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Close To Home...
I picked up my youngest from school today and on the way home we saw all sorts of fire trucks and ambulances blocking the main street that runs through our little town of 1800 people. Nate said, "oh the school told us about this. Some soldier is coming through town." I kind of wondered if there was a troop coming through or....I really didn't know what. We stopped at the head of our road, parked and got out. We could hear the motorcycles at least 5 minutes before we saw them. A police car with it's lights flashing was first and then a wave of at least 30 Harleys with flags flying came around the curve. I started to feel a certain amount of dread. I knew at that point that it wasn't a troop coming home, it wasn't a troop on the way to war. It was a soldier coming home to rest. Before a few minutes had past, we saw a limousine followed by several others and white hearse. After the hearse was miles of cars and trucks with flags and stickers and signs. The rest of the Honor

Hola Amigos
its sunday...how was yalls weekend? leave me tales from the wild side or something. i have none of my own, i went out thursday night and it was the same faces, and same shit as the last time i went to le spirit bar. and that was over a year ago i realized. woohoo the bayou lol. ive been thinking of moving to metarie, wich is closer to New Orleans and its sounding pretty good lately...maybe even the west bank. any who... as you were*

I Truly Dgaf
To Whom It May Concern: Please don't flatter yourself by thinking that you have impacted my self esteem. Your feeble attempts to create drama and dissent in my life have failed. They have only proved to me the extent to which you will go to manipulate and polute the minds of those around you to get your way. It's true that you have succeeded, but only insofar as those around you are easily influenced. You are petty and pathetic. Your current issues of ineptitude and insecurity are only too obvious to the objective observer. I am sorry your daddy issues have prevented you from leading a whole and happy life, thus far. It's plain that this is the case from watching you jump into bed with any man who shows the slightest interest in you, allowing you to prove how truly worthwhile you think you are. Try therapy, instead. There is less risk involved.

Housewife
Another one from Jay Brannan. This song. Gah. It's perfect. two bodies pressed together two boys are falling hard the smell of sweat and leather a kinky greeting card crazy about each other we both have fucked up pasts but when we are together we have a fucking blast [chorus:] i wanna be a housewife what's so wrong with that i wanna be a housewife, yeah and that's just where i'm at i'm making guacamole he's working on the car when he grills turkey burgers he knows i like them charred i like to wash the dishes i like to scrub the floors don't mind doing his laundry what are boyfriends for [chorus] i wanna have his baby i wanna wear his ring he drives me fuckin crazy i am his everything [chorus] i wanna be a housewife what's so wrong with that can't wait 'til he's in my life, yeah cuz we haven't met we haven't met yet... we haven't met yet... Also, I want the shirt

Which Are You?
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea ï¿½ You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea," she replied.

What Makes An Interesting Story?
So I offered my interviews to this military charity, thought they might help draw in public interest. I received a phone call and discussed this as well as the upcoming tour and their involvement as a recipient of funds. She asks me who I write for, do I have any formal education? "Well, no." She informs me they usually only use professional writers and asks me to send her some samples. I'm thinking WTF? Are you really going to be snotty about a degree when I'm offering you interviews no one else can give you? So then she shocks me by saying, "Now, I think I'm more interested in you. We should do a story on you." I politely declined. Afterward I was lectured by my published writer friend from LA, for not taking advantage of the publicity, however I told him I felt her opinion of my endeavors was inflated and would feel more comfortable once I had achieved more. And that got me thinking, "What does make a good story?" I think I'd make a mediocre one, at b

Own Me?
Amy has gotten herself in BIG trouble. She went and joined an auction. Now you have to go bid on her. If you don't want to own her, at least drop off a rate. Don't forget her birthday is coming up on March 31st. Let's make this a good auction! Just click the picture below and leave a bid and/or rate. The auction ends on March 18th, Midnight Fu Time, which is 3AM EST. Thank you friends! ♥Amy

Real Talk
Hmm. They always say theres some good ones left? Hmm where?? HA HA ! Fuckin with the dumb ones?? A smart woman will always be able to tell when ur lying , when ur words conflict or u say u kicked it at Joes, when u were really at Jills. What happened to just being cool? Being able to put the cards on the table, respecting each other words and feelings. No Need to put the shit face on cuz a Grown Ass Women is stating from jump where and how u can fit in her life ! Really these days LADIES R too independent. We dont need to stop what were doing for drama. And it seems guys R just full of drama! Alot of these so called Men need to step it up ! Where the ones that know about that good body massage, without obligation~ Gettin up and cooking dinner? Washing her car on GP....Make a bitch wanna call into work to spend some time and make breakfast for his ass. . The ones that got YA back no matter what. A man that realize Ur Value & Wont Screw It Up Over that fast piece of ASS .... Less Tal

A Challenge For You, Mates...
Draw me... That's right, just grab some paper, pen or pencil, and draw me. Look in my Pirate album and draw the picture of me with the guitar. Mad skillz are not needed, I just want to see you draw. Link me to the picture, send it to me, and I'll post it in a new album for all to see.

Top O' The Mornin'
-> O'DEREK&CA...: Am I Like, what? GAY!? Why, yes, i am. Basically, the game i said were going to play, is Buttdarts. Youre going to lube yourself up, and let me get a running start at your rectal cavity. I will run at ludicros speed, and hope to penetrate your bowels with the Schwartz O'DEREK&CA...: no are you like -> O'DEREK&CA...: Were any of them Gay BArs? O'DEREK&CA...: well that was my wife speaking now i am have a good day from djcrawler i was a dj 6lounges in 2007 one now -> O'DEREK&CA...: inside we both know whats been going on..WE KNOW THE GAME AND WERE GONNA PLAY IT! -> O'DEREK&CA...: weve known each other for so long....your hearts been aching, but youre too shy to say it -> O'DEREK&CA...: look, a full commitments what im thinking of. You wouldnt get this from any other guy. O'DEREK&CA...: ok god bless you -> O'DEREK&CA...: never gonna make you cry, never gonna say good bye... -> O'DEREK&CA...: i just wanna tell you how im feeling O'DEREK&CA.

Wtf? No, Seriously, Wtf????
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... RobotYou are 57% Rational, 43% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. You are not like the robots they show in the movies. Movie robots are make-believe, because they always get all personable and likeable after being struck by lightning, or they are cold, cruel killing machines. In all reality, though, you are much more boring than all that. Real robots just sit there, doing their stupid jobs, and doing little else. If you

Read This
For those of you who come on my page to rate me, Please leave me a message. I try and return all love that is given to me. I dont want you guys talking shit sayin "I rate that bitch and she dont rate back" So drop me a lil sum sum in my shout or my inbox. I'll return the love as soon as I can... Your Girl Face........

Quick Update
I finally heard back from my surgical oncologist, who apologized and hadn't realized nobody had called me yet about my pathology results. Soooooo.... good news and bad news. The good news - my lymph node came back negative, meaning the cancer did not spread. The bad news - there was apparently a bit of tumor very close to where they were removing tissue during the mastectomy. The radiation oncologist will determine whether they feel I need radiation or not. He says it's VERY small and sometimes they radiate, sometimes they don't. I'm to go in for a followup at the Breast Care Clinic on Monday 3/23. -------------------------------- Update: Just heard back from my primary care doc, who I called this afternoon after not hearing back from my oncologist. She says the margin of resection was positive in the lower outer portion of my breast - this is what may cause them to do radiation to prevent recurrence. She also said all the tumors were confirmed DCIS and NOT i

Saturdays Auto 11's
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON OR GETTING YOUR LINK FOR THIS BLOG, IM NOT A BOT (ASK JOHNNY DEVIL) LOL ♥♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥ Fu Gf To Chaco ♥@ fubar The Photographer@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ♥♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©**CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS LOVED BY PARTIGIRL@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar F.o.X.X.i.e@ fubar ♫Carebear♫@ fubar ♣ O' HORNY ANGEL♣™ *D.S.C* Sponsored By ~*Archaic Angel*~@ fubar MЯ♣PΔÜŁ@ fubar ®FREYA®

Giving Away 2 Million Fubucks.
here are the rules, , , 1. this contest will last 30 days. 2. the person who sends the most people to my page, gets 500k from me. 3. the person who sent the most people, that rate profile and hodge podge album gets 1.5 million. 4. everyone you send must list your name in the comment area, on album, or on profile page. 5. if you send the most in both areas, , , you get the 2 mil. and a bling. 6. if your people are listed and i move up 2 levels, you get an auto 11, with the rest of prizes offered.

Tight
YAY for avocado & oatmeal clay masks!! My pores are all tight & I feel practically 18 again :-s (don't look it though.) Now that I have your attention, please click on the link & bid on me. The auction ends Sunday @ 11pm EST. I would so appreciate it. (h)

A Ty To These Special People
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Llama Leveler Of The Day
Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

My Thighs Quiver In Anticipation
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciousness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sens

Past And Future
First, past. Really getting my exercise on now. Gym three times last week, three games of badminton on Tuesday and about 6 hours of football over the weekend. Lost another 2lbs Secondly, future. Tomorrow I have my job interview. Providing that goes well, next step is my medical. All in all, things are looking decent at the moment.

Movies Movies Movies
So I saw PhiloNerd's Blog and decided to put up my own... Oh, and *everyone* should be able to get at-least 3 or 4 of these :) Movie Quotes 1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. When someone guesses correctly, cross it out. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions. 1 Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, th

Frik'n Witchie!!
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? Mustard an mold 2. what is your favorite brand of deodorant? What's that? 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have one testicale bigger than the other. (girls feel free to investigate) 4. what is your worst habit? Playing with myself. 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? Wow, tough one. The only reason I wake up is my dogs, so I guess them. 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? The T.V. show Dukes of Hazzard I guess 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? My biggest weakness is me. Tag!!!!!! you must do it

Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned...
This is not a true story nor is it my usual style of blogging. I heard this story a while ago, and it made me chuckle. So... There was a woman sitting at a kitchen table of a newly furnished home eating caviar and prawns one last time as she packed the rest of her belongings. She glanced over at the picture on the mantle as she stood up and put a curtain rod back in place before walking out the door and taking her belongings with her. A week later her ex husband (the one in the picture with his new 22 year old girlfriend) calls her begging her to take the house back that he'd won in the divorce proceedings and complaining of a horrid smell that he can't get rid of. Smiling the woman agrees and goes back to the house with her things. The first thing she does when she gets there is removes the curtain rod, unscrews the end and takes out the prawn tails she'd placed in there while moving. Now you see why they say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned ;-)

Llama Leveler Of The Day
JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

Psych
Yeah, I don't really feel like blogging. I don't really have anything creative to say. Typically this is because something bleh is going on and steals all my creativity. However, I'm going to sit here and type this out in an effort to make people think I'm actually doing something. In reality, I just like to see the look on your faces when you click into this and realize there is nothing of value here. That's me, a time wasting waste of time! Muhaha.

I'm A Whore...
Well, I am going to try for the spotlight. So I guess I am going to start begging for handouts. Any help anyone can throw at me will be appreciated. I'm not sure exactly how people go about repaying the handouts, but I can make morphs and am learning bulletins at the moment. Please let me know if you would like either of these. Thanks in advance for any help. Appreciated. Those who have donated: (Thanks so much.) ----------------------------------------------------------------- ~☮HippyChick☮~ Sweet Turtle ♥~Ðã®k♥ÅñGë£~♥ Succubus1979 ♫BlackWidow♫ ♣ƒÅ££ënÅngë£♣ ♀МέЇЇϊέ♀ ώετÇåt ~SHYONE~ ~FunkyMunky~ Vexatious Temptation ~ღLÄTÌñ QÚÈÈñღ~ ju§ta ღ™ DaisyBlue ¤ Toxic ¤ Ms. Mona Doll ♥teresa ♥ Renopartygal MaDiE "E"ROTICA Anonymous/Mohammed Bella [[Tiffy]] Wicked Kitty ~✿Thcknluvit~ εї&#

Bad Azz Boy Of The Week
Carrie's BAD AZZ BOYS 4 LIFE Member of the Week Mr. Penguinn Re-Rate his profile Rate his Carrie's Bad Azz Boys Rating Folder. Leave a comment on the last pic stating you rated the folder. Start with this pic... Feel free to rate as much as you like... The purpose of this activity each week will be to help our members level... But the Bad Azz Boys Folder is required. This should be completed by April 6. ********************************* Be sure you send Carrie a message when you have finished rating the member of the week. Thank you for your participation! Carrie Johnny Riggs *********************************

Scary...
There is an Elmo phone in my kids' toy drawer here in my living room that keeps singing "la la la la, Elmo's world!" Its been turned off. I'm skeered. I think I'm gonna get attacked by a psycho spirit in the night, if I'm not here tomorrow you know where I am.

A Day At Work -rough Day
First of all you may had gotten an fumail from me on this already.. and yes i know i cant spell but i dont care right now... so and sorry for the rant in advance i had to drive all day... had to hand unload material to job site... ( i work for a lumber yard. My main job is office.. i am the credit manager..but i do alot of other stuff also) but today was worse... my last load was a hand unload.. but turns out the dumb ass in the office desided to send to much material out to this one job and not enough of some other wood so my job was to take the materical out to the job. and hand unload it. john (the dumb ass) doesnt tell me that there is also a major (truck load and I am talking about a lumber truck load) of material that I have to load back on to the truck. I lifted on that one job by myself over 7000lbs of wood... stuff that weighed over 150lbs at a time carring it over 100+ft and lifting it up on myu truck... i am sooooo sore and tired..

Gnbrebs 1 Year Fu-anniversary-show Love
.COM Hey Everyone-GnbReb"Nick" is Celebrating his 1 year Fu-Anniversary Today:)He is a wonderful Fubar friend and also a fellow member of Our Llama Levelers FamilyDrop by and Congratulate him on his 1 year on Fubar!While doing so Rate/Fan/Add/Bling him!Show him Mad Love!Click on his pic and show him some love:) GnbRebel Slave To MZ.BELLE & Proud Memeber Of Carrie's Bad Boys Club & A Llama Leveler@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! .COM Congrats Nick:) This Pimpout Brought to Fubar By:JoAnna (repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-03-25 17:08:21')

Time For A Rant!
Okay.. Little upset here.... i go and rate the HELL out of people to the point THEY level and all i get in return is a damn profile rate? They can't fan too? And at least do ONE little album?! i mean shit! i rate ALL of theirs until i run out of rates for the day and i get NOTHING in return! THEN, i get yelled at cause i can't rate someone else's pics cause i have already used up all my rates for the day AND all anybody wants to do is yell at me?! i have worked HARD, by myself without complaining a single time to anybody and this is the thanks i get?!?! FUCK THAT!!! i make tags for people and half the time, i forget to chage for it. But are they honest enough to pay me? NO! And i let it slide. i work my ass off, rating away and get bitched at for not being able to rate others! FUCK THAT!!!! From now on, do NOT come to me begging for rates if you can't understand that i'm out will get your pics the next day when i get my rates back. And i WILL come after people for my fubuck

Expansion
No menu blog tonight, but my boss finally gave me the news that he will be shutting down the florist and turning it into a full liquor bar. He already got approval from the city, and he's had people in and out bidding on the job. It's gonna cost a pretty penny, but in the long run, it will be a very good investment. I was joking with him today asking if he'd let me bartend a few nights a week and get out of the kitchen. He said 'I was already thinking about that, and I want you in there on ladies' night.' Now, that's an offer I just can't refuse. The bar should be open by the first of June. I can't wait...

I Need Advice Badly
Ok so the past couple of weeks at school have been pretty rocky. We have to do a community service project with a group of 4 people and basically our first site we were at we were asked not to come back because we got paint on the floor. Now, on to the problem at hand. Since we were cut out of our first place at such short notice we had to find another site (we're fixing up a preschool room now), So 2 of our group members were not present last weekend. One of them because she had to work, she's a single mom with a 16 year old daughter, I get that she needs to work that was fine. Our other member didn't come because he was out partying the night before until like 4am. So of course the girl and I that showed up with our families to work were pissed! So we decided to talk to our teacher about it because we didn't think it was fair we were doing all the work. I was happy because at that point I thought we did the right thing. Now, here's where things get twisted. The gu

Llama Leveler Of The Day
Tempting Enchantress^Llama Leveler^{One of Sarge's Bad Girls)@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

~evil~
Yes, it is true. I did stray off the righteous path and give in to temptation cast upon me by the Evil 3. I let you down, I bombed on the Sabbath having proclaimed that I would not do so. I walked on the to the dark side of the road, taken in by two dark haired beauty's and visions of the others chestnut hair falling all around my pillow case. Ok, Ok, Ok.. I stole that Chestnut hair line from Don Mcleans song "Empty Chairs. STFU.. It's a good line and ya know it. So in my hour of questioning I was inspired and spat forth a poem out loud as I avoided the beggars and concentrated on friendly type targets. Sure hope I can remember that shit. But I will put it to paper and share. Could take days, weeks or even months. But I want you to know. That I won't let ya down again. And if your looking for me to apologize.... Step back..ain't happening, cause that shit was fun xoxo

Leveling Blog #432
M Classic Beauty Debbie is Soooo Verrry Close to Oracle-she is 300,000 away:)She is an Awesome Friend please stop by and Help her reach ORACLE!Classicbeauty "Goddess"@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! M imikimi - Customize Your World! This Loving Pimpout Bully by:JoAnna

Thank You!
I want to thank everyone who helped me level to Oracle today! I started this morning with nearly 4 million to go. I got to level before I went to bed. You all rock! Now, I have bombs and pimp-out to pay people back with. Unfortunately, fu is running REALLY crappy for me right now. If you helped, could you PLEASE comment this blog, so I can pay you back tomorrow...? Please?

Smoothaway!
I am sure you have seen those AS SEEN ON TV! commercials for that little device called smooth away.. I saw one at walgreens today.. bought it for 10 bucks.. just tried it.. and i have to say OMG THANK YOU AS SEEN ON TV PEOPLE I LOVE IT SO MUCH YOU ARE THE BESTEST FUCKING PEOPLE EVER!!! it works.. NO pain at all.. you just rub for a second and POOF! no more hairs!

Here Is My Attempt.
Today you make me the happiest man, because in marriage, you give me your hand. I promise to love you for all of my days, until death do us part, still a long time away. I vow to you now in front of family and friends, I'll stay beside you, through thick and through thin. You mean more to me, than my own life My lover, my friend, my faithful wife. Only a lucky few find true love twice in their lives. I can now say that I am one of those few, Because you've said the two greatest words to me...I Do. So now I'll repeat them to you, my love so true. To everything asked of me, I say I Do

Beer And Wine
Beer and Wine As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

People Get Offened Too Easily
well apparently some people cant take a compliment when you rate them. i was in hellys blog last night and we were playing truth or dare and my dare was to rate the #1 chick a 1 then write her a comment as to how hot she was...heres the comment and heres the aftermath some people just cant take a compliment

Truffle Tremor
You know, I ought to be boxing up my things, getting ready for the move. But I'm not. Instead, I went to the market today and bought a bunch of food I shouldn't have bought - because, well, I only have a week left in this apartment. But I thought my body could use a little treat. Two nights ago, I went to a social attended by the drunken misfits I used to work with. As expected, I managed to pour about ten cocktails down my gullet. Thus, I was effectively dead for most of yesterday. Scratch that. All of yesterday.Today I feel great, due in large part to the Rogue Gorgonzola and the Truffle Tremor cheese I'm having for lunch. o. my. god. delicious.I'm contemplating making some noodles and putting some of this truffley tremor decadence on them, making a kind of gourmet mac and cheese. But the sure-to-result orgasm might just overwhelm my fragile body. In case you're not familiar with the Truffle Tremor, you should meet it forthwith. It's an aged, ripened goat cheese with li

Stalking
I'm starting to feel like a stalker with this new "Friend _____ has left a new photo comment" thing. I don't know how many times I've clicked on a total stranger's pic thinking the comment was left for me. So friends, no worries...I'm not really stalking you. Promise

Mgmt - Kids
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xZFdO4sX4g You were a child, crawlin' on your knees toward it. Makin' mama so proud, but your voice is too loud. We like to watch you laughing. Pickin' insects off plants. No time to think of consequences. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wanting, To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. The water is warm, but its sending me shivers. A baby is born, crying out for attention. Memories fade, like looking through a fogged mirror Decisions to decisions are made and not fought But I thought, this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it. A family of trees wantin', To be haunted. Control yourself. Take only what you need from it.

And So Yesterday Was The Awesomeness!
Soooooooo yesterday was my very first auto 11s. I splurged on myself, gave in and bought one. I must say it was far more than I expected. As a result I need to thank everyone who rated me bombed me and contributed to me point ho-ish ways yesterday. Im going to mention a few special ones that stood out to me yesterday, if you are not in this list, dont take it personal, I value everyone's rate fan and bomb, these people just stood out a lil bit more, you could call it above and beyond effort :) Ms. D mah fu-wife thanks you soooooooooo much for suggesting that i buy myself an auto 11, I had no idea how it would turn out and it was awesome :D also linked me to bombers and rated me tons. we made a lot of dough yesterday, it was awesomeness :D Rayne who literally rated me ALL DAY yesterday and kept me entertained when others went away. thank you for all those rates, and the coke vs pepsi entertainment lol mel, mah crush who bombed me not once but TWICE, used her 11s on me

Okay 1st Contest Read For Details
Want a chance to win an auto 11 and a cherry bomb? Then this contest is for you. First you need to make a salute to me. The salute has to include either my name or screen name. Be creative with it since not only do you have the chance to win the auto 11 and cherry bomb BUT my personal favorite salute will also win a surprise from me. There will be prizes for the top 3. Yes you read that right. 3 chances for you to win a prize.The prizes: * First place - an auto 11 AND a cherry bomb * Second place - your choice of either an auto 11 OR a cherry bomb * Third place - Whatever limited edition bling is available at that time The winner will be the one with the most points. There are 3 ways for you to receive points. * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you sen

For Posu
Send her fubucks or I'll cut off your koks! Poetic Suicide PLEASE DONT RATE ME IM GOING FOR SPOTLIGHT!!!!!!@ fubar If you give her fubucks, she gives me taint salute. there might be something in it for you too.

How Do You Think?
You Think Objectively Your brain works best when you are able to think in steps. You like procedures and routines. You are good at staying focused and on task. You are excel at developing workable solutions to difficult problems. You simply look at the facts. You have an excellent memory, and you are a quick thinker. You can sort out what's important from what's not. How Do You Think?

Pls Pray For My Friend
http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k171/dhansen408/e81296d450e01edfca57432803a65f34.jpg this is one of the kindest men you`ll ever meet..he has had health issues and needs our prayers. Could all who read this please take a moment from their day and just say a prayer that my loving friend....gets well soon

When Your Iq Reaches 50, You Should Sell!
ok so apparently.. Woman are an issue between brothers... ha yes ladies n gents. i am back.. back for my rantin blogs.. Ive held my tongue for to long ohh its good to be home.. So without namin names cuz yanno easing back into this i must take it slow... Rofl.... We have two brothers.. Twins to be exact.. but two completly diffrent people with simular querks. Both love woman love attention.. But one is ready to settle down so he thought.. till one of his strings wondered off to the dark side. and ill quote something i heard today..during all this nonesense i witnessed "stay away she is like a flower that smells so good .. but in reality is a poisonous flower" Now yanno usually id be mad cuz its not me being fought over.. rofl but actually its not involving me but its quite hallarious but lets get back on point.. One brother Settled on 1 woman after parading around with over 50 at a time.. big pimpin i know right but now... This brother is witnessing his twin

Dumb, Dumb, Dumb
I just leasrned a new lesson today. Don't fall asleep with a cherry Ludens cough drop in your mouth when you have long hair. It is not very nice to wake up and have your hair matted to your face AND the pillow with a tiny piece of the cough drop in your ear. I hate learning things the hard way.

Karma....woot!
Almost a year ago I left my former employer, she was a totally twat nugget and jacked me out of some money. My boyfriend and a few other friends still worked there, so I didn't go PoStal. I opted for "nice" and decided to wait for karma. About 5 months ago the twat nugget fired my boyfriend, he called OSHEA and the labor board on her and she fired him. Anyway, the labor board got involved because one of his complaints was her frequent "habit" of docking hours stating "not approved". The labor board contacted me, and well...I recieved a check for back pay :D (as well as several others) *dances* Twat nugget also appealed my boyfriends un employment, the hearing was last week and we found out today that my boyfriend WON! woooooohooooo She has to pay us even more money! hahahahahahahaha karma is grande! (h) most of you! ~PoStaL

More Proof That I'm Old
Yesterday was the best i've felt in over two weeks. I could see the light at the end of the mucus tunnel. The coughing had become better with longer intervals between fits and my nose didn't feel like i had one of those big red clown noses on it. I was feeling good! So i decided to get to sleep early and maybe get even better. Then the music started. At first i thought it was just a car with their stereo parked out front of my apartment. But i started recognizing the songs...Billy Fucking Joel!!! No respectable wanna be cool kid with a stereo this good would be tooling around listening to that crap. And it got worse. Next was the J. Geils Band, then came Whitesnake...it was mind numbing! So i got dressed and went outside to find this retard, but to no avail. No vehicle stereo was blasting this shit. There were lights on at a duplex with cars parked in front of it that i didn't recognize, so i assumated they were my culprits. There was no getting to the door for me so.... and here

Live Nude Girls, Part Ii
Now I’m not exactly sure Vey Vey's is the typical first foray into the world of strip clubs. Usually, there is a progression of sorts that leads you to the more debased environments. A knitting pattern to depravity, if you will, as your moral fabric unravels like a Kirkland Signature sweater. It usually starts with a trip to your high end, topless “Gentlemen’s Club” then progresses to lower end clubs, then nude clubs, then pretty soon you are watching a chick shoot ping pong balls out of her chocha in the backroom of a Tijuana bull fight.The topless only clubs have their own levels of comfort / class depending on the amount of money you want to spend. Most typically serve alcohol. Some of the higher end clubs are elegantly furnished with nice chairs, couches, etc. The lighting tends to be very dark with the only illumination coming from stage lights and the ambient black lighting. The black lights serve the purpose of making the dancers’ costumes look fluo

Sick
just wante my true friends to know my condition is gettin vvery bad cant stay awake long at at a time so plz forgive me if i dont get to u i still love u its just so hard now for im not askin for pity just want to let u know why im not here as much need liver transplant but cant get 1 till im bout gone thanks to all who have stood by me thru this u know who you are i lost my insurance so its tuff now anyway love each and everyone of u! love kanan

Amazingly
i've come to the conclusion that most of the women on fubar suffer from penis envy... kinda makes me want to rub it in their face a bit... literally and figuratively so since i can't do both i'll just try the latter 3 cheers for my cock and balls =D

Bloody Enough With The Factions!
Sinple as that.This constant bickering needs to end NOW.We've all forgotten the faces of our fathers as Roland would say.Now, I truly DON'T give a fuck WHO patronizes WHAT lounges.We're a family, united by a common thread;a love of metal.So fucking ENOUGH fighting!We pull together and stand as ONE, regardless of faction, or I swear by Odin I WILL kill each and every last one of you.And your family, friends, pets too.In fact I'll MAKE ya watch them die FIRST.There WILL be order goddamit!Now droogs, is that crystalline clear, or do I have to make an example outta someone? Aye.That's what I thought.Now sit down and shaddup we're heading for bat country. "No remorse is the one command."

I Believe... Pt 2
I believe everything happens for a reason I believe I'd sell my soul to know that reason I believe good things come to those who wait I believe Im tired of waiting I believe I've had more than my fair share of pain I believe I'd give anything to make it all just go away I believe I still have a long road to travel I believe Im the higher powers' fucked up idea of a sick cosmic joke I believe I have no idea what Im doing here I believe I have waaaaaayyyy too many thoughts in my head I believe I have waay too many feelings in my heart I believe these words change nothing I believe getting them out makes me feel better anyways I believe its not by much though I believe that even though your heart is broken the pieces can still get smaller I believe I didnt think it was possible to feel so lost I believe I have been here too long I believe I wasnt supposed to make it out of that river I believe I've seen things that will forever haunt me I believe there is something miss

30 Questions
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Negative. 2. Do you close your eyes on rollercoasters? I rarely ride them. I know..I'm lame 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? We don't get enough snow to go sledding. 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I'd much rather sleep with someone else. I don't sleep very well alone. 5. Do you believe in ghosts? Not really sure 6. Do you consider yourself creative? God no 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? 10-4. 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Neither 9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? I know SOME about it, I just chose not to talk about it. 10. Do you know how to play poker? I know enough 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yeah 12. What's your favorite commercial? I like the Freecreditreport.com ones 13. Who was your first love? His name is Brian. I don't talk to him now, lol 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red lig

Cancer I Will Beat It
hi my name is dakota i just want to let you know and my friends i love dearly that i have cancer and i will fight hard the doctors say i can beat this they just caught it in time my mom passed in sept of 08 of cancer i dont want special treatment just want people come by and say hi i dont bite i love fubar and the people on here i have a wonderfull time on fu it keeps my hopes up to say hi to all people i do have a goal on fubar when i started i want to make it to level 30 i will that keeps me going i hope all will be here when i do make my level thanks all for taking time to read kisses/hugzzzzz UP DATE IM GOING TO MAKE SALUTE TOMMROW BUT IM GOING THREW KEMO OK DONT MAKE FUN OF ME I WAS GOING TO WAIT UNTIL MY TREATMENT WAS OVER BUT I WANT MY ANGEL WINGS PLEASE BARE WITH ME LOVE DAKOTA

Pffst
wtf? Seriously... I like it when people cut to the chase, but if you want to make a futile attemp to get into my pants, at least try to be semi creative and semi attentive. I guess I look like an escort or a hooker, when tards that were lazy enough not to even look up my name ask if they could go out with me when they are in Chicago.

You & Mi' On The Ice....
You and Me on the Ice... Since you are playing on the ice... let me take you someplace warm... and very nice.... would you like somewhere to place that puck... I know a place.... and .. .would be a great fuck.... you could put it in my ...aaaahhhhhhhhh.... clit... ooohhhh.... such a warm... wet.....soft... and nice ... little slit... ohhh.....please come slap it with your stick.... and hit me again....and again... I would tell you...

Wow
I just uploaded a few pictures of my daughter. She came over to show us her hair and make up for prom. She is so beautiful. None of my sisters or I had ever went to prom so I am so proud of her. She is absolutely beautiful.... I can't wait to see pictures of her in her dress. I did get a sneak peak of it last week, its a strapless pink dress and beautiful..

Asking For 1 Rate Please?
THIS IS WHAT'S CALLED A "DOWNRATING" CONTEST. SO, I AM ASKING YOU PLEASE RATE MY FRIEND A "1" AND IF YOU DON'T MIND THE OTHER CONTESTANTS A 10 OR EVEN 11. :o THANK YOU SO MUCH!! STILL CANNOT GET A LINK INTO THE BLOG, SO I WILL PUT THE PIC LINK IN THE COMMENT AREA. PS IF YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT WITH THE NEW BLOG FORMAT, GIVE A GIRL A CLUE? LOL

Auto/bomb Auction #5 *new* Ends Sunday May 3rd 12 Pm Pst
I am auctioning an Auto11/Cherry Bomb! Your Choice. Starting bid is only 1 Fubuck! There will be a Buyout Bid of 15 million FuBux.(This means that someone wanting to insure a win of this bling can bid 15 million and the auction will close upon their payment of this buyout bid.) The Auction will Run until Midnight Saturday 5-3-09 PST. THIS ONE IS Running fast! Stay on it! All Bids must be posted in this blog by the bidder. If two bids for the same amount are posted the one POSTING on the blog first will hold that bid. Showing me your naked pictures does not constitute as a bid. Sexual favors must be presented in person before close of bidding to be considered valid. Samples Required. Payment is expected BEFORE delivery of the Bling. No Exceptions. Payment is expected within 12 hours of the auction close. In case of Default of Bid by winner, the bling will then go to the next highest bidder for their top bid. I reserve the right to cancel this auction at any

Just Thinking
So I'm sitting here this morning in a daze, probably because my coffee hasn't kicked in yet. My mind is drifting on several thoughts at once. One sticks out though, which I think is because my parents are in their bedroom fighting. Nothing new, my stepdad has been acting like an ass since yesterday. Why is it a person can say that want one thing, and have it right in front of them and then do nothing about it? I'm guilty of it, I won't lie. Just because I think about it and don't understand doesn't mean I'm not guilty of it. At the same time I've went after what I've wanted on many occasions. Granted those things never worked out, but I went for it, because at the time, it was what I wanted. Kind of seems like I don't make sense, but I'm not going to delete a few sentences to have it work out. I just think if a person is going to say they want something, then they should go for it. Give every ounce of themselves to make it happen. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't. But if it does,

Poem ~ In Her Eyes
In Her Eyes May 2009 When I look into her beautiful dark eyes I see the whole spectrum of her world I see every emotion that has ever filled her When i'm drawn down into the windows of her soul I see Fierce joy and quiet sorrow White hot burning anger and red hot burning love Warm compassion and cold apathy Stifling fear and unyielding courage Boundless pleasure and an abyss of pain I see The boisterous flirt and quiet watcher hiding inside The caring parent and the carefree child Best friend and distant stranger Everything I'd ever hoped for and everything I'd ever feared When I look into her beautiful dark eyes Windows to her soul Or are they mirrors Showing me my own soul My own world Wonder what she sees when she looks into my dark eyes by Mike

Yay For Penis!
Sometimes I look at my pic comments, and I see some guy "say" : wow, your husband is a lucky man" Its amazing that someone would consider someone to be lucky being with someone just based on the merit of attractiveness... So many times at my hotel I see guys with their hot-at-some-point gold digging wife in tow, with a facial expression of a concentration camp victim. Then I see the cunt totally boss them around, and they submit to it like loyal dogs with their balls cut off. Just because that bitch was a nice lookin piece of ass at some point. So I feel bad for those morons when they come up to whine about their life to me at 3am? Nah...cause they brought it on upon themselves. I hear guys say "yeah, thats my wife; how could you not marry someone like THIS?". Another thing that baffles me is men that enjoy women who treat them like shit, then marry them, and complain AFTER that. So you didnt see it when she threw tantrums over nothing, spent all your $$ on her high maintena

Queschun
This old bitter corporate cunt that stays with us on and off all the time was waking back to her room with her ugly husband. Soo... I say goodnight, she says "yeah, we old people need some rest!" I didnt know what to say, so I said "I know, right?" well, I think that she thought it was me agreeing with her bein old, so now she is a total cunt to me. So I ignore her back. LMAO

Vixen Doesn't Know What Kingons Are.
So my status confuses Vixen. She thinks i mean Klingons. Well she's close, it is a Star Trek thing. But way creepier.... Fuckers are out to steal my glasses. Which i own 2. (y) OMG do i hate the new way to blog. Screw it. Here are the links. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNcWVg7aW64 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPcZEKznnp8

Fuck You Carrie Prejean!!
i prolly should'nt be doing this cuz i know alot of the people here on this website or any other website is christan and stuff....but i am pissed off and if i don't vent right now..i am gonna explode..and not in a good way ether. yasee one of my best friends happens to be a lesibain (gay girl) and damn proud of it..she wants to get married and have a family with her future wife whoever it may be..and i support it 100% but now when people like that are open and acceptable to it now...thats when the nazi bigots start to fucking talk about "marrage should only be between a man and a women and not between gay or lesibians" okay..so let me get this straight, Carrie Prejean what you're trying to say is YOU WANNA TAKE AWAY AN AMERICAN FREEDOM DO HAVE A HOLY UNION BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID SHIT THAT WAS WRITTEN IN A FAIRY TALE BOOK!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!? and people wonder why i've been on the whole freedom train lately. i support gay marrage hell i think it's fucking awesome that now

For Highway
If you're a mummer, and ever met Highwaysong, you either loved him or hated him. Fortunately, I saw throughi his harshness, and found a really cool dude...he really has a heart of gold. For those not in the know, Bruce has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. We all joke about God, and being a Christian, in the mumms. etc. But when it comes down to it, everyone has to have something to believe in. So, I'm asking my fellow mummers, whether you have faith or not, whether you believe in God or not, to take a minute today, and count YOUR blessings...and to say a little prayer for Bruce. I thank you all... - Mark....AKA Strummer.

Hmmmm
If you have have been trying to meet someone but they keep blowing you off, do you think that they are really interested in you? sometime when you text them they take hours texting you back or dont even text you back Do you think they are involved with someone else? I need your input so I can think about something so let me know what ya think.

Wardrobe Malfunction?
So my friend's 12 year old son loved to come swimming in our pool, BUT, he can't swim. Never learned how, and is not interested in learning now, he's just perfectly happy to put on a floatie and enjoy himself.Well he had developed this theory, that the number of floaties you need is proportional to the depth of water. So when he went in the deep end, he would get all the floaties he could find and squeeze into them. Even though he was 12, he's big; probably 5'8" and 170 pounds.We're all sitting on the deck enjoying some shade and talking, when he walks up. He has 4 floaties around himself, going from his thighs all the way up to his chest. So he comes up, dripping wet, and says "Hey, will one of you go in the deep end and get my swimming trunks?".LOL

You Think...
You think I don't see the way you look at me, But I do, and it warms my heart. You think I'm not excited by your touch, But I am, and it thrills me like no other. You think I don't love you like you love me, But I do, and it kinda scares me. You think I hide my feelings, Which I do, because I've been hurt before after showing my feelings. You think I don't care for you like you do for me, But I would willingly die for you to live. You think I'm not attracted to you, But I love your mind, body and spirit. You think I don't appreciate the things you do for me, But you have drawn me out again and for that I can never thank you enough. Not only do I appreciate everything, I am forever in your debt for rescuing me from myself. I am truly scared by the feelings I have for you. I've only ever loved another as much as I love you, I lost her, and I never want the same to happen with you. You are my everything, Diana, I would crawl through Hell and back if you asked it of m

Question....
So I've seen A LOT of pictures lately with women laying on the backs with their boobs up at their throat, is that really sexy? It just looks awkward to me and I'd be afraid my windpipe would get crushed...

Please Pray
A real life friend of mine is having surgery tomorrow a.m. I know everyone has their own beliefs, but if you pray please do. I won't go into details but things are kinda serious. I believe she'll be fine. I just want others to be thinking of her as well. Thank you in advance! ~sweet and sassy~

Rhythm Is A Dancer
Ok, so I had the weekend to myself, decided to break out my guitar hero drum kit (I know, no life blah blah) I Suck, really and truely I do. No sense of rhythm or timing I swear, was getting in all sorts of trouble randomly swinging at whatever colour was closest. Not sure if they'll be getting used again anytime soon...

Awesome
The trip to illinois went awesome. i'm here with lucifer's disciple, smurfy and ghost. aside from some med side effects, i'm doing fucking awesome. i'm loving being here, i'm loving being with people that are hysterical, sweet and caring. it's good to feel surrounded by support. i know my family loves me but friends bring a different kind of love. so do boyfriends. duh lol. anyway i just wanted to drop a quick note to say i'm doing wonderful and i love being here (h) ~sin

F'd Up
Just got back from urgent care. I originally went in for my hand, left being told I have 3 things going on. Bursa in my shoulder, tennis elbow and tendinitis in my hand. They gave me a shot of toradol there and a different wrist brace then the one I usually use making it hard as hell to type, kind of one fingered. They sent me home with prednisone and a muscle relaxer. I guess I am suppose to take 40 of these damn predinsones in a week, blech!!!! Typing sucks

Thinking What You Don't Say
Thinking What You Don't Say Filled with delicate reluctance, I see you differently.I know and yet I wonder,Just how you see me.I thought we watched the ivy twine,But was it on your walls or mine?Marie Curie had a glowThat Einstein couldn't miss. But clever conversationCannot compare with this. In every silence that you spokeAnother brilliant newsflash broke.A Yellowtail ShirazTurns a corner on my lips,It is your taste that makes me smileWhen progress halts and schedule slips. I'm sure that it was your arrivalThat turned mere Existence to Survival. I didn't know how to hate you,But I stopped you as you spokeAnd softly though the words you breathedI read the signals through the smoke. You etched your name in frozen time,And I float here in suspense sublime.Now abandonment holds no fear,Though I have fretted for a year;You slowly marched up to the helmAnd ushered me to some new realmWhere imperfect puzzles ring so trueAnd there's a day for me and you.

The Site Tos...
Ok so today my mumms got removed for violation of the TOS... Yet many are still up that are out right offensive. They even left up my video Mumm which was so so wrong and nasty. Several that I reported were NEVER taken down. Like alot of other content I won't mention. The original content of my mumms was in no way offensive and they actually ran well and were a reasonably good debate for some users. Mind you a few of the answers were totally idiotic. Which is quite the norm around here LOL One post was about a uni class choice and the idiots tried to turn it into a religious debate. Something they do not have the intelligence to do. It was not about beliefs or opinions. It wasn't even about practices. The only thing that was remotely religious were the class titles. It was purely about diversity and understanding the beliefes and practices of others. That is something that can be quite useful in many things like the work place... Since when is understanding others wrong? So

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!
My daughter who does not live with me just called. She is 19 and suppose to be graduating this year. The past few weeks she has been trying to make up a full credit so she can graduate on time. (Which is Saturday!) She just told me she has 2 assignments left and is 99.9% sure that she is graduating on Saturday!!! I am so proud of her, she was like me in school, more on the social side then the academic side, although I graduated when I was 17 and had okay grades. Mine would have been better if I would have applied myself like when I went to College. I am excited for her! Next year my son graduates, this means I am getting OLD!!!

Stupid
Up until I was 17, I was an idiot. True story. A totally morally void manipulative piece of shit, and thats really not an exagerration. All of a sudden, at 17, I got this mental growth spurt, and something that loosely resembled morals. And my cognitive ability just shot up through the roof. Its kinda crazy, to think about it.

Bad News..
surgery over...he now has a trache...a vocal cord was crushed and another severed due to the cancer being so wrapped around thyroid...4th stage....said 6 months without treatment...doing a full body and brain scan friday...i am just beside myself..in shock...devastated and hurt byond belief...i had hope this morning...now it is slowly fading...but trying my best to hang in there we have a 9 yr old son that will b devastated when i decide to tell him which will b a while yet....all prayers needed....ty....i will b on and off .. most prob off for a few days....i am spent in every direction and have to absorb this...xo...lisa

Leveling Blog #449 And #450:)
Justfishing~Fu-Hubby to NunyaB~Proud Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Li@ fubar 277,000 to Oracle- I know its more that we usually level but lets help him out-he is trying to level the ole fashioned way!! Lets Level him and then help out his fu wife-she's 390,000 from Oracle!~*NunyaB~Fu-wife to Justfishing*The PegasusProject~SBG@ fubar

Youtube....
I'm wanting to make a small video for youtube with my referral link to here on it. I need those damn referrals if I'm going to get past level 28. I'm trying to start early. Anyway...what would be some good search words for it? I mean I couldn't use fubar, since if people are searching for it, they've already heard about it.

Back From Mt
Just got back from Montana an hour or so ago. The funeral was really nice, there were a lot of people that I didn't know. They had an open casket viewing which was kind of difficult, but it was my dad's choice. During the funeral procession, it was the van carrying the palbearers, the hearse, my dads car and then my sisters car followed by several others. Was really nice that when we got part way through town getting ready to turn onto a main street a cop stop and blocked traffic so we didn't break the line of cars. Honestly, it will probably be the last time I go over there. There is nothing left there, and my dad lives in Canada on with his Sasquatch fvcked up wife. She is a bitch, and did make me uncomfortable the past few days. My dad was talking about getting more american smokes and I told him I would trade him a pack straight across and she was like, NO! We dont have enough! WTF!?!?! Well that was yesterday, today at breakfast before we took off, I was showing my dad a picture

Seriously?
I seriously need to vent about things. I know it seems like I do that a lot, but I can't help it. I'm a complainer. You either like it or you don't. I can't help who I am. Anyway, off to the vent/rant. First off. I do NOT like being stalked. I just want the person to stop coming to my stuff. [yes they are blocked] I want them to stop sending me messages on Yahoo. To stop texting my phone. To stop commenting to me in MuMMs. I just want them to act like they don't know me. Maybe I'm just wishful thinking, but yeah. Another thing I need to vent about is my job. It's not the best job in the world, I hate it actually...but it's a job. They are very flexable about when I can get time off. They also pretty much let me do whatever I want there. HOWEVER I just found out that some KID that works there was offered a job as a "shift leader". He's just graduated high school. He has no clue what it takes to open the place, he can't write on any of our cakes..let alone make one. If something

You'd Tell Me Right?
Ok friends ive recently posted some new pics which i think are ok but then i got to thinking...ive seen lots of people post pics that im sure they thought was cute but was actually ridiculously horrid and embarassing. Then people feel bad for that person and say nice things when they really wanna laugh. So friends im asking you that if my pics are horrid...tell me LOL. Sometimes it takes another's opinion to see the truth. Thanks 4 Reading

Better Now, Cheers
As some of you know, I've felt pretty rough the past week or so with some stomach-y thing. I feel a lot better now though, thank you. I had my first coffee for a week again this morning, and my appetite's back. So cheers for teh well wishes and that. Also, I've been at capacity photo-wise for EVER on here, but I just cleared some shit out, so if anyone did a photo that was of them holding up a small piece of paper that said "kins" on it, and I didn't rip it, it's not that I didn't like it or think it was good, it was that I had nowhere to put it, but I do now, so link me, I might be able to rip it now. Or something.

Sexy Men Contest
The Candy Shop will be holding more contests. The next contest is for the men. It's the "sexy men" contest. So, men, if you think you got that sexy going on or ladies if you think your man has it (with his permission) get in on this contest! It will be alot of fun. Pics MUST be SFW and mail the pic link of your choice to the Candy Shop by this Friday. We would like to start this contest on Sunday. We will also be holding an aution soon in support of our troops and are looking for military of any branch to join the auction. A more detailed blog will be posted for that in the future. A salute is required to participate in all contests, etc. Thanks for looking and have a sweet day! When i wrote this blog, I was under the impression the contest was to begin Sunday,it has begun today, Saturday.In order to give EVERYONE IN THE CONTEST adequate preparation time, the folder is shut down for approz. 1 hour. 1 pic is already flagged too! NO BS WILL BE TOLDERATED! ALL pics are going

Im Sorry
I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extremely sorry for the mistakes I have made n appologize that I can't fix urs! Yes I'm sorry for ur pain, n the fact that I can't make it go away! But most of all I am sorry for being me and not telling you what you want to hear, n not saying everything is ok between you and me! I'm sorry that i can forgive u but not forget! I'm sorry that i can't be there for you now! I appologize for any hurt u feel i caused u! I am sorry i can't imagine how u must feel now! I appologize for not wanting to know! I am sorry that I can't say that I will be there for u now, bc of the decisions u made! I am s

It's About That Time!
Sooo I owe salutes, I know. Trust me. The kids are with their dad for the weekend so I'm hoping to put my cute face on and take some salutes. If you want one, lemme know, and if you have something specific you want, just ask. But no bare boobs or anything, I'm vetoing that now lol Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

What I Am Up To
I am starting to do theater again. For 14 yeas I was the assistant conductor and principal clarinetist for the musicals done with my local theater group in Hammond. i also ran the lights and sound boards for the plays during those years. That ended 15 years ago whenI moved from that city. This week I am starting all over with a new theater group in New Orleans where I have been living for the past 16 years. I have volunteered to work with the local theater group and when they found out about my experience they asked me to run the mixer and special affects for the show they are doing with their youth organization. The name of the show is Smokey Joe's cafe. I start tomorrow with the rehearsals - Tuesday the 23rd of June with performances running Friday night and Saturday afternoon I am excited about being back in theater again and look forward to this production.

Grrrrrrrrrr!!!
Ok, so this is going to be a ranting and raving blog. I haven't done one in a long time, so I need to get some stuff off of my chest. This is more based towards stuff on Fu than real life. 1. People who think that others don't have a life outside of Fubar. I, personally, am on here probably more than I should be, but that doesn't mean that I don't have real life things to do. People get mad if I have to go to the store, or want to go out with friends, or hell, even if I have to go to work. Maybe you don't have a life, but I do, and one in which I am very happy. 2. Guys who immediately ask to see NSFW pictures. My pictures are up there for people whom I feel are good enough to see them. Can't see them? That's not my problem. There are 1,000's of girls who have NSFW pictures open to the public, go bother them. Don't shout or message me saying "you're hot, show me your naughty pics" before even saying Hi. That's a reall good way to get yourself deleted off of my list entirely and blocke

Venom
SO heres the thing, im really really picky about what I put on my lips. Lip stick is a no for me cus I can never find a shade just right, or the sticky/dry feeling it leaves behind once applied. which leaves me with lip gloss.which im pick of still! rather retarded I know,but regardless of how it shines if it doesn't feel right I rather sport nothing but the flesh. To this day I still at times use lipsmackers watermelon,but I grown tired of stuff I used to sport in umm Jr high and high school. I heard something called lip glass is great but I havent looked into it, I have thought just did some slight research into this lip venom by duwop cosmetics.Looks rather inviting but its a lip plumper also,"bee stung look" I recall is what they used.Not feeling a swollen look to my face thank you ARG! so do any of my fine kittens on fubar have some great lip care to share? cus it would be super. I was always somewhat of a tom boy, so I never really dipped into the makeup bag besides gloss,a

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison,Oh God let me out.No one to listen,To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity,Ride the waves of despair.If you fall it don't matter,There's no one to care.Used to wish for a window,To see birds, trees and sky,But you're better without one -Stops you aiming too high.Watching freedom is painful,For those locked away.Seeing joy, love and happiness,Another price that you pay.Strong is good, weak is bad.Be it false, be it true.Your mind makes the choice,And enforces it too.Cell walls built by society,With rules to adhere.If you breach the acceptable,You had better beware.Hide the pain, carry on,Routine is the key.Don't let on that you're not,What you're pretending to be.Lock it all up inside you,How badly that bodes.Look out for that one day,When it all just explodes.Leaving naught but a shell,Base functionality too.But killing all else,That was uniquely you.So how do you grow,With a timebomb inside?Or how to defuse it,Without destroying its ride?

Angel Awards
Good Morning Friendly Fu's, I am really excited about leveling to 31. Most of you know about the NEW SPECIAL ANGEL ABILITY. If not let me tell you. When used on a fellow they will recieve all my points for 12hrs. Cool right? Yeah I am so pimped. But I need to be pimped and buzzed mor to level up. Don't really like the idea of paying people to do this. Leveling is a special thing and should be shared with friends not bought. So here is my idea for every 3 ability points you give me u will be added to this blog. When I have autos I will grab u up and give u all my points for half a day. (it wouldnt let me do the links i need to ask support)Polish :) Big Daddy Sparks Simply Me#2939456 Vicki#694853 Mia#660043

Billy Mays
TAMPA, Fla. – Tampa police say Billy Mays, the television pitchman known for his boisterous hawking of products such as Orange Glo and OxiClean, has died. He was 50. Authorities say Mays was pronounced dead Sunday morning after being found by his wife at home. There were no signs of a break-in, and investigators do not suspect foul play. The coroner's office expects to have an autopsy done by Monday afternoon. Mays' wife, Deborah Mays, says the family doesn't expect to make any public statements and asked for privacy. Mays was also featured on the reality TV show "Pitchmen" on the Discovery Channel, which followed Mays and Anthony Sullivan in their marketing jobs. Who is next?

Stolen From Someone I Don't Really Know (boo)
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? I can have satisfactory sex without it on occassion but submission/domination is a need i can't deny for very long. What is something you have always wanted to try?sex while suspended from ropes.... sexandsubmission.com has an example What is something you have never done in bed before?anything involved feces nor will iWhat time of day do you like to have sex?first thing in the morning before i even get out of bedWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? hands on my body and in me... it's the sight of what's going onHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I can kiss for a little while without it leading anywhere but my hands tend to wander from the start in the right situationIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited...the thrill of getting caught is always exciting. i've had phone sex in the bathroom at work for this reason. Would it bother you i

Drag Me To Hell...
So I finally got a chance to go see Sam Raimi's Drag me to Hell, and I wasnt disappointed. It was actually pretty good. There were a few flaws, but every movie has them. If you liked any of the Evil Deads or Army of Darkness, this was kind of similar as far as the scares went. With a lil bit of comedy during the scary parts to lighten it up a bit. I was just glad to see a loan processor get tortured throughout the whole movie. She was a selfish, heartless bitch (kinda like every loan processor I ever met was) so it was satisfying to see her suffer all through the movie :) I liked it. It was a goofy, campy, scary movie. Id recommend it to people, but I know people have different tastes in movies.

Update
Just a quick update on the psych eval that I had to take today for the transitional place. I went in this morning and met with the doc, we talked for about 10 minutes then he had me do a 370 questions on this Mississipi scale test. Was all true and false.... The doc popped his head in and told me he was going to lunch to just shut the door when I was done and schedule a follow up with him at the front desk. When I went up there and the receptionist told me that he didnt have another appt available till July 13th, I just about had a breakdown (in my mind). I explained to her the situation and how dire it is that I get in sooner, she said she seen some cancellations but couldn't remove them at the moment and she would call me this afternoon. Well when she called, she got me in TOMORROW!! I told her she rocked! So hopefully he has went over the testing because I need him to fax the report over.... I am scared he is gonna tell me I am in a major depression :( The questions really hit me on

Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust
They came to me tonight. My mothers ashes. My aunt had the funeral home separate them into separate bags for me and my sisters. They are all labeled neatly. I thought I was numb. But I'm sitting here looking at a UPS package that holds what remains of most of my mother. We have our plans for the scattering of her ashes, but now that it's here I'm so angry. Angry at everything! Angry that my mother is gone, angry that she was taken so soon from us, angry that my son will never ever know her. But I'm more angry that the last time I hold my mother it's in a cardboard envelope from UPS. The woman who gave me her face and eyes. I will never look upon her again. I miss my mother.

So Annoying...grrr
I have a bad habit, one that is driving me literally crazy. I tend to get songs stuck in my head, songs I haven't heard in a very long time. Chicago, Air Supply, REO Speedwagon...that kinda thing. Around and around in my head it will spend, often for days, until it gets replaced by another song. Annoying as hell, right? I know I'm not the only one it's happened to. Whats worse, is sometimes it's just a line of a song. Just a fragment that gets replayed, like a skipping record. Over and over, and I find myself screaming in my head STOP!!! OMG JUST STOP OR GET TO THE NEXT LINE ALREADY!!! -skip- my prayers are never answered. Around and around -skip- one fragment -skip- one line -skip- endlessly repeating -skip- driving me crazy. It gets worse, though. Sometimes I get commercial jingles stuck in my head. (mini buffalo raaaaanch..chikin sammich) Over and over (mini buffalo raaaaanch..chickin sammich) repeating endlessly in my head (mini buffalo raaaanch...chickin sammich) making me craz

#2
(4va) She felt like a wild animal. Tonight was HERS. She wanted what she wanted, and how she wanted it. Not that he would mind. He liked when she got "in a mood". He was lying on the bed nude. He usually sleeps that way. Right now, however, he would not be sleeping! Very nearly growling in the back of her throat, she came into the room. Already naked herself, she climbed into the bed next to him. She was on her knees. He stirred as he felt the tips of her hair brush over his chest. He smiled, eyes still closed, waiting. Her lips barely touching him, her eyes closed, she brushed her lips over his chest, barely kissing him as she moved along his body. He tried to slide his hands up along her body. "NO" she said sternly. OK he thought, it was gonna be like THAT! He was already excited at what was coming next. She was HUNGRY for sex tonight! There would be NO cheap novel romance this time. She wanted sex her way, on her terms. She was the preditor, he was the prey, and she was gonna

Thunderstorm
Thunderstorm Unstoppable, uncontrollable, and most definitely UNPREDICTABLE! You strike when and where you want. Accompanied by rain, lightning, and sometimes hail, You are a triple threat! Any city found under your storm clouds will most likely go up in flames.

Again
Today, I decided I was going to bleach my bikini line, as I have not been able to shave there due to some ingrown hairs, and I also have to lifeguard every day. As it turns out, I'm allergic to the bleach. There is now an angry red, burning rash on my crotch that you can see around my swimsuit. FML

Domestic Violence
Am I an asshole for not feeling bad for all those pathetic women that let their man lay hands on them? WTF??! If you put up with that shit, that means you like it, or at least dont dislike it. I like it when women say that they dont leave because of the kids...So its OK for your kids to witness that shit goin on? Most wifebeaters are that way becase they have witnessed it in their childhood. So those bitches that dont leave and let their kids be victimized are doing a great disservice for their offspiring by showing that its ok to put up with that shit/act like that. No sympathy from me.

Watching My Heartbeat Slow (palindrome)
Watching My Heartbeat Slow Crawling further away from me My eyes blacken in the pain watching you My skin withers as it freezes Sirens scream slicing the night’s silence Machines monitor my slow demise As my chariot races to save me I watch the line begin to flatten Watching My Heartbeat Slow I watch the line begin to flatten As my chariot races to save me Machines monitor my slow demise Sirens scream slicing the night’s silence

Help Me Understand
Lately I have seen more and more guys walking around with their pants almost to their knees. I know that it's been a "trend" for some time now, but I haven't understood why that is so. It's impossible for them to not be able to afford a belt when most of the pants (and drawers) usually look to be brand name. Why can't these guys pull their damn pants up so I don't have to see their drawers, or their hand placed inexplicibly in the front groin area holding the pants up anyways? Does anyone know the answer several answers to this?

Pathetic
There is nothing more pathetic than men who take themselves too serious, esp ones that HAVE to pick steroid laden names like PITBULL, or BULL, or DeathlyRider, or Hardcore, etc. It is even sadder when they have sappy/steroid laden stati like "Hell has three gates: lust, anger, and (somethin else I donr recawl). Ask me how I know", or "shoot, I'm bullet proof", or "made of steel, you cant break me", or some pther pathetic shit like that. Its even MORE tear jerking when they misspell things in those, like "I'm a man of steal". A thief?? Finally, this pathos cannot be complete without a shirtless pic in the mirror.

Flowers
My neighbor across the street grew some beautiful Peony's this spring. I got this really good shot (attached), and today I decided I would make a print for her....granted I've never met her..... She just said "thanks" and basically shut the door in my face.... I love peoples and stuff :)

Names
I have Dick Mallett stay at my hotel... In HS, in my ESL class we had an Indian girl named Manda. Which in Russian means "cunt". Needless to say she caught LOTS of flack from the Russkies in the class. Poor thing.

Funny Text Messages
1.(415): And just as he was about to come, he screamed "Oh Christy!!" (1-415): What's wrong with that? Your name IS christy. (415): He then said, "Oh shit, sorry Julie." 2.(612): I'm torn. Shes everything I ever wanted, but I just cant get past the story about having drunken sex with her dog in high school. 3.(218): Yeah..And after he fingered me, he wiped it on my face and laughed. (763): ew wtf 4.(302): she took her clothes off and my dick went from =====> to => 5.(914): omg so im topless lying on my bed and i forgot my nail clippers are on my bed and i just leaned forward and the nail clipper closed. on my nipple. ouch 6.(914): i think i just was awoken by the sound of my roommate choking on her boyfriend's dick 7.(917): Memory from last night that just came back: me forcibly jacking him off while he yelled I DONT LIKE HANDJOBS I DONT LIKE HANDJOBS 8.(705): i thought i was pinching her nipple. It was her mole 9.(216): let's bang (773): You're in my phone as 'Weird Bus Guy' s

Q Is For Queef!
So I sit here and tell myself...don't sweat the small stuff. My mind wanders and roams and starts derailing. Damn fucking thing is broken! I get what I want. I get nothing at all. I want something else. I want something more. I am good with what I have. I don't know what I have. Am I the only person who has this stupid shit explode in their brain? Probably! hahahaha! Ok so I am not panicking. I am totally cool just being me and doing what I choose to do. Focus, Focus, Focus! Stop distracting yourself with thoughts that don't apply. Clean the child's room already! So back to that I shall go, but I am totally ready to take the longest walk ever just to escape this quiet stillness! It's gonna be one hell of a lonely month :(

Sex Slaves
Friend and I had an argument: I said that retards would make perfect sex slaves, since they don't know whats goin on, wouldn't tell, and alotta ppl would pay good bux to bang a cute tard girl (I saw one at a Botanical Garden, and was like "whoa, thats a waste of tits!" She said I'm fuckin sick.

Well That Sucks.
1. My phone died at some point yesterday evening. 2. I finally remember to charge it at about 5 this evening. 3. I decided to take a nap when I charged my phone. 4. I should NEVER take a nap that late in the evening. 5. I dreamed about moving and ice cream. 6. I still feel tired.

Rock Us Hard
SATURDAY .... SPANK THE KITTY AND GRAB THE TIGERS TAIL "DYNAMIC DUO" AUTO 11'S AND BOMBING!! SPANK THE KITTY... YOU KNOW THE KITTY LIKES TO BE SPANKED *SMILES* ALL BOMBS WILL BE RETURNED WITH THE EXCEPTION YOU DO NOT HAVE A FOLDER OF 250 PICS. SORRY, I SEE NO EXCUSE FOR IT. I HAVE UPLOADED ALL MY PICS 1 AT A TIME. JUST DO IT. YOU WILL BE RATED BACK FULLY, BUT NOT BOMBED. IF YOU CHOOSE TO MANUALLY RATE A FOLDER OF 250 MAIL ME AND I WILL BOMB YOU >>>>IT DOES NOT MATTER TO ME IF YOU HAVE AUTOS OR NOT! PLEASE USE YOUR HEAD, I (AS MOST DO) BOMB DURING A HAPPY HOUR. YOU RATING DURING A NON HAPPY HOUR DOES NOT = ME BOMBING YOU DURING A HAPPY HOUR. DO YOU SEE HOW THAT WORKS? FEELIN LUCKY? BLING ME THE FEELING LUCKY BLING (OR THE EQUIVALENT IN CREDITS AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT) AND SEE WHAT SALUTE(S) I COME UP WITH FOR YOU.... I WILL BE MAKING SALUTES OVER THE WEEKEND. ******YOU WILL ALSO BE GETTING MY 1ST EVER FU SALUTES! I'M FEELIN' EXTRA NAUGHTY!! BLING ME THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT AND

Work Food
i'm new to work. so far i've been eating out instead of saving money and eating in. honestly, i'm too lazy to cook for food. i want something simple and quick. hot pockets is the only thing that comes to mind. and no i dont want cereal :P help me? should i mumm about this? i bet you nobody will read this..

The Wireless Monopo;ly
when i had AT&T wireless, the signal every where I am, wasnt the 3G connection...got tired of it and switched to Sprint and I have much better signal. BUT the wireless device itself is the same company. Sierra wireless. the modem sucks and i have had the same problems with it, the program doesnt detect e the modem. Thats when the fun starts...uninstall the program, restart, reinstall, restart....bleh so how was your morning?

My Dad
There is a pattern with my dad: whenever he gets married, he doesnt have time for me. His last wife prevented him to see me for over a year, which made me a lil pissed, moreso at him. The current one doesnt hate me, (as far as I know), but he never "has time" for me anyways. When confronted, he says I work "odd hours" (11pm to 7am), hence he can't do anythin with me. I call BS. What do you say?

[attempt Number 2- That Dish]
*mutters in creole*Alright, so ... I just found out I can make huarache but that's not important.What IS important, is that... *yells at tv screen*what?Oh-I've picked up a discount pork butt roast(shoulder)and I have intentions of creating the legendary chile verde of topeka's Rosa's (again).*sigh*this is something that has eluded me for an entire year since they closed their doorsthe DAY OF MY COLLEGE GRADUATION > < !I think I'm lacking tomatillos, but really I think I'll live.I know exactly how it tastes, I'm hoping this offering will be adequate.If not we continue to reverse engineer.Speaking of reverse engineering.Huarache. I need a steady supply of masa. You can make this out of 1 egg, 1 quarter cup of milk- and crunchies of tortilla blended into a batter consistency.Its the same method Alton Brown used to make masa tots, only I didn't go as nuts with mine, think ... hocake, only... tortilla only... naan.So its a corn pan bread, and the additives really are endless- but there's no

Phone
I have a Samsung m500 phone from Sprint. I have been tryin to change my voicemail message yesterday, and can't seem to figure out how to. So frustrating, considering that its a fuckin phone, and not a rocket ship. grrr

Fubar User Friendly...and Some F Word Links..
Sometimes you meet people on here, they come and go as so many do, and for some people, the song remains the same. This is one of my oldest friends here on Lost Cherry / Cherry Tap / Fubar. She’s recently come back , and yes, she is real. One of the nicest people you’ll ever meet, quick to help out real friends and of course , as always around here, to make new ones. She’s at level 19 right now and for those of you that need to “level up” people for whatever level you need to get to , I couldn’t think of a more deserving real Fubar friend. So with that all in mind, I give you…. Witheld Beauty@ fubar She’s very “User Friendly”….lol…please repost so that all of the dude friends on your list can make a new friend as well …and have a great week ahead al

2nd Auction - Heart Shaped Shaved In Chest Salute Avail!
If you buy me in the auction, I will:A) Send you a home made cupcake via US mailB) Sing your praises in my shower - yes -you can listen on the phone as I sing about you if you wish. C) Tattoo your screen name on my left butt cheek.D) SB what ever you want me to say to whomever you want me to say it to.(5 times total)OK OK - All these are for reals, except C. Lastly - I will shave a heart into my chest hair and make a salute with your name if by some strange occurance of drunken auction bidding you buy me a HH. That is all I have. Nigh Nigh & Godspeed.

Scared To Death
I know I keep repeating myself when I say I am scared to death about this move. I am having extreme anxiety issues at the moment about this whole thing. I know everyone keeps saying its gonna be the best for me and all, but that doesnt make me any less terrified. I have been *alone* for over a year and a half and being thrown into the community living situation is making me so nervous. I think I am going to apply for the temporary grant to get counseling, hopefully it will help me get back to normal. I really only know how to associate with people online, and that scares the hell out of me, I didn't use to be that way. Right now I can only dream of being back in my own place, and living under my rules not anybody elses. I cant believe I gave so much up before I went to Germany chasing a dream, I literally gave everything in my apartment away, thus being when I start over, I have nothing. I have been on antidepressants for a little over a month now and feel no change. The only thin

I Have Never Felt So Beautiful As I Did Tonight...
If there is one thing in life that is guaranteed, it is: people and life will disappoint you and everything is always changing. Summer is supposed to be fun, filled with vacations, pool-times, friends, parties, etc. My summer has been the complete opposite. It has been a very difficult one with people and situations in life. The kind of feeling where you feel like you are fighting a never ending battle, every day drags, every night is sleepless, and every breath you take hurts.But everything was kind of put in prospective tonight and changed my mind a little.For so long, I have always strived to have the perfect hair, the perfect smile, the perfect clothes, the perfect look, etc. All that mattered was being "beautiful" in the media and world's eye, because for so long I was "the ugly duckling". I go in a different gym tonight to work out. I had a horrible day. A day where everything that can go wrong, does. A day where I felt no motivation, lonely and empty. Instead of turning to binge

Update On Life
I guess some or all of you are wondering what the hell is up with me lately? I can’t say I blame you. Life has been Crazy over the past few years. I did the whole going off to fight for your country thing and that was a good learning experience. I moved back to Fargo, North Dakota for a couple of reasons. First so I could finish my Bachelors of Science in Nursing. Secondly, I had thought that maybe this is where I could do some good and possibly become a roll model. Lastly I like it here, it’s peaceful. I have been really sick lately. I have a cyst on my pancreas and they think that it may be cancerous. For the first time in my life I realize how precious that life is. I just wanted to say i am sorry to those that I have offended pissed off and letdown. I realize for the first time I am human and I don’t have to be all things to all people. You all know that I am usually the First person that you all call on but I am a little amazed that when I need some one to be th

To My Bonnie
Could stay lonely to myself but I dontCould leave you to yourself but I wontBecause right now where I am atWhere I should've been right off the batIs a place I know so devineThat heart of yours is also mineTried so hard to be my babyI made it hard, how did you break me?A two letter word, a four letter emotionPut together and now you have devotionEverything you wanted, all that you've askedWas probably already there, just only maskedHand in hand, we are going placesRebirth of Bonnie and Clyde, yet different facesIt's safe to say no one will ever be our equalThe first year was a hit, wait til they see our sequelSpeaking of the past, oh boy here we goWill we ever watch an entire show?Never have you abused or hit meBut I need to ask, why did you "pinch" me?And when you said "somebody" needed a kissAll I could say was "Yes please do, Miss"When my shyness was more than I could standYou took that away when you directed my handAnd showed me that it was okay to embraceGawd, the cave is such a l

What A Twat
My Shoutbox veronica: ha scared of a girl cause in reallife id cut you down 2 size so damm fast veronica: 07717787028 ->veronica: im typing my blog , you keep spitting all over your keyboard darling veronica: quick im waiting for ur number or ring me ok now im waiting veronica: whats up cant say what u type veronica: im already owning you youve got looser written all over you i can back what i say veronica: only hard on the pc cant say what you type ->veronica: blog you dumb cunt, not mumm veronica: put your money where ur mouth is ok send ur number now veronica: 1st one is on bobo2008s page the crazy bitch thats me ->veronica: you would probably spit all over me if you talked like you type veronica: nice that would be my 2nd mumms about me veronica: trust me you wouldnt get veryfar i would shreu up pretty damm quick ->veronica: you are going in my fucking idiots blog by the way veronica: send ur number or whats up scared of a girl ha only pc hard arent u ->veronica:

Blowing
...the lid... Sooo...tonight I get a write up from the boss, blah blah blah; which happened cause my coworker deposited the $$ by accident, blah blah blah. The money was there, just misplaced cause he thought it was from his shift. blah I refused to sign it, since I didnt feel like it was my fault. Then I receive another shit about how some dude complained that I always fuck up his receipt when I switch his porn from a company card to a reg one. I told another boss that a) I do it all the time, and he is the only one complaining B) I showed the boss how its done Then he tells me that blah blah blah thats too many warnings. After which I...blow the lid. I told him that I am gonna guit without 2 wks, and fuck everyone over so they have to all take turns working nights for me, doing audit. Also, I said that they owe me big time for making me lose my vacation AND a plane ticket (that was credited towards a next flight, but they still) because the whore AGM decided to fire a

Fuck You (my Link Drop Back To Idiots!)
Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box? Do I know you? Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger? Didn't think so! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

About Me
One fun thing about fubar is that you not only get to meet and learn about people,you also get a sense(over some time with them) of who they are. A profile tells alot about their likes and dislikes. There are somethings you might be interested to know about me. I was married at 16 for 38 years, then was widowed, from a car accident, if that haden't happen he was dieing from stomach cancer, he got from being in Nam. I lost the love of my life (soul mate ). I will never get that back, so moving on. I have four wonderful kids, two boys and two girls, five beautiful grand children. I have spent my life working, raising kids, being a care giver for family and friends. I've cooked for 35 years in restrants and (until the accident) four years at the biggest trout prossening plant in the country. In the mean time had a cattle ranch, that we had together. i had it all, then it was gone. Life hits you in the face! I'm strong and life goes on.....All time favorite songs... Alway and forever

What Wouldn’t I Give You?
What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I want you to know girl that I go nuts just to think… What wouldn’t I give you? What wouldn’t I give you, if I was capable of loving you even when you destroyed me, remember? It was when I said that I was going to give you freedom to grow, even when I knew that with you my life was leaving me. And now you understand the “why” of my sickness of madness. And time has not quenched my question, because in my heart I am still saying: What wouldn’t I give you? And now you understand why I live so crazy and lonely, because I will die with out knowing: What wouldn’t I give you?

My Friends Mom That Is Like A Mom To Me
Please Pray For My Friends Mom That Is Like A Seond Mom Too Me. She Just Went To The Hospital Via Ambulance Like Five In A Half Hour Ago...She Was Weak And Had Hight Blood Presure And Low Sugar And Mite Has A Urine Aftection Or A Kidney Problem That All I Have Heard So Far And Yes She Diabetes And She Is 76 :-( And No This Ain't No Joke. ___________________________________________ Update: I Know I've Been Lagging On This But Just Want To Say She Has Been Home For About Few Days Now And She Is Doing Fine. She Is Recoving And Having Therapy On Her Legs Cause Her Legs Are Weak Right Now So I Just Wanted To Give Everybody The Updated News And Thank You Too EVeryone That Gave Their Loves And Concerns Means Alot Too Me And Her. I Told Her That Was People Leaving Loves And Prayers And She Was Happy Thank You...

Message From Annipoo
Hello hotties, hunks and prospects. I am sorry that I haven't been around lately, but my computer crashed, but I am back now!! First and foremost, I stnad by Blue in everything he said in his blog here, I have also talked to chief, but the hotties are no longer just the hotties, so I want to bring this group to a new level for fubar groups. With me in this, I have Blue Demon and Green eyed cutie and a lot of other fine officers. Once we get some prospect voting done, we will be needing new officers etc, so if you are interested, please let homepage, or blue or me know. We are all in this together and this group is supposed to be a place for us to connect, just like the upcomming lounge. Thank you all for standing behing me and Blue in this. Xoxo Annipoo

Ford The Record
I had reread the paper work for custody court, seeing as I got served with them the day before court. She wants joint custody of my daughter with her having primary residance... This would split the kids up... Enable her to recieve welfare service in her county.. Make me pay child support even more than I do now.. Make her look like a good mom with parole... My daughter had expressed wanting to live with her mom, but wants to see me weekly too. Week here, week there.This is not what her mother wants. The mother also is going to lose custody of her her other daughter to her own parents. She's not stable in the slightest. Before prison, she had moved 10 times in 6 years, for example.. All I got to ask is... IS SHE FRIGGIN' SERIOUS!?

I Want A Man That...
I wish I could find a guy that 1. loves me unconditionally 2. wants to spend all his time with me 3. cares about me 4. that when i need him hes there for me no matter what! 5. And when I'm hurting he will stop the world to be with me 6. And he won't ever hurt me 7. i want a man that understands me 8. I want a Guy that has dreams 9. I want a Guy that when I'm in my worst because I missed him so much that hes there to comfort me! 10. I want a guy that if he's out with his friends or family that he still remembers to call me even if its COLLECT. 11. I want a Man a husband thats not just that but my best friend to. 12. Being that Im agorephobic I would love to have a man that makes it their main focus to come and be with me... and not just settle for one job but tons of diff. ways to make money to be with me! 12. I want a man that can make me laugh 13. I want a guy that dosen't make stupid desisions that could cost us are relationship... i.e. gangs, bad friends 14. I w

Just Nonsense
You run around in life trying to figure out what will make you happy. There are times when you feel like throwing your hands up in the air and say "Fuck it"! I mean does anyone really know what will make themselves happy? Any clue at all? Or is it all a bunch of shit . Damn I am feelin a lil emo my apologies

I'll Take Care Of You.... By Kevin Hill
I’ll Take Care Of You I’ll take care of you Whether you’re feeling angry, sick, or just blue You name it girl, have a seat, and get off your feet Because you’re so sweet You’re like the cherry on top Sit down and hand over that mop You remind me of a queen bee Just ask and you shall receive just watch and see Protect and serve that’s my duty to you Cause I’m stuck on you like glue What would I do without that hair, those legs, your eyes? I feel I have found the ultimate prize I would pay any amount of money to hear you speak When I hear those lips they make me weak

Why Men Are Never Depressed?
(omg, this was too funny and I had to share it.) MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED?:> > > Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. > One mood all the time.> > Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can op

Life Is A Bitch..
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day!

She's Making Personal Salutes...anyone Interested?....
So…this lovely lady is trying to make spotlight for her birthday this week. With that being said, she’s making people personal salutes for fubucks. The type of salute , what you’d like in or on it you can work it out with her, she’s pretty much open to anything :D…so if you know anyone what likes this kind of thing, feel free to send them her way ….thank you ! J-Roxx@ fubar

Sweating Bullets
This song pretty much describes my current state of mind...I am struggling to remain postive, and am feeling consumed by everything that has happened, and has yet to happen. I'm not sure why, but I'm losing hope, and it really bothers me. Sweating Bullets-Megadeth Hello me, meet the real meAnd my misfits way of lifeA dark black past is myMost valued possessionHindsight is always 20-20Looking back it's still a bit fuzzySpeak of mutually assured destructionNice story, tell it to Reader's DigestFeeling paranoidTrue enemy or false friend?Anxiety's attacking meMy air is getting thinI'm in trouble for the thingsI haven't got to yetI'm chomping at the bitAnd my palms are getting wetSweating bulletsHello me, It's me againYou can subdue, but never tame meIt gives me a migraine headacheThinking down to your levelYea, just keep on thinking it's my faultAnd stay an inch or two outta kicking distanceMankind has got to knowHis limitationsFeeling claustrophobicLike the walls are closing inBl

Epica - Safeguard To Paradise
Memories that fade awayHave not left their markBut you live on, every single dayIn many different waysIt's the truth between his cunning liesThat hands him his suspicious alibisPersuading with your force will never be the wayTo our destinySuddenly we've lost the forceTo close our cursed doorsNo one seems to realiseThat wolves are in disguiseIt's the truth between his cunning liesThat hands him his suspicious alibisPersuading with your force will never be the wayTo our destinyYour engine was so strongBut the road was just too longHope is not the endSo never lose the faithAs long as we can sayThey can never take awayOur freedom, the most precious thing we've ever hadThe reward from the blood, we've ever shedHis quest for higher truth, life of eternal youth has just begun,in spite of being on the runMany virgins wait for him to comePersuading with your force will never be the wayTo our destinyOur destiny

Trick 'r Treat
Saturday I was at an all night horror movie fest/slumber party thing at some theater here in Chicago. We FINALLY got to see Trick 'R Treat. Warner Brothers made this movie about 3 or so yrs ago and has refused to put any money in advertising it, so it has yet to hit the theaters. I HIGHLY recommend it. If you are a horror fan maybe you've heard about it, online, or in Fangoria or just... somewhere. But I say do all that you can to get this movie in theaters, this was WAAAAAY better than half the shit thats been coming out posing as horror lately.

One Week To Find Her A Home... :(
just got this email....I HATE PEOPLE... Update: (put. Todays date) the day after the sorry owner of this poor dog called ncrr for help the sorry owner told us she was taking the dog in for updated vaccines but instead asked the vet to kill her dog. She had no intentions of telling ncrr and we would have been trying to find a foster home for a dead dog. She was going to get "RID" of her dog one way or another even if it meant murder. She had this dog since she was a baby and told ncrr she loved her dog. . We also found out the poor dog does have some hip dysplasia we were not told about. I don't understand this woman. No animal deserves to die because it is no longer wanted. The dysplasia severely decreases her chance of finding a foster or forever home but ncrr has to try. There has to be one kind person out there willing to help this poor dog. We have one week to find help for her. If you would like to save her life by fostering or adopting her please email ncrottierescue@gmail

Been Missing You©
I have never bought into the whole 'Man Made Global Warming' thing, but you have to admit, it's been one hell of a summer. Living down south, the heat has been so oppressive, you could fry an egg on the sidewalk. Seriously, I think even desert critters would be sweating this year. It's so hot during the day, you only come out first thing in the morning or late in the afternoon. I travel as part of my job. I travel a LOT.Spending so much time on the road, I damn near live in hotels. I'm gone four to five days a week and honestly, it's hell on a relationship. So when I get the chance to have a visitor, it's a welcome change. The phone call I got made me grin. It was Toy telling me she had a few days free and would be joining me later this afternoon. Funny how something so simple can make you melt inside. I must have looked like a kid at Disney World for the first time I was smiling so wide. For the rest of the day nothing could bring me down. In fact, I really don't remember

Hair Coloring Gone Horribly Wrong!
i dyed my hair last night... most of it looks great.... its this pretty golden brown the only thing is... where i had my blond streaks... is now FUCKING GREY!!! how that happened.. id on't know.. but i put BROWN in.. and it went GREY where my streaks were!! so.. tomorrow.. i am gonna go darker... and try to cover all this mess up... i am too young to have grey hair!

Mfkn Mouse!
So we went to the pet store to get a feeder rat and a white mouse for AJ to have as a pet. I have a little plastic cage that I use for the rats and the mouse was in a little cardboard carrying box. We had to stop at the grocery store for a few things, but I left the windows down and I figured the little guys would be fine. No, they didn't die. The mouse chewed a hole in the box and got loose in my car. We spent a good 20 minutes playing keystone cops trying to catch the mouse as he ran back and forth under the seats of my car. Now that we've caught the little fucker I swear he has elephantitis of the balls - really - it's quite disturbing. Maybe it's just massive hemroids from having the shit scared out of him - I dunno... freaky. Let me see if I can get a pic of that mouse's balls.

Just Wanna Whine A Bit..
Mumm : As everyone may know, I recently became the Adopted Mom to my Great Niece Daniyah. Her Bio-Mom(my niece) whose 16yrs old didnt want her. CPS, and the Childrens court tried to contact the baby's father who by the way is a 32yr old Man. He was to chicken shit to come forth, so they stripped him of his parental rights. Now he calls and says he wants his baby. I dont think so. I Love my daughter and I refuse to let anyone especially a child molester come an inch near my girl. He threaten to get an attorney. So me being me, I told him to bring it on. So my mind needs making up with; Should I let him be apart of her life, Or Not? Reply : she's not your daughter, she's your grand-niece, don't fuck up her head any more than he momma and daddy are gonna do.. and turn the damn comment approval off and I started a second reply... and got this... Error: this users permissions don't allow you to comment on their photos. How the hell does this deserve .. thi

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Poetry ~ An Ascendant Diagnosis
Response to one of Drow's status's: 'I live my life, full speed, full throttle, wrap my hand around the mic like a bum around a bottle, my philosophy is take a risk, cause its got to be..my way, or the highway, aint no man stoppin me...' I expounded on afterwards cuz I was feeling it. Imma dub it... An Ascendant Diagnosis Word, care free?... Ya gotta be, Stop me?... impossibly! Life's too short to live a dichotomy I control, I Lead, ma'fuck a destiny... I'm not a slave or puppet to the powers that be. I decide, & I ll thrive, ... carvin my path to liberty Of self & mind,.. I'm jus MarQ intrinsically Sheep follow feebly, indoctrinated …merely, Blind to these facts, an oblivious to see... They're lacking that ability to peer through clearly The facades and ruses that abound, disingenuously Or even the core of their own weaknesses, emotionally Decipher what dwells deep down subconsciously With no knowledge of self, it’s just a cycle of misery Isn't it a damn shame…

Singing For $10, 000?
So I recently entered a karaoke competition, the Karaoke Star Magazine Entertainer of the Year or something like that. They have six weeks of categories and you can compete and qualify for one or all of them. Top 40, R&B/Jazz/Hip-Hop/Rap, Oldies, 70's/80's, Country and Rock. The venues span from Arizona, Nevada to all over California. Oh, I should add reluctantly entered, at first I was like "Hell no! I can't sing that good." I say this because I'm kind of an asshole when it comes to competing and/or evaluations. In my day to day life I really don't care what people think about me or what I can or can't do.However, I'm of the opinion that as soon as you enter something you've not only made a commitment to said event but you're declaring "I think I'm good at this!" Which strips away my security blanket of non assumption.See when you do things on the fringe, you know, for fun, then if you're good it's a bonus but it if you suck, hey you're just having fun right? I was curious howeve

Twitter 101 - Make Twitter Your Lethal Weapon On Fubar!
Twitter 101 - Everything you need to know about using twitter as your secret ninja weapon on fubar. We know you wise fubarians are always looking for a way to maximize your fubar experience. With that in mind, we have brought in twitter to compliment your account. Next to your status, you will see a link to your twitter account. Using this you can quickly update twitter along with your status; helping to bring people back to your fubar page and giving you a broader reach to communicate your message! The opportunities are endless! Bring in your peeps, advertise your new photos, ask for leveling help, etc……it has all just gotten easier and faster. On top of that, we will also be running promos on the fubar twitter account that you can access only from there. There are so many ways that twitter can compliment your fubar account, and I am certain you will be teaching us a few thing as soon as you get it wired! Commonly asked Questions or Bitching!Why do I need a another sti

Entwined In The Echoes
Bodies entwined, what treasures they findas hands explore every peak and valley..soft sighs..impassioned moans..the symphony of two souls embraced.To see...To touch...To taste......all the visions......all the sensations......all the flavours...of two bodies blended inpassionate bliss........entwined in eternal echoes of love and lust...

Cheating The Grim Reaper.
So I'm talking to Starchaser on Yahoo. Talking about how many times I've "cheated" death. There were a few times that I can think of where I think I was just lucky that I missed it, because I have no idea how I did. Figured I'd blog about them. 1. Broke/dislocated my tailbone. Doesn't sound bad, but it was. The doctor told me to pull out ONE hair. I did and he told me that that was how close the tip of my tailbone was to breaking completely off. If it had done that, my body would have rejected it and it would have torn every organ in my body. 2. I use to work cleaning office building. This was back in 1999 or 2000. I was sitting at my uncle's house and started having chest pains. I thought I was having a heart attack. I went to the hospital. They ran all kinds of tests. They asked me what I did as a job. I told them. Come to find out, I pulled a muscle near my heart. Yes I know my heart is a muscle, but my heart was fine..kind of. The muscle that I pulled was swelling and my heart

Icebear In The Sun
I am very happy. I am glad to be where I am, doing what I am doing, but that being said, I have a few observations. I look like hell. No really. I am sunburned so many times and places, that my skin can’t figure out whether to peel or just hang on for dear life. I also don’t tan, but rather bleach and get whiter with the sun that I get. This astounds my colleagues with darker skin. They often comment on how amazing this is and that I am not really a white person, but something altogether alien. Being this fair skinned, I also wind burn and suffer from the sandblasting of the frequent dust storms. This has also caused my lips to crack and bleed. My feet are a totally different circle of hell. They are calloused and blistered. The blistered places have 4 or 5 blisters in the same place and they have cracks and are peeling as well. My toenails frequently fall off and all of this is simply from the running I do. My hands are burned and blistered and I t

Ok, Now I'm Really Confused!!
Just a warning, this may get long and involved, so here's your chance to get out now! LOL Ok, here's the scoop: I was dating Bill for about 2 months and in that time we had a lot of long discussions about our likes and dislikes. I explained that I wasn't like any other woman in that I don't get jealous and I don't pick fights or argue. He agreed that that was a positive trait and wished more women were like that. Anyway, he ended up breaking my heart and trust by fucking some other girl, who, by the way, KNEW he was dating me when she slept with him. Ok, so I'm over it now and we agreed to be friends, since we frequent the same coffee shop in the mornings. So I invited him to a benefit for the Doernbachers Childrens Hospital where several of my friends bands were playing. He accepted with the understanding that we are going as JUST friends. We were not even driving together. We were going to meet there. The morning of the event, at coffee, we reaffirmed what time we would b

I Should Just Pretend Im Deaf While In Public...
Today on the bus, on the way to work this guy is sitting across from me and he is just starring at me. Finally he says "I know you from somewhere" So I say to him, I dont think so, Im pretty good at remembering people. And again he just says "No, I know you" So I say, I have a twin brother, maybe you know him, to which he again says "No, its you I know... I know you from somewhere" So I try ignoring him but he just kept going on "I know I know you" "Did you go to Curie" (he had an easy ten yrs on me, I wouldnt have been in school with him) So when I finally got tired of hearing him blab on about all his "I know you from somewheres" I turned around and looked at him and said "Do you watch a lot of gay porn?" He got off at the next stop

Is It Possible?
I know it's only been one day. But I really do feel better. I'm not perfectly better but I didn't wake up feeling like hell. As of right now, I feel like I could actually stay awake for most of the day without having to lay down. What I'm wondering is....is it possible to feel like hell one day and then the next day feel better? There are two differences in the days. 1. I've been on meds now for 24 hours 2. The house temp. is a lot cooler. Is it really enough to make that much of of a difference?

You Know When...
You know when you say "oh fuck me!" haha well I think I have taken that literally. I have these thoughts all the time about different things I could do to get off. I know some of you may not be interested in this and thats cool, but I am fascinated by being creative. I am not like anyone else in this world. I am myself. My own little perversion. hahaha! We may be similar in some ways but thats about as close as it gets. The latest kick I am on is finding fun ways to use my exercise equipment. So far two of the four have been more than interesting. I am a bit tender in my shoulders today but it will be worth it ;) The details are not really essential for this blog so I will keep them to myself. But suffice it to say I will be finding as many ways to use these fangled contraptions as I can. This is how I spend my time out of bed and off from work. :P I am sure I can't patent anything so its purely personal research at this point. I'd like to thank the inventer of the dildo, suct

Pc Police
Seems like anymore you cant say anything without someone jumping your arse. You cant say things like gay... Wanda sykes will kick your ass. (have you seen that comercial. I love that woman but damn... DONT ever say retarded or mentally retarded. Cause someone might know someone who knows someone who is related to someone who may be mentally retarded. OMG. And people still describe me as a bald guy.... I have hair... (on my ass). But what bothers me is... the people who are advocates... When they are not any of the things I wrote about above... mind ya own business okay?

Outside
Outside Sometimes my guilt eats away at me Sometimes your tongue is so angry At times it seems that can’t make headway When I struggle with things to say Your walls are built so high And I understand why I can’t take back the things I’ve done What the hell have I become? I always feel I’m on the outside I’m struggling to get inside I know I’ve hurt you It seems like that’s all I do I’m struggling on the outside Nothing seem to work out right I know I’ve hurt you I don’t know what to do

Conspiracy Theory
Yes... we named the band Conspiracy Theory. We played tonight and rolled through a quick set Runnin Down A Dream Two Tickets To Paradise Roadhouse Blues Stranglehold Radar Love Cowboy Song Encored with Let There Be Rock Sho it sounds better than the last one. Video clips coming I think.

The Freaks Really Came Out This Week
I'm normally can laugh at all the weirdos on this site. My amusement button is broke this week, in part to the dumb shit that seemed to explode in my sb recently. Below is just a tame sample.

Sadness...
I've had a few instances lately of knowing someone who I thought was sincere and genuine only to be smacked into the reality of finding out they were liars. One of the instances being my now ex boyfriend. I feel fooled and used. I was spoonfed a story that I though was reality. He promised me everything and I bought into it. He's a liar and a fraud. I've never felt so patronized in my entire life. I now know that he only ever told me what he thought I wanted to hear because it somehow helped him with his agenda. I'm more upset that I put aside my own instincts because I really wanted what he was offering. I have learned that I really can't give anyone trust unless my gut tells me otherwise. I'm losing faith in people more and more everyday.

Stalkers
Attention, friends, fam and fans: I want some more stalkers. Application form is in my Stalker Apps form. If you submit the completed form to me, upon approval, I will notify you and save a copy in the same folder. Thank You. The Management. Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx

Stealing Stuffz!
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?Just one? When will your next kiss be? Is this a timed event? Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?Myself and my hubby Are you dating the last person you talked to? Is it ok to date just anyone while you're married? Gosh, I hope so! Who was the last person you talked to in person? Kinda nosy huh? My hubby. Are you happy right now?As opposed to me going nuts and killing someone, sure! What are you sitting on right now?On my assIs there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?Yes.Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?Not if it means giving birth to them, otherwise, yes. A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say.. A baby? No, I'm not. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?I didn't go to bed last night.What were you doing last night at midnight?Hell if I know. I think I was in the tub cybering a whole bunch of you pervs.

R.i.p.
A year ago today my beloved brother-in-law lost his battle with pancreatic and liver cancer.It was a long battle for him and I guess us too.And though in the end his body could take no more,I still feel like he didn't lose.He remained the strong man he had been all of his life.My sister today is still grieving very much and probably will for a long time.They had been together all of her adult life.I used to envy her for their lifelong relationship,I don't know now how I could stand to lose someone that you loved that much.I still can't believe sometimes that he is really gone.He was one of the finest men I have ever met,and believe me when I tell you that is a fairly short list.He was a lifelong watermen,a father,a husband,an uncle to my children and a true friend to many,many people.The whole community where they live is still reeling even now.My sister today is of course upset and it will be a hard day for her.Its a hard day for a lot of us.He was my brother-in-law,an uncle to my ki

9/23 & 24/2009
9/23 This was my off diet day.. i started logging.. and then decided i didn't care :D it was a good day though.. except when laura made me dance... i don't dance... my fat jiggles toooooo much ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 9/24 lol this is directly from my log on www.sparkpeople.com I am going low on my totals and goals still.. but I figure that since I am not working out yet, that is ok (right?) I feel STUFFED today.. there were things i had to remove because i just couldn't eat it... like i had rice.. i didn't eat my rice at all... i had more hummus and pretzels and another tortilla and and ice cream sandwich thingy by skinny cow... none of that made it in my belly lol I have decided that after my first month of making food changes, I am going to start incorporating workouts into my day... they may be short... but i am going to try to do SOMETHING every day... I am going to try to use my total gym 3 days a week

Bkps Fupoetry - A-b-c's
Jus toying with an idea.. didnt come out as brutal as I wanted.. but here it is none the less A Acknowledge acute academic, attack alliteration. Accurately attaining arcane adages, affirms admiration Artistically assembling axioms, animating articulation Abstain, atone, & absolutely adapt, abiding aspiration Astonishing astutely asinine's absurd accreditations Analytical assaults, admitting Anarchy affiliations Acrid Apocalyptic agony, afflictin' abrupt assimilation Ablazin asshats admist artillery's aimed annihilation B Besiegin ballistically, blattinly bombardin bustas Barragin bomb blast, brutally bucklin buttresses Brandish’in Berettas blastin bullets berating bruthas Bewilderin bastids, blowin brains, begets butta

Memories
One of the fun things about dating someone you've known for twelve years is that you have lots of memories of each other. Most recent memories: When I was in M's freshman class, I recall, early in the class, him making some remark about an old song--and how it was about giving (or getting) a blowjob. I was 18 and impressed. "So this is college, eh? Sexy professors talking about blowjobs in class? Clearly I'm on the right path in life." I shared this memory with M, and he swears he would never talk about blowjobs in class. Unless it was something in a novel, in which case he might talk about it, just to, you know, bring it to the students' attention. Anyway, he denies that he talked about blowjobs when I was in his class. Clearly, he's a liar. The most recently revealed memory: M told me last night that, eight years ago, he may have masturbated while thinking about me. And it may have been to some image of me wearing a very sheer blouse. And this might have occurred during

Bowling =]
So last night was my night to bowl in my league. I did horrible on my first game and only got a 116. My second game I did better. I got over my average...only by 3. I got a 143. My last game, however, I kicked ass. I can thank Jeremy for that one. I was doing bad and he looked at me and said, "do you think you could get two marks in a row?". I did. Then, in his smartass tone, he looks at me and says, "What about 3?". Seriously, if I didn't know that he knows that would work and that he was just doing that to "piss me off" to get me to bowl better, I would have smacked him. I finished the game with 2 spares and 5 strikes in a row. My score on the last game 177. =] BTW, our team only lost one of the 4.

Bomb/auto Auction
Why the hell not? :D I'm in a good mood. Mostly because of my Rockstar ;) So I decided to go ahead and SELL an auto or bomb instead of trading one since it seems like nobody ever sells for fubux anymore, they only trade. So, why don't we start nice, and start the bidding at only a whopping 5 million fubux? Auction ends this Friday at noon. Lots of Happy Hours that day, so an auto or bomb, whichever, will make for a nice day for whoever wins :D Let the bidding begin!!!!! ~Mz. Iowa~

The Definition.
Sooo...I have a very good friend on here and we had these nicknames. Emphasis on the HAD. She calls me hoeface :) which turns out isn't so bad, its a term of endearment (mind u a lil twisted but eh, thats me). I USED to call her hoebag...until...I looked up the meaning for that and nearly pee'd my pants laughing so hard.... The definition... Hoebag- A person {preferrably a woman} who "gets around." Some one who is such a hoe that their vagina has been stretched to such an extent that it can be used as a bag to carry things such as: mail, yoga balls, ipods, crayons, ect. ect... So, yea...I love my friend and will never get the image of her keeping crayons in her vagina outta my head...no matter how hard I try ♥

Mcdonalds And Vegetarians?
So, I don't know if this belongs in a blog..but I felt the need to share with fubar. Recently, I was at my hometown Mcdonalds and there was this girl sitting kinda on the other side of the room but was talking really loud...like you know loud so everyone can hear. Now I don't normally listen into others people conversations but this one I couldn't help. Anyways on with my story... This girl was sitting at her table ranting and raving about how shes a vegetarian and meat is murder. Now folks.....I eat meat but don't eat certain kinds of meat and in no way shape or form do i call myself a vegetarian. Anyways...she's going on this rant and there I am listening and sipping on my soda.....but something compelled me to look over at her and what do I see? SHE WAS EATING CHICKEN NUGGETS?!?! wow what a vegetarian right?! How ironic... But, anyways, I felt the need to share that with you friends.it was a definate LOL moment.

Not Always Right | Read/write/think Error
Customer: “You said you were going to save all my data to the DVD! I can’t get anything!” Me: “I assure you, I saved it to that DVD.” Customer:“No, no! It’s still not there! It keeps telling me to insert the disk!” Me: “Well…did you put the DVD in the drive yet?” Customer: “No! Does it have to be there?” Me: “Yes, it does. You can’t view the contents of the DVD unless the drive is able to read the DVD.” Customer: “Well, that’s just silly!”

Reasons
i got kicked out because the roomie and i got into an argument...im in a church program right now for 65 days and they are gonna help me get back on my feet so after today i can only write you because i cant get on a computer....here is the address to write me at. in this program you are not allowed to leave the property, no smoking, no drinking, no wimmins(seeing boobies now would be nice since i wont be able to for 2 months....just sayin) it would be nice to hear from everyone i may not be able to write much because all writing supplies are donated..stamps especially but if you sent me a few stamps when u write i can write more.....i only have a few minutes on the computer here at the library so lets make this quick..lol andy smith c/o trinity mission 622 west union st. jacksonville, florida 32220 dont have to write all the time but it would be really good to hear from people and keep me up to date on whats going on....it would be great support for me to keep it up too

Pondering
So today I got to thinking at work: a size is a really relative term. No, we are not talking penises here. I am talking about...us, humans. An elephant for ous would be huge, but in comparison to a house, its tiny. A house would be microscopic in comparison to a country. A country would be microscopic in comparison to a planet. A planet is microscopic in comparison to a universe. The larger the object that we are being compared to is, the smaller we appear. So...although scientists are stipulating that there IS an end, or edge, to the universe, there is still something there, beyond it (a concept that is REALLY hard to grasp, but its like counting: no matter how huge a number is, you can always add 1, and make it bigger). So based on that, the larger the size of something, the smaller we are. So, technically, when being compared to the Universe, we are...almost nothing. As tiny as space between the atoms in a matter. Same goes for time. Whereas an hour is a pretty good chunk

How Sweet
Blast : "WARNING:I'm not the girl next door; I'm the bitch down the street!" And I'm sure she will be complaining about how no good men are coming her way. Because any man wants a bitch from Ohio. Thats down the street...

"i've Had It."
I'VE TRIED TO MEET E-V-E-R-Y-O-N--E'S NEED BUT AS I'VE JUST BEEN SHOWN,IT MEANS NOTHING TO SOME OF YOU. YOU GET ANGRY WITH ME AND LEAVE ME CLUELESS SO.WHEN YOU GET ON YOUR FUCKING HIGH-HORSE AND BLOCK ME WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHY,I'LL STAY BLOCKED IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON AROUND HERE?PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING,LIVE ONE WAY AND THEN BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU'RE BLOCKED WITH NO KNOWN REASON.I MEAN EVEN IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG,TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE AND IF YOU STILL DECIDE TO GO YOUR OWN WAY I'LL UNDERSTAND.BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN HIDDEN OR UNKNOWN AGENDA AND THEN SAY,"FUCK'EM"WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IS UN-FUCKING-BELIEVEABLE!!!!!" NOW I'M LIKE WHATEVER CUZ WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING WHEN SOMETHING ELSE IS GOING ON IS FUCKIN' BULLSHIT ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE BEEN STRAIGHT WITH E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E HERE DEVELOPING STRONG,SINCERE EMOTIONS FOR YOU AND WITHOUT WARNING,"BAM,YOU'RE PISSED AND I'M IGNORED AND BLOCKED!!!!!"NO QUESTIONS ON WHATEVER THE SUBJECT IS OR ANYTHING,

Armchair Apocrypha
Probably the weirdest reason for owning an album, but I actually bought this and 'Noble Beast' by Andrew Bird for no other reason than that I liked one track I'd heard, and indie comic creator Jeffrey Brown had raved about him in one of his comics. And I'll admit, I was underwhelmed when I first got it (note to self, just cos you like what a guy does, doesn't mean you'll like what a guy that that guy likes does). But I stuck with it, and have had it on the iPod a lot walking to and from work, and you know what? This is a really quality album, a real grower. I'm not so good at describing what music sounds like, but, you know, it's good.

Music Monday Two (also Known As Music Tuesday)
I was blah and tired and stuff yesterday. This is what I've been listening to. Random and shit. Top 40. Old Stuff. Good Stuff. Bad Stuff. Radiohead - Fake Plastic TreesPeggy Lee - FeverJay Sean feat. Lil Wayne - DownColin Hay - Beautiful WorldBobby Darin - Beyond the SeaJoshua Radin - These PhotographsJason Derulo - Whatcha SayOwl City - Rainbow Veins

Separation
My husband and I are officially separating. My heart is breaking but at the same time I feel this will be best for us. Neither of us are happy and we haven't been in a while.. I am not sure if we will be able to work things out to save our marriage, but i do hope we can save our friendship. I am moving about 20 minutes away from where i live now into my sisters old trailer. She moved out of it and was going to sell it, but I am now going to rent it... I am not sure how it is all going to work yet... but hopefully we can work this out so that if there is a divorce there will be no animosity at all...

Just Tired
I am so tired of feeling down all the damn time. When I went to the doctor today, she upped the dosage on the antidepressant I am on, which should hopefully help. I also told her that I had been taking benadryl every night to go to sleep on and she prescribed me trazadone. I am kind of scared to take it cuz most of the time any sleeping aid makes me feel hung over in the morning and I hate that with a passion. I don't know why I am struggling even more with the depression the past few days then I usually do, but I feel like its kicking my ass. Usually I am too worried about the anxiety I think that I push the depression aside.... ugh! It's so hard to be positive when you are feeling so down :-/

Just Wanting You All To Know
Hi friends, What a horrible week for me here,Tues AM I got called by my Mom,My Dad has had a possible stroke,so I get there and as it turns out its a massive stroke,he is paralized on his left side,not sure if he will ever be able to walk,talk,eat (normally ) again..So I will be spending a lot of time in Iowa as my family means the world to me and I am not ready for losses yet..I will be here when I can be... Please take a few mins and keep my Dad in your prayers.. If you have my cell number feel free to call or text me... Hugs, Julie

Deleters And Stuff
It's been a long morning. I've had MAYBE 4 hours of sleep. I'm only awake because I might be called into work. Gotta love when my boss screws up the schedule. Anyway, I've been here for 3 years today. Seems weird. I didn't think I'd be here for a week. This place was confusing and I thought it was stupid. I was wrong. I've met some really wonderful people and wouldn't trade it for the world. My friends are awesome and I love them dearly. On the Fubar topic, there is an active MuMM where the guy deletes comments that he approves. [sigh] He won't even approve mine. I'm not sure why. I only said he needed to grow a set. Other topics now. I'm still sick. I'm coughing like crazy and I need coffee. I feel like I could pass out. I may doze off while I wait to see if I get a call. Bowling was horrible last night. I won't even get into my scores. I'll just say that I got above my average only one game, and that was barely. blah!!!!!!

Concert Camera-chapter 3
I took back last weeks purchase, after being a bit disappointed in it performance. Olympus FE46, 12mgpx, 5x opt zoom, image stabilization; slim pocket size, sturdy design, decent user interface....wont take a concert pic from shit. Soon as you touch the zoom you can forget focus. Soooo, that bitch is out like a smothering gf. Todays purchase, the Kodak Z915, 10mgpx, 10x opt zoom, auto-focus, and up to 1/2000 shutter spd, hi-def video. Lil heavier, fatter, but if she treats me right, I'll let her stick around. It thinks a lil longer in between shots, but I dont mind that so much if what it produces gets me off. Fluff, shmuff, whatever; bottom line....... delivery/follow-thru. We will see this weekend.

Fighting It
Today I am fighting with the depression in the worst way. All sorts of stuff will be changing for me and its freaking me out and depressing me at the same time. As of sometime next week I wont be able to get on any social networks sites from where I live, and for me that is both fubar and facebook. What is freaking me out about all this is most of my support of what I am going through comes from both these sites and also lets me blog on this site with the healthy feedback. This morning I woke from a horrific dream, it has left me drained and sore. Not quite sure how dreams can make you sore but it is happened to me. I am looking at trying to go to school in January or so. I decided I want to do cosmo.... that way it will take 10 months and once I move out of here, I would only have a few months left and then I could get a job. (yet I am scared of the anxiety and the depression debilitating me). I guess for those of you that have my number it will be one way of keeping in touch unl

Gotta Give Him Points For Originality... Gotta Highlight It To Read :|
So A few days ago, I get this email... This is the only way I could contact you for now,I want you to be very careful about this and keep this secret with you until you receive thetape and pics i am going to give to you. You have no need of knowing who I am or where I am from.I know this maysound very surprising to you but it's the situation.I have been paidsome ransom in advance to terminate you with some reasons best knownto him.It's someone I beleive you know very much.Besides,this isthe ist time I turn out to be a betrayer to him .Now listen,I will post the tape and pics to you,but before that, I need$12,000. I repeat, do not arrange for the cops until we have bothsorted this out as my employer wants you dead at all cost. Paymentdetailswill be provided for you to make a part payment of $5000 first,whichwill serve as gurantee that you are ready to co-orperate,then i willpost a copy of the tape that contains his request for me toterminate you and pics which will be enough evidence

Paranormal Activity
***SPOILER ALERTS*** I went and saw this movie with an open mind. I assumed it wouldn't be very good, but was pleasantly surprised with the reviews. I must admit I'm not a big fan of the show so I really wasn't expecting a whole lot. I am however a big fan of B rated horror films. Unfortunately this movie was less than B rated. It was probably one of the most awful movies I've ever seen. The acting was horrible. We are talking about a girl who is aware that an entity of some kind has been following her since she was at least eight years old; yet she can barely muster up enough fear to keep her awake at night. Which leads to scene after scene of her and her boyfriend asleep in bed. Only to be woken up by the demon. The boyfriend is very in too figuring out what is stalking her. He is supposedly a daytrader from home, and they live in a huge house in San Diego. He also says he never knew that she had these problems until they moved in together. He uses that fact against her

I Have Had It
i am currently saving all my pics in preparation to leave this site. i cant stand the ignorance and hypocrisy anymore. i am commiting fu-cide. all my $$ will go to nova. fuck this site and its stupidity. it is a cess pool of all that is wrong with society.....except all the ppl i like of course :) find me on face book if you care too....samantha stewart

Blah
Really not sure how often I will be around here since they are taking the social networking sites of the labs pc's. But if you want to keep in touch, private message me and I will give you my # to either call or text.....

Huge Favor!!!!
I need everyone to "demand" this movie come to my town so I can see it. It's being released in a limited amount and I don't want to have to wait for the DVD release to see it. Please? View all Charleston events on Eventful I don't know if it will work, so I'll put it in the comments too.

The Hotties Live Auction
Live Auction at Big Daddy's Hot Spot! Wednesday, November 18th 2009 9a Futime/11a Central/12p EST Click the link below to enter the lounge and become a member! You must be a member of the lounge to be part of the auction or to bid! http://fubar.com/lounge/68975 How this is going to work: 1. Leave a comment here saying you joined the lounge and are wanting to be auctioned off! (the more people we get into the auction the more possibilities of getting a higher bid) 2. Wednesday come ready with your offers, once your name is said to be auctioned off we will have you place your offers in the lounge...then the bidding begins. 3. 10% of your earnings will go to the house (DJ Big Daddy himself!) 4. We will keep this clean as possible and no drama please! 5. If you have any questions please feel free to leave a comment here... you can also contact DJ Big Sexy Daddy (#3family) or Rock My World (His fuwife). We are looking forward to this auction being a huge sucess an

Punch Drunk By Life
I quit my job on friday. I interviewed for another job on sunday. I unquit my job today, and then "quit" the job I interviewed for. I have never had job this long, and it has only been 2 years. I wonder if others can't stand working where they are at, but then can't stand the thought of leaving. feeling a little crazy about the whole situation actually. I want to know what normal is, do people go to their work, tolerate the boredom that ensues when the same damn task is requested over and over and over again until the only solution is to quit but keep doing it anyways cause that is what you do when you are a "grown up?"

Sneakers, Tennis Shoes, And Socks...oh My!
Let me know what you think. Did you learn something? Find any spelling or grammar problems? How to Select the Proper Athletic Footwear By: Amy ________, ATC, LAT Over the past few decades the athletic and fitness shoe manufacturing industry has exploded. There are slews of options when it comes to purchasing shoes for different athletic activities. Selecting the correct shoe is one of the most crucial things an athlete can do to prevent a foot injury. So how do you know which pair of shoes to buy? Before you go shoe shopping, have an athletic trainer evaluate your feet for any structural deformities as well as inspect the wear on your current shoes. You should select a pair of shoes based on the way your feet are structured as well as what sport or activity you’re going to be participating in. Different sports and activities have different requirements for shoes. For example, a basketball shoe has more ankle support for sudden starts and stops on the court whereas a running

Random Thoughts
(1) went to college in NYC for one year then changed schools and complete direction in my life (2) lived in Japan for a few years growing up and I speak the language (3)family is the most important thing to me (4)going dancing is my favorite thing to do. I can dance all night (5) I used to be a belly dancer (6) I made love in a laundramat . next time I went to that laundromat with my BF at the time, the mangar told us we were no longer aloud in. My BF said "why not?" the mangar just pointed to the camera (7) I have never smoked anything in my life and never will (8) my favorite movie is GREASE (9)my brothers sudden death had the biggest impact on my life in many ways.effected who I dated, what I look for in a guy and even my direction in school (10) doing this told me how lame that I am! LMAO

Because She Duped Me Into This
Boo Tagged me...Grrrrr Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I am not a tall man...but my feet are ridiculously big and I often trip over them when going up the stairs. 2)My nickname in High School was "Cockdiesel." I was very stocky and compact and a track star. 3)I didn't reach 5'0" tall until I was 17 4)Lost my virginity in my mid 20's. 5) I love cheese...but will not eat a ham and cheese sammich. 6) I do not eat Peanut Butter and jelly sammiches. Jelly does not need peanut butter. Yuck! 7)I didn't eat pizza until I turned 13. Weird being that I am from NY. 8) Because I was so short, my parents kept me from playing the sports I loved after the age of 12. They meant well, but seeing my older brothers thrive and become All Americans and actually

Not Enough Ugly People In The World.
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. His tail has long been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which he would constantly jerk and twitch. Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby striped-type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, even his shoulders with thick, yellowing scabs. Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!"All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down,

What Would You Do??
What would you do?? Well I like many others are having a tough time with the economy. So I decided that I would pawn some gold I have had for a long time and never used. Being I lost a roommate it's been kinda tough making the bills. So anyway I went to the pawn shop turned my Gold in which wasn't much and got some cash!! Enough to catch me up on food that I was lacking. Well when I left the pawn shop I noticed he gave me $100 dollars more than I was supposed to get. Hummm what to do? Should I have gone back and returned the extra $100 or just count it as good luck and move on?? What would you do? Part 2 to come up of what I did...

Witty
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Um What
kinda tired, I closed my eyes for a few seconds...and I see a man(maybe tall and skinny-ish in a checkered-like shirt and a hat, kinda redneck/hunter like)but blurry and faded...and I look to figure out what I see and who he may be, what he looks like...in the next second he pulls his arms up and a large shot gun is pointed straight at me anyone got a clue as to what this may symbolize/signify/represent???

Brrrr
'tis my favourite season. So, there I am, 9:30am, waiting for the bus to work. In my usual attire, trainers, tracksuit bottoms, short sleeved t-shirt, hoody slung over shoulder in case it rains. Is pretty nippy, maybe 3, 4 degrees. Old guy walks past me, gives me the dirtiest of looks, one of those ones where you can read their minds "wtf is up with this freak" kind of look. Makes me smile that does.

Tears Are Falling.....
Tears are fallingfalling like rainit wasnt supposedto be this way.he wanted to goto have a bit of funshe let himit was the end of his run.the weather was badworse than it had ever beenhe didnt notice the black iceon the curve in the streetHe wasnt going fasthe was trying to be carefulbut the car lost controlhe found himself wrappedaround a telephone pole.the twisted metalthe busted glassthe plans they hadgone in a flash.the wedding they plannedthe future is is gonelike the whispering of lyricsof their favorite song.She really loved himas he did her. but deathended it all. she shall haveto push forward for theirlittle girl. the lonelynessand pain consumes her.. she wants to be with him but she has the angelto consider. she is the love child of thembeing together.She whispers every night before shegoes to bed. I love you darlinghe is the last thought that fills her head.

Belated 3 Yr Fuversary
> > My how Time flies! I will be belatedly celebrating my 3 yr. Fuversary on Wed. Dec. 9, 2009. I’ll be running autos from 3pm Futime Wed. 2009 INTO Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009. I also have a Happy Hour @4pm Futime on the 9th. Random blinging for heavy raters (more than 500 pics). All who rate at least 250 pics and Fumail me by 1 pm Futime on Thurs. will also be bombed (time to compile the bombing list is needed). So come on over to help me celebrate my Fuversay and help yourselves at the same time!!! My link is below. Manly - "110th Saint Levelus" - fuowned by Insane Melody!

Name Change?
I've been thinking of changing my screen name. I didnt want to post a mumm about it. I want something with Raven in it. I've always felt a kinship with Ravens, they have been very prophetic to me as well. Things are changing for me and I think a change online would be refreshing. maybe it will help somewhat, Im not feeling like myself. I was thinking Ravensong but I could use some input from my fu-friends. help me here!!

Whothewhat
Ok, I don't really remember this one that much, but what I do remember is still disturbing nonetheless. I was back at my secondary school, killing anyone I could lay my hands on who defied me. Apparently I was laying claim to it as my territory. I recall being able to fly, and hunting down people trying to get away through the back entrance. Along with all that there was some sort stained glass window dedicated to me....

The Line.
The line.You crossed it once.You crossed it again.One time too far,my very dear friend.Every cut.Every bruise.Every smither of pain...I'll enjoy returning the favor.In fact..Let's play a game."Karma's a bitch!"That's what they all say.It's back to get you.And you won't get away.I can garauntee it'll be slow.And very painful too.Let's use poison!No, Acid will do!I'll savor every second,as they each pass by.And as your body is eaten away,My spirits will soar,and they will soar high.Every cut. Every bruise.Every bit of pain..I'll see that it be returned.And enjoy every bit of whatching you burn.My Adrenaline thrives,As I see the pain in your eyes.The more I can make you scream,the more I make you feel alive.Just do it again..Cross the line one more time.I dare you.-Poe--12/12/09-

Epic Fayle: 10 Of The Dumbest Inventions Of The 20th Century
Most great inventions are called “dumb” or “silly” or “useless” for a while before they actually take off. The personal computer, for example, was said to be a pointless invention that no one would ever want – and now just about every home in the developed world has one. But not all inventions are winners – some really are dumb, silly or useless. Here are a few of the worst inventions of the 20th century. Back in 1948, there was apparently nothing weird about riding across a lake on a motorized surfboard while wearing a nice suit and bowler hat and smoking a cigarette. Forget his lack of safety gear – inventor Joe Gilpin looks cool gliding along on the water. This invention was only dumb because the Green Goblin stole it and used it to terrorize New York City. This flying platform was developed for the military, and in this picture it’s being tested at an Air Force base. A machine that answers the phone? Genius! Excep

Hmmm
For me not being able to be around people, I am sure getting pushed into a lot of different things at the house. First right before thanksgiving, the newspaper did an article on a girl here at my house and did a HUGE pic in the todays section of the newspaper that had all of us around the table. Second when we did the makeovers last weekend, I got put on the spot for the interview and looked like a total ass on live tv. NOW one of the case managers here wants me to read my poetry on the air for a radio station on sunday. Whats hard is my poetry to me seems dark. I started counseling Monday, it will be a weekly thing. I think I am going to like her as well so that will be nice. Getting ready for the holidays, gonna actually spend christmas eve and christmas over at my sisters... *blinks* *wow*

Current Status
So I've been off and on for the whole year due to multiple medical issues. Ranging from mysterious seizures to 20-40 lb. weight gain overnight. It has pretty much been a nightmare, add to that my husband and I both got laid off and you can see where I'm going. Avoiding the pity party I just wanted my friends to know I appreciate you sticking around for my long absences and I assure you I will never be gone forever. I actually may be around a little more for awhile since I'm unable to work. I had my gallbladder out and had some internal bleeding. So I spent some time in the hospital. I got out and then two days later had to go back in because of random pain. I enjoyed a morphine trip that time and made it home. Then my incisions wouldn't heal, it goes on and on and that is just in the last month or so. I'm up and around for now and not scheduled for anymore poking and prodding until January, by doctors anyway ;) So for now I'm home all day everyday bored; with just a laptop a

For Those Of You Who Care
A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ME LATELY WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME AND WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE, WHY I'M NOT ACTING LIKE MYSELF, WHY I'M SO IRRITABLE, AND SO ON AND SO FORTH. I DON'T FEEL LIKE SITTING HERE TYPING EVERYTHING OUT...IN A NUTSHELL MY DOCTOR IS OUT OF THE OFFICE UNTIL FEBRUARY, ALL THE OTHER DOCTORS HATE HER SO THEY'RE TAKING IT OUT ON ME, HER PATIENT, AND COMPLETELY CUT ME OFF OF MY PAIN MEDS AND GAVE ME SOMETHING FOR THE WITHDRAWAL BUT BASICALLY SAID "DEAL WITH THE PAIN"...SO NOW I'M LOOKING INTO COMMUNITY CLINICS. AND HERE'S A FAX I SENT A FEW LOCAL CLINICS: To Whom It May Concern: My name is (MY NAME). I am 24 years old, and I have chronic pain. I have been diagnosed with Spinal stenosis, sciatica, TMJ, RA, hip bursitis, carpal tunnel, fibromyalgia, herniated discs, depression, anxiety, insomnia, irritable bowel syndrome, and hypertension all in the last 5 years. The reason I’m contacting you is because I’ve lost my insurance, and have

Rip Brittany Murphy
RIP Brittany Murphy los Angeles police have opened an investigation into circumstances surrounding the death of actress Brittany Murphy. Police have been dispatched to Cedars-Sinai and to the Los Angeles home where Murphy, 32, went into cardiac arrest earlier today. Police sources emphasized that their inquiry was preliminary, adding they could not say whether it would point to any criminal conduct Sooo sad she was so talented and amazing i luvd this chick http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6751126&bl=1 i stashed it too incase videos arent showing up

Top Ten Things To Say...
Top 10 things to say about a holiday gift you don't like: 10) Hey! There's a gift. 9.) Well, well, well... 8.) Boy, if I had not recently shot up 4 sizes, that would've fit. 7.) Perfect for wearing in the basement. 6.) Wow, I hope this never catches fire! 5.) If the dog buries it, I'll be furious! 4.) I Love it, but I fear the jealousy it will inspire. 3.) Sadly, tomorrow I enter the federal witness protection program. 2.) To think I got this the year I vowed to give all my gifts to charity. 1.) I really don't deserve this.

Grandaughter Obituarie
Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, "Baby Camp", are invited to attend her funeral service today, Monday, December 21, 2009 at 5:00 pm. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home from 4:00 pm until the time of service at 5:00 pm. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Miss Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, affectionately known as 'Baby Camp', daughter of Darrell and Christina Camp Holmes, passed away Saturday morning, December 19, 2009, at the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at MUSC. Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes are invited to attend her funeral service on Monday evening, December 21, 2009, at 5:00 p.m. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home, from 4:00 p.m. until the time of service at 5:00 p.m. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, known as 'Baby Camp' was born on April 8, 2009, at MUSC in Charleston to Darrell and Christina Holmes. She touched the hearts of many staff members

Another Year Over - Last Blog Entry For 2009
It’s come to the end of 2009. Another year is history. It is the time we sit back and take an accounting of how the year has gone. (Yes sounds very critical and serious). I close the year in a better position then I started the year – emotionally. YAY! Go me! I must admit the lows of this year felt really low and the heartache very real, but it was worth it all in the end because I feel stronger. I was able to let go of those who really didn’t want me and keep close those who not only wanted me; but also helped me through those dark times. I have found that there are many types of friends that flit through your life. I have always known that we are meant to meet people for a reason, that there is some lesson to be learned from them or by them.

Avatar
So pretty much everything I've heard suggests that 'Avatar' is a visually breathtaking movie, albeit one that plot-wise doesn't exactly blow one's mind. "Worth seeing for the effects" is a phrase I've heard more than once. Well, you know what? If this truly is heralding a new era of film-making, and we can expect a golden future of movies that look this good, I think that means I can afford to wait until someone makes one that's a GOOD movie, cheers. Not just a GOOD LOOKING movie.

So Here's One For Ya.
I'll try and condense this. I used to work for Bank A. While I worked at Bank A I was stoked becuase I wasn't "the man" anymore. I didn't have to solve ERERY damn problem. I had a role and it was for maintaining the security of the network and web development. While employed with Bank A I had a co-worker who sat in the same office as I. During my run with this bank I would provide ideas and solutions to make the network more effiecient and safe, as well as outline some policy and procedure adjustments that might need to be addressed. Enjoying my time as not being "the man" I slowly watched this coworker act on every email that I sent to my director as a suggestion. All the project ideas I had, he began to implement, of course when he hit a brick road I helped him, I figured, it would be good for him to learn, what I know, share the wealth if you will. Over time I found that I began to do nothing but significant troubleshooting and saving the day tasks. Still made me a valuable emp

Enveloped
It stormed here last week, and I'm still digging out my yard. For a few days, though, I was simply stuck. I could don my snowboots and many layers of clothing to make it to the mailbox, but that was about it. Then tragedy struck. I was out of envelopes. What was I to do? How could I communicate with the outside world? A message tucked into a wine bottle doesn't travel very far when you toss it into 3-foot waves of snow. Then, Genius struck. (This may have also been the effect of too much cold on my brain.) I found an old mis-addressed envelope, and I carefully un-did the glued edges, placed it on my cutting board, and traced around it with a nifty razor knife thingy. I carefully folded in the flaps, worked a little magic with a glue stick, and voila! An envelope! After I made a couple, I realized that plain white paper just wasn't that interesting. I took an old atlas and started tearing out pages, turning them into little envelopes. Then I had the brilliant idea of

Chip Off The Old Rocker
another juicy tidbit from btfb: http://boobietasselsforbuddha.blogspot.com/2010/01/chip-off-old-rocker.html When I'm getting to know someone, one of the first questions I ask or perhaps one of the first things I check out on an internet profile concerns music. Quickest way to turn me off? Tell me, "oh, I listen to everything." Really? Do you? You listen to gospel and grindcore and country and hip hop and sludge metal? The confused look on your face tells me you have no idea what I'm talking about. I usually attempt to ask if that person has any favorites...favorite band or singer or song or album or anything. That response isn't usually too encouraging either. To me, it means you probably haven't vested that much interest in music and might as well be dead. Music is life. I learned that whole deal at an early age thanks to my dad. You know, he wasn't the easiest person to live with...certainly to be raised by. He was way too into drinking and drugs. His temper was wickedly short...

Lick By Joi
I lose all control When you grab a hold And you do your trick I love it when you lick Lick You've got lock and key Every part of me Know what makes me tick I love it when you lick Lick I'll put my heels on for you baby The ones that wrap all around my leg Your every touch excites me And damnit I aint too proud to beg And even when you're not around me The tingling just won't go away Don't make my body wait no longer Because this pussycat's ready to play play play play play I lose all control When you grab a hold And you do your trick I love it when you lick Lick You've got lock and key Every part of me Know what makes me tick I love it when you lick Love it when you lick Lick It feels so good I'm going crazy My eyes roll back inside my head Explore my inner warmths of pleasure And hold on tight Hope you aint scared I promise I'll return the

Are We Safe No Where?
b2nbaleto: Hi b2nbaleto: hi u female?Jeff: who r ub2nbaleto: m 29?b2nbaleto: u?b2nbaleto: who r u?Jeff: u contacted me so u know who i amb2nbaleto: no i do not know uJeff: well then stop talking to meb2nbaleto: whyb2nbaleto: u female?Jeff: r u a pedophile?b2nbaleto: do ulove sex hot c2c?Jeff: do u like getting arrested?b2nbaleto: plz camb2nbaleto is typing a message.b2nbaleto: ok camJeff: u want to get arrested? And people wonder why I hardly ever turn on yahoo anymore...

Gk's Post To The Host
Dear Mr. Keillor, As longtime fan of A Prairie Home Companion and a daily listener to The Writer's Almanac, I find both comfort and encouragement in your fatherly sign-off for the latter program: Be well, do good work, and keep in touch. But I've often wondered what you mean when you say, "Be well." How do you define well-being? What do you do to achieve it? Steve C. Wabash College -- You're a college guy and I'm an old writer, Steve, so we're looking at this from different angles. I'm more aware of decline and decrepitude than you possibly could be. I'm at the age when people tell me, "You're looking good" in that tone of voice that says "for a guy your age." For me, well-being has a lot to do with forward motion. I need to have deadlines, a list of projects, people who rely on me, some ambition on my back like an outboard motor. Good health is good, of course, and you don't want big black splotches showing up on the CAT scan, but my sense of well-being comes from waking up each

Damn My Rok
So this site is starting to scare me. I have been on there pretty much all evening taking the quizes that my friends have posted. I've been in too much shock to post them though. They are pretty dead on. Especially this one... Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ... 2 - the Helper Thanks for taking the test ! you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer"). "I must help others" Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs. How to Get Along with Me • Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific. • Share fun times with me. • Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours. • Let me know that I am important and special to you. • Be gentle if you decide to criticize me. In Intimate Relationships • Reassure me that I am interesting to you. • Reassure me often that you love me. • Tell me I'm attractive and that you're

I'm Pro-procrastination.
The power went out at my house about a week ago, and isn't expected to be back on for weeks. Weeks. Fortunately, I'm not at my house. I was staying at the fella's place when the grid-destroying storm struck. I was all comfortably warm and nestled in a chair by the fireplace. My mother called and explained the predicament--everyone was out of power, but would I come back home? I could stay at their place, where there's no power but at least a generator, and I could, you know, keep her company. "Do I have to?" ('Couldn't you just talk to dad?', I wondered, silently.) My mother reluctantly agreed that it didn't make much sense for me to drive home only to have to live in a cold house sans power. She mailed me a few of my bar study books, and she and my dad are taking care of the peeps and the kitty and my plants (though I suspect my orchids may have already succumbed to the cold). So, I continue to curl up by the fire, continue to cook lavish meals, and continue to halfhear

Just A Lil Info On Me
For those that don't know me..& plz no sympathy. I have 2 tumors, non cancerous, that sit on my left optic nerve, located on the anterior pituitary gland. So, that's just a bit of my medical problems...but like I said, no sympathy, just want ppl to know why I log off quite a bit lately, the headaches really get to me. On a funny note, I have to wear bi focals...lmao. As far as the fu, I tend to take my friends & family very seriously. I do get my feelings hurt @ times, so if u could keep this in mind, I'd appreciate it very, very much. I do not play games with ppl or "bust them" out. I am human tho & have @ times put somethin in my status, once. For that, I am very ashamed. I know this is supposed to be a game, but for me, it takes me away from my real life at times, ya know. And I love to laugh, not at ppl, but at what they say sometimes. Hope this lets u know a bit more about me...much love to my friends/family(h)

For Those That Want To Ask..
Wow, I'm so upbeat and it's only 8:40am. I'm still reeling over my date last night. It was fantabulous! Best. Date. Ever. *goes about her day to get schoolwork done* Oh, I'm seeing him today, I just don't know what we're doing or what time we're doing anyting. Again, I gotta decide. As Meli puts it - keep things innocent. Soooooooooo not my strong suit, but I'm doing my damndest! I'm sticking with kissing for now. Good lord, can that man kiss. *drinks peppermint tea* It's a good weekend.

Why I'm Not A Mummer ...
Can someone please explain to me the attraction of the mumms? Maybe I'm just more comfortable in the blog environment because of its relative civility. But I can't just help think that the mumms are a cross between "Lord of the Flies" and "The Waterboy" ** Ketch's impersonation of a mumm below ** Help me make up my mind: Do these jeans make my ass look fat? Yay = A japanese whaling ship is following you Nay = Supermodel -------------------------------- #1LinkinParkFan - You effin' fat whore. Why are you here mumming instead of on the treadmill???? HamFisted2010 - THIS ISN'T A MUMM!!! I'M HAVING YOUR GLOBALS REMOVED!!!! (whatever those are) JoJo - I went shopping yesterday. BlastUinFace - Hey, check out MY ass in my NSFWs!! Cornholeya - sup ladies?? CrystalTemptress - what did you buy JoJo? SteamTrainLuvin - EFF YOU PIGGY!!!! WHERE'S MY CONCH SHELL????? BlastUinFace - Who likes my ass? JoJo - I bought yams. SouljaBoy9inches - This mumm

[going Big: Caution, Naked Woman]
I'm dead serious, there's a naked girl in this blog. Alright, so a few days ago, I discovered this lovely little starlit and for one of the first times in my life I said "so fucking what if they're fake" She goes by several aliases, everything from a well known duplicate Sarah Beeharee (one of the UFC ring girls) to Sasha Kiss. and after countless hours of research I have determined that This woman: was this woman I knowI KNOWunfuckingbelievable right?But I checked for identifying marks, skin tone bone structure, skull structuretheworks.It is her.But:Putting cannons on a gatling gun? Putting whipped cream on vanilla icecream? Putting a car in yo' car? And yet its soooo good on her.I'm usually such a bust snob. *whistles*Must be a tan-girl thing. Speaking of which. The object of my affection has posted new pictures of herself and her boyfriend in her cubicle. I had the misfortune of needing to drop somethi

Arch Of Atheos Magazine
Em was bored and decided to take quotes from a conversation that my daughter and I had and create an interview. I found it quite amusing! The Orginal conversation is in blag "Oh Heavenly father" to the left.

Please Help Out A Friend Today With 1 Rate
TERESA IS IN A POINTS CONTEST TO WIN AN A-11 OR BOMB, SHE NEEDS RATES & COMMENTS SO PLEASE DROP BY AND DROP A RATE TO HELP HER OUT THANKS SO MUCH!! SERIOUSLY, HOW MUCH OF YOUR TIME DOES IT TAKE AND WHAT ELSE DO YA HAVE TO DO? I THINK YOU CAN SPARE A FEW SECONDS. THANKS! RATES = 5 POINTS COMMENTS = 1 POINT GRRRRR!!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! PIC LINK WON'T WORK HERE SO PLEASE USE THE ONE I POSTED BELOW IN THE COMMENTS AREA THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

You Know It's Time For Coffee When...
You wake up on a Wednesday morning, today and start leaving comments on people's pages saying it's Tuesday. Wow. lol. Hope everyone is having a great week..be back with more fun stuffz soon :D

*ponders*
Yes, i'm bored! when i'm bored i think... Like, - Why do they have to pay 7ft men "who can jump" ...millions when they just have to lower the net? - Why is the main new story on Yahoo this morning telling me about Angelina Jolis new hair style when there are more news worthy stories happening right now? - Why is it when you're open and honest with someone they either slap or block you? - Why on dating sites with the females over 35 who are after a "relationship'...state only males 21-38? - Why are they waiting for the 'end of the world' to begin before they act and do something? ummmm...back with some more in a moment.

Notties Go Wild
from: Firechief/Found... New Hotties of the Week http://fubar.com/blog/329164/11... United States subject: RE: 2 Alarm Hotties received: 02/18/2010 06:35 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Well 1st this is just like a Maryland lady I have yet to meet one that I liked. But I suppose you are like others trying to start a girls group. Well I didnt know you were one so for that Im sorry, We dont want nor do I want our girl asking you or anyone with you so I will put the word out.Enjoy the snow=== '•• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .Ðเr±y Ðøzεn TART. . ••. .' wrote the following at '2010-02-18 18:25:15'..>> Hello - Fire Chief,> > Within the past month, many of your officers have approached more than 1/2 of the Dirty Dozen members in regards to joining the 2nd alarm h

Just Read I Never Name.
I remember the words as I dreamed of a life away from your controlI remember the look in your eyes that said "I can't handle you, miss problem child."Too many cracks.Too many scars. As they led me away to the world where the hands of time seemed to slow and dieAnd then I arrived.And I was brokenConfusedEverything taken from meAnd no one by my sideAnd no one looked me in the eyeHow do you comfort the abandoned...Tossed to the trash like the day old newsI was the unwantedAnd you tried to explain itLike you knew. But you didn't see the ropes at my hands, ropes at my feet. Or the puppet master standing overheadI smiled so I could stay aliveBecause I was not allowed to cry. So I worked as a slave-"Clean the house and empy my car...I do not care who you are"Mow the lawn as you spit in my drinkAnd laugh as I sinkAnd look down on my painAnd work me in the rainBut I folded your clothesAnd I cleared out your yardAnd all you did was make me scarredSlap me in the face and throw me to the ground

This Saddens Me.
At the Federal level, in the USA, and in academic circles, program goals and definitions of giftedness are constantly being revised to reflect changes in social and educational reform philosophies. The trend over the past five years (since the 1994 legislation was passed), has been to eliminate separate programs for intellectually gifted children in favor of programs "providing a challenging level of academic study for all children." Thus, appropriate identification of intellectually gifted students is becoming less and less of a priority in the schools. Your child may not be "identified" as gifted for the simple reason that there are no special programs or services for gifted children. The phrase "all of our children are gifted" is a red flag that should alert parents to the lack of a gifted education program, a lack of understanding regarding the needs of gifted children, and the lack of a school-based identification program. Notes: Children from poor socio-economic back

What Popular Career Are You?
You Are an Astronaut You are not normal at all, and you could never do well is a typical office job. You are too brilliant for that! You have a strong sense of adventure. You really want to see the world... especially from space. You don't just dream big - you also do big. You are willing to work hard to get the career of your dreams. You are a very talented and special person. You seem to succeed at every project you undertake. What Popular Career Are You? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

It's Back!
Most of you who read my blogs probably read Hanna's blog. With her being gone I find that I not only miss her wit and twisted humor, but the recipe blog. I watched approximately 5 hours of Hubert Keller's Secrets of A Chef on WTTW yesterday and just printed about eleventy of his recipes to try. So I decided to start up this blog. Once I have tried a recipe I will post it (with any tweaks I may have made) and I will also try and put it into sparkpeople first so it will include nutrition information. Feel free to message me with any recipes you would like to share. I will be trying to keep the recipes I post fairly healthy, but I am always open to any recipe. It might be a bit before I post the first one since I just recently shopped and made a ton of soup and stuff, but get your ideas in if you have em!

