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I've Finally Moved On
I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong. I never thought I would ...but I've finally moved on. You treated me badly, because you knew you had me. It's taken so long, and you never thought I could, ...but I've finally moved on. So now it's time to say good-bye, no more of your childish games or constant lies. You weakened a love that was so strong and caused my heart so much pain, ...but I've finally moved on.

Minors
I think that a 16 year old is mature enough to make adult decisions.well some 16 years olds. Like getting a job or donating body parts and the right to get a license. well in that case. I think that if the 16 year is gonna be 17 in 4 months, they should be able to date others close to their age like 18 without anyone getting into trouble.I don't understand why anyone wants to make a deal out of it.how can you help who you fall in love with.? anyway I think that if the 16 year is mature enough,it should be ok to date a 18 year old

May 7 2007
You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge. Yuppers...life sure is changing fast...lost someone who meant the world today but maybe for a good reason...

I'm Pathetic...
"Please don't say I love you, those words touch me much too deeply and they make my core tremble Don't think you realize the effect you have over me Please don't look at me like that It just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't kiss me so sweet it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow And please don't touch me like that makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow And please don't come so close it just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't bring me flowers they only whisper the sweet things you'd say Don't try to understand me your hands already know too much anyway It just makes me want to make you near me always And when you look in my eyes please know my heart is in your hands It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms you have complete power over me So be gentle if you please, 'cause Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth And it makes me want to make you near me always Your hands are in my

Im Not Waiting Forever
'Forever' was lost but now it is found. I played my part; I stood my ground. Whenever you wanted me I was there. Whenever you were in pain, I questioned, I cared. So, tell me now or tell me never. I'm telling you right now, I'm not waiting forever. It's either yes or no, but please tell me fast. You will either be my future, or forever be my past.

Monday 5/7/07
Not much to write about again tonight, just doing the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM. I was hoping to have this written earlier, but I ended up fighting with my computer to check and see if it needed any updates, and needless to say the computer won lol, and I still can't tell if I need to update anything or not lmao. I found out from someone in the mumms that today was Nurses Day which I thought was pretty cool since my mom is about to graduate from nursing school later this month. Thankyou to all the nurses here on CT and anywhere else, you are really appreciated. Well, on that note, I think I am going to end this here and go listen to crush and chat a bit more then go to bed. Have a great night all.

“adopt A Soldier, Sailor, Marine Or Airman”
Thanks for Fanning, Adding, or Rating me. I Hope you have a Great week and have returned the Favor. I was hoping to get a “Adopt a Soldier, Sailor, Marine or Airman” Military Fan Club started but unfortunately, $50 to late, I realize I just don’t have the time it takes to get or keep it going. I have deleted my Blast weeks early and will delete all ripped pictures. Best wishes and hope to chat with you soon!!!

New Table
So I finally broke down and bought a new massage tanle. I am hoping to rebuild my client list. Hopefully this will bring in the income that I need to no longer have to have a room-mate. I am so enjoying it being just me and gavin here at the house. If you are local and want to schedule a massage, or are interested in the rates, drop me a message. Alex

Kids
what is awrong with ki9ds these days. you tell them what to do and they look at you like they dont hear you at all. then you tell them to do something else and they look at you and say that you arent their boss. what can you do.

Dvd's For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Old School Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Super Troopers The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work I do Not have the DVD Sleeve/Insert For These and yes they are still $5.00 Sugar Hill Fortress Mr & Mrs Smith Me Myself & Irene Top Dog The Replacement Killers Nothing To Lo

I Broke My Ankle
well today has been one of those days i broke my ankle in 2 different places and i done it by trippin over a laundry basket and a cat. im learning to walk on cruches and that sucks. i cant do what im use to doin now but it will get better after i see what the bone doctor says so i will go from there it is hard because i have a 3 yr old daughter and her party is commin up so i hope i get a walking cast. well im out 4 now.

Killer??
Probability of killing, 45% So you have problems with enemies, maybe dont have a high enough self-esteem, or play a few violent videogames. Cutting it a little close there. Try to keep your cool, alright?Are you capable of killing

Daily
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 7,2007 You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge.

Inner Peace
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me, and we all could use more calm in our lives.. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to find inner peace was to finish all the things you started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of vodka, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of the Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, a bag of Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how FREAKING good I feel. Feel free to pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace.

Sorry For Being Scarce...
Absent from the mind, Absent from the body, Absent from the soul, But are you absent? Can you be absent, but present at the same time? Are you a spirit? Can you hear me? I can feel you through the breeze, or can I? Perhaps its my imagination. Are you my imagination? I thought I saw you, but perhaps it was just a mirage. Are you a mirage? I would like to communicate with you. Are we capable of doing that? Are you there? I suppose so. But are you? Talk to me! Are you absent? Yea I may appear scarce as of late, but my dear friends, know that I think of you often and long for your banter... I miss your words, through blog and comment, I miss your photo shares and chat, I miss the lounges and quips back and forth, but most of all I miss you! Please bear with me while I attempt to get so many things in order in what is my daily existence and possibly have an opportunity to move on with my life. Some semblance of normalcy needs to be established - for no building stands

Mother
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, an

Some People Have No Heart
For those of you that don't me I have been trying to conceive for almost 6 years now...I am on fertlity meds for the second month praying they work.A so called friend called me today and said maybe you weren't meant to be a mom....I was crushed all i can do is cry and hubby is trying so hard to cheer me up but it's not working.....The good news that we got is my brother in law and his wife are expecting,she didn't want to tell me so i wouldn't be upset....I am so happy for them they are great parents to my two beautiful nieces and lost my nephew 3 years ago to complicated pregnancy...sorry guys had to vent a little....

Hmmmm
You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You're the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You're my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You're the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I've wanted, You are all I need. You are all I've dreamed of, You are all of this to me. ------------------------------------------------------ JUST A LIL SOMETHING I FOUND.... THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE... THIS ONE I DIDN'T WRITE AND I CUT OUT A PARAGRAPH, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T APPLY TO ME YET... *SIGH* ONE DAY IT WILL... TODAY I SAT DOWN AT THE WATER FRONT... DOING SOME THINKING, ABOUT LIFE. (YES, AS USUAL) I WAS PONDERING LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN. I KNOW THERE'S A WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES O

Have It All.
Smoking in bed again. Bed being the field of fescue not one hundred miles from my house. More like 97. This time I was waking up to starlit sky and a Dr. Pepper can. It made a handy ash tray when I was finished with it. This would be the life if I actually enjoyed the outdoors. Bug bites. Grass stains... back cramps. And only one smokeable a week. But they told me to step out into the light. Because true love is searching too... Money... Fame... It's all OUT THERE. When really I think most people need to spend more time looking in here. That's my theory anyway, and today I'm testing the opposition. It hasn't quite worked out as anticipated yet. Which was just what I expected... or is that because of my attitude, my mentality what I put into it. Not sure if I know. Or if I care. But that's where I am. Dunno where I'll be tomorrow. Some place better than home. I hope. Some place better than real. I hope. Some place with you. Can't blame a guy...

Bekka Needs Help!
Bekka{snoogums boogums}@ CherryTAP I have 29,000 more to go till i level. I've worked hard to level up this level and i need help now. Please drop a few comments on my pictures rate me, fan me. I will return the favor. (repost of original by 'Bekka{snoogums boogums}' on '2007-05-07 18:38:27')

!
This is going to sound stupid to some of you. I was sitting here tonight working on a story, came to the end of a sentence, and was trying to decide whether or not to end it with an explanation point. This is one of my pet peeves, the misuse of punctuation, and so I wanted to do it right. So I imagined it as being a real life situation and decided, yes, it needed an exclamation signifying a bold revelation point rather than just a period which would be indicative of just an end. That’s when it stuck me that this is an exercise that I should be applying to real life. How much of what we do should have an abrupt finality and how much should be not just a benchmark, put a point of pride and hope? I know I really need to do a better job at deciding what the important things are in life and give them their due attention and praise. Looking back, there have been a lot of problems in my life I could have avoided, but then again, maybe looking forward there are a lot of things I can make be

Ladies Only
ok here we go lets see how i rate in a females eyes from the pic they have seen 1 if you saw me would you walk the other way? 2 if you think i am cute would you date me? 3 if we had sex how would you want it? 4 if we got married were would you want to get married at?

Poem
Title: Doesn't Matter By: Me Every word you speak I feel the razor cut so deep Everything you say I feel thrown away Everytime I see you I lose my self, like I always do My feelings for you run deep But it's these words I can't speak It's these things that I can't say They make me leave when I should stay They make me believe what others say For love this is the price you pay Things are perfect it seems Untill a nightmare overcomes your dream Your heart is broken, you feel discarded You don't even know how it started When it's over, you're left broken hearted From then on you live sheltered and gaurded You lose all feeling and become numb You lose track of who you are And where you're from You don't want anyone to know what you've become That person is the only thing that matters Till you have a reality check And your dreams shatter Pieces of your heart are broken and scattered Your mind is left bruised and battered Your body is left weakened and

Well Its Time For Me To Leave Again
well unfortanately its time for me to go back to work again .. 14 days without all of you is gonna hurt a lil ill miss you all and for some of you my closest friends alot. please stop by my page as often as possable and keep it going for me i appreciate all tha help see yall in 2 weeks sigh......

What Kind Of Sexy Am I?
Merritt, you're Hot 'n' Sexy When you enter a room, all eyes gravitate toward you. Like a moth to a flame, people can't help but notice you. Maybe it's how you casually move through a crowd or that glow you give off when you flash that smile. You're hot and it shows. Could it be the haircut that says it all about you, the jeans that fit just right, or the casual way you saunter across a room looking confident from all angles? You have an air about you that commands respect from men and women alike. You possess such outward strength that these people ache to be around you. When you speak, people hang on your every word. You are so full of charisma and cachet that, whether in a business or social setting, you can gauge the mood in the room and offer the right compliment or provocative statement for any scene. Do you have a secret intuition about how people work? Just maybe. And that's one of the sexiest things about you.

5-07-07
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 7,2007 You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge. soiunds great hope it come ture

So Sick And Tired
I sit here in front of this pc and waist my life away. in hopes that one day I can find someone who will love me. But the more i sit and wait the more depressed i get. realizing that the world is full of perverts and sick men out there who want nothing more then a one night stand and not a true relationship. Im getting older and more bitter as time goes by and begin to wonder if its worth it anymore.

My Kids
when I first had my kids, I was so happy then when they got to the teen age stage and didn't want to go to school and got me into trouble, I thought, man i can't wait til they grow up and move out. but guess what? that time has came and quick and i found out that no matter how much hell you think they put you through, you wish they was still around, I have empty nest syndrome really bad, I miss my kids so bad. it hurts and makes me depressed. they live in different cities and when they get sick or hurt i can't be there to hold them or talk to them.I was so proud to talk about my kids but now anymore when i try to talk about them, all i can do is cry. can you love your kids to much? cause i think I do. My daughter is gonna be a mother in oct and im so happy for her.she says she wasn't gonna have kids til she was 30. but now she is 20 and thats when i had her so anyway she hasn't picked a name out yet but she has plenty of time to do that.

Maybe....
Sitting here.....As I have been sitting here many of times contemplating on What im looking for...Does anyone really know what they are seeking? I can think of many things I may want in a relationship...What kind of guy I may be looking for, But the fact is.. I dont really know. I feel as if i met someone, felt some kind of wow then that would be it. work out all other issues later... Never know what to look for nor expect. I want that special feeling of butterfly's in my stomach at the thought of him, and when he is in front of me, it just dissapears, The feeling of happiness overwhelming me at just the thought of him, Feeling our hearts beat as one, His smile melting my every emotion. His touch stilmulating every inch of my being. Have I felt this before...Yes, And i want it again! I know there is someone out there for everyone. Maybe Trials and Error consists of filtering out the ones you seek, Until you find the one who is your AMAZING.

Update For My Friends
June 14...I have carpal tunnel surgery, so i won't be on for a bit... One hand at a time, i'll be AWAKE for it*ewww* first my right hand, then my left hand...then i get to go back and get 2 cysts removed from the top of my right hand just above the wrist so in total like 5-7 months recovery all together wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

About Mothers Day.
Here is my take on Mother's Day, I have learned so many things over my 32 yrs. One of the things I have learned is not every mother deserves mother's day. I myself can't have children but at the same time I have come to grips with that reality a long long time ago. I know of several children who at the hands of there mothers are or have been abused, I have seen children with bruises on there backs, face, arms, stomach, and so many other places it is a very sad site. I have also seen what verbal abuse does as well. Being a WOMAN this pains me because I do love children and I do care for children sometimes 24/7. I was looking for a domestic violence awareness tag to put on my page and wouldn't you know it the only ones I could find was against men, so I revised one because not all domestic violence is from men more than everyone likes to admit some women comit the crime of domestic violence as well. So when you are spending time with your family over Mother's Day and next

Once Beautiful
When I listen When I hear and never listen It makes me wonder, makes me bleed Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder Make me feel, make me dream and still remember More, no more, no less, no more to find Breathe, bleeding, haunting, silently Enough just to feel Escaping, missing, silently Once beautiful Make me see, make me listen, make me wonder Make me feel, make me dream and not surrender As my voice, it's silent And my heart, it feels less than before And my feelings fail me Pretending to be lovely Make me beautiful again And feel like I'm special still And remind me how to smile And feel like diamonds Make me beautiful again Cry my tears and vanish them Whisper in my ear as I run away and hide Pretend to be lovely Make me bleed, make me whisper, make me secret Make me wish I was never born to say this As I wait for such simpleness As I hear my quiet haunting As I feel this silence collapses me Make me beautiful again And feel like I

I Had Been There Before
I Had Been Here Before. (Our Day In The Park) For Patty I had been here before, so it was fascinating to me that everything felt like it was something brand new. All the sights and smells were more vivid to me. It never felt this way before. The smell of the grass through the open windows and smell of the electric motors of the streetcar were like nothing that I had ever experienced before. I held your hand and couldn’t help but smile like a teenager in love. I was smiling for so many reasons. I was here in my favorite city in the world, taking in the sights and sounds with the woman that I loved like no other before. Watching her experience New Orleans in all its’ beauty. Everything seemed to hold a fascination for you almost as if you were looking through the eyes of a child. It seemed that the city was easing its’ way into your soul as it does to all the people who love it. Like it had done to me years before. As our streetcar rumbled its’ way down St. Charl

Dvds For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Old School Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Super Troopers The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work I do Not have the DVD Sleeve/Insert For These and yes they are still $5.00 Sugar Hill Fortress Mr & Mrs Smith Me Myself & Irene Top Dog The Replacement Killers Nothing To Lo

Funny Stuff
TOP BUMPER STICKER'S SEEN AROUND THE WORLD 1. Constipated People Don't Give A Shit. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins: Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed...blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go H

Good Story
God and the Spider During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listen

I'll Be There
I'll be there when no is there for you and you think no one cares when the whole world walks out on you and you think you're alone I'll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you when the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face I'll be there when the person you trusted betrays you when the person you share all your memories with can't even remember your birthday I'll be there when all you need is a friend to listen to you whine when all you need is someone to catch your tears I'll be there when your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe when you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there when you start to cry after hearing that sad song when the tears just won't stop falling down I'll be there so you see I'll be there until the end this is a promise I can make if you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...

Why One-day Gasoline 'boycott' Won't Work
E-mails calling for May 15 service station drive-by will have zero impact COMMENTARY By John W. Schoen Senior Producer MSNBC Updated: 2:28 p.m. ET May 6, 2007 With gasoline prices topping $3 a gallon again, a number of readers, including Greg in Louisiana, are wondering about a proposed one-day "gas boycott" that has a goal of taking $2.3 billion in oil company profits. Aside from circulating some questionable math, organizers of this event stand exactly zero chance of having an impact on gas prices. Rumor has it a gas boycott will be in effect on May 15, 2007. Have you heard of this? ... The e-mail stated, "Do not buy gas on May 15. In April 1997, there was a 'gas out' conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. … There are 73,000,000-plus Americans currently on the Internet network, and the average car takes about $30 to $50 to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000

Wonder If Anybody Still Reads This
WELL IF YOU DO AFTER I HIT MY IDEAL WEIGHT OF 200 LBS I WILL ADD YA BACK FOR A FRIEND,GUESS SOME BODY WAS RIGHT ABOUT BEING OVER WEIGHT AND WHY I TRY TALKIN EVERYONES LEAVES,SO ONCE I HIT MY WEIGHT I WILL ADD YA BACK,I KNOW HOW EVERYTHING IS IMAGE AND IF U DONT LOOK LIKE THIS OR THAT O WELL TO BAD,ANYWAY I DID EVERYBODY A FAVOR U CAN ALL THANK ME LATER,BUT IN A FEW MONHTS LOOK ME UP ILL STILL BE HERE ,JUST TRYING TO WORK HARDER.

