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My True Love
alone in the night i walk feeling my lover's warm breath touch my skin his touch as cold as death his embrace such sweet misery and pain eyes of such intensity as to devour your very soul a smile that could warm the coldest of hearts with him i dance in the abyss with him the shadows are the means for passion

Man Oh Man..
i went to carrabba's yes..i went into the bathroom and that shit smelled like chitlins when they are being washed (thoes who dont know, think of taking a long shit then taking a bath..shity soap smell) i used the bathroom thinkin somebody juss had a bad case of the poop and flushed the toilet..and piss and poo water bubbled up from the drainage gate on the floor. mind u im in the handicap stall and the door was far from me and the shit water was comin fast. i screamed..yes ..SCREAMED and jumped over the puddle, unlocked the stall door almost in mid air and ran out the bathroom. come to find out, the shit was out of order..but the sign fell off LOL wow..what a day

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

The Pickle Jar
The Pickle Jar The pickle jar as far back as I can remember sat on the floor beside the dresser in my parents' bedroom. When he got ready for bed, Dad would empty his pockets and toss his coins into the jar. As a small boy I was always fascinated at the sounds the coins made as they were dropped into the jar. They landed with a merry jingle when the jar was almost empty. Then the tones gradually muted to a dull thud as the jar was filled. I used to squat on the floor in front of the jar and admire the copper and silver circles that glinted like a pirate's treasure when the sun poured through the bedroom window. When the jar was filled, Dad would sit at the kitchen table and roll the coins before taking them to the bank. Taking the coins to the bank was always a big production. Stacked neatly in a small cardboard box, the coins were placed between Dad and me on the seat of his old truck. Each and every time, as we drove to the bank, Dad would look

Me
ok so after 1 yer i finally got out of jail it sucked but fight when you get drunk you go to jail. im basking in the glory that is me. its funny that if you fight in jail you get to stay longer so word to ya dont get aressted for assult.

Brother... What Have You Done...
This message is to Mike Dupree, a "brother" once. I know he will never read it, but I want it to be said somewhere, somehow. Damn, I typed this long message that said perfectly what I wanted... then it crashed. 'tis life unfortunately. Listen man, you don't like me now because of "how I make you act" well thats a load of crap. You act like you want to act. If you wanted to go all Christian on me and talk the bible, I'd be happy too, hell I'd like it. If you were a sadist, all the same. You view me all wrong man, thats what HURTS ME MOST. I'm a Catholic. I go to a church every Sunday. Every tuesday I have a private meeting with the Priest for absolution. I want to be a better person for me, because I've hurt too many people in my life (Nichole, Shannon, Emmie, Caitlyn, The list is long) but don't think that means I'll stop standing my ground here. You changed. You started acting like a royal pain in the arse, alot of people agree that they DONT like the new you. Ashs

Chuckles..one Of Those Things
My dear god brother was telling me of his first time talking in front of a crowd of a thousand or so. He was asked of the reasons why he wanted to study in his current university and he said "Because I wan to be a sexyful...oops I mean successful person one day" lol

The Day I Die
The day i die dont cry not a single tear may run down a eye just lay a rose on my coffin bed then get the hell away im dead but here some rules for when im gone dont say my name and then proceed to yawn dont make my bed i want it all a mess if you want to lay on my bed and cry do it with success dont just lay and wet all my pillows and sheets and i tell you now No going through my stuffed bear you cant hear my heart beats dont mess with my computer tryin to talk to all my friends and tell them that i died why dont you just go outside and scream it world wide dont ever smell my clothes its just not right and when you try to talk to me in my room dont a poem recite dont tell all ur friends how great was ur kid cuz i guarantee its prolly the 10th time you did now heres a big rule that people just dont follow so sit there and dont move dont even swallow when you visit my grave dont cry and get people to behave and if you kneel down on the ground watch where you pound cuz im layin down the

Who Could Come Up With The Sexyist Boob Sign ?
am looking for some to put a sign on thier Boobs *** With " FREE GAMES AT http://www.scottsfreegames3.blogspot.com/ " on it !! *** Who could come up with the sexyist Boob Sign ?

Time For The Shakedown.
This is where the story begins to twist... A common mistake most hikers make when they start out is that an ounce means more than one thinks. Our hero, having not been here in over 24 years could not have known this. Why even his time spent in the military this was not the case... Having served in the United States Marine Corps, our hero was accustomed to heavy packs. In fact, it seemed quite light in comparison to lugging around a full pack, his rifle and ammo and the barrel of a MK-19. And so, much to our hero's dismay, a young female hiker, Tell It Like It Is, and a biker who was riding along the Trans-America Bike Trail, began removing items from his pack shaking there heads and tossing stuff to the side. Before long at least five pounds had been shed. Tell It Like It Is was still put off by the pack weight but said if I was happy with it, then that was fair enough... Haiku had wandered into town, I met him just inside "The Place"... To Digress for a moment, "Th

Living In A Bubble
Tonight as I lay here and cried I realized it was three nights in a row That tears have poured down my face I can tell I am about to blow. These memories are taking over my head It feels a little like deja vu Why did I let this happen? Why I am always blue? I miss my past so much I wish I could go back in time Be in a state of ignorance bliss Again, believe everything will be fine. My soul is empty and twisted My heart is shattered and broken I long to be cold and cruel again So I don't have to feel any emotion. I can remember The first time I cried How I wiped my eyes And buried the pain inside. I'm trying to move on But I keep living in the past It's so much more pleasant Even if the present is slipping by fast. I know I shouldn't do this Know that this is wrong But I don't know how else to cope I'm not emotionally strong. The present is too painful to bear The future scares me more than words can say So I'll continue to live in my bubble of the past And ignore the present as it slip

Bitchbitchbitch....
I'm a bitch. I know it. I just wanted to put that out there. If being unafraid to stand up for myself and say what I think and feel makes me a bitch, I'll wear that badge proudly. I don't think I'm undeservedly a bitch most of the time. I'm sure there have been occasions but, for the most part, I am careful to be sure that my wrath has been well-earned. For that matter, that wrath is rarely felt. For the most part, I am a quiet, sweet, if unabashedly sexual and kinky, girl who does her best to be kind and respectful. It's not my fault that some people mistake those traits for being a doormat.

Virgo May 3, 2007
Virgo May 3, 2007 If you still haven't tapped into your full potential, or found what you think is your true path in life, take heart, diana. Some people have things figured out early in life. Others think they do, only to discover it wasn't their calling after all. You may be a late bloomer in this regard, and this has its advantages. The older you are, the better you know yourself. The experience you've gained has helped tailor your abilities. Trust that you'll know what is right for you when it comes. (LMAO...full potential..late bloomer...damn its lucky I am not easily offended...haha)

Pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, I wake up last Thursday, and guess what? PPAAIINN!!!! My back hurt so bad, I could hardly walk. So, like it's happened before, and after a day or two, I'm back to normal... Well, then comes along Monday. Guess what? After laying in bed all weekend, the pain is not only still there, but WORSE!! So, I make a doctors appointment and he doesn't do much other than ask questions and test my reflexes. He then orders an x-ray and prescribes me some anti-inflammatory medicine and muscle relaxers. So, I get home, and it's too late to make the appointment for the x-ray, so I wait until Tuesday to do that. Well, they tell me they can't fit me in for a week and half. Ummm? I'm thinking... WTF??? Okay, so I tell my boss and he gives me the name of his chiropractor, along with an excellent reference. Okay, so I call them Wednesday morning. They say they can take me in two hours. What? Two hours? Holy crap!!! And, they have an x-ray machine ON-SITE!!! So, then I make my 1-1/2

A Prayer I Have Found
"Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." It says it all!! Amen!!

Kiss Of Leather
Kiss of Leather Climbing into my truck after a long day of work, I relax into the seat, blowing out a big breath. With a turn of the key, the engine roars to life. After rolling down the windows, and turning the music up, the tensions of the day fly out the window while I speed down the interstate. As the rush of air tangles my dark hair, whipping it around my face, the negative stuff from the day leaves, and I recall what awaits me at home. A huge smile plays upon my lips. I am late and I know she will be antsy, for tonight she will receive the kiss. Not one from my mouth, but from the leather flogger that will soon be in my hand. The pleasure of this thought hardens my nipples and I can feel myself moisten. The smell of her scent, her arousal fills my senses. I can almost hear her cries of pain, of pleasure, almost feel her flesh beneath my hand. As I approach home, I hit the garage door opener button and grin. A sound she knows, it will let her know I am home. I expect

Cyber Fantasy
You know I want you without me saying a word; Somehow my every sexual thought you heard. You love to make me horny and squirm; You love it when my cock you make firm. You tell me how your pussy is wet and tight; You make me want to fuck you every night. I stroke myself while I think of you playing; Wishing I could lick you while on my bed laying. Longing to feel your lips around my throbbing dick; Pacing myself so that this fantasy doesn't end too quick. Listening to you tell me where you want my mouth; My hand rubs down my body moving its way south. You moan my name as you climax together with me; The only thing better would be you lying next to me.

Can I Keep You???
BACK IN THE DAY WHEN THERE WERE KNIGHTS WHO WOULD FIGHT WITH SWORDS EVEN FOR THEIR LADY LOVE,AND IT RAN SO DEEPLY AND TRUELY,AND I LOVE YOU TIL DEATH REALLY DID MEAN SOMETHING,...IT WAS SIMPLE,NO TECHNOLOGIES,LOVERS WOULD MAKE LOVE AND MAKE BABIES,...AND LOVE SEEMED TO BE FOREVER,AND ONE QUESTION REMAINED,AND THAT IS CAN I KEEP YOU??? THE QUESTION STILL REMAINS TODAY,WHEN I HEARD YOU SAY,CAN I KEEP YOU???---YEAH,I THINK I WILL KEEP YOU.Celine Dion And Bryan Adams Videos | Video Codes | Sedona

Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed. "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife. "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Moon
i had a horrible day at work and im fucking beat i had a headache and to top it off i had a screamer 30 fucking minutes of this kid crying and it echoed through the whole building it sucked anyways on my way home right before i hit the off ramp i saw the moon ...big beautiful moon.. its awsome ...and then i woundered how many people at that very second were looking at it noticing how beatiful it was ... soo beautiful it makes you sad ... i miss you

Damn The Haters To Hell
i am so damn tired of everyone asking and wondering if im gay just because i havent dated in 5 years and had sex in a long time. just because i have taken myself out of the market so i can try to have my own life. i want to get to know me. i dont want to keep having close calls. i dont want something to happen with someone that i dont give a shit about. i would like to have some damn control over my pathetic dull life. i dont need some stupid dumb bitch trying to run and control my life. i do and have my eye on a few people but due to some certain restrictions they dont work out. that doesnt discourage me one bit. im just actually being selective now. some may say im in no position to do so witha record like mine. if you dont know ive only actually dated a few people. more flings then relationships. no regrets just wish i things could have played out a bit better. this doesnt mean im against hook-ups now. i do try to stay away from them. but feelings tend to get invole

Hikers & The Place To Be...
Noises and creaking wood awoke our hero. The sun had just fought its way back upon the horizon. It was still dark in his area of "The Place", but the sounds of others excited Cotton, so he shook off the grogginess and desire to return to peaceful slumber in favor of meeting those that were present. If one were to come to a place like this, having never seen a hiker there are only a few ways to truly describe them... Even in town the first thing that would cross your mind is that they are vagrants. Vagabonds, ruffians, bums. There would even be those that would toss in tree huggin' hippies into the mix. And, to be honest, in some cases that would be true, but that would only be for a small minority of hikers. Upon first glance, one would see unruly, matted hair, or the mangy beards, and even the unshaven legs of the female variety. Now would be an appropriate time to quote the phrase, "Don't judge a book by its cover..." Hikers are of many diverse backgrounds. They come in

Morph To Ugly... Not Pretty!
I just have to say... I have seen some kick-ass morphs. The guy who turns from what could be anybody's high school Science teacher to a wicked demon that you've probably seen in a nightmare. Or, the killer clowns that look so incredibly happy to make you watch him kill a litter of kittens right before he kills you. BUT... you know there are people on here who just don't quiet get the concept and fun that a morph can provide.. lol. I'm begging all the homely-no makeup wearing-non brush using- shower skippin' people to NOT morph into this enchanted-glowing-winged thing with the twinkling hair and sparkling eyes. Instead, choose to morph into that creature from beyond the grave... like the Cryptkeeper or something. It can only help you and not hurt you.. lol. Don't take this shit too personal yawl. But I'm serious as a heart attack right now.

This Is True About Me Cause Im A Gemini
GEMINI - Does Twosomes Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE

Next Contest For A Platinum Cherry
all pimpin gifts paid this happy hour coming up contest are going to run oout my stash from now on..so your able to rate them...remember to win you must give thumbs up before or as soon as u answer

Texas
Hey everyone, just to everyone know that we are moving to Texas next week. We got great job offers and arent going to pass them up. We arent sure how often we will be able to check CT so leave us a message and we will do our best to respond in a timely manner.

What Most Guys Don't Do...
Every girl dreams that one day, she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have THE BIGGEST impact in someone's life.? GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.(SWEATSH

I Hate To Be The Voice
I hate to be the voice of Rodney King here, but, cant we all just get along? Is the internet not infinite? Is there not room enough for everyone to speak their minds? I do find it interesting when people want to hush others because they dont like what has been said. In the face of opposing views, we dont need less freedom, we need more. Please, speak your mind. Just try to use a little thought before hand. See, I believe when a fool wants to show you their true nature, let them. Get out of their way. You wont have to convince anyone else that their postition is an inferior one. They can do that all on their own....

5-2-07 Astrology
A strong fixation isn't always undesirable; in the right context, the birth of a new obsession can be a very beautiful thing. You find yourself immersed in a new subject, and its study could change you life.

Naughty Application
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once a

Show Time!!
Ok, well If I have to remind you I'm gonna, but the best show I think NBC has cooked up yet, Check out "Thank God Your Here" It's just to Pee laughing so hard for!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!! Monday nights!!!! On your local NBC!!

Back To The Task At Hand...
After a few days, and more money, our hero departed the small town and set off again for the unknown. It was good to be back underway, leaving behind the past yet again. The hours seemed to melt away quicker than the miles, urban terrain giving way to patches of wilderness and farmlands. Fatigue sets in quick when you're behind the wheel nothing but the road to keep you company, and our hero was not immune the the hypnotizing effect of the pavement speeding by. So ol' Cotton pulled off the road to feed his trusty steed and take a slight reprieve from the travel. The air was crisp and cool, Old Man Winter it would seem, still reluctant to let the warmth of spring set in. After a few more moments both rider and steed appetites were sated and our hero traveled onward. The sun slowly slipped past the horizon on his left, as if someone hanging onto the edge for too long. The sun fell to the west and let the night set in for now. The highways became smaller roads now, winding ag

The Day Off
I was sitting on the couch reading the sports section of the paper when you walked out of the bedroom wearing nothing but a white tank top and a pair of black thongs. You came walking up to me, smiling, pulled the paper back and smiled. "baby, I want to cuddle with you on the couch" you said. I smiled and put the paper down and you straddled my legs. Your gold tone skin was shining in the light, "god you are so beautiful" i said. I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you close to me and began kissing your chest and working my way up to your sweet lips. One gentle kiss on your lips and you melted in my arms. I pulled back and said" I love you baby doll, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me" your eyes swelled up with tears and you kissed my lips and began to hug me. I began massaging your back and just looking up and down at your gorgeous body. How could a man like myself be so damn lucky to have you in my life. You slowly pulled your tank top off and your beautiful

Eye Contact Contest
ON MONDAY APRIL 30TH I WILL BE IN THE FIRST "EYE CONTACT CONTEST"....ALL THE WAY THRU MONDAY MAY 7TH... THE CONTEST STARTS AT 12:00PM NOON CENTRAL TIME, AND ENDS 12:00PM NOON CENTRAL TIME ON THE 7th RULES: 1. NO DOWN RATING 2. NO NSFW PICS...(CUTE AND CLASSY LADIES) 3. SELF COMMENTING IS ALLOWED FIRST AND SECOND PLACE- "PORSCHE" FROM THE BIG PIMPIN GIFTBOX THIRD PLACE- TO BE DETERMINED... HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PIC FOR THE CONTEST, JUST CLICK AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

Beltane Blessings
There are four great festivals of the Pagan Celtic year and the modern Witches’ calendar, as well. The two greatest of these are Halloween (the beginning of winter) and May Day (the beginning of summer). Being opposite each other on the wheel of the year, they separate the year into halves. Halloween (also called Samhain) is the Celtic New Year and is generally considered the more important of the two, though May Day runs a close second. Indeed, in some areas—notably Wales—it is considered “the great holiday”. May Day ushers in the fifth month of the modern calendar year, the month of May. This month is named in honor of the Goddess Maia, originally a Greek mountain nymph, later identified as the most beautiful of the Seven Sisters, the Pleiades. By Zeus, she is also the mother of Hermes, God of magic. Maia’s parents were Atlas and Pleione, a sea nymph. The old Celtic name for May Day is Beltane (in its most popular Anglicized form), which is derived from the Irish Gaelic B

Dammit Nikki Wins Again.....lol
please if your going to give the gift to someone else have the link ready..if u send it thru mmmail you got to goto the persons page and copy the url and send it to me...dont send me just the friend id,,...i dont know what to do with that...next contets math 3 minutes after i give nikki her gift..it will be math addition..but alot so people with calculators can make mistakes or typoslol.............nikki tell me who gets the baloons

It
How many way can you say "it" With true blue feelings you can say "it" When I think of "it" you are in my thoughts " it" is not an easy thing , some times "it" is hard But to live "it" I mean really live "it" I have to have you along so "it" can be The fight I have had with "it", I was stupid Because without "it", would we even be ? with "it" the others will see That "it" is what everyone needs Only one good way to say "it" I LOVE YOU AND THAT IS "IT"

For Baloons Sent To The Person Of Your Choice Pick A Number From One -10...
for ballons sent anonymous to person of your chooooice pick 1 number from 1 to 10 dont pick a number that has been picked and rate all these blogs from no on.......u have to rate the blog to qualify

Other Work
My friends and family, I know some close friends have noticed I haven't been on ct much latley. It turn out that I am head of our high school reunion committe and I have a short time to get things done. that means I won't have much time till after party to go back to normal life. (if there is such a thing) I will be lurking around sometimes just to see whats new and exciting, If I don't answer your mail or comments you will know why, But as it says on my page, I am a cherry tap addict, so you know I will be back!

