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~~real Men Do The Cooking~~
After months of cold and rainy weather, we are finally coming up to summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: BBQ rules Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her

Very Naughty
Subject: 8 inches The RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG, THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IT IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSELY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND A SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING, WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN, MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PUL

Hog
By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer Fri May 25, 10:50 PM ET MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attention over his pig. "It feels really good," Jamison said in a telephone interview with The Associated Press. "

Waxing Is Not Your Friend Lol
Oh this is funny! Hot wax is not your friend! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this

Me In A Nutshell
I am a Sergeant in the Army and have been in for over 6 years now. I set up this profile mainly to show my support for the other men and women in the Armed Forces and their Families. I have just recently added a few new photos and a video to my profile, feel free to leave comments on them. If you have any suggestions for me I always have an open mind and if you can recommend some good photo or video sites having to do with the Army or Military in general please share. Im also on here to meet new people to talk to. My job keeps me busy and my family keeps me busier, so I don't have time for the "bar thing" nor do I wish to be consumed in that type of atmosphere. I don't spend every waking moment on here and I don't intend to, but will get back to you and show sum luv for ya when I can. PLEASE! Do not take offense if I don't get back to you right away or leave a comment for you the same day you leave one for me. Pretty much, if you want to get to know me, then take the time to do so b

Fate Has Brought Us Together
You can't fight fate You can't fight destiny No matter how far away you are What's meant to be will always be I don't believe fate could have brought a more perfect person in my life For if one even exists I know of them not Fate has brought us together Destiny has sealed our lives I'll live with you forever In perfect love and perfect trust Take my away from this place Where my heart is torn in two Keep me safe in your arms I'll do the same for you

Down Rater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE U GO GUYS HERE IS A DOWN RATER FOR U HE RATED ME AN 8 I TRIED TALKIN TO HIM AND SER TRIED TALKIN TO HIM HE SAYS NO ONE IS A 10 AND HE DONT CARE IF PPL RATE HIM A 1 SO I RATED HIM A 1 I THINK WE NEED TO SHOW THE CT LOVE OF DOWN RATERS. LETS SEND SUM 1S HIS WAY. badboy6000@ CherryTAP

Poem
You make me sad oh so blue to think of things you put me through You said you love'd me what a lie all my feeling for you have died you make me sick,yes you do I can't believe I fell for you I hope it hurts I hope you cry when that special some-one tells you GOODBYE

Sex Toy Party?
I was just invited to one, I had no idea they existed outside of shitty sitcoms "for women"! Should I go? I like the girls that are going to be there, but I don't know if I can deal with a Mary Kay-type waving a dildo in my face. That may be a fantasy for some, but it's not really mine. Opinions?

Ok Im Getting Ask Why The Name Change
ok im getting ask why the name change well for 1 i had gain a few pounds and wow its so hard to take off i know i hsouldnt gain it in the first place,second if iwas so hot as so ladys put it lol i would have somebody knockin on my door or callin me it isnt happening,or i get i like ot know ya but its take like 5 years so im like jeeze,so i figure callin me my new name makes me work harder i might never be a chip n dale but i hope someday to have the six pack abs and the women that quit talkin to me or repace me with studs will see this cowboy call look really just my 2 cents,i love all most of you back off from me jeeze im not that bad now :}

Dr Chang
A woman was very distraught over the fact that she had not had a date or any sex for over 5 years. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of the well-known Chinese sex therapist, Dr.Chang. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off All your crose." The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odder side of room. "Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fass back to me." As she did, Dr. Chang shook his head slowly. "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. Dat why you not Haf sex or dates." The woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr.. Chang, What is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang sighed deeply and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face looks Ed Zachary like your ass.

Space Cadet
Yesterday i was fucking up left and right. For example, i bought some beer and when i got home it wasn't there, meaning i left it in the shopping cart. Well chalk up one more monster mistake. As i was preparing to cook breakfast in the middle of the afternoon, I couldn't find the eggs. Hmmm, wonder where they are! Duh, the freezer, lol. God i need to start getting more sleep!

I Love Being A Taurus
I LOVE BEING A TAURUS Aggressive Freak in bed Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want Extremely outgoing Sexy as fuck Very popular Outstanding kisser Very funny Awesome personality Hot as hell Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind Not one to mess with Now, Not all of us can be Taurus' So Don't Hate... Appreciate !! :) ~~Spanky~~

Chains
CHAINS CLICK THE LINK ABOVE. Anyone who sees an abused animal on a chain and just goes about their business and NOT call Animal Control, The Humane Society, the Police or just RESCUE to poor thing, may that person ROT in HELL.

Bdsm Terms
BDSM: It stands for Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, Sadism & Masochism. BONDAGE: The practice of restraining your victim. This most commonly involves rope, but can also involve chains, leather straps. DISCIPLINE: Discipline can have various meanings. It can be a synonym for a system of training. It can also be what happens to you when you are bad. Play discipline (or play punishment) is a term that denotes that a punishment is not serious, but strictly for fun. DOMINANCE: Dominance basically means that one has been given some measure of control by the submissive person (this level obviously varies) and in exchange for the submissive’s obedience, the dominant takes control and assumes the responsibility of caring for the submissive and for both partners’ general well-being, either for the purpose of a scene or for a longer period of time. DOMINANT: (also Dom, Domme): A Dominant is one who derives emotional and/or erotic satisfaction from a partner’s surrender

Week From Hell
Well last week was the week from hell. A month ago, the company that I worked for was bought out...and as one of the stockholders, I voted for the buyout. We had heard rumors that there were going to be some "cuts" and they were going to be painful. Last Wednesday the "painful" cuts started....150 people lost their jobs as a result of the downsizing...and I was one of them. I had to go in on Thursday to "teach" some people the jobs that only I knew how to do....it was a hard day for me. But with a few tears, some laughter, sharing some great memories and lots of hugs and kisses from some of my really wonderful co-workers, I got through the day. It's hard to stuff 24 years of memories and friendships into an 8 hour period of time... A very good friend reminded me that when one door closes another opens....so I'll be watching for that door to open for me.. So in closing and as those of you who are really good friends of mine know, I'm on dial up so I'm not sure how m

Trust And Forgiving.. Again.
Well.. My "friend" finally admitted what I had figured out. I had to come out and ask. I had a really bad week, largely in part to something I did, deleting this friend, based on what I believed. And she let me feel that way knowing that her deceptions were what caused it. Letting me believe I was wrong. So now I feel better. I feel stupid. But I feel better. Question now is, can we ever truly be friends again? This wasn't a little thing, the deception. I can forgive. But can I trust? DO you let people be friends again?

To Be 6 Again...
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife

My Love Is Neurotic? You Don't Say....
Your Love Life is Like Annie Hall "A relationship, I think, is like a shark. You know? It has to constantly move forward or it dies." You believe that love (if you even believe in love!) is a very complicated thing. Maybe love is pain. Or maybe it's all a big therapy session. You're still figuring it out. Your love style: Brainy and a bit neurotic Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Realistic and reflective What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

Chapter 1 - Beginning
Most days you wake up knowing your life has purpose, some days you get through soley on hope and other days you haven't a clue nor reason for your existence save the skin you're in and the sensations you feel, the joyful and sometimes morbid thoughts that pervade your mind, until the end of the day when epiphome stikes you like lightening. Somehow incidents throughout the day contibute to this enlightenment but as they happen they seem to be not much more than a moment in time; a moment you are unlikely to forget for all time. Today is the beginning of those events. A day when visions and sightings; feelings and intuition proposition your mind yet seem meaningless at the time; but, come to light in a chain of events that only tomorrow can reveal. You awake, stroking the hair back from your face, feeling that timeless urge for sex but realizing you are alone, you touch yourself for memories sake as if to say "I rememer you" or " alright,you're still there." Your pussy answers with t

Today
Life can throw a person a lot of curves as we well know. But when things are low you have nowhere to go but up. I have looked back the last 6 years and have said wow...I was below ground. Of course I didn't think it would ever happen to me but it did. I ended up spending 11 months in a shelter with no money...but I did make a lot of friends. Living with people who are in the same boat as you. Something I wouldn't wish on anyone..not good to feel a lone and plus battle depression at the same time. I did learn one thing...you're never a lone...never.

~body Farm Founder: Dr. Bill Bass~
For those of you that do not know, I am VERY much into many different realms of Forensic science and plan to be going to college at the University of Tennessee very soon! I will be posting topics in Forensics that I find interesting on occasion! I hope You will enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is answers to questions that were asked of Dr. Bill Bass whom is the founder of the very first 'Body Farm' in Knoxville,TN. Dr. Bass has co-authored with Jon Jefferson a book called 'Death's Acre: Inside the Legendary Forensic Lab, the Body Farm Where the Dead Do tell Tales! What is forensic anthropology? Forensic anthropology is the application of the traditional tools and techniques of physical anthropology--skeletal analysis, mainly--to criminal cases, especially murders. Forensic anthropologists are often called on to help identify murder victims. If the police already have a pretty good idea who the murder victim is, a forensic anthropolog

Down Raters...
We've all had them and wondered !WTF! did I get a 1 for?!? If you let it bother you, THEY WIN! It's part of their game..to anger us. DON'T GIVE THEM THAT SATISFACTION! Sometimes I rate them higher than they rate me(unexpected by them:) Or send them a shout thanking them for the "honesty"(no responses to that yet:)LOL. None the less, it's ONLY an opinion... we cant be rated 10 by everyone, and those who don't aren't worth our time and emotions:) Peace to all of you...ScoRpiO

Been A While....
sorry i haven't been writing on here much... since daddy passed away... things have been up in the air for me. i went into depression for a while and hid from the world basically... but i'm getting better. i miss him a lot and still cry for him often. i start college soon... i was supposed to start on may 29th, but due to transportation issues i had to push it back 6 weeks... but it's alright. i enrolled in the Academy of Court Reporting... which should be good for me since i fly on a keyboard anyways and with it being a freelance job i can easily work for a company that lets me travel. the renovations on my apartment are basically done and over with... there are just a few odds and ends that have to be tweaked and it will be complete. my divorce is going nowhere atm... which is irking the hell out of me... everyone hopes that jason and i are going to get back together and its not going to happen and it's pissing me off that nobody will just let things be and accept the fact that i don

This Is Bothering Me Today
Remember your friends when you first got on here or when they were a lower level? what the hell is wrong with keeping good friends at any level? this is the reason we have a family list right? I have not forgot the emails and the little shouts everyday the comments everyday (that were returned) and the nice wishes for a goodday,why did you forget?? I remember watching people (my close friends) go from level to level and helping them out in their contest until 4 or 5 in the morning and I was there when they were joining this group and that group feeling bad when it didn't work out or even happy for them when it did, and chatting till all hours of the morning, sharing pictures and thoughts not shared with others on CT,cause I felt close and comfortable enough to share my life with you,why did you stop sharing with me? is it because I am at a lower level then you? did you forget I was the one who rated your stash, and all your pictures I set the pace for your new level although being frie

A Gift Of Love
A Gift Of Love My gift to you is my love Given from deep within my heart It is the best I have to offer And its yours until this earth we depart You have captured a part of me A part so very fragile that I am in fear For it is my heart I have lost To you my love, the one I hold most dear I chose to love you now With all that I have and all that I am And I pray that Goddess follows us To guide our steps as we cross this land For it is with Her blessings We will live most at peace with each other For She is the reason after all We found one another ........ I Love You!

A Little Thing Called Love
A Little Thing Called Love Love is a many splendored thing, they say, And I believe it when you looked my way, Out of the blue, things seemed to happen By chance or destiny, is the question. Living my life so long, without knowing your existence, Then came a day we felt each others presence, Guess what's meant to be will always find a way, Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay. A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I" A love we can't even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life. I love you, honey, and its from my heart, I hope you know that you're no beggar from the start, You make me fly without wings, You make my heart wants to sing. Every moment I spent with you, Is every one of my dreams coming true, More than words, I want to show you how I feel, Someday, some place, sometime, I will. Love is a journey for two, Step by step, me and you, The future we can't see, Let love lead the way for you and me.

A Parents Tradgey
March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isnt because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm suppose to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irrationaly that if you keep standing it won't be true but you know better as the scream comes out of your mouth and you pound on the desk with your fists hoping that will make it not true. The police thought that I was having a heart attack. People say alot of ba

My Own Opinion!!
I posted a bulletin earlier about 6 of my pics getting flagged nsfw. The pics that were flagged were NOT, in my opinion, nsfw. They showed only my belly button or my CLOTHED ass. NO nudity. Well, I got a shout from Razor saying that if I didn't delete that bulletin, I would get turned in to Support staff. When I asked why, he told me that "~_RaZoR_~: WE DON'T NEED THIS DRAMA ON CT...." WTF????!!! Have they read the fucking bulletins or MUMM's lately??!!! It is FULL of unnecessary drama. Mine was but a drop in the bucket in comparison!! This was mine and his response(read from bottom up): ~_RaZoR_~: WELL FOR ONE THING SHE DID NOT HIT YOUR PICS A BOUNCER DID......... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg!! I just said I would and I did!! ~_RaZoR_~: OK IF YOUR NOTING GOING TO DELETE THIS BULLETIN IM GOING TO SEND IT IN TO SUPPORT WITH YOUR PAGE........... ->~_RaZoR_~: omg! that is funny!! I will, but I can't believe Sin Derella can get away with it JUST cuz she ranks higher. Thanks for the non su

†please Read This !!!!!!!!†
ok everyone i am going to say this out in the open i am taken by this woman she has my heart and always will we have been friends for a long time and now we are going to be together and hopefully be married i am sorry to anybody who got hurt by my stupidness and i hurt her as well acting like a dumbass but now i am saying it to you all i am sorry and to my baby girl i am sorry and i love now and forever baby

Im A Bitch
->popeye1346: haha takes one to know one dont it wanker popeye1346: dont think i will bitch ->popeye1346: fuck off mate read pro-file 1st then ask me again popeye1346: whats ur yahoo o msn? its easy 2 do read my pro-file b4 asking 4 addy oh and im proud 2 b a bitch go show him sume love hey http://www.cherrytap.com/user/190127

The Hunt (part:1)
I lean my back against the cool bark of the tree, breathing deep...But ever so quiet...I sense your presence...Looming like a shadow in the dark night.You are so close, I can almost taste you.Yet so far, I cannot see you.The night air fills my lungs...My heart races so fast I fear it will give out.My body aches, as the blood rushes hot through my veins...Invigorated by your hunt...I close my eyes, and hear your voice in my ear, like the passing wind.For a moment it is unreal...A distorted thought manifested by my desire.My madness.I dare not open my eyes, for you may disappear,And I can already feel the hands of ecstasy lay down upon me...Scorching my skin with the fire of it's passion...Might I open my eyes....Might i embrace the animalistic tendencies my body feels when you are so close?Be your angel in the night, and lead you through the darkness?

The Hunt (part:2)
If I dare to bare my soul...Will you embrace the innocence like that of a newborn child?Will you will you fall into the depths, the darkest places...And not be afraid?Will you get lost in the hidden places?Or displaced in the storms?If I take your hand, will you follow me into chaos and find a fire to burn with me?I will show you real.I will show you beautiful.I will open my eyes and see you,But only if you see me.I will teach you to dance with someone under the starlit sky,And not just propose such things.Let the heavens open up and pour your rain down on me,So I am drenched in your soul.Your lust.Your passion.And you too, will feel me in every part of your body,Tingling...Like a drug known to no man. Immerse yourself in me,And I will breathe life into your lungs.

12 Months
Just got word that in July I will be stationed at Camp Liberty, Iraq for 12 months. This is my first tour over in Iraq. I'm kinda excited and kinda freakin out! I will keep in touch with all of you and keep you up to date on my tour info. Hope all is well! Nate

Whys Of The World....
Whys of the World... Soft breeze drifts down Birds chirping a soft calming sound Thoughts fill my mind So many changes in the last 7 months I was once a wife Now someone else has taken that role Single and alone Searching to find myself Answers in my morning toast Wheat or white Butter or Jam Why not both These are the biggest decisions I am capable of making Anything bigger Clueless Don’t ask me important things Don’t make me think too much Some days It is hard to even say my name Puddle of water Become my crystal ball Foretell my future Explain to us all Tell me what I need to know To remain a part of the daily show Unwind this ball of mistakes Guide me to a peaceful place Where I can be me No longer the past in my way Nothing but a brighter day Sunlight cast the reflection Show me the correct direction Paint the road less traveled Glow in brilliance to catch my eye So no longer will I have to ask The dreaded question of … Why Why must thing

Memorial Day
i want to take the time to salute and thank every soldier no matter any of the armed forces they serve or have served god bless them and tell them thank for a job well done!! i want to take the time to remeber the ones that are gone but not forgotten!!! god bless u and have a safe memorial day my heroes!!

Colour Ink Effect
Occasionally you come across a colour photo that is just shouting at you to do something with it This was the case with this one, I had seen th effect of converting a photo into a colour ink sketch and thought id have a try and this was the result

Fills The Air...
What once was filled with laughter and conversation. A space that was at one time occupied with a many faces, now is all but used by me. No birds outside my windowseal, no wind blowing by. Not even a meaningless conversation from a neighbor nearby. All is still. Nothing to be heard. Letters on the keyboard and my heartbeat is all that can be heard. It's a deafening silence. A car passes by, people having somewhere to go, someplace to be. While I sit here alone without a prayer. One thing on my mind. When does this silence get filled with the voice of the one who cares? To hear that sweet sound would do my heart so much good. I think about it so much that I can almost see her face. I want to reach out, she isn't there. All is gone but me, and the silence that fills the air...

Sound Of Silence...
Sound of Silence Do you hear that The echoing of nothing So ear piercing It can shatter glass with its voice Cuts to your soul Makes you listen Days it is priceless What one wouldn’t give For a second of silence In this chaotic world With traffic Phones Barking dogs Kids at play Noise of the world Spinning away Embrace the peaceful sound Soak into its existence Let it consume you Before Ring, ring… It vanishes for another day. Written by Melody 5-28-07

Uss Enterprise (cvn-65)
This is my son's ship. The supercarrier, USS Enterprise (CVN-65), is the world's first nuclear-powered aircraft carrier and the eighth U.S. Naval vessel to bear the name. Like her predecessor of World War II fame, she is nicknamed the “Big E”. At 1,123 feet (342.3 m), she is the longest naval vessel in the world[1], though her 93,500 tons displacement places her as the second heaviest naval vessel, surpassed only by the Nimitz-class. She is also the only aircraft carrier to house more than two nuclear reactors. Enterprise’s eight-reactor propulsion design was rather conservative, with each A2W reactor taking the place of one boiler. Enterprise was intended to be the first of a class of six, but construction costs ballooned and the remaining vessels were never laid down resulting in her being the only ship of her class. USS America (CV-66) was ordered as a conventional Kitty Hawk-class. CVN-67, with a new reactor design, was reordered during construction as the conventionall

Today's Workout
So I'm throwing this out here to see if anyone actually read's it. I post a workout blog on my daily workouts and thought id put in here as well. Today's workout was a 12 mile run. Officially according to favoriterun.com, it was 11.73 miles, but I'm calling it twelve dammit!!! I finished in 2 hours. It was a good day for a long run!

Charles J. Mays U.s.n.c
I just received a call from my son in Michigan and had to tell the story. He has been recommended for a Meritorious Service Award from the Navy for saving the life of a fellow student that OD’ed during class and has been placed on promotion list for Petty Officer 1st class due to his record and accomplishments. The recommendation reads in part, “ on May 16th 2007 Petty Officer Charles J. Mays U.S.N.C. took control of the situation when a fellow high school student collapsed unconscious. Cadet Mays then commanded a fellow student to call paramedics while he started CPR and directed fellow students to clear the area for emergency personnel that would be arriving. Upon arrival of 2 paramedics he continued to use the skills acquired in his emergency medical cadet training to aid the paramedics until the student was stable and ready for transport.” I cannot tell you folks how this young man has made his father tear up in pride at not only his goal of being a Navy Seal b

Mask Of Love
Mask of love Take my hand you whisper Be my dancing angel tonight Fly with me across the floor And stay with me for ever more Shyly you try to remove your mask. No leave it be Let the magic keep Hide your face but you can see This mask is made of love for you and me After the sun begins to rise Take my hand and dance to the sky’s Silently we shall fall asleep And wake so see if our mask of love is still as sweet. Take my hand and dance through the night By morning my angel you will take flight And remove your mask from my eyes Angel come back do not hide This mask of love is surely mine.

Thank U Everybody!! =)
i decided tonight i wanted to write my first blog saying how much i want to thank all my new cherrytap friends for showing me love! i look forward to meeting more of you along the way. gosh i hope i don't have to deal with any mean or fake people =( **mwahzzz** ♥ sky

10 More Things I Hate About You
1. I hate the way you make me smile 2. I hate looking at the phone and not knowing the number to dial. 3. I hate knowing the smell of your hair 4. I hate knowing that you care. 5. I hate the way you talk to me 6. I hate the way you let me be. 7. I hate the way this all rhymes 8. I hate that I feel like I am wasting your time 9. I hate the way I love you so 10. I hate not knowing if our love will grow But most of all I hate me. For not being all the man I should be. I hate that I feel so much for you and wonder if you really feel it too. I hate that I care so much that I think of you night and day waiting for a call just to hear you say. Hello and I love ya Ray. I hate feeling so alone in a world full of people. I hate to have to wait to see you some day and wondering if the hate will ever go away. I hate not knowing, I hate knowing when, I hate all this hate dripping from my pen. For someone special you are to me, someone special I want to see.