We're Moving!
Yes, we're moving! Nice apartment, with indoor heated pool, work out room, and even pool tables and dart boards. All bills paid, and free cable! Yeehaaa! Lovin' it! Move in date... June 1st, so if in not on here around that time, you know why.

Drowning Man
(I wrote this years ago for a band I was in, guess this is the blog for it) Drowning Man Face in the mirror Just never seems to care Battle scarred eyes that Won't ever shed a tear Shoot me up with thorazine Someone else has been sleeping in my brain All my friends been noticing lately I haven't been too much fun to be around Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a drowning man Hands always shaking Words only get in the way Just 'cause I'm not bleeding Don't I'm not in pain Stick your hands inside my cage Someday I migh turn and bite it's true I'm not gonna hurt myself Maybe I'll find someone else like you Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a drowning man There comes a time when You finf out you have to feel Find out the fairy tales aren't But the dragon's real Skeletons move from your closet Out into your bed While Sugarplumbs dance In your enpty head Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a d

A Mothers Wish
I am writing this to wish everyone a very happy mother's day! I just wish that I couldsee both of my daughters but I cannot and that is breaking my heart for I miss both of them very much. They are my heart and sole. I have alot to give them but I know that it will not happen. One of them has high functioning autism and they think that she will have problems with seeing me. I wish that she could call me for I love her very much.

Update
after reading over my blogs (yeah i do that from time to time) i realized that alot has changed....Ed still isn't back in the Navy which in turn halts the wedding plans.... i am not moving into my brother's for a lil while either but for now going to stay out at my moms....prolly by the weekend the pain is getting worse and i am now having to take 2 vicodins at a time in order to curb the pain...but then its "LOOK AT ALL THE PRETTY COLORS MOOOOMMMMMMY" and i really don't want to be in a chair but i think it is imminent... well that is all for now

Thank You For Loving Me
Its hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes Theres no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are these five words when i Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The skys a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, youd make believe That you believed my lies Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me Solo Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are th

Love Test
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Ass Gorilla!
a poem by cake: bitchsnack pattycrack. suckin' on a buttpop. nutsacks piddlepacks. pissin' in a slingshot. thrilla! thrilla! ass gorilla! eat a batch of gnarnar shrimp! get down tonight! get down tonight!

Want
Long ago, far away, once a night, twice the day, the end so near, of love and war, knowing not what we’re fighting for. Darkness here sadness still, deafness forever without the will Hope eternal love is blessed, like the warmth of a lover with his sweet caress. Less than gone, still not dead, burning memories within my head, Want to stop this pain inside, to finally remove the knife that I can’t hide. Want to hate, want to fall, want to risk losing it all. Want to love, to hope, and fear, even though no one will hear.

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart
Last Night, I dream that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried .. When you touched me, you are my angel.. And you've given me wings.. And I'll fly away with you wherever you go.. Cause you have filled my heart and you've captured my soul.. And baby I want you to know .. If there is one thing in this world I know is true.. It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you.. No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart.. Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive.. I will carry you with me through distance and time.. Nothing in this world can keep us apart.. No one can take away someone who lives in your heart.. And I know there is a million stars between us.. But they won't stop my longing.. To hold you and to kiss you.. How I love you.. And I'll find my way to you wherever you are.. Cause you are in my soul and you have got my heart.. And your love will carry me on .. If there is one thing in this

Remebering
A few years back there was this old man that lived in my town. He was a tall grey haired old man with alot of wisdom. And i look back at all the things that poor old guy told me. And tried to teach me i look back at it now and i think i have really let him down. It breaks my heart to think of what he would say to me know. I've let him down. I can't help but cry when i think of him. He was the most wonderful friend,teacher and even a driver for me when i i had to go to baseball practice. He even let me drive his old car coming home from practice or a game. He was an old farmer and water delivery man around home. Never married so he was set in his ways. But he was always so special and kind to me. Haha i remeber when we had the old cafe in town he and i would sit and have lunch together. He and i would have a game after we were done with our meals and desert. We always had a ice cream crunch bar and of course when we were done he'd always say ok if u can throw that icecream stick i

I Swear
I swear by the the moon And the stars in the sky And I swear like the Shadow thats by your side I see the questions in your eyes I know whats waiting on your mind You can be sure I know my part cause I stand beside you through the years Youll only cry those happy tears And though I make mistakes Ill never break your heart And I swear by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there I swear like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there for better or worse Till death do us part Ill love you with every beat of my heart And I swear Ill give you every thing I can Ill build your dreams with these two hands Well hang some memories on the wall And when (and when) just the two of us are there You wont have to ask if I still care cause as the time changes the page My love wont ever age at all And I swear (I swear) by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there (Ill be there) I swear (and I swear) like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there (Ill be there)

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

So Young, So Unfair
My cousin, who was just like a sister, is gone. She was so young and still had so much to experience. She had yet to experience true love, marriage, a child, the world. As I stood looking at her open casket it really hit me. She is truly gone. The one thing, the one thing is that she truly looked like herself. She had her favorite hoodie on, her makeup the way she always wore it, and it truly was her. Most of the time people do not always look like themselves, and they always are in a dress or suit. But too look at her, she was Krissy. The beautiful fun loving Krissy that I would see around and she had that smile. That beautiful signature smile that no one has. She was who she was and she had a wonderful attitude about things. She would always say, "Live life to the fullest. You never know when those dearest to you will be taken away." So I guess that is what we all should listen to. Live and love to the fullest. If God sends something special your way. Do not let it go. I use to baby

Everything I Do
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

My New Playlist Of Songs..check It Out..
http://dominique1.imeem.com/playlist/rLKaYeyW/ It's a free site ..and u can make as many playlists as you want. I have 3 so far: 1 is 204+ songs, another 45 songs , 3rd with 16 songs (so far)....along with numerous pic's.... enjoy!!

The Power Of Love
The whispers in the morning Of lovers sleeping tight Are rolling like thunder now As I look in your eyes I hold on to your body And feel each move you make Your voice is warm and tender A love that I could not forsake (first chorus) cause I am your lady And you are my man Whenever you reach for me Ill do all that I can Lost is how Im feeling lying in your arms When the world outsides too Much to take That all ends when Im with you Even though there may be times It seems Im far away Never wonder where I am cause I am always by your side (repeat first chorus) (second chorus) Were heading for something Somewhere Ive never been Sometimes I am frightened But Im ready to learn Of the power of love The sound of your heart beating Made it clear Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on Is light years away

I Want You To Need Me
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you I want you to need me Like I need you I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul I want to be the world to you I just want it all I want to be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish Im all you ever need Chorus More than you could know And I need you To never never let me go And I need to be deep inside your heart I just want to be everywhere you are.... I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between

Falling Into You
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color I see us inside of each other I feel my unconscious merge with yours And I hear a voice say, whats his is hers Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you I was afraid to let you in here Now I have learned love cant be made in fear The walls begin to tumble down And I cant even see the ground Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Catch me, dont let me drop! Love me, dont ever stop! So close your eyes and let me kiss you And while you sleep I will miss you Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you Falling into you Falling into you

I'm Back
Okay, so after 3 months of being away from here, cherrytap did not delete my account, so I guess i was just destined to come back. I have alot to catch up on, so bare with me. I can't wait to get back into the swing of things again. I have alot more time now, because i got rid of my over protective psychic bf and i am just here to have fun at the happy hour. so let the good times roll.

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you Ill be forever thankful baby Youre the one who held me up Never let me fall Youre the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldnt speak You were my eyes when I couldnt see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldnt reach You gave me faith coz you believed Im everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all Im grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I dont know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength w

When I Am Ever Going To Give Up
ANYONE KNOW A ANGELA WAGNER? ADOPTED OUT IN OHIO IN 1999. We were young this I know. But till the day I die I will search for you. you know me and I know you. That makes things alittle eaiser. I will not stop and I will pause one mintue till you are found once again. You are my sister, you were my friend. The took you away in just one night, but I will contuine this fight. I wrote them you know in 2004 when you turn 18. They sayed the papers have been closed and I will have to wait till you turn 21. The time is comeing it almost here! But I wont wait, I still search every site, every school in a 25 mile radius I will find you. I hope you except my apology, and once again be apart of my life. I love yo my little sister ANGELA WAGNER!

~*a Blessing*~
A blessing that i can sit back and think of all the times that a smile has been put on my face by many people but it only matter when it came to one person that took my heart and has held onto it from the start of one....Today couldnt be anymore blah then ever, So much to get done and not enough time in the day and still not getting nothing done makes me feel as i failed. But then i think back of what i was told, that its ok because at least im giveing it a try and thats all that matters when it all boils down to the end of the breaking point... I admit that i hit that point tonight when i call someone, someone thats a so called best friend and they dont even notice that im needing someone to talk to because im sitting on the other end crying, (yeah for once i let lose im always the happy person and carrie everyone else troubles and forget mine) Dont get me wrong I do have a great man and great kids but when is it time for others to see im more than just all of that. Im thankfu

My Heart
Longing for the day your mine, I think true love is something I will never find, I always long for the day our eyes meet, That would be my hearts only defeat, I wish you were there to wipe my tears, Tell me everythings ok when I tell you my fears, Your touch I want to feel, Your the only one that can make my wounds heal!!!

Why Mommie?
Life Sucks There are going to be three little graves in my yard tommorrow Mommie i served our country and helped dig out boddies on September 11th....Why do I need to go? Cerole Augest 29,2006 Mommie the food I ate made me sick...Why am I dying? Thank you for all your prayers my friends Ozzy March 2,2007 Mommie why do animals get cancer? Kietha May 7.2007 How can we save them?.....When does it end?

A Fantasy Is A Fantasy, Right? Part 4, 5, & 6
chapter 4 Now some ya'll thinking, "ok, this story is taking too long and is slow" well, those who wait always get the best ! So, go get a beer or wine and sit down for a good reading. If you want a wham bam! Thank you Ma'm - not here. Jon was a patient man, James was getting antsy. Jon reminded him that " you will never want to do this with anyone after her!" ( we all know that when we had that one who made us faint, scream so loud, the neighbors called the cops, from an orgasm-that experience never happens twice, some have yet to experience it) So time went by, oh, two months. Tami was being seduced by twom men at the same time. One or the other seemed to show up at her home just to say hello or to talk for a short while- Jon would caress her hands, or kiss her in such a way that shook her very womanhood to the foundational belief that a man, who could kiss like that could move mountains. She felt , when he held her, time stood still.

Another One
I got the 1st hassle done, and I thank you guys who posted words of encouragement, it was a big help. I have no idea, if he's going to accept the way I did it, so I'm probably damned if it' right or damned if it's wrong. Next project I have almost finished, emphasis on almost. This project is a major percentage of my grade, but at least this teacher is my friend. The other one has crated an enemy for life;p

Call Me!!!!
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7878 and enter *4152659. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com Hey you sexy people I wanna hear your sexy voice now.Am i asking to much hehe . Well, anyways show me some luv and comment me on my Snapvine tyvm.

Why I Been Gone So Long...
I lost my internet for a while, like 3 months. After that me and my family were going through some shit. We got kicked out of our place and had no where to live so we moved in with my cousin. That place was hell. Everyone screaming and yelling. I wasn't allowed to do shit. After living there for a couple months, my cousins husband threw us out and told us we had until only 5 to get out. So we called up my moms friend, Sandy. Right now we're still here. And on another note my sister is pregnant by the guy she met off the net. Shes gonna get even fatter! But I love her anyways. I hope she knows imma kidnap that kid when she has it. She's due in October...AGAIN! Ok thats enough for now, I might right more later. ;)

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Favorite Music:
Who is your favorite band or music artist? Share your thoughts here, and comment on others thoughts. Rush is and has always been my favorite band since 1979 when one of my teachers introduced me to the album 2112. Since then I have seen Rush 13 times and have tickets in hand to see them in July for my 14th time. This hard rocking trio from Canada lays it all down. From the orchestration to the lyrics, this is one smart band. Owning one of the greatest drummers of all time, and sure to hold that honor in all of this planets future, Neil Peart is the Doctor on the kits. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST?

My Life Of Hell This Is A True Story About My Life Its All True
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don

A Fantasy Is A Fantasy, Right? Part 3
Jon called James, " Listen, she is not an easy woman to get in the bed which is actually great for us, this means she needs lots of seduction and romance. I think, know she is worth it. So, take your time. Work on her whnever you see her, don't scare her off." "No problem, bro. She never talks to anyone here, not even looks at the guys. She is different. SHe came off at super tight but after seeing her laugh and have fun at the party, I think it is a self-defense type of thing for her." James pondered with Jon. "I have known her 4 years, she has never opened up to tell me anything personal, but has a way of getting others to open up to her, so yeah, something happened to her. I have , seen her in mom mode, and she is great! Then, once in a while I've seen the sex kitten peek her head out and man, I tell ya, it's in her. But, I think she has this hang up about once a mom, no more sexual side. This thing about being nude is a huge hang up

Happy Cinco De Mayo!
Well today I spent the dday recovering at work from my little celebration this weekend. Once again I proved to my friends that I could drink them under the table when it came to doing body shots. Obviously they can't handle tequila. Lucky for me dad started me young, so I have a tolerance. Needless to say by the time 3AM came I was sliding on a pole on the dance floor. Good times, except for my ass being grabbed throughout the night and having my chest felt up by some girl who wanted to know if they were real. obviously she didn't want to take my word for it. At least my friends got a laugh. Have a good one to all of you out there.

One Night
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One night I responded to >>a call to a house in the less-affluent part of town. When I arrived at >>2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground >>floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk >>once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. >> >>But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as >>their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of >>danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who >>needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. >> >>So I walked to the door and knocked." Just a minute", answered a frail, >>elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. >> >>After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood >>before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil >>pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. >> >>By

Brutalmix
Tonight after work i decided to go and visit a friend whom I haven't talked to in about a week, Brutalmix. brutalmix@ CherryTAP And once on her page I see a whole bunch of RIP Comments. After performing a google Search I discovered that my friend whom had recently invited me to come and visit her, and whom i recently gave some money to so that she could drink her Gibleys vodka, had died of a heroine overdose on May 2nd. :( This is the first time i've ever lost a online friend, i feel blessed to have had the chance to talk with her. Please stop today and say a prayer for her. Ricky

Wisdom Or Not... You Decide.
If you don't conciously prepare yourself each day to practice wonder and joy,you get really good at practicing stress,pain,anger,and fear. Finish each day and be done with it,you have done what you could,some blunders and absurdities crept in,forget them as soon as you can.Tomorrow is a new day,begin it with to high a spirit to be encumbered with old nonsense. In a hundred years this won't matter.(It barely matters now).

Daily Horoscope May 7
"Usually the simplest, cheapest solution is actually the best, but your analytical self doesn't want to admit it. Opt for the obvious option, then sit back and breathe a sigh of relief as your life gets much easier." That so sounds like me. I always have to unintentionally complicate shit further by being overanalytical.

A Fantasy Is Just A Fantasy, Right? Part 2
Tami went home. She felt very confused by what just happened. "I mean, this is not new. Many people have done that." she mused to herself. She feel asleep, had a night of unfitful sleep. The doorbell is what woke her up. SHe stumbled out of bed, hung on to the stair railings as she stumbled down to the door. When she opened the door it was Jon. She tried to slam the door but he slipped his foot in the doorway, forcing the door open. "I don't want to see you now" she said, trying to push him out. " I need to see if you're okay." he replied taking in her mussed up hair, boxers and very white, low cut ,see thru tank top. Her nipples were engorged, pushing out the thin material. He inwardly groaned. "I can see you are okay but I, I want to hold you, hell I want to rip off that tank and suck your nipples." Jon exclaimed. She covered her nipples, laughing. "Leave, I need to think." "Ok" he hesitated, "Just let me do something." as he moved over to her.

