i've been sitting here a lot recently just thinking things over, a lot of the time its the same things again and again, but then there are a lot of other things i think about too.
like, why?
why do things happen the way they do? why cant things be different? and why does wishing on a star never work? why do people say things when they dont mean them? and why do things happen that you really wish wouldn't and things that you really wish would, don't?
i dont know the answer to those questions, but, i sure wish i did
i sit and think about all the things that are happening in my life and i wonder if things will ever be the way i want them to be, i think of all the good times i've had and think of all the bad, the bad really seem to outweigh the good but i know i should be thankful for all the good things and really truly i am.
life isn't perfect, it never will be, i guess we just have to make the best of it and hope that some day all our dreams and hopes will come true. its a long shot but you can always hope. right?
there are a lot of things i'd change about my life, a lot of big things, some i know are going to change for sure but others i'm not so sure about.
i sit and think about what might have happened if i'd done something different, if i'd had the nerve to tell someone how i felt, would things be different now? or would they be the same?
i know we cant change the things that have already happened in our lives and i know we should all be glad of the good things that have happened, i know i am.
there's a lot going on in all of our lives and i know we all have a lot to think about, bit of a pain really, wouldnt life be amazing if you didnt have to think about things so much.
thinking can cause you pain, thinking can bring you pleasure, a nice memory outweighs a bad one tenfold and i'm thankful that i have good memories to look back on.
i look forward to all the new memories that i'm going to be making in the future, the good and the bad, i look forward to them both equally because i know that without one, what would be the point of the other?
i can see my life ahead of me changing, i hope its going to be for the better, but theres always the chance of plans that are made going wrong and unexpected things happening. just got to take the rough with the smooth.
i cherish my good memories, they help me through the worst of times,without those memories i wouldn't have a lot to cherish.
i know the future is uncertain, but i know that with the memories i have and the knowledge that i have many more good memories to come is enough for me to know that the future looks good.
i've sat and thought a lot, i've sat and said a lot, i've sat and wished a lot, its now time to try and make those wishes come true, no matter how tough the road ahead looks
i have my guardian angel, my soul-mate, now i just need a plan to help me along that uncertain path
