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Do You Know?
You are my match You sends me sweet nothings The lil things mean the most Do you know this? If you don’t I’m here to say You captured my heart in your very own way You saw the light in my eyes The smile of Sunshine you describe You gave it to me My love you opened up It seems like we’ve had forever When it’s been just a moment Two Peas in a Pod The Puzzle pieces fit Why are you my match? Fate Destiny What is meant? US WE OUR I’d give you my forever For just one night In your arms Would be my forever I know all you are deserving of I read it in your words I found it in you vibe I got lost in it all It’s the feeling The flutter The butterfly’s The ‘cited You gave it to me Do you know this?

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back

Redhead Goes Into The Drugstore
A redhead walks into the drugstore and asks the pharmacist if he sells, x-large condoms. He replies, "Yes, we do, would you like to buy some?" She replies, "No sir, but if you don't mind I'd like to hang out here until someone does."

~~offending Affirmative Action Slugs~~
SCHOOL ANSWERING MACHINE (This is hilarious - no wonder some people were offended!) This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School (California) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their ! < FONT face=Papyrus>classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent -

Two Sailors
Two sailors on shore leave, walking down the street. They spot a beautiful blonde. First sailor asks his friend "Have you ever slept with a blonde?" Second sailor replies that he has. They walk on further and see an even more beautiful brunette. First Sailor: Have you ever slept with a brunette?" Second Sailor" Why yes, in fact I've slept with brunettes on many occasions" They walk on a little further, and see a gorgeous redhead, who leaves the other two girls for dead. First Sailor:" Have you ever slept with a redhead then?" His companion looks at him and replies "Not a wink!"

Prison
Prison Another day of loneliness Living on borrowed time Freedom seems so far away Inside a distorted mind I watch my happiness fade The glow in my eyes have died Watching the wrinkles form Because I can not cry Waterfalls of tears have fallen But no promises are made here All truth is smashed and broken To all that was held so dear A heart left sagging Like a flower plucked from its stem Closing out all memories That reminds me of him I must not hold on to anything I have to feel as if it’s all dead For my time here will never end And the nightmare will continue inside my head Written by: J.R.A.F 1994

A Fall Kiss
The air is cool. It is fresh and it is new. The air blows and swirls around us. It brings with it the smell of fresh smoke and crisp apples. Beneath our feet the leaves crunch. Mine are bare. I hold both shoes in my right hand and I can feel the difference between the dry leaves and the wet grass. I sink in my toes and close my eyes. My head falls back and with it my hair sweeps down to brush at me. I feel your lips on my neck. Warm lips. Cold nose. Hot breath. I shiver. Your arms surround me. To hold me soft. You breathe in my skin. I can hear you smell me. I can feel the warmth of my skin leave me and travel into your body. The roughness of your hands conrast with my skin. I am soft. You are not. You turn me and I raise my chin. I smile and I laugh at you. I dare you. I tease you. Come on. Step. step. step back. Until tree bark scratches at my thick sweater and only thin cloth separtes our bodies. Leaves fall and surround us. They fall at our feet and bow dow

More Short Redhead Jokes~!!!!
Q: How do you get a redhead to argue with you? A: Say something Q: If you love a Redhead, set her free ... A: If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your new girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours. Q: How do you know a guy at the beach has a redhead for a girlfriend? A: She has scratched "stay off MY TURF!" on his back with her nails. Q: What does a redhead, an anniversary, and a toilet have in common? A: Men always miss them. Q: How do you know when your redhead has forgiven you? A: She stops washing your clothes in the toilet bowl Q: How do you know when a redhead has been using a computer? A: There's a hammer embedded in the monitor Only two things are necessary to keep a redhead happy. One is to let her think she is having her own way, and the other is to let her have it. Q: How do you know when you've satisfied a redhead? A: She unties you.

Short Redhead Jokes
Q: What's the true definition of a blonde? A: Redhead with the fire of passion missing. Q: What is the difference between a redhead and a computer? A: Redhead won't accept a three and a half inch Q: What do redheads and McDonald's have in common? A: You've never had it so good and so fast. Q: What's safer: a redhead or a pirahna? A: The pirahna. They only attack in schools. Q: How do you get a redhead to argue with you? A: Say something like "I'm one of those males who love redheads, great jokes." Q: How do you get a redhead's mood to change? A: Wait 10 seconds Q: Why aren't there any more redhead jokes? A: Someone told them to a redhead. Q: What do you call a Redhead with an attitude? A: Normal Q: What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? A: A redhead!

Lasombra
The Lasombra clan has fallen from grace - and its members enjoy it. Simultaneously graceful and predatory, the Lasombra guide - and, when necessary, whip - the Sabbat into an implacable force. Turning their backs upon the humans they once were, Lasombra give themselves wholly over to the dark majesty of the Embrace. Murder, frenzy, predation: Why fear these things, many Lasombra ask, if one is meant to be a vampire? In contrast to the Tzimisce, though, Lasombra generally seek not to reject all things mortal, but to shape them for their own pleasure. The Lasombra have been involved with the Church since its inception, and some Kindred whisper that the clan was instrumental in the spread of the Christian faith. In modern nights, however, Lasombra have turned their backs on that divine institution. There are exceptions, of course, but for the most part, Clan Lasombra bears only contempt for the notion of salvation. In fact, the Lasombra brought many of the Church's rites and rituals in

Marry A Redhead
A young man marrying a redhead asked his father for some marital advice. The father said, "Just remind her who wears the pants in your family." The evening arrived, the new husband tossed his pants to his bride and said, "Here put these on." She did and said "I don't fit into these." "That's right!" he said, "and don't you forget who wears the pants in this family!" With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He looked at them and said, "I can't get into your panties!" She said, "That's right - and you won't until your attitude changes!"

Brujah
Clan Brujah is largely composed of rebels, both with and without causes. Individualistic, outspoken and turbulent, Brujah hold social change near to their undead hearts, and the clan's ranks contain some of the most violent of the Camarilla Kindred. Most other vampires perceive the Brujah as nothing more than punks and miscreants, but the truth of the matter is that genuine passion lies behind their polemics. Brujah Kindred adopt pet passions and causes, which they support with volume and vitriol. Some Brujah follow charismatic members of their clan, while others prefer stances of blatant, defiant individualism. The clan claims a history rich with warrior-poets, and it has adapted this concept into the modern night; many Brujah are glad to have an opportunity to speak their minds, then indulge in a bit of destruction afterward to illustrate their points. The Rabble's espousal of change unites them, albeit tenuously, in their nightly crusades. Given a common enemy, Brujah with vas

A Special Thanks...
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Study # 06040
This study that I am doing is testing a synthetic drug to raise the blood platelet counts for people with cancer. Along with the platelet count they are monitoring our heart rates. I get to wear 2 digital monitoring devices that send my heart rate to the main computer. So tomorrow when I get to dose I have a 4 in 1 chance of getting the synthetic drug or the fake one. If you would like to read more about the company here is the website. www.nwkinetics.com there you will find stuff about them and if you want to participate there is information on that too.

Week 44
- Black Adam realizes that the powers of Osiris have been returned to him, and he and Isis come upon the mostly eaten corpse of Osiris! Isis pleads with Black Adam to bring Osiris back, but there is nothing Black Adam can do. - Sobek crawls out of the shadows, looking less like a fluffy fun sidekick and more like an evil talking crocodile, and admits to not only eating Osiris, but also getting some of him stuck in his teeth. He also reveals that he isn’t the only villain in this piece: He’s part of the Monster Society (or, as he likes to call it: “The Four Ages of the Dread of Apokolips in its Anguished, Bloody Morning” or TFAOTDOAIIABM for short), and they have been the cause of everything going to hell in a hand basket in Kahndaq. - TFAOTDOAIIABM show up and begin to do battle with what is left of the Black Marvel family, and Black Adam almost immediately rips Sobek’s jaw apart. Isis is infected with multiple diseases during the battle, and begins to wither away as Black Adam f

Week 43
- Osiris has snuck onto the Rock of Eternity with his constantly hungry friend Sobek, wanting nothing more than to give up the power of the gods in the hopes that it will bring stability back to Kahndaq. Sobek wants nothing more than a Big Mac. - Osiris faces down Captain Marvel Jr., Mary Marvel and Captain Marvel. Freddy is more than upset that Osiris…uh…blew a hole into a supervillain. - Black Adam and Isis arrive, which can only mean one thing. Yes, less than a page later, fisticuffs are being fisticuffed with all the Marvel families blaming everyone else for all the problems in the world. - The battle ends when Isis gets cold-cocked. Osiris agrees to go home with the Black Marvel Family, and hugs and affection are everywhere. - Meanwhile, Animal Man wakes up to find his morphogenetic graphs reset. Yeah, we don’t get it either. He is then thrust into space, where he sees the remnants of sun-eaters and somehow absorbs their powers to start his own personal planetarium sho

Stealth...
I am stealth. I tiptoe to the bedroom and look at him asleep. His soft snores fill the air. I gently pull back the covers and ease into bed. His snores are indisturbed. I creep over. His breath hitches. I stop. His snores resume. I am beside him. I look down at his head. The blankets are pulled up to his ears. He lays on his left side. Facing me. I peel back the covers and expose his face. I lean in. I lean in. I can feel him awaken. I can feel his breath hold. I lean in. Until my lips touch his ear. And I whisper. "WHACCHA DOIN?????" His laugh rumbles and shakes the bed. I swipe my tongue across his eyelashes. "Are you busy?" I whisper into his eye. "Noooooooo stupid head!" He whine whispers. I stick my finger into his nostril and say "Im just barely touching youuuu Im just barely touching youuuu." in a singsong voice. He snorts my finger out of his nose. "wake up wake up lets have coffee!" It's morning i

Week 42
-In Nanda Parbat, Montoya tries to get all reflective by sitting in a cold, black cave of ice. Not to burst your bubble, Renee, but there is such a thing as a yoga studio. -In Salem, Mass., Ralph and the helmet of Fate use the artifacts they’ve gathered to cast a binding spell around the Tower of Fate, making it impossible for anything inside to escape. The helmet asks Ralph to perform a ritual act that will revive Sue from the dead, and Ralph places the helmet on his own head, before putting a gun to his head and pulling the trigger! -But wait! Ralph’s cool, and the helmet fell to the floor only to release a hidden Felix Faust and then turn back into Ralph’s wedding ring, missing since the incident with the straw Sue. Turns out Ralph was onto Faust the whole time, and those Helmet of Fate one-shots make a lot more sense! After revealing how he’s suspected Faust all along, Ralph also reveals that he hasn’t been boozing it up, but drinking stretch-inducing Gingold! -But that’s

Week 41
- Ambushed by bounty hunters in outer space, Adam Strange bursts into their pursuer’s ship after his own vessel was incapacitated. Unfortunately in the process, Starfire is wounded by a harpoon to the shoulder. - Renee Montoya returns to Nanda Parbat, after spending time in the mountains with monks when Charlie died. There she seeks Richard Dragon in an ice cage and proceeds to spar with him. The fight ends with her unable to deal with “who she can become” and she runs out. - At Haven Correctional Facility, Ralph Dibny speaks to a caretaker about Dr. Morrow’s miraculous escape, explaining that the recently installed cameras contained microscopic teleportation equipment. However, his true reason for going to the facility was to take the Silver Wheel of Nyorlath from Professor Milo’s wheelchair. He quickly uses the Helmet of Fate to teleport away under the words “The final hour is upon us.” - In the meantime, Montoya converses with a woman she meets in the courtyard of the templ

Am I A Horrible Person?
So this morning my boss called me into his office. This isn't unusual as I am Lead and we have little meetings throughout the week, but we are scheduled to have one tomorrow. I thought it may have been an update about one of our girls who is out due to a difficult regency, but it wasn't. He asked if I had talked to Sara during the week, which I haven't with trying to keep up with my work and our other girls. He told me that she had given her two week notice yesterday. This shocked me as she is a VERY talkative person and can be quite annoying at times. I asked him why and he said she said it was to "stressful". When he told me this I gave him a look. Stress! Stress is what I went though in August when I was the only one posting EVERYTHING! She's only doing a specific invoice and even then she's asking for help and asking the same damn questions over and over! And to top it off she was SO SLOW! I've been telling him from the beginning I don't think she'd be able to handle it come the b

The Independent Clans
The Independent Clans serve none but their own ends. While not part of a common agenda, each of the independents have unique and devastating abilities that make them respected -- or feared -- by the other clans. Assamite Followers of Set Giovanni Ravnos

Week 40
- After a call alerts him to the fact that Luthor has taken Natasha hostage, Steel rolls thick into the LexCorp home office. With the aid of the Teen Titans, the fully armored John Henry pretty much whoops on Infinity Inc. all the way to the penthouse. However, that’s when things get tricky. Everyman (in giant crab form) puts the squeeze on the metal-plated hero, shattering Steel’s armor before falling to his death (punk). And just as Steel is about to haul out and slug Luthor, the bald one reveals his powers by blasting Irons 12 ways from Sunday. A few bouts of hammer-stabbing, grimacing, X-raying and technology-employing (thanks to Natasha) later, and Luthor is out of commission, leaving room for a heartfelt uncle-niece reunion. And it was so totally, TOTALLY awesome... Away from the triumph in Metropolis, things have gone from bad to biblical in Kahndaq, where everything from plagues to torrential storms continually crush the spirit of the people…and Osiris. Finally, the teen

The Sabbat
Two clans stand in open rebellion to the Masquerade. Supported by renegade antitribu from the Camarilla clans, they are collectively known as the Sabbat. They seek freedom from the rules of the Camarilla, and they strive to reduce mankind to the status of cattle. The centuries long-war between these two sects has escalated -- perhaps beyond control. The anthem of the Sabbat is total Kindred freedom. It is this philosophy that makes them deadly guerrilla warriors and a shockingly disorganized sect. One Sabbat pack is seldom aware of the agenda of another. Lasombra Tzimisce Unlike the Camarilla kindred, they are not bound to the whims of a single sire. Sabbat vampires undergo blood rites that make them fiercely loyal to their sect. Sometimes this rabid devotion is all that keeps them together

The Masquerade
The Masquerade The Camarilla existed first and foremost to enforce an edict -- A Masquerade-- by which to hide. They erased all evidence of Themselves from sight of the living and slowly -- over many, many years-- They became as myths to the minds of man. And thus concealed they have continued to grow in power And to guide Humanity to suit their whims

Seven Deadly Sins
When Everything is gone and theres nothing you can bare. What do you do when there's no one around and no one left to care? When the pain has sunk in and you no longer want to fight, whats really left to decide? When everyone you know has given up on you and found someone else to take your place... Whats really left but suffering and pain? When they pull something lower than the ground, Do you get angry? Do you scream? Do you cry? Or Do You Get Revenge? You've hurt me once before and now you've done it yet again. Hiding things from me, now you've made a mistake. I am the god who is most liekly to sin. And weither or not you like it... I'm giving in. I'm giving into tricking you with Lust, only to make you feel pain. I'm giving into ENVY, for those who have never felt this pain... I'm giving into GREED because I want to rip out your heart and brian. I'm giving into SLOTH because I forget about the pain. Ask me if I care, the truth is too much for you to bare. I'm drowning i

The Seven Clans
For uncountable centuries, the clans ruled the nights. The greatest human kingdoms were but playthings to these so-called Kindred. Their power was matched only by their arrogance -- until the coming of the fires of the Inquisition. Vulnerable for the first time, seven of these clans united to govern the rest. They called themselves the Camarilla The Seven Clans Brujah Gangrel Malkavian Nosferatu Toreador Tremere Ventrue

This Is Wrong
IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR KIDS AND OTHERS!!!!! Public safety warning! IF YOU CARE ABOUT OUR KIDS!!!!!! Fathers & Mothers please read! McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer,

The World Contd
"We're you," she said. "We're you, with all your fuck-ups and all the things that make you human -- all your fears and loneliness and confusion... none of that gets better. "It's like getting famous, or getting rich. You're the same person you were when you were unknown or poor. Only worse. All the bad things are magnified, and you don't remember where the good things are anymore. . "It's all that. But it's more. We're colder than you are. Deader. I miss daylight and food and knowing how it feels to touch someone and care. I remember life, and meeting people as people and not just as things to feed on or control, and I remember what it was to feel something, anything, happy or sad or anything..." Then she stopped, and lowered her head. "Are you crying?" I asked. "We don't cry," she told me. Like I said, the woman was a liar. . .

The Easy Way
sick of willingness, where's the encouragement? another guilty sex act to interrupt my steady guilt trip porno theater blow jobs are less filthy then this i've been trying really hard not to reminisce on what i miss going back to the days long past still makes me pace with heart-attack the days when all broken skin led to lips blood never spilled blood was body painted with flesh mesh of wound on wound being so thoroughly used that i stop feeling like a tool malicious externalized suicidal abuse will always make me feel as if i've been paid attention to the urge, the need, to die on me that way i kill myself on you the days of the first diciples when the buds of a twisted view grew fruit cleaning sins, giving peace within, as any good religion should do but eventually they get so clean and peaceful, the prayers begin to lose their use creating a culture where nothing is bad, not even your worst so please unleash your worst i love your worst, i'll suck it up, i'll

The World
. THE WORLD "You know the saddest thing?" she said. "The saddest thing is that we're you." I said nothing. "In your fantasies," she said, "my people are just like you, only better. We don't die, or age, or suffer from pain or cold or thirst. We're snappier dressers. We possess the wisdom of ages. And if we crave blood, well, it is no more than the way you people crave food, or affection, or sunlight -- and besides, it gets us out of the house, crypt, coffin. Whatever." "And the truth is?" I asked her...

A Passion For A Dream
A Passion for a Dream By: Travis Smith 3-8-07 Blood, sweat, and tears Strains, pains, and tares Evening practices Long trips All day and late night action Just never enough for satisfaction For as I suit up, all I can hear is the feint sounds of cheers Rushing out to meet with my peers We compete in a test of wills The strongest seem to survive While the weak cling to life This is who I am This is what I do I would do all over again To see if this dream was true I am a man I am an athlete I am a wrestler I am a coach...

