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The Seventh Birth Order Of Children
ACTIVITIES: 1st BABY: You take your infant to Baby Gymnastics, Baby Swing, and Baby Story Hour. 2nd BABY: You take your infant to Baby Gymnastics. 3rd BABY: You take your infant to the supermarket and the dry cleaner.

The Sixth Birth Order Of Children
DIAPERING: 1st BABY: You change your baby's diapers every hour, whether they need it or not. 2nd BABY: You change their diaper every two to three hours, if needed. 3rd BABY: You try to change their diaper before others start to complain about the smell or see it sagging to their knees.

Noob And Boob
Seems to me this Noob was a typo I made many years ago in a online game.I was playing this game online and got upset and some dumbo and type Noob when I was trying to type Boob plus we as a team where so close to beating it and we all got stomp on from some dumbo,but we all got rescued and still won and we still laugh about it.The dumbo had left cause she had to use the restroom badly.Oh also they say some who typies like junk usaully means there handwriting the same way and believe me know one is able to read my handwriting accept very few.Anyways as time went on I started seein this word Noob pop-up even more and more and every time I look at it I laugh so hard and wonder do they know.Anyways the word got capitolize on for a new word to hate newbies or nb.If you look back many years ago there was a game called Dungeon siege the first one of the games in there a nob knife thats open a secret area along with some other items to do some heavy battlin with some badass chickens.As time we

The Fifth Birth Order Of Children
PACIFIER: 1st BABY: If the pacifier falls on the floor, you put it away until you go home and wash and boil it. 2nd BABY: When the pacifier falls on the floor, you squirt it off with some juice from the baby's bottle. 3rd BABY: You wipe it off on your shirt and pop it back in.

Pricks And Prick Tricks
i really love it when people try to spite you by doing ass hole things tring to hurt you and it all comes down to one thing bitch i am the bigger prick of all you can not out think me so please give the fuck up before you get burnt you self rightous bitch

Trust
do u ever get feelings deep in your gut that u just can't shake??? i have a hard time trusting people.. it can be nothing they have done personally, it's just a deep dark feeling that sets in my heart and my brain and no matter what i do i cant shake it. i hate it.. i hate the feeling, and i know that most of the time the feeling is not justified, but no matter what, the feeling remains. am i the only one who ever feels this way???? it sucks....

2 More Weeks!!!!!!!!!!
2 more weeks.....UGH. I gotta wait 2 more weeks before I can finally go to Cheetah's. I am going nuts because I haven't been in such a long time because "things" keep getting in the way!!!! But that is totally ok because I am going no matter what in 2 weeks!!!!!! I am getting lap dances for sure!!!!!!!!! CuteMyspaceTags.com

The Fourth Birth Order Of Children
WORRIES: 1st BABY: At the first sign of distress-a whimper, a frown-you pick up the baby. 2nd BABY: You pick the baby up when her wails threaten to wake your first born. 3rd BABY: You teach the 3yr old how to rewind the mechanical swing.

My Heros
For those who don't know me, I have two special needs children, one with autism, and one with CP. This is for the people that change their lives every day. The people that I really look up to are the ones that look like you and me. They wear regular clothes, and carry no badges, guns, or hoses. They don't make profound speeches, and they don't write the laws. They don't run into burning buildings, and they don't chase down crooks. They don't fight for their country, and they may not even salute a flag. They're the folks who have the talent, and have chosen to work with those who have autism, or cp. They sit on the carpet in your home, going over that puzzle, or that one sign, over, and over again. They come in a few times a week. Sometimes more than one. They come armed with books, puzzles, toys, even just some string sometimes. They might bring some play-doh, or maybe just a small plastic brush. Sometimes a great big yoga ball or even a parachute. Sometimes, if you're l

I Am Here And Loving It....
Hey Everyone... My name is Teela online I go by Ame. Ame means 'rain' in Japanese. Here is the low down and dirty on me... I am 21 years old. I actually just turned 21 on the 30th of June. Yea me for finally being legal to do everything. My Birthday sucked ass... For one I didn't have a drop of alcohol all day. Oh well, such is life. I am have been married for three years and because of that I have a beautiful daughter. She is 18 months old and her name is Pamila Alisun. She is life. I love her to pieces. I almost lost her in her first year but she is alive and healthy now. I love Asian culture. I am currently studding Japanese. I watch anime and dramas. It is a fun and great way to learn about everyday life and how the language actually sounds. I am trying to learn the language (writing and speaking) but teaching yourself is a lot harder. I love to sing and dance. I know it sounds silly but I take ball room dance classes at the senior center. It sounds cheesy but it is

Pick Up Lines
Pick up Lines 1.I wish you were a door so I could bang you all day long. 2.(Lick finger and wipe on her shirt) Let's get you out of those wet clothes. 3.Nice legs... What time do they open? 4.Do you work for the post office? I thought I saw you checking out my package. 5.You've got 206 bones in your body. Want one more? 6.Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money? 7.I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I'm the only one talking to you. 8.I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Breasted Bed thrasher, have you seen one? 9.I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on earth tonight. 10.Wanna play army? I'll lie down and you can blow the hell outta me. 11.I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. 12.You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 13.You must be the limp doctor because I've got a stiffy. 14.I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that t

Im Not Gonna Be Here For A While
I have stuck my foot in my mouth one too many times, so bc of that I will not be on here for a while and Im very serious this time, those who know me and have my numbers use them, I wont be on yahoo either... If you do see that my account has been logged in more than likey its not me, I will have a friend come in and use up my damn 11's since I have paid for them.... This is see you later for a while....... to the one I messed up with, I AM SOOOOOO SORRY...... and I really do love you........

Great Day
So today I got up went to my cousins baby shower and got to see my family and they all got to see my little boy.I am so happy that he is getting big.Cant wait till he crawling.I love my little boy.Eric was at home cause I didnt know what time I would be back and didnt want him late for work.He got to play his games and enjoy so quiet time.That hass been my day. If yall read this fan me or add me as a friend I want some more friends.

Falling......
need your help!!! check out my pg for link to help out plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, i'm falling into 2nd and i hit my limit on photo comments!!! do your worst and don't 4 get 2 rate my pic thx, chicagobeebs1978 (i'd do the same 4 u n ur time of need) :p

Dragoncon Costume
DragonCon is soon to be here. I find myself wondering....what should I go as this year? Should I go as the usual Jedi or something new. Feel free to give some Ideas of what might be cool, sexy, or just damn good:)

The Sad Thing...
I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve done it to myself, that I’ve allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve taken myself down this path, that I’ve allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve not raised a finger to fight it… The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. That’s The Sad Thing

The Third Birth Order Of Children
THE LAYETTE: 1st BABY: You pre-wash newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them, and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd BABY: You check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discarded only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd BABY: Boys can wear pink, can't they?

The Second Birth Order Of Children
PREPARING FOR THE BIRTH: 1st BABY: You practice your breathing religiously 2nd BABY: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd BABY: Youu ask for an epidural in your eighth month

Do It.....now....lol....:)
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What are we to each other? 4. What do you think of me? 5. Do you have a crush on me? 6. Would/Have u kiss me? 7. Whats the furthest you would go with me? 8. Describe me in 3 words? 9. If u Had Me for 30 Mins what would you do? 10. What was ur first impression of me? 11. Do u still think the same? 12.. What reminds u of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do u know me? 15. What do u like best about me? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 17. Could you ever love me? 18. Give me a nickname and explain why? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

The First Birth Order Of Children
YOUR CLOTHES: 1st BABY: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms that your pregnancy. 2nd BABY: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd BABY: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes

Darkness
Darkness has fallen and in the shadows lay many doubts and fears of the unknown......uncertainty fills the air....struggling between what we have known and what the unknown holds..all we can do is to face this fear of the great unknown and push forward...waiting for what may come to come about...never expect to know what lays in wait in those shadows because in the end no one ever knows...move forward hoping that soon, the light comes and is able to cast away all the shadows....

Redneck's Pick Up Lines
Redneck's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? Cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you wuz a tree and I wuz a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as winder cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. AND the best Redneck pick-up line: 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my n

Salute Got Rejected
can you look at my salute pic everyone on my page and tell me if theres anything wrong tell me in a message or comment i want to know as on my quickcapture on my webcam it was ok if its ok am asking people to rate blog so i have evidience to put forward derek

Feelings
Should love feel like your heart is going to burst??? I clove my husband more then anything in the world and yet I do not see him very much!!! I would give up the world for him!!! He always tells me Im beautiful, im the best thing that ever happened to him, and he would die for me!!! He give me everything I could ask for.... It jus hurts cuz he is gone alot not beacuse he is in the army or wit hiz homeboyz its cuz he is locked up!!! I jus wish I could see him all the time cuz i miss him so much and its hard to sleep at night...Everyone tells me it is goin to be fine but I get so upset cuz I never get to see him...Like i said before I would do anything for him!!!

Ummmm Drunk
Just got back from a night of dinking with my mom was a blast of fun thingk i am kinda drunk might need some cleep have a great night all dand talk to you all tomorrow. I think i need some advl to help me out tomorrow ommetnts would be ghreat loe you aroo lorts atay at shome mome cocococo haooy tappung aii night night

Alice And Frank
Alice and Frank were Bungee jumping one day. Alice says to Frank, "You know we could make a lot of money running our own Bungee-jumping business in Mexico." Frank thinks this is a great idea, so they pool their money and buy everything they need: a tower, an elastic cord, insurance, etc. They travel to Mexico and begin to set up on the square. As they are constructing the tower, a crowd begins to assemble. Slowly, more and more people gather to watch them at work. When they had finished, there was such a crowd, they thought it would be a good idea to give a demonstration, so Alice jumps. She bounces at the end of the cord, but when she comes back up, Frank notices that she has a few cuts and scratches. Unfortunately, Frank isn't able to catch her and she falls again, bounces, and comes back up again. This time, she is bruised and bleeding. Again, Frank misses her. Alice falls again and bounces back up. This time, she comes back pretty messed up -- she's got a couple of broken bo

Confusion
I detest being confused about anything. I have tried my best to work my life so that I am not confused very often. However, I am coming to realize that confusion is as natural in life as breathing. In a way that is extremely sad, but in another more intellectual sense, confusion breeds knowledge. I will admit that a lot of this will probably be considered useless rambling. I don’t really care how others view this. All I care about are how two people feel about this and they both know who they are. One of those people is naturally me. Life is complicated in general. Relationships tend to make life a lot more complicated, but in a good way. I hope this makes sense and it will to those who know me. I have recently become involved with a man that I love very, very much. I love him a lot more than he realizes or can see I think. He just has a way of confusing me. I guess all guys can confuse their women, but then again, as I have stated before, I hate being confused.

The Lord's Prayer
THE LORD'S PRAYER ST MATTHEW 6:9-13 AFTER THIS MANNER THEREFORE PRAY YE: OUR FATHER WHICH ART IN HEAVEN, HALLOWED BE THY NAME. THY KINGDOM COME. THY WILL BE DONE IN EARTH, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BREAD. AND FORGIVE US ARE DEBTS, AS WE FORGIVE OUR DEBTORS. AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL: FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM, AND THE POWER, AND THE GLORY, FOR EVER. AMEN TAKEN OUT OF KING JAMES VERSION Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com

All The Tears
WHAT A DAY FULL OF SORROW WHAT A NIGHT MADE OF PAIN WILL I LEARN AND SEE TOMORROW OR WILL I BLEED FROM THESE VEINS SO THEN I CLOSE MY EYES AND TRY TO HOLD THIS TOGETHER AND I MAY HURT INSIDE BUT IT HURTS FOR THE BETTER AND ALL THE TEARS AND LIES, SMILES AND CRIES THE BLOOD, THE FIGHTS, THE SCREAMS AT NIGHT THE PAIN INSIDE THE MEMORIES I JUST CAN'T HIDE LIFE IS FULL OF FAKE SMILES LIFE IS FULL OF BLOODY RAIN HARD TO BE HAPPY FOR A WHILE A LIFE WRAPED AND CRUSHED BY CHAINS SO THEN I CLOSE MY MIND AND TRY TO BLOCK ALL OF MY ANGER SO I KEEP BLEEDING MORE AND THE PAIN SINKS IN EVEN FASTER

I Love You
I love you so deeply, I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice, and the way we touch. I love your kind, thoughtful way. The joy you bring, to my life everyday. I love you today, as I have from the start. And I will love you forever, with all my heart. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Unopened Letter
I took the memories I had of you And sealed them in a letter I sent them along I wonder if they were delivered I think the address I wrote Was the one you gave to me You're not losing any sleep And the letter remains unopened Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will On a shelf where the dust collects I see your face Your eyes stare back Like a thousand aches and pains The memories of you can't be erased Because I sealed them in a letter It sits on your shelf With dust collecting on it Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will A million sunsets have come today With each one gone by there is less pain All I can do is forget You

Rules Of Boozing
1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast. 4. Change your toast at least once a month. 5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake. 6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb. 7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night. 8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails. 9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile. 10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink. 11. Unacceptable things to say after doing a shot: Great, now I’m going to get drunk. I hate shots. It’s coming back up. 12. Never, ever tell a ba

Holidays Suck!!
Ok all bare with me ok.... my wife's mom decided to leave her hubby on Good Friday of this year after 42 yrs of marriage... Holiday ruined.... Fast forward mother's day we did my daughter's recital in laws show sit 6 seats apart and we go to dinner and her dad doesnt go another holiday ruined... Father's day we had a lil bbq for her dad her mom is bent another holiday ruined.... the july 4th we got an invited to go to my brother's house for the 4th,,,,we decided to go and enjoy the pool and my family...we had great time... well her dad had a heart attack yesterday and her mom is pouting that we didnt go with her family for the holiday... my wife deciced to go be the "happy people" (her words nit mine) lol she has been caught in the middle of her parents problems..she needed a time away now her life is hell.... Maybe i'm an ass BUT last 7 yrs we spent MY birthday at her parents house , last 7 yrs we spent 6 yrs with her parents of july 4th..last 7 yrs we did father's day

Salute
this is not fair my salute has been waiting seven hours to get approved can anyone tell me what to do to complain about it took 20 pics in three days and 10refused why dont they except pics that have been painted on my computer the rules are so hard if you can upload any pic to page why not a pic from computer with art of the computer its better and more classy

Why God?
why God do you do the things you do ill never understand the way you work i alway think to myself why why did u let that little girl get murdered why did u let the mother beat her children why are you letting children starve then i get so mad at you but its not your fault i realize that its the corrupted worlds fault everything happens for a reason the only thing that makes me feel better... is that knowing one day well all be with you

My Gift To You
My Gift To You I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Life
Mad says the holes in the wall Just a teenager says the pictures of her friends on the desk Sad says the stains on her pillow Broken heart says the torn up pictures in the trashcan Confused about life says the slits on her wrist and blood stains in the sink No chance at life says the abusive parents She is no longer with us says the suicide note on the bed and the window open

The One Flaw Of A Woman
The ONE flaw in women... Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shape

Our Ending..
The pain that you feel, Wish it wasn't there, You two did break up, But she did seem to care. Wish you hadn't fallen, Dropped in this mess, As I hold you here, Your body I caress. Wish I could stop it, And turn back the time, Love you son I said, But you were resigned. Your body on the floor, I'm holding in my arms, Wish that I had seen, You gave me the alarm. Know you felt nobody, Wanted you or cared, But I guess you didn't, See I was always there. Although blood is running, It is on the ground, Just had I known earlier, But the fall made no sound.

Big Mamma Spider
I am in my last week of student teaching. I'll be certified, soon, to teach in our public schools... but I found another reason yesterday that I don't wanna teach elementary school. You see... there are four men in the school building, most school days. Me, an elderly math teacher, and two custodians. Yesterday, during my lunch hour, I'm settin' up the next week's materials, surfing CNN, and bitterly cursing the District Computer Nazi, who feels that access to message boards and outside email sources should be blocked, right? And a woman I barely recognize bursts into the classroom, jabbering and gibbering. I vaguely remembered her from the last faculty meeting; she was a teacher there. She knew ME, though, as my own last name was the only thing she was saying that made any sense. It seemed extremely important that I should go with her, though. As we hustled through the empty halls -- all the children were at lunch -- I wondered what could be so screwy as to drive this

The Cover Is Almost Here! You Can Get Peter Britt's Book Now.
Well the links are here to get All That I Am, I Think!. You can get the paperback or the hardcover book with the links below. Prices are respectively: Paper back: $19.99 shipping included Hardcover: $23.99 shipping included Please remember that when you get your book through these links you are getting your book direct through Peter Britt, so your book WILL be personally autographed to you. It is also necessary that you please contact me with your mailing information so Iknow where to send it! :) Here are the links: Use this link to purchase the hardcover book:Click here for the hard cover book Use this link to purchase the paper back book: Click here for the paper back book

My Passion
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?

