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Sad, Pathetic Creature
Look at you You sad, pathetic creature You sit there and you beg You cry and hope to be pitied He left you and you can't accept that You won't accept that He loved you and left you But you just sit there Disbelieving, you piece of shit Sad, pathetic creature Get back on your feet Move on, alone if you have to You crawled and you begged You laid there on your knees Why did you ask him to take you back? You nearly kissed his feet in suplication As you implored him to try it again Sad, pathetic creature Look at what you've become You're a shell of the person you once were He changed you, left you empty inside And yet you can't live without him You worship the ground he steps on Because you can't be stong on your own He became your whole world And it was shattered when he walked out But be brave, sad, pathetic creature Everything will turn out oka

Cemetery Duty.... "here's To The Corps"
CEMETERY DUTY.... "HERE'S TO THE CORPS" Semper Fi! Cemetery Escort Duty I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: "She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!" But for this day my duty was to assist

Case Of The Ex
It's hard to admit to yourself That you've fallen out of love Because it was so special It was agony to lose it Physical pain to see it slip away Now only bittersweet memories All thats left, to my regret I wish I could change how I feel Because everything became confusing Everything's conflicted But how to turn back the clock? How to flip the pages back? And though I no longer have your arms around me I no longer have those chains tying me down And though I'm standing alone I'm standing ON my own Will you miss me when I'm gone? Will you even know that I've left? Will you realize that I won't be back? Because I've had it, I'm through Finish the chapter, close the book The end is here, time for a new beginning All alone, but on my own, free of you You can push me, but you can't control me I have only one regret and only one wish I miss the caring, the love we shared I wish I hadn't fallen out of love with you But what can I do? I can't turn around and start

Sad Newz! My Grandpa Died Yesterday
well i lost anuther family member yesterday first was my grandma bonita 12 yearz ago then my bestfirend lexey march 16th 2003, my grandma mary march 15th 2006, my dad ronnie novembr 6th 2006 annd now i lost my grandpa glenn June 30th 2007. he got a staph infection and ecoli from the nursing home he was in.. it caused him brain damage..he was brain dead and died yesterday....alot has been going on in my family. death, niecez and nephewz takin from my sis and got adopted.....who knows wut else wil happen, newayz im outta here for now i will talk 2 ya all later, SabbyCat

Jack And The Devil
Here's a Jack Tale. It's less than famous, even for Jack Tales. ----------------- Jack was a mean old blacksmith in this small town, in the Smokie Mountains. This was a different time, mind you, when people still rode horses mostly, and blacksmiths were really important. Jack was the meanest man anyone had every met. He hated the men, women, and children of the town. And they were scared of him. The only time anyone ever talked to Jack, it was to buy horse shoes, or plows, or the like. Jack was so mean, if children ran into his shop, he'd throw hot coals at them. Yeah, he was that mean. So one day Jack was hammering away at a horse shoe, or a plow, he really wasn't that sure, and he up and died. So mean-old Jack floating up, towards Heaven. And there he saw the pearly gates of Heaven, and Saint Peter holding a book. "Hmmmm.... Jack! Oh, my no!" says Saint Peter. "You were much too mean. Just wait here." So Saint Peter calls his old buddy Lucif

It Is...
It is within those darker moments that we dig for that treasure we secretly long for forcing hands to penetrate the soil we walk upon during every day lives, clawing at each stone that poses a barrier between that what we live and what we crave, digging until our fingers bleed and the scars that remain can no longer be hidden. Finding nothing but a hand stretching in mercy steadying our restless souls embracing the us that we lost along the way..

My Friend Is Mia.
Why are you so far away from me? I could reach out and touch you, but I can't get inside of your head. I can't wrap your thoughts around my brain. You smile, but it's so mechanical. I know your elbow works. It steadily carries the bottle to your mouth. I don't want your body. I don't want your money. I want the person you've taken from me. Come back to me. Let me feather your cheek with a silken caress. My friend resides in your body. I long to see his smile again. I lust after his easy laughter. Release him. Bring him back to me. C'mon. I miss you. You're too beautiful to be so destructive...

Chasing My Ass
The Joe Donkey Chase Me Game" This is a story that I wrote for my sister. She was having some depression issues over some drama with one of my teenage nieces. I'm sure anyone who has a teenager can relate to that. Love you too seester! You need some more cheerin' up??! I can tell you about dear old Joe. :) We have a donkey!! His name is Joe. I know that he is of the Sicilian Donkey breed .. and not a mule, a jackass, or miniature burro .. because I've seen pictures on the net and he has a cross on his shoulders and up his back just like the ones on this webpage.. with an interesting but thankfully misleading title. http://www.slate.com/id/2137259/?nav=tap3>1=7932 Joe is just as sweet as hard candy on a stick when he's behaving and in the pasture .. gentle enough for children to put flowers in his hair and giggle at him for as long as they are still in his presence .. and then shake the flowers out and eat them when the children leave. ... but when he's on the warpath.. he'

Dedicated To The Band Of Brothers & True Friends.( From Marq)
♂МдяQ v2.0@ CherryTAP Me jammin to Pennywise ~ Bro Hymn A classic punk song I dedicate to The Band Of Brothers & true friends. Thanx for being awesome!:D Plz Excuse the quality of the Recording lol:D My Friends list is pretty limited, I only have 480 on it by choice. So Repost Plz . To our best friends, Present past and beyond Especially those that weren't with us too long Your life is the most precious thing that you could lose While you were here the fun was never ending Laugh a minute, it was only the beginning Band Of Brothers (song says Jason & Matthew Thirsk) this one's for you! Ever get the feeling you can't go on Just remember whose side it is that you're on You've got friends with you till the end If you're ever in a tough situation We'll be there with no hesitation Brotherhood's our rule that cannot bend When you're feeling too close to the bottom You know who it is you can count on Someone will pick you up ag

You Gotta Take What You Can When You Can, And You Gotta Do It Now
So, I guess I'm not who I say I am because my salute was rejected. I should have seen it coming; for some reason, I don't look like me in the set of photos I took for the salute. Yeah, I said it. The set. If you see one picture of me on the internet, chances are it is one picture chosen out of probably ten. Yeah, that's why my pictures look so great. But, like I was saying, I just wasn't looking like ME when I was taking the pictures. I thought, maybe it's because my hair's up, so I took my hair down, and it made me look fat! I'm not fat! In fact, I've been steadily losing weight for the last three months (due to I walk an hour to work six days a week). I don't know, maybe my webcam's all fucked up. The pictures in my album of me with the cigarette and me with my hair up, in the green shirt, those looked awesome, not grainy or blurry or anything. Now, it's all fuzzy and I can't figure it out. Ashley cried on me today. I felt super terrible for telling her that I

I Find This Song Being A Release For My Pain...
"Stupify" Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified I've been waiting my whole life for just one fuck And all I needed was just one fuck How can you say that you don't give a fuck I find myself stupified, coming back again All I wanted was just one fuck One tiny little innocent fuck And when I feel like I'm shit out of luck I find my stupified, coming back again Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping I think I'm breaking down Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping away See but I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it I get stupified It's all the same you say Live with it But I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take contr

I Give Up
I Give up! im fucking sick of being so god dam nice to everyone and just having it throwen back in my face! ive said it to a few people but they didnt belive me that i can be a real Sadistic asshole, well now ive been pushed off the edge...soo now alot of you will see the Sadistic asshole in me! fuck being nice im sick of being walked all over just for people i thought where my friends! maybe now ill find out who my real friends are! on and off this site!

Nostalgique
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

Untitled
I am a genius but i am naiive I am a fathers favorite daughter, but i am a screwup. I am a lover, but more often than not i am a fighter. I am a flirt, but only in my head. I am heartbroken, but i am mending I am strong of mind and body, but i am weak-willed. I am lost, but I am finding my way.

From My Heart To The Pen...
Ideas come to me, a piece of paper I find. Jotting them down before they leave me, word for word from my mind. Some time goes by, and another is written down. up and down, criss crossed, everyone of them are made to remind. Wrinkles on the small sheet, telling me of it's use and torture. Use from me picking it up and laying it down, torture from my heart all you have bestowed on me. All I want to do is understand and work it out, if there's even such a dream. All I have is hope, is there even such a thing? Every morning is something different, ever night is somewhat the same. You go to your corner and me in mine, I hope to see you again before we're out of line. It will soon begin for us, another blow up and more pain. It's going to be over something stupid like always, I want to bite my tongue and live once again in your embrace. You were my first love, no other woman has ever looked at me the way you do. I have come before many of times, looking

My Political Views
And Justice For All... It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n

I Am
I am white like your teeth- not quite white enough and a little crooked. Broccoli bets stuck in my cracks. I am a lovers touch, cold and clammy, with one scratchy nail and dirt under my cutiles. Almost comforting, but not quite. I am a window pane smudged and unwashed. Put your sticky fingers on me and they may never get washed off. I am a delicate bird, Nature loudly chirping in your face at some ungodly hour! You want to shoot me with a BB gun and let your cat drag me, twitching, to your porch. I am the key to a special door- your car door. Your locked car door. And you can see me on the outside of your window, swinging smugly from the ignition where you left me last night. Although I am small and metal, I am... laughing at you. by:megan ryan

Happy Birthday To Me???
I meant to do this entry on Friday... But the day was too busy and whatnot to do it... And I wanted to write about the get together also... Which would have been after the entry... This past year has been one that I doubt I will forget... But yet, at times it just seemed to fly by in a blur... I wrote soo much about what all had happened in my New Year's entry... So I think I will start from there till now... Instead of hashing up all that again... (you can always refresh your memory and go back to the entry if you want anyways)... Shall we start with the past 6, almost 7 months... and then move onto the day in question? Sounds like a plan to me... Let us begin... January... New year's night went strange as hell... Started falling for a crush, what can I say... It just felt nice to be in his arms when he hugged me... Thought it was somewhat mutual... (but I managed to scare him off... or someone else did, but that's getting ahead of myself)... S

I'm Provoked To Anger...
I have to respect you somewhat, after all, you're her parents. Set aside all the grief and heartache, I feel more happiness when I don't see you anymore. Just to let you know, I had so many things I wanted us to do. My family and yours, all under one roof. Enjoying the good times, living and laughing it up. You and me, being the life of our parties. Now, all hope of that has passed away, right after you called my mother the name that you did. You can talk about me all you want, but my love and my family you will regret! Why must I feel the pain you've given me, I'm not the one who said what you said. Pain shouldn't be felt by the receiver, but by the giver. All this pain you've afflicted on me, just the sight of you provokes me to anger. She talks about you like saints, but I know the real you.

What Would You Do For Chubby Chaser ?? =*=a Contest For Woman Only=*=
I want to give a blast and a vic membership to a woman. This is a contest to see who what would you do to me or for me. The best answer gets a blast and vic membership..... This is not a joke, but a contest.... good luck. Chubby Chaser@ CherryTAP

Do Virgins Taste Better?
Do Virgins Taste Better From: A Faire To Remember words by Randy Farran, music traditional A dragon has come to our village today. We've asked him to leave, but he won't go away. Now he's talked to our king and they worked out a deal. No homes will he burn and no crops will he steal. Now there is but one catch, we dislike it a bunch. Twice a year he invites him a virgin to lunch. Well, we've no other choice, so the deal we'll respect. But we can't help but wonder and pause to reflect. Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Are they salty, or sweeter, more juicy or what? Do you savor them slowly? Gulp them down on the spot? Do virgins taste better than those who are not? Now we'd like to be shed you, and many have tried. But no one can get through your thick scaly hide. We hope that some day, some brave knight will come by. 'Cause we can't wait around 'til you're too fat to fly. Now you have such good taste in your women for sure,

Best Love Song Lyrics
Northern Sky I never felt magic crazy as this I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea I never held emotion in the palm of my hand Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree But now you’re here Brighten my northern sky I’ve been a long time that I’m waiting Been a long time that I’m blown I’ve been a long time that I’ve wandered Through the people I have known Oh, if you would and you could Straighten my new mind’s eye Would you love me for my money Would you love me for my head Would you love me through the winter Would you love me ‘til I’m dead Oh, if you would and you could Come blow your horn on high I never felt magic crazy as this I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea I never held emotion in the palm of my hand Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree But now you’re here Brighten my northern sky

1st Of July
A new Month, a new summer. Seems like sometimes its same old shit. I Just dont give a **** anymore. I am Bialpha and Im living well thank you. I have 2 wonderful boys, 11 and 2, both handfulls both adorable. I have a great guy, even if he does have to many obsessed fans. He has 2 great girls. We are happy in da Middle Class..lol. Trying to find our thang. We get by together and we always will be together. There has been too much between to throw it all away now. Other people come n go...thier opinions and the drama dont mean shit. My B-day is right around the corner. Yeah Meeee. We are going to a concert..whohoo. Daughtry , Nickleback, & Staind. Too cool...and a weekend away. I cant wait. Kisses to all that matter...kiss my ass to all that dont.

Family Of Distructions..
I hear the music, my pain is going away. I shout along so loud, my voice sounds the same. I love how much you set me free, I feel on top of the world. You sing of pain and sorrows, with every scream and every billow. As I hear the music, and I recite the words. Visions of all my pain going away, life shouldn't be this way. I have visions of you, yes, the hypocrite that you are. You tell my love of lies and countless accusations, I am not sorry for the hatred I feel. She wants to see you from time to time, I didn't use to have a problem with it. Till you come between me and my family, Now, I don't want anything to do with you. Indeed, I married your daughter, I didn't realize I married you too. You tell her the stories and the lies, of course, you're her family, she'll believe you! Finally, the day has come, your lies have caught up to you. Truth being known, and my heart relieved. Turning to my love, what will be her move? She tells me that s

Strip Club
You're at a strip club, watching a beautiful blond dressed up as a cowgirl remove her chaps to reveal nothing but a white lace thong. She came to the edge of the stage, tipped her cowboy hat at you and tossed her cow print vest at you. You watch her pert, voluptuous breasts bounce as she finishes up her dance. Then you watch as she struts through the curtain backstage. You sit there, hard as a rock, waiting for her to come back out and someone whispers into your ear from behind you, "Would you like a lap dance?" The voice is soft and sultry, making your cock pulse. You turn around and see the blond you're been waiting for standing close behind you wearing a blue lace nightie that brought out her gorgeous blue eyes. "From you I'll take whatever I can get, Gorgeous." "Follow me, " she says and leads you to a table in a dark corner of the bar. She pushes you into a chair and rubs her hands down your chest before she pulls away. She slides her arms through the sleeves an

Love.
This past week I found the most wonderful man I could have ever met. We've been through so much already in only our first week of seeing each other. But no matter what, I'm ready to fight for him. He makes me smile, laugh, and just love life. I love you Josh. You mean everything to me right now. Thank you for everything you have done and will offer to do. Thanks for being you.

Help Win This Contest For A Friend And I Will Rate All Pics
I WILL ALSO OWE EVERYONE A HUGE FAVOR THAT HELPS HOTT BALL WIN THIS CONTEST. SHE IS A CLOSE PERSONAL FRIEND OF MINE! I WILL GO AS FAR AS RATING YOUR STASHES AND ALL OF YOUR PICS IF WE WIN THIS CONTEST FOR HER. Those that help with this contest need to cmail me so i can track who did what and who deserves to have me do this

What Could It Mean...
Till death do us part, I remember saying those words. I remember looking into your eyes, as I happily recited word for word. You smiled at me and said the same, your eyes so big and blue. My heart felt the tug, I knew our hearts were so true. We say I do, everyone laughed at our longer than expected kiss. I didn't care and neither did you, not even your family that all seemed to hiss. Now the years have all flown by, words and looks have been exchanged. What happend to our spark, Somewhere along the road in our moments of rage. I want to respect our vow, till death do us part. But could it also mean, when I feel dead in my heart?

Fuck I Got Sparks Too...damn It..
Which Sealab 2021 character are you? You are Sparks. You care about Sealab only because it's full of fools to take advantage of.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Make That $$$$
I was just thinking about something I saw on the news not too long ago. I tried searching for the article but could not find it. I did find something similar: http://www.risingsunofnihon.com/2007/04/sex_posted_on_web_site_worth_2.html The story I watched was about a married couple who made a porn website that people could go to and watch them have sex through their webcam. They charged like $20 each time and they made a million dollars in one year!!!! This is incredible to me. One year of having sex with your partner in front of a webcam could earn you ONE MILLION DOLLARS, and in only ONE YEAR! Your doing it anyway, right? hehe And it's not like you are cheating or sharing your partner with anyone. The best part about this is that these people were not even that great looking! I say go for it but the man is not down. Too bad.

Just Another Game...
Finding happiness in so many things, but we're forgetting about something more important. Looking into other things to put a smile on your face, when all we need is each other's embrace. A new item on the shelf, just another worthless game. Your eyes beg me to agree and comply, when everything in me says it isn't going to be a good end. I am very close to letting go, I don't want to start another fight. I can feel my body getting more and more tired, I walk past your room and see you with a screen filled excitement. I mention that I'm heading to bed, after all it is very late. You don't turn or even bat an eye, you just confirm and back to the screen. I would ask when you'll be joining me, but I already know your answer. I'll be there shortly you'll say, I'm glad I don't hold my breath. I wished I were more interesting to you, I wished you'd explore me the way you used to. We used to know each other's ends and outs, Now it just seems that I want out.

B-days Comming Up
THESE TWO AWESOME CHERRIES HAVE BIRTHDAYS ON JULY 4TH !! GO SHOW THEM THAT MAD CHERRY LUV !!! THEY RETURN IT ! TIM ~Tim~@ CherryTAP MARIA ¢¾MARIA¢¾AKA BLACK WIDOW@ CherryTAP CREATED BY **BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ** THANKS TO ALL THOSE THAT ALREADY HAVE !!!

July 1st...capricorn
Now that you've seen this unhealthy pattern in your life, it's up to you to seek a different path. Lay out your game plan. Try it on for size, then see what changes you need to make. Soon you'll have this taken care of

Ok Opinion Time!
Soooooooooooooo. I really am not loving my hair this dark, it looks fake and cheap and it is pissing me offfffff....So, I would love yo hear from you guys! I am gonna post a few past hair colors and you choose which I should do! Red Brown w/ copper Light blonde and or any other suggestions are taken into consideration.... I also had Dark brown w/ red highlights black and others....

Flirting
Ok...I noticed tonite that I have forgotten how to flirt. This is a very disappointing realization. I used to be an ace flirter! It may have actually been an obsession at one point. Now, anytime I am around someone I am crushing on...I forget who I am...lol! Even online I am a total clutz when it comes to the oposite sex. I am going to have to do some further thinking on this to decide what caused the skill loss. As soon as I figure it out I will post another blog. :P

Why?!?
You know i sit here every fucking day and night, not knowing what to say or how to express whats going on in side of me. Some of you might know about my profound neck injury and osme of the issues because of it. But many of you do not know the horrible depression this injury has put on me. I wake up and every singe thought of every single minute i think about the injury, how am i goign ot pay my mounting bills. The piles of it heaped on my table. How am i going to survive in life. Will things ever get better for me? Im massively in debt with student loans, since ihad to pay my own way into college. So im sititng here without a cent to my name. The State is deciding my fate right now, are they going ot order an independant medical exam, do a retraining or do a permenent settlement. Im starting to lose everything i ever had in my life that was ever good for me. I can no longer wrestle or coach especially if i am going to go on permenet disability. That was all my life ever consiste

Pay Back And Pain
I’ll take these words to pierce your heart Like the bullet in the left of mine Your words rip the soul from me Like the poison that drips from your wrist And stains the world you pull from This heart you claimed to break And Slice in two has no warranty The charge is on you to pull from where you are And build up to a new one So tear your skin and slice a vain In vain of all the promises you kept to brake And free yourself of what may come Fly up to your letdown You’ll never get down….

Sparks
Which Sealab 2021 character are you? You are Sparks. You care about Sealab only because it's full of fools to take advantage of.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code I've just realized, I -am- Sparks. I'm intelligent, sarcastic, dislike many of the people I work with, likes money & lots of it, and am never seen in the office without my headset & rolling chair.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid, Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Faerie75% Mermaid75% Angel75% WereWolf59% Dragon58% Demon0% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com My son is a Werewolf How did that happen? lol You scored as WereWolf, WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even

Ever Had One Of Those...
Days, relationships, jobs, whatever? Its' been a year and I'm still not over my ex. It's very irratating. Hate/Love, whatever in the world it may be, all it takes is something and I'm reminded of him. I don't know whether i'd rather see him again next to me or run him over with a truck. It's so mean, especially to have violent feelings one way or another, but I can't help it. I don't want to date I don't want to entertain the thought of going on with someone else. I guess that maybe that hurts feelings but I don't care. Right now I'm in a pitty party mood. Excuse me.

I Got Mad Skills In Da Bed Room
SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS N LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO KISS [LEO]- I'LL MAKE LUV ANYTIME [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [VIRGO]- I MAKE LUV LIKE NO OTHER [SCORPIO]- I GOT MAD SKILLS IN DA BED ROOM [SAGITTARIUS]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [CAPRICORN]- I CAN MAKE LUV ALL NIGHT LONG [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I LOVE TO SCREW [ARIES]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [CANCER] I STAY FLY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO KISS

When Are These Things Actually True?
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For June 30,2007 Why are you trying so hard to make this work when all of the signs are saying there's another part of your fate that's falling into place? Learn to read the signs and put your energy where it can be most effective. well...with all the shit that hit the fan tonight i'm about to become a true believer in horoscopes.... if u were there for it, then u know what i'm talking about

You Dont Know Me
You claim my friendship But you don't know me. So articulate with your words, you preach your love.. But you don't know me. I will not be what you want me to be. Oblivious to my feelings you march unhindered. Some vision of what you think I am filling your mind.. But you don't know me.

Why We Are At War With Iraq
(This is a story a family friend sent, that I wanted to share with my CT family) The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said, "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husba nd said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out

Alone
Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you. But my hands are cold, as I wait alone. I want to hold you, to feel you near me.... Your breath on my cheek. But I am alone. I hear your voice in my head, As sweet as birdsong. If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you. How much I care... But I can't. For I am alone. Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind. They call out your name. My body is cold. But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and hold your body to mine... But I am alone. Alone in this cold. Alone in this life.

Return To The Old Ways...
And so, with the departure of one of our accounts, my schedule is slated to get shifted back to nights. What does this mean? This being my final Saturday night available before being trapped in a dull, dingy office building every weekend night for the foreseeable future, I had better make the most of it. Unfortunately, that meant trying to hit up the local bar for one last chance at meeting someone, having a little conversation, and maybe -- if I'm lucky -- hooking up. I'm probably better off leaving this as an open-ended story, considering how things like this usually end. I'll just say this - looks like it's going to be a long, long year.

Unknown Person
If people cared for me I would care for them. I speak but am not heard. I am present but not counted. I accept my ways, I accept how I am and how I always will be, nothing. I live the day as if was my last and the nights as if they are days. I forgave others, but they did not me. I loved a precious few, but all I got was forget you. What I need is not an angel but someone to love like an angel. I loathe the light and exalt the darkness . I fear the known and welcome the unknown . Why hold on and continue this struggle? Why don't I just allow my not known life to be known in my own death?

Car Troubles
So after all the driving through Ohio, W. Virginia and Virginia.. I get to N.C and things start going south.. including once I get to Chapel Hill my tire goes and it ends up screwing up my front end.. So I had to get my car towed to Raleigh which was almost 200 bucks but my insurance company should be reimbursing it when I make my claims. .. could take awhile though..and firestone isn't open until Monday.. where it's parked at.. but I am at Cherry point now crashing at the barracks.. hopefully things get better.. Connor is miserable right now..so gotta go... goodnight

God Bless America And Please Send Home Our Troops Soon
a Remember why our Troops are over seas and NEVER FORGET! Thank you all for what you are doing over seas and I pray for all of you a safe return. God Bless you all! The 2 following pictures were honored as the International Picture of the year. First Place: When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should." Second Place The night before

White Tea Remix
Yo, I'm just sittin here thinking about u girl.. in my white tea gettin ready to party like a rock star! Take a look and listen to my white rasberry tea remix.. ok.. this is a joke.. not real geeeeez lol

Evil Guardian
She watches me day and night She gives me comfort and fright She protects me and destroys me She blinds me and helps me see She frees me but has control She gives me life but no soul Yet she is dead and im alive Its in her hands if I am too survive

Morir Con La Luna
Okay, wow. forgive me if this is terrible. I just found it in some old files. Apparently I wrote it in February 2001. Let me know what you think. ———————– Gently slipping liberation Sweeps over me as I stare at the stars Someone touches my hand But she’s lost to me now I’m drifting into the stars The moon is gone, new and beautiful somewhere else. Supernova explosion in the sky That’s me up there Becoming stars dreaming is a disease. Forthright and falling She’s lost to me This darkness consumes me and I’m even lost to myself. To die with the moon And be reborn in its fullness life is a wave ebb and flow I’m made out of stars And soon I shall form them frightened by death eternal in Light. Her arm wraps around me Keeps me from floating into the sky. ------- -Jack http://lokilistens.wordpress.com

Annie Lennox-walking On Broken Glass
You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew But I don't care for sugar honey if I can't have you Since you've abandoned me My whole life has crashed Won't you pick the pieces up Cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass (2x's) The sun's still shining in big blue sky But it don't mean nothing to me Oh let the rain come down Let the wind blow through me I'm living in an empty room With all the windows smashed And I've got so little left to loose That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass (2x's) And if you're trying to cut me down You know that I might bleed Cause if you're trying to cut me down I know that you'll succeed And if you want to hurt me There's nothing left to fear Cause if you want to hurt me You're doing really well my dear Now everyone of us was made to suffer Everyone of us was made to weep But we've been hurting one another And now the pain has c

Getting To Know The Place
Well while I doubt I will ever be using the NSFW box, with "Ravings" in the title you never know. A bit about me. I'm a Online DJ who does 6 shows a week. Tuesday at noon Pacific I do Rendal's Ravings, Wednesday and Sunday at 11am Pacific I do Flash in the Pan, and then Thursday-Saturday 10am-Noon I dj in Second Life on my own stream for the RP area City of Lost Angels. I do have a sort of job in that I deliver papers, which keeps me busy for a while everyday. I also help my dad with his website stevenulmen.com, t hough its rather basic right now thanks to domain mixups. Not much else right now. I'm looking forward to learning about this place.

Turtoring Hell
Inside I am lonely, Outside I am lost, I want to stop the torture, No matter what the cost. The feeling of despair, Matches with the pain, I need to stop the bleeding, Before I go insane. The horror grows inside me, My pain is its thrill, To be free from this course, Has always been my will.

Unwanted Pain.
remember the days we had to sneek to see each other but now its no bother you came to me and wouldn't let me be i'm all alone there's noone here you use me and take away my fear you rip my shirt and i start to cry but my tears have gone dry you rip my pants i get scared it was just a dare i'm in pain you don't care as long as you are pleased i'm shouting in pain you push harder and then you get tired so you stop i can't cry my tears are dry i feel hate cause all you do is rape unwanted... ""this is the one thing i really can realte to. for yall who know me you know my story and the reason i wrote this sad sad poem ......

Save Me From Myself
I scream out for the love of my life, as he walks into the cold dark night, While he left me there in my knees, begging him please to stay with me for eternity, I lay on the florr crying tears of blood, cutting my self as if im not one, Waiting for my dark handsome prince to come take my hand and save me,from killing me, And to take me out of this Dark Hell i feel.

Random Ranting.
why do people think i automatically want sex whenever i talk to them on the internet? you get my screenname and bam! you're in. god i hate people. people are so goddamn cocky and some have no reason to be at all. but what kills me is people thinking that i'll "cam with them" or "swap pictures." that's why i think it's funny when people ask. and i think it's kinda desperate, too. you do whatcha gotta do, but damn - leave me out of it!

Iam Your Canvas
This is a dream I have....a dream of love. I thought I would share it with you all. Never let go of your dreams...no matter how distant they seem.....for they will come true. I AM YOUR CANVAS The moonlight streams in through the frosted bedroom window….illuminating the sheets of Thai Silk & throwing frosty shadows onto the canopy of our four-poster bed……outside the snow falls silently to Earth…inside, our sanctuary is aglow with flickering flames from the open fireplace & the naked flames reaching for the moon, from the candles lit on our altar. The only sounds…..the crackling fire I built to warm my lover & the faint, haunting cry of a Loon on the lake outside…..the gorgeous howl of an alpha wolf in the forest that surrounds our house. Serenity. I place another log on the fire & we watch the cinders fly, escaping into the cold & perfect night above. I turn & see my Goddess, the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She sits on our bed, ravishing….the delicate text

Hard Times
Blue and Green children scream, crying out to be set free, No one knows how hard it is, to be trapped in a place like this Its hard to sleep,hard to eat its hard to keep myself from killing me Hard to love,hard to care, no on knows its hard to bare.

One Of The Random Joys
for this geek of being a staffperson (though being a student or facultytype fishie would do also) is being able to access scanned-in books, magazines, musical scores, ... online... (this has been very helpful lately, e.g. referring to those magazine articles in Wikipedia articles in turn.) I think I've mentioned this before twice already but it's bearing restating. :)!

Fake!
you don't know me, no one does, you all have this fantasy about what and who you think I am, well i'm not that person. outside i put on this fake smile, this fake personality, it's not me, it never will be. inside i'm dying, breaking down, at night when no one hears, i lie in bed and cry. why do i feel like this? i don't know. i try to explain how i feel, but you don't understand. you don't know me. no one does. Why must everyone be so perfect? So skinny and so pretty, so stereotyped And so FAKE Why must everyone have to have the perfect identity and figure to be beautiful? Why does this world have this one image we should all be? Sheep aren't beautiful Image hunters aren't pretty People who are exactly the same aren't interesting Beautiful people are people who embrace who they really are and can see beyond looks Peoples image comes from their heart - from the truth And interesting people are individuals with real things to say and beliefs of their ow

My Kiss-tory
This is the story of My KISS-ness. Of the band, their influence on me, & how they changed my life. I have been a RABID Ace Frehley & KISS fan since I was 5 years of age. I have very vivid memories of standing in front of my bedroom mirror, KISS tunes pumping, with a tennis racquet in my hand pretending to be......no, being, Ace Frehley. I was in awe of KISS the first time I heard them. Ace was always my favorite member. He was always the coolest one of them all. Even before I knew what cool was & long, long before I ever saw any moving footage of him (I only ever had pictures) he just oozed coolness & style. I wanted to be him from day one. He was my hero at 5 years of age & now, 28 years later he is still my hero......more so than ever. I am a musician. I have been playing guitar, singing & writing music for 17 years. Ace Frehley is the sole reason I am a musician today. Learning to play guitar & acquiring the ability to write my own music has changed my life in a profound, almo

Red Tears Shes Gone
I drink water and her blood is what i taste. I look in the mirror and i see her face. I dream and see her crying red tears, I see her trying to stab away her fears. The red fills the tub she lays in, Its happened before but i see it all again. I hear her voice when im on the phone, I see her when im alone at home. Red tears were on her face when she cried, Red tears covered her body when she died.

The Vampire With In Me
sometimes new and always old I was young and bold My soul had been sold It was the trill of the devil's kill It is the wound that won't heal and he always comes against my will I am a creature of the night I always cause such a fright and there is a legend about my bite but with my race, it's alright I am the Vampire and I never tire My throat is continuously on fire So is this what they all admire?

Darn Shout Box Is Dead Again...sorry!
Hey all...I continue to have problems with my shout box... I was told to create a new account to get rid of the glitch, I can't seem to bring myself to rebuild all my friends, so we have to use it when it works and message the rest of the time. Sorry and many thanks for your friendships! ;D Lexy

Friends
I so lucky to have the friens i have. Some come and go but those how are true friends always stay with you no matter what. And will do anything humanly possible to help you or make ya feel better when your down. I just t hank god for the friends i have and consider myself very lucky to have apart of my life.

Death Is Near.
Angel of death, come to me here. For sweet death I can feel is near. Destroy my spirit, burn my soul. Advenge my death, turn my body to coal. And as the children laugh, and as the children play. Let them know no fear. For the icy fingers of death, I can feel are near.

Show The Way My Angel Of Darkness
Angel of darkness come with me hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright nothing of light pull me into your world let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, Just scrapes don't worry I'm fine Our blood blends together, our scars just the same The darkness so beautiful, day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique to angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours

The Morning
“What has gotten into you this morning” “I don’t know I just love you and want you to know that without a doubt” “I do know that, I do not question your loyalty or love for me in any way” “I know you don’t but I am afraid you are going to replace me like you did all of the others so I want you to know how much you mean to me” “I do know, your devotion tells me every day” Satisfied that I had at least gotten my point across for the moment I stopped talking and pressed my lips against your collar bone. I didn’t move them, they just rested there with my nose pressed against your neck. I could feel the heat rising from you, hear your heart beat slow and steady. I was drinking you in as much as I could before you got out of bed for the morning. I wasn’t ready to let you go yet, I wanted to hold onto this moment, I cherished moments like this one where we were just as one lying in bed and doing nothing. You started to stir so I ran my tongue along your collar bone up to y

Out Of Love
I saw him sitting there reading the paper, he didn’t hear me come in. I knew he’d be mad; I’d been out way too long, so I was as quiet as I could be. I crept up behind him and ran my tongue up the back of his neck. “In front of me now” he commanded “Yes Master” I replied as I walked around the chair and kneeled before him “Do you know what time it is?” “No, I really do not” “Look at the fucking clock” “2 am” “What am I to do with you if you are going to stay out later than I want you to? You will be punished for this action” “Yes Master, what shall I do for you” “Go get dressed now” “As you wish Master” I said as I stood very slowly and slinked away to my room I knew I had to pay for my actions and I was looking forward to it honestly. I knew I was going to enjoy it, I always did. I knew he only did things that he knew I liked, he’d never do anything to hurt me or scare me. I trust him completely and I feel he does me as well. I wasn’t sure what to wear though sin

Karma
Some say Karma is a bitch, some say it will bite you in the ass. I spent the first half of my life with hate and disrespect. Nobody could tell me what to do. I never hurt a woman, dont get me wrong I was raised better! I loved lost, screwed and gotten screwed. I had a crush on a girl in high school (yes, I remember high school) I didnt have the guts to tell her and me being the ass I was back then, would have goofed it up anyway! Then as fate or karma would have it, I ran into her again, shes single as fate would have it, so am I. So let me tell ya boys and girls, you want good things in your life, live it right, take a look around, it my be as close as right next door.

Possible?
I might be PREGNANT!!!! Me and Walter are GREAT! We live together, getting along wonderfully and tonight I took a pregnancy test and it was a faded line but a faded positive line!!! Awesomeness. I'm kinda scared but excited all at the same time! So I'm hoping I am. UPDATE!!!!! I took another pregnancy test yesturday and it says That I AM pregnant. I'm excited but my parents are bringing me down. I'm not married and I already had a child for a loser. So my mom tends to remind me of this. Your not married AGAIN. yadda yadda well ya know what FUCK IT. If it don't work out with me and Walter I'll have the two kids I want and the rest of the world can kiss my ass.

My Awakening
I stepped into the room and saw you sleeping on the bed. You looked so peaceful I didn’t dare wake you; rather I slipped off my robe and slippers and crawled onto the bed next to you. I couldn’t touch you for fear of waking you; so I lie there watching you softly breathe until I fell asleep. I was having the most wonderful dream of you when I awoke. I’m not sure how long I had been asleep when I felt it; the pleasure was so great that it woke me. I opened my eyes thinking I must still be dreaming when I saw your face in between my thighs. Your tongue was so deep inside me I had to moan. As I did you pulled your tongue out of me and with eyes glaring up at me you growled “silence bitch.” I stopped right away and bit my lip. As soon as you saw my teeth sink into my lip your face disappeared again. Your tongue was back inside of me swirling away relentlessly. I needed to scream, your tongue felt so good but I couldn’t, I was obedient, I did what my Master told me. I felt your

The Gift Of Death....here It Is.
I quickly tire of hearing you scream, as i glare at you my eyes beam soon you do not know but will be dead and will regret every word you said as i stab you ,the knife i twist i will feel the death i have long missed deep down you know that you deserved it and i am the one who has reserved it this gift i give you, i hand you with pleasure and this memory i will forever treasure

The Ride
“Oh Mark it was wonderful, I had such a glorious time. Zoe is such a pleasure to spend time with. I can understand why you enjoy her so much. I must admit though that I am glad you two decided to part ways or else I would not have you now. She is in love with you though you know . . . I can tell by the way she speaks of you. She talks of you the same way that I do.” “Jess, there is much history there that you do not know of as of yet. Some of it you will learn in time, some of it is better left unknown. Simply know right now that I want no one but you. Zoe wanted to come and judge you for herself, she has regular control over the other girls and they are all upset right now. In the past I have brought new girls in and they were all equal none more special than the next, but then I met you and you are more special. They are all having a hard time adjusting and Zoe wanted to try to make it easier for them. I think she likes you as well, I’ll have to keep my eye on the two of

The Cottage
The hug lasted for a long moment, as if she was drinking me in. The aroma of her perfume lingered in the air between us, a sweet floral fragrance. The type of smell that you never forget. It was almost like walking through a field of wild flowers after a long summer rain, sweet and refreshing. She was intoxicating to say the least. I had so many visions running through my mind as I looked at you staring at us. I couldn’t figure out if you were watching me or her, she was mesmerizing. I glanced at her and she was staring at you as well. The two of you had locked eyes and there was energy in the stare. There was electricity in the air; I could feel it pressing against me. There was some emotion shared between the two of you, I was just unsure of what it was. I didn’t want to feel jealous, but I couldn’t help it; I was yours and I didn’t want to share you with anyone. I had no control over this however and the jealousy only grew the longer this embrace carried on. I couldn’

The Talk
I wasn’t ready to go to sleep I was still walking on cloud nine. I figured you would go to bed and I would sit awake as usual watching some infomercial on late night television; but I was wrong. We walked in the door and you grazed my lips as you usually do to say goodnight before we part ways, not tonight though. You grabbed my hand and pulled me with you toward your room. This was highly unusual, we never slept together at night, once in a while we would nap together but never all night. I was so surprised, I must have looked absolutely shocked. “It’s ok Jess, I want you with me tonight. I want us to talk until we fall asleep. I feel that we have many things to discuss.” “As long as you think it’s ok Mark” I answered as I twisted the silver band around my finger. I still got a thrill from it every time I touched it. Just knowing what it symbolized electrified me. “Please Jess, come lay with me, lay next to me, let me feel you against me.” “Let me take my things o

The Next Chapter
“Yes I know you do” you reply as you look deeply into my eyes, “I know you want to please me.” “I do, I only want to please you Mark, whatever it takes I want you to be happy” I say as I look longingly at you. “What do you want now Master?” “I want you to lie here beside me for a minute and just listen to my heart, get to know what it sounds like . . . Get to know me” “Yes Master” I lay my head down on your chest and listen to your breathing, it’s still a little fast and shallow but beginning to slow. Your heart is very rhythmic and soothing to hear, it puts me in a trancelike state. “What is it Jess?” you ask me after a few minutes. I just sigh and answer that it soothes me to hear such a sound. I tell you that I am almost asleep just listening to your breath and heart, that I am very relaxed with you. “As well you should be, that is what love is, complete comfort. I want you to know what love really is, what it feels like to have someone love you.” I almost tear u

School Girl
I left you sitting in the room alone as I went to find something tantalizing to wear for the evening. I knew what you liked and was aiming to please only you for the night, all night. I walked across the hall and stepped into the dressing room, leaving the door just ajar enough for you to see the mirror on the wall. I had it placed so you could see me getting things out of the wardrobe and watch me put them on. I reached around in the wardrobe pulling items out one by one trying to find that certain special outfit. I needed to find something that would make you want me more than ever before. I had so many articles shoved in there that I was having a hard time finding the one I wanted. I caught a quick glimpse of you in the mirror trying to look as if you were not watching me. Then, there it was that perfect little plaid skirt I was searching for; now I needed to find the shirt and I would be ready to put on my little show. Oh, there was the shirt smaller than I remembered b

Check Your Bulletins
Even if you do not normally look at bulletins, turn them on and read a few. I am reposting the content of this one here so you can see what is happening...seems this lady hosting happy hour every 30 minutes is scamming people into bombing her page and rating her etc and promising blasts and not buying them, then blocking people.... check it out for yourself before you decide... HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl (repost of original b

An Intro To What The Posts In Here Are
The posts that you are going to read in this blog are of an explicit nature first off. Secondly, they are not edited nor are they going to be becasue they are written for fun with someone else. You will notice great leaps in the story from one post to another on here, this is due to the fact that this isa series of stories that I write with someone else. We each write then email the section to the other then the other responds . . . it is a great way to get to know someone, to get to know yourself, and to let go of lots bullshit in every day life. So, having said all of that please try to enjoy the stories for what they are . . . stories.

Voices
These voices in my head just wont go away. Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay. I dont know how much more I can take, I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake. Having these voices isn't very mundane, but my mind will forever be their domain

Omg!
Tonight I went to the horse races... my uncle races horses and my fave was running tonight so i decided to go.. HE WON!!!! his first win! I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! my baby won his race! 1.25 lengths ahead of the second place horse!!!!

I Am Going To Die Soon........
I am going to die soon, my life seems to be dumb, no one has really protected me, I feel like this is a lie. I know I am going to die soon.... and I await for it, I don't like this feeling at all but I know that I am going to die.

Love
Love is Like The Wind... You Can't See It, You can't Hear it You can Only Feel It... Meaning No Mater How Much Someone Tells You That They Love You, You Have To Feel It For It To BE True... U Can't Buy Love U Have To Earn It...

Whisper
Whisper I heard your voice as a whisper in the wind; It startled me and made me think again… I almost didn't hear at all... For soft and light was the blessed call. You called my name, I turned around- but you were nowhere to be found. I know you're far away, you see, but in my heart you're here with me. The wind can fool the mind and heart When whispered lightly in the ear... And what it really did to me was to bring a sudden rush of tears.

A Tribute To My Nephew
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com My beloved 16 y/o nephew, Stephen, has Asperger's. In that 16 years, I've learned a lot about patience, and love. I was never fortunate enough to have any children of my own, but was able to play a small part in helping to raise my nephew, into the bright and strong young man he is. He'll be entering the 11th grade next school year, and right on time. We never let his illness slow him down, or set him back. He's always been treated special, but he's also been treated as normal as his illness would allow. This Blog is for him.... Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Sleeplessness
Sleeplessness I fell upon my pillow and wrestled from it sleep I closed my eyes surprised to find you dancing in my dreams- twisting -turning -trapping hopelessly I watched you sway And then the music took me; helplessly defenseless I knew I was your prey And I had no choice as I watched you dance enraptured anyway but then you stopped--you touched my face as the music slowly died now I'm haunted by your lovely eyes and the angel trapped inside

Damaged Calm…
Damaged calm… Hope is a dream; this I have seen. The fool is the one who truly believes. It may start as something you merely possess, only to end up as a thing you obsess. Living for this is dying, for nothing. Believe this as true, and it will happen to you. Simple words can't describe the pain you feel inside; insanity of mind, you won't be able to hide. Along with your dream comes the reality of lies; a fool can also be convicted of this crime. The hope is now gone and madness comes to mind, surely you've been left, very far behind. Playing the fool holds nothing but heartache, good-bye to all, hello to nothing. And hurting like this, what would you do to stop it? Would you open your wrists, would you cast yourself into the pit? Alone you will stay, yes it's safe to say, until the hope, that is a dream, comes along another day.

My Baby
Thursday Iwas checking my messages and things. I had some rates and a fan from a girl and decided to rate and fan back. After a few minutes I saw a message in my shout box, and it was the person I was rating. We talked on here for a bit and then she mentioned yahoo or msn. Added each other then CT went down for a bit.. Was so glad we got on yahoo then. We wee just getting to know each other and talking that day till she had to go to work. The next morning I got in from work and had a message from her so we began talking again for a little bit. Got on cam and fell asleep watching each other. Woke up to see her still sound asleep... :) When she got up we talked then got on the mic and got to know each other more.. Well She is my baby and all mine... :) and I am here babe and all hers.. :) We hve got very close and make each other very happy, like no one else has before. We will be meeting very soon to get to know each other even more.. :) We have so much in common and Things are going so

Why Toyota Is Now #1 !
A Modern Parable A Japanese company (Toyota) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the Missouri River. Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat. A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 8 people steering and 1 person rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order, American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the r

Yes, I Am A Dreamer
I usually prefer to post my own words rather than someone else's, but this simple little poem was too likeable to pass up. I'm starting to think that somewhere inside my pessimistic shell is an optimist just dying to break free. i used to think that i was standing on the brink of insanity but i came to find that all my fear was in my mind and so i just threw it away and i started a new day and now i'm through it and dreams they used to be everything to me but some they don't come true but i don't let that make me blue i still believe in love and dreams yes, i'm a dreamer and i know that sometimes the sun never seems to shine in my life but i choose to see the light that shines inside of me and so i just keep moving on and i keep getting strong and i will make it ***I think that there must be an optimist somewhere inside us that tends to prod us into continuing on a task that we find either impossible or extremely difficult. I tend to get throug

Steps To Finding Your Soulmate
I truly believe in soulmates. Here are a few steps to take in order to open yourself up to the possibility of one day finding your soulmate: 1. Realize your worth: Everyone is worth something great. Everyone was put here for a reason. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect someone else to love you? Your worth is weighed heavily to your soulmate and your love for yourself will show and he/she will love you even more. 2. Redirect your desires: Sex is the easiest thing to get on the planet. By redirecting your desires to a mental kind of lovemaking instead of a physical kind of lovemaking, you will open yourself up to more possibilities when it comes to your soulmate. 3. Release your fear of being alone: It's much better to WANT a person than to NEED a person. Don't settle for the Okay person. Sanctify yourself so you can recieve the Perfect person for you. (And yes, I know no one is perfect) Once you realize that you were created to be a blessing to someone, you begin t

Well, They Made It
Well, to all the people who are used to seeing me on here ALL the time, sorry, I wont be on much for the next week. My family came into town and I am so happy to see them, I will be spending as much time as I can with them. My little cousin is here who is the coolest little girl ever. I haven't seen her in 2 years, and I fell in love with her all over again in 10 minutes. (Even though she doesn't remember my name and has as such renamed me Gerald or Jarod and think that that is the coolest thing ever, and yes, she can't make up which name she wants to call me, not that I can't understand her). There will be plenty of pics to be put up soon, I'm sure everybody who takes the time to read this will enjoy looking at them, especially some of the ones I have already of her suiciding her stuffed bunny...:D. Long story, and I have a movie of it if it turned out well, yes this girl is twisted and I love it. Well, thanks for reading this, and I'll try to keep up with what's going on on yo

Internet Drama..wtf
SO,,SO ,,FUCK'N TIRED OF THE DRAMA...IT'S GOT ME ABOUT WHERE I DON'T WANT TO COME ON HERE...BUT FUCK THAT,,,TIRED OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT.GOT TO STOP...IF NOT IM UNFRIEND YOU AN JUST SAY FUCK IT..DRAMA_SHIT...NOT FRIENDSHIP....SO FRIENDSHIP..I HAVE TIME FOR,,,DRAMA_SHIT...I HAVE NO TIME FOR.. THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY..=)~

*you Are.....*
* You are strong When you take your grief and teach it to smile. You are brave When you overcome your fear and help others to do the same. You are happy When you see a flower and give it your blessing. You are loving When your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others. You are wise When you know the limits of your wisdom. You are true When you admit there are times you fool yourself. You are alive When tomorrow's hope means more to you than yesterday's mistake. You are growing When you know what you are but not what you will become. You are free When you are in control of yourself and do not wish to Control others. You are honorable When you find your honor is to honor others. You are generous When you can take as sweetly as you can give. You are humble When you do not know how humble you are. You are thoughtful When you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are. You are merciful When you forgive in others the faults you condemn in yourself.

Marq's Pimp Out
***Note*** These are the Sirs & Madams of Ct As I, ♂МдяQ v2.0, see it They are my friends & each one of them has earned that right in their own way. They are individuals... some will fan & add you... Some may not, but all of them are great people, I assure you. I ask you show them respect & love. If they are available & have time, I am sure they will return it, (Profile rate, etc) So Love them up!!! Bouncer Madam Ұẽặŕ Ǿƒ Ťĥě Đŗãĝŏŋ™ Rising & Sponsored Madams ~Fatal Desires~ "~tiffany~ GodFathers Achilles Ben DoveЯ®™ johnnydevil AUSSIE ASSASSIN GodMadams The Madams (Madam: Derived from the ancient Latin meaning: 'Honored Mistress') The Finest... Meaning...Finest = All around.. not just shallow beauty, But Great people that amaze me frequently.. Awesome friends.. that stand by you. People that have depth, heart, substance... an honor.. I value these peop

Please Friends
hey how is everyone 2nite i was just wanting to ask every one of my friends to come by and see if they fanned me. if not would u please, i would really appreciate it. ive got over 2000 friends that hasnt yet. i fan everyone so would u please return the favor thanx Mr. Nice Guy

*ten Rules For Being Human*
* 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate

Shower And Shave
I am about to jump into the shower and shave my legs all the way up and all of the sweet spot too to be nice and smooth for my husband as we are about to get into bed. As I indicated in my previous blog posting tonight I am going to rape my husband since he is only home for tonight from a week long business trip and he is out on the road again tomorrow morning for another week. He is in for a huge surprise tonight... he is going to be fully consumed from head to toe. With extra emphasis on his prime spot between his head and toes. lol Hmmmmm... the shower is running and the razor is waiting. I love to have smooth legs... and a completely shaved and smooth sweet spot. I cannot wait to slip between the sheets. Good night all!!!

Blah:-(
my b/f works days i work night we never have the same day off to really party together,this weekend on sunday CANADA DAY WOOOOHOOOOO,i don't work till 3 pm usually i work at 11am on sundays,well finally we can kick back and party,yup so he plans 4 different things for one night and fucks up everything blah..... now he's all fucked up and passed out and again i'm up all alone............. hot girls arn't always having fun

*inside Out*
*The person you are on the outside can never be more successful than the person you are on the inside. Whatever it is you desire for your life, develop it first within yourself. You can determine, with no limitations, the person you are inside. And as you do, that person comes to life on the outside as well. Yes, you could take the outer difficulties and internalize them. But then they would soon flow back out from you and manifest on the outside as even greater difficulties. Instead, reach deep within and connect with the highest positive purpose that is surely there. Nurture and encourage that purpose with your thoughts and actions, no matter what may be going on in the world outside. As you do, the best of who you are inside will begin to appear on the outside. Your accomplishments will have the power of purpose behind them, making them real and lasting. Cultivate your very best on the inside. And it will come to life all around you.*

*5 Simple Rules*
*Remember these five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred. 2. Free your mind from worries. 3. Live simply. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less. No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give. Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his or her place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older. *

Stress
im not sure if anyone is going to read this but i just need to vent for once in my life. Im a decent guy i think but lately all i have been doing is working and thinking about work! kinda suck but what else is there.... I mean i have such a boring ass life i work play on here and just cant sleep, i average about 3 hours a night, i took 6 tylenol pms last went to sleep about 3am, and awakened about 6am, cant seem to get a good nights rest, a few friends of mine told me to get lucky some night well i tried that tonight and it wouldnt even get up! not sure if anyones bf or husband been threw that but it totally makes you feel like a loser inside. Yes im the type of guy thats very old fashioned still believes in love at first sight, and opening door for women or senior citizens, great table manners and wouldnt say one bad thing to anyone in this world, or even lay a finger on a woman. Some people say being single is awesome, well for me i love to come home to a woman and just hold th

Will I Be Killed Today
As I look out the wiindow, I wonder am I going to be killed today? I wonder how many people I will kill before I am killed. I do what I am asked for by my country and all that live there. We are all free and the people we fight and kill want to take that from us, why if they want to be free then they do so. People like me die every day to keep our freedom. Do youever wonder like I do if your going to be killed today and how many people your going to kill. With my weapons as my best friends if they fail I fail. To you all that could be here to help I would love it but, most of you sit at home watching your Tv and playing games being free just wishing. I live the life every day, some die some get hurt and all of us will never forget the days we wonder if were going to die and the faces of the one's we killed. So please don't forget us. Just remember this we didn't forget you so you could be free!!!!! OOOOH RAHHHH

*giving Is The Treasure*
* We may not always realize That every thing we do, Affects not only our lives But touches others, too! For a little bit of thoughtfulness That shows someone you care, Creates a ray of sunshine For both of you to share. Yes, every time you offer Someone a helping hand ... Every time you show a friend You care and understand ... Every time you have A kind and gentle word to give ... You help someone find beauty In this precious life we live. For happiness brings happiness And loving ways bring love; And Giving is the treasure That contentment is made of.

Loneliness
I feel down when im alone for a few reasons and here they are. I feel alone because i love to be around people, always talking never stoping.. its painful to be alone and i have lived alone for a long time and my heart is finaly open but aches in pain. I feel down when im alone because i have noone that i can help.. Helping others brings joy to my life...I love to help all my friends and see it they are ok... last reason is that im a Scropio.. We like to be around our friends no matter what.. even tho we have a vindictive temper sometimes we are always srry when it comes to our friends. The pain kills me inside to feel like this.. I know people have lives but drop in tell your friends you care and put a smile on there faces.

Stop This Sin
Darkness is falling all around There is no place to hide Blackness enfolds me Closing in around me I kick and scream But I know it's no use I did this myself Now I can't escape Crying, screaming, lost hopeless Why didn't I read the warning signs? I knew what I was doing At least I thought I did Not knowing what to do Not knowing where to go Nothing I can hold on to How can I stop this?

Why Do They Make It So Hard????
ok i was talking to my ex tonight he is back to his old bullshit again. he is trying to get my girls taken away from me. he seams to think that I am nothing,but what he seams to keep forgetting is that I am always gonna be someone. I think that it is pretty sad when a 4 and a 6 year old can see right through a man. when they tell their own father that they hate him and call him a loser. and then again they will call her all sorts of names when you call tyhem names you think it is funny but when they call you names you get mad at them why is that fair to the kids. well that is all for now I am tired and sore MUAH to all my friends.

I Wanna Cry
I want to cry But I can't Nothing in my world is clear I'm so tired of pretending Images grow wavey through my tears I beat my fists into the walls Slowly I give up the fight I want to scream through the sobs I need your grace tonight Crying to the God I want to know I'm giving You my load I pass to You my scars Your blood has overflowed

Ok Now I Am Gettting Weirded Out
It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all. ok this is to weird 2 days in a row its been right

Blast Contest Update (back To Second Place!!)
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 I"M 212 VOTES BEHIND THE LEAD!! Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 400+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until

Love Hurts Like A B***h
Why do I love him so? Why do I hold on? With a firm grasp I cling on despritly To what will surely never be Why must I insist On torturing myself By not letting go? Why is there still a part That wants to continue on When it means pain and depression Oh, I love him

Strangeness
midnight washes over steady and the moon once low on the horizon hangs in the sky like the heal of deaths boot kicking at the door calling us to lsten calling us to open to his cold steel embrace which in reality is warmer than the summer. Dance a happy dream over our heads when last we fall asleep the hills up yonder fail to great us the dying daisies weep and sweet revenge has left our hearts. we must sing a slow song now in this land of whispers in this land of mysteries and tales spun thick as spiders webs a rat is in the corner chewing on the wires a fly is in the window waiting to expire i am in the mirror painting up my eyes outside the girls are dancing someones knocking at the door theyre calling me to join them my velvets on the floor but i must join them i must fly

Death In Family
on june 11th my cousin holly angel hopkins was hit and killed by a drunk driver walking home from her job in eldon missouri she was 23 years old and had a daugther that was a year old and now she dont have her mommy there with her thanks to the people that hit her what i dont get why does people drive and drink? bc they dont have anything better to do with there time drive drunk and hit and kill people while they drink well anyways me and my cousin was very close to eachother and when she had a problem i was there for her and now i aint now thanks to those people who killed her and i hope they live with this nightmare for the rest of there lives thank you again for killing my cousin and hope you people read this that drinks and drive and i hope when you get pulled over they take your licencs from you respond back to this and let me know what you thing bout drunk drivers R.I.P HOLLY ANGEL HOPKINS BORN 10-14-83 DIED 06-11-07 WELL ALL MISS YOU

Im For Sale....lol
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Quit Smoking!
I gave up smoking about 5 or 6 months ago! I kinda lost count and can't remember the date I quit! Sometimes I find it so hard and the cravings seem like they are never gonna stop! I try not to drink my Jim Beam's and coke cause I associate them with smoking! There are times where I think gee a smoke would be so nice now (the after dinner smoke, the smoke 1st thing in the morning with the 1st cup of coffee) or I think blah I'm not losing any weight, why did I stop smoking? Smoking increases the metabolism but it clogs up the arteries and leaves fatty tissue inside them! So then I think well I am glad I quit because I don't want to end up like my grandmother who had a leg amputated because she got gangrene in here leg from a cat scratch! It's so difficult at times but I know I can stick to it and I hope this can help others to quit too!

Im 4 Sale
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Poem
Holding His Hand Under A Moonlight, Gazing Into His Eyes,And Seeing Him So Careless, Melts My Heart,And Is Out Of Sight,As The Stars Appear,And Glisin In His Eyes. Trapped Under These Stars,Scared Of Being Alone With Him,Wondering What Might Happen,I Need And Want Him To Be Mine. So Cold And Motionless,He Wraps His Arms Around Me,Holding Me Tight,Not To Let Go,Feeling So Safe In His Arms,As I Drift Away. As The Long Journey Has Come To A Stop,And Under These Stars Of Enchantment,I Look At Him As He Looks At Me,We Kiss,So Magical And Endless.

Sex Ed 101
im in a dream stae of mind, and fantasizing about a good looking guy, touching and squeezing me, piching and grabbing meand i get hotter and hotter, i throw him on the down on the bed, and i tie him down with nylons.then i also blindfold him, to tease him ever more and more, as i grab a couple toys to tease him , he is moveing sensually to every touch i give him. then i grab his balls tenderly and give a slight squeeze to them.he moans softly, i gently nibble the head of his cock, now and hercires out for me to nice , i nibble harder when he says that. know i take oneof my smaller toys out and poke his ass gently, he goes wild and tries to excape me/tighten the nylons now, so he has no chance of getting lose, as i am probing his ass with my toy i move up and bite his nipples, he cries out even louderthis time i dig my nails into his ass, and tell him to shoosh, or it will get worse. he stops for a second and i stick the toy into his ass hard this time,but he remains silent as per my in

More Important...... You Tell Me, Please.
Hey y'all, what is more important: following the career that you feel you have a blood connection to or following the career that the most important person in you life wants you to follow? Both will take me to Iraq, Iran, NK.... one (the airborne, the one that I have a family connection to) might take me to Afghanistan( for a second time) as well. What is more important: Family legacy and a unit that I fell more confident going to war with or going to a post/unit that I feel I might die every day in combat with said mechanized unit?

What People On Here Do That's Funny
One person I know here claims to know baby jesus, yet never met him. He claims to have discussions with this guy, but I have never heard a word from baby jesus, ever, have any of you? Another friend claims to have a long distance relationship with someone on here, but she never met him. Others claim that these sort of relationships work, but they sure haven't for me. Good luck if you have one of these relationships. One friend seriously loves her mumms, and she get really sensitive when people don't vote on them. She thinks highly of mumms. Other's don't give a care and write mean things in them, so the world goes on. Some people really like cutesy baby animal pics on here. Some people like burning buildings and people on fire. Do you think those types of people are actually friends on here? hmm, maybe.. One person I know who is not young pastes young model pics on their page, even as the main pic. Obviously the person doesn't look like this, but no one ever says anything, and

Reminder... 99.99 Per Cent
Most likely if your "red bar" is at 99.99% you may be at 40,000? or so points but not have verified your e-mail (so go to http://www.cherrytap.com/profile.php - or "My" in the top-left-bar, then "Profile" in the dropdown under that - and after getting something sent to your e-mail, click on the link that will be in it. Check that it doesn't land in your Spam Trap...) or, you're 10th level and haven't created a salute photo (one of the blogs that Sabrina K has posted, from official bulletins and blogs, is here , on salute guidelines; best read. I've been lazy and don't have one up yet. So yes, I have that just-almost-there 99.99% too.)

Poem
The One You Love Makes You Feel Important Nothing Else Matters In This World But You, Feeling So Special To Have His Love,His Trust. When You Are In His Arms,Feeling So Safe And Content. Your Love Can Make You Laugh At The Weirdiest Remarks,Making You Smile From Ear To Ear, And Hours Later Still Thinking Bout What He Said And Ya Still Smile.You Enjoy Being Around Him,And Feeling His Love. He's The One Person That Understands You The Most, Without Him,You Would Be So Empty,So Alone. He Would Be Your Rock,Your Love,Your World. Just Don't Be Afraid Of Losing Him,Cause You Won't. He Wouldn't Realize How Much You Love Him. But Words Just Can Express So Much,But To Show Him,Would Mean Far More.Sometimes You Wonder,How Much He Loves And Wants You.Never To Doubt His Love,Just Wanting The Truth Of It. He Is Your Strength That Helps You Through The Day.Without Him,You Would Be Just Another Lonely Soul.When Your Love Collides,It's Timeless Of The Essence,Your Heart Melts Away

Poem.
I wish I was strong as I used to be, Before hurt and pain weakened me, Than this wouldn't hurt so much, All I need is your gentle touch, You know who you are and what I mean, You know that you are, A part of my dream.

Snakes
so my son proceeded to come in with not one but two snakes and tell me "look what i found mom" as i turn my head right in frount of me are not one but two like i said snakes in my face......now if my heart needed to be jumped for get the paddle things in hospital ....just have my son put snakes in my face.... now for the record i am not scared of snakes i have a boa and a python (if words are mispelled deal with it as my friend has tought me thanks samm...) but putting snakes in my face with out me knowing they are going to be there not cool.... headache is still going strong and i am fen sick of it by now........ just want to scream so anyway..blah blah blah chow~

Drinking Alone
Alright so I tried calling my friends and one is at work and the rest won't answer. So I'm stuck drinking alone in my own house on CT, damn I feel like an anti-social alchi, it's fucking saturday I'm 21 and I am by my lonesome, damn I wish I had something to do.

Contest Canceled
Due to a lack of interest, I am canceling the morph contest. I may still do a contest in july for a 30 day blast but I dont do a contest with less than 10 people, and with over 100 views of the contest blog and all the bulletins I posted over the last week, I gave plenty of time for people to join. So let me know what kind of contest you want and I'll run it.

Im In The 93%
>There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was >given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the >woods; but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, >he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet >duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square >in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid >the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his sister watching! Sally >had seen it all, but she said nothing. > >After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes". >But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the >kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did >the dishes. >Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and >Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally >just smiled and said, "Well that's all right because J

Support Our Troops
4th OF JULY IS COMMING UP. AND IT IS A TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT CAN'T BE HOME AT THAT TIME. WHILE WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR JUST THE HOLIDAYS TO SHOW SUPPORT. IT IS STILL A GOOD TIME TO DO IT IF YOU CAN'T TO IT ANY OTHER TIME. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW OUR TROOPS THAT YOU CARE, YOU CAN HELP BY SENDING THEM A CARE PACKAGE. YOU CAN CLICK ON EITHER OF THESE TOO LINKS TO SEE HOW YOU CAN HELP. PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CARE.

Attorny /witness
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. ATTORNEY:What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the one living with you? WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which. ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you? WITNESS: Forty-five years. ATTORNEY: What was the first thin

Don't Blame For Something You Don't Really Know
Dayly I see people bitch about how the president is doing his job.They don't see him work day in and day out but they think he's doing a bad job just because some media monkey said so.It's like the rumor game we played back in school.Someone could say bob walked to school and once it got to the end of the line you got sally eats toads.The sad thing is most of the people who bitch.....are the ones who voted for him! Come on people the only person you should bitch about is the ones who put him there.Basicly its like bitching at the manager of McDonalds because a customer shit on the table.When the manager was in the back doing paper work when it happend.The only time you could bitch about the president is if you were attached to his hip all day and seen what he was doing first hand. It's like the old saying if you aren't part of the solution....your part of the problem.If you aren't going to put tward the cause....don't bitch about it.Don't bitch at someone trying to do their job.When a

Mr Common Senses
Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked

I Am So Sorry
Boy meets gurl, boy likes gurl u all know the rest of the story and that always ends up the same way, they fall in love and have a relationship bad or good they still love each other soo much and they cant let go or at least she cant. Her love burns and his is no longer there and she knows it and cant stand to think that it could actually be really over this time. What am i supposed to do if i lose the love ive always wanted?

Hiya All
hiya everyone on cherrytap i just wanna say to you all, thank you. thank you to all of you's that have added me, rated me amd left me comments and thank you to all of those of you that have gave me gifts so far it was really sweet of you all, i'm really touch, but i just wanna say thank you to randy who has just married me yayyyyyyyy, randy is now my ct husband and we r now married and i'm so proud to b your ct wife, just a shame i'm not ya real wife lol thank you baby, you have made me so happy. well it coming you guys. take care, b safe, have fun

Unexpected Outcome?
My horoscope for today (Leo): You know what you want to eat for lunch and what you want to do after work, and that five-year plan is falling into place. Tone it down a notch or two. What's self-assurance to you could seem like arrogance to others. not that I put much into horoscopes or astrology in general. Though I do have a belief in the interconnectedness of everything, I hesitate to even call it a belief, to be honest. But the intuition of this exists in my mind, and I choose to go with it for now. I'm digressing. Sorry. You know, I started out with the intent of saying that this isn't me. I'm not that uptight, but here I am with this pretentious seeming lead-in, this explanation of my thinking because I hate to be misunderstood, and I don't even get that I'm being exactly what I think I'm not. Oh well... nevermind. I need to tone down a couple notches, eh? haha

[pisces]- I Love To Screw
SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS N LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO KISS [LEO]- I'LL MAKE LUV ANYTIME [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [VIRGO]- I MAKE LUV LIKE NO OTHER [SCORPIO]- I GOT MAD SKILLS IN DA BED ROOM [SAGITTARIUS]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [CAPRICORN]- I CAN MAKE LUV ALL NIGHT LONG [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I LOVE TO SCREW [ARIES]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [CANCER] I STAY FLY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO KISS

(rere) Needs Lots Of Comments She Is In The Best Chest Contest
(Rere) I'm in a contest for best Breast can you comment as many times as you can on my picture please here is the link Lots of comments needed on my pic. thanks http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&i=1451031220 thank you seejaykaygee

1 Month Vic Rip Off!
FEW WEEKS AGO I CAME ACROSS A CONTEST IN THE WORKS FOR A VIC, SENSE I DON'T HAVE A VIC I JUMPED ON IT, HELL WHY NOT U KNOW, WELL AFTER GETTING MY FRIENDS INVOLVED AND USIN UP MY PHOTO COMMENTS DAY AFTER TONIGHT I TRY TO GET ON THERE TO BOMB MY PIC TO FIND THE USER NO LONGER WITH US! I NOTICED THE LAST TWO DAYS HIS ALBUMS WERE DISSAPEARING BUT THOUGHT NOTHIN OF IT IN THAT WAY, NOW I'M OUT OF A CONTEST AND ON THE LOOK OUT FOR THE NEXT CHANCE MAYBE THIS TIME THE HOST WILL STICK AROUND AND ACTUALLY PAY THE PRIZE STATED, I WANNA SAY THANX TO ALL WHOM HELPED ME ON IT AND I'M SORRY IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME! HOPE YOU ALL HELP ME ANYWAYS NEXT TIME,LOL. LOVE YA....THE BEEBS

Moods
Why is it that when ever someone says the are upset, depressed, or mad, that everyone has to take it upon theirself to change that person's mood? No one tries to change the mood of someone that is happy and feeling good. Though being that way to much is more unhealthy to you mentally than being upset now and then. Maybe I didn't get the memo, or go to the meeting that made having any feeling other than joy and happiness illegal to maintain for more than a few seconds. Have you ever asked someone how they are doing, and when they respond good, ask them if they wanted to talk about it? Of course not, because everyone is comfortable with someone being happy. But they get very uncomfortable when someone they know is upset, angry, mad, or just being anti-social. Personally, I find it annoying that when I am in a bad mood, people think it is their responsiblity to make me feel better. There is only one person that can change their own emotions, that is the person feeling them

Poem
You said you loved me, But you broke my heart, You said you would love me forever, So why are we apart? If you really meant forever, Than say you will try, 'Cause you once said forever, And that made me cry.

Lovers
THE SOFT SHELL OF LOVE My heart is a wave breaking on shore Part of me isn't so sure Whether to dive into that wave Or let my tears fall Like rain where we lie Darkness is dancing with the sunlight now Finding us naked side by side Scooping up eternity Watching it slide Past the palms of our hands Through the cup of our lives Eternity watching As we reach for each other Like an ocean wave trying To become one with the shore Always receding Pulling away Scouting out the next Breaker to ride My heart is a wave breaking on shore Part of me isn't so sure Whether to dive into that wave Or to pull you so close You can never leave As I bend down to lift Your sand to my hand I'm Hungry for what, I don't understand Caught up in a world Of I want and I want Where the more I need The less I see Where still I crave you next to me This feels so crazy Like some washed up woman Some bent over man Fighting a cold wind Tossed by each wave Caugh

Mine Are Hazel
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

A Unique Idea For Our Rings... Input Please?
Trees of every description have carved themselves into our mythologies in an enduring way. I have been looking for something “different” to symbolize my marriage and total commitment to my beloved Eugene and thought “wooden rings” made by some fantastic artisans at www.touchwoodrings.com would be a wonderful idea if I can incorporate a Mobius Strip engraved with “Forever and a Day”. Native American teachings speak of trees as 'The Standing People'. These Native teachings speak of the special lessons and gifts each Standing Person has to give humankind. Birch gives the essence of truth. It is considered the 'giving tree'. Walnut teaches us clarity and focus, using our mental gifts wisely and how to best use our intelligence. Oak teaches us strength of character and how to keep our bodies strong and healthy. Cherry teaches us the lessons of clearing the pain of the heart and relating to others in a compassionate manner. Cherry is the tree of the heart. Pine is

Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 30,2007
Donate it, clean it up or throw it out. The stars say it's a perfect time to get organized and sort out whatever clutter is in your life. If you tackle it now, it'll save you a ton of time and frustration later on.

Rope Trick
She was flushed red, angry at the thought of being trussed up like Betty Page. Her large breasts with the pattina of freckles, rising at each deep breath. I pushed her aganst the wall a little roughly, she growled a bit but I was used to her complaints by this time, her scent raising into the air between us. I flipped her around her breast slapping the white tiled wall, I brought her arms behind herbound her wrists and then barrel wound them up to the elbows. I pulled the rop between her arms and ran it between her thighs. flipping her back to face me I ran the rope up and around her neck, and back down between her thighs again. She attempted to fight back a bit, I slapped her nipple on her right breast, then pinched it and began pulling it to her left side forcing her to put her back to me again. I pressed her against thecold tile and kicked her legs apart. Pulling the rope back over her right shoulder, and spinning her back round to face me taking her heavy breast and starting

Mine Are "brown"
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Mine Are 'hazel'
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Boobie Vision!
Hiya Everyone! When I cuddle with a bosomy woman, I'm so relaxed and excited at the same time that a superpower is awakened in me! I have her cradled in my arms in front of me, her back to my chest. The lights are out, except for an array of candles throughout the room. As I look over her shoulder and down at her cleavage, this is what I see. So, turn down your lights, bring out the candles, drink some wine, eat some cheese, and watch Boobie Vision! with me! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

Sad News
To most of you know I don't know how long I am able to stay in springfield someone on cherrytap no names mention. I am pregnant and I don't know who the father is it can be between this guy and another guy. I know it is this guys kid cause well I have been craving as much food as I can and I know that this it has to be. Cause of the conception date. I am probly going to be moving to denver and my not have acess to internet I will not be on cherrytap. I will be around whenever you see me sincerely amanda

Question For The Fellas
ok ya'll i have a question and i want answers....this one is for the fellas....WHAT IS IT ABOUT BBW THAT ATTRACTS YOU?...and the second part is...DO YOU ONLY DATE BBW?....enquiring minds want to know fellas so think hard and give us some answers

Will Be Gone For The Next Two Days
i will not be on for a couple days but i will catch up on myu rates and messages when i get back so fell free to coment chat shot will get back to you i am going one a fishing trip and will be back on monday mabe late sunday for now take care and have fun hope to here from you

Rant For The Stupid!!!
Hi there everyone that reads this… Look I have nothing but love for those on CT that are real, but… If you call yourself naughty, horny, sexy or whatever don’t have pictures of your kids on the same page you have your boobs and cookie hanging out on. Damn! Also, if you have the balls to put that kind of stuff up on CT, don’t get pissed when guys want more. I mean, guys are guys. One more thing, if you have a site, your main picture isn’t you and its some sexy bikini chic grow a set and be yourself. HOW LAME!!! Oh yeah, if you have a folder that is "private" with the caption "for me only" or "don't ask" that is why you have a computer, store them there or people will ask. It is natural for everyone to want what they can't have. DUH! Bottom line, stop being a stupid, start being real and for god sake go outside and suck up some reality!!!

You Are...
You Are… You are the sunshine, and starlight, too You are the blue sky, and the fragrant morning dew You are the birdsong, and the shimmering moonbeams You are my everything, in all of my dreams You are the melody, within my heart You are the promise, two souls ne’er to part You are my heartbeat, my life’s very breath I promise to love you forever - 'til death

Past To Present
There they were years ago, Not knowing, feelings there others around. life happens, They go separate ways. meeting years later, big smiles, maybe wishing, things to be different. Loosing touch again fate happening, talking again. feelings start, all over.

Anger From Long Ago
My hearts been torn asunder All these feelings pulling me under A deep dark sheet of depression Wishing I had some way to block these expressions of fear and loneliness, finding no help and no way to express the way my heart truly feels when it's my soul thats being turned to steel from all the pain that seems to some from the sky like a coarsing rain the world is driving me insane it's like some flat unyeilding blade that my mind gets tossed upon splitting it asunder my heart screams with the roar of thunder but no one hears, no one cares....all alone There are times when i feel the world hates me Like some tyrannical force is trying to abate me I feel like all around are trying to rate me with their eyes Their peering leering visages I despise I realise in my pain that I despise the forms that I see through my tear ridden eyes all the lies twisting my soul pulling me into a neverending hole of fear and regret if only I could forget all the lost love in my life the

Worlds Away...
Worlds Away My wife my love my entire life I love to watch you as you sleep And end my evening close to you I wonder what inside, you dream… The sun is gone, the moon is high And in your sleep, you gently sigh And move into my gentle touch This woman whom I love so much I watch you as you’re sleeping there And gently touch your silken hair And gingerly I touch you then As in your sleep you move again And press yourself against my palm Suffusing me with sudden calm A gentle smile curves on your lips Inside my chest my heartbeat skips And as I lay and watch you sleep My love for you grows ere more deep So deeper on into the night I gaze Admiring gentle lines of your face Smooth skin dusty ivory And lips so full they beckon me To gently cup your upturned face And taking you to my embrace To kiss you then as times before And drop your nightshirt on the floor To roll you over and take you then To hear “I love you” again and again And love you till our pas

Chris Benoit Topic
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

Forever Isn't Enough...
All that I was All that I ever could be You always knew, Always believed When even I did not Reaching to me Giving me your hand Wanting nothing in return All that you are All that you ever could be I always knew, When even you did not I reached out to you Gave you my hand Wanting nothing more Than to know you All that we are All that we could be We always knew There was something there Something deep within us, Unrestrained love Unlike anything we had ever known Forever isn’t enough For me to ever show What you signify to me, A cherished friend and partner, Loved without question, For in the end, there remains Only you, only me Eye to eye, soul to soul Until the last grains of sand Fall away

Can You Say This?
A quick witted cricket critic. I saw Susie sitting in a shoe shine shop. Where she sits she shines, and where she shines she sits. How many boards Could the Mongols hoard If the Mongol hoards got bored? How can a clam cram in a clean cream can? Can you can a can as a canner can can a can? How much ground would a groundhog hog, if a groundhog could hog ground? A groundhog would hog all the ground he could hog, if a groundhog could hog ground. How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood. 2 Y's U R. 2 Y's U B. I C U R. 2 Y's 4 me When a doctor doctors a doctor, does the doctor doing the doctoring doctor as the doctor being do

Without Question
Without Question! our eyes meet magnetic poetic your lips touch mine erotic electric arms encircle me euphoric idyllic together we synchronic rhythmic and should you ever wonder - do I love you? …a query you should never have to voice those words so seldom remaining within me can be answered by tenderness of touch by sweetly overwhelming emotion by thoughts tender yet vividly mirrored in cool blue irises that move gently across the lovely sight of you, my wonderful wife painting images on the eyes of my mind deeply engrained within my loving memory etching every aspect of you indelibly into my mind while my aching soul lovingly speaks out to yours saying all of the words of my deep love for you that ever needed to be said; to be heard by you. I love you, my friend, my lover, my wife, my life… To Jennifer Marie Witzke, with all my love; George

Stab My Heart (love Me)
Go on. Stab me. Crush me. Break me. Just promise that one day you'll maybe love me. I will throw myself into your arms willingly accepting the knife that meets my heart. I will hand you my love, my heart, my soul, and after you crush it, I will still be yours. All this is done in the name of Love. All this is done with the bit of hope that still resides in my soul. I do what you ask. I do what you say. You still do not love me. That's okay. Because im resting my love on the "maybe one day". Having you at last will be worth this pain, of constant rejection, of hated reflection, of trying to change. Just keep stabbing me my love. Keep hurting me my dear, just promise me that one day maybe you'll love me. And if one day you break all that is left and I'm alone waiting on your front step waiting for that one last tear that will leave nothing left I will bleed to death while embracing the pain

Will You Take This From Me...
Will You Take This From Me? If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me? Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately? I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago, She mishandled it... dropped it and broke it... fortunately, not irreparably so. I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile, It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile. I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same, It's still too fragile to trust to someone, who plays an unfair game. It's way too delicate to be mistreated, or carelessly tossed to and ‘fro, And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go. I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love, If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently... like a dove. Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot, It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got.

Rules 4 Drunk Dialing?? *lol*
Finally, someone put it writing!!! (Try to read this when your sober, then come back to it when your drunk so you remember what you read!) 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you dont remember it, it didnt happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom Im in McDonalds & theyre playing our song. I love you” 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesnt want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exs & remind them that you were the best lover theyve ever had & everything th

"fuck That Finnigan!"
Top ten reasons You don't mix pills and alcohol (aka the shit that happened that I got told I did) 10) Your friends make you try to kiss their boyfriend, kiss you, AND make you do a "triple kiss" 9) You break bowls, and scream about how violent it is gettin in the kitchen. 8) You cannot climb into a big ass bed, so you fall as hard as you can onto the floor and wake up with mysterious injuries. 7) You talk to people you went to high school with that you would rather see dead. 6) You puke in the parking lot of a self service car wash. 5) You pass out sitting straight up in a chair... 4) You lose your shoes and still cannot find them 24 hours later...(they are still lost by the way) 3) you make drunken phone calls and don't know what was said.... 2) You're given a set of keys and a credit card in which you shove in your bra and forget they are there, causing a search and a fight, to be found in the place they were put in the morning while wondering what the fuc

The Plane Ride
While traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turn ed back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate

An Update.
Just so that everybody knows. The guy I was talking about, was a local guy. No one here in cherrytap has done anything wrong. Wanted to make sure the friends I have in here have been very nice to me. Love ya all.

What If I Told You…
What if I told you… …If I told you I loved you, would you push me away? Or would you let me fall into your arms, where, forever, I would stay? If I told you I needed you, would you feel the same? Could you let me need you everyday, forever and eternally? If I told you I hated you, would you believe the words I say? Would you turn your back on me and leave me alone to die? If I told you I was crying, would you be right by my side, to put your arms around my shoulders until the feelings pass me by? If I told you everything, could you still feel the same? Now that you know exactly who I am, would you still be mine to claim? If I told you...

Together...
Together Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

The Night Before...
The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body for the last time. The Marines made a bed for her, tucking in the sheets below the flag. Before she fell asleep, she opened her laptop computer and played songs that reminded her of 'Cat,' and one of the Marines asked if she wanted them to continue standing watch as she slept. "I think it would be kind of nice if you kept doing it," she said. "I think that's what he would have wanted."

Red Fridays
Red Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority." We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red . By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworker

The Current
The Current I can’t believe these feelings Surging through me now… So strong and so compassionate I can scarce contain the flow What I’m feeling is true love And I know it’s real this time. I realize that now and forever You will be only mine. You tell me that you love me And that forever we’ll be one Did you realize you’d saved me From my own self-destruction? You brought me back from the edge death Your love has made me whole Without your gift of love’s sweet breath I’d be a man without a complete soul. So know, sweet wife, whilst we’re apart That I think of you always It’s your love that gives life to my heart Every moment of every day

I Miss You
Three years ago this night, it all came crashing down, so many things you left undone, so many friends you left behind, your life was so short, but you sure as hell touched mine, wish I could turn back the clock, and take it all away, wish I could erase it all, but the pain is here to stay, we smiled and laughed, we talked and shared, we had so many hopes and dreams, so much we planned to do, guess it was not meant to be, you left this world behind, if it's in the stars to be, I'll see you on the other side, rest in peace my darling one, this always was your favorite song, the words could never be more true, I miss you !!!

In Memory Of.......
In memory of a great man. Tomorrow there is going to be a memorial for my Grand father. He past a couple of months ago. I cant be there for this but just something i wanted to say. My Grandfather was a man of many faces for me he was my father, grandfather, teacher, and friend. He raised me and was always there for me. I was by his side when he died it was the only time i ever seen fear and he asked me to pray for him I did not know what to say but i did it and he went to sleep verry peacful like never to wake again. Less than 24 hours later he left us. I could not grieve at the time because i had to be the strong one and he asked me to that for him hold everyone together. It took a couple of weeks before i did and it was only a longing not a regret. He always told me david be who you are and never regret anything. I guess you never forget, and i can only hope i have our memories together. Sometimes i reach and grab my phone and go to call him to ask some sort

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers.

Kristopher 3 Months
WOW ....all i got to say is wow how time flies Lil Kristopher is 3 months old.... He is laughing and cooing ... i am learning his ticklish spots .. God forbid i walk out of the room boy he puts up a Fuss....He must love mommy... I just got a new job , Punkin will be babysitting on the days daddy has to work too... well when and if u get a chance sign my guest book and leave me a voice comment :).. talk toy you all soon .. *~*PurpleNiteShade*~*

Health Chart
Absolutely the best chart I have seen in years. SHARE THIS CHART Apples Protects your heart prevents constipation Blocks diarrhea Improves lung capacity Cushions joints Apricots Combats cancer Controls blood pressure Saves your eyesight Shields against Alzheimer's Slows aging process Artichokes Aids digestion Lowers cholesterol Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Guards against liver disease Avocados Battles diabetes Lowers cholesterol Helps stops strokes Controls blood pressure Smoothes skin Bananas Protects your heart Quiets a cough Strengthens bones Controls blood pressure Blocks diarrhea Beans Prevents constipation Helps hemorrhoids Lowers cholesterol Combats cancer Stabilizes blood sugar Beets Controls blood pressure Combats cancer Strengthens bones Protects your heart Aids weight loss Blueberries Combats cancer Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Boosts memory Prevents constipation Broccoli Strengthens bones Saves eyesight Combats cancer Prot

She Is...
She is… Who is this woman who shines as the sun, Whose face is as lovely as the new moon; As desirable as cool water to my parched soul? Who is she whose words beckon to me, Drawing my soul into the sound of her voice, Into the wonderful comfort that her words of love instill? Who is she whose fragrance is more pleasing to the senses Than the precious oils, aromas of frankincense or myrrh; Whose dew on the petals of her love are as sweet as milk and honey? Who is this woman whose touch ignites in me passions fire, Who never desires more than I can give yet she asks for everything? And gladly I comply, and to her give my love, my life… Who is she who comes to me in the sweetest of dreams, Whose very movements instill in me desires never before conceived, Who comes to me and sates the rage of my passions perfectly? Who is she who incites in me this desire to please only her, Who, believing in me, empowers me to be more than ever before, Who is sh

Gotta Love It!
Man born in 1901 becomes U.S. citizen Sat Jun 30, 3:28 PM ET A 105-year-old Cuban-born man who had at least one pending wish finally had it fulfilled — he became a U.S. citizen. Jose Temprana celebrated by sipping champagne with friends at the Hispanic Community Center in Miami on Friday. "I feel different," said Temprana, who served 30 years in Cuban jails. "Satisfied, very happy. It was worth the wait." Temprana has the vitality of a younger man. Nicknamed "El Nino" (The Boy), he rides his scooter to the store to play the lottery, rolls his own cigars, drinks whiskey with neighbors and has a girlfriend. "He's just got a great spirit," said his neighbor Patti Hernandez. "Everybody's going, `Come on, he can't really be that old.'" Temprana was born in the Cuban province of Pinar del Rio on Sept. 26, 1901. He worked as a sponge diver and lobster fisherman and had eight children with his first wife, who died giving birth to the youngest. He remarried, and his second

She Calls...
She Calls She calls to me across the miles Night winds carry her whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear her now. She calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of her eyes When she looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see her now. She calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in her arms I feel her now. She calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold her for eternity For as long as she calls.

(usrsf)
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of >A new 500-man elite fighting unit called the >United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF). > > > > > >These Alabama , Arkansas , Georgia , Kentucky , Mississippi , West >Virginia , Missouri , Oklahoma , Tennessee , Florida and Texas boys > > > >Will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the >Following facts about terrorists: > > > >1. The season opened today. > > > >2. There is no limit. > > > >3. They taste just like chicken > > > >4.They don't like beer. > > > >5. They don't like pickup trucks > > > >6. They despise country music > > > >7. They don't love Jesus > > > >8. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. > > > >The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

Ct Drama
Ok, it's very rare when I look through the bulletins left on my homepage, but it seems like every time I click on them, it ALWAYS says "don't friend this person, blah blah blah, they're a liar, blah blah blah, they're a cheat, blah blah blah, he's an asshole, blah blah blah, she's a slut, blah blah blah." Honestly, I think it's just as childish to rant and rave about people as much as they accuse them of being childish. People get pissed when other users downrate their pics. I say fuck 'em. I'm not here to impress anybody or win any popularity contests. Hell, people treat it like it's life or death on here sometimes. I'd say it's a game, but it's not even that, it's basically a MySpace for adults, so I say we all just start acting like them. Who cares if you get downrated, who cares if so and so has this agenda and that. I got on CherryTap because I was sick of the stupid MySpace drama, but it's getting to be just as bad, if not worse, here. I've made a few friends on he

Reflections Of You…
Reflections of You… As I close my eyes, emotion sighs, and breathes upon my soul. And thoughts of you come flooding in and my mind begins to roll. It takes me back five years or so, to the day when we first met. I had no idea that you’d be my bride, and you’d love me with no regret. I see it all, this love we’ve shared, through the good times and the bad, And I realize as I’m pondering there, you’re much more pure love than ere I’ve had. As our love unfolds before my minds eye I can see how much it’s grown, And I realize that I love you now so much more than I had ever known. Your smile, your eyes, your gentle touch; still play upon my senses. The lovely fragrance lingering on your hair, your sultry soft voice renders me defenseless. I am overwhelmed by this love I see from so marvelous a wife. And I count myself blessed beyond belief that you’ve chosen, with me to share your life. Still the scene unfolds and I’m held in sway as emotions flow just beneath the surface.

It's The Final Countdown!!!
Omg...I can't believe that song just got stuck in my head. Curses!!!! But it really is. Only a couple more hours guys...and I'll officially be 21...for the second time! ha...right so 22...yeah. My mom laughed at me. She's funny. Hilarious....not I'm just waiting for the boyfriend to get home so we can uh...celebrate. Tomorrow is pretty much for the fam except at night. I have every intention of getting wasted. Not really, I just wanna have fun. ok guys...wish me luck :)

Priceless Treasures
Priceless treasures A little gold A heart of silver Never so bold Alluring a character; Soft like cream Silky lovely hair Girl of my dream The fate I'm going to fare; Sweetest personality Lovely dreamgirl of mine How to qualify your beauty If not divine; A priceless gem you are Like a bright shard of ruby You heal all scars Such lies your beauty; The shade of a tree Dancing branches in the breeze Such are you to me My heart you seize; My perfect little angel From heaven above the blue sky In my heart you dwell Always hovering nigh; My lovely little thought Bringing a much longed for harmony My heart you've caught Oh my sweet little honey; My wonderful mate I am so very glad that you're mine Hope it's written in our fate What do you say? I love you, oh beauty I love you for what you are Your character and personality I accept you just as you are; For you suit me, complete me No doubt about it You fit me perfectly, Even with our differences. Of

Here Is What You Should Know About Me
alot of people ask me so many questions on here so i think i should answer them for you where do i live ? i live in wv and i hate it because its no fucking life here but there are some hot people here includeing me hehe and have you ever been outside of wv? yes i have not to long ago i was in cali and i fuckin loved it and i will be back there soon .do you do webcam shows . no i dont because i only take sexy pictures thats what i'm good at here is my secret on takeing sexy pictures if you get a sexy thought it your head then take pictures because i promise your pictures be sexy as mine well almost . will you hook up with me . i get alot of guys asking me that no i wont lol . have you ever fuck a girl before .yes i have once for the first time in cali which was really great and very exotic . how come it takes you so long to write me back . it get hard to get up with all my friends and i have a myspace so it does get hard to write everyone so i try the best i can to get to your commen

Dgaf
JUST THOUGHT I'D SHARE A LITTLE SOMETHING LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX TODAY.... Chris (Cho...: you dont know what funner is than your a dumbass. just cause it isnt gramatically correct doesnt mean you gotta be a bitch and leave a rude comment. that and no one comments on you bein a slut Chris (Cho...: but since how i brought it up you are a pretty big slut And this is what I replied..... ->Chris (Cho...: what the fuck are you talking about dude? ->Chris (Cho...: and this is the internet dude how can any one be a slut on the internet sluts sleep around and i'm not getting penetrated on this mother fucker thats for damn sure.... I don't even know what he is talking about... And to make this a righteous mumm...The question I want opinions to this...Can you be a slut on the internet or does it take the actual act of fucking every human you come into contact with to be one?

The Little Things
The little things that makes all seem right and all seem good. Tonight my son is home for the first time in a week. He is almost two. He went to Grandpaws for the week. Today when we picked him up he would not let me or his mom out of his sight. When we got home and his bed time came he goes in and lays down. In a few min he comes in the office where me and his mother are at and comes to me and takes his little hands and grabs one of mine and starts pulling me saying come daddy, daddy come. So i go with him and he goes back in his room lays a pillow beside his little bed and says daddy night night i lay down and he gets on his bed and smiles real big and kisses me and says night night and he covers up. I lay there for a while with him and i ease up and kiss his little forhead and eas to the door and he says night night daddy. These are the things that brings tears to a grown mans eyes one whom never wanted kids and put thing right in his heart. Lets him see the purest of light

Leo- I'll Make Luv Anytime
SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS N LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO KISS [LEO]- I'LL MAKE LUV ANYTIME [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [VIRGO]- I MAKE LUV LIKE NO OTHER [SCORPIO]- I GOT MAD SKILLS IN DA BED ROOM [SAGITTARIUS]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [CAPRICORN]- I CAN MAKE LUV ALL NIGHT LONG [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I LOVE TO SCREW [ARIES]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [CANCER] I STAY FLY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO KISS

All Abroad The Party Train Choo Choo
get on don't want any one to get left behind. get your friends and get on this party train. all you need is a and get to rockin. thanks for gettin on!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya seejaykaygee

Our Love Is A Dream...
Our Love is a Dream… She couldn't have known Laying there dreaming in her sleep I watched the rhythm of her breathing And took it as my own. Silently I turned and walked away Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name If her slumber thoughts were all of me Was I the pillow she held tightly that way? I ventured back in another night Barely enough light to chance a peek She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages Was there mention of us in the black and white? Silently I turned and walked away Knowing her heart and eyes were as one Were there words of me that made her smile Would she ever truly say? I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene The perfect spot of quiet and green On that blanket I wanted to always keep her. Begging my God for me not to wake We lay back, face to face No words at all, only eyes me

Missing You…
Missing you… I fell into the depths of your eyes but I didn't know the fall would land me on this rocky shore so far from your gaze. My only escape is to sail the stormy sea of a love so far from me and hope I will be breathing when I reach again the land... beckoned by your touch.

Love And Time
Love and Time There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing gaze that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you n

My Love For You...
My Love For You What I’m feeling frightens me Yet somehow sets me free I feel as if all time stands still When you are here with me I can’t think of another That I’d rather have as mine Believe me when I tell you, Jen, We have become two hearts entwined Each time I pause and think of you Your gift of love is all I see I’m swept away by the wonder of it For it’s your love that has set me free. I can see nothing about you That I’d ever want to change You’ve proven yourself true to me Through the sunshine and the rain You’ve seen me at my best and worst Through all my highs and lows You know just when I need you here And always our love seems to grow All you’ve ever asked of me is That I love you deep and true And through all that life will ever bring Jennifer, wife, know that I love you Wife, you are the beating of my heart And the very air I breathe You are in my every dream each night You are the very best part of me

Say Ok
This is a song that is close to my heart, so i thought i would post it: You are fine You are sweet But I'm still a bit naive with my heart When you're close I don't breathe I can't find the words to speak I feel sparks But I don't wanna be into you If you are not looking for true love, oh oh No I don't wanna start seeing you If I can't be your only one So tell me when it's not alright When it's not ok Will you try to make me feel better? Will you say alright? (say alright) Will you say ok? (Say ok) Will you stick with me through whatever? Or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok) Say Ok. When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy But I don't wanna be into you If you don't treat me the right way See I can only start seeing you If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe) When it's not alright [ Say Ok lyrics found on http://www.comple

Missing You...
Missing you… I fell into the depths of your eyes but I didn't know the fall would land me on this rocky shore so far from your gaze. My only escape is to sail the stormy sea of a love so far from me and hope I will be breathing when I reach again the land... beckoned by your touch.

Love And Time...
Love and Time There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing gaze that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you n

All My Glory
Ok last smile for tonight, this is a true story by the way around twenty years ago, i set it to rhyme one night why have no clue just was in my head that night :) All My Glory Here is a poem on me I pack around a pair of double d's It can be a problem at times A lot of windows they do shine Have not been able to see my knees Way pass a century, oh what I give for a b I try to dance wipe out in a pub Knock a poor guy out like they was a club Then try to help him off the floor When I fell on him and press them on him more Thought killed the little fellow His color was a little red and blue, but never yellow His lady friend did not take this to kindly you see Hit me on the head with her bag nearly blinding me Now here we all three stand I listen to why did you grow them for my man Then she gave me a shove ,shook her finger in my face Needless to say I knocked her down without haste Her skirt flew up over her head showing her rear Now a jail cel

A Warning
People on here are so touchy...Honestly do people rate everyone a 10 just to be nice even if they are ugly? I'm honest and if I think your a 1 then I'll rate you a 1. I don't rate people 10's just be nice. I'm a bitch I'll admit it but I am getting sick of the fat remark. All the pics I have on here are when I was pregnant. My wedding pics I was 4 months pregnant in them so I'm not fat. People need to grow up and accept the fact that not everyone in the world thinks your attractive. Also the comments about my husband are also very immature. Grow up and accept other peoples opinions!!

Intimations...
Intimations… Quiet music and shimmering glee Captivate my thoughts of you The whisper of the wind in trees A violet kiss of sunset hues The melody is the spirit brave Of my most cherished one The rolling of the breaking waves And their fragrant sprays undone As they crash upon the shores of my mind… Memories not so long possessed But never to be forgotten Embedded within pearl sands caressed Of time spent with my beloved one But now I am so gently flown Upon silver laden wings Into my minds utopian home Into this blissful state of dreams The remembrance of you is now so sweet A softened trace of your loving touch And life, with love can scarce compete And longing for you becomes too much For one man’s heart to continually bear… So I long to glance into gentle eyes Consumed with blazing love And reflecting there I realize That you were sent from up above Your whisper breaks the distance then Crashing gently across my shivering soul And somehow the horizon

Popluar Sex Poems
Humpty Dumpty fucked a fat whore Humpty Dumpty blow on the floor All the kings horses and all the kings men Laid the slut down and fucked her again! Holy mother full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his arms that are so strong Keep his hands where they belong Bless his dick the one I sucked Bless the bed in which we fucked And if my mum happened to walk in Bless the shit that we'd be in Oral sex can be so fine When you're in a 69 First you start to shake and shiver Then you cum like a river When its finished don't complain Just lick your lips and start again. Jack and Jill went up a hill, To smoke some Marijuana. Jack got high unzipped his fly, And Jill said "I don't wanna." Jack and Jill went up a hill, To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot her pill, And now they have a son. Sex is when a guys communication Enters a girls informatio

Someday
Someday you'll cry for me Like I cried for you... Someday you'll miss me, Like I missed you... Someday you'll need me, Like I needed you.... And someday you'll love me, But I won't love you....ANYMORE!

I Share Her... Too Bad The Last Frain Of This Was A Lie!!!
I share her She awakes in the morning nuzzling her face in the sheets Then stretches and rises to meet the day I breathe in her soft scent where she laid her head I share her with the bed She stoops low in the garden How softly she cups the colors of bloom Fragile masterpieces of The Heavenly Fathers powers I share her with the flowers She laughs and plays and tickles her children As they giggle and smile and tumble about For a moment she lets them dwell in a time of make-believe and maybes I share her with the babies She looks up and kisses to the clouds and the sun The angels bow down in adoring affection And then ever brighter the open heavens rise I share her with the skies She wades in the warmth of the shallows Sending out from her tiny ripples to far away shores Longingly the waves try to hold and hug her knees I share her with the seas She climbs way up rugged slopes with seldom a faltering The lush valleys see her and whimper quiet sighs And

Her Name...
Her Name… The wash of the water against the rain soaked glass Slithering down the surface to cascade against the Windowpane Whisper of wind as it lifts the chiffon from the window sill quiet clink of the silver spoon against the tea cup of honey sweet jasmine a tendril of curls lies softly along the line of gentle lovely cheeks A smile curves the line of a dimple And as she smiles so does the sun Scattering the clouds, ending the rain. Her husband looks on from the kitchens edge Gazing longingly, lovingly at his wife Looking at the fulfillment of his life He calls her name... Love

For Our Third Anniversary...
Happy Anniversary Thoughts with you in mind A true love is so hard to find A gentle touch means so much After 3 yrs I truly say Loving you more everyday I thank God for your great love Watching in the great sky above Looking down on us with pride Knowing with Him we will abide On this day I pray we will be Happy for eternity... Happy Anniversary, Jen I love you.

Redneck Drivin Ediquet!!
Dim your headlights for approaching vehicles, even if the gun is loaded and the deer is in sight. When approaching a four-way stop, the vehicle with the largest tires always has the right of way. Never tow another car using pantyhose and duct tape. When sending your wife down the road with a gas can, it is impolite to ask her to bring back beer. Never relieve yourself from a moving vehicle, especially when driving. Do not remove the seats from the car so that all your kids can fit in. Do not lay rubber while traveling in a funeral procession. Do not remove the marlbro from your mouth before telling the state trooper to kiss off. Put Brush Guards on all our vehicles When taking Shortcut off road, be careful as not to hit anyone who might be walking. You must have big tires on all vehicles (even cars). A Jack Daniels bottle is not a gear shift. When you get stopped and the officer says he is going to write you a ticket don't tell him, "No thanks, I won't be stay

Dream Away; Dream Of You
Dream away; dream of you every moment is spent in dreams, now for me, life only means that since you were in my arms I have dwelt among the stars shadows fly across the night cast away by the loving sight of you smiling in the light on the day you went away …in my dreams, now to my chest, my quilt I clutch in my sleep, I want so much to hold you again, make love to you once more with no clear end ‘til we’re spent on the floor sensing the rest of our together life begin no sad tomorrow, no good-byes no more heart rending, lonely , aching sighs only a hope, a magnificent hope in a wonderful lady, who beckons me to find a place where I truly, eternally belong in the heart of your astounding love song sing until we watch the dawn …side by side in sweet dreams, even sweeter becoming fulfilled because the only part of life that's real is the way you make me feel that only part ; my fragile heart longs to kiss you still ; and endlessly will on the day you co

Dream
Dream I Dream; atop the winged steed of dreams I seek. Holding tightly to love’s pale mane, hope gleams. Longing as endless night passes lending moonlit hue beneath ebony hooves; as all eternity, reverence gives. Withal to touch your hair, your face, your cheek To brush your lips, the very heart of dreams. And know that here within my love for you, Ere your absent from me, this very magic lives.

Grand-theft-radio Come Join Us Please And Help Spread The Word
Main Lounge The Fire House O.W.N. Battle Ground The Wolves Den Wedding's at The Garden Taunton MA Fire Department Grand Theft Radio Website ALSO IF YOUR A LOUNGE OWNER AND LOOKING ASK US WE WILL STREAM FOR YOU IN YOUR LOUNGE AND ADVERTISE YOUR LOUNGE LIKE THE ONES ABOVE

Beautiful..
Beautiful Waking up, looking at you Knowing the sun’s rising into the blue- I realize everything is beautiful. Feeling your fingertips brush across my cheek Brings even the most bleak morning to its peak- I realize everything is beautiful. Sipping my coffee while gazing into your eyes, Golden brown; full of life, joy, love and surprise- I realize everything is beautiful. Hearing the words “I love you” slip from your lips Those same full lips which greeted me with my morning kiss- I realize everything is beautiful. Honey, you have no idea what you do But every move makes me more deeply in love with you- I realize everything about you is beautiful. You are My Everything.

Ok 2nd Attempt Rofl Whose This One Made For, Maybe My Homestate Girl Gretchen
well atleast they are good for a smile, You're My Sweet Sizzle Baby " "You're My Sweet Sizzle Baby You're a burning ball of fire Your touch ignites a raging flame of passion and desire When I kiss you baby It burns all around me like hot Cajun spice O' Baby, it is the sparks from your sweet love showering me with Paradise (c ) O' Baby you burn me with your hot wave of love You're my sweet sizzle baby Sent from Heaven above I will be your loving lady Ready and willing to taste your hot passion spice Engulfed in your raging flame Welcoming the arms that Lead me to a lovers paradise (v) Sizzle me with your love Ignite the sparks within me Sear me with your flame Let it soar out of control Burning high for your eyes to see Together my love Two hearts become one We will reach the ultimate goal To make sweet love until dawn (c ) O' Baby you burn me with Your hot wave of love You're my sweet sizzle baby

A Moment In Time...
A Moment in Time Wait… Just a moment in time. Freeze… The movie in your mind. Put aside the whispers And filter out the doubt. Look deeply now into my eyes And ignore the muted shout. Don’t you wish to melt away, Into the golden sun? Don’t you want to whisk away, And have a little fun? Aren’t you sick of pain and fear That lurks inside your life? For all I know inside of me: I’ll always want you as my wife! When first I met you, Jennifer, I had grown so tired of the race. I’d chosen then to live alone, In broken hearted cruel disgrace. But now that I have found you wife, I want the world to leave us be. And let us live a happy life, And let our mutual love set us free. Put your hand in mine and smile You can let those tears just fall I swear I’ll make it worth your while And to you, my love, I’ll give my all Through good and bad, my love I'll give Through thick and thin I'll stay From the rising of the sun 'Til the fading of the day And in the night

Rednecks Use Computers Too!!
"Hard drive" -- Trying to climb a steep, muddy hill with 3 flat tires and pulling a trailer load of fertilizer. "Keyboard" -- 1. Place to hang your truck keys. 2. Whare you're supposed to put da keys so da wife can find 'em. (from NetDummy Humor) "Window" -- Place in the truck to hang your guns. "Floppy" -- When you run out of Polygrip. "Modem" -- 1. How you got rid of your dandelions. 2. What you did to da hay fields last July. (from NetDummy Humor) "ROM" -- Delicious when you mix it with coca cola. "Byte" -- First word in a kiss-off phrase. "Reboot" -- What you do when the first pair gets covered with barnyard stuff. "Network" -- Activity meant to provide bait for your trot line. "Mouse" -- 1. Fuzzy, soft thing you stuff in your beer bottle in order to get a free case. 2. What leaves those little turds in da cupboard. "LAN" -- To borrow as in, "Hey Delbert! LAN me yore truck." "Cursor" -- What some

Children Of The Stars
Children of the Stars If I teach my son that he is Icelandic will he then become nationalistic? If I teach my son that he is a man will he then become a macho man? If I teach my son that he is homo sapien will he then believe he is superior over nature? If I teach my son that he is part of it all, that he is everything and everything is he that god is in all there is? Will he then learn unity is beyond duality? Will his vision contain the key to the future. A remembrance that there is but one thing that can unify us and can't be denied, we all live together on mother earth?

The Ugly Duckling
The Ugly Duckling Once there was a girl, she was born to a loving mother. She was different from all the other people. In her little village fish was worshiped. But she liked the earth. All the people thought she was crazy because she didn't like the things they liked. Her mother also began to say, you are crazy little girl, be like them or they will hurt you. And the little girl tried to like fish, but she couldn't hide her love for the earth. So the people hurt her, even her loving mother became hostile. They all wanted her to go away, from the town, because she didn't like the things they liked. She fled the town, and tried to find someone just like her. But people would like different things. The girl loved all life. And she couldn't choose just one thing to like best and even after she found worshipers of the earth they would not like her and make her one of their own because she liked other things just as much. Finally after a long and diff

The Pandora's Box
The Pandora's Box We are never alone we choose solitude but we are never alone. When the Pandora's box is opened it indicates movement Pandora's box is not what they claim it is but what you believe it is. I see the Pandora's box as an opening, as a challenge. To see the things you want to hide from yourself. To embrace the dark side, to let it melt with the bright side. To terminate this sense of duality.

Bone Day
Bone day That day, when your death became reality, touchable like my very own flesh. That day, the sky wept. The sorrow of five long years, came bursting out, hitting me, again and again. What was this sorrow, my own solitude, my own sense of loss? Can't avoid, the terror, the fear. I embrace it, love it, at the peak, of the emotion. The day they found you, I dressed in white, my black tears, rolling down, grapes. Until transparent. I knew by then, I was healed. The movement of denied feelings, making me lighter, stronger, brighter, as I sang out all your names, in a current of sad joy. The day they found you, I dressed in white, my eyes shining, with the whole emotional scale, my voice transforming, from hurt to healing. The day they found your weathered bones. I dressed in white, watered my plants of sorrow, with my tears of joy.

Hope
Hope If I whisper into the ear of the eagle that I miss you will you come riding on his back to terminate this emptiness? If we melt together will my desire then cease? Will my soul always be a flickering light looking for something that will grow in the rhythm of my limitless maturity? That will walk the same untouched paths? Will the boundaries of time grant me roots to grow in foreign soil. Will I then be a tree that stretches my limbs towards the ever changing sky and the birds of spring until my life fades away? Or will I always be a migrating bird only traveling with myself. Flying around in this gigantic golden cage of my perception? Or will I become an angel with huge wings and eyes that cut through it all. Will I then become your guardian angel that takes you above it all?

Have I Ever Told..
Have I ever told you how much you mean to me? And how it feels like heaven whenever you're with me. I just love the way you hold me in your warm embrace. And when I'm down, how you gently wipe the tears from my face. The way you kiss, how your lips softly and sweetly meet mine. The way you innocently look into my eyes, with love and passion and never cold like ice. So, you're asking, "How much do I mean to you?" Words can't explain how I feel, but honey, I love you!

Guilt
Guilt "It used to be what drove me on the feeling that woke me up in the morning" Guilt It was the seed for all my self destruction. Guilty of guilt. Guilt The grinder of souls. The grinder of hearts. Perfection in the perfect guilt. Infested in the mind, deeply, invisible hand. Pushing and pulling. Gliding from dream to reality it chokes me. Guilt Unwanted, not integrated. Guilt a terrible sponge, sucking the water of my life. Guilt loses its power, when I keep it in the spotlight. it is part of me, who I am, thus I embrace it. If I claim I am a continuous river of love. Then I must be a continuous river of all there is, in this world. Darkest of dark. Brightest of bright.

Castles
Castles The evidence is clear. On the concrete pavement the earthworms die. Conclusion is clear. Concrete is death earth is life. We make veins of death all over the mother, so our shoes won't get dirty, so we can move faster, towards the illusion that we can actually save time. As I walk the concrete path in the footsteps of the workers white, blue, professional collar I see concrete castles towering all around me. I live in one with 100s of others. I have looked for signs of happiness. What is the meaning of all these people to follow a time plan that doesn't fit anyone? It's just convenient for the machine that makes the castles and so called stability. What stability? So why do they do it? Why do they work like slaves for yet another payment plan? Oh I have tried to break from this routine but surviving is not the same today as it used to be. The machine is sneaky, it feeds our children with propaganda fed by the institutes we put th

Changes
Changes Something big is happening. Gaia has regained her consciousness. Tapping into her own power. Her giving nature, her way of surviving. The picture keeps growing in my mind. A whole universe of possibilities. To make the invisible seen, to act. To be part of this movement of awakening. To learn to speak with the birds. To learn to hear our mother's voice. To trust, to be trusted. I keep making the picture bigger and bigger. So I won't lose myself. So I will learn the meaning of us.

Wake Up
Wake up I have seen signs the end of the world as we know it has begun. Don't panic it might look terrifying on the surface but inside every human being a choice to go under or flow. Earth is calling Sky is calling God is calling Creation is calling wake up, wake up now. Generate the capacity for love for compassion in your heart. Now is the time to wake up to the call of growth and unlimited love to all that life is. So wake up, wake up now.

Forever Lonely
I wrote this tonight, after I had a sign of hope of not being lonely? Well those hopes when out the window. I guess Im meant to be lonely? What I wouldnt do to never be lonely, but I know that is only a dream that will never come true! Forever Lonely.... My home is warm, my head is idle The sunlight beams inside and bridles in my heart are tearing open, clammed up thoughts. I watch it sidle through my arms and away it goes. It tells me I am lonely. Music plays and people speak across time and through speakers I am lonely, I am lonely, my heart cries that I am lonely, weaker and weaker I grow, my arms are limp and my legs give way Lonely, lonely, I CRY that I am lonely. To tell you I love is not enough. Did you know that? My throat, it longs for aged cider, not to sit down and drink it idly To stand and speak and sing and laugh with you, with us widly It tells me I am lonely. I know I am lonely. I long but I cannot seek, myself is a house in a mountain secl

Picture Request
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More Poetry
A Moment With My Wife… The bedside lamp stood on the floor, your dress draped over it’s shade. The room was gilded with its muted glow; Every color touched with yellow; you are sometimes golden; sometimes tallow. The wrinkles of the sheet beneath us zigzagged out into a continued chaos of wrinkles, clothing and limbs. The windows were dark after the glorious setting of the sun, and gingerly I knelt over you. You licked at my perineum and gently drew the length of my cock efficiently into your throat, The sensations only heightened by the languorous, muffled sounds of your groans. Your tongue was hot; your lips cool. And I could hear the faint huff of breath from your gently flaring nostrils. My penis looked very odd pumping in and out of this lovely woman’s face, with your blissfully half closed eyelids and newly hollowed cheeks. I reluctantly drew it from your mouth – it emerged with an audible pop – and nibbling the underside and base of my cock, you invited me t

To Uao Family And Friends
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. i love u and i I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about you you got one so you're loved .......@............@ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ ....................@ .....................@ ....................

My First Attempt At A Rock Lyric From One My Old Poems
Good enough for a laugh esp when someone said it be great for a singer name Pink, got get updated on these new rock artist i tell ya have no clue just mostly a country girl think i will stick with writing country/blues Goddess Of Dreams little to much budlight that day or bored to death lol edit a old poem, made into rock lyrics On a reflection of moonbeams I dance across the stars to enter his dream passion sparkling in my eyes Enticing him with a whispering sigh ( c) Baby, you want me Here I am My touch will set you On fire Lets burn baby Beneath the sheets Fulfilled dreams Making your night So sweet (v) Darling awake to my caress Let my touch brand your flesh My kiss sear your sweet lips As we melt together from hip to hip ( C) Baby, you want me Here I am My touch will set you On fire Lets burn baby Beneath the sheets Fulfilled dreams making your night So sweet (v) Building an unco

Long Distance Love.
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for and thats to be with you.

Who's Your Daddy
The following are all replies that Dallas, TX. Women have written on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing "father's details", or to put it another way: Who's your Daddy? These are genuine excerpts from the Agency forms. Be sure to check out number 3, and Number 11 is runner up. 1 Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2 I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3 I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track do

Ironic
I would be in one place and i will see the so called man of my dreams. A little later, a girl will hang her arm on his and i would find out she owned him. I got married and to the day I dont see him anymore, he told me I would never own him because he couldn't be own by anyone... So which is which? When I give myself to a person, it's complete and I wouldn't mind him owning me, that should be the reason of being together. Not tht you're not allowed to be individual, but getting married is a bond that will connect you to the one you love. oh i loved that's for sure... and judging me for writing this is just so unfair...

Let It Go
"shame on you if you fooled me once, shame on me if you fooled me twice" if love is an art it would be a picasso. nothing is to scale and things can be in a pretty messy sometimes even unattractive to the eyes. you cant predict what will happen next until you see the picture and really look at it. yet people are drawn to it just because it challenges them and it makes them want to use their gray matter and find meaning to the picture or puzzle. some would be afraid to say no, they dont like it, just because it is touted as one of the greats or one of the masters. that would show just how much of a backbone one has. it is a personal choice, so go ahead and mock it. the artist wont care. much like a love gone wrong, we look and think about the what ifs and the maybe nows which is disastrous. because that picture will not change even if you buy it and put it in a place of honor in your house or dump it in the dumpster. let it go. someone else might know what to do with it

Poetry I Wasted On My Wife...
A low sweet kiss Like petals of flowers opened in the new fallen rain your flesh was as sweet as the anticipation of this moment. the whispers of dew on the leaves of a willow tree were never sweeter to me as your gentle feminine petals. I breathe them in now, and am intoxicated. To tenderly touch you just so, easing your Beautiful feminine flower open, fingertips Quivering, gently probing the sweet hot recesses That live and pulse behind that gentle sweet covering. I wanted to place my mouth there then, and pry the lovely shroud open with my tongue. You resisted, I persisted; and moaning gently, You succumbed to the touch of fingers lips teethe and tongue. Oh how you enjoyed the waves of passion coursing through your amazing tight little body. More forcefully now, I attack the tender folds, private little hot moist places within you, until you came thunderously, endlessly. Further and further I probed with firm tongue, whipping lips and sucked your mons

Whatever
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Keeping My Sanity 8
no more engagement. never thought it would be this short. my own fault. i tried the worst, falling for an old and worn line. and i thought i knew better. tsk tsk. so sue me. this lonely heart does need blood to pump away. well i guess i have that now. pacing is the key and always always be in the same page. lol. what do i know? dont listen to me, im delirious. it hurts when something good ends, even if it was all promises, masks and stupid stupid lies. its harder to open up again and be vulnerable. when one shows more distress and/or smugness after its all crap. they want it all back. not me. not that relationship, it will unhinge my already addled mind. im not as cocky as not to realize that im making a terrible mistake. and losing a friend/s in the process is all but unfair. i cant give all that up for him. even how much i love him. i marry, i tried, i prevail, i decide... a life fit for a queen? i dont need that all i need is the contentment when i see his smile, whe

Mom's Birthday
Today June 30th 2007 is my mothers 75th birthday. The day was not as elaborate as I had hoped, but nice just the same. I grabbed my 2 oldest grandson's Treston and Bryce, and we picked up fried chicken and something to drink and whipped topping for the strawberry short cake she had planned. The kids were of course very bored. But they brightened up when the ground hog under the neighbors shed came out to eat. I may live in a city, but the local fauna doesn't care. We had fun reliving the opossum incident of 2 yrs ago. I gave my folks a peach tree about 12 years ago. It has reached it's peak of production. Meaning several bushels of ground fall. Now that year we had already picked 20 bushels off the tree with at least 10 bushels in the garbage. There was a storm due so we decided to pick the remaining peaches to keep them from being ruined by the storm. As we started to pick up the fallen ones my mother let out a loud scream. In the garbage can was a very large very drunk o

Simply It!!!
like the songs we sing, some people just invoke a particular feeling within us. some inspire us, make us mad, reminds us what we wish we have or just plain irritates us on sight. we are creatures of emotions and reacts to a stimulus. situations too, can sometimes get a little out of hand that it overwhelms us. and me particularly, being a control freak, freaks out. its like the placid lake just busted a dam and a horribly big wave keeps towing me in and pulling me under. but fortunately we are survivors, knowing when to sink and ride the wave plus an optimist, that means learning to like the wave. not to do that will only prolong the agony. its still agonizing when you grin and bear it, yes, but no one else needs to know that.

Redneck Etiquette
1. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 2. It's considered poor taste to take a Budweiser cooler to church, even if the NASCAR races do start at noon. 3. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. 4. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. ***DINING OUT *** 1. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor as the restaurant may not have dogs. ***ENTERTAINING IN YOUR HOME *** 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table no matter how good his manners are. ***PERSONAL HYGIENE *** 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that should be done in private using one's OWN truck keys. 2. Proper use of toiletries can forestall bathing for several days. However, if you live alone... Deodorant is a waste of beer money.

Found It
I've been looking for this for a while now. I was hoping there was a music video or something like that but this will do. One of my favorite songs even though I'm not a huge DMB fan. Dave Matthews Band- If I Had It All "If I were a king, if I had everything Piece by piece If I had you if i could give you your dreams If I were giant sized on top of it all Then tell me why in the world would I go on for If I had it all" ~DMB Sums my general outlook nicely.

Traveler
Traveler@ CherryTAP I HAD TO WRITE A BLOG ABOUT TRAVELER, WHO HAS MADE ME TWO OF THE MOST AWESOME PICS I HAVE EVER RECEIVED!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SWEETIE!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOODY KISSES AND SMOOCHES!!!!!!!!!! MINA

Judge It!!!
The goal of life is to realize the self. The self is an archetype that represents the transcendence of all opposites, so that every aspect of your personality is expressed equally. You are then neither and both male and female, neither and both ego and shadow, neither and both good and bad, neither and both conscious and unconscious, neither and both an individual and the whole of creation. And yet, with no oppositions, there is no energy, and you cease to act. Of course, you no longer need to act. To keep it from getting too mystical, think of it as a new center, a more balanced position, for your psyche. When you are young, you focus on the ego and worry about the trivialities of the persona. When you are older (assuming you have been developing as you should), you focus a little deeper, on the self, and become closer to all people, all life, even the universe itself. The self-realized person is actually less selfish. Personality theorists have argued for many years about whe

All About Me!!!!!!!
Love it all!! SEX, SEXY , SEXY, SEXY What will it take? I am what I am......... What do you want???? What do I really want????? ANSWERS?.?.?.? Who has them??? TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~Eilish

Self Survey
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up?: Nope Is your phone right beside you?: Nope Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Yes Do you have plans for tonight?: Nope Are you wearing makeup?: Nada Are you wearing chapstick?: Nada Are you cold?: No Are you tired?: Yes Are you excited?: Sure about what I don't know Are you watching t.v.?: No Are you wearing pajamas?: yes Who's the last person you IMed? no one Who's the last person that called you? Cat PAST Anything you regret? one thing Ever lied?: I'd be lying if I said no Ever stuck gum under a desk?: Yes Ever spit at someone?:Yes Ever kick something living?: Yes Ever had your nails done?: Once Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: Yes LAST WEEK Had any plans last week?: Yes Who did you see most last week?: Tommy Was last week interesting?: Very TODAY Have you cussed?: Yes Have you yelled at someone?: Nope Have you

This Needs Repeated!!!!
I have posted this once before.........Thes people are tryin to discredit the Juggalo Mafia and Team Shocker...........This is crap, these people will go to your profile , rip your pics, and create fake profiles to fuck with the fam.....AINT GONNA HAPPEN ....BLOCK THESE FUCKERS..... Rev@ CherryTAP Porch Monkey 4 Life -CT's Most Hated-@ CherryTAP Bo$$@ CherryTAP AND THIS IS THE FAKE LETTE FRIEND oOV1RUSOo [Jeremy = Love] [CT Daughter of RIGraywolf]@ CherryTAP

Misunderstood Wondering
You said that I hate you. you said that I never loved you. you said that I never cared. But I don't hate, and I do love, and I do care. You turned your back and walked away. You saw the tears in eyes. You turned you back on me, on our friendship. I am left standing here, wondering what I did. What made you cry? What made you hurt? What did I do that made you think, that I hated you and, didnt love you and, didnt care? I am standing here, with one single tear wondering...

Taking Good Things For Granted Is A Bad Habit..
Preferenced with the mindset I'm happy believe it or not...LOL But.... As man just 31yrs old who has bounced around with several careers and probably stuck in one now for the rest of my life atleast hoping I'm settled in I can't help,but get the feeling that answering the Why's or How Come's that come my way drain me alot of the time.. Confused... Ok.. Alot of my male friends (not many as not a social guy much after college) I hear make excuses for why they don't make time for their kids,family, and spouse or partner.. I hear them complain about direction or careers. I hear lies about performance with regards to sex or how much..LOL.. But most of all something very interesting to me although most women will suggest men are just as selfish... I never hear another man say how they themselves feel about themselves. It is always who or why something has happened to them... This to me is a focal point in how I live my life in the theory I tried everyday of my life to make people happ

Tattoo Survey
Body: If you have tatts, do the survey, if you don't then get a tatt or pass it on! 1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? No 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 17 3. What was your first tattoo? KoRn on my lower back 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? Tara Lee on my wrist 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? Yes 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? Nope 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Yes 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? Tribal on my ribs 9. How many tattoos do you have? 57 or 58 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed? Yes 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? Yes- Sinner on my chest 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? No 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? 3 hours 14. What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take? KoRn on my lower back 3 hours 16. Do you regret h

Australia You Won Me Money Last Night
yep australia won the rugby bledisloe cup last night. they were playing the new zealand all blacks. loved the game! and to top it off I finally won a bet lol my mate had to dish out $25 and a bottle of vodka ... sux to be him lol ... love to know what south africa are feeling right now. they think they will win their match next saterday, so confident are they, they sent only their crap players because they thought why waste the energy of their good players on little old australia. ha! we just beat the number one team in the world and you boys are going down in flames on saterday! sending your weak players just made it easy for us! right now the fact im half south african does not play apart what so ever! Im backing my ozzie boys all the way to the world cup!

Swingers Baby!
One of my favorite movies.... SWINGERS, of course cuz I'm such a beautiful baby lol!!!! Anyways, one of my favorite parts of the movie....Felt like sharing it with all of you! ( Just added a more clips cuz i fuckin love this movie!) Trent What’s wrong? I saw you talking to that beautiful blonde baby. Sue She was cute. Mike She didn’t like me… I made a fool of myself… Trent Baby, don’t talk that way, baby… Sue You are so money, and you don’t even know it… Trent That’s what I keep trying to tell him. (To mike) You’re so money, you don’t even know… Mike Please, don’t mess with me right now… Trent We’re not messing with you… Sue … We’re not… Trent You’re like this big bear with claws and fangs… Sue … And big fuckin’ teeth… Trent … And teeth… And she’s like this little bunny cowering in the corner… Sue …Shivering… Trent … And

I Cant Be Dreaming
I dream and there you are. Words cannot describe how you look, standing alone. There is no light but I see, clearly, perfectly. You appear so real. Could I truly be dreaming? I've known you, forever - maybe more. We have met often talking, crying, wondering. I know all about you, mind and soul, sheer perfection. You say "I miss you." No, I mustn't be dreaming. Walking towards me slowly, you call my name. I answer, "I am here." I whisper yours. I wait. No reply. What is happening? I know I am not dreaming. I can see your face, yet I cannot reach it. I can see your eyes, yet they look away. I whisper it again. Then shout, "What is happening?" No response. "I love you!" You reply, "I do not exist, I cannot love, I am not real." Your image fades. I wake and you are gone.

Bored!
So....I'm sitting here wondering WTF to do all night!!! I drove from Maryland, to my hometown, New York!!!! To go to the Yankee game and my boys LOST! They only got 1 damn hit!!! Them Bombers need to get their shit together! Anyway, now I'm back in MD, chillin' with my Malibu n Coke over here, bored as shit, exhausted as hell, and NOT in the mood to go out! My arms and face are BURNT to a crisp...and, well, I guess Im going to just BLOW my night online! Or just go BLOW! Something....or someone! lol =) Maybe I'll go frolic on alt or aff and get into some trouble! teeeheee he

Ranting (again)
I can't help it, it is just too confusing. I am just a big idiot and need to stop thinking so much... Why do I still love someone like him? Why can't i get over it? Why was it so easy for him to leave? How can I ever get this feeling to leave me?

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Update
JUST THOUGHT ID WRITE AND GIVE EVERYBODY AN UPDATE ON HOW IM DOING. I WAS RECENTLY INVOLVED WITH SOMEBODY I MET ON HERE, WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET IN PERSON BUT SHE DECIDED TO STAY WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO SHE MET BEFORE ME , I GUESS THE DOUBTS SHE HAD ABOUT HIM CHANGED. JUST MORE OF MY LOUSY LUCK WITH RELATIONSHIPS I GUESS. NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY EX BEING IN JAIL( IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHY SHES THERE GIVE ME A SHOUT). AUGUST WILL SUCK FOR ME BECAUSE THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY DADS DEATH IS THE 29TH AND MY 40TH BIRTHDAY IS THE 31ST. ANOTHER OF MY EXES JOINED CHERRYTAP ABOUT A MONTH AGO AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE GOT MARRIED A FEW WEEKS AGO. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW, HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EVERYBODY AND THANKS FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP.

Firends
Friends as defined in the dictionary,one attached to another by personal regard.To me it is so much more then that to say I have a friend or friends.A friend is someone who is there for you in you time of need.They ar ethere when you are sad and when you are happy.They are there to get you out of trouble or be in trouble with you.They will back you when you need it tell you when you are out of line.They are there no matter what so it is so much more then just being attached to another.You miss you friend when they are gone and hurt when they hurt.Not many people can say they have a true friend and mena it.So if you have one good for you in not join the club.

One Phsyco Dude
well his guy i ct had been harassing my friend and i but we never faught all of a sudden she tries to talk o him and what not. but then she strats to flirt. well i didnt care until she started ellin everyone on ct that i was n internet whore and everyon one of er friends should wath their backs. now thats a dick move iright there. well i told the guy to grow up and be a man and i told hin to coplain to his mom and brother that a 19 year old made him cry/.then hethreaten to come to the us o kill me. i dont get men and i dont get that bitch either if u have any advice plz let me know.

The Day That Changed Me...
You know I have had a lot of terrible days. A lot of days that I could look and say 'you know that day sucked'. But now, when I think about bad days, the only day that comes to my mind is May 26 2007. It was a normal Saturday. I lied down and took a nap. When i woke up I overheard my mother on the phone with my grandmother. I heard her say something that I knew couldn't be true. "One of the Smallwood boys was killed in Iraq". I nearly collasped. I knew it couldn't be true, so I get on the computer and get on facebook because I know if it was true it would be on facebook. I found it was true. Its been a little over a month and it doesn't seem reall. It seems like it's been years since it happened even though it seems like it was only yesterday. I will never forget the way I felt that day. Anyways, here is blog Erich posted on myspace. This really opened up my eyes to why they are over there fighting. Thank you Erich for everything Sunday, January 28, 2007 imagine

Remember Why Our Troops Are Over Seas And Never Forget!
Remember why our Troops are over seas and NEVER FORGET! Thank you all for what you are doing over seas and I pray for all of you a safe return. God Bless you all! The 2 following pictures were honored as the International Picture of the year. First Place: When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should." Second Place The night before the burial

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Alon In Bed.
I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can only think my chest is caving in, and I can't sleep I cry everytime I hear your romantic voice

Please Add Yourself!! Thank You
I would really appreciate all those that still have not added yourselves to do so, Thank you and if you have a GB that I haven't signed also, just drop me a note and I will do that! Hugz ~Gothyk Tygress~

Back In Time
If you had the choice to go back in time would you hop on that time machine...go back and do things differently or just deal with the fact that you are now and old fart..... best music best shows best commercials best movies ahhh take me back dang it!!

What Piercing Are You
You scored as Dirty Piercings, AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Labret Piercing100% Dirty Piercings100% Cartilage Piercing100% Tongue Piercing90% Earlobe Piercing90% Nipples90% Belly Button Piercing90% Lip Piercing50% Nose Piercing10% What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Seduction Style
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

A Song
Bless The Broken Road lyrics I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I'm just rolling home Int

The Dance Of Submission. A Slave Dance
(-Please do not think I am submissive because if you think I am you are utterly wrong.....thank you-) WARNING if you do not like force then this may be a little sensitive to your viewing pleasure Submission dance. lithe form beneath the lightest of robes make her way through the city's darkened streets...veil covering quivering lush lips...the feeling of being followed haunting her tainted heart... troubled soul leading the way...head bowed as she tries to avoid contact with the few that fill the streets...her preoccupied mind not paying attention she bumps into Him.... jaded pools look up quickly...making way passed Him she knows in her mind that she will not escape this Warrior....His maniacal laughter haunting her every step... her futile attempts at escape from Him leads her back...in a last attempt to escape the Warrior, she feels His power reach out to her ....removing by force her robes...the heavy white veil falling as it is stripped...desperate pl

Favorite Quotes Of All Time -
Now one last thing - this is ONE of my favorite quotes of all time - "Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOOHOO, what a ride!" Here are a few others - “If you hate your parents, the man or the establishment, don't show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your parents: outearn them, outlive them, and know more than they do.” “Why do you think the old stories tell of men who set out on great journeys to impress the gods? Because trying to impress people just isn't worth the time and effort.” "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your permission." - Eleanor Roosevelt "Never allow someone to be your priority while you are just their option." "Well behaved women seldom make history

Could I Have This Kiss Forever
Over and over I look in your eyes You are all I desire You have captured me I want to hold you I want to be close to you I never want to let go I wish that this night would never end I need to know Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time Over and over I've dreamed of this night Now you´re here by my side You are next to me I want to hold you and touch you and taste you And make you want no one but me I wish that this kiss could never end Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I have this night to share this night together Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time could I have this kiss forever

Slip Of The Tongue
A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye, too. He says to him, "Hey, this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened, it was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying, 'I'd like two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I accidentally said, 'I'd like two pickets to Tittsburgh'....so she socked me a good one." The first guy replied, "Wow! This is unbelievable. Mine was a tongue-twister too. I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife, "Please pour me a bowl of Frosties, honey.' But I accidentally said, 'You have ruined my life you evil, self-centered, fat-assed bitch.'

For The Ones With A Sweet-tooth
Dirt Cake: 1 Large box of Vanilla Pudding 8ozs of philly cream cheese at room temp. 12 ozs of cool whip at room temp. 1 package of Oreo cookies Fix the pudding like it is on the box....add ur cream cheese getting all the lumps out.....fold in the cool whip until its even the crumble up the oreos and stir it in and place about 6 cookies on top of the dirt cake to make it look like big rocks are on top of it......... Have Fun and Enjoy

Cherry Salutes
Hey Whats Up Guys its my First Blog, and i see all those kewl salute pictures and kewl licenses and just curious as to how i could make one or where i could go to make one.. Thanks For Ya'll HELP

Gone Once Again
HELLO EVERYONE. I KNOW I HAVE NOT WRITTEN HERE IN A MIN, BUT BEING IN THE MILITARY IS HARD TO KEEP UP ON THINGS. EVERYTHING WITH ME IS GOING WELL. I WAS IN FLORIDA VISITING FAMILY AND I GOT A GOING AWAY PARTY FOR ME AND I FELT BLESSED THAT I HAVE PEOPLE FOR ME WHEN I NEED THEM. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I WILL BE ON DEPLOYMENT IN JULY AND WONT RETURN UNTIL DECEMBER. MY SITE WILL STILL BE UP TO ADD ALL YOUR STUFF TO. HERE ARE MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME: TIANT.WASHINGTON@DDG55.NAVY.MIL - WORK NJJIGGA4LIFE@YAHOO.COM YAHOO MESSENGER ALSO NJJIGGA@HOTMAIL.COM - HOTMAIL MESSENGER JIGGA4LIFER@AIM.COM - AIM MESSENGER ALSO I AM ON MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK ALSO. USE ANY OF THE ABOVE E-MAIL ADDRESSES TO FIND ME. WELL HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAVE A SAFE SUMMER AND I WILL SEE YOU ONCE I RETURN. HOLLER AT ME!!!!

Gone Once Again
HELLO EVERYONE. I KNOW I HAVE NOT WRITTEN HERE IN A MIN, BUT BEING IN THE MILITARY IS HARD TO KEEP UP ON THINGS. EVERYTHING WITH ME IS GOING WELL. I WAS IN FLORIDA VISITING FAMILY AND I GOT A GOING AWAY PARTY FOR ME AND I FELT BLESSED THAT I HAVE PEOPLE FOR ME WHEN I NEED THEM. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I WILL BE ON DEPLOYMENT IN JULY AND WONT RETURN UNTIL DECEMBER. MY SITE WILL STILL BE UP TO ADD ALL YOUR STUFF TO. HERE ARE MY E-MAIL ADDRESS IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME: TIANT.WASHINGTON@DDG55.NAVY.MIL - WORK NJJIGGA4LIFE@YAHOO.COM YAHOO MESSENGER ALSO NJJIGGA@HOTMAIL.COM - HOTMAIL MESSENGER JIGGA4LIFER@AIM.COM - AIM MESSENGER ALSO I AM ON MYSPACE,FACEBOOK ALSO. USE ANY OF THE ABOVE E-MAIL ADDRESSES TO FIND ME. WELL HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAVE A SAFE SUMMER AND I WILL SEE YOU ONCE I RETURN. HOLLER AT ME!!!!

Anyone Miss Me???
FOR those wonderin where i was at i was in jail for probation violation..but i am back and i wont be on to much..i left a bullitin but i guess no one checks them but hey im going out to enjoy the weather i may be back tonite nor i may not me....tty;

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me..
If tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you! And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand; she said my place was ready, in heaven far above and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye for all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die; I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was

Let Push Maria To Godmother !!
MARIA IS ONE AWESOME CHERRY AND NOW SHE ONLY HAVE 99,000 TO GOD"MOTHER" LETS GET HER THERE !! WOOOOOOT !! :) ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '=(^_^)= ENGLA' on '2007-06-30 13:21:25') (repost of original by '۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞' on '2007-06-30 15:26:55')

Angelic Princess
All my life I'v been on my knees. Praying to god to have someone come recue me. My prayes were never answered and I begain to cry. I could feel myself dieing inside. Then one day a rabbit jumped into my heart. The beating it was trying to stop it agin did start. She's my Angel of love. The Princess that had the missing paice of my heart. I wish on a star for her to be in my arms. To hold on to so tight. All through the night. To Kiss in the morning as I awake. And again before we fall alseep in loves gentle embrace. Dreaming together of our lives eturnal. There beside me with a smile on her face. Kissing her softly and touching her gently. Never wanting to be away from her warmth.

Mean People Who Rate 1's For No Reason
It bothers me that some people do this, just go around rating everyone a 1 so I'm just gonna put their profiles up here. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/979010 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/977395 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/981140

Ode To Anna
Mkay, gonna try this. Don't even think I can do it justice, but: I met this lady in Stockholm Sweden, she was/is gorgeous even by Sweden standards....nyway after I met her I began getting mail that she was going to Australia to be with the love of her life....as we all know....that dog don't hunt...but despite all odds, Anna stuck it out, (that's Texican for hung in there) and recently accomplished her goal,,,,Aussie citizenship... Do any of us have any idea how much BALLS that takes?....I doubt it....nyway....to Anna....YOU ARE MY HERO.!! holler at her...anna_tedborn@yahoo.com.au.....g

Broken
he meant the world to me, but i mean nothing at all, i love everything about him, he just likes to watch me fall, Hes always on my mind, I dont ever cross his that much, I wish about us all the time, He doesnt even want my touch, I always am the one to talk to him, He hardly ever talks to me, I never got over him, But he says hes already over me, Im still in love with this stupid boy, But i dnt even exsist in his eyes, How many times am i gona let him bring me down, He isnt worth it, but i'll never realize.

Night Swimming Part Three
moving around you trailing my fingertips along your side, your flawless pale skin seems to glow in the light running my fingers through your silken hair, I pull it over your one shoulder, exposing your neck to me. Moving close to you, kissing your shoulder and neck, nipping gently at your neck, pulling the skin lightly with my teeth wrapping my arms around you from behind, pressing my bare breasts against your back pulling you into me my hands exploring your body, running over your smooth skin of your stomache moving my hands up to cup your breasts, I lean closer whispering in your ear how beautiful you are as I do your body seems to melt against me I feel your hands reaching behind youand carresing my hips, light moans escape your soft lips as my fingertips brush over your pink nipples I can feel you squeeze my hips as I pinch them gently...your beauty is intoxicating, never met a woman quite like you One hand still massaging your breast , the other roaming down

Crying Over You
Forever, you promised Forever, a lie You promised the moon And the stars in the sky. You'd stolen my heart Then left me alone You were so cold It chilled to the bone. You left me with nothing But tears and a past When you said "I love you" I thought it would last But "I love you" found an ending The 'us' and 'we' no more You said you didn't mean to But you hurt me to the core So I guess that I'm the loser Cause you've found someone new But I'm still here, still all alone Just crying over you...

Have I Not
i thought that i had said ty to everyone in my blog and if i did not and it was just a dream ty everyone you are all awsome and i love you all i hope that i can get caught up before i am old and grey lol

Friends
my friend is in need of some help. she is in a contest and it is close .i want to keep her in the lead.she has helped me out many times . i am asking all true friends for help on this . your help will be greatly appreciated. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315524&albumid=398487&i=3463323914 heres the link to the contest. thanks for the help. jon

My Big Teddy Bear!
My big teddy bear Bernard is going back to Atlanta, Georgia today he is a producer and has moved down there but he also has a house up here that he is keepin cause he will be goin back and forth alot. He is a customer at my job that is how I met him he is the nices man on earth. I gonna miss him alot while he's gone....

"if You Say"
IF YOU SAY GO FOR YOUR DREAM, AND FORGET ABOUT ME, I WILL GO FOR MY DREAM, BUT NOT FORGET ABOUT YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME & I CAN'T GO ON IF I FEEL YOU AREN'T BEHIND ME,REACH FOR THE STARS, YOU WERE IN MY HEART FIRST, AND NOT JUST A DREAM, I FOLLOW MY HEART, AND YOU WERE THERE, MY MIND GOT CLOUDED, AND THOUGHT I COULD CARE ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE, BUT THEN I CAME BACK TO MY HEART, AND YOU STILL WERE THERE, IT WAS YOU WHO REMINDED ME, DREAMS STAY BIG,WORRIES STAY SMALL, YOU WERE EVEN IN MY DREAMS, THEN THOSE DREAMS BECAME REALITY, YOU SAID DON'T GIVE UP,AND NEVER AND CAN'T AREN'T WORDS,...YOU AREN'T AS TRAPPED AS YOU THINK,AND PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE THAT CARE ABOUT YOU,AND LOVE YOU TOO,...AND I DON'T GIVE UP.FOR FRIENDSHIP DOES KEEP ME GOING,SOMETIMES THATS ALL THAT IS LEFT,... BE STRONG,AND,NO REGRETS, FOR MY DREAM&INCLUDING YOU IN IT, IS MY WISH,... & NEVER LET YOUR HEART OVERRULE YOUR MIND, BECAUSE LOVE IS WHERE THE HEART IS,AND THE HEART IS HOME.