Do I Really Think???
Sometims I wonder what exactly I think. Do I really or am I just goin thru the world mindless? Its like my world is clouded so much most days.....wonder why? I try to think about what I want most but most times I cant concentrate...kinda reminds me of that country song "I Try to Think About Elvis" Ya maybe I have someone damaging brain cells within me....wanting to escape but is held captive inside my head...i dont know. Perhaps I dont allow myself to think because I dont want to be aware of the craziness that walks within this world around me....yet i find myself always aware of my surroundings...who's behind me? A child? Ah the games of stupidity...kinda makes one wanna just turn off the brain and enter sleep mode for the remainder of life.---like a robot. We are all robots during one point in our lives--almost like that of Cinderella--she did as she was told day in and day out...her mind was not her own...it belonged to her wicked step mother and step sisters...she however found

Hospital Window
A great note for all to read it will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water w

Be Aware Of Rare Illness....i Am Now That It Happened.(friends Please Repost Bulletin)
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease

Working
So I'm at work and bored out of my mind so I figure I'll post a blog to try and alleiviate my boredom. . . .Of course I would choose to do this when I have absolutely nothing to say that I can say. . . I just sneezed that was exciting. Also its quite chilly in my office for no good reason since it is just the right temp outside. Life is hard and I am bored. Much Love Liz

A Fantasy Is Just A Fantasy, Right? Part 1
I do love a game of Truth and Dare. Why? Cuz really, I never have the guts to really play. I get so scared because I have to tell the Truth. I have not played this game since I was 19 years old and in the Military. Back then I was smaller so I got away with wearing a Teddy and running around the barracks on a dare with one of my male friends, who, yes, was also wearing a Teddy! What fun we had. Now, I am 39 and would love to play the game again. But, with who? We all have an secret adventerous side to us. Not, sky diving, bungee cord jumping adventure but ,well, just a good old fashion game of Spin the Bottle or Truth and Dare. Now, men and ladies, I am all real about life. I am no size 4 never had been. I am half Italian and Irish. I've been blessed or in my eyes cursed with hips, thighs and 38c boobs, which are nice but too big for my taste. It is hard trying to reach my chin to my knees for stretching in Yoga when my boobs are in the way! And,imy

We All Know Or Knew Someone Like This!!
>One day, when I was a freshman in high school, > >I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. > >His name was Kyle. > >It looked like he was carrying all of his books. > >I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a >Friday? > >He must really be a nerd." > >I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends >tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. > >As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. > >They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so >he landed in the dirt. > >His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet >from him. > >He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes > >My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around >looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. > >As I handed

The Marine's Father
AN INSPIRATIONAL MOMENT - The Marine's Father A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of

Please Help Me!!!
Okay here is the real deal as Stevie does stupid stuff such as clicking on things he shouldn't have. The other day I was on a myspace / cherrytap page and clicked hide my comments... Oh that was cool so I thought but now I want them back on my page and neeed help figuring out where to go and what to click on to get them back on my page... Anyone out there know what to do pretty please with sugar on top... Oh geeze okay I'll even toss in a gallon of whip cream to sweeten it up.. Sweet Package

Updated Version My Story I Am Writing
She looked at herself one last time in her rearview mirror and fixed the strand of hair that had fallen over her eyes. Thoughts running through her head about how this was a mistake in the making, still she could not will herself to leave. Opening the door to her car, she grabs her phone and keys and locks the door as she makes her way to his door. Unsure of what will happen she hope that she will not regret a single moment spent with him tonight. He opens the door to her second knock and invites her in. He helps her out of her jacket and tells her to take a seat. She is still shocked at the small connection that she feels to him even if they have not spent a moment alone till now. How is she going to get through the rest of the night without letting go and giving in to the temptation to go to him and kiss him. Choosing a spot on the sofa as he hands her a drink, she places her phone and keys on his table. He turns and takes a seat on the other sofa and take

Pastor With Guts
Pastor with Guts This Pastor has guts!! Thought you might enjoy this interesting Prayer given in Kansas at the opening session of their Senate. It seems Prayer still upsets some people. When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard: "Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to Those who call evil good,' but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem. We have abused power and called it poli

The Whole Of The Bed
You’re gone from my life, but still about, I now have the power, and the clout. I no longer have you, rattling round in my head, And fuck you, you bastard - I now got alll the bed. I can take all the bed, spread myself wide, I can even invite, a man inside. Don’t get your hopes up, it won’t be you, Going to find myself, a better screw. A man who can fulfil me, all through the night Make dirty love to me, and do it right "Take me to heaven” and “Make my world rock,” And lets face it by the law of averages -He'll have a bigger cock!!!!

My Mother's Hands
My mother’s hands washing potatoes washing kids washing pans. My mother’s hands on bitterly cold days pegging yet more washing on a pregnant line the line growing nothing but nappies her hands blind with the cold. My mother’s hands ironing clothes ironing clothes ironing countless knickers for my seven sisters. My mother’s hands taking my hands in hers such love...such laughter! My mother’s hands patting talcum powder on another baby’s bum. Mum being Mum. Me, kissing my mother’s hands for all...they’ve done.

This Is Beautiful ! Try Not To Cry
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it

Enjoy Life
A professor stood before his Philosophy 101 class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up the very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He then once more asked if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous --- yes. The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and proceeded to pour the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laugh

Surgery
Well guys like I said in another blog, this is gonna be a long year. I found out today that I need back surgery from that car accident last year, but I will not let this get me down. I have my faith and I have my God and most of all I have you my true friends and family by my side. I will keep you posted on the date of this. Gotta luv the suspenseful wait of the hospital to call you with the date. Anyway much luv peeps.

Eureka Springs
Took my daughter to Eureka Springs Arkansas for her 21st birthday on May 4th,5th and ending on the 6th.We had a blast. The first day we got settled into our hotel room, decent place called The Budget Host Inn. Cost only 42 bucks a night, it had 2 full beds.Then we went to the downtown area checked out the cool shops there and had dinner at a place call The Pied Piper Inn and Cat House.Got her a T-shirt there.We had hummus and pita bread for an appetiser then I had a Porter House steak with a couple of Corona beers, she had a Hawaian chicken sandwich and a couple of Bud Lights. The food was awsome.We headed back and later that evening we went to a biker bar called Shawbees and got a bit toasted and ran into a couple of Arkansas boys. We followed them back downtown to a place called the Tiki Bar. You pay 5 bucks then the drinks are a dollar for the rest of the night.Needless to say it was party time!Next morning woke up to an incredible hangover but with much pushing and shoving from my

Chacne For A Blast
OK EVERYONE READ THIS IF YA WANT A SHOT AT A BLAST IF YOUR NOT THERE U SHOULD BE!!!!!!!!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER 20TH PERSON TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE TODAY GETS A BLAST FROM ME center> 20TH PERSON TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE AND TELL THEM IN THE LOUNGE THAT DJ STRYKE SENT YOU AND IF YOUR LUCKY NUMBER 20 YOU GET A BLAST

Cold Snaps And Potted Snakes
Cold snaps and potted plants Garden Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why. A couple in Sweetwater , Texas , had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream. The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor. His wife thought he had had a heart attack, so she covered him up

Wherever You Are My Sweet Friends
Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish your SMILE to be there forever Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I want you to be HAPPY and at peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I hope your days are BRIGHT and fruitful Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I trust your nights are SERENE and calm Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I pray your heart be filled with JOY and peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I need you to forget the WORST and look for the best Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no pain flash in your MIND and trouble you Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no rain dampen your SPIRITS and cheers Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish for the best for YOU, forever.. .. .. .. .. ..

Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your

Night Driving!
"Watch your revs... Watch your revs, watch your speed. Position, position! 3rd and 4th gears are there for a reason, don't leave them out."God, this instructor was a BITCH!!! I'll explain. I have been a resident of Ireland for some time now, and have never taken the driver's exam here. I have always used my American driver's license, as I have always traveled back and forth. But, since I am staying here for longer periods of time, the Irish Highway Code required me to get my license here. Now I have lived in both Great Britain, and Ireland for quite some time, and thought I had mastered the highway code here, but thought that a refresher, with an instructor would be a good thing. I was wrong. "What's the speed along here Richard?" "80 kmh" She pointed out a sign that said "60kmh." I sighed heavily. "I think that's enough for today Richard. Let's head back, shall we?" "Shall I put an ‘L' plate on the back of the car?" "Not at all, you're doi

Who Is Jack Schitt?
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt,

I Have Blue Eyes X
BLUE EYES People with blue eyes last the longest in bed. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are best in bed. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best sex sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ GREEN EYES Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cover up true feel

My Hero's
I have several hero's that I am very proud of. First is our Military. They are what keep our country free. I am very patriotic and I always will be. Thank you to our military troops here at home waiting to be deployed and a very big thanks to our troops that are in Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran and every place else. I love you all. Then there's the military wives and their families. These are the ones who put up with alot when our men and women come home. They hear all about what our troops have seen. We military wives have to stick together and help each other get through the really bad times.I love you too and I pray for your husbands, brother's, sister's, daughter's son's, uncle's and aunt's and all the relatives who have troops fighting overseas. Next comes our firefighter's. They have the most dangerous job back here at home. They work hard at training and they even try to teach kids not to play with matches or anything else that would start a fire and to only call 911 in an emergen

5-7-07 Astrology
Yes, the numbers add up -- but something doesn't feel quite right. Don't doubt your instincts. Go over the plans again. When you find the bug in the system, your supervisors will thank you -- and possibly promote you.

Just Want To Say Hello To Everybody... Hope Everybody Is Well!!
I'm off to eat... damn it is hot today in Southern California... blah.. :P I do hope everyone is well out there. I've had to work yesterday and the day before. My stepfather is now in a rest home. He can have his heart operation do to being weak and he will be in the resting home until he passes.. It's depressing to think about it... Take care everyone.. Jeremy

Dont Fight The Feel'n
love is a feeling- an emotion for which there is no magic potion. love develops as a friendship grows, to what extent? no one knows. but i do know that........... my love for you is growing fast, for in my heart, you'll never be last. god gave me this love, now i give it to you. for in your heart, is where my love flow through.

Douse The Luminosity
There are leaves playing with debris out in the streets (and it’s home to me). Tears fill my head to the point of sea sickness, causing me to stagger along; like a drunken pirate. I’m on a road to ruin where life slows to a crawl. Figuratively on my hands and knees, filthy & begrimed most of the time, and I must lie down. Oh please let me rest; I beg for the ground to bare my hindrances, and help me quicken my pace toward extinction. There are no crossroads, no signs, and no sunlight, just the midnight blue and a few stars which accompany the moon. Slovenly I meander through the thickening shadows gaining strength until they are shoulder to shoulder. Insects crawl upon my flesh, looking to burrow themselves a new home. I smack my neck upon their touch, but to the flies, I am only muck. I’m too exhausted to fight this war and swathe a path through the swarm. Let them fly, let ‘em creep and crawl and multiply...at least my body will not completely go to waste. Everyt

Daddy's Empty Chair
A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, " until one day four years ago, my best fri

Things I Need Help.. With For My Pics.. So If U Can Help A Sexy Woman.. Heres Ur Chance...
( not begging here... i know how u all like my pics) ok sexy men on here.. i need some help getting some sexy outfits here.. i wear size large and side 11.. and i also need stockings and garders, sexy thigh boots and heels size 8 on both.. i love red,black,purple..leather too red and black,hats and neck ties.. sexy other little things to help me with my pics.. so if u all want to help out.. please send then to this address.. 1000 N 10th salina Ks 67401.. and put Ms. joy gonzales.. this isnt where i live.. so keep in mind.. dont try to stalk me.. ok.. please please ... make pics requests.. and i will try to do them.. if anyone wants to help me please do.. i would love it.. thank u

Frustration
Okay, This is going to be a bit of a ranting blog. I am soooo sick and tired of women sitting there whining they are overweight. If I hear one more girl just pitch a fit about a few extra pounds I think I will seriously have a coronary. All the time I see women going "Oh god my boyfriend is leaving me cos I am fat....my life is over..." Sister let me give you a CLUE. If your man is turning tail because you have a little extra junk in your trunk why the HELL would you want him any how??? Seriously, not one single person is going to be young forever, and eventually everything we have will head SOUTH, it is a matter of TIME. SO what will you say for yourself then?? Let me tell you what you do, honey, the second he gives you that lame assed excuse. You look him straight in the eye and tell him"Fine, take your ass to whomever, I do not want nor need a man to complete myself". Because you DON'T. If the only way you can complete yourself is to be attached to someone's titty, then hone

Dint You Know How Much I Loved You
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I dint change mine Here I am trying to make since of it all WE WERE BEST FRIENDS NOW WE DON'T EVEN TALK You broke my heart Broke my world apart Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone Couldn't be more gone From falling apart To fighting mad Wanting you back To not giving a damn I felt it all I've been through it all Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you One day justice will come and

Dark Fey
Six senses filled with dragonfire swelled with the approaching storm, red-gold hair flowing around her like a fountain of flame, her skirts whipping about her ankles. "Lightning, I fear you no more- do your worst!" she growled to the blackening clouds. In response, a forked bolt issued from the sky and in a crack of thunder, the rain came in heavy sheets. Kiernan threw her head back, laughing heartily as electricity coursed through her hair and around her fingers in hissing tendrils. Others had tried to cage what was in side her only to have it rattle the bars until they shattered like glass, stinging her captors with the shards. Soon all had learned to let the dark fey come out and play lest its pent-up fury destroy everything around it. Even now she knew they watched- some in fear, some in fascination- as lightning bolts crackled between her fingertips and she took pleasure in their awe, disdain, envy, and intimidation. She took sadiat

You Are...........
i hope you enjoy the song it was hard to find.... Your eyes are as rich as the coffee you drink Your soul a endless plethora of surprises In a world of confusion, you are my solace A smile as bright as the moons glow Compassion that comes in a never ending flow Each thought of you brings light to my dark day And the memories make me smile Things are becoming clearer in my head As I lay awake in this bed Thinking of my gift to you I realized it also is a gift from you A representation of ones true inner self You are the Zeus of my mortal soul You are no aluminum foil man But a true gentleman Knowing the honesty and worth of a hard days work Makes you even more understanding Your emotions run deeper then the river of dreams flowing through my head Though you had a rough ride to where you are now You’ve never let it affect those you meet Or the friend you have kept company with In a perfect world there would be a lot more like you But you are the perfec

Quotes I Like
(Disclaimer: This is being written while I am on allergy medication, so it may come out disjointed or jumbled, please be advised.) So I am looking online for a new layout for myspace when I decide to make my title a quote because I find certain phrases, sentances, and moments inspiring. When I came across a French American writer called Anais Nin. What an amazing insight this woman seems to have for someone of my thinking. Her perceptions and ideals are oddly matched to my current frame of mind. As such I thought I would take this opportuninty to post some of her quotes and under them describe what about them touched me. _______________________________________________________ Here is a small Biop on her: Anais Nin (1903-1977) Anais Nin is best known for her journals, published in ten volumes as The Diary of Anais Nin. Her ideas have influenced feminist thinking -- in agreement or reaction -- although she herself moved away from political forms of feminism. #1. "I, with a

Enigma
A dozen women you might find But none like me A dozen hearts you might bind But none like mine I am the wolf in the fold My name is written in tomes of old I am the shadow across your wall I am the chill beneath your shawl I am the myth you want to believe I am the spectre that will never leave I am the reason you fear the dark I am the arrow that hits its mark I am faclcon feasting in the tree I am the wail of the bainsidhe I am the tingling in your blood I am the unforgiving flood So court me if you will If you think you are deserving But take care not to betray me Else your head on a platter I'll be serving

Hot Fat Girl Manifesto
The Hot Fat Girl Manifesto by Zoe Whittall Because being a hot fat girl is a lot of work and is undervalued or unrecognized. Because a fat girl still has to pay more money for uglier clothes or spend 11 hours at the thrift store to find anything hot to wear. Because if you take the elevator, people think you're lazy but if you're on the treadmill, people laugh. Because men like John Goodman and Bernie Mac get to have careers on television but sitcom-moms-of-three still have size-two waists. Because even feminist magazines publish fat-phobic articles under the guise of it being a "health issue." Because anti-capitalist activists still use expressions like "fat capitalist pig." Because girls are dieting at the age of nine. Because side effects of the most popular diet drugs are seizures, heart failure, fecal urgency, breast cancer, lung disease, insomnia, nausea and vomiting, dangerously high blood pressure, abnormal heartbeat, psychosis, strokes, hallucinations and sudden death

Andy Rooney And Women Over 40
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll te

The Military
>> >> The Military >> The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, >> tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by >> society as half man, half boy. >> Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough >> to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would >> rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected >> unemployment either! >> >> >> He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, >> pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy,and >> has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left! ,or >> swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. >> >> He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm >> howitzer. >> He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is >> working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. >> >>

Good Day
>>The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the >>finer >>things of life. Her coat was new. She looked like that she had never >>missed a >>meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of >>him, >>like so many others had done before. >> >>"Leave me alone," he growled. >> >>To his amazement, the woman continued standing. She was smiling -- her >>even >>white teeth displayed in dazzling rows. "Are you hungry?" she asked. >> >>"No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just come from dining with the >>president. Now go away." The woman's smile became even broader. Suddenly >>the man >>felt a gentle hand under his arm. "What are you doing, lady?" the man >>asked >>angrily. "I said to leave me alone." >> >>Just then a policeman came up. "Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked. >> >>"No problem here, officer," the woman answered. "I'm just trying to get >>this >>man to his feet. Will you help me?" >>

Lifes A Dance
Lifes a dance you learn as you go Sometimes you lead And sometimes you follow Doesn't matter what you don't know Lifes a dance you learn as you go. These song lyrics shed truth on life. In a dance the next step is always a suprise. The step might be planned but it must be flexible to change.The same is true in life. You can make all the plans you want but you should always be flexible. after all life is a dance.