Stirrig Up The Pot In D.c. Go Baby!!
Court: Alleged D.C. Madam Can Give out Phone Lists (CBS) WASHINGTON A woman accused of running a prostitution ring in the nation's capital is free to distribute thousands of pages of phone records after a federal judge lifted a restraining order on Thursday. U.S. District Court Judge Gladys Kessler's order granted the request of Deborah Jeane Palfrey, 51, of Vallejo, Calif., to quash restrictions by government prosecutors that prohibited her from giving away the list. "As a result, Jeane has determined to release those records under certain conditions to qualified individuals or organizations," wrote her attorney, Montgomery Blair Sibley, in an e-mail. Palfrey and her attorney have said the list contains up to 15,000 names and could shake up Washington by revealing high-profile individuals. Prosecutors had won two temporary restraining orders to prevent her from distributing the list, first to preserve its availability, and then to prevent the harassment of potential witne

Surprise
Life in the Marine Corps generally sucked, especially when it came to women. I don't know what the official ratio is between men and women in the MC, but I would guess it was 100 men to every wookie. When you did run into an opportunity to bang one of these fine specimens of hoe, you had to figure out how many of your friends had banged her as well. Needless to say, I stayed away from the wm's (sexual harassment charges were also common.) So, when my neighbor, we'll call him "Frank", invites me to Charleston to hook up with these two freaky chics, I jumped at the chance. The drive from Beaufort to Charleston is a boring one, so we supplement by downing beers. After an hour or so, we get to the mall to meet the ladies. Frank spots the car that they are driving and goes over while I piss in the near empty parking lot. I walk over to the car and notice that there is only one freak in the car. Frank then tells me that the other freak couldn't make it. Fuck. Now I'm a third wheel.

To Let You All Know
I am not always on CT when it says I am. There are times I am on and then I go to a different site like my e-mails or myspace....and I come back here. Other times I go offline and even turn off my computer and I been told it shows me as still on here. Sorry I have no control over it. It happens though. Just letting you all know :)

Mr.katz
A recently widowed Jewish lady was sitting on a beach towel at Ormond Beach, Florida. She looked up and noticed that a man her age had walked up, placed his blanket on the sand nearby and began reading a book. Smiling, she attempted to strike up a conversation with him. "Hello sir, how are you?" "Fine, thank you," he responded, and turned back t o his book. "I love the beach. Do you come here often?" she asked. "First time since my wife passed away last year," he replied, and again turned back to his book. "Do you live around here?" she asked. "Yes, I live over in Plantation Bay he answered, and then resumed reading.Trying to find a topic of common interest, Sarah persisted. "Do you like pussycats?" With that, the man threw his book down, jumped off his blanket onto hers, tore off both their swimsuits and gave her the most passionate ride of her life! As the cloud of sand began to settle, Sarah gasped and asked the man, "How did you know that was what I wanted?" The man replie

Just Thoughts
Temptation ... the ultimate counter part to a satisfying relationship.. the lust the burning the feeling of desire.. perhaps the chance of being caught or maybe the sexual satisfaction .. that u can get your own and not tied to one person anymore freaky shit that u could never include your mate with .. things that only rivit deep inside of u like a boiling amount of magma under the ground. Waiting for the exact moment its going to escape and your going to be over come with your animalistic feelings of wanting the cage to be gone and the fresh amount of air as u walk onto free soil... Torture comes with everystep u stumble along on before u reach the fork in the road where u must choose your destiny.. you should be able to make that choice easily correct??? ya most say sure its easiest to go with how u feel.. but what if u are caught into something u cant really see yourself releasing into its own lil dome of happiness and continuing the search for your own wi

Work On The Road
Work On The Road... Couple things why bein on the road is gonna suck and some cool shit too..... number one on the shit list is bein away from my family and friends,.... number two ya miss things you planned on doing..... it sucks living out a hotel room and luggage, even if its the Hilton lol.... its rough on your body for sure..... ya miss your pets got some, i got my bearded dragon lol..... there aint no place like home lol! on the other hand, i meet new peoples, see new places i might never have been able to.... experience alone lol....... its rough, but its my dream to be traveling, especially traveling and incorporating my love for music, thats huge to me...... i will be doing alot of production work which is way cool, much better than just humping and building steel lol...... so this will be the longest trip i have made to date, it seems like its only a short almost two months, but its gonna seem like forever til its over than it'll be like damn, where did the tim

Rambo Reincarnated As Five-year-old!!
Boy, 5, subdues rabid fox to protect family KINGSTOWN, North Carolina (AP) -- A 5-year-old boy grabbed a rabid fox by the neck and pinned it to the ground during a family cookout, protecting six other children until his stepfather could kill the animal. "I wanted to protect my little brother," said Rayshun McDowell, who battled the fox in the front yard of his home Sunday in Kingstown, a town about 50 miles west of Charlotte. The fox bit Rayshun in the leg, but the 61-pound-boy held the animal down for more than a minute. Animal control officials said Tuesday that test results confirmed the fox had rabies, which is fatal unless treated before symptoms appear. Rayshun is undergoing treatment. "I looked out the window and Rayshun had the fox by the neck and was pushing it into the ground," said his mother, Shinda Linder. "I couldn't believe what I was seeing." Rayshun's stepfather, Ryan Thompson, pulled the boy off the animal and kicked it. A neighbor fired a handgun three times bu

Poetry
mindless floating vivid delusions irrational thinking why even bother? i hurt the ones i love lying to them… lying to myself… denial running thick lies to cover up half-truths it’s enough to make you sick yet do you even care? all that matters is that euphoric sensation one that comes from you hearing your voice… being in your arms… a sense of security i get nowhere else it lasts but a mere moment yet feels like an eternity an eternity when nothing else matters escaping reality… but only for a time then the moment ends… the pain returns… withdrawal begins… jitteriness sets in… and all i can do is crave… want… need… you…

Letter From God
I'm So Blessed to have this wisdom given to me. This is God speaking, My Child, today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it, kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold on to it. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down

For A Friend
If only for one moment, the seas would gently part. If only for one moment, you could see witin my heart. Hopes of holding you close to me, and sharing with you my dreams. Not meant to be for you and me, never sharing a love it seems. I thought I'd finally found the one, with my life I'd like to share. But reality gives into fantasy, in my heart I will hold you dear. Time and distance between us, what started now has to end. I'll care about you always, and forever be your friend.

Horses
For one semester, I made the mistake of joining the Penn State Equestrian Team. Sure, everyone knows about our "fabulous" football team (maybe it'll get better next year?), but even most of the students here are unaware that there is a team of horse back riders that usually makes it to Nationals every year. It's about the only place in State College, other than the local strip club, where you'll find hot young college chicks dressed in tight leather and clenching riding crops. (P.S.-It's a coed team. There needs to be more hot guys that are willing to learn to ride...) I've grown up around horses; I love the big beasts. I love a sport where a 116 pound girl can encourage an 1100 pound animal to jump over 3 foot fences, always living on the fringe of the possiblity that, at any given moment, the horse might refuse, or trip and fall, and said girl can potentially go "smush". They don't always listen, and that's what makes the sport a challenge. My dad loves to remind me "Remember wha

Really Me...
BLAH! WHY must everything be so complicated.. somedays I consider myself so simple, and then there are times.. when I look back on a day like today and think.. "WTH??" How much more OFF could I be??" I probably won't make any sense to anyone who reads this, but that's ok... I'm writing it more for me than anything... I was reading over a few things, and came across this... my friend Angie wrote it to someone about me... and damnit, she has me pegged.. right on target... sensitive..sweet..what you see is what you get..no hidden agenda intelligent..family woman..strong christian bubbily.. follows her heart can be your lover and your best friend at the same time needs a guy who..loves her enough to let her get away with things but also keeps her in enough check.. doesnt have time to play games..and is a package deal children are number one and always will be but a good man will understand that and accept it I was asked some things today.. by someone I'm seriously interested in...

July 7th
a thought for today...hmmmm....well today i had many thoughts...one of which was just how lucky i am to have the friends i do...a lot of people say oh i have a LOT friends but do they really??? i would say this...take a close look at the people around you and ask yourself this...are these people here because of what i have, or can do for them, or because they truely know who i am and want to be here because of the kind of person i am...i recently had a person who i thought to be a very close friend turn on me because i did not agree with her, and she went off the deep end...i tell you all now, i am glad that she showed her true colors before i went and did something really REALLY stupid like have her around my baby...anyways...i will have more as time goes on

Fake Nike Shoes
Back ground on me; I am an avid runner, and anyone who loves running knows the most important thing about distance running is proper shoes. If you don't have proper footwear you can really hurt yourself. I am currently living and working in Tokyo but fortunate enough I get to travel for business extensively through out Asia most parts of the year. Now here is my story; During Aug of 2003 I went to Bangkok Thailand for what was supposed to be a one day trip, arrive Sunday night, go to office Monday and work until 10 pm and take red eye back to Tokyo, go to office Tuesday morning. Simple stuff, I have done it dozens of times. Because it is a quick trip, I did not bring any jogging shoes or cloths with me. On Monday afternoon, I met for the first time the president of the entire international division, maybe 3rd most powerful man in the company. He asked me to go to our manufacturing facility in Northern Thailand to do a bit of manufacturing auditing and it would only be a few days, a

Oh Wow
things are certainly going good right now....Master managed to get re-enlisted albeit the reserves right now but he is working towards Active Duty which they are guessing should take about 2-3 months to happen and then we will be getting married and he wants to take to me to Puerto Rico and Calabra for our honeymoon....can things get more glorious?? oh yes they can.... I GOT CUSTODY OF MY DAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Defying Gravity
Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes: and leap! It's time to try Defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And you can't pull me down! GLINDA Can't I make you understand? You're having delusions of grandeur: ELPHABA I'm through accepting limits 'Cuz someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But till I try, I'll never know! Too long I've been afraid of Losing love I guess I've lost Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost! I'd sooner buy Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity And you can't pull me down: (spoken) Glinda - come with me. Think of what we could do: together. (sung) Unlimited Together we're unlimited Together we'll be the greatest team There's ever been Glinda - Dreams, the way we planned 'em GLINDA If

A Real Life Cherrytap Marriage!!!
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS: AS MOST OF YOU KNOW WE MET HERE ON CHERRY TAP 8 MONTHS AGO AND THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING UPHILL SINCE THEN. MAY 8TH WE GOT ENGAGED AND TODAY, WE WERE MARRIED!!!! STOP BY OUR SITE AND SEE SOME OF OUR WEDDING PICS! THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEING PART OF THE JOURNEY! LOVE, CHRIS & TRUDY

Battered But Never Defeated
She stands at the window, looking out, a tear falling down her smooth cheek Running her finger gently down the dewy pane, her heart weeps, Wondering what it is about her that keeps anyone from loving her. Always leaving after they finish chasing, after the challenge is gone. Her long black lashes wet with tears, she lowers them to her cheek, As she closes her eyes, biting her soft lip, to keep from crying out. Leaning her head against the window, She slumps over in despair, wondering what she's done so wrong. Not normally a person that gets so down upon herself, she trembles, With vulnerability, not knowing how to take herself out of her despair. Lifting her smooth young face up, her golden brown eyes brimming with tears, She looks out at the sky as far as the eyes could see and remembers... The first man she loved after leaving her ex husband, swore he loved her too, Until the day he called her, telling her he married another, Telling her after it was done, not giv

Flooding
well this last week was my so-called vacation...some of it was i should say! most of southeast kansas was flooded starting the weekend before the fourth and not actually being out of flood statments until this morning...alot of friends and family lost their houses in the area!!! the governor of knasas i guess had this area deemed a national disaster in most of southeast kansas to northeast oklahoma!!! most of my vacations was spent trapped in a town between two rivers with no exit out! but then i didnt have it as bad as my girls family they lost their homes due to the oil spill in the river in coffeyville so they really need help down there and alot of prayers!!!!

More Issues
Well I swear that if anyone could piss me off it would be my work. I swear those people are always out to see how long it would be before I snapped and started killing people. I've been going to the doctors now for months for problems I've been having. But does the manager care? Nope she does. She has this idea that it's her way or no way. I am to pissed off to deal with her I swear and now I find out that the injection that I was supposed to have later in the month is monday, oh the boss will be pissed about that one. But at this point my health is more important than that lousy job.

Just Please Don't Give Up On Me
Like a wounded animal, I will sometimes lash out when hurt Not thinking, not meaning to hurt anyone, yet gravely misunderstood Wanting no one to see my tears, as I hide my water filled eyes, Lashing out in hurt behind my protected wall of anger and pride. Misunderstood, is a young woman verbally attacked and abandoned To heal her own wounds in the shadow of herself, Vulnerable, knowing the world could care less, I place my shield In full view, as I heal my inner pains, allowing no one in. Look into my eyes, instead of my words, You will see my love, my softness, and my vulnerability. Words can easily be said in anger or hurt, that's plain to see, Search my heart instead...Dont give up on me.

A New Poem
Trembling with overwhelming apprehension He sits rolled up in a corner, head in his hands Hopeless tears fill his eyes And rain down his wounded arm Missing the days spent laughing with her He was the happiest he had ever been Those days of feeling safe and careful have vanished And left him feeling tormented and abandoned Broken-hearted and an emotional wreck he lays in the dark The night rests its hand on his troubled head Because it is the only one that understands Closing his eyes he can almost see her laying next to him But such a trickster the night can be Giving such illusions of a distorted reality She is not there but far away not thinking about him Or of what she did because she has found another, as they all tend to do Leaving him to wonder, to ponder, to wish That all this was a mere dream and she would be there when he woke up But that seems to be his life...wishing Too bad wishes don't come true The stars twinkle in the glow of the moonlight

New Tatt
Yesterday I recieved a new tatt....I feel it is my duty to display my daughters talent on my body and I am a proud mother and I feel so great that my daughter possesses such talent...in a few weeks I will be getting another one of her beautiful and talented drawings again...hopefully the pic will turn out much better than the one I took today...lol....I will also display my fiance's pic of the same tatt as well....we will be getting the same tatt together...I hope that you all will enjoy the artwork as much as we do....art is art whether you display it on the wall or on your body!

Updated Casting Call
Here is a better breakdown of the characters. This is for all the actors out there....and for anyone who knows any actors please feel free to forward this to them. Stone Kanyon Productions and LecheQuemada are gearing up to shoot two short films this summer. Casting Male and Female roles of various ages. Dennis- 25-35 male Firefighter with a job on the side ;) Tina - 28-40 Female Dennis' sister Vicky - 7-12 Female Dennis' deaf niece Mark 30-40 male Tina's Husband Reynolds 50's - 60's Bossman Reynold's wife 25-40 Female knockout Also looking to cast for next short. Business Man - late 30's - 50's Diego 30's- 40's Male Hitman Taylor 4-8 year old girl Granny/Nanny Mid 50's - 60's Hispanic female Also need to cast several children as backyard players We are now compiling a list of interested actors so we can set the date for the casting call. We are hoping to cast the film by the end of July. So please send your headshots and resume as soon as you can

His Word And Will, Or Status Quo?
Finally someone summed up what I have been feeling for the last year or so. I say that Homosexuals are tryng to rule the world and we are going to Hell in a Handbasket. I wish they would stop saying they are born that way. Wait a minute I wish they will stop lying like that. Anyway this poems sums some of it up. Later!!! His Word and will, or status quo? by ROCK-Salt! Art Proctor Sunday, May 20, 2007 As in the days of Lot, perversion does prevail. Calling it normal, enacting, laws to make it acceptable, are the ways of the day. Yet God says it's an abomination, and the product of, moral decay... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I went to a new church this morning, was invited a time or two, can't remember a name. I do remember them saying, no demonination did it proclaim; the implication being, that, His LivingWord, was bottom line, the Holy Spirit, was an active member, and, Jesus, is: the name, abo

A New Blog Check It.. Some Of It Is Nsfw!!!
Well today was 07-07-07.. Nice day if you ask me.. but its all good.. Today was the parade in MICHIGAN CITY... It was really nice... It was about 2 hours long.. And the sun was out.. Do you know what that means... Yes.. I got SUN BURN... but that was was ok.. til... We decided to go to the beach.. Ohhh the water was sooo nice... Perfect time to get... we played Marco-Polo... (really that was sooo much fun...) It was a family day.. but the boyfriend wasnt there... he had to work 9+ hours... Just great day to be out and about.. but back to that sun burn it is much worst that is what i think.. My face is like a fire engine red.... I bet you thinking ha ha.. That is cool that is my fault and I know it.. I really feel bad.. They said today's temp.. was like 90+ making it the hottest day in this year.. Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I am sooo feeling it... Hmmm... On the news to night just made me sooo pissed off.. From what the news said that a woman wrap her children up with a ps controller c

Don't Hurt Anymore
I want to hold you; to tell you everything is okay. I want to take all your pain away; show you a brighter day. Everything anyone has said to hurt you; don't believe it. It's just not true. Let me show you; how wonderful you are. You are a bright, shining star. Let me guide your way; Take you to that brighter day. So please, can't you see Exactly what you mean to me? You will never understand, but just let me hold your hand. Everything is okay, Don't think of it today. Look forward, and shine; As you do in this heart of mine.

Don't Forget Me
When the tears have stopped falling and the worst of the pain is gone Don't forget me When you're going to bed and wake up just to realise I'm no longer there Promise me you won't forget Do keep in your memory the times, the laughter and the cries? Please tell me you'll treasure it all Don't be mad at me, please don't be I can't take it if you are It's not my fault, it's out of my reach Or perhaps I'm a coward... Please don't hate me for the choices I've made It already hurts too much as it is We've gone through a lot I hope I've given you something back Hope you'll remember me as I was, not the way I am now I'm sorry about all of this I know words don't help, but as you look back Please remember me the way I was Remember the good times And as another chapter begins I'd like to hold you close, kiss you and wake up one last time For when the morning comes a new day has begun And as I kiss you and whisper my last farewell I hope that the next time

Just Don't
Don’t get too close,” My mind did say But my heart It did not listen “Don’t say those words!” I said them though And now I See what happened “Don’t open up!” And yet I did And let love Take my hand “Don’t let love in!” My rally cry Ignored those Warning signs “Don’t let it hurt!” Is what I feel Through tear-stained Eyes of pain

It Is Time To Change From Redneck Humor To True American Humor!
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't

The Curse Of The Hopeless Romantic
My entire life I have been what everyone calls a hopeless romantic. I want the dream. I want my 'Prince Charming'. I used to think that was a good thing. High standards ya know, figured eventually I'd meet that one perfect guy. LOL Believe me there's no such thing! The guy I'm with now is close, the closest I have ever come. He tries to be romantic and he is very sweet. I love him but he's not perfect. It has taken me a long time to come to the realization that no one is perfect. No one can be that 'Prince Charming' that I imagined growing up. I made up this false hope of something that can only come true in the movies. I cannot have a perfect life, whose life is perfect? Things come up, happen, and no one can prevent them. It's life. Life is a neverending turn of events. No one can predict them therefore no one can plan their reaction to an incident. You cannot plan an argument. You can not plan to live forever. Reality bites! But I have learned that that's alright

Womens Vocabulary
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. Nothing - This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine". Go Ahead - (With Raised Eyebrows!) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". Go Ahead - (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "Do what you want because I don't care". You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed

Results Of A Test I Took ( On Another Site Lol ) About 'your' Degree Of This And That.
Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide amp

The Birdcage
The Birdcage There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak... "I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply. "What are you gonna do with them?" I asked. "Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time." "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?" "Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them." The pastor was silent for a moment. "How muc

7-7-7 Astrology
Frankly, you just want to sweep this incident under the rug, but your smarter self says you have to deal with this now or you may end up with a much bigger mess on your hands. Good for you -- now get to it.