We Miss You
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see so

Standing In Future's Past...
A long time ago, a young Cotton roamed these lands. Nearly 14 years had now past, and our hero now sat beside his younger sibling. As a side note, though the younger of the two, little is not a word to be associated with his brother. He had grown both taller and more stout than his older brother but he remembered what Cotton had told him before... You may be taller and younger, but I'm smarter. I fight dirty you see, I'm too old to be messing around casting taunts and jabs... The younger cast fiery glance laced with youthful determination and spite, but he knew better than to challenge our hero outright... So what would the two brothers do with the short amount of time together? Street racing was the younger brother's fancy as of late. No doubt influenced by the visage of being able to be "Fast and Furious". So our hero traveled to a few of these street races after darkness fell. A few laughs were shared as one of the more pompous participants, who earlier had claimed

"support The Troops" Fan Club
I am starting a "Adopt a Soldier, Sailor or Marine" Fan club. Military and those that want to Adopt send me a message and I will (RIP) your photos to my gallery. Adopt and rate as many as you can. "Support the Troops" This is a Military Fan Club!!!!!!

Our Lives
Many will try to tear us apart and many will fail, many say i will hurt him i have made that mistake and it will never happen again!!!!! he is my life the air that i breath my soul. I love him more today then ever,more then he realizes more then i ever showed in the past and that too has changed cause i will live everyday just to show him how much i love him and how much he does mean to me! He is my true life partner, my best friend,and the love of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing and no one will ever come between us again!

Negative Attitudes Must Stop
One thing that I have seen lately in the news and listening to people talk(not eavesdropping), is the negative attitude toward the country's survival. With the attitude that our country is going going to fail, then it will. That attitude must be quashed. A negative attitude spreads like wildfire, which this one must not. We need to be strong in the face of adversity, even the bullshit adversity that is going on in Washington with our spineless, lily-livered, no balls, no backbone lawmakers, which I believe most everyone will agree. I am not here to tell you all what to think. We each have a brain, so we should use them to the full extent to protect this country and the ideals upon which it was founded. I owe it to my little brother, my son, my nieces and nephews, and the rest of my family. I believe that should be #1 priority on everyone's TO DO list. To keep this country safe, and up on its two feet. Yes, we get a black eye now and then, but we slap a piece of steak on it and keep tro

Piss-poor Poetry Hour
1.04am Sleeping cold, Alone, Remembering what it felt like To be one with someone, To have their arms Holding, Pulling me close, Not even sure If it was ever even real Or if maybe It was all just a dream Incorporated into this wavering reality. * A Confinement of Life Like a slow torture, Each heartbeat, Each breath expelled Pulls us closer to the disintergration of hope; The only indication of life Is slashing its way to get out But stuck still Beneath the prison of the flesh, Encumbered with the delusion That the chance is just waiting to be met. Outside of this facade, Just skirting the fringes of our dreams Laughs our soul's desire, Taunting, Daring us to truly live. * burn your legs intertwine with my own and i feel the burn of your skin from within as your kiss sears my soul. * Love I can take what you give And give what you want, Feed your soul with my poison love, Corrupt your flesh With the touch of my tongue And open

New
Ok so I am new to this whole Cherry Tap thing. I have had minimal time to check out the site. I have a couple of pics up to get started. If I weren't so exhausted and sleepy I would probably be an expert already. But for now if anyone wants to know any thing about me, send me a message and ask. I am not shy.

Club F.a.r. Bulletin (i Missed The Original Posting)
Just a few points we would like to bring up with our family. We are not a bombing family although we don't mind if you ask for help just please don't tag a bulletin Attention Club F.A.R. family if you are posting one for bombing we don't want the other members feeling obligated to do this if they do not want to Bombing is not a requirement for this club. I have seen many bulletins saying ATTENTION CLUB F.A.R. FAMILY and it's for bombing. NO NO NO NO AGAIN WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY!!!! Mad Love Pete and Stephanie Faster Kill Pussycat Video - Oakenfold lyrics Figured this was a good thing to have a way to reference. LOL I'm not trying to be a smart ass but I know quite a few of us missed it the first time. I love Club F.A.R. and don't want to cause issues.

Update Time
On the way home after a long day of work, I received a phone call from my sons teacher. She began the conversation with "Hi, this is Mrs. Baldwin, how are you?" She went on to say " I wanted to call and congratulate you on your wonderful son. Today we got the results for the FCATS, and you will be pleased to know that he did exceptionally well...." Curtis scored a high 4 on his reading, and a 5 on his math, in which he aced one particular section. The highest score possible for both is 5. Here's a link for those interested in learning more: http://fcat.fldoe.org/ And, that's not all ... Following the FCAT test, they also took a test called the Norm Referenced Test. She went on to say that nationally Curtis scored in the 98th percentile on this. He was the highest scoring student in his class on both tests this year. Wrapping up the conversation, she told me that if she had Curtis for a grandson, she would be so very proud, as she is sure I am, and that she would never stop br

" Jesus Was A Sucker. "
This content may be offensive, It's deffinantly adult, for it may be hard for those with an immature intellect to even understand it. And it may even be not safe for work, depending on where you work. However, I find the second part more offensive that the first, and it's being posted and forwarded all over the place. This does not contain any pictures, or anything to do with sex, or things most commonly associated with being " adult " or " NSFW ". This thing is being spread around again... Here's some of my views on it. — Wednesday, May 02, 2007 The media and their kindness... It seems to me, that too much religion at school caused what happened, not the lack of it. Or atleast it was a bigger influence than the lack of religion. And it's not illeagle to pray at school. It's only illeagle for the school to mandate it. If I was in a school with mandated prayr, there would almost certainly be violence. Seperation of church and state is there for a good reason. Churches a

Oh Brother, Where Art Thou?
Our hero arrived in the small town of Cookeville late in the afternoon. Many things changed since the last time he was here. More stores, less trees. Typical expansion as a town suffers the growing pains as the population increases. First stop was the domicile of the wicked witch from days past who had shackled Cotton in her two stories of terror for a spell. It would seem she could not easily rid herself of our hero for he kept popping back in when she least expected it. The visit was quite cordial though. Long had it been since her separation with the man who wore a clamshell for a hairdo. Needless to say, luke warm embraces, and false smiles laced with slight contempt were exchanged. Our hero was not here for the ones who resided on the hilltop home though. He had come to see his sibling. Information was garnered later that evening of his whereabouts. So off to meet his brother he went, leaving the smoke and mirrors of days past...

Right Or Wrong? Idk :(
So i just have a question for all the people that actually read my blog.. So for those of you who don't know about my mom.. she's been sick and i have been taking care of her. which means she has been my first priority. I basic... no i did put college, friends, job and everything else on hold to take care of her and everything around the house that she can't do. Now is that wrong to make her my first priority? Cause my brother keeps bringing it up when she talks to him about paying rent (whole nother story with that) He calls me a bum when he doesn't even know what i go through.. he will never know cause he will never go out of his way to help her at all. so back to the question.. am i doing the right thing???? uuuuuuugh idk! HELP!

New Rules To Keep Integrity Of The Game No One Wonthe Last One The Letter Was B
everone who guesses wrong will immediatly be told the answer.but will be immediatly eliminated.....plz dont cheat...im a detective take 3 guesses letter from a to z for a plat cherry

Drunk Little Tidbits
Alright so I've been drinkin... I'm gonna type a bit.(please excuse the typo's) If your going to talk to me know this; I might be a bit of a tease but I would never cheat on ANYONE so don't even try(this means you man with a wad of cash, you know who you are). I like to drink, but not in excess. My poison of choice is Vodka of course straight up(preferably absolute but smirnoff twist is great too), why bother with the rest? If I'm going to get drunk i don't want to fill up on pop. I drive a minivan, it ROCKS! I love my minivan i can take up to 8 people wherever the fuck I want to! what can beet that right?! I got my first tatoo when I was 16. For some reason my mom thought i wanted either a tattoo or a piercing tho i didn't necessarily want either, so I just went with it. It was awesome didn't hurt at all, if I were to recomend any spot it would be the shoulder. I have no peircings at this point, I don't want anything naughty tho, i just want an industrial in my left ear. Those are so

Stereotypes
Anytime an individual identifies himself/herself by one of those group labels you just mentioned, she/he defines who he/she is within the public conscious. Such labels, and differentiations are used by individuals to define themselves as individuals within a given sub-culture. This includes socioeconomic stratification. So, it is not so much society stereotyping the individual, but the individual using the Stereotypes to define themselves within the larger social framework.

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
IF your a nice guy.. read this ..if your a jerk.. learn this ladies: this will make you tear up :) fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her[but only if you really mean it. dont miss use i love you, or it wont mean anything] 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST, and hold her there, just like that and whisper something into her ear

Fucking, Austria
It's a real place! Check it out here! Oh and don't forget about the awesome sign that guards this Glorious place where I will one day live. Just so I can say I did. Can't we call just fuck and get along? Geez! -Manda♥

Insomniac Dreamer
Take it away. I sing melodically from the tip of my lips. In the cool spring air... smoke dancing to oblivion. I am the nobody super-king. I am no one. I am nothing today or yesterday. And I want you... I want you to see what's in my heart. Is it as empty as I fear... Take me from this place love. I'm not afraid today. I'm not going to beg. I just think... It could be something more than it is. Insomnia chats over coffee. Cover my toes before you roll up. Try not to slug me in your sleep. Dreams... It's what it all comes down to. And I'm such a restless young man. Afraid to sleep. Afraid to dream. Afraid to love. Afraid to be. I can't let that get in my way. There is so much left to master. So much left to explore. And I want you... here. When I do, When we do.

Whats New
What’s new? What’s new? What’s new? Well I finished a piece. I was very happy with it and then I gave it to someone within the week of its completion. I felt like my baby was ripped away from me. Now I wonder if I will be able to every sell any of my art…. I get too attached to my pieces and I don’t want to give them away. Maybe after I have a dozen large scale painting done I might feel more comfortable with doing commissioned pieces…..hmmm….who knows? I am looking into moving somewhere right now. I don’t know where but I feel like my time in Vermont is done-ski!!!!. I came here, got an education and now I need to move to either find a graduate program I’m interested in or to find different work! I’m itching for change! I am also dying to start using my brain again. I miss school. I miss learning. I miss thinking. I also need a good book to read…..Any recommendations. My kitties are good. Mila still hates everyone but me and my bro and Bella is still a little atte

She Is
she is charted territory. so far charted that I doubt I can remember the journey. she is lost in all her findings, beautiful in all her discoveries and I am jealous of her innocence. she wanders across the floors with a box, dragging in her hand and she whines for a look into its contents. she is full of wonderment and I sink to the kitchen floor and hope that I could walk with her. she laughs and its as if she's never laughed before she cries her heart knows only what it misses she kisses me puckered lips, she leans in to give me such a sweet gesture of love she is my first daughter, my after-work joy, my love-laugh bundle full of more excitement than I knew existed

Bestfriends New Baby
hey all u cherries my best friend(sis)butterfly from mobile had her baby, her name is Leslie Amellia send all your thoughts out to her cuz she is still in hospital not feeling too good ok.plse send congrats.

Daddys Little Girl
Daddy's little girl Small but hard headed just like him She would try anything he done to be like him. He would bring her outside and show her the tree's and birds. What life is outside the house! As she grew she often wondered why he done what he done. As far as showing her what nature was. But as life went on she under stood that life is too short you have to learn each step Of life. So it makes you stronger and that way you have a heart for little things Little things in life mean the world to some people you could buy everything you wanted But there is a few things in life you can not buy Sometimes in life you have to teach people to grow even if they are older they still have to stop and think about little things in life

Video Blogs
Okay, my stash is fuckin swamped... It's over loaded, and totally impossible to find anything good. So i've devised this devilish plan to create a separate blog for each type of video. I'll have blogs for: Music Videos Fights Stunts & Pranks(Failures and successes) Cars Porn and whatever else i come up with or you fuckers suggest. make sure you vote and comment on this shit.

What Does Your Mean?
D: Is a freak in bed E: Freaking Beautiful eyes A: Gorgeous N: Can kick ur Ass A: Gorgeous A: Gorgeous B: Loves peopleW: Very broad minded C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is a freak in bed E: Freaking Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: makes people laugh K: Really silly L: Best Smile M: Makes datin fun N: Can kick ur Ass O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: great kisser U: gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody z: Lives for fun

This One Is Closed The Answer Is B
if i owe u a pimpin gift send e an email right now so i dont forget..al pimpin gifts paid during hh....from a to z take 3 guesses in one comment...once someone guesses a ltter dont guess that one winner announced in half hour ...in the last ten minutes there will be a free for all assuming no one has guessed thright letter..u can guess a letter at a time till the right letter is icked...i will post winner as soon as i see the right letter...buyt dont forget it takes time to get your profile link....and make up the next blog....goood luck

Sweet Tease
Sweet tease, I'm sure you know full well, The damage that you do; And I am sure you're certain I'll not soon take leave of you. So lead me on, I'll play for now; I'm going to have you, anyhow. Your luscious lips tell all those lies But I seek answers in your eyes; And when hot glances come my way You make me wonder why you play; But go ahead love, play the game, Soon I will have you,just the same. It seems, my love, you haven't learned That playing with fire will get you burned. Each word and truth I speak, direct Shall melt resistance, I suspect, Then other games with you I'll play. I mean to have you anyway. I only seek to touch your heart, And pleasure you in every part. Sweet tease, for me you are desire. For you, my blood runs liquid fire, And it matters not what others say, In dreams I've had you every way.

I Miss You..... You Know Who You Are!!!!!!
Be honest....... If you really miss someone, friend, ex, love, or a family member right now.., And cant get them off your mind... Then repost this titled as "I miss you..." Within 1 minute. And whoever you are missing will surprise you .. If you break this you will have the worst love life starting in 1 min. you know who you are.......

Plans For Redrawing The Middle East: The Project For A “new Middle East”
“Hegemony is as old as Mankind…” -Zbigniew Brzezinski, former U.S. National Security Advisor The term “New Middle East” was introduced to the world in June 2006 in Tel Aviv by U.S. Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice (who was credited by the Western media for coining the term) in replacement of the older and more imposing term, the “Greater Middle East.” This shift in foreign policy phraseology coincided with the inauguration of the Baku-Tbilisi-Ceyhan (BTC) Oil Terminal in the Eastern Mediterranean. The term and conceptualization of the “New Middle East,” was subsequently heralded by the U.S. Secretary of State and the Israeli Prime Minister at the height of the Anglo-American sponsored Israeli siege of Lebanon. Prime Minister Olmert and Secretary Rice had informed the international media that a project for a “New Middle East” was being launched from Lebanon. This announcement was a confirmation of an Anglo-American-Israeli “military roadmap” in the Middle East. This pr

The Next Morning
I wake up bleary eyed My mind fuzzy wide The taste in my mouth Did something die? What's the day? How'd home find it's way? Wait, this ain't my floor... Do I have to work today? Where's my phone? Where are my keys? At least I still have... Nope, that's gone too What'd I do last night? WHO did I do last night? I roll off the pillow Aw, Christ, the drool... Who are you? On second thought, Don't wanna know I promise I'll call, really... Can you pass me my pants? And the bottle too No need to get up I'll see myself out. Open the door Sun hits my brain An angry golden roar Hey there neighbor... Come here often? Just one more nail I'm digging my grave and building the coffin. Back hand the pain away with a laugh and a smile Looks like a great day for rain...

The Roses
Each year he sent her roses, And the note would always say, I love you even more this year, Than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, With every passing year." She knew this was the last time That the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses In advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, That he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, Way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, Everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and Placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside The portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, And the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was To live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, That had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there Were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in

Pregnancy
The joys of being pregnant is like a roller coater ride. I told myself that I would NOT give in to buying maternity clothes. Well what do you know, I did. I feel like a lil fat kid who has to wear jeans with the elastic waist band...lmao...the clothes are nice and comfy but everyday when I go to get dressed thats the first thing that pops in my head and then the OMG. I look at all my jeans hanging in my closet and then I look to the ones that I have now and it just feels like someone ran off with my last smarty...lol...wow its a lil sad but I make a joke out of it and it brings a smile to my face. Although I have a few months to go I am getting very excited to get my waist line back and a smaller ..umm...well I just want my regular chest size back 2 lol...and not to mention the baby..yup I got a few things already now Im just waiting patiently to meet this lil person that keeps doing the red river jigg inside of me lol. I forgot how being pregnant has its ups and downs but hey Im enjoy

Ct Scan
Well tomorrow I go in for another CT scan to make sure that I am still cancer free. I am kinda nervous, I always get really sick from the barium solution that you have to drink before the test. So please wish me luck, say a prayer or whatever. I'm going to be a little out of it tomorrow for a while, so just take care of yourselves. MacStrong LiveStrong

The Burglar
A burglar broke into a house one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables. When he picked up a CD player to place in his sack, a strange, disembodied voice echoed from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you." He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. When he heard nothing more after a bit, he shook his head, promised himself a vacation after the next big score, and then clicked the light on and began searching for more valuables. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice. Finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. Did you say that?" he hissed at the parrot. "Yep," the parrot confessed, then squawked, "I'm just trying to warn you." The burglar relaxed. "Warn me, huh? Who in the world are you?" "Moses," re

Long..
I long for... Your caress... Your fingers... Trickling down my neck... In my arms... Safe and warm... Lost in your eyes... Nothing but you feels real... There's an intensity... Beyond comprehension... Simple amazement... With every passing day... Love you... More... And more... Kitten is what... I came to say... I long for... Your caress... Ps..Even though saw you today...lol Kissssssssssssesssssssssssss (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved

This Is Who I Am
well this is me my name is kristie i am a wife mother sister and daughter who has lost her way i am 33 years old and have been married for 13 years i also have 3 wonderful children charles 12years old, kristopher 8 years old, and kendra 4 years old and for the last 4 months i have been having a affair i do not know why i am doing it or any thing i guess it was nice for somebody to think i was pretty and also sexy cause i did not feel that way before but now i do. all me and my husband do is fight and argue almost all the time so can any body help me and tell me what i need to do.