Hi All
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Afraid? Of What?
Afraid? Of what? To feel the spirit's glad release? To pass from pain to perfect peace, The strife and strain of life to cease? Afraid of that? Afraid? Of What? Afraid to see the Savior's face To hear His welcome, and to trace The glory gleam from wounds of grace? Afraid of that? Afraid? Of What? A flash, a crash, a pierced heart; Darkness, light, O Heaven's art! A wound of His a counterpart! Afraid of that? Afraid? Of what? To do by death what life can not - Baptize with blood a stony plot, Till souls shall blossom from that spot? Afraid of that? This poem was written by E. H. Hamilton who was inspired by the courages death of freind Jack Vinson. Vinson was killed in mainland China in 1931 while spreading the Gospel.

Boats?
What causes euqality? — Monday, May 07, 2007 That's the question of the day. It's one I don't really know how to answere. Sorry if you wree expecting one. lol. I've seen various circumstances that seem to cause discrimination, and predjudice, and other unfairnesses, but I really don't know what causes fairness, or equality, or things of that sort. Can the mere elimination of the things that cause the opposite, cause fairness? I think it must take something more than that. What caused fairness in my life? hmmm... rules sometimes I suppose. However they also caused some unfairness too. I guesse I was treated pretty fairly by my family growing up, maybe that influenced my belief in fairness. But people can be treated good, and even fair growing up, and still not believe in equality, and fairness. It seems important to note, that everyone has a different idea of what is fair, and what is equal though. Some people are ok with things as long as it's " fair to them ".

When You Love A Women
In my life I see where I've been I said that I'd never fall again Within myself I was wrong My searchin' ain't over...over I know that When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standin' by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines waiting Somewhere..Oh yeah If I can't believe that someone is true To fall in love is so hard to do I hope and pray tonight Somewhere you're thinkin' of me girl Yes I know...I know that When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standing by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines, waiting Somewhere...OH... It's enough to make you cry When you see her walkin' by And you look into her eyes Whoa.... When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman Well you know she's standing by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of

Parents Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, 'Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and fl ower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was d

About Me
hi every one..just to let you all know a litle bit about me..i have been very abused...i almost died two times in one year and had two surgeries to save my life..i am with a guy right now and am trying to find a way to leave safely..i value my friends with every thing and i love them..if i tell you i love you..you better believe i realy do i lost two babies and can'nt have any more..i am tender hearted and shy when you meet me..but i am loveing and loyal..i hate people that feel the need to lie..dont use me dont lie to me and if you ever date me dont cheat on me or hurt me..i will walk off

I Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed . I wish you enough, too, Mom" They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I r eplied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. When you were sayi

Forever
why must words hurt when you say the wrong things, nobody really knows the pains they bring, meet a young lady and i gave her my ring, she didnt know all the joy she brings , i sit here and look at our child, she had a way about her that was wild, and her temper was always so mild, feeling the way i feel i am like a child, oh i wish she was still here , i go through life with so much fear , my little girl is such a dear, thinking this way i see a tear , sometimes i just cant take anymore, then i awake and i open the door, to her bedroom and i just adore , watching her sleep and the ways she snores, why did god take my angel away, even though i kneel and i pray , try to do it everyday , oh i wish she could have stayed, a bond that tied me i always thought never, i took a vow and said forever , sometimes the things she said were so clever, but now she is gone and its forever.

Give And Take
Its always hard to take, when you say for heaven`s sake. My life has been great, even though it is too late. Haven`t done all that is right, sometimes hard for me to see the light. I would do what I know is good, if only that I could. See I have seen too much in my past, never have found a love that would last. that is why I am always so sad, thinking about what I could have had! Yes I think of you everyday, I wish you didn`t go away. There are so many things I didn`t say, like please honey wont you stay. So sorry that I hurt you, and now I don`t know what to do. I have seen the pain in your eyes, and I know you have seen bluer skys. I didn`t mean to make you cry, hope you can forgive this desperate guy. Because I could never tell you why, I just wanted it to be, you and I! So please forgive me, for it is so hard for me to see. The love that you and I live, is all that you can ever give!!!!

Just A Think You All!
I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK HERE, BUT WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR SHOWING THE LOVE WHILE I WAS AWAY. WE WERE THREATENED FOR 2 DAYS WITH DAMAGING TORNADOS WHICH HAVE ALL CLEARED FOR NOW. ONLY LEAVING US WITH THE THREAT OF FLASH FLOODING NOW, BUT THAT WE CAN HANDLE. I'M TRYING IN BETWEEN BREAKS TO CATCH UP TO EVERYONE AND SEND THE LOVE BACK, SO IF ANY OF YOU FEEL I HAVE MISSED YOU, PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL BE RIGHT ON YOUR PAGE A.S.A.P. HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A GREAT MONDAY!

Holy Kindy Stones Batman
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! motherfucking ow to be exact. Ill set this up.. after fair was over for the weekend i decided to hit up "la fiesta" and grab a bite to eat and hang with some friends. cool, i ordered a CHICK AND cheese quesadia, i got a cheese instead. she offered to fix it but folks i was ravenous so i took it and devoured it. bout an hour had passed and i was thinking that it just didn't settle right. i told my friends good night and headed out on my hour drive back to another friends (where im staying) and it got a little worse. thinking an upset stomach was to blame i just chilled out on the couch and played some game for a bout an hour. the pain got worse. now thinking that it was a vicious gas issue mixed with a hunk of cheese i tried to lay down... that didnt work either and things were getting intense.... so to shorten this and skip some ick details i went to the hospitial fearing the condition of my appendix. after some iv induced pain killer they wh

It's Almost Mother's Day!! Are You Ready? Look In Here!
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You All Have Made A Difference In My Life
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and pu

Best Arguement Ever
Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:45:41 AM): And you're still awake? Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:45:46 AM): yes Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:46:26 AM): Wow, heh, I probably should have stayed away rather than sleep for 3 hours, I would probably feel less tired Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:46:40 AM): ah i see Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:46:45 AM): i hardly sleep Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:47:10 AM): im nervous why u so buddy buddy to me all of sudden? Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:47:37 AM): I'm just being friendly is alll, no need to get your undies in a bunch Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:48:04 AM): sometimes I get the impression u always wanted more Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:48:16 AM): I always wanted more? Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:48:26 AM): never mind Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:48:36 AM): Sorry I'm slow in the morning Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:49:02 AM): well i dont know why u are so friendly is what i am doing Red Eyes (5/7/2007 6:49:34 AM): i heard this song before my ex lauren had it on Kiwi Fruit (5/7/2007 6:49:45 AM): which Jem- They? Red

'dating Ads'
Dating Ads aren't always an accurate description as I am sure you already know. Well I have posted a few Ads - See my *NEW* folder - that describe for (the most part ;)). All you do is select which 'Dating Ad' you would answer (doesn't matter if you are in a relationship it's only for fun). Once you select an Ad then you can see who the Ad belongs to ;) Hope you have fun with this! Luv Jen PS there is always at least one safe pick :)

I Love My Job......(not)
*Yawwwwwwwn*.... Well here I am....Stuck in San Antonio, Alone, Bored, and Lonely. Have to go load a load of beer, but can't until tomorrow and then it's off to Ohio and Pennsylvania. Yee fucking Hah. Damn I love my job.

Gearhead Love Poem
Iffin ya love cars.ya goin to get this...... Merce' merce' lil Ms. Benz sure is pretty hmmm..oh ya she's been Americanized Not a doubt she's still a beauty beneath her bonnet, long last she does shine! Pull down the top so all can see. Admire her beautiful curves,listen to her purr, wow would be a pleasure taken her for a ride A nice long ride to warm her up,Until she gets hot enough that her lubricating system start flowing slowly shifting through her gears gently through the curves, then hammering down the strights,now hear her growl with the power commin from with in. Reducing friction maintaining her temperature within an optimum operating range, allowing The rod strokes to accelerate and slow as needed while driving her Taking her all around to her desired multiple destinations Servicing all her internal passages, valves, and bores. From that pretty lil ornament centered poking up at the tip of her hood All the way back to that nice tight round rear end with my jun

I Was Loafing Around And Being Lazy Today.. And See This Is My Horiscope :p
Sometimes you take what you can get, but other times, you need to go out and get what you want. The stars say you need to saddle up and go after whatever it is you desire. You have what it takes to reach your goal.

Go Into The Water
"I call out to the beasts of the sea, To come forth, and join us. This night is yours. 'Cause, one day, we will all be with you in the blackened deep. One day, we will all go into the water. Go into the water, live there, die there. Live there, die there. We are here for you to guide us. Gone are days of land-empires. Let's evolve to take in water. Cloaked in scales, we swim, and swim." -Manda♥

Pioneer Trust Evacuation
You’re on my mind But not obsessively Just random thoughts Not even fantasies Basic real life stuff Like how you’re doing I wonder if You’d like that Something to mention And maybe how You’d react I never get it right So I bounce Right past that part You are never As upset Or I underestimate Your laugh So someplace else I’m sure my mind Will dart I think about you But just enough So if you feel it That’s a good place To start

Yep, I Posted This As A Bulletin Too :)
Ok...So for those of you who missed the bulletin or didn't read the blog...Heath and I split up, I had to move back "home" to my Gramma's and I don't have internet there right now. I'm at my friend April's house right now :) I'll get back with everyone and re-vamp my profile when I can. Right now her computer is having issues, lol, so this is the best I can do for the time being. I WAS going to delete this profile, but I spent way too much time on this one to just let it go, lol. Hope everyone is doing well, and hopefully it won't be too much longer before I can be online again on a regular basis. Lots of love and hugs to everyone :)

A Note To Joan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seeing as I know your still looking at my pages or having someone do it for you. I figured this would be the best way to reach you. Instead of wasting my time trying to guess which bogus profile is you or trying to write you directly. We need to talk. Please contact me as soon as possible.You know my pages and I know you have my number. Just call before 10 o'clock. I want the bulshit to stop. No more empty words and No more FIGHTING!

Tears Of Pain
The tears I cry will someday dry ... The pain inside I will hide... The knife you put in my heart will twist forever but you will never know ...Because I am strong enough to walk away ...There will come a day you will need my help !!! Help you will not get 4 they say what comes around goes around...I gave birth 2 three ... But you will never be a part of my family again you will just be my First born son...

Ok I'm Not Sure
I don't really get this cherry tap. I can't download anything off of the site because it infected my computer. I'm sick of myspace but all of my friends are on it. So at least i can talk to them. Whine whine whine

For Fun
D: Is great in bed A: Gorgeous W: Very broad minded N: Can kick ur butt T: Great kisser I: Loves to laugh A: Gorgeous C: Really easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh N: Can kick ur butt D: Is great in bed E: Freakin' beautiful eyes R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Freakin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Makes people laugh K: Really silly L: BEST SMILE M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great kisser U: Gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad mindedW: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everyone Z: Lives life for fun

Twin Intervention
Twin Intervention Awakened by an Angel Two lives bound as one Doors of possibilities unlocked Chains of discontent weakened Your unwavering faith alters my essence... Granting me the key to your heart My palms touching your face Brings tears of magic to our love soaked souls Our breath becomes one; passion prevails Embraces melt matter and time Body and soul intertwine, ensure our existence We lay motionless, gaze fixed Our eyes express the predestined reality of true love jskins

F*ck This
I am sooo sick and tired of people walking all over me or forgeting about me. I knew today was going to be a pain in the ass, but wow...I never expected it to be this bad. Only 4 more days till the weekend, and damn right I'm looking forward to it allready.

No Hallmark Moment
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION >ASKING FOR A RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE >BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: > > >Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss >But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. > > >I thought that I could love no other >Until, that is, I met your brother. > > >Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. >But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and >so is your head. > > >Of loving beauty you float with grace >If only you could hide your face. > > >Kind, intelligent, loving and hot >This describes everything you're not. > > >I want to feel your sweet embrace >But don't take that paper bag off of your face. > > >I love your smile, your face, and your eyes >Damn, I'm good at telling lies! > > >My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: >Marrying you screwed up my life. > > >I see your face when I am dream

A Poem For Me!
A bowler, a batsman, and a cricket bat I’m learning a little and that’s just that You play on grass and bowl at a wicket If the opposing team pouts you tell em to stick it The bowler belongs to the fielding team And hurls a ball by the leather seam If the batsmans not out he runs between wickets And exchanges positons with the non striker in cricket Cricket it seems doesn’t have cheerleaders, And that’s quite sad, because I had a few leaders. One was a cheer for the MMU girls team And the other was for an Angel I met in a dream. It’s nice to have friends who are different than you They can teach you about things you never knew Like how to laugh, and listen, and be glad Even when their flatmates think they are mad. So this ones for Angel, a girl I adore She’s sweet, and she’s kind, and never a bore I tell her with this poem that my friendship will last Long after the cricket game fades in the past. Thank you Kim for such a wonderful poem. Thank you for bein

Old People Have Problems That You Haven't Even Considered Yet!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as it was on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old man replied, "Yep, none of us

Congratulations
Congratulations, my pretties. (evil cackle) You have survived another purge of my friends list. I deleted another 50+ people yesterday with a few more left to be deleted. Thanks so much to those who are interested in me, my life, my words, etc. and not just in my nsfw pics or in getting points for adding people.

My Poetry.
Another's Love To throw one's self into the everlasting void of lonliness Never to be touched Never wanted to be understood Never to have their heart filled with love and clarity Always waiting at the edge Ready to throw your body off the edge Ready to die in an instant Longing for true love And yet wandering away from the kindness The warmth of another's touch Another's kind words And waiting Wanting Needing to be needed by the one person who could fulfill every gasping fantasy or joy Every whim of desire in your soul And yet you stay away Never leaning towards the truth Always at tilt Never cross the boundaries of another's trust Anothers love Defiled and bewildered Unsure and yet knowing that someday Somewhere Somehow Someone Anyone could reach into your heart Steal your soul Your flesh and bones would become whole again And once again the melody would make sense And sound a familiar sound Yet have the same scarred face The same gentle shimmering

Almost Perfect
This weekend was almost perfect... almost tho. I got to see him, and that was perfect. Last night was perfect, short, but perfect. It didnt get any easier saying goodbye to him tho.. it got harder...I wanted to run after him and tell him how I feel, its the last time I'll see him for another 2 1/2 months... and it rips me apart everytime..but I wont give up on him. ever. I cant. It sucks tho.. alot. I defend him to everyone who talks shit, and yet, I dont even think I'm that big of a deal in his life tho... altho, thats ok. kind of. I think. Idk. Im confused. but I do know that I love him, and I want him to be happy..... god, im pathetic.

I'm Alittle Bored And Alittle New To This Site Can You Help Me With.....
maybe a # maybe a comment maybe a looky look... lol i don't know how do this work anyone know? can you explain what the whole cherry bucks is for. i'm not quite understanding the whole thing, you have to pay REAL cash for a cherry blast...? that's crazy... lol but yea GIRLZ hit me up and let me know what you think of my pics....