~~this Is Why You Should Take Pride In What You Do~~
A Japanese company ( Toyota ) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the Missouri River . Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat. A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 8 people steering and 1 person rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order, American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing

I Notice Most Members Are Young
Wow! want to be invisible? Just be over 30 on the internet. I guess it is some kind of sin to grow older in our culture, sad because everyone who is lucky enough will have to do it. must be one of those things where people think it will happen to everyone but them. Come to think of it thats how I got six children LOL! Dont mind me Im just cranky cause I did'nt get enough fiber today :-S

A Tearfilled Memory Of My Dearest Friend.. (read With Care)
Very late on a weekday morning around 3am. All is so still. Heads are resting on their pillows and all is nice in dreamland. The phone rings. Nothing is ever good at 3am and this happening. I'm startled from my peaceful sleep. I'm only 15 at the time. I hear my dad rush to the phone trying to wake up. My mother I can hear is raised up from her sleep, awaiting the news. My heart pounds and all thoughts are spinning in my head, still trying to fully wake up. "Hello! Yeah, Oh no, I'm coming right now!" My Dad hangs the phone and runs to his room. "It's your Dad," he says to my Mother. "He's fallen!" I waste no time for anything. I am up like a streak of lightening, clothes on, and out the door. My Dad trys so hard to catch to me first. Little does he know, the man I'm running for is my heart and soul. I am an asthmatic, but I pay no mind. Weezing and coughing, just trying to catch a breath. My Grandfather lives next door to me. I've lived near him all my life. Thi

I Love You Both
I am losing everything that matters to me and I dont know what to do but stop feeling and go numb. I dont want to be numb again I spent most my life that way. I love the two people that I am about to lose and it is killing me inside. I hope they know I will always love them and that will never change. I also hope that she is raised right and with nothing but love.

Things To Never Do
Yes I am a little cranky today...have not had my caffine...as the the old expression goes..."don't make me kill you" ok what to not do: 1) when I first sign on in the morning..don't ever ask if you can lick my ass. If it's early I'm just waking up and that is NOT something I wanna hear first thing in the morning. don't worry you were not the only one to piss me off this morning. 2)I don't care what photo of me you see..you can't see my tits & I guess you can't read either. Read MY Profile Bitch...then GO FUCK YOURSELF I don't have a cam & I wouldn't let your sorry ass see if I did. Sorry guys but get a fucking clue...I'm not the girl you talk to that way.

Definition Of Irony...
I find it hilarious when people, mostly Big Fat American Men, pop by my page purely to mention how gay my pictures look, lol Something you wanna share with the world guys? Obviously, this just earns them a block, a chance at me to laugh at them and a comment deletion, rofl Later my friends Be well Angel

Let Me Know Your Thoughts On This One
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the

2 Days Left
Hello friend! I need your help to put me back in first place in the calendar competition!It ends May 31st at midnightIt's also My BIRTHDAY month!!! I think I should represent May... no? Send your votes everyday ( it's almost over) please and tell all your friends. Repost this Bulletin and help me out. Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for May!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

May 29, 2007~nooooooooo!!!
As I sit typing this blog tears roll down my cheeks for I just got a call 10 minutes ago informing me of the news I am about to share. Two days ago a dear friend bought a motorcycle against the advice of many. He failed his motorcycle endorsement test and many of us tried to talk him out of getting the bike....it's not his driving that worried us but rather the driving of others that we feared. Yesterday on his way home from a wedding we lost this dear friend....from a motorcycle wreck. PLEASE, for those that drive a motorcycle, do so carefully and watch for others. Let this serve as a warning that life is precious and is so easily lost. Like deja vu~I've been here before...hence the poem I wrote many years ago for another loved one! This poem is dedicated to a friend I lost to a motorcycle accident. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ You're in a hurry to leave, Anxious to go for a ride. You didn't even think about it, You left your helmet inside. Alone

Hate Mail.. Haha
I got this on myspace.. here is his link too just in case some of you want to pay him a visit! And, my reply at the bottom... http://www.myspace.com/mydriversed Date: May 28, 2007 4:39 PM Subject: I'm amazed! Body: What do you tell your child about your tattoos? Do you say that you were drunk or stoned when you got them and made a mistake? Because one would have to be drunk or stoned to get one because no one can be that stupid! There is nothing greater than a mutilator who has no repect for herself! Nice mother! Geeeeeez You, Paris Hilton and Brittany Spears would get along GREAT! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First of all, If you think this little email from you would make me feel the slightest bit bad or anything about my tattoos, you are SADLY mistaken. Secondly, My daughter loves my tattoos & her fathers also. We are proud of them. You and everyone else has your own opinion about tattoos bu

My Forever Soul Mate
My Forever Soul Mate Your smile brings light to my darkness Your touch takes away my pain Your eyes dance with love for me And your lips only speak my name. We were meant to be together There's no other way it could be Because without you by my side I no longer could be me. You've changed my life forever You've showed me the meaning of true love You've opened my eyes to new things And brought me closer to Goddess above. You are the love of my life Not even death could do us part For you are my forever soul mate And I love you with all my heart. I will love you forever and a day... and as long as we can get away with! ~Written by Lady Victoria~ 5-27-07

Who?
Two 90-year-old men, Moe and Joe, have been friends all of their lives. When it's clear that Joe is dying, Moe visits him every day. One day Moe says, "Joe, we both loved baseball all our lives, and we played minor league ball together for so many years. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's baseball there." Joe looks up at Moe from his deathbed, "Moe, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you." Shortly after that, Joe passes on. At midnight a couple of nights later, Moe is awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to him, "Moe, Moe." "Who is it?" asks Moe, sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?" "Moe -- it's me, Joe." "You're not Joe. Joe just died." "I'm telling you, it's me, Joe," insists the voice. "Joe! Where are you?" "In Heaven," replies Joe. "I have some really good news and a little bad news." "Tell me the good news f

The Choice
Yup, you guessed it, old old old... and will stay that way. The choice Love is two people that share one heart. love is two people that didn’t just start they found each other through trial and error and stuck together through the pain and terror They spent time together to prove their worth now only they mean as much as this earth two hearts as one, two hearts that are bonded together by the love, of two hearts that responded Emotions inside can be hard to see but once found can make you jump with glee Open your eyes and open your heart that way you'll know just where to start Once love is gone, can it be found? Love can only be found on common ground Love is like fire and fire like love A song of passion, a bird called dove Sometimes it's poor and sometimes it's great But love is never the same without your mate If you give one up that really loves you make sure your choice was honest and true The choice you make won't go away It

I'm Going To Bed Early
Cuz I'm effin tired and I've had a trying day. I mean you know I was going to take nude photos of myself, but I decided not to be a porn star today. It has always been my dream to be a porn star/nude model. And you know how your parents always tell you to follow your dreams right? So tomorrow I will be a porn star, but for now, I'm just going to bed. I'll brb right after I sell this Brooklyn Bridge to somebody. This blog has been brought to you by: The coalition for people who have a fucking sense of humor. Splenda Haagen Daaz Happy Bunny Drugs... lots of drugs... And viewers like you.

Who Else Wants To Screw Me
Ok...Ok...so I have been braging about how everything is great...well step on my freking toes why dont ya...So i cant spell out what happened its just to devistating but answer me this question why is it when you give your heart and soul to people they can find the one thing that can really hurt you and when you confront them on it they blow it off like "GET OVER IT"... SOmetimes I wanna crawl into a hole and hide...but then sometimes I want revenge..and right now I want revenge so bad I can taste it...But i want the revenge to benifit me and to hell with the reaction hopefully it would just speed up certin processes..... AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

A Bratts Creed
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

And It Came Down To This....
Okay, so here is what I know: My ex husband may have to file for bankruptcy. His wife CLAIMS that she may have to let her two boys stay with the grandparents that may challenge her again to another custody issue, since my ex and she can not handle their finances. Also, my ex is getting "bitched" by his command about how he should have been well prepared for a divorce, hence he should have gotten a lawyer too. Hmmmmm, I wonder where his lawyer money went to though...buttering up his wife to be and getting two vehicles that they have to pay an arm and a leg for, a brand new tahoe and truck. Okay, so once again my ex and his wifey point fingers at me as they always have since I am getting more than half of my ex's pay..."It's all the ex wife's fault for putting me in my financial problems"....okay, so my ex was making good money being stationed in Italy, and while he was still there, the divorce was finalized...and that was how I got my support as it is now. MY lawyer had gone by his

Truck
i finally get my truck! 4x4 off road white f-150 98 model! lift on it! kc lights on the front grill! off road! 3 rd door! dark tinted windows!dual pipes! cant wait to take in the muddy and get nasty! anybody wanna ride with me and have sum fun with me in it lol! let's go!i am single and ready! hit me up! let's ride that texas sunrise together! emmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! cowgirl up !

There Are Somedays...
When you just want to go outside.. And stand, in one of those.. You know manners which shows that today would not be a good day to ask for that "spare cigarette".. And then slowly take in the world around you.. And then.. In an abrubt and forceful manner... Yell... "FUCK OFF WORLD!!!".. Then return home feeling, that little bit better. Well today is one of those days.. But rather than wake the neighbours thought i would say it here.. And hell.. I already feel that little bit better.. Though the world is still officially a cunt.. At least for the next 10hours 15minutes till tomorrow arrives..!

Support For Our Troops
Last night I was watching a special about an American female journalist who was severly wounded while riding patrol with Army troops in Iraq. The cameraman, sound guy and an Army commander were all killed in the attack and several of the soilders were severly wounded as well. The most touching moment for me was when the 6 yr old daughter of the fallen commander looked into the camera with her huge brown eyes and said, "My daddy is a hero. He was a soilder and he died." This just brought tears to my eyes. It also got me thinking of all the ignorant people who confuse supporting the war with supporting our troops. Is it really so hard to understand that while you may not believe in the war...our troops are doing their JOBS. If you work at the corner gas station that just charged me $3.59 a gallon for gas, do I blame you for that? Should I yell and curse at you because I do not believe in the price gouging that is going on everytime I fill my tank? Of course not, you are just doi

Stones Throw
You hate because of the life i live and yet the life you live is tainted with the lies of bitter hatred and a sea of jugements past You sit inside a fotress of bolders rocks and still, your heart harbors a secret burred witin the core of your own mine fields. Sitting tapping bibles, but only verses that you choose, you see the splinter in my eye while a logs consumes the fools. You see the wrong with yourself and project that onto me, because you refuse to view your self in light that simply shouldnt be There is no one thats free from sin, so close the lock and toss the key, for you cannot hold a stone to aim it just because im me. look deep inside the mind of those that choose to just be free, you wish that you could live my life, you wish you could be me. So you if you feel the need to judge as if you truly know, stop and look within yourself and youll find which stone to throw.

Crazy Bitch Down The Hall
Well my weekend was interesting! Bob and I just moved into our new apartment and I already got in a brawl. This woman who lives down the hall (well lived shes getting evicted now) comes to our door and when Bob opens it she pretty much just comes on in. She has her kid and another kid from the building with her. This woman is drunk off her ass and after alot of bizarre behavior ends up kicking her 4 year old in the face and punching the 10 year old neighbor kid. Obviously none of this goes over well with me so I went after her. LMAO Bob said I jumped out of my chair and over boxes (we are still unpacking)to get to this bitch. I slammed her into the wall and got her on the floor. I remember dropping an elbow in her face and kneeing her in the kidney among a few other blows I threw. It all went pretty fast and I was beyond pissed. I pretty much had to sit on this broad until the cops got here. She ends up kicking the cops in the crotch twice while handcuffed. This woman was so

A Real Man
1.) A real man doesn't kiss & tell. 2.) A real man notices your hair & nails. 3.) A real man calls you beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 4.) A real man calls you on a daily basis no matter how busy or tired he is. 5.) A real man looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 6.) A real man wants to spend as much time as he can with you, & won't get sick of you. 7.) A real man doesn't care if you gave it up on the first, second, or third night. 8.) A real man comes over, just to watch a movie. 9.) A real man kisses you on the forehead just because. 10.) A real man doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear, he tells you what's real.

Wednesday May 30th
Well I didnt write yesterday and I am sorry for that. Yesterday was a very good day. Nothing happen to make it a good day it just was a good one. Hell work even ran easy. It is funny how things change when you have a 3day weekend. Today was alright. The guy that calls himself a boos and I are not seeing eye to eye but hey what is new. He thinks I should work from 6am to 6pm if not later. Shit if I wanted to work 12hr days I might as well just go back truck driving. To me I am happy w/ 50 hrs a week. I think he is also mad due tot the owner talking to me about buying the company. When I frist came to the company that is all he talked about is how the owner wanted him to buy the company and now that I am here the owner is only talking to me about it. Like I can come up w/ $500,000.00, I dont about you but that is ALOT of money. I guess time will tell. I paid rent today and a little bit on the new place that I am moving into about mid June. Takes a whole week to make a check that

Random Thoughts.....
Well..Today i got a message from someone asking why i am so and so's friend...Well heres a lil insight from me...I am friends with whom i choose to be friends with...I will not be pushed to take whoever off my list because she/he has offended someone on here...Come on people this is the INTERNET...Sorry but i dont do drama...I am old enough to pick and choose my own friends and none has offended me at all...This isnt kindergarden to where hey he said something about your friend so i dont want them as my friend...I am drama free...I dont enter contests...I dont do anything on here that is going to create any kinda notice to me...When i get a gift blast i DO NOT ask for rates/fans/friends...I say come by and say hello...I could care less if i was #10 or number 899...There are so many people on here that i adore...I have a best friend on here that has known me for years and he is the sweetest man...I have a new friend Charles that i adore as well..Sweet, kind, awesome...I have Eric who i

Best Peircing... Get Ur Entry In!
peirced are ya? hehehehe... show me! i dare ya.. hehehehe.. thats right lets hold a contest and show me some peircings. the contest will start on tuesday, june 5th 6 pm central and run til tuesday june 12th at 6 pm central. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged. dont forget to bomb yourself! lol the person w/ the most comments wins. if there is a tie, we will count the rates. all pics must be safe for work. i have the right to reject any pic i feel is nsfw. so lets have fun and get me your pics so i can rip them. the prizes are as follows... 1st 3 day blast 2nd 1 day blast 3rd motorcycle click the photo to enter... lets have fun!

Young Poetry- A Poem I Wrote When I Was Around 14 Yrs Old,
A fearful Night- I sit alone in my room with fright To curse the dawning of the night For when night comes your'e all alone. Not a soul to talk to Except your own. All your surroundings lie still without a sound. but in your mind, there is movement all around. A shadow perhaps, projected by the moon's lunar light. Will fill me up with childish fright Then, to my eyes' happiness, I see the rising of the sun. Now the end of my fear has begun.

Just My Thoughts
You ever have thoughts that maybe your hold on this world aint as good as you thoought it was? I have been trying hard to get into school asap. I know the only way anything will ever get any better for me is to graduate and become a nurse. I just still fear the unknown...once again, not a good hold on my world. I have been trying hard to not get upset by the choices my daughter is making in her life. She is close to becoming an adult, and moving faster at making me a grandparent before I am 35... A hold on my world that I never had. I guess life is just wearing me down.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. I HOPE IT TOUCHES YOUR HEART AND MAKES YOU >THINK ABOUT WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT IN LIFE. > >A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto accident. She was very well >liked, so the office shut down for her funeral and it was on the news and >so on. On the day the workers came back to work, they found this poem in >their e-mail that the deceased woman had sent on Friday before she left for >home. > >IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME. > >"If tomorrow starts without me, >And I'm not there to see, >If the sun should rise and find your eyes >All filled with tears for me; >I wish so much you wouldn't cry >The way you did today, >While thinking of the many things, >We didn't get to say. > >I know how much you love me, >As much as I love you, >And each time that you think of me, >I know you'll miss me too. >But when tomorrow starts without me, >Please try to understand, >That an angel came and called my name, >And took me by the hand, >

Something To Think About...
I am thankful.... For the spouse who snores all night, because they are at home, asleep with me and not with someone else. For the teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that friends have surrounded me. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow that watches me work, because it means I am out in the sunshine. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning, because it means I have a home. For all the complaining I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that have been blessed with transportation. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbors, because it means that I c

Blogs
so this is my first blog ,, and boy is this gonna be nice ,, need to vent alot ,,, so ,, well my first thots are that im getting sick and tired of constantly seeing new peeps coming on and looking at profiles,,shows no gender or age and nuetral pictures ,, seems like fake profiles hhhmmmm....advertising boost maybe interesting ,,, moving right along ,im sure my friends have figured out im not a points whore so if you have nothing to offer me in a friendship then dont bother trying ,, wanna be friends keep it real,,,, IVE BEGUN TO NOTICE THAT I GOT ALOT OF PEEPS THAT ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT HAVE NEVER SPOKEN TO ME ,, THATS AN ISSUE THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED ,,, PSSTT TIME TO CLEAN OUT THE CLOSET SPACE ,,,and a final shout to my peeps ,, LORI YOU KNOW WUSSUP,,, LISA ANN ,, U DA BOMB ,, WITHOUT CT i wouldnt be in contact with V right now so big up for CT and V holla back ,,, and CJ is a lil bucket of sunshine ,, specializing in making me giggle lol LOVE ALL YALL AND YOU ALL

The Look
My friend Poet left this poem on one of my pictures and it is so beautiful, thank you very much.. made me cry! The Look It is hard to Describe, yet Each time I See it the Softness and warmth, The quiet Countenance, takes my Heart to a place of Peaceful remembrance Of youth spent Chasing the blossom Of a first kiss, The shudder of The first caress The salty taste Of sweat stained bodies In tender embrace It is the look in your eyes Whenever we meet And the fading of it When we depart

The F Word
In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy, in turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations. The plaque read … "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K). LOL

Horoscopes
AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20) Extremely adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. Great kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. Just wants someone to be there to tell them that they love them. LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... CANCER - The Smart One. (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. On

Leo Love
then i put my hand under your top and go directly to your back scratching it all over while i undo your bra and feel it getting looser as i try to bring my hands around, and fell those two beautiful pink mounds that are so hard and so warm that they make me want to kiss them. i slowly start to help you remove your top and your over your arms, and seeing the bra falls to the flor and i see those incredibly gorgeous and so inviting breast, and i start to kiss them on every little part sucking on them with my whole mouth while i move them all around with my hands as i fel l your body pressing with so much wanting against my body and i get goose bumps all over my mouth goes from one to the other one reaching for your nipples and giving them all my attention as i lick them and suck on them with so much passion that i can feel your body wanting more and more as we both move and rubb our bodies agains each other like a dance of love baby as you do that i open my mouth as w

Tagged..!!
Damn, I thought I was gonna slip through the tagging game again this year.......But Since I got TAGGED over on myspace, I figured I'd take out my aggressions here on CT as well So now here's the rule: I'm supposed to list 10 random things about myself....and, then tag 10 people at the end of this blog who have to post their own blogs of RANDOM THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES and tag 10 new people as well. So here goes.... 1. I'm a Loner & I prefer to have only a few close friends......I used to want a Man, but they tend to frustrate & upset me - now I just want quiet. 2. I drink rarely hard alcohol because I really don't like the taste - it makes me wanna hurl. Sometimes I'll drink just to be sociable and stop the "you're no fun" comments, but honestly, unless i'm sick and drinking it to help ease a cold or flu, I just can't take the taste. 3. I truly think herb should be made legal & tobacco should be against the law. If I could without breaking the law, I'd get high regu

Fuck Everyone Of You Who Bitches About Rates
To every fucking one of you who wines and cries and complains about ppl apparently "down rating" you here`s a fucking clue: pay the fuck attention To all the girls who cry about it, shut the fuck up bc you`re all hypocrits and attention whores. You first off say "oh im not that good looking" or complain how ugly you are. A method often used to get a guys attention for a compliment to boost your so called low self esteem. The minute someone gives you an honest rate that isn`t a ten or higher you throw a fit worse then my 2 yr old daughter! Hypocrits. Is this called CherryTap10`s? Lets face it. NOT EVERYONE IS A TEN! And what are you bitching for you still get the points you so desperately need. Note the sarcasm. There`s the option of 1 to 10 and for those who pay 11`s as well. God forbid someone gives you an honest fucking rate. Not everyone is going to think you`re a ten. Big fucking deal. Grow the fuck up. Then to all of you who go that one step further and post a bulletin

Groove Magazine - Groove Girl
Hello everyone! I've been featured as the Groove Girl for June in Groove Magazine's online and print magazine. You can check it out here: http://www.mygrooveonline.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=138 Have a great day! Melanie

Sex Application
Name: ______________ Age:__ Sex__ Phone__________ School____________ Occupation_________ Height__ Weight___ Waist___ Breast/Penis size__ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other__Looking__ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ OR Neither__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__ List three positions u like: 1._______________ 2

As I Lay Dying
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free.....

To All Interested
We'll be out at Pineapple Jacks in Rochester around 11 PM on Saturday to celebrate my birthday. Feel free to come out and celebrate with all of us. Send me a message if you are coming. I'll get you a drink. :) Dan

~sad Eyez~
sad eyez... dat use 2 shine so bright, but u're gone... & now they see no light. they are dark & sad with a look so far away, cloud'd by da tears... dat's now are here 2 stay... nothin can bring back da shine dat u took from me dear, another love I'll never find... no arms will hold me near. so cry... cry... cry sad eyez cry into da night, take away my sunshine & shut out all da light.

