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Accidental Personal Emmissions
Invention alleviates fallout of flatulence Phew! Now there's a way to mask those accidental emissions. Laura Castellano Columbia News Service May 31, 2007 Brian Conant stood alongside his fellow National Guardsmen during a training session about eight years ago in Hawaii. He was wearing a heavy chemical warfare suit lined with charcoal. "Any time I expelled gas in the suit, I realized nobody could smell it," Conant, 48, says. "It was amazing." According to the American College of Gastroenterology, 58 million Americans suffer from one or more medical disorders that cause excessive gas. To treat it, doctors usually recommend a change in diet. Sometimes they recommend medication, such as Gas-X or Bean-O, which alters the bacteria that may be causing the foul odor. But with Conant's invention, the Flatulence Deodorizer, also known as Flat-D, there is an alternative way to limit the embarrassment. The long, narrow washable pad, lined thinly with charcoal, absorbs chemical

Who To Trust And Who Not To Trust.....
I've had many friends over the years that I thought I could trust...and then before I knew it they pulled the rug out from under me, stabbed me in the back, and moved on down the road. It never does make any sense ...why people do that. I've known some pretty cold hearted people, hell I even married one of them. I guess I'm getting tired of the everyday bullshit that people dish out. I cannot stand negative thinkers, I cannot tolerate those that lie and then cover up that lie with another lie...LMAO...it's almost too much!! Why am I writing about this? Because I'm not sure who to trust anymore...who to believe...who is sincere and who isn't. I'm one of the most honest people you'll ever meet, so I have trouble dealing with those that cannot tell the truth to save their ass!! I also cannot stand drama...so do me a favor huh? If you have psychos on your friends list, keep them the fuck off of my profile...cause from now on my claws are out and I'm not only gonna scratch

The Nba Finals: The Best Player In The Nba And His Teammates...
...take on the Cleveland Cavaliers. Yes, Lebron James was transcendant last week for Cleveland. And, yes, James' presences in the Finals ensures I will try and catch some of that series. But make no mistake, Tim Duncan remains the best player on the floor in any game he participates in, and Cleveland has absolutely no answer for him. I know Cleveland won the two regular season games this year against San Antonio, but I am guessing that will not presage anything in this upcoming series. My concern, hoping as I am for a continued Lebron James party? That Bruce Bowen et al slow James down significantly, and Tim Duncan runs roughshod over Cleveland. Still, James' presence in the Finals is intriguing enough to draw attention. In the end, David Stern wins again. Evil is as evil does.

Update On Situation!
An update on situation! Due to partners quick thinking on friday, we have gained a 2 week extension before we have to appear at the local court..so that buys more time and should give us the time needed to come up with what is needed..maybe not to keep the place here..but to get another place...a cheaper place and one that does not have an asshole for neighbors..blasting music at 3 am in the morning while my kids are trying to sleep..a landlord that blasts into your place WHILE YOUR NAKED with the excuse that the city called him about a water problem when he just wanted the chance to harrass us about the situation cause he was PO'D that we got a extension.. So that is the latest happenings... Meanwhile anyone have any ideas on how to make some good money quick let me know!! Still looking for people to take photos etc.... Have a good day!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

I'm So Pissed
There is enough crap on TV now they have taken BLUES CLUES off nick I think that is bull crap I have a lot of little ones learn from that show .So I am pissed I'm going to look them up and tell them .Bring back More graphics at CustomGlitterGraphics.comBLUES CLUES.

Ok A Switch-what's For Dessert Kidd-o's
Chocolate Volcano Brownie 1 (21.5-ounce) package brownie mix 2 1/2 cups Ocean Spray® Fresh or Frozen Cranberries 1 cup granulated sugar 3/4 cup water 2 tablespoons cornstarch 2 tablespoons water 2 tablespoons salted peanuts, coarsely chopped 1/3 cup hot fudge topping, slightly warm 1. Preheat oven to directions on brownie package. Grease a 9 1/4-inch quiche pan and an 8 x 8-inch square pan. 2. Prepare brownies as directed on package. Spoon HALF of the batter evenly in the quiche pan and the other half evenly in the square pan. Bake about 20 minutes or until a tooth-pick inserted into the center of the brownie comes out clean. Cool completely. 3. Combine cranberries, sugar and water in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil, stirring occasionally. Reduce heat and gently boil for about 10 minutes, stirring occasionally. 4. Combine cornstarch and water in a small bowl. Add to saucepan, whisking until thickened. Chill thoroughly. 5. Cut HALF of the brownies in t

New
Hello everyone, I am new here and I have already been blown away by all the requests and comments. Thanks for making me feel welcome here, and just so you know I am not ignoring anyone just still trying to get the hang of things. This is so great.. I will post more pics later. Thanks Tracy

Removal?!?!?
If you want to be removed from my friend or family list, or if you'd like for me to stop fanning you, please leave a simple message in my shoutbox or here and I will gladly do so. No questions asked. Thanks, Mary

Travel
I'll be gone most of June - off to tour the US of A, see old friends, and finally meet in person new ones. Please don't be offended if I don't respond to anything, as I don't have internet access on my cell phone. ~Feldar

True Gcse Exam Questions And Answers
The following questions and answers were collated from 2001's British GCSE exams. (16 year olds)! Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large Pollutant like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: What is a planet? A: A body of earth surrounded by sky. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water Tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and Nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What guarantees may a mortgage company insist on? A: If you are buying a house, they will insist you are well endowed. Q: In a democratic society, how important are elections? A: Very important. Sex can onl

So Much For That Nice Anniversary....
Now, I've accepted that no matter what else happens to me, I will always have this curse of bad luck over me. But sometimes, I feel like I just can't take it anymore. Let's start at the beginning. From the moment I walked in the door Saturday night. There was a party going on, and for those of you that already know, that's not unusual. I would have been more freaked out if the house was clean with a dinner prepared. Romantic shit was never his forte. Anyway, Everyone was over, all the usuals. It wasn't one of the best parties, because I was jet lagged and just wanted to go to bed, but couldnt, because Jordan didn't wash the sheets after the cats decided to piss on it. Heh...yea...*sigh* Moving on. Well, I finally get to sleep, and I kept waking up all night. My throat is killing me, and I guess it's from coming from Florida's humidity to Nevadas desert. Well, Everyone in the house eventually wakes up, and a few clean up for me, so I wouldnt have to on my anniversary, wh

6/3 California Ride
A big Hello and much luv to my Blog readers. Yesterday was a good day for a ride. My brother in Law had a place in mind to ride to that he thought I would enjoy. With gas tanks full he and I rode out of Freemont towards Livermore. From there we headed to Mt Hamilton which is in California's Diablo Mountain range. After to many turns and switchbacks to count we parked our bikes at The University of California's Lick Observitory. (Freemont elevation is 45' above sea level. We were now at 4200') after spending a few min enjoying the view we continued our ride now heading down the mountain again through a series of turns and switchbacks to San Jose and then back to Freemont. The ride was a blast. Last night with the use of Google Earth I was able to trace our route. Next ride will be this weekend when we head north into the redwoods.

Pascal's Wager Revisited
If you are not familiar with Pascal's Wager, it is the idea that it is worth being religious even if you have trouble believing. Pascal says that the risk of not being religious, eternal damnation, is far worse than going through the motions during this lifetime. There are some issues here as surely God can sort out the wheat from the chaff. One would assume that God would be a kick ass poker player if God desired to be. But Pascal says that in acting religious, enough of the being religious might rub off on you from your close proximity to the true believers. _____________________________________ Living in France and not being so removed in time from the worst of the Spanish Inquisition, Pascal meant believing in the Christian God. But today much removed from the inquisition (at least in the past - the future is a question mark) one should not be so narrow minded in the concept of God. A modern day person taking up Pascal's wager should believe in all gods and goddesse

Best Back Tattoo On Ct!
Best Back Tattoo On Ct! I Need Tattoos Of Backs! Contest will start on 6/6 thur 6/12 1st Tattoo is..... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Reflections Of My Life!!
My life in whole hasn't been the greatest. With that said I have no regrets really. I have a great life know, When I was younger all I dreamed of was having the perfect life and being happy. In the begining it was I married a guy had kids and everything was great until my husband cheated on me and in many ways become very abusive towards me. I have since divorced him and i am in the procces of moving on.I owe my family a great big thank you!! If it wasn't for them standing by me I don't know where I would be at this point in my life. My mother and Father have always told me there is nothing I can't accomplish and because of them I am the person I am today, and I thank them. But in reflecting on my life there has always been that one constant person in my life who has been my rock and that person is my little sister Jennifer who is 5 yrs younger than me. She has been there for me through all my up's and down's and always helped me pick up the pieces.The greatest gift to happen to me out

On This Day A Year Ago...
My Mother, the person she was... July 26, 1938~~~~June 04, 2006 Her name is "Constance Elizabeth Williams", "momma or ma" to her children and grand-children...Connie to her friends.....Born in Birmingham Alabama in the late 30's married to Charles in the late 60's who together had two of her children Vivian and Alice, and adopted Tony and Natashia, much later.....four children altogether. She worked as nurse, who had a passion for the written word....she wanted to be a journalist in her youth, Constance went to college at the young age of sixteen where she got a AA, but school was to much for her young mind, so her mother made her come back home. Some years later she met George a soon to be famous jazz musican in the early 60's, who became her first husband and after traveling the world and having the chance to meet the likes of Malcolm X, Tina Turner, and many other's. She divorced him, she gotten tired of all the traveling and wanted more stability in her life

Someone
Someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

Any One Read This?
I am going to delete ALL my so called friends from my list on here unless you say you would like to stay. I have 50 some odd people on there and NOBODY ever reads what I say or helps me out like I do them. well, I have had enough.

Damageplan Shooting: What Happened The Night Dimebag Was Murdered? - Dec. 8th, 2004
The following story by John Futty was published in the January 16, 2005 edition of The Columbus Dispatch: His high-pitched scream spoke to all of the things William Wever couldn't say. "It was like he suddenly realized, 'I've got another man's blood on me,' " said his friend Crystal Levings, 25, of Mount Vernon. Wever was cleaning the blood from his hands, face and clothing in the Alrosa Villa bathroom when he was struck by the horror he had witnessed. Like other fans at the heavy-metal concert by DAMAGEPLAN, he had watched a gunman shoot guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott in the back of the head, then turn the gun on those who tried to intervene. For reasons he can't explain, Wever climbed onstage to try to save a bleeding victim, even as the gunman, Nathan Gale of Marysville, continued shooting. "I have no clue why I jumped up there," said Wever, a 33-year old Mount Vernon man who is trained in CPR for his job in store security. "I wasn't thinking anything. I just did it.

Very Irritable!!!!!
Sometime's I wonder what to do with my day's. Sometime's I can't come up with anything. There are time's where I just don't care, and then there are time's that I just get myself into trouble. LOL. There are times where I just don't care. Here lately, I have not been giving two shit's about anything(with certain people), and these certain people just might know who they are. Well, for those of you who don't know, I will fill you in, in a nice way :) *smart ass grin* I am very sick and tired of the damn drama. Take your drama else where. I have enough of my own. For those of you who listen to me, I will return the favor. I don't care for two faced bitches, lying whore's, and cunt's that have to make other people look out to be what they aren't due to the person who is talking the shit. NO MORE!!!! That will eventually get your ass kicked!!! You know who you are. Suck it up. Get a life. I don't care about you, don't talk to me. I will not talk to you if you even try to succeed!!! Sorry

Roomba
Well you know your married when you go out and buy a vacum cleaner. Not just any vacum cleaner the iRobot Roomba, So for a cold $300 you get a cute name and a buch of buttons. Work smarter, not harder with the Roomba 2.1 Scheduler Vacuuming Robot. The Scheduler lets you program the Roomba to clean whenever you want it to--even while you're not home! Use the Scheduler as a remote to activate the Roomba, then flip up the top cover to preset the days and times you want the Roomba to clean your floors. The scheduling virtual walls keep the Roomba in a specified room and can be programmed to turn on when the Roomba turns on. Brush and cleaning head designs allow for more thorough cleaning, while the AWARE system ensures complete floor coverage--20% more per session! When the Roomba finishes cleaning a room or its battery is running low, the device automatically returns to the home base and recharges itself in about 3 hours. The Roomba robotically cleans floors and under obje

Come Join Us
CLICK PIC TO JOIN ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also the lounge is looking for help if your willing to help on positions in the lounge please join the lounge and reply to the help wanted section in the discussions. We Need The Fallowing so far 2 Bartenders 2 Greeters 2 female dancers 1 male dancer 3 promoters Enforcers 2 between midnight central time to 6am central time 1 from 6am till w/e ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also check out this other lounge of ours as well The Devils Playground Click the Pic to Join PLEASE JOIN NEED PEOPLE AND TY AS WELL JUST COPY AND PASTE THE CODE IN A NEW WINDOW Both are Proud members of The New and Improved Excalibur Radio (Old name was Daves Hideaway Radio)

It's Called "when I Fall"
I put myself in your hands And wait for you to cast me aside I promise I’ll be patient Until you are done I am dying But I won’t bother you to save me I’ll give you everything I have I don’t need it anyway All my words Fall like rain upon the pavement And run off for they just cannot be absorbed I’m well aware That I have chosen this enslavement But please tell me if all you wanted was a whore You won’t say you love me You won’t say you need me You won’t say anything, anything at all Your lips are sealed Yet I am pleading for an answer Will you catch me, will you catch me when I fall? You tell me I think too much But don’t you know that all I wanted Was to understand And help you if I could? Now I am bleeding But I won’t ask for you to stop it Please just drink all that I have I don’t need it anyway I kneel before you And I swear that this is true I don’t want for you to ever set me free I implore you If you will just give me a clue I’ll

Getting Fed Up
Hey everyone hows it going, well me and my man have been together for 6 years now but pretty soon i think im gonna be getting out of this relationship! Because this man dont do nuthing with me, sometimes i think he's afraid to be seen out in public with me so we never ever go out i dont know what the hell the deal is but i gave this man 2 beautiful kids and this is how he treats me what the hell is up with that, theres nuthing i wouldnt do for him but damn i can only take so much. But one thing i need to tell ya'll is I have met a really special guy on here and he's just the sweetest as can be... he makes me feel like when me and my man started dating! He tells me all the time that im beautiful and sexy somethin that my man dont do! it has really brought my self esteem up. cuz i had really low self esteem for the longest time and i hated feeling that way about my self i always felt like i wuz the ugliest person in this world and he's taught me alot of things like to dont care what othe

Contestants
CONTEST WILL OPEN 7PM EST TONIGHT!! My First Contest!! NEW CONTEST!!! SURPRISE END DATE! Most comments wins! Rates = 10 comments smokey ~*Teddy Bear*~*OFFICIAL FALLOUT SLAMMER* Mystic__Illusions seductive_angel 69 hardtobeat Mia deaths right hand BADGIRL~ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS~'s Tiacinders/Round TableBombers Team Leader/#10 Shadys S*U*P*s/ _goddess_~proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~ Stickyyyy-official fallout slammer

Me.dium's Webware 100 Awards Page
hey folks, my buddies over at me.dium.com are finalists in the Webware 100 Awards! the awards are given to the best web 2.0 applications of the year and they've been busting their asses doing stuff no one has done before! their application allows you to talk and interact with other people who're me.dium members that are either on the same site you are, or on similar ones from inside your browser! it's pretty cool stuff, look for me if you're a me.dium member! they're up against some really big names in this contest, including myspace, linkedin, digg, and netscape... i'm hoping our CT community can go lend them a hand to help even out the playing field! i don't think anyone would even be here if they didn't love underdogs, so go show them some love.. if you click the link below, you'll see a me.dium.com page that will take you to the voting site. simply select Me.dium from the list of finalists and click the VOTE button! Me.dium's Webware 100 Awards Page thanks for help

Eddie Money In Okc
Hey gang! It's been a busy week! Saturday night Eddie Money was in OKC. My brother called me up and said after visiting mom in the hospital that he wanted to see him. Little story here...First of all, my brother and I have such busy schedules, that it was our FIRST time together at a concert, so KUDO's to us! Second, we have tried to see him SIX different times over our lives only to be denied because of conflicting schedules and work! The show was great and "The Money Man" did not disappoint. He also sang a song with his daughter-"Take Me Home Tonight, " and they were fabulous. Eddie is grayer now, but his voice was still great and did everything his catalog held. Afterwards, he signed autigraphs at the booth and YES, Kat Daddy got to visit Eddie himself!