The End
We will, when light's echo fades, cross threshold and time to the final endless place- to the kingdom divine- into Death's Realm, the Beautiful... Into that morgue of eternity, life gone and spirits fled- all gone in His quiet mercy, bestillen faces silent and dead, among Death's Realm, the Silent... Where even sickness fails. No one screams or cries. Not hunger nor thirst dwells. No one fights, no one dies in Death's Realm, the Peaceful... Ashes to ashes, the end of all things. Dust to dust, withstanding no living being. And we all fall down to Death's Realm, the Final.

When May I Get To Run For King Of The World, Pt. 1
Too bad alternative/progressive media (aka "the real press") aren't considered mainstream for America. If they were, recent newspaper issues and newscasts would lead off about the Iraqi civil war, how the Bushites plan to nuke Iran and the idea that a construction project in one of the Middle East's holiest sites could – just could - trigger something resembling Armageddon. But noooo. Simple-minded corporate dupes - obsessed with glamour, style and the 15-second sound bite – drive America's insatiable hunger for not objective information, but "sexy crap" – things that you're guilty about wanting to know but won't contribute richly to your life. You know, things like how a pumped-up ex-Playboy bunny intrigues people even more so in death than she did in life. Or the latest "when domestic animals attack" incident. Or why Barack Obama isn't "black enough." Yep, you read right. That's a headline from Yahoo news. The most trusted name in, umm, something. That's what we've come t

This Is Life!?
Today, as a direct result of trust, I have lost faith in the human race once again, (and probably for good). I have tried to work hard all my life, only to continue to be knocked down each time that I get a little ahead. In all my years, I have never achieved anything that I have wanted. i have never attained the only one true thing that I have desired...a family. If no one hears from me for quite awhile, it is because today's society and it's ways are forcing me to go "underground" once more. To totally disappear from the face of the earth until such a time as I have been properly healed from the deep wounds I have incurred over this century. "...And the dragon slumbered, not knowing the evil ways of mankind, but hearing with eternal ears from under the earth." The horrors that I have seen, and the losses that I have had in the past are trying the patience of this old ugly dragon once more. I continue to feel the loss of my princess, Carrie more and more each and every day. She w

Cinematic Indulgence
Rarely do I make known my views on movies, music, etc. But that's not to say I'm not opinionated. This is shaping up to be an intriguing year film-wise, at least for my viewing pleasures. Hard to believe I attended the cinema perhaps 6-7 times in 2006. Barely four months into 2007, I've hit three movies. That's quite the improvement for me! And we have plenty go this spring, summer and fall. So here are takes on three films viewed thus far. Two will be short because I'm sure you've already seen them, or at least read reviews and decided whether to catch them or not: *300 -- Realize that historical epics on the big screen had their hayday back in the golden years of Hollywood. When men were men. When things were cheaper and relatively simpler. When minorities "kept in their right place." 8-P It was easy back then to make films based upon Moses' leading the Hebrews out of slavery. Or Spartacus leading a Jewish uprising. Or Godzilla lunching out in Tokyo. Even with all of our resources

Daddy's Poem
If this doesn't get to you, nothing will.... Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every

The Lost Art Of Thinking Before You Speak
Is it really cool and hip to act like a complete lascivious, ignorant, pandering moron to jack up ratings on your talk radio show? Well, if it weren't for that philosophy, Rush Limbaugh and Glenn Beck would be flipping burgers. Perhaps we wouldn't have had our fill of Don Imus. Those of you who didn't know Imus' identity over the past decades should know it by now. For those who don't know, San Antonio now has its own "Imus-like" controversy. Long story short – Jeff Vexler and Walter Pasacrita do a weekday afternoon sports radio talk show on 760 AM locally. They're your two average schomoes flapping their lips in the airwaves, lacing their sports discussions with supposed jokes and quips related to women, beer, TV, politics and action flicks. Pasacrita himself is known for having bore a rather nasal voice in earlier years, which annoyed human and animal ears alike. Vexler and Pasacrita are not unlike most other radio sports jocks, hoping to score some points and laughter at oth

Lol
diamond gems@ CherryTAP has been giein a clue from the cherry shop....for her commet...:fine donbury the surviors..let the animals eat em...lol for shiny hearts sent to anyone anonymously how much is 3+4+2+5+6+4+23++6+7+5+++7+8+9+

When He Wont Sighn The Papers
honestly why dont men grow up and except when there women have had enough? I havent even slept in the same bed with him in 2 years.So why wont he let me go Ive had enough im ready to snap lord help him if i do that comment if you got some advice i just want to kill him right now

New W-torture Podcast.
Episode #10 - WAR Edition Part 2 Season Finale (For schookidz): Once Again it's time to go to war! Featuring Nothing but the hardest shit Including a new rant and a world premare track "My Reply" From Killa-mo 187 Featuring Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, And HALUSiN8! Also featuring music from Krayzie Bone, Do Or Die, Three 6 Mafia, 2-Pac, and Nas

Daddys Poem
If this doesn't get to you, nothing will.... Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher c

For A Trophy Sent To A Person Of Your Choice Right Now.anonymously
diamond gems@ CherryTAPwon another copy of ct for dummies (not imaginary) for her guess of the good ol u.s of a what weighs more a ton of feathers or a ton of bricks

My Story
My Name is Randy and this is my story.Well i grew up in a above average family with everything you can want as a child,father in the service,nice home,church going,private schools.But you see that was great if you were one his friends who did'nt know what he did to me as i was child..The service does things to poeple is all i can figure out is why he beat me from the age of two to the age thirteen.It took my mother all them years to see the pain i was going through,and finally get the courage to leave him. I tried to finish high school but just could'nt cope with the pressure not having any true friends that would understand, it was like everyone was smoking or drinking.And i could'nt come to terms with going through my life being abused only to destroy what i had left.So i quit school and went to work at first i struggled but then as i started to ask god to give me the faith to learn and to continue on. That was the day when my life turned around,you see the owner of a constru

Don't You Think This Guy Should Create A Little More Controversy???
McGreevey to Enter Episcopal Seminary May 2, 2007, 6:47 PM EDT NEWARK, N.J. -- The nation's first openly gay governor has become an Episcopalian and been accepted into a seminary, according to a published report. Former Gov. James E. McGreevey, who was raised as a Roman Catholic, was officially received into the Episcopal religion on Sunday at St. Bartholomew's Church in New York, said the Rev. Kevin Bean, vicar at the church. McGreevey has entered the church's "discernment" phase, which usually precedes seminary work, Bean told The Star-Ledger of Newark in a report posted Wednesday on its Web site. It's unclear whether McGreevey hopes to become a priest. He did not return several messages left Wednesday by The Associated Press. McGreevey, 49, shocked the nation in August 2004 by proclaiming himself "a gay American" who had an extramarital affair with a male aide, and said he would resign that November. The aide denies having an affair and claims he was sexuall

American Idol! Yes I Watch It.. Get Over It
THEY KICKED PHIL OFF! UUUUGH! I LOVED HIIM :( then they're kicking another one off.. ahhh this is so sad... okay so it was chris.. he wasn't bad but wasn't great.. so i guess its all good. but phil! NO! WHATEVAAAA lol yes entertain me with your comments on this one! :D

Ok For A Gold Rolex ...willbe Paid During A Hh
if a plane is tarvelin at 300 mph and is supposed to land at 8pm in canada..but crashes on the borderline between usa nad candada...what country gets to bury the survivors 1st person to answer right gets a rolex...wrong answers gets an imaginary copy of reading is fundamental

Pissed - Putting It Mildly
Where the fuck does my brother get off saying he has to work his schedule around my aunt's possible death. WTF - he is such an asshole and a jerk. His comments to me during our phone conversation were "do you know when this is going to happen? I have to work around three events I would like to know as soon as possible so it doesn't interfere with anything I have planned" Goddamn does he expect her to die on his schedule. Geez he is such a scum sucking lowlife. Family comes before any other fucking business. I swear if he says anything about he has to be somewhere else again I will tell him off. I have friends who are better family members than he will ever be and who I consider my family. My friend Sally is my sister, Chris is the brother I should have had and Jim is the perverted uncle of the group (however given the fact I have slept with him that makes it sort of incestuous doesn't it?). They are more of a family to me than my own brother and have been there for me when he

Devoted Pride
A Breath of Thought I had dreams naught last slumber rising late to meet this day Laying claim to many in number though few were mine anyway. Work is mine infrequent as I try to survive my soul-mate distant, fears our love And my heart fearing hers takes a dive I rant and I rave asking more of God above Just a moment to breath and expell thoughts from inside Will offer a bit needed as I've nothing to hide With our trueness open and our honour of each We will be equal and master all that we seek Copyright ©2007 Rene' W. Brignone Poetry.com

New Video On Youtube
Hey guys, I just posted a NEW video on YouTube, which I hope will be the beginning of a whole new series of videos for me... Please check it out, and don't forget to rate it!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnlms-hSWgE

Where Do I Hide, Where Do I Run?
Where do i hide, when times get rough, where do I run when things fall apart. I wish I could say I ran to your arms, and hid in your loving embrace, but since I do not know who you are or where you are, I just run, I do not find safe havens in a storm, I do not hide at all, no I continue to run, always searching for you always wanting to stop my desperate run, I thought I found you once in Seattle, but the rain washed you away, I found you for a fleating moment in Cleveland, but a butterfly took you away. I found you again in Chicago, but you where to light and the wind swept you away. So now I keep running and looking, but my eyes see nothing, except for you. I know I may one day fall of exhaustion, but I will not stop, I will crawl then till I find you, but if I do one day stop running, and stop looking, it will be because my heart no longer pumps blood to my legs, and my lungs no longer take in breath, until I find you, only Death will stop my quest.

The Club 1
They sat there, staring into each other’s eyes, complty caught in the moment. They needed each other, but needed to find a place to release their passion, she peeked out from behind her seat and saw that one of the washrooms was free, she looked back and grinned at him. She leaned in and whispered into his ear, time to join a very special club, I will see you in the bathroom, with that she kissed him on the cheek, stood and walked back to the washroom. He watched her head down the isle, a certain swing in her step making her ass sway in a hypnotic dance. He flopped back down into his seat and waited a few moments before getting up and heading back. He moved into the small area at the back of the plane where the washrooms are located and moves to the one door and lightly knocks. He hears the click of the lock and the door slowly swings open. He quickly steps inside, closes and locks the door behind him. He diddles as he tries to turn in the cramped little room, grabbing her and moving h

Writings
sometimes i just want to give up because it is always bad enough to the point where i wanna give up on everything, but yet ther is this life that i wanna have to be with mike and it's hard because he is in another state and it's not really fair to have him not around and i just hate it cause i do love him. sometimes i feel like everything is hell and i will never be able to get over the hill that stands in my way . sometimes i feel like everything is just working my way for awhile and when it does it feels really great , it don't have to go my way all the time but most of the time is good. Sometimes i feel like people ignore me and my feionce don't call me back, YES I"M PARANOID but it happens i try to stay calm and wait but i really do get paranoid. and for that I'm sorry

The Park
They walked through the park as the sun peeked over the top of the willow trees, a light breeze blowing messing up her fine hair, she smiled and ran her hands through it as they found one of the cement picnic tables and had a seat. She peered out over the water as he sat on the tabletop and started to play with his laces. She soon moved up beside him and watched his fingers as they fiddled with his shoes, she leaned in with a wicked grin on her face, I can think of something better you can be doing with your hands. He looked at her, a little shocked but very much turned on by what was just suggested to him. He wasn’t sure if it was a genuine request but he didn’t care, this was something that he was about to act on. He chuckled lightly as he leaned in and kissed her deeply, his hand moving up and caressing her cheek. She let out a light moan as she kissed him back, her hands moving to his chest and moving slowly over his pecks. Her fingers find his nipples and start to pinch at them th

The Door
She laughed on the other side of the door as he tried and tried to get in, twisting the knob, but to no avail. He smiles and gently knocks and asks her to let him in, she giggles as she slides down the door into a sitting position, her back against the door, her answer coming in the state of a moan as her hands move over her breasts. Her fingers push the light lacy fabric of her robe up against her hardening nipples. Gently moving it over them in a back and forth motion, her fingertips bouncing off them, he stands silently on the other side of the door, listening to her moan, the sound in her voice making him almost hard instantly. He knocks lightly and again asks her to let him in, but as before his only answer was another moan. He slowly moved down to his knees and listened carefully to what was going on in the room, her soft moans barely detactble through the hardwood door. She smiled and looks back over her shoulder as her hands moved slowly down to the belt on her robe and undid i

Rules Of Crashing Weddings
Rule #1 - Never leave a fellow Crasher behind. Crashers take care of their own. Rule #2 - Never use your real name. Rule #3 - Never confess. Rule #4 - No one goes home alone. Rule #5 - Never let a girl get between you and a fellow Crasher. Rule #6 - Do not sit in the corner and sulk. It draws attention in a negative way. Draw attention to yourself, but on your own terms. Rule #7 - Blend in by standing out. Rule #8 - Be the life of the party. Rule #9 - Whatever it takes to get in, get in. Rule #10 - Invitations are for pussies. Rule #11 - Sensitive is good. Rule #12 - When it stops being fun, break something. Rule #13 - Bridesmaids are desperate - console them. Rule #14 - You're a distant relative of a dead cousin. Rule #15 - Fight the urge to tell the truth. Rule #16 - Always have an up-to-date family tree. Rule #17 - Every female wedding guest deserves a wedding night. Rule #18 - You love animals and children. Rule #19 - Toast in the native language i

It's Official And Free!!!
I finally got my own domain name for my personal web site. Head on over to www.traciross.com and leave a comment on what you think about it so far. It's still in the development phase, so the links dont work yet, but you'll get the idea. You have to sign up to leave comments or view pages (when they're done), but it's totally FREE! Hope to see you over there!

Mourningstar
I saw a star beneath the stairs Glowing through the melting walls Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs Glowing bright before descent And in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? And I don't want to die tonight, will you believe me? And I don't want to fall into the light Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't wanna die tonight Will you believe in me tonight? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?

May 15
This was sent to me by a friend. I want to pass it along , since this is a bigger arena then passing along emails. Read........... >> > > > >> > > > Don't pump gas on MAY 15th >> > > > >> > > > In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas >> > > > prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. >> > > > >> > > > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in >> > > > protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. >> > > > >> > > > If all estimated 73,000,000 internet users did not go to the pump on the >> > > > 15th, it would take approximately $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 >> > > > BILLION) out of the revenue stream to the oil company's and gas station >> > > > owner's pockets for just one day. >> > > > >> > > > So please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a >> > > > dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. >> > > >

Which Are You
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw80%Leatherface60%Freddy Krueger60%Hannibal Lecter60%Pinhead60%Buffalo Bill60%Candyman60%Jason Voorhees40%Michael Myers40%Captain Spaulding20%Whic

Free Me
Free Me Save Me Bleed Me Kill Me Leave me in puddles on the floor Push Me Pull Me Sex Me Slave Me Leave me on my knees begging for more. I want to be free tired of this guilt tired of the lies that were built on lies of man handed down mouth to hand to put me into chains for life cutting through my flesh like a knife Leaving me in puddles on the floor

Sometimes
Sometimes I lie awake at night and pray that it's not true Staring at the ceiling hoping I'm not missing you Turn the blank pages on book that was never filled turning in my restless sleep on this love that was made of silk Sometimes I walk through the streets and pray that I'm not missing you Staring at the empty faces Knowing it's all the truth you can turn the blank pages of a book that's never filled turning in my sleep again on this love that we spilled Sometimes I wish I was already there trying to figure a way out staring at this barless cage wanting to scream and shout you can turn the pages we filled I swear it will tell our story I can't ever forget you I can't let our death hold the glory I swear it will never end I swear I won't walk away Can't you see this is just beginning Our story will never fade

Expectations...posted Myspace 5feb07
It's as if your flying...then you come crashing to the ground. What expectations did you have in the first place? All? None? Something? Nothing? You think hard on it...contemplating what you thought you had wanted in the beginning. Then..it was more than you ever thought it would be and your expectations Change. I was told once..."I don't expect anything, that way I won't be disappointed". I tried that...*smiles* I have succeeded in it as well. For what should I expect of others that would full fill exactly what I want. Nothing. So..in not expecting anything at all I will never be let down, I will be pleasently surprised. But what if someone says something...they essentially give their word. OK..so I am a bit nieve. But how do I know, if you just meet someone, they are lieing. I don't. Do you?? And so goes the saga..of life, friends, and love. I suppose I do have some trust issues. But, why should I? Just let it roll off my back. Yes...that is the answer...and move on. Right? But I

And The Winner Is By Default
diamond gems@ CherryTAPSHE TOOK THE 1ST GUESS PLZ NOONE GET OFFENDED BBBY THE CT FOR DUMMIES....I DESERVE LIKE TEN OF THEM FOR MY SPELLING..IM SURPRISED U EEN UNDERSTAND...IM NOT DUM I JUST MAKE MISTAKES WHEN I GO FAST...BUT WHEN EVER U SEE ME MAKE A MISTAKE WICH IS EVERYTIME..HIT ME WITH A CT FOR DUMMIES AND POST IN THE COMMENT U GAVE IT TO ME...IT ALL FOR FUN..IM GLAD SHE WON.....THE LETTER WAS Z

Judgement.....the Tarot Card
General Meaning: What has traditionally been known as the Judgement card, sometimes entitled Resurrection, represents the great reunion that the ancients believed would happen once in every age. This was the time when souls are harvested and taken Home to their place of origin, outside the solar system. Then the World is seeded with a batch of new souls and the process starts over. From a modern point of view, this great reunion -- which includes every personality that you have ever been and every soul that you have done deep work with -- reunites to consciously complete the process. In a way, we symbolically celebrate this returning to center every year on our birthday. In personal terms, the Judgment cards points to freedom from inner conflicts, and so clear a channel, that the buried talents and gifts of past incarnations can come through an individual in this lifetime. This card counsels you to trust the process of opening yourself, because what emerges is of consistently h

Masturbation Month
Why Masturbate? Because masturbation is immensely pleasurable, invigorating, rejuvenating and fun. Because masturbation proclaims that sex is good in, by, and for itself. Because masturbation makes you a better lover. Because you can have more sex more often. Because sexual pleasure is each person's birthright. Because masturbation is the ultimate safe sex. Because masturbation is a joyous expression of self love. Because masturbation offers numerous health benefits including menstrual cramp relief, stress reduction, endorphin release, stronger pelvic muscles, reduction of prostate gland infection for men and resistance to yeast overgrowths for women. Because masturbation is an excellent cardiovascular workout. Because each person is their own best lover. Because masturbation with a partner can be educational and hot. Because masturbation increases sexual awareness.

