuff kist ,pvommmm O S lodd;; s lyrsah thid is feling [rettu ;ppuy mpw///// zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

A Letter From Leonard Peltier 11/5/08
IMPORTANT LETTER FROM LEONARD PELTIER Current mood:radical Category: News and Politics A Letter from Leonard Peltier 11/5/08 My Relatives and Friends, Last night a change in this country took place that not too long ago many people said would never happen. An African-American was elected to the White House and by a major landslide, which gives him a mandate by the public to fulfill his promises. This landslide indicates the people have placed their hope with this man they call their president for a change in this country. HOPE. There have been times if I can even recall what it really means to have hope that justice is right around the corner. I've been mislead and disappointed so many times that I would soon see justice and to have it denied upon a technicality in legal appeals. Or like what happened eight years ago. Everyone placed their hope and trust with a couple named Bill and Hillary, but we were betrayed at the last minute. I know that many of my friends, fa

There Are No Words
[What follows are lyrics to a new song for my new band. I would actually appreciate feedback - I'm not changing anything but they are meant to say something and I want to know what you get from it. How you interpret what I said. Thank you in advance] -there are no words- I would try again. The words halted in my throat. What do you say to an angel? It was so silent. So we waited and waited. You held my gaze without repose. Please don’t look away. So the night held us fast As we awaited my courage. Formulated and fated. Fornicated and faded. Two figures formed And one we became. Anticipation held us back. Now my skin is shed And I’m burning in the daylight. Take me back to you Rise to meet me. The song of butterflies Swells in the dark quiet. I handed you the tarnished platter And invited you to dine. Illustrated and demonstrated. How elated and debated. There are no words because I love you too much. Four letters randomly combined. An

Why You Should Hate Me Even More, Cause I Hate These Things
RPG/MMORPG and MySpace - get a life! Elvis - you can see how he was the leader in the great rock n' roll revolution, granted - i respect him for that, but i really don't get the whole mania thing. I have the same feeling for Johnny Cash, but with this added: all the people who jumped on being a fan after his death. And the Beatles... blech. Twitter your life away? yes, i can see it being the next revolution in real-time news events/observations - but why do you want to share the microcosm of your life to the world. "i'm taking a shit but there's no toilet paper." nice. i never understood the whole comic book / manga thing. for art sake, some of it is pretty awesome. but as far as story telling and superhero thing, i don't know, i just happen to find real life a lot more interesting and exciting. this goes along nicely with people who think Kevin Smith and/or Tim Burton or any other formulaic director as being the best or greatest out there. i'm sure there's more

Inxs-mediate
Hallucinate Dessegregate Mediate Alleviate Try not to hate Love your mate Don't suffocate on your own hate Designate your love as fate A one world state As human freight The number eight A white black state A gentle trait The broken crate A heavy weight Or just too late Like pretty Kate has sex ornate Now devastate Appreciate Depreciate Fabricate Emulate The truth dilate Special date The animal we ate Guilt debate The edge serrate A better rate The youth irate Deliberate Fascinate Deviate Reinstate Liberate To moderate Recreate Or detonate Annihiliate Atomic fate Mediate Clear the state Activate Now radiate A perfect state Food on plate Gravitate The Earth's own weight Designate your love as fate At ninety-eight we all rotate Hallucinate Dessegregate Mediate Alleviate Try not to hate Love your mate Don't suffocate on your own hate Designate your love as fate A one world state As human freight The number eight A white

" Love Is A Strong Word"
" Love is a strong word " So many believers think of the fruit of the Spirit as little more than a passive list of pleasant qualities that can help improve their personalities. But they're far greater than that! They're pure spiritual power. Love is so powerful, the scripture says, that it never fails. Patience is so powerful it cannot be stopped. No matter what the circumstances, it will not quit. Temperance is so powerful it can master all the unruly desires of your flesh. The fruits of the Spirit are not weak; they're strong. So strong all the demons of hell can't stop them. So strong that if you'll let them flow out of you, they'll correct the problems in your life. They'll keep you steadfast when all the people around you are falling down. They'll keep you on your feet when governments fail when you find the true happiness never let it go ! true happiness only comes once in a life time..once u find it hold fast to it..it can vanish right before your very eyes..and

Torment
Oh what you have done to me I just want you dripping wet Please show me your sights unseen You smell of sex and taste of sweat Can't you see your killing me Save me from my thoughts obscene Take until theres nothing left Leave me when your feeling mean Grace me with your punishment Can't you see your killing me

