KellyBabyxxFEARxx's blog: "life's mysteries"

Ya know what is sad? When someone you've known for a really long time finally tells you they love you and your heart finally feels complete and finally you meet and everything feels so right with the world until you go home. Then everything changes. The calls stop, the pictures stop, the attention they showed you almost comes to a screeching halt. They claim to never get your text, you always get their voice mail and they basically ignore you. What is even more sad is that they are more worried about losing their "girls" on the FU than they are losing someone who is real and loved them more than anything in this world. I see this way too often. I used to believe in the fairy tale- that my mr. right would really be out there and that one day I would find him. But I'm scared to death that if and when I meet said person, he will run because I'm real and no longer a fantasy...doesn't anyone want to be in love anymore or is that too much to ask? I guess for some guys it is easy to play mr. right and mr.sexy wonderful to a few thousand online than it is to be that person to just 1 woman every day. I think I'm doomed to be alone for the rest of my life because if someone can't fall in love with me, FOR REAL, now, then when I am the mom of a famous NFL player, I really won't be able to trust a single person. Just sad to me that someone would miss out on that kind of love that you can touch and see and feel, for a few blings and happy hours and naked pics on a computer screen. Oh well, their loss right? xoxo much love to all those that truly do care for you are the real jewels in my life, along with my kids.