Sexuality And Spirituality
In the East Sexuality and Spirituality exist as two complimentary forces. By applying sexual energy to spiritual practice and spiritual insight to sexual activity, both are enhanced. In the West the two have traditionally been pushed apart and seen as opposing forces. But in the English language there exist subtle clues which indicate a closer relationship between Sex and Spirituality than the local minister may like to admit. The word "sacrum", the seat of the body's sexuality, is derived from the same root as "sacred." Similarly, with "testicle" the words "testify", "testimony" and "testament" are all from the same root. The ancient Hebrews swore an oath by placing their hands in front of their testicles (Genesis 24:1-9). Celibacy has been rather misguidedly advocated as a means to attain spiritual potency in some circles, but this may originally have stemmed from the sound recognition among sages that semen retention is very important to retain vitality among males an

Grease Monkey
I finally finished rebuilding some carbs for a 71 honda Gold Wing. I am covered in grease from head to toe. Smelling like carb cleaner. Hands cut up from all the damn cotter-pins. But I feel great I really needed to wrench and the guys are starting to call me the carb queen again. Hell my luck that is what they will call me in the magazine someday.

Pleasure Principle
History and the lost art of self-defilement By Chip McAuley Libertines today might call it "self-gratification." The very term, however, conjures up monkeys pleasuring themselves madly in between feces-tossing games. The ancients had different ideas, or at least some ancients did. Masturbation, from the Latin word for self-defilement, has a long and sordid history--some might call it a lost art. In the Christian eye, masturbation has historically been considered a sin because it stems from lust and does not directly lead to procreation. The catechism of the Roman Catholic Church calls it "a gravely disordered act." To ancient Taoists, however, the concentration of chi--or life force--was vital and to be savored in the quest for immortality. (That said, the Taoists also had some kinky sex rituals to increase chi.) Masturbation was only avoided as to stem the loss of potential energy, and not considered "sinful." Ancient Buddhists felt it to be a waste of potential future lif

Illusion
Caress me with your silver tongue The sins of the past are now undone Stroke me with your words of love The heart begins to dance Shower me with kindness The soul begins to wake Humor me I'll shower you with the sounds of laughter Awake me Apart from you tears will fall Nixy

You Know You Sigh Too Much
you know you sigh too much at the things your son has done when he begins to sigh when he does something he shouldnt. before you find out lmao. also my sweetie is in a contest please be kind and vote and commnet him. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=87807&albumid=335980&i=347456548

9 Months Later
HA!! Not that 9 months later but 9 months after my Gastric Bypass Weight Loss Surgery, I have lost 98 pounds. 98 POUNDS! I am so freakin psyched. Down from a size 26/28 to a 14/16 and even a few 12/14s. It is so exciting to feel healthy and look so different. I'm glad everyone seems to like my new photos. I'll try to get some new ones of my figure soon too. I still have a little ways to go but I'm willing to work for it and be patient.

Just In Case I Didn't Tell You
Just incase I didn’t tell you, I’d do anything, I would turn the world over, Just catch you a dream, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I see everything in your eyes, I see my every hope and dream, Come to life, Just incase I didn’t tell you, You are the angel of my prayers, You are the light the leads me, You’re the one who cares, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I will always love you more, Every day I find a way, To love you more than before, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I know Heaven is where you are from, And just so you know, I know I’m the lucky one. Just in case I didn’t tell you, You are every breath I breath, You’re my every reason, Oh you’re my every thing, Just in case I didn’t tell you, I’m yours alone, You are arms I run to, My home, Just in incase I don’t get the chance, I always want you to know, you are the reason for my every heartbeat, I love you more than you know, You are the love of my life, All that’s real to me, My eve

Words Women Use & Their True Meanings?
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Second Star To The Right
I have been somewhat distracted as of late, away from my inner self, with the what nots of Life and new adventures. Don't get me wrong. I am having the time of my life. I haven't been this creative in quite sometime and I am ecstatic about it. But, and there "it" is isn't it. The "BUT"...and not to be confused with Butt. Well anyway there it is. It is as if I am on this road, with a fork, one way is my Dreams and all I believe in, all I want to work towards and then on the other is things to be left behind. Is this Growing? If it is I don't like it. I don't like being made to choose between two things I want in my life for something, I have wanted more, all my life. SO here is the wizdom. And I spell it with a Z because I drink those Fuze drinks. The natural white tea, and Slenderize Grapefruit Tangalo drink. Well they have little sayings under their caps. One saying that I got was "Slow Your Roll". As soon as I read it I knew what it was about. I was in a situation that wee

Survey Again
ARE YOU A VIRGIN:NopeDO U HAVE ANY PEIRCINGS:YesHAVE ANY TATTOOS:yesDO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND....(NAME):CliveFULL NAME:Terri Lee BurdonAGE:31HAVE YOU USED CONDOMS LATELY, IN ANY WAY:nopeR U A CLEAN FREAK:nopeHAVE U GOT IN A FIGHT IN THE PAST WEEK:yesHAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN THE BATHROOM:yesHAVE UR PARENTS CAUGHT U HAVING SEX:yesDO U BELIEVE IN SEX AT FIRST SIGHT:maybeDO YOU HAVE POT IN UR SYSTEM RIGHT NOW:nopeWAT ABOUT ALCHOHOL:yesGOT ANY KIDS:yesDO U DO PILLS:nopeDO U DO WEED:nopeDO U DRINK:yes, since i have alcohol in my system DO U CONSIDER URSELF A SLUT/WHORE:nopeDO U SMOKE CIGGS:yesIF SO WAT KIND:marlboro mediumsDO U LIVE IN A TRAILOR PARK:nopeHAVE YOU EVER CHEATED:yesIF SO, WAS IT WORTH IT:yesR U GOING TO A PARTY 2-NIGHT:yesDO U SHOOT UP:nope, scared of needles anywayDO U OWN A GUN:nopeEVER GOT IT IN THE BUTT:yesHAVE U EVER TRIED 69:yesDO U TAKE NUDE PICS:yesDO U LOOK AT PORN:yes

Be Yourself !!!
mean people suck, people should live there own fuckin life not to worry about what the fuck your doing , fuck,em all be fat be horny just fuckin be you , PEACE AND LOVE YOU ALL TADPOLE REAL PEOPLE !!!!!

Hurry Sstill No Winner In The Letter Contes But
MUAHZ diamond gems@ CherryTAPWINS A REAL LIFE COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES(NOT IMAGINARY)FOR POSTING ANSWER IN A BLOG FROM 3 DAYS AGO...KEEP GUESSING;...IF NOONE GUESSES IN 10 MINUTES SHE WINS THE CHERRY TO..SHE WAS THE 1ST GUESS...

The End.
You sit here and play a two sided game... You play your moves wrong, and get caught.. You smile all up in your "enemies" face, yet sit alone in a corner wondering what the "enemies" next move is gonna be... You calculate each move, and thats where you go wrong... Planning your every move only leaves you to fail.. watching everyone elses step but your own only causes you to screw up... You slowly walk in the shadows of others, hoping no one else sees what you do.. Knowing all eyes are on you and your next victim. You leave yourself open to pain, and you know it. You try and step ahead to cover your tracks, and you never do it well enough. You always forget a spot. And doesnt take much to figure out... Only fool you're playin, is yourself. .. Dont be amazed when your parade gets stepped on. Its only what you deserve.

Dear Mom And Dad
I was scrambling tonight. My daughter called me and said she was coming to visit. I started straightening up, running the vacuum, throwing stuff out of sight, and something occurred to me - I was excited about my daughter coming to visit and maybe that's the way my mom and dad feel. So as soon as my daughter left I made things right and sent them an email. It didn't take long because I just copied and pasted one I got from my aunt, so 2 minutes and I'm back doing stuff I like. I hope I always have this appreciation of family.

Crazy Stuff
I know it must seem really weird to some... a lot perhaps why I am posting more... hmmm 'revealing' shots. I just like the sense of freedom it gives me. I lead a very good real life. I love my husband.. 26 years. We still have a great time and enjoy each other's company.. but the thought of being desired by men.. talking and getting to know them, separating from my real life.. is a huge turn on.. I am happy in all aspects of my real life... but am very restless, sexually inside.

Gifts
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

Life's River
I saw you wrapped in that twilight..blanketed by stars. They seemed to want you to disappear but you were the brightest of them all. I watched as you shimmered, and was jealous for your touch. I wanted to be there with you, in the heaven's lust. For to take you up like that and wrap you oh so tight, was only a reflection of me wanting you, in this lonely dream tonight. I laid in that meadow listening, eyes closed, as the tall grass swayed. The wind carassed it as I heard it sigh, seemed the night was baiting me. I use to be its friend..but it seemed to have left me for you, and I called out to it to return, an echo rang out in darkness' hues. And, then, everything was gone..we floated out together...tiny particles that had started us, had consumed us once again. So I listened again to hear you, just a whisper of your soul, and it told me how wonderful the heavens were, how we would never have to grow old. That in this place and time, was every time and place, and eve

Please Keep Out!!!!
I had a music video of Amy Lee . I just cae in to check on my profile at 9:00 pm and found out that someone has takeing it out. This is not aload without me asking someone for help to take out a video or with out you asking me to have a copy of the one I had. I am just learning how to do this stuff and it took me all day to find that one and the others for that matter. Lookif this shit keeps up I am going to get out of Cherrytap all together. Then tat way all the hard work that it takes me to do this will not have been a pain in my ass to put back in.So you know who you are and I am asking nicely , TO PLEASE LOOK DON'T TOUCH!!!! Thank You

Drop Of Water
Drip Drip your in my soul I feel it now and now I know a part of me as I gaze in your eyes we swam together in the river of life Drip Drip your in my mind I know it now, I feel you inside a breath of me as I feel your touch we melt together, I need you this much Drip Drip your in my blood I want it now, you feel like a flood a bead of sweat as I feel you close we are one as we each flow Drip Drip your in my soul what once was half is now whole Life's river could not part us forever I know you now you are my "Drop of water."

Carjack
BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, younotice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shiftinto Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers appear out ofnowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys.Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING US

Awesome A/v Stereophile Show & Exhibit
See YOU at HES 2007 from May 11-13 in New York! The 2007 Stereophile Home Entertainment Show is coming! May 11-13, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, 2007 at the Grand Hyatt Hotel in New York, NY. Elusive Disc, Inc. & JVC XRCD will be exhibiting in Ballroom E, Booth 13! The Home Entertainment Show is the largest and most comprehensive collection of products the home entertainment industry has to offer. Check out what is hot and new in digital and analogue for the year 2007! Come see all the booths! There will be over 500 titles on LP, SACD, XRCD, DVD-A and CD, Equipment & Accessories for demonstration at this years Home Entertainment 2007 Show... Don't Miss It!

Lacing Vs. Tightlacing
Lacing vs Tightlacing Some corset wearers, past and present, engage in "Tightlacing or "Figure training". This is a training procedure by which the figure is gradually molded and reduced over a period of months by continuous wear and gradually increased levels of constriction. Usually 4" is mentioned as the transition from moderate corseting to tightlacing, but in reality this varies with muscle tone, general build and the desire to tight lace. The continuous pressure allows the body adapt and conform to the corset shape. Over time, this adaptation allows the corset to be worn tighter with the same comfort level . The cycle of tightening and adaptation is repeated over the span of weeks, months or even years. The gradual shaping is accepted naturally without adversely affecting health, similar to a pregnancy. For example: an average modern 40-30-40 figure can lace down 4 inches to a 26" waist and cause a similar proportional effect as a 34-26-34 laced to 23" waist. Both

Hey Noone Has Guessed The Letter Yet
GOTO THE ORIGINAL BLOG AND GUESS ONE LETTER AT A TIME TILL WE HAVE A WINNER..ANYONE THAT GUESSES A LETTER THAT SOMEONE ELSE GUESSES GETS AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES.....FREE FOR ALL WINNER ANNOUNCED AND PAYED DURING THIS HH...IF NOONE GUESSES THE 1ST GUESS WINS...PS DONOT POST YOURFR ANSER ON THIS BLOG..GOTO ORIGINAL...AND SOME OF YOURR POST WERE DELETED FOR NOT POSTING IT IN THE RIGHT BLOG

Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the

Once More Weep
I was so close to that youthful fountain. Did you not see it? I did. I cannot fathom what it would have been like. Just to hold you for that one second in time. Just to hold your soul next to mine. I stood at that precipice, I knew you would not solidify. I new that at the moment it was to happen it would whisper by. I stood strong. Did you see me? I did. Now I weep, my soul does for you. It weeps for, only, the flesh I never knew. Because I did, I knew you, the real you. I heard your words of the monster that would steal you away. My heart did break, my soul did scream out to tell you to turn it away. It was for good, I heard you say. I wept inside. Did you see me? I did. And now the music plays the discourse of my heart. A part I realize now that will never come to light. I wanted you, needed you, for just a second in time. I could see us being true to what and who we are. But monsters will make of us what the world truly wants. And die I did watc

Sad... Makes Me Cry..
I do, more often then usual lately actually to be honest........... some people don't realize the pain they cause, and sometimes some people don't care either. I've done something I shouldn't. Please, forgive me.... "Give me another chance..." sorry this is a random bulletin, just stressed and missing ... yeah, a little out of place right now. I don't know what to think. Get all my emotions out here... I hate what I am now, wish I could turn back time... Justin Timberlake's songs make me cry, they hurt me inside:( Can't change that, wish I could change me. I don't like making mistakes... somethings have gotten harder with time. Have you ever missed a "certain someone" so much, but couldn't tell anyone? Ever had someone cheat on you? ... Would you know? Who knows? "Too late to apologize..." Timbaland has some great new tunes, find someone you can love 4ever... don't tell me you need me, or say I'm sorry if you could care less... Still venting... you know who you are... you might

The Promise Of Love
Lie you down softly, crawling over you, Looking in your angelic eyes, Telling you I love you, Rest your head gently, follow you down with kiss, I've waited my whole life, To feel this, My hand softly on your cheek, your lips held carefully between mine, As the world loses us, And we are forgetten by time, The feel of your body, so full of desire, wrapped up in my arms, Taking me higher, I kiss you deeper, as you pull me into you, wrap yourself around me, Like I've been longing you to do, Feel your heart beating, beating with mine, Forever we have spent apart, But now it's time, where two become one, we are finally home, Locked in a promise of love, I will never let you go...

Mother's
What is a mother? A mother to me is one who will fight and die for their child . I sit day after day realizing how precious my daughter is to me. To wake up knowing i have something to live for makes me want to wake up. If you are a mother even to a son you are a hero you are someone special to them. When your world falls apart and no one else is around to be a friend you will always have them. Every tear you shed they are always there to wipe them away every fight you battle remember you are battling for them. I remember as a kid i fought with my mom i even got to points were i said i hated her. You know i realize if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here today i love her and mothers are the best thing in the world to a child nothing no money or anytyhing else could matter more to your child then a mothers love hope all the mothers have a very awesome mothers day and to the guys remember u might be all grown up but remember your mothers mwah everyone

And The Winner Is
nikki@ CherryTAP HAS BEEN GIVEN A CHERRY AND HER BOYFRIEND BigPapa@ CherryTAPGETS A BRAND NEW IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES...FOR HID CREATIVE GUESS RONALD REAGAN ENJOY HH SEE U AFTER RATE THIS BLOG

How Close Can We Get To God
Subject: How close can we get to God! Message: Usually I had to be at school by 7:30 A.M. Northridge High School was doing some testing in the lower grades that day, so seniors like me got to go in late. Mom offered me a ride when it was time to go. I sat beside her in our van, kicked off my sandals, and daydreamed about my future. I’d be graduating from high school in a few months. This summer was going to be the best one yet. I’d leave high school behind and do whatever I wanted. What would I do? Go to college? Turn my job coaching gymnastics into a full-time gig? Or get a job in an office where I could work my way up? And what about marriage, kids? I had plenty of time to figure all that out later. There were millions of things I could do with my life, and whatever I chose I was sure would turn out fine. Maybe I just had spring fever. Or senioritis. Or a little of both. Mom interrupted my thoughts. “Kassandra, do you see that?” she asked just as we were crossing the rail

Friends
Friends Body: Friends are the ones that are always there, Whenever anything gives you a scare. They'll be there when the road gets rough, They see you through when times are tough. Expressing myself is easy and I feel free, To say that my friends mean so much to me. They are always there and never complain, They feel your laughter and also your pain. They know when to laugh, when to smile, when to cry, They even know when all you need is a sigh. They make you laugh when you are down, They make a smile out of a frown. Never hold grudges over something that's silly, The best friendships are often hilly. So just remember when you find a true friend, Never let that friendship end.

I Dream
i dream of forbidden things of black apples and angel wings of truth and love and hope i see the fallen who can't get up and see their souls float up i hear the crys of the broken the heart is the token for my appriciation i will grant you one wish as long as it is a poison dish these words make no sense even to me my heart is heavy with newfoung glee i love him more than words can explain i feel as if he is a part of me delacate as a flower my love is for him the light in my heart however is never dim the rain is never ending it washes away the blood on my baren skull at night it feels as if blackness is neverending dawn will come, i am for sure it always does the sun will shine the rain will end the bad times will scese the sky is black above my head but tommarrow will come and it shall be the most dazzaling blue

What Is A Friend?
Is it just a word? A meaning less phrase? A description for those that we hold near and dear? Or is every random stanger a friend? To me...a true friend is someone who is somehow there when you need to smile...but just cant get your lips to work... A friend see's the good in you...even when you no longer feel so good. A friend slaps you across the face when you really are acting like an ass.... A friend lets you make that one big mistake and is there to comfort you when you realize it. I am so bless...this week...my true friends not only showed themselves to me....but the outpouring of support from them...even as few even know why i was upset or what was happening...and yet...the words...the love...the friendship was there...and so was the space i needed to come to terms with myself...thru all my self pity and self hatred....there they were....waiting with open arms....and lord know i dont know what i did to deserve them...but to each and everyone one of you... Tha

Heart's Memory
And I can hear you here in my heart a whisper shared within the dark A gaze across silence and space, and then the stars forming new constallations a lean to bring each other nearer a kiss so soft and it becomes clear fingertips brush to start a flame nervous thoughts want you to feel the same the too small spaces confine us clearly But all I want is to have you near me Soft and silken my fingers through your hair wrapped me up in your translucent stare racing around to find the perfect place beside a bridge trapped in your warm embrace with soft kisses and touch, fingertips palm to palm my heart on your lips trembling, waiting, for the connection searing my soul I remember when it happened flesh to flesh it was just like a dream and I will always remember the night you loved me and at the end we laid in the wake trying to hold on for each others sake Trying to define the undefinable hoping the night would just stand still I will never forget the night and all y

For A Platinum Cherry To You Or Anyone You Want.paid During Happy Hour.
WHO WAS THE 30TH PRESIDENT...GO CHECK YAHOO SEARCH HURRY.JUST TYPE IN WHO WAS THE 30TH PRESIDENT NEXT QUESTION WILL BE MATH NNN THIS IS THE WINNER OF THE FLASHING HEARTS nikki@ CherryTAP

:your Embrace
This is just the start.... Sweet Love That your arms embrace me that your lips do taste me and I surrender wholly to you. Can fingernails be guided to body's wanting torture, devine from your hand. I can not say no. Eyes closed feels the rapture of your fingers relase the clothes that bind me to this life.

More Rants Here!
Have you ever loved somebody sooo much yet at the same time hated them and what they represented? When at first all you saw was a kind and sweet person but then find out later that they are scandalous and liars? How can a person fall for someone like that??? I mean, there were warnings all around but you just didn't listen because you thought they would be different...that they would break the trend you are so desperately trying to get yourself out of?? That no matter how the person treated you...you were ready to give them everything you had and work for the things you couldn't give them at the time?? How no matter how much you pour your heart and soul out to the person only to have them throw it away like yesterdays bad magazines?? How even though you aren't together, you still give your all to make sure that the other person is happy and comfortable?? How the only way to deal with things going the way they are is to put up your defenses even higher than they ever have been and getti

The Vacatin For 2 Contest Is Closed
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What You Ask Of Me
Eyes that pierce through to the heart of me sees to the start of me that's what you do peels away all of the layers of me revealing what's left of me that's what you do I and I can't stop your gaze is so demading wants more of me than I can give Cuz I don't usually give myself away like that take me to the grave and then want's me down on my knees to give the best of me What's left of me as your eyes pierce through to the heart of me.

Newpledge Of Allegiance
new pledge of allegiance New Pledge of Allegiance! (TOTALLY AWESOME) Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore. Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached. I liked it. NEW School prayer. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state.. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIR

Home Mailing Business
I just found a great home mailing business where you get paid $5 for simply stuffing and mailing over 1000 envelopes a month. This is too good to pass up so please don't hesitate to call 1-800-785-7076 for a free information pack to be mailed out to you.

Fallen Soldiers
ive never done a blog before so i have no idea what people really put in them.. sooooo im just going to say a few things... im making this one in memory of someone ive never met.. he was an army sgt from my hometown here where i live.. he was due to get out this coming nov.. he was killed in iraq this past sunday.. sucks.. i feel really bad for the families of fallen soldiers.. i have a son in the military and a few friends that graduated with him that are like my own kids.. i have a brother also in the army.. my son served 4 1/2 months in afghanistan and my brother served 16 months in iraq.. my son volunteered to go back.. dont know when or if theyll send him but i am proud of him.. and no i dont want him to but its something he feels strongly about so im backing him.. thank you to all those serving in the military and to their families for the sacrafice.. its hard on everyone involved..

Just Curious-what Would You Do?
Please give your best opinion and reason. why would a female give up custody of her kids(both under age 5) to join the army? if you knew someone had a sexual encounter with member of the same sex would you tell their new husband/wife? and why? if you knew someone who wanted a sex change would you tell their new partner? and why? why is it considered stalking only if physical harm is threatened and not if they are harasssing and taking pictures of you whenever they get a chance? why would someone get mad at something an ex said to someone when they are so happy with the life they have without that person, even if the comment had nothing to do with them. (example: your ex left your bro/sis a comment on their myspace profile, comment had nothing to do with you) would you get mad and make your sibling remove the comments if you were married to someone else? (more questions to come later)

This One Is For A Platinum Cherry
IF U HAVENT GUESSED 3 LETTERS ..YOU GET ONE TIME TO GUESS 3 THEN THE REST OF THE GUESS HAS TO BE ONE AT A TIME GUESS A LETTER FROM A-Z...EVERYONE GETS 3 GUESSES..BUT DONT GEUSS..BUT DONT GUESS ANUMBER THAT HAS BEEN GUESSED ALREADY.....IF YOU DO YOU WILL RTECIEVE AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES....CHERRY WILL BE BOUGHT DURING A HAPPY HOUR..SMALLER GIFTS PAY RIGHT AWAY....THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED IN 1 HOUR...IF NOONE HAS GUESSED THE RIGHT LETTER IN THE NEXT HOUR...TE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS GETS THE CHERRY....NEXT CONTEST IS MATH PROBLEM ADDITION IN 3 MINUTES...MAKE SURE YOU CHECK THE COTEST CAUSE ONE WILL BE FOR A ROLEX TONIGHT....BANG AND THIER OFF

Daddy Dom's Article
Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel

Dominant's Creed
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To win a submiss

Wednesday 5/2/05
I'm so glad that today is almost over lol, it hasn't really been a bad day, but this morning everything was just going wrong lol. hiI woke DJ Cracker up late for her DJ shift, I woke my brother up late for his second class of the day (although he can set the alarm on his cell phone) and the cat was generally just being a pain in the butt, jumping on all the counters even though she knows she's not allowed to. Other than that I've just done the same old thing, chatting in the lobby and listening to CrushFM. We had a thunderstorm today too, which didn't do much to help me this morning because I was afraid I'd have to go offline, but luckily it didn't last long lol. Well, I think I'm going to end this here. Have a good night all.

Sometimes It Takes Me Awhile To Formulate More Clearly What's Bugging Me...
and we have lists being compiled because (in some cases) a friend of a friend told a friend, and people leaving the site eventually because people found their name and their link on the list, followed it, and started the CT-version (or just, well...) harrassing. This isn't "our site! Get lost, you!". So long as people are following the rules, it's everyone's site. Have a misunderstanding about definitions or rules, there are way too many other ways to handle them.

Passion
Dusk faded to dawn. Sunlight illuminated a dusky sky. Either way it was all pretty hazy. Landing was only two hours off. He groaned. No shaving in 20 hours and no more than four hours sleep during the whole flight. Despite himself, a smile tickled his lips. He had waited so long for this day. She was the ideal woman, full of life and passion. When she smiled her face lit up and set against her raven black hair, it was like the sunshine in a night's sky. Ever since the first spark their relationship had been a searing flame. No more than half an hour passed. Sunlight crept under the window shutters. 20 minutes to landing. Outside, the clouds were gaining ground on the plane: the sun towered over all, seemingly spinning clouds from its golden loom. Looking as if they were about to break, the wings extended and the ground advanced on the plane. A quick thud and touchdown. Darren's ears stubbornly refused to pop and somebody was poking his face with hot pins. The walk to

The Ancient Right
I was there! The smell of the incense floating through the warm summer air. I could hear the chanting. I am Home. A long time ago I was for someone. I am home. I close my eyes and the warmth builds. It is in my DNA, from a millenia ago. I feel it build. I am supposed to be more than I am, More than I can think or dream of being. I am a seller, a seducer, a fullfiller of needs. You think you know what they are? What I am suppost to be? But my destiny is greater, greater than now, greater than any one lifetime, greater than my flesh, but that is where it starts. I was born for a single moment of giving. I was created for the entity, the energy, and it transfers to my flesh so I feel no pain. Anguish is not it's motive, it's wants. Flesh is only female and male energy, that is all, no cohesion, no singular being, no oneness. It is all and I was created from it, for it. I felt it grow inside me that day. I smelled the blessed cinders, and felt the blessed oils pressed upon my skin. I felt

Fed Up!!!!!
OK, I'M F'ING FED UP WITH WOMEN. HAD A DATE LAST FRIDAY AND SHE CANCELLED AND DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CALLING. SHE SAID HER MOM GOT SICK. THEN I TALKED TO HER BEST FRIEND AND SHE ACTED LIKE SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. NOW I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS OTHER GIRL THAT WAS INTERESTED IN ME, NEVER TOLD ME AND SHE TELLS HER BEST FRIEND THAT WE HAD TALKED AND DECIDED THAT WE WOULD JUST BE FRIEND'S. I LIKE TO KNOW WHEN THAT CONVERSATION TOOK PLACE. SO NOW I'M THINKING THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 TIMES, MY 1ST 2 WIVES PAST AWAY, MY 3RD DIVORCED ME. SO WTF IS WRONG? I DUNNO! MAYBE I SHOULD TURN GAY AND FORGET ABOUT TRYING TO GET WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOTHING BUT BAD LUCK WITH THEM ANYWAYS!!!!

You Never Know
a few years ago i didn't think i would ever love again..i loved Jason more than anyone should love someone but it obviously wasn't meant to be...but he made the right choice and no one can fault him for that... i had various lovers in between times but none of them was "the one" then i met Ed (Master Tool on here)...sometimes things are rocky but for the most part they are good...what started out as a booty call has turned into so much more...but i feel like i am being unfair to him and this is why... i have fibromyaglia...there are 3 entries in here about it so if you don't know what that is read those...and i about to hit the end stage...i am losing use of my left leg and know that i will be in a wheelchair before too much longer and is that really fair to ask him to stay? he is young, virile, and healthy...i am old, sick, and broken....i know he loves me even though he never says the words...sometimes i ache to hear them but i don't expect to ever hear them...i am his slave a

Why Come On Ct If You Are Going To Be A Jerk
Hi all CT friends..there is something I just dont understand is why do some come on here just be a F***ing rude jerk? If you dont like a picture or profile move your little mouse and click out of it. There is no reason to give poor ratings unless you are the natural born rude hateful careless person that you are making everyone to believe you are by giving such marks. This is a family and friends space and we all come here to help eachother and be together as friends. So if your life is that bad keep it to your self and leave me alone here CT. I am not going to mention any names on here and I have blocked the person I am talking about

Article On "daddy Doms" From Daddydomsbabygirls
Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl.

Like It Or Leave It.
Tomorrow I am going to do my best, not to complain whine or be grumpy,I want to enjoy the fact that I am alive and I have a heavenly Father who loves me no matter how bad I am. Goodnight all my friends,I will let you know how I did,lol.

Spartakus And The Sun Beneath The Sea
"Ever since the time of the Great Cataclysm, the Arkadians have lived deep in the center of the earth. They believed they were the only survivors of this great devastation. Their civilization thrived under the power of their sun, the Tehra... until it began to fail. In desperation, the children of Arkadia broke the law and entered the forbidden Archives searching for a solution. What they discovered gave them hope. Anxiously, they used their special powers and created a messenger to the people above. They named her Arkana... Shine like a sun that lies beneath the sea Divine is the one we call Tehra Far from the world we knew so long ago Mine is the land Arkadia We pass on the stratas in our magic ship We're strong for our hearts now beat as one Matt and Rebecca believe Arkana Brave while the sun still burns Go follow Spartakus To the sun beneath the sea We're so near to the universe Which has long disappeared Rainbow dawn on Arkadia Shining sun beneath the se

Beloved
I feel so happy When you're next to me, staring Deep into my eyes You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am I want to look Away, shift my Gaze, I'm not used To guys like you That give me respect I never knew someone That acts like you Listening, speaking, Each smile, each touch I grow silent By each passing day, I fall in love again You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am

Weeee
I'm really sick of seeing bulletins & blogs about drama and he/she said BS. so im gonna make one that means something and maybe it will get reposted & these guys will get some major CT love shown to them! at least show your respects to the people who put there life on the line for you,these guys are my friends & part of the United States military & a great bunch of people to know...I have a great deal of admiration and respect for them!! If you dont wanna repost, thats okay, if you dont wanna show them love, thats fine too but what isnt okay is you go downrate them or anything of the sort, you dont like there pictures, dont look or just dont rate them.. they break their backs so you dont have to... thank you all for all you do for us!!! Chief Wahoo@ CherryTAP bri_t69@ CherryTAP U.S. Drill@ CherryTAP ~Nellie~ @ CherryTAP Just me@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts (SiK) Family Founder I.D. Maker@ CherryTAP Pinito@ CherryTAP toymarine

Going To Ga/tn
Hi everyone, Just a quick note to let u know I will be leave very early Fri morning for Atlanta to see my brother. There will be a nice long layover in Dallas to see my friends shortly there =) After spending time with my brother & niece in Atlanta, I will be going up to TN for a week to spend with my gf. I will be back to spend Mothers Day in Las Vegas with my daughter. So if u are wondering why u dont see my anywhere on CT, this is why. I will see u all when I get back. To all the mom's reading this, happy Mother's Day! Hugs, Karen

Im Pissed Time To Vent!
I have been on the job for going on 6 years now most of them as seargent and shift supervisor. I am one of very few who has literally dealt with just about every type of call imaginable. Shootings, stabbing’s, suicides, murders, major disasters, hostage situations, rapes, dangerous rescues, bombs both fake and real. Usually I am the 1st to arrive on the scene and on more than one occasion the only one. I have met and gotten to know so many people many of whom are still grateful for my actions in their time of need. I have saved lives and in all the years only lost one life, 2 year old reese mccasland a SID’s victim, whom I received praise from paramedics for trying to save him. I have single handedly captured escaped convicts. 2 days ago I responded and treated being 1st on scene to a doctor who had a stroke, today his fellow doctors came to thank me for my actions he is expected to make a full recovery. Appreciation like that is what I enjoy most about the job, so why am I pissed? Wel

~she's A Butterfly~ By Martina Mcbride
This song is one thaat helped pull me thru the darkest times this past summer, She remembers when she first got her wings And how she opened up the day she learned to sing Then the colors came, erased the black and white And her whole world changed when she realized She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly Like the purest light in a darkened world So much hope inside such a lovely girl You should see her fly, it's almost magical It makes you wanna cry, she's so beautiful She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings touch the ground (God bless the butterfly) God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings

My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel, Is there 2 watch over me. My Guardian Angel, Is keeping me safe. My Guardian Angel, Making sure I don't get in2 trouble. My Guardian Angel, Is helping me find my way. My Guardian Angel, Teaching me right from wrong. My Guardian Angel, Lifting me up when I have fallen down. My Guardian Angel, Is always there when I need them most.

My Promises
I promise to do my best and i promise not to lie i promise to hold my head up and i promise not to cry i promise I'll be there whenever you need a friend i promise this to you until the very end i don't promise i wont hurt you because i know it will be a lie i don't promise I'll live forever cause i know one day I'll die i don't promise you everything cause everything is only a taste i don't promise you forever cause JUST forever would be a waste i promise you more than any words could express i promise you my life and not a second less

I Want To Be With You
I want to be with you Until I perish And every moment I will forever cherish Every love song Reminds me of you If you were to die I don't know what I'd do I absolutely adore Playing with your hair And touching your lips I can't help but stare Your beauty is stunning Like frozen glass And oh, baby I hope that we last

People Lie
I am way tired of people being fake and lying and ya know who you are.. its bull shit.. but whatever... You can live ur life and be miserable will all ur ugly fake ass friends.. kiss my ass.. other than that on a lighter note, I am chillin at bobbies having a great time fucking off.. LOL.. so watch for hawt ass pics later people.. I am sure there will be lots later people..

May 2nd
Well... it is wed. may 2nd and less then a month untill i am in europe seeing things i thought i would never see (atleat untill i was near death at old age). It becoming a mind boggel as to where i should even start once i arrive. I have thousands and thousands of things that i want to do and try but it is just too damn hard to pick from the lot. I know i will have time to cover a lot of ground but with the 2 day hike im planning once i arrive the options of what to do are narrowed of whatever is between Frankfurt and Koln; and even then if it is raining i wont be able to make the hike throwing a wrench into my plans somewhat. I can always jump the rail into koln but where is the fun in that? hell, im in europe and there is an entire new contenant to see on foot... theres no reason to even want to take any type of transportation unless there is shit weather. Right now thats probably the only concern on my mind for the trip, that and making the walk by myself for so long. Good thing im

Color Me...
Color me delusions from any hue or shade except from gray or black with their blue tinged madness color me a streetlight with daylight rays instead of urine yellows or broken glass voids color me a whore without a rock craving in her mind color me delusions a different shade of night

About To Pop!
Woohoo!!!! The doctor said that I could have this baby anyday now and I am sooo excited! I finally get to meet my little girl! I am tired of being pregnant and glad that this is going to be my last one! No more babies for me!

September Rain
Monolithic heartbeats of september rain bounced along the highway like the rythm of passion each dream gentler than the first kiss but ever more distant and out of touch of grasping hands and of the mind And as each day dawns another piece of sunlight is slipping from the pumping veins of desperation to catch a dream of how it was distant tears of yesterday and though the movie fades inside a silver bolt of reality can touch the mind like a child touching a heart and with each vision a song is sung of how it was and what's become in tender nights that hide behind cold frost and dispair and yet the spirit of hope lives fresh each waking and all the dreams rerun on the cable of mind each time anew like virgin thoughts and changed to meet the needs of the day

Suggestions For The Morning Flightpath Of A Butterfly
You dream of empty days on a highway floating cruising going nowhere but... how many heartbeats and dreams do you think it costs? Flatline desert Comatosed between the bright light and dark night gang of angels dressed as crows a murder by the highway will they start to fly my way sunkissed madness and for every mile that's walked a thousand more are travelled internally fraternity of internal screamers Ever kissed the sky at night and felt it's cool breath against your mind like an empty whisper hollow of hope? All who cry travel on that breeze What is it that screams at us when we are waking what is it that pins us to the day? Does anything mean anything? glass slipper kissed the mind of holy fuck and hear me blind with every sound within a whisper ticking of an iron bell or is a belle a bon voyage of maiden flights and ghostly nights of slipped inside a circle going somewhere and how many ways are freeways even if the sign p

Why Can't We All Get On?
Why can't we all get on? Because we're different. It's a fact of life, and it's everywhere, from the school food hall, thru the mall, to the bars we hang out in. We all split in to our little groups because that's what we do, we split in to our little groups, and interact with those that we get on with. The world would suck big time, if we all got on, because it would mean we were all the same, all liked the same music, the same clothes, the same taste in everything, we'd all love the same man, or woman, and it would be bland and lifeless. Variety is the spice of life, it's our diversity, and uniqueness that sets us apart, that drives us forward, and makes us what we are, so the question isn't why can't we all get on, but the question is why can't we leave those alone who chose to be apart from us? That is the secret to harmony, not to force people together, but to recognise, acknowledge, and respect our differences, and to leave people to get on with their own lives, an

Unconditional Love
A treasure to be cherished And a gift from God above, Is the beauty of friendship Touched by unconditional love. A love that asks no questions, And believes in all the best, Never doubting, always trusting, And will still stand with any test. A love that weathers any storm, And yet that love still stands, Through the very darkest hour It still reaches out a hand. There in that hand is the sweetest gift That you can give to a friend, A heart that cares and a love that shares, That will be there till the very end. A treasure to be cherished, And a gift from God above, Is what you can share with your friend An Unconditional Love...

Is It Just Pet, Or Is Pet The Only Peppy Slave There Is?
O.o; Pet's honestly curious. Pet's not your typical pet. Pet's very hyper, joyful, ambitious, peppy, colorful, and joyful. Most pets pet sees are sorta scary, or like black a little too much. (Not that that's a bad thing. * hugs all *) Pet just doesn't seem to fit the bill as pet other than being extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemely submissive.

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

Je Ne Regrette Rien...
Je ne regrette rien... I do not regret anything. I do not regret the sun, or the moon, and I do not regret the scent of your perfume, that still lingers on my pillow, as an aromatic reminder that you've gone. I don't regret the tears shed in the storms, hidden only by a thousand rain drops, and I don't regret the pains in my heart. I do not regret anything, because you were worth it. To have spent one perfect moment with you is worth the million years of hurt destined to follow.

Cherry Blasts
ok i've just noticed in the blast box that someone has bought babyjesus a blast... what's the go with that... i mean it's not as if he needs to have a blast bought for him... he already has heaps of friends/fans/family so it's not as if he needs anymore plus he owns the site ppl's... anyways that's all i wanted to say just needed to get it off my chest LOL

Check Out My New Designs!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to invite you to check out my website! I design & sell tshirts, mugs, bags, stickers, and posters! Everything is reasonably priced, and looks great! I also do custom orders & personalize existing items for free!!

One Week Blast Contest
DO YOU WANT A ONE WEEK BLAST?????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST,IT WILL LAST 1 WEEK ONLY AND THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN I NEED 10 CONTESTANTS TO START IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR PICTURE TO THIS LINK: ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND WildCat

Please Dont Tell Me You Love Me
Please dont tell me you love me! When all you do is cover up your lies. Please dont tell me Im lying When you know the truth behind my cries And dont act like everything is fine When we both know are family is falling apart with pieces left behind Please dont tell me you love me! Unless your ready to fight for both our rights, To change for the better And for whats truly right. Dont you see how much your hurting me Just to protect your pride. Why do I let myself cry When I already know that its time to say good bye and that I tried.

Abortion
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Daddy
Daddy, what are you saying? I can't make it out Daddy, I can hear you clearly There's nothing to shout about. Daddy, don't get mad that I can't understand, I know it isn't meant for me, You just can't comprehend. Daddy, don't you worry, There is nothing wrong. Though it is your job to be, I'll just sing you this song. Daddy, do forgive me if I ever hurt you bad, You know I didn't mean what I said when I got a little mad. Daddy, you know I care for you by the way I kiss your cheeks and wipe your mouth when you eat and make sure your tea's not too sweet. And Daddy, as you watch me grow, you know that someday I'll leave. But I am still your littlest girl, And I always will be.

Life
Girls.... You aren't going to be his 1st., his last or his only. He's cared about someone else before you, and he will again...but he cares for you now, what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't either, the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make u laugh at least once, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking of you every moment. but he will give you part of him that he knows you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give you. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. And NEVER regret something that once made you smile,..... (This blog is a quote of brtgldman.)

Hello Everyone Im New To This
Hello everyone as you can see im new this site and i dont have a myspace either but i do have a adultspace which is like myspace but for adults only 18 and above. Not sure but im pretty sure that its kinda like this site but this one seems a lot better. So im new to this and im looking to meet some local girls on this site to go out with talk if thats all you want or maybe sometime meet face to face. Im single guy living with the parents tell i get my own place just starting life really. So hosting things are a little hard for me. But anways hope to here back from some woman soon.

31 Cent Baskin Robbins Ice Cream Tonight Only!
Baskin-Robbins celebrates its inaugural 31 Cent Scoop Night on May 2, 2007, in honor of the National Fallen Firefighters Foundation. Here’s the scoop! Baskin-Robbins is kicking off summer early with a special 31 Cent Scoop Night celebration on May 2, 2007. During the event, ice cream lovers will have the opportunity to enjoy their favorite Baskin-Robbins ice cream flavor for only 31 cents while paying tribute to local heroes. Ice cream lovers are encouraged to “cool” down and visit any of Baskin-Robbins’ 2,800 stores nationwide from 5 pm to 10 pm on May 2. During the event, consumers can choose any flavor and pay only 31 cents (plus applicable tax) for 2.5 oz. scoops of ice cream. 31 Cent Scoop Night is the perfect opportunity to try any of Baskin-Robbins ice cream flavors or to be daring and get a triple cone. Ice cream enthusiasts should not hesitate to treat their office, teammates, family, and friends to this special offer.

Just Wrote This
There's a fear inside me that you're taking away by simple words no others bother to say My hearts not as nervous but it still cries due to others actions and non stop lies Then I think of you and it makes me smile Just three little words have gone a mile I know I can be a bit of a pain, a little timid and a touch insane but you make me feel special and that I desire along with you my soul is on fire So I dedicate these words to you I love you my sweet, I really do

God Watching Over Me
I laid on the grass And looked up at the sky I saw a bright shining star Out of the corner of my eye I knew it was you I felt your embrace A warm loving light Full of grace The cool breezes through me On some cold gloomy days The soft taps on the shoulder What were you trying to say? Are you proud of who I am Do you look down in disgrace Do you think I could be better Is my life out of place? I need your wisdom And your words to guide To help this child That I am inside I know you're there In spirit to An Angel watching down On this daughter he knew All I have to do Is look up and see That it's my dad watching over me.

Mommas Little Girl
Mommas little girl, your my joy,and your my world, from the moment i first felt you move, to the day i finally saw you in that hospital room, the way you make me smile, the way we cuddle up for a long while, the way you wrap you tiny finger around mine, the way just looking at you makes everything fine, you'll always be mommas girl, mommas joy and mommas world

Thought For The Day.
trepidation sits heavy within an angry heart, a mantle hard to shed. emotions locked inside bubble to the surface, filling me with dread. duplicity is unbecoming hypocrisy a fight i cannot win. i just want my living nightmare to end.

Phoenix
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire life You should be ashamed Leaving me cold and alone i

3 May 07 - Thursday
3 May 07 - Thursday Sgt Mead 19-- Bobby "Blitz" Ellsworth rocker (Overkill-Hello From the Gutter) 1903 Bing Crosby (Harry Lillis Crosby) Tacoma WA, crooner/actor (White Christmas, Going My Way) 1920 Sugar Ray Robinson [Walter Smith] middleweight/welterweight boxer (champion) 1928 James Brown Augusta GA, singer/jail bird, soul brother #1 (Hot Pants) 1936 Engelbert Humperdinck [Arnold George Dorsey] Madras India, singer (After The Lovin', Release Me, Quando Quando Quando) 1944 Peter Staples rocker (Troggs-Wild Thing) 1946 Greg Gumbel sportscaster (CBS TV, WFAN) 1951 Christopher Cross [Geppert] San Antonio TX, singer (Sailing, Arthur's Theme) 1953 Bruce Hall Champaign IL, rock bassist (Reo Speedwagon) 1955 Steve Jones English pop guitarist (Sex Pistols-Mercy) 1494 Jamaica discovered by Christopher Columbus; he names it "St Iago" 1765 1st US medical college opens in Philadelphia; founded by John Morgan, the School of Medicine belonged to the College of Philadelph

Hello Friends /thought
Hello all... just a thought and a suggestion... I know each of us has our own agenda on CT but... I am finding that some bulletines have useful and fun stuff on them... maybe try to take a minute to check them and see what might be happening or for useful information... I have met a couple of wonderful people today simply by reading, replying and reposting bulletins... we are an online community so lets try to work together and pay attenion to our friends and family as well as potential friends and family. Happy Wednesday to all

I Like The Flow Of This
In her eyes of love the sun does dance I wonder when I look into them should I chance To seek much more and perchance keep More than dreams to take to sleep Her beauty does draw me in deep it does seem Often to look upon her and so often to dream Dreams to hold you and tasting your kiss Wishes to make passion forever like this Swept up in our own dream world and loving true Loving this peace I found only in you Dream of you that leaves me wanting more I wonder does life have more than dreams in store By R. Thomas Dinsmore

To My New Friend
Oh okay here's the story, an ex of mine..that I had dated many moons ago for about a year was the "perfect man" or so I had though. Turns out he was cheating on me. Thank god I never had sex with him. The gurl who he was cheating with IMED me which was weird. She asked me if I knew about her. I said no.. Here's the convo to go along with it Tina-I love you my baby!! says: ...Hey.. {{Miss Behave}-I wish I could be like a boy says: What? Tina-I love you my baby!! says: Well..whose the girlfriend? {{Miss Behave}-Sometimes I wish I could be like a boy says: Gurl I really don't know. I mean He asked you out not to long ago. I know we both think it's us. Face it we weren't gurlfriends. We were just gurls. Tina-I loved you my baby!! says: Yes. I hate for it to be put that way but I think you are right Izzy. {Miss Behave}-Check my new artwork."Sweetie" It's just for you says: I am but I mean..what can we do gurl? Ain't nothing we can do now but learn. I wonder though,

About Me
So i filled this out for someone and it took forever so i figured i should put it to use and atleast post it somewhere if anybody wants to know about me now u do......haha THE BASICS: Name? Cindy Gender? chica Age? 21 Screen Name? Sweettpie999 Birthday? march 7th Race? cracker School/Grade? yup college Job? student Status? relationship? taken Hometown? Johanesburge, South Africa Current Town? Vancouver, WA Parents Still Together? yup Siblings? older brother Pets? my cute puppy mikey Smoker? nooooo Drinker? yes please Virgin? hmm....probably not Orientation? i like men.....mostly Drugs? noooo thanks THE APPEARANCE: Hair Color? red with blonde hi lights Is It Dyed? uhh above Eye Color? blue or green depending on my mood Height? 5ft7ish Style? girly? i can be whatever u want Glasses/Contacts/None? contacts and no they arent colored lol Freckles? yup i got some of those Body Type? curvy? Shoe Size? 9 Piercings? in my ears count Want More? i dont

An Ode To Fuck
Fuck Fuck this Fuck you Fuck everything And all the shit you put me through Fuck the world Fuck the pain Fuck everything you stand for Because I don't give a fuck about the fame Fuck your insecurities Fuck your smug smile Fuck your happiness that I promised So just fuck off unless you have something worthwhile Fuck the future Fuck the past Fuck all your fucking ignorance Because this torture will always last Fuck this needless pain Fuck this knife that roams Fuck everything that you're thinking Because this is a cutting reference in my poem Fuck what you're thinking Fuck everything you've said Fuck the world of knowledge you have of me Because you know none of the thoughts in my head Fuck my anger Fuck my pain And you know what just fuck me Because I'm just small, stupid and insane Fuck everything I just said Fuck all the times I've come to your aid Fuck all the tears I helped you fight Because I'm just pathetic, alone and

Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

The Meaning
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

The Bird Feeder
A great email I recieved: I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table... everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like i

The White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

News About Changes In Gorean Status
Have rejoined Paltalk Gor and Have joined the Home of Master Thorgards Palace (MTP) I am Under the name LadyWolf_FW_MTP I am hoping to get the rest of the home on here so far got two to join ;) ya know who you are.

Wanna Know 21 Things About You
wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the blanks ... leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (REPLY not REPOST) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! YOU MAY SEND ME A BLANK COPY TO ANSWER FOR YOU ALSO. Be not afraid to be brutaly honest. 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) cra

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Friends1
There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

Time Piece
elated feelings caught in a bucket, like water dripping from a ceiling please hurt me torture me soothe me electrify me with your vibrance. vigoriously i shake, i try to pry myself away saturated with bad actions am i in contention? please cut me slice me make incisions with your words soothe me hypnotize me with your eyes

Failure..
My first attempt at a salute photo failed. I think perhaps that the screen of my computer didn't show clearly enough. I only have access to my quick cam here though, and it doesn't take great photos. I may need to wait until I get home to take my salute photo...unfortunately that is over three weeks away... Any thoughts?

Nsfw Creep Raters
Do the past few days of someone marking my NSFW folder pics, NSFW and causing hassles. I am going through all the peeps on my friends list and if you haven't kept intouch, I will be removing you. If you wish to be re-added then contact me directly! You have this NSFW Creep to blaim for this... Sorry to all, but there's always one to spoil it all for everyone!

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Thank You Everyone!
I would like to thank everyone that has taken a peek at my profile and/or added me as their friend. A very special thanx goes out to the best friend anyone can have, prostreet71ss for inviting me to this site over the weekend (hugs and kisses to u dear)!

Can You Believe It ??
Someone need's to check into these judges, they rejected my salute photo. what is wrong with it? can you tell me please. there is no nsfw in it at all, it has everything they asked for. I am useually quiet about this stuff but it made me mad this time. oh well I vented I feel a little better I guess, everyone have a geat evening. Tom

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

My Thoughts
ok i have asked a few ppl how i could join this coven. my friend turd put in the word for me. i thank him very much. i have wanted to be here for a long time but was scared to ask. i guess i learned that i never know till i ask and never assume your not good enough. all the ppl in the family have welcomed me with open arms and made me feel much love. i am now trying to rate and their pics and stash so please give me time i will get to you. your all great.and this has been my outpouring of cheesiness.

Thanks My Babies!!
Just want to say Thanks for being so loyal to your Mistress call and help out increasing my CT level!!... Now I'm going to be able to create a lounge and add some more pictures... isn't that fun??? *Kisses, whips and spanks* your Mistress M

Love Poem
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of being and ideal grace. I love thee to the level of every day's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for right. I love thee purely, as they turn from praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.

What's Your Beer Personality?
You Are Olde English Drinking is more than a hobby for you. It's your favorite drug. When you drink, you want to get wasted. As quickly and cheaply as possible. Looking back on your best times drinking... well, you don't remember them at all. You may be a few brain cells short, but you still can chug a 40! What's Your Beer Personality?

Heaven ( Maybe Nsfw To Some)
On this particular day, the teacher wanted to ask her class which part of the body went to heaven first. One little girl raised her hand and said,I think your mind goes to heaven first because you have to have a mind in order to believe in God. The teacher praises the little girl Then a little boy raises his hand and says, I think your heart goes to heaven first because God is all about love."Very good," says the teacher. The teacher looked up and saw little Johnny's hand up."Oh no", she thought, "I'm not gonna like this. Little Johnny, which part of the body do you think goes to heaven first?" Little Johnny thinks for a minute and says,"Your feet." The teacher asked him why he thought your feet would go to heaven first. He replied, "Well, I was walking past my mom and dads bedroom last night and my mom had her feet up in the air and she was hollering "Oh, my god, I'm coming!"