Bulletins/having Fun Or Trying Too
Ok, somebody had posted a bulletin about sex questions and that and I was trying to have fun which I did and when I responded to it, I did just that, I sent it to the person who had posted and then I reposted the bulletin which was fine but that person didn't respond back, probably because she doesn't know me that well, which I understand but when only one person responds to it after I reposted it and two other people either just look at it or don't respond to it, that makes me wonder, I'm here to have fun, just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean I can't have fun and if people aren't going to respond to whatever I post, why am I bothering to repost it or respond to it? Give me a break here, if I didn't respond to it and that and somebody wanted me to have fun and I was grouchy, nobody would like me at all and I know it here! It's ridiculous, people loosen up and have fun my god, it's only a bulletin and a game, it's not like it's going to happen here anyhow! You know, it's really

One Question
Have you ever wanted to ask someone no matter how personal, and have that question answered? Heres a little game - repost this blog, and see if your friends ask you one question (it has to be via pm only) In return you must ask them one question, and they have to answer.

Now I Have Time To Write
IM finally back to writing in my blog. We had a small fire in the trailer that I lived in and my dad finally decided to move. He finally hit reality. I was always scared that trailer was going to go up in flames one day. I guess that night that it caught fire in the wall socket it was God's way of telling us to move. Something told me to tell my dads girlfriend to do what she did. Angels must have been looking over our family. When that fire shot out from the wall our first instinct was to get water. So dads girlfirend got the water to put it out. We all knew that putting water on an electrical fire wasn't the best thing to do. But we didn't have any flour or anything like that around. But it worked. We could have blew up that whole trailer with us in it. Now, we live near Taylor Boulevard. Thanks to my grandmothers landlord he rented us one of his houses. We brought all of our stuff over here and finally made the last load yesterday. Now, it comes to putting up stuff and things of tha

Idiots Twenty Four Seven!
WTF? Do you losers EVER read?? LILY THAI is NOT ME; NOR I'M HER!! READ MY FRKN PAGE! WE MAY OF SOME SIMALAR FEATURE'S BUT I'M 100% NOT HER TWIN!! LILY THAI IS SOME CHIQ THAT I THINK IS HOTT!! READ MY DAMN PROFILE!

A Night With You
I slowly saunter up to you sitting on the couch, my silky pajamas sway with each movement of my hips. You look at me starting at my head all the way down to my toes, and grin slightly. You knew that I had gotten ready for bed special with you in mind for the night's activities. As walk slowly up to you, I lean in ever so gently to kiss your lips. I kiss you harder, letting you know that tonight I want you. And only you. You wrap your arms around me as we kiss, deeper and harder with every passing minute. Your hands roam from my neck to my back and down towards my butt. I smile because it tickles, and you grab my back pulling me towards you. I fall willingly into your arms and on to your lap as I continue to kiss you deeper at this point. Your hand finds itself on my stomach as you kiss me; it creeps up my silky nighty until it finds my breast. You give the right one a gentle squeeze; turned on by your hand on my breast I wrap my arms around your back pull you closer to me kissing yo

Why Do We Label....?
I changed my photo today to something that is dear to me. I have enjoyed this story since it was written. It has let me know that I am not alone in my depression and what a person would do if they lost their one and true love....the person you would walk thru hell for just to have one more hour with. And what I see is people casting judgment because I don't wear the uniform that this label has deemed... If you ask me what it means to be goth, punk, emo or whatever it is these days my reply would be simply "it's just a group of people looking for someone who feels like they do" why do we STILL judge each other because of a fucking shirt or band we listen to? Try something different for once, make eye contact. Ask a sranger if they need help. Try and turn someone onto some band or book that they might enjoy.... try being human......

My Pride And Joy
AS many of my friends know my duaghter Taylor is my pride and my joy. With the chaos lately that I have seen going on with fools ripping pics or just saving them by right clicking I have the folder set to only allow myself to see unless it is someone I want to open them up for. My grandmother taught me an ounce of prevention is worth a quart of cure. So I can not take any chances with Taylors pictures. I would go on a serious war path if I ever found that they had been ripped etc.. So to those of you whom have rated and commented... Thank you much . You are the people I know will anyway. Muahs to you I am locking them up now to keep my treasure safe. My moral obligation to do so ( we all know the freaks come out at night )

Pretend Angels Sit On Your Shoulder
an angel on my shoulder sings a song so sweet that, the demon deep within can find nothing from which to feed.a numb yet cold feeling like 1000 tiny blades slicing at my insides but still, i feel no pain. a lack of what im missing.when nothing goes my way and yet i keep on trying.try i hear her say ,this angel on my shoulder .why go and lose your way.why go and surrender. when greatness you can make. ok so i hear no angel and, i do feel pain. maybe i like it but, ill never say the demon deep within me has feed on many things. from the feelings that i love to the ones that break me down. it screams and shouts to no end but, try as i might i cant silence him. so i deal with it and go on my way and keep on trying like, ill pretend an angel says. why would i surrender i may not be great but i know i wont be nothing and, i know im not that blank. i know ive got this feeling that i will make a change. a change for the better in a world thats scared of change. "to fear it is to let

An Update
so in addition to some stuff thats happening that im not going to go into (but its serious), my job sucks, i found out today that i'm being denied for financial aid next year and i cant afford it by myself, and brooke (piercedmama) is back in the hospital :( I wish they would just get her levels stable so shes not feeling like this all the time. Stupid doctors. I have a headache. Sorry if ive been distant guys!

~~the Ever Loving Quest~~
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In high school I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 29 , I found a

Today....
So today I went to a family birthday party. My niece was turning 1 and it is always a special thing. Of course they made the party in the middle of nap time, which always baffles me when it comes to kids parties. Anywho...so we go to the pizza place and of course my daughter wants to just play and not eat. I let her, since it's a party and not really that big of a deal. But at the park she took off running across the park from us. It scared me cuz I turned around and she was just gone. I went and got her and we had a talk about y I was upset. The next thing I know I turn around and she has taken off running to yet another part of the park! So here we are at this family thing with lots of other kids and mine is the only one screaming and crying and upset. I totally felt like either the meanest parent or the most incompetent. It's so frustrating! There are things I know my daughter has missed out on, just by having a single parent, but it's even more apparent in situations such as these.

Anger
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take >> >it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on >> >someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a >> >phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. >> > >> > >> > >> >A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I >> >please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my >> >ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on >> >me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . >> > >> > >> > >> >When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I >> >had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with >> >her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy >> >answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. >> > >> > >> > >> >I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put

Dream By Me
Dream 7/7/07 Everyday you awaken to your nightmare, waiting to awaken everyday to Your dream. And everyday you dream is waiting for you to come sleep by her side Every night. She longs to be taken into your arms, held closely, and kissed Like she has never been kissed before by any other man. You long to feel her lips pressed to your’s as you slowly begin To lay her down. Both of you long to feel the touch of the other’s skin Against your’s As you start making all your dreams come true, in the course of One night. On this fateful night that you and your dream become As one You both shall start the true beginning to your journey Finally together. In each other’s arms you shall fine peace, happiness, love, And completeness. After the first night together has ended though, when you awaken the Next morning You shall find that for the first time in along time, you have awakened To see Your dream right there before your own eyes and above all else In your a

My Son Is Going To Camp
will tomorrow i wont be around my son is going to his camp that he loves and who does alot for him a speech and hearing camp hes gone for 6 weeks its going to be the longest six weeks of my life i should be use to it but i dont want him to leave me but i know it will help him mmore then the school. so off to bed i go soon 3 hours of driving to do tomorrow to get there and 3 hours to come home. but its all good i think this is the best camp there ever was. lions camp badgers here we come are u ready for my son lol. later all talk to you all when i get bk going to say night to my son for the last time until he gets bk home

Never Take Someone For Granted
WELL DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO..CUZ I AM NEW TO ALL THIS BUT I GUESS I WILL FIGURE IT OUT SOONER OR LATER.BUT YEAH LIKE I SAID NEVER TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED CUZ U NEVER KNOW WHEN U MIGHT LOSE THEM...MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS COOL TO TAKE SOMEONE FOR WHAT ALL THEY GOT...AN ME FOR ONE I DON'T DO THAT AN I DON'T EXSPECT SOMEONE TO DO THAT TO ME....I LOVE EVERYONE I AM AROUND AN I DO NOT TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED BECAUSE I LOVE THEM TO MUCH AN I DON'T KNOW WHEN I MIGHT LOSE THEM... *BUBBLES*

Can You Remember
Subject REMEMBER WHEN... Body: Close your eyes...And go back... ...Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ...Before semi-automatics and crack.... ...Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ...Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ...way back.... ...way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C)

This From The Guy I Love
well my life has been f*cked up these last few months I had met someone and she had fell in love with me and I'm married but seperated ,my wife had told me she wanted to work things out with me so I ended up hurting this girl, about a month ago my wife didn't act like she wanted to be with me and we had got into it cause it seemed like I was being used by her. well I went online to talk to the girl I had hurt cause we was still friends right before my wife had left my house, well my friend came over with her daughter to talk to me, about 30 mins to an hour the cops had showed up, my wife had said I had hit her and my son. well I would never do that but I had ran and started staying with my friend, I don't know why she loves me and is trying to help me but 2 weeks went by and I had went back to work and that first day back my wife seen me there so the first thing she ask for was money for my kids, I gave her the money the next day the 3rd day I was there about 15 mins after I had starte

Linda's Spank Bridgade Update
Below are the members of Linda Spank Brigade. She has asked them all to spank me as much as they can, cause Linda told them all how naughty ive been. Me, naughty?....whatever!!! Linda's Spank Brigade members LINDA AKA LUCY LOO BRITISH BABE WENDI POOH STAR WHISPER DIANE BRITISH BOMBER NO.1 AMY AKA LINDA'S PARTNER IN CRIME When each member of the Spank Brigade stepped up to spank me. I lifted up my Kilt and when i did this each lady fainted to the floor. And now i have ALL the Spank Brigade in custody. If each member wants me to free them then they have to do something for me...lol All you have to do is send me a Spicy Gift from the Cherry Tap Shop UPDATE WIND DANCER HAD BEEN SET FREE CAUSE SHE GAVE A ME A SPICY GIFT, 'EDIBLE PANTS'. SO, IF SHE CAN DO IT THEN SO CAN THE REST OF YOU, LOL. IF YOU BUY ME A SPICT GIFT I WILL REMOVE YOUR PICTURE AND THEREFOR YOU WILL BE SET FREE

Dreams Into Reality
Dreams sometimes come into reality if u want it bad enough, i have dreams of love and love is either to far away for most people to grip but others can feel, hold it and keep it real like i do. Everynight i close my eyes and picture me and my better half holding each other, cuddling up near a camp fire just having a blast and the most thing that every man lives for is watching his wife with a smile on his face wail his buetiful wife walks down the aile in her wedding dress. As i dream on i see us fooling around with house projects and stuff like that but all dreams will come into reality if you want it so badly you can taste it. I always picture me mowing the lawn on a hot summer day and my baby bear comes out with a glass of water tells me to take a break and we sit on the porch together talking about everything under the sun till break times over and i go back working on the lawn. Or she goes into the garden picking vegables out and watering the flower garden that a dream i always ke

Love For Life
My love for you Angel is like picking out that special animal or reptile and i care for, feed, handle everyday, and love it till it passes away but always in my heart always forever in a voult. Love is more than a feeling or dreams but something you feel every minute of everyday and it's something u can hold like a stuff teddy bear. Hun you heard some of my old dairy notes from my days in south Bend indiana and you still love me and love should be for life like we are doing now. Alot of people thinks that love should be only be in a bedroom or in a hiden place but the real love is where you can look at your partner in the eyes and smile an say babe i love you with my heart and soul and i'll share the world if not take it and give it for you. I know buddies of mine only wants a girl so they can have sex and brag that they did and bascially you a girl for awail to fullfill their sexural life and dump them when they get tired of her not putting out and to them thats love but i always tell

Ode To Nice Girls
I got this from someone else's blog and I really liked it and agree w/ it! So I hope you do to.... This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who c

Rules For White Girls
Rules for White Girls A white girl shall never say no to her black master—she shall serve as a shameless slut and whore with her full body and mind and with no holes barred for black use. A white girl shall serve her black master's friends and anyone he designates as enthusiastically as she serves her black master. White girls shall walk, talk, act, dress, and wear the make-up and hairstyle desired by her black masters to show the world she is owned by blacks. White girls shall NEVER provide sexual pleasure to white boys. White girls are only for the exclusive use of blacks. White girls may tease, but they will deny white boys and fuck, and only fuck, blacks from this day forward. White girls shall acknowledge that they were put on this earth to provide sexual pleasure to blacks and blacks only, and they shall set their ultimate goal to be a breeding whore for blacks. White girls shall only accept healthy superior black seed bareback whenever possible. White gir

Pauls Song
There has been many theories about McCartneys song Hey Jude. But what if it is just what it says? A song to Bob Dylan? Since loosing Brian would be devistating to the Beatles and the fight to gain back control over him had lasted 2 years already it was the only resonable thing to "Let Brian go" or "give him to Dylan" One clue is the Hey Jude single compared to Jumping Jack Flash. There is a parallell between Revolution and Jumping Jack Flash (whether Revolution is an answer to Dylan or to Brian) There is also a (hidden) parallell between Hey Jude and Child Of The Moon. When McCartney claims Hey Jude is to Lennons son Julian we have two songs with a child-theme. Then McCartney gives Brian to Dylan, and he therefore interpret the Child Of The Moon as Brian in desperate need to get free. Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Nah. Only kiddin'

An End
it is so hard when you know something has to come to an end when the tears flow because of pain caused selfishness being thrown forward making one feel meaningless words spoken without regard to consequences and a numbing wave rolling over those hurt i'm sorry came too late too busy to communicate with those supposedly loved causing distance too great to be overcome just because you want it too ignorance may be bliss but the pain it causes still ripples through it is all too late one thing after another fearing to call, because you rarely do such a change from not too long ago tired of being so depressed tired of feeling unloved tired of excuses tired of all of this pain... tired of feeling numb like i was a few years ago powerless and in tears because someone i loved changed so drastically you need to look into yourself and take the time to heal from your past i am not a bandaid for you or anyone i will not do this again i can not do this again my son m

Why Get Married?
Why would someone want to get married? What happens if you just stop loving someone and can't keep the relationship going anymore? Should everyone get married? Is there a type of person who should never get married (outside of pediphyles, rapists, and anyone who's a fan of Back Street Boys)? Who knows...I just think it's just setting yourself up for a commitment some might not be willing or capable of fulfilling...Ah yes...I guess there is always the priesthood! Just venting...Lemme know what y'all think!