Unusual Places To Stay
This is a really cool web site: "Unusual Hotels of the World"! www.uhotw.com Check it out sometime, you'll see lots of interesting places to stay, including treehouses, lighthouses, caves, undersea hotels, ice palaces, and even a small apartment in the shape of a giant dog (you have to see it, words can't do it justice). Anyway, check it out, maybe an idea for a vacation for you!

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Now Open!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 1 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Tribute Tattoo Contest! Now Open!
Tribute Tattoo Contest! I need Tribute Tattoos for this contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Notice To All Employees...
Notice to all Employees... Effective MAY 2007 Dress Code 1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Holiday Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Compassionate Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employe

Dragon Arum
Dragon Arum is a flowering plant that I would like to put in my flower garden.. Simply because of the name..But more then that it is a very pretty plant. I was hoping that someone else has heard of it and has had experience with growing it. The info I find on the net gives me the basics, but I would love to know firsthand growing tips. If anyone can help, I'd love you forever! LoL..Thx!!

"cherrytap Marriage''
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours. Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage''

Gone
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone for gettin me to a 13...its been fun and i loved every minute of being here and meeting all of u...but when its time to go its time to go...I feel in love with someone and I need to pay more attention to my kids...being here wasnt gettin that done...So for whats its worth enjoy ur time on CT and in your life..for those of u who have my cell keep in touch and the rest of u, enjoy life to the fullest and keep it real... I really dont know what to say and why i feel that i need to delete my account, but some things are ment to be and i feel like its my time to go..my account with be deleted at 9pm central time....so if u got something to say leave a message... Much love to all and take care Cassie

Best Kid On Ct Contest!
Best Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of Kids for this contest! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Me
For those of you that are concerned about me from my problems (those who know me know what I am talking about), I would like to let you all know that I am ok. They have not figured what has triggered my episodes, but I will keep you all updated.....muaaah.

I Hurt My Arm
well friday was walking to the bank and tripped over something that wrapped around my foot and fell on my arm and well now my elbow is not completely broke but i am out of work til the 11th this upsets me cause i am not even sure i will have a job when i get back cause they give you points even with a doctors note .. oh well not the only job out there right?

Crazy Survey
ARE YOU A VIRGIN:nawDO U HAVE ANY PEIRCINGS:earsHAVE ANY TATTOOS:naddaDO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND....(NAME):No I have a husband..CLydeFULL NAME:Alesha M. SandersAGE:20HAVE YOU USED CONDOMS LATELY, IN ANY WAY:nawR U A CLEAN FREAK:nawHAVE U GOT IN A FIGHT IN THE PAST WEEK:nawHAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN THE BATHROOM:yeaHAVE UR PARENTS CAUGHT U HAVING SEX:probally..lolDO U BELIEVE IN SEX AT FIRST SIGHT:noDO YOU HAVE POT IN UR SYSTEM RIGHT NOW:noWAT ABOUT ALCHOHOL:noGOT ANY KIDS:yeaDO U DO PILLS:pills..bcDO U DO WEED:use toDO U DRINK:noDO U CONSIDER URSELF A SLUT/WHORE:noDO U SMOKE CIGGS:yeaIF SO WAT KIND:marb. 100'sDO U LIVE IN A TRAILOR PARK:yea..lolHAVE YOU EVER CHEATED:noIF SO, WAS IT WORTH IT:R U GOING TO A PARTY 2-NIGHT:noDO U SHOOT UP:hell nawDO U OWN A GUN:naw want oneEVER GOT IT IN THE BUTT:lmao...HAVE U EVER TRIED 69:no...DO U TAKE NUDE PICS:noDO U LOOK AT PORN:nawHAS UR B.F/G.F T

Saturday Night
On Saturday things were busy again, running all day, and family stopping by late in the evening. After everything had calmed down, it was almost 10 pm, I told Kay to put her pj's on, once she was ready I took her to the kitchen, stripped her and had her lay across the table. Kay was tired and so was I, but I was determined to give her the rest of her previous days spanking and to let her know that I will not broke any infraction of her guidelines. Using the loopy, that Kay made I started to spank her, I also made one with a heavier hose material, does not sting the same way, but gives her ass a glowing all over red color. Kay was wiggling right of the bat from the loop, as I continued I kept telling her that no matter how small a guideline she breaks will result in her bottom being punished, as the spanking continued Kay made little sounds like, she was tired and just wanted it to end, kind of hinting for me to finish, that she felt it was too late, etc.... I know from past ti

Tearing Up Dinning Room For Boxes
well i quit work after 18yrs now i have a few days left to get all the shit into dinning room that has to go to colorado.wife wants me and daughter and animals to come out early cuse she misses us.that means what ever i want to be moved better fit in my dinning room or front room.cant wait till this bullshit is done then the second half unloading the shit probably by myself well least the heavy shit.oh well friends tc ttyl

4th June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, June 4: Processing emotions related to your romantic past is important, but dwelling on things you need to let go will only drag you down. Get help distinguishing the two if need be, and get ready for the sweet energy on its way.

4th June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, June 4: Today you'll consider your ability to drive by your favorite boutique without stopping as a minor victory. Don't worry -- the lack of a parking spot will shake your newfound faith.

This Is Tough Love
I sit cooking in a cauldron of frustration At the thought That I will never have you. I keep digging, and digging, And all I find is a rock What garden do I imagine to landscape? Why won’t this hopeless love just die? I toss and turn in my sweat-socked bed Burning with unrequited desire Going mad, insane, crazy, round the bend, going nuts: Yet you sleep soundly, unbothered. Why this curse? Oh wretched love, why did you ever come? When I express my soul to you, You freak Turn away. Is my love too much? Then you built this wall with solid bricks of disbelief. And now I punch hard with my fist To make a window.

Chloe My Cat
Hello all...I would say good morning but it's not for me. I woke up to find my sweet, precious cat, Chloe in my driveway, dead. Someone had hit her this morning and placed her in my driveway without a word. They were considerate enough to put her there, but not enough to notify me. My husband noticed her as he was getting into his car to leave for work. I'm very upset...People can be so cruel. I'm gonna miss my little DIVA. "You may be surprised to learn that our pets are far more aware of what is happening in their lives than we give them credit for. Their awareness bridges far beyond simple things like food and play. I believe that animals assist people in their growth. They are more than just pets. Animals are here as healers, to aid us in mending our physical and emotional bodies. And we thought they were here mainly for our companionship - not so! They play a much more significant role in our lives. Of course it is noted that their love is real and true and always uncondit

Oh Dang It! Lol
;reaches for her gold studded bat: lol I was supposed to have had a whole week off, this morning I find out that I need to go back early..... gonna start back again tomorrow mornin'. This bites! lol. They're not too happy that I said I wouldn't come in today, but, they'll get over it.lol. But, I didn't get much sleep last night, er um, this mornin' I should say, lol. Oh man, this means I'm gonna have to get to bed earlier again, hmmm, lol that's not actually a bad thing though. lol :D < yawns & stretches > hmmm, ok, 'nuff o'da' biatchin, and back to something else......... see ya around! lol

Wish I Never Met You...
it starts out great honest and straight forward is the way you talk so here i think this guy is for real he walks the walk days go by so do the weeks i think things are fine i see little signs but i overlook them thinkin hes all mine things progress i think we're closer believing we'll have more you dirty bastard i caught you it all crumbles to the floor i dont care what you say your words dont matter you broke my trust you thought you were smooth and could have two your actions were unjust so i think stupid me you hid it in plain sight so fuck it she can have you you aint worth a fight so be gone disruption in my life its not worth the strain hope shes happy dealin with your shit cuz now you're outta my brain.

**** Significant Other *******
THE SINIFICANT OTHER OF WHO I SPEAK, IS A SISTER STRONG YET MEEK..I MET HER ONE DAY THAT GOD HAD SENT, AND A ANGEL FROM HEAVEN i WAS LENT..I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING OR AT HEAVENS GATE, BUT AFTER AND EXCHANGE OF WORDS, IT WAS ME THEY WOULD HAVE TO SEDATE..I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT HER PLEASANT STATE,BUT WHY? SINCE SHE WAS DESTINED TO BE MY LIFE LONG DATE..YOU SEE I DON'T TAKE MY BLESSINGS LIGHTLY, SO THIS BEAUTIFUL I NEED TO MAKE MY WIFEY.. BUT LET ME EXPLAIN WHY I FEEL THIS WAY, AND WHY SHE BRINGS SUNSHINE IN TO MY DAY..THE WORDS SHE CAN PUT ON PAPER WERE BEYOND BELIEF, AND TO UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE IS SAYING CAN ONLY BRING HAPPINESS NEVER GRIEF..HER FACE IS SEXY AND UP TO THE TEST, AND YET EROTIC FAR BETTER THAN THE REST..HER EYES ARE ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL TOPIC, VERY PRETTY AND QUITE HYPNOTIC.. HER BODY IS THAT OF A GODDDESS, AND I WAS HOOKED AT FIRST SIGHT I MUST CONFESS..SHE EXUDES HER WOMANHOOD TO NO END,AND I AM NOT SURE BUT AND AZZ LIKE HER'S NOT TO HAVE IS SURELY A SIN..BUT MORE IMPOR

Bed Time Lullabies
sweet and tender lullabies turn into hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams love will fall as hate will rise all we had inside will die in our dead reality while Dreaming the Demon's Dreams Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams another word for Reality Demons Dreams, Demons Dreams come with me and you will see fall asleep and you will find every thing you once loved, die My Demon Dreams will make you cry now fall inside my Demon Dreams Sweet and tender lullabies turn in to hateful morning screams we will face reality inside a Demons Dreams come with me and you will see our hellish reality this is true dont question it now live my Demons Dreams

Quote For June 4
Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything. -- Plato Bonus Quote: If it is worth doing, it is worth overdoing. -- Steven Tyler This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

You Know You're From Kansas When...
1. You no longer associate bridges or rivers with water. 2. You have never met any celebrities. (Bob Dole isn't a celebrity; he's your neighbor.) 3. You know the meaning of Rock Chalk Jayhawk. 4. Your closest neighbor is more than a mile away and you can still see him from your front porch. 5. You can properly pronounce Salina, Basehor, Cimarron, Schoenchen, Kechi, Olathe and Osawatomie. 6. Going on vacation means going to Hutch to the fair or to Abilene to Ike's museum. 7. A traffic jam involves two cars staring each other down at a four-way stop, each determined to be the most polite and let the other go first. 8. A Mercedes Benz is not a status symbol. A Ford F10 4x4 is. (Except in Johnson County) 9. You discover that in July it takes only 2 fingers to drive your car. 10. The terms Sooners and Huskers cause hairs on the back of your neck to stand up straight and your blood pressure to rise. 11. You have owned at least one belt buckle bigger than your fi

Thoughts On The Whole "god" Notion
ok.... I was one of those that thought she needed to "go to church" all my life.... I've wised up in my mature years :) I'm beginning to think it's nothing but brainwashing and cult like... even those happy religions like christianity... Why should i have faith in something that focuses it's principles on fearing this omnipotent being they call "god"? Why should i believe that there is this one "mighty hand" that controls anything and everything i do? and yet supposedly we still have free will under this control??? right.... Now i do believe in a kind of destiny i guess... that some things are just meant to be. But that has nothing to do with "god". You all don't have to agree with my thoughts. They're just mine to share.

I Hate Bs N Drama!
Ima gettin pissed off at a "friend" and his bitch and don't know how to handle it .. ima a nice person i take it all to heart and when i get walked on or talked about .. its just fuckin not nice.. as i said i am nice.. till its time not to be nice.. and its fuckin that time she better back off or she will get a lot fuckin more... current rating: 10.04 (98) click here to rate an 11! sasselicious's lounges CherryTAP Support (10) The Scooter Bar a place for bikers and friends to hangout (Adult only) (6) (see all) Comments on sasselicious: MsWendy 2007-6-4 6:21:14 Hey Listen to me Sassy Whore I am not one to play with.. you steped on the wrong persons toes here.. BITCH!! I don't start shit at all but i sure as fuck wont back down to it either! so you better keep my fuckin g name out of your fuckin mouth or i will slap it out for you! do you understand you wrinkled up old nasty pussy! now.. again DROP my name! and stop ya fuckin shit.. y

Best Children On Ct Contest!
Best Children On CT Contest! I need pics of More then 1 child for my Children Contest! 1st Kids Pic is..... with 1 comments! Can be other Family members with your child in pic is fine! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

If Wwii Was Fought By Online Gamers...
*Hitler[AoE] has joined the game.* *Eisenhower has joined the game.* *paTTon has joined the game.* *Churchill has joined the game.* *benny-tow has joined the game.* *T0J0 has joined the game.* *Roosevelt has joined the game.* *Stalin has joined the game.* *deGaulle has joined the game.* Roosevelt: hey sup T0J0: y0 Stalin: hi Churchill: hi Hitler[AoE]: cool, i start with panzer tanks! paTTon: lol more like panzy tanks T0JO: lol Roosevelt: o this fockin sucks i got a depression! benny-tow: haha america sux Stalin: hey hitler you dont fight me i dont fight u, cool? *poland has joined the game* poland:HAY GUYS HOWZ IT GOIUNG DUDZ? *poland has been eliminated* poland:****!!!!11 poland:**** U ****ING SPAWN CAMPERS!!! Hitler[AoE]; sure whatever Stalin: cool deGaulle: **** Hitler rushed some1 help Hitler[AoE]: lol byebye frenchy Roosevelt: i dont got crap to help, sry Churchill: *** the luftwaffle is attacking me Roosevelt: get antiair guns Churchill: i cant affor

Drifting In Rondel
DRIFTING IN RONDEL The Streets are covered in snow And in clumps on Spruce trees Drifting flakes trapped in freeze Not knowing which way to blow Head down I clump thrue slow Over drifts as high as knees The Streets are covered in snow And in clumps on Spruce trees A faint light ahead begins to show Thrue drifting snow in the breeze As cold and lonely as the Tree With frozen limbs at the Crossroads I Drift on, Thrue Streets covered in snow

Tribute Tattoo Contest!
Tribute Tattoo Contest! I need Tribute Tattoos for this contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 1 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

A Bunch Of Crap In A Bag....
Okay..maybe it's PMS or maybe it's just me being the all out bitch that I can be on occasion...but I have a few things to say. 1) No, I don't need to see pictures of your cock. If I want to look at them, I will. You asking me fifty times will not make it happen. In fact, the rebel in me will REALLY not want to see them, then. 2) Do not call me "baby" from the first moment you IM me. Nothing gets me more perturbed than you assuming tht I like to be called "baby". (Actually I DO but not by you unless we have some sort of relationship (not to say we are dating....just that we have spoken more than five seconds). 3) Yes, I put pictures of my boobs on here because I'm proud of them. No, that does not mean I want to sleep with you. The human body is a lovely thing, and I'm proud of my shape. That doesn't make me "easy", a "nympho", or someone who enjoys sitting all day and looking at penises. 4) Yes my bra size is 38J. Yes it comes that big. Yes I'm telling the truth