Two-for-one Noodles
Two-for-One Noodles This simple and delicious no-tomato pasta entree serves double duty. Use the leftovers -- if there are any -- to make Mock Spinach and Ricotta Lasagna; you'll find a link in the More Recipes field below. Credit: Desperation Dinners! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 4 cups (16 ounces) penne * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 small onion (for 1/2 cup diced) * 3 slices bacon (turkey, regular or low-sodium) * 1 tablespoon fresh parsley leaves (optional) * 1 large container (15 ounces) reduced-fat ricotta cheese * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese, plus additional for serving * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil (see note) * 3 tablespoons hot water from the pasta pot * Salt and black pepper to taste Directions: Place the penne in 3 quarts of boiling unsalted water and cook until tender, 11 to 13 minutes. Meanwhile, heat the oil in an 8-inch or larger nonstick skillet, over low heat. Peel an

What ????
>What gets longer when pulled................ > > > > > > >Fits between your boobs.............. > > > > > >Inserts neatly in a hole................. > > > > > >and works best when jerked ? > > > > > > > > >Scroll down to find the answer...... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >A SEAT BELT you pervert!!! > ; >BUCKLE up and pass it on

Bullet To The Heart
if u really care about someone you would take a bullet from them just so u know u would save there save even if u dont make it u know that person is save. i know i would take a bullit from my sister or one of my family members becasue i love them. i know i would take a bullit to the heart to save the person i love. so if u aggree with this story pass it on ok.

What Ya Wanna Know??
Hmm, Let me see here, I moved to California in 2005 from a little shithole town in Arizona. I was born and raised in Arizona with the exception of a couple of years here and there. Iam a Massage Therapist in Los Angeles. I am the mother of 4 beautiful children, which you see in my pics, and I live with my loving boyfriend Ben, who you also see. I love life to the fullest. Every day is a blessing. I refuse to give up hope, no matter how bad the situation. Things to remember: 1.God will never give you more than you can handle!! 2.Even when you think you can't take any more remember He is always there!! 3.Everything in life is a test!! 4.It doesn't matter what people think of you, it is about what you think of yourself!! 5.Even though things may be bad remember there is always someone out there who has it worse than you!! 6.when life gives you lemons, make lemonade!! 7.Enjoy every day as if it were you last!! I am

Ladies....................
You Are a Natural Beauty! You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless What Type of Beauty Are You?

The Way It Is
ok i've found my true one and only but the thing is that we are miles apart but in our hearts we are closer than anything.but it seems the more days go by it kinda seems that we back off from one another.we both been through so much in our past lives that it seems like we both get the thought that it will happen again.but i don't want to scare her both of our hearts will not be able to recover from this cuz of all the abuse we both been through.i love this woman with more heart than i have with my ex(sorry to say that but i felt like i couldn't give her my whole)but we all grow to love and that is what i want.i do not want to pick up the pieces of my heart ever again. if i have to pick those pieces up again forget it i'll leave it for someone else maybe they can use it more than i can.

Rules To Follow Or Leave!
1. Be yourself. Dont pretend to be something or someone else. 2. If your on CT 4 a popularity contest then leave. 3. If your Homophobic and dont support Gay and Lesbians LEAVE AT ONCE!!! 4. Dont Comment me after a while and dont do anything to peek my intrest in you Im cutting you loose. 5. Communication with me is essential if you want to remain my fan or friend. 6. I like metal but if you dont well thats cool but I just want to meet people who are similarly minded. 7. I curse alot so if your prissy and tell me to "watch my mouth" then your not worhy of associating with me. 8. Im on myspace. Http://www.myspace.com/masteravelino 9. Im not a perv. 10. Ive already found someone of romantic intrest so dont even bother me with the I like you shit. 11. If you even lie to me once, thats it your cut! 12. No drama, No Bullshit, Attention Whores need not apply! 13. If you think I am fake simply because I dont have a salute posted just yet then leave! 14. I

Always The Last To Know
Always The Last To Know Smile to hide the pain deep in my heart, Smile to hide the sorrows you left me. Winter comes, Winter goes, But why is it so cold in my summer? Why is it so dark in my love? Is it just the way you left me here or is it just me, Still thinking about someone who never really loved me? Leaves fall, Leaves grow, Leaves change color, The smile comes and fakes away, Like those many season when I was always the last one to know when you’ll come back, And where you were going. Your heart was so cold, Your love was unkind to my empty heart. I’m always waiting for you no matter what happens, Even if the snow falls and covers up the world, I’ll look for you under the cold wind, I’ll look for you, Look for that smile, Look for the happiness you once gave me, Because no matter what I do, I’ll never be able to forget your love, Forget you

Playing In The Rain
Today it rain here and I went out in it with my three old cousin. It was the best time ever. We stood there letting the rain fall on us then she went and had the rain falling off the roof get her all wet. We then picked up her chalk and started to write all over the porch, once we were done we used our feet to erase all we wrote. Then I went and got her scooter and bike out of the rain. Lastly we sang "Sing in the Rain" we laughed and danced around. She stepped up on my feet and we danced some more it was great! I can remember playing in the rain as a little girl I always loved it then and I loved it today. I can also remember watching my babies play in the rain when they were little, I use to laugh at them as they played but didn't join in, the rain was to cold for me. I can say this evening has been very enjoyable.

My Pics
Thank you for all the nice ratings and comments on my pictures. I'm going to try to get more out there very soon!! some real good sex pics etc. and one thing i haven't understood yet, why if you don't like a picture do you have to downrate it? just pass it by and rate the good ones a 10, but i mostly get those from other guys who i think are jealous.

Aboot The Opposite Sex
The Opposite Sex General Body or Face Face Looks or Personality Both Height Taller than me Weight Doesn't Matter Hair Color I'unno as long as its long Eye Color Doesn't matter Most Important Physical Feature Deep eyes Good/Bad Traits Funny good Loud could be good Seductive good Quiet ok Tall great Short bad Athletic whatever Fat ok Immature can be funny Competitive ok Hyper ok Smoker great Drinker great Smart great Dumb bad Observant great http://www.pimpsurveys.com/view-survey.php?id=40

Job...
soo i apparentlly have a job now...at this Smoothy place they are building by my house, been following up with them, and the owner called me today had a little phone interview and he says hes going to higher me, dont open till next month so will see how this goes, should be an intresting place to work...

Give To Live (sammy Hagar)
Oooh-- I can see that you've got fire in your eyes And pain inside your heart So many things have come and torn your world apart Oh baby, baby, baby, don't give up, don't give up don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give.....to live An empty hand reaching out for someone An empty heart takes so little to fill It's so much easier to push instead of pull Oh baby, baby, baby Don't give up, don't give up, don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give....to live Each man's a country in his own right Oh, every body needs a friend

The Repairman...1
The Repairman It was a warm summer evening in southern Texas,with the evening temps still into the mid 90’s and humidity was high. Dawn was a 20 year old junior at the local college. She was 5ft7 135 pounds with long dark hair and hazel eyes a small framed body that was nice and firm she as well had nice firm 36c breasts. Her apartment was on the top floor so she was lucky enough to have a balcony as well as having a great view of the pool. There was a constant flow of hot bodied men everyday in and out of the pool, it would make her mind wander and sometimes think in ways she’d never imangine so. Dawn was to major in business and was near the end of her semester, so she had been studying for her mid terms. On this particular evening it seemed a lot more warmer then usual in her apartment. She had gotten up from her desk that she was studying at and felt her vents. There wasn’t any cool air coming from them. As she checked her thermostat her a/c was still on but no cold air was comi

Annies Song
You fill up my senses, like a night in a forest. Like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain. Like a stom in a desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. Come let me love you, Come love me again! Come let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in laughter, Let me die in your arms. Let me lay down beside you, Let me always be with you. You fill up my senses, Come fill me again!

Odd Questions
Musings Thoughtful Questions... Which TV family would you like to join? Lucky Louie Three suitcases or one carry-on? Three Suitcases What superpower would you want to possess? Why? See people for who they really are to avoid assholes The movie or the book? Or the Cliffs Notes? Book usually but sometimes the movie is good If you started a treehouse club and could only invite three members, who would you pick? Steve Naghavi, Neil DePaul, and Jerry from DRC What was your favorite subject in school? Why European History... plagues and Nazis rock If you could go back in time and relive one day in your life, which day would you choose and why? The day I met Neil... twas the best day of my life What are your three main goals in life? sex, drugs and rock'n'roll... but really... i'unno

To Whoever Reads This
I'm not for certain what I've done or said but I'm sorry for whatever the reason of us losing contact. I'm sorry whether it's my fault or yours. I'm not perfect, nor will I ever be close to being perfect. I'm just as human as everyone else in this world. I might have given up on some things but there's still that little bit of hope left inside of me. I may or may not meet everyone's standards but that's okay. I'm still young and as long as I still have that little bit of strength and faith that I came into this world with that's all that really counts. I'm not here to please anyone. I'm just tired of coming across people who base everything upon looks or what the person has or doesn't have. You either accept that person and befriend them or you just don't waste their time period. On another note thank you for being my friend. As for the others I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for/wanting.

A Beautiful Woman... Adult Content
I am questioning my feelings, as this beautiful woman kisses my eager lips as no man ever did. Her gentle touch upon my breasts, the smell of her perfume, the taste of her lipstick, is giving me sensations never before known. I question my feelings as her tongue embraces mine, then to kiss my neck, my nose buried in her curly blonde hair, smelling of roses. I am being manipulated into a sense I can not explain, yet I know, for the dampness of my panties, I am truly enjoying this gorgeous woman entering me into a whole new wonderful world! She looks into my eyes, her's so blue and glistening, she licks her ruby lips, gives me another wet kiss, takes hold my hand, feeling her softness as she walks me to the couch. We chat for awhile, my eyes scanning her voluptuous body, her hair, full succulent lips, still crimson in color. Her white blouse, opened to the middle, displaying a deep cleavage of her large breasts. She wears a leather skirt, pulled up from sitting on the couch, black

" Special "
is a word that is used to describe something -one-of-a-kind like a hug or a Sunset or a person who spreads love with a smile or a kind gesture ." Special " describes people who Act from the Heart and keep in mind the Heart of others . " Special " applies to something that is Admired and Precious which can Never be Replaced. " Special " is the word that Best Describes You !

These Are Previews Of Skinz I've Made
YOU CAN FIND THESE SKINS BY GOING TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PROFILE PAGE AND CLICKING ON "VIEW THIS USERS SKINS" ALL SKINS THAT ARE RIPABLE ARE SINGLE NAMED. PLEASE DO NOT RIP ANY OF THE ONES THAT HAS SOMEONE'S NAME BEHIND IT. THANK YOU AND ENJOY!

Gallery
ive decided to open one of my folders to my friends, It has been just for my family members, they are simply pictures of my best friend. It will be open for as long as people dont down rate, with the minor changes ill know who is rating. I trust that if you are on my friends list you wont do such things, but should it happen, that person will be removed from my list and blocked and they will become an entry in my blog for all to see and the gallery will again be locked. There are no NSFW pictures in there and i have her permission to have all of them so, enjoy, rate when and what you want to. and once youve rated them or not, feel free to drop by her page, there is a link on my profile page and go rate her too =)

Drunken' Choo Choo And 420 Caboose!! (this Will Be Updated Regularly!!
So here it is... the coolest people on CherryTap... Go check these people out!! They are by far some of the best people i have met!! MAKE SURE YOU RATE AND FAN ALL MEMBERS... OTHERWISE.. WHAT THE HELL IS THE POINT OF THIS!! 6 Days To Nowhere (Please all fans sign guestbook!)@ CherryTAP Silhouette {6 Days to Nowhere Hitman }@ CherryTAP †Ruiner†∞6 DAYS TO NOWHERE©∞Graveyard Family∞(XDementor of the Graveyard GuysX)@ CherryTAP lowend breakdown {6 Days Bass/ Screamer}@ CherryTAP king for a day, fool for a lifetime@ CherryTAP ~*~Yandra~Coyote Ugly Bartender/Beauty Crew~Asian Sweetheart~*~@ CherryTAP I`m Falling and I Can`t See the Ground~CT Divorce Lawyer~Matts Wife@ CherryTAP Krissy@ CherryTAP TeXXas

Dreams To Come True
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion the is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Do Me A Favor...
Do me a favor.. please stop sending me emails of this person wants you to see this member.. or this person wants you to read this bulletin or any of that shit... I hate to sound like a bitch but my mail is flooded with that shit... SO do me a favor and stop.. If I really wanted to see Id go see for myself.. THANKS!!

I Wrote This And Want To Share What Is A Hug ?
HUG is one, of lifes Sweet Treasures a Source of Great Blessings and Infinite Pleasures A Hug is a Cozy Shelter on a Cold , Blowy day And a Packet Full of Sunshine when the Clouds are Dark and Gray A Hug can lighten any Load , Pay back any Debt But the Very Best thing, About a Hug is that its as good To Give As to Get !

If This Problem Persists, Contact The Program Vendor
That little message usually springs up after you receive a box on your computer screen that says something like: "A problem has been encountered. Internet Explorer will now close." And if I see another one, I might throw the vendor (not Internet Explorer; of course, nothing can be wrong with its operating system) out the window. Oh, you're right, that would be un-Christian of me . . . but it's fun to think about. Just to clarify one point from yesterday's blog: Martha and I are NOT competing for Sarah's affections; it kinda depends on who's available who she goes to. And one good thing about the start of the month (especially where I work) is that people are paying in rather than taking out money; it's payday or just after it for most people, and they're demonstratively eager and grateful to pay off their payday loans. At least until they get the next one; you can tell where the most frequent customers all by the shallow depressions their files leave in my storage cabinet, nearly e

Johnny's Birthday
Johnny just turned 18 and his dad decided that he was now old enough for his first piece of ass. So he pulls Johnny aside and says, "Happy Birthday Son, and like my father did for me when I was your age, you are a man now and in honor of that I am going to give you fifty dollars and let you go down to Madam Agatha's whorehouse and get your first piece of ass." Johnny, thrilled at this prospect that he was not going to have to spank his monkey this evening takes the money and proceeds down to Madam Agatha's and knocks on the door and in a minute the door is answered. "Yes young man, how can I help you?" asks the madam. "Ma'am," he stutters, "today is my b-b-b- birthday and I turned 18 today and my dad gave me fifty bucks and told me that I was now old enough for my first piece of ass and sent me down here to see you." Madam Agatha grins and says, "Well then I guess Happy Birthday is in order for you and fifty bucks will get you started with some 69 action and the we will pro

Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with it's untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces a

So Damn High, But So Fuckin Low
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e

Would U
How far would you go? Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats yo number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do da same for u:

Friendship - Reposted From A Friend
Whenever I needed someone to talk toYou were always there.My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, andYou were always there.There was no time when I had doubtto come to you becauseYou were always there.I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.Whenever I was down and blueYou were always there.No matter my problems, are what was wrongYou were always there.Whenever I felt like nothing mattersYou were always there.Now your gone, and I don't know what to doI close my eyes and think of you, and howYou were always there.It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of youCan you hear me nowAt night I pray, and I speak to youI guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you wereYou would always be there.I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbyeEven though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of youOne thing I will always say isYou were always there... ( THE BEST OF ANYTHING....IS OUR FRIENDS ) Th

"man-bear-pig Person Replaces Jesus"
"Man-Bear-Pig Person Replaces Jesus" Category: News and Politics Please.....sit down. I don't want to be responsible for any broken hips, legs, dislocated shoulders or other common injuries that can result from a collapse or fall. Yes, folks....the headline is true. The Libtards in San Fanny-sissy-co have spoken. Al Gore is to replace Jesus. This is not a joke. New hotel chains are opening up as we speak in Libbyland Central, and you will no longer find a traditional American copy of the Gideon Bible in the traditional American nightstand. (Which, by the way, Mr. Oh-So-Fucking-Smart-Hotel-Entrepreneur, I read EVERY TIME I stay in a hotel or motel. And I'm NOT a Pauline Christian!!!) Instead, you may now heed the words of the New Age Prophet himself, Mr. Man-Bear-Pig Person, by intently studying the manic scribbling of his third-grade coloring book caricature, "An Inconvenient Goof". I'd rip man-made global warming and Al Bor

7 Kinds Of Sex
> The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. > >The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. > >The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. > >The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". > >The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. > >The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. > >

Night Twin
Sit and stare Stare into the darkness of night Darken with clouds No stars No moons Just dark clouds But also Still calmness Sleep covers like a blanket Few go unaffected though For most night is day Their time to work Their time to awaken Our night twins run about Enjoying night as day Beautiful lights as guides A sight to behold Sit and stare Stare into the darkness of night And spot your twin.

Jury Duty
Yeah it sucks ass and looks like I am going to be there for like 2 weeks. So if I dont comment as much this is why. Most of yall know how to get in touch with me if you really want to anyway lol. Hope all is well!!

Just An Update
well just got the dreaded call from the dr, im goin to be goin 4 several test that i have to b put out 4.............then he said atleast 2 surgerys........damn i didnt want to hear that, but i guess i got to do what i have to......man this sucks, last time under i almost lost my life..............................goin to have a smoke way to much to handle right now little upset.........

