As I lie here, alone in the dark
As I die here, with my broken heart
Do you hear me, as I cry out in pain?
Wanting you near me, I have only myself to blame.
Why did I have to go?
Tell me, why must I suffer so?
Your love was my ticket out
Gave it all up cause I was in doubt.
I was young and unknowing
The world was cold and dark
You came to mme and lit up my life
Started a fire in my heart and brought my soul to life
I pushed your love away
And now I'm here to stay
In this life so dark and cold
Suffering for what I've done
You'll never know what you ment to me
You'll never know what you did to me
For I have closed off myself to you
Caused my pain and loneliness too.......