Possible Beginning...or A Flashback
She remembered the morning, the day they left...she was young then, a ripe 13 year old. She had been soaking in a bubble bath, blowing the bubbles around the bathroom so it nearly sparkled with reflections of her curly red hair in the light. And as she looked back on the day, she couldn't decide whether the bath was better to remember than the man... He was tall, lanky, and had grey eyes you would wish never saw you. They burned into the side of her face when she looked out the window of the car. He had cream white skin that absorbed every light of the sun, a sponge that covered his body. They drove, drove so far that she couldn't recall where they started from, or even how they met. She scribbled in a notebook, all the things she remembered as far back as her memory would span...but even those began to fade, every time she saw his face. So when he bit it somewhere between Mississippi and New Mexico, Josie was alone. She gave him an unceremonious burial, and after her resp

Your Sexual Horoscope.... I Am Taurus
virgo:THE VIRGIN Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- SCORPIO: The lover¢¾ Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazi

Music I Love
I like most types of music with the exception of Opera. For some reason I cannot get on with it at all, sounds like people trying to warble which is false and wrong. The main artist I like is Gary Numan. I have been a been a fan of his since he first started back in 1978. My brother being older than I was into punk music at the time and bought many singles. In 1978 he bought Tubeway Army's (Changed the name to Gary Numan for the release of 'cars') second single 'Bombers'. Being a ten year old boy at the time a song about war and bombers really appealed. Anyway seen him live at thirteen times and met him a few as well. I often just listen to artists of the late 70's early 80's. These include Depeche Mode, Human League, Devo, OMD, Kraftwerk, John Foxx, David Bowie, Ultravox, and Duran Duran. Since the music of Gary Numan has got darker over the past decade or so I have as found that I listen to bands such as Nine Inch Nails, Muse, Rammstein and Queens Of The Stone Age. If I'

The Hunt (part:5)
Please...I have whispered.Pleading with you.Feel me.Know me.Experience me.Your fingertips softly run down my stomach.Over my hip.Down my thigh.You stare into my eyes.I feel your fingers back up the inside of my thighs.Your fingers come upon my pussy...Soaked with my cum.On fire...And they slide in so easily as I gasp...Your fingers fall deeply into me...Pleasure flows through my blood...Fast and furiously...My heartbeat quickening...Your mouth still so close to mine but not touching...Just breathing in my own breath...Listening to me moan for you...Your fingers twisting and turning inside...Madly...My thighs damp from my own cum...My pussy so tight around your fingers...I close my eyes and feel....Feel so lost in the ecstasy of your touch...You slide your fingers out slowly...Run them back up my belly...Over my breasts...I take your fingers in my mouth...Licking...Tasting my sweetness dripping on your fingers...I suck the taste of honey from you...And pull you close and kiss you hard..

The Battle Is On !
ULTIMATE CONTEST THESE ARE THE ENTRIES FOR THE CONTEST 1 WINNER OVERALL WILL WIN 1 MONTHS VIC 1 MONTHS BLAST MILLION DOLLER MANSION LATE ENTRIES STILL BEING TAKEN ALL CONTEST DETAILS ON PROFILE AND IN BLOGS PM ME YOUR PIC LINK *~BabyDoll~UK~*{Founder of Brits on Tour} r/l & ct wife of TECHNOSHAMAN@ CherryTAP

Exes That Cant Get It That Its Over!!
i didnt think there was people this fucking stupid but apearently i was proven wrong. how can u have the odasity to call and ex's friend who was only asscociating with u cuz u were with there friend let alone call ur ex like ur there best friend or some shit.GET IT THRU UR HEAD... ITS OVER he does not give a flying fuck about u let alone ur p.o.s yellow car that someone smashed into the back end of. THERE IS A REASON y yinz havnt talked... AND WONT EVER TALK AGAIN.. so just lose the numbers and leave us and OUR friends alone no one wants shit to do with u!!

Hells Kitchen
yes it is that time again. time for Hells Kitchen with Chef Gordon Ramsay. i watch it every year. kinda fun to watch since i work in the food industry. http://www.fox.com/hellskitchen/ above is the link to the site that Fox has. check it out and watch the show.

Shitty-ness
So tomorrow is the big birthday. Yup the big 31. I'm just glad that I don't look it. Sometimes I feel it. I'm not particularly looking forward to tomorrow. I've never had a good birthday since I was a kid, and since then some bullshit has always happened. Believe it or not, but I happen to be one of the unluckiest people you will ever know. Especially on my birthday. I broke my foot once on my birthday when my friend and I were on our way TO the bar, not from, but TO it. And I wasn't even drunk! Of couse we continued onward to the bar, danced all night, got drunk and forgot about the pain. Unfortunately when I woke up the next day and stood up for the first time, I fainted from the pain in my foot. Apparently when you break your foot you shouldn't walk OR dance on it. One birthday a few years a go was absolutely awful. It didn't matter what we did, nothing worked out. However, two weeks later I found out that I was pregnant, and a week after that, I found out t

If You Went To Hell, What Role Would You Play?
If you went to hell, what role would you play?PunisherYou get the joy of torturing countles people every day for those who wont cooperate or those who try to escape. Your strong and focused.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Better To Die Happy
He awoke in a dark chamber, lying on a cold stone floor. It was night time. He could tell by the crack that ran halfway up the domed ceiling high above. What had brought him here, Clyde wondered. He tried to sit up, but was recieved by a deep, throbbing, and excrutiating physical pain that swept from his legs and arms, chilling his entire body as he tried to scream out. His voice caught in his throat as his body refused to allow his lungs so much as an exhale. He lolled his head to the side on the stone floor where he lay. The pain slowly passed and receded into a constant, excrutiating throb. Memories flooded his mind, vividly reminding him of the torture he had endured over the past few days. It was only three days ago when he got a phone call from his girlfriend, telling him she was leaving him for another man. To, Clyde, it was as if he had stepped out of his own body as she spoke the words. She told him how he had no future, that his goals in life were to si

What Greek Goddess Are You?
What Greek Goddess are you?You are Athena!Born from the head of Zeus himself, this goddess is the most respected and capable of all the goddesses. Like this goddess of defensive warfare, crafts and wisdom, you are courageous as a warrior, cunning as a fox, and wise beyond your years. You do not try to be a leader, but you are one merely because you have the raw material that renders admiration and followers. Though you may not know it...you have the world at your feet. But since you are wise, you will not allow this newfound knowledge to go to your head.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Pisces
PISCES: The Piece of ass¢¾ Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. lol I love these things...don't know how true this one is but yeah i like to get my own way, and i am fun to be around...lol

I Miss Yall Badly
My grandmother had surgery last week. She had a hernia in her throat and had to go thru a rather rare and dangerous surgery...And she's having a whole lotta complications with the out come of the surgery. So when she was released from the hospital under the families supervision and a home health care nurse, I had to step up and start staying with her during the day while I'm not at work, and my mom stays with her during the night while I'm at work. Hence why yall haven't seen me a whole lot tha last couple of days. As of right now, she's slowly but surely regaining her strength and able to briefly speak some. I don't know how long her recovery is gunna be, nor how long I'll be helping take care of her. But while I'm doing this, and working 3rd too, It takes up alot of my time, So I don't have much time to get on here, And won't have until' she's better and I'm able to come back home. So until' she's better, I'll be on a few times here n' there. I really do miss yall, and hope to be bac

Rating Pictures
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAPPENS TO READ THIS... HERE LATELY SEEMS THAT THERE IS GETTING TO BE MORE AND MORE HOW DO I SAY THIS NICELY..OH THE HELL WITH NICE.. IF THE ONLY FREEKING REASON YOU WANT TO ADD ME AS A FREEKING FRIEND IS SO YOU CAN BE A BIGGER PERVERT THEN YOU ALL READY ARE AND GET INTO MY NFSW FILE AND THE ONLY PICS YOU RATE ONCE I ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST ARE THE NSFW ONES THEN YOU ARE NOT WORTH HAVING ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I AM GOING TO WATCH CLOSER AND IF THAT IS WHAT KEEPS HAPPENING I WILL REMOVE YOU AS FAST AS I ADDED YOUR PERVERTED ASS!! THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Audacious Endeavours Of Daedal Design.
powerless, i was quick to speak to you. so to prove i was your malleable ingenue. regrets surreptitiously bleed from my mind. my honorable esteem was binding me blind. alas, i lay these fetid fruits to rest and harvest my collection if unavailing conquests.

June 3, 2007
RIGHT NOW I AM JUST FEELING SO MIXED UP WITH MY FEELINGS... HEARING SOME ONE GETTING ABUSED, BUT THEY TURN AROUND AND GO BACK FOR MORE. IT JUST MAKES ME WONDER IF THEY EVEN CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES, NOT JUST THE KIDS OR THEIR FRIENDS OR WHOMEVER THEY COME ACROSS. REALLY CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES THAT IS TO THE POINT OF GETTING A MIND TOGETHER OF FIXING THEIR ISSUES AND MAKE A BETTER LIFE FOR THEMSELVES! WHAT IS IT THAT THEY ARE REALLY THINKING OTHER THAN THEY WANT THINGS IN LIFE THAT IS DO THEY ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT? DO THEY THINK OF HOW THEIR ABUSING THEMSELVES OR SUBSTANCES OR OTHERS AFFECT ANY ONE INCLUDING THE KIDS? DO THEY EVEN CARE HOW IT HURTS THE ONES THAT DO CARE FOR THEM TO BE JUST NOT CARING ENOUGH ABOUT THEMSELVES? I LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM AND I MEAN THAT WITH EVERY BREATH AND HEART BEAT THAT IS IN ME!!!! I LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT IF THINGS DON'T GET STRAIGHT SOON OR I DON'T KNOW REALLY IF I AM WILLING TO LET THEM GO JUST

I Love Licking And Sucking Pussy And Clit
I AM A ONE WOMAN MAN SEEKING A GIRL THAT LOVES HER PUSSY LICKED AND SUCKED AND HER CLIT LICKED AND SUCKED AND FUCKING SEEKING A GIRL THAT WILL SHOW HER PUSSY AND TITS ON HER WEBCAM TO ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER AND I WILL SHOW HER MY COCK AS SHE PLAYS WITH HER PUSSY ON WEBAM SEEKING A GIRL THAT DONT GO BY AGE LOOKS OR MONEY AT ALL BUT WHATS IN THE HEART SEEKING A REAL NASTY AND HORNY GIRL THATS REAL MY YAHOO MESSENGER IS RICK_WILLIS2001 IN YAHOO MESSENGER GIRLS

Another Story For You
I picked you up, just like I said I would, we shared a long, deep kiss, and we drove to that old dirt road by the river. No words have been spoken between us, it is just an understanding that we have. I parked the car & we got out. I pulled the blanket out of the trunk, along with the cooler, filled with ice & drinks....I have missed you so much, that I can't even find the words to explain this to you, so I am working on showing you how much....You spread the blanket out & take us a cold beer out of the cooler, I am just so turned on by watching you take charge of the situation that I just cant move, at the moment. I take my beer from you & set it down, you pull me close to you, feeling my nipples through my tshirt, as they harden in excitement at your touch. You pull my tshirt off & all I have on, now is my blue jean shorts, you lean down and take each nipple into your hot, wet mouth, licking each one as if you were tasting something so exquisite, I can feel my pussy just aching for

Covetous Cover.
fastidiously, you hang about the sky come back down and lie with me. wrap yourself in my covetous cover you dance in this condition so gingerly. many men mingle in my web of temptation but all lack lustre and bloom no beauty. i wear this epic design on my sleeve and repair each stitch so carefully. attack this love that falls upon your lap. the flame is biting and deeply salacious. or drown in these words while you sit back in overwhelmingly utter amazement.

Americans Are Ungrateful Spoiled Brats
This is a comment by Jay Leno and if you aren't a fan of him it is worth reading anyway. We don't often stop to think about what we have and more always think about what we don't have. "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just isnâ€™t happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any

Seems Some People Have Forgotten Their Manners
We went to the high school graduation Satyrday evening. There were a lot of people there -- of course-- and it seemed to us that very few of them actually said "Excuse me" when they walked in front of us, or needed to squeeze between us to go up higher on the bleachers. It'd gotten to the point where I was sitting there making comments about some of the people--like this woman who just stepped between Roo's mom and the woman sitting next to her --this woman said nothing. So I said to Roo's mom "It is so amazing that not one of them said excuse me" Yes it was said loud enough so the woman could hear it. His mom started laughing. Then there were two teenage girls standing right in front of us, it wasn't bad enough that they were blocking our line of vision--but they were on their cell phones. So out comes another comment....lol that one got them to move. You know it's no wonder that some, well most, kids are quite rude...if you knew half of the people in this town you'd under

Scarbatton Totem Dancer At Ambii - My Boy, 'reef'
Breed Survey Class 1 A very good + dog with an excellent head and expression, moved well when settled. Very good character just needs to firm over wither. out of coat today. T. Hannon 3.6.02 Reef - 15th July 1998 - 23rd May 2007 I Stood By Your Bed I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying, You found it hard to sleep. I whined to you softly As you brushed away a tear, "It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, You were thinking of the many times, Your hands reached down to me. I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more. I was with you at the grave today, You tend it with such care. I want to re-assure you, That I am not laying there. I walked with you towards the house, As you fumbled for your key. I gently put my paw on you, I smil

Why: The Eternal Unknown
Why does this world take from me Why does the wind whisper my name Why must this body continue on when my heart, sould and mind are already gone Why can't I be as normal as you, the one who protects me from the wrong things I do I'll be left out when judgement day comes, I'll be left out of the ending sum Why does he haunt me when I'm all alone Why must he deprive me of the love that I need and walk on the wind so far out of reach Why do I battle day after day, wanting what so many others have The darkness of midnight blocks out the voices My thoughts aspire, I watch shadows lurk and demons devour Free from interference of activity around me Trying to hide from visions striving to find me The outside is changing wht the inside has created Why search your soul when your heart is negated Why do I need love Why won't it come Why strive for a last chance at a life I'll never have The last spoken words from a woman destined to die alone © S.R.G. 1997

Please Help Out My Friend
My Good Friend CherryPieX is in this Contest, she's currently in the lead by a very slim Margin.No Comments needed,this is based on ratings. IF YOU HAVE NOT RATED THIS SWEET LADY A TEN YET PLEASE DO SO... THANK YOU ALL

An Artist With A Missing Brush
Its hard to sleep when you know you were given a talent and you do nothing with it.I was once an artist on the rise,tickling the edge of noterioty.Somewhere somehow I got turned around.where?Im not sure but I did and my soul is wreathing in torment.My scetchbook holds no more life,the charcoal offers no solace.The pen once mighty feels awkward to grasp.I feel as van gough,I would cut myself to calm the voices if not for the turmoil this action would bring to my loved ones.I wish to be inspired again!To resteady the trembling hand that was once so sure.My heart is sick and my thoughts a jumble of self pitty and doubt.I have a palete of colors before me and a canvas stretched taught.I have left only to find my brush.