More Cool Things To Know
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...) The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom

Update On My Dog Kietha
Getting ready to leave now for the vets....I thsnk everyone for their prayers but I'm heading over there to have her put down she is not doing well right now and she aint expecting it but the cancer ball has gotten much bigger the last tow days and is bleeding again.... Thank you everyone your prayers where much agratfull

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
When we have too much time on our hands and we start to get old and crotchety, we think of these: 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

Poem....fire
You find me in the darkness and drag me into the shadows. You name me and call to me through time and distance. My needs and passions, desires fullfilled, and more you bring onto me... * Like fire we race, to where...we have yet to find. I stumb but no not fall...you are there to catch me through it all. Passions creates and fire meant to burn...we love like there is no tomorrow. A fire to melt the strongest of life...and we press to be one. Burning we will go down together ashes left behind. * Who will slow the passion as we forget all else? Will we forget that we are what was given to us in gift? Will our fire consume all else and our love reach over time and distance as we race to eachothers arms...as one. * Through emotional highs and lows we are simply but ourselves as the fire races and we are consumed...we are but one soul, one love, one need, one power...together. JR 05/07/2007

Leaves, Branches, And Roots
A wonderful friend once told me there are 3 kinds of friends in this world, leaves , branches and roots. And damn is that true. I've had so many leaves in my life it crazy. Leaves are those people that come into your life and fly away when the first big "wind" in your life come. The second kind is a branch. A friend that acts strong and looks strong but when push comes to shove and you actually lean on them for love or support they break and leave you stranded. The third and last kind is a Root. These are the friend that will never ever move. They are there through the good, the bad, the ugly and all the other bullshit that life throws your way. Ok... so with this all being said, I just want to thank all my Roots for always having my back when I needed you. I love you! To All my branches out there, even though I've known you for years and years and you thought you helped you really just hurt me in the end. Good luck. And to all the leaves, Nice knowing you

Gas
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

Todays Rant
It was not the best of times ,,, It was not the worst of times ... It was a day among zombies ! LOL Torn feelings about this day in hell The best laid plans went none to well Nothing that happen went right at all Egos crashed against prides wall Driven fools rush to the grave Giving themselves to become the slave Of those who neither care or feel Drones continue on in the unreal Illusion that these task truly matter Fragile world they live in easy to shatter Chase the dollar to fund their schemes Smoke and mirrors among their screams For failure and their wasted time Lost all meaning it is a crime When do people open their eyes and see That life happens as it was meant to be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Fear
i feel as if iam loseing you silently,when you look at me you look right throw me and i wonder if it's me your seeing or if it's another,i dont know how to talk to you when i try your defences go up and i hang my head and cry silently to myself,and think to myself iam i holding on to something thats not worth holding on 2 i feel you sliping throw my hands, i hear you say i love you i hear you say you care i hear you say you need me to be there, but are you there, do you really love,care or need me like you say you do, is fear what makes you stay what makes you say you need me you love me you care,is fear what makes you hide the true you from me and the world is fear what makes you stay with me the fear of not knowing whats going to happen, not knowing if you can do it with out me or have you goten so use to me being here you dont know any thing else but in truth you have falling out of love with me!

This Blog Is About An Illness All Need To Know About And Only Two Peeps Looked At Last Blog....read This Please
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease

A Song
Life is a song, Lets sing out loud.... You and me baby we'll make heaven proud.. This place will never be the same now tainted with our love and all the Blessings sent from above... Take me in your arms and you will see the wonderous history that could be.. All I need is a sign from you, so I can make all your dreams finally come true..... To love , to hold is the key to my heart.. Open it baby and you will see....., all the things you have longed for are in me.. Babe, Please belive me , I am Real, I'll Let you in and show you how I feel.. To Love ,To Hold is all we need..... You and me babe, Lets make History. ~~~~Nikki

What The Fuck!!!!
I recently got a survey from a "friend", who has since been deleted. It was a survey about "How white are you?" My response? no offense but test like that are totally uncalled for. Im gonna come up with one for How black are you? Its gonna have questions about the best crack recipe and how many times has your father been to jail. Not to mention how many of your mothers boyfriends have u called daddy. Or have paid to hang out for an hour. Sorry but racists arent just white and ill be happy to shitkick someone like that too. I am not buying into your white bashing bullshit. Thanks but its not welcome.

4 Ever Luv
Our love can only be strong with the start of a spiritual bond with the words " I do " Our love can only be true And our hearts will beat as one Our engagement was started on Christmas day So why not start our marriage in a lovers way

Another Day....
another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about sick of spending my weekends in kentucky. dont get me wrong i like me family just i would like to be home to get some things done. Sunday wasnt bad just felt like it went by tooo quickly. spent most of my day cleaning and doing laundry. Last week we got little ot no stock but today it seems the truck only had men's merchandise on it. It really sucks cause half the stuff that came today is new and not on the planner. Story of my life. I've got another doctors appointment this week, so hopefully my dumbass doctor will prescribe me something so im not feeling like shit all day and not sleeping at night cause i cant breath. i've taken to sometimes sleeping in my son's room since he has a humidifier in his room it works but after so many nights on the floor my muscles are about to scream. enough of th

Drug Problem
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied, "I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cocklebur's out of dad's fields. I was drug to

National Livestrong Day
On Wednesday, May 16th, the Lance Armstrong Foundation (LAF) will lead a group of 200 advocates from every state to demand that our nation's leaders invest in resources, treatment and services for everyone battling cancer. On the same day, LAF supporters from across the country will also host LIVESTRONG Day activities to raise awareness of cancer issues and show support for people affected by cancer in their communities. Wherever you are, you can make a difference in the fight against cancer. Basically we are trying to raise awareness of the cancer problem in America and the lack of funding it is receiving. The easiest thing to do is to wear something yellow and show your support of the LIVESTRONG campaign. You can shop for LiveStrong apparel at: www.livestrong.org All of the money spent in the store on that site goes to the Lance Armstrong Foundation and it is for a good cause. Please don't forget National LiveStrong Day, May 16th, wear yellow to support survivors just like

Doctor's Appointment
Well, I went to the doctor's today for the 3rd time in 4 weeks. This is starting to seem all to familiar. I went back for my blood results today and have been informed that I have diabetes, but not yet to the point to where I need insulin shots like my grandmother did. Now I need to change a whole lot in my eating habits and I actually have to keep a calorie count and make sure I am keeping track of how much sugar that I eat. That should be interesting for me. I am just so sick of this. I do not know how much more I can handle. These last 4 years have just been a complete roller-coaster for me between the 2 strokes, the heart condition, the panic attacks, the fainting and now this. I think I am just the most upset right now because when I was rushed to the hospital for a massive panic attack at work and they called the paramedics my blood sugar came back high. And when I got the report from the hospital and saw that, I had asked the doctor at the hospital and he just blamed it on th

A Letter To Christians And All Humanity
This is a letter to two people close to me who are devoted Christians. I posted it because I thought it was very compelling. Wikkid .................................... ~-The World is Your Mirror-~ When you judge someone it is because they are reflecting something back at you that you do not like about yourself. When you impose your uninvited judgment on people, you are inviting them to speak their truth. You project your own self-image onto others and when they show you something that you do not like about yourself, you judge them out of fear because you are too afraid to examine your own reality and beliefs. ALL human emotions and actions derive from either love or fear; NOT from good or evil. You either create wonderful things from love or horrible things from fear. Love is the only reality and truth; fear is an illusion. Appreciation, compassion, trust, self-acceptance, self-love, self-control, free will, confidence, honesty, respect, consideration, forgivene

Wifey Part 4
On the promised day of our trip to the beach, Alan got called in to work. When he called he begged us to go ahead and go to the beach without him. Trish was disappointed but she was way too curious about Black's Beach for us to put it off. Alan did promise that he'd meet us there. Once we got down to the beach, we followed Alan's directions to the spot he said thought was the best on the beach. It took a far bit of walking to get there but when we did we found it a great deal less populated then where we first came down but still spotted with a mix lone men, a few couples and even a lone woman or two. We set up our spot and settled in. Trish wasted no time and stripped off the bikini she had so carefully shopped for tossing it in out bag followed by my shorts. We looked around after rubbing down with sunscreen and noticed more then one person watching us and we stared right back. The crowd was mainly Caucasian but with a sprinkling of Black and Hispanic. Most did normal beach s

My River
MY TEARS FORM MY SOUL MY TERS FLOW LIKE A RIVER RUNNING THREW MY SOUL SPILLING OUT MY EYES NOW YOU KNOW A SECRET BOUT ME MY TEARS ARE THE REASON WHY MY EYES ARE BLUE JUST THE CRYSTAL CLEAR SEA SO DEEP A MYSTER TO EVERYONE THAT TRYS TO FIGURE ME OUT SWIMMING IN EYES LIKE MINE IS DANGEROUS THE WATERS ARE DEEP THE WATERS ARE COLD JUST WAITING FOR A WARM SUMMER TO CUM ALONG TO WARM THEM FOR A WHILE THE TEARS THAT I SHED ARE NEVER MY OWN THEY ARE FOR SOME ONE ELSE A LOVER I HAVE NEVER LOVED A SOLDIER THAT HAS FALL'N PROTECTING WHAT HE BELIEVES IN SOME ARE FOR ONES THAT HAVE SAID GOOD BYE ALONG MY WALK THREW LIFE DROPPING FLOWERS FOR MY FINAL RESPECTS TEARS FALLING WIH THE FLOWERS I JUST WONDER WHEN THE RIVER IS GOING TO RUN DRY

Over You.. By Daughtry
ilove this song! "Over You" Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you

Favorite Quotes
~Deep Thought~ Fear can sometimes be a useful emotion. For instance, let's say you're an astronaught on the moon and you fear that your partner has been turned into Dracula. The next time he goes out for the moon pieces. WHAM! You just slam the door behind him and blast off. He might call you on the radio and say he's not Dracula, but you just say, "Think again, bat man!" ~Favorite Quotes~ -Create a good day.- - Every time I think I have plummed the depths of human stupidity, some jackass comes along and proves that the well is after all...bottomless. --If brains were electricity, you wouldn't have enough energy to run the dynamo in a lightning bug's ass.-- I don't have an ego... I'm way too cool for that. - - If stupidity hurt, you'd be on a morphine drip for life - - Does your mom know you are outside without your helmet on again? - - SHUT UP BRAIN OR I'LL POKE YOU WITH A Q-TIP!- Some people need kindness. Others need something else to reflect upon.

Time.
Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who you are and if you are on you know what I mean. So when you feel Bad or Lonely, think of me and know that it is not any easier for me.

Fused Souls
Creeping in the darkness Within the total blackness Not a sound to be heard But she can smell him She can taste him in the air She knows beyond a shawdow of a doubt he was there. She closes her eyes to the darkness Her mind inscribes the image of him in her eyes Her eyes a glow Her senses razor sharp Her hands stretch to the heavens She can feel his spirit and knows he is near She glides thru the calginous unhurried. Convinced she will encounter her lover. She focuses her attention on a screech in the distance. A rustle is heard. The beat of her heart fastens As she is filled with emptiness. Persistence says she is not alone.. Her heart tells her differnt She stands a moment in sorrow. For fear she has lost his scent. Piercing silences fills the air as the wind blows. As she stands still hands raised to the heavens. A mournful tear slides down her cheek. Engolfed in her own grief. A gust of wind blows past her. Again she has now pick

Sexual
i want u to walk in come right up to my put ur fingers on my lips tell me to shh kiss em softly grab me by the hips pull me into u put ur hands behind my neck grabbin my hair softlytilting my head back just abit kissin me ever so softly as u trace my face with ur handgoing down to my breast caressin them makin my niples hard teasein em a bit u walk me over to the bedroom and lay me down on the bed gettin my shirt off and then kissin my neck takin my bra off layin on top of me lettin me feel how hard u are then i turn u over i straddle u kissin u rear nibbling a bit kissin u neck nibbling on it then i woul dwork my way down to ur chest down to ur belly then righ tabove ur cock id stop i go back down and then i pull ur pants off to have a big supprise o fme in my face i go on ur belly and kiss all the way down till right before i get to ur cock then i kiss the head and down the vein all the way to the bottom work my way back up to ur head workinit slowly all the way down in my throa

If I Knew
If I knew if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep,i would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. if i knew it would be the last time i see you walk threw the door,i would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more. if i knew it would be the last time i hear your voice lifted up to praise,i would video tape each action and word,so i could play them back day after day. if i knew it wuould be the last time ,i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say " i love you " instead of assuming that you KNOW i do. if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share the day , instead of thinking,"oh.well, i'm sure we'll have so many more, so i can let this one slip away" for surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chance to make everything all right. There will always be another day to say " i love you" and certainly there's always an

Quiz
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Whips58%Blood50%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Almost Over... 8 Hours To Go
Ok... new update here... This contest ends at midnight tonight EST and so far I am up by 1000 comments but could always use more help to make sure I keep that lead! So anyone with the comments and the time come on by and show the love... Comment away! xoxoxo Sarah

Companys Who Really Should Have Thought More
All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear ... and be misread. These are not made up. Check them out yourself! 1. Who Represents is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is http://www.whorepresents.com 2 . Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at http://www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at http://www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at http://www.therapistfinder.com 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company, http://www.powergenitalia.com 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales, http://www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always http://www.ipanywhere.com 8. The First Cumming Methodist Church Web site is http://www.cummingfirst.com 9. And

Help My Nephew And Nieces In Thier Contest
My nieces and nephew are in this contest please show them some love (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-05-07 12:12:16')

Eye Contact Contest
I first want to Thank You personally King Nezerene for hosting the contest and to all the Posse Family and friends that helped me to win, there are so many of You to thank that i can not name You all but i thank each and every one of You that had a part in my winning from the bottom of my heart!!!! I also would like to say congrats to all the other ladies that have won or just even took the time to participate in the contest, great going ladies!!!

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
Apparently the children are making their way into CT. My last mumm was made in the heat of anger and it's long expired. BUT, some childish assholes took it upon them selves to write to my husband about it. They seemed to stick to two general themes, kill yourself and I'll take her off your hands. Well here's a news flash... I don't want to be off his hands. Nor would I EVER want to be with someone that doesn't have enough common sense to know that it is the last thing I would find cool or appealing. This is supposed to be an adult sight. If you haven't matured past highschool, stay the fuck away from me. You know, I really love this site and I enjoy the hell out of the mumms, but I am seriously thinking about deleting my account over this and never coming back.

Bct
As some of you know i will be leaving for the summer. For my BCT. Witch is basic combat training, I will be gone for 11 weeks but i will be back for one last year of high school then its off again for 3-5 years. so what i need you to do is pray for my family to be strong for me and to ensure them that things will be alright. I will be back to see all my cherry tap peeps i love all of you.

My First Contest
Come on all you Marines, Bikers, and Bomber Family Members make me prode. Iam in the Godfather Contest Some please make this sticky. You all know the work I do for others. Now "DO IT FOR ME" PLEASE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=542421&i=1830115211

I Am Pure Evil, I Dont Deserve Life After This
Ok some of you know my ex, and how things were horrible with me and him. And well hes a junior so he was going to junior prom which is this weekend. He hurt me really bad, and i wanted him to be miserable more then anything. Some of you also know im Wiccan. Last night, i concentraited on him having the worse day of his life saterday and I just wished his life was a living hell. I received a call that his father died last night in his sleep, and they dont know why. The funeral is set up on the same day as prom. I feel like the worse person in the world i never EVER would of wished for ANYTHING like that to happen. I didnt want anyone to get hurt or anything i just wanted just his date to blow him off or somthing stupid. I feel so horrible =(

What The?????
wow, i just came back to my cpu and decided to check out what's going on with CT and found a whole bunch of messages from CT saying that just about all of my stash was removed, i don't think i posted anything too offensive i just thought they were funny anyway i hope nobody was offended by them(hell i'm pretty sure there's not, lol) anyway from now on i'll just look for some boring things to stash, lol

Stop Blaming Myspace".
Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. To this I say bull crap! I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than their own. On Nightline, there was a story of a 12 year old girl who was a drug-addict and attributed it all to M

Wow..i Never Knew....kimber, Kimber...you Been A Bad Girl
Hey all....go check my stash for an even more revealing pic of Kimber....Kimber, why did you have to mess with me ? I am one who doesnt back down...and look...i messed you up girl...

Shane's Wish
Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn’t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane’s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become a reality. Share his story with your friends, family and co-workers. If at all possible, get your youth groups, church

Photo Contest
I'm having a 5 day comment bombing contest! it starts today 5-7-07.Contest ends 5-12-07 If you wanna join just tell me what picture you want me to use... YOU can comment bomb yourself. 1st plast is 1 week blast 2nd place is 3-day blast 3rd place is a big pimpin gift(mens braclet, woman diamond earrings) if you have any questions please ask melika 806831! Also if you don't want to JOIN just look in my contestant album and help them out with some comments!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!

The Attack Of You.........
She found her….. There comes a point in your life when you think you know just right where you belong. You have all of the things that make up "life" and you can not think of anything that would make it happier besides....Happiness. This smile that you have on your face is only skin deep when inside your soul is lost with in your own body and when you look at other people you tend to wonder if anyone sees through, through to the inside.. maybe just maybe one day some one will see.... Your treading water when some times it just seemed easier to let yourself drown. So hard you try to play happy, and you almost make yourself believe this thing that you speak of called happiness. What every one else seems to speak of you almost make your self believe that this, this is it.. But inside you have a burning feeling that there has to be more than this.. More to this life. More to the pretty face everyone sees more than what is "suppose" to be. So you decide this is it... Th

Kid Contest Updates!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 8th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 9th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to enter send me a link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ C

Thoughts
I have been with my husband sience the age 14 and I am now 31 we have 3 beautiful children together, but we have been through alot of good and bad time.Don't get me wrong hes a wonderful dad but has some desire when it comes to a husband.lately we've been argueing alot and it make me wonder if why I am still with I mean I LOVE him but is it worth the stan and fight and stress that it causes or do i just stick it out for my kids can have the family they want.these are just thought that run trough my mind .....