Radiohead Lyrics To "a Punch Up At A Wedding"
no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no i don't know why you bother nothing's ever good enough for you i was there and it wasn't like that you've come here just to start a fight you had to piss on our parade you had to shred our big day you had to ruin it for all concerned in a drunken punch up at a wedding. hypocrite opportunist don't infect me with your poison a bully in a china shop when i turn round stay frozen to the spot. you had to piss on our parade you had to shred our big day you had to ruin it for all concerned in a drunken punch up at a wedding. the pointless snide remarks of hammerheaded sharks the pot will call the kettle black in a drunken punch up at a wedding. no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no -Radiohead: A Punch Up At A Wedding I fucking love this fucking track, it has so much anger in it, the way its sung, the way it sounds! This isnt necessarily directed towards anyone...

Alms...., Alms...., Alms…. Spare Me A Piece Of Bread…. Spare Me Your Mercy…. I Am A Child So Young, So Thin, And So Ragged. Why Are You Staring At Me
Alms...., alms...., alms…. spare me a piece of bread…. spare me your mercy…. I am a child so young, so thin, and so ragged. Why are you staring at me? With my eyes I cannot see, but I know that you are all staring at me! Why are you whispering to one another? Why? Do you know my mother? Do you know my father? Did you know me five years ago? Yes..., five years of bitterness had passed. I can still remember the vast happiness mother and I shared with father. My mother was playing on the piano, while I danced and danced for them. We were very happy indeed. Suddenly, five loud knocks were heard on the door, and a deep silence ensued. Did the cruel Nippons discover our peaceful home? Asked Mother! Mother ran to my father’s side, pleading, “please Julian, hide there in the cellar, they cannot find you there”. I pulled my father’s arm, but he did not move. It seemed as though his feet were glued to the floor. The door went “banggggg”, and before us five ugly beasts came barging in. “

Last Day
CAN YOU HELP ME I WELL WORTH IT SO PLEASE COME BID ON ME CLICK THE LIL PICK BELOW SEE WHAT ALL YOU GET IF YOU OWN ME COME BID ON ME SEE IF YOU CAN TAME ME IF YOU THINK YOUR UP FOR IT SO COME BUY ME FOR TIME YOU WILL NEVER FORGET (repost of original by 'ÐJ §TØRMFÚR¥~OWNER OF FROZEN~PARIDICE~CO~Owner~Head~DJ ~@BabyDolls' on '2009-01-06 08:13:24') (repost of original by '*Capricorn*Princess*JustASexyMilitaryWoman' on '2009-01-06 14:10:55') (repost of original by '§Mz Ch@os R☼xx♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22*Dylons's Diva Mafia*Fu-Own'd by ImSmut§' on '2009-01-06 15:25:41') (repost of original by '*Capricorn*Princess*JustASexyMilitaryWoman' on '2009-01-07 16:00:29') (repost of original by 'meechie28' on '2009-01-07 17:04:36')

Is It Wrong??
Is it wrong for me to want a man to wear a certain pair of my panties while he does housework? They are pink sheer boy shorts with pretty lil butterflies on them. Anyone have any cake? I suddenly have an urge for cake.....

About Me
Iam just a crazy biker who likes to have alot of fun! I drive a deadicated run form Wisconsin to Texas and back home every week! I only log on when I'am setting around with no load to haul. So please leave commets and rate my photo's!! Don't get mad if I don't ge back to you right away because I do have to work out here on the road!!

Fu - Bullies?!! Ffs
Sadly it has be brought to my attention that there are people who are buying people unsolicited gifts then telling the recipient that they need to crush them or add "property of" to their name. Are you fuckin kiddin me? If someone buys you something you did not ask for or make an agreement about then if you want to put something in your name, put "Property of Thanks For The Free Shit". You owe no one ANYTHING!!!!! I am LIVID that people are running around here thinking they can buy people at random for VIP's and Blings. If you are one of the people buying random VIP's and blings and expecting that people owe you shit, know this, all you are owed is a thank you and to know that your spent money is appreciated. Also if you are one of the people doing this, I'd consider asking people first if they will agree to your "proposals". I know who's doing it and will gladly put their ass on blast if ONE of my friends comes to me again with this kinda bullshit.....you wanna be top somet