Truely Dead???
Have you held someone to make them feel better and/or had someone hold you to make you feel better an you only felt empty inside? You scream for comfort but because of certain things you choose to stay neutral. To continue to do what you have in the past.To guard. To Protect.The more you want things to change the more cold and distant you grow. Damned if you do , damned if you don't. So what do you do? You choose the one that others happiness comes first. You remember that the life of a guardian angel is a lonely one. You start doing things to help you keep that distant. Wearing sunglasses to cover your eyes. Stop looking people in the eyes for the eyes are the windows to the soul. You bottle things up more an more. You start pulling away from those who have been there for you in the past. You continue to be there for them, just now you do it from the shadows. appearing when needed an disappearing when finished. People talk about a thing called "Love". Tell me this.? When was the last

Don't Take The Girl By Tim Mcgraw
I'm normally not much into Country Music, but I'm into songs that actually mean something. This song says a lot to me! Johnny's daddy was taking him fishin' When he was eight years old A little girl came through the front gate holdin' a fishing pole His dad looked down and smiled, said "We can't leave her behind." Son I know you don't want her to go but someday you'll change your mind And Johnny said "Take Jimmy Johnson, take Tommy Thompson, take my best friend Bo Take anybody that you want as long as she don't go Take any boy in the world Daddy please don't take the girl." Same old boy Same sweet girl Ten years down the road He held her tight and kissed her lips In front of the picture show Stranger came and pulled a gun Grabbed her by the arm said "If you do what I tell you to, there won't be any harm." And Johnny said "Take my money, take my wallet, take my credit cards Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me Here's the key to my car Mister give it a whirl

He Is By Heather Headley
Ladies, I hope you know or have a man like this! Oh my where do How do I begin To answer The question I know you been wonderin' When could Why could How could it all be true These things Who's that And what is he to you? [Chorus:] He is The mind injector The heart protector The soul defender of anything I fear The baby conceiver The make me believer The joy bringer The love giver He is The dough increaser The pleasure releser The hard knocks knowler without the scars to show ya The night school teacher The good life preacher The caretaker The kiss craver He is The words Are only Frosting on my cake Feelings Explained Don't do justice to how I Feel...so alive So in love for the first time No way Can I hide Who...what... [Chorus:] He is The mind injector The heart protector The soul defender of anything I fear The baby conceiver The make me believer The joy bringer The love giver

Jasondsm
What a dick head he was read up of course ... Jasondsm: ok bitch what ever if my mom or sis was talkind to like that im sure they wouldnt come crying to me all i said was your a sexy ass and with those type pics i could have said a lot worse ->Jasondsm: so its ok if someone spoke to your mom that way or your sister? and if thats a comp i suggest you leave now I am not amused or interested Jasondsm: and if you were a true ladie you wouldnt be having those pics of yourself Jasondsm: i was complementing you hun sorry ->Jasondsm: sorry i prefer people I chat with to have manners . I am a Lady sorry if you think otherwise Eugene - ...: Thank You!!! Jasondsm: no but wish you did ->Jasondsm: excuse me but do I know you> Jasondsm: hello sexy ass

Ugly
Which type of ugly are you? You are decently ugly - your just ugly, nothing special about you, people dont have problems with you and can talk to you without thinking about how ugly you are, because you really arent that ugly!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Enough Of The Bullshit (edited)
My best friend ...NOT so called best friend ...MY BEST FRIEND, that I love like a sister and her children know me as an aunt, asked me to come to Cherry Tap and READ something her older sister had written about her back in January. Now, mind you, I do love her like a sister. We have been through a LOT togetherr. I have known her three years and I have seen her children grow up without their father in their lives. Oh, and YES, I have made my own mistakes in the past. Which I assure you will be brought up at some point. YES, I suffered from severe depression at one point. YES, I gave my children to their father because the depression was overwhelming and didn't want them seeing me like that. YES, I took sleeping pills when I was alone, as the doctors all say as a CRY FOR HELP and not a suicide attempt. YES, I have made my own bed and deal with it day by day. YES, I have a GREAT lawyer who is getting things done the RIGHT way with me. YES, I made mistakes in the past. I

The Repairman...2
Slowly at first then faster and faster. As Scott teased her wet pussy with his tongue Anna squirmed with ectasy and pure pleasure. Scott wrapped Anna's swollen clit into his mouth, she moaned louder as he had done that. Sucking on her swollen clit Anna squeezed her nice tits together pinching her nipples as well. Scott had slipped one finger into her tightly trimmed pussy. Anna screamed in delight as she had reached her first orgasm. Her body was shaking with sheer pleasure. Scott's cock grew harder and he felt as thogh he wanted to explode but didnt and held back. Anna begged for Scott's hard cock, he wouldn't let her have it just yet. Scott removed his finger from her glistening tight pussy. Anna begs for Scott's cock again, Scott finally gives into her demands. Scott peeled his shirt off and under his shirt revealed rock hard abs, muscular arms and a tan body. Anna was in shear lust seeing Scott's hard body in front of her. Scott came to the side of Anna's bed, he had on a pair

Guys I Want Ur Opinion
I have been in a with my boyfriend for almost 3 years in september. I moved in with him almost 2 years ago. He was gonna kick me out a few months ago cuz I wasnt making that much money to pay for half the rent and bills. He wanted me to prove that I can take care of myself. I took care of myself b4 I met him so I didnt need to prove to him I can take care of myself. In order for me to stay I had to pay the rent and electric and phone bills myself for 2 months to show that I can do it. I did that and he didnt have me move out and I contiued to pay him my half of bills. Then I went into the hospital and had been out of work for 2 weeks and when i did go back to work I could only work 4 hours a day and had to work a month almost b4 I got a check and it wasnt that much and I asked him what he wanted me to do I could give him my check or I could get groceries he said groceries. Well today he said he was irritated cuz money was tight and he was irritated with me some cuz I havnt payed

You Make Me Feel .....
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for I'm such a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drops of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanna taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanna taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please -" i don't think so you naughty boy !!!" and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, all opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your clit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to gro

Just Venting
I have been told I put off a vibe...for those that know me do you think I put off a vibe? What do I have "pick me, I want to be the other women" well apparently I do and It sucks!! I guess I have a magnet attached to my head that attracts men that I should not be involved with and because I am such a sucker I find myself in that situation. *kicks myself in the ass and I know I have no one to blame but myself. I am not asking what to do or anyones opinion on the matter though I am sure somebody will have something sarcastic to say just venting here ... but I can walk away at anytime and it is getting to the point that I want to do that and just give up on men all together ....single or otherwise involved!! Sometimes I wonder if leaving something I was not happy in was worth it. Would I have rather been unhappy and have someone at least there to do things with and have conversations with or to be happy but lonely? like I am now.... but regardless of whatever decision I mad

5 Lessons In Life!!!
First Important Lesson - The Cleaning LadyDuring my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I wasa conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I readthe last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman severaltimes. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know hername? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just beforeclass ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward ourquiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you willmeet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention andcare, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello' ". I've never forgottenthat lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the RainOne night, at 11.30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing onthe side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a las

Why I Love Punk Music.
Punk bands often have the most glorious sense of humor. For instance, tonight, I just heard this song: The Yuppie Pricks - Hummer In My Hummer Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, HHMMMMMMMM. Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, oh, yeah. As the Governator, I hereby decree, Wrap your lips around, My Austrian Red Heat. Steroids can’t hurt me, True Lies from the weak, My balls are too strong, Won’t you take a peek? Hummer In my Hummer Don’t have time to waste, Always Commando, Director says, “Take five”, Time for you to blow. One more for the road, Hop in my H2 Pussy Predator Suck it ‘til it’s blue. Hummer. While the lyrics are political in nature, they're often way too funny to be serious. Another of my favorites is this song: The Vandals - Anarchy Burger (Hold The Government) anarchy, kill a cat shoot james brady in the back raise an

The Feaux
if you're going to mohawk your hair do it, but please stop slicking it all up to the middle into that frohawk thing. it looks stupid. one of those things that might have been fun to do while you're in the tub shampooing your hair; don't leave the house like that. everybody thinks they so cool but in ten years the kids will look back and laugh at people who did this. just like we do to people who used to rock the mullet or those wave hairspray bangs lol. if you are reading this, and you have a fohawk- slap yourself

Wolves Of Yellowstone National Park
I can NOT belive this is happening... the Grey wolf just got OFF the endangered species list last year !!! I know all about the documented cases of stray wolves killing cattle n shit... but the RANCHERS ARE COMPENSATED... they are paid by the pound by the government for each and every ranch animal killed by wolves !! The wolves only kill the cattle and sheep in WINTER MONTHS and at the most there are only 10 - 15 TOTAL ANIMALS killed by wolves in a single year OVER A 15,000 SQ. MILES. That is only 1 and 1/2 cow or sheep PER ranch in a whole year on average! For the rancher it means a grand total of $5,000 - $15,000 a year if that bull or cow had been sold.... and if its a FEMALE there is an estimate of how many OFFSPIRNG she would have given birth to ADDED to the $$$$ compensation Total the rancher recieves. Hell most of us out here only make $ 25,000 a year GRAND TOTAL. Have you guys seen the price of BEEF & LAMB lately?? Cattle ranches who sell to marketing... get between $8,000 -

Back To Work
After 7 months of unemployment, I will be returning to work on Moday June 4th. Yay Me!!! I will be on first for my training then eventually move to the third. I want to say thank you to all the friends I have made on CT and those who helped me pass the time. I will still visit every morning before I go to bed and will have to comment on some mumms daily to get my fix, cause I am addicted!!!!! Thanks Again! Kisses and hummers all around :P

Free Skins
For those of you who do not know, I make "Free Skins" for everyone's use. I say they are free because the only thing I ask in return is that you Fan Me, Rate Me, Friend Me, and rate and comment a few photos. My skins cover a WIDE variety of topics such as Autism Awareness Breast Cancer Awareness Support Our Troupes Bands Movies Unicorns Fairies Wiccan / Pegan Goth Winnie The Pooh Tinkerbell Lions, Tigers and Bears (OH MY) Sports Teams Hot Rocks Radio and too many more to mention in detail. Stop by my page and scroll all the way to the bottom where it says browse users skins. Feel free to rip and use any you like and tell your friends! SirJim - HRR -@ CherryTAP Live Video Feed of me writing HTML,XHTML and CSS ->

Random Ramblings
Some of us dream in technicolor, seeing the things that we wish to see. Upon waking the reality begins to creep back in wringing the color from life like a dishrag. Sure there are things we can do to escape this reality. Put on rose colored glasses and deny the stark focus of pain. No matter how many times you close your eyes the truth will still be there staring you in the face. As if the pain of daily living is not enough, we chose to seek out one to be a witness to our trials. Mostly in the hopes of evening out the burdens we all carry. The choice we make to share our lives is also to opt to help relieve some of the others load as well. Sometimes colors flare like fireworks against a darkened sky. These bring a few precious moments of happiness and bliss. Eventually even these moments get ground against the wheel. Until the ashes of our euphoria ride along the breeze. Leaving us once again to face the loneliness and agony. The question then follows if the moments are

Help Me Laugh...
Yesterday, I was having a delightful conversation with Cliche. During the course of the conversation, I was reminded of a long, drawn out joke about a guy who knows everyone. Unfortunately, I can't remember much of the little tale except for the premise and the punchline. Hopefully, with the little clue that I am about to give, one of my spectacular CT friends will help me out and either find the joke online or jot it down, so that I can post it in my stash. The person who is kind enough to do this for me will be rewarded with my never ending adoration...or I'll do buttsechs with them. Whichever. Winner's choice. :P So, yeah, the punchline goes something like this: "Everything was cool until the guy next to me says, 'Hey, who is that guy with Bob?'"

Waves Of Love
~ Waves Of Love ~ Our bodies trembled intensely so full of passion on that first kiss with the anxiety of a deep love we began to share on a bright warm moonlit night. Our bodies molded together upon the beach like a beautiful sand castle as we made love to the sound of ocean waves splashing upon the sandy shore. Our intense love created sounds from our breath louder than the roaring waves that pounded hard along the shoreline creeping upon us. The Ocean Waters flowed all around us in the instance of our love gone wild touching all of our very souls with a clean purity only true love knows. As I laid upon my back looking into the heavens of your eyes sparkling like the universal stars ever so bright you illuminated my very spirit and filled my heart with joy. A silence came upon us as the waves flowed smoothly on the beach with a moment of calm hearing only sounds of peace within our spirits fill

Hate Mongers/attention Whores
Everyone is entitled to freedom of speech thats our right. AMEN.. I noticed you can write a BLOG or a MUMM and you get these Hate Mongers who have nothing nice to say.. "WHY THE FUCK SAY ANYTHING" is what I say. It leads me to believe these are not only HATE MONGERS but Attention WHORES. My impression was that CT was a place to meet,mingle, share interests and ideas-to have fun not show stupidity..I think a lot of so called "grown ups" at least thats what them may look like take the fun out of other peoples ideas and interest when they post a blogs or mumms with their immature comments. I mean I can careless on my page because to me it just shows immaturity and I laugh my head off. I go to read my friends MUMMS and you get pure adult idiots OMFG that is funny but sad for my friends. YES sad indeed. SO this blog is written in response to those I have seen leave their STUPIDITY on others blogs and mumms. I know I am opening the door to scrutiny but HEY I WELCOME IT..show me your tr

Losing Alot Of Good Friends
I was in a contest, that was a dam good one at that, congrats caveman!!!!! With that being said, I have lost alot of good friends because of all the crazy crap going on. I certainly will not enter another for a longgggggggggggg time, I enjoy the contest from time to time, but my friends mean far more. If I have offended anyone in any way, it was not my intention. I have enough real drama here at home with my daughter who just got out the hospital for cutting herslf and my son trying to get his life back into order and working my ass off to put my other son to college soon and going to college myself, part time I love all my friends on here and I just wanna laugh and have a good time and I am thinking maybe I should just be on my own, not because of the families but because I don't want to lose anymore friends. I hope everyone will understand my decision. I love all the bomber families they are really awesome and I will still be here to help ya out when you need it, but I just wanna lau

If You Knew
If you knew what u meant to me you'd be mine in a minute all this love and admiration and no where to send it with the face of an angel and the heart of gold you could never be bought never traded or sold So if you only knew you'd drop everything and run cause measured 1 to 10 you're 9 million and one!!!

For My Sons
To my Sons: I try to think, so you don't have to break, from being a child, my fathers mistake. I try to be strong and endure any pain, So you don't have to.... just play with your train! The lessons I teach I have no guide, I make the best choices but sometimes I slide. I try to teach you both to grow to be great, to be respectful and appreciate, what life gives to you and all of your friends, to guide you through "the road of lifes" little bends. Sometimes I make decisions, that just don't seem fair, I'm doing my best..just know that I care. To Coty: I love to wrestle with you and watch you play ball, to always be there and catch you when you fall. To see the gleem in your dark brown eyes, as we play football or I hit you pop flies. I am trying my best and please understand, That I will always be there to lend you a hand! To Nathan: I love to hug you and hear your jokes, to hear you giggle at my tickles and pokes. I love your indepe

Inspirational Thought For The Day
Life Is.... Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life...fight for it!

About My Brother Who Died From Cancer
Brother Brother please don't look at me like that Brother I don't know why it keeps beeping Brother I will talk to them about you wanting privacy Brother I'm sorry you hurt so bad Brother I hate this! Brother please get better Brother we never went on that trip Brother this is just crazy! Brother I miss you and your not even gone! Brother I have to work and may be a little late Brother I can't give you anymore Morphine! Brother I can't cry anymore! Brother I love you!

Medievil Pickup Lines
MidEvil Pick-Up Lines Hi ya Princess, like to see my longsword in action? Every second of every hour of every day is like a thousand knives of fire stabbing me in the heart. I long for thee incessantly, so much that mine sorrow seems without surcease. My alliteration is small comfort next to the warm gaze of thine azure eyes. I crave the comfort ofthine embrace like some lost child cold and alone in the dark So, like you wanna fuck? You wanna go upstairs and see my Holy Grail? I like the cut of your jib. If I were that horse, I'd rather you mounted me without the saddle. Wizard: You know, my hat isn't the only thing that's pointed. Thy breastplate is wondrous! Wouldst thou hold my polearm whilst I attempt to light thy fire? Dost thou practice safe hex? Dost thou know? That chastity belt of yours would look great on my sleeping chambers' floor. I had to swim the moat to get to you fair maiden. So, would you like to see my breaststroke? Wench: What's that sound? Knight: That'

Dreams I Might Have Had.
I had accidentally taken a nap, and upon awakening and saying "hello" to a friend or two, a lovely girl said to me "... and I bet you saw me in your dreams..." I responded: "I was playing checkers with Queen Victoria and Kurt Cobain. There were 3 colours, and I was under the distinct impression we were playing for something REAL important. I might have been losing." The girl who is a friend: "You could have lied to me and told me yes!!!! " (laughing the entire time) My immediate response: "Yes!! I was TOTALLY dreaming of you! We were in my kitchen cooking Cream of Shoe soup. You were slowly stirring in spices, I was chopping and adding the bits of otter. We were naked for no reason." She didn't seem impressed that I had dreamt of her.

Wow! Its A Long Way From Cherry Rock Star To Uber Cherry
Some 320k points to the next level, but I wanted to thank all my friends for being so awesome. Some of you have been a lot more awesome than others, but everyone contributes and as you know, I always re-pay the favor. I think its awesome that I can make it to level 20 without the help of a single Cherry Blast, Happy Hour or VIC. I don't have to post pics saying "Buy me a VIC/Blast/Happy Hour and I will show you my goodies wink wink" Instead, my friends keep the points rolling in and you get to see my bewbs anyway lolz. thank you guys! you rock hugz bliss

My Quiz . Let Me Know
Are you daring enough to answer this and send it back ? 1. Would you have sex with me? 2. What positions would you want to be in? 3. Would you give me oral pleasure? 4. Would you have hard pounding sex, make love, or mix it up? 5. Would you have sex with me the first night we met? 6. Would you give me a naked pic? 7. Would you do me in a hot steamy shower? 8. Would you let me handcuff or tie you to the bed? 9. Would you join me in a 3-some? 10. What is it about me that makes you want to have sex with me? 11. Would you talk dirty to me while we had sex? 12. Where would you like to be when we have sex? 13. Would you have sex with me in front of other people? 14. Would you have multiple sex sessions with me in the same night? 15. Would you have sex with me in the rain, letting me bend you over the hood of a car? 16. Would you mind if we got nasty and dirty like in a porno? 17. Would you have phone sex with me? 18. Would you have sex wi

To The Staff Of The "guilty Pleasures" Lounge
I am posting this blog because there are alot of people that joined the staff and I never see them even come into the lounge. I am gonna be replacing alot of people, because there are about 7 of us busting our butts to make something of this lounge. If your not gonna do your part and help out. Im removing you. I dont want anyone part of my staff or having my name in their name, if u cant be part of the team. So if u see urself removed, u know why. And once ur removed, please take my lounge name out of ur name. I know a few of you told me u couldnt be around much, then theres some that will come into the lounge, say hi then bye. I need better then that. Then I saw one person just remove the name out of their name, without even telling me, thats just rude. I will be contacting who im removing, cause I need friendly, outgoing people. Not shy ones that just sit back and watch. Thank you. Jen

Taking Applications...........
For the following : 1) A CT big brother, must be able to protect me, when I want to be protected and watched out for. Must have no mercy for those that cause me pain, hurt, and just general unhappiness. lol. 2) A few CT Body Guards : must be able to throw down and kick ass in the utmost, when called upon. lol. 3) A CT boy toy : no description needed for what you'll be used for, and if you must ask, then you are NOT qualified! lol. 4) A CT tear wiper : must be there at the drop of a hat , with kleenex in hand for when I wanna share my bs sobs with ya. lol. Just shut up and listen to me and don't worry bout the shirt, it'll dry! lol. 5) A few good men, for a trial run on this whole CT 'my man/hubby/lova' thing. And no, you can't quit till I'm done with ya! lol MUAUAHAHAHAHA and last but not least....... 6) Somebody that's good at making me some weapons of ill destruction , like a huge spatula to spank with , or a fly swatter to swat those irritating fools away wi

My Surgery... Please Read.
I wanted to update all my CT friends who do not know yet. I am going into surgery for my ankle at 7:30 AM on Wednesday (June 3rd.) I have to stay at the hospital overnight, and I should be able to come home on Thursday morning. I am having this surgery because my ankle was shattered from a car accident that occurred last summer. Last summer, I was in a cast for a month, then in a splint for awhile, and eventually had to learn how to walk again. This summer, I get to go through all that again. I will be in a wheelchair for nearly two months, then I will be able to use crutches, and move up from there. I will have limited mobility after this surgery, but it is our only option. The healing period for this surgery can take up to nine months. :-( I'm pretty scared, okay, really really scared.. but I'm trying insanely hard to stay positive. I really appreciate all of my CT friends who have been so supportive through all this! Ya'll have listened to my whinin' these past few mo

Audacious Endeavours Of Daedal Design.
powerless, i was quick to speak to you. so to prove i was your malleable ingenue. regrets surreptitiously bleed from my mind. my honorable esteem was binding me blind. alas, i lay these fetid fruits to rest and harvest my collection if unavailing conquests.

Possible Beginning...or A Flashback
She remembered the morning, the day they left...she was young then, a ripe 13 year old. She had been soaking in a bubble bath, blowing the bubbles around the bathroom so it nearly sparkled with reflections of her curly red hair in the light. And as she looked back on the day, she couldn't decide whether the bath was better to remember than the man... He was tall, lanky, and had grey eyes you would wish never saw you. They burned into the side of her face when she looked out the window of the car. He had cream white skin that absorbed every light of the sun, a sponge that covered his body. They drove, drove so far that she couldn't recall where they started from, or even how they met. She scribbled in a notebook, all the things she remembered as far back as her memory would span...but even those began to fade, every time she saw his face. So when he bit it somewhere between Mississippi and New Mexico, Josie was alone. She gave him an unceremonious burial, and after her resp

Thoughts On The Whole "god" Notion
ok.... I was one of those that thought she needed to "go to church" all my life.... I've wised up in my mature years :) I'm beginning to think it's nothing but brainwashing and cult like... even those happy religions like christianity... Why should i have faith in something that focuses it's principles on fearing this omnipotent being they call "god"? Why should i believe that there is this one "mighty hand" that controls anything and everything i do? and yet supposedly we still have free will under this control??? right.... Now i do believe in a kind of destiny i guess... that some things are just meant to be. But that has nothing to do with "god". You all don't have to agree with my thoughts. They're just mine to share.