Spring Classes For Men
Spring Classes for Men @ THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Monday, May 5, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM . Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM --------------------------------------------------------- Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between

Beating The System
As some know from reading some previous blogs I have been dealing with the judical system. Today I was worried because this dickhead states attorney has been trying to have me sent to the pennitentary for an aggravated fleeing charge as the result of a suicide attempt. I walked into court wondering what was going to happen then I went in front of the judge. I have been in compliance with everything and doing some extra just for myself. He was impressed and the states attorneys request for me to go was thrown out of there. It is a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders and now I can focus more on myself and what I need to do to get my life back in order. I showed all my papers and what I have been doing and I will not have to go back until my probation ends in 2009. I know for fact with what I have been doing and what that little snake was trying to do I would prevail in the end. I can have peace of mind knowing that I don't have to worry about going to the pen. I also want to thank all

Untitled
Hands roam free Over endless curves Boldly exploring hidden places Work roughened hands Glide over peachy silk skin Teasing Beckoning Begging Feather kisses As soft as a whisper Tantalize Following the fiery path Blazed my wondering hands Opening to such sweet torture To be taken heart, body, soul Moving Clinging Becoming one together As temperatures rise Melding two bodies as one As the heavens crash Sweat glistened And sated….. We rest

Salute Contest With Gifts-
I only have a day and a half and the competition is gaining on me....please bomb me and I will buy whoever helps me gifts.... Here is the link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=143399&albumid=331224&i=4288670714

Those Born 1930-1979
Read this and see if it brings back any memories. It did for me, and I loved it. And, Jay Leno's statement at the end is just so profound... didn't know he had it in him!!! Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who, while they were pregnant took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the g

Toilet Talk......
Last night was the first night in a very long process of healing. As I layed on the bathroom floor curled up into a ball, praying that the room would stop spinning, I started thinking about him. I started thinking about all the things we have been through, all the mistakes I have made, and all the things he has intentionally just to hurt me. And then I thought, "Do I wanna relive my mistakes everyday for the rest of my life?" No I don't I answered outloud. Thinking now Im really losing my mind.... But it makes me feel so weak to give up on something I have held onto for so long. To go through so much and fight so hard for something to just give in. But then I thought " If he doesn't love you, you aren't really giving up on anything, theres nothing there to give up on." Why is it then that I feel its wrong to talk to other people. Why do I feel scared and nervous about talking to someone or going out with someone, and him finding out. I mean he has proved to me over and over again over

Kid Contest Now Open!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to enter send me a link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP Click on pic to enter contest!

I Wanna Feel Something
I wanna feel something -Trace Adkins- If youre tellin me Im not on fire Youre just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If you're tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a red-headed girl with cherry lips On her porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold Chorus: I just wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive Run my fingers

What Is
FINDING TRUE PEACE IS HARD TO FIND ONLY DYING EYES SEE THAT LYING IN THEIR BED REPLAYING THERE LIFE SEEING THEIR CHILDREN BEING BORN INTO THEIR LIFE SEEING THEIR MEMORIES PLAY OUT LIKE HOME VIDEOS THEY WATCH THERE CHILDREN PLAY & GROW REMEMBERING THEM WALK ACROSS THE STAGE ON THERE GRADUATION DAY BEING THEIR TO GIVE THERE ONLY DAUGHTER AWAY ON HER WEDDING DAY WATCHING THERE SONS GROW INTO MEN WISHING THEM WELL ON EVERY HOILDAY & TIME THAT WE GATHER HOLDING THERE GRANDCHILDREN SEEING THE LUV IN THEIR EYES KNOWING THAT ITS GOING TO BE SO HARD TO SO THE FINAL GOOD BYE FINDING TRUE PEACE IS HARD TO FIND FEAR IS THERE THE PAIN LENGERS BUT PEACE IS THERE AS ODD AS IT SEEMS WITH ONE LAST SMILE ALONG WITH LAST I LOVE YOU THE PAIN & FEAR THAT YOU HAVE LETTING THEM GO IS TAKEN CARE WITH I LOVE YOU YOUR HAPPY AGAIN BUT SADDEN IN ANOTHER YOU JUST LOST THE ONE YOU LOVE BUT HIS I LOVE YOU HELPED YOU HE'S PEACE IS FOUND WHEN HE CLOSED HIS EYES HE TOOK HIS LAST BREATH & WE

Kind Of A Test
Was Just Wondering... If anybody really reads these blogs. I have a few people on my friends list that I find interesting and read whatever they write, but that's only a handful. I tend to accept every friend request that comes my way, so that makes the friends list pretty long, so I have to wonder if any of those will bother to read this. So here is the test - post a comment so I can see who really pays attention.

Sum1 Loves You
I see them all staring at you Lost in your world so true If only they looked deeper They'd see your perfection If only they moved nearer They'd hear your affection. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. I hear them all laughing at you Lost in your world so blue If only they looked harder They'd know your compassion If only they moved closer They'd feel your passion. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. Let them laugh, let them stare Deep within they'll never care You're the reason love can glow Like the colours of

I Will Not Let You Bring Me Down....
I am not gonna let you hurt me anymore I will not let you come knocking on my door I have enable you to hurt me long enough I have been strong & its been so rough I don't need you wondering around in my life I let you go...why can't you let me be? Do you STILL not care what you are doing to me? You never meant even one "I'm sorry" You don don't have to care now....you didn't before,so why start now? I am trying to live my life and raise my boys right You won't see that ugly side of me again...I won't let it come backYou need to do a big fucking reality check I will not let you bring me down I will not let you bring me down never never NEVER again.... For KARMA is a powerful word & when it speaks....it makes sure that it is heard & then YOU will be the one weaping... & I will be the one who will be creeping in your dreams,because that is the ONLY place you will see me so why don't you wake the fuck up...& just let me be??? I had to get some thoughts off my chest

Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman, "I couldn't help but notice" he said, "that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?" "I am sorry if I disturbed you," she replied. "I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm." The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. "I have never heard of that condition be

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca

Let Me Join The Crowd
Everybody wants to dance in a playpen But nobody wants to play in my garden I see the hippies on an angry line Guess they don't get my meaning I'm enchanted by the birds in my blossoms I'm enamored by young lovers on the weekend I like the Fourth of July When bombs start flashing And I wish I had a shiny red top A bugle with a big brass bell would cheer me up Or maybe something bigger that could really go pop! So I could make the gardening stop Come out to play Come out to play And we'll pretend it's Christmas Day In my atomic garden All my scientists are working on a deadline So my psychologist is working day and night time They say they know what's best for me But they don't know what they're doing And I'm glad I'm not Gorbachev 'cause I'd wiggle all night Like jelly in a pot At leats he's got a garden with a fertile plot And a party that will never stop Come out to play Come out to play And we'll pretend it's Christmas Day In my atomic... I hope there's

Forbidden Lust
Sometimes, in your life, someone, somewhere, will light a fire inside you; an immoral itch, a forbidden lust if you will. It is difficult when this happens, you want them so bad you can taste them; you can smell their passion in your nostrils. Your dreams at night become heatedly disturbed, and pleasantly moved, by their presence there, and you awake in the morning with the flavor of them still on your tongue, the feel of them at your fingertips, a feeling so real that you turn to look for them only to see that they are not there, but the passion of the dream still moistens you, uncomfortable but pleasing just the same. This may be someone you know, or have just met, or haven’t met quite yet. But even if they offered, overtly or subtly, to make you illusionary dream a bit of reality, circumstances would force you to turn them down; no matter how difficult that decision would be. For the friendship of the imaginary lover, and/or the friendship of others, may be more important than f

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Man There's A Lot Coming Up....
Well this coming weekend, my little girl will be moving up to the next level in Girl Scouts. Right now she is a Junior Girl Scout, and this Saturday, the 12th, at 10 a.m., her service unit is having a bridging ceremony to move the Juniors that are ready up to Cadet's. She is sooooooo excited and so am I!!!! Then on Wednesday of the next week (the 16th), since Sunday starts a new week LOL, she will be 11! I'm so happy but so sad at the same time. She's not my little girl anymore. We're not doing anything special as we're having a surprise party for her in North Carolina. My Aunt and cousin are putting it all together and they are sooooooo excited. I'm just excited to be getting out of here for 2 weeks! Friday, May 18th, her school is having the awards ceremony. Basically the graduation. *Sniff* My baby will be graduating the 5th grade. I'm not sure I'm ready for this LOL She's managed to get straight A's all year so I'm really looking forward to this ceremony. I'm so proud of h

Words From Somone Dear (poem Dedicated To My Nana)
The child gazed apon the old woman as she spoke these words Live like everday is new, because today can always be your last Look apon those you call friends like treasure, then you will see you are truly rich Seek apon the new,because the old is gone and faded with yesterday Remember the teachings of the past , because they will help build your future Know your self and be humble to yourself, throughout all of what you loose you will see only what you have gained Most importantly live your life with love in your heart a song of joy apon your mind and hunger to find all the good in life no matter where or who it is there will be good and always be yourself. As the woman finnish the child huged her and said I love you nana. She said to the child you may not understand what i mean in my words and in this lesson but one day you will. The child was me and the old woman was my nana I still love you nana and I finnaly understand your words and the lesson R,I,P y

Birthday Wishes
I want to thank everyone for the gifts sent and all the birthday wishes it was much appreciated. I had a shitty birhday, actually it was a rough weekend in general (family drama bullshit). It was nice to be able to log onto cherry tap and see all the sweet comments and gifts left for me...so thanks everyone for thinking of me. I love you all!!!!

You
never thought the day would come and you would up and run.. Run so far and so fast, that you slipped right through my grasp.. I loved you so hard, but even that could not hold you, when you wanted to fly.. I wondered what I could have changed, maybe one moment that might have changed it all.. My world came crashing.. It just collapsed... In a moment all was lost.. Time does heal.. and over time I have rebuilt hope.. Hope in myself.. hope in family.. and hope in love.. The light began to shine brighter... My heart beating once again... Opening up and exploring who I really am... Discovering what it takes to make my dreams come true... Learning to live without you..

Hospital, Ect
Well, here it goes. I went to UNC Chapel Hill for my appointment this past Thursday. Over the last month my lung function went fro, 63% down to 56%. So, I need antibiotics. They would normally give me pills and such at this point and not have to put me on IV, but because of my stomach issues more pills is out of the question right now. Therefore, they are admitting me to the hospital on Wednesday the 9th to start a PICC line IV. I'll be on IV for about 3 weeks, but they wont have to keep me in the hospital that long. Only a couple of days. If I'm lucky, they can have me home by the weekened, and I can finish up on home IV. But while they do ahve me in the actual hospital they will be working on figureing out my stomach situation as well. Keep your fingers crossed that they figure something out. Going on my 7th month being sick, and I'm getting pretty fed up with it. The next few weeks are going to be rough. Sorry this entry is so short, but there's not much else that can be said at

Its A Must Read Funny Stuff
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection, and complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy is survived by his wife, Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, who has a bun in the oven. He is also survived by his elderly father, Pop Tart. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Buttersworth, Hungry Jack, The California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart "cookie," wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he sti

An Ilness Nobody Knows About...more For Tall Slender Peeps Male/female.
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease

Zen Sarcasm
ZEN SARCASM 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either.. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8 Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes! 9. If at first you don't succeed, sky diving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a b

Come Back
Come Back ~~~~~~~~~~~ The tears They fall like rain Since you walked out of my life My heart Shattered like glass When you said goodbye Loneliness fills my every Waking moment And haunts my once Wonderful dreams I bathe daily in self pity Drowning in my own sad sorrow How long must I suffer? How long will this last ? I’m not sure I can make it …. You were my strength I’m weak without Your arms around me So I look up With sad, tear filled eyes And plead once more….. Come back and make me whole once more ~Amy~

I Have Written An Article - Have A Look
Gynecomastia Or Man Boobs - How Do I Cure Having Moobs By Christian Hough A few days ago I watched a programme on the television about men suffering from "female like" boobs. It made me a bit curious. I have rather larger boobs than normal. But the question remains. Is my boobs because of me being overweight, or is it because I suffer from this thing that all men dread, and some even have surgery for, known as Gynaeplasty, to get rid of? I had to go and find out more about this condition, not just because I had to reassure myself, but also just learn more about the condition. What is Gynaeplasty? The term comes from the Greek words gyne meaning "woman" and mastos meaning "breast." In practical terms, this means abnormally large breasts on men. There are several potential causes: • puberty • steroid abuse (b**** tits) • obesity • marijuana use (this is in question) • tumors • genetic disorders • chronic liver disease • side effects of many medications • castra

This Says It All
Time passes Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do . Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would

Sick Of Being Single
Why does it have to be so hard for a single mom to find a good man? I will be the first one to admit that my life is far from perfect, but damn, it feels like no one wants to even take the time out to get to know me. I know I'm not the prettiest or skinniest girl in the world... but is that all that men care about?? Do single moms have to be single forever????

Love Hurts
I guess I thought you'd be here forever Another illusion I chose to create Don't know what you've got until its gone And I found out a little too late. The tears they fall The sleep wont come My eyes are red My heart is sore and My strengths undone I tried so hard to keep control and make you proud......

Turpentine....
A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of Turpentine, shaking it up and watching the bubbles. A while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. The little boy replied, "This is the most powerful liquid in the world, it's called turpentine." The Priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant women's belly, she'll pass a healthy baby." The little boy replied, "You take some of this here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll pass a Harley Davidson."

What Is The Difference
A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between 'potentially' and 'realistically'?"* *The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that."* *So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!"* **The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my Gawd! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?"** **The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for

What You Guys Think Of A Happy Hour Contest??? Corvette Giveaway....
Comment bombing who ever has most gets the vette? Who actually reads my blogs? Its an idea running thru my head. I never officially had a contest...Anyone, interested?

Infirmary This Wed Night
this wed sal christina and i may be going to infirmary im going even if they dont go so if anyone would like to go have fun and be silly then let me know. its $5 at the door and you must be 18 or older with id. they serve a wide variety od drinks including booz hahahah but i recomend getting tippsy befor you go cause drinks are expensive hahahah or have your girl sneak a flask in for you hhahahaha good times good times alright hit me up if you wanna go love midgit

What A Weekend
I had a nice relaxing weekend planned. Consisting of one day for me to get drunk. I did not get drunk nor did I get to relax. I ran into my ex fience and am still trying to deal with the games he plays. I did manage to get a picture of the bike though so as soon as I get near a scanner it will be on here. While trying to get things settled down this weekend I managed to get my ulcers to bleed again. I hate throwing up blood. My best friend in the entire world who has been there for me everytime needs me and I can't bee there for him because I have to work. He needs more than a friendly voice on the phone. I just wish I could take him to Vegas like he did me last year. It would make him feel better, though I know him and I just being able to hang out would help to and I can't even do that till this weekend. Though since he is in the military he might be going to Missouri for a while.

My Heart Aches
I cant believe the person I have become.So cold on the inside and not very warm on the outside.Its hard to believe that the loss of one love can do so much damage.I hate the person I have become,but yet these past 5 years havent mended the break in my heart.I push on everyday and yet those memories find a way to intrude in my life.How long does one ache for the love that they once had?? One more day and yet the pain is still thier.What must I do to forget and let myself heal??

No Gas May 15,2007
Don't pump gas on May 15th NO GAS ... On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. It was most effective and gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, encourage all your friends and families not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies’ pockets in just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to make ourselves heard by the industry for at least one day. If you agree send this to your entire contact list with it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th". It will work for sure.

Kimber Was Wrong
Hey all...just trying to relieve someones ego from bruising...and clear my name...i never rated kimber at a 1....On the record...and here is the rating i did give her...even tho not so sure now she really deserves since she tried to blacken my name over her mistaken identity issues....See my pix for the real deal....

Show Me The Love
Contest will be coming to an end soon and still in need of all the comments I can get... So anyone who can stop by and comment away will be greatly appreciated! So come on by and show the love! xoxoxo Sarah

Gah Enough
Haveing one of those days where I feel totally alone. cast off by the people who said they were your friends but turns out, they were only there for as long as you could entertain them. One of these days I will find someone who WON'T take advantage of my kindness. Since I have had it since i was a kid. If I was an EMO kid I'd be sitting in a corner with a razor blade. Instead I am a hard rocking biotch and I am sitting in a chair in the main room watching the door with a beer and a baseball bat. BATTER UP!

Goodbye
This is to all my friends and fans on ct that i didnt get the opportunity to say goodbye to. For those of you who are just joining us, i left for the navy but never fear for i will return. I am going to have one of my friends post new blogs for me every now and then so. Goodbye everyone for now and i hope to see you all soon!!