Ok Here Go
So I have been forced after the most unintelligent conversation with a certain CT user to to go sweetheart to bitch in ummmm 1.1 seconds ... How in the fuck can someone that hides behind some bullshit picture look at my pics and make the decison that they need me and I need them .... I am amazed at the stupidity that people show .. and the fact they chose to push my buttons..... I have never had any conversation with who ever this is before. It would seem to me they want a status symbol and for sure are not the brightest crayon in the pack .. come on ... Telling me what THEY need is me ... Love the selfish nature of mankind .. all about pushing for what they need and forgetting that in life we have choices and mine is to be with my daughter and my zoo of realible pets and be a happy mom ..mmm mmm mmm .. If they push one more button a bulletin will follow WTF?????? I am not endered here this is creepy

Depressed
i am so depressed right know i think my husband may be trying to cheat on me when i have been faitful and honest about things. every one knows that i am married. but now for the past year i have not been happily married. i lost my uncle in 98 a friend in 2003 lost my brother in 2004 lost my husbands grandpa and a nother uncle of mine in 2005 now i am about to loose my grandpa and thats not everyone. i wish i could smile and laugh again. maybe find some one who change and brighten my world back up it is so gray and dark i cannt tell one day from the other some times. i thought i had found some one that made me happier and laughing again but after 2 days i found out he lied to me. i dont go for those who lie to me. why are all guys the same? i hope one day i will find that some one, or may be i have found him just dont give him much of a chance. i dont know. good luck to all the others out there searching for that true love soulmate.

Too Busy For A Friend
Too Busy for a Friend ? One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't ma

Better Survey Stolen From The M-place
[be honest no matter what.] [one] what is your natural hair color? Darkblond, light brown, but it looks red in the sun. [two] where was your default picture taken? Naplion, Greece [three] what's your middle name? Kathleen [four] your current relationship status? Happily taken by the perfect man for me. [five] does your crush like you back? AM not 10; don't have crush. This is why I left m-place in the first place. [six] what is your current mood? Meh. [seven] what color underwear are you wearing? Invisible. lol [eight] what makes you happy? Ali telling she loves me or Booga smiling. [ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what would it be? I would have started school in Jan of '03 rather than Aug. [eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? A squirrel. [twelve] ever had a near death experience? Yes [thirteen] something you do a lot....? smoke [fourteen] what's the name of the song stuck in your hea

Marathon
going off now to run in the ladies mini marathon doing it with my sis and some teachers from my sons alc class were rising money so we can build a new sensory room for them.so talk to you all soon unless i drop i'm soooooooo not fit but it's for ryan and his little buddies . peace out bee .xxxx

Online Cheating ?
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outset

My Time
When everything is going the way i want i am back on friday in Amsterdam,after all dark days i leave behind and still got some in front off me i will survive again,I want be much on CT anny more and in time i will be gone for good,i will concentrade myself on my work,i got good note's in one designer book last may,so that was a light for me,maybe one day my name will sta in books all over the world,lets hope,then my life and my work was not all for nothing.

New Pledge Of Allegiance
New Pledge of Allegiance! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,

This How I Live...
Daily Horoscope: Leo For June 4,2007 One of your best qualities (out of many) is that you can take the most minimal ingredients and make the maximum amount of fun. Others want to know how you do it, but you can't say. It's a gift, really.

4 My Baby..
ITs been a while since i wrote a blog, its all cuz i been in love and i havent been thinkin about nothin but this girl.. its crazy when i stop and think about how fast time has flown by since i met her, and its just been wonderful, so wonderful, that i wish i could just stop time rite now and keep it like this, until i can afford to get out on my own and have her live with me. i honestly never known a girl who cared as much about me as she does, i feel lucky to have her..in other words i just wanted to say that i have never really truely been in love until now, and i wasnt even sure if there really was such a thing until i met her. babygurl gots my heart o:) at times i just wish i could have done more for her to make our time together more worthwhile.. she is the sweetest and most loving girl ever..and i love her wit all my heart...sometimes i just wish i could have made our past experiences more memorable/she knows what i mean...i love her..

Monday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Frank Vincent, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Tickets And Myspace
Happy Monday, ladies and gents... it's raining and sloppy in the New York area, but it might be just dandy in your town, so let's all strap on some galoshes and get ready for another LIVE (on terrestrial radio) Opie and Anthony Show. Our pal Frank Vincent from the Sopranos will be checking in to give us the dirt on those last few episodes...and maybe he'll give us some tips on how to be A Man's Man... you know, 'cause he's the expert and all. Want to see the Opie and Anthony Show LIVE as it happens? Turn on yer friggin' Paltalk, because you never know who is going to get something thrown at their heads or savagely hazed from minute-to-minute. Just go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room, and if you're lucky, you'll gaze upon a bevy of lovely ladies, mostly naked, getting dressed, sleeping, or just parading around in their rooms in front of their webcams. NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks to the generosity of our west coast pal Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth

The Museum
Today I leave a young man, the year 2023. Off to distant lands, not sure what's there for me. A fight has been raging for many years, one that started way before me. I grab my mother by the hand, and hug my sister of now three. Say keep the cornbread piping hot, and plenty meat for me. Off to do my part to fight this war, put an end to tyranny. The fate that I have chosen, seems all but too heavy. My friend asked, why'd you join the navy bro? I replied to sail the open sea. I am a lonely warrior, fighting 1, not 2, not 3. My enemy does not fight the same, as the warriors that came before me. Technology has now changed, warfare seems unfair you see. I hear a missile overhead; I’m huddled by a tree. Now tanks blaze in the background, they sound right next to me. I'm weak I’m tired, I carry on, because this is important to me. Why would anybody do this, this is no place to be. A friend asked, why'd you join the marines mate? I replied, it just seemed right to me. Today I los

Crap Survey Swiped From That M-place
1. Where will you be in a hour? Laying on the couch with a wrestling dvd playing. lol 2. Who will be your next kiss? Either Alianna or Justin I'm sure. 3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you? Alianna's shoe. 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of state? I was in Oak Grove like a week ago. 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Nope, don't go to the movies anymore. Watch them for free on the puter! 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Glass of root beer. 8. What are you wearing right now? My tiered skirt as a dress, and it still comes down to mid calf! 9. What was your last purchase? Cigarettes probably. 10. What's the last thing you wrote down? I was trying to remember how to spell a word in French and it's easier for me to write it down. 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Corinne. :D 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Nope.

Truth Indeed
I hold the truth so close inside I wonder why this mask I hide The purity of love once shared The loss of which I have fared Against much odds and many trials Being pushed around by Assclown piles I know one day I will lead the chase And look these animals in the face I rise above you every night Doing good the deed became my plight For in my words the truth is seen The fabric of life ripped at the seam I'm sorry If this rubbed you wrong My intentions were pure all along Maybe you will join with me And celibrate how life should be

What Color Of Heart Do You Have ?
What Color heart do you have ? Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Guys Rules For Females
Guys Rule At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If you wa

Life's Changes
Even the most pleasurable experience can become dull and unpleasant if it continues on and on with no end. Even the most magnificent surroundings can feel like a prison if you're unable to take a break from them. Life thrives on variety and change. When you keep yourself stuck in a rut, no matter how satisfying that rut may be, it gets old and can be very draining. When you're constantly fighting against change, even if you succeed in keeping things the same you render yourself unable to enjoy them. Because you're always worried that they will not last. When, on the other hand, you accept that change is part of life, you will enable yourself to enjoy and to fully live every moment you're in. You'll also be able to look more confidently and enthusiastically toward the future instead of dreading it. Yes, with change there is risk, yet there is also enormous opportunity. Change gives life richness and meaning, and makes possible all sorts of achievements that no one has yet even

Death An Moving On
Ok look I know you all dont really know me or really talk to me much but as the summer gets closer I find my self getting more depressed. See last year I found out my child hood friend of 28yrs died in his sleep an then two days later my Husbands cousin was in a serious accident. An I tell you he was one of the most wonderfull ppl you could have ever met. Well it ended my my husbands cousin died a week later. An then my great aunt died in January. Then here in March three beautfil little girls passed away in a tragic fire. Two of the girls was my husbands other cousins little girls. One was my daughters age an the other was a little younger. I remember baby sitting the youngest when she was only 4 an here she was going on 8 when she died. The other little girl was my husbands bestfriend's little girl an she always wanted to make you smile. It has been a hard year. No I dont want sympathy or any thing like that. I just wanna say ya know I see so much going on an so many tragic things

Good Humor
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life,Remember 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written An impressive new book. It's called .......... "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink And be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and Your boss, the Pope only expects you To kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning, One brilliant Flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to Your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and That ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes Were inevitable Now, of course, there's Shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking The trash out, gives the impression that He just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just Vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried

Not Sure Why You People Care About My Playlist, But It Seems Like You Do...
Added about 25 new songs to my playlist. Including a track by Sarah McLachlan and a track by Hanson... that's right... you heard me... Sarah McLachlan and Hanson

A Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and two cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and has some items in front of him. When the class began, he picked up a large empty jar and without a word, proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked his students if the jar was full. They agree that is was. The professor picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. he shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full, they agreed that is was. the professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course the sand filled up everything else. he asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes" He then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured them both into the jar, effectively filling the empty space be

Quotes By Women
When I was seeking the best possible quote for my Pinup profile, I found a lot of quotes by women that I found appealing. I thought I'd share a few of them. Some tickled my funny bone, and some I thought very apt and on target. All I truly enjoyed. The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think. ~Author Unknown The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate. ~Oprah Winfrey Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. ~Charlotte Whitton Curve: The loveliest distance between two points. ~Mae West The people I'm furious with are the women's liberationists. They keep getting up on soapboxes and proclaiming women are brighter than men. That's true, but it should be kept quiet or it ruins the whole racket. ~Anita Loos I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes

Devotional - Old People Everyone Should Read This I Dont Care What Religion You Are Or Arent .)
Psalm 71:9 Cast me not off in the time of old age; forsake me not when my strength faileth. Once, older people were revered for the wealth of knowledge and wisdom they possessed. Today they are often treated as an inconvenience. They are shoved aside and ignored. Certainly, this is not true in every case, but that is happens at all is a tragedy. Older men and women are gifts from God. They are the conquerors in this life. They have fought the battles, and they have war stories to tell that can benefit us all. To have lived a full and fruitful life should be a joy, not a burden. In a society gone youth crazy, the need for the elderly is greater than ever. They provide the balance we need. Theirs is the voice of reason and experience. Theirs are the spirits of perseverance and triumph. They have walked our roads before us, and they can guide us when times get rough. Reach out to the older branch of God's family. Reach out and grasp the treasure. Prayer: As I grow older, Lor d,

Untitled
If destiny was a rising sun I could stare my fate right into the sand They say you don't get far without the Good Lord by your side I say he left this child to walk a mile alone This pendulum of open doors and closed minds Cuts right down to the core of my being Selfish soul desire Nobody will ever know I wake up with my will at my feet Somethin tells me to look up But this crown carries a heavy load Promises are very convincing But I know I gotta keep moving on

Hmm
Do you ever read stuff other people wrote and seem to hear it in their voice as you read it? I think that's kinda weird. I went to the pride day celebration today with my family. It was fun. It was a nice warm sunny day. My mom thought it was hot, I guess it was around 91. It has to be humid, or around 100, for it to be hot to me. So to me, it was a nice warm day. Summer is a nice time of the year, it's when girls start wearing less clothes. lol. Anyway, there was some cool artwork there. There was a fence around the whole thing, and only one entrance. And you had to buy a ticket to get in. There were also a small group of idiots protesting outside, near the entrance. My step-brother almost got in a fight with them last year. There was police there that didn't really want to protect them and keep things from getting out of hand, but it was his job. We just kinda ignored them today. The first time I went ( around 6 or 7 years ago ) I don't remember a fence a

Moved
well last thursday i started movin my stuff to harlan ky to my new placei stayed there til yesterday evening.so tueday will be my last day in tennessee.me and my youngest daughter likes it there ....but its just not the same as havin all my kids with me.ots hard lettin the 2 oldest go on their way of life but i kno i haft to.i talked to my oldest daughter ever day thank god for my cell phone.its anice 2 bdroom house but its gonna take alot to get use to cause its alot bigger than the two bdroom apartment im movin from.i met a few pwople they all seem nice but i think ill still stay to myself cause i dont lik eother knoin my bussiness.i guess im funny that way .im gonna miss my friends and family i do have in tennessee and yes i ll be back for a visit.what im not gonna miss is my x-husband always puttin me down to my kids....he should really grow up.he was talkin to my youngest daughetr on the cell phone before we made it back to tennessee last nite and all he could do is put me down so

The Gift Is Love
Love that is so intense It blinds all sense of reason Spins a tantalizing Webb Captures me in suspended desires Like a rose bud Bursting through its foliage Painting its perfect beauty Onto your hearts canvass I would lay before you The carpet of my dreams The Mantle of my womanhood The steering wheel of my life What I give you is my gift A love that has grown unrepentantly That at times brings me to stillness As it washes over me like waves. To except it in your heart Is the gift you return to me? A gift I hold with great tenderness A love that will bring me to humbleness

New Grandson
Going to FL Wed-Sun to see new grandson. Number 3! Was born last Thurs the 24th. This is the interesting part. Both of my daughters are married to brothers. My oldest has a 3 yo son by one and now this baby is born by the other brother. So curious to see if they will look alike. Brothers look exactly alike. But anyway driving to FL because flight prices are outrageous and for some reason a 1 1/2 hr flight would take 4-8 depending on layovers etc. chose to drive but will be very hard on me. Thought my swelling problem was ok but feet started to swell again on Sat and got even worse yesterday. Blood pressure is high again too. Med they gave me was suppossed to take care of all that but didn't work for long. So went to PCB a month ago and the 3 hr drive was horrible because of the swelling. Going to be awful for an 8 hr drive!! Going to Lakeland so endelss possiblites and things to do as close to Orlando and Tampa. Thinking of going to Daytona. Wayne wants to go to the racetrack. Loves Na

Alienation
i'm sure everyone feels this way every so often...but to feel this way nearly constantly?...there must be something wrong...having friends turn away...have that look in their eye like ur nothing more than a pane of glass...they're staring right throught you...like you u have no substance to you... i feel like i've become a lesser being...unworthly of acknowledgement...forget the good deeds or accomplished tasks...you have ur own life to live...why would mine make any difference to you?...what should it matter that i stumble and fall...or if i rise up and succeed?... and those breif moments that you do care...are they worth it?...should i bother suffering the suspicion that your toying with me again?...will it make any difference tomorrow?...you'll just go back to seeing past me...its plain to me that u only keep me around for entertainment... some affection...thats all...with out me begging...some how letting me know someone cares...that i dont need to reach to find you...that

What Do I Know?
When I see a jet flying by in the sky My first thought is that I wish it were you flying to be with me. Listening to the wind blowing through the trees I imagine the wind in your hair. Sitting on my couch watching a movie I reach over to that empty spot beside me and imagine you're there. I kiss you goodnight every night in my dreams But.... I'm just a girl

Hate Mail
don't you just love people that have nothing better to do than hate on you because they can't live with what they are doing.they have to turn it around on you.one thing worse than a drama queen is a fake drama queen with no remorse.{peace out}

Heart Torn Between Happy And Sad
well we found out that my daughter miscarried her baby.it was gonna be my first grandbaby ...i have the ultrasound of it in a frame .my heart goes out to everyone women and couple that has ever had a miscarriage......i dont kno what its like but i do kno i care bout that baby as if it was already here.it was the worst feelin i ever felt.and in way i guess i should be happy too cause my s on and his wife is gonna have a baby so im told.but its just isnt in me to be happy cause i kno i wont get to see this baby.my son lefted his wife and lives with his dad where the fool of a dad is pushin him to be with his g/f daughter! i want to make it clear i do not uphold for my son i think its the lowest thing he ever done .his wife does not deserve to be treated way my son doin her.i was told by my daughter law that she wasnt gonna be round me cause her parents wont let her.its sad cause i done nothin but uphold for my daughetr law ...and didnt turn my back on her when her own parents did when sh

