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Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 8
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 8 Astronaut Sunita L. Williams, Expedition 15 flight engineer, wearing squat harness pads, poses for a photo while using the Interim Resistive Exercise Device (IRED) equipment in the Unity node of the International Space Station. Credit: NASA 6.16.07 11:30 p.m. Shuttle and Expedition 15 crew members prepared for STS-117’s fourth spacewalk and held a news conference Saturday. They also learned that flight controllers cleared Space Shuttle Atlantis’ heat shield for landing. Mission Specialists Patrick Forrester and Steven Swanson prepared the spacesuits and tools they will use during Sunday’s spacewalk. They also reviewed procedures for the spacewalk, which was added to the schedule after STS-117 arrived at the station. The excursion is set to begin at 12:33 p.m. EDT Sunday. After reviewing the procedures, both crews participated in the joint news conference. They fielded questions from media members in the United States.

Angie....
Angie... You have to do what you have to... You can't allow someone to run your life. If u truly love someone, u have to let it know.. Regardless what ur threatened with, if you feel it, then it's true... If you truly feel scared for yourself, you should feel scared for your children, cause they are apart of you and you stay, then they stay in the same situation as you... Should your children be eventually put through what your being put through right now?? I know it's their father, but would you want a father to put you through that, or would you want a father to be alot better and nicer??? You have a choice right now in life... Either continue living your life the way it is right now or let someone replace what u've been through...??? Regardless what ur ex has in mind or is capable of, I'm very sure the TRUE guy is capable of taking care of things his own way!!!!!!! Don't ever let ur heart go... If ur heart tells u something, follow it, don't let it go.... S

Cry Out
Cry out ~Tony Martinez Gasping for air Each mouthful is a struggle The pain in my ribs is so great ANGEL I cry out to you You slowly appear in front of me Crying as you see my mangled body before you Give up you say I'm not worth it you say I grab your hand and wrist I pull you close to me with the last bit of strength in me Painful to speak I whisper in ear firmly YES YOU ARE WORTH IT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WORTH IT Never give up angel Never give up with what I know is in your heart I will heal We will heal We built something strong Don’t fear my love The Darkness can't win The Darkness can't defeat me My light shines ever brighter for you No matter what happens I love you My angel

~a Big Hug & Thank You For Allthe Birthday Wishes~
A big hug to all my awesome sweet friends who wished me a great birthday. I had a good one. What would I do without all my sexy/sweet friends, you guys and gals are awesome. Luv you all! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

User Beware
IF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone. Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location. There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask for his

If You’re Online Be Aware
IF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone. Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location. There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask f

~happy Fathers Day~
Hope you have a wonderful Fathers Day. Hug and Kiss your little ones even if they are grown. Luv, Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Only The Strong.........survive......
My soul clinging to life ever so harshly it grips it without letting go am i to help...and hold on till my hands bleed the very blood that flows through my viens?... I have the strentgh to go on only so far or aslong as i feel i need to go..im not as strong as you think i am, once you know whats really going on inside you'll see that i hide so much an bare with so much that im no different then you or someone else...its the will that keeps us going an seperates us all... How strong is your will to live? mine its not in question but i will tell you i wont give up cause i fear death an what lies on the other side no matter what anyone says if its a paradise where all your wishes come true or your very own personal hell... You spoke to me of Fate if you truly believe in fate and what comes of it search your heart and tell me whats there. Tell me your fears your insecurities i will make them my own an take all your pain away i would gladly do all that i could in my power to make s

It Is Harder Than I Expected!
Been in the triple digits and had a cold snap of high 90's this week. A severe drought here has Montgomery and surrounding counties deciding on water restirictions. Lakes have dropped 5ft+ in water levels. Been trying to date since my bf's death.....and it is difficult. I keep telling my late bf's spirit that I am trying to do what he had me promise him before he got deathly sick, but it has been an up hill battle for me. Unable to 'relax'. I have tried and tried..but no success yet. Did not think it would be this difficult to have an orgasm by someone else's hand..or....! Would be nice to find someone with intelligence but not belittle the one he is with, no matter what the circumstance. Someone with a heart and compassion. Someone who can coax the kinky side of me out and I not feel so inadequate whenever I am with someone. Only felt like that twice in my life..with a lover about 24 years ago and my son's father...20 years ago. Relaxed, comfortable, not shuned for my thoughts

Im Takin A Break
i have decided to leave for a little while to clear my head and get things taken care of but i hope to be back soon thank you to all the people who chatted with me and especially to the people who tried to get me to where i wanted to be on the site thanks NEO

My Life
why is it my life suck i can talk to weman online and i can have them want me but i try to talk to them in person or on the phone i cant get the words to come out the way i whant it to is there something rong with me i dont know why im posting this but it makes me fell beter in a way i let u guy know what im thinking but if u know me the words just dont come out that whay im a fun loveing guy but to tell a female about that in preson it just come out rong i like this female right know but to tell her what i fell it comes out the rong way well im boaring u i will ttyl

A Best Friend.......
A best friend is someone who will wait outside for you regardless how long it takes. Someone who will cut things sort, cause they know you have no where else to go. A best friend is someone who is always then when u call upon them and come to you, when they know they need you. Regardless what the costs, they get there regardless. No matter the cost, a best friend will drive an hour to help you with groceries, cause they care and want you to be happy as you are for them... That's how friends are.........

Fight Goes On
Fight goes on ~Tony Martinez I let my guard down I got too cute Darkness smacks me in the face I lay on the ground A bloody mess The climb up this mountain is grueling enough But Darkness likes to play games I didn't hide well enough I showed too much of myself Got the living hell beat out of me Still bloody battered and bruised Spitting mouthfuls of blood Through clenched blood stained teeth I cry out IT'S NOT OVER I hear the wicked laugher As the fire rains down Burning my my flesh YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO KILL ME YOU HEAR ME I'LL NEVER GIVE UP The laugher continues from the depths of hell I hear the lashes of the whip I hear my angel cry out in pain I look behind me to see the pieces of flesh tearing from my back I continue to climb deeper into the depths of hell vowing to get my angel back. I love you My angel

Saturday!
Well I hope everyone got to see my new pictures! The antelope project at work was great. The mexicans that came up were awsome to work with. They left today after they put the babies on a C-130 to be flown to Mexico. Now that this project is done I have some down time (YIPPY)! I am off to Vegas monday morning. I am so ready to get away for a while. Its been a hell of a learning experience the last two weeks. Here is a question that has been bothering me for a while. If you can answer it please let me know. How do you keep a relationship going with someone you really like but you don't know if they really like you or not?

Had To Go To The Hospital Today
This is what happened. My sister and I went over to my dads/mamaw Marys house yesterday like we always do on Fridays. Well things were fine. We watched some tv. Then we decided to go to the store. We bought some foods. I got a salad and some jello, and half of a premade sandwich they make at krogers. We we got home, i ate. And about a couple mins after eating. I started getting a upset stomach. I thought it was just heartburn or indigestion. Since i always get that since Ive had my gallbladder taken out. So i just watched tv and didn't think about it. And then i got this horrible burning, and sharp pain. It came on sudden. It hurt so bad. Then nausea hit me, and i ran to the bathroom to throw up. I was throwing up all night. And shivering and shaking. Having cold chills. It got worse and worse and worse, i was throwing up acid. Over and over and over, and i was exhausted. I was crying, and holding my stomach. And my sister went and got some antacids from Kroger at about 4am. I took the

For The Friends Who Were Concerned
** I wrote this blog to go on my myspace page but thought that perhaps it may explain something or other to one or two people on here as well . . . I want nothing from any of you who read this, no sympathy, no advice, nothing . . . Just wanted to clear my mind and share with my friends ** Ok this is what is going on right now in my mind, many of you have asked why I am so depressed lately . . . Here journey with me into my hell for a bit. Take a look at what has been running through my fucked up head for the past few days and see if you can make sense of it, see if it would mess you up a little bit. First of all I completely forgot about Father’s Day until yesterday and then it came crushing down upon me. God I hate the fact that it is a day just to remind me that my father is long gone and that my son has a worthless father. Gee, it’s so nice to sit and think about really . . . Not had my own dad in 21 years and I couldn’t manage to stay with my sons dad to allow him one.

Crow
People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.

Texas
Natural Born Natives of the land of Texas have always held a certain pride in being a natural born Texan. There is a self-respect and emotion which arises in our hearts and minds when we hear songs like, The Eyes of Texas, Texas Our Texas, Yellow Rose of Texas, Long Tall Texan, and others. A sense of pride comes over us when we recognize our Texas bird (mockingbird), our Texas flower (bluebonnet), our Texas tree (pecan), our Texas seal (olive branch and live oak), our Texas flag (the lone star and the bonnie blue), and when we gaze upon and admire our Capitol Building and the Alamo. We get a special sense of self-esteem when we recall our history back to when our land was its own independent nation. A wistful dream comes on us that Texas could return to that status and we could be our own people once again, owing nobody or any nation anything. A quiet type of patriotism arises in Texans, honoring those who died at the Alamo to achieve our independence, and those who ga

Russian Woman
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenver she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts. On the third day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store ...... (please scroll down) What were you thinking?