Just A Poem
CURSED SOUL BROKEN MAN LEFT TO WITHER AWAY IN THE SHALLOW DEPTHS OF MY SORROW INCOMPLETE WITHOUT THE CARESS OF MY BELOVED TORN APART RUINED A SMALL EMPTY SHELL OF THE MAN I WAS BUT MORE OF THE BEAST I HAVE BECOME YOU WOULD NOT LOVE ME FOR MY PERFECTIONS AND HATED ALL THE IMPURITIES I RAINED UPON YOU YET REMAIN WITH ME FOR THE YEARS YOU DID WHILE EVERYDAY YOU RIPPED MY HEART APART WITH LIES UPON LIES YOU FED ME FAITHFULLY DEVOTED DESPERATELY BLIND I AM NOW BUT A BROKEN SOUL WITHIN THIS CURSED MAN ALONE LONELY BEGGING

"i Believe In Having Sex"
"I Believe In Having Sex" Body: Body: THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "avera

Switch
How singular is the thing called pleasure, and how curiously related to pain, which might be thought to be the opposite of it; For they are never present to a man at the same instant, and yet he who pursues either is generally compelled to take the other." --Plato In the time I have been in the BDSM lifestyle, I have come to realize that I am a switch. I have also come to realize that being a switch is often looked down on. I have been called a fence setter, fickle and not true to the lifestyle. I don't get this ... it reminds Me of so called "Witches" telling Me I am not a witch , because I am not in a coven. I am sorry .. but bullshit.. We as human are much more complex.. I am much more complex.... My Dominance: For Me it's like riding a fine horse, driving a good muscle car,or being on a Harley... All that power in My control... it moves the way I want it to move. All of that power at My finger tips, just waiting to see where I will lead it or let it go. It gets Me going just

Visits
Hey yall. I might not be on much yet again. I have a friend coming today from Virginia to visit. Should be a good time! Not really sure how long she is stayin but I will be on from time to time and try to keep up with everything! Hope yall have a great week! ~ZombieGirl~

I Wont Be On
I am going to be off here for a while prob a month at tops i think anyway i might pop on every once and a while to see what is going on intill i return i love ya all and consider u all to be a big part of my life to everyone i leave u with this i can never leave ya forever i shall be back and we will have all the good times in the world much mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh to ya all ashley

Disc Golf Tournament
im tryin to organize a disc golf event to benifit the local disc golf community so we can add another course to the oxford ma area if u would like to help in any way please let me know and i will be sure to get back to u

Operation Mail Call...no Soldier Will Be Forgotten
~ ATTENTION MILITARY SUPPORTERS ~ Your help is needed! We are forming a support group for deployed soldiers, And are in need of people to sponsor these soldiers. It's very simple, All you have to do is keep in contact with your soldier Via letters, email and/or care packages. To read the story behind this support group, Please read this blog. Our main mission is.... ~ NO SOLDIER WILL BE FORGOTTEN ~ To join, or for more information, Please contact either one of us at the links or emails below. renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family *@ CherryTAP golden_falcon333@yahoo.com -OR- cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ CherryTAP crazy_beautiful865@yahoo.com (repost of original by 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾ ~~ Mike's CT Wifey ~~' on '2007-05-07 10:03:07') ta

Death
Not that I'm planning my death or anything but I decided while writing this poem that I want it read at my funeral: Death is unavoidable This we know It has to come sooner or later This we anticipate But once it befalls It’s shocking Everyone fills with melancholy We’ve lost a love one But there’s always someone To say “Don’t be sad, but rejoice, For we know they’ve gone to heaven.” “Heaven where they shall find eternal happiness.” So be happy Not that you lost someone But that you know That they found true happiness and shall always watch over you.

What A Difference A Thousand Years Makes
"My God, my God, why has thou forsaken me?" Most of us probably know the first line of Psalm 22, the subject of today's SOCS Bible study, even if we don't know where it first appeared in the Bible. When Jesus was dying on the cross at Calvary, He said this as recorded in the parallel accounts of Matthew 27:46 and Mark 15:34 -- the more familiar usage, I expect. It's easy to wonder why Jesus, who to Christians is the Son of God, actually believed His own Father would turn His back on Him. The simple answer is: He had to. With Jesus on the cross to take the sins (the separation from God all in the past, present, and future had, have, and would have) of the world, God by His very nature couldn't face Jesus dying there because He would be facing the living manifestation of the deliberate, conscious choice to refuse to have nothing to do with Him. To use a crude Star Trek analogy, it would be like bringing together matter and antimatter for God to embrace sin. The sinner, though, is

Having A Rough Day?
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6.The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already.

Monique Dupree's Comicbook
Monique Dupree's comicbookThey are almost gone, so get your copy today. I comic is only 3.95 and have pictures of yours truly on the back...If you purchase one and happen to see me at a convention, I'll sign it for free!mwah!Monique

Goodbye
goodbye....ill be on off and on..but im moving from this shithole called garner...outta state hopefully... i dont wanna talk about it really...just need to let you know i guess...either way..its been nice knowing everyone....i need something to hold me back but she doesnt exist and im still here alone so fuck it...i love ya all ... muah:: ill be on later this week... stephen.

The Word She Said... By Me
Outside lived another day Wearing a smile upon her face… Stepping into her room She locks the door Sleeping in confusion Tried to tell them what’s in her head Within their minds they’re Too consumed She feels so refused Being ignored is what she has to endure On her knees she begins to pray Asking God for away to escape… All because they never Heard the words she said. Have anyone ever tried to ask that girl Why? Why do she cry herself to sleep every night? We need to take the chance B4 you run out of time! Look deep within her soul to understand The pain deep inside To find the answers she with holds Listen to the words she said… Buried her hurts of her past But the always seem to find their way back Into her path Holding and depending On the new love she found So tries desperately hard to make this Relationship last Scared of being left alone in the rain Fears of another rejection runs

Gabe
In a fuct up way it'll be nice once gabe goes to iraq.. he and my sis been havin relationship problems and well fuck man he can be real moody.. cool guy.. wish him the best.. and it really sucks he's goin to iraq, but hey its what he signed up for right? alls I know is I can finally do shit I wanna do without them gettin bent outa shape at eachother or myself.

Beauty Iz Her Name...
Her Beauty is so new and rare... Something that I have never seen revealed... With one glance curiousity comes to mind... Her Beauty is true and bold, Shinning within her soul... This Beauty is something I want to explore... Her Beauty is something she had never shown before... Despite her painful tears or the darkness of her life she once lived and feared... Her Beauty is shinning through it all... This is the Beauty that was locked within... Which has taken over her body and soul... The Beauty she holds, will now unfold! Looking into her eyes, I see the wrong in her past life she had arranged... But, her Beauty has brung her a change... For this I now know... Beauty Iz Her Name!

What Flower Are You?
You Are a Carnation You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you. What Flower Are You?

Unfinished Business
Everyday I think about how easy it’d be to kill myself Whether it’d be to jump off a building Or even stab myself But then I stop to think There’re still a few things I have yet to complete I use to think who would care if I die? My Parents? Please They’ve already proven that I’m a mistake Only reason they pretend to care is so no one would think differently of them. But besides them I’ve met a few friends I know most wouldn’t give a fuck Some might even forget I was ever alive But then I started to contemplate Few might actually care, cry, or even suffer And I don’t want to hurt anyone I love I also started to realize There are still a few that might really need my help And pondered on what would happen if I wasn’t there for them I’ve often thought about how easy suicide could be Whether it’d be to O. D. myself Or even hang myself But unquestionably there’s something stopping I still have lots to complete And there’s a lot I can’t leave incomplete.

Puppy Love
Something’s been bothering me Making me feel weird Could it be love? Every time I see you I feel something new Something warm I can’t think straight I can’t do anything right I can’t sleep How ever I know it isn’t an obsession Cuz I’m not stalking you And I don’t dream of you But could it be jealousy? For what you show So much affection towards another I don’t know how to describe it O my how it hurts But then again I never really expected you To love me equally

Rated A 4
You know, I can understand someone not liking the way I look. Hell, most of the time I don't like the way I look. And if it had been a picture of me and got rated a 4 I'd have said 'Uh, alright.' and moved on. But the picture of my eyes?!? By a chick who makes me look as skinny as Nicole Richie and as pretty as Nicole Kidman?!? I mean COME ON! I know she was just looking for attention so I didn't give her any beyond looking at her page, which was filled with comments about how she had done the same thing to others. I just don't get it. If I don't think someone is a 10 I just don't rate them. Is that hipocritical? Should I do what she did? What do you guys think? Comment and let me know.

This Is Real Love
Sarah was a cheerleader on a team and had everything she ever wanted. Until one day... her life crashed. Mom: "Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you." Sarah: "Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!" Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: "No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving." Sarah: "Okay." Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: "Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football." Chris: "I know.." Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: "Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.." Chris: "Yeah; it's just my allergies." Sarah: "Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?" Chris: "Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be o

A Mother's Love
A Mother's Love A guide in my life A shoulder for me to cry on The best support a daughter can have You didn't have to be my mom Yet you chose to take me in And you have shown me what love is like I thank God everyday That you are my mom For He gave you the gift of a mother's love You give me love even when I don't deserve it You are always there for me The best mom a daughter could ever ask for My best friend my mom Both in one God truly did give you the gift of a mother's love

J.e.n.n.i.f.e.r.
J: PEOPLE ADORE YOU E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH I: GREAT IN BED F: YOU ARE DEAD SEXY E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT R: UNBELIEVABLY GREAT IN BED Yep, those are all me....... A: FUCKING CRAZY ( IN A GOOD WAY) B: YOU LIKE PEOPLE C: ONE AN MILLION D: YOU ARE REALLY SILLY E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT F: YOU ARE DEAD SEXY G: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO H: BEST BOY/GIRL FRIEND ANYONE CAN ASK FOR I: GREAT IN BED J: PEOPLE ADORE YOU K: YOU'RE ONE AN MILLION L: YOU LIKE TO DRANK M: GREAT IN BED N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH O: YOU ARE VERY JUDGMENTAL P: YOU ARE POPULAR WITH ALL TYPES OF PEOPLE Q: YOU ARE A HYPOCRITE R: UNBELIEVABLY GREAT IN BED S: YOU'RE VERY JUDGMENTAL T: YOU'RE LOYAL TO THOSE YOU LOVE U: YOU ARE VERY SILLY V: YOU ARE NOT JUDGMENTAL W: YOU ARE VERY BROAD MINDED X: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO Y: YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD P

The Dreamer In The Crowd
The dreamer in the crowd When the hum of traffic fills the street, And shoes along the pavement beat, Of bustling people, quick in pace, Against the hands of time they race. Among the milling, weaving throng, There beats a silent, lonely song, One single heart, with a single mind, Recalling sounds of a different kind. Of caressing waves that lap once more On sun drenched sands of a distant shore, The cry of sea birds flying high, Borne on wings in a cloudless sky. A song that echoes a sweet refrain Yet beats in time with the falling rain, A longing to be far away From city crowds on a rainy day.

Latest News
Well It seems that the x b/f most of you love so much(sarcasm) has found a whole new way to screw me in a very uncomfortable place, no not in the back of a Volvo.... He's stolen money from me again and now i have like 30 cents, I know your all envious of my richness... Anyways, if there was any doubt in any of your minds thats its over I guess you know now that it defiantly is, not only is he not in my phone anymore but I have no more of him on either messenger or anywhere on my computer.. yay for Katelyn and her independence...

May 12th Fibromyalgia Awareness Day
What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is one of the most common diseases affecting the muscles, its cause is currently unknown. The painful tissues involved are not accompanied by tissue inflammation. Therefore, despite potentially disabling body pain, patients with fibromyalgia do not develop body damage or deformity. Fibromyalgia also does not cause damage to internal body organs. Therefore, fibromyalgia is different from many other rheumatic conditions (such as rheumatoid arthritis, systemic lupus, and polymyositis). In those diseases, tissue inflammation is the major cause of pain, stiffness and tenderness of the joints, tendons and muscles, and it can lead to joint defor

Ask Me No Questions
Ask me no questions For I can’t explain Feelings are feelings No answer can be given My emotions own me My thoughts and words Control by my emotions Nothing will make sense Just how I feel Without explanation But my emotions Displays themselves oddly Almost like a brush off When comforting is needed Ask me no more questions For there is no answer

Joe & The Motorbike
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until one day he comes across a Harley with a "for sale" sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such Great condition for 10 years. Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller," whenever the bike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." No problem," he says.. And in they go. Joe is sho

Dare To Dream
Dare to dream The main thing that keeps an objective out of reach is your assumption that you cannot reach it. You're able to do precisely what you expect to be able to do. Are there dreams that you dare not to dream because you've decided that you cannot attain them? If so, then your negative expectation has become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Before you abandon or downgrade your most treasured dreams, consider this. When your goal is personally meaningful and compelling, you can achieve it, whatever it may be. You are never too old or too young, too rich or too poor, to direct the energy of your life toward a compelling objective. Life is about making a difference, and that's something you can do no matter what your circumstances may be. There is somewhere you truly wish to go, something you sincerely desire to achieve, right this very moment. Take the time to find it, commit yourself to it, and make the effort to make it happen. Your dreams represent some of the

Dance For Me Smoke
stare into the flames, see my heart watch the smoke dance, see my art born in the north, drawing power from the south evil in my eyes, kindness spews from my mouth stoned, drunk, even trippin but never will you see me slippin Magic Demon Dragon Lord loving women fucking whores a simple jinn the world ignores i stare out at you through the fire as lovers become enemies friends become liars so dance for me smoke, show my true friends my life is missery without end i spend my days making everyone else happy brings a smile to my face although i feel crappy release is a beer, a blunt, and brisco county watching him and boller catch thier bounty i talk to women, i'm a big flirt sit on my lap, lift up your skirt we'll watch the sun rise while the fire burns in my eyes smoke is light smoke is free watch the smoke dance for me

Disagreeing With People On Ct!
How come people ignore you and delete comments if you disagree with them? It just makes you look as if you are close-minded, and you do not know how to argue because you get rid of the person who is disagreeing with you. I have never deleted an insult directed at me or a statement from someone trying to disprove me.

The True Me???? Servey Test
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

Prayers For My Sister Amy , Please
My older sister who is 55 years old is in critical condition. Her kidneys have shut down and they are not sure if she will pull out of this. They have put her on continuous dialysis. Her name is Amy. If you believe in prayer as I do, I am asking for prayers for her. Thank you to all those that do, from my family and I. Gegi

Did Not Know That About Happy Hours...
Finally looked at http://cherrytap.com/happyhour.php - apparently the sponsor gets a summary of everyone who levels up during the hour. (Neat, that; I've tried to help people level up during a Happy Hour, only once succeeded I think but easier then anyway...)

Come On Sexy Canadians Or Bbws Get Ur Ass In The Contest
one prize but you decide what you want.. One month Blast or one seven day blast for three months. Contests are Best Cherry Tap Canadian And Sexiest BBW If you want in either of these or know of someone send me a shout out or email i dont tollerate people that whine around when they are losing if u cant handle it then stay out of the contest..and i run fair and fun contests so if your caught cheating or your friends are cheating with the bombing to help you ur gone out of the contest as well so keep it clean and fun Licks

Camera And Other News
Well for those who read my other rant about my camera you know I was very upset. Well I have good news to report on that. After an hour of messing with it I finally was able to fix it myself so its useable again. YEAH!!!! In Other news I was told that I will have a little longer home than originally thought which is nice.Those of you who know when I was suppost to leave add 60 more days to that! HOOAH!!!!! I hope everyone has a great week!

Quote Of The Day
I think the purpose of life is to be useful, to be responsible, to be honorable, to be compassionate. It is, after all, to matter, to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you have lived at all. Leo Rosten

Which Religion Is Right For You?
You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian. Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.Christianity83%Islam67%Judaism67%Buddhism50%Satanism42%Hinduism33%Paganism25%agnosticism0%atheism

Hail To The New Dawn
Hail to the New Dawn, watch his glory rise with the morning sun. Hear his song as silent as it maybe. Follow in his steps of self inlightenment, walk the path of light....Fall into the rapture of his love and let peace be with you. Climb these walls of self loathing and peek into a world of self worth...... Rejoyce! You are loved!, and will always be missed. Close your eyes and take that step into the unknown, Let faith be your guide. See the good in the world around you .., For Life is to short to Live by Bad/Past.

Be Kind To Others !!!!!
Theres things that go on around us everyday,that we dont understand.Kids killing their friends and classmates,parents teaching their children to hate,murder,rape,fraud,to just name a few.We as the parents need to show these kids,they are by the way our future,that you treat others as you want to be treated,there is no color we all hurt,we all bleed and we were all created the same way.With all the killings going on in our schools it makes you wonder what it will be like in 10 or 20 yrs from now.I am tring to teach my daughter to find goodness in everyone and color,religon,and all that doesnt matter.We as idividuals have a right to make the choses we want for our own lifes and should not be judged for those choses.We are thanks to the brave men and women in the military a free country.Love those around,be kind.They dont pray in school anymore,but whos stopping our children from praying silently.NOBODY!!!!!!