Wrong Number
Quarter to seven this morning.... ring ring, ring ring, ring ring.... right next to my ear. Oh its my home number, so it must be important! So I get out of bed reach for the phone and it stops. Grrrrrrrrr. I press 1471 to see whos number it is, and I do not recognise it. As it is early in the morning I presume it must be my mother as she gets up early for work.... so I call the number back... Me: Hello, you have just rang my number? Lady: Oh yes, is that Andrew's mum? Me: No Lady: Are you sure? Me: Um, yes I think I am sure Lady: Oh, I was just ringing to tell you that Matthew will not be at school today and that they will be going to Jack's.... Me: It is 6.45 AM you have woken up my entire house, I know neither of a Matthew or an Andrew and I think you have the wrong number Lady: Oh, no I haven't this is definately the right number Me: No.... It isn't Lady: Well, if you listened to the answer machine message I left you wouldn't have been woken up

Silverstein - Smile In Your Sleep
When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... And I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay... [Chorus:] You say, you're weak, You won't let me down, You won't let me down. You lie through your teeth, You smile in your sleep, You smile in your sleep. When we met You said we were the same, You know that we're different, we're different, And all the times you promised me that Everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken [Chorus] You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie You lie through your teeth You won't let me down, You lie, I deserve better than this I dream of steel. Maroon and warm, Your end (your end), your end (your end) You gasp for air. I'll see this through, I'll see through you, Your pale (your pale), your pale (your pale), Your pale blue eyes. When you're lying in your bed, Your eulogy's been read You know

Lil Johnny Is 2 And Has Cancer Real Bad. Everyone Please Say A Prayer 4 This Precious Little Boy. Ty
Lil Johnny is 2 and has cancer bad, nothing is working and the local news is covering it, they are trying to raise the money for the transplant. http://cbs4.com/video/?id=35049@wfor.dayport.com Thats the link to the news video

Silverstein - My Heroine
The drugs begin to peak A smile of joy arrives in me But sedation changes to panic and nausea And breath starts to shorten And heartbeats pound softer You won't try to save me! You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate! You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had. I can forget, the times that I was Lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine! You won't leave me alone! Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime. You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had I can forget, the times that I was Lost and depressed from the awful truth How do you do it? You're my heroine! I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself. (myself) I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else. Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal. But under your covers more torture than pleasure And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter Not now or forever will I ever change you I

Saosin - You're Not Alone
It's just like him To wander off in the evergreen park Slowly searching for any sign Of the ones he used to love.. He says he's got nothing left to live for (He says he's got nothing left...) And this time I think you'll know.. You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tell She's just like him Spoiled rotten Confused by the lies she's been fed And she's searching for no one.. (But herself) Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy That she is her And this time I think you'll know... You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tell You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out (There is more to know) We're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out You will live to tell.. (So tell me) You're not alone There is more to this, I know You can make it out (Make it out) You will live to tell (Live to tell) You're n

I Wrote Your Name
I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SKY BUT THE WIND BLEW IT AWAY, I WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND THE WIND BLEW IT IN A PUDDLE, I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND BUT THE WATER WASHED IT AWAY, I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEAD A THOUSAND TIMES BUT MY MEMORIES WERE ERASED, I WROTE YOUR NAME WITH THE STARS BUT MORNING CAME, I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART AND I REMEMBERED YOU FOREVER. THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN BY MY 15 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID!

Be Good 2 Others
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self centered Forgive them anyway If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Be kind anyway If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies Succeed anyway If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you Be honest and frank anyway What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight Build anyway If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous Be happy anyway The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow Do good anyway Give the world the best you have, and it may never be good enough Give the best you've got anyway You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God... It was never between you and them anyway

Plz Read About Me
HEY EVERYONE...WELCOME TO MY PAGE...I AM A PRETTY SIMPLE GIRL, JUST HERE TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS AND HAVE A BLAST DOING IT,NOT LOOKING TO BE POPULAR OR GAIN CHERRY POINTS.NOT LOOKING TO GET THE HOOK UP,I AM PRETTY BLUNT AND STR8 TO THE POINT.I LOVE THE OUTDOORS,HANGING WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS,DANCING..JUST CUTTING LOOSE..SO COME ON AND JOIN ME AND LETS HAVE FUN TOGETHER... Before you look at my page, remember this is MY page, MY interests and MY life.. go ahead, JUDGE me... that is your choice but I dont want to hear any of your negative reviews.. so keep ur opinion to yourself, thank you. Oh & to the ones that rejoice in making people feel better about themselves by complimenting their outlook on life thank you even more. Back to 1st grade..."if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything at all" If you are everything otherwise you can sit back, get comfortable and proceed to read I like to be taken seriously but i hate to be serious, I can be blunt but never brutal, I believe in kar

Looking 4 Bartenders, Waiters/waitresses, Security & Greeters
Lookin 4 friendly, outgoing people. Who are willing to help out in my lounge "Guilty Pleasures" 4 day & night shifts. Only people willing to help need to join the family. Thanks :) Jen

.useless.spewage.
having a cockroach the size of texas run in your front door while you're carrying bags of stuff...basically...sux. *nod* having your oldest kid kill it so that you dont have to as it runs into toddler legos is hilarity. *nod* so bloody tired. bought too much stuff today...on a whim but whatever *pauses to kill a moth* this apt is just insect infested...and quite disgusting...tho i find it interesting in a way...considering i just cleaned the ever lovin shit out of it. bleached the sinks, toilets, tubs, floors swept n vacuumed the carpets...and still... and theres no food lying around anywhere cuz we're not eating here...theres not much of anything lying around cuz most of our stuff is packed... *watches a mosquito float by* i suppose if all the damn automatic sprinklers werent broken and they didnt shoot straight up in the air leaving monstrous puddles...than perhaps this wouldnt be a mosquito breeding ground alas...such is not the case. i bought movies

Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.

Dont Make Me Miss You
Dont make me miss you You tell me you remember Where we first kissed Dont make me hate you For what we've said Or what we've done Dont make me love you I cant stand this pain Not anymore Dont make me want you Holding you now would hurt more than ever So dont make me miss you Cause I still remember Where we first kissed

Blinded
I hide behind my veil To hide my eyes from you Since you cannot look into them And see that they are true. False hopes lie within And rest against my heart Though they wish to escape My lips shall never part My body aches Whenever you cross my mind Leaves me sitting, waiting Wondering if Im your kind You look away And act like you dont see IM RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU But you're blinded by your reality.

When Will You Notice?
You feel the goosebumps on my skin But you have no idea why they're there You feel me shiver when we kiss But you havent a clue why I do I tremble when I hear your voice And it makes me wish you were near I feel an ache in my heart That I wish wasnt there I try to lie To make it seem like nothing I cannot cry When I know you're listening I want to tell you But I havent a clue how You need to know I....

White Sheep Society
Verse1: I hate what you've become And what you've made of me What you once denied and banned You follow, conformity (awkward pause) Chorus: So ban what you follow The Pill has been swallowed You now are healed From what has been sealed I've taken your mediocrity So kill the White Sheep Society. Verse2: You've admitted your wrong And instead of the grey You are hues and shades Glad you're back, its been too long (Chorus) (solo) Bridge: For far too long We've lived under the rule You are now a mustang Instead of a mule So say 'FUCK YOU' to Whoever gets in your face For you are now a new breed Of the human race (chorus) Verse3: SO TELL ME, WHO THE FUCK YOU WANNA BE?

Narcotic Sweet
Take these questions from my mind I do not wish to know them anymore Stop my questions of your true heart For I cry thinking of them once more Like my tears The questions flow Unlike my mind My heart knows Scars on my heart Healed by your kiss You fill my life With utter bliss I want to hold you close Nothing more I'd rather do While I whisper in your ear Simply "I love you"

Without
Pain in my heart Would not subside The hurting within I could not hide Lost deep down Inside myself The burning, the yearning Cannot cure itself A pool of anguish In my sea of pain Thoughts of giving up Burned into my brain Could not distinguish Between truth and lies My heart on the line to see For all prying eyes For years upon years I lived a life of doubt So now... I live my life without

With You
With you I know nothing can harm me I know no evil can ever touch me Only with you. With you Its so hard not to smile Its so hard not to be weak Just with you. With you I cant help but feel safe I cant help but feel high Solely with you. With you I never have to worry I know Im never alone When Im with you

Breaking Point
Im telling myself lies To cover how I feel. Im at the end of the line And its killing me. Im at my wit's end And chasing a false dream. Im falling fast into my own dispare And theres no turning back. Im throwing myself into the unknown And I know I cant turn back. Im close to giving up And I feel it best to do. Im at the end of my rope Not knowing what to do. Im at my breaking point And Im about to shatter.

I Dont Care
I dont care if you hate this And I dont care what you think of me. Im sorry for all the pain I put you through And Im sorry I couldnt be who you wanted me to be. I dont care about whats become of me And I dont care about the feelings I've lost. I just have to be me as me No matter the cost. I dont care what intentions you may have had And I dont care if we didnt settle the score. I hate whats happened between us But truly, I just dont care....anymore.

The True Feeling
Bodies entwined In a rough embrace. Thier breaths Mingle as one. Sweat drips From both their bodies. The feeling Is intense. The mood Is thick. Thier breath Becomes a mere pant. A wave of pleasure Rushes over them both. This feeling Almost over. One final blow and the show is done. Your partner is mad Because you've won. The console shuts off And the fun is over. You lost another game To your little brother. ~Jessie (what did you think it was about, sex?)

Cant Sleep
I cant sleep Just knowing what I might do to you Knowing some day that I... could ultimately lose you. And I cant sleep Knowing my curse may come back And knowing that maybe, one day I could lose you. I cannot sleep Through bloodshot eyes and tears through feeling sick and mad At the thoughts in my mind. I cant sleep Knowing I could do this to you Knowing what I thought could never be true, may be Knowing that I could lose you.

Questions And Answers
When our time is up Will we really move apart Or will we be forever In each other's hearts? Will we make a mark Leaving something on the other That no one else can see Or will this flame be smothered? Is it simple enough for you To see how true my heart can be Or do you ignore whats in front of you leaving me lost, alone in this sea? As this life fades away from me I saw just what true love means Still, I know how deep you feel and I know the love you've seen.

With(out) A Doubt
He left me An empty shell. My heart A bottomless pit. The acid of hate Eating away at me. I still love him But I dont know why. Afraid to love To live and be happy. I cant find the words To say just what I feel

Be Your Girl
Those who say they dont approve Know nothing of you. And what they hate about you, I love it all the more. This is why Im glad I can Be Your Girl. They say jealousy is a bitter disease Which some people have caught. I say let them suffer and drown While Im snuggled up to you. Because Im happy to just Be your girl. Nothing can take you from me And I will not stray from you. You're there for me Even when physically not. This is what makes me forever Be your girl.

I Guess
I guess we never knew that forever Would really be something short of never. I guess the love in your heart wasnt so true Though the love in my heart was true, for you. I guess you were pusing me to find someone new But as the pushing continued my love for you grew. I guess what was left of my heart was shattered to pieces Yet as I piece it back together the pain never ceases. I guess now I sit here remembering your single vow And Im still wondering wondering 'how?'

The Curse Of Me
Just a smile To hide my pain To cover tears That fall like rain "You're the love of my life" Hes said to me But everything he thinks I am I cannot be The love I have for him Is nothing but true Yet an old love has come back Rekindled anew My thoughts are all jumbled Scrambled in my mind What will happen We'll know in time

Make Me
The thoughts fly through your head Rapidly. You wonder what you want Next. But make me Feel like you used to. and Make me Know what this is again. Make me Fall back again. Make me Want you again. Want me Back in your arms. Take me Back to how we were. Love me Like you promised you always would. Again, make me Yours.

Tu Ne Sais Rein (you Know Nothing)
Joy, sorrow, or pain Some say they can't feel While others say Its too much to deal The sweet seduction Pulling you in You fight against it's power And yet you do not win You think you know what love is But you push it away Stringing yourself and them along Later wondering why they don't stay You leave yourself wondering What you want out of life and love You still don't know, maybe never will Its just the pain you can't get above.

Infected
My heart is lost Swimming in this pool of anguish My mind has become the enemy Blinded by what once was there So that I no longer see Circling through this cycle Of Deciet and Trust The love, as I knew it Has parished before my eyes.

Tears
Baby, I know the wounds are deep You've been hurt before But dont you cry I'm here for you I see this pain wont go away Your view of love, myopic Just dont cry I feel for you The trust for others miniscule Your want for others thrives But dont cry I'm near you Just please dont cry I fear for you.

Never Know
I'll never know Just how much you loved me. And you'll never know Just how much I cared. We'll never know What could have been. And we'll never know The truth behind the lies. I gave you a chance And you threw it away. We'll never know Is all there is left to say.

My Bleeding Heart
Nothing stops the feelings that come I cannot control the love I find The stabbing pain deep down inside It always stops my beating heart Amidst the pain I am alone My mind is torn And yet its racing And it stops my beating heart I lie awake at night and dream What I see, no end in sight I'll live with the pain, for now it seems But nothing stops my bleeding heart.

Truthful
The words were on your lips Yet not a word was uttered You held your heart in your eyes And always made me shudder I quiver at the thought of you Wishing, too, you thought of me Hiding what feelings I had Now if only you could see The sound of nothing Ringing in my ears Lasting through the pain The heartache and the tears The cronicals of my life Can be told in mere minutes And yet my love I will forever show

Thoughts
Okay Ladies and Gentlemen these are just my thoughts on life in general. First aand foremost let's talk about sex. I believe that all the inhibitions need to be let go. The truth should be said at all times because I can't read minds so ladies should talkopenly about their needs. I love sex and I'm straight, I like women and as far as homosexuals are concerned. I have no problem with homosexuals, if that's the way they roll then that's their business. Ladies my goal is to give any woman that I have the honor of having sex with is to give them 3 orgasms then start all over again. If I don't please a woman I want to know what I'm doing wrong and then fix it. So far I have accomplished my goals and I'm looking for new women to satisfy. I'm clean and I make sure that I am healthly at all times. I use condoms and YES I like to get freaky. Showers together and I'd wish I could find women who would also do anal sex. One problem I have noticed is that most women don't know how or just are not

The Flame Within
The flame licks at my heart But I wont let it get to me And I wont let it consume me Yet it engulfs my heart And ensnares my mind I run from it It finds me I fight it It defeats me Its purpose Was to capture me And yet, I am still free Deep inside me Is its lair The more it seems to die The less I seem to care

I Wish You Knew
I wish you knew Just how much it hurts To see you cry. I try to hold you, You push me away. I feel unwated Un-needed Unloved I wish you knew How much it kills me To see you hurt. I'd do anything Only for you. You hide your face But not your pain You make me want to scream, I bite my tounge. You wonder why, This is all crashing around you. I wish you knew How much I do truely love you. I wish you knew I just wish you knew

A Love That Will Never Be
His smile warms me... His eyes intrigue me... His lips beckon me... His arms call to me... My broken heart beats for him.. I cry for him... Only... He doesnt know... He just doesnt know... If only he did..