Totally Frustrated
ive got 2 80 mg harddrives that 2 people have givven me....ive tried to plug up both of them but keep getting this annoying messege that says something like "pick which drive ur going to boot up from" and when i do nothing happends! WTF?! this is totally irritating beyond belief...ive tried everything....nothings working. i thought i knew how to install a new harddisk but i guess im wrong. if anyone knows anything about installing harddrives, i would apprecte ur help! jen

Falling
Does she really get enjoyment out of watching others suffer? Enjoyment out of pushing and pushing you until you find yourself at the end of a cliff, and almost slipping? A few more games and you are pushed back until you do fall, but you are barely able to catch yourself as you grab the ledge you once stood upon. Looking into her face as rocks stumble into your eyes. You try to pull yourself up just to be pushed by your head back down. Try to pull yourself up again and she stomps on your hands with her high heel boots until you finally fall, putting your fate into the hands of every one of the sharp rocks you see on the way down. As you fly past the first rock you think of the last few things she said: “Don’t you care about my feelings too?” or “It wasn’t real” As the second rock narrowly misses its chance to rip your head off you think about seeing her smile just one last time and all the times you were able to hear her say “I love you.” And you then realize that you s

So... I Am In A Contest..
I said I would never be in a contest. Lesson 1: Never say never… GUESS WHO IS IN A CONTEST…?!@#$&% (click here to vote & comment) The “MOST UNFORGETTABLE EYES” Contest… VOTE & COMMENT IF YOU HAVE THE TIME. I DON’T EXPECT TO WIN, BUT I REALLY DON’T WANT TO COME IN LAST PLACE… THAT WOULD JUST SUCK A LITTLE. Comments and ratings are counted. (Comment bombing encouraged) This contest lasts for 1 week. If you do… thank you and if you don’t that’s fine too. I will still keep you on my friends list. ;) Click here to repost my bulletin. Thank You MUAH!!! xoxo

Karma
Karma is the law of moral causation. The theory of Karma is a fundamental doctrine in Buddhism. This belief was prevalent in India before the advent of the Buddha. Nevertheless, it was the Buddha who explained and formulated this doctrine in the complete form in which we have it today. What is the cause of the inequality that exists among mankind? Why should one person be brought up in the lap of luxury, endowed with fine mental, moral and physical qualities, and another in absolute poverty, steeped in misery? Why should one person be a mental prodigy, and another an idiot? Why should one person be born with saintly characteristics and another with criminal tendencies? Why should some be linguistic, artistic, mathematically inclined, or musical from the very cradle? Why should others be congenitally blind, deaf, or deformed?| Why should some be blessed, and others cursed from their births? Either this inequality of mankind has a cause, or it is purely accidental. No

Internet Radio Equality Act
"Internet Radio Equality Act, Action Alert CALL YOUR SENATORS AND YOUR REPRESENTATIVE NOW TO ASK THEM TO CO-SPONSOR THE INTERNET RADIO EQUALITY ACT, S. 1353 IN THE SENATE AND H.R. 2060 IN THE HOUSE! Call Now The future of Internet radio is in immediate danger! Royalty rates for webcasters have been drastically increased by a recent ruling and are due to go into effect on July 15 (retroactive to Jan 1, 2006!). If the increased rates remain unchanged, the majority of webcasters will go bankrupt and silent on this date. Internet radio needs your help! The Internet Radio Equality Act has recently been introduced in both the House and Senate to save the Internet radio industry. Please call your senators and your representative to ask them to co-sponsor the Internet Radio Equality Act.

I Dare You
i was invited to cherry tap by a friend. i had no idea what it was all about , i had never heard of it. i checked it out, go the hang of it and i enjoy it . i dont mind be rated and i would like to thank all of the people who have taken the time to stop by my page and leave a rating. doesnt matter if you rated me a 1,2,3,10 or even and 11. i am happy with who i am and isnt that what really matters.i am sure i am not a 10 to all the thousands of people on here, lets be real here, we all have our likes and dislikes, know what we are attracted to and we know what isnt our " cup of tea". but i want to thank all of you , it is flattering to me to know that you took the time to be a little curious and see my page. to the cherrytappers who requested me to be on their friends list and have fanned me, i wish i could send you a comment everyday.like you i have a life off of cherrytap,, but i want to let you know i do wish you happiness everyday for the rest of your days. to my family che

Colorfull
I went to a picknic today. It was nice, the food was excellent. It was worth the drive to Kaysville. Friday I did well on my nutrition test. Afterwards I went to Allison's house and she dyed my hair.. Joe came over later and we ate cantaloni or something. It was really good. I went up to the dam today. My dad is up there for the weekend. My brother and people went up thre, but they couldn't get ahold of my dad. I got a hold of my dad, but I couldn't get ahold of them. they left their phones in the car when they went to the beach. My dad was happy I came up though. I habe him a father's day dard, with a gift card to the golder corral. That's about this favorite place to eat.I guesse there was something going on at becky's new place in saltlake tonight. I thought about going, but I am itred. I don't feel like driviing to saltlake and back tonight. I have a bunch of homework stuff I have to do tomarrow anyway. I'll probably go up there another time. I don't like " Taking mor

So,.....wanna Get In Trouble Here?
I LIKE THIS GUY!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (In Arizona) who created the "Tent City Jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then He Started Chain Gangs For Women So He Wouldn't Get Sued For Discrimination. He took away cable TV Until he found out there was A Federal Court Order that Required Cable TV For Jails. So He Hooked Up The Cable TV Again Only Let In The Disney Channel And The Weather Channel. When asked why th

First Rant(read If You Wish)
Okay, so Im 22..and I have been out of high school for 4 years...I dye my hair black and poof! Im back is high school. All of a sudden people I work with assume and make comments about me being "goth". One girl actually said and I quote "So are you going to paint your nails black, get boots that tie up to your knee, and wear a lot of eyeliner?", and this is a woman whos in her mid 30s. I could have sworn for a minute I had been transported back 4 years, cause I knew that at some point I grew up. Then there's this guy who claims to be my friend...told me he had my back, if I ever needed a place to crash, I could have his couch...until I listened to ICP, he told me he doesnt associate with "my people" and I havent heard from him since, except one time like 5 months ago when he needed my help and I told him no, I had plans to hang out with "my people". Now I thought at one time, that friends accepted you for who you were and what you liked, and they did have your back and never threw you

Playing Games
I extend my hand to you over and over. Giving you the respect you dont deserve but giving it anyway, trying to be the bigger man. Yet all you do is continue to slap it away, you stupid son of a bitch, where the fuck do you get off treating me that way. Now on top of it you want to play fucking mind games are you crazy. You have to be going out your fucking mind you dumbass. You have now disrespected me twice, for no damn reason. You and I will no longer speak, and when I next see you I will punch you in the mouth.

Fantasy Class
You scored as Paladin, The paladin is a divine warrior, relying on his god and his might sword, he is ready to crush evil and to help others.Paladin75% Bard63% Warrior63% Rogue.63% Cleric63% Mage38% Ranger25% Fantasy Class Testcreated with QuizFarm.com

Story Number 1
golf, the goose, and me. Based on a true story It was a early fall morning when i went golfing with two of my friends, After taking the day off me and two of my friends decided to go golfing. One of my friends was running late, we met another friend at a driving range to hit a bucket of balls. My one friend was half asleep with a cigeratte in one hand and a coffee in the other. My friend curt and i were hitting the golf balls pretty strait and my other friend brain was hitting the golf balls all over the place. After hitting the bucket of golf balls we shared it was time to tee off. Brian told us he was probably going to have a bad day, my friend curt told him it was proably because of what he was wearing. A long sleeve swearter. pants and sandels. We all started to laugh, mid way throught the round we were all doing pretty good. Curt was at even, i was 2 over par and brain well lets say he was hitting the green. We got up to a pretty challanging hole. the tee off box was on t

Angel
You scored as Guardian Angel, You would be a Guardian Angel. You would do anything to protect someone and keep them save. You would sacrifice your life to save a person you care about. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Guardian Angel83% Angel of Love54% Angel of Light54% Angel of Innocence46% Fallen Angel38% Angel of Passion33% Angel of Darkenss25% What Angel would you be? (with pics) (Mostly for girls but guys can too)created with QuizFarm.com

Weekend Fun!!!
Hi all, I hope you are having a great Saturday!! Friday was a good day, nice and relaxed. Hubby and I watched tv, and I had printed out some cards for National Bingo Night, we both got 1 # away from bingo!! Grrrrrr I was hoping that we would at least get one bingo, that would have been nice to get the $50,000 or even a gift card for $10,000 hehe!! I will be printing out more cards for next friday, we had fun fun fun!!! Today was a hectic day, Darryl had to fix the Omega, which turned into an all day thing. The power steering pump bracket was rubbing the bolt in one area causing the belts to get knocked off their pulleys, so he had to take everything off to get to the power steering pump and fix the bolt. We got all that done, and he got it all back together, and the car's battery is totally DEAD!!! Goodness, if it's not one thing, it's another. Kyle was in a bad mood today, didn't want to eat dinner, or anything, and whiny. I guess he was still tired from last night's broken sleep. He

Gallbladder Surgery, Wedding News, And A Message To A Friend
So... I had my gallbladder surgery on monday. Besides disgusting looking cuts on my stomach and a little pain, I'm doing good. I'm still alive so that's ALWAYS good. LOL okay that wasn't funny... Anyways, in other news, I FOUND MY WEDDING DRESS!! YAY!! One last thought, to a certain friend out there... it's not that we're jealous, or don't want you to be happy, or are making something out of nothing... We care. That's all it is. We care. I know you think that he should get the benefit of the doubt and another chance (and that is your decision to make, of course), but I've read the messages. I have them. He is not innocent. He's far from innocent. Please, just think about that. Do what you want. And, I hope I'm wrong. But, don't think I'm making it up. I love you and want the best for you. please, remember that. LOVE YOU GIRL!!!