Gotta Love The Crazy Friends...lynn...lol
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Song - Purgatory
Purgatory The suffering pray To gods who no longer care 'Cause of demons hiding from day From which they fear Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear The lifeless have nothing left Except eternal damnation They lose their breathe And their words are lost in translation Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear The unholy begin their destruction And the world will never be at ease The damned begin construction Of their ultimate disease Soulless beings feel no pain With the purgatory they must share The demonic beat them with an unholy chain And their afterlife begins to tear Soulless beings feel no pain

Hmmmm Yeah, I Dunno You Tell Me
Trying, trying to sleep a whole night without screaming, Hoping and wishing to finally stop dreaming. The tricks my mind play, the violence it twists images of fall short of tranquil trysts Hoping for once to make it all stop, dying inside to let it all out Dying for things to be as they once were, innocence lost to my violent world

The First Vampire
The First of our kind was Caine Caine the First Man born of Man. Caine who had slain his brother and was cast from humankind. Caine who was cursed with eternal life and with terrible lust for Blood. It is said that he wandered alone in sorrow for many years. In time, however, his loneliness consumed him and he made others like himself. His childer created childer, and these childer created childer, until there existed 13 vampiric Clans. Each of these damned souls bore the curse of Caine, but for every generation they were removed from the first one, their strength was lessened. Caine, the First of all Vampires

This Is For A Friend
my friend rednecklady72 her hasbund is going into surgery tomowwor for his cancer and he my not live that long so can yall send some prayers and love her way and show her that there is people out there that cares thank you

Gathering Of The Beasts
Prologue: A Gathering of Beasts Bela Lugosi's dead, and so am I. But what's left of Bela is rotting in a pine coffin somewhere, while I have the opportunity to sit here on the balcony, enjoy my drink and look at you. Correct me if I'm being presumptuous, but I suspect that I have the better end of the deal. I can tell by looking at you that you're not comprehending. Of course you're not these are cynical, rational times, and you're not going to believe that I'm a dead man just because I say so. A century ago it would have been different well, it was quite different the last time I had this little talk with someone but this is the age of facts. And the facts are that corpses don't move, don't walk, don't talk. I'm terribly sorry, my dear, but I have a surprise for you: This corpse does. So sit down. Please, I insist that you make yourself comfortable. Pour yourself something to drink, preferably from the bottle on the left the stuff on the right is an acquired taste. It's goin

And Scott
what i find strange, he tells me I am psychotic and need help or some shit, and then... still visits my profile... strange isn't it? tried to send him a message about it, but apparently, he blocked me,but boy he all about still visiting my profile... men... can't live with 'em can't live w/ out him... ironic how they didn't cancel my trip though *lol*

Where In Montgomery, Al Can Adults Play?
I am always responding to "Baby, can you get me a glass of water?", or a soda, something to eat something to snack on, making sure he has his meds. Making sure he has his barf bags. Cleans up his spills. When I do go out, it is for him or to get groceries. I do all of this and more with out complaining. He has gotten to a point where he is afraid to be left alone. And frankly, I am afraid to leave him alone! He says he feels bad that all this time being here, and is ashamed that I have not been out anywhere, to have fun, just relax, without him underfoot. I am still new here in Alabama and not familiar with the area. If I do get a break, where is a good place to go to unwind and relax? (As well as the casinos) Boyfriend is willing for me to meet other females from here to hang out with when I do get a chance to get a break from here. His jealous streak is still too wide for the fellas to meet and have fun with! Please leave me a private message on where one can rel

I'm With You...
"I'm With You" I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you

Things I'll Never Say ...
"Things I'll Never Say" I’m tugging at my hair I’m pulling at my clothes I’m trying to keep my cool I know it shows I’m staring at my feet My checks are turning red I’m searching for the words inside my head [pre-Chorus] (Cause) I’m feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you’re worth it You’re worth it Yeah [Chorus] If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you... away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Yes, I’m wishing my life away With these things I’ll never say It don’t do me any good It’s just a waste of time What use is it to you What’s on my mind If ain’t coming out We’re not going anywhere So why can’t I just tell you that I care

Life
Ya know, i realized today, after talking to Derek... my head is pretty screwed up at times... i mean, after my mom died, things went downhill for me... BAD... i didn't know how to react to things... that STILL is something i deal with on a daily basis... i over react to small stuff, and under react to big things.... it's strange... it really messes w/ my thought process sometimes.... I was brutally honest telling him everything about me today. I am sick of people realizing it later and going whoa... ok, you're crazy. But, i think hes cool w/ it right now... we've been chatting like all day, so it's been pretty cool... in so many ways he reminds me of lindon... in like, the good ways, not the bad ones... all of the characteristics i loved about lindon, i really like in derek... and HE doesn't have an issue w/ my kids... First guy i liked who went out of his way to ask about my kids, AND BY NAME.... not just "how's ur kid" type thing... he actually directly asked something about Tash, ca

Flashback
Flashback Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep Dreams touch someone far away And Recaptures rage of yesterday Remembering pains that were endured Abuse and beatings never cured Love is trapped in a fractured heart Distance and shame sets the child apart No choice of parents that were assigned Wrath and anger were not confined In this woman’s heart there lives a child A place of blurry thoughts compiled The flash of scenes is here to stay Love and peace have gone away Mommy’s hand raised in the air Mommy’s hand twisted in hair Daddy is now bathing me Please don’t hurt me, the child pleas Boards and belts on tender flesh Blurred moments that can’t seem to mesh Brother crawls into my bed We cower from daddy with familiar dread If I should die before I wake I prey the lord my soul to take. Written by: J.R.A.F

Been Awhile
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

2mrrow
Tomorrow" And I wanna believe you, When you tell me that it'll be ok, Ya I try to believe you, But I don't When you say that it's gonna be, It always turns out to be a different way, I try to believe you, Not today, today, today, today, today... [Chorus:] I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, I don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow Is a different day It's always been up to you, It's turning around, It's up to me, I'm gonna do what I have to do, just don't i love this song.

I Am One Horney Bastard.
But don't I have the right to be? These ladies make it so easy to have free pr0n on here its not even funny! (Well, actually it is, but that's besides the point.) YOU LADIES MAKE ME HORNEY DAMN IT! (seems more like a rant than a post...) Ok, I'm fine now. I had to get it out of my chest or I would just explode. (wait a minute, that didn't sound right....oh well.) --Xonus

Happy Little Me!!!
Okay, time for an update on my happy self!!! On Monday, I started a new job.. I started as a temp and guess what? By day two, they were aready talking about making me permanent!!! GO ME! So, anyway, it's a job I really like, and so, I'll be going permanent with them. Awesome company too. I couldn't be more happy!!!

Wanna Buy A Henchman Account? Heres How!!!
So Cherry Tap isnt about the $$$$$ this place is so much greater than any other site??? lmfao then what do you say to this? So CT isn't about Money??? then why in hell are their BIG WIGS SELLING THEIR FUCKING CT ACCOUNTS ON EBAY FOR STARTING BIDS OF $500?!?!?!?!?! ANSWER ME THAT! come join me, where there the owners and top members do not sell out, SB to find out where!!

Just Another Reminder
JUST A QUICK REMINDER TO ANYONE THAT LOOKS OR EVEN READS PROFILES!!!! I AM CURRENTLY TRYING TO MOVE SO THEREFORE I WILL NOT BE ON PROBABLY TILL AFTER MARCH 19TH OR LATER. I AM VERY SOORY BUT PLEASE KEEP LEAVING COMMENTS AND RATES I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO GET BACK ON HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I AM MOVING TO MYRTLE BEACH SOUTH CAROLINA SO YEAHAW FOR ME!! AFTER I GET MOVED AND SETTLED IN I WILL BE BACK ON HERE WITH A VENGENCE TRYING TO RETURN EVERYONES LOVE BUT JUST IN CASE I FORGET SOMEONE PLEASE DON'T HATE ME! I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS FROM ALL OVER AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF THE FRIENDS I ALREADY HAVE. SO JUST PLEASE BEAR WITH ME THROUGH THIS MOVE AND I WILL CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER!!!! PLEACE AND LOVE TO ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL AS WELL!!! ~~~~ANNE~~~~

Wow... What Next?!?!?
TONIGHT, I JUST FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL... HE HAD A SEIZURE TONIGHT. AS IT IS... HE'S FIGHTING WITH A DIFFERENT PROBLEM. HE HAD TO UNDER GO A LOT OF CHEMO.... JUST WHEN THINGS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE. THIS HAPPENS. I REALLY HOPE HE GETS BETTER. PLEASE, IF YOU PRAY... SEND HIM SOME PRAYERS AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE... HE COULD USE IT RIGHT NOW. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/273158 I DON'T USUALLY ASK FOR MUCH... BUT HE COULD USE THE PRAYERS AND THE LOVE.... THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. I HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL...... SINCERELY, ~TORN WITHOUT YOU~

About You
WHAT IS IT ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES ME WANNA LEAVE THE ONE I'M WITH,TAKE A TRIP TO BE IN YOUR SPACE FACE WHOEVER IS IN THE WAY CAN I PLAY.LOOK AT YOU LOOKING ALL GOOD AND SH..... MAKE A SOLJA WISH THAT HE COULD MAKE YOU HIS FAVORITE DISH,FANTASIZING WAY TOO OFTEN WONDERING IF THIS COULD BE IT.I KNOW REAL BEAUTY WHEN I SEE IT AND BELIEVE ME YOU ARE THE CREAM OF THE CROP FROM BOTTOM TO TOP PLEASE DON'T EVER STOP CAUSE YOU ARE EXTRA HOTTTTTTT.WHEN I LOOK AT YOU IT FEELS LIKE I NEED OXYGEN, HARD TO BREATHE CAUSE I WANT TO PLEASE YOU IN EVERYWAY,SHAPE OR FORM BETWEEN YOUR BEAUTY AND CHARM I AM TORN.TRYING TO DECIDE HOW TO HIDE WHAT I AM REALLY FEELING INSIDE INTRIGUED BY EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR YOUR HONEST SOUL I ADORE EVEN THOUGH IT'S FROM AFAR BUT LIKE IN EAGLE I WILL SOAR WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT SO DON'T IGNORE.IGNORE WHAT I AM REALLY HERE FOR NOT JUST TRYING TO SCORE BUT TRYING TO WIN THE GAME AND TURN YOUR NAME INTO MY NAME,WHAT A DAMN SHAME CAUSE TRUTH BE TOLD ANOTHER MAN HAS ALREADY KICK

Life Has Its Rewards
Well what can I say but whew im tired.....After being kicked out of my old unit and moved to my new unit and set up for a tour in Iraq....a ray of light is sent to me by my beloved Army....PCS. It seems that I was needed stateside so I grabbed up all my crap and in a blur was able to accomplish this impossible move back to the states. So no Iraq for me and I am out of that shitty unit...and out of germany too...gonna miss that place a little....well im off to bed...or maybe walmart...god i missed that place!!!!

My Crucified Love
MY CRUCIFIED LOVE YOU FILLED MY HEAD WITH MEMORIES THEN YOU TORE MY WORLD APART NOW I AM LOST IN MY FANTASIES THIS TIME YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU TORE OUT MY SOUL LEFT ME HANGING DRY NOW AS I LOOK BACK I SEE ALL THE TEARS I’VE CRIED I TRIED TO THINK BACK TO WHERE I THOUGHT I WENT WRONG YET THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME AND IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG. WHY HAVE YOU HURT ME AND PLAYED WITH MY MIND WHY DID YOU TEASE ME AND TAKE UP MY TIME THE MEMORIES CAN NOT COMPENSATE FOR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BECAUSE NOW I AM FILLED WITH EMPTINESS AND HATE JUST FOR TRYING TO LOVE YOU COULD I EVER TRUST YOU AGAIN COULD I EVER BE SATISFIED COULD I EVER TAKE A CHANCE MY LOVE WAS CRUCIFIED WRITTEN BY : J.R.A.F 05/07/1993

My Daddy
well everybody its been a while since you all have heard from me but ive been trying to heal from my back surgery and trying to take care of Gwyn and Daddy the best i can the last time i wrote i told yall about daddys cancer and how it was going but the news im trying to get to yall now is daddy needs yalls prayers..... hes needing prayers to be pain free till the good lord comes to get him and bring him home ....yeah yall thats right my daddy is losing his battle with cancer and the doctors are giving him 3 to 4 days hes only on oxygen and pain meds to keep him comfortable but in a few days he will be in no pain at all ..its very hard for me to talk about because my little girl Gwyn loves her papa but i wanted to tell yall cause yall are like family and yall mean the world to mean even thow im not able to be on the computer very much nomore ....if yall would like to call my home my number is 1-22-798-6083 and daddys hospital room number is 1-229-891-9507 if yall would like to send a h

Updated Profile With Voice Mail.
Howdy :) Check updated profile. Some of ya know but I'll be gone two weeks..Mar9th maybe back on saturdays & sunday welcome to leave voice message anytime...I'll check them when get home from caring for Salomes gonalez...Lady got surgary tuesday Mar. 6th. on her Left leg. She doing Okay just in pain, I visited her in hospital today(mar. 8th) earlier. If i sound funny I'm sick now with cold. God Bless you all. Hugs ~Mary~

A Little About Who Bearswife2007 Is..........
Hi All! So now that I have actually accumulated friends that actually look at my profile (unlike myspace) I will start with thank you all for your comments (pics, adds, etc) There may be some of you that I have missed, and I just wanted y'all to know, that if you comment me and I don't necessarily get back to you right away, give me time, please! I created this profile during my spring break, however spring break is over tomorrow. I will be graduating with a AAS in Criminal Psychology (yes just like CSI) and I am taking over full time, so I may not necessarily have much free time over the next few weeks, but I WILL comment, if you would like a comment sooner, please send me a message, shoutout, or IM me at Bearswife2007@yahoo.com you may also add me to yahoo messenger! With that said......a little about me, I am a 25/yr old girl, born and raised in Michigan, just reciently spent 4 months in Oregon with my fiancee, when I had to come back to Michigan to finish my last semester

Soooo Stupid Yet Sooo Funny
Online computer users often engage in cyber sex. However, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript doesn't seem to quite get the point of cyber sex. Then again, maybe he does... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm b

The Last Cigarette
I'm driving down the street, smoking my last cigarette. Went to flick the ash out the window and ended up breaking it. Shit - Just my luck, the story of my life Just one thing to go my way, wouldnt that be nice? Nope - It just doesnt happen that way I can tell right now, its gonna be a bad day. Now with no cigarette, my mind wanders away. Started thinking of something someone had to say, "Use your writing as an outlet, so you dont cut." But all that does is let me sign my poetry with blood. I would paint you a picture, but I have no artistic ability. So I draw you that picture, using words to show my lack of stability. I use all these descriptive words and verbs and get all teary, But if I simply said "Please listen", would you actually hear me? I'm merely a beat down, broken man with a shattered soul, Looking for a small piece of sanity to have and to hold. I'm told, "Things are bound to get better" Yeah right, I already wrote my suic

My Podcast: Abc 9 Iso Egg: The Passion Of Matt
So.. the following is a reposting of our podcast show notes... written by your's truly.. Ok, so first off, I understand that many of you don't know what a podcast is.. or if you do you might very well be in the "kinda not sure" camp.. and even the people who do.. often don't quite know.. Well podcasts are basically like "internet radio," the difference between it and real radio.. is that with podcasting anyone can be a podcaster. Why is this exciting? Well not everyone can make Radio, TV, Film / our culture.. and because not everyone gets to speak through the normal cultural channels, like TV, Film, Radio.. it doesn't depict a truly democratic view of the world, life, etc.. And this.. of course, is what is at the heart of the new "social media revolution" If you want a voice you can get it.. and basically.. developing that voice, is what my podcast is all about, got it? So how do you listen to podcasts? Well first you need a thing called a "pod catcher." which is piece o

Rudeness
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, WHY WOULD A MAN APPROACH A PERSON ON CT, WITH THE EXPRESSION, "HEY BLACK GURL", UMMM DUH, TO ME THAT IS QUITE RUDE, PLAINLY A PERSON WOULD NOT KNOW OR MUCH LESS CARE WHAT RACIAL HERTIAGE I HAVE UNLESS THAT ASK, TO ME APPROACHING ME WITH "HEY BLACK GURL" WAS JUST RUDE, SO MEXICAN RAPPER BLAH BLAH BLAH WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS GET A GRIP , JUST HAD TO VENT THAT BEFORE I BECAME TRULY HOSTILE....

Spring Resolution
It's spring once again and my skin is a pale yellow compared to the crispy brown of summers past. I think I'm 30 pounds overweight and tons of gym days short of my perfect bikini body goal. Soooooooo, I'm starting my fitness program again, but it sucks to know that I have to work so hard to keep up. Sometimes I just want to give up, but it's so so so so hard to do that whenever summer rolls around. I love dressing like a woman and unfortunately, rolls don't make me feel that sexy lol. I just want to know that girls all over have to work just as hard as I do. Sometimes I think bombshells are just born that way and that the amercia's next top model wanna be's are just blessed with perfect bodies. I don't really give a shit. I just know that this summer is going to be better than last summer, and that all the suffering I'm going to go through for the next year will pay off eventually =) So long to sugar and carbs...we'll meet again soon maybe next thanksgiving lol

Mistakes
In my life I know I have made my share of mistakes.. From when I turned 21. Up till that time I hadn't dated. Was neverasked out and whiel in high school I didn't date becasue I knew the boys in High school only wanted sex and I wasn't about to give it up. I was saving myself for marriage. I finished High school when when my dad had lost his job. I had pressure to quite and get a job but thru prayer and determination I finsihed. After graduation we moved to North ALabama. I was ready for a change. YOu see there was this guy I had fall inlove with who loved ot tease m about my feelings. I had his address and I wrote to him often. One day I went to my mail box and in it was a letter to me. I hid it under my shirt as I cam into the house. I didn't wont anyone seeing it incase it was a mean letter and I cried. I opend it and as I read his words at the bottom to where the signed his name he had written, "I love you". I was so happy! I shouted and wrote him back. I waited fo

De Ja Vu In The Rain
Here I am,staanding here in the rain,kissing another with a soft kiss,and a sweet breath,but this taste is much sweeter,and softer than others I have known,...And yet I know that I have felt something like this moment before,... but yet i cannot remember when,...maybe in a dream in time that has been forgotten,But today felt like Heaven,...

When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you, never make you cry, I will give you all my heart, you are the world to me, you give my life meaning, a dream I thought could never be, in your eyes I see sparkles, your smile lights my day, I will spend my lifetime, searching to find a way, to make you happy, to give you all your wants and needs, without you I'm empty, you are the air I breath, these feelings can only come, When You Love A Woman ... Journey - When You Love A WomanMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

The Rules
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday i

This So Sucks
Why is it that good pets always die way too soon? I just got home from a babysitting job(2 kids from my daycare) and decided to check on my hamster and when I checked her cage she wasn't in her usual spot and i found her at the bottom of her cage and when I picked her up her eyes were like stuck closed and she wasn't acting right so I turned her over and found what looks to be two tumors.

Attitude
ATTITUDE The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company, a church, a home, a family or friendship. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past . We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have control over and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 1% what happens to me and 99% how I react to it. SDCHICK

Because Of You, I'm Free
Dedicated to the Brave Soldiers and Veterans By: Norma W. Beaird, Copyright 2004 Each time I see a waving flag, my eyes see so much more, The ones who died to save us from an evil at our door. The Army and the Navy, the Air Force and Marines, Have paid the price so I am free to live and see my dreams. The Army Reserve and Coast Guard, always at the country's call, To serve, protect and help us as they daily give their all. And though this country still is young; we're strong and we have power, Because of those who sacrifice, who'll go at any hour. I call you friend, my soldier, for someone who'd give their life, Is more than just a friend to me, for you were there to fight. And fight you have for freedom and the rights we hold so dear , You fought so we can live in peace and not live life in fear. I know there's nothing I can do that can and will repay, The debt of gratitude I owe when I woke up today. For when I leave my home today, I know that I can be

Traverse The Truth
What I say now may be elementary - Once man unravels time and its mystery We travel to the past by memory Imagination’s what our future will be Delve in the theories of the human minds It’s heaven or hell or in between those lines Push to one direction, a radical turn We see this paradox a great concern We have explored it almost endlessly - How we can change the course of history Kaleidoscopic the world seems to be We need a mechanism to set us free Traverse the unreached boundaries ... Where there’s no war, poverty, and pollution Traverse the possibilities ... Where there’s no environmental devastation Traverse the unknown energy ... Where there’s a parallel dimension disguised Traverse levels of this mystery ... Where we will be spending the rest of our lives

I Want A Flawless Victory!!!
AIGHT SO HERE ARE THE VICTIMS, >cough cough< I MEAN CONTESTANTS IN MY NEW "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOURS!!" CONTEST. REAL SIMPLE STARTS NOW, RUNS FOR TEN DAYS. EACH RATE EQUALS 1000 COMMENTS, MOST COMMENTS WIN SO BOMB AWAY. WHORE YOURSELF OUT. NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO USE FAKE ACCOUNTS. MUST BE A MEMBER OF YOUR FAMILY OR FRIENDS FOR THE COMMENTS TO BE ACCEPTED, NO EXCEPTIONS!!! ANY NAME CALLING, IOR SHIT TALK GETS YOU KICKED OUT OF THE CONTEST. PERIOD. SO ANYONE THINKING OF CALLING ME A PRICK, SPEAK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR FUCKING TONGUE!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOOD LUCK SUCKERS!!! I WANT FATALITIES!!!! RAZZ!!! SHELL!!! SHY!!! PIXIE!!! COLD!!! PISTOL!!! KIRA!!! WOLFIE!!! AND THE MUSIC!!!

All My Friends
this is to inform you all , now that you opened this up. your are one of a kind , i love each and every one as equally. you special to me no matter who or what any one says. i cherish you each , and every day. always!!!!!!!! to infinity and beyond. your are very special individuaL. YOU ARE MY CHOSEN FRIENDs. IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST OR NOT MAY GOD BLESS YOU EACH. MAY YOU PROSPER EACH AND EVERY DAY. love angel

Joke Blog
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret.. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But she didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, little Johnny came to the rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!" shouted Mary and the Nun once again said "Very good", and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..." What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!" The Nu

So Over Done!
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY EXCEPT IM IN A DARK PLACE RIGHT NOW......THINGS DONT ALWAYS WORK OUT THE WAY WE PLAN OR THINK THEY WILL ...YOU CAN ONLY BELIVE WHAT YOU WANT THEN IT IS UP TO U TO DECIDE IF ITS TRUE OR FALSE........ONE OF MY FAVIROTE QUOTES IS "life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. know a good thing when you see it, and dont let it slip away. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.....UNTIL NOW I NEVER REALIZED HOW HARD THINGS COULD BE ALL I CAN SAY IS DONT BELIVE EVERYTHING U ARE TOLD!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Whats On My Mind
i have alot on my mind. it just seems to me i might be a loser. i really am starting to hate what i am i cant find the right girl, people always judge me for what i look like i need fase teeth (bad teeth runs in the family) im embarrassed about that. i cant seem to make eds meet i am so dumb i spend money to calm me down i was molested when i was 5 by my babysitter and it really fucked me up til now i was scared to tell anybody i feel like a loner i cant do things right im such a fuck up i know i have a few friends but some just dont understand what i do everynight before bed ever since i was molested im ebarrassed i really need some more good friends

My Name. . . .
Ok, to explain a bit about my name on CT. I'm pretty sure all you smart folk out there know that Eros is a physical love and that Agape is a very high level of love, spiritual even. I too love have been a willing victim of eros love. I have enjoyed it and now I feel that its enough. I need a love that will stay, through the good and the bad. The only true love out there is Agape love. I am looking for this. I desire this. I've tried for too long to be happy with eros, now I'm tired and need agape. So, if you're still confused. . . .let me know. =) Love ya all. . . . LoL. . . have a great day!

Homiez
(I know you ain't there That's why I just want to let you know something bro You all know I love you You all know you're my homies And eh... Alright we'll talk later - peace!) [Violent J] Let me ask you this about this life we live And let me try to swerve some of this attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much Why don't they just call a (Muthafucka) ? If you wasn't blood, would you still have love? Or infact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here But my homies are family too, 3rd cousins' get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over your car? And then felt worse than you about that shit in the morning? (Friends ya'll) [Shaggy 2 Dope] Who loaned you money, homie? Who owes you cash? (Who?) Who taught you how to use the b

Next Lyric.. Might Be Harder...
Here's the second installment of guess the lyric: I'm a lifelong fan of this artist, so it isn't hard for me, but might be for others: You can try to stop me, but it won't do a thing No matter what you do, I'm still gonna be here Through all your lies and silly games I'm a still remain the same, I'm unbreakable

Pretty Much
I'm a writer. I love everything thing about it. personalitly wise i'm the most masculine girl you could ever meet. I love myspace, and what i hate about this site is that you cannot write about yourself. i like reading and coffee on chilly days. sometimes, i can be just as smart as my hair color. it's kind of embarrassing, because at those moments i fit in with the stereotype that blondes are dumb. But I'm not really blonde. which i am completely against, because for the most part i believe i'm pretty intelligent - i mean, after all, you can't be stupid of you're seriously considering becoming a therapist when you grow up. speaking of which, i've finally got a clue as to what i want to be once i get out of school - a therapist. bet you didn't see that one coming, now did you? regardless of my lame jokes, i'm a pretty humorous person. i take pride in the way that i can make people laugh. i suck at thinking on my feet, though, don't start fights with me because i can't come up with comeb

Static X- I'm The One
I'm The One Living in the moment Forgotten and repeated No i cannot be that one No i cannot be beaten I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through No i am not a rich man No i am not a bitch I know you made one mistake This is my life You cannot take it I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through Automatic Termination Self-destructive Revolution Bring it down To the ground I'm unchained Not a slave I'm the one

We R Not Of Dirt!!
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know and to men so they know the value of a woman and to all the women, who do not realize their significance (Proverbs 31:10).

My Son
Well today was the worse day of my life. Took my 16 yr old to court today...he was on probation for fighting last summer....he got in another fight at school. So they violated his probation..I think they worst thing a parent could see is their child being led outta court in handcuffs to serve 30 days in juvie for screwing up.

Cradle Of Filth- Temptation
The one song I like by them. With Dirty Harry. :) 12. Temptation [Heaven 17 cover] I've never been closer I've tried to understand That certain feeling Carved by another's hand But it's too late to hesitate We can't keep on living like this Leave no track Don't look back All I desire Temptation Keep climbing higher and higher Temptation Adorable creatures Temptation With unacceptable features Temptation Trouble is coming Temptation It's just the high cost of loving Temptation You can take it or leave it Temptation But you'd better believe it You've got to make me an offer That cannot be ignored So let's head for home now Everything I have is yours Step by step and day by day Every second counts I can't break away Leave no trace Hide your face All I desire Temptation Keep climbing higher and higher Temptation You can take it or leave it Temptation But you'd better believe it Step by step Day by day Every second counts

My Whereabouts
It's very possible I may not be around at all for awhile.Just to let ya know.Dont forget about me because in Arnold's famous words....I'LL BE BACK:p.Most of you who gave a damn in the first place,know why im gone and for what.When all looks terrible Smile,it gets better.I know that and I hope you all know that too:)Love You,Licks and Kisses,Sherry!!!

First Lyric.. Do You Know It?
I've come up with this idea to post single lyrics from songs and see how many people can tell me what it belongs to. If you guess right, then you will get a gift from the shop.. I don't know if anyone will participate, but we shall find out :) "When you are in Texas, look behind you" Any guesses? I would say no cheating, but it clearly won't be able to be enforced! I shall wait a few hours and see how many comments I get!

Flyleaf- So I Thought (lacey Explains What This Song Is About)
So I Thought All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories Show soul Kiss the stars with me And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning to us to life We say to those who are in love It can't be true 'cause we're too young I know that's true because so long I was So in love with you So I thought A year goes by And I can't talk about it On my knees Dim lighted room Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this I'm not faithless Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose Ignorance is bliss cherish it Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold Believe it not And fight the tears With pretty smiles and lies about the times A year goes by And I can't talk about it The times weren't right And I couldn't talk about it Chorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last between Chorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, r

Telling Someone You Love Them/ Searching For A Special Someone
Telling someone I LOVE YOU is a serious step in life, that a lot of people take for granted and causes some people including myself to lose trust in someone. But there is always that one special person that comes into your life and changes all thator so it seems.they makes you believe in life and love again. I am 42 YEARS OLD Female who thought I found that special someone but one way or another when it happens there is some way I feel i mess it all up even if it isn't my fault. I guess it is going to be back to looking for that special someone that i know will make me feel that way.... are you out there somewhere???

Flyleaf- Breath Today (with A Cool Intro That's Not On The Cd)
Breathe Today You can only move as fast as Who's in front of you And if you assume Just like them What good will it do So find out for yourself So your ignorance Will stop bleeding through You can breathe today So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you Steals your breath You're suffocating Logic forces me to believe in this And I have learned to see And I can only say what I've seen and heard And only you can choose And every choice you make will effect you Search your own self You can breathe today So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you Steals your breath You're suffocating So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you Steals your breath You're suffocating Breathe Big enough to fill the void that's inside of you It's just a breath away So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you St

Flyleaf- There For You
Fucking YouTube doesn't have a video for this one. *sniffles* It's one of my favs too. :( There For You Sometimes I'm a selfish fake. You're always a true friend. I don't deserve you cause I'm not there for you. Please forgive me again... I want to be there for you... Someone you can come to... It runs deeper than my bones... I want to be there for you. Swirling shades of blue slow dancing in your sky, The sun kisses the earth and I hush my urge to cry. I want to be there for you... Someone you can come to... It runs deeper than my bones... I want to be there for you. Cause I hear the whispered words in your masterpiece, beautiful... You speak the unspeakable through... I love you too. I want to be there for you And be someone you can come to The love runs deeper than my bones And I want to be there for you.

For You My Angel
I SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! 20 angels are in this world right now, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment. Besos Para Ti. For you are an ANGEL in this old bears heart! Smiles LOTS OF LOVE Chief Zmanbearclan

Ever Feel
Ever feel that one can lead from a position of isolation? That one can long for a time away from all else, to grasp but a glimpse of solitude? To be an extroverted introvert? Ever look into another's eyes and long to feel the soft caress of a kiss that lingers upon your mind for hours? To taste the tease and promise of the future? To want to explore the sensuality of another? To brush the hair away so that you may see those eyes more clearly? To ponder the nape of the neck and want to run your lips, your breath but millimeters from the soft supple skin, along such succulent sensation? Ever wonder if you would get slapped if you did? !!!! Or perhaps wonder if it would be returned? Invited, hungered, wanting? Ever feel like you don't want to go home so you ponder sitting in your office at 11:00 at night and write silly blogs?

What!?
Ok I'm sorry but my friend ran out of comments after I did this morning and has hers back already. Is that not some crap? I'm tired of rating and there's a bunch of photos I would have commented on...*sigh* guess it's time to take a break. WTFE.

Rules And Regs Once Again!!!!
AIGHT, SO I'M GOIGN TO HOLD A NEW CONTEST. SICK OF HAVING LIKE 5 THOUSAND FRIENDS BUT GET ALMOST NO LOVE FROM ANY OF THEM?? WELL HERE'S A CONTEST FOR YOU. IT'S SIMPLE!! IT'S CALLED THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOUR FRIENDS!!" CONTEST. I PICK THE PIC OF YOU, LAYING THE RULE SOUT REAL SIMPLE AND EASY. MOST COMMENTS WINS. EACH RATE EQUALS A THOUSAND COMMENTS, 10 DAY COMP. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ONE HOUR AFTER THE CONTEST ENDS. GOTTA BE REAL FRIENDS, NONE OF THIS ASKING FOR A COMMENT BOMBER FAMILY TO HELP YOU OUT BULLSHIT. IT'S A WAY FOR YOU TO PROVE ONCE AND FOR ALL THAT YOUR FRIENDS ROCK!!! GET IT? YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW I DON'T PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT, AND I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. SO BE A BUDDY, ENTER YOUR ASS IN MY CONTEST AND LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!! LOOKING FOR 8 CONTESTANTS. MALE AND FEMALE. JUST LEMME KNOW, AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN. WINNER GETS ONE OF EVERY BIG PIMPING GIFTS THERE IS, I'M TALKING THE YACHTS, CARS, BIKES, JEWELRY AND ALL THAT JAZZ. ON TOP OF THAT

Ratings!
HI! Everybody! I have been trying to catch up on ratings everyones profile and pics if for some reason u dont think I have rated them let me know and I will go and check! Im gettin so many new friends I sometimes miss peeps and I really dont mean to. SO ... just hit me up say hi, rate my pics too and let me know! loveies huggesss and kissies!

When I Blew My Nose Today....
I think that I just might have found out what has been causing the virus. I blew out what looked close to a slug bug (you know...the ewey gooey part of a snail).... it was just as long.... it was just as thick... it was just as gooey... and it appeared to have a vein of sorts in this ewey gooey green slimey mess. I just knew that I probably should have rushed it off to the University of Texas labs for further scientific exploration. Mentioned this to one of my coworkers who started having the virus about a week before I started and she said.... that she had the same thing when she woke up for the last few days. She advised me that I would be having this scientific phenomena for the next few days. Just great!!!! In addition to a few more days (hopefully, just a few more days) of trying to regain my voice back 100%, I get to have this scientific phenomena for the next few days as well. Just lovely..... LOL...

Pet Peeve #1821
The fucking "Cherry Bank" pop-up is TOTALLY PISSING ME OFF!!!!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! I was in a great mood, but it's come up on me 3 times in the last 15 minutes......AND NOW I FUCKING WANNA GO OUT AND CLUB BABY HARP SEALS!!!!! STOOOOOOOOOP IIIIIIIIT!!!!!!! YYYYYEEEEEEAAAAARRRRRRG!!!!!!!

Flylead- Red Sam
Red Sam Here I stand Empty hands Wishing my wrists were bleeding To stop the pain from the beatings There you stood Holding me Waiting for me to notice you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) Outscreaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life The warmth of your embrace Melts my frostbitten spirit You speak the truth and I hear it The words are I love you And I have to believe in you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) Outscreaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life My hands are open And you are filling them Hands in the air In the air, in the air, in the air And I worship And I worship And I worship And I worship You are the truth (you are the truth) Outscreaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life

Dog The Bounty Hunter/i Am A Big Fan Of These Guys This Is Not Fair
FEBRUARY 16: An Associated Press report out of Guadalajara, Mexico stated that a Mexican federal court has denied Duane "Dog" Chapman's injunction request and has ruled that the star of A&E's "Dog the Bounty Hunter" should be extradited and stand trial for deprivation of liberty - a charge stemming from Dog and his posse's 2003 capture of convicted serial rapist, Andrew Luster in Puerto Vallarta. Mexican authorities had asked for Chapman's extradition from Hawaii and U.S. Marshals took Dog, son Leland Chapman and associate Tim Chapman into custody back on September 14th for their role in bringing Luster to justice. Dog, Leland and Tim were released on bail and have been awaiting a ruling on their request to stop the extradition proceedings, which would otherwise require them to face trial in Mexico. "Our attorneys have not even been formally informed of the court's decision, as of yet," Dog and wife Beth Chapman said. "We are obviously deeply disappointed and fearful of what wi

Flyleaf - All Around Me (live)
All Around Me My hands are searching for you... My arms are outstretched towards you l feel you on my fingertips... My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire runs in through my being... Burning... I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling, savoring this heart that's healed My hands float up above me.... And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade... Into our secret place The music makes me sway... The angels singing say We are alone with you... I am alone and they are too with you And so I cry... The light is white... And I see you... I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling, savoring this heart that's healed Take my hand I give it to you Now you own me , all I am.. You said you would never leave me I believe you, I beleive... I can

Flyleaf- I'm Sorry (live)
I'm Sorry I'm sorry. I don't mean to remember. It's true that I dream less often I'm not ashamed of that long december. Your hand's coming down again. I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell. I'm falling. I'm shedding my skin. But it's not time I'm told. I am aware of what you mean and by then, I'm only ten years old. I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell. My scars are yours today. This story ends so good. I love you and I understand that you stood where I stood. I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna break my shell No matter what you're gonna break my shell. I’m done healing.

Flyleaf- Sorrow
Sorrow Sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark, meant to make me strong. Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perferate the fabric of the peaceful by and by Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you, and hold for all eternity For just one second I felt whole... as you flew right through me. Left alone with only reflections of the memory To face the ugly girl that's smothering me. Sitting closer than my pain... He knew each tear before it came, And soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by We kiss each other one more time And sing this lie that's half way mine The sword is slicing through the questions so I won't be fooled By his angel light.. Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you and for all eternity For just one second I felt whole as you flew right though me and up into the stars Joy will come.

True Love
This is not my poem but i liked it and it is true of how true love feels for me True Love by Jennifer S. Boney When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love. http://www.forevery

Flyleaf - Cassie (acoustic)
Cassie The question asked in order To save her life or take it The answer no to avoid death The answer yes would make it Do you believe in God Written on the bullet Say yes to pull the trigger Do you believe in God Written on the bullet And Cassie pulled the trigger All heads are bowed in silence To remember her last sentence She answered him knowing what would happen Her last words still hanging in the air In the air Do you believe in God Written on the bullet Say yes to pull the trigger Do you believe in God Written on the bullet And Cassie pulled the trigger How many will die I will die I, I will say yes Do you believe in God Written on the bullet Say yes to pull the trigger Do you believe in God Written on the bullet And Cassie pulled the trigger Do you believe in God Do you believe in God Do you believe in God And I will pull the trigger

Flyleaf "perfect"
Perfect Sick of circling the same road Sick of bearing the guilt Open the windows to cool off Heat pours in instead Perfect in weakness. I'm only perfect in just your strength alone All my efforts to clean me. Leave me putrid and filthy How can you look at me, When I can't stand myself? I'm tired to be honest... I'm nobody. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. I tried to kill you. You tried to save me.. You save me. You save me. You save me. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone. Perfect in weakness. I'm only running in just your strength alone.

Flyleaf- Fully Alive
Fully Alive Telling layla's story spoken About how all her bones are broken hammers fall on all the peices two months in the cover creases Fully alive, more than most ready to smile and love life. Fully alive and she knows How to believe in futures. All my complaints shrink to nothing. I'm ashamed of all my somethings. She's glad for one day of comfort Only because she has suffered. Fully alive, more than most ready to smile and love life. Fully alive and she knows How to believe in futures.

Life
I wonder why I can't express my true feelings for the one I love. I guess I am scared to show my true feelings. I just want it to be right. I want it to be perfect she deserves the best that can be had. If your reading this you know who you are. Yor hugs , your sweet kisses are missed.

Flyleaf- I'm So Sick
I'm So Sick I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so, I'm so sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so (I'm so) I'm so sick (I'm so sick) I'm so (I'm so) I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

What Would You Give For One Heart, One Love
I ASK MY-SELF WHAT WOULD I GIVE TO TO HAVE ONE HEART , ONE SOUL, ONE WOMAN TO LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE? I WILL GIVE UNTO HER, MY STRENGTH WHEN SHE IS WEARY. I WOULD GIVE UNTO HER, MY DEVOTION ,MY COMMITMENT OF LOVE AND MONOGAMY. I WOULD GIVE MY HEART, SOUL AND FLESH TO HER AND NO OTHER. I WOULD GIVE MY SHOULDER FOR HER TO LAY HER HEAD UPON WHEN SHE IS FILLED WITH SORROW AND TEARS. I WOULD GIVE MY EMBRACE, MY PASSION AND DESIRE, MY KISS. TO SATISFY THE NEEDS OF ONE WOMANS LONGING AND LOVE. I WILL GIVE MY ALL TO HER. FORE I LOVE HER HEART, HER SOULS INNER LIGHT, HER BEAUTY INSIDE AND OUT. MY HEART, SOUL AND BODY, I GIVE TO YOU. HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS AND MY HEART IS WITH YOU. LOVING YOU AND NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU. SCOOTER. XOXOXO

Nothing But Thoughts
I've got something thats realy good, I dont want to mess it up. But afraid I will how to stop i dont know. Do I back off or let it be. I've been known to mess up and my only hope is to ....... ummmmmm........ not mess up.

Through A Rapist's Eyes (no Joke)
This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attack

Lies By Amy Lee
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for

Shoot In Va
Okay, So it looks like Ill be heading to VA Beach next weekend to do some shoots. I will be shooting with Apache Entertainment (yeah creampies!) in addition to some Fetish photographers. I will also be working on my portfolio. Never to be boring, hopefully Ill be spending the holiday of St. Patty's Day with some of my Army friends-couldn't be more funner(thats not a word). Ugh-so much to do, so little time....

Dream On
everytime that i look in the mirror All these lines on my face gettin' clearer The past is gone It went by like dust to dawn Isn't that the way Everybody's got their dues in life to pay I know what nobody knows Where it comes and where it goes I know it's everybody's sin You got to lose to know how to win Half my life is in books' written pages Live and learn from fools and from sages You know it's true All the things come back to you Sing with me, sing for the years Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears Sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away (x2) Dream on, dream on Dream yourself a dream come true Dream on, dream on Dream until your dream come true Dream on, dream on, dream on... Sing with me, sing for the years Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears Sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

Crazy
Come 'ere baby You know you drive me up the wall The way you make good for all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you've got something on your mind Other than me Girl, you gotta change your crazy ways - you hear me Say you're leavin' on the seven thirty train And that you're heading out to hollywood Girl, you've been givin' me that line so many times It kinda gets that feelin' bad looks good That kinda lovin' turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' sends a man right to his grave N (chorus) I go crazy, crazy, baby, i go crazy You turn it on - then you're gone Yeah you drive me crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby What can i do, honey I feel like the color blue You're packin' up your stuff And and talkin' like it's tough And tryin' to tell me That it's time to go But i know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that Overcoat and that it's all a show Th

Devotion
Bound, not by rope, chains or restraints, but by the love for a man. I can feel the strength of your love surround me, and as I am enveloped by it, our souls tangle. My emotions overwhelm me and I begin to weep, As the tears roll silently down my cheeks, my eyes are cast downwards in shame.. What can I do to prove my worth? I am filled with the fear of failure, not only of failing you, but myself and the person I long to become.. As you gently wipe the tears from my face, and hold me tightly, I look into your eyes and realize, you are the person that has been missing from my life for so long.. Only with you in my life am I truly complete.. I am yours and I hope that I can show you what you truly mean to me.. All I ask is that you hold me, hold me tightly until the fear subsides..

This Week.
This whole week ... since Saturday ... has been mentally exhausting for me. I found out Saturday morning that the husband of a friend of mine passed away. They're in Minnesota, I'm nowhere near them. They were married for 37 years. My heart just breaks for her. Back in October, I sent a care package to them. I didn't really know them well then, but at that time I was sending a care package to another friend on the site we all met on and thought that if I could send a little love their way just to make them smile, it was the least I could do. I baked cookies and sent a letter. I got pictures back and was told that he hoarded all the lemon cookies I sent because lemon was his favorite. It made me feel so good that I could bring a smile to his face from so far away. I read about his funeral today. I know that he's not in pain anymore. I've still spent a good portion of tonight crying ... mourning. I'm exhausted. I think sleep will come easy tonight.

Pics
hey everyone i've uploaded pics of some of my interests more to come. if you havent stopped by and checked them out you should :) and rate or comment them while you are there ... that would be totally awesome!!! thanks, sexymom07

Survey Says..
Things about you (ramdom)What's your biggest fear?heightsWhat makes you happy?computers and electronics.. droolingYou like....?see aboveYour favorite shampoo?some herbal shampoo.. Body soap?african herbal soap smells good You wish your eyes were....?a big lotto winner living on a island .. not the "lost" island! lolDo you smoke?no!Drink?occasionally.. soon to stopAre you a clean freak?Yeah right!Do you cuss alot?wtf? no! What does your hair look like?Dark curly short Do you burn c.d's alot?sometimesWhat's your favorite night or day?night.. daytime makes me hiss like bladeWhat's your favorite time of the day?afternoonTime of night?9pm.. cell phone rates are cheaper then ya knowIf you smoke what kind do you smoke?noneBenn in love before?ugh yeah.. ages agoDo you miss anyone right now?hmmmmmmmmmWhat annoys you?questions about love.. hahahaWhat's your favorite song?Mint Condition - Pretty brown eyes , quit breaking my heartWhat's your favorite line from a song?You say your single

Amy Lee With Seether Broken
wanted u to know, that i love the way u laugh i wanna hold u i am still your man well, i keep your photograph and i know it serves me well i wanna hold u i am still your man cause im broken, when im lonesome, and i dont wanna feel right when ur gone away... your gonnna win, u dont feel me anymore... the worst is over now, and we can breathe again, i wanna hold u i am still your babe well, theres so much love to learn, i know what love to find, i wanna hold u i am still your babe cause im broken, when im open, and i dont feel right, i am strong enough cause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right, when youre gone away...[3x's] your gonna win, u dont feel me anymore...

Broken Heart
thank you for watching ove me keeping me safe and sane... thank you for being there when i was in pain... thank you for drying my tears all those years... thank you for putter laughter in my heart from the start... thank you for giving me something to look forward to each day... over 10 years have passed since you last walked with earth with me yet your still beside me keeping me safe and sane... holding me when i am in pain drying my tears and making me laugh each night i pray each morning you still give me something to look forwad to... MOM, thanks for always being and staying you.... from the broken heart of your daughter.

Is There The Perfect Person Out There
Is there a such thang as the perfect person.Like some one that will be fathfull to there partner love them as much as the other dose.one that is honest,kind,and thankfull of thangs the other dose for them.And be a true friend and be there for each other.Iv serched and serched and im starting to thank its all bull shit.No matter how nice i was or how much i did for the other person thay rater be with some one that was a dick and beat them. and there excuse was im not used to somem one being that nice to me fucked up ant it

Im So Sad
At times I feel like crying, sometimes I feel like running; leaving all of my belonginings behind. At the age ot twenty-one I feel like Im older with more responsibilities on my hand, I have no children, something that could give me a helping hand. All I want is my normal life back again, living everything up at my normal age of twenty-one; instead Im sitting here about to cry and if only alot knew why things might would be better again. So before I lay myself down to sleep ...once again i wish i could wake up with a normal life ahead of me...but instead...im already pass the age of twenty-one.

Sister
So my sister is moving in with me tomorrow..i have to get up really early and go buy her a bus ticket so they can fax it down to her! Things are going to be rough for a bit...But we are going to look for a job for her on Monday!...my parents are really upset about this..but its for the best...im not going to get into details.. Thats All.

Sarrow Throughout The Nine Worlds By Amon Amarth
balder) Nightmares Demons haunt my taunted mind I'm scared My death's foreseen ungloryful Please father Make my demons disappear Please mother Death is everywhere (odin) My son, i've seen your fear I have felt your pain No harm will come to you An oath has been sworn (balder) The evil forces around us Still want to destroy me Who is the evil slayer I cannot see Loke, the deceitful god Discovers the arrow of death Pointed for h§èder the blind By the jealous loke The arrow cuts through the skin And into the heart of the bright one Silence spreads throughout the hall of aesir As the god of light fells to his knees dying! Sorrow throughout the nine worlds The bright god is gone Sent to nifelheim by the deceitful

This One Needs A Warning
As tender as A rattlesnake Coy and stunning Like a viper The romantic Submissive Draped in Leather Accessorizing lace The angel with Silver chains A heart of gold And a masked Face She approaches With elegant grace Takes the whip And smacks my Chest Just another Roll to play With unbridled Pleasure Comes inspiring Pain

As Long As The Raven Flies By Amon Amarth
Men will fight and men will die Wars will be lost and won That's how it's been and still will be Long after i am gone Doubting not i give my blood So i may enter hall up high The sky belongs to asagods As long as the raven flies

Lips Of An Angel
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

Better Than Me Lyrics
I think you can do much better than me after all the lies that i made you believe. then guilt kicks in and i start to see the edge of the bed where your night gown used to be.(whoa...) I told myself i wont miss you but i remember What it feels like beside you Chorous I really miss your hair in my face and the way your inocence tastes and i think you should know this...you deserve much better than me while lookin through your old box of notes. i found those pictures i took that you were lookin for if theres one memmory i dont want to loose that time at the mall with you and me in the dressing room.(whoa...) I told myself i wont miss you but i remember what it feels like beside youChorous I really miss your hair in my face and the way your inocence tastes and i think you should know this ( you deserve much better than me) the pain in waiting is getting colder I wish we never said its over and i cant pretend. I wont think about you when im older because we

Pregnant?
Hello all took a preg. test this morning and it came out that I was pregnant. Have to make a doc appointment to make sure but keep you fingers crossed Jimmy the Hand has not stopped smiling sence he say the test results LOL would you! Keep your fingers crossed we would like a boy as we already have a girl but as long as it's healthy we don't care. thanks all of my cherry family and friends - Hay my first Blog I just want to let all of you know. I love you Jimmy the Hand you hold my heart for ever and always love you more then you will ever know. : ) Nellie

Lmao
Ok so I love CHERRY TAP!! But come on............. why do you have to fake it.... and be a girl when you are a nasty guy!! They have doctors for that.. I do not thing cherry tap has any on staff but you might want to ask. And if you calling me a bitch is supposed to hurt me............. yeah you are wrong.. I have many people on my profile and I have never been a bitch to any of them.. so yeah if you are comeing to me as a girl when i know you are a guy ( because of the fact that a guy was asking the same questions and I said NO) thinking you are going to get in my privates... you are mislead. there are very few that I let in and you best believe you are not one of them.... and always remember you will never have a true friend when you are faking who you really are the whole time. so i suggest that anyone that has to fake who they are to get satisfaction then you need to go on the dr. phil message board and get the fuck off of cherry tap cause no one wants you here. and I feel bad for

The 69 Eyes: Angels (album Review)
Ok I'm not trying to be a bitch about it or anything, but this is my honest opinion about it. This goes to show you that just because The 69 Eyes are one of my favorite bands, doesn't always mean I have to like 100% of their music. I'm not a puppet and I have no need to be pulled on strings. PS. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are solely that of myself. Thank you. Alright...here it goes. Tuesday after work I headed right to the music store to pick it up for a reasonable $13.99. Well....I kinda wish I could have a 50% refund. If you've never heard The 69 Eyes before and are interested in hearing them, don't let this CD be the first one that you purchase. I've been a fan of theirs since 2001 before most people even knew who they were, and sadly I'm just not impressed by this album one bit. I'd recommend one of their earlier albums like Blessed Be, Paris Kills, or Devils. Anything but Angels. The title track "Angels" is decent along with "Never Say Die", "Perfect

My Immortal Lyrics
Verse 1 Im so tired of being here. Supressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. Cuz your presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone. These wounds wont seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. Chorus: When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years, but you still have, hold of me. Verse 2 You used to captivate me, by your resonating light. Now Im bound by the knife you left behind. Your face it haunts, my once pleasent dreams. Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time can not erase. ChorusX1 I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along. ChorusX1

I Am The Happiest Man Alive
My Wife took a pregnancy test this morning and it was Positive I am so Happy will be number two and cant wait for doc appointment this is awesome just thought I would tell you all heheee

If I Could.......
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up every day to the sound of your breath on my neck, The warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

The Invitation
What I have forgiven....has been for your sakes...to keep Satan from getting the advantage over us; for we care not ignorant of his wiles and intentions. - Corinthians 2:10-11 Suppose we receive a package from an overnight carrier. AFter we open it, we stare at a beautiful, oversized envelope, with our name written on it in exquisite calligraphy. Inside, the invitation starts with these words: "You are invited to enjoy a life filled with misery, worry, and confusion." Which one of us would say yes to such an outrageous invitation? Don't we seek the kind of life that keeps free from such pain and distractions? Yet many of us choose such a life. Not that we blatantly make that choice, but we sometimes surrender--enev temporarily--to Satan's invitation. His attack is ongoing and relentless--the devil is persistent! Our enemy bombards our minds with every weapon at his disposal every day of our lives. We are engaged in a warfare--a warfare that rages and never stops. We

The Donkey In Distress
THE DONKEY IN DISTRESS One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily

People
People Well today was a great day my cousin and I had alot of fun. Have you ever realized that there is always people that will mess up a perfect day. I have 2 of these in my life at the moment. This is a problem I fully intend on fixing. As everyone who reads these knows I have a boyfriend that makes me very happy and that is all that matters right now. I love him no doubt in my mind. I want him to be happy though and if it ends up that his wife is what he wants fine. I can and will move on. If that is what he wants and not what others people say he needs to do. I have these 2 people that are trying to mess up this for me 2 who are supose to be my friends I guess it is true keep your enemies close right. I just DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH ME. What they are doing is trying to make me feel bad and all for being with this man. Lets review 1. She is not around 2. He wants a divorce 3. They have been seprated for 2 years (give or take some months) 4. I A

Least Popular Cherry Contest
Hello everyone I'm in The Least Popular Cherry Contest and I need your help. I need you to go and comment bomb and rate everyone in the contest EXCEPT me. I need to have the LEAST amount of comments at the end of the contest to win a 7 day blast. I love you all...The link is below....Amy PS. I would appreciate it if you would repost this to help me out. I'll return the favor if you ever need it. http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=637585&albumid=248856

Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i am a huge american idol fan..........but right now im wondering wtf is going on....i mean there keeping people who suck and sending the ood ones home ...COME ON.... oh im so pissed right now if you watch american idol and you understand what im saying ...hit me up...if you have no idea what im saying im sorry and thanks for reading this ~sarah~

Ok Soo...
One hell of a danm day. I learned how to properly conduct a pre-assault recon, and a linear ambush today. it was fun laying down in the snow all geared up watchin people walk by like"wut the fuck are they doing". 1st platoon 2nd squad freedom eagles hooah, we assaulted threw, and destroyed the objective. lol( the objective being two upper classman with a RPG and AK-47). It was a fun learning experience, I know that thats the kinda shit I wanna do. The downside is they had us actually fill our rucks up with weights to simulate a full load. To people who do this everyday, its prolly nothing, but to my newbi ass it was killer. Im sore all over. Props to those who hump that out everyday. I came home and was glad to be home for the first time in a long time. Im pretty tired and achy, Im seriously about to make a appointment with a massuse lol. 300 comes out tomarrow. Its gonna be the shit. I need a female companion... ;-[ well two actually one for me and mah buddy. Think i can

Tony Montana
"This is paradise, I'm tellin' ya. This town like a great big pussy jus' waitin' to get fucked." "In this country, you gotta make the money first. Then when you get the money, you get the power. Then whenyou get the power, then you get the woman "I neva fucked anybody over in my life, who didn't have it comin' to 'im, you got that? All I have in this world ismy balls, and my word, and I don't break 'em for no one, jou understand?" "Fuck Gaspar Gomez, and fuck the fuckin' Diaz brothers! Fuck'em all! I bury those cock-a-roaches!" "Eh, fuck you, man! Who put this thing together? Me, that's who! Who do I trust? Me! "Manolo, shoot dat piece o' chit for me" "Say goodnight to the bad guy"

Change
So, I've recently been contact with people that I havent seen or talked to in over 10yrs and I'm really shocked by how much these people have changed..like for instance this one girl that I was friends with in high school always swore she would never get married and never have kids....guess what shes married and has a daughter....my baby sister who is only 12 tells me constantly about how shes not going to do this or that when she becomes an adult but, I tell her never say your not going to do something because you will end up doing it. I always said that I would never marry and I am about to celebrate my 6yr anniversary so, I guess we all change in some way or another...some for the good some for the bad but, as long as we learn from our mistakes than its ok....

Missing Chris...
Video under goes with this blog 110%! As I sit here...I miss my husband more and more. I am starting to really hate where I live only because he is not here with me and my son. I have always known that a house is only a home with love in it...but now...I know this a thousand times more. I feel the distance grow day by day and everyday I feel the need to get on a plane to go see him. I am even to the point that I am willing to drive to see him ((I swear sooner or later I can find it...Florida is a pretty big place)). This is only a small part of how very much I miss Chris. We talk on the phone and yet it doesn't seem to be enough, for sooner or later we run out of what to say. We are so busy trying to get ready for us all to be together that we are ALL under exteme stress...and as the stress grows we are trying to shield eachother from it...so a wall begins to build. Yes, it is all done with the best of intentions, we know it is done out of love. For there is nothing I can do t

The Government Is Trying To Take Your Favorite Music Away. Go To Http://www.savethestreams.org/
The Government is trying to take your favorite music away. Go to http://www.savethestreams.org/ to sign a petition against this action! The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA). RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows: 2006 $.0008 per performance 2007 $.0011 per performance 2008 $.0014 per performance 2009 $.0018 per performance 2010 $.0019 per performance A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays. The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is f

Standing Tall
I KNOW OF A LADY WHO STANDS TALL NEVER SLEEPS AND HAS NEVER FALLEN SHE MAY HAVE STUMBLE A TIME OR TWO BUT SHE HAS NEVER FALLEN IF YOUR ASKING WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT IT IS MOTHER FRREDOM. TO ALL MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST,PRESENT AND FUTURE,I SALUTE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU.IF YOU ASK WHO AM I,I AM AN EX ARMY VETERAN SERVED 8 YEARS 1 WAR,I WAS A COOK,THEN BECAME A BODY BAGGER,ONE OF THE HARDEST JOBS IN THE MILITARY,PEOPLE CAN DIS ALOT OF THINGS BUT NOBODY BETTER EVER DIS OUR MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE OUR COUNTRY,AND IF YOU DIS AMERICA,ALL I CAN SAY IS "AMERICA LOVE IT OR GET THE FUCK OUT'" SO I STAND TALL,IF YOU READ THIS AND DON'T LIKE IT YOU CAN KISS MY SOUTHERN REDNECK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ikki Tousen Opening
The opening theme to the anime Ikki Tousen, also known as "Bakunyu" Hyper-Battle Ikki Tousen. The song is "Drivin' through the Night" by move. Plot Summary - Seven schools are constantly 'at war' with each other, and the students within - both male and female - have become skilled fighters and constantly battle with rival schools. Their lives and fates are guided by strange jewels that contain the spirits and destinies of warriors from the Sangokushi period. One girl, Sonsaku Hakufu, has recently moved to Japan and is apparently destined to unite the schools as her counterpart united seven countries long ago. But, like all heroes, there is a darker side to her fate, and as always there is a constant struggle by those around her to break the chains of their own destinies and make their own lives.

Im A Collage Student Woohoo
Well I just got the call that I am now a official collage student at CTU (Colorado Tech University) Im going to be working for the next 15 months earning my associates degree in Criminal Justice *wootwoot* so no telling me anything bad when Im done with school lol I might have to report cha lol jk anyway hopefully if all goes well I will then start earning my bachelors degree in 15 months wish me luck and I will still be keeping in contact so no one leave me lol alright bye byez for now oh yea school starts for me on April 8th *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Fantasies (cont)
It had all gone according to plan thus far. The woman sat in the stall next to me, her hands cuffed behind her back, blindfolded, a small silver collar around her neck. The collar was attached to a chain which ran through the hole in the wall, the other end clenched tightly in my fist. I had pulled the chain to it’s shortest length, forcing her face against the wall of the stall. “There is a word scrawled above the hole,” I say. “Read it aloud.” “Fuck toy,” she says in a small voice. “That is what you are. Do you understand?” “Yes,” she whispers, her voice soft and trembling. “Say it,” I command. “I am a fuck toy,” she whispers. I tug even harder on the chain and I hear her gasp in surprise. “No,” I say. “You are MY fuck toy. You exist for my pleasure now. No one else’s. Now say it.” “I am your fuck toy.” “Again,” I command. “I am your fuck toy.” “Again.” “I am your fuck toy,” she says huskily. “Very good,” I say. I relax my hold on

My Horoscope For Today....
Scorpio Reward yourself for all the great things you have done for yourself and other people, dear Scorpio. You deserve to be treated like a queen, so make sure that you treat yourself as such. There are many times when you get so critical of the things you do that you end up punishing yourself unnecessarily. Give yourself a treat for being good instead of chastising yourself for being bad. At all times, however, you must remember that you are perfect just the way you are.

Love, Hate, And The Web
I recently heard about a man on cherry tap, that had an online girl friend uhhh...cheat on him. And as sad as this would sound, he seemed to take it in great stride. Interestingly online dating, versus dating and relationships in the real world, are quite close. In both worlds two people meet while participating in activies of similar interests, much like going to the bar and meeting. They communicate for a while either by talking face to face, or typing or camming or voice chat. In the bar you have better odds of getting laid (though some would argue cybering would be the equivilant. I'll discuss this later perhaps). Then they say good night each go their own seperate ways and call it a night. They may even continue on like this for an extended amount of time, hours a day and even daily for weeks and months. This can easily give the appearance of closeness, and possibly spark emotions. These people have become your friends, and friends don't put restraints on friends. T

Loving Deeper Than A Man Can Go
Reaching down in the depths of my soul... a man loving to no end Admiring her beauty... understanding that it runs to the soul... the heart A work of art... poetry in its best form... without words Holding her hand... feeling the texture of her skin... the creases craved within them Admiring the color of her eyes... to the amount lashes that surrounds them Running your fingers through her hair... smelling the scent of her shampoo on your fingernails Rubbing your nose against her ear... breathing upon her neck... lips so close to her neck Closing my eyes to see her face and remembering her touch and the feel of her body Its pressed in my mind like a map fully detailed which marked every curve felt upon her body Loving her deeper than a man can go... is it possible? Listening to her every cry... wiping the tears of pain from her existence The words flow from her lips... like water in a river So refreshing on a hot summer day... like a breeze that dries up the sweat from your

A Job!
I've been home from school for about three months now, but I've finally got something. A preschool in Syracuse just hired me to be a one-on-one aide to a child with special needs. They're only at school half days, so it's only part-time, but a couple afternoons a week I babysit a toddler for a few hours so I should do ok. In terms of school, I thought I was going to go back to Canisius in the fall and switch my major to history. But now people are telling me to look into schools that actually offer preschool certification so I won't get screwed over again. Ugh, I'm sick of trying to figure out where I'll be and what I'll be doing by September. I wish I was just done with school already!

I Dredy Am On....
Yes yes the rumors are true i figured out how to put a live cam feed on my profile lol im only on it till it gets dark so check out my profile in the about me section you should see my mug in real time lol ;) no i wont get naked on it lol might show nipple but thats all ur getting oh an dancings extra ;) sorry but im spensive lol

Romance On The Moon
I want you to meet me on the moon… follow the trail rose petals floating on air Listen to the melody of our angel… Meet me on the moon, only you and I Huge satellite broadcasting our love afar… surrounded by heaven and controlled by destiny I greet you with a kiss of passion… a hug of complete comfort and hand of guidance Love illuminating through the heavens… reaching as far as the galaxy travels Stars surrounds us… praising a love so pure and real Pulling you close to me… Our bodies move together Moving to a melody… spinning to the tunes, distracted within each other A never ending moment in time… It was as if GOD held us within His hands Looking into your eyes… unable to blind, caught up in this romance on the moon You and I exist to each other and no one else… no Cinderella story Time standing still for you and me… as our hearts grows together We are flying without wings as our hearts take off like two stars… a tail that left a trail As I lips touch… I feel my s

Waiting On Me
It’s been a long day at work… so hard out in the world But in the mist of it all…I am thinking of you every chance I get I get aroused at the slightest thought of you… My mind drifts off to what possibly could be waiting on me Waiting on me to get home… As I pull up in the driveway… my heart beats with excitement She is home… all alone Wasting no time I find myself… fumbling for my keys Finally I slide the key into the hole… as the door opens The scent of candles alerts my senses… the misty darkness throughout the house Candles ignite the mood of the evening soon to take place… I sit my briefcase down… as I loosen my tie with a undone button R. Kelly… singing… telling me to step in my room But when I do… I find you lying on the couch reading a book My eyes pierce your body… you are dressed loosely Robe hanging over the side of the couch… thighs showing with an invitation An invitation I sensed… you peek over the edge of the book… only to see your eyes But I can tell y

I Taste You In Your Sleep
I CAN SMELL THE CARMEL UPON YOUR SKIN THICK AND STICKY LOOKING SO GOOD ON YOUR THIGHS IT SHOULD BE A SIN ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE HICKEYS THE MARKS THAT YOUR SKIN WILL HAVE …RED AND DARK WITH A LIGHT PRINT OF MY TEETH I FEEL YOUR BODY QUIVER AS MY TONGUE BRUSH ACROSS YOUR BODY I CLOSE MY EYES BUT I SMELL THE SCENT OF YOUR WETNESS MY MOUTH WATERS AS I NEAR YOUR LIPS I HEAR YOUR MOANS AND I GO CRAZY MENTALLY WITH ANTICIPTION I GRAB YOUR HIPS …FIRMLY YOUR SMELL BRINGS FORTH AN INVITATION AN INVITATION I EXCEPT READILY WHEN I OPEN MY EYES I COME TO REALIZE IT WAS ALL A DREAM A DREAM THAT LEFT A TASTE FOR YOU IN MY MOUTH DAM… I CAN TASTE YOU IN MY SLEEP

Stupid
THe Cialis commercial says that if you experience and erection lasting more than four hours, call your doctor. Here's how this really works: If I experience an erection lasting more than four hours, I'm calling every woman I ever met. Dig?

Madness
MADNESS What is this thing called Madness? They say those touched by insanity Have been touched by the divinity. Madness is often only a step Away from enlightenment And for some a step beyond. Now, learn how the Madness Twist the world For their benefit. But you won’t learn a thing. Discover the truth of the Madness Before it’s too late for us and them. . .

Okay The Deal Is.....
I'M HAVING A CONTEST, I'M THREE CONTESTANTS SHORT, AND I HAVE LIKE 231 FRIENDS, AND SOMETHIGN SOMETHING FAMILY MEMBERS. IF PEOPLE DON'T START VOLUNTEERING I'LL RANDOMLY PICK PEOPLE TO ENTER, WHETHER THEY WANT TO OR NOT!!!! NOW HOW IS THAT GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL? HUH? KNOWING YOUR PIC IS FLOATING IN MY CONTEST, WITH NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, NOTHING. JUST AN ENDLESS VOID OF LOSERNESS JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T ENTER IT LIKE I INTENTED. THE HORROR, THE HORROR!!!! NOW ONE HOUR, THAT'S ALL I'M GIVING BEFORE I START CHOOSING PEOPLE. AND IF YOUR READING THIS, IT'S PROLLY GOING TO BE YOU...LOL. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND SUFFERING FROM THE PLAGUE.

Needed To Get Something Off My Chest
This is in no way intended to offend anyone, I apologize in advance if anyone does take offense. I would like for all the females to know that I in no way see any of you as a threat to mine & Roo's relationship. (Not that it would matter to some if I did or not.) He is a flirt, I've known that from day one. I have no problems with it--if I did I wouldn't be with him. We love each other and care deeply for each other, spend 95% of our time together...there's absolutely no reason in the universe for me to be insecure in our relationship. I don't continuously go to his profile to see who's looked at it...I leave him lots of comments. Occassionally I'll click on someone's picture and visit their profile to RATE IT & PHOTOS & LEAVE A COMMENT & TO CHECK OUT BACKGROUND SKINZ. LMAO NOT because I think I have competition. If I've stopped by your profile and didn't leave a comment or didn't rate ya ....let me know...LMAO I can be a bit absent minded sometimes. I'm a good person, lo

"dreamer" Ozzy Osbourne
Dreamer Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there's only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself Time after time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those Who will come after us ... This time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away oh yeah I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn't really matter much to me Without each others help there ain't no hope for us I'm living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could all just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and biggotry ... Be gone? I'm just a dreamer

Zomg Movie
TONIGHT HOLY CRAP TONIGHT 300 COMES OUT HOLY FREAKING CRAP! Now, I know that all of my lady friends are going because pretty much everyone in the movie doesn't wear a shirt, exposing their perfectly sculpted chest. I know all of my guy friends are going because of the sheer fucking awesomeness that is Frank Miller. I'm going because they had a rock song I loved in their trailer. Oh, and there's an armor-plated rhino! Not to mention weird-ass hunchbacks and mutated freak whores. Gotta love me some mutated freak whores!

Poem
Its sad and sweet and bitter inside a thing called adoration can make the strongest men weak and the weakest men mighty with ink you wake up next to someone that can destroy your soul and crush your emotions when it works its heavenly look into the eyes of your lover to know they are there for you keeping your universe together wondering what it was like before and nothing could be after but love for me is always a disaster ~Timmy~

Will Be In My New Home This Weekend!!!
YAY!!! I\'M MOVING INTO MY NEW HOUSE THIS WEEKEND...ALMOST ALL DONE WITH TRANSFERING STUFF...AM I GLAD..IT\'S BEEN A ROYAL PAIN IN THE ASS, AS WELL AS EXPENSIVE..HELLZ YEAH...DAMN...BELOW IS A LOOK SEE OF MY HOME WITH THE FINISHED ROOF...

Through The Eyes Of A Rapist
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one p

"mama I'm Coming Home" Ozzy Osbourne
Mama, I'm Coming Home [Ozzy Osbourne, Zakk Wylde, Lemmy Kilmister] Times have changed and times are strange Here I come , But I ain't the same Mama, I'm Coming Home Times gone by seems to be You could have been a better friend to me Mama, I'm Coming Home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and found and turned around By the fire in your eyes You made me cry, you told me lies But, I can't stand to say goodbye Mama, I'm Coming Home I could be right, I could be wrong It hurts so bad, it's been so long Mama, I'm Coming Home Selfish love yeah we're both alone The ride before the fall But I'm gonna take this heart of stone I just got to have it all I've seen your face a hundred times Everyday we've been apart I don't care about the sunshine, yeah 'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm Coming Home I'm Coming Home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had the hypnotised Lost and found and turned around By the fire in your eyes I've se

The Iraqi Army And The Voice
There was a unit of the Iraqi Army out marching through the desert one day when they came alongside a huge rock formation. All of a sudden, a lone voice pipes up from behind the rock and says: "One American soldier is better than 10 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is pissed and sends 10 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. There are the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 100 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander sends 100 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. Again, there is the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 1000 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is furious now and sends them behind the rock formation. Gunfire, explosions, and men screaming come from behind the rock formation again...then silence. All of a sudden, a lone Iraqi soldier comes crawling out from behind the r

Friends And Enemies
I WAS TALKING WITH A FRIEND OF MINE ONLINE THE OTHER DAY AND GOT INTERRUPTED BY SOMEONE ELSE THAT I KNEW AND WAS TOTALLY DISRESPECTED BY THAT OTHER PERSON. I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT THERE IS A SAYING THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO HAD EVER SAID IT BUT I LIKE IT ANYWAYS. IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS, " KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE BUT KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER." PLEASE DO NOT HATE ME BECAUSE I WROTE THIS BUT I HAD THIS FEELING I NEEDED TO. LISA

Love Once Forgotten
You were my love once forgotten Only now do i remember your face. It swims in front of me, Carefully haunting Slowly Killing. You haunt my days, Terrorize my nights. Why can't you just leave me alone? I wish I could run away To the brink of day But you would find me. There is but one way to escape The grasp of your soul Death. But that is your path, The coward's path. I am not you, I am no coward. I tried to tell you, To save you, But you wouldn't listen. That night, The night of your death, You said,"Je t'aime." Then You disappeared Into darkness. I ran to the edge, But it was too late. I watched you fall. I watched you die. I felt your soul embrace me As it started it's journey But then, I felt nothing. Saw nothing. They say love Is what you make it. You made it hell for me. But When I was with you There was no place else I'd rather be. You were the light In my world Of darkness. But even the brightest of lights Are plagued

Cats
CATS Tonight is a particularly special night of the year when the tribe of Jellicle CATS unite to celebrate who they are. They emerge from the darkened landscape into a larger-than-life junkyard, singing of their unique abilities and special qualities. The Jellicle Cats meet once a year to rejoice. They are waiting for their leader, the wise Old Deuteronomy, who will choose which of the Jellicle Cats will journey tonight to the Heavyside layer to be reborn into a new life CATS Memory - Elaine Paige

I Am The Shit, Lick My Asshole You Peasant.
Ever notice the people on this website that are way too cool for school? You know what I mean, the ones that have rules. *I won't add you because you ask me to... (ok fair enough, but why the urge to tell everyone on the site this? who cares.) *you have to fan me before you add me. (seriously? wow, narcissism much. I want to kick these people) *my 11's are reserved for those special people. (yeah like the idiots who use them, now those people are special. LC is FREE and UNCENSORED! wait no, I mean CT is FREE and UNCENSORED.... CT? wow that changed. but wrong.. CT is FREE and NSFW censored? ohh taking things from us I see. but still the changes commence, well anyway CT is free, until they make everyone pay or bombard us with adds, and end up censoring everything. ANYWAY people who pay for this stuff are idiots, they day everyone might have to pay for this entertainment is the day that I move on) Anyways, rules for your friends to follow... I seriously wouldn't think highl

Me
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL ME UNTIL YOU ASK OR WRITE TO ME. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL DOWN AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS THAT I CAN BE AS HAPPY AS A PIG IN MUD. RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING A LITTLE DOWN BECAUSE I HAD SURGERY ALMOST 1 MONTH AGO AND I HAVE TO WEAR THIS STUPID BRACE FOR ANOTHER MONTH. I FEEL HOPELESS THAT I CAN'T DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, LIKE: SPEND FUN TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND PLAY ON THE FLOOR WITH HER DOLLS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING NEW FRIENDS TOO. THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS AND PRAY OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DO...KEEP E IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THAT I GET THIS BRACE OFF SOON. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW

Of Webcams And Men
So, I've upgraded to Vista, woo joy! Only problem is, my ancient webcam is not supported by Vista, oh damns! Long story short, I can't post pictures of my sexy naked body for you all to peruse on here until I get this motherfucker sorted out. Soooooooo here's hoping!

Hoping For The Best But Always Ready For The Worst
hoping for the best but always ready for the worst. I was told by a dear friend that my g/f was telling another guy that she loved him. I don't know yet if I believe that. I'm going away for a week and all I can do is give my g/f some space and see what happens when I get back. I have see much and been though even more. So I can do is wait and see and hope she has worked though what she needed too. I hope that my g/f really loves me and wants to be with me. I don't know what will happen but I have been burn before. I well never give up on thing and my heart will always be open and not matter what happens I can and will myself up. It just might take me sometime the reason I haven't been on much is I have been fighting on and of depression and i sorry to my friend but I have just been in no mood but when I have been in the mood no one has been or has wanted to talk. I just hope you all are ok and will understand.

Come Join My Lounge
LOOK'N FOR NEW MEMBERS,STOP IN GET A FREE BEER FROM THE BAR AND TELL'M IRMA SENT YA!BE A HANGAROUND AND WORK UR WAY UP TO PROSPECT,GET PATCHES,CHECK OUT THE STRIPPERS,OR SIT BACK AND CHAT WITH OTHER BIKERS AND TALK SHOP.THE LINK IS BELOW! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5335

I Am And Have Always Been This Man
everyone has asked me why i am not like any other man they have ever met well its time to explain it to you all. i am what you would some you call and old romantic soul and i am what others of you call and its also what i call myself a samurai.i have lived by a code of honor my whole life the code sounds simple but it is not at times "my honor is my life death before dishonor" i am a man who while his friends were out partying and have sex with as many women as they could. i sat home and read i made sure to stick to my code of morals in life. i am a very kind hearted and a very passionate man and i am also very compassionate. i have always been there when my friends were in need and i always will be. i have always been this way in my life and i will not change but i will tell you this it has not been an easy life nor will it get any easier for me by posting this.some of you might laugh at me for it but i don't care everyone who truely cares about me already knows me as this man and the

Fill This Sex Application Out And Return To Me In Email! Lol
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act?

Proud To Be A West Virginian
Proud to Be A West Virginian Because of our mountains, we have rivers. The oldest river in the Western Hemisphere, The New River ( quite appropiately named, don't ya think) ends in West Virginia. We have the Gualey River, which confluences with the New River in a mganificent cascade to form the Kanawha River which in turn flows through the center of the state and directly through the capital city of Charleston which is the largest city in West Virginia. These rivers in addition to the Cheat, Black Water, Tygart, Monongahela, Ohio and countless others offer tremendous recreational oppertunities. The tallest building in Charleston is barely 25 stories tall! Which if you think about it, it is a plus; how could you build a skyscraper more beautiful than a mountain? The capital city stretches throughout the long river valley encompassing both hill and dale. The Charleston airport, the largest in the state, sits on top of a mountain. The crime rate in Charleston, including

Update..check This
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Manhood
There we were. We stood alone in the laundry room about to get on some serious spin-cycle strokin'. She was sitting on the washer with her legs spread and I was standing in front of her a centimeter from her face and a nanosecond from making her coochie Bounce with some thick-dizzled Cheer that I was about to lay Down… ….. -y. Oh the joys of illicit sexcapades! Both of you are willing to get it all the way on anywhere that allows for entry into the pink snappin tunnel of love. No inhibitions! No cares! Only unbridled urges to saddle up and ride that bytch into the sunset. So as we stand there, about to do what we came to do while her whites were in the dryer, her colors in the washer, and her body in my control, I couldn't help but think about how much fun it would be to stroke in the laundromat like they do in the movies and then go brag about the shyt to my boys — 'cause you know that's what young niggas do. Then her boyfriend walks in. Ya'll remem

Girl Friends And Sisters Week !
Girlfriend and Sister's Week I am only as strong as the coffee I drink, the hairspray I use and the friends I have. To the cool women that have touched my life. Here's to you! National Girlfriends Day What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants and shopping, lunching, and traveling girls? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! TO MY GIRLFRIENDS! If you get this twice you know you have more than one girlfriend. Be Happy! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL OF YOUR GIRLFRIENDS AND RETURN IT TO THE FRIEND WHO SENT IT TO YOU! It is good to be a woman:

For Once
For once I am content For once I am at ease For once I am just living not trying to am to please. For once there is a calm inside my troubled soul For once I am serene for once I feel whole. For once I let my life go as it may for once I ignore those who try and betray For once I am letting go letting life unfold for once I am ready for anything that may be told. For once I don't care if I understand or not Life I am just letting happen because it's the only life I got.

Stress
Hi, i am offline more than onlines these days becasue i sick wiht flu and is hard to sit up, also my daughter has been admitted to a Florida hospital, here is a lesson i think. she walked into a walk in Clinic sick as a dog, they told her she had bronchottis, my dauhgter told them she is a disbetic, they gave her meds to treat her bronchotis this medicine made her organs shut down and now she is hospitilized. i am worried sick i am a mom with little to nothing and going through this on my own sucks. To top it all off i have a 24 yr old Marine son in Iraq. Im a survivor so please say a good word for my daughter. i talk to her everyday on phone she is resting comfortable. if i had money id be wiht her. man i hate her being so far away. well all for now time for more cold meds for me. Also pray and support the troops i do. TTYL MISSY

It Lives
A hint of things to come A momentary lapse in reason A means to an end Bittersweet the victory A reality check of denial The road to madness Scars of the past too real The present day world void of feelings Welcome to the dark A distant memory An old friend coming back from the dead Two halves become whole The birth of a new life The death of the one that was once known Rise from the ashes The beast now lives Unrestrained by his former master Free to unleash hell

Nurse Carol Blues
Well, Today was a very long day...but nobody died...so....lol. I do private duty nursing...and I take care of an elderly couple...He's had 3 strokes and she has congestive heart failure. He can't speak...but moans and cries all day.....and she complains about which washcloth goes where...drives me nuts!!!!!!! I am suppose to be singing in Athens next Friday ...which means I have to cut out of work early....but NOW..Just today I find out she is having surgery NEXT THURSDAY !!!!! Now I am probably gonna be put in the position of choosing work over music. (not that i'll get fired) but I have been scheduled for this singing for a long time...and there is a big crowd suppose to be there...well big for me apx. 5 to 6 hundred people. I don't what to do...my head is hurting. I need to have a drink...or roll up a blunt or something. Then I could be drunk,hungover and paranoid....lmao If anybody reads this....let me know what ya think I should do....Music...or work. I'll let ya'll decide for

All About Me
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Want To Apologize In Advnece To Friends And Family If I Don't Reply To Your Messages Or Help You In Contests
My operating system got a glitch that would not let me work in any way. so my computer is in the shop until nest Monday, Have a great rest of the week and a wonderful weekend!!! Carlos

Job Interviews Gone Wrong.
Okay, so walk away from one disaster without worry. I hate that appearance means so much. I hate that mine holds me back. You can flatten my hair and take off my makeup and jewelry and put me in a power suit and I'll STILL LOOK WEIRD. I'm just the kind of person that looks like I belong in faerie wings causing trouble in a public square. I can't help it. I bought myself some "I feel lame" dark chocolate covered macadamia nuts and watch an episode of Angel with Shannon. Then I came home, took off the uncomfortable slacks and bra, took off the tasteful headband, and put on cargo pants and put my hair into demon horn pigtails. God, I look better now. I wish this look made money. Since when do earrings have an effect on professionalism? My spelling, grammar, and speaking skills were leaps and bounds over the people in the Jones Apparel Group corporate offices. I am so fucking capable. I am. And I'm leaking frustration everywhere. Ugh. I'll go back to Craig's L

Banging
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

New Puppy!?
i might be getting a new puppy soon! its a 9month old pom. im very excited but nervous to! he has had a very hard life. his previous owners were very abusive to him in his short life. he was recently thrown against the wall and they broke is radius/ulna. he has a perm. metal plate in his leg. but i want him to know what a great life is, and that it is possible. if i saved yasmine my papillon now from her terrible first months, i want to do it for him. :)

I Hope To Hear From You Help !!!!!!!!!
I need help leveling up !!!!!!!!! I cant rate photos no longer and have a way to go ! To top it off payday isn't until Monday !!!!!!!!!!!! So help in the best way you can or at least tell me the best way to level up thanks you all this site is the best and I have the best friends family and fans around

The Different Kinds Of Drive-thru People
Type 1: The person who doesnt know what they want. Example: Crew: "Hi, may I help you?" Customer: "Ummmmmmm..give me a moment"...*five minutes later* "Do you have jalapenos?" Crew: *sigh* ----- Customer: "I want the turkey" Crew: "We have three turkey sandwiches. Which would you like?" Customer: "The one with turkey!" ----- **Customer has placed order and is at window** Customer: "Can I change that to a number 6 and add on a fry?" Crew: "Sure, no problem"----*Inside our heads "Dumbass"* Type 2: The one that argues prices. After getting to the window, said customer asks, "How do you figure it's that much?" Then proceeds to say that we got it wrong. Note:*WE dont get it wrong. All of the prices are added together by a computer. Argue your logic with it.* ------ After being told the total... Customer: "DAMN!" Crew: "Maybe you should learn to add." Type 3: The comedian. This is the customer who thinks he's Chris Rock. Usually male, usually white and always r

Technical Support
OK, I don't want to get anyone mad at me for stating what I have to put on here. Quite often, I have been asked for help with computer problems, by various people. The first time I am asked for help, I don't mind giving it for no charge. But if people keep coming back to me and asking for more help, isn't it fair to charge a small fee for my services? I have over 15 years of experience in the computer field, and I have the ability and knowledge to fix almost any computer problem put in front of me. Most independent technical support people charge in the area of $70-$80/hr for their services. I am Dell certified, and I have every right to charge that amount, but I try to play the nice guy and cut that price in half, and typically charge $40/hr for providing technical support. I have a verbal guarantee that if I am unable to repair a problem placed in front of me within the first hour, I will not charge for my time. To this point, there haven't been many times where I was unabl

Arizona Beer Festival
To all members of the Congregation: Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:) We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob. As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there. Other Announcements: I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light

The Baby Was Born At 4:24 Pm Today
MY DAUGTHER HAD HER BABY LIL AFTER 4 PM TODAY, SHE IS VERY TRIED.HER SURGERY IS TOMM AM.THE BABY WAS A BOY, 7 LBS AND 13 OZ, 20 IN LONG AND A HEAD FULL OF HAIR.THEY WOULD NOT LET US GET PICS OF THE BABY TODAY SO AS SOOON AS I CAN I WILL POST SOME PICS. HE IS DOING OK, EXCEPT HIS BODY TEMP WAS LOWER THAN MOST NEWBORNS.PLEASE KEEP THE PRAYERS COMMING FOR THEM.

Poem #2.
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity

Culture Clash
A Greek and an Italian were drinking coffee one day discussing who had the superior culture. Over triple lattes the Greek guy says, "Well, we have the Parthenon". Arching his eyebrows the Italian replies, "We have the Coliseum." The Greek retorts, "We Greeks gave birth to advanced mathematics." The Italian, nodding in agreement, says, "But we built the Roman Empire." And so on and so on until the Greek comes up with what he thinks will end the discussion. With a flourish of finality he says, "We invented sex!" The Italian replies, "That is true, but it was the Italians who introduced it to women."

Yaay! Got A Yacht! Thanks For Helping
Woohoo...I have the coolest of big pimpin' gifts, a yacht, courtest of new Godfather (Godmother?) Engla... Complete list of helpers to follow soon, but major thanks to Ninalita and Wendy Caroline for all their help!

Is It The End Of Internet Radio !!!
The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA). RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows: 2006 $.0008 per performance 2007 $.0011 per performance 2008 $.0014 per performance 2009 $.0018 per performance 2010 $.0019 per performance A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays. The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is for services that make up individualized playlists for listeners. For noncommercial webcasters, the fee will be $500 per channel, for up to 159,14

Another Poem For Written About My Moms Passing
I wrote this After my Mother Passed away. I wrote quite a bit and always wondered where the words came from. I hope those of you who read them enjoy and find a little bit of yourself in them if youve lost a loved one.. Thank you... Feelings of Sorrow.... My Life has gone down a Twisted Path The Happiness Gone My Days are Sad Some say Change is a Good thing NO one mentions when its a bad thing People say were here for you But no one comforts when you feel blue Current days arent a treat when memories are bitter sweet No one can heal my Deepest Pain No more sunshine just days of Rain I sit and ponder can I see Tommorow As I deal within the deepest sorrow Is there life on the other side again Or is My Life on Earth just the end.

Never Ending Day
So much to do today. I can't believe I've had time to sit and write this. I should be cleaning... something. The kitchen. The kitchen needs cleaning. I'll make Brandon do it when he comes over later. Got up, read for class, started the many loads of laundry for the day, went to class. Came back, more laundry, cleaned a bit here and there, called about my speeding ticket... should I even bother to plead nolo contendre or just pay the extra fifty bucks? Damn speed trap in a nowhere town. grumble grumble. Ate minimally. Homework, more laundry, shower, more laundry (last load!) took a break from making the bed. So now i'm sitting here in my underwear, I have class in almost an hour and I really don't want to go. But I have to. Thank goodness I'm not sick anymore. Woot.

Death...
unholy thoughts of despiration forgotten by dark thoughts of greed so grim this despiration more is all u need her icy grip around your throat so inviting her touch so willing to let go so willing to give up kiss the blade of her work as she lowers it upon your life now you fly with a million damned souls but not alone anymore

Poetry Of Death
Ages past now and time without meaning Eternity and two thousand years have not mellowed the feeling Life’s greatest mystery carved in stone as strong Blessing bestowed upon the world before so long In all this earthly and celestial meld Cult of one thing from the beginning still held Hate’s as proud, this foul creature Plagued this Saint, the mainest feature Great as such still has come to reap Meant for peace our days to keep Forever the sight of doom, the dream of breath Truth now is – our love is Death Sleeping ground, graves’ reigning beauty Worlds extinguished – life’s ending duty Dread it was and love’s as hate Upon these days of crying fate Killer vicious, missing just Yearning though to return to the dust Jury decided guilty – comes the most cruel None as horridly evil as this last rule Quite the good received an Earth Only evolution lacked a mirth Screaming loud with all our wrath Most precious gift though is the Poetry of Death

Gothic Lolita : Emilie Autumn
How old are you? I'm older than you'll ever be I've been dead a thousand years And lived only two or three I don't mind telling you My life was ended by your hand The kind of murder where nobody dies But I don't suppose you'd understand Call off the search We've found her If I am Lolita Then you are a criminal And you should be killed By an army of little girls The law won't arrest you The world won't detest you You never did anything Any man wouldn't do I'm Gothic Lolita And you are a criminal I'm not even legal I'm just a dead little girl But ruffles and laces And candy sweet faces Directed your furtive hand I perfectly understand So it's my fault? No, Gothic Lolita Thank you, kind sirs You've made me what I am today A bundle of broken nerves A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say I don't mind telling you Now that I'm old enough to love I couldn't begin to even if My pretty life depended on it And funny th

Bull Shit And Idiot People 2
I take over dispatch the first of January. They told me that they were going to hire someone else for dispatch. I was getting paid $12 and my drivers were making $15. Regular dispatch pay is around 40,000 a yeah I was only making 24,960. I did this for 2 months. The job is 24/7 and I have to carry a phone around all the time when I have drivers out. I had too much on my plate. I was having to dispatch, do the job I got hired for and help Kristen and James out. Charlie told me that he was going to come down and get someone else in to help me so that I could just focus on dispatching. As it turns out Charlie came down for interviews and to help us more the office. He interviewed 3 or 4 women and then one man which already interviewed with James about a month earlier. James didn't feel that he would work well with the rest of us in the office. Charlie decides to hire him because he wants someone with more experience. BUT he wants me to train him!?!?!?! Then they decide to ta

Keith Johnson On Grigori Radio
Interested in the Paranormal? A fan of the hit show Ghost Hunters? Well, then come listen to GRIGORI Radio tonight at 6pmCST / 7pmEST. We will be having on the air special guest Keith Johnson. Keith Johnson was the consulting demonologist for TAPS (The Atlantic Paranormal Society) on the hit show Ghost Hunters. Come listen to the show, and call in and ask your own questions to Keith or your favorite paranormal investigators Jeremy and Robb. GRIGORI Radio

Politicians
What to say about politicians. Well I could say a lot, none which is good. What about them relly pisses me off though, is the fact that most of them will veto just about anything that comes from the other party, just because they are from the other party. How in the hell do we ever expect to win the war, if there is such thing in war, when our government is constantly divided. What makes it worse, is when they decide to make it all public. There are somethings better left behind closed doors. Terrorists see our Governing officials going back and forth, gives them added motivation, not to mention lowers troop morale. Also, I don't want to know any details on anything about the war until after it has been done. The enemy watches and uses the media more effective than our own Government. To hell With the republicans and democrats, we should have one party, and that is the AMERICAN party!

March Madness Has Begun
ATLANTA — When Kentucky lost at Alabama last month, Randolph Morris committed a career-high eight turnovers and said his head wasn’t in the game. Morris’ head was in Thursday’s rematch in the Southeastern Conference Tournament. So was his heart and his spirit. The same could be said of all the Kentucky players. An all-out effort — combined with heady play — propelled the Cats to a 79-67 victory. With speculation in the air about Coach Tubby Smith’s job security, UK advanced to a quarterfinal game against Mississippi State on Friday. The Cats improved their record to 21-10. Alabama fell to 20-11 and seemingly out of contention for an NCAA Tournament bid. Morris and Ramel Bradley led a balanced Kentucky attack with 17 points each. Joe Crawford added 16 and freshman Jodie Meeks 12. Richard Hendrix led Alabama with 21 points. Alabama got in the first proverbial punch, the subject of much pre-game chatter. Then Kentucky showed how insignificant that can be. The Cats rallied f

My Baby...
Hello friends... I have a problem.. My little baby girl Fantazia is sick. (She's the red head in my photos) She gets really bad allergies this time of year. I give her a half of a baby aspirin, and benadryl to try and help, but it doesn't really do much. So I am asking for ASSISTANCE!!!!!!!! Does anyone know of anything that I can give her to make her feel better. She is my one and only, and my precious little girl. I don't have any kids except for her (lol). She makes me smile everyday. All I want is for her to be healthy and happy... Normally, I do an ok job... But when she is sick, not so much. So if anyone has any suggestions, I would really appreciate it!

Kinky Sex?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage67%Blind Folds67%Biting50%Whips33%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Best News As Of Yet
I got the exact date of me getting out of the Navy I finally got it and I can't wait it will be Friday the 16th of March only one week from tomorrow and then I will be back at home with my Beautiful wait a min. not beautiful GORGEOUS and I love her so much and then I will be on my way back to NC with my wife to start my family with her

Old Vs. Young!
An old man and a young man work together in an office. The old man always has a jar of peanuts on his desk, and the young man really loves peanuts. One day, while the old man is away from his desk, the young man yields to temptation and scarfs down over half of the contents of the jar. When the old man returns, the young man feels guilty and confesses to his crime. "Don't worry, son. I never eat the peanuts anyway," the old man replies. "Since I lost my teeth, all I can do is gum chocolate off the M&M's."

Bad News
I have recently had all of my finished work stolen. for those of you who had a drawing coming, i am truly sorry. Starfreak won February's contest for 'The Goddess" I will be making a special peice for her to compensate. again, I am sorry. If you have questions. hit me up.

Broken Alliance Chapter One
Chapter One 2012 Her first breath of the day was a scream. Eyes opened wide, Saelaei sat bolt upright, looking around her room in a daze. The pasts nightmare had come again to haunt her. A different time, a different life. She'd been Emily then, a simple famers daughter. William.....her eyes closed again, seeking to snuff out his image. The last memory she had of him was bleak. He'd been knocked unconcious. After the initial bloodshed had stopped, they had converged on the injured like vultures. William had been torn apart...literally. Taking comfort in the familiar surroundings, she laid back on the bed, staring up at her blue painted ceiling. The silken sheets were soft beneath her, the velvet blanket wrapping her in warmth. The feather pillow cradled her head. Closing her eyes, the tinkles from the windchimes on the balcony danced in her ears. The hum of the fridge, water flowing through plastic pipes and circ

Thank You All
hey everyone, thank you all for the ratings and comments and all,i just wanted to tell you all that im trying to return the favor and i will but its really busy in here and i want to get to all of you dont leave me i;ll be there soon

.variation.random.
i like string cheese. and fig newtons...preferrably not at the same time...tho it could be interesting in that bizarre kind of way. i am a green tea whore. its too effin hot to think of anything noteworthy so ive decided to expunge the massive amounts of 'random' which take up occupancy in the recesses of...well me. the womans voice on the television is annoying me however i cant find the remote therefore i will just...chew loudly and drown her out with my own noises. my laptop burns my legs. if its a 'laptop' it shouldnt do that...since the words lap top are indicative of the ability to be placed on your lap and therefore shouldnt cause bodily harm. i should diligently be doing something much more constructive than this...yet that raises the existential question of 'why' therefore instead i will eat my crackers and cheese and drink my green tea...with citrus no less and flip off the universe with a very hearty eff you. ive decided to change the person formerly know

20 Ways U Know You're Oklahoman
> Subject: 20 Ways To Determine if you are a real > Oklahoman > > 1. You can properly pronounce Supulpa, Miami, > Muskogee, Guymon, > Tahlequah, Okmulgee, and Okfuskee . > > 2. You think people who complain about the heat in > their states are > sissies. > > 3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out > in the yard and look > for a funnel. > > 4. You know that the true value of a parking space > is not determined by > the distance to the door, but by the availability of > shade. > > 5. Stores don't have bags or shopping carts, they > have sacks and > buggies. > > 6. You've seen people wear bib overalls at funerals. > > > 7. You think everyone from a bigger city has an > accent. > > 8. You measure distance in minutes. (It's about 5 > minutes down the road) > > > 9. You go to the lake because you think it is like > going to the ocean. > > 10. You listen to the weather forecast before > picking out an outfit. > > 11. Yo

Children
I don't care if anyone reads this or not, but it is something I have to get off my chest. I am so fuckin tired of hearing about people like Angilina Jolie and Brad pitt, Maddonna and who ever else, going over to another country to adopt a child. Don't get me wrong, I am happy the kids they have adopted will now have a better life, thats great. However, there are thousands of children right here in the good ol USA. I can't imagine how that makes those kids feel, that their own people can just walk right past them, to get to a kid in another country. That is a huge kick in the stomach if you ask me. I have always felt, that a sick person needs to get him/herself better, before they can try to heal another. America is sick, so before we go try to help everyone else, we need to get back into good health.

Away
hey guys going away to the CT shoreline to hit the casino and check out a few things so while i'm gone..let me know about the pictures..Deal?...Have fun and don't get into trouble while i'm away...and don't do anything i wouldn't do..hehehhe, leaves it pretty much open for ya...LOL.

How Machiavellian Are You?
You Are Somewhat Machiavellian You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!How Machiavellian Are You?

More On Piasa Bird
The Legend of the Piasa Bird "The Piasa bird is said to have flown over the "Great Father of Waters" thousands of moons before the white man came, when magolonyn and mastodon were still living." The Piasa, or Piusa, means "the bird that devours men" or "bird of the evil spirit". Early drawings depict it as part bird, reptile, mammal, and fish. The colors used in early paintings symbolize war and vengeance (red), death and despair (black), and hope and triumph over death (green). Marquette and Joliet recorded in their diaries a description of an image of this creature incised into the limestone bluffs 40 to 50 feet above the water near their historic landing site at the confluence of the Illinois and Mississippi Rivers. This image was later painted, and has been relocated several times. Today a painting of the Piasa Bird can be seen on the bluffs near Alton, Illinois. The most enduring and fascinating legend about this bird was written by John Russell in 1

What Element Is Your Love
Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly What Element Is Your Love?

Omg I Know What's Wrong!!!
This can be the only explination, I DIDN'T COME OFF THAT LEDGE, AND I DIED...that would explain the HELL I'm living through...or maybe I didn't walk away from that accident, or maybe the pill and vodka coctail really worked...my hell is to love and never know real love in return, to show affection and be shunned...to be left by women for no apparent reason, since I'm in HELL I can't change to adapt to it, I'll stay a nice guy and take all of the crap handed to me for all eternity...no matter what it is...wow it's as clear as day now, am I really the age I think I am or have I been suffering much longer...how many more women will I give my heart to just to be dumped without a word reason, or how many are going to tell me that I'm to good for them...TO GOOD...WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THAT!!!how many are gonna use me only for a lay cause they're bored, maybe I fall to easy, yeah that's it all part of my HELL...well that explains it all...wish someone could save me...but I'm already in HELL

Piasa Bird,,this Legend Came From My Hometwon
The Piasa Bird (pronounced Pie-a-saw), is a local legend in the Alton area. Its foundings go back to 1673 when Father Jacques Marquette, in recording his famous journey down the Mississippi River with Louis Joliet, described the "Piasa" as a birdlike monster painted high on the bluffs along the Mississippi River, where the city of Alton, Illinois now stands. According to the diary, the Piasa "was as large as a calf with horns like a deer, red eyes, a beard like a tiger's, a face like a man, the body covered with green, red and black scales and a tail so long it passed around the body, over the head and between the legs." The creature was given its name by the Illini Indians, "The Piasa", meaning a bird that devours men. There are many legends regarding its origin. One of the more popular accounts goes like this ... Many moons ago, there existed a birdlike creature of such great size, he could easily carry off a full grown deer in his talons. His taste, however, was f

Watch The Moon
As the sun sets on a beautiful day I have thoughts of you that will light my way For I know soon the darkness will come But the brightness or your smile is my sun My heart glows with love on this eve of day I know in my soul you will soon be on your way For the time has come for us to meet So now for this journey there is no retreat You know that I love you, you see it everyday I know that you love me, you've shown me the way When one day so soon together, we can watch the moon

What Element Is Your Love?
Your Love Element Is Water In love, you connect deeply and commit totally. For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory. You attract others with courage and confidence. Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt. Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life. And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it. You connect best with: Metal Avoid: Earth You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark placeWhat Element Is Your Love?

Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Spaghetti With Bacon And Olive Oil
Spaghetti with Bacon and Olive Oil Bacon and Parmesan cheese are wonderful over pasta, and this simple recipe will have a delicious dinner on the table in no time. If you've got a fruity extra-virgin olive oil on hand, use it here to drizzle over the cooked spaghetti -- you'll taste the difference. Servings: 4 to 5 Ingredients: * 1 (16-ounce) package spaghetti * 8-10 slices bacon * 1/2 tablespoon minced garlic * 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese * 2 tablespoons olive oil * Salt to taste Directions: Cook the spaghetti according to the package directions. Drain and set aside. In a large skillet over medium heat, cook the bacon and drain on paper towels. Drain most of the fat out of the pan, but leave any remaining bacon bits. Crumble the bacon slices. Add the garlic to the pan and cook for about 30 seconds. Pour the spaghetti in the pan and add the crumbled bacon, olive oil and Parmesan cheese. Toss well to coat the spaghetti. Add salt

Still Looking For Some Love In Sexiest Irish Contest
Here is my link...I am behind because I am to modest to comment my own pic...lol Please show me some love :) and again to those of you that have already voted and commented thank you so much > >

To A Love.
You turn my head with just one look and still my breath which I just took. My heart calls to yours like a birds wings to the skies. My heaven is your arms It were I find my love and warmth. My life is yours to share though not much do I have to give. Just this teathered heart and a lost soul that only shall grow better with your love. With you my desire our bodies to create a fire. entwinded as one. Mind heart body and soul. Togehter to be binded love it shall be ours for all our time.

I'm Not Sorry
I’m not sorry You love me You hate me I got in I am here You can’t deal You miss me You hurt I’m not sorry My words sting My truths are truths My lies are none My smiles are real My laugh is fun I’m not sorry I caught your heart When you weren’t ready You tried to pull away And it hurt you I’m not sorry That I took her place Dissolved her memory Killed that past Made you mine I’m not sorry That your happy That you smile That I’m yours That you’re mine That we have an US I’m not sorry I’m not going anywhere I’m staying right here With you Took your sad And made you glad I’m not sorry

Um Sentimento
Sorry for those who don't understand portuguese. :/ "Por entre palavras singelas, Vejo minha mente percorrer, Procurando pelas mais belas, Que te possam descrever. Nessa busca sem parar, Eu me encontro confiado, Para conseguir assim expressar, Quanto te quero ao meu lado. Mas o quao dificil me esta a ser, Esta tarefa para minha tristeza, Porque por tantas palavras que possa haver, Nenhuma e tao grande como a tua beleza. Por isso so me resta entao escrever, Estes versos como unica solucao, Pode ser que consigas assim entender, O quanto significas para o meu coracao." By MisticAngel

Dont Smash On What I Believe.. Bitches.
The Bible Is Bullshit Christians murdered indians Christians murdered indians In the history of the human race Of all the inspirations for the separation of man from his true tribal culture Of all the inspirations for acts of violence from one man onto another, From one nation onto another, from one oppressor onto the oppressed. There is no more guilty party and inspiration than those books known As the holy bible the Koran and the bagavad gita to spread separation of mankind. The bible is bullshit, the bible is bullshit The bible is bullshit, the Koran is a lie, the bagavad gita did not fall from the sky These are the books that were written by men. They've caused wars, now follow if you can, They took away our love and gave us fear Tried to make us hate the one who put us here Then they took our sacred songs and made them wrong Then they took away our prayers and gave us theirs The bible is bullshit, the Koran is a lie, the bagavad gita did not fall from

Inside The Room Of Your Soul........
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul

Music Lyrics....to Songs That Have Meaning To Me
Settlin' (Tim Owens/Jennifer Nettles/Kristian Bush) Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For Mr. Right Now, not Mr. Forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Lookin' like another "maybe we could be friends" I been leavin' it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settlin' For just gettin' by I've had enough so-so For the rest 'a my life Tired 'a shootin' too low So raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settlin' For anything less than everythang (yeah) With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my livin' room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open, yeah, you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Who changed her mind and changed the world I ain't settlin' For just gettin' by I've had enough so-so For the rest 'a my life Tired 'a shootin' too low So raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settlin'

You're Where I Belong
You’re where I belong Like air in my lungs Site to my eyes Love to my heart You’re where I belong Like clouds to the sky Green to grass Wet to water You’re where I belong You captured my heart Never to tear it apart It’s yours forever You’re where I belong My kiss to your lips Your arms to my hug You heart to mine You’re where I belong My smile to yours My giggle to your laugh My errr to your grrr You’re where I belong

Omg You Call Yourself Friends
I POSTED THIS BLOG BELOW ABOUT MY FRIEND CANT BELIEVE JUST 3 OF HER FRIENDS GOT IN TOUCH WITH TRUE CONCERNS FOR OUR FRIEND THANK YOU FOR THOSE THAT DID,SOME OF YOU SHOULD FEEL ASHAMED OF YOURSELF, YOU CALL YOURSELF JULIEANNS FRIEND NO WONDER SHE FEELS LIKE A POINT AND INVISIBLE ON HERE,BUT IF SHE POSTED A NUDE PHOTO YOU WOULD BOTHER ABOUT HER THEN SHE MIGHT NOT BE IMPORTANT TO YOU IF YOU GOT HER ON YOUR MSN HER MESSAGE READS MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD WHO WOULD CARE NO ONE,NOW THATS SAD BUT SHE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND THE 3 FRIENDS THAT ARE WORRIED ABOUT HER TO ME SHES MY BEST MATE SINCE SCHOOL AND YOUR NOT THE ONE THAT SITS WITH HER TRYING TO STOP HER FROM CRYING I HAVE TOLD HER TO LEAVE THIS SITE SHES NOT BEEN TREATED VERY NICE ON HERE FROM THE START SHES ONE OF THE SWEETEST,NICEST LADY I KNOW AND WOULD GIVE SOMEONE THE WORLD IF SHE COULD ,HAD TO HAVE A RANT AFTER LOOKING AT HER BLOG AND PAGE I'M SURE SHE WILL FEEL EVEN MORE DOWN KNOWING NOT MANY OF YOU ARE BOVERED ABOUT HER TO THOSE

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room talking about many things. The idea of a living will came up and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If I ever come to that just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. Bitch...... :Þ

Beer Vs. Vagina :d
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arre

Ever Have Something Happen That Made You Go Wtf?????
True story. Call it freaky, coincident or just plain unnatural... I do have witnesses to both incidents. On or around August 20 someone that I had seen over the last couple of years came back into my life (hence the loving someone blog). On a Saturday he asked me if I had any earrings he could wear, I found a pair of red dice and he put them in. We leave to go run around for a bit and on the way to his house we are driving down the road and what is smack dab on the centerline. A pair of red dice that you would hang from your rear view mirror. Needless to say we stop and pick them up. Brand new, not a mark on them. Have you gone WTF yet, I know we did and still do. There's more.....an icy day in December we are driving home after a weekend of pretty intense partying. We are driving on the same road and at approximately the same area where we found the dice we run over a stuffed animal. We back up and pick it up. It is a bear in a prison uniform (hat, shirt, and a black

Military Wit And Wisdom
MILITARY WIT AND WISDOM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. ------------------------------------------------------ - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher "Aim towards the Enemy." ------------------------------------------------------ "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend. - U.S. Marine Corps ------------------------------------------------------ "Cluster bombing from B-52s are very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - USAF Ammo Troop ------------------------------------------------------ "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal ----------------------------------------------------- "It is generally inadvisable to eject....

No Apology
You can’t apologize I won’t accept it It’s to late I closed that door You aren’t forgiven You lied I cried Now it’s over I’m not yours So get over I walked You talked There’s nothing left of that You can’t have me back I don’t want you I have someone new He’s mine I’m his You can’t claim me His stake in me is deep He won’t do to me what you did Will he? I don’t ask you You don’t know Your answers don’t matter They benefit you Not me I won’t get lost in him Like I was lost in you I am me now You can’t change that You will see One day your eyes will be opened You loved You lied You lost You can’t fix the past Live, learn, go on Let me go I’m not yours to hold anymore I don’t want you I don’t need you I have a new To love To want To need Jealous much

Love The Hate
Ah yes can you feel it That warming sensation running down your spine It flows through the veins and replaces the pain This hatred grows ever so strong Feel it Breathe it Taste it Blood thirst for vengeance That overwhelming desire to destroy all Kept in check harms no one Unleashed it leaves no remains Crave it Lust for it Love it

Akon Don't Matter Song
I love this song.... It is so funny how easy we are to throw Relationships away and not try to work them out. Artist: Akon Song Title: Don't Matter Album Title: Konvicted Konvict Konvict Oh Ohoohwooe Oooh Ooohhwooe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight We gon' fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever I feel I'm hopin' and prayin' Things between us gon' get better Men steady comin' after you Women steady comin' after me Seem like everybody wanna go for self And don't wanna respect boundaries Tellin' you all those lies Just to get on your side But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside But just know that I tried To always apologize

I Will Live, Just To Spite You's
i have been alive for 26 years, and have been through so much pain. I have been through things no one should have to see. Cheated on and used, Lied to and abused. He choked me and screamed in my face why wont you die?Two weeks later he’s panicked cause I stopped breathing in my sleep and so he did cry. Punched in the eye Once stabbed in the thigh. He always left me home alone, Sometimes his hit would shatter the bone. Their words would cut deep With in my brain they did seep. Insults and lies hurt me mentally, I have been stranded and left for dead While he went home to a nice warm bed. I have been lied too and cheated on Not good enough to be your wife, but ok enough to mother your demon spawn. Not good enough t

How To Say I Love You In 24 Languages
How to say 'I love you' in 24 languages... English I Love You Spanish Te Amo French Je T'aime German lch Liebe Dich Japanese Ai Shite Imasu Italian Ti Amo Chinese Wo Ai Ni Swedish Jag Alskar Dig Alabama Arkansas Kansas Oklahoma Texas North Carolina South Carolina Georgia Tennessee Idaho Missouri Mississippi Montana Louisiana Virginia West Virginia Kentucky parts of Florida Nice Ass, Get in the truck

Calling All Bombers...
PLEASE BOMB MY PIC IF YOU HAVE A COUPLE OF MINS.. DOUBLE POINTS DURING HAPPY HOUR JUST 10,20, 50, 100, ALL HELP NEEDED... HAVE A GREAT EVENING... Image by FlamingText.com Image by FlamingText.com

Evita
Evita Evita is the story of Eva, a poor Argentine girl who grows up to be the wife of the president of Argentina and worshipped by her people. As a young girl, Eva quickly learns that the way to achieve the power she desires is by sleeping with powerful men. In order to make it to Buenos Aires, Evita sleeps with the tango singer, Agustin Magaldi. After she is through with him, she seduces the rising political figure, Juan Peron. Peron eventually becomes the President of Argentina while Eva becomes a hero to the poor and working class. In the end, to the sadness of Argentina's people, Eva dies young Madonna don't cry for me Argentina!"