The Meaning
You catch me When I fall You make me smile You've got it all You were once and are My everything You make me high You make me sing You make me real Truth is You are my everything I can't help Just how I feel Ones emotions Cannot be ridden of And seldom Can they be hidden. Truth be told I cannot lie You are my everything I hate to end A beautiful time Just remember You are my everything Yes, My Everything

I Wish I Was Safe
He smiled at me He stole my heart I clung to him Falling through the dark I can't have him I know I never will His love is like a drug I'm addicted to him Everytime he goes He leaves me wanting more I must tell him the truth Or risk losing it all He could be the love of my life Or my worst enemy All we can do Is wait and see.

My Worst Fear
Promises made, And promises spoken. Words were said, And hearts were broken. My worst fear, and our lives are shattered. Back again As if nothing mattered. Fights we had, All ended in tears. Together again, Before anyone hears. Never caring What anyone says. To repeat this cycle Untill we're dead. This love so true, yet so many problems. Everyday we find A different way to solve them.

Invisible
Did you really love me? I couldn't see the answer in your starless eyes. I wish I could see the truth Behind the voice, The comfort I felt with you, But invisible arms can't comfort me much, And invisible arms can't contain me And invisible smiles that I wish were real, Will not console me. Invisible eyes I saw only in dreams, Stared, with love, only at me. And invisible loved.... turned to invisible hate....

Bittersweet
I dream you, breathe you My heart pulses your name How long do I have too ache Dry my tears of emptiness Cry out for your touch Beg you for my completeness My body wracked with carnal lust Dreams of your touch Words of sultry passion Whispered with heavy breath Will make my skin shiver with delight Longing to see the electricity in your eyes Embracing effect of your voice That will caress my soul Fears that will take flight in your arms I will wake up in the morning Face another day same as the last Battered by the bitter sweet agony www.hostdrjack.com

Why Do I Matter?
Why do I matter? I asked you. Why do I love you? Is this true? Do you love me? I wanted to know. I feel like im floating. Does it show? I fly past you in dreams. Falling through clouds. Back to reality it seems. Why do I matter? I asked you again. Like a bandit of the night, you steal my heart. I cling to you never wanting to part. A teddy bear is what you are to me. That soft and sweet, blessed be. Why do I matter? I asked one more time. You smiled and said, "Because you are mine. That cute kitty cat to me. That beautiful and sweet, blessed be."

Untitled
The people surround us, Watch as if they know. They see the tears, Shining in my eyes. You act as if you don't realize The pain that I show. Love has blinded you, Past the point of reconignition, Past the point of no return Past the point of sanity. You stood there and watched me die, You stood there and watched me drown. But now... I will live eternally in your mind, your heart, your soul, your life..... Will you ignore me and pretend I dont exist, Or embrace the truth that lies before you? I am here, I am now, I am that thing that will not stop till it drives you mad...

Quality Viewing
Well, for my recent birthday, my family gave me seasons 1-3 of "The Sopranos". I was a little bit surprised... I've casually watched the show and loved it, but never expressed much interest in it. Somehow they picked up on it, though. I just finished episode 12 of season 1 tonight. I know I'm a little late to the party, but this show is freaking sublime. It almost makes me wish I were still an English student so I could write papers about it. Instead, tomorrow morning I go to organic chemistry, which I am looking forward to for entirely different reasons. Again, I'm a little late to the party. I'm 26 and because of my little pre-career career shift, I'm still working on a degree. Neverthless, I'm excited about finally getting into the nitty-gritty of modern biochemistry. What can I say? I'm fashionably late ^^ Have a good night, beautifuls. HUGS! Mr. Sevens

Hello To All
Hello to all my friends. hugs n kisses to any who may want them. Sorry my health took a bad turn, computer probs have also seen me offline for several weeks. Am back up and mobile a little more now, will try to check in on a weekly basis from now on.

How
How easy it is to forget your face That cute little smile. And how easy it is to forget your voice Reassuring and strong. Too easily I can forget you love me To the point where I'm not too sure if you still do. Your name would be on my lips Every 5 seconds of the day, now it only graces them every so often. Then you make me remember and smile just for me. You smile again and I fill with glee. You're all I dream of And I know its true love. You miss ME, love ME, wanna hold ME. Wish I lived closer. How could this be? I found you..... and you found me. And you make my heart with glee. Just how could this be?

See The Miracle
What is a miracle, because I dont believe And looks and faces can decieve. Is it when someone comes through the impossible? Or when something shines from above. Is it when you think you can't and then do... fall in love? Only then for them to die, leaving you to ask why. So can someone tell me what a miracle is, because I dont believe. And I know surely, looks and faces can decieve

I Am A Poet
I am a poet, writing my rhymes. Writing and writing in my spare times. Love, magik, my muse I write whatever I can use. About hate, sadness and dispare I always love to share. So come listen to my rhymes And in due time, you may figure me out, Yet not know what I am about.

Dear Baby
I'm not sure just how I love you. Sometimes it hurts me just to say "love." At times, I want to be yours alone, Other times I wish you didn't love me so. I do not wish to hurt you, even if I do. I am not what you need. You must see me for me This time it is final... I can no longer love you...I'm sorry I can't take it anymore. I dont expect you to forgive me Nor do I expect you to beg for me back again. I'm ot saying I dont love you at all. I just dont know in what way I do. Im sorry....so very sorry

Here We Go...
Here we go again, thinking this could work. We want each other back for what we say is.... forever more I am unstable I am unsteady I am unwilling to move on without you. We thought we were ready... to grow, to live, to love and laugh. What we put ourselves through... torture.....torture just to love torture just to cry....torture just to live apart. We know what we must do... Even if we don't like it... It must be done.

Your Mistake
What was I to you? Am I all you wanted and more? Or was I something to do? And now I lay on the floor. I am crying I am dying I am unfeeling I am not healing. My wounds are deep My heart was yours to keep You pushed me away You then want me to stay Was I your kind? Make up your mind! Too late now Don't ask how I'm leaving you to ask 'why?' Now its your turn to cry I am more than you'll ever know ...It just doesnt show

Why?
Why can't you let me go? Why can't you just leave me alone? Where is the love that we used to have? Why are you just making me sad? You told me our love was only true. Why did I ever believe in you? You messed with my heart and my mind and my soul Why cant you just let me go? (chorus) (and) Why cant you just go? Why dont you ever leave me alone? Why do you mess with me everytime I'm at home(/end chorus) (repeat 1x) Can't you see I love only you? Why don't you think, you think that its true? Why do you think that I love only you? Our love has always been on the brink Everytime I grab for you I sink. Why are you messing with me? (Shout)Why cant you just let me be?! (chorus) Just go, leave me alone (repeat 1x) Just go, why dont you ever leave me alone?

Every Relationship's Mystery
How am i supposed to love you when I have no room in my heart? What can I tell you, when the words never wanna come out? Pretending not to like you, when I really did. Crying and wishing I had told you. but you dont need me, you have her. How can I ever stop loving you, now that you haven shown me the real you? The you that I wanna see in a guy, the you that makes my heart race and my breath quicken. That is also the same you that makes me ...cry every night.

Red
Red, red as the blood shed, red as the tired eye, red as the sea of sorrow that engulfs me every time. Everytime I hear your name, Everytime I see you, Everytime I cry. This sea has engulfed me into its depths too many times. I can’t take it! I cry for you,who you used to be! I cry when I know what we had is lost, lost forever in that damned sea that engulfs me. It never stops, even if I plead. Help me to defeat this sea and step out renewed, for all I have ever wanted is you. My sea stays red, as red as my blood, for I would not change it, even if I could. My sea of red is a sea of blood and every time I go under I die a little In YOUR blood. For my sea stay red, as red as the blood shed, red as the tired eye, red for the sea of sorrow… That engulfs me every time.

Feels Like Im Running
“Feels Like I’m Running” (verse 1) Running from my problems Your face I cannot hide. Every time I see you I swallow my pride. And then finally I asked you What I mean to you (And he said) (chorus) It feels like I’m running falling flat on my face. And it feels like I’m hurting Like my heart is torn apart. And it feels like I’m tumbling Straight down a black hole. and it feels like I’m running (/end chorus) (And he ran away) (verse 2) Sitting in my corner Not sure what to do. Everything, yes, everything Is what I meant to you. (chorus) (Verse 3) And I ran to you Your arms were wide open Your heart was so true I never knew, I never knew I meant this much to you (chorus 2) And it feels like we’re falling Falling into place. And it feels like we know Our lives have turned around. And it feels like I’m happy Just being with you. And it feels like we’re running Away in each others’ arms.

Is Your Love Style Passionate Or Compassionate?
You Are 79% Passionate, 21% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Answer Me!
If I died, would you die too? Mentally, physically, emotionally? Attend my funeral? Cry? Wish it was you who died instead of me? If you died, do you think I wouldn’t cry? Take a knife to my heart, A gun to my temple? Fall to my knees, throw my arms to the sky and scream ‘why?!” Whats your answer? I need to know. Time is running out, For me, For you, For everyone. ANSWER ME! Don’t run from the truth. Just answer me.

Are You Like Your Mom?
You and Your Mom Are Completely Different At times, it seems like you and your mom aren't even related. You often wonder how two people from the same family can be so different. As the saying goes... you can pick your friends, but not your relatives. Are You Like Your Mom?

Sagittarius
*****YOUR MOST LIKEABLE TRAIT - OPTIMISM***** Ruled by Jupiter, planet of fortune, you appear to breeze through life. You are LADY LUCK"s companion who seems alawys to be in the right place at the right time. Naturally, this makes for a cheerful and ebullient dispostion. You have your dark moments, but clouds roll over quickly. You are too interested in what is going to happen tomarrow to fret long about what went wrong today. In Sagittarius,the enthusiasm of fire, the restless mutable quality, and the jovial influence of Jupiter combine to produce an expansive personality who cannot be confined. Independence is your guiding principle. You are free,adventurous spirit who thives on new ideas and constant change of scene. Somewhere you picked up a chronic case of wanderlust, and you have no desire to be cured. the grass is always greener sumwhere else, and your restless, inquiring nature requires travel, excitement, and unconventional. Sagittarus,like its opposite sign Gemini are hap

Water Fight From Hell
Imagine this if you will a water fight but not with little water guns but with the full fury and might of the gods. Im talking about useing the systems the our great firemen use to save homes and peoples lives. the fun that could be had with the much power HAHAHAHAHa yeah it would be great

My [inner] Goddess.
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

Me To The Last Damn Letter...
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Sexiest Lesbian/bisexual On Ct Contest
Alright Everyone I Am Having A Sexiest Lesbian/Bisexual On Ct Contest If Any Women Would Like To Enter My Contest Contact Me Fuccky ¢¾ Dj Sinisters Ct Wifey¢¾ Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP Rules Are Anyone Under A 5 Can Not Vote I Do Mean That U Can Comment Yourself Comment Bombing Is Allowed Rates In Case Of A Tie Will Count The Contest Will Be On The 6/11 through 6/25 At 3pm(est) Good Luck All Who Enter Prizes Are As Followed 1st Place- Rolex 2nd Place- Diamond Ring 3rd Place- Diamond Earrings All Of The Gifts Will Be Awarded On A Happy Hour Tryst Lesbian Comments | Lesbian Personals Lesbian/Bi Myspace Comments Comments for Friends - MyPsace.org

The Card Game (for Vampy Cassiel)
"Who wants to start," Paige asked excitedly as she shuffled the cards!?! "This was your idea, Page," Anna replied nervously, "I think you should lead it off, don't you girls!?!" Both Glenna and Mo nodded their heads in unison and while waiting for Paige to finish shuffling the erotic game cards!!! "Okay," Paige replied with a shiver, "I'll go first but you all gotta promise to play at least one round, agreed!?!" The three other girls glanced back and forth between each other before Mo replied, "Agreed, we'll all draw at least one card, after that we'll see how it goes!!!" After Paige completed her shuffle, Glenna cut the deck and all eyes turned towards Page in anticipation of her draw!!! Paige licked her lips nervously as she drew the top card and gingerly turned it over to read, You're lucky, all you have to do is show your pussy!!! The other girls whooped and hollered as Paige stood up and in defiantly pulled down her jeans and panties and showing off her auburn haired pussy to the

Me Great? Awesome!
You are a Great Girlfriend When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Are We Really That Sick?
After graduating from medical school Bill was now ready to go to work with his father, a doctor with a well established practice of many many years. On Bills first day he is ready and eager to start helping his fathers patients. The first patient he sees is old Mrs Jones. During the appointment Bill and old Mrs Jones get aquainted, and she begins to tell him about what has been ailing her for so many years. Bill quickly and accurately diagnoses her problem and gives her proper treatment and cures her. Later that day Bill talks with his dad. Bill says "Dad you know old Mrs Jones and how she's been coming here over 20 years with the same problem? Well i cured her on my first day." Bills dad says "Son ...........you ignorant thing, she's the one that paid for you to go to medical school!!!" SO THE NEXT TIME YOU GO TO THE DOCTOR AND YOU ASK HIM OF TAKING VITAMINS AND AMINO ACIDS AND TRACE MINERALS CAN CONTRIBUTE TO GETTING YOUR BODY BACK HEALTH AGAIN AND HE SAYS NO...... H

Update On Me...
Ya know I just realized that I never updated after my procedure. I had a few ask how I was doing but never took the time to post a public update... So here goes..LOL The procedure went well, I was awake (thought they would knock me out or something LOL) But overall it didn't take too long, less pain, cramping and bleeding then expected, and I was back to work within a few days. In an unrelated matter, that following weekend I passed a freaking kidney stone! 5 days out from the procedure and I started having lower abdominal pain that kind of wrapped around from my back and only on the right side. The family and I thought either an infection from the procedure or appendicitis. After a few hours of progressively worsening pain, I decided to go in.. Doc's thought possibly the same thing as we did... Took blood, gave IV fluids and meds for the nausea, then when I went to give a urine sample, I passed it.. OUCH! is all I can say, but not as OUCH as doing it back when I was pregnant a

Tis True What They Say...
You Are 53% Jealous You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about. A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far. Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses. You'll be a better (and happier) person for it! How Jealous Are You?

My Surgery... Please Read.
I wanted to update all my CT friends who do not know yet. I am going into surgery for my ankle at 7:30 AM on Wednesday (June 3rd.) I have to stay at the hospital overnight, and I should be able to come home on Thursday morning. I am having this surgery because my ankle was shattered from a car accident that occurred last summer. Last summer, I was in a cast for a month, then in a splint for awhile, and eventually had to learn how to walk again. This summer, I get to go through all that again. I will be in a wheelchair for nearly two months, then I will be able to use crutches, and move up from there. I will have limited mobility after this surgery, but it is our only option. The healing period for this surgery can take up to nine months. :-( I'm pretty scared, okay, really really scared.. but I'm trying insanely hard to stay positive. I really appreciate all of my CT friends who have been so supportive through all this! Ya'll have listened to my whinin' these past few mo

Men See Me As...
Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You?

Camping
So camping is great. It really is. But sometimes you just have to give up. When you can't find a spot when its late at night when the bugs are so thick you can't get through them its just too hard. But to all my friends who made me stick it out I love you guys. We need to go again soon and get more peopl out there with us. Love you all.