Hh's And Auto's
A HUGE TY IS IN ORDER TO SO MANY PEOPLE I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar TY TO BOOBOO FOR ALL THE SUPPORT & SENDING THE TROOPS TO MY PAGE ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER TEAM LEADER~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar TO GARY FOR PIMPING ME OUT HE PIMPED ME SO MANY TIMES I ALMOST FELT CHEAP...HAHA ShadowLevelers.only accepting friends from levelers@ fubar TO THE SHADOW LEVELERS THERE ARE SO MANY OF YOU THAT HAVE SAT ON MY PAGE EVERYTIME I HELD AN AUTO +MRMostunderated+ (shadowleveler)(*Dgizzle the pu$$ycat pimp)(stalker2/stalked by lil freakstar)@ fubar Mr.MOSTUNDERATED FOR ALWAYS HITTING MY PAGE AND SHOWING ME MAD FU LOVE ƊƹĐξ~Excalibur's Owner~@ fubar TO DEDE ~ OWNER OF EXCALIBUR RADIO FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO SHARE MY ACHIEVEMENTS AND FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND GnbRebel Asst Mng & He

Mercury On The Move..
Mercury -- the Messenger God in mythology and the ruler of transportation and communication turns retrograde in Aquarius on January 11. This is the first of the four Mercury retrogrades happening in 2009 and lasts till January 31 or February 1 (depending upon your time zone), when he halts and begins his return to direct motion through the zodiac Mercury is the planet that rules all forms of communication and any time a planet turns retrograde it is time to review. So, when Mercury turns around and goes back through territory it's already traversed, it is time for you, too, to travel back. Don't try to institute plans for the future. Instead see if you can lay the groundwork to provide a secure foundation. Mercury's current placement in Aquarius makes this a wonderful time to break away from old habits and ideas. Mercury will move back into Capricorn on January 21 in its retrograde motion creating disruptions or breakdowns in communications and administrative details. Since this

Tomorrow Morning Autos For Fazer X
HE HAS AUTOS ON AND TRY TO LEVEL TO PROPHET HE RETURNS THE LOVE SO LETS GET HIM LEVELED ALL READY HE NEEDS 2.8 MIL LETS DO THIS TODAY I KNOW WE CAN FAZER X ]·._.·´¯)@ fubar THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR THE FULOVE THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

Who Wants It???auto 11 Auction
CLICK THE CHERRIES OK, I have another AUTO 11 to get rid of! Auto 11 is up for bid from Monday, Jan 12th at 10:00 am Futime to Monday,Jan 19th at 10:00 am Futime!! NO Drama & highest bidder gets it, CLICK ANY OF THE CHERRIES & Good Luck :)) CLICK THE CHERRIES THANX, THE HOST ~Bratt~ ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)

Radiohead Lyrics To "i Will"
I will lay me down in a bunker underground I won't let this happen to my children meet the real world coming out of your shell With white elephants sitting ducks I will rise up Little babies' eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes Little babies' eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes Little babies' eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes Little babies' eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes -Radiohead: I Will i fucking love this song so much, theres not much lyrics but its so beautiful and fuckin really makes you think... wtf is really goin on in the world?...

Radiohead Lyrics To "backdrifts"
We're rotten fruit We're damaged goods What the hell, we've got nothing more to lose One gust and we will probably crumble We're backdrifters This far but no further I'm hanging off a branch I'm teetering on the brink Of honey sweet So full of sleep I'm backsliding You fell into our arms You fell into our arms We tried but there was nothing we could do Nothing we could do All evidence has been buried All tapes have been erased But your footsteps give you away So you're backtracking Ah ah ah You fell into our arms You fell into our arms We tried but there was nothing we could do Nothing we could do You fell into our, ah You fell into a We're rotten fruit We're damaged goods What the hell, we've got nothing more to lose One gust and we will probably crumble We're backdrifters -Radiohead: Backdrifter i aint got shit to say about this one...

For Myself
COME HANG OUT WITH THE COOLEST PEOPLE HERE AT NOSFERATU'S HAVEN.....YOU CAN BE WHAT EVER AND WHO EVER YOU WANT HERE.....HIRING DJ'S, PROMOTERS, AND GREETERS..... CLICK PICTURE TO ENTER http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll139/charmlovesvamp/incy.jpg chris easton: thats the whole thing she sent me

What-e-v-a
I wear glasses, because I have so much awesome it leaks out and screws up my vision. I shave my head because if I had hair, girls would follow me trying to collect it. I know so much Webster's had to change the definition of everything. They asked me what it should be. I shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die. Then saved his life so he had to thank me after it. I'm so badass the world doesn't actually spin, just moves when I walk. Ok, enough fun. I really am awesome, f*cking awesome. So don't confuse my humility for weakness, accept it as a fact that I'm not an ass and don't want to make you feel like crap. Also realize that you don't impress me, and I don't derive my sense of self worth from anyone, and you shouldn't either. If I compliment you, it's because I want to, not because I have to. So do me a favor and quit thinking the world revolves around you. You aren't the sun, just a flaming ball of gas who thinks they are. Now get over yourself.

