WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I START TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE I GET HURT? OR FIND OUT THEY ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T I FIND LOVE? WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER FIND LOVE. SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. ALL I ASK IS TO BE LOVE AND BE LOVED BY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME?