You dont see what you mean to me. Ive tried telling you but you wont listen. And now you wonder why I've backed away kind of into the shadows when it comes to you. Its obvious you love her and she loves you even though your relationship is struggling. Therefore these feelings I have cant be. All they will do is cause problems so if I back away I will be safe. Gaurding my heart like I should have a long time ago. You barely can never be the wayI was before. I know you want it back to the way it used to be as do I but every time I even think about it I remember how you make me feel, and thats a feeling Im trying to avoid. You have found my soft side and a place in my heart. I never want to lose you but I knowI cant love you either. So I honestly dont know what will happen but I really hope we can stay friends.