For You Nicole
out of the blue you came to me,you made a friend in me with just a climps into your very soul,we openned up to one another,and we found each other through the pain we have share in our travels,strange bonds are made with a sense of purpose,we may come from different streets,but all our roads will someday cross,,nicole you are the very best,,you have so much to give to this crazy world,it people like you that makes me believe in the way we struggle to survive this crazy world,,will always love you for that sis,,, hope you get to read this,,DAMIEN

Ct Boyfriend Application
CT Boyfriend Application... A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0

How Much Caffeine Is In Your Soda?
How Much Caffeine is Really in That Soda? Posted by Zonk on Saturday July 07, @09:05PM from the buzz-buzz-buzz dept. The Fun Guy writes "The Institute of Food Technologists summarizes some recent research on food. All things considering, it should settle some arguments among geeks about the caffination of beverages. 'Caffeine is a well-known stimulant added as an ingredient to various carbonated soft drinks, but which drink contains the most, and how can consumers know? A study in the Journal of Food Science used high-performance liquid chromatography to analyze the caffeine contents of 56 national-brand and 75 private-label store brand carbonated beverages. Caffeine contents ranged from 4.9 mg/12 oz (IGA Cola) to 74 mg/12 oz (Vault Zero). Some of the more common national-brand carbonated beverages analyzed in this study were Coca-Cola (33.9 mg/12 oz), Diet Coke (46.3 mg/12 oz), Pepsi (38.9 mg/12 oz), Diet Pepsi (36.7 mg/12 oz), Dr Pepper (42.6 mg/12 oz), Diet Dr Pepper (44.1 m

New To Cherry Tap
Hi I am Rae. Some of my friends call me Angel. I am new to Cherry Tap. I have been on myspace before and thought this was like that but I see it is a lot different. Not sure what to do but I am open for suggestions. If anyone wants to help me out don't hesitate to point me in the right direction on what to do and not do. Thanks for stopping by my little piece of your world. ~Rae

Ct B/f App
CT Boyfriend Application... THIS IS JUST FUN FOR CT!!! A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] want to do me? [] want to kiss me? [] want to cuddle wit me? [] want to hook up with me? AM I... [] smart? [] cute? [] funny? [] cool? [] interesting to talk to? HAVE Y0U EVER... [] thought about me? [] thought there might be an "US"? [] thought about hookin up with me? [] found yourself wanting to kiss me? [] wished i were there? Fill this out and copy and paste it into a message and send it to me

Spoiled Rotton
Currently I'm listening to some smooth jazz. I'm not too sure why, it just happened to catch my attention mainly beacause the song is called "move to the outskirts of town" and the singer's voice is very soothing. The song has a catchy beat and not very many words, so far he's only spoken about 50 different words. Anyways like I said I'm not sure why I'm listening to jazz and this blog isn't a critique of jazz but rather it's going to be an exposure into the few things on my mind. First of all I'm sitting on my computer at home alone on a saturday night, it sucks. The only reason I'm still here is because my car is out of oil and I'm too lazy to go outside and get my phone which is laying by the pool. Secondly my first rant was random and still out of context. I swear I'm random and have ADHD, actually I know I do but I'm not prescribed any medications due to my reactions to past medications. Doctors pretty much just tell me to take vitamins like they're going to help with ADHD

You Tell Me Please Read And Respond
Well, If you loved someone and they had been separated from their spouse for a year or more. That person left you to go back to their spouse! You told them what ever made them happy, you would stand by them. Or would you? That person stills wants you in their life. Then that person calls you one evening and needs you because they had an arguement. You go over because you know they are hurting. Well, shit hits the fan and that person needs a place to stay. Do you offer if you can? Then this person goes to jail. Would you help them get out? Now remember you love them unconditionally. You get that person out of jail and the whole time that you have been around this person they tell you that they love you. Then you are asked to spend the rest of your life with them. Would you? Could you? Even after they had left you once. I need some insite on what you all would do!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

Strength
I never thought I'd make it this far without you. Yet here I am after all life has put me through. The strength to carry on came from deep within. From here on is time for the rest of my life to begin. I have memories to carry with me along the way. They help me through the hardest part of the days. We never understand why things happen the way they do. But I know I can face it all because of my love for you.

Contest
Hey guys I am in a back tattoo contest. Please stop by my page and get the link off of my profile comments and comment bomb me as many times as you can. show me some love....... if you comment bomb me you have to say something different in each comment... thanks so much loves and kisses....

"forgiveness"
Forgiveness My heart was heavy, for its trust had been Abused, its kindness answered with foul wrong; So, turning gloomily from my fellow-men, One summer Sabbath day I strolled among The green mounds of the village burial-place; Where, pondering how all human love and hate Find one sad level; and how, soon or late, Wronged and wrongdoer, each with meekened face, And cold hands folded over a still heart, Pass the green threshold of our common grave, Whither all footsteps tend, whence none depart, Awed for myself, and pitying my race, Our common sorrow, like a mighty wave, Swept all my pride away, and trembling I forgave! John Greenleaf Whittier *this is my great, great....grandfather! very talented!!!

Complete
Kiss away the tears that fall. I'm crying for you, hear my call. I need you in my life always. Your love is my sunshine on rainy days. I hate it that you aren't here. My heart is filling with fear. Each long day that passes by, When you aren't holding me I want to cry. I try to be strong and carry on. I know in my heart you're the one. The one I want until forever ends. Come back to me so I can feel complete again.

Love Will Lead You Back
The long nights away from you, They drive me crazy, but I make it through. Something tells me not to let go. Seems my heart knows something my head doesn't know. It tells me to hold on to what once was. It will all work out, everything does. Your love made me feel so alive. I thought without it I would surely die. But I'm still here and I always will be. I will never give up on you and me. My thoughts are so scattered and a mess. I'm doing my best to pass this test. I'm waiting for you to come back home to me. Love will lead you back. You'll see.

People Need To Just Cut Me A Break!
I try so hard.. and i seem to be so nice to the ppl who i guess dont give a shit about anything! things like this just piss me off to no end! I am starting to think that i am just to nice to all the wrong ppl? I know alot of ppl dont like the hard ass bitchy type either,.. so, my question is this.. if they are not crazy about the nice people who are down to earth and want NOTHING but the best for everyone, and they just dont seem to get along with the bitchy girls who think they are are better then anyone and that the world cant hurt them.. then what "type" do i fall under.. and what am i doing wrong?????????????

Moving On
Bring on the rain. I'm ready to drown this pain. You said you'd always be here. Yet you're the reason for my tears. I can't understand why you felt you couldn't stay. It's why rain fills even the sunniest of my days. I wonder if the pain will ever really be gone. If I can't find a way to make it stop I won't be able to move on.

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore.. HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - She i

Im Posting Now!! Watch Out World...
To be compleatly honest.. i have absolutly nothing to write about.. so, well apologize if you went out of your way to read this.. but i have a question for you.. have you ever had your high heels sink into the mud?

My Heart
My ever bleeding heart still beats only for you. It won't accept the fact that you said we're through. Inside my head I've moved on to other things. But my heart refuses to be free and spread its' wings. You'll always be the one I'm with when I close my eyes. I wish your heart would answer to my hearts' cries. It screams your name and longs for the love you gave. To that love it became a slave. Now I'll have to try and force myself to move on. My heart will continue to be yours even though you're gone.

Miss Me
It's time for me to move on. The love you had for me is gone. If it's gone it was never really there. One day you'll realize all I did was care. You'll miss me and it will be too late. I'll be long gone, wiped clean the slate. I won't lie and say my feelings will change. They won't but I'm turning the page. Once it's turned I'm never looking back. I'll be getting a new life on track. A life that won't have room for you and how you feel. Then I'll tell you like you told me: Find a way to heal. I hope you find happiness in your life some day. It's your own fault it won't be with me.

Returning To Cherrytap
As alot of you know I have been in the process of moving. I have finally finished my move and returned to CherryTap. While I was gone alot seems to have happened. Lounges have closed and friends have gone in different directions. To be honest I kind of expected a warm welcome back, but, it seems I was wrong.Since I have returned I have gotten a cold shoulder. Sometime when you all have time I would like for you to check out a cool new music player that I have.I have missed everyone here and I am happy to be back, although a little disappointed.

" Poetry "
The sound of her own voice startled her. In the room that was empty, Alone for the first time. For so long she had been intertwined, Encompassed in another, She found that she was a stranger To her own self. The echoes of her words Resonated from within, Like the soft chime of a bell. Gently stirring her consciousness To awareness Of her thoughts Her dreams Her spirit In the room that was empty, Alone for the first time, She began to speak again.

A New Start
Breathe in and breathe out. Push back the fear, cast away the doubt. Your life has just now begun. Just see that after the rain comes the sun. Each tear you cried made you more wise. At least now you can see thru the lies. Pick up the pieces of your broken heart. Put it back together, time for a new start. You'll be more aware of what's at stake. You still have more choices in life to make.

" To My Dreamer "
no matter the distance how ever far apart destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart i miss you everyday but there little tears to shed as long as your beig loved cared for and protected it will be ok i hope you find happiness and do everything you want to in life i'll always be there for you morning noon and night i love you so much and while we are apart remember destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart

You've Got To Be Kidding
Okay, either I've just had a stroke and am lying on my office floor drooling, or I really did just tune in to the 2007 Rock Paper Scissors Championships on ESPN. Is it a slow sports day? It's being held in Las Vegas and they're talking about adaptive strategies and laying odds based on wrist cramps and if the "athlete" is right or left handed. I'm not even sure where I was going with this, I'm just stunned.

History Made With Live Earth Online Video
REDMOND (WASH), July 7 -- With plenty of music yet to be broadcast in the July 7th Live Earth series, MSN reported today that it already has served more than 9 million live online streams to users viewing the worldwide music event aimed at promoting awareness of climate change. The concert series opened in Sydney and then moved across the globe to Tokyo, Hamburg, Germany and London, to name just a few cities. The U.S. leg of the concert kicks off at 2:30 p.m. EDT in Giants Stadium just outside of New York City. "History is being made today," said Joanne Bradford, corporate vice president and chief media officer of MSN. "Millions of people around the world have joined together to fight the climate crisis. The more than 9 million streams MSN has delivered so far today represent a milestone in live Internet broadcasting. We expect to see an even greater number of streams after the concerts are over as people return to watch their favorite performances or enjoy them for the first time

Time Will Tell
I've taken it all for granted for far too long. I can only hope it's not too late to right what's wrong. I have another chance to try and fix the mess I made. In the end I hope my debt will be paid. I owe them all of me not just some. I hate the person I let myself become. I can do so much better for them and for myself as well. I'll get there, but only time will tell.

"push"
Every time I look at you the world just melts away All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when you fall you offer me a softer place to land You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together You're the one true thing I know I can believe in You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me You're the one true thing I know I can believe I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe No matter what I say or do 'cause you're too good to fight about it Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go You won't stoop down to battle but you never turn to go There are times I cant decide when I can't tell up from down You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up & brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day

My Wife's Birthday...
For the first time in 17 years, I missing my wifes birthday... She'll be up in Nevada... And I'm down here in Garland, with my son's. At her request... I'm yet to figure this all out. Being Separated Sucks. I love my wife very much. She's my soul mate. I realized I wasn't the best husband. I never cheated on her. Just the last few years, we got to that point, where we worked, slept, she did her thing I did mine. I know allot more now than I did then. It was the crappiest Birthday Present I got. I don't really see myself seeing other people. I have no friends other than on the internet, kinda sad... It's not like I can come over and have a drink, dinner or stuff like that. Plus, I would impose on anyone like that. I'm just not that way... Never have been... I hope to repair my marriage, but at the moment, its not looking so good. I'm at a total loss at what to do, or even think. Hope I don't put people in a coma with this. I am not that great looking, but if looks where what

Rise
If I think of you I won't cry. I'm giving happiness without you a try. So there'll be long, lonely nights. But they'll make the good days seem twice as bright. My heart won't always feel so broken. I'll have the love you gave to carry as a token. Proof that I loved with my all. It will help me live and rise against the fall.

Questions
When you're alone do you think of me? When you close your eyes is it me you see? Am I in your dreams as you sleep at night? Can you still feel my arms holding you tight? Do you find yourself wishing I was there? Are you ever going to admit how much you care?

I Wish I Had Control Again
Ive tried everything I know to do, Ive prayed, Ive asked for help, Ive sold everything I can, and still, I have issues that I can not overcome. When did I lose control over my own life? When did things get so out of hand that I am powerless to navigate my own destiny? When I was younger, I had serious issues with depression and suicidal urges. Through therapy, I have learned how to constructively deal with urges like that, and lately, its like everything Ive learned has gone straight out of my brain! Its torture to get out of bed anymore. I wake up and look around and literally say to myself, or maybe the cats, who knows, "Man, did I wake up AGAIN?" Anyway I just needed to put these thoughts down somewhere, get them out of my head, or at least share them or something. No comments are needed. And if suddenly Im not online anymore, its not because Ive done something to myself. I have an eviction notice and a disconnect on my electric, so if Im not online anymore, one of

T-mobile's Triple Threat, P. 2
T-Mobile's Triple Threat (page 2 of 2) Technology Microsoft's Billion-Dollar Fix eBay Takes on Craigslist Nanotech Disappoints in Europe NEC Pushes Plastics Made from Crops SingTel to Lead Bid for Aussie Network Story Tools post a comment e-mail this story print this story order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us "[Most] people want to have a home phone that's separate from their cell phone," says Rob Chandhok, chief product officer for SunRocket. He argues that cell-phone numbers are viewed as more personal, and people are less willing to give them out. The @Home offering also may aid T-Mobile in competing with smaller cell carriers such as Leap Wireless (LEAP) and MetroPCS Communications (PCS), which offer unlimited calling for as little as $30 a month. During its six-month trial in Seattle, the company found that @Home users tended to sign up for lower-priced calling plans, which at T-Mobile start at $39.99 a month for 1,000 cell minutes. Yet, says S

T-mobile's Triple Threat, P. 1
T-Mobile's Triple Threat The converged cellular-Wi-Fi service, HotSpot @Home, is going up against local phone businesses, VoIP service—and maybe even the iPhone by Olga Kharif Technology Microsoft's Billion-Dollar Fix eBay Takes on Craigslist Nanotech Disappoints in Europe NEC Pushes Plastics Made from Crops SingTel to Lead Bid for Aussie Network Story Tools post a comment e-mail this story print this story order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us In the TV commercial for T-Mobile's long-awaited HotSpot @Home service, a wireless morph of cellular and Wi-Fi, a 20-something named Jimmy patters around the house in a bathrobe, soaking in the adoration of his friends: Sure, he was unpopular at school, but all that's changed now that he has converted his home into a Wi-Fi hotspot—and signed up for @Home, launched nationwide on June 27. It's a play for just the youthful audience T-Mobile USA (DT) needs to worry about with the arrival of Apple's (AAPL) iPhone sl

Sun
The luster in my eyes is gone and my bones are weary, as I stand at the bottom of the hill. Through the misty haze of my saltwater tears, all I can see of my path is the long tread up. My blistered feet, sore from my long journey, scream that I can walk no further. Hope is bleak, when suddenly a ray of light pierces the fog that shrouds me. I blindly grope for it, stumbling weakly for a source of strength, for a sense of warmth, for a light that clears the shadows.

To My Dark Angel
no matter the distance how ever far apart destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart i miss you everyday but there little tears to shed as long as your beig loved cared for and protected it will be ok i hope you find happiness and do everything you want to in life i'll always be there for you morning noon and night i love you so much and while we are apart remember destinys truest soulmates are always togethr in heart

Amazing What Music And A Drive Can Do For You
Alright so there I was in the car a lil while ago driving aimlessly pondering what the hell I am doing. I was driving north and no clue as to where I was going or anything, just driving and thinking. I had no plan, I had no goal, and I just wanted to clear my mind. I guess in some way it worked because I was listening to the radio singing along once in a while and was transported back in time to some happier place, some happier memory, a happier Jessie so to speak. Isn’t it amazing how music has that ability at times? So, anyhow there I was when Pearl Jam came on the radio. Now I have never been a big grunge fan, never a big Pearl Jam fan, hell never a big Eddie Vedder fan . . . But Shannon on the other hand - she was so in love with him that she would have killed her first born just to meet him. That is what I was thinking about during that song, walking into her old bedroom and seeing posters of Eddie Vedder everywhere and listening to her tell me how wonderful he is because

Saturday The 7th, Contest Commenting Limit!
HIT MY LIMIT.....NEED YOUR HELP, RATE MY PIC OR STAY AND LEAVE COMMENTS WHATEVER YOU CAN GIVE, CONTEST ONLY HAS FEW MORE DAYS AND I'M IN THE LEAD, I'D LIKE TO STAY THERE,LOL. I GOT THE LINK ON MY PROFILE IN MY ABOUTME SECT UNDER THE MAG PIC WHERE IT SAYS LINK! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! chicagobeebs1978, u can also copy and paste this into your browser. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=915953&albumid=427114&i=3232057794

Cfl Schedule Is Up
BE SURE TO CHECK EITHER PROFILE TO FIND WHICH PROFILE WILL HOST YOUR GAME BLUEDEMON ~Demon House for life~@ CherryTAP ~Unique Dream ~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'BLUEDEMON ~Demon House for life~' on '2007-07-07 17:22:49')

Redneck Love Poem
REDNECK LOVE POEM SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE; SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO. PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL, YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER. I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW, BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER. SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL, BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS, HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL. YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL, AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YOU' MOTHER, BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO' I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER. BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD, JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY. MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE. YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY!