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ra
i havent been back much and im starting to realize this isnt much fun anymore... everyone has filled everyones head with bullshit...people blocking friends because they heard something from someone who knows someone who knows someone...people need to grow the fuck up its sad when you say hi to someone and they ignore you...ive realized people arent your friends here they are mostly just figments of peoples imagination...granted i have met some cool people here but for the most part people are fakes 99.9% of my friends wont read this then wonder why things are happeneing... oh well im gonna enjoy my music and dink around

The Worst Day Ever
March 2nd was the worst day of my life. Woke up late, son wasn't getting ready then.....it all changed..It is all in slow motion, actions, words, voices, all is a blurr...like an episode of er.Time is 7:10, my son walks into my daughters room to search through basket for t shirt and pants, flipped lights onlike usual, nothing wakes her but a blow horn. 7:20, I go down yelling for her to get up, I finish getting ready, pass her room still no movement. I enter then the nightmare begins....I start yelling again to get up, shaking, yanking. Feel her cheek, still warm, whisper sign of relief...for a second then paniced, slapped her, then saw the note...screamed at her dad, her brother saw her, called 911, screamed to get her brother out before ambulance arrived. She took took a lethal dose of meds she takes on a regular basis due to a boyfriend issue.All I remember is echo like tunnel vision, people talking, shouting, questions, confusion. When I got to the hospital, seeing all these people

Tips & Tricks To Pick Up Chicks
I'M FEELIN IN A FUNNY MOOD AND CAME ACROSS SOMETHING AND AS OFTEN TIMES HAPPENS, A LIGHTBULB GOES OFF IN MY HEAD.. I JUST DON'T OFTEN SHARE SUCH THINGS ON HERE, BUT WHAT THE HELL.... LET'S HAVE SOME FUN! THIS MIGHT BE A 1 TIME THING OR I MIGHT JUST KEEP ADDING TO IT EVERY TIME I THINK OF SOMETHING OR SEE SOMETHING OR I CERTAINLY WOULD LOVE TO SEE SOME INTERACTION AS WELL SO FEEL FREE TO POST YOUR TIPS AS WELL! PERHAPS HOW TO PICK UP MEN? LOL LET'S BEGIN... TRICK #1 SPEND A DAY AT A BOOK STORE IN VARIOUS CHAIRS READING OR PRETENDING TO READ THIS BOOK AND MAKING LOUD OUTBURSTS SUCH AS "OMG THAT'S WHY SHE CRIES!" OR "OH HMM SHE HAS TO WORK HER WAY UP WITH VEGGIES" AND REMEMBER MEN! YOU WILL HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO FIND THIS BOOK SO BE SURE TO ASK A FEMALE WHERE TO FIND IT!! *SMILE* TIP #1 FOR A CHEAP DATE ... GO TO ONE OF THE FANCIER DEPARTMENT STORES AND GET SAMPLES OF THE HOTTEST NEW FRAGRANCE OF MENS COLOGNE. HERE YOU ASK THE OLDER LADY WORKING THERE WHAT'S THE HOTTE

Nsfw, Nazi's And Regulations I Will Never Understand.
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if

It's Been A While Wow....
You know... once again.. I am stepping on my soapbox. This time, I do it a different person, a changed person... Since new years, I have been though a lot of changes... many positive... I have closed one bad chapter in my life, and currently writing in some new chapters as well. Some of it is scary, but this is oh my god it's scary but good scary. I was sitting here and reading back on previous blogs I have written, and also contemplating the treatment I am getting from people lately on the fu. I know sometime back in December and November, I myself was not a happy person. I wasn't happy with my life, or my surroundings, and the pressure of the holidays did not help whatsoever. I know on here, these outside factors have impacted the way I behaved as well.. I know at one point, I wished people would drown in a vat of hypodermic needles tainted with AIDS for the new year, and I had all these friends and people who adored me for being this way. I would say in the past month or so,

Sweden?
My ex mother in law told me today about Hillary Clinton getting new stemware for all of the US embassies and ambassadors. She contracted it out and some firm in the United States got the winning bid, but THAT firm has now sent the order to a Swedish company. I don't get it. Why couldn't this American firm find a company here in the states to make this stemware? Wouldn't they know about the status of our economy? One would think. I went looking for some more information about this, only because she's not one to tell you the complete truth. In the article it said that they wanted lead free glass and that no place had it. Ummm, so absolutely no place in the United States has lead free glass? I think that's highly unlikely. I'm sure that there is at least ONE place here that could offer you what you wanted and I'm sure that the almost 6 million spent on stemware would have been very benificial to the United States. [a few side notes:] I'm sure the "old" stemware looks fine and I

Help Me Help Flo
After I submitted my video and it was accepted I got an email telling me to share it with everyone and to get comments so pliz folks help me here! If ya do I'll give ya back rubba rubba. Leave a comment pliz!

Vacation Update
Ok, so this vacation thing isn't starting off that great! I was so excited and thought everything as going so smoothly, but something HAD to go wrong. About an hour from Nashville we encountered vehicle trouble. Turns out the catalytic converter went out in our van. So we had my mother come pick us up and she drove us to Nashville. Then she went all the way back home. The van was towed to a shop in Pulaski, TN. We hope it will be fixed by Monday. That will be about an extra $300 we didn't plan to spend! We plan to take a shuttle to the airport in the morning, will be renting a car in Chicago, so no worries there. Getting BACK t Pulaski to get or van will be the hard part. I really don't expect to have the funds to rent another car. So we are going to have to figure something out. I know it will be fine, I hate to ruin the rest o the trip by worrying about it, so I'm really going to try not to. Just wanted to check in here. This keyboard on this hotel PC is pissing me off, I've taken 15

Squeaky
First thing this morning I went to the head of education (may or may not be her correct title) at the school and complained that I don't get to play with hair because I am constantly being placed in other rotationtions. She shut me up. She sent me to go do hair for flashes of hope at all children's hospital. Flashes of Hope creates powerful images of kids with cancer or other serious diseases. Tall order for a beauty school student. The kids were sick. The families were tired and oily because they had been sleeping in a hospital for who knows how long. High point of the day doing a side pony tail on a little girl whos hair had been cut off in one spot. Low point-- the massave amounts of dandrufff and scary hair products I found on some of these people. One of the guys in charged asked me to stop curling this woman's hair because it was smoking from all the product. You can only do so much and most people looked better for having the team of 2 students and 3 professionals work on t

"top Ten Signs Your Spouse Is Having An Online Affair"
10: Lately she sits at the computer naked... 9: After signing off,he always has a cigarette... 8: The giant rubber inflatable disk drive... 7: In the morning,the computer screen is all fogged up... 6:He's gotten amazingly good typing with one hand... 5: She makes sarcastic remarks about your "software".. 4: Lipstick on the mouse....... 3: During sex, she screams "A,Colon,Backslash,Enter.Insert!" 2: The fax file is filled with pictures of someone's butt... 1: The jam in the laser printer is a pair of underwear...

Delusional
chevyman: well gb Suga Lips: I don't see that happening in this lifetime chevyman: good point but damn ur sexy and i mmmmm want to taste u Suga Lips: Exactly. So how are you tasting lips through your computer? chevyman: haha this is a web site Suga Lips: Does this line actually work on women? chevyman: may i taste ur sweet lips Suga Lips: chevyman: i wanna lick ur lips n not the ones on ur face

Ugh
I have not been online much lately. Not even on fb very much really. Here's why. I found out today that I have carpal tunnel in both wrists. I was referred to one of the top orthapedic hand surgeons in the country. Lucky for me he is here in St. Louis. I will call to make an appointment this week. My hands have been swollen and painful nonstop for over 2 weeks now. I am on naprosyn now to see if it helps the swelling. So far, not working yet. I also have wrist braces to wear to bed. Hopefully this will give me some relief and I will actually be able to sleep! Will update more when I know more.

A Day In The Life Of Fu Princess
Hiyas fu its your favorite PhYnE Princess DaYuM...... Today was rather stressful I had haters attacking me ...I know they want to be me but impossible! To much of a good thing and all that *flipz Hair* Fu Life was fairly busy today I had to first wake up and give out my daily rates which seem endless and challenging I have no idea why I should have to rate people they should just flock to my page! I decided to give my points to someone less fortunate and not nearly as wonderful as myself I think it was successful....... I ran 2 bombs today and OH the bomb beggars HELLO....get a grip people you should feel blessed if I grace your page with my presence let alone if I, out of the goodness of my heart, decide to bomb you should certainly be a lil more loving towards me after all it takes an effort to click my mouse over to the bartab a little gratitude would go along way!!! Later in the day I had to gossip with one of my bff's Tann sometimes I have to buy her love with bling but its so w

Easter Thoughts From Shyone
WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY EASTER AND MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED SHYONE Bless this day the joy of life, The revelation of the flesh, The paradise of man and wife Joined to share the gift of bliss. Bless this day the pain of life, The passion that redeems the flesh, The love between a man and wife Beyond all agony and bliss. Bless this day the end of life, The peace within the dying flesh, The bond between a man and wife That long outlasts their bit of bliss. Bless this day the whole of life, The grace of being more than flesh, The voyage of a man and wife Across the mystery of bliss.

King Of The World
I'm 65k away from leveling. Guess I'll prolly need the spotlight.* = ] * The smiley face, yes that's a smiley face, at the end signifies my sarcasm. Please save your fumonies for all the wonderful wimminz. = ]

The Full Convo
she said :-lolz thats why people sent me messages saying you requested them ;) whatev :) i said :- get over your fucking, 90% of the people on facebook added me not the other way around deary.> so fuck your paranoia she said :- You know, you are not the only bipolar person I have ever known so you can take that bs and fuck off. I dont want or need you to understand anything period. My mistake was thinking you could ever care about someone else more than yourself.You can down me, say any fuckin thing you want llsht no other person on the face of this earth would ever tolerate the shit you've done to me. And yeah, I take my share of the things that went wrong so dont go starting that shit either. All you can ever do is blame it on an illness and not the fact that you need to learn to take responsibility for shit you have done and KNOW full well what you were doing. This is the last time Im ever having this conversation with you. Going through people on here im friends with, going to

Phew
So any of you who cared/remembered. I made a blog a few weeks ago about my grandad being ill. My dad who scared the crap out of me letting me think something really bad happened and drove me into an emotional breakdown. Gah. Anyways he's a lot better now because now my auntie KNOWS that he should be having regular check-ups at the hospital and stuffs. Last time he scared us all because he just REFUSED to go to the doctor. Grrr why are old people so stubborn? Anyway...it was a big sigh of relief when I found out that nothing too serious had happened, but I still scared. He's old and has diabetes and stubborn and won't change his friggin eating habits. All my dad and uncles yell at him so bad for not trying to get better it's kind of horrible. Last time all THREE of them were yelling and yelling one after the other, they were so loud and scary. I hate the way they do that. I think he might actually lose a foot, last time I was in HK to see him his foot looked purple and just weir

Cover Letter
I need some proofreaders. I'm drafting a cover letter for a job I'm applying for. I never know how it sounds because it's my writing and I'm bias. Let me know what you think. Thanks! This letter is to express my interest in discussing the Head Athletic Trainer position posted on the NATA Career Center web site. The opportunity presented in this listing is very appealing, and I believe that my experience and education will make me a competitive candidate for this position. I am finishing up a two year fellowship working as the head athletic trainer at a high school. After working with these high school student athletes I know the high school setting is for me. I am a proven leader by the organizations I have been apart of during my undergraduate and graduate career. I take pride in my work and I always strive for excellence in organization and professionalism. I grew up playing sports, so I am very much a team player. If given the opportunity, I know I would be an asset to you

Auctioning Myself Off
I am gonna auction myself off.. here is what I got to offer: 11s on your pics.. twice in the month u own me pimpout daily when I am on here... a salute.. a nsfw salute if given a bling pack comments your name with mine on my page you on my page.. and just me.. showin u some love :D

[let's Talk About French Toast]
Well this morning I realized I had (among other things) a lil block of rock solid sourdough, 2 eggs, and of course the world's best ham:3 So when I got back from ... going ALL OVER THIS F*CKING neighborhood looking for pins, I finally got back home and made french toast. I cut some stale bread into about 1/2 inch to 1 inch thick slices, whipped the two eggs with about 8 drops of vanilla extract, and one tablespoon of agave nectar (or honey) I then soaked each side of each piece of bread for 1-3 minutes each sideextracted and let sit while I cooked my ham. Once my ham was crispy I grabbed some old granola I had sitting around, the bagged kind with sweetened oats. and dusted the top side of each piece of toast. I started frying the toast and it occured to me that I could dump the excess batter over the granola to kinda hold it into place, flipped and fried the other side extracted let cool for a couple minutes, plopped on some apricot preserves, a slice of ham, and some cool camembe

[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star: 01 Surface Mods]
Where the HELL is my grape juice... Alright, Between workphonegirlcomicsthirstand inventorying Last thing I remember before I went to bed was doing an initial sketch of my Gouf. I did it from the manual and did a pretty decent job of itand I decided on ...oh yeah I was gonna panel line of the arms. I decided that this would be a high mobility variant black tri-stars colored Gouf. High mobility means more thrusters... ooh that could suck and less armor.So I drew the upper 80% of the suit and on one side reduced some of the armor and surfaces.... I didn't hate it.So I said that'd be the first thing I do tonight. Two hours later and some interesting things happening with plastic dust I've reduced the mass of my Gouf's shoulder's by about 20%... probably more.It...really might not be that noticeable but the maneuverability of the arm went WAY up and those unsightly overly round and bumpy surfaces between the shoulder and the spikes are gone thinned the middle prongs reduced th

Secret Lover On The Beach
She was lying on the beach alone; it was the middle of the day and there were only a few people that knew where she was. As she laid in the sun feeling the warm rays beat down on her, her phone rings. Rolling onto her stomach she grabs the phone and looks at it, it's her lover calling her. She hits the ignore button and places her head on her crossed arms. Her phone beeps with a voicemail, but before she could check the message her phone rings again, it's him, again she ignores it. The phone rings three more times before he finally gives up calling her. Her husband was nice enough to send her on this get away and she wasn't going to let her lover get her all hot and bothered when he was out of the country on business. She picks up her book and opens it up, reading were she had left off yesterday, her phone beeps again reminding her of her voice mail. She picks up the phone and calls to get the message. "Hey my sexy lover," he says in a seductive voice, "I was just thinking about how

I Didn't Watch The Invention Of Lying
See there, I was just lying... I have to say, I really enjoyed this movie. It had lots of cameos in it that I didn't know about, and a few of them were not obvious so you got to have a "Was that ...?" moments that you had to back up for. I don't want to spoil the movie for anyone, but I did want to mention one part about religion. I could totally make up my own religion, now I don't know if this is because I have studied theology on my own and always thought I could do better, or just because I have a divine gift. Either way, I think I would have to agree on what the first thing I would do if I could do anything at all would be.

A Mother's Love
A mother's love starts at the moment in which we are conceivedWhen we are born it is one of the first gifts we receiveHer love sees us through all our ups and downsEven when she is no longer aroundHer love does not stop after her deathIt continues to flow through the children she leftKnow that her love will see you through this.A mother's love is forever.It is timeless.

Damn! You Sexy!
One look into your sexy eyesHad me frozen. I was hypnotized.The thought of tasting those sweet juicy lipsHas my mind doing backflips.Watching you strut your thicknessHas me feverish with lovesicknessDamn! You sexy. So hot, it's a shameYou have a brother forgettin' his name.

First Update In Forever.. Kinda Grouchy Lol
So hi people.. remember me? Haven't been here in a while.. let me do a quick rundown of whats been going on... 1) been working a shit ton... which is good for me.. i like working.. keeps me sane 2) been a medical mess.. but don't have cancer! I did have a severe infection that has caused me a lot of trouble... still not QUITE clear up... got more tests in a week to see what the next round of stuff to do to me is... (yay for getting ink shoved in my bladder.... -.-) 3) because of medical stuff... i have failed a class that i was doing great in... i can't get caught up.. hopefully he will agree to drop me rather than fail me... i emailed him today begging him... 4) other class is going great though... right now i have an A i think..... 5) Husband still has his whore girlfriend... not that I am bitter or anything.. i just can't stand her... i know where she is been... shes a fucking slut.. 6) i am still not getting laid... but i am ok with that at the moment... 7) got a new t

Stupid Achievements.
I think it's pretty lame that even though I have a verified salute, I don't get the credit for it in the achievements. I've also given more than 10 bling and received more than 10..but again, no credit for it. Some of the achievements will NEVER happen for me, like being a top 10 member, lol. Others though, could happen. A few things I'm wondering...... If I friend a newbie and then unfriend them, will I lose the achievement point? I should try it, lol. Also, would someone be willing to buy me a bling and/or give me a bling credit [I'll bling the person that sends it to me] so I can see if I'll get the credit for the 10, since I have it already? Anyway, Hope everyone is doing great. I kind of am. I woke up with a cramp in my hip, so walking up stairs really hurt. Love my friends, as always.

Ok Fu-friend's I Need Your Help And Opinion.
Ok fu-friend's I need your help and opinion. I am going to post on a on-line personal and I would like you to read through my post and let me know what you think. Should I be more specific about age,race and body type I am interested in?. Should I add some more about me or leave something out?.Or sould I just leave it as it is?. Please be honest and let me know what you think in your comment. This is the first time I have attempted something like this so I need all the help I can get. A couple of my girlfriends have been trying to talk me into posting on here and I have been very reluctant to do so because from what I have seen most of the guys posting on here are nothing but perv's and that is not me. I have alway's felt that meeting people on-line was a waste of time so I have never bothered to try but after alot of thought I figured what the hell I might as well, what can it hurt. Who knows maybe i'll find my life long love. Ok a little about me, I am 5'7 140lbs Brown

Things Which Make You Go Hmmmm...
I was sitting here watching all the 11s, cherry bombs, boomerangs, blasts, tickers, HHs and it dawned on me how much money really goes through this site and how much good that money could do and how many lives it could save if it was put to better use. Cystic Fibrosis, Autism, MS, MD, Cancer...the list goes on and on....I am not on a soapbox preaching to the masses, but I have made a personal decision.... From this point on I would rather no one bought anything else for me on this site. I, as a grandmother of a child with an incurable disease feel guilty receiving these things which aren't important. I have a Happy Hour coming up on my birthday which has already been bought, but please.....nothing else. Thank you for everything I have received in the past. Now...have a lovely day. :)

Letting Go ....
I am writing this for a few of my greatest friends on Fubar...Please take time out n read this..it might help anyone one of us..Relax enough to face reality when life twists and turns.Sometimes in life, no matter how deeply we intend to make the bestdecisions possible for ourselves, things happen. Marriages end, jobsturn sour, friends wane. For reasons outside our control orunderstanding, the situation twists and turns into something other thanwhat we bargained for.Have you been waiting for a situation to revert to what it originallywas - or what you hoped it would be when you got in? Are you tellingyourself that there's something wrong with you, when the reality is, thesituation has changed into something other than what you thought it was?Things often don't go as smoothly as we planned. Sometimes, we need toendure and get through the rough spots. But I'm talking about thosegrindingly difficult moments when life suddenly twists on us.These are the times we need to quit torturing ourse

My Dark Haired Girl
My dark-haired girl, your hair does grace,In silken strands, your perfect face;Your face is like a portal to, The secret world of me and you. My dark-haired girl, I kiss your lip,Like a bee that would seek to sip,The nectar of a wondrous rose,In my arms I’ll hold you close. My dark-haired girl, I've promised you,And you your faith have given too,I would not change for the crown of an Earl, The pride of being loved by my dark-haired girl.

More Sb Fun!!
Raven: uuuhm thanks? micromediapro: oo i see thought i try you are very beautiful? Raven: My BF is in the same room I don't think he would like that too much micromediapro: how about you just be in your bra thats it? Raven: nope sorry, not that kind of girl micromediapro: i understand will u just do topless and watch me Raven: Im not into sexual camming of any kind luv, sorry micromediapro: what evr you feel comfortable with...i am a attractive kind white male Raven: cam sex? Raven: yes but what is the price? micromediapro: cam with me on yahoo Raven: lol for what? micromediapro: would u like a happyhour

Life Is A Lemon And I Want My Money Back
Lately I've been feeling like this song... It's the second one on the CD Bat Out Of Hell II: Back Into Hell and is performed by Meat Loaf. I want my money back I want my money back It's all or nothing And nothing's all I ever get Every time I turn it on I burn it up and burn it out It's always something There's always something going wrong That's the only guarantee - that's what this is all about It's a never ending attack Everything's a lie, and that's a fact Life is a lemon and I want my money back! And all the morons and all the stooges with their coins They're the ones who make the rules It's not a game - it's just a rout There's desperation There's desperation in the air It leaves a stain on all your clothes And no detergent gets it out And we're always slipping through the the cracks Then the movie's over - fade to black Life is a lemon and I want my money back! I want my money back I want my money back What about love? (It's defective!)It's always breaking in half Wh

Gesundheit
I sneeze, a lot. People that know me know not to bother saying "God Bless You" after the first sneeze or the second sneeze. Usually I sneeze in 4 shot bursts. Yesterday, as I was walking into the station, I was on sneeze number two, and someone said God Bless You. I replied with a sneezed "AAAAAATHANK YOU" because I can actually talk when sneezing sometimes. He walked down the street laughing his ass off.

Ranting Effin Fake Friends (comment Ur Thoughts )
YOU KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im really kinda pissed ....If your someones friend and they tell you some person called u something so horrabile and it really got to you and i mean worse the the C word!and they basically act like ur being childish for having feelings and basically call you weak and stick up for other person they arent friends with ... saying how harmless they are like its no big deal yet all they do is tell u how smart and pretty u are .... and that they are dissapointed in you and blah blah Im sorry but to me friends should be there for u regudless if they think ur being silly , not so insentive ... and esp not sticking up for other person if they were the one wrong ... i mean if someone never there for u , doest really give a shit, always thinks ur wrong or dissaponiting them how the hell is that a friendi can not stand when so called friends never have ur back , i mean im alway there for my friends i always stand behind them , even if i dont agree might tell them but still

The New Leveling Rule's Petition
If any of you don't like the new rules regarding the new rules on leveling please leave comments here and maybe the powers to be on Fubar well read this in change back to the way it was. Being this is ridicules on trying to level now! LezLicious Lets get some more signatures with this so we can let the Fu Lords know how we all feel about the new leveling rules. Ladies leave comments on what you think of there new rules that might help more then rating this. Just thinking Ladies post this for your friends and family and friends as well! more people that read this more the better I think!

I Generally Don't Correct
I generally don't correct people on the spelling or grammar, except when I realize that they are sticklers for the same. I would rather be known as a Grammar Stickler than a Grammar Naz.i

Pointless Blog
Not like anyone reads my blogs anymore. I just feel like whining for just a minute. Not really whining, just pointing something out. Getting newbies to send you a drink is proving to be a difficult task. I've sent over 50 drinks with kind messages asking for a returned drink and I've gotten TWO back. haha I don't know how else to get the newbs to send me a drink. Oh well. Not like I'm going to be getting 9 million points anytime soon. haha Okay, I'm done.