Very Irritable!!!!!
Sometime's I wonder what to do with my day's. Sometime's I can't come up with anything. There are time's where I just don't care, and then there are time's that I just get myself into trouble. LOL. There are times where I just don't care. Here lately, I have not been giving two shit's about anything(with certain people), and these certain people just might know who they are. Well, for those of you who don't know, I will fill you in, in a nice way :) *smart ass grin* I am very sick and tired of the damn drama. Take your drama else where. I have enough of my own. For those of you who listen to me, I will return the favor. I don't care for two faced bitches, lying whore's, and cunt's that have to make other people look out to be what they aren't due to the person who is talking the shit. NO MORE!!!! That will eventually get your ass kicked!!! You know who you are. Suck it up. Get a life. I don't care about you, don't talk to me. I will not talk to you if you even try to succeed!!! Sorry

Pascal's Wager Revisited
If you are not familiar with Pascal's Wager, it is the idea that it is worth being religious even if you have trouble believing. Pascal says that the risk of not being religious, eternal damnation, is far worse than going through the motions during this lifetime. There are some issues here as surely God can sort out the wheat from the chaff. One would assume that God would be a kick ass poker player if God desired to be. But Pascal says that in acting religious, enough of the being religious might rub off on you from your close proximity to the true believers. _____________________________________ Living in France and not being so removed in time from the worst of the Spanish Inquisition, Pascal meant believing in the Christian God. But today much removed from the inquisition (at least in the past - the future is a question mark) one should not be so narrow minded in the concept of God. A modern day person taking up Pascal's wager should believe in all gods and goddesse

Worth It
Sometimes he removes her walls not to free her but to show her how much he cares When he sees her want to run he watches and waits because she will return if it is where she is to be When she runs so far she is lost he will be her beacon to find her way back

Cheaters
Psycho Beeyatches!!! Current mood: naughty Category: Blogging So last night I am home on the couch watching tv minding my own business. Something I rarely do on a Sunday Night or any night these days. I hear my phone ring that I have a voice message from a blocked number. So, I listen to it and some psycho beeyatch says to me "hey lori you fucking whore, why don't you stay away from other peoples men and find your own...agree" Now this psycho beeyatch was obviously being sneaky cause she took her man's phone and got my number, she was also being sneaky cause she was almost whispering. Obviously she does not know me very well, she may know of me but I can't imagine who the fuck she is. I am not going to disclose my business on here because it is my business. But I am of the opinion that if "your man" has my number and you are jealous enough to call me and threaten me obviously your man has cheated on you before and you may want to rethink the kind of person you have chosen

Im Moving On June 6th
IM MOVING TOM! JUNE 6TH... NOT SURE WHEN I WILL HAVE MY INTERNET BACK UP JUST FYI TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY. PLEASE DROP ME SOME COMMENTS IN MY GIVAWAY....JUST CLICK THE PIC LINK UNDER THE ABOUT ME SECTION. HOPE U ALL DON'T FOREGT ABOUT ME!? I WILL MISS U! LUVS TO U ALL! XOXOXO ~Sultry~

Celebrate The Simularities
The Most Important Thing is NOT to focus on the Differences, But Rather to Celebrate the Simularities. My friend Eugene left this as a user comment and I thought it was too beautiful not to share it with you.. Thank you Eugene.. I love it and it is perfect!!!

Today's Wonders!
"It's easy to get caught up in ideals, but you need to come back and plant your feet on the earth. Once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place for you to be. Once you know the truth, you can work with it." Sorry but when i read that this was what i felt the urge to do.. Put my hands firmly over my ears.. Close my eyes as tightly as possible.. AND YELL! "I don't ever wanna grow up".. Then wait for the mean horoscope to go away!

Arg!
My transmission blew up, I have no money saved (due to the fact that I've had to cover daycare and such by myself since I wasn't getting child support for a month) and I may not have a place to live by the end of the week.... Oh the joys of life!

Basic Math
Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = pregnancy Dumb man + smart woman = affair Dumb man + dumb woman = marriage Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money that his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. Married men lived longer than single man, but married men are a lot more willing to die. Any married man should forget his mistakes, there's no use in two people remembering the

Words Of A Master
As it is often important and often even necessary for one human being to have certainty and a clear understanding of the intentions, desires, motivations, and needs of another, I offer this testimony in trust and sincerity. I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet to you, I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have t

Blah...fucking...blah
Yeah, dammit, it's that fuckin time again...It's been one of those days, and I'm pissed. First off, to the females who constantly look down their nose at me because they think they look better, or they're skinny and I'm not, or they THINK they can take my man...I got news for you honey. I...DON'T...GIVE...A...F-U-C-K. You are MORE than welcome to try to take him, but I can mothafuckin guarantee you that he don't want your slutty ass, so don't waste your time. For those of you who ARE smaller than me, again: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I LIKE MY BODY JUST THE WAY IT IS. FUCK YOU SKINNY, ANOREXIC, NO-EATIN, RIB-STICKIN-OUT HOES. I'D RATHER WEIGH FIVE HUNDRED POUNDS THAN HAVE A BONY ASS. And another thing, you may be pretty on the outside, but you've probably got the worst attitude on the fucking planet, so get your head out of your ass and look around. This world doesn't revolve around you and your hip bones...SO THERE. Second...Guys..NOOOOO, I DO NOT CARE TO SEE YOUR COCK PICS...I get al

Moving Thoughts
MOVING THOUGHTS Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forge

The Secret (all About Positive Vibes)
THE SECRET (ALL ABOUT POSITIVE VIBES) FOR ALL OF YOU WHO HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT WHY BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU SO OFTEN IT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE ATTRACTING IT.PICK UP A COPY OF THE SECRET DVD OR BOOK AND LEARN ALL ABOUT HOW POSITIVE THINKING CAN INFLUENCE YOUR LIFE IN A POSITIVE WAY.IT'S CALLED THE LAW OF ATTRACTION AND BY PUTTING YOUR THOUGHTS OUT THERE IN A POSITIVE LIGHT YOU CAN ATTRACT THE THINGS YOU REALLY WANT IN LIFE.DO THE OPPOSITE AND YOU WILL ATTRACT THE NEGATIVE THINGS YOU DON'T WANT.I'M A FIRM BELIEVER IN POSTIVE THINKING AND TRUST ME THE REWARDS ARE NOT ALWAYS IMMEDIATE BUT IT FOLLOWS THE SAME PHILOSOPHY IN THE BIBLE "ASK AND YE SHALL RECEIVE."ALSO GOD DOESN'T ALWAYS ANSWER YOUR PRAYERS RIGHT AWAY BUT IF YOU HAVE FAITH YOU WILL FIND A WAY.WELL DUE IN PART TO THE EXPOSURE IT HAS RECEIVED FROM OPRAH'S SHOW THE SECRET IS GAINING MOMENTUM.I'M VERY GLAD THAT OPRAH HELPED PROPEL THE METHODS BEHIND THE SECRET TO THE WORLD, HOWEVER ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS DAMON INTRODUCED ME TO THE

Who Gives A Flop
yeah no one loves me... ive just come to realize that.. yeah theres people on here that "give love" on comments.. an stuff.. but they dont truely love me... whatever i guess... who cares... i used to care.. an someone used to care about me... ill just shut the fuck up now....

What Makes A Woman......again
> Do you know what makes a woman special? > Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea..... > It's not always what you see on the outside... > It's not in the clothes she wears.. > It's not the size of her backside... > Or the what she does'nt wear.... > A woman can be alot of things... > A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling.... > But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....We spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of us men..therefore if we treat them wrong we are lacking respect for us... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them we'd all b

28 Yrs Later Still Have Te Same Dream
Yep that's me in Nashville, in front of Johnny Cash's car One Piece At A Time, that's how i will travel the road to get there one piece at a time. :) The Dream Still there more then ever, only things different, back a blonde, more determine to succeed in all i want and desire, of course 28 yrs on me, o well im still breathing will make it there again . Either as a song writer or manager./promoter , lol I do prefer both :)

Got In An Email Had To Post It
"It's not enough to have a dream, Unless you're willing to pursue it. It's not enough to know what's right, Unless you're strong enough to do it. It's not enough to learn the truth, Unless you also learn to live it. It's not enough to reach for love, Unless you care to give it."

Will You Remember Me....
IF I LEAVE CT FOR GOOD.... WHAT WILL YOU REMEMBER OF ME?? CHANCES ARE... NOTHING. PEOPLE ARE FAKES AND BACK STABBERS HERE... MOST OF YOU DO ANYTHING FOR THE POINTS.... SCREW IT ALL... I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I'VE HAD ENOUGH... I TALK TO A FEW OF YOU... PIMPIN OUT SOME OF YOU TOO... WHICH I DON'T MIND AT ALL. BUT I'M SIMPLY SICK OF THE DRAMA QUEENS ON HERE... PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO REACH ME OFF OF CT. THOSE ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS... I'M NOT SURE "WHEN" I WILL DELETE ALL MY STUFF... BUT I WILL BE... I SAY WITHIN A WEEK... OR SO... WAS NICE KNOWING ALL OF THE ONES I'M CLOSE TO. IT WAS A DRAG KNOWING THE DRAMA POINT QUEENS... HIT ME UP... IF YOU DECIDE THE FRIENDSHIP WE BUILT ON.. IS WORTH ASKING FOR MY YAHOO OR MSN... THIS PLACE IS A LITTLE TOO MUCH NOW.. TAKE CARE EVERYONE... LOTS OF LOVE, ~THE REAL ME~

I'm Really Excited!!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to share a couple of bits of news with all my friends. I am really excited about one thing, which is that I just received the gallies for me book. The gallies are more or less the prototype of the book, exactly how it will look printed. The publisher is just waiting for the cover photo and it is off to begin printing. Cool! lol The other, is to let EVERYONE know that my music goes live WORLDWIDE on ITUNES on Thursday 06/07/07 As you can imagine, I am a bit excited about that as well. Anyway, I wanted to share those things with all my friends. Have a fabulous day :) Peter Britt

Poem #4 " Santa: Black And Blue"
up on the roof, I heard such a clatter. sprang from my bed to see what was the matter. into the livingroom, yes... I did creep. crept up on the intruder without a peep. got a hand on his head, white hair and all. proceeded to smash his head into the wall. into the tree we went with a bound. put his finger to his nose, we were out on the ground. it wasn't for kindness, it wasn't for cheer. the gleam in his eye meant his posse was near. elves to the left and reindeer to the right. fat boy in front, was one hell of a fight. had to go for saint nick, if I was to win. knocked him to the ground, and i kicked him again. with a stomp to the ribs, he let out with a groan. elves jumped me from behind, cause he wasn't alone. drop kicking reindeer, throwing elves to and fro. sensing defeat, they decided to go. raised his hand and touched his nose once more. caught him clean with a left, so I know it was sore. rose up to the sleigh without making a sound.

First Contest .... Please Help ...
CALLING ALL FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS... I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A BACK TATTOO CONTEST RATES AND COMMENTS COUNT ... CONTEST STARTS TODAY 6/5 AND RUNS THRU MONDAY 6/11 THANK YOU!!! ***HUGSSSS**

Sexual Statistics
THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. 8) Oral pleasure 2-4 times a week will keep your man faithful - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attrac

Importance Of Being Friendly
Today I have accidentally tripped upon a few people that claim I made a difference in their day just simply by reading a blog commenting and or a bulletin.... I know my personal expierence is that on the shittiest days a smile or a genuine "how are you" sometimes made the difference in releiving my soul of burden and ligtening my load...These blogs and bulletins are informative......Sometimes our que to act and care~ It made a difference in my day to know I made a difference in someone else's day

Look Beyond The Surface
I'll start this with a quote from a book I have. "Evil often comes with a fair face Tuck," replied Talarin. "But beneath it all is a hideous monster." That comes from "The Darkest Day", a book by Dennis McKiernan, one of my favorite authors. He writes fantasy, much like The Lord of the Rings. So as I was reading the book I thought of how that applies to the "real world". Think of how often we don't look beyond a person's outward beauty to see the ugliness inside. And how often we fail to see the real beauty of someone, because they are not "perfect" on the outside. So often we make the wrong choices in life because we make them based on what we see with our eyes, not what we see with our hearts. Looking beyond what is on the outside often shows us whether we have found fool's gold or whether its truely a priceless treasure.

Going Back To Work!
I am starting a job tomorrow.. thought i was startin other day but nah.. i start tomorrow. goin to be puttin in LONG ass hours.. 7am till 8pm ... but only a few days a week so if you don't see me .. you will know why Wish me luck! Hugs Wendy

One Day It'll Happen Baby
i would marry you on the tallest peak of the rocky mountainz, so high do you make me feel. i would marry you on the queen mary, so royal do you make me feel. i would marry you on a starry night under the brilliance of aurora borealis, so heavenly do you make me feel. i would marry you at the fireplace of our home, so warm do you make me feel. i would marry you at st. francez cathedral, so full of faith do you make me feel. i would marry you in our bed, so full of love do you make me feel. i would marry you in everyway, my heart alwayz looking forward to all that we can share............ all my love...

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Living Will Information
While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent upon some machine, and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass.

And It Just Gets Better......
Finally, I have come to the conclusion that my ex is nothing but a baby making machine and he will get so far deep in dept with having another baby on the way....I do believe that that is why his stupid blondie wife was trying to see if she can sell her birth control on ebay...lol...its just too damn funny. WOW...and they just had a baby in December too. So here I am, just waiting on my child support to get here and my ex again doesnt have the balls to tell me that I will not be getting any support for the month. So, Im calling the NE Child support Enforcement and the agents right and left were telling me that my ex has a credit to his account, when I know damn well that there is "no" credit...and my stupid ex is livin well now knowing that he doesnt have to support his two children this month. And then I hear that my ex and his family go to Atlanta, GA in their big tahoe vehicle...knowing that they are low on cash these days. It hit me today that, they were spending the child supp

Oil Prices
I just heard on the radio this morning that a cyclone is expected to dump a bunch of rain and high winds into the Arab countries where it is feared to disrupt the transfer oil products through the shipping lanes there and create a SPIKE in prices for the price of gasoline. Does this sound like the work of some spin doctor with an oil company so that they have a REASON for their next unexplainable SPIKE in prices here at the gas pumps. For the last week here locally the price of gas has been dropping for at a rate from a penny to 2 cents a day. I have been expecting a sudden increase in the price of gas for no reason just like the Thursday before Memorial Day where the price of gas jumped from $3.18 a gallon to $3.45 a gallon in seconds. Storms happen in oil shipping lanes and oil production areas all the time and has never been the cause of price increases before (except for Katrina). Does this sound fishy to you to be announced on the radio as a "possible" reason for the

Nursing Jokes
Do you know the difference between a nurse and a nun? The nun only has to serve one god. ********************************************* Did you hear about the nurse who died and went straight to hell? It took her two weeks to realize that she wasn't at work anymore! ********************************************* A nurse caring for a man from Kentucky asked, "So how's your breakfast this morning?" "It's very good, except for the Kentucky Jelly. I can't seem to get used to the taste," the patient replied. The nurse asked to see the jelly and the man produced a foil packet labeled "KY Jelly."

Good Quotes..some From Me
Insanity: Doing something over & over again and expecting different results Men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing ever happened The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself, therefor, all progress depends on the unreasonable man Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret Its choice - not chance - that determines your destiny That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when your weak

Life And Crap
marked NSFW just so i could say fuckitgoddamit! well hey. probably should have put this entry in the depression blog, cuz i'm feelin down today. i have been thinking about life lately, and it just sux. i am turning 30 in January, and quite frankly am a bit freaked out by it. it's had me thinking lately...what the hell have i done with 30 years? sadly the answer is probably not a dam thing...unless you count getting drunk or horny as a life accomplishment. here i am with a job thats okay, but will never make me rich; with no steady girlfriend, let alone wife....with no kids, no investments, no company car...hell, nothing to show for anything. i'm wondering if this is a major crossroad or just turning 30 that i'm facing. should i change careers while i'm young enough to go back to college? should i try to settle down? be looking for a woman i might want to marry, not just fuck? shouldn't i have a retirement portfolio or some other crap by now? dam. i'm headed nowhere fast

How To Tell Your Age
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty clever. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... use a calculator if you need to. Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked finished! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun and it WILL work. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in

I'm A Lost Soul
I'm a lost soul Not sure of who I am. Traveling through life confused. Looking for what life has to offer. Giving my love to people that don't Deserve it, needing to be wanted by A real man, needing to be love by a real man. Expressing love through sex. I keep hearing life has more To offer than sex. But every time I talk with someone It's all the same. --Latisha Tiny Richardson--

Sorry
TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...I AM TRULY SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN IN CONTACT....I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY OVERWHELMED AND OVER STRESSED ABOUT MEETING WITH THE SURGEON TOMORROW. I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE CONTACT WITH ALL OF YOU OVER THE WEEKEND. THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE FOR ME AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT.....I REALLY NEED IT. TONS OF HUGS TO YOU ALL....ALWAYS TRACY

My 40th Birthday
Ok, a few inquiring minds wanted to know how the big 40th b-day celebration went down. The original last-minute plan was my friend Ken was going to pick me up in L.A., take me to the airporter and we'd fly to Vegas Friday morning. However, I had a court hearing that morning to get the decision on a trial I did about three weeks before, so I had to do that first. I was a little nervous about the decision. It's a hugely important case for my client and although most of the trial seemed to be going well for us, the Judge asked some questions near the end that made me a little nervous. In any event, I felt good about it but I was worried that if I lost the case, it would set a negative tone for my whole birthday weekend. It turns out the Judge must have known my 40th birthday was coming up because I won the case on all issues. My client was happy (although the fucker forgot my birthday present), it made me happy and continues my undefeated trial record so I was definitely r

The Night That Changed My Life Forever
The sound of Zachary crying was the last thing that I remember, I was tired and grumpy I knew that the morning was coming soon 11pm and he wouldn't settle down I was wiped out after awhile he fell asleep the door was closed sliding door and off to sleep we went I was up suddenly and went to use the bathroom at 6 am I decided to go have a smoke outside I unlocked the door and sat, it was quite and peaceful like something was going to happen, little did I know in a few short hours from now I would be at the hospital watching my son fight for his life and all that I had worked for would be gone. this is where its a blur I don't remember locking the door, I must have blocked it out, I hope that I did to this day I only hoped that I locked that door the next sound that I heard was his grandmother at the bedroom door and I knew I looked up at her and saw she was wet and yelling and I knew what was happening at that very moment I knew. outside the hospital thoughts of his little life flashe

Pwned Lol A Conversation With Someone Who Rated Me A One. This Is So So Funny.
READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP!!! I COPYED THIS OUT OF MY SHOUTBOX!!! lmaolmaosofunny. ->lamekos: No. lol, I'm just better than you. And it's obvious. Sadly, I've never admited to being better than anyone. But then again, It doesn't take much to be better than you. lamekos: ITS HURTFUL HUH?? lamekos: IS THAT WHAT UR MOM TOLD U ->lamekos: First off, I don't have children, second, If you were my child. I would kill myself for giving birth to such-a moron. lol. I mean, c'mon. My children would have more of a brain at the age of 3 than you do right now. lamekos: REMEMBER IM NOT 1 OF UR MANY DIRTBAG KIDS TRAMP ->lamekos: Now shoo, run along. ->lamekos: No, that's all you know to say. But, check it. You go brush up on your insulting, grammar and vocab. Get back to me, and we'll try this again. And maybe, just maybe you'll be sucessful in your attempt to insult without getting your ass handed to you. ;) lamekos: THATS ALL UR WORTH ->lamekos: Aww, a stupid bitch! Lol I l

My Life
none of you dont really know me or know who i am. every1 is just addin me cuz of the pic u see of me. dont add me 4 that reason. i want people to get to know me as a person. i have lost my dad back in 2002 what made into horror and gothic stuff was when i lost him. but what really did it was when i touched his hand and kissed him. it was something i had to do cuz he wasnt just my dad he was my best friend. then back in 1986 my best friend was killed by a drunk driver she was only 10 i had a tattoo on my leg in memory of her. and now im about to lose my grandmother she has liver cancer i try to think positive and pray but as i see it when yer numbers up yer numbers up. its in gods hands so if he feels its yer time it yer time. i just dont want her to suffer anymore. that woman is my life shes my heart and soul. i am not puttin a pic of me on here what i really look like so every1 can dog me like theres no tomorrow. you may not have anything better to do than make people feel lik

Why I Am Hardly Here Anymore, Help.
The site is running so slow for me and I have firefox, but that does not seem to be working like it used too. To make a comment on someones profile, it takes me about 4 to 7 trys of pasting then clicking submit and waiting for it to work.. when it does not, I have to go back to the persons page, paste again and hit submitt again, so, its a never ending story. I still have VIP here, but I dont know if I should just cancel it.. Im not here because I cannot get this site to work anymore. I dont know if this is a problem everyone has, or just me. It used to work beautifully, and now.. just to load a photo takes me up to 4 to 7 trys as well. Its frustrating because I love it here. when I go to the help group for CT, it does not work for me because the next moment, I am not there or I have to refresh to see what they say. I am really missing it here. if any of you have suggestions, please let me know by responding to this blog.. otherwise I am going to have to cancel VIP and my accou

Happy Fun Ball
Happy Fun Ball -only $14.95- Warning: Pregnant women, the elderly and children under 10 should avoid prolonged exposure to Happy Fun Ball. Caution: Happy Fun Ball may suddenly accelerate to dangerous speeds. Happy Fun Ball Contains a liquid core, which, if exposed due to rupture, should not be touched, inhaled, or looked at. Do not use Happy Fun Ball on concrete. Discontinue use of Happy Fun Ball if any of the following occurs: *Itching *Vertigo *Dizziness *Tingling in extremities *Loss of balance or coordination *Slurred speech *Temporary Blindness *Profuse sweating *Heart Palpitations If Happy Fun Ball begins to smoke, get away immediately. Seek shelter and cover head. Happy Fun Ball may stick to certain types of skin. When not in use, Happy Fun Ball should be returned to its special container and kept under refrigeration... Failure to do so relieves the makers of Happy Fun Ball, Wacky Products Incorporated, and its parent company Global Chemic

Tired Of Games.
well, i had started to see someone and low and behold...once again im not so imporant. was given the hope and had it ripped away. im tired of being the person that every1 walks on because ive got such a big heart. its like im just a lil game piece in every1s lil game, something to be played with... im so tired of it. is that all i am? something to be toyed with? is there anyone who even truely cares? im beginning to doubt it.