Whispers
i try to open my eyes i can not see.... i feel my skin there is nothing there.. what is wrong with me.... i look again..i can not see... i hear small voices, faint but so close.. i can feel the whispers... whats wrong with me.... i can hear crying far off, but why... i hear my name through a sob... what is wrong with me

Chapter 10 { The First Men In The Moon
HIS face caught something of my dismay. He stood up and stared about him at the scrub that fenced us in and rose about us, straining upward in a passion of growth. He put a dubious hand to his lips. He spoke with a sudden lack of assurance. "I think," he said slowly, "we left it ... somewhere ... about there." He pointed a hesitating finger that wavered in an arc. "I'm not sure." His look of consternation deepened. "Anyhow," he said, with his eyes on me, "it can't be far." We had both stood up. We made unmeaning ejaculations, our eyes sought in the twining, thickening jungle round about us. All about us on the sunlit slopes frothed and swayed the darting shrubs, the swelling cactus, the creeping lichens, and wherever the shade remained the snow-drifts lingered. North, south, east, and west spread an identical monotony of unfamiliar forms. And somewhere, buried already among this tangled confusion, was our sphere, our home, our only provision, our only hope of escape fro

7 Wonders Of The World....
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070707/ap_on_re_eu/new_seven_wonders 7 new wonders of the world chosen By BARRY HATTON, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 27 minutes ago The Great Wall of China, Rome's Colosseum, India's Taj Mahal and three architectural marvels from Latin America were among the new seven wonders of the world chosen in a global poll released on Saturday. Jordan's Petra was the seventh winner. Peru's Machu Picchu, Brazil's Statue of Christ Redeemer and Mexico's Chichen Itza pyramid also made the cut. About 100 million votes were cast by the Internet and cellphone text messages, said New7Wonders, the nonprofit organization that conducted the poll. The seven beat out 14 other nominated landmarks, including the Eiffel Tower, Easter Island in the Pacific, the Statue of Liberty, the Acropolis, Russia's Kremlin and Australia's Sydney Opera House. The pyramids of Giza, the only surviving structures from the original seven wonders of the ancient world, were as

Chapter 6 { The Lost World
Chapter VI: I was the Flail of the Lord Lord John Roxton and I turned down Vigo Street together and through the dingy portals of the famous aristocratic rookery. At the end of a long drab passage my new acquaintance pushed open a door and turned on an electric switch. A number of lamps shining through tinted shades bathed the whole great room before us in a ruddy radiance. Standing in the doorway and glancing round me, I had a general impression of extraordinary comfort and elegance combined with an atmosphere of masculine virility. Everywhere there were mingled the luxury of the wealthy man of taste and the careless untidiness of the bachelor. Rich furs and strange iridescent mats from some Oriental bazaar were scattered upon the floor. Pictures and prints which even my unpractised eyes could recognize as being of great price and rarity hung thick upon the walls. Sketches of boxers, of ballet-girls, and of racehorses alternated with a sensuous Fragonard, a martial Girardet, and a d

Why Am I Single??
Ok lets get this out in the open, I will share this with you.. I have been single for almost a year, My ex- left me when I was pregnant.So I had to go through all of this alone..Going to the doctors, hearing the babies heart beat,having Cory alone and now raising him alone..I thank god everyday for the gift is has givin to me..He has been a blessing in my life.If it wasn't for him and my family, I don't know where I would be today. I will not settle for anything but the best, when it comes to love and relationship..Tell me how can you give your heart when all that has been done to it, is it has been thrown away..I am so sick of someone saying they love me and just leave me..And I won't have it happen to my son ever...Once for him was enough.. So until someone can prove to me and my son that life can be better than being left all the time, I will stay single.. EJ

Contest Ending
the contest for the sexiest mom on ct will end july 8th at 6pm est..i want to take this time to thank all the moms for entering. and all the bombers that has helped the moms. thanks again and have a good night and good luck for the remaining 22hrs left

When Our Bodies Come To Meet
When Our Bodies Come To Meet When I see you I can Feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole.

Brujah Clan
Brujah The Brujah are inheritors of a majestic and ancient legacy, which is unfortunate. Tonight's Brujah seem less like a clan and more like a mob. Punks, terrorists, revolutionaries, criminals, gangbangers and the like make up the Brujah; the clan seems to be united in nothing save its contempt for the institutions of vampire and mortal society. Well, this is not entirely true; Clan Brujah are among the most savage vampires, and the most trivial slight or annoyance may trigger a howling Brujah frenzy. The Brujah's disunity keeps the clan tenuously in the Camarilla, but Brujah thugs routinely defect to the anarchs, the better to strike against their hated elders. Even the "tamer" Brujah annoy the elders and princes routinely through acts of defiance and rebellion. Despite their recalcitrance, however, Brujah are valued as warriors; they are perhaps the most dangerous vampires in a straightforward battle. To anger a Brujah is nigh suicidal - and Brujah are notorious for their tempers.

This Is A Good Quote
We should study; knowledge has the power not only to make people smart but to make them good... Flow with whatever may happen and let your mind be free; Stay centered by accepting what your doing....

~nightowl~
A shadow perched on the rooftop of the building above, watching all the people like insects below, all dressed for the drama that was Saturday night in Deep Ellum. Yet the attention of this predator was only on one- and when her scent wafted through the cool September air, he made his way below, effortlessly leaping down and across buildings to the streets, crimson eyes glowing. Leighondra walked out of the Galaxy Club out onto the busy sidewalk of Deep Ellum, lighting a cigarette as she walked to the next club, the next gig. She lived for the weekends when she could prowl the clubs, dancing, drinking in the music that was her addiction. The thick soles of her boots made her stride silent, purposeful- her mother often accused her of walking like a football player. Leighondra felt she simply walked- efficiently. Suddenly, her senses tingled, the hair standing on the back of her neck. She looked in front of her to see a shadow come from the alleyway, mingling with the crowd. The m

Two Seconds To Help A Friend?
Peggy Sue is in a contest...ONLY rates count. No comment bombing needed. If you could take just a second to go rate her, I would appreciate it. Thanks! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=723777&albumid=435476&i=3891847458

Fire Fighters Hall
Click here to enter^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Come join the fun at the Firefighters hall *8 Pm * tonight for the WET&WILD ..... We will be have some great Gifts to the first 10 peep that show up and joins our family .............. We are still looking for some new staff members : Door Greeters :Bartenders: Dancers: Enforecers: Apply with the lounge or message ¢¾ Ms.Mama ¢¾Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ¢¾ Manager of Firefighters Hall@ CherryTAP Manager of Firefighters Hall (repost of original by '¢¾ Ms.Mama ¢¾Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ¢¾ Manager of Firefighters Hall' on '2007-07-07 12:15:49') (repost of original by '♥ Hott lil sassy♥ Firefighters Hall Bartender' on '2007-07-07 12:27:28') (repost of original by '♥ Ms.Mama ♥Firefighter John's Ct Daughter ♥ Manager of Firefighters Hall' on '2007-07-07 13:42:42') (repost of original by 'FireFighter John /sexxy sammy`s c/t b/f * Owner Of Fire Fighters Hall * ms mama`s/ jaci`s/ct dad*

Chapter 14 { The Jewel Of The Seven Stars- The Mummy
During my waiting for the summons to Mr Trelawny's room, which I knew would come, the time was long and lonely. After the first few moments of emotional happiness at Margaret's joy, I somehow felt apart and alone; and for a little time the selfishness of a lover possessed me. But it was not for long. Margaret's happiness was all in all to me; and in the conscious sense of it I lost my baser self. Margaret's last words as the door closed on them gave the key to the whole situation, as it had been and as it was. These two proud, strong people, though father and daughter, had only come to know each other when the girl was grown up. Margaret's nature was of that kind which matures early. The pride and strength of each, and the reticence which was their corollary, made a barrier at the beginning. Each had respected the other's reticence too much thereafter, and the misunderstanding grew to habit. And so these two loving hearts, each of which yearned for sympathy from the other, were kept

Just One Rate
This is the link to a picture I have in a RATES ONLY contest. Comments do not count. No comment bombing, etc. Just rates only. So if each of my friends go by and rate it just once, I will have a shot at this one. I have alot of friends here and my friends have alot of friends, so if you could repost this bulletin where your friends can see it too I would appreciate it. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=723777&i=3891847458 Thanks in advance for your reposting and rating the picture for me. Please repost

Hospital
Ok.. i went in for the 1st part.. and it didnt go as well as we all hoped, BUT i am OK!!! and home now... so thats good right? waitin now to hear about whats goin on and when its goin to take place.. so ill let yall know when i know.. love yaz wendy

Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

7 Wonders
LISBON, Portugal - The Great Wall of China, Rome's Colosseum, India's Taj Mahal and three architectural marvels from Latin America were among the new seven wonders of the world chosen in a global poll released on Saturday. Jordan's Petra was the seventh winner. Peru's Machu Picchu, Brazil's Statue of Christ Redeemer and Mexico's Chichen Itza pyramid also made the cut. About 100 million votes were cast by the Internet and cellphone text messages, said New7Wonders, the nonprofit organization that conducted the poll. The seven beat out 14 other nominated landmarks, including the Eiffel Tower, Easter Island in the Pacific, the Statue of Liberty, the Acropolis, Russia's Kremlin and Australia's Sydney Opera House. The pyramids of Giza, the only surviving structures from the original seven wonders of the ancient world, were assured of retaining their status in addition to the new seven after indignant Egyptian officials said it was a disgrace they had to compete. The campaign

Second Verse Same As The First!
i thought id write something but now i dont feel like it lol aint that the shit! so this is my second ct account and this time around isnt the same as teh first. not sure if im diggen it or not. maybe its me thats off. well ok that goes withotu saying yea im way off but then we all knew that! so i wont bore you...like anyone is reading these anyway. so until i feel like actually writing something.....

Arrrrgggghhhhhh Fuck Summer
I FUCKEN HATE SUMMER FUCKEN SHIT DAMMIT GRRRRRRR I WANT FUCKEN WINTER COLD MUGGY SKYS WHERE everyone feels like shit an is depressed cuz theres no sun cause it puts a smile on my face seeing other ppl hating the cold an no sun :D fuck the sun dammit

Movies
HEY EVERYONE MY MODELING HAS TAKEN ME TO ANOTHER LEVEL :) I GOT A PART IN A MOVIE CALLED THE FIST OF A VAMPIRE I START FILMING THE WEEK OF THE 16TH I'M SO EXCITED AND I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED!! I DONT GET ON HERE MUCH I TRAVEL AND WORK ALL THE TIME SO IF YOU WANT MYSPACE IS A BETTER WAY TO REACH ME YOU CAN FIND MY MYSPACE URL IN MY PROFILE :) XOXOXOXOOXO

2nd Official "dirty Little Secrets" Pimpout
Not only are these guys part of my dirty little secrets, but fantastic people to know. This is my way of sharing these great men of CT with everyone who hasn't had the satisfaction of meeting them yet. Each and everyone one of these awesome guys means something special to me and have been there when i've needed them. Would love ya'll to repost this as well. Thanks and much luv, Jackie Boone, Plz sign my guestbook@ CherryTAP blueyedevil81@ CherryTAP RECONDOC _DSC_ eXtreme X (resident comedian){ Security guilty pleasures lounge}@ CherryTAP Hoss@ CherryTAP thrdlife4me@ CherryTAP AllDay4Play@ CherryTAP SWM30Tampa@ CherryTAP justgeo@ CherryTAP buttluster@ CherryTAP DirtyWhiteBoy@ CherryTAP JAK~Fae

Lunch Time
Angel::: sits at the table with a bowl of steaming hot soup, sipping slowly::: Death::: walks into the room::: mmm yummy ::: licks her lips and kisses::: Angel::: licks his lips and returns his kisses::: Yes it is Death: just as tasty, i know a way to make it taste even better Angel: hmmm? :::takes another sip::: Death: a nice thick load of cum Angel: mmmm Death: you like that idea? Angel::: nods as she takes another sip::: Death: :::grabs his crotch::: and im nice and hard Angel::: giggles as she reaches out to investigate his claims ::: Death::: pulls down his black crushed velvet sweatpants and dips his cock into her soup.::: here have a taste Angel::: licks the soup off his cock::: mmm, yummy huni Death::: yea nothin like flavored cock :::chuckles::: would you like some more? Angel::: nods ::: Yes please Death::: dips the entire length of his cock into her soup leaving it submerged for a few seconds before pulling it out.::: Angel::: takes another sip of soup after

My Bruised Foot.
yesterday(7/6/07) was my towns fireworks show. so there me and my friends were at the local hardees parking lot. at one point me and my boyfriend were coming out of hardees and he ended up stepping on my foot and bruising it. i don't know how it happened but it did. it hurts like a..... lol!

Excited And Nervous...
Well, I have one week, and I am going to finally meet Greg aka !Natas....I'm scared, and I'm hoping that he isn't going to kill me, at least not on the first date...lol Once again, I have never went and met anyone from online, so being a totally new expirience, I'm really not sure what to expect....I'm sure we will be fine, we have talked for quite a while online and on the phone, so I am hopig all will go well.... I have 2 tests this week, and my midterm in 1 class the next tuesday, so I really need to get to studying... Well, for now, wish me luck and cross your fingers for me, my nerves are seriously worked up and I need all the help I can get...~kisses~

Awwwwww....
...for all those Earth Angels that stopped by and helped me out in my contest, I want to say a big THANKS! We're here for rating others stashes...not contest, and I know you were under no obligation to help out, but it is sure nice to know that there are friends that will help you out, just because they want to! Alot of you know that my Dad just passed away 3 weeks ago today, so you all have NO IDEA, how much it meant to have you all leave so many comments on his contest pictures. Thank you again...so very very much!

Life
My life is completely different these days. I am once again going through a divorce. Sadly I'm only 24 and this will be my second divorce. This one ended for reasons that are quite unclear to me. If you have been my friend then you know that the reason I left was because my ex beat the hell outta me. I am still quite uncertain of the reason for that fight. I don't recall a lot of the argument that led to it but I very vividly recall the fight itself. I have let that aspect of my life go entirely with the exclusion of the divorce. I will never understand what exactly it was that I did to cause such a horrible reaction nor will I ever utter the words I am sorry for anything that I could have ever done to set him off. I will however say that no man is worth a beating. I have been through the physical abuse trip one too many times and I REFUSE to go through it again. I will not make exscuses for a man who will hit me. I will however call the police and watch as they escort them

Taxes
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax CDL license Tax Cigarette Tax Corporate Income Tax Dog License Tax Excise Taxes Federal Income T

Ct Marriage
im thinking about getting myself a ct husband, im bored and no one wants to get me a blast lol, so start proposing, remember its only for fun, and only pretend so i dont really love you lol well i do love you but only as a friend :P oh yeah i forgot to mention, im having a ct son and would like to be married first lmo

Just Chillin
hi there i am betty i like to spend my time chillin and grillin out with my man. I like goin campin and fishin ,watchin nascar im wat u could call a bit of a laid back chic i love my life and wouldnt have it any other way> so stop by and say hey to me and check out some of my pics you never know wat u might find in my photo album ..... lol

On Or Off?
Body: TURNS YOU ON = ON TURNS YOU OFF = OFF YOU DON'T CARE = DC GIRLS FILL THIS PART OUT Wears a grill: Dresses Gangsta: Dresses Preppy: . Dresses Athletic: . Has green eyes: . Has brown eyes: Has hazel eyes: . Has blue eyes: Drinks alcohol: . Smokes cigarettes: Smokes weed: Plays sports: Smiles a lot: Has hair: . Has brown hair: Has black hair: Has red hair: Has no hair: Has blonde hair: . Good dancer: Wears jewelry: Tattoos: . Laid back: Plays guitar: Plays drums: Plays bass: Raps: Can draw: Has a lip ring: Has a tongue ring: Nipples pierced: Has a big butt: . Facial hair: Hugs you:.. Hugs from behind: Creative: Calls you just to hear your voice: Religious: Goes to church/temple: Is funny: Has dreads: . GUYS FILL THIS PART OUT: Has a nice butt:On Plays musical instrument: dc Has green eyes:dc Has blue eyes:dc Has brown eyes:dc Has hazel eyes:dc Has long hair:ON Has med. hair:dc Has short hair:off Drinks alcohol:dc as lo

2 Funerals
Today I left at 9:45 to go to a funeral that didn't start till 10:30 because we knew it was going to be packed. I live in a small community and this was for a 17 yr old girl that was in my sons grade at his school. It was standing room only. We left the church at 11:45 and couldn't even go to the grave side service because we had to head directly to another funeral for a 15 yr old girl, also from our small community but this one happened to also be a distant cousin and I'd been very close with her father & his brothers & sister when we were growing up. Hers didn't start till one and we were at the church by noon. By 12:30 it was pretty much standing room only. We did go to the grave side service for her funeral. They had a white casket and handed out permanent markers after the sermon so people could sign her casket before they committed her to the earth. Terribly terribly sad .. and oh so draining.

This Month So Far....
I hope the rest of this month isn't like whow the first week has been. It was approximately one week ago today that I got the call from my brother telling me about my uncle. It was one of the hardest things I have had to endure in a long time. Thankfully he is ok and is home recuperating. That took up most of the week then there was today. Today there was a shooting at the local McDonalds right at the end of my street. A worker was there to pick up his check and have some breakfast with his girlfriend. Well, see, his girlfriend was in the process of divorcing this guy who was constantly harassing the worker and such and today this guy shot the worker in the head with a semi-automatic hand gun. He died. I knew him. It's not fair. What the hell is this world coming to? Seriously? And the hardest part of this whole thing, I went to school with him, he graduated 2 years after I did but I knew him through other people. He was always the one that waited on me there if he was working and we w

If I Ain't Got You
Artist: Alicia Keys Album: Unplugged Title: If I Ain't Got You Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within And I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial [Chorus:] Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you, Yeah Some people search for a fountain That promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share With no one who truly cares for me [Chorus:] Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some peo

Tattoo Shop Blues
well its another day here in PA and its hot and im feeling troubled. Im working really hard to open a shop but it seems like everything is working against me. Yet another project that seems impossible, but anything worth doing is worth working hard to get right? But i have hooked up with some great people to do this with. so i will keep plugging away at this. In the mean time, we are tattooing anytime from the house and we will travel within a reasonable distance! So let us know if u need some work done. Until the next rant!

For A Friends Cheating Wife.
NAG,NAG YOU FILTHY SCAG YOU GREASY SLIMY SLUT!BETWEEN YOUR THIGHS GREEN FUNGUS LIES AND MAGGOTS CRAWL OUT YOUR BUTT!BEFORE I WOULD SCALE YOUR SCABBY LEGS OR SUCK YOUR FESTERED TITS,I'D DRINK A BOWL OF BUZZARD PUKE AND DIE OF THE DRIBBLING SHITS....Amen.