It's Kind Of Funny...
Here I am, almost 32 years old. I lack direction in my life. I have no college degree. I love writing and making movies, but neither is likely to become a practical means of earning a living. I've worked countless trade jobs - construction, home renovation, low voltage installations, etc. None have ever really satiated my desire to move forward in life. I want to be on the cutting edge. I want to be one of those people that contributes to the future of humans. Because of this, I want to go back to school. I want to learn more. I want to be able to back up my claims of technical excellence. Over the years, I've been fascinated with the work of Nikola Tesla, the very man that gave us the hydroelectric plant at Niagara Falls, AC power, high voltage transformers, and fluorescent lighting. He was an inventor a hundred years ahead of his time. I've often felt that my new concepts have been a hundred years ahead of my time as well - even with many of my designs based on Tesla's

Death Report
In my profession we often times hear about a fellow wrestler that has been injured and sometimes in a fatal accident.This was not the case this past Monday night (6-25-07) when Chris Benoit(WWE Superstar) was found dead.He was found along with his wife Nancy Benoit and his young son Daniel Benoit.Chris Benoit will always be remembered in the hearts of wrestlers and fans as a true icon.Although Chris Benoit and his family was found dead his memory will live on forever by the WWE name and shows.Chris Benoit 1967-2007 may he rest in peace.

Father's Day..
i won't call home today...i won't hear my Daddy's voice...i won't tell him i love him, i won't go take him to breakfast...what i will do is reach into my heart, and pull the memories of him out..there are no words..a Daddy lost...its only been 6 weeks, feels like eternity..hurts like it was yesterday...

Elemental
You scored as Fire, Sometimes people are afraid to approach you, either because of your reputation, how you look, or how you act. People under the "Fire" category often tend to stand out from the crowd. Either being very loud and bossy, or dressing extremely. Either way all Fires make excellent friends and would stand up for them no matter what. At first you may seem hard to approach but everyone who knows you, would hate to lose you. You can be posessive and clingy but a lot of people like it that way! You often prefer touch, like hugs or using your hands while you talk. You feel it expresses what you feel better than words. (I totally agree with you on that!)Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Fire75% Darkness75% Light63% Earth63% Ice50% Water31% Air19% What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

Thoughts On The Monster
I know that wanting to have a life from ED should come from within but lately I had been feeling just to give up. Then a month ago I met my boyfriend Steve at the club. Our first date we went to a restaurant and of course I didn't want to let the ED show. I ate something I knew would be fattening. But it ended up being so good. Then the next day I had the urge to cook so I made another fattening meal. I ate a good dinner that night. It seemed like we would always end up going out for meals. Normally he would ask me if I was hungry and I would be like "I ate a bagel for breakfast" and he would be like that doesn't count and we would end up at a restaurant. It seemed like whenever we would go out I would order a large meal to hide the ED from the world. I think he could tell I had an eating problem when I would be looking at the menu and be like "that is so fattening" and he would reply "you can eat anything you want and not worry about it. In fact you can order the brownie sundae and I

Fathers Day....
i hate fathers day not fathers mind you. just mine and father's day in general. you try raisng a child as your own from their birth, build a relationship, be called daddy, invest 5 1/2 yrs of your life and love into a child, only to have them taken completely out of your life, because their mom is fucking their dead biological father's brother and shes crazy. im glad that drama is out of my life but, i miss madison. i used to feel special on father's day now i just feel like shit. im sorry to be a bummer i just needed to get it out. done with it wont come up unless u ask but theres a lil insight to what has made me who i am today. luv y'all john

Dark Poem
*¤Discreetness*¤ How dost the dead walk this land & frighten every one they attempt to brand Discretfulness every now & than But the question at hand is do you dare let them in? & do you count it as a win? Or just be happy knowing they are your kin Shed light to my darkened world & let me be the girl For I too want to take life from the unwilling! I too want to be the right hand of devil himself! I too want to be the one out there devouring flesh & Bathing in pools of velvet red blood! I want to cause havoc across the land! Tis the unfurling of the grandest of the grand! So take my hand & let us walk this wretched land! ©copyright 2007 Maggie Chrislina

Saturday
saturday night I just got home. No I wasnt out barhopping, I didnt go dancing, I didnt even go shopping. I just went to my moms and we went walking. Woo hoo! My life is so chaotic right now. Men are getting on my damn nerves. the one I was in a technical relationship with last doesn't seem to understand that most people actually DATE before they move in together and shit. I need time and lots of it. And I normally dont give anyone more than 3 strikes before they're gone for good...let's see 1...2....he's got one left. And guess what I have a feeling that strike is going to be! If I dont have that 100 bucks in MY HAND before the last day of this month...yeah there's the 3rd strike, and he's out. Not even friend material. You can fuck with me, you can lie to me, you can *TRY* to hurt me(yeah right), but you fuck with my son's lifestyle(meaning me being able to pay rent)...Yeah that'll get you floatin in the fuckin river. I visited with my other mom tonight too, Sharo

Saturday Night Survey
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? Last night 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? waking up from a nightmare 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? eating 4. What are you wearing? Jeans and a hubby beater as always 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? irritated 6. Last person to say they loved you? my mommy 9. Do you have a crush on anyone? Who? yes...Shane, chris, dj, mark...hehe 10. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? depends on which song is playing 11. Do you have any famous relatives? no 12. Have you ever had sex in a public place yep 13. Have you ever madeout in a public place? yes 14. How long is your hair? Just past my shoulder 15. How many different drinks have you had today? 3 16. What have you eaten today? chinese food and chicken nuggets 17. Are you good at math? nope 18. Do you have plans on Saturday night? It is Saturday night, and I am sittin ghome alone 19. Do you

X-men
You scored as Rogue, Rogue is a mutant who formerly possessed the ability to absorb the memories, abilities, personality, and outward physical characteristics of other beings through skin-to-skin contact.Rogue could also tap into the residual psychic energy of those she had imprinted to determine their status and to relive past events from their perspective. Rogue70% Jean Grey60% Kitty pryde40% Storm35% Emma Frost30% Mystique20% What X-Men would you be? (Female Version).created with QuizFarm.com

If You Need Me
GUYS IF YOU NEED TO GET MESSAGES ACROSS TO ME AND I AM NOT ON CHERRYTAP PLEASE LEAVE THEM AT YAHOO MESSENGER ,MY HANDLE IS GINATRUGFE@YAHOO.COM I HAVE BEEN HAVING ISSUES WITH HARDWARE ON MY MACHINE ,BUT HAVE ACESS TO ANOTHER, I WANT YOU GUYS TO KNOW THAT IF THERE IS A PROBLEM YOU CAN LET ME KNOW AND I WILL FIX, ALSO PLEASE TELL ME OR REDKANDY WHAT CONTESTS EVERYONE IN GROUP IS IN IF ANY AND WE NEED FOLLOWING DETAILS: PRIZES WHEN DOES IT START/END AND WHAT GROUP MEMBER OR OUTSIDE OF GROUP MEMBER DOES IT INVOLVE. IT WOULD MAKE THINGS ALOT EASIER , ALSO IF YUR HAVING PROBLEMS WITH ANOTHER MEMBER OF THE GROUP , TELL ME ! HOW CAN I FIX PROBLEMS IF I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT I WILL BE FLOATING AROUND MYSELF AND CHECKING CONTESTS OUT.