I Saw You
A FRIEND SENT THIS TO ME SO I HAVE TO SHARE IT..... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate at church last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and glove

Damn, This Sucks
On Saturday 5/5 I will be moving. Just a short 6 months from the last one. Not something that I planned on, had less than 30 days to put this together. But in the long run I will be happier where I am going. I may not have my internet service back up for a few days, it's being shut off Saturday morning. So I thought I would post a blog so that everyone would know. Moving really sucks, let me tell you. I have the bed from hell, nicknamed it BedZilla from the last move! Here is a preview of part of what I am moving! Everyone bear with me until I can get back on line. Lori

What Its All About ... This Touches My Spirit
Beautiful ... By Lifehouse Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everyth

A Lost Cherry, Now On Tap...
When I first signed up here it used to be called Lost Cherry, and the age limit was lower than it is today, in fact that's a good job because back then I was younger than I am now, and wouldn't have been allowed in, in fact when they did raise the age I was only a few weeks over the limit, and only just avoided being culled. I had mixed feelings about that, because at the time some of my friends on here did end up being deleted because of their age, and it made me about the youngest person on the site. However, people were kind to me, and I stuck around, for a while... I had quite an eventful few months here last time, I went from zero to one hundred miles an hour and found myself as the first guy in the top ten, and to have my name in red. I'm still kind of proud of that, I like to think it tore down a barrier here, and told guys they could make it around here (at the time people were seriously starting to question if a guy could get a decent rating). Unfortunately then

Return A Lost Love Spell (wiccan Help)
LOST LOVE SPELLS Lost Love Spells: Are you looking for your lost love, or powerful spell for how to get back your lost love, or spell for how to find long lost love, or spell to bring back lost love, then dr saulats return lost love spells will help you in all your problems regarding lost love spells. " This spell should be done during the waxing phase of the moon. You will need: · 1 small piece of clean white paper (no lines) · 1 white candle · 1 red pen or marker · 1 sterile needle · 1 small piece of red cloth · 1 red ribbon · something of his he has freely given to you Light the candle, and use it to help you focus on your lover. Picture his face in your mind. Once you have his image firmly affixed, use the red pen to write your name and his on the paper. Use the needle to prick your index finger. Dab one drop of blood over the names. Draw a circle around the names and fold the paper in half. Place the paper in the cloth. Take the item he has given to you (a ring o

Yearning For Love
Love Something that's alwayz scared and yet intrigued me Something that can easily be misconstrue by others Something so complex yet so simple Love Something I've yearned for Yearned for on many levels and in many ways Let me explain I yearn for the love of others as friends To be accepted as the real me To be cared about at all times To be heard even at the darkest hours I yearn for the love of a lover Not only for sex like some look for But someone I can hold Someone I can entrust my soul in Someone I can share my needs and desires with Someone I can discover my true potential with I yearn for the love of a family A family that accepts me for my imperfections A family that has my back no matter what A family that knows the true me A family that doesn't dwell on my past mistakes But help me through the future I yearn for love at all degrees Love Something that's alwayz captivated Something that can easily be misapprehended Something that I've alwayz longed

Those Who Know ... Know
Wearing the mask of ugliness today Wanting to repulse all far away Seeking solitude in this crowded world Drive all away with epithets hurled Space to think free of the strain to understand the working of my brain Noise of the vacant land clouds thought Leaves me with less than to it I brought And keeps me alone in the world confused Masses without thought go on being used Cast into molds to think the same of all they see Lost is the freedom to live as they would be Wearing a mask of ugliness today The world drives me so far away By R. Thomas Dinsmore Always unsure of the world ... Pondering it becomes a dull parlor game .... I guess it is just less boring to see it as beiang as it should be ... and letting it be

Social Commentary
45,000 people die in automobile related fatalities in the US annually. Doing the math, that’s roughly 120 people a day and that figure has been rounded down in this case. People complain about losing a few thousand lives to a stupid war and they don’t even figure in deaths that would have occurred in a time of peace and would end up being the result of a military accident. Automobile related deaths are stupid and could be easily reduced, but you don’t hear people marching often just to protest this or to gather together to try to fix the problem. Sure there are groups like MADD, but the numbers just don’t add up proportionally for each cause like I personally think that they should. Sometimes people just misplace their interests and efforts, because they’re misinformed, the information has been twisted, or they are just stupid. I don’t mind the people who flock to a cause because it’s within their moral beliefs; but I want them to not just know all the facts, but to live and brea

Whispers In The Nite
WHISPERS IN THE NITE Another lonely day done, the horrific sun descends. From the darkened skyline, she appears with our friends. Calling to me sweetly, beckoning with a whisper. Asking me to join, to forever reign with her. A request so enticing, I could ne'r resist. Why would I want to? It's at the top of my list. Things to do, but only in her loving embrace. A King & his Queen, whom could never be replaced. Dark Temptress, Daughter of the Devil, Dragon in a fight. If being hers soley is so wrong then I never want to be right. Lestat de Lioncourte & Lillith Deville, tag team from hell. Too beautiful angels in love, who fell. Deeper into our abyss we abide. Romancing one another, forever side by side. Both vampires, demons, & witches on high. Together we crush our enemies as eternity draws nigh. No longer traversing time & space alone. Enter our castle, see us take our Thrones. They say, in hell, "tis better to reign than to serve." We shall be

Fallen Angel
FALLEN ANGEL Beautiful darkness, sweet surrender. A stranger yet not, touch so tender. Dragon of Roses has come to me, missing piece, now I am free. Princess of power, queen of the nite, my fallen angel has finally arrived. Bleeding heart open, soul is alive, resurrected, I slowly open my eyes. I spread my cold wings to the warmth of the sun. It stings my vision, but the time has come. Slept so long patiently bored, her love has awakened me, now I want more. As I grow closer to her I also grow stronger, now she is mine, I shall be alone no longer. More precious than any diamonds or gold, the treasures within her, more valuable, but are only ascertainable by the bold. The midnite breeze passes by slowly with it's watchful eye, an eve of union and power that I can't deny. Two fierce hearts meld into one, our enemies, angry and fearful, left with no where to run. Foretold since days of old, prophecy fullfilled, now in destiny's hold. We stand strong and

Morning Dreams
I woke up with a smile on my face this morning... I dreamt of you! I roll over to curl and cuddle to your back as I wrap my arms around you trying to remember my dream. I can feel my nipples getting hard and my cunt still dripping with juice from my dream. I press my nipples in your back and kiss your neck. I drop my hand down to your waist when I feel your dick starting to stir under the covers. You turn around to face me as you realise I am naked. I wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you softly and passionately. I roll over you to kiss you. You realise that I am soaked and ready to go already. I kiss you down your neck and nibble on your ear. I whisper to you, “Let me be in control this morning.” I grab your arms and raise them above your head. You are not allowed to touch me. I am in control. I kiss you again and have a smirk on my face. I sit up on you and play with my nipples in my hands, letting you watch me and admire me touching myself. I go back to kissing your neck as

Visions
I never have nightmares My daily visions and dreamz Those are your nightmares So vivid and scary But no one can understand Look into my eyes Tell me if you see my anguish My grief I live with these visions everyday and every night I don’t scream Instead I decide to live with these visions Bottling them up and hoping they don’t come true.

My Beloved Princess
My Beloved Princess My pain, slowly stripped away. Me, resurrected from my shallow and darkened grave. Heart is beating fiercely with new life. Starting to lose track of misery and strife. Pheonix, from ashes rising. I am open, no longer hiding. Wondering with vigour at what the future may hold. My destiny is not yet written, or so I've been told. A chance once again at the elusive thing called love. So sweet and perfect, like the whisper of the wings of a dove. My mere and mortal words can only begin to explain. My intellect, suddenly a pathetic stain. How do you describe a thing so precious and true? Stupid earthly words shall never afford or do. But yet I try in subtle and generous manner. Although it means not much more than ramblings or a stammer. But to this table my feelings I must truthfully bring. To her, all praises I do most certainly sing. For so long all I knew was darkness and pain. Now I see the sun shining again. What is going on here, can this possibly

Angels Among Us
"Angels Among Us" Today a wonderful thing happened to me. Everything went well it would seem. An unusual occurrence for me. It was almost like a dream. I was unsure as to whether I should merely keep it inside or to the rest of the world it's happy praises scream. God sent me an angel. Of this I have no doubt. Perhaps I still have sum pull left or even a little clout. Whatever the case may be, with pure joy, I wanted to shout. Her name is heavenly and at this time anonomous shall remain. However, thoughts of her constantly, now, pervaid my brain. She brightens my tortured soul and her praises I'll proudly sing for I can't refrain. I can only pray for the day we shall meet again. I already miss her companionship, my heart has accepted and left her in. Her kisses are so sweet if she weren't an angel I'd swear it was a sin. I believe... By: Tim Kern (c) 2006

I'm Sorry.....
I wanted to say I am sorry... Sorry for coming into your life, Sorry for being a friend, Sorry for careing for you, Sorry for caring, Sorry for worrying about you, Sorry for trying to cheer you up, Sorry for trying to be there when you needed a friend most, Sorry for crying on your behalf, Sorry for flirting, Sorry for listening when no one else would... I am so so so sorry, FOr being me....

Why I Write
I wrote to be free To express my feelings True feelings Which are hidden deep To unleash tears and joy To calm and be open Open as a field I write to be free To unleash anger and depression Peaceful as a meadow Lonely as a desert Express all true feelings As a flowing waterfall Beautiful to the very end.

Hiding In A Closet
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$150" Man - "Sold." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a Wilson infielder's glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$350" Man - "Highway robbery. Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my ball and my glove."

Beebs
I'm new to Cherry Tap but i've herd so much about this site that i had to come check it out and after entering realized how interesting it could get, i look forward to getting into the swing of things here and thank you all for your warm welcome! I truly hope to become a reg here just as i am on yahoo chat. Looking forward to making new friends, or fans, whatever it's called here,lmao, wish me luck as i try to catch on. Thx all! The Beebs (wink)

Surgery And Kurt Cobain
just thought i would let anyone who cares i might be out of pocket for a while...and if i do not ever show back up then you all know it did not go well... i miss the 90s i dont care how much stupid shit came out then but i am glad i was a teenager for them because everything sux now.. i miss the 90s mainly i miss the friends my youth getting stoned no worries...myso called life... doc martins walking everywhere we went...lots of the music playing super nintendo to white zombie...sneaking out.. getting into clubs.. the movies that came out then,,,hours at dennys on coffee.. the shows and concerts getting dropped off at the mall to make fun of evryone and getting kicked out because i had to climb that huge copper armadillo..stealing concert shirts... smoking on the roof... jumping off the roof swimming... jumping off anything climbing up high shit cuz someone dared me to running doen a country road naked because someone dared me too... the 4 hour make out sessions... always havin

Why?
Why do I try and be a friend? Why do I listen when ever you want to talk? Who do I sympathise with you? Who do I want to cry when your upset? Why do I want to smack someone when they piss you off? Why do I bother? Why do I try to cheer you up? Cause nothing I do is right... So Forgive me...

Sign In A Store Window:
"WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. Howe ver, We are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?)

Playful Interlude
They slammed up against the wall, bodies squashed together against the plaster, the wallpaper sticking to her back. They kissed, a passionate kiss, with tongues interweaving as hands fumbled, his hand touching the bottom of her hair as he slipped her cardigan off her shoulders. The kiss broke for a second; clothes hit the floor, t-shirts fell next to strapped tops as the broken kiss then resumed with its original intensity. Their breath mixed in the cold air, sunlight streaming through the door, his eyes drinking in all of her whilst she ran up the stairs giggling softly. 5 foot 4 with a beautiful smile, and eyes that shimmered into different colors the deeper you looked into them. She called down, “hurry up” as he clumsily ran up the stairs, stopping at the door to his room in shock. She was lying there naked, her remaining clothes strewn randomly on the floor, her face contorted in pleasure as she slid her hand slowly down her breast, her

How Sex Start
..a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you don't multiply

Wine Vs Water
>> >> >> >> >> >>In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have >>demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year >>we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, >>(E.coli) bacteria found in feces. >> >> >>In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. >> >>However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, >>whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a >>purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. >> >>Remember: >> >>Water = Poop >> >>Wine = Health. >> >>Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink >>water and be full of shit. >> >>There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: >> I'm doing it as a public service.

Due To A Death In The Family...
As some of you know my dad pasted away Sunday. I will be leaving to go out of town to bring him back to his hometown for his final resting place. I would like to thank everyone for their love, support, and concern. It has been rather tough these past two weeks and will only get worse before it gets better. I will be back in town on Sunday and will try to keep up with all the calls and messages when I get back. Love, Carrie

Major Friends Cuts
My friends cut will be on sunday if you still have commented or anyway on anything i do and told me u wanted to stay on my list then ur pretty f***ed i'm not going to readd you or ur going to have to give me a real good reason to keep u after i make the cut.. i'm fet up of bring friends with people who don't even comment one lil bit on any of my pages i really honestly don't care about ratings i just came here to meet people honestly... u have till sunday to comment or send me a messege or a shout telling me u want to stay... P.S: everybody on my familys list automatically stays Raven

Blue
If I could be a color, I would be blue, Tho my skies are all gray now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, I'll be forever lost and lonely now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, Like the ocean I cry now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, The color of my heart now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, Like the dreams I dream now, Now that I lost you,

Horoscope! Great Timing!
Below is the daily horoscop that I got today, just as a person that I thought was a friend and brought drama into my life tried to message me saying that she missed me! She knows who she is and some of you may know her and her insecure unfaithful boyfriend too! I won't name names though. Daily Horoscope: Scorpio For May 2,2007 Go ahead and lick your wounds. When you're ready to heal, you'll know. A well-meaning friend might be trying to get you back on the horse, but you know it's not the right time just yet. Listen to those instincts.

Your Everything (a Song I Wrote)
I wrote this about a year ago, and was lucky enough to have a friend of mine use it in his show, with a lil change in the wording. She smiles at you from across the room, and my heart begins to ache, I admit that I'm not over you, You're still my favorite mistake, I watch as you pull her close to you, In your warm and soft embrace, And the pain nearly kills me, As I see the love upon your face. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everything, We used to walk, Hand in hand, In your voice I heard angels sing, And now what am I supposed to do, What am I supposed to say, Now that you're out of my life, And I'm not your everything anymore. I try my best to look away, But my mind won't let you go, I watch as you caress her face, Like it's some late night tv show. Our eyes meet across the room, And I quickly glance away, As I stare into my drink, I swear I can hear you say. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everythin

Lmao @achilles
THIS IS A PERSONAL DEDICATION TO THE MAN WHO TRIED TO MAKE THE VIC MEMBERS BOYCOTT THE SITE AND TO THE MAN THAT TRIED THE RED X BOYCOTT AND TO THE MAN WHO TOLD THE WHOLE SITE HE WAS GONNA GET ME BOOTED AND ONCE AGAIN TO THE MAN THAT CANT KEEP A REAL TIME NEVER MIND AN ONLINE WIFE ONCE AGAIN HE SO FOLKS PLEASE SEND HIM A SYMPATHY CARD HES MORE PATHETIC THAN MR RUSH EVER WAS SO HERE YA GO A PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM THE ONE THEY CALL FAT SONNY HEY MOTHER FUCKER IM STILL HERE AND AS FAR AS YOU GO EVERYONE SHOULD SEND A SYMPATHY CARD TO THIS LOOSER HES THE QUEEN OF ALL BOYCOTTS THAT FAIL Achilles@ CherryTAP AND SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE HIS MAN CARD AWAY CAUSE HE AINT NOTHING BUT A BITCH THIS SONGS FOR YOU THERE BUDDY Beck Lyrics

Musings
Thoughtful Questions...Which TV family would you like to join?The SimpsonsThree suitcases or one carry-on?one carry onWhat superpower would you want to possess? Why?Mind Control..to make ppl fucking behave and stop being total douchebagsThe movie or the book? Or the Cliffs Notes?Always The BookIf you started a treehouse club and could only invite three members, who would you pick?Natalie Portman,Maria Sharapova,Pauley PerretteWhat was your favorite subject in school? WhyEnglish and History..because I enjoy english and historyIf you could go back in time and relive one day in your life, which day would you choose and why?My Birth..so I can see how many times I was droppedWhat are your three main goals in life?To Crush My Enemies,See Them Driven Before me,and to hear the Lamentations of WomenWhat is your most missed memory?being a coupleIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?I'd kill my mother before she gave birth to meWhat one thing do you want most in

Such A Nice Day...
Or not... Fuck the VA... Fuck a system that works for everyone but those that put money and blood into it... Fuck old people... Fuck Minivans... Fuck old people in minivans... And fuck the bill I gotta pay thanks to old people in minivans... FUCK!!!!!

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You- Kellie Pickler
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a BLEEP I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I lo

Why Is It Only Females Get Those Super High Ratings On Here
what are yall rating each other i been on l;vel sevn for like 3 weeks now this is gettin rediculous. you women should be ashamed of yourselves to let a handsome young man as my self be stuck here like this i think you should have a site wide rally to get me to level 19 by next wednesday.

Nothing
Nothing is what it was, Nothing is as it seems, Now there is no night time, for little children's dreams, Nothing is where it was, Nothing stayed the same, Everything has gone somewhere, But here we still reamain, Nothing do we hear, Nothing do we see, Blind men's eyes look inside, To see whats not in me, Nothing in the sunlight, Nothing in the shade, No stars to light the shaddows, No sun to dry the rain, Nothing to ask you, Nothing do you speak, Everthing is flying over, But nothing is at its peak, Nothing to talk about, Nothing for to listen, No reason to drop pennies in the well, There's nothing worth wishing

Will He
Tomorrow is our 3 month anniversary. Will he remember? I'm so tired of being the invisible girlfriend. I swear, I'd rather have him being mean to me than ignoring me. I'm put up on a shelf, pretty to look at, but never to touch.

A Dream.
Anarchy Ashe..: how's you? GothicPoet66: Shaken up. GothicPoet66: But otherwise awesome Anarchy Ashe: why shaken? GothicPoet66 I had a really bad nightmare last night Anarchy Ashe Was it about ET? o_O GothicPoet66 No. GothicPoet66 haha. GothicPoet66You were in it. Anarchy Ashe: wheeee GothicPoet66: But you were the priest from N3. GothicPoet66: and sam was too. GothicPoet66: but she looked like this girl i went to school with, Selmie. Anarchy Ashe: o_O GothicPoet66: it was terrible though. GothicPoet66: we were all on a road trip. GothicPoet66: and we stopped at a house you used to live at. GothicPoet66: it was in a quiet town. GothicPoet66: there were rumors about the house. GothicPoet66: it looked like something from fatal frame. Anarchy Ashe: Those rumors aren't true! Anarchy Ashe: I never touched that donkey! GothicPoet66: and sam saw two of her friends, and ran off to them. one was a blonde girl, the other a black haired guy. GothicPoet66: and so you showed