One Second!
One Second! He always flirted told her how much he wanted her, she would laugh and tell him to shut up. Both trying to find a real answere, feeling and a real touch. Friends always on the phone to each other they would ask what am I doing wrong, To each other they would responed it's just not right yet. Getting a little older 3,4 years pass by many woman he took to the movies, out to eat,clubs and many times he looked for a way to enjoy himself with them. many times she try to feel something trying understand why they never made her knees buckle with a kiss. Both seemed to everyone else as players, Not wanting to be with just one, but yet to one another they knew what was really going on. The for the first time two friends of years ended up on the same stage both out of there known element . All those times on the phone with there stupid reason for trying to love and I don't understands They never knew that one day in one second tides were going to turn. He walked into the room, ins

Lets Help Him Level
OK...HERES ONE OF MY SEXY FRIENDS AND HES NEEDING HELP TO LEVEL UP...HE WAS TRYING TO BY RATING STASHES AND ALL BUT HAS RAN OUT OF RATES FOR THE DAY SOOOO COME ON ALL OF MY SEXY AND WONDERFUL FRIENDS HELP ME TO HELP HIM... Slayer@ CherryTAP THANKS EVERYONE MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Drivin Through The States
2 weeks till i get the hell out of this hole i came up to van city cos the skiings supposed to be wicked but the summer sux the dude piston im outtie goin back to toronto area but i gotta drive which is sucky its like a 3 day drive and im not goin through screw that i dont wanna go through sakatchewan or however u spell it its all fields so im gonna go down to washington then straight across to michigan an hook up in toronto i dunno if i theres anything along the way worth stoppin to see if there is let me kno

Because Of You
Artist: Kelly Clarkson Album: Breakaway Title: Because Of You I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you

Hello To All My Friends
I just wanted to say hi to everyone. My husband just got home from his week long business trip again and is home for the night and then will be out on the road again until Thursday when he will be home again for a day and head back out again. This summer is going to be a long and frustrating summer I can see that right now. He will be gone six days out of seven on the average it appears. Then on August 20th we are out again for another week long vacation to the San Francisco bay area. How have you been? 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Me,myself And I.
My face is painted white as can be~Bright red lipstick for all to see~Hair so black it shines in the night~Black eyeliner dripping into my sight~Painted nails of midnight color~Matching my wardrobe like no other~Boots with heels so chunky and high~Stares from people who judge you and sigh~Suspenders hang from the sides of my dress~Low to the ground they drag and stress~I'm covered in black from head to toe~Not to be a freak or in a side show~This is me~ This is who I am~I'm not into all your fuckin'glam~So stare as you will cause I'm laughing inside~ For I am Confident~I don't hide.

Bidi Bidi Bom Bom
Artist: Selena Album: 12 Super Exitos Title: Bidi Bidi Bom Bom Bidi bidi bom bom Bidi bidi bom bom Cada vez, cada vez que lo veo pasar Mi corazón se enloquece Y me empieza a palpitar Bidi bidi bom bom Y se emociona, ya no razona No lo puedo controlar Bidi bidi bom bom Y se emociona, ya no razona Y me empieza a cantar Me canta así: Bidi bidi bom bom Bidi bidi bom bom Bidi bidi bidi bidi bidi bom bom Bidi bidi bidi bidi bidi bom bom Cada vez, cada vez que lo oigo hablar Me tiemblan hasta las piernas Y el corazón igual Bidi bidi bom bom Y se emociona, ya no razona No lo puedo controlar Bidi bidi bom bom Y se emociona, ya no razona Y me empieza a cantar Me canta así: (chorus) Cuando escucho esta canción, Mi corazon quiere cantar así Me canta así, me canta a ti Cada vez que lo veo pasar Mi corazón se enloquece.. Cada vez que lo veo pasar Y me empieza a palpitar Así, así...

Voices.
Look in my head and you will find...All the thoughts of a demented mind.Lurking within me trying to escape,But stuck forever behind hells gate.I hear what they talk about every single day and I take several meds to keep them at bay.But I know one day and one day soon they will become quite Immune...To all the shit I take to avoid,The demon voices that try to destroy.I wish you could hear them and know what they say,For you wouldn't believe me if I told you my say.So as I suffer and deal with the noise I will take more pills to fill up this void.Alone in my body But not in my head I wish these voices would all drop dead!

First Impressions
Whats that you thinkin bout boy - - What you got on your mind... Are those thoughts about me - - That I see in your eyes... If Im reading correctly - - And I think that I am.... You want me to come closer - - And give you my hand... So then you can take it - - and lead me inside.... We can block out the world - - and make love all night... I could get lost in your kisses - - and melt with your touch... My body would tremble - - With the flick of your tongue... Id cum all in your mouth - - Mmmm.. multipule times... Sit up - Push you back - - And climb on for a ride... Id be bouncin my ass - - While you grippin my hips... Have you rollin you're eyes - - And bitin your lips.. Drop it down on you hard - - you got this pussy so wet... I feel you bout to explode - - But hold up - baby not yet... Keep you held tight inside me - - as I turn it around... So you can look at this ass - - While I make it bounce... Then you'd get up behind me - - Push

Hidden In Time.
Your love enthralls me as I engulf the fumes of what lingers now~Your touch stains my skin as it penetrates into the layers which binds me together~My feelings swell deep inside but never come to the surface for I have a shell protecting my inner being~You know me like an old book that had fallen off a shelf and was left to decay by the elements of time~Always trying to open me but failing miserably~I am in a place where time goes forward yet stands still~I will remain in this tomb I created~I will die in this womb that protects me as a blanket~

Battle Of The Bands Update + 2 Other Contests!
So far in the Battle of the Bands contest I am neck and neck for 2nd place with 101 rates... the leader has 234 rates, so I've got a lot of work to do to catch up! I think I lead in comments right now, but the # of comments is unfortunately not posted on stash entries... I really need everyone's help to win this! Once again, here is my entry to the Battle of the Bands hosted by the super cool Pantera Rawks: CT Battle of the Bands - Pheonix Rising If you like my music (same as what is playing here), thumb it up and comment (more than once if you like)! Check out the other talented indie bands too... this contest is great publicity for all of us! It runs until next Friday morning, so keep coming back and commenting! Winner gets a blast! -- and believe me, our band could use the publicity. Another singer told me she gets 100+ new fans/day while on blast! I am also in two other contests this week... I entered them before I knew about the BotB. Oops! If you felt like giving my publicit

He's A Balla
You know, eventually he is going to figure out who you are. Even if you put up those walls, he is eventually going to break them down. He’s going to figure out that you laugh when your nervous and that you are afraid everyone will leave you. He’s going to learn that you can be really insecure because of what happened in the past and that all your looking for is someone to believe in you. And when he learns all of this..if he leaves, he really isn’t worth your time because you deserve more than that…don’t forget that. She always ran away from the ones that showed her they cared, not because she didn’t believe them but because she had been left to many times before. Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that You know it's there and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're

Think About It And Tell Me What U Think
1) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2) Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't meanthey don't love you with all they have. 3) A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right besides them knowing you can't have them. 5) Never frown,even whenyou are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7) Don't waste your time on a man/ woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8) Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9) Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10)There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep trusting and just be mor

Don't Know What It's Called But It's By Madonna
Little girl Don't you forget her face Laughing away your tears When she was the one That felt all the pain Little girl Never forget her eyes Keep them alive inside I promise to try It's not the same Keep your head held high Ride like the wind Never look behind Life isn't fair That's what you said so I try not to care Little girl Don't run away so fast Think you forgot to kiss Kiss her goodbye Will she see me cry when I stumble and fall Does she hear my voice in the night When I call Wipe away all of your tears It's gonna be alright I fought to be so strong I guess you knew I was afraid You'd go away too Little girl You've got to forget the past Learn to forgive me I Promise to try But it feels like a lie Don't let memories play games with your mind She's a faded smile Frozen in time I'm still hanging on But I'm doing it wrong. Can't kiss her goodbye, but I promise to try.

Boring But Fun Day
Wow today, I got to go to the All Star baseball fanfest, and meet hella baseball players...Even tho I love the SF Giants Barry Bonds Is an a44hole LOL...Too many steriods I guess...I guess Ill go home and BBQ, even tho its super cold...Damn Frisco is always cold, I kinda miss Vegas a lil...Anyway everyone have a safe but fun weekend....Im gonna get my hair cut and get ready for the club tonight,,,,,,,,DAMN its my turn to DJ. oh well

My Blocked List!
I BLOCK FOR MANY REASONS.. SHOWING MOI NO RESPECT BY BEING RUDE/CRUDE..ETC! IVE GOT 670 PEEPS/PERVS/DOGS.. ON MINE WHO CANT READ! NOT READING MY PROFILE WILL GET U BLOCKED ! IT IS CLEARLY STATED HERE THAT.. ONLY MY "ACCEPTED FRIENDS" ARE ALLOWED TO FAN ME ! THEREFORE I BLOCK?

My Stupid Azz Cousin
My own cousin just walked into my room and started tell me shit about my life that I already knew. Then he proceeds to tell me that he knows more about certain things then I do. This coming from a kid that is going to be a sophmore because he failed 3rd grade. Yeah we're the same age and yeah Im a grade leave higher because I didn't fail any classes and no I don't know everything but damn does he haven't to be so fucking dumb! UGH! I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!

Juggalo's R Us
we need to tell the market man that we need FAYGO, HATCHETMAN CHARMS, A TICKETS TO THE GATHERING, FAYGO SHOWERS, ECT Things like this that we Juggalos could buy for one another..help me come up with cool juggalo gifts for Ct...and lets bug the hell outta market man to get them for us...lmwcao later Majick Neden

Spokenword(video Blog) : The Machine By Marq
The Machine First, let me explain how I will start You see, I came today just to share my art I didn’t come here with cute lil anecdotes, Or with names of fame & their over used quotes. Nor with fanciful ways of describing birds, Only sharp & blunt words & descriptive verbs. That force themselves out of me from a lack & meaning To provide more depth to a world that’s needing A little more purpose & a lot more feeling Than these shallow puppets of masses conceding To mundane routines, resulting in a severe psychosis. Your humanity is filtered out through reverse osmosis. Like a parasite inside, you are who the host is Recruiting consumer militia to proportions atrocious Using propaganda, advertising & the media. Through all their Jargon, & babble, The pompous work & kneed you Then flog & beat you Til you’re damn near see through Then they put you through the grinder & cast their mold & Wrap you up in plastic, packaged to be sold Spit out fraudulent cookie cutter

Ct.family Friend,of Mine,an Aries Acourse
PLEASE SHOW ME THE LOVE HERE! (repost of original by 'SSC CLUB FAR DIAMOND GEMS ~OWNER ~OF THE UAO' on '2007-07-06 19:18:38') Gina Here Great Friend of Mine,She Actually Inspirers me at times.if your tired bombing the same photos it's ok, Show her some Love. Click on Gina's photo the Contest Opens up.Just Keep Commenting same Photo over an over.Till you either get Inspirerd or Bored whatever arrives first.Good Luck.

Spokenword(video Blog) : Fu'poetry By Marq
Fu Poetry... A Message To My Haters And the shallow... The Drama Queens and Point/Attention Whores This goes out to all my haters... The two faced fuckers & the shallow imitators, You think these Drama queens & cam whores mean what they say? Its just their method to be noticed... For their own ego's Sake Coming online just for shits & giggles, Mind fucks, & wastes of time, I should have figured... You are merely hams for the cam... How you love to be seen Str8^ Chat hoz & attention fiends It's like a video game to you... u don't give a fuck, Cuz you'll just make it go away with one click or touch. How sad & pathetic that you're so fake, You'd rather hide your face... Than to be put in your place Well, I've had enough now, I detest your ways & this web of deceit that has spawned my rage This is my coming, call me karmas messenger, I am sorting out the frauds... No disrespect to the rest of ya. But my disappointment in humanity has been growing all the whil

Quote For July 4 (because I Wasn't Here To Leave Them Then)
The liberties of a people never were, nor ever will be, secure, when the transactions of their rulers may be concealed from them. -- Patrick Henry As we must account for every idle word, so must we account for every idle silence. -- Benjamin Franklin There, I guess King George will be able to read that. [Remark on signing American Declaration of Independence] -- John Hancock We must all hang together, or assuredly we shall all hang separately. -- Benjamin Franklin A pure democracy is a society consisting of a small number of citizens, who assemble and administer the government in person. -- James Madison A government is like fire, a handy servant, but a dangerous master. -- George Washington A Bill of Rights is what the people are entitled to against every government, and what no just government should refuse, or rest on inference. -- Thomas Jefferson

We Are Alone Right Here
This shadow blankets my fears from your eyes to judge. You will never be what I expected, for now I have to walk alone in my mind. Trying to cut the memories out of you, but all they do is cut back. I can still feel your warmth on the back of my neck. I can remember breathing in your life into mine. You left me haunted memories, to tear me down everyday. I can remember your shadow disappearing into the hazy fog because you couldn't save me. And so on and so forth we will move into a darkness to fight what we all fear inside -Raven

Why
Where to begin, I have a lot of women as friends on here for one reason, I LOVE WOMEN. I love the way a woman looks. Her eyes are kinder. Her lips are softer. Her smile is warmer. I don’t care what her race is women are beautiful no matter what their color. It does not matter if they are young or older; they all have something special about their look. Tall, petite, thick or thin, a woman’s body is fantastic to me. I love the softness of the curves, the warmth of her skin. Good lord I could go on for hours. A woman’s body is a gift. If she chooses to give her body I am honored. The female body is a beautiful gift. If she wants to be taken do it with fever. If she wants to be loved, do it with passion. Most of all I try to please her, because I know she will do the same for me. I think my favorite reason is to have the opportunity to form a relationship. A friend, a woman is easier on my eyes and ear. She is someone I can talk. I have a lot more reasons but I was t

Family Memeber In A Tattoo Contest
all bbw/bhm bombbers are not to go to bomb her she has not help cherry but maybe 50 comments so no family help at all this comes straight from rubia Delicious Trouble....Comment bomb away

Freak
FREAK APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think i'm sexy 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during seX? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 26. Wanna have sex with me today? 27. Wanna have sex with me tomorrow ?

A Night With My Love
The candles are glowing, My body’s on fire, Your presence here with me, Fuelling my desire. Cup your face in my hands, Gaze into your eyes, The touch of our lips, Hunger growing inside. My fingers are tracing, A path down your chest, I can feel your heart pounding, Hear every breath. No layers between us, Just skin upon skin, Such a wonderful sight, But where to begin? Tongue winding patterns, Tasting salt on damp flesh, Hands slowly moving, A gentle caress. Your statement of manhood, Standing erect and so true, My temperature rising, A need to devour you. As I lower my head, To this inviting place, A sigh from your lips, Pleasure glows on your face. Tantalising teasing, From lips warm and soft, Slow rhythmic movements, Send your senses aloft. I can feel the warmth spreading, Down through my thighs, My crave for release, To have you inside. The juices flow freely, From my deep guarded treasure, You enter me gently, A moan of dee

Daddy Is Back In The Hospital...
LIFE REALLY SUCKS IT REALLY ISNT FAIR THAT EVERYTIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS THE WORLD DOES A FLIP AND IT ALL GOES WRONG...I GOT A CHANCE FOR AN APARTMENT AND A JOB....MY CT WIFE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME NOT EVEN AS A FRIEND...MY MOM CALLS ME AT 6AM TO TELL ME GET HERE UR DAD IS NOT BREATHING. I ARRIVE AT MY MOM'S TO GET IN THE AMBULANCE FOR A RIDE TO THE ER...MY DAD IS DOING WORST THAN HE WAS BEFORE I AM SO SCARED I AM GOING TO LOSE HIM...THINGS JUST SUCK FOR ME...WHEN CAN IT START GOING GOOD AGAIN..LIKE MY DAD COMES HOME NO MORE PROBLEMS AND MY EX-CT WIFE TELL ME WE CAN AT LEAST BE FRIENDS! THAT WOULD BE NICE...OH ONE MORE NICE THING..MY GIRLFRIEND IN TEXAS STOPS HANGING OUT WITH THIS CHICK I HAVENT MET AND DONT FUCKIN LIKE!!! OH OK WELL I WILL KEEP EVERYONE WHO CARES UP DATED ON MY DAD AS SOON AS I KNOW. HE HAS TO HAVE A STRESS TEST DONT FOR HIS HEART AND A TRANSFUSION..OF BLOOD BECAUSE ALL HIS BLOOD IS BAD! TALK TO U ALL LATERS...OXOXO'S AND THANKS FOR UR LOVE AND SUPPORT! *NIKK

My Son's Teacup Rat Terrier
Why is it when you tell people they can't touch something that is the very thing they do? My mentally ill husband was told do not touch the puppies because they had to be born c-section and he did now we have lost two of the three puppies. Just like any child he thought he could hold the puppies and not cause it any problem well it has now the third ones breathing is getting shallow I don't know if he will make it through the night. Well the last one has died all because the puppies were touched after being delivered by c-section when they weren't to be handled a lot because of the risk from a c-section.

Spaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided In him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or His marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, He would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She Agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it Discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spagh etti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support Payments to begin. One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife Handed him the card and watched as

Joke For The Day
joke Posted by neo in Joke WOrld Reloaded on January 09, 2007 2:39:00 AM Tags: joke A man lives with his parents his whole life. He doesn’t drink, smoke, or do anything of that nature. Most importantly, though, he doesn’t swear. After both of his parents have died, when he’s in his late fifties, he becomes lonely. He decides to go to the pet store, and buy a friend to talk to. He asks for the most talkative parrot that they have. They bring him a small, fluffy blue parrot, and he takes it home. Excitedly, he says, “hello, new friend, what would you like me to call you”. The parrot doesn’t reply. The man, thinking that the parrot must be unable to hear him, repeats the sentence a bit louder. The parrot replies with “I heard you the first time, A**hole”. Appalled, the man solemnly says “we don’t use that kind of language in this house”. Upon hearing this, the parrot starts screaming every profanity he’s ever heard, even in other languages. The man gets terribly upset, and

S
Im ready to cry. My whole body is sore and tired. I got all the way home from work, and not 10 minutes later, they called and said I had to come back for a staff meeting. Fuckers could have told me that we were having a meeting BEFORE i fuckin left.Someone make my day better :(

Dantetv Dirtysex (36) Birthday Music Trivia Contest Posted!
Kicking off my yearly event of insanity, here a selection of music clips for you to guess the song name. Each song you get right counts as an entry into the DanteTV online contest. You don't have to get them ALL right, but the more right, the more chances! Email your answers to contest@dantetv.com before July 27th 2007! Dirty Sex (36) Birthday Music Trivia Contest Anyone can enter! Good Luck!