Daddy Daycare Is Up And Running!
I have three kids. Usually, I'm the cool guy...I go to work WAY before they get up, and I see them in the last few hours of their day. Wellll, right now their mother is visiting a friend in Boise, so it's just me (on leave) and them. According to my 4 year old daughter, I just may not add up to the Mommy figure in this relationship. Something about the Daddy being the disciplinarian...not my thing. I will and do correct, I'm just not usually there for the daily growing pains of my babies. So it is. I did score major points today; I took them on a picnic at the park. For those of you without kids, and picnic with a 5, 4, and 2 y/o equates to very little eating and a whole lot of running. Definitely a two parent gig. No wonder they said that Mommy doesn't take them there; now they can add Daddy to that list! Anyway, no major parties at the house...no women (or me, for that matter) running around naked. Take care, my friends!

The Right!
I have the right Go away I have the wrong Walk away I have the know For you to go I have the right To change my mind I have the wrong To say I’m right I have the know To say don’t go I have the right To say no I have the wrong To say yes I have the know To say I said so I have the right To say stay I have the wrong To say leave I have the know To say I love you I have the right To tell you I have the wrong To say it I have the know To know it’s right I have the right To say be mine I have the wrong To say let me be yours I have the know To know you are mine I am yours And no one has to know

Threats 2 Delete People On The Bulletin Board Lmao
Gotta love the bulletins titled "If you dont repost, you mine as well delete me off your list" Heres what I think about that DELETE ME lmao because I dont give a shit, I dont have to repost bulletins that all of you post!!! Whoever types that in the titles, get a grip!! And one more thing, I wont lose any sleep if u delete me, because I didnt repost some corny bulletin lol

Stuff Bout Me
I am only intrested in women ! men hold no intrest for me at all ! I have a passion/ obsession with pantyhose and have had since age 6 I wear them 24/7 and am looking for a liks minded female that shares my passion/odsession if thats you please send me a message i also like adult toys i was born a male & still am but i dress full time as a woman i look faward to hereing form all intrested lady's Danielle

Her
I run my hand down her curve The smooth The way she guides me to go where she wants my hand to land I open her Her smell is intoxicating Like none I have had before He looks from afar Sees what I see Her Her simple Her glory Her beauty He can picture all he wants to do He places his hand on her Running his fingertips down her curves Feeling what I felt As he glides his tips He pays close careful attention To her detail Each curve The way her body dips He stands next to me He has this smile Only he and I know What she is for Our girl The one we will be with We chose her To be ours We knew at first sit Her smell Her look The way she feels to our fingers We have found the one She’s ours There is no going back from this Him Her I One MUAH Mi Corazon Iralndes!

Vacation
So, I just booked my flight to Georgia for May. What are your suggestions on what I could do while I am down there. It's all new and I have never been there. Oh, btw, I'll be in the Savannah area. Thanks for the suggestions if you have any!!

In The Middle Of A Mess...
Ever get the feeling that you just dont have enough time in the day to get done what you want to do. Heres to hoping that I cant get it all done by the weekend ... There is one very important thing I want to spend parts of this weekend with. So much to do ...

Afterglow
I run my fingers through your hair. Your head is on my breast. Our breaths hitch and burn from breathing so hard. You like it when I use my nails very lightly on your scalp. And so I do. I do that. For you. To you. My body still humms. It clenches and draws and beats with my heart. It begs for life from you. Your lips move slowly on my body once more. Your mouth moves with the words. "I love you." You say it against my breast. You breathe it against my belly. I can see you inhale the scent of us. The smell of our bodies coming together. Your mouth opens. Your tongue comes out to taste of us. I clench my hands in your hair. Just a bit. You look up at me with your beautiful eyes. You know I crave your taste yet again, Bring your mouth to mine. You slide up my body. You bring your lips near mine. Hot breath blows over my kiss pouted lips. Your eyes close. Your lashes brush your cheek. Such beauty causes tears to spring to my heart. Soft Soft lips, beloved li

Locked
There is a moment. When My thighs are spread, and you are between them. When your body is deep in mine and my legs hold you inside of me. There is a moment. When your hands reign in my hair. When both of them are clasped to it. full of it. And my hands are buried deep in yours. There is a moment. When our lips are clasped, our tongues are twisted together and our breaths mingle. And in that moment. We are Locked.

Ct's Biggest Fraud.....dont Give Her Any More Of Your Time Or Pts
This person: WANT FAST POINTS I HAVE OVER 2500 PICS TO RATE/CMMT@ CherryTAP has been hosting blast and happy hour giveaways and not paying up. I am one for 4 people that are owed a 7 day blast and have not been paid and been told by her or its bf that we will not be getting them ever....I dont want anyone else being scammed by this fraud or anyones friends going and leaving comments as votes for their friends to win a prize they will never see. If you agree that this is wrong and total bullshit...check to see if you have fanned, friend or rated this person....if you have please consider a rerate, unfriend and unfan. Help sink this persons page into oblivion.

Bull Shit And Idiot People
What I have yet to understand is how people can be smart enought to bull shit there way into a job, but to stupid to even shut down a computer. I recently quit my job for obvious reasons (see above). I have been having bad problems at work and my friend says that it is very blog worthy. This will have to be fairly long and will have to be split up. The sad thing is that I have only myself to blame for all of this. The following will be key players in everything. James- My boss at Large Cartage Becky- My mother Kristen- Co-worker Charlie- (I would say resident asshole but many quilify for that) Person over Memphis terminal and lives in Chicago where the main office is. Larry- Was over Memphis terminal till he fucked up. Mike- Driver went from owner op to company and then got pushed out of company truck. Timmy- driver who already quit twice and this is who we pushed Mike out for (WTF PEOPLE!). Allarick- New dispatcher. SU- Owner of Large Cartage. Andy- Owner of PBI. O

I Am A Huge Supporter......
i am a huge supporter of our military men and women..if anyone would like someone to write back n forth to or just to have someone write to them thru snail mail i am more than happy to...i already have several service men n women i wrote to now n always looking for me so look me up!!!!! give me your address n i will write ya n send things much love n many hugs to you all

Jesus Christ Superstar
Jesus Christ Superstar The classic story For the first time ever, Jesus Christ Superstar has been specially filmed for video. Shot at Pinewood Studios, this new filmed stage version starring Glenn Carter and Rik Mayall captures one of the best scores Andrew Lloyd Webber has ever written and is packed with hit songs including 'I Don't Know How To Love Him', 'Gethsemane' and 'Superstar'. The film was awarded the 2001 International Emmy in the Performing Arts category Jesus Christ Superstar (1973) I Dont Know How To Love Him

Mind...
night is coming fast with my quickening breath. i am trembling at the thought of being alone. again, laying here thoughts of u bombarding my head... ,making me insane... where r u when i need u? too much has happened and changed.. life is going topsy turvy like i am caught in a tunnel and cant get out.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain's Pattern Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.What Pattern Is Your Brain?

A Longer One
longer vacation that is! what were YOU thinking?!?! well, I will be in Orlando for another 3 weeks. I'm house/cat sitting for a friend while they are out of town. I only have 1 other friend that lives here so luckily I have my computer with me and have net access so hopefully I will stay entertained. maybe some of you pretty ladies can send me nekkid pics to help keep me entertained? hehehe

You, As Myself...
You always want. What You can't have. And-never-thank. About what You have. You cry and whine about your past. But You didn't care, when You had a chance. You do not think, before you act. And-that's-why-no-one-has-your-back. You think its you, against the world. But, you're the one, who chose this role. You need to be more optimistic. Get some help, and be realistic. Don't judge others, let them be. You need to get up, on your feet. The past is done, learn from mistakes, You are the one, to change your fate. You always want, what you can't have, So change your ways, and never hate...

What Is Your Primary Vice?
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

First Time?
*this is my first attempt at humorous poetry. i think i turned myself on instead. oh well. enjoy.* pink cheeked nipple tweak. wanna cum? go fuck a geek. light eyes. pillow thighs. why don't you try me on for sighs? red toes. little nose. spank my ass and rip my hose. first time? nevermind. ride the wave. you'll be just fine.

You R The One...
your voice reminds me of the angels your smile reminds me of the sun. your eyes sparkle like diamonds baby, you r the one. your love gives me strength to believe again your heart give me the ll to survive. your soul opened up a new doorway for me and mad eme happy that i am alive. i dream of the day i will hold you and when we will share our first kiss. i dream of the moments we will share there is nothing that i want to miss. so know, my darling i lov eu. no matter what may come undone. we can make it through all of this. baby u r the one..

Double Standards
stuck in a very difficult position. everytime i go out w/ my bf there is always some guy there whos im taken but keeps on hitting on me i dont mind it but i dont want to piss off bf. then hell ask me about it later and get pissy w/ me but he forgets that i say nothing to him about the grls hanging on him and tryin to dance w/ him. its a bar full of drunk pple he should just let it slide im not goin home w/ the guy. Damn double standards are a bitch!!

Umm I Need Help
umm i still dont get this thing lol so if u can help or if u wanna chat add my msn crown_clown1@hotmail.com and i can wait to meet you. take carez and hopefully talk to ya soon oh i only have msn messenger sorry

Turmoil
Just to let all of my friends here on CT know, I am going through a very rough patch in my life right now, and probably won't be around much over the next couple of weeks, I will try to check in when I can, but I don't know how often I will be able to. I will miss you all though!

Sunrise
The room is slowly becoming brighter and the first ray of sunshine is peeking through the half closed curtains, I can see the smooth curves of your body only lightly hidden by the soft silk sheets and the soft breathing is barely audible as your lovely chest rises, your nipples are slightly erect and I can’t resist the urge to trace your curves with my finger and touching the soft curls of your hair, the room is still filled with your delicate perfume and the scent of lovemaking of the night before, I feel a light shiver going through my body as I remember the wonderful feeling of your body closely pressed to mine, your skin so soft and almost like porcelain. It is incredible to have you next to me, how you change from soft tenderness into an almost animal like state when we drive each other to an absolute state of ecstasy. How we make love and revel in each other’s body, your soft kisses, hands that cannot stop touching, this urge to be close to be one. I let my hands continue it

I'm In Love With My Feet!
First off, I have to apologize for not blogging yesterday. It seems that I've gotten too busy for my own good! I had to run errands all day yesterday, like buying some wardrobe for my Tukwila signing at Castle Megastore on the 9th! For all you new comers that haven't read all my old blogs yet! Ron Jeremy will be there signing with me! I went to AIM Healthcare to get tested. Got my eyebrows done at Anastasia. At 6 a.m. I went training, which has been going really well! In fact too well! Today I was too sore to go again this morning. I picked up my fan mail, which I will open on a video blog so you all can get my 1st, honest reaction to what I get! Should be a fun experiment... we'll see! I also have to regret, I was unable to book Ashley Blue for Fetish Fanatic 6. She was not available on the only other open day I had, so I will have to book her in the future! She is booked up every day until April right now. But I did just book Sammi Rodes to fill in her slot! I've heard really good th

Introduction Isn't What It Use To Be...lol
Hello all my friends and new friends. I don't know when Jeremy finally decided to let me into his family but I'm happy he did. He knows I love him and I'm sure everyone in here does too. I mean how can you not...lol I hate intros but for the new friends/family members here goes. I sure you want to know a little about me. I'm hot, sexy, oh no that's what I write for the 20 or so personal sites I'm subscribe to...sorry. Ok for real...I'm single (yeah like you didn't know from the sentence before) a full time caregiver for my father who is 81 and has Alzheimer. I have dyslexia which is a learning disability when it comes to reading/spelling etc. However, I have two years as a sociologist(LOVE PEOPLE) and I have a two year degree in Computer Information Technology CIT (yep LOVE COMPUTERS). Before I started taking care of my dad I had a computer business only lasted two years. I own two homes I rent one to pay the note which I should be finished in five years...fingers, toes, and elbow

The Perfect Cumbaks To The Worst Pick-ups...u Can Thank Me Later Ladies!!
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Out With The Old, In With The New!
What a better way to spend the weekend than sweeping away the old and getting ready for the new! I finally got around to cleaning up the office balcony so I can do some nude sunbathing! I wanted to get some live bamboo to plant, but when I looked online, I found that there are a billion different types and zones they can live in and height and depth to plant them. It's very overwhelming!! Does anyone out there know about Bamboo??? I need some advice! I just have this 13'x13' roof balcony that I want to have planters in with high enough bamboo to make some privacy, but not block out the sun. I guess I could just go to the nursery and tell them what I want but it seems that customer service these days have their heads up their asses when it comes to knowledge about their jobs. Ya feel me? On Saturday night, it was such a beautiful night, I invited some of my friends over for a BBQ, none of them could make it. :( I ate all alone. Just kidding, Aiden cooked for me and sat next to me while

When Girls Drink To Much....
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST 4 HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES OF CLOTHING, STAND ON A TABLE AND SING OR DANCE BECOMES STRANGELY OVERWHELMING TO US. 10. OUR EYES JUS

Don't Ask...
If you call me up in the middle of the day and ask me what I am doing. Please don't be surprised if I say "Laying on the bed naked drying off" or if you ask why i didn't answer the phone and i say "I was masturbating" stifle your intake of shocked air. Especially my girls. They have both heard this from me. I have the best time playing with my Geeka. One day she called me. Here was our convo from a couple months back... "Hello?" "Good MORNING Beanie beanie bo beanie!!!!!" I laugh. "Good morning geeks." "I miiiiiss you beanie, what are you doing?" "Laying on my bed drying off." She pauses. "Drying off from WHAT! Beanieeee?" "My shower." I answer "you just lay there and dry off?" "No.....I have the fan on my crotch." "WHYYYYY!?" She squeals "Oh Sheryl! Don't tell me you dry off with a towel...oh no!!!" "Yes i do I DO beanie......why?" she sounds worried. "I bet you have a wrinkly pussy." I could barely stifle my laughter. Barely. I had to co

Hair Pie....
So after the MERL pictures. And BEFORE the pie the gals and I got on a subject. A hairy one. A crotch hairy one. We were talking about our 4 day road trip to coachella this summer. "I so can't wait to hear you fart Dawn!" (Dawn is a self proclaimed non farter....that is SO another story) "What.EVER!!!" she smiled. I looked at Geeka. "She's gonna fart in her sleep I KNOW IT!!!! We'll catch her!" "I know! And poop! You're gonna have to poop while were there too!" Geeka chuckled. "Whatever. Stop the insanity. why are you two obsessed with my farting anyhow?" she rolled her eyes and took a sip of her diet coke. "You say you don't. And EVERYONE farts. EVERYONE!" I nod in agreement. "Well you two probably snore! I cant sleep with you. You snore. I will need earplugs." "You snore too sista" Geeka laughed out. She looked at me with wide eyes "That's how she gets rid of all her farts...she snores em out nnnnnshhhhnnnnnshhh!!!" she made a snoring s

The Pie And The Piercings....
"I changed my mind. I want pie today. Not tomorrow." "Kay. Call Sheryl. See if shes cool with that." "K. BYE!" Hang up. dial out. "Beanie Beanie Bo beanieeeee!!!!" She squeals. "I thought we were having dinner manana not today? Am i wrong?" "No your not wrong. We have to go out tonight...know why?" "Why?" she wonders. Inquiring minds and all that. "Cuz. I want pie now." I can practically HEAR her eyes roll around. "PLUS!!! We havta see MERL. We do. " "Youuuuuuuuuuuu guyssssssssss!!!!" she squeals. But I can hear the smile in her voice. Four hours later Dawn and I were snapping night pics of us and Merl. Friggen Dawn had to hump him with her vagina. She missed her occupation. She should be a fluffy pole dancer.... Anywho... Dawn and I got there first. Fricken Geeka is always late. This time she lost her keys. (altho i know where they were lost....more on that later) In she comes with her laptop and prom book. I mentally groaned. I th

Bursting!
Wow My Heart Is Bursting. I'm So Glad!! This Is How I Know It's Real! Cuz I Feel The Way I Feel. He Makes My Heart Feel Soft And Light. I Think Of Him And Know It's Right. I Love You Cantrell Thank You For Being The Man In My Life.

Art Of Feeling
I'll paint my mood in shades of blue, paint my soul to be with you. I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones, draw my lips to match your own. I'll draw your arms around my waist, and then all doubt I shall erase. I'll paint the rain that softly lands, on the crescents of your hands. I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears, a calming look to quell your fears. A silhouette of dark and light, while we hold eachother tight. I'll paint the stars in the evening sky, draw their light into your eyes. I'll draw a striking touch of grace, that shows the gentleness of your face. I'll trace your hand to hold in mine, a touching kiss to mark the time. I'll draw the years all passing by, so much to learn, so much to try. I'll paint the truth, show how I feel, Try to make you completely real. I'll sue a brush so light and fine, to draw you close and make you mine, And with this our life will start, In swearing that we'll never part.

Revised Pledge Of Allegience
I pledge defiance to the flag Of The United Snakes of America And To The Fascist State For Which It Stands One Nation Under God - OR ELSE!!!! With Liberty and Justice For All Who Can Afford It

The Pink Dress
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you

Help Me Out Please
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