Kisses In The Rain
kisses in the rain sweet togetherness the world just seems to stop kisses in the rain its not the kiss that get me and im not turn on by the rain its just knowing im with you kisses in the rain eyes closed tight hands held in a loose grip yet that soft lean to meet means so much kisses in the rain sweet and simple romantic at the least but yet something so simple means so much and reminds me of you

One Beautiful Mistake...
I look into those deep blue eyes and wonder how many of the lies he told we actually believed I couldn't believe how much I'd been deceived By outer beauty, lust, and tears He really is more dangerous than my fears He broke my heart once, he'll do it again I think I'll love him to the end I can't believe I fell for him If every single heart he breaks If every girl loves him as much as he fakes A lot of hearts will CERTAINLY break Oh, he is a beautiful mistake

I Have More Female Friends Here.
Why? Because I think its more fun to talk to sexy women than talking to guys. lol CT is like a Happy Hour and I think most guys prefer to talk to females than males because like I said its more fun. Some women think guys are homophobes for just having only women friends, but this is the internet and most guys like me like women. I know one woman named Nordic Goddess and she refuses to have male friends only female friends. What would you call her? Anyway I do have one male friend thats Howard Stern. lol

Ignorant Ass Females
Why on Earth do this idiots on cherrytap have screen names like im a whore, and super slut? How dumb are these stupid females that str8 up advertise their a nasty ass ho? How can people think that lowly of themselves or even think that shit is cute. Then they get mad cause dudes askin to see nude pics... WTF u dumb broads gettin mad for when your advertisin yourself as a ho.... Fuc'n Dummies

No More Deadman Inc Here
Just as fast as it came to me, that poor excuse for a job has left me worse off than I was before. I knew I was over-qualified for that job from the start, but I needed some form of income, even if it was only $9/hr. Every day I was working on that job, I knew I was too good to work there. The management knew I was too good to work there, and they found every excuse they could to bring me down to their level. Talk to any of your average IT computer technicians out there, and 99.9% of them will tell you how to get your computer's network card to work again by uninstalling it then re-installing it by rebooting the computer. I helped a customer of the company get her computer back on the connection to DSL by doing just that. I wound up getting my wrists slapped for that because the people that worked there in general didn't know how to do that, and they "didn't want to take the risk of putting the company in trouble for doing something outside of the normal parameters." The compan

The Coming Storm
As the clouds churn, and her heart burns, she prays for the answer. On the horizon the storm approaches and it will leave devastation in it's path. The storms she has weathered are altogether too much for her to bear. So, she sits and waits, and feels the rain beating her, and the wind tossing her, and the lightning singeing her skin. She will survive the storm just like she has all the ones before it, but will she decide, in the end, to abandon the source or continue to be tossed for the rest of her days.

Suffocation
Once again...written about a year ago Someone help me! I can't breath. I'm suffocating from my own malcontent. 2 people wrestle inside me and the battle is excruciating. The person I am now is a good person. I'm a faithful wife, a loving mother, a lively happy person...on the outside. Inside I am teaming with something...what? I'm not sure. I don't know. Creativity? A lost life? Lost opportunities? I feel like the life I'm living is not my own. I ADORE my children. They are my life. So what is in me that makes me so sad? Why is my heart breaking? I see a girl in a room. She is serving everyone around her. She smiles and loves and gives and gives and gives....in the room is a mirror, and as she glances at it to check the reflection she feels really doesn't matter anymore, she sees herself SCREAMING!!! POUNDING! Desperate to break free. Which is real? I feel like there is so much in my life I want to do, so much I want to see, and so much I want to experience.

How To Make Love To A Black Or Hispanic Woman
How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Romantically and Patiently; Take the time to make love to her mind. Fulfill all of her midnight wishes. Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There's no place on her body your tongue won't go. And, when you love a Black Woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Passionately and Sincerely; Let her Sweetness become your Weakness. Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear. Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace. Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Sensually and Honestly; Say what you mean and mean what you say. Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day. Let all

Guys Rules
The Guy's Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solv

Fish Fancy
I wrote this about a year ago... He came to the pet store and picked me out and told me I was beautiful. I thought he would put me in a tank and take care of me. I get fed, but he only gives me enough water to just survive. He takes me out of the bowl every now and then to look at me and he just can't decide if he wants to keep me. If he loved me he would take care of me and put me in plenty of water and filter it so I could breath. Or, he would take me back to the store and let me live there or go home with someone else who would love me. But instead, he keeps taking me out of the bowl and surveying me while he watches me die, just to put me back into the muck at the last minute with just enough water to survive. It's dirty water, and it's a small, uncomfortable bowl, and I'm tired, and I just want him to decide to love me, and take care of me...or LET ME GO!!

+prayers Answered :
Ok.....stay with me. IMMOLATION. SUFFOCATION. Don't faint! AND SKINLESS. These bands are playing in SF this November(2007), and SOMEone's head WILL explode. If anyone else is catching this tour...tell me, what's the name of it? I'm going for Immolation mainly. They've been my favorite battering of the senses for hella long, they held my hand as I journeyed into the Land Of Death.(Failures For mutherfvcking Gods.) Skinless....when I see their name I just think : "Sit back, slip on yourr absorbent undergarments, and let the mayhem begin." oh man, this is going to KILL. Suffocation means a lot to me....I like the fact that there is Death Metal today that's not so...unchanging. Nothing but teeth marks on Suff', blablabla...we know. Damn....I am going to HAVE to get a tour shirt for three bands...that's like $90....ooh, I know: I'll sell my appendix on the Black Market. That's right folks, I am an IDEAwoman. My brain is PURE creativity.+

Caddy Girls
Grr I started talking to this guy at work as a friend. He comes to hang out and i told my friend at work cuz i know she likes him and I don't want her thinking i back stabbed her. And next day shit starts going around how i said he wanted to fuck me how we slept together this and that and none of it's true and now he's pissed at me and wont talk to me I say fuck him and fuck those caddy fucking bitches at work along with him. I don't need drama i got enough at home. GRRRR FUCK PEOPLE MAN THEY SUCK!

Animal Totem
You scored as Dog, You are the Dog. You are the most loyal of your friends and you protect them at all costs. Being what you are makes you happy and your friends like that about you.Dragon83% Dog83% Fox75% Horse67% Wolf67% Stag67% Deer58% Eagle58% Salmon50% Ram50% Bull42% Snake

4 Lil Johnny
This is for Lil Johnny. Everyone that can should be on the list to be a marrow donor. I am happy to answer any question about being a donor. I have been a match twice for different people. I have had both method done concerning collection. Please it is the best thing anyone can do. Who knows You may be the person to save this boy or some other persons life. Simple Cowboy@ CherryTAP

My B-day Meaning
Your Birthdate: November 20 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

City Tourny
Hey, In a big pool Tournament for another spot in Vegas. Really kicked ass so far played my best set last match, In the semi-finals play at 10:00 in the morning. Ready to get tore up and pass out lol holler at me if you want to party with me for a lil while xoxoxoxo BhamBuggy

Holding On
He promised to love like he said, No matter what occurs, And to show his proof of truth, He traded his heart for hers. Now that he had the trust, He loved her more than she could believe, They treated each other like royalty, So why did she still leave? Did he say somthing to hurt her? Or was it the little things he didn't do? His love for her was tight But she still slipped through Didn't believe in giving up on this He tries to talk to her everyday And each time he's broken, As she says nothing turns and walks away Even though it hurts He looks for some else to take her spot It seems to work for others, But for him its not Being alone is no longer an option, He can't stop thinking about her To fnd somebody else was a joke, He'd rather struggle with her than without her, Using methods that cover up what he really wants to say Its a painful process and his hearts still shattered But he'll pick the up pieces on the way

Something From A Very Special Friend
Thank you my friend...very sweet of you to think about me... "Where's My Babe That Dances Like A song and Sounds Like A Poem"..A true gentleman!! LOL I tried to leave this as a comment however, you must have them turned off. I wrote this for you because you are so wonderful to me.... It's just a little something There comes a time in every rhyme some great humbled wonderful sign Its creation and relation should never be missed It should be posted upon everyone's list A woman who's memory that stands so proud in a world so different in today's so loud Be kind to her for she carries gift's not material but of thought that lifts She's gorgeous on the outside and inside too a thing that's so rare on your thinking through Keep her happy and she will give you her all She's Hot Cherry Licious at her beckon call...

Comfort
She paces back and forth Worries fill her head, She stops only to see her boyfriend, Patiently sitting at the end of the bed. Getting her thoughts together, But her words are still hard to find, Until she takes a deep breath, And says what's on her mind. "It's been three years, And I like where this is going, But the future holds no promises, And you know I hate not knowing. Theres no garauntee that we'll always be together I know we can fight for so long, But I don't wanna fight forever." The boyfriend looked up at her, His confidence filled the air, Replying...... "To conquer love without a fight, would be living life unfair" She says, " We're able to make it together But what about when we're apart? What if theres another one, That comes and steals your heart?" He answers, " You are now apart of me, For as long as I live, There will never be another, I only have one heart to give." Yet she still paces back and forth, Her heart is not conten

Love Note
Dear Luv, Good morning boo, did u sleep well? I wish I was there when you awoke, But I had to be to work early So I thought I'd leave you a note. I left some breakfast on the table. I know you'll be hungry when you get up, And yes, I kept your o.j. cold, It's in the refrigerator in a cup. I liked when we talked last night, It brought out our best, I could of went on and on, But you fell asleep on my chest, And as you lay in your slumber, While I ran my fingers through your hair, I soon started to realize, How much I really cared, As I watched your sleeping face, I don't know what I would do, If the bad really occured And somthing terrible happened to you, I gotta get to work, Hope this made you feel better, I just wanted to say, 'I love you' All within this letter, So I'll see you tonite, You'll proabably get home before me, Today and Forever, Love always, Courtney

What She Wants
What She Wants... By:Courtney Hurting from a break up It's amazing how she moved so fast, She called it "going on", An excuse to forget her past. Different guy every month, Gettin played makes her a toy, She too desperate and blind, She gets no men and all the boys. Making it hard for herself, She knows she not doing it right, Because she's huggin and kissin, On the ones she "just likes" Trying to feel loved again, She's numb and she can't help it.....but, This is all the wrong way, It makes her look like a slut. Not following the heart, Letting her mind take the lead, She's reaching for what she wants, Not grabbing for what she needs. But she keeps "moving on" Seems like every guy makes her bitter, But its all her fault, She only grabs at the ones that glitter. And finds that their not gold, These games are getting old, She's moving really fast. But still getting left in the cold. And until she figures out, That this is a sign, That love is not rus

The Life We Choose
Weaving through the laughter and the tears we see the way it has to be. The life we choose the dreams we dream the tears we cry. The friends we've lost along the way the memories we've built throught the years hope they'll always be remembered. I hope we never have to say goodbye. I will be here for you, and if my time comes before we have a chance to meet I hope you never forget me, and know how much I loved you, and cared for you. My friend the sun is shining because of you, the flowers are blooming because of you. You made me see how beautiful I really am on the inside. weaving through the laughter and the tears. I realize how important this friendship really means.

It's Worse
My last blog entry said that my Papa had Thyroid and Lung Cancer. I found out last night that its spread into his stomach and his liver as well. They also said in April (and I just recently found this out as well) that he would only have two to seven months, which means that he could go anytime between now and the holidays. Then my cousin's wedding was tonight and at the reception, my mom and my sisters and their families were all bawling because my one sister and her family are moving to Florida tomorrow morning so tonight was the last time we'll see them for a while. We were always so close. I remember watching those kids when they were so young and now they are just becoming teenagers and one is four and I just, it hurts so bad to see them go because I don't know when I'll see them again. At the beginning of this year, I lost my love. He threw me away. Then I lost some friends because he asked them to ignore me. I guess I'm not worth anything. Now, I'm losing m

Rationality
now what is it about reality that is so fucking hard to swallow? is all well that ends well? or is that just something people say to make themselves feel better? like "black is slimming" why does it feel like i've been stomped on by a size 52 steel toe? here is why. we all have deluded and skewed visions of ourselves. most of us don't actually see ourselves for who we are but rather how we would like to be seen. this is why the Nazi party was able to do the things they did. they didn't see themselves as monsters, but rather the liberators they wanted others to see them as. for the same reason an existential would never admit to being one, because it is the nature of existentialism at its core. if i lost you im sorry. for most of us, when we think about the future, and our lives as such, we are never really thinking more than a few years down the line. we have these little visions of what we would do in any given situation. and it is usually some grand and noble thing, bec

The Stories Of Jake Drake And Jack Blaze
well i'll tell you why im writing this in the hopes that you understand i did not want to become a killer but that i was born one. yeah yeah i hear you fucked up psychologists and other medical professionals "you can't be born a killer you can either transform yourself into a killer or be changed into a killer but you've always got a choice."choice is such a fucked up word dont you think? i never chose to be born a super human, i never chose to be my father and i am literally my father(clone). well first things first i guess i tell you who i am and quit rambling so i can get on with the show.the names jake drake or if your of the illegit segment of our fucked up nation then you fear me as the dragon. im writing this to tell my story because soon i will meet my good friend jack blaze or as i call him inferno. when we meet, one of us will die but were not sure which. the names jack blaze or as my beloved twin calls me the inferno. i sat down today and decided to write this because one

Roger Waters
WoW...to hear Wish You Were Here and Shine On You Crazy Diamond...LIVE...Damn. I got the chills when Shine On started. The show was pretty damn incredible. YaY. I am leaving in 5 days for NY. And...WoW...I cannot get there quick enough. I am jumping out my skin with excitement!! I can't stop being all fidgety. (No comment need from you, Phil).

Well Well Well...........
hmmmmmmm feeling's suck i hate them they get the best of me. I hate being able to feel sometimes only time i love to feel is when that certain someone is around they make me smile and laugh and really not have a care in the world except to spend as much time talking to him and seeing him as much as i can he can take my breath away with his words and make me speachless...... and well if you know who you are the certain someone reading this i hope u know that thing's are going to get better and life with me will happen.

Im In Love With A Stripperrrrrr
Yeah! lol Im not a strip club virgin anymore y'all! GO FUCKING ME! Last night, I was the DD for my friends Trisha, Brandi and Larry and I suggested that we all go to the strip club because I never went before. Well turns out, that Trisha and Brandi never went either so we were all devirginized last night! Ya know, me and my bright ideas, taking 2 drunk including 1 drunk lesbian to the fucking female strip club was halarious. Brandi, the lesbian (ya know, dykeish along with the short buzzed hair, big shirts and baggy jeans and shorts and what not) falls in love with a fucking stripper. She waited like an hour to get a damned lap dance from this stripper named Gina hahahah. It was halarious! She was in fucking heaven and some. We all walked in at like 1230 or so and turns out, me and Trisha were the only girls there (aside from Brandi and the strippers) haha and all the guys just stared at us like we were fucking crazy and some shit like that. We sat down on this lik

Just Dont Know Anymore
WELL ME AND JASON HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND I DONT KNOW IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE. I DONT LOOK THE SAME I HAVE HAD 3 KIDS AND I PUT ON SOME WEIGHT. I HAVE VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM ALREADY. I JUST DONT KNOW. I AM SCARED. I DO LOVE HIM, BUT I DONT KNOW IF HE LOVES ME ANYMORE. I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM. I FEEL LIKE HIS BITCH, I COOK, CLEAN, MAKE HIS PLATE, CLIP HIS TOE NAILS, SHAVE HIS FACE, I MEAN DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING. HELP SOMEONE HELP1!

Dairy Queen: Anchorage, Ak Grand Opening
It was the fucking bomb. Too bad for the lack of the steak fingers in the menu, its originally why I went, But its cool. The burger I ate was the heat. Overall? I give it a 10 out of a 9. =D Enjoy some videos. =] Theyre in order.

Mister Right
A girl is slowly realizing it has come for her time She knows she will be the only person to continue For where she is going And what she decides to look for She will know that it wont come without a price. Everyone sees her growing up so fast With her parents questioning how long she can go Without being afraid of what lurks outside of the safe zone Boys will no longer play little games in her head They will want something that is found on the opposite end. But there will be so much for her in life To never give up and never think she will never see it through Asking herself this question for she are the future of females What is her price for going into new experiences Do you believe in what she desires most in everything? Moving closer to the object of her dreams Driving onward with the ambition of never creating failure Does she think she found the one of the many Or did she grow up just a little too fast for us all On her quest for finding the man of her i

One Night Stands And Flings
Just wanted to invite ya all to check out my profile over at this site where I usually meet alot of cute guys and hook up for FLINGS , nothing serious ya know , just like one night stands and stuff. I like to keeep it simple. I show some skin over there, alot of it in my profile , so dont get to excited. Find a FLING here My profile usually shows up on the first page since i get so many views, I'll be right in the middle . Send me a message in here if you want to after you look!! Love YA

For You My Darling................
In this proud land we grew up strong We were wanted all along I was taught to fight, taught to win I never thought I could fail No fight left or so it seems I am a man whose dreams have all deserted I've changed my face, I've changed my name But no one wants you when you lose Don't give up 'Cause you have friends Don't give up You're not beaten yet Don't give up I know you can make it good Though I saw it all around Never thought I could be affected Thought that we'd be the last to go It is so strange the way things turn Drove the night toward my home The place that I was born, on the lakeside As daylight broke, I saw the earth The trees had burned down to the ground Don't give up You still have us Don't give up We don't need much of anything Don't give up 'Cause somewhere there's a place Where we belong Rest your head You worry too much It's going to be alright When times get rough You can fall back on us

What Have You Done
what have you done... what have you done to me? a smothering indistinctness of betrayal as memories bleed. once we experienced paradise, untainted and hand in hand, but your love drifted away. a furious pool of hatred - emotions follow hate, follow pain, love forgotten. in a burst of tears, i still love you.

Nocturnal Illusion
Between the set and the rise She joins me draped in chamille Carmine locks brush her shoulders All within a foggy scene surreal... Within her eyes swims a lusty love Her heart brings to me such peace I drift confined in her loving arms Lightened in a genuine release... Lightning flashes across clenched eyes Her lips gently touch upon mine My being explodes in utter bliss Our bodies combine in eternal entwine... Pressed to me now I want her within She seems strangely too far away Loins grind as tounges promenade More love than either can convey... Sweet scents mix in our lusty warmth Liquid passions dance to mix A misted rose that I hungrily consume Within one another we fall transfixed... As the scene completes in a dreamy haze I gather you to me complete Inside the dreams in my quietus night My arms filled till again our dreams meet... © 6/1/2007, CLP (Wolfie)

I Break Into Your House..........
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your house · You are Required

A Poem I Had Wrote For A Friend Before He Killed Himself
This poem was written a few months before my friend killed himself. He had made many attempts at it and had not succeeded. The day he did changed my life forever and suprisingly for the better. I had made an active desision to live drug free and have been since.this man was and still is the bestest friend I will ever have. here on cherry tap I will call him BH. MY DEAR FRIEND HELMS BY Melissa As I watched him walk away, I felt this unbearable pain he yelled the words Ill see you in another realm, In my head I said WHY? my dear friend Helms WHY? my dear friend Helms Why??? I know he said not to cry but he said he was gonna die So WHY?,why not cry so what am I supposed to do All i want is to help him My dear friend Helms I know he can makle it if only he would take it the love of a friend a friend to the end but he wont I can try to understand. I know he will be happy when he finally reaches his end so all i can say is Goodbye my dear friend Helms good

Dark Love
untitled It is a night of darkness, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one awakes. Curling wisps of death shrouds her pale form, a timeless desire. Her midnight hair cascades over pale and delicate shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of shared vitality, I hunger.

Mildred And Earl
Mildred, 93, was despondent over the recent death of her husband Earl,so she decided to just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out Earl's old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was so badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to learn her heart's exact location. "Since you're a woman," the doctor said, "your heart is just below your left breast. Why do you ask?" She hung up without answering. Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

A Memorial Day Poem Called... What Is So Sad
A Memorial day Poem called... What is so Sad I know I don't know what its like to be and nor do I ever think I will know what it is like to be in a war zone, but I have friends and family that do. So please do not leave rude comments asking me how do I know what it is like if I have never been there. Like I said I am going on what I have seen and heard. I take this poem very seriously. Thank-You What is So Sad What is so sad, We dont know the pain of it all, Its so hard for them to explain, We sit at home watching our movies, Sit-coms, or whatever we want to watch on our sets, While they may be lucky to use the net, We get to play video games, Ones about jumping, hiding and War, Meanwhile they die everyday, Whether it is in mind, body or spirit, The War they are in is no game, They cannot turn on and off like so many of us can, What is so sad, We dont know the pain of it all, We do not realize how much fighting they do day in and day out just to stay al

Grow Old With You
I Wanna Grow Old With You Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something’s burning strong betwee

No Name
WHY IS IT I CRY WHEN IM ALONE I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE LOST NOT KNOWING WHICH WAY TO TURN I LOOK FOR HELP BUT ITS NEVER FOUND TEARS FALL LIKE THE RAIN MY HEART HAS BEEN RIPED APART EVRYDAY I HOPE FOR A NEW START WANTING TO END THE PAIN BEING ALONE IS A COLD AND DARK PLACE THE SUN NEVER SHINES ON ME SO DISTANCE FROM THE WORLD AROUND I SCREAM BUT NOONE HERES ME MY FEAR OF LOVE CONSUMES ME SLOWLY DYEING WITHIN IS THERE ANYONE WHO CAN HELP ME I FIGHT THE HARDEST FIGHT OF MY LIFE THE FIGHT TO BE HAPPY AND TO LOVE PATINCE NOONE HAS FOR ME AND MY HEART ALONE I CRY SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME STOP THE TEARS OF PAIN HELP ME HEAL MY BROKEN HEART SHOW ME LOVE AGAIN

How Can Anyone Do This To Their Baby :(
MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mo

Some Men Suck!
Ok, to start this off,I met a guy online. We got married after a point of time passed. We were married for 5 years and divorced in 2004. It ended due to the fact that he couldnt keep his pants zipped around other females! Not to mention he started the affair when I was fighting for my life in ICU. Then, I met a guy off the internet and went to FL to see him, stayed a week. Upon returning home to TX, I find out he has had a girlfriend the whole 6 months that we had been talking on the phone, also as the week I spent there in FL with him. He and I are now friends (strickly friends!) Finally, this last one.....we were together a year and a half. We met online same as the last 2. We fell in love. We became engaged online (as well as offline without having met). In October (nearly one year since meeting online) I moved to AZ to be with him. He refused to talk to me on the phone, or meet me. Claiming he wasnt ready. Then I start having depression and anxiety attacks, due to being in AZ

Contest Conclusion - Notes
WELL THE FATHER'S DAY CONTEST CAME TO A CLOSURE TONIGHT AT 9PM. I CAME IN SECOND PLACE WITH A DECENT FIGHT ALL 7 DAYS. THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE TO NAME BUT CAN THANK THE GROUPS. THERE WAS THE POSSE -*S*U*P* WITH THANKS TO SHADY AND DW, MR B, PEBBLES, BOO, SWEETNESS, AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY. THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS AND ALL THEIR HELP. JABLES FOR THE FUN WE HAD IN COMMENT BOMB RUNS - SO MANY FUNNY PICTURES. THE CONTEST RAN PRETTY CLOSE EVERY NIGHT WITH TEAMS PULLING JUST IN FRONT OF EACH OTHER LIKE A HORSE RACE. BUT IN THE END MAFIA, PLAYED IT WELL AND HAD A VERY STRONG FINISH. THEY KNEW WHEN TO BRING IN THE POWER HITTERS. MY HAT OFF TO THEM AND THE WINNING DAD. TO ALL THE OTHER DAD'S IN THE CONTEST -- HAPPY FATHER'S DAY - ENJOY BEING A DAD WHILE YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. MINE WAS OUT OF HONOR TO MY DAD PASSED AWAY. IN CONCLUSION, FROM THE CONTEST PEOPLE WILL HOPEFULLY SEE ME LIVE UP TO MY DAD'S MOTTO = FRIEND TO ALL LOVE YOU DAD = THANKS FOR ALL YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME. THIS PICTURE IS ON MY

Every Little Girl's Dream...to Have A Daddy Who Loves Me
Every Little Girl's Dream... To Have a Daddy Who Loves Me For many children, the greeting of "Happy Father's Day," is not a signal for celebration, but a bleak reminder of a missing relationship in their lives. Father's Day can be difficult for children and adults alike who have strained relationship with their dads, who have never known their dads, or who have lost their dads to death. When I was a little girl, my father spent most of his waking hours working at his Building Supply Company, observing construction sites, or socializing with his colleagues and associates. Even though his place of business was only a few blocks from our home, his heart was miles away in a place I could not find. At the same time, I observed how other daddies cherished their little girls. I saw them cuddle them in their laps, hold their hands while walking in the park, or kiss their cheeks as they dropped them off in the mornings at school. Deep in my heart,

Taurus (offensive, Read As Own Risk)
I'm so frustrated at the moment, so I'll sound pretty biased. Taurus all have one thing in common: stubborn. They are irritably stubborn and will rarely accept change in their lives without some good convincing. You can equate them to cattle in the field. They don't mind grazing and minding their own business, but when provoked, you'll regret it. I live with 3 taurus, and I'm very much the opposite, so I get pretty fucking annoyed with them. They plan and plan and plan...and plan. It takes them forever to change. They simply don't want to. I need change everyday. I hate routine, I hate the monotony that comforts them. I can't stand their complacency. I usually see them talking to themselves. They love to just sit and enjoy the scenery and just be down-to-earth and humble, but that makes them dull and boring. They have an overwhelming need for SECURITY. Similar to Cancer, but even moreso, but they're more inclined to indulgences and the "finer things" in life. A nice

Another Sad Poem From When I Was A Child
Who am I? When I think I know I dont. When I dont I think I do. Im lost! I need a map My sense of direction is scattered I can no longer walk on my own. Someone PLEASE! PLEASE! carry me to that place thats in my dreams to a peaceful serene sense of stability BY Melissa I didnt realize it at the time, but what I was looking for was god. when i finally found him he did carry me to that place in my dreams. If only I could find him again.

Fore Play
Fore Play Lay here next to me and let's play Discovering you in every way Your smile tells me you want more So just lay back and let me explore Deep within I find pain and hurt Soft gentle kisses I begin to flirt Your body is so soft and sweet to taste My lips begin to explore never creating waste My God how I love giving you this feeling Your totally relaxed eyes looking at the ceiling Your hands on my head I can feel your trust Lay down sweet lady, patience is a must This thing between us took a long time to create I am savoring your pleasures, that passion generates So when things are challenging, which they are everyday Come lay next to me and let me begin to say! Your Beautiful! Your Sexy! Your Amazing! I love You!

They Are Evil
This is a poem that I wrote when I was a child this is what I felt for my parents. wow! how things have changed. They are evil, in every unbelievable way. They are like eagles, watching me everyday. They sit there ruling like king and queen I want out of this nightmare I just want to scream.

The Letter (this Is Beautiful And Will Make You Cry)
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be us

True Friends
how do you know if you can trust a person that saya that they are a true friend and tell everybody that they ae part of your family they tell ou one thing and tell other friends that you are doing things that you wouldnt even have access to do the things they said you did and lie to you about things that they are doing and expect you to beleive them,and get pissed off when ou ask about it so do you believe them or do you believe them or do you disolve the friendship.

Dance With Me
Taking your hand, softly holding you We dance to the music in the air. Your hair flows as we glide Feeling the rhythm of the beat. I take in your aroma, Feel the softness of your skin. Stepping back, I raise my arm, holding your hand as you twirl within. The changing lights kiss your shiny hair; They dance upon your back; Your hair flounces about your face Adding mystery to you. Holding both hands now I watch your sexy smile, Moisten lips are glowing Parted with an inviting smile Your eyes are alive As we glide across the room Coming closer to me we lightly touch, My arms wrapped around you I feel your head resting on me shoulder. Our bodies dancing to the rhythm As we melt with the music, Anticipating every beat. I feel the laughter inside you Vibrating through your soul. Forgetting all around us, We dance freely on the floor. For a few minutes our hearts our joined Beating as if one. Feeling the vibrations Rushing through our bodies Not wanting t

Destiny
Destiny Sometimes things better said Is just not saying anything at all Going on about your business Learning to be strong after your fall The idea of love can be overshadowing The walk upon the clouds can be very uplifting When you get to know how things are going to be The mind can change, emotions start shifting The life of the Coyote can feel trapped Tucked away it hides it's true emotion When you least expect it life can change What once seemed together, can shift and rearrange The thing about life is listening Do you remember what I said? It's not always about you For this I hope you have read We create our own destiny Where will this lead us to be? Will we ever meet our potential? Will we ever truly see?

Survey
20 Firsts SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!20 firsts1. Who was your first love?Aubree2. Who was your first kiss and when?Jessica and I was 103. Who was your first prom date?None4. Who was your first room mate?None5. What was your first job?Gun range in millington6. What was your first car?A geo storm7.When did you go to your first funeral?I was 99. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?1410. Who was your first grade teacher?Mrs duberry11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?None13. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?Aubree to the inner harbor14. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?Shelly15. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?Danny and yes16. Who was the first person to send you flowers?None17. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?Still live here18. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?Janelle19. Who's wedding were you i

Stupid People
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. Many may frown upon that sudden and maddening statement, but it's the damn truth. I don't know why, but I suppose since I have the uncanny habit of analyzing people's habits, speech patterns, etc., I've always found 1 fascinating part of human nature disgusting. Stupidity. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate people who have learning impediments, mental retardation, or other chronic mental states. It isn't their fault and I wish all the luck to them in their future. What really makes my blood boil to a near 212 degrees Farenheit are truly STUPID people. Let me explain. Emo kids who over-exaggerate their problems (problems that come along with adolescence) and claim that their life is a black void of nothingness simply to gain the apathy and sympathy of others are a prime example of people I like to identify as STUPID. People who blurt things out without measuring the consequences of their actions and with no regard to the feelings of others are ST

Better Without Me
Better Without Me Pick up the pieces and move on You're better without me No need to be consumed by me For maybe I'm not the hero You were hoping I would be You took my breath away Standing there with your long dark hair Like a moment in time Locked like a fairy tale Never thought it would end Never saw the hurt of letting go I cannot make you happy I now know that Because I love you I have to set you free In the end. You're better without me

The Bar
He sees her walk in. Notices her right away. Not tall, long curly dark hair. Big dark eyes. Thick lips colored a deep red. Wearing a pair of tight jeans that hugged her big round luscious bottom which caused a stirring in his jeans. Black top short leather black jacket. When she walked by him her perfume intoxicated more then the alcohol he was drinking. She sat at the end of the bar and ordered some kind of green drink in a martini glass. He called the bartender over and told him the next drink for the lady at the end of the bar is from him. The bartender walked over to her and gave her the message. she downed her drink and wrote him a note and sent it back to the bartender. the note was asking him to come over and join her. He smiled tucked the note in his pocket. Downed the rest of his drink and went over to her. She smiled what an wicked smile he thought. which he loved. He sat next to her ordered a drink and they started talking. Drinks were flowing. The

Hmmm Could This Really Be Why
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at . .. Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99 Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99 Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson , Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee , California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon , California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech, Virginia 4/16/07 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare c

A Real Friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after yo

Razor Blade Kisses
Questions of a Cutter Razor blade, kitchen knife, Will You try to save me from this life? Broken glass, shaving blade, Is this the way I made my life? Aluminum can, razor wires, Is this my what my heart truley desires? Needles, safty pins, Shall I be punished for my degrading sins? Scissors, utility knife, Will all be answered with one last slice? Sharp metal, bits of tin, This last cut, shall be the end.

Bed Of Roses
Bed of Roses The way you move me Is the way you save thee By simple laws of love Sent from high above The simple things in life are free The joy of sudden bliss surrounds me The days and nights that I wouldn't miss The subtle joys sealed only with a kiss Come here and lay your heart down Let me kiss you without making a sound Gentle strokes and passionate breathing Heated friction, pleasure juices escaping Cuddled softly in warmth we created Nothing to say, our love generated The love, the trust, the relationship that poses Our inner bed, the bed of roses

Scott & Rhonda
I met Rhonda thought Jeremy. Rhonda & I spent many many hours talking on yahoo or in the shoutbox. Rhonda has turned out to be one of my very great friends here on CT. We have been even talking about meeting one day. I told her for sure we have to met when my boyfriend & I get married shes gotta come. So after talking to her for a few months I started talking to Scott her Ct husband. Hes turned out also to be a very great friend. I don't talk to him as much as I talk to Rhonda but I hope when I do meet Rhonda that I will be able to met him as well. I had been thing about making Rhonda a morph & yesterday when I went to start I figured why not make a morph pic of her & Scott I worked on it a lot yesterday and again today. Many hours to get this morph just the way I wanted it to be. As soon as Rhonda got online I had left her a shoutbox message telling her I made something for Her & Scott. She seen it and then called Scott to tell him to come check it out. They both added it to there pic

Desperate
Desperate Feeling hurt and lost Wanting help at any cost Reaching out without care Wanting your hand, mine is in the air I feel lonely and heartless at night Do you feel me in your sight? In my dreams your always there Is this crazy or am I in despair? My love for you is wanting to show My heart is yours let it grow I just need your help and thoughtfulness I just want your time and gentle kindness Today is now I can't wait no more Call out to me so I can see what's in store!

Poor Boy
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet,and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time... The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated

Zomg Old.
I just went past a friend of mines from middle schools parents house on the way to get my beer... and she was there with her daughter who has to be atleast ten years old! *gasp* I remember her when WE were that age... My jeebis I am getting old.. where the hell did all that time GO?

Forever In This Moment
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching, tasting, exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our time Want me like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

I Am Sorry Please Read
I am so sorry that I have not been online and unble to chat and I return the other blog because my lap top died and I could not get it to work it burned up for real and my desk top flat monitor is dead and this one does not work very well. So, my computer and internet connection are horrible and I am unable to get to pages like I want too for now I hope to have a new lap top soon I Hope. Along with that I have been sick my Chemo makes me not feel well like I did not feel well before so now its just worse. I am not sleeping well which if my computer was better I be online until I could get to sleep but its not. So, I wanted to say Sorry to any of my friends who care and thank you to all the ones who show they do. It makes me feel happy and fuzzy thanks.