My Heart Is Lost
MY HEART IS IN TEXAS AND I GOT TO GET IT BACK..ITS GOING TO BE BROKEN IF I DONT DO IT FAST. MY BABY IS GOT A FRIEND WHO I CANT STAND AT ALL SHE GOT TO HER HOUSE TO STAY THE NIGHT YET SHE DONT CARE IF IT ENDS UP IN A FIGHT!SHE IS TRYING TO MOVE IN FAST WHEN THERE AINT NO ROOM AT ALL!!! I FEEL SO LOST, I FEEL ALL ALONE, WHAT DO I DO IF SHE NEVER COMES HOME?

My 19th Birthday
Today was my 19th birthday. It was a odd birthday... but truth be told... I liked how it all happened.... Frist of all i woke up and had to wake the 3 best kids i know and then, we all went to a family bar-a-Q. Eveyone in are family was there and i had a blast and TONIGHT i am going to get smashed but the thing is that it dose not take much for me to gert smashed. My friends call me a cheap date but that is a other blog for a other day. Peace...I AM GOING CRAZY

Ick
Well from the last time i wrote on here till now i had been doing well having fun and going out on the boat and such tonight im going to see daughtry in concert at cpr fest its going to be awsome I dont care that im still sick i have a severe kidney infection and have been in and out of the hospital the last week that sucks but hell i even told my dr i was going to this concert one way or another lol well it should be another few weeks before im online again talks to everyone laters Laura

Anger Management - Thank I Need To Try This.
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man aswered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad da

My Name
Okay I know I have changed my name like 3 times in the past week but only cuz I couldn't figure out which was better.Anyways okay so now I'm sticking with the name I got becuz I act so innecent when I'm not even close to it.I was born as an angel but brought up to be a lil devil.I can be good and bad when I really want to be.Every1 thinks I'm miss perfect all the time.It kills me to know wat ya'll think I am.I was brought up in foster homes and shit all my life.I was beat on,cut on,left on my own,brought up in the wrong places,arrested,raped,backstabbed,cheated on,etc.Basically everything most pplz go through but worse.I've had to deal with the drugs,alchol,beating and shit in my home.The men in my family beating on my mom,bros,and sisters.I've been brought up as an angel never said I would stay that way.Trust me I will fight if I have to when I need to becuz I was brought up having to defend 5 bros,and 3 sisters.Trust me u pick a fight better finish it or I will.Only a few pplz on her

Stuff
I have to write about how movies and music and tv affect or are affected by culture. I don't watch tv, much, I dan't watch many movies, and I rarely listen to music. I mostly qpuit watching tv when I joined the army. It seems to be an accuired taste, much like drinkinng soda pop. If you don't do it for a while, it tastes funny when you try it again. Another reason I don't watch movies or anything is because I analyze about everything. It takes the enjoyableness out of it. It's hard for me to sit and stare at something for hrs when i can't interact with it. It's weird to be upset that I have to watch tvand movies to do my homework. It really is frustrating to me though. I changed the rant I had on my page to the" tests, fake friends, who gives a shit "one.Be sure to check that out if you haven't read it allready. It's one that garuntees you'll laugh or your money back. I was bored and took a personality test on ok cupid today. It's not entirely like me, but I guesse it's somewhat

My Newest Ink
Well, this is the first blog entry for me. I have never had a tattoo make me nerveous but the one that I am going to get tonight is on the top of my foot. Everyone says that it hurts worse than anything else. I know that tattoos hurt, I mean duh, I have 8 and counting, but this one I am stressing about. Well for those of you that are my friends wish me luck...hehe

I Know You Dont Love Me
I'm just alittle nervous Just a little back - off who you know I don't think they deserve us As they sit back, back - off , here we go I don't care if you love me I don't care it's about just who you blow I don't have all the answers I just want to know... How low can you go How low can you go Go It's just alot of crosstalk I don't think they listen anyway I got hit in the crosswalk Best be careful , back up what you say I know you don't love me But I know just exactly what you show I don't want all the answers I just wont to know... How low can you go How low can you go Eighty cycles hummin' like a big twin comin' Eighty cycles comin'. I know How low can you go Slow Listen Bottom out/ discount/ 80 cycles goin' south Goin' wherever I go Kick start/ motormount/ 80 cycles in your mouth 80 cycles comin' I know Go to Live free/got gas/80 cycles in your ass Lower that I wanna go Die free/ sacrifice/ 80 cycles pay the price 80 cycles comin' I know Once more

Friends And Mexicans
WE HAVE MOSTLY GOOD POINTS..... FRIENDS: Never ask for food. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello." MEXICAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together and then take a plate to go. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MEXICAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: A

Relationships
Being in a relationship is like walking in a mine field, one wrong move and it could be over! Most would say that the aftermath of it all is the destructive force to kill it, but the one thing people don't grasp is that 9 times out of 10 it was'nt the actual move made that ended the relationship but the contents with in. The contents spoken of is the pain, the grief, and the fucking bullshit our last relationship caused! Some of us hold on to that pain, the grief, and the bullshit to keep us sane and safe in our new relationship, but forget that depending on how we use it, it is also the one thing that can ruin, has ruined, and will ruin every and any new relationship we get into. Eventually our partner will feel as if he/she is and has to walk on egg shells to keep from setting off the mine field, not knowing why he/she is put in such a position, and it well take its toll on them, you, and in the relationship! We all keep one eye open to the normal signs we have grown to know and love

Why Does Love Hurt?
I WRITING THIS SO I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY LOVE HURTS SO BAD! THE ONE PERSON THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD HAS HURT ME SO BAD! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN SIT NEXT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND TALK TO ANOTHER GIRL AND TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM. HE HAS HURT ME SO BAD THAT I HAVE LEFT HIM AND NOW IM THE ONE THAT HURTS THE MOST! WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD? HOW CAN YOU DO SO MUCH FOR SOMEONE AND GET HURT SO BAD? I WANT HIM TO HURT THE WAY I DO! I DONT THINK HE EVEN CARED HE TOLD ME THAT IT WAS MY FALT! WHY DO THEY ALWAYS TURN IT AROUND SO YOU THINK IT IS YOUR FALT? THE FUCKED UP PART IS THAT I STILL LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND I WANT HIM BACK! BUT CAN I HANDLE THE LIES AND THE CHEATING? NO I CANT! SO HOW DO I GO ON WITHOUT THE ONE I LOVE/ ITS SO HARD NOT HAVING HIM HERE WITH ME! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I HOPE I GET ANSWERS FROM THIS AND SOMEONE CAN HELP ME !!!

Jealousy At Two A.m. For The Dead
My title sounds nasty, but hear me out . . . it was our second night last night with our son Jeffrey home and we'd been feeding him and he'd gone to the bathroom quite a lot on his clothes and sheets through the diaper he was wearing. Martha and I right now have a great division of labor (pardon the pun) going; since our daughter Sarah is sleeping upstairs in her crib and Martha can't climb stairs and/or hold anything heavier than Jeffrey for the next six weeks, I get to handle her when she starts to cry and can't get back to sleep. Martha volunteered to take care of Jeffrey as much as she could, partly because she wants Jeffrey to be the "mommy's boy" just as Sarah seems to be acknowledged as "daddy's girl" and partly to let ME get some sleep through the night since I'm the one who has to go to his workplace in the morning. Martha and I went to bed around midnight and between us both slept forty minutes before Jeffrey whimpered and began to cry out because he was hungry. I mixed th

Recovery
so you all know the story behind our bulletins and blogs about mr tobad4u...danial...yes im calling his ass out.anyway i dont really feel played . i feel relieved and strong. and when i say that it means that throughout what myself and these other beautiful women of stupid ass danial is that we have come together. to dan...u big jerk) u didnt hurt me..u made me new friends. and when u said to me" baby i love you,stang and these other women just wanna ruin what we have" u forgot to include urself.. the key player.U said i was just like stang and her girlz... well i hope the fuck i am. stang ur my girl,u have been so sweet to me i love and admire u and ur beauty. thanks for taking me under ur wing. irish sweetheart that goes for u too u were so kind to me. and the rest of his so called woman. hope we all r bitches for life. luv yall PEACE

Summertme Fun
Another reason that I am gonna be MIA is in the summertime we have what they call "Sea Fair" Its a long summertime celebrations from alot of cities and runs from the end of June til the first weekend in August. My family has been going to them since I was a little kid. There for my time online will be scarce til after the first week in August. I will try and post when I am able say hello to you all when I am able. Hope everyone has a great summer. I am off for now. I will check in when I can Take care! Denise aka Army Mom

Dear Friends
Just wanted to let you all know why I won't be online much! Ok here goes. I was dating a guy from CT for 4 1/2 weeks. I found out he was a cheater and lied to me several times. I know 4 1/2 weeks is not along time. But thats 4 1/2 weeks I lost meeting other people. I lost several friends cause I was dating him. My choice to be offline more right now then online is due to in part of I found out what a true jerk he really is. I know a few guys are mad, upset or disappoined that I was dating him & I am sorry but I thought there was something there. BOY was I wrong. I still wanna be friends with those who are upset at me. I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS DEARLY!!!!!!!!!!

To Make You Feel My Love...
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Weekend Stuff
Its been kind of an odd weekend so far.. First I feel a bit naked lol. I did laundry and washed my hat. Most of you that know me know I rarely go anywhere without it lol. Last evening was one I would want to start over. First sign.. I went ot get gas for the mower, and after filling up the can, gas started to seep through the sides. Could not find a hole... just the whole one side was wet when I got it back out of the car. David wanted to go to the drivein last night. They were playing Ratatouille and Evan Almighty. Saw the rat before and it was cute. So we bought lots of junk food and headed out. Thats when I really knew it was not my night. 5 minutes into the first movie, David was asleep..lol. I kept trying to keep him awake, but no luck. When he WAS awake he whined he was too cramped lol. So we got out of the car and he laid on a blanket and I sat in a chair. He went right ot sleep. The girls from the car next to us never shut up at all..lol. Anyway, just a

No Place That Far...
I can't imagine, any greater fear Then waking up, with out you near And though the sun, will still shine on My whole world, would all be gone But not for long If I had to run If I had to crawl If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far It wouldn't matter, why we're apart The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts And nothing short, of God above Could turn me away, from your love I need you that much Oh if I had to run (if I had to run) Of I had to crawl (If I had to crawl) If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far Baby there's no place that far

I Could Not Ask For More...
Lying here with you Listenin' to the rain Smilin just to see The smile upon your face These are the moments I thank god that I'm alive These are the moments I remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seein' all I need Everything you are Is everything to me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more Than this time together Could not ask for more Than this time with you And every prayer has been answered, Every dream I've had's come true I've found all I've waited for, And I could not ask for more.

Downraters And Honest Opinions
Ok, so I've heard some downraters say that they are just giving their honest opinion of people's pics when they rate. Great, it doesn't really matter what anyone thinks anyway. Here's my honest opinion...I never give anyone less than a 10 for the simple fact that if they are confident enough in themselves to put pictures up on the internet, then they deserve a little respect! That is why everyone gets 10's across the board from me, no matter how blurry, dark, bizzare or disturbing some pictures may be...and whether or not I personally find them physically appealing. Ya see, I was brought up not to judge people based on appearances, good or bad.

First Dance...
The leaves are fallin down The air is cool and clear It's a seasonal change And the night we've waited for is here And we've exchanged the rings And we've taken the vows The ceremony's over baby And the honeymoon is starting now This is the first dance But it won't be the last Timeless moments like this They won't ever be a thing of the past We'll spark a candle tonight An eternal flame of romance When the honeymoon is over baby I'll still move you like the first dance I've been scared as hell Cause I've heard how the story goes You get married and you settle down And the passion withers like a rose But I refuse to lose This thing we have together And I'll keep the fire burning baby Burning both ends of forever This is the first dance But it won't be the last Timeless moments like this They won't ever be a thing of the past We'll spark a candle tonight An eternal flame of romance When the honeymoon is over baby I'll st

Poem Dedicated To My Oldest Daughter And My Family
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desir

One Day At A Time...
I waste away the afternoon Feeling sorry for myself Gotta thousand things I need to do But no motivation left All your letters Scattered across my bed Every I love you underlined In red lies remindin' Takin it one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But im fallin apart One day at a time. I called you up but no ones home Guess your out there on the town, And any other Thursday night I'd be right beside you Just pourin' 'em down. Circle of friends, Hangin out at the city bar Guess they all know now How you broke my heart Said I'm takin it hard Livin one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But I'm fallin apart One day at a time. Really thought that I was Gonna make you happy I'm such a fool, such a fool I let you in but I guess You didn't like what you seen Love is so cruel, love is cruel I'm dyin' one day at a time Having her co

Poem
The empty feeling of being alone, When the one you love has suddenly flown, The lonliness felt deep down inside, No night has passed that I have not cried. My bestest friend he had become, But suddenly now my emotions are all numb. I was certain a message had come from above, and had given me permission to give him my love. The darkness is now starting to set in, I fear that I will never be able to love again. The pain that I've endured seems to be more than I can bare, I feel as if noone will even care. Author - Just Me... 06/04/07

Well I Was Bound For A Change, Man Im Dumb Lol.
So Im in the middle of a 10 hour day right.. I decide , well I suppose I figured, in a metaphorical way, to quit my job and begin a music career..because I up and said..." Take this job and shove it, I ainta workin' here no more..." Gunna do some work for a company around here at home I think, work on starting my own business.. gunna be a lean time, but I got good hope to make it through and get to where I aim to be. Ill keep you posted, nothing exciting about the first rung on the ladder, not a secure nor even half stable step, but the feeling of purpose it gives you can be uplifting.

Dont Stick Your Fingers Through The Bars!!
i feel like i am in a cage latly, and quite frankly i am ready to snap. most days every thing is fine but other days i feel as though the walls are closing in on me. i have things in life i need very badly and want to go to but i feel like i am trapped here with no way out. i am starting to feel more and more like a caged animal every day. i want to help people but i cant stop wonderintg who is going to help me.

Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Confused
You walked out my door saying you have a new girl. She broke your heart the way you broke mine but you now want me back. I said yes thinking you could change but you didnt. Now she is on the phone wanting you back will you go or stay?

More Questions
1. if you were sitting cross legged on the floor, could you stand up? no Too old... 2. have you ever smashed a window? yes just to get into my own house. 3. what color ink do you write in most? BLACK 4. chemistry, biology or physics? Biology all the way...yeah I never liked physics and Chemistry I was afraid of melting the lab lol 5. where is 5? between 4 and 6. What did you do it? 6. whats the fastest you've ever drove in a car? About 95.. when I was a teenager lol 7. have you ever scored a goal playing football? yes Street and High School 8. whats the last thing you watched on TV? I'm not watching much now but there was this Special about the Kennedys on the history channel. 9. whats your favorite emotion? Happiness 10. what color were the sheets on your bed last night? Like they have been every night..Olive green 11. why did the last person call you? Just to Nag me...Nag nag Nag Nag 12. favorite flavor condom Sorry don't swing tha

Update On My Mumm From Yesterday
*SweetLuv199* UPDATE ON MY MUMM FROM YESTERDAY!!!! Help PLEASE on a new tattoo design Ok My CT Friends..... I'm in need of a little help with a design of my new tattoo I'm getting done this Monday on my lower back, It's a thorny vine with 3 roses 2 black roses on each side of a blood red center rose, my question is this, Should I have it done in a solid pattern or a silhouette?? 59 votes 199 views 13 comments Solid 49.2% (29 votes) Silhouette 50.8% (30 votes) I have decided to go with the silhouette style not only will it last longer the colors will not bleed into each other (= Pictures to come some time next week I get my Tattoo done on Monday the 9th (=

Confused About The Love That I Hold Inside.....
So confused about the love that I hold inside my heart for someone.....Everything started about 2 and half years ago.I meet this great guy,After he and I dated for awhile,I strted to love him. He is the only person that I have every loved this much.I feel that he is the love of my life.I just dont know what to do.We have been throw so much.Things with him n I were real good for awhile,and then he cheated on me with a girl that I hate.I just dont understand,why he cheated with her,because she looks like me.And then he and i broke up,then we tryed it again and our jobs got inthe way of making thigns work.So then we broke up again,and stayed friends.We would hang out go to the movies,talk,adn try to help each other out...Then over the past couple years,we were not talking as much,but when we did and hung out it felt like its meant to be. Last year,i started to think about movin out of state,so I packed up in the middle of Oct.2006 and moved down to South Carolina,for about a year.Now im b

All About Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather ... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .....Government Bonds ..... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but

Random Questions
Do you have any pets? 3 dogs i miss having a cat What color shirt are you wearing? black Name three things that are physically close to you: Dvds, Digital camera and *looks at the toybag*...lamp What is the last book you read? Doctor Who Human Nature I haven't had much time to read much need recommendations need something interesting Are you or were you a good student? I was good student during college and High School . What's your favorite sport? Football Least baseball and golf(both are somewhat retarded) Do you enjoy sleeping late? always! Cant though What's the weather like right now? Freaking HOT and sunny....*turns up air conditioning* Who tells the best jokes? ...I think some of you are better then me lol And you know it lol What was the last thing you dreamed about? .. Well it was very dirty d/s dream and you really have to be over 21 lol Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? yes I drive, And bad drivers from out of state crash

Cheap Plastic Beads
Commonly known as Mardi Gras Beads they are increasingly being called party beads but no matter what name we give them, their magic works the same. Go to a Buffett concert or party and these twenty-five cents strands become the most precious of treasures. Here are three stories of their charm. If you have similar stories please share them. I'm walking around the tailgating area of Alpine Valley with several dozen strands of beads looking to parlay them for "booty" when one young lady asks if she may have some. The way I work the beads is that I ask if they are going to "earn" them, regardless of the answer I always give them the beads. So when I ask her she responds "How do I do that?" and I tell her that she can show her boobs. She lifts her shirt and bra proudly and holds the pose longer than most and says "now what?". I can't believe this so I tell her to jump up and down, so which she does still holding her shirt and says "ok now what?". I thell her to go ahead and put her

Those Were The Dayz
I remember not even 6 months ago I was a top cherry. I used to be cherry of the day....and now what? Nothing. Must be a preggers cherry hatin thing. No luv for me. I am trying hard to understand why we get all these bulletins to rate the cherries that are already on top....think we need a little diversity and luv amoungst the rest. I mean most of the top cherries have blasts and vips already.....why not rate others....maybe i'm being a little selfish...or maybe i'm just not in the clique.