Gina & I
The Love Story: Gina and I met at one of my shows back in January of this year, 2010. At the time, I was in another relationship and so was she. However we both found each other to be very attractive (I think her gauge is broken but she swears it isn't lol) all the same. As time went by she would make very supportive comments about the band, about me, and we soon discovered that we like just about everything the other likes. I'm talking politics, social issues, our tastes in music and art, you name it... we seemed to be in perfect synch. In all this time our interactions were always platonic and on the up & up... no funny business or flirting behind our respective significant others' backs. In late Feb and then again in late March, my relationship ended, so Gina & I continued to talk as friends would. About a month and a half later, she confided to me that she was extremely unhappy with hers and "spilled the beans" to me that she was very interested in making radical changes... chan

I Can Now Altruize! * I Can Give Away All My Points For 12hrs At A Time* (*^___^*) Who Needs Help Leveling?
I CAN NOW Altruize! I WILL ALTRUIZING PEOPLE STARTING TOMMROW (*^___^*) lEAVE A cOMMENT IF U NEED HELP LEVELING ......send autos ot bomb blings or boomerrangs or happy hours if u want me to use it while altruizing u but i will do oneday for free any ways.....send blings would just make me get u even more ponits ....... they all go to u ill do it with or with out

My Journey In Fubar And Why I Feel It Is Time To Leave....
My dear fellow fu,s, and especially my friends and family members I address this blog to you. However it would be well with the newbies if they read this too before they waste 4yrs of their life in here as well I think. I want to start off by saying that this has been quite a journey and there are things that I wouldn,t take back for the world that I have experiemced in here! I have met some really good people in here and a handful have become real and true friends that I truly loveand wouldnt take the world for! On the other hand I have met some that I wouldn,t give one penny to ever see or hear from again, but that,s like in real life.Ok the reason I am writing this blog is to express my reasoning for feeling it is time for me to move on. To do that I will have to take you on my journey infubar briefly. When I first joined here on Dec 14,th 2006 I was new to the internet completely. Actually my daughter had an account on here and suggested that I kill my free time making friend

Masters
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes. The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p

The Haze Of Displacement
After 67 days on work travel, Im back in what seems to be my residence. The house seems, strange, stale. Echoes of the toss-about of hurriedly getting ready to leave 2 months ago, frozen in time. Much reorganizing to do. After driving from Ventura to Palm Springs to San Diego earlier in the week, I had one afternoon/evening left in SD to go walk about. Tired of course, but still feeling the obligation to fill every moment with, something. So on a whim, I rode down Tijuana. That was, ....an experience. The place has its own, aroma. An ever changing climate of wafts shifting between between musty old city concrete, with clouds of street fajitas drifting by, followed directly by the sewery pungence of the aqueduct. The vendors are very persistent, and hungry for a dollar. The streets are lined with miles of trinket shops, and bartering abounds with every step down the sidewalks. Mexican Monty Halls, all up in your face, lets make a deal. If they say something is 35 dollars, just st

Office Politics
Working in a school is a treacherous job, especially when you're not a teacher or senior staff. Not too bad for me as I'm not there much longer, but I'm getting to see how it all "works". For one, I never knew how much authority the head teacher had, she basically just implements stuff with no discussion and no consideration to the people affected. Is very much hated by the people not up her ass. Second, the people. Even when they know they are being wronged, they'll say one thing in one situation, but then turn around and do something completely different when faced by other people. Which pisses everyone else off, because it's difficult to stand up for yourselves as a group when certain people are too chicken. Makes for a rather stressful environment, people quitting left right and centre. Glad I wont be staying.

Goodbye
I was bored last night and decided to go ahead and post my furniture on craigslist. I figured it would take posting and re-posting a few times to get rid of all of it. But damn! I had two emails within minutes of posting. I've had at least one email on all my piece except one. The bookcases are being sold today. The kitchen table and chairs are going today as well. Two different people are interested in the living room set, so it's first come first serve on who responds back first. One person is interested in the mattress and frame. I really want to sell that thing, it is killing my back. The two bookshelves were by far the hottest seller. I guess it's because I'm not asking much. I didn't even have a picture on the ad, haha. I probably won't be able to sell the chest and bedside tables, but I could use those still. So, goodbye furniture. Goodbye Georgia. New job, new home, HERE I COME!!

*pees Pants*
I have read this so many times but it still has the same effect. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cooking contest. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the advent:(Frank Judge #3)Chili # 1 Eddie's Maniac Monster Chili...Judge # 1 --! A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick.Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild.Judge # 3 -- (Frank) What the hell is this stuff?! You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put out the flames. I hope that's the worst one. These Texans are crazy!Chili # 2 Austin's Afterburner Chili...Judge # 1 -- Smoky, with a hint of pork. Sl

To Follow Suit Like A Good Little Bitch...
Randomness... U people make me laugh out loud too often... I too got a boner from Witchie's blog... Wicked's attempt to make me a point whore failed miserably... wonders how I got up to 59 friends again on my list... I am quite sure most Canadian women are nuts... Work is busier than hell... I cringe when I hear the phone ring in the office because way too often it is for me... I have 2 trials next week in different cities in NM... i fly about 80 roundtrips a year and love it... FUCK...I just got a bad phone call... flying that much gets me about 8 free plane tickets a year to use for the family... going to Key Biscayne in august since Destiny Beach has oil... it took me 25 minutes to type this cause of work interfering... love most (or some) of u...

Reeka Does It Again
Hey, this will shock some of you who've been around for a while.I had teh emo (*gasp* not reeka!) and deleted a bunch of people in a depressed haze. I don't even remember everyone I did it to. If I deleted you and you still wanna be friends, please send a request. Or heck, if you're stalking someone into here and want to, whatever. *beats myself up*

New Poem I Wrote Comment It Fellin Lil Emo....
A Poem i wrote now ... i know my thoughtsare lil out there hopefully u get it comment it ... Center of attention and feels un noticedLeader of a pack and still yet lone wolfeveryones Lookin no one sees you eveyone listens to what is said but never hears you held a prisoner of ones self trapped inside Ice so clear yet u cant see thru it it to dark ice so cold frozen so long its warmso popular so loved so alone not alone in the world but a outsider to it looking in on a world that you dont understand the only world that is home doesnt exsit as i smile and step into the warm sun i grab my coat cause its so cold....seasons come and go a beautiful flower dies yet it comes back to life when the frost is gone Seasons change.....

Finally Got The Strength Up To Write This
As a lot of you might know...my bf of almost 7 years and I broke up today. A lot of you know him by his name, Mike. We met when I had just turned 18 and he was 21 and we have/had been dating since. We all have our idiosyncrasies, but we work through them. He has issues with getting mad @ video games, like a lot of guys, and I have body image issues, like a lot of women, especially women my age and younger. It was the perfect relationship when we first met. Around year 3 we were fighting a lot, and I thought we were going to split then, but we stuck it out and stayed together. That made us stronger than ever. A few months ago my boyfriend informed me he was not as attracted to me anymore because I've put on some weight since the chronic pain started. He takes care of himself very well and is in great shape. Because of my injuries and pain problems, I can't walk for more than 5 minutes without pain. Swimming was working for a while and then it started hurting too. I feel like I can

Lmao!!!
This morning! Him: I could never live with you! Me: Ok! Him: what do you mean ok? Me: oh, is that where i'm supposed to say ... why? Him: Well yeah, it is. Me: Ok, why? Him: Well, i'd just never be able to relax when I got home knowing you were here .... /dies WEED, goodtimes, just don't give a fuck times.....

Things I've Learned This Week Second Edition....
1. The most unexpected things can be some of the best opportunities, even if fear holds you back for awhile you know eventually you will give it at least a shot. 2. I am not superwoman...no matter how many times I try to prove otherwise, no matter how much I try to take care of everyone and everything and keep everything just so, I can't. 3. Just because I say I'm ok, I'm not. In fact if I say I'm ok, It probably means I'm in so much pain inside my mind I can't form other words to explain how I feel. 4. I can not please everyone. 5. I can not alwayz make myself happy, sometimes I have to accept others putting a smile on my face. 6. The world won't crumble if I take 5 minutes for myself (thanks for reminding me of that Feed and yes I do feel MUCH BETTER!) 7. Sleep is not the enemy, sleep is my friend.... 8. No matter how much I work, the work will never be done and the gratification of putting 200% of yourself into your job is never worth the guilt of not seeing your child. 9. I

My Bones
I fractured my patela (knee cap) and pulled a tendon in the back of my knee, ACL. So I am on restriction and cannot fight. This means I will become a major bitch for a while. If I can't train then I am all mentally a mess and frustrated. I never broke a bone in my life until a few months ago I broke my toe. I thought that was pretty funny. I am not broke just fractured this time, guess I am getting softer in my old age. I am pretty pissed off because this means I can not test for my red belt until my knee heals. Unless my instructor desides to be nice to me and test me without the sparring since he knows I can already spar.I doubt he will do that for me. Somtimes I think He is harder on me than any other student he has and I still can't figure out why. grrrr Tonight we are having a Demo for the dojo. My kids and I have been training for this for months. Of course I cannot do my demo now because of my knee, but my kids get to kick ass in it. I am so excited. I hope to get some video o

[blindfold+darts]
I need you unwashed inexperienced folk to help me make up some purchasing decisions We've got: The Hi-Nu Gundam The Nu Gundam: The Zeta Gundam Amuro Ray Karaba Test colors. (Yes, this is usually a bitch to find) GP02 with the ATOMIC BAZOOKA!!! or the 1/48 RX 78 yeah- its seriously that fucking big. The 1/60 Gouf. Of these, which have the most aesthetic and mechanical appeal? I've got my JR custom, my 2 gelgoogs, my ... 8 billion Goufs. Not nearly enough good guy suits. Your assistance in this matter is appreciated.

Yeah, Effin Idiots. Wow
assrocker: hey 8:29pm assrocker: baby 8:29pm assrocker: chat back baby 8:29pm assrocker: come one ur so freakin hot 8:30pm assrocker: baby 8:30pm assrocker: dont be like 8:30pm assrocker: that 8:30pm assrocker: 8:30pm Ninja: fck off 8:30pm assrocker: comeine 8:30pm assrocker: why baby 8:31pm assrocker: dont be like that 8:31pm assrocker: u make me so freakin horny cum one 8:31pm assrocker: come one baby 8:32pm Ninja: rent a fuckin porn and FUCK OFF

[i Was Expecting This To Be More Exciting]
*throws his dog's squeaky ball at the wall*Man... this shit is dull.And while I was in the process of wasting time, I got an email"I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship program".*sigh*I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship programwhat the hell does that mean after you send writing samples?Would they have taken me when I was in school and actually had less polish?Because that's what I'm hearing.Why the hell did I go to school if every one is going to shoot me down?Why am I here at all. ~ I just feel like I'm not really good at anything these days. These... last 20 years. I'm sure I'll hear back from SRS in the next couple days, and I'll have a brand new reason to have this sick feeling in my stomach. Maybe its all still just catching up with me that... dread after resolve. Maybe. Maybe I'm just no damn good. And I've been working this hard to be me just to be garbage.

Journey
Why do you speak when things are better left unsaid why do you laugh when the joke's long since dead why do you persist in this perilous plight why drag it out for another night why do you insist on giving me half of you why do you demand that i am never blue give me strength or rip it away forgive me baby but i'm out of words to say you never thought the day would come when my adoration of you was through you never thought the night would come when i could really see past you not saying there's someone else to step up and take your place but I am saying there's options to put a smile on my own face you've stripped me of this through out the many years stolen it all away and reveled in my tears life is but a journey that we all must make so take some simple advice from me and stop being such a fake i hate the way you lie to me and expect me not to see you got with the wrong girl so many years ago i'm not your type simply stating facts from this point fort

Blocking When Blicked
Block: Go to the person's page that you want to block, and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block.UnBlock: Go to MY then to PROFILE , Change homestyle to POWER , Go back to your Homepage and on the right you will see "Who Viewed me " " who i viewed" And " Blocked" Click on the block tab, then " See all " and Unblock user

I Forgot!
I forgot to tell everyone why Sparkly hasn't been on since Monday. His Nan had a stroke, so he has travelled down to see her. He doesn't know when he will be back online, but I will text him tomorrow to see how things are with his Nan. Can someone remind me if I forget as my head is all fucked up at present!!!

Life, Music, Concerts And Money
I have a story idea floating around in my head. It's not necessarily blog material...more something to research, travel for, and pitch to a publisher or magazine. if only i could get a gig writing freelance for spin or rolling stone and publish parts of the story in a series hunter s thompson style but with fewer drugs, i'd be set. (hallucinogenics are not my friend.) in light of this story idea, i'd like some input for research purposes. tell me about your most definitive live music experiences. i don't care about the genre. tell me any story that set a show apart from the rest for you. it doesn't have to be a famous act; local bands are fine. if you're in a band or have a story about being in a band and being onstage, definitely share it. you can also buy me things or take naked pictures for me. you know, for research purposes. thanks.

Stop This Day!!!!!!!
so far the little girl i live with broke her arm my best friend is suffering a terrible loss i had a ton of shit to get done, which i had to drop everything to help out here and to make sure everyone was safe and got home someone stole my shit and hacked my fb, also making a fake profile here. *rips out hair* just an update so people dont think im being a snob or ignoring anyone i want everyone to be safe and happy. and p.s. someone stold my kneesocks out of the dryer........who does that?? BBL

Girls Of 4 Moon House - Part 3b
WARNING: Not for persons under the age of 18.Story contains descriptions of extreme violence and sex. Preface:I write in an effort to change the attitude of the deviant reader... paradoxically those that find what I write appealing. It is by my graphic harshness and salacious content that I attract (bait) those readers ... those deviant minds that I can then interact with... in an attempt to change misguided notions and attitudes of abuse against women and children. My methods are deviously unique... but very successful. I write to APPEAL...to AROUSE...and then to APPALL... and so the bitter seed is planted. My stories do not glorify the act of coerced sex or violence... nor do I support sexual abuse of any kind. For more information and the complete article on whether sexually explicit material, pornography or glorified violence propagates sexual and violent crimes please go to these links.http://www.cybercollege.com/sexrsh.htmhttp://www.cybercollege.com/violence.htmGIRLS

Bomb
Today is double points. I'd really LOVE to level today, so......if you buy me a bomb, I'll give you 20 million. My fuHubby has agreed to match my 20 million....making it 40 million. I know I'm saving for spotlight and I've had one donation for that..but the 20 million I would be spending on the bomb would be what I had BEFORE the donation was made. It would be MY fuBucks, not what was donated. So....do I have any takers? Ps. My fuHubby is NOT online right now, but if you see my previous blog about this....you will see that he did comment that he would make it and I will be sure that you get it. Thanks!!!

Jus What To Tell My Friends To Hear And Future Friends
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ... All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!

My 24 Hours As Crazy Lips
So, yesterday, Crazy Lips proposed an experiment. Be her for 24 hours. I uploaded some of her pics, put mine in a private folder (except for the salutes, of course), ripped her custom skin and changed my name. Well, I didn't get the VIP and bling that I wanted, but I did get a ton of friend requests, dudes in my SB asking for their e-kok to be stroked, and I had to turn off the secret admirer notifications because they got so annoying. It may have been more effective if I'd been more responsive to guys wanting to get in my pants. Not that Crazy Lips is, but not knowing me from her, it may have gotten me further. I just couldn't do it. The annoyance factor set in much too soon to keep anything like that going for any length of time. So, my 24 hours as Crazy Lips was fun, but it was also exhausing. While you read this blog, I am morphing back into me. If anyone of you reading this blog is pissed off because you thought that you were friending a hot chick with a gun, delete me n

Wow...
I just found out Friday that I got another job. I will now be working 3 jobs plus going to school. So that pretty much means I won't be on here a whole lot for a while, but I will still be around. I promise I won't totally disappear like last time :) Thats all I got...have a great day everyone :)

Sippin Whiskey On My Knees (before Sobriety)
I found something I wrote on January 13th. Five days before I stopped drinking. when you've already been drinking for ten years, on a night when you would pretty much give your life for a fucking bottle of whiskey, and you suddenly find yourself just months below the legal drinking age, It is pure fucking torture. The kind of torture that not even a masochist would wish upon themselves. Some nights I need a drink so bad that I feel like I need a blank, soundproof, padded room to let loose, throw myself against the walls, kick and scream until I'm so tired I collapse and cry myself to sleep, where I can finally forget how badly I needed a drink in the first place..at least for a few hours. At this point in my life it's all about the escapism my drugs and alcohol have to offer me. While sad, It's true. I honestly have no desire to stop. Not only that, but If I had the desire, I don't think I could stop. And failure drives me to drink. When I drink, smoke, snort, or anything I do..I d

I'm How Old?
I just realized - I'm going to be 45 in a week...I really don't know what to think about that... Or how to feel...Reeka said I should feel "the same" - I guess so - I really don't "feel" different. Maybe "older"... but I don't know what older is...I feel I SHOULD say something - like this should be some momentous occasion. But I really don't know what to say, either...I guess I'll just be thankful that I'm still above ground... and that we still have a home... and that my sister hasn't killed my nephew for being an asshat teen...That being said, I will say to save your bewbs! Get a mammogram, and self examine for lumps. Hell, ask a friend to help! =DAnd I'm gonna slap the snot outta people today - PM me suggestions! Rock on!Shawn

The Smell Of A Pussy .. How Ripe Do U Want It
i have had so many men and gurlz tell me .. dont wash it. dont clean it. we like the smell. but how many guyz or gurlz do? let me know in sorta like a poll they do for those stupid rip-off politicians that promise us the world and dont deliver. Do u like it smelly or perfumed or just plain clean ? .. we all have our choices but i will take wot i get i guess but i really think there is something about it being ripe!! Let me kno. Ginnny

[surveys. Like Feeding Bears]
Who was the last person that you pinky promised? Uuuh... Chris? Are you insecure? Quite. Do you judge people before getting to know them? We all do. It's called body language. We make up our minds within half a second. Would you fight for love? I don't fight for hardly anything. I'm a pacifist. Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed? *whistles* 1+1+2+1... Aimee's house. What was the last movie you watched & with who? MST3K riffing "The Hellcats" ... with myself. Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone but did? Yes, I kick myself, but you can't help someone convinced that they're fucking perfect... especially if they're evil. Do you have something that belongs to someone from your past? Several things from several people. Mostly books. Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason? Uuh... coffee probably counts. Where did you get the pants your wearing? ... ... ... I dunno, JC Penny's? Have you ever slept on a

My Peoples
just doing a quick welfare check on people making sure they are alive and whatnot heading outto the pitt/rutgers game in a little bit...yes be jealous i got a free ticket to the football game come love me kthanks

Weirdos
Sometimes I just mess with people..... Atul: i want to put my cock into ur vagina cancel Chat 1:09am more To Atul: only if you let me stick it in your butt,will you let me do that? cancel Chat 1:09am reply Atul: ya cancel Chat 1:10am reply Atul: ur age cancel Chat

This Is A Blog About A Blog (also About Nanowrimo)
Some of you may remember that I have another blog, one where I post fiction and other things I write. Others of you may know that I'm attempting NaNoWriMo this year. If the intersection of these two things interests you, you may be happy to learn that I'm going to be posting my daily(ish) progress on my NaNo novel to that blog. You will no doubt be thrilled to know that the first part just got posted. There's also a sort of sex scene in it, just in case you needed more motivation.

Lance Rant #1
I haven't hated on something in quite sometime...so today I hate on......the Ability to not be able to Tickle ourselves. It's fucked up. I can spend hours trying to find a spot and never get a slight chuckle. yet you brush up against my ass-crack while walking by and I bust up laughing like a little bitch.....

Medevil Fun
There he was, he was look at me with his dark eyes. I could not seem to stop looking at him. He had long black hair and dark black yes and every time he looked my way I could feel his power just flowing off of him drawing me in. I could feel myself get pulled closer to him even tho I did not realize my feet where even moving until I was right in front of him and he was looking down at me with this half smile on his face that made me blush from it. “Can I help you with something little one?” “Is it true that you can make a girl cum with just a word? And that you know things that normal men do not in bed?” I heard him laugh and before I knew it he had my chin in his hand and was making me look up at him in the eyes. Blushing I looking into his dark eyes and felt myself falling into them. “Yes little one I can, would you like me to show you?” I went wide eye and I guess it

Reflections
People presume a lot about me...a whole lot. I'd call it transference, but that would be...nah, it's transference...I say very little about myself, and yet the people that tell me what I'm trying to be...are everywhere. And what they're telling me boggles my tiny mind a tad - it says more about what they are trying to be, than anything about me. But I won't say that loudly, or longly, enough for that point to get through. People who talk to you about someone...will also talk about you to someone. I find gossip is the province of the powerless...I try to avoid it, and I don't trust those that partake in it as their main source of entertainment (yes I am not perfect myself, shaddup). Some of you...spend way too much time and emotion thinking about me and my motivations/veneers/whatever. Seriously, you're doing me too much credit, no way am I worth that, and you probably won't figure it out anyway. The dynamics here are fascinating sometimes...the way people cloak them

Waddafawkisdisshite!
October 7th, 2010 Red Faced At Redbox The other day I was walking into Walmart to make a quick return. As I walked through the door, I notice the typical female Walcreature (badly permed mullet, NASCAR t-shirt that was ever so cleverly turned into a dingy, bra-showing NASCAR tank top) standing by a Redbox. This lady looked about 12 kinds of pissed off. I headed on down to customer service and I’m there for a total of about 15 minutes. I start to round the corner to the exit and there is crazy NASCAR lady still standing by the Redbox. A Walmart employee came over and asked crazy-pants “Can I help you?” Crazy swung around and said “Yeah, you can tell me why this thing won’t take my f***in’ dollar! It’s a brand new one too and I’ve tried stickin’ in it every hole in the G.D. machine!” The employee and I both had to take a 3-5 second, OMG is this bitch serious, brain stun. So crazy said, “Well? Whichin’ is it? Whic

Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety, suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch. When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted. I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and go M.I.A. for an extende

Alike
Have you ever seen two singers and thought to yourself, "wow, those two really are a lot alike." I've only done that with two people. Those two being Jason Derulo and Chris Brown. I didn't see it at first, but after seeing Jason's video a few times, I noticed it. It's not that I'm a huge fan of either of them, but a person can't help but see the obvious. That leaves me to wondering......If Chris Brown had never gotten in trouble for beating up Rihanna, would have Jason Derulo ever made it? Did they format Jason to take the place of Chris? Is Jason's similarities to Chris the reason Chris can't really have a come back? At any rate, I'll post videos of the two in my comments so you all will know I'm not crazy, lol. Love all my friends

I Need Help
Since i dont know how to copy paste shit in these blogs.....i figured id just leave it in a comment..... I need help finding this t-shirt.....if anyone could find me a link to where i could purchase it id appreciate it ALOT.... PIC WILL BE POSTED IN FIRST COMMENT...

I Think I Made Someone Mad...
December 11, 2010 6:06am reply will i cher: if u have 5 secs to spare plz rate this 1 pic for a friends contest tysm www.fubar.com... cancel Chat 6:07am more To will i cher: good idea, i will vote for every other pic cancel Chat 6:08am reply will i cher: no dont cancel Chat 6:08am more

We Need To Be Defeated
We are our own worst enemy. We are own worst critic. We are our biggest obstacle. We prevent our own happiness. We create misery for ourselves. We fail to see opportunties for us. I don't know who the f$%# we think we are, but we need to be stopped. Who's with me?

Smells Like Sweet Nostalgia
A: I am not a gamer. I’ve never even personally seen World of Warcraft. I’d rather let someone shoot me in the arm (in the style of Simon from Go) than really have to dedicate any time whatsoever to video games. Mario does not count. B: I can’t play an instrument (skin flute excluded). This, now, is a bitter disappointment. I’d like to play bass guitar in the styles of music that bring me joy. Think grunge princess in a torn dress with a Schecter 5 string Stargazer bass in crimson ghost. Alas, it’s just not in the cards for me no matter how much I’d like it to be. A + B = I’m not great at Guitar Hero but I still attempt it. I can get a 90+% on the easy setting and that’s alright by me. As I said, I’m not a gamer. I don’t mind having to play on the easiest setting because even then…for just a few slight moments in the songs I love playing….the room fades back and I can see myself onstage. Dress, ruined tights,

Why Did It End?
OK, think back to your last relationship..... Why did it end? And are you glad it did or do you wish you could go back and do something different? If so, what would you do different? As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog & Follow It