Do You Drive The Way You Shop?? A Retailers Guide To Shopping Part I
Ok for those who have talked to me and those who know me I work for a very large nationwide retail company. And working for them for the last 10 years I have asked my self this question over and over. When people go shopping is there an invisible sign on the front of the store telling you to leave your brain in the car? Here are a few reasons I ask this question. WHen you are pushing a shopping cart thru the store and you see something you want to look at, are you one of those who leave the cart in the middle of the main aisle while you walk down to look at this something. Do you realize that in doing this you are not only leaving any and all valuables open for the taking but you are also blocking the aisle for every other shopper in the vicinity. Now if you take the name of this blog and put into the context of what I have just told you, do you stop your car in the middle of the road and get out to go look at something on a side street? I bet not so whats the difference?????

Life
in a world moving so fast feeling so lost yet so aware of whats going on like the wind you come and go i sense your pressence around but can not see you, my heart full of pain a dying need to be close, like the rays of the sun of my undying love. like the rain my tears fall can anything ever be real. or is it all just a imagine in my head, of something i want,we had it all and somehow it faded away. like a rose dying it went away. for the pain i feel, how could i ever thought that something like this was never real, like my heart that is broken, like my life, it will heal, and i will fall inlove again, like the passion in love,my strength will heal it all, you cant keep me down forever., lying here alone, i wonder will i ever fly again like my wings, are light there will come a time when i will be free like i wanna be

Can I
i feel weak yet im strong i feel sad but yet im happy i feel lost but yet im right here i feel broken yet im whole i feel like nothing is right could it be just all a dream or am i really awake can i be perfect yet feel so unperfect. can i be beautiful yet feel so ugly inside. can i be alone yet surrounded by people can i feel broken yet i know im fine can the sky be blue yet look so pretty can i be me but feel like im always someone else

Have You Ever Had One Of Those Days--oh Yes, Its Called Monday!
Thinking that I was running completely late to go and take Roo too work, I rush to get dressed and call him at the same time, telling him I'm sorry I'm late. There was silence on the other end of the phone, then he says "It's only 3:30." OOPS...here I had looked at my clock wrong. I apologize a dozen times he said not to worry about it. He'd be on the couch when I got there. I get there at 4...still feeling like a complete idiot lol. And sure enough he's on the couch. If we could've both called off work and went back to bed I swear we would've done it. Then I show up for work--on time cuz I was scheduled in at 9 :) and I hear "Where were you, we tried calling you at 7:30 to see if you were coming in." I just stopped....I looed at the boss and at the co-worker who'd said it (he's a pain in the neck anyway lol) and said "You've got more bullshit than a Christmas turkey cuz everyone knew Friday--I'd made sure of it--that we switched hour!" He and I work well together beca

Suits My Mood
The Mountains Win Again by* Blues Traveler (from the album 'four') I pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can yo

Restaurants
A lot of people cannot go into restaurants alone because they feel uncomfortable. What is up with that? If you are hungry, and you are by yourself, and you are craving something, what's wrong with treating yourself?

Mark Martin Is No Quitter
There is no man on the face of the earth more competitive than Mark Martin. I've heard him say dozens of times, "I'll bleed to win." And he has. The list of injuries that he's sustained while racing -- and subsequently ignored while racing -- would turn an orthopedic surgeon's hair gray. I remember the Daytona race when he raced with a broken wrist, a broken rib and a fracture in his knee. I remember him telling Jimmy Fennig how he didn't think he could make it. I remember him asking for scissors to be passed into the car; he was going to try to cut off the cast on his wrist because the swelling was making it unbearably painful. I remember him finishing the race anyway. I remember thinking that most guys wouldn't put up with that kind of pain in order to drive in a race. I remember realizing that Mark Martin isn't "most guys." I remember watching his crew members lift him up, slide him through the window, and place him in the seat of his car, because his injuries prevented him f

Telephone
The telephone often appears in dreams as a link between you and other dream characters who are physically inaccessible, but influential on the dream outcome. Many times, you will know who is on the other end of the phone before you pick it up to speak in your dream. The way you connect yourself to others with the dream phone is important. To whom is also important. The phone is often called the next best thing to being there. Consequently, using the phone in your dream indicates that while a person is influential in you life, they are not as connected with you as perhaps they could be or you would like them to be.

Sending Coded Messages
We all go through times of struggle against the world. In these times, we are inclined to hold our cards pretty close to our chin. In dreaming, this may be expressed as sending coded messages or communication.Privacy is a tenuous feature in this world. The need for human association calls us toward exposure, while our need for personal security draws us to pull the shades. Consequently, we simultaneously expose and cover through coded communication. This dream may reflect a feeling that only one or two people in your life can comprehend your deepest thoughts and fears. Another scenario is that you are looking for a safe way to express guilt. A third option is that others cannot comprehend your meaning. Who is the message for and why did it need to be coded? Did the receiver understand the code? Were you in captivity, spying, or trying to conceal your meaning in a public forum for other intentions? This may indicate that the code is a metaphor for a deeper sense of relat

Charge Of The Chocolate (pagan Humor)
Listen to the words of the Mother of Chocolate; who was of old called: Godiva, Ethel M., Sara Lee, Nestle, Mrs. See, and by many other names: Whenever you have one of those cravings, once in a while and better it be when your checkbook is full, then shall you assemble in a great public place and bring offerings of money to the spirit of Me, who is Queen of all Goodies. In the mall shall you assemble, you who have eaten all your chocolate and are hungry for more. To you I shall bring Good Things for your tongue. And you shall be free from depression. And as a sign that you are truly free, you shall have chocolate smears on your cheeks, and you shall munch, nosh, snack, feast, and make yummy noises all in my presence. For mine is the ecstasy of phenylalanine, and mine is also the joy on earth, yea, even into high orbit, for my law is "melts in your mouth, not in your hand". Keep clean your fingers, carry Wet Ones always, let none stop you aside. For mine is the secret that opens your

16 Things It Took Me Over 50+ Years To Learn
By Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist ============================================ 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its f ull potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their political views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. (This one is very important!) 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregn

Mystic Angel
I WATCHED A SPECIAL ANGEL, FALL OUT FROM THE SKY; THERE WAS NO BREAKING HIM DOWN, HE WAS ALWAYS FLYING HIGH. HE HAS TOUCHED OUR HEARTS AND MIND, I CAN SAY THERE IS NO OTHER OF HIS KIND! HE SOMETIMES PLAYS HARD, BUT WE KNOW HIS HEART IS FOR SURE; WE REALLY KNOW HIS HEART IS SURELY PURE! WE ALL LOVE THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WITH EVERY BREATH WE TAKE! WE KNOW HE WILL BE THERE FOR US WITH EVERY STEP AND THOUGHT WE HAVE, BECAUSE HIS LOVE FOR US, WE CAN'T BREAK! HIS SMILE IS SO GORGEOUS THAT IT MELTS MY HEART AWAY! I PRAY THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WILL STAY! I CAN NOT SPEAK FOR MOST RIGHT NOW. BUT I HOPE EVEN WITHIN THE FALLEN SNOW. YOU WILL STAY WITHIN OUR REACH. BECAUSE TO ME, YOUR LOVE IS AS SWEET AS A PEACH! JUST ANOTHER ONE OF MY THOUGHT, YOUR LOVE CAN NOT BE BOUGHT. I LOVE OUR MYSTIC ANGEL AND THAT I CAN NOT LIE, I WILL LOVE YOU MYSTIC ANGEL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!! LOVE YA MYSTIC ANGEL AND KEEP THE ROOM ROCKING AND FULL OF LOVE WHILE I AM GONE!

If You...
Have had to deal with any bullshit from Mr. Wack Job himself, I'm truly sorry. There's no reason whatsoever he should be doing what he is doing. I seriously just wish he would move the fuck along already and just quit it. He's a complete sicko. I was terrified for years and dealt with his bullshit, (physical/emotional/mental abuse) but I guess you can say I grew a pair when I finally ended it. He didn't like that much, and has been pulling this shit for about a year now. He figured he molded me into the perfect victim, and despises the fact that I am no longer just that, his victim. He likes to get them while they are young as well when he picks his victims. I was only 16 (he 35/just going on 36.) His other before that, was (well there were 2 actually) a girl who was 13/14/15 & 16 while they were sexually active (he was 33/34/35 & 36 when with her, and then there was another girl at that same time he had a kid with, who was around 18/19. What can I say, I'm not the frightened child I o

Secrets
Got an IM Saturday from a person from my past, an ex girlfriend. Said she had been thinking about me all day, and was very clear on what she wanted. I said no. But she got me thinking. No not about sex. Thinking about one of the things that was a problem when we dated. She had this habit of disappearing for a few days. She would always say, secrets are good in a relationship. Of course I really didn't feel that way. You know how I am - I always want to know everything and understand everything. What secrets ARE good in a relationsip? Is it better to hide some things? Or better to tell the truth? Is keeping a secret a lie? Her secret on where she was? Was to spend time with an ex bf. Hmmmmm.. might be a pattern here. I'm just glad she isn't my girlfriend now.

Decated To My Fiance
You are not the air that I breathe, you are the sweet scent that drifts upon it You are not the sounds that I hear, you are the music of my life You are not the food that I need, you are the nourishment of my soul You are not my will to survive, you are my reason for living It is with you that I experience the wonders of the world It is with you that I triumph over the challenges in my path It is your partnership that will lead me to the fulfillment of my dreams It is your friendship that guides me as I grow and learn It is your patience and wisdom that calms my restless nature It is through you that I know my true self I do not take you for granted, I cherish you I do not need you I choose you I choose you today in witness of all the people who love us I choose you tomorrow in the privacy of our hearts I choose you in strength and weakness I choose you in health and sickness I choose you in joy and sorrow I will choose yo

In Loving Memory Of My Brother
Scot William May 7, 1974 – December 31, 1999 Although it has been over seven years gone by now that you left this world, and my life, for good, and although I blamed myself for not being able to save you, I have finally come to terms with the fact that you went somewhere better where someone could. I miss you every day, I miss your face, my partner in crime, my best friend, my bratty little brother. Flowers still bloom in your name, pain lessens in time, life moves forward as it should, but you are never far from my memory, and my memory of you is long. Thank you for 25 beautiful years on this Earth with me, your daughter Kylie, and making me the strong person I am today. I hurt... still... but I realize that I did not lose a brother, I gained an Angel. Thank you for watching over me every day of my life. Thank you for your laughter in my dream last night. Oh how I miss it. I love you Scotty. Rest in peace. Happy Birthday.

Headlines Year 2029
. Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia , formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the AmericanTerritory of the Middle East (formerly known as Iraq , Afghanistan , Syria and Lebanon ). Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica . Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Pos

Am I This
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca

Livestrong Challenge 2007
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 I'm up to over $650! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

To Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay !!!!!!!!! I have NO SHOUT BOX AND i CANT LEAVE ANY 10! I CANT EVEN SEE MY FRIENDS LIST OR ANYTHING... I CHANGE THE STATS .. SO FOR THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO WRITE ME IN THE SHOUT BOX, I AM SORRY FOR NOT WRITING YOU BACK.. THIS KINDA SHIT HAPPENS TO ME ALOT NOW... SO AGAIN, I AM SORRY AND I WILL TRY AND TALK WITH YOU SOON.. SHERRY

Are You Ready????
(Permission to cut and paste to your blogs and Bullitens Granted ) Well Guys, It's almost time for the big show, The Biggest, Baddest compitition on CT starting Saterday May 12th 7 Pm Central and over 7 days of grueling Bombing Compitition were gonna see who is the best of the best and who deserves the bragging rights for 2007. I am leaveing today in the Big Rig and will be out on the road, Most of you know my laptop is mounted on my passenger seat ( www.cybertrucker.com) and am online 24/7 on a sprint card ( When not in the boonies ) during the duration of the contest I will be approving Verified salute Profiles as I get them, if i am in a weak signal area it may take a bit to get it approved, Thats why I said get em in now, But I will get them in. so still everyone has the same chance because you dont know when i will get them approved. The 3 monitors that are watching for Program bombers will be in and out the whole duration of the contest so DO NOT USE SCRIPT BOMBING they

How To Read Wiccan/pagan Runes
Fehu -- -- wealth, luck, responsibility, creative energy; used to draw in energy for a given magickal operation, or as the moving force behind a working Uruz -- positive strength, determination, perseverance, courage, physical health, assertiveness; include in any healing Thurisaz -- protection, combating any action, curses (but be careful -- can backfire easily!) Ansuz -- can be used to gain knowledge of Odin, the gods, our own ancestors and ancestral heritage Raido -- ability to control, take initiatives, put things in order, be the boss, move or remove things, direct magickal energies where needed Kenaz -- kinship, learning, teaching, quest for knowledge and passing knowledge on; gaining occult knowledge from other planes; use for astral or shamanic travel; exposing what is hidden Gebo -- reconciles two opposed or complementary forces; use to bind or to give blessings or curses Wunjo -- realize true will, wishing; combines well with Raido (ability to cont

Two Things I Forgot...
There were two things I forgot in the last post:1) When we left Wal-Mart, my current wife was looking around. It turned out that she was looking to see if the girls from inside were waiting to jump her in the parking lot. If so, I'd've went to call the police instead of helping out. She would have brought it upon herself.2) As I said, I told my wife on Friday that I no longer think I love her, and that if I do, it's hidden under hate. She went out for a bit after hearing that, but later after she came back, she thanked me for telling her. It helped highlight the problems we're going to face if we do stay together.2a) And as for therapy, well, she is supposed to be keeping a simple sleep diary to help with her sleep problems. It should have started a few weeks ago. However, all the paperwork for it is still in the car, meaning she hasn't even started it. If she can't do a simple sleep diary, why does she think she'll be able or willing to do the hard work that'll be require

My Dad
For those of you that know me....I never write in here very much. But this morning I sit here with a heavy heart. I am hoping that writing will help me so far nothing has, I have only slept about 2 hours, so I decided to sit down and remember all the good times . Well first off I should probably start with what happened. Yesterday (May 6th) started off good...Ash filled me in on some of the things that happened at her prom, Tom was cussing the lawn mower for not working right....lol...if you know Tom that is a common occurance when he is mad about a mechanical problem...then Ash left to go shopping and Tom went to his friend Brians. So I was sitting here watching a show on the History channel on TV and my cousin Brucie shows up to tell me that my dad died in a motorcycle accident...He went to Richmond, Va to see the Nascar race...(God knows how he loved that bike and he loved to see the races!) Seems that he was on the interstate and the person in front of him braked and they ha

Two Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or walking nearby, you will notice the eyes of one horse - - - and that he is blind. His owner chose not to have him put down, and instead has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. When nearby - - be still and listen and you will hear the sound of a bell. Look around for the source of the sound and you will see that it comes from a smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell that lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. If you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. Each evening, when she returns to the shelter of the barn, she stops occasionally to look back, making sure her friend is near enough to hear the bell. Like

Birthdays Suck!!!
it was my birthday last week, wednesday to be exact. i woke up completely miserable!!! it was gray outside, and just gloomy, much like my mood. it was work as usual, although i wasn't feeling too well. about 15 minutes after my 1 yr old daycare child arrived, he gave me my first present. i reached down to pick him up and stuck my hand into enormous gift that was protruding from its packaging. UGH!!!! later that day, another daycare child of mine, who is 5 yrs old, christened my living room carpet with the contents of his stomach. as if getting older wasn't enough!

Horoscope Of The Day- I'm A Pisces!!
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring, smart, loud, loyal, easy to talk to, Everything you ever wanted, easy to please, the one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable, intelligent, loves to joke, very good sense of humor, energetic, predict future, GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive, easy going, loves being in long relationships, talkative, romantic, caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet, however not the kind of person you want to mess with you might end up crying. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing, lovable, spontaneous, not one to mess with. Funny, excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable, loves rela

The Vibrator!!!
THE VIBRATOR....... AS A MOM PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND! PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, MOM CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLA

Very Interesting!!!
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradleof civilization! 3. Noah builtthe ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah isfrom Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preachedin Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos criedout in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14.Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 15. Nebuch adnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 17. The wisemen were from Iraq. 18. Peter preachedin Iraq. 19. The "

Freshly Cut Grass
I was mowing my lawn the other day, thoroughly enjoying my people powered mower (see previous blog re People Powered Mower), when I recalled part of Jenna Jameson's book--the part in which she recounts her slight addiction to methamphetamines. (And by "slight" I mean "nearly life-ending.") I say to my friend, "Jenna Jameson says that the smell of freshly-cut crass always reminds her of meth." Without a pause, my friend suggests, "I suppose that makes sense, considering that the main ingredients in meth are Sunshine and Children's Laughter."