Cherry Tap
HEY EVERYONE, IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON THE COMPUTER SO I HAVE NOT LEFT ANY MESSAGES TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND I AM SOOO SORRY FOR THAT, JUST WANTED TO LET ALL OF MY FRIENDS OUT THERE KNOW THAT IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME ALL THE TIME IT DOES NOT BY NO MEANS, MEAN THAT I DO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU, I HAVE JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY LATELY, HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT 4TH OF JULY, AND HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON....

Blog1 Damn Good Advice
One of the most challenging & cricital times in the course of all wellness journeys is that awful moment when you lose control & slip up. However, its not the actual slip up that ultimately determines whether you will succeed or continue to struggle. Its how you respond to the slip up that charts your course & determines your future. If you find yourself in this situation today, you have 2 choices to consider. You can allow yourself to be defeated by this & give up, as you may have done many times in the past, or you can learn, grow & become stronger from this. If this has just happened to you & you find yourself at this particular crossroad today, I suggest you choose wisely & use this incident as the starting block for a new & more determined effort. The situation that you find yourself in at this very moment is the very point where most people give up & fail. So why not make today the day you stop failing & recommit to healthy living! -

Engla Is Back To Do What She Do Best Pimp Out Her Friends And Have A Happy Time :d
I ONLY HAVE FRIENDS WITH SALUTE PIC OR FRIENDS WHO ARE VIC MEMBERS AT CT CHECK OUT THOSE AWESOME BIRTHDAY GUYS & GIRLS PLZ ADD, RATE & FAN :) 8th july Goldschlager!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAP ~**Princessbiatch**~ rate, fan & add me, and i love comments will return the favor@ CherryTAP stevemarlowe@ CherryTAP a1stunna@ CherryTAP 7th july Tribalbutterflyy@ CherryTAP Mr.Foreplay@ CherryTAP ***KAOS***......***Owner of Damnation Radio!!!***@ CherryTAP ~ღღÇr∂zyΚind∂Ǧirlღღ~@ CherryTAP lonestarwolf

My Ultimate Date Scene :)
This would be my ultimate date scene. lol John Legend's videoclip PDA we just don't care. http://youtube.com/watch?v=M4R_oswROic Riding a scooter down the roads of europe, or anywhere (with a cool breeze),my arm around my guy and with my other hand holding flowers that was picked or bought by him (HEHE)...Then he turns around quick to kiss me and I kiss him back.. I'd be wearing a nice white summer dress ;) He'll take me to some romantic spot under a tree in the countryside and we have a picnic..lol Have grapes, cheese n wine (Awwwwwwwwwww...) We'll talk and muck around for hours...(SIGHS) LOL What would be your ultimate date scene?

Going Hollywood Lol
In a few months I will be transforming in to who I finally am. I love being in front of the camera and can't wait for my opp to be on television however I am working on my image even more so and I am going totally Hollywood....I will post pics up of the new me

Braggng
Ok I am so damn tired of people bragging about "Oh I have VIC and you don't. 'Oh I did a blast and you didn't Bullshit.. I don't have money or credit card do those things.. You all act like you are perfect than anyone on Cherrytap.. And that pissing me off and I don't like it.. Just keep your month shut about and quit bragging about it.. It drives every one nutz.. No being mean or rude I just don't want to hear about it.. got to go talk later ok.. Virgo24

Why Do U Hate Me
Since when have become just another "someone"? When everyday I could call you when your moods would fall. Be there for you night and day when you were to tired to pray. I thought that I was more than and old empty soup can. You speak of your new boyfriend like he will be there until your end. And we all know how that works in time just look at all of mine. So many years and so much pain are you letting wash away in the rain? Since when and what made you change to keep you out of my range? I'd like to know as your best friend even if its not the same on your end. I love you more than anyone even when all you do is make fun. And tease me about a girl who is the only good thing in my world. She used to be your friend too but its not good enough for you? How can I not argue when you complain like an old hen. You've not said anything good to me since I was in pain so plainly. You call me after I had cried but now you act like our friendship died. What is it tha

Apology
I AM SORRY IF U THINK I AM BASHING YOU IT IS NOT MY INTENT!!! I DO LOVE U WITH ALL I HAVE BUT SOMETIMES LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH I GUESS BUT KNOW THIS U KNOW THE TRUTH AND WHAT U WANT TO DO IS ALL YOUR IDEAS!!!! U NEVER LIED TO ME NOR CHEATED ON ME I LIED TO MYSELF AND LET THE HATER CLOUD MY JUDGEMENT AS I TALK TO YOU NOW WHERE DOES THIS GO??? REMEMBER LOYALTY AND HONOR TO ONE IS BETTER TO ONE TO ONE!!

Women Don't Get Played...we Play Ourselves....updated Again!
A few weeks ago, we posted...and posted...and posted...about a guy who was using women's emotions to try and reach the top 100...Mr 2bad...link removed...just remember the face. tobad4u1992@ CherryTAP Well since then, I have gone back to my corner when I received a note in my inbox that said: "Hey girl, I remember seeing postings about ol boy who f'd up with you, well he is messin with a friend of mine, she wont listen to me, he has her completely snowed. Girl this lady is a nurse in the burn center at (taken out) hospital. I was hoping you would tell her what went on, If you could help me out with this I would appreciate it here is her link " (link omitted of course) So, I dropped her a note....I didn't tell anything, I just told her that she might want to check around about this guy and if she wanted to know the deal...get back to me. I left it up to HER to decide if she wanted the information. Well she did, so we spoke in yahoo and yup, he was playing her too. I s

This May Be Twisted, But I Don't Care
1. How many times would someone have to drive a car over you before the tread on the tires wore out? ~Ok well now lets see we will have to take into account my height, my weight, the type of car, how much wear the tires already have, the speed at which they are driving over me . . . And then there is the fact that the person must be completely out of their mind to think that they could possibly get away with this, and insanity plays a major role in all aspects of life 2. What's the worst deal you ever made with the Devil? ~This one time I was sitting there thinking, hmmm I’d really like to be able to play soccer so . . . The ext morning I woke up next to a midget with a llama off to the side in a very compromising position with no real memory of how we got the strap on to do that . . . And I still can’t play soccer as was promised 3. What do you do when your underwear creeps up the crack in your ass? ~I have to excuse myself from this question due to the fact that I only wea

A Certain Player
ok so i am writing once again because my prior feelings have taken a turn. i fell for a guy on ct by the name of Dan aka tobad4u.he assured me that i was the sexiest woman and i was all his.all along i realized that i was being played so i played harder. i caught him countless times lying to me about other girls. they would hit my page so i did what everywoman would do ..investigate. he was telling these girls the same thing. instead of fighting we all came together and compared stories. i was so amazed but knew all along. he has like 5 or 6 woman on ct and my space. what does he have to offer any of us no direction in life. yeah hes goodlooking but how far does that get u. so ladies please listen when i say hes a player that dont really know how to play. if u dont believe me...start investigating..u will catch on. pay attention

Homophobia
Body: Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving fa

What Each Kiss Means.....
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirem

Heavnessence's "real" Women Hottie Train
HEAVNESSENCE'S "REAL" WOMEN HOTTIE TRAIN#2.. 100% ALL REAL WOMEN.. THESE ARE THE TRUE HOTTIES OF CT.. RATE, FAN , AND ADD Heavnessence( PLZ RATE AND FAN WILL RETURN RATE AND FAN)@ CherryTAP ~ * LusciousLaura™ = NSFW * ~.....@ CherryTAP harleybaby69@ CherryTAP ~*~I'm the girl your mom warned you about, but your dad desires~*~@ CherryTAP ~DarKeNeD* AnGeL~@ CherryTAP Mąģîî™ ♥ CT WIFE to fatz THE EVICTOR ♥@ CherryTAP DJ Onyx illuzion of Xxxtasy@ CherryTAP SwtSxyAngel69@ CherryTAP HELLCAT@ CherryTAP IRISH SWEETHEART~~{DIRTY SOUTH CREW}~~CT WIFE TO OMALLEYSGOLD@ CherryTAP Single and Looking (FAN THEN ADD)

Blinking Computer.help!!!
How do I wipe everything off my computer and start again.. I put in windows xp and said restall it took 2 hrs and it was back to the same again nothing was removed.. I tried to restore but it will only let me do todays date.. my daughter downloaded a file and it made the comp miss files.. I need to wipe the hard drive and restall everything.. but the computer won't let me./. got a mind of it's own. Anyone ideas let me know xx

Quote From~ Raven Black~
"DON'T BELIVE YOU CAN FIND WHAT YOUR MISSING, WHAT YOU DESIRE, IN SOMEONE ELSE. IN THE END, WE ONLY HAVE OURSELVES. TAKE CARE OF AND LOVE YOUR-SELF." RAVEN BLACK TAKE CARE OF AND FIND ONES SELF. THEN WE CAN LOVE AND CARE FOR OTHERS. IF WE LOSE OUR-SELVES, WE HAVE LOST EVERY THING. AND ARE OF NO GOOD TO THOSE AROUND US OR TO OUR-SELVES. ~ SCOOTER BLACK~

My Poem Of Me
The pain I have inside me, awakins every sad moment I had. Nothing for me to see, but everything that made me mad. Darkest hour of the day, when I draw closer to hurt and pain. A voice inside faint, but I hear what it has to say, cutting for me is the only thing sain. Blood drips from my skin, while I sit and cry. Wondering how life could have been, if only I was to die. A tear awakes me from this place, to see what my life turned out to be. Looking at the pain on my face, I know who I am, just me.

He Was In Love With Me
Ok so my thoughts have taken a different turn..i met this guy Dan ,who calls himself tobad4u.Yes he is goodlooking,i hit him up and he responded.we got to know eachother and i fell for him...yeah im stupid. BUT HE ASSURED ME that i was different and i was the most sexiest girl he has ever seen.All along wondering why certain women were hitting my page so i did what any woman would do...investigate his ass. well all along i knew what he was doing so i played harder. i even said to him i dont care if u talk to other girls ...just know ur role and who u want. With that said i started talking to the women and comparing all the same stories...Exactly the same. i busted him. he had about 5 or 6 women he loved and promised on ct and my space. still lying i pretended to believe him. god only knows how many more women. he wants to win this game and be in the top 100 to prove a friend of mine(another one of his women) wr

Where The F*#! Is Jim Thorpe?
i just read Sports Illustrated's Best Athletes By Number list... some of these picks are fucking retarded. i cant imagine any serious sports fan could read their list and NOT wonder what the fuck they were smoking when they made it. (see #7 for proof) so here is theres, and mine, side by side: SI List :: My List 00 Jim Otto 0 Gilbert Arenas 1 Warren Moon :: Jacques Plante 2 Secretariat :: Derek Jeeter 3 Babe Ruth 4 Bobby Orr :: Lou Gehrig 5 Joe DiMaggio 6 Bill Russell :: Stan Musial 7 John Elway :: Mickey Mantle 8 Cal Ripken Jr :: Yogi Berra 9 Ted Williams :: Maurice "Rocket" Richard 10 Pele 11 Mark Messier 12 Tom Brady :: Terry Bradshaw 13 Wilt Chamberlain 14 Pete Rose :: Bob Cousy 15 Bart Starr 16 Joe Montana 17 John Havlicek :: Dizzy Dean 18 Peyton Manning :: Charlie Joiner 19 Johnny Unitas 20 Barry Sanders :: Mike Schmidt 21 Roberto Clemente 22 Emmitt Smith 23 Michael Jordan :: Pete Maravich 24 Willie Mays 25 Barry Bonds :: Mark McGwire 26 Rod Woods

Soldiers Promise
A friend sent me this, i liked it and like to share it. THIS IS THE SOLDIER PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a

Afraid
I was afraid...... Of everything he said he'd do If I continued talking to you Not just to me, that was fine But to those I loved, he threatened them too. I was ashamed..... Over everything he'd make me do I did everything he'd tell me to He told me I was worthless, I believed I thought everything he said was true. I was broken...... He clipped my wings so I could not fly Crushed my will so I wouldn't even try Said no one else would love me like he did As he sat there and watched me cry. No one saw what was happening, And if they did they didn't say. I would smile through my tears, And tell everyone everything was o.k.

Lonely Tears
Minutes turn to hours Hours turn to days, Full of heartaches and rejection And a million lonely tears. Happiness turns to sadness Smiles turn to frowns, A world once so happy Suddenly comes crashing down. Our love turns to memories Our hearts turn cold, No longer are we together No one here for me to hold. Once a perfect couple Now we are through, My whole life turned upside down Because I no longer have you.

Fun Stuff!!!!
I just occurred to me, in less than a week Persia and I get to go harrass Jordan again!!! More likely though, he'll harrass us, lol! The boy is just too quick, even when he's drunk. Every Time I Die is one truely awesome band! Great music and a fun, cool bunch of guys!

Rawr!
Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl

The Phone Call
I just got done with my phone interview for the Miss Rhode Island USA pageant. I think it went well. They have interviews all weekend and decide on Monday. If they pick me I will be getting a package in the mail with all the information.

Spank Willie
Hello Everyone: I need a favor! This is my friend Willie.. and he's been a very bad boy! He has been running around Cherry Tap spanking my best friend Linda and posting blogs asking everyone on Cherry to spank her. Now she's a very nice person and does not deserve this kind of treatment. So... what we all need to do is... Spank Willie... because today has been declared.... World Wide Spank Willie Day! Please feel free to spank him as much as you like! Here is the link go at him! Many thanks to all!!! Woohoo... Ha Ha Willie Got ya.... Muwaz......

I Want To Be..
i want to be ur lover and find the passions that move u to action. i want to be the softness that induces u to trust. i want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. i want to please you. i want to share your breakfast and ur dinner, i want you in the shower and in ur bed and with soft steps to bring u coffee no its no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, i want YOU.

A Poem Love Me
Love me alittle and you will see, Love me alot and watch what it can be. Love me now and take it slow, Love me later and watch it grow. Love me for years and time will fly, Love me for eternity and I will love you til the day that I die.

Just Be You
if you ever just want to be you then look with in and find yourself don't look to other to make you feel complete only you can find who you are needing others to be yourself or to find yourself means that you need more down time to find who you really are never know you might like yourself

A Health Question & Answer Session With Dr. Kenmiester:
A Health Question & Answer Session with Dr. Kenmiester: Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it.. Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?

Beneath The Abalone Moon
Beneath the Abalone Moon “Who is there?” I wake and whisper to no one. Daylight, pallid and weak, pulls at me Stealing back the sky from last night’s full moon. The threads of cobwebs still in my head the wisps of dreams still in my eyes have me moaning and stretching and reaching for you. My warm hand Your cold pillow Hot tears on my cheeks. With their pained whimpers and ragged breaths, This morning’s sobs mock last night’s ecstasy, When, amid the first tender blooms of spring, beneath that swollen moon I gave myself to you, Where that shimmer-washed garden became our cathedral. The silver abalone moon was priestess to our union And the countless stars bore witness to our first everlasting kiss. You held my face in your hands finding love’s mirror in bluegreen eyes. Your thumb traced my garnet lips, learning their every curve. I nibbled it , suckled it , wet it with my tongue watching lust flame in your sun-flecked sea blue eyes. Ethereal mist rising fr

And This Is Life
what has this world come to when emotions pass like the days coming and going when u feel like feelin it my love is a convience only good when u need it always shit the rest ive stood by you for 7 years 7 years too long walk on me like a doormat throw me away like trash degrate me to feel nothing looking threw me not at me im only here cuz its good for you but times are changing and ive gotten strong enough to stand alone i can do this by myself all i need is my destiny tired of being the one left standing in tears running from my fears time to face everything head on no more games no more time to waste pick up my pieces and move along i wont cry fuck you i'll sing a song laugh in your face while u call me a discrace words arent shit without the feeling im moving on inside and out the future doesnt scare me its my past everything i'll leave behind i carry im my head and heart where it needs to be not gonna wear this shit on my sleeve leave it inside

If Everytime.....(rj)
If Every Time ... I'll never forget the way you looked When I saw you there that night; The way you just seemed to glow In the warm and gentle light. If every time you crossed my mind, a drop of rain should fall We could swim forever, in the greatest ocean of them all. If every time I dreamed your face, A flower bloomed anew, I could walk eternally in my garden next to you. If every time I imagined your smile, a star was placed in sight, Darkness would never fall upon this feeling of endless light. And if every time I needed you, A bird sang its song Our symphony would keep on playing long after we are gone EJ