Could U Be The One
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

Life
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfas

You Love Me
Lyrics that make me sing... scary yes, for those who have been blessed to hear my singing 8-P I moved around from town to town lots of people around, but still so lonely friendships would grow then i'd hit the road making up excuses for why i had to leave always been too scared and unprepared to let anybody get too close to me but when i met you right away i knew you would never ever ever hurt me and the road's still long but you come along and you hold my hand and you understand when i look at you i can't believe it's true you're all i ever dreamed of and you love me and you love me, and you love me

Lasik Surgery....read This
Hey what's goin on...so as some of you know I got the Lasik prk surgery. Let me tell you I went from having 20/400+ vision, which is nearly blind to 20/20. It's crazy but for those that are still contemplating this....go check this doctor out...She's awesome: Dr. Sandy Feldman (858)452-3937.....She's in San Diego. **If your somewhere else...go to www.carecredit.com and that website helps you look for a Lasik doctor near you...and you can also apply for a line of credit to get your surgery. My recommendation is to wait until you see the doctor to see how much you wanna ask for.TRhe way it works is: you fill out the application and it asks you how much credit you need, you put in the amount and it approves or denies you with in minutes. That way you have enough. I Luv you all and if you do decide to get the surgery..let me know.....xoxo BB

This Is Fucken Bullshit
OK I JUST HEARD ON THE RADIO MISS HILTON HAS GOTTEN OUT OF JAIL BECAUSE OF AN ILLNESS GIVE ME A FUCKEN BREAK THE ONLY REASON SHE GOT OUT IS THAT SHE HAS MORE MONEY THAN GOD IT GOES TO SHOW IF YOU HAVE MONEY YOU WILL GET AWAY WITH MURDER AND NO ONE WILL SAY SHIT TO YOU ABOUT IT SHE IS NOTHING MORE THAN A SPOILED BITCH WHO NEEDS A GOOD DOSE OF REALITY SHOVED UP HER SORRY ASS HER AND THE REST OF YOUNG HOLLYWOOD THEY ALL NEED TO BE MADE TO UNDERSTAND THAT IF YOU SCREW UP YOU WILL NEED TO PAY THE PRICE FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IF IT WAS ANYONE ELSE THEY WOULD BE MADE TO STAY IN JAIL AND HELD IN THE HOSPITAL AREA OF THE JAIL NOT SENT HOME WITH A MONITERING DEVICE ON THEM THIS PISSES ME OFF THAT HER SORRY ASS ISNT TAKING RESPONSSIBILITY FOR HER ACTIONS JUST LIKE THE REST OF US

Thursdays Thought For The Day!
As promised, here is today's thought for the day. I will do my best to ensure I put one up each day, but you know how we eccentric artists are, right! lol A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "This temptress, she calls me, venture out into the night. Demure, but luscious, so lucsious her delights tempted. Compelled to leap, I did! Could I retreat from this passionate flower, no! Mortal man could not and I did not. The stars never so bright as now, nor was the air this sweet, filled with rich scents. She released my fears. Taken by her completely, in a rhapsody of passion. The night, no longer the demon." ©1997-Peter Britt-Krystal Vision Productions

Samoan Pride
TRUE SAMOANS Roses are red SAMOANS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My SAMOAN pride I will not hide My SAMAON race I will not disgrace My SAMOAN blood flows hot & true My ISLANDAH peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our SAMOAN flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows SAMOANS ARE THE BEST!!! SAMOAN Pride in my mind SAMOAN BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the SAMOAN crew Lifes a bitch and then u die but if your SAMOAN You die with good ass pride!!!! JUST SHOWING SUM LUV....

People I Hold Dear To Me!
I WONDER, WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR ME.... IF YOU COULD SEE YOUR FUTURE AND WHAT IT HOLDS FOR YOU, WOULD YOU WANT TO SEE? IF YOU SEEN IT, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT? IF YOU HAD ONE CHANCE TO CHANGE EVERYTHING IN YOUR FUTURE... WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO EVERYTHING THE SAME? I GUESS THAT'S SOMETHING ONE WILL NEVER KNOW... IF I COULD CHANGE ONE THING... I DON'T THINK I WOULD. I GUESS THAT FALLS IN "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I MEAN... I LOOK AT ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE MET... EVERYONE AROUND ME, MY LIFE IN IT'S OWN.. I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. I HAVE MET A LOT OF GREAT PEOPLE. THE ONE'S I WILL CARRY WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I COULD NAME ALL OF YOU OFF, BUT AGAIN... I WOULD BE HERE FOR HOURS ON END... I CAN START TO NAME OFF THE ONES I CHERISH VERY DEEPLY. The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel Mystêfyï ~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~ Romeo..'I'm here Now & Forever'..Nuff Said DJ

Bye Bye Fabulosity Fake Salutes..
...Here's an update on FAKE Fabulosity aka Funluvinnatalie who has STOLEN pictures from Nicole Graves (a porn star - check out nicolegraves.com or cocoexposed.com) to use on her page. SHE'S DELETED HER SALUTES!! ....as of this morning. This is what those fake jobs looked like, for those who missed it: ...now they are gone. All that's left is for her to go. Thanks everyone for the support! Fabulosity™@ CherryTAP

Im Chatting
OK I'm feeling the need to reiterate this even though it says it all over my page. NO I DONT use other messengers! I don't have AIM, MSN, and while i DO have yahoo Im very rarely on there as I have way too many stalkers from yahoo chat days that cant seem to leave me alone so yeah I know my shoutbox doesn't work because i have it set to family only for a reason. I will still chat with you in user comments or even in Cmail sometimes but take note even some of those will go ignored like the where are you from, how old are you, are you single, and how can i see your private pics messages. ALL of these can be answered by simply taking the time to read my page and I figure that if you are too lazy to do that, then im just too darn lazy to send you the answers. Thats the problem with guys on Cherrytap! They don't PAY attention! Do you realize how many GUYS you are telling oh baby wanna see my huge cock to? Most of them actually have salutes with mens pics so if you took the time to look a

Where Is My Angel
~ Where Is My Angel? ~ You need not worry my dear sweet mother for I am here through heavens guiding lights that beam loving rays down upon your heart as you sleep and awake each day. I dream of you each day while the angels are gathered around me that nourish my spirit in your time of woes not knowing where I am but I am here my dear sweet mother looking down at you with a smiling tear. I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through out the universe and upon earth as you walk in my memory of the times we spent together. You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will never leave you because I am all you feel, all you think and all that you are, for what you are is what you created from my birth. The angels that surround me are singing a loving melody that flows deeply from my heart directly to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens that surround all living things. I'm all that lives and

Distant Lies
Calling my name from the distant skies I can almost feel his skin The breeze filtering his scent is where it all begins. Crashing into me, I fall so quick believing in his eyes Innocence fails as he finds me nowhere to run or hide Moving through eternal phases glancing as they pass me by Hypnotized by passion I fail to see the lies.

Dobbys Rating Policy, "downrating" And T.w.a.t.s
My new policy is to rate people according to there sense of humor or perceived sense of humor, so that's bad news for the Americans on the site. I have seen quite a few of the "block him - he's a downrater" bulletins, been Russian i admit my grasp of English is not the best, however i don't think people do downrate, i.e. go to a page, give all 10's and then pop back and change the rates to a 1 etc, i think the people in question should be called a low-rater, as it is a more accurate description of the "crime" committed. Thus i am starting my campaign to rid cherrytap of this evil misuse of the English language, i am calling the campaign TWATS, not because it stands for anything just because i like to say, support twats all the time. And please if someone comes to your page and low-rates you, just laugh, enjoy the points, because as far as i know at the end of the world we will not be judged on your photo rating scores, only on the goodness of our hearts, i am royaly fucked e

To All Family Members
THIS IS HITMAN6 , I WAS JUST ADVISED OF THE BLOG ABOUT THE DESOLVING OF THE GIT-R-DONE~INDEPENDENT~FAMILY BOMBSQUAD . I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THE FAMILY IS GOING STRONG AND IS STILL INTACK . THERE WILL BE A COMEBACK OF THE BOMBSQUAD IN THE NEAR FUTURE. I'M IN DISSCUSIONS AT THIS TIME WITH OTHERS ABOUT THIS MATTER ! THERE WILL BE MORE INFORMATION IN THE NEAR FUTURE! I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT BEING ONLINE LATELY I'VE BEEN ON THE ROAD. I AM RELOCATING MY FAMILY TO NEWBURN N.C. AND WILL BE ONLINE SOON .IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEMS YOU NEED TO CONTACT :WILDMAN55 OR BIGDAWG69 THEY WILL BE MORE THAN GLAD TO HELP. HITMAN6

Warning !! Best To Block Them Now!!
• Secret_Desire_4... rated your photo a '1' Secret_Desire_4u@ CherryTAP • james rated your photo a '2'! james@ CherryTAP I don’t even know these people and never been to their page till I saw this on my bar tab. What’s with the haters? Get a friggin life and stop hating, you won’t get far here on CT downrating people. Just remember, what comes around goes around!

How Fun!!!!
The 2007 Stanley Cup Champion Anaheim Ducks are inviting all fans to attend the team’s official Stanley Cup Fan Celebration on Saturday, June 9 at 6:30 p.m. just outside the south entrance (facing Katella Ave.) to Honda Center. Fans in attendance will receive free Wienerschnitzel hot dogs, Pepsi Cola and Aramark barbeque potato chips. The event will feature the entire roster of the 2007 Stanley Cup Champion Anaheim Ducks as well as live music and entertainment. Parking for the Stanley Cup Championship Fan Celebration will be free for all attendees. In addition and in an effort to lessen impact on the environment, all beverage containers and products associated with the Wienerschnitzel hot dog giveaway will be recyclable.

Isn't It The Truth!!?
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock ( MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor ( MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes ( MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch ( MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car ( MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals ( MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE ) and turned on his TV ( MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good paying job

This Is What Happened To Me!
Read this : the story if my life, the story that made me give up on love! Thank u all that made me become a "loser" ABBA - THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL I don’t wanna talk About the things we’ve gone through Though it’s hurting me Now it’s history I’ve played all my cards And that’s what you’ve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser standing small Beside the victory That’s her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I’d be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It’s simple and it’s plain Why should I complain. But tell me does she kiss Like I used to kiss you? Does it feel the same When she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what

Online Friends
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care with love, ..... Thanks for always being my friend......hugssssssssssssss

If My World Came Crashing Down Around Me, Why Dont I Care?
I get a call yesterday. Seems the money for my sister in law to drive to Maine and move me to PA is gone. So guess who isnt moving. Heres how it affects me: I have resigned my job. So no income. My cable is set to be turned off soon, so no internet and no phone. I had to spend every penny of my savings to pay off my back rent and electric bill. So now Im stuck in an apartment I dont like, in a state I dont like, and theres pretty much nothin I can do about it. Im states away from my family, whom I havent seen in five years. Ive never felt so stuck in my life. But it doesnt bother me. Im not even one iota upset. Never cried about it, didnt get pissed off, didnt flip out. I dont get it. By rights I should be super pissed off. I should have gotten drunk last night, threw up in my shoe, and punched my fist threw a wall. I feel.....nothing.

I Miss Him Soooo Much!!
I'm sure some of you will laugh at my tenderheartedness but if you know me, you know how I am. My oldest son Patrick moved out yesterday into his and Kathryn's brand new apartment. They are getting married next month and I couldn't be happier but I miss my baby soooooooo much. I know, I know...I am very happy for him and so proud, but my motherly selfishness is having a hard time letting go. I am confident that he has grown into a mature wonderful young man and will make a great husband for Kathryn no doubt. I like to feel I raised him right but still....this is the hardest thing I have ever dealt with in my life. I knew I would suffer from the empty nest syndrome massively...Grrr!!! =) I thank God I still have one son at home. That is one thing that helps me deal with this. Anyway, just writing and sharing helps. Thanks. =) Just say a prayer..I'll adjust in time. LOL ~Cathie~ Here's two pictures of them...I love them soooo very much. My sons are my world and now I h

Leaving C.t For Good!
I WILL BE LEAVING CT FOR GOOD AND WILL BE SLOWLY DELETING MY PAGE TIL MY VIC RUNS OUT. THANKS TO MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE AND THE MAFIA WHO HAVE MADE IT GREAT. BEEN THINKING ABOUT LEAVING FOR A WHILE NOW AND TODAY GAVE ME A BIG PUSH TO DO IT. I WILL MISS YOU ALL. JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THE DRAMA AND LIES ON HERE. MUAAAHHHH

Whats In A Name
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children.... "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."

Droppin Ya Post
Wanna say thanks to all my friends, fans and family out there! However, as you well know, its hard to keep up. Unfortunately, I will HAVE TO DROP some of ya out there. Since I've become VIC I had bestowed some 11's out there and well...nothing back. NOTHING. So the ones who are not responding...GOODBYE. I hate to do that, but if you are busy on here and I hear nothing and you keep adding pics and stash and I rate and you don't even say hello, well, what can I say....good luck to ya.

How Does Forever End?
Ever felt crushed? I'm not talking like" oh you broke my promise" crushed.. I'm talking like someone threw you off the Empire State building and someone broke your fall. Well that's exactly how I'm feeling right at the moment. I should have expected it, and honestly deep down I knew this was going on but hearing it and reality sinking in is a lot different than thinking. So as everyone knows, Aaron and I split up a lil over a week ago. He called me yesterday afternoon to tell me that he had someone else already. I was sure he did anyway but ya know, you don't run around on someone when they're across the country from you. And I'm not stupid, He's already slept with her. You should check the pics on her myspace. Theres NO FUCKING WAY you just lay around the house in nothing and let someone take pics of you. I'm pretty sure hes been fuckin her way before this but I dont understand why he couldnt have just sat me down when he realized that he lusted, liked, wanted her wtfe and told me tha

Thank You All
okay to start off yesterday i planned on deleteing my profile ,because my 24 year niece found out that she has stage 3 breast cancer i was going to go and take care of her so i deleted well after that she called told me she had set up home health care to come in and help plus because of my health problems she didnt want me to hurt my myself as most of u are or were aware i was a cherry ninja now im starting back from the begging thank you for adding me back you guys r the besti will be going to all your profiles and rating all pics again and boy theres alot lol give me time but thank you all

June 8
ok i need prozac i gues after the Cavs got spanked in San Antonio i was down!! though before the game i said i would not let it bother Me lol ya see being a athleate and fan in a town that won its last championship in 64 when i was 5 has not been nice as for my skin it has become unbareable and then the shit with surgeon vist on monday i came down and wiped my profile my last blog did say i was anti social lol any how do not know if and when i will add things but its alive for now ohh goodie aren't you all lucky ?

Why??
I just don't get it. My ex husband is at it again he thinks its more important to go on vacation with his girlfriend then to pay his child support. Maybe i'm crazy but the most important thing in his life should be taking care of HIS kids. I am doing my best to provide for them by myself but if i remember correctly i did not make these children by myself. He thinks by not paying he is hurting me but in actuality he is hurting them cause i have to work more oh but wait i can't do that cause he won't even watch them so i can make more money to make up for what he doesn't do. He said to me that he would never do this to me or to his boys but i guess he lied once again. What makes it even worse is that his girlfriend who supposedly "loves" my boys lets this go on. I mean come on i would never wanna be with someone who does not put their children first. I guess it just shows what kind of person she really is. But i guess most of this is my fault cause i married the moron so i guess

Update! 6/8/07
So I think it is about time that I start a blog on here since I have been on her a while now. As of right now my life is CRAZY! I am working , going to school, we are moving into our new apartment soon and we are in the process of opening our own shop. I just got a new job as an office assistant for an Ebay auction company. So far I like it and that is good news. I am getting ready to start a new quarter in school but this time it is a little different because I just recently changed my major. I was going for criminal justice and now I am going for Computer Drafting and Design. I love computers so when I saw that they were now offering that as a major I jumped right on it. As for us moving, anyone who really knows us knows that we have a bad reputation of moving alot. Well this is the last time we are moving for a long time. We have found an apartment that we both just love to death. Now on the main point of this post. We are opening our own Pagan shop here in In

A Feeling Inside.
I want to see you more I think. Than I can write with pen or ink. But when I shall I cannot tell. But from my heart I wish you well. I wish you well from the bottom of my heart. Although we both are so far apart. If you die there, and I die here. Before unto GOD we shall appear.

New Thing To Me Lol
ok well first off i guess i should say hi to everyone on here and hope you all are having a great day. but anyways im not very good at blogs and stuff like my wife is....lmao im not sure what to write on here but i think ill just let you all know how it is goin here.... well i get my daughter back in a few days and get to keep her for atleast a year maybe longer which will be fun... she will be startin school down here in indiana in the fall... hope she likes it but im sure i will cry on the dya she starts like every other parent does when their children go off to their first day of school...lmao but my family is doin great now and hope it gets better asthe year goes on .... weell i guess this is boutt it for now hope to get some comments on this and then i might make up some more ...lmao

Its Not Just News, It Is The Only News.
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Heartahces
Thunder cracks,a flash of light,lightening for a split second lights up the room.Drops of rain violently hit the windows,like the tears i cry hit the floor. ......You know they say distance(or separation)makes the heart grow faunder i am not so sure that is true.

Henry Doorly Zoo And More Stuff.
Well, I think it is almost a week away till the College world series and so today, since I had the day off from work, my dad had planned like a week ago to take me and the kids to the Henry Doorly Zoo. A day at the zoo today was probably the best because for one, when the college world series begins, it will be busy everyday; the zoo is the next most popular place to go while u are in Omaha, NE....and, two, it was not so much of a hot day. We usually go in the morning though so it was a little chilly when we went but nothing big at all. Eventually, the sun came out and we were feeling good. I was amazed by how much fun the kids had today though and how very well behaved they were. Sometimes, they were not all that perfect in listening to me but I would have to say that 80-90% of the time they were doing well. We all had fun though. My dad rented a wagon for the day and the kids only sat in it for a few times, however. They felt a need to walk instead, which was good because aft

I Am A "metalhead"
Whats Your Stereotype?... •HIGH CLASS:• •[] You enjoy tanning. •[] You own an iPod/mp3 player. •[] You love Starbucks. •[] You have been called a brat. •[] You have tons of shoes. •[] You have/had a laptop. •[] You love shopping. •TOTAL: 0 •GOTHIC:• •[x] Black is one of your favorite colors. •[x] You wear chains. •[x] You like heavy metal. •[x] You've shopped at hot topic •[] You have worn black lipstick. •[] You have/had/or wanted piercings. •[] You own a pair of Tripp pants. •[] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend. •TOTAL: 4 •PUNK:• •[]You skateboard. •[] You like plaid. •[x] You have/love Converse. •[x] You hate mtv. •[] You have/had/want/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. •[] You love mohawks •[x] You LOVE Music. •[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not •TOTAL: 4 •EMO:• •[x]You are sad sometimes. •[] You have dark colored glasses. •[] You cry easily. •[] You like emo music(RJA,e

Need Some Good Loving
is it just me or are all people in the world as fake as the movies these day special effects and well i just think people should be them selfs and well stop purpitrating and hating for real one love from the dirty boy-DIRTY-BOY@ CherryTAP

You Ain't Gonna Believe This
So I get this message from some young girl on myspace. Obviously, I'm the guy of her dreams. Here's a little bit of her letter: How's it goin? I'm jessica and I just moved to the Bumfuk area and I wanna meet a nice guy around here :-). I moved here to Bumfuk a couple of weeks ago for work and now that I'm here I have nobody to hang out with! I read your profile... You're cute and I liked what you had to say :-). * * * Once again, it seems that my irresistible charm has captured another heart. Poor girl doesn't even know that there ain't no such place as Bumfuk. I hope she figures out where she really is. I hope she gets some help of a professional nature.