Some Of These Profiles
well here i go again right........ so i'm checking out profiles right...and i come across a nice looking young lady ( as usual )...so i go to reading her profile.... so a half hour later when i got halfway through this novel and got tired of reading all of her requirements to even say hello to her... you know the whole rule thing.. dont say this, dont say that, i dont like if you type in slang, i hate guys who are obsessed with looks...now keep in mind this is someone who has thousands of photos of herself in her profile and yet she doesnt want some guy to be obsessed with her looks???.uhmmmm whats wrong with this picture?? and although the photos werent nude...they where enough to make any hot blooded american male want to comment on how she looked.....WHOAAAAAAAA stop the presses, thats in her rules of not to do? awh hell i give up on this one........ sometimes i just gotta wonder.... why would you take a kid to a candy store and expect him/her not to ask for anythi

Creed - One Last Breath
Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Manic Monday, One Day Early
Yeah, today was one of those manic days where I just felt like I needed to think to break myself down in certain ways, and build back up again. I will see how that works when I go to work, and when I get more done on said Monday than I did today. Hopefully, this off and on sickness will die *no pun intended*. Rawr, take care folks!

Daylight Dies
Title: Daylight Dies By: Detox All alone Swim or sink Got to find the missing link Going insane On the brink Struggles survived Real and distinct Fate tattooed Indelible ink A scarred soul No time to think Further and further Into hell I sink Stories told Grim goodbyes Rumors speak Eminent demise Lost in thought A new disguise Lost all hope Daylight dies

Love You Grandma
welp just found out my grandma passed away bout an hour ago.. once again a grandparent i didnt get to say goodbye to... last time i seen her was a few days before xmas.. the kids didnt even get to see her.. i kow she's in a better place but .... she was the one who was there for me no matter what.. when my own parents acted like they had a kid she was there.. she was there for me to support me when i had ky.. even though she didnt aprove.. she was there... she was there for us no matter what we had done.. or said.. she loved us uncondionaly.. n all she got was hearbreak from most of the family cept me n my cuz missy.. we were the only two out of the family who stuck by her... it kills me buacuse when she needed me the most i had no way to her.. to tell her how much she ment to me.. how much i was sorry for everything.. but i know she's not in anymore pain she's with grandpa.. so this is my goodbye to the woman who ment the most to me n life... I love you grandma...... ur pumpkin... i w

Names
Maybe I've been around fubar too long, but it's the same female names over and over just put together different, and while I fuss about this I realize I have one of those names. So then I wonder...my name really is angel... is there really a princess, mistress, adorable, sexy, goddess, queen, cherry, baby......or I was the only one to be stupid enough to use my real name? Just a thought...

Radiohead Lyrics To "bodysnatchers"
I do not Understand What it is I've done wrong Full of holes Check the pulse Blink your eyes One for yes Two for no I have no idea what Im talking about I'm trapped in this body and can't get out Ooooohhhh Make a sound Move back home Get an invitation With the edges are Sawed off I have no idea what you are talking about I'm trapped in this body and can't get out Ooooohhhh Has the light gone out for you? Cause the light's gone for me It is the 21st century It is the 21st century You can fight it like a dog And they brought me to my knees They got scared and they put me in They got scared and they put me in All the lies run around my face All the lies run around my face And for anyone else to see And for anyone else to see I'm alive I've seen it coming! I've seen it coming! I've seen it coming! I've seen it coming! -Radiohead: Bodysnatchers These lyrics are the shit! i fuckin love them! Thom Yorke is a genius!

A Typical Sunday?????
ok so it's been 44 days now since he left. ive been through tears, hate, almost getting back with him, stress, and many offers to give me what ive been missing sex wise. as much as i want to take people up on that what will that lead to in my life now? i have 2 beautiful devil children to take care of that i wouldnt change in a million years. how do i meet my needs without sacrificing my self worth, and my idea of a great relationship? do i go out on these one night stands knowing how society has changed in the past 12 years or do i take the sympathy sex and just do it? i am ready to get on with my life, i have gotten 12 years stolen from me, i cant say that, the first few years were great. we had so much fun exploring our relationship and each other. we really got together well. the sex was great and so was the relationship...i thought. needless to say i found out recentley i was cheated on. why is it ok for a guy to cheat but not a woman? if i would have known i probably