New York
NEW YORK - A convicted drug dealer who agreed to pose as a wannabe terrorist among a shadowy group now accused of plotting to blow up John F. Kennedy International Airport secretly fed information to federal investigators in exchange for a lighter sentence

Charity
"Reaching into one's own pocket to assist his fellow man is noble and worthy of praise. Reaching into another person's pocket to assist one's fellow man is despicable and worthy of condemnation." - Walter Williams

Cuz - I - Can...
"'Cuz I Can" Hahaha We're gonna rock and roll Ra Ra Alright I drink more than you I party harder than you do And my car's faster than yours too P I N K P I M P I'm back again I know ya'll missed me I'm so so sick Can't handle it Yeah I talk **** Just deal with it My rims are 23 inch And they're black on black No they're not his Diamonds all over my teefs You can try and try you can't beat me So I'll cash my checks and place my bets And hope I'll always win Even if I don't I'm ***ked because I live a life of sin But it's alright I don't give a damn I don't play your rules I make my own Tonight I'll do what I want Cuz I can You know I'm rare You stop and stare You think I care I don't You talk real loud But you ain't saying nothing cool I could fit your whole house in my swimming pool My life's a fantasy That you're not smart enough to even dream My

Naughty App.
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Let's see just how naughty my friends are.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

The Toxic Avenger
is probably the greatest movie to watch at work. It causes the vocal client to go to his room because the gore scares him. It causes one client to giggle. It is somewhat ignored by another, and the third makes his "happy noise" whenever someone dies. Work, sometimes, is fun.

Taking Applications...........
For the following : 1) A CT big brother, must be able to protect me, when I want to be protected and watched out for. Must have no mercy for those that cause me pain, hurt, and just general unhappiness. lol. 2) A few CT Body Guards : must be able to throw down and kick ass in the utmost, when called upon. lol. 3) A CT boy toy : no description needed for what you'll be used for, and if you must ask, then you are NOT qualified! lol. 4) A CT tear wiper : must be there at the drop of a hat , with kleenex in hand for when I wanna share my bs sobs with ya. lol. Just shut up and listen to me and don't worry bout the shirt, it'll dry! lol. 5) A few good men, for a trial run on this whole CT 'my man/hubby/lova' thing. And no, you can't quit till I'm done with ya! lol MUAUAHAHAHAHA and last but not least....... 6) Somebody that's good at making me some weapons of ill destruction , like a huge spatula to spank with , or a fly swatter to swat those irritating fools away wi

Naughty Survey
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Let's see just how naughty my friends are.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Just A Figment Of Your Imagination...
RAWR: Hello My Fellow CherryTappers. Hope This Blog Finds You Well. First Off: Added Some 'New' Pics... Album = Never To Be Forgot Intro: So In The Beginning The Weekend Was A Total Drag... Plot: Friday Absolutely Nothing Went Well.. Was So Psyched About Going To See Pirates... Just To Get Let Down And Not Seeing It... Biggest Disappointment This Weekend. Then Strawberry Fest. Was In Town, So I Wanted To Go There... But Both Times I Tried To Go Yesterday (With 2 Different People) That Sooo Dint Work... My Plans For Strawberry Fest. Were Foiled Twice In A Row!!! That Kinda Upset Me, But Oh Well I Live. Today On The Other Hand, Got A Call From A Friend... Wanting To Go To Strawberry Fest... Guess What!! I Made It To Strawberry Fest. Today!!! Yay Climax: ♥Finally Got To Spend Time With My Best Friend Who Reacently Moved.... ♥The Most Random Things... ♥The Straightest Female I Know Seroius Slappend My Ass Like Twice And Totally Loved It....

Attention
ok, i am a part of vampirefreaks, myspace and on here on cherrytap. and i am looking for my other half. i am kinda picky on who i am looking for. for example. man the more i think about, i used to be so openminded when it came down to relationships. they have to have piercings and tatts and have a big ass or big breasts...lol. tatts and piercings turn me on. they have to be gothy. thats a must. anything else i can think of, ill add more.

Oklahoma City,ok 06/13/07 -
Allan "Stryker" StampIts Official Folks, Allan "Stryker" Stamp is set to do Battle in Oklahoma City, OK. for a fight on June 16th. Stamp recieved his contract today and is ready to rumble at 205. Stamp has an impressive pro record of 18-3-1 and his opponent will bring an 18-20-11 record to the cage and Stamp is looking for another win to add to his already impressive record.This will be an exciting card, details will be released soon. Stamp will be fighting in Warriors of the Cage at the Farmers Market over on Kline St in OKLA CITY!! Stay tuned for more details regarding this incredible fight card at the Team Apocolypse website at www.myspace.com/teamapocolypseincTeamIn addition to the fights that night there will be a special guest appearance by Dallas "The Destroyer" Cordts who is a female pro mma fighter with an equally impressive record to the table of 18-0. She is going to support Stamp and visit her old hometown in addition to making a special guest appearance for Warriors of the

Goodnight Sexy Ladies Of Ct! Please!!!!!
goodnight sexy ladies of Ct! Please!!!!! date: 2007-06-03 22:20:16 Keep showing my pix love with comments and ratings!!!! I prefer comments.....Also please view my just me(nsfw folder) very explicit pix, please comment(the dirtier the better) send me some profile love as well and i will return the love ASAP. P.S my just me folder is open to friends only till tuesday night before i go away for a week(its a fam only folder) Love, Mike

Livestrong Challenge 2007
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 I'm up to over $750! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

9 Things That Make People Assholes...
1. Not tipping People who provide good service should always be tipped. Don’t be an asshat. Folks in certain industries depend on that shit. If someone goes out of their way to ensure your happiness, you can come off a few bucks. Non-tippers deserve to be nut-kicked by a concrete boot. 2. Not controlling your kids It seems everywhere I go these days some wild ass little fucktard is running around a public place (stores…theaters…public parks) bothering otherwise decent folks with their monkey-like annoyance while their parents look on helplessly. Red Foreman would not put up with such behavior. We need more guys like Red Foreman in this world. 3. Driving slow No one likes to be stuck behind the guy who has to slow to a turtle-crawl to make a left turn at a stoplight which only stays green for so many seconds. Turning a vehicle is not a complicated task. If your brain can not function in such a timely manner you should not be allowed to drive. Other people would like to make tha

This Evenings Random Writting
I just want to lay with someone. Their warmth. Their being, next to mine. Comfortable, relaxed. Connected. A feeling of safety. Im bored of the same emptiness. So little passion, stem'd from so little faith. A new shell. The same echo. The distance. I want to not have to try so hard to feel. Something natural. Organic. Im tired of using artificial sweetener because everything is so bitter. Why cant I wake up tommaorw and crave normalcy? None of it seems realistic. Realisticly people lie, cheat, grow apart. Realisticly finding that "someone", that connection, isnt going to happen. Its all about timing. The right person never walks in at the right time. Timing is everything in life. Realisticly, no matter who it is, its not the right person. So why bother when youll always be looking, why bother when you know its always fake? [i hate pmsing.]

My First Contest
Come on by and show some luv! I am in my first contest and would love to get as many votes as i can in it! Thanks all :) It starts tomorrow so come on by and leave some comments! ="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=618158&i=3073740020" target=_blank>

Training Days
I started it last week, it goes into high gear today. Training. Not a light run, a few pushups/situps and maybe a short ride. I'm going to start waking up at 5:15am and working out like I used to when I was boxing. You can't ease yourself into life, into training, into a set pattern. You just have to dive in and see what happens. No more days off, its time to get back in "train wreck the walks like a man" shape get get ready for my title fight. Thats because my life life is a title fight... His whole life was a million to one shot...

Don't Hold Back
This is something new Something I'm not used to I don't want it to ever end I think I can breathe again Don't hold it back Just let it take control And see where it will go Life's too short Let's take a ride We'll end up on the other side As though I know As much it may seem But baby this is not a dream Don't hold it back Open up your eyes They are beautiful As is your heart And your soul Don't hold it back And if our worlds do collide Maybe you'll find peace of mind And maybe this was worth it Maybe this was perfect Make this night last and last Cause soon it will become the past Don't hold it back I live my life with no regrets So put your fingers on the frets Sing with all your soul Baby I don't wanna go Hold me close and let me fall Realize it won't hurt at all Look me right in the eyes Do you see you give me butterflies Take me now and don't you wait Or maybe it will be too late Don't hold it back No, don't hold it back

Fuck The World
I am starting to really wonder if anything in this world is true or if it is just all one big game to people. I am starting to question everything i am told by people. I am starting to question wether certain people trully want me around or if I am just a convienence to help them get through life but who cares how I feel. I am tired of having to act like everything is ok in my life. I am starting to wonder if maybe I shouldn't just move on with my life. i wonder if certain people want me to become the bad guy so that their conscience will be clear or so that they don't have to feel any guilt. I am not sure what people want from me anymore.

Boring
ok...so its like sunday...and it feels like a damn monday. I sat at home the whole time till up till about 6 pm and went over to a friends house to kill my night. Hope tomorrow turns out ok...i got to go take a typin test for the hospital in missouri to see if i can't get on there. SOOOOO PRAYYYYYYY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!

Birthday
On a stormy night, you walk to you car parked near the end of the parking lot it has been a long day and all you want is to go home and take a warm bath. The closer you get to your car the hair on the back of your neck stands up you feel as if some one is watching you. Then you hear tires squealing in behind you turn to look and a dark van approaches you at a high rate of speed. You start to run for your car when the vans pulls up close to you then the door opens, your pulled in and a dark hood placed over you. You try to scream but there is a hand covering your face, you fell another set of hands removing your clothes , your hands our bound as you lat there on the floor of the van in nothing but your panties. You drive for what seems hours your body quaking in fear, thinking what is going on, how can this be happening to me. Your pulled out of the van and lead down some steps you feel a cool and damp air around you. As you are lead into a room your placed on a bed and the binds

Happiness Is......
...A truth when a lie would have been easier. ...A feeling of love that just doesn't stop ...A friend that comforts when they hurt inside themselves. ...A love that finds you when you least expect. ...Someone that listens to you complain when you know they really cant help. ...giving from your heart knowing it might be hurt. ...having fun with someone that is just a friend even though you want so much more. ...just a feeling that goes away when you hurt. ...just out of reach. Its so hard to feel happiness at the thought of you and also feel sadness because of you too! happiness i have every now and then but it doesn't stay too long. When i think of the things i want that i just can't have. (nothing is meant or expected from this. Its just how I feel. I'm sorry!)

The Ct Saftey 101 Bulletin...
All these bulletins about so and so is stalking me, this person is pervert, this one is a loser, watch out for this one.. blah blah blah .. have made me think.. I think its time for a little CT or even Internet Safety 101. 1. READ profiles!! if they don't have any info in their profile, very few photos, one 'real' photo and a bunch of fake photos, or no Salutes be leery when talking to them or adding them. (and I know there are people on here that refuse to put a Salute for whatever reason) but still knowing that the person in the photos is the person behind the PC helps a lot. With the exception of Ninja Penguin(Wub ya smexie!)... O'rly(Ya'rly!!!) and a very small handful of others, everyone on my list has a verified Salute. Heck even O'rly is verified! LMAO! 1a. READ EVERYTHING in the profiles. if you're looking at a photo of a hot chick/guy, make sure they are who they say. The Gender, Age, and sometimes location are posted right there on the FRONT page! Think with your br

The Subject Of Death Or Lack There Of
I was asked the today if I fear death and the answer was NO. Because death itself is a natural progression of life. You live....You die...Such is the circle of things. Now to this person I had to ask~ Do you ever find yourself wondering about the ones you left behind? His answer was logical to those believing in god~ so I quietly listened to his explanation keeping my personal beliefs tucked quietly away where they could do no harm. Even though we had discussed our differences before~ it is never good practice to interrupt. When the question was returned to me... It went from a 2 person conversation ~ To their Christian beliefs being firmly shoved down my throat. The air choking... gripping daring me to speak.Oddly enough I hadn't had a chance to even give my answer. As we both sat dumb founded at the rudeness of those round us I found myself wondering if they were some how questioning their faith if they felt the need to defend something which was not ever attacked. An

Bayfront Park Is Coming!
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link

A Reason To Smile
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It’s been so long-I couldn’t say When last it was I felt this way A simple voice that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it’s right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I’ll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

Imporant Things In Life
Sexy may not be the most important but it is very close to the top. And I think i may be having some in the next couple of weeks. i still need to pay rent and bills and get driving lessons first and foremost. I hope all these things come to pass without any problems...along with the sex.

Ct Help-not
i cant make mumms anymore and i have ask both surrport and babyjesus for how long and i get no replie. so are they just power trippers or ? they should answer all messages not push them aside. thanks for reading. thanks

Reißiger
The transcription to LilyPond file of the finale of Reißiger's eleventh piano trio isn't quite done, but - closer than it's been. Some tweaking here and there... insertion of bars I missed in this or that line... fixing this and that... figuring out if I miscounted and repeated bars here and there through carelessness (because the violin part, cello part etc. aren't ending in the same place right now) but much less to do than there was- all 375 or so bars are there now.

My Nsfw Pix Are Back Open To Friends Please Comment Ladies@!
My nsfw pix are back open to friends please comment ladies@! date: 2007-06-03 21:35:10 They are being closed again on tuesday night before i go away for the week, so take advantage and comment, the dirtier and suggestive the better, and i will return the favor!!!

For Today
To all my friends :) Wishing you all a nice and good day, much strength and courage and good thoughts and ideas. Today is a very busy day for me, I'll work that out :D Don't worry, be happy...All the best for you!

Little Things
Little things ~Tony Martinez My angel You know me You know I am far from typical It's not the big things But the little things that matter so much Thank you for doing those little things Even if you don't realize what you've done We speak a language that only we understand Thank you for whispering those sweet words to me They mean more than you will ever know Mi amor Thank you I love you My angel

The Art Of Infamy
I'm eternally pimping my friends. As mentioned on my profile, I was in a no-budget horror movie for an aspiring director friend of mine. It's called "the Art of Infamy" and basically it's a documentary by a serial killer about serial killers. I know that none of this is really news, but I'm bloging this cause apparently Ryan Andrews (the director) has completed a 90sec trailer for the flick so here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSGX116CQoU I might post a "behind the scenes" anecdote at another date.

What I Think We Should Act .... Towards Peaple
When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments... Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough

The Wizard
The wizard On rungs of gold The wizard does climb With strings unseen The wizard will glide On wings of air The wizard will fly Through the eyes of a raven The wizard will see Casting his spells On you and me With a wave of a hand And a swish of a sleeve The wizard will rise Above it all With words unheard The wizard will start The beginning of the end Of troubles unheard To stop all of the troubles In this wild untamed world This is the task Set to the wizard This the wizard tries With all his might But in the end he gives up his fight For the will of man Is more than he can fight

Release
Release after looking at the postmark upon the new letter recieved with all the junk mail and bills, I ponder upon how long it took to get here and why. closed the mailbox and made my way to the apartment. ~~THUD~~ jumps .. drawn back to reality and the dull humdrum of life. I toss all the mail on the table to be flitered later. Go on with the usual, back in my mind the thought of you, your words, your body, your touch and those sweet whispers that always bring me to my knees. going through what needs to be done in my mind. last but not least the reward of the day... the letter from you... still wet from the shower towel wrapped about my curvaious body and the end of the so seductively tucked between my supple breasts. I gather you letter, making my way into once was our room... tugging on the towel ~ how it unravels about my lush glowing form ~ the warm breeze kisses the tanned flesh. My coral nipples become errect and eagar to be caressed. tosses back the covers climbing

Another Thought...
It's time to clear the air, or an undercurrent of tension could become a very distinct sense of unease. Examine any ulterior motives. If you're brave and face the situation honestly, you'll see an immediate improvement. This was my horoscope for the day! How in the HELL does it do it? I don't believe this stuff, but damn!