The Evangelical Outpost
Reflections on culture, politics, and religion from an evangelical worldview. February 24, 2006: The Virtues of Being Ugly Dear Joe, The other day my girlfriend broke out an old photo album that coincidentally had a bunch of pictures of old boyfriends. Every one of them were really good-looking. I was just joking around and asked her if she thought I was the most handsome guy she has ever dated. She didn’t say anything. Then I asked her if she even thought I was good-looking. She hesitated and said that wasn’t what she found attractive in me. Needless to say, I kind of freaked out. My own girlfriend doesn’t think I’m attractive. How am I supposed to deal with something like that? L.R. Dear L.R., I’m a homely guy. Oftentimes when I make that statement people assume that I must have a low self-esteem. People assume that if you don’t find yourself attractive then you must have some psychological issues. But for me that’s not the case at all. In fact, I have a ridicu

Starbucks
About a mile from my house is a Starbucks (As many as there are now, I'd figured there should be one in my house). This Starbucks is always hoppin'. It's in a little shopping center and the drive thru at the Starbucks screws up the traffic for the shopping center. People sit outside the Starbucks in all types of weather drinking coffee. It's insane, but it got me curious. I decided that I should do some much needed research. The question I wanted answered is, "What is it about Starbucks that makes people want to spend so much money on one cup of coffee?" So I set off on a journey to Starbucks down the road from my house. Maybe it isn't as exciting as an Indiana Jones story, but hey, I was looking for the answer to coffee, not trying to find the Holy Grail. So I enter the Starbucks and I'm struck by how little lighting the place has. It was very dark. It felt like I was in an opium den. I was scared, but I didn't run. I waited in line for like ten minutes all the while lo

A True Interview With A Marine!!
Marine Corps General Reinwald was interviewed on the radio the other day and you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of National Public Radio (NPR) interview between a female broadcaster and US Marine Corps General Reinwald who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military installation. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL REINWALD: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery, and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see how

The Devil!!
WELL I AM A RECOVERING DRUG ADDICT AND ALSO WAS RECENTLY PARALYZED IN A WRECK..SOOO I GET PRESCRIBED TWO OF MY DRUGS OF CHOICE. WELL I PLANNED TO TAKE MY MEDS AS I AM SUPPOSED TO THIS MONTH... AAAAAAAAAND WELL LETS JUST SAY THERE GONE... IT SEEMS LIKE ONCE YOUVE DONE THE DEED AND BECOME A ADDICT... SEEMS LIKE ITLL NEVER LEAVE.. THATS IT IM A RECOVERING ADDICT FOR LIFE.. YAY HUH? LOL

A Brief Hello!
Half an hour and I will be off to make my dancing debut, lmao! I look like a two bit hooker!! I haven't worn this much make-up in years! Yes, my niece will be there and will be taking pics with my camera. Hopefully there will be one good enough to post, but I'm not promising at this point! It's hotter than blue blazes, it's rather breezy (here comes the saran wrap!!), and my stomach is in knots. My costume isn't too bad, considering I have a nice one ordered - it hasn't arrived yet! But that's OK. This looks pretty good, if I do say so myself, lol. Wish me luck - I think we are all going to need it!! Hope everyone is having a wonderful Saturday! Much love and warm hugs for everybody! Blessings one and all, all over the world! Later! Muah!

Super Bummed Out!!
It's the Birthday thing.. 47 years old.. 3 years from being 50.. having a rough time with this.. wanted to thank everyone who has wished me a happy birthday.. you all are awesome been on myspace for two years and hardly anyone says happy birthday or leaves comments.. thats what makes cherry tap awesome!! cheers!! I will keep crying in my beer!! Desiree

The Greatest Love I Never Had
Looking back on our time together still brings me to tears. I withdraw into those moments we had which were so consumed with passion, and so full of promise. If I could go back and re-live each of those precious moments with you I would certainly do it. Even knowing the pain I would face when the time came to walk away. I know my feelings for you were, and still are, feelings of love unlike anything I have ever known. My fear is that I'll never again feel that racing heart, those butterflies in my stomach, and the fireworks that always erupted when we made love. Only time holds the circumstances that will either confirm, or dash my fears. I've also had to accept the fact that all that I felt was one sided. I loved you and I have no regrets about that. You were a wonderful man. And in the beginning you were mostly always honest with me. You always made me face reality and deal with life. How do you say thank you for something like that? Loving you has made me a better person. I kn

Vacation Time
Hey everyone! I'm leaving Monday for Canada, and won't be back for a week! So, if you shout or leave a message and I don't answer, it's because I'm not here!! Hope everyone stays safe, and you all better hope I decide to come back home instead of running off for good!! LOL! Take care, and I'll be thinking about you...Kisses! -bren

Being A Volunteer Firefighter
Being a volunteer firefighter is a hard job. Most of us work a fulltime job. We get home and sit down to eat , then the pager may go off. We may even have to get up in the middle of the night to go help someone. We don't mind it though. We are helping someone in need. It may be a house fire, a wreck, a medical call, a grass or woods fire, or even a tree across the road. We respond to many different kinds of calls. It is difficult when it involves a death, someone you know personally, or a child. It is something that I enjoy doing. It is in my blood. It gives me the enjoyment of being able to help someone. We don't get paid for our services. Some get paid a little per call, but most don't get paid. We do it because we want to help others. We even have to buy our own gas to respond with. We don't mind it. I have beeen doing it for almost seven years. I wouldn't know how to act if I were to quit the fire department. It is my life. Most of us feel this way. We are there whenever people ne

I Hate Romance Movies
Romance movies, remind me that I don't have something that is important to me. Love. I've lived my life growing up not knowing if my mother really loved me. People can say that they love you, but its action that shows it. My mom would say that she loved me, but then neglect me. I've noticed lately that she does something that she does something all the time that hurts me. Whenever I try to talk to her about my feelings or about something I think is important, she tells me that I'm making a big deal out of nothing. As if my feelings didn't matter. I want what she has been unable to give me. I want someone to unconditionally love me. To accept me with all of my flaws and faults. I want someone that is going to be there no matter what. And then I watch a romance movie and I am reminded that I don't have that, that I've never had that. Romance movies go overboard in fantasy but but sometimes they demonstrate what love is really all about. I know that in order to find and

Anaphylaxis
I'm a Landscape Gardener, i've been stung many times by wasps or bees over the years, but the last two years each time I've been stung the worst the reaction, this Friday June 8th was nearly the last time, because this time the sting brought on Anaphylaxis shock, if my mate took five more minutes getting me to the hospital then i would of died, i must thank him and the staff at the hospital for the quick work in saving me, i'm back in work tomorrow its not nice to think that all around me is something so tiny but to me so deadly

Life
Life has it's ups and downs and believe me, I know about it! All I can say is...never settle! Surround yourself by real people that truly care about you!!! Learn from your mistakes and no matter how hard life is...laugh at it and don't tell yourself you can't get through it...because you can! If you have a dream...go after it! If you want it that bad...you can bring it to life! Don't look to be inspired...go out and be the person that inspires! You only live once and I never looked at life this way as much as I do now! You don't need a man or woman to complete you...complete yourself!!! A man or woman should be the addition to your life...not what makes your life what it is! That's in your hands! Stop searching in others what you can find in yourself! get it? I have been single by choice for about 2yrs! Since my last relationship, I was only serious about one person, OH WELL! I don't date...PLEASE! I want the guy who will laugh when he sees lettuce hanging from my mouth and adores

Hey.
Just a heads up. I'm alive, I'm happy, there's still people I wanna see. Shit's just kinda hectic at the moment and all. Courty bought me new kicks for my b-day, and I love them so. What are they? One guess, and the first initial begins with Chuck Taylor. Anyway yeah,shit's dope, T&T kick ass, and I'll hit you up asap. Stick with me, gang. I promise shit will chill eventually, word?

Don't Say You Love.....
Don't say you love if you really don't.... Don't say you love if your going to take it back... just keep your head down and walk away... Don't tell me you love me,if they are just empty words that spew from your mouth.... Don't tell me you love, if it's not with in your heart... Do us both a favor and just walk away..... So you told me you loved me.yet i am alone So you told me you loved me..and here i sit at home.... this is the hardest part ...is knowing your still in my herat So you told me you loved me.....and we never talk. So you told me you loved me.....and you just want to be friends... the sad thing is you have no clue how to start.... So even though you told me you loved me...i know deep down you Don't.....Because if you loved me,,,like you said you did, you would of kept me at least close to your heart.....

A Single Red Rose
And as I slip upon my knees And kneel before your feet I slowly lower my eyes As my hands clutch to the rose And as I start to whisper The words my heart can’t speak I raise the rose up to your hands And await your gentle grasp. My heart is like this single rose It belongs to only one And with this rose I give to you My heart, my soul, my love.

Cannot Belive This Happened!
I recently had an opportunity to meet a person on CT face to face while having a few drinks. After a few hours of conversation, we parted ways. Later the next day, I get an instant message asking "Would you fuck me?". Coming from a woman....!!!!!! So ladies, I know exactly how you feel.... When someone IM's you and the first thing out of their mouth.. or in the first 5 minutes makes some reference to how big their dick is, or how well then lick, it is totally disgusting. Becasue someone is on the electornic medium, then feel as though they have free reign to say/do whatever they wish. For once I would love for Microsoft to come up with a technology to allow someone to imbed in a chat program a way of reaching through the screen and delivering an open-face slap! I have heard the horror stories of guys behavior from many a lady, and I just wish they would conduct themsleves and say things as if they were face to face with that woman. If they came up to her, and said "I like

Are U Havin Fun Yet?
okay so its sunny out and the air is warm and the nights are cool so where are everyones party pics at? Ladies need i remind u that pics of u in yer bikini's are totally hot and men are pigs (not me of course) love to rate them :) so lets get out there and snap those photos and send some love!! Oh and guys if yer girl is hott in a bikini well dont be a dick and take her pic and put it up lol! okay this was my first blog just wanted to spread the news!!!!!!!!!!! later yall

Live Free
Life, the most beautiful thing, that lets a smile creep across the face of those who have lost. Life, The gorgeous surrender that engulfs your every being, no matter the cost. Life is too short to dwell on the whips and chains that hold us to the very thing, that inflicts the pain. Within this life, you have to focus on the moment, for you are not gauranteed the next in time, be free within this world of art and let go of the shackles within the mind. Dont let someone bring yu down on a day that you can be at peace, let the ignorance of the world fly by so you can dine on freedoms feast. be free.

Silver Wolf
Ann Sydow / Athol, Idaho Silver Wolf I saw you there, alone, heading straight west, Thirsty and exhausted, you needed a rest. Where were you going on that summer day? Whatever the case, I was glad to have you stay. A chance to help a wolf was an honor to me. But sometimes behind my fence, I wondered if you'd rather be free. With a beautiful silver coat, and a face of pure white, How on earth did you always hide in plain sight? Obedient (for a wolf)... you tried so hard to please. Eventually I could brush you all over with ease. The spirit of your wild ancestors could be seen in your eyes. I think you felt it like I do, every time another wolf dies. I'm so glad i found you, though our time wasn't long. Thanks for letting me hear your beautiful wolf song. I got to touch true wildness, connecting with nature, Every time I sat with you, stroking your fur. I hope I made you happy Silver; I tried to keep you well. The times I saw you

My Kids
how far is it for a dad to keep the kids from there mother? my ex hubby will not let me see the kids. i have been going back and forth to court from 1998 to now . they live with him but i am to have them every other weekend and split hoildays. he gets mad over me haveing a boyfriend or i live some where diffent.every time i take it back to court .they don;t do any thing about it.well let me know what u all think about this.

Attention All Friends
ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS REMOVE ME AS A FRIEND NOW I AM GIVING THIS ACCOUNT TO SOMEOEN ELSE AND NOW LONGER WILL BE ON THIS ACCOUNT. PERSONALLY I DONT CARE IF YOU KEEP IT ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST MAYBE THE NEW OWNER OF THIS ACCOUNT WILL STILL RATE YOU 11S AND ALL LIKE IVE TRIED TO DO.TAKE CARE AND HOPE CHERRY TAP MAKES ALL OF YOUHAPPY AND MEEST GOOD FRIENDS

The Joys Of Stupidity
Title says it all. I'm not one to sit here and get caught up in someone elses stupidity or drama. However, with that being said, the more I witness on CT I have discovered one thing. No matter who it is, or where in the world they are, we all have something in common. We all have our fair share of drama, and/or crosses to bear. However, I've decided that regardless of what seems to occur on here, I am distancing myself from it. For those in my family list, well you, for the most part will be exceptions to the above. As for the rest, well, don't bring your dramas to me.. I won't bring mine to you.. because frankly my private life is just that, PRIVATE. Those that do repeatedly try to involve me in their melodramas will be deleted and blocked, simple as that. Enjoy.

Womens Ass Size Study
Women's Ass Size Study There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty interesting: 1. 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway.

Mmm...
Upon her bed he lay soundly sleeping Just looking at him set her heart leaping Gently she kisses and strokes his face Causing his pulse to quicken and heart race Murmuring her name he rolls onto his side His want and desire he is unable to hide She stands before him in a sexy pose Very slowly and teasingly removes her clothes Revealing lingerie of the most vibrant red She seductively crawls on to the bed Passionately she kisses, strokes and caresses Covering his chest with her long auburn tresses Lower and lower her mouth and fingers roam Kisses and touches making him shudder and groan Taking his manhood into her mouth, she licks and sucks Sensational pleasure making his body buck His body shudders as he releases his load Over her face and mouth he explodes Written by my sis but for me...

Where I've Been
I have been trying to keep my shit together....with working 2 jobs, 2 teenaged girls and a disabled hubby (oh yeah, and 3 dogs and 2 cats). I don't know how the hell people have energy to clean their homes after work and such! My life is topsy-turvy, and don't see an end in sight. If I make it on to CT, it's usually not for long, maybe enough to say hello to a few random people, post a few things, then off I go on another tangent. Thanks you all of you who read this, since you obviously care enough to look. Just know that I think about my CT friends a lot, and when I find some time in the VERY near future, I will be posting stuff, other than changing my music about once a week as I've been doing (I'm eclectic and spontaneous...ok probably borderline ADD as I can rarely listen to a song the whole way through anymore). Oh, that time in the VERY near future...should be within the next day or so as I took some vacation time to get stuff done around my house, and give me some *M

Need To Apologize
I need to apologize to you my friends i was involved in an accident a bad one and a person i tried to save did'nt make it. I have been in shock and disbelief. And i have'nt been here for my friends on cherry and i am so sorry. I realized just how in a split second our life can end and it scared me to think i would lose all of you. So i want you to know i love my friends on here and would do anything for you. When death is that close you realize how you have to live each day as if it where your last and to always tell the people you care about just how much. So i am telling you now i love and cherish my friends on here and i will be telling you guys this every day till you get sick of me. Stay safe my friends and know i love you. always and forever your friend Angel xxxxxxxxxxoooooooo

My Father Died Today So Here Are Words When I Remember Him
I recieved an email today from my family 4000 miles away in Calgary Alberta. My father had an anurizum which ruptured in a heart valve and was havin emergency surgery. He pulled through but in ICU well tonight at 11:30 pm found out he had passed. My days dilemmas well June 10th is my youngest daughter Iris's birthday :( she turned 22 Saturday June 16th my eldest daughter is to be married she's 24 and now The funeral to bury my father soon Not sure which to do So when I think of these I thought of this Dad Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my t

Every Fathers Day I Cry
Every Fathers Day I Cry I see every Fathers Day kids and moms celebrating a special day for Dad. They give him Fathers Day cards and other things to let him know how appreicated he is; I see the smiles of these Dad's and the joy it bring every year,as for me every Fathers Day I cry cause my kids aren't here to share it with me. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Dedicated To: My Deceased Kids

Hello?is There Anyone Who Cares?
sometimes things just get to a person and there just doesnt seam to be anyone you feel can help. well,i guess noone is excluded from that,especially me.tonite my heart is really heavy.i have been going through old photographs and trying to remember things and trying to forget others.well i ran across one picture that really brought me to my knees. it was a photograph of a little child.who that was isnt important for this blog but what the picyure was,is very important becouse it made something that is going on right now leap into a whole new prospective. the child was 6 years old and in a wheel chair .the reason,child abuse.the picture was 27 years oldyet there is no change in his condition.he will live and die just as he is. well,since i knew that child personally it made another child burst into my mind.poor kaleb.once a healthy robust child and cuter than anything you can imagine yet,now he lies fighting every second for his life becouse of some adults abuse.it isnt fair. as i

My Summers
Okay, facts on my Illness for the curious. Current mood: bouncy Category: Life Common Variable Immunodeficiency (CVID) Most of us are no strangers to infections. Just about everybody has had colds and coughs and infected cuts, the flu or chicken pox. Some people have had first-hand experience with infections that are even more seriouspneumonia and meningitis. Usually, we expect to recover quickly from an infection. We count on our bodys immune defenses (sometimes with the help of antibiotics) to get rid of any germs that cause infection, and to protect us against new germs in the future. Some people, however, are born with an immune defense system that is faulty. They are missing some or, in the worst cases, almost all of the bodys immune defense weapons. Such people are said to have a primary immunodeficiency (PI). A PI disease results whenever one or more essential parts of the immune system is missing or not working properly at birth because of a genetic defe

Sadness ....
I tried to do a good deed yesterday, but it didn't work out. :( I found a chipmunk drowning in a barrel outside my house. I don't know how long he had been in there, but I fished him out and held him so that the water would drain out of his lungs. I guess I just didn't get to him in time, and since I don't know much about how to do CPR on an animal that small, he ended up dying in my hands. It was sad, because I like chipmunks. I tried to do what I could for him. :(

Lucky
I don't really think anyone has ever asked me how I got the name Lucky...I am bored so why not make a long winded Blog about it...lucky is short for luckydice40..which I have been using forever....when I started Djing for JFR (which I miss Btw) I shortened it to Lucky....I have Irish blood in me but that is not why I use it...I use lucky because I grew up in Las Vegas and the name rminds me of home and the good times that I had.

Honesty/truth
It just amazes me that people simply cannot tell the whole truth. Why lie? Why hide things from others? Yeah, I know, you don't want to hurt the other person's feelings, but think about this.... It hurts much less to find out the truth right away than to find out that you have been lied to all along. Being totally honest up front will hurt much less than the hurt and broken trust that will happen when the person finds out you have been lying to them. Tell the truth, trust the other person enough to tell them the truth. If they run, because of the truth, then either they were not meant to be with you, or it was something they simply cannot live with. But give them the choice up front. Don't hide things. You will just make the situation MUCH worse if you do. Lying breaks trust. Trust is not rebuilt in a day, a week, or a month. It could take years and if you have obtained someones trust, why break it? It takes much LESS effort to tell the truth than to keep up the lies.... BE

Chinese Proverbs
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who stand on

Still Stuck Here.
I Just Recieved News From The Gas Station People That Are Working On My Car They Said My Car Wont Be Done Till Later Today Waiting On Parts I Also Need Other Parts On Car That Wont Be In Till Tomorrow My Dads Going To Kill Me. Already Costing Over 300 Dollars And Hes Paying For My Room Here Which I Will Probably Have To Stay Another Night. Was Hoping To Go Home But Looks Like Im Stuck Here For Another Night. At Least I Have Internet. Hope You All Have A Great Day! Thanks For Your Support I Appreciate Very Much. Hugs And Bites! Leslie

Worthy Of Submission
Dominating the strong... Those not into the BDSM lifestyle are generally referred to as "vanilla". This phrase was coined, I imagine, to state the very bland, singular "tastes" of those not in the BDSM lifesyle. We in the lifestyle usually think ourselves to be more "flavorful" and diverse than our "vanilla" counterparts. For those who do not understand BDSM, you may find My analogies to be offensive. A slave is little more than a piece of property. Just as a car or a television serve and entertain a person, so does a submissive or slave. There are those in this lifestyle who treat a sub/slave with the same regard as an inanimate piece of property. I certainly understand this thought process: BUT WHOLEHEARTEDLY DISAGREE WITH IT. This is where I begin to offend those not accustomed to our lifestyle. I see a sub/slave as more akin to a dog. You see, a television, appliance or furniture makes for a TERRIBLE companion. A dog, on the other hand, provides feedback and reaction

Taking A Sabbatical...
A lot has happened to me in the past several weeks, and it has come to the point that I needed a break! I have lost several friends, broken up with my girlfriend, my cousin is still in the hospital and her condition has turned for the worse...I can't take it anymore! It is too much! Being a counselor, I know how important it is to be focused and be 100%, and right now, I am far from that point! I feel like a tidal wave has just crashed down on top of me (and I don't even have my surfboard)! So I have taken a break from work...I just can't do it! Not in the frame of mind I am in! I am also taking the same break from CherryTap! I need to get refocused and get some semblance of sanity and control back, before I lose it completely. If anyone wants my info to contact me outside of here, leave me a private message! I will be back every so often to check messages and will reply with either my personal info, or I will add you to my 'hit lists' myself! Everyone, as much as

Army
This picture of me in a Army t-shirt has been flagged nsfw twice now which really pisses me off there is not a damn thing dirty about this t-shirt someone is either hating on me or hating on this great country which ever it is doesn't matter.If you have nothing better to do than report pictures you got to much time on your hands and need to get a fucking life.And the CT big shots that are blocking this picture you need to do your job and start looking at the pictures before you block them. This is my so called NSFW picture tell me does this look NSFW to you

The Cult Of Celebrity Worship Gone Too Far...
Ok, I was watching the news yesterday, and with all the things going on in the world; Iraq war and war on "terrorism", illegal immigration debate, global warming and the kyoto summit, hella high energy and gasoline prices, the quality of our foods, hell even the NBA Finals goin' on; but the one thing that DOMINATED the fuckin' news wire, Paris Hilton going to, coming out, and going back to jail. And a sidebar to that story, Lindsey Lohan being wasted and busted for underage drinking and cocaine possession. Now I don't know how any of you feel about Paris Hilton, and honestly I don't give a fuck how any of you feel about Paris Hilton. This "girl" has done NOTHING to earn the amount of fame and celebrity that she has. If someone disagrees with me, tell me what she did to earn such a big and bright spotlight? I'm not gonna hold my breath, because no one can tell me what she did, because all she did was use daddy's money to get her into the clubs and exclusive parties of the "real" cele

When Will They Stop Asking?!
Okay so how many times am I going to get asked to see my NSFW folders?! They're closed, right? So then that means you can't see them... stop asking! The more I get asked the longer they're staying closed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *END RANT*

Definition Of Insanity
Ok so..I really do know the definition of insanity..doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Why would I actually beleive someone who says they want to be involved with me? I hate to say this but every single time I let a man get close to me...he squashes me like a bug. Have to go back to "Paper Towel" dating.....Tear one down when you need them, use until you are done and then throw them away. Cold? Won't get hurt will I?

Please Tell Me What You Think??
What would you think of a Pro. Fight promotion that contacted a fighter (via management) and asked that fighter to Drop 20 pounds and take a fight for them. They promise this fighter not only a fight but the MAIN EVENT. This fighter busts his ass and drops 20 pounds in 2 weeks to take the fight as he was asked and then gets told by the promoter that his 3rd op. is injured and not only is he not going to be in the Main Event anymore, he isn't going to be on the card at all. This fighter isn't even offered so much as tickets to the fight, much less his show fee, even tho he is ready willing and able to fight. The promotion can't even post a bulletin saying what happened, they just leave him hangin there to look like an asshole to his sponsors, friends and family. His manager won't do anything to help him because she has mananged to get herself a nice deal with the promotion while she was supposed to be looking out for the fighter. Does anyone out there think this is fair??? Is this the w

Revision On How People See Me
Tony sees me as a beautiful Angel Jack sees me as a sexy princess Bear sees me as fat, ugly and old Paul sees me as natural beauty Everyone else sees me as a heart with something sweet inside. Cassie

Why???
A year and a half ago, I had surgery to prevent having more kids. I did this only because the doctors and my husband said that because of my health, it would be too risky to have another one........I wanted one more. After my surgery, I spent days crying because I wanted one more, just one more. It was taken from me. I was robbed of my biological right to reproduce. As I cried, my husband told me it was silly and stupid to cry over it, because we didn't need another baby, it would just be another mouth to feed.......That really hurt. Well, now we are divorcing and he has a new girlfriend and I'm happy for him........BUT......He informed me yesterday that he and his new girlfriend are going to try to have a baby.........I cried. I love my children, take care of them love being a mother probably more than anything.....but I can't have my last one. But HE can go ahead and continue to reproduce when he doesn't take care of his children, doesn't doesn't see them as anything but "mout

How Freaky In Bed Are You? I Got A 65
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARI

All I See (this Is Mine, Don't Even Think About Ripping)
All I See - Cale Johnson © 2000 I don’t have the strength To take my eyes off her If only she could see what I see Instead of just another girl To her there’s always something out of place To me she’s an angel With that namesakes grace To her beautiful is a nickname Just something I say But she doesn't see me shiver when she's not looking my way She doesn't realize, what she does to me Doesn't even have a clue, that All I see is beautiful. CHORUS When her hairs all a-mess That's when she looks the best. A pair of Armanis or just some old sweats she walks by, when she's bumming or tryin to play it cool All I see is beautiful She compares herself To every girl she sees She doesn’t know she’s taken the place of the woman of my dreams The one I imagined Can’t hold a candle to her Before she came along I didn’t know for sure CHORUS When her hairs all a-mess That's when she looks the best. A pair of Armanis or just some old sweats she walks by,

Wrong Side Of The Bed
Wrong Side Of The Bed - Cale Johnson ©2005 I used to hold you as I fell asleep Your arms around me Your head on my chest Is what made my day complete Since the day you left me Sleep comes harder every night And every morning when I wake up I know something isn’t right CHORUS I woke up on the wrong side of the bed My arm draped over where you used to lay Holding the pillow where you rested your head My mood ain’t getting any better And won’t in the days ahead This happens every time I wake up On the wrong side of the bed No one ever doubted when they saw us together The looks we exchanged The smiles we shared That our love would last forever Now when my friends see me It’s the same question every day They all wanna’ know what’s wrong The only thing I can say, is CHORUS to fade

If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and found me there, in your bed, what would u do? (Better tell the truth.) 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol What would you really do to/with me? (and if you don't like this, you already know: Bite Me!) Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Nocturnal Waltz
Tis the night feel the wind through the forrest and see the shadows of the past dance and frolic around for know the forrest is empty yet the spirits do play and dance to the nocturnian waltz if ye listens one still can hear it now so sway side to side and let it be free for the night spirits are awake forever more so come dance like it is forever and when sunrises come lay in my arms till the night is once more

An Open Letter To Baby J --- Posted June 11th, 2007 And Completely Ignored By Him And The Ones Who Have The Power To Change Things Around Here
THIS IS A COPY OF THE LETTER I POSTED IN THE BULLETINS YESTERDAY TO THE INFAMOUS MR. BJ AND IT WAS COMPLETELY IGNORED BY HIM AND THE OTHER HIGHER-UPS DESPITE THE FACT THAT MY GOOD FRIEND NASSY WAS NICE ENOUGH TO MAKE IT A STICKY FOR ME: -------------------------------------------------- ~~~~ AN OPEN LETTER TO BABY J ~~~~ PLEASE SIGN AND REPOST IF YOU AGREE AND MAYBE WE CAN CHANGE SOME THINGS FOR THE BETTER AROUND THIS JOINT --- OK? DEAR BABY J: THE RUDEST THING HAPPENED TO ME TODAY WHEN I WAS VOTING AND MAKING SOME COMMENTS ON A FRIEND'S CONTEST ENTRY. WELL I WAS JUST GOING ALONG MY NORMAL MERRY WAY AND THEN THE RUDEST SYSTEM COMMENT CAME BACK TO ME AND I WAS FLAGGED FOR COMMENTING TOO FAST AND SUPPOSEDLY FLOODING THE SERVER. IT SAID IF I CONTINUED THIS ABUSE MY ACCOUNT WOULD BE DELETED. WELL IT IS LIKE THIS: FIRST OF ALL MY COMPUTER IS SLOW AS ALL HELL SO I DON'T KNOW WHY THE SYSTEM THOUGHT I WAS GOING TOO FAST. SECONDLY, I THOUGHT IT WAS RUDE AS HELL TO GET THIS

Freaking Asshole!
imblindsee: want to play? ->imblindsee: hmmm, well nice to meet u too imblindsee: what a better way to meet ->imblindsee: did u ever think maybe u should get to know someone first? imblindsee: call me ->imblindsee: i dont think so imblindsee: i just want to play right now ->imblindsee: well I dont imblindsee: was wanting to know if you wat to here me cum ->imblindsee: what about, NO dont u understand? imblindsee: the bitch saying it ->imblindsee: excuse me? imblindsee: u fart ->imblindsee: I realize that ur intelligence lvl is 1, so Ill make it easy for u...NO!!!!!

Dedicated To Someone
From this moment I am officially taken! No Games! No Breaking up! No going back. You know what I am happy for that. I love him so much and he loves me. Wow someone that actually gives a fuck about me is finally in my life. He is here for life as I am for him. Baby Thank you for being the wonderful person you are. In a month and half I am yours for life. I am going to be a Rodriguez hehe. I can not wait for the day that I get to say you are my husband. I love you with all my heart no matter what. Love you, Ur future Wife, Carmen

True Friends
" Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows." When your times are filled with troubles, sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you, From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows, And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden, And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows, Though it may be for many years. For in the end I would be happy, To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay, For the gift of knowing you. " A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world walks out."

The Velcro Collar
Velcro collar" is an increasingly common term, used derisively. The old guard leather community was very protocol oriented and stressed serious lifestyle involvement because of safety issues. More recently, however, email, Internet chat rooms and instant messaging services allowed the curious to participate in casual (and often anonymous) D/s relationships online. The velcro reference indicates the tendency for online dominants and submissives to have new online collaring ceremonies frequently and without regard for existing relationships which end as easily as not logging in. Wikipedia. As the "old guard" of BDSM makes way for the internet, and other forms of rapid communication, it is not surprising that the ideas of BDSM will also change. In cherrytap I am always surprised that there are very few people who understand (by my way of thinking), the meaning and lifestyle involved to a true D's relationship. Everything I do online is a direct reflection of me as a Domme. What I say a

She Is......
This is a poem that I found that I believe all Masters and Dom's should have the opportunity to read and reflect on. She is My property. She is Mine to use and abuse To do with as I please and without question To take when I desire She is My property, HOWEVER, She is My most treasured property I will defend her to the death I will do nothing to hurt her I will allow no one to hurt her My life means nothing without her I will guide, protect, feed, love, shelter, and honor her She is My most treasured property. author unknown

Fucker!
I HAVE NO IDEAS WHO YOU ARE...NOR DO I CARE! BUT IF YOUR THAT JEALOUS THAT YOU NEED TO KEEP REPORTING MY PICTURES AS NSFW THEN STAY THE HELL OFF MY PAGE! GET A LIFE, OR A JOB, OR A HOBBY, BUT QUIT REPORTING MY PICS AS NSFW CUZ YOUR LOOKING LIKE AN ASSHOLE RIGHT ABOUT NOW!

Last Night
All right. So last night my friend Kellee, my roommate Brian and I are watching a lil' "Hells Kitchen". Now.. I don't care what you say...but watching the fat asain cowboy have his mental breakdowns and start crying is just very amuseing to me. Anyways...as we are sitting there minding our own, the neighbors, one from across the street and one next door, are doing some yard work. Not just any yard work but like major tree trimming yard work stuff. So grizzly adams is up in this tree with a chain saw doing his thing. When we hear a loud...WOOSH!! Followed by a SMASH...followed by the tv and internet going bye bye. Well...I rushed frantically to my boxes of random stuff to find my rabbit ear anttenas just in time to catch the rest of my show. Anyways.....I really don't think random people should be able to just climb trees near power and cable lines and just start cutting away without some kind of permit or something. Then again I do live in White Center...where people do

The Humble Apostrophe
Ugh. The misuse of our language just ... plagues me. The poor abused apostrophe! I just cannot STAND it anymore! So, here's a basic lesson in contractions, otherwise known as the proper use of apostrophes. Note: If you read this blog, then misuse them, I will mock you. You don't want me mocking you. Ah... the apostrophe. So misunderstood, the little guy, but why? It's really not that tough to use 'em correctly! Apostrophes are used in two cases: as possessives (If your father owns a cat, it's "Dad's cat") and in contractions, to substitute for a dropped letter ("you are" becomes "you're"). Contractions In contractions, they are used to indicate a missing letter or letters. For example: "I can't" instead of "I cannot" "I don't" instead of "I do not" "it's" instead of "it is" "they're" instead of "they are" Possession Apostrophes are also used to indicate possession. For example: The dog's bone The company's logo Jones's bakery (or Joneses' bakery if th

Rockaby Cut My Wrists And Watch Me Cry
Lay down now and close your eyes As you think of broken butterflies That tore their wings upon a thorn Your mind is so very tired and worn Dream of blood trickling down And wake up just before you drown Dear sweet child, you'll cry no more tears As you bleed, it washes away your fears And as the moonlight shines down on you You'll have no doubt as to what to do But if you do happen to start to cry Then just whisper the cutter's lullaby Hushaby baby, you're almost dead You have no pulse and your pillow is red Noone loves you and the pain dissapates when you bleed Sleep tight with the knife, for it's all you need Rockaby baby, all broken and scarred You didn't know life was gonna be this hard Time to end the pain you hid so well And down will come baby, straight back to Hell.

Peter Britt's Book News
Hi everyone.... First, I would like to thank all of my new friends here on Cherrytap for your wonderful support, comments, ratings and most importantly, your friendship. I am so happy that Jody got me to come over to CT. I've already met some wonderful people here and making real friends is something I very much cherish. So, thank you all for being a friend. I am truly blessed with this I know and I appreciate all the relationships that are being formed. Secondly, a little news about my book: The opportunity to pre-order my book to get your name on the dedication page is past now. The publisher has all the names of those who pre-ordered and they are presently putting the dedication page together. I will be putting up a new paypal link on my page and in the blogs, bulletins etc to order the book, probably within the next few days. Remember, you can read excerpts from the book on my personal web site to get an idea of what is to come in the book: www.peterbritt.us Thanks again to al

Desperation Hall Of Shame
I tell you, people are idiots!!! Why is it that the majority of people can not read but are able to type? And as for cyber propositions...COME ON ALREADY!! How desperate do you have to be to have to beg for cyber sex? LMFAO. Obviously if these people had anything to offer they would be having REAL sex not fake online crap. As such, I am now announcing my own DESPERATION HALL OF SHAME and the first two members are listed below. 626312: wanna play baby? ->626312: NO i do not...don't you people read profiles........I am not a cyber whore nor do i appreciate being approached like one......thanks and have a great day. CrazyBunny: wanna play ->CrazyBunny: Obviously you can type but not read.....I do not want to play...If you would read a profile occasionally you would know the answer before you send out these degrading, insulting shouts...maybe you should go play with YOURSELF

Morning Whisper
Morning whisper. How I whisper the love that is so sweet on the eve of dawn Snuggled up to each other arm in arm, flesh againts flesh. The smell of ardent love from the night before in the sheets. Quite whispered words of "I LOVE YOU" A quick nibble on the neck or shoulder Or a passionate kiss to help each other awaken The squeel of sarrow to have to face a new day of humans quest for work and life When all we want to do is stay in bed in each others arms to whisper of love Ardent whispers shared in love and the secert of the bedroom Morning is the time of new hope and passions Until one runs into reality of life Work oh work when all one wants is to be in bed whispering and snuggling Oh ardent whispers of the morning Please just one more time I love you ditto I love you also Mwauh Mwauh A Morning whisper LOVE Note this is a first rough draft so please do not give me grief over the thoughts and words. ok

The Cab Ride
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clock

Random Thoughts
well i've been thinking a lot and i just need help to find something to ease the feeling of abandonment. i just feel like everyone i once held dear or close is no longer there what do you do when you don't trust your close friends and your family? it's confusing and scary to feel like you are the only one out there... i don't know maybe i'm just feeling lost again or just over thinking but i don't feel as though i have a goal or a reason to even try but just exist blah

Thank You, Aylah Dear!
I have been gifted with a one day Cherry Blast, my very first Blast, by Sadistic Light! She is a dear friend, Mistress of AnArchy Skull, and a past life companion of mine, as well. Thank you so very much, Hon! Surprises are such wonderful things, lol!!

Crush
OK, This crush stuff is such a mind game. I HATE not knowing something. Drives me crazy. Someone has a crush on me and the only person I could think it was, is using his crush on his best friend (female). At least that's who I think he said he used it for. Anywho, that leaves me to wonder who it is that is crushing on me. Now, do I take this crush thing seriously? Nooooooooo of course I don't but I hate when people don't just come out and say something. Just tell me who you are!!! Does anyone else kinda feel like this crush stuff is almost stalker like? lol I have a friend on here who has 8 people who have crushes on him and it drives him nuts too. I think that after 2 weeks, cherrytap should reveal who it is. I hate secrets! HAHHAHA OK I am just rambling, I hope you know that. I am not mad about the crush, it's sweet, but I REALLY do wish I knew who it was. Cmon now, you can tell me.

What The Hell Is This..
I will have to say it amazes me that just because you are spoken for that it seems all the ones that you thought were your friends were not.What happened to those so-called people that called me your friend.I thought Cherry Tap was all about meeting new people,making new friends as well as keeping old friends.I guess I was wrong !!!! I wished I could be proven wrong..but who knows maybe I will maybe I will not..

Am I Dead??
Am I Dead by Ol' M.EZY NOW (AM I DEAD) WHEN NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME? (AM I DEAD) WHEN NO ONE COMES AROUND TO SEE ME?? (AM I DEAD) TO THE ONES WHO SAY THEY REALLY LIKE ME, THEN TURN AROUND GOING OUT THEY WAY TO NOT SEE ME???? FEELS LIKE IT....... (AM I DEAD) TO MY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHEN THEY FIND OUT I'M BROKE FOR THE WEEK, GOT KICKED OUT THE HOUSE WIT NO DAMN PLACE TO GO SLEEP?!? NOW (AM I DEAD) WEN I GET DAT FEELIN DAT NO ONE CARES FOR EVEN WUT I FEEL, THEN TURN AROUND AND COMPLAIN THAT I SAID NOTHIN DURING THE ENTIRE ORDEAL? ~~~~~CARE TO LISTEN???~~~~~~ (SILENCE....ONE PIN DROPS.....) (*shivers*... man, feels dead enough...) NOW (AM I DEAD) WEN I FINALLY REALIZE DAT I'M ON MY OWN, NO ONE TO FALL BACK ON AND ALL I GOT IS MY SOUL AND SOME CLOTHES???? COME TO A QUICK REALIZATION THAT I CAN'T SLACK OFF, CAUSE WHEN THE TIME COMES, AM I GONNA HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE TO JUMP START MY LIFE OFF??? SO (WHEN I'M DEAD) TO THE ONES WHO REALLY DON'

Sorry
Just want to say to everyone that i am sorry for not getting on your pages , i am staying at a friends house for a but , i am looking for my own place so till then i am stuck with dial up . i should have dsl real soon . i have tried to get on some pages but with the internet i have it will not let pages load to send out some love,,,lol i will be on more as soon as i can Hope you are all doing great Love ya

Women Run Right To Pain
Some of you may have actually taken the time to read my profile or maybe actually know the kind of man that I am. I am very open, very honest, and i speak my mind and speak from the heart for this is who I am. I have over the last few years gotten to know so many women, and even met a few, and i see the same pattern over and over again. We always seem to become wonderful friends, and some at some point they may have meant more to me. Some have hoped they could get it back from me at a later point, but that is hard to do, when my heart is not cared for truly over the players and attention from those just hoping for a good time, I realize the good time boys mean more than a true heart that cares, and this is not the kind of relationship or person I seek to last a lifetime. If you truly care for someone, you express it, you share it, and you let it grow. It's natural, an attachment and relationship is formed for what it is and for who you are, whatever the basis of that relationship. So w

Let The Rambling Begin!
Ok for the last two days now I've been getting mail from "Cherry Tap Support" telling me that my pics have been marked NSFW. What the hell?? Most of the pics I've got on my page has been on there since the first day that I signed up on this site. It just pisses me off to no end that people are so stupid!!! Come on now, a unicorn with an angel is NSFW??? Makes ya wonder don't it. So to all my friends and family that read this, beware, some one is going around reporting pics NSFW, when they are totally fine.