Alone
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm hier present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories never to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day

To The Staff Of The "guilty Pleasures" Lounge
I am posting this blog because there are alot of people that joined the staff and I never see them even come into the lounge. I am gonna be replacing alot of people, because there are about 7 of us busting our butts to make something of this lounge. If your not gonna do your part and help out. Im removing you. I dont want anyone part of my staff or having my name in their name, if u cant be part of the team. So if u see urself removed, u know why. And once ur removed, please take my lounge name out of ur name. I know a few of you told me u couldnt be around much, then theres some that will come into the lounge, say hi then bye. I need better then that. Then I saw one person just remove the name out of their name, without even telling me, thats just rude. I will be contacting who im removing, cause I need friendly, outgoing people. Not shy ones that just sit back and watch. Thank you. Jen

Sundays
Have you ever noticed that Sundays are the worst day of the week. Don't get me wrong I like Sundays, but they are the day you realize Monday is tomorrow and there is no weekend left. It's also the recovery day. Everyone sleeps late and does as little a possible. You never quite get done everything you meant to do. It also seems to be the day that you never want to end. This has been one of the most unusual and undicipheral Sundays ever. I almost wish I had never gotten out of bed!!! Once again total boredom has driven me totally insane!! PS The dog has stopped ignoring but just doesn't listen!!

The Devil's Work
The Devil's Work I destroy homes, I tear family's apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be easily made under the kitchen sink; In your child's closet; even in the woods, If this scares you to death, it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for

Ok , Let Me Straightn This Out
THIS IS FOR ALL MY FULL FIGURED FEMALE FRIENDS ... I HAD GOTTEN A COUPLA MESSAGES ABOUT MY LAST RANT ... IN NO WAY DID I MEAN TO INSULT ANY OF YOU LOVELY LADIES BY SAY "THREE TON TESSIE FLABBY FLAT ASS" ! THIS WAS A POOR CHOICE OF WORDS ON MY BEHALF . I LOVE ALL OF MY CURVY GIRLS AND ALWAYS WILL ! IT WAS JUST AN ANGRY RANT AND WAS NOT A BASH TOWARDS ANYONE (EXCEPT FOR THAT FKN ASSHOLE DOUCHE BAG OF A PERSON...) THAT I HAVE BEFRIENED HERE ON THIS SITE . I DO APOLOGIZE TO ANY ONE IF THEY TOOK OFFENSE TO IT (EXCEPT FOR FUCKFACE ) . I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND ! XOXOXO

Don't Be Gossip-the-parasite's Host Organism
Don't be Gossip-the-Parasite's Host Organism Dave Burchett A recent news story piqued my interest. Four Hooksett, New Jersey town employees with 46 years of service between them were fired, in part for gossiping and discussing rumors of an improper relationship between the town administrator and another employee that Hooksett residents now agree were not true. The administrator complained, and after an investigation the town council fired the women, finding, "Gossip, whispering, and an unfriendly environment are causing poor morale and interfering with the efficient performance of town business." "When I was given my termination papers, I just looked at the gentlemen that were present in the room and I said, 'You've got to be kidding!'" said fired worker Sandy Piper, who insisted her comments weren't out of line. "We discussed it on a lunch break, and then it ended." The same thing happens everyday (except for the termination part) in offices all over this great land. Gossi

Why Me ? :'(
tonight i got my ass beaten by my step dad for no reason but he blames everything that goes wrong for him on me and throws me out every other day i do not know what to do i got cuts on the side of my head and he chocked me so now i can eat or drink anything i got a pain in the back of my neck and my throat hurts so bad :'(

Hey Ya'll
hey everyone of you awesome people out there i just wanted to say that i am sorry for not being on and showing my support like i use to but i have been working my ass of 6 days a week....but i got mad love for all ya'll.....xoxoxo, c@ndee

End Of The Day
spent the day ill... and then I did start to feel slightly better so I ate lunch (mistake one) and then was not feeling so well again decided I needed to get dressed and get out of the house this evening. and since I was supposed to have a picnic and such for Loli Day, I donned a casual Loli look and went window shopping with sissy instead. A picnic just didn't sound very lovely at the time. (It still really doesn't) I didn't take the pics either, just wasn't feeling up to having my miserable self on camera for the memory. maybe I will take a few new pics tomorrow or something, if I feel better. I do like the new skirt I bought, its ever so comfy and cute. I also bought a new hair color (12 steps, here I come again). and new purse, need some slight adoration of lace but not a big problem. ok, off to attempt dinner

Journal Entry Of A Subordinate Group Member
So tonight for school, we had to write a fictional journal entry of a subordinate group member who had a place within the United States' history. I wanted to do Iraqi Americans, but I thought African Americans would be easier and less time consuming doing researching considering I learned all about slavery, the Middle Passage (I think thats right) and other things of that nature in school. Tell me what yins think of my fictional journal entry. Thanks :) ------------------------ In the mid 1800’s, my family and I were shipped from Africa, to the white men in the free America. I was 15, my little sister 13 and my mother and father along with others within our African community were along for the journey. The long trip cost 62 out of the 218 of us to die from famine, dehydration, disease and onboard rebellion against the white men. It was horrible to see some of our closest friends and even extended family die slow and horrible deaths. We were unloaded from the European shi

What A Great Sunday
WHEN I AWOKE TODAY....I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A CRAPPY DAY! BUT I SPENT IT WITH MY DEAREST FRIEND SCOTT, WE LAUGHED, DRANK, LISTENED TO ALL KINDS OF CRAZY MUSIC, AND JUST HAD SO MUCH FUN...IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ILLEGAL! I CAME HOME TO EVEN MORE GREATNESS, AND IT JUST KEPT GETTING BETTER. SO TO SCOTT, (MY DEAREST FRIEND) JIMMI (MY PROTECTOR) AND JOHN ( MY LOVE) THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY! I LOVE YOU ALL!

Good Morning Paul
I woke up and found Cassie with her head lying on my chest. She was still asleep. The sunlight was coming through the window and was shining on the bed. Her hair was glistening in the light and I inhaled the scent of her hair. I love the smell of her hair it is always so fresh and clean smelling. It was one of those cool and crisp autumn mornings. The window was slightly opened and the smell of dead leaves was in the air. I love that smell probably because it takes me back to my childhood. I grew up in a small town that had maple trees everywhere. In the fall the smell of dried leaves filled the air. I just laid there very still and enjoyed the warmth of the sunlight coming through the window and the scents in the air. I was also enjoying Cassie lying on my chest and the closeness of her. It was a glorious morning and being that it was a Saturday we had no place to go and was not in a hurry to get up and start the day. I am not sure how much time had passed but Cassie started

Duality
Paranoid I look away from the world My skin crawls at the thought of someone near Tears build inside as I hear voices within Wounds on the inside that don’t seem to heal Picking at my soul without any regard to fear Confusing not able to distinguish What is real and what is not in my mind Extinguishing the thoughts would erase my pain And yet it would drive me insane If not for the pain, hate and love inside I would not be who I am today Writing for you and me I finally understand who I am One person on the outside looking in Another on the inside looking out Two souls entwined within one body to make one created by SF

Ct Safty 101
All these bulletins about so and so is stalking me, this person is pervert, this one is a loser, watch out for this one.. blah blah blah .. have made me think.. I think its time for a little CT or even Internet Safety 101. 1. READ profiles!! if they don't have any info in their profile, very few photos, one 'real' photo and a bunch of fake photos, or no Salutes be leery when talking to them or adding them. (and I know there are people on here that refuse to put a Salute for whatever reason) but still knowing that the person in the photos is the person behind the PC helps a lot. With the exception of Ninja Penguin(Wub ya smexie!)... O'rly(Ya'rly!!!) and a very small handful of others, everyone on my list has a verified Salute. Heck even O'rly is verified! LMAO! 1a. READ EVERYTHING in the profiles. if you're looking at a photo of a hot chick/guy, make sure they are who they say. The Gender, Age, and sometimes location are posted right there on the FRONT page! Think with your

Sarah
I just had a sister pass away 2 weeks ago. I miss her so very much. I just wish hes could come back. It is so very hard to deal with. If there was one wish I could make it would be to bring Her back. I never got so say good Bye or tell her I LOVE her.

I Am Torn
I AM TORN TORN TO PIECES KNOWING I MUST GO ON I AM TORN INSIDE BECAUSE OUR LOVE WAS SO STRONG TORN CAUSE I LOVE YOU AN THERE IS NO OTHER WAY I AM TORN BECAUSE YOU LEFT AND YET THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY TORN CAUSE I SEARCH FOR YOU AND YOU WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND I AM TORN BECAUSE I AM HERE STANDING IN A WORLD WITHOUT NO GROUND TORN CAUSE I THINK I FOUND YOU AGAIN I AM TORN BECAUSE I AM NOT SURE IN OUR LOVE I CAN WIN....

Awake To Ur Kiss
I awake to your kiss. As your kisses travel my skin. Seeking, Exploring. Emploring my responses within My love blossoms an my heart flutters in anticipation. As your tongue taste, my smooth sweet vulva I shudder right before I open to you, A sunflower in full bloom Giving all to you as you feed upon me Giving me a full orgasm to eternity!!!!!

Daddy's Little Girl Contest
I have decided to run a Father's Day contest as well, but for the women that always claimed to be daddy's little girl. Rules are simple and you may enter 2 photos if you want to. 1. 2 entries per person allowed. If two are entered the one with the most comments will be counted. A contestant cannot win both first and second place. 2. rates don't count. only comments do. 3. is ok to bomb yourself. 4. Use your imagination ex: Salute, Card, etc. If you submit something that is NSFW I will have you pick another photo. 5. and most important. All entries must be original. meaning you cant go search the web for some hokey fathers day card and call it your own. Be unique, be funny. Contest will run from June 5th 10am eastern time till June 16th 10 am eastern time. 1st prize will be announced when contest begins 2nd prize will be ? 3rd prize will be ? To join message me here or on Yahoo general_rabbit2007

Whispers
A labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love As I Long for the touch A sense I will feel as you Whisper to my heart Comforting my stoned soul For our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows As this entity of dreams Forever killing me Our love is eternal So this flame will not relinquish As it is forever circling me keeping our hearts as one As I await for you to rescue me

Sexual Style
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot75% Soft69% Exciting69% Wet69% Violent56% Shy50% Awkward44% Sweet19% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Styx- Come Sail Away
One of My favorite tunes of all times. man another heart song all the freakin way. Written by dennis deyoung Lead vocals by dennis deyoung Im sailing away, set an open course for the virgin sea Ive got to be free, free to face the life thats ahead of me On board, Im the captain, so climb aboard Well search for tomorrow on every shore And Ill try, oh lord, Ill try to carry on I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory Some happy, some sad I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had We live happily forever, so the story goes But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold But well try best that we can to carry on A gathering of angels appeared above my head They sang to me this song of hope, and this is what they said They said come sail away, come sail away Come sail away with me Come sail away, come sail away Come sail away with me I thought that they were angels, but to my surprise They climbed aboard their starship and headed f

Swimsuit Contest
I am hosting a contest for a one month VIC, second place prize is a one week blast. First person to reach 300 rates and 5000 comments wins.Send me the link to the photo you wish to use. The folder will be marked as nsfw but open to all.Contest begins now and ends upon completion. Good luck cherries!!

Gone
Dance with me to the last song Hold me tight like there is nothing wrong Kiss me an look in to my eyes Cause this time tomrrow we shall say goodbye For this place is much to cruel And in my heart and mind I never got over you Now time keeps going on and on And my heart wont let me move on So hold me close now and dont let let go For I am already gone you just dont know ......

Concert
So, I had picked up some tickets to take a date to see Norah Jones on June 11th in Grand Prairie. Basically, long story short, I'm not taking her and obviously, i'm not going to go by myself and I'm sure as hell not going to give them to or take the girl I originally was going to take. So, if I can't find a date or someone to go with, I may have 2 tickets to sale cheap or if anyone wants to go with, just let me know.

Smashing Pumpkins- Landslide (cover)
*tear* My heart. That is all. Its my heart. I took my love, I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills til the landslide brought it down Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life? Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause Ive Built my life around you But time makes you bolder Even children get older And I'm getting older, too Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause Ive Built my life around you Time makes you bolder Even children get older And I'm getting older, too I get older, too I took my love and took it down I climbed a mountain, I turned around And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills The landslide brought it down The landslide brought it down

Wanting To Escape
Wandering in darkness feeling all alone Searching and not finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each step I take I begin to stray As my heart beat begins to betray The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly all is lost, As I feel my insides being tossed. My heart turns in to fist drowning in a crimson pool, Longing for the warm embrace which is much too cruel, I am cursed now in this lonely world, Wishing no longer to be the fool As I find myself in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this is my fate Wanting my prince to help me escape

Willie Nelson- Always On My Mind
Nuff Said- Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second best Girl I'm sorry I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Tell me, tell me that your Sweet love hasn't died And give me Give me one more chance To keep you satisfied satisfied Little things I should have Said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind

Read This Ladies
Since the "Bachelor" folks have not returned my calls, I think I'm going to give this site a shot at finding me a soulmate. Well, there's my reason to be here. So the next few words will be used to describe myself to you. I'm not a shinny brand new model but have been taken care of. Been around the block a time or two. A dent here and there,no major damage, a bruised heart, but very mendable. Comes with a great on-board system that fixes itself, works hard during the week and plays even harder on weekends. Very dependable, requires a small amount of maintance, runs forever, and can be outfitted to multi-task. Enjoys outdoors, really digs the beach, and doesn't mind being parked at home. With just the right TLC who knows, it might even be a model that never needs to be traded. Ever. So come kick the tires, check out the accessories, even take it out for a spin. The seat might seem a bit worn, but its as comfortable as your favorite jeans. I hope you were as amused with this anecdote as

Phone Sex
As he sits at work, thinking of the last lustful conversation they had, he is distracted by a familiar ring tone. He answers his cell phone anxiously, knowing it is her. She asks what time he takes lunch…noon, he replies. She asks if he has a private office, somewhere that he can lock the door, be alone, be unseen…yes, he replies. She asks him to call her on his break, but not to say a word when she answers….she would tell him what to do next. At precisely 12 o’clock, her cell rang. She could feel the adrenaline race through her veins. She couldn't deny the power of being in control brought her pleasure, as she picked up the phone.. She answered in a seductive, soft voice and merely said…lock your door and have seat; make yourself comfortable. . After a slight pause, she told him to unbutton, unzip, and slowly pull down his slacks. Her voice was instant pleasure to him and he did as he was told. It wasn’t but a few seconds and she then proceeded to give him oral commands ove

During Hurricane Katrina
After Hurricane Katrina, some friends and myself drove about 40 miles to get to the nearest store for food and supplies. Things were scarce, shelves were bare but, sure enough, the beer delivery man was making his deliveries! GOTTA LOVE THE BEER MAN!!!

How School Is Going
Well there is 3 more weeks of this school. You can't really count the last week because it is full of last minute admin stuff only. So I got 2 weeks of the hard stuff! I am going to be heading out to the streets of Clarksville, Indiana. So if anyone is from there please let me know how that place is. And also if you know of a teen that could realy use a kick in the right direction, let me know. Well enough of my ramblings.

Willie Nelson- On The Road Again
I randomly sing this song often- I miss my old band. This song is my memory of being cramped up in a van for nights weeks on end, its remembering my band after that and playing hole in the wall little bars with broken glass and stale smoke- It's Willie! On the road again Just can't wait to get on the road again The life I love is making music with my friends And I cant wait to get on the road again On the road again Goin' places that I've never been Seein' things that I may never see again And I can't wait to get on the road again On the road again Like a band of gypsies we go down the highway We're the best of friends Insisting that the world keep turning our way And our way, is on the road again Just cant wait to get on the road again The life I love is making music with my friends And I cant wait to get on the road again