And I Wonder What This Might Be All About....
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Stop Canned Hunts
~~~~THIS BREAKS MY HEART~~~~ Hunting: A Dying Sport These video clips show hunters in a canned hunt situation. The lioness has been lured into a fenced paddock, by holding her cubs on one side of the fence. As she frantically tries to get to them in clip one, the hunters guide is trying to coax her away from the fence so that the hunters will have the feeling that they shot her in the wild. The second clip is very graphic and disturbing. The hunters shoot her to death, right in front of her crying cubs and then all gather around the dying lioness, with milk dripping from her teats, to have the pictures made. These take a while to load, but the animals need you to be patient and to see what is happening to them all across America. In many cases they are shot in transport cages and don't even have this much of a chance. clip one>>> http://www.bigcatrescue.org/movies/CannedHunts/0MovieClipCannedHuntLioness4.htm clip two>>> http://www.bigcatrescue.org/mov

My Master's Rainbow
I walk up to the door retrieving my key from beneath my left breast. My fingertips like ice from the December air cut a chilling path along my skin. Nothing in this world ever feels as solid as this particular key. I break out in goose flesh as I place the key in the lock. My breath catches as I set my bag down in the snow. It is the same every time. Key in the door, but do not turn the lock, place the bag on the ground next to me. Take down my hair and place the clips in the bag, then my jewelry. Watch first, wedding ring, bracelet, ear rings, and necklace, always in this order. Next comes my jacket, my blouse, my skirt, and I'm left in my underclothes standing in heels in the snow, on the front stoop of his house. My master's rainbow has four colors, today's color is pink. Pink is the color of innocence. My bra is chaste, cotton of this hue with a delicate lace trim, as are the partnering cotton briefs and thigh high stockings. I am to change my shoes, heels aren't allowed toda

I Have A Stalker.
-Full Version: Ok so...about 3 years ago I dated this guy briefly. He was a nice enough fellow at the time...a bit weird, but that seems to be a pattern with me anyway. A few months ago, I ran into him at a Shattermask show and he's been messaging me ever since. But it didn't start to get strange until just these past two days. I've reached the end of my rope with this. I put him on ignore in Yahoo and he either messages me from a different screen name or he switches to MySpace. It never seems to end. Anyway, I usually wouldn't feel the need to blog about this, but this is so damn unbelievable at this point that I feel as if I should document it...just in case. Besides, it would be nice to know if everyone else thinks this is as insane as I've come to believe it is. And here are just a few of the things he's been saying to me: "i love you cuz you make me feel warm inside." "i want to cuddle. i want to spoon. i want to kiss your neck again. i want to bend you ove

Random Emotional Outbursts
well, i think with exception of the random emotional outbursts, im doing ok dealing with my loss. i guess you really dont know the impact of something in your life untill its gone. this is especially hard on my daughter. shes not old enough to really have lost anything yet. with 12 animals in the house, this will most certainly happen again. so im hoping this will pave the way for her to handle loss in he future. although i know from my own losses, it really doesnt get any easier. id like to thank all of you for supporting me. without all my friends and family, i dont think i would have recovered as quickly as i have. your prayers and support have been wonderful. ill be on and off for a few days, work is not really being kind to me, but ill be around. hugs and kisses keith

Dammit All...
Here we go again...more people nailing my pics...do you have nothing better to do? If you don't like it don't fucking look...damn...it's not even people that got nailed this time just my zodiac...grow up!!!! Remove yourself from my friends list, let me know who it is so I can remove you since you obviously have far too sensitive tastes to be on my list!!!

My First Story, Had Problems In Stash
“Very Nice” You have been talking to him for quite some time. His past excited you, the idea of knowing that the government had trained him to kill a man, you knew in his arms no one would ever harm you. After weeks of talking you had your chance, he was coming to town on business. This was your chance to meet face to face, the idea excited you and as the day grew closer so did your anticipation. What if you were not good enough, were not pretty enough, or just not, what he wanted. He told you not to worry that you would know how he felt the moment you look at him. You wondered how it would be possible to know how he would feel in that second. How could he know how to feel in that second? The time had come. You wore your sexiest little black dress and your favorite little shoes with the straps, and for the first moment, it crossed your mind, what if, what if he is not good enough? It was too late; he pulled up in his rental and stepped out. He was an attractive man, just less

New Friends Thank You
The last month or so has been hard on me and if it wasnt for the Great friends I have meet on here and talk to it would have been worse so Thank you all for talking and listening and helping me get through it Love you all :)

My Step Dad Was Murdered
at 7:40am there was an unidentifided male was found in an alleyway near jacksonville beach on monday june 11,2007.He was found face down and his hands were tied behind his back.this unidentified man was my step father.I am asking anyone who might know anything to please help in finding and prosicuting his killer.Because of some careless asshole me and my mother have to explain to my 7 year old brother why his daddy won't be here on fathers day.To make matters worse when my brother came home from school today he showed me and my mom the card and keychain he made for his daddy. a present he will never get.now I am asking for help from ppl i don't know and ones i do please help us find his killer. rest in peace Scott Eugene Hofmann

Another Hot Story!
In the darkness of the room, my eyes close and I listen to my breathing and heartbeat. The sheets freshly laundered, the slight sweetness of the fabric softener fills my senses. Gradually my body warms the bed and I doze off in the enveloping warmth. The shaft of light from the hallway brings me out of my slumber. Its quickly extinguished as the door closes and the room returns to darkness. Footsteps, familiar with the room, head directly to the dresser. A scrap of a match, momentary flash of brilliance and a candle comes to life. Its followed by a second on the dresser, then a third by the one of the nightstand. The scent of citrus soon encompasses the room and I breath deep taking it in as I wake fully from my nap. The candle light allows me to see you. You are standing in the middle of the room, I can make out your features but not in detail. But I know its you and I stretch out on the bed. Laying on my back, my right arm up under my head. Looking towards you across my body, I ca

Dammit!!
My friend got nailed with some asshole downrater today ok and i know alot of you will say "boohoo i was downrated" but this guy makes 20 accounts a day while we are at work and keeps on and on and on and you never know when he is show up again..i think i know who he really is but i need more proof.. here is the profile link he is using right today explicit@ CherryTAP Again i dont want to sound like a crybaby but like i said in the caption on my default i mentioned this before and no shit...this dude or- hell might be a girl i dont know..makes like 20 diff accounts while we are at work/school and runs the pics down. All of you have been wonderful to me i just wish i could get back to each you as fast as id like! ok thanks for listening (or reading) my rant. XOXOXOXO -Nikki

Holy Shit...
Wow, I must have really crossed some unseen line with the powers that be. Life was going along relatively smoothly for quite some time, and then BAM! Chaos and Drama abound!!! Mind you, I always seem to have a little in my life somewhere, that's what happens when you are everyone's "turn to" person. I care to much sometimes, so when my friends are having trouble, I also take some of it on. I have a hard time occasionally removing myself from their situations. Atleast emotionally. When I have people in my life that I feel a bond with, I will drive myself crazy trying to help them. Sometimes I wonder why. After all, are they there when I need them? Do they go out of their way to be there for me? Do they really care about me and mine, or is it all about what's in it for them? Sometimes it is very hard to tell. I found myself driving around in the middle of the night last night, wondering what exactly I wanted out of my life. I think sometimes that my picture

The Farewell Note That Can't Be Sent...
Ahhh...I have such a hard time not being able to say goodbye to people... I guess, what I have to say is this...I'm glad our last conversation...was a good one. I'm glad we met & damn glad we laughed...glad we know how to kick ass at Video Crack together...glad you introduced me to The Boondock Saints... I know many are angry with you right now. I'm not angry. I don't hate you. I don't...even dislike you in the slightest. We all do what we do because it is right for ourselves at the time. We all fuck up. I look out for myself...and, believe me, I fuck up. As alone as you may feel, you're not alone. I wish the best for you always... “May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars...”

Genuflect
ENTRAPMENT, NO OPTION BLEATING GOATS ARE WE I WAS RAISED IN HELL YOU'LL NEVER BURN ME SEARING PAIN, SO FAST LIKE A NUCLEAR BLAST THAT PENETRATES THROUGH RIPE FRUIT BECOMES BRUISED I GO TO MY CORNER IMPATIENTLY WAITING FOR THE NEW WORLD ORDER OUR ASHES DISSAPATING AS THE STREETS FILL WITH BLOOD PROVERBIAL TEXAS FLOOD DISSAPPROVE NOT, FOR TOGETHER, WE WILL ROT 'HE' SEES IT ALL KNOWING I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG 'HE' WON'T LET YOU FALL ALONE, YOUR WILL DONE CRASHING INTO A FLAMING BRICK WALL ARTERIES SEVERED SUPERCEDING ARGUING ENDINGS STILL CLINGING IN LIFE BELIEVING BLACK ANGELS SINGING IN THE KEY OF DEATH ABSORPTION OFFERING ...SCATTERING...SCREAMING... ...WHAT, NOW? WE BEGIN KNEELING?

Basic Font Style, Size & Color
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Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something finally went right! They called me in this morning and gave me the CNA job that I interviewed for in the critical care unit at our hospital!!!!!!!!!!!! This is such a huge thing for a CNA .......soo big~ grins The new apartment will be ready to move into by the first of next month~ This proves sometimes a little change is needed ~ smiles

You Were All I Ever Needed
You were all I ever needed You were all I ever wanted You were all I ever dreamed of. You said I don't know you. That I never really understood. You pulled away from me never giving me a chance. You were ready to throw us away with out even a second glance. I have given you my love, my heart, my soul. Don't be so quick to judge me and think I'm so cold. I would slay any dragon, Fight any war. To prove my love to you is so much and more. Maybe it's I you don't understand. Maybe it's I you just don't get. Because when I give my heart it's forever Maybe that's what you need to get. Misty 6-14-07

Just Thinking...
So far this year has been a strange one. It started off on a low and by my birthday I was a living dead girl. I had completly died inside and it really does take falling to your lowest of the lows before you can pick yourself up. I have met some amazing people so far.. people who have made a huge impact in my life. I have lost someone who I thought was one of my best friends.. I was the kind of girl that ran to a friend with every problem I had.. and my friends did the same with me but now i've learned to support myself. Sometimes I find I am the one putting all effort into a friendship/relationship.. I get shit on alot after giving most people my everything. I have come to realise that Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person, and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good, and what is not, wont. Relationships are worth fighting for; but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If

A Nasty Joke
A guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!!

Marines...by A Friend Of Mine
My Friend was a US Marine, he drove a big 7 ton truck, when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "sweetie wish me luck". Then he would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A Marine's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he won't fight a war for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too dumb to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble he was there to lend a hand. Then my Marine went to work one day and kissed me good-bye, But little did I realize, that night, I would cry. My Marine gave his life that night, when the bomb hit from below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray to God above, Say a prayer for your local Marine, he may save the one

I Have Been Offline
I havent been online for a couple of days. One of the ferrets, Sly, is in his finale days of life. For his sake I hope it wont be much longer now. He isnt very coherant and he is not in any pain. But stomach cancer and dehydration cant be comfortable. He is slowly slipping away. He came to me through the rescue almost two years ago with his buddies Spectra and Agnes and has been a light in my life... it is just like him to do things slowly and in his own time. Agnes and Spectra are not doing too well. They are falling into depression...they know their buddy is dying so my days are split between holding sly and keeping him comfortable and trying to get them to play as much as possible so they dont die from the depressio. Hope you all are well and hope to ttys.

Here's The Short Story
Here's one of my many fantasy: It's been a long day at work and I long to return home to my most wonderful girlfriend. I finally get home and open the door to hear noises coming from our bedroom. I move closer to the bedroom door to hear the commotion. I hear my girlfriend moaning and voices of other men. I open the door and see her, legs wrapped around a man I don't know, grinding her hips upward on his cock. While she is doing this, she is deep throating another man. I cough and she quickly looks up at me with a grin. She says hello and tells me to take off my clothes and have a seat close to the bed. I do as she says and I ask if I can join in. She shakes her head and tells me, after they finish. She sticks his cock back in her mouth and thrusts her hips in rhythm to her other lover's pounding. All I can do is look on this sight with an extreme hard on. She glances at me and sees how hard I have gotten. She stops what she's doing for a few so she can tease me. She brings her

Slow Down!!!!!
WOW! So many of us rush our days away with out even realising where rushing our lives away. How many times have u said I can't wait till Friday/ the weekend or any other day. Remember when ur rushing 2 get 2 another day, then ur rushing away the days of ur LIFE. So keep n mind that each day of ur LIFE is so very special and should b cherished. So hold on TIGHT 2 each day of ur LIFE with a smile and thank the loving man above (GOD) that ur here another day and take a very deep breath, slow down, relax and just SMILE because the day ur rushing 2, will come no matter what. Remember ur here 2day, but whose 2 say u will b tomorrow. Take care and many heart warming smiles.

Tears Of Pain
The tears of pain run down my face the hurt is clearly shown, but who can say just why or when this pain I've come to know? My bellowing weeps in the still of the night will bring me to dismay, my pillow is wet from tears I've cried and won't dry till it is day. If you can't hear the words of my tears then really have they been said? or are they just voices of disturbing choices lingering inside of my head? My hearts in despair but who really cares that's a lesson still to be taught, the soul is the bearer of dangerous anger from arguments still to be fought. The tears of pain run down my face and I know not what to do, but I open my eye's and now realize that this pain that I've known is YOU......

A Good Joke
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK" she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea." The little girl asks, "Do you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

I Shock Myself.
I'm actually doing this. I talked about moving, but it's now become a real thing. I'm househunting. I'm calling realtors. I'm making lists of things that have to be done. I'm deciding what to take and what to sell. I'm really, truly doing this. This job offer was made to me shortly before I climbed on that plane to Arizona. At the time, I thought little of it. It wasn't relevant to what was going on in my life...and that seemed like an awfully long way to go just for a job. But now, there are so many reasons in my head for making this move. I mean, especially since my house was already up for sale anyway. When I bought this house, I did so with my ex. It's a big, rambling 100 year old house and I like it, but it wasn't my first choice. It was the house he wanted. And within the space of 6 months, he was gone anyway. This time, for good. After 6 years of going back and forth. Breaking up and dating other people for a few months then coming back and telling me how much he

To A Friend I Lost.....
When life gets tough, and it feels rough, days slowly pass, and your heart feels vast, broken and battered, wondering if you even mattered, wondering what next, and knowing your heart was shattered. they say time will tell, but its actually a living hell, trying to stay afloat, wishing she would come, and be your life boat, you slowly start to sink, you truely start to think, was life worth it, even a little bit, then you see a light, so heavenly bright, now you feel the emotion of delight, never to feel a touch, never to feel loved, only to find, you left all your loved ones behind. to worry and cry, as they say their last good bye.............

Employees
*How to properly place new employees* 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: * A. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. * B. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. * C. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. * D. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them In Planning. * E. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. * F. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. * G. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. * H. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. * I. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. * J. If they hav

Alamo
The Alamo............................... On that fateful day, March 6, 1836, Davy Crockett woke up and walked from his bunk on the ground floor of the Alamo up to the observation post on the west wall. Col.William B.Travis and Jim Bowie were already up there. The three gazed at the hordes of Mexicans moving steadily towards them. Davy turned to Bowie with a puzzled look on his face and said, "Jim, are we landscaping today?"

People With Arachnophobia
How I love to torment them.. Interesting how even a picture of a spider makes their skin crawl. I love it. This was a conversation in my shoutbox today. rockfordja...: do me one favor pleas eget that danm spider away from me ->rockfordja...: lol never! rockfordja...: i had a spider the size of a dinner plate crawl over my head and face since then i hate them He wouldn't give me a description of the spider or anything unfortunately. My guess is between exaggeration and pussification, it was a large wolf spider, maybe 6 inches total legspan. I can't imagine any scenario where one would crawl on someone's head other than him sleeping, but generally these are skiddish as hell and will stay hidden. There are some very large orb weavers and other web spinning spiders that get pretty big, so in the even of walking thru the web of one of these larger ones, then yeah, could happen. I've noticed that when people talk to me about spiders, unless they've actually kept spide

Hey Everyone
hey everyone im sorry i havent been on in a few days but i was in a bad wreck and shit and its gonna take me a few days to remeber everyone so please if you sb me and i say who are you please forgive me because i have a little memory lose ty, cassie and if you wanna know what happen is i went throgh my car windshild and im ok im at home now and a 18 wheeler crashed into me and so yeah but im ok its hard for me to talk and remeber some stuff but i will make it out smmoth and ok i love all my friends and my dsc family and ty for being there for me

Just Average Me
I'm tired of being the girl next door. I wan to stand out in a crowd and be the center of attention for once. I'm tired of not being peoples "type" and having a "great personality". I want to be beautiful, sexy, hot. So...my dilema...how to go about doing this metamorphasis? If anyone has ANY advice for me, no matter how harsh it is...you can leave it here with me. I am in serious need of a mentor. Let's face facts, people don't put a picture of themselves online to be judjed on personality. Basically, I'm really REALLY sick of being just average.

Poetic Ramblings
I wanna live, I wanna die I feel so conflicted with love, I wanna fly I fly so high, I crash and die Cannot die, gotta live Live enough, for God to forgive Try so hard so my children to believe, Its alright for their Father to love and live Live himself to forgive, he wants to live, they want him to live...to love him, to love them, to live with them.... They say,"Daddy, don't cry, don't die" ....I wanna live.

All Friends And Family!!
I may not be on much due to a lot of shit going on in my life right now and i won't handle it to well. i'm very sorry about it but well right now it's about well i'm not really sure, but please keep me in your thoughts in my leave. Thanks!! ~sandy~

Depressed
The mental weakness is back again the same old anguish and the pain feels like my life is going down the drain The blood from the cut folding knife open and shut The stinging relief i feel from the blade's sharp steel All these things i want to go away not to return another day I am feed up with feeling weak I desire a normal life like we all seek I have anger and i am sad I hate myself I feel so sad I dont want pitty or to be a door mat A normal life is where i want to be at I need to find a getaway So i can fight another day not sure it will happen this time i am sorry to say.

Your Love For Me
HEY ALL!!! GET YOURSELVES OVER TO DRAGON RIDERS PAGE AND CHECK OUT THE CONTEST!! I NEED ALL THE LOVE YOU GOT!!! ONE PERSON ALREADY HAS 800+ COMMENTS....UURRGGGG!!!! COME ON I KNOW YOU WAN TO.......I APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU DO.. MADE CHERRY LOVE TO YOU ALL CHERI aka ~CUTE ~BUT~PSYCHO~

What Symbol Are You?
You scored as Ankh, The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100% Biohazard81% Skull69% Cross44% Swastika13% What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Something That Came Across My Desk.....
It seems that people are now starting to choose sides, and wage a 'war' with others on here. Funny thing, the person they are 'siding' with is no better then the people that they are targeting with the so called 'crime'. Look I don't give a flying fuck if you're going to leave because you posted this or that of yourself, and someone said something, and now you're all bumhurt. Boo who. Sounds like to me that you got what you deserved. However, some don't it that way, and think that others should be 'respected'. Ya know that's all good and fine, seriously, until you fuck with me, I have all the respect for you as a human being, however, you have to EARN my respect. The 16 members of my family, have EARNED my respect, the 550 something friends are EARNING it, however, you want to post a bulletin, and tell me that the 'males' on here should be more respectful to the females, yes to that effect I DO AGREE. However, if you post nudes, and NSFW pics, and get comments on them, then you

Stop Nsfw'n Me
Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---because now i am FUCKING pissed off---you want to be the "Judge" go the fuck to a christian sight, and KISS MY FUCKING ass, cause i am done!

Quote For June 16
There is nothing nobler or more admirable than when two people who see eye to eye keep house as man and wife, confounding their enemies and delighting their friends. -- Homer Bonus Quote: Ray. If someone asks if you are a god, you say, "yes!" -- Winston Zeddemore, Ghostbusters This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

(11) Points To Living !!
Eleven Points to LIVING! Really quite good HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Try everything twice. On Madam’s tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam), she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind, if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your ho

What Ancient Breed Are You
You scored as Sorceress, Your a sorceress. You cast a spell on people the first time you meet them, and you love for them to depend on you. You get upset when things don't go your way. Well, guess what, your in for a shock, 'cause you don't always get what you want.Sorceress75% Elf67% Goddess67% Drow58% Wolf58% Faerie50% Dragon50% Vampyre33% Shadow Spirit25% Zombie17% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Blonde (don't Get Pissed..its Just Funny) Poem #5
scientists now say that peroxides to blame. it seeps past their roots and into their brain. she's all shapes and sizes, with one fatal flaw. she has less in her head, and more in her bra. on singular thoughts, she is fantastic to multitask her brain, she'd blow a gasket. a cars a lethal weapon when blonde's on the gas. Stay off the sidewalks, she'll run over your ass. lipstick on the steering wheel when traffics in the street. everytime the car stops, she's found in the back seat. blondes all go out early, and always come home late. here's a couple tips for you, when blonde is your date. flowers get you first base, candies your half way home. dinner gets your zipper down, and diamonds get you blown. try as she might, you will always deceive her. for the world's smartest blond is a golden retriever. ps.... come on ladies....it's just a poem...joke if you will. something light hearted....please don't get ill.

For The Artist
In your eyes, I am moved to feel the passion that lies inside Where does all the beauty grow in the visions you describe I don't see just a portrait or a piece of colored canvas I see a reflection of you inspiring art I have missed I long to be intrigued by the soul that can create From a man who is ever evolving to a grand eurphoric state.

Zomg Old.
I just went past a friend of mines from middle schools parents house on the way to get my beer... and she was there with her daughter who has to be atleast ten years old! *gasp* I remember her when WE were that age... My jeebis I am getting old.. where the hell did all that time GO?

Stupid People
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. Many may frown upon that sudden and maddening statement, but it's the damn truth. I don't know why, but I suppose since I have the uncanny habit of analyzing people's habits, speech patterns, etc., I've always found 1 fascinating part of human nature disgusting. Stupidity. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate people who have learning impediments, mental retardation, or other chronic mental states. It isn't their fault and I wish all the luck to them in their future. What really makes my blood boil to a near 212 degrees Farenheit are truly STUPID people. Let me explain. Emo kids who over-exaggerate their problems (problems that come along with adolescence) and claim that their life is a black void of nothingness simply to gain the apathy and sympathy of others are a prime example of people I like to identify as STUPID. People who blurt things out without measuring the consequences of their actions and with no regard to the feelings of others are ST

Contest Conclusion - Notes
WELL THE FATHER'S DAY CONTEST CAME TO A CLOSURE TONIGHT AT 9PM. I CAME IN SECOND PLACE WITH A DECENT FIGHT ALL 7 DAYS. THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE TO NAME BUT CAN THANK THE GROUPS. THERE WAS THE POSSE -*S*U*P* WITH THANKS TO SHADY AND DW, MR B, PEBBLES, BOO, SWEETNESS, AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY. THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS AND ALL THEIR HELP. JABLES FOR THE FUN WE HAD IN COMMENT BOMB RUNS - SO MANY FUNNY PICTURES. THE CONTEST RAN PRETTY CLOSE EVERY NIGHT WITH TEAMS PULLING JUST IN FRONT OF EACH OTHER LIKE A HORSE RACE. BUT IN THE END MAFIA, PLAYED IT WELL AND HAD A VERY STRONG FINISH. THEY KNEW WHEN TO BRING IN THE POWER HITTERS. MY HAT OFF TO THEM AND THE WINNING DAD. TO ALL THE OTHER DAD'S IN THE CONTEST -- HAPPY FATHER'S DAY - ENJOY BEING A DAD WHILE YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. MINE WAS OUT OF HONOR TO MY DAD PASSED AWAY. IN CONCLUSION, FROM THE CONTEST PEOPLE WILL HOPEFULLY SEE ME LIVE UP TO MY DAD'S MOTTO = FRIEND TO ALL LOVE YOU DAD = THANKS FOR ALL YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME. THIS PICTURE IS ON MY

No Name
WHY IS IT I CRY WHEN IM ALONE I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE LOST NOT KNOWING WHICH WAY TO TURN I LOOK FOR HELP BUT ITS NEVER FOUND TEARS FALL LIKE THE RAIN MY HEART HAS BEEN RIPED APART EVRYDAY I HOPE FOR A NEW START WANTING TO END THE PAIN BEING ALONE IS A COLD AND DARK PLACE THE SUN NEVER SHINES ON ME SO DISTANCE FROM THE WORLD AROUND I SCREAM BUT NOONE HERES ME MY FEAR OF LOVE CONSUMES ME SLOWLY DYEING WITHIN IS THERE ANYONE WHO CAN HELP ME I FIGHT THE HARDEST FIGHT OF MY LIFE THE FIGHT TO BE HAPPY AND TO LOVE PATINCE NOONE HAS FOR ME AND MY HEART ALONE I CRY SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME STOP THE TEARS OF PAIN HELP ME HEAL MY BROKEN HEART SHOW ME LOVE AGAIN