Thoughts
GLANCE, WINK, STARE, AND UNDRESS, USE YOUR EYES TO SILENTLY EXPRESS. COMPLIMENT, GIGGLE, CHUCKLE, AND LAUGH, USE YOUR VOICE TO OPEN THE PATH. EAT, DRINK, DANCE, AND FLIRT, YOU'LL WIN HER OVER BY DESERT. HOLD HER, KISS HER, WALK THROUGH THE DOOR, IF YOU'VE MADE ITNTHIS FAR, THERE IS FUN INSTORE. FLIRT, FLIRT, AND FLIRT SOME MORE, WORK YOUR CHARM RIGHT, AND PLEASURE WLL BE YOURS LIVINGROOM, HALLWAY, BEDROOM IS NEAR, DONT STOP NOW, DONT SHOW YOUR FEAR. SWEATY PALMS, A NERVOUS HEART BEAT, DESIRE, LUST, AND PASSION NOW MEET. SHOES, SHIRTS, PANTS, ON THE FLOOR, STANDING THERE NAKED YOU BOTH WANT MORE. TOUCH, RUB, FEEL, AND CARRESS, HOW TO TREAT THE LOVELY BREASTS. FINGERS, PALMS, AND LIPS, KISS AND SUCK THOSE BEAUTIFUL NIPS. CHEST, STOMACH, NAVAL, THATS IT, MAKE YOUR WAY DOWN TO HER DRIPPING SLIT. GENTLE, SOFT, TENDER, AT FIRST, SIP FROM HER JUICES TO CURE YOUR THIRST. MORE PRESSURE, MORE SPEED, INTENT YOU MUST BE, TO RELEASE THE BEST ORGASM,

I Broke Into Your House...
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: · You are Required to let me stay in your hou

For The Artist
In your eyes, I am moved to feel the passion that lies inside Where does all the beauty grow in the visions you describe I don't see just a portrait or a piece of colored canvas I see a reflection of you inspiring art I have missed I long to be intrigued by the soul that can create From a man who is ever evolving to a grand eurphoric state.

List Of Bdsm Authors
This is a list of notable authors of fiction and/or non-fiction works about BDSM: * Aran Ashe * Christina Abernathy * Laura Antoniou * Ayzad * Guy Baldwin * Joseph Bean * Tim Brough * Gloria G. Brame, Ph.D * Pat Califia * Jacqueline Carey * Robert Davolt * Judith Devere * Molly Devon * Vanessa Duriès * Dossie Easton * Stephen Elliott * Maîtresse Françoise * Laurell K. Hamilton * Janet Hardy * William A. Henkin, Ph.D * Adrian Hunter * Douglas Kent * Geoff Mains * Midori * Philip Miller * Mélanie Muller * Mistress Nan * John Norman * John Preston * Anne Rice writing as A. N. Roquelaure * Jack Rinella * Pauline Réage * Catherine Robbe-Grillet, writing as Jean de Berg, and as Jeanne de Berg * Donatien Alphonse François, Marquis de Sade * Terence Sellers * Chelsea Shepard * Tim Smith - www.verbatus.com

Hit Ya All Back Thanks For All The Love
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON CHERRY TAP! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI STOPING BY TO SAY HELLO LOVE THE PAGE JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER . YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON CHERRY TAP! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U

List Of Bondage Magazines
This is a list of long-running bondage magazines. The longest-running bondage magazine titles include: Published by Harmony Concepts, Inc.: * Beautiful Bondage Scenes (1980 - 1993) * Bondage Adventures (1988 - 2001) * Bondage Fantasies (1990 - 1998) * Bondage Gallery (1986 - 1990) * Bondage Life (1977 - 2001) * Bondage Parade (1979 - 2001) * Bondage Photo Treasures (1981 - 1990) * Buxom Bondagettes (1990 - 1997) * Custom Bondages of Simone Devon (1987 - 1991) * Fetishette (1994 - 2000) * Love Bondage Gallery (1986 - 2001) * Love Bondage Scenes (1990 - 2000) * Love Bondage Treasures (1989 - 2001) * Simone Devon's Favorite Bondage Models (1987 - 1991) * Simone Devon's Tight Love Bondage (1991 - 1995) Published by House of Milan: * Bondage Classics (1972 - 1991) * Bondage in the Buff (1982 - 1999) * Bondage Photographer (1982 - 2000) * Bound to Please (1972 - 1999) * Captured (

Loving Female Authority
Loving Female Authority (LFA) is a belief system and way of life which combines elements of feminist sociological theories and philosophies with Domination and submission (or "D/S") sexual practices that are rooted in a BDSM type of Female dominance (or "FemDom") emphasis. The author Elise Sutton coined the phrase "Loving Female Authority" as a broad term for FemDom lifestyles which does not have a narrow focus on sexuality, and avoids negative connotations associated with "Female Supremacist". Women and their submissive male partners who believe in "Loving Female Authority" often do have strong beliefs in the natural superiority of the female gender. Men with submissive desires will sometimes use the terminology "Loving Female Authority" when trying to introduce their female partners to the Female Domination lifestyle, has more conventional and less out-of-the-mainstream connotations than the terms FemDom, D&S or BDSM. By emphasizing the word "Loving", the male is conveying to h

Song
DON'T READ UNLESS YOU WANT TO CRY!!!!!! The sun is no longer shining over this bed of beauty The night sky has no meaning to the non-dreamer Daylight is filled by night And death is the only thing on your mind 'Cause the death of a loved one is the hardest thing to get through You don't know how much you love them until there time is through Just remember that they will always be by your side And don't cry for them they don't want you to This bed of beauty is showing no beauty anymore All it wants to do is decieve itself more It just wants to wake up from this dreaded dream it's having And hates the sick joke that god decided to pull 'Cause the death of a loved one is the hardest thing to get through You don't know how much you love them until there time is through Just remember that they will always be by your side And don't cry for them they don't want you to So let the beauty rise up with the shining sun Let the

Song
As I sit here on this bench Watching a family play around Many questions begin to run through my mind Why we live Why we die and Why we love Is it possible to love someone to much Is it possible that the ones we love we can not have Is it possible to not have enough love Is it possible to live without love Well I believe we all live for love I believe we all would die for love And I believe that we all love so we can feel alive So tell me Is it possible to love someone to much Is it possible that the ones we love we can not have Is it possible to not have enough love Is it possible to live with out love I know it sounds like I have the answers But yet these questions keep running through my mind Like why we live Why we die And why we love Is there anyone out there with the answers So please tell me Is it possible to love someone to much Is it possible the ones we love we can not have Is it possible to not have e

Mummification (bdsm)
Mummification as a BDSM bondage practice involves restraining a living person's body in a non-damaging way by wrapping it head to toe, or neck to toe, in materials like saran wrap, clingfilm, cloth, bandages, rubber strips, duct tape, plaster bandages, bodybags, or straitjackets. The end result is a person completely immobilized and looking like an Egyptian mummy. They may then either be left bound in a state of effective sensory deprivation for a period of time, or sensually stimulated in their state of bondage, before being released from their wrappings. Mummification is often used to enhance a feeling of total bodily helplessness, and incorporated with sensation play. Essential safety Partial mummification. When wrapping with PVC tape, stretch and relax the tape before wrapping on the body, or it will contract after application, making it difficult for the subject to breathe. Partial mummification. When wrapping with PVC tape, stretch and relax the tape before wrapping on th

Fuck Off And Die
You, who I love ( d ) so very much, can fuck off and die. Even on fucking graduation day You do NOT know how to put anything aside, and remeber the good times and reminsice. You are not a man, and never will be. I still treat You with respect and love, and You treat me like shit. But the fact of the matter is, is that You are the piece of shit. And the fucking remark about being "extra baggage", I got rid of that "extra baggage" awhile ago, I forgave and forgot. Whereas You hold onto everything I have ever done, but yet, you "convientely" forget everything You've ever done to hurt ME. But oh, I'm sure you'll hold on to that for forever. And to have MY best friend stick up for YOUR SORRY ASS is where I fucking draw the line. If You want her so bad, at least wait until I'm gone. You will never be a man. You will always be a selfish, bitter little boy. And I hope honest to god, that after I leave, I never see you again. I have moved on, You, on the other hand, cannot. My honest guess rig

Song
I wake up every morning The sun rising on my bed First thing that comes to my mind are thoughts about you I don't know what I do Or where I'd even be If I never met you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes There's no where I'd rather be then with you No one I'd rather see then you Nothing I'd rather do Then turn back these hands of time to be with you Always with you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eye 'Cause everywhere I go (I see you) Everywhere I turn (I see you) Everything I see looks like you to me 'Cause your the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen Which makes you the light in my eyes Which makes you my day and my night Which makes everything I do for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my

Help My Friend Out!!!!!
Please stop by my friend mr.salacious page and show him some love... If you know of anyone who has either served or is serving currently in the military contact him and let him put your pic in his album... He has a album dedicated to this and needs everyones help to make it grow. He also has pics of the 911 semi on there (its awesome)...... just tell him that ~Angel Eyes~ sent ya there..... thanks for your help and have an awesome day!!!!!!!!!! xxooxx

If Only ...
If only I could make you see how much you mean to me If only I could make you see how special you make me feel If only I could make you see how perfect you are to me If only I could make you see how loving you does feel If only I could make you see how much you make me smile If only I could make you see how much I want you to be mine If only I could make you see that my love for you is real If only I could make you see that this is like a dream If only you could make me see that you are really real If only you could make me see that this is not just a dream If only you could see these things through my eyes and mind If only you could feel these things through my heart and soul If All these Ifs may come true you would finally see that you're really meant for me my endless love to be

Look A Hammock
of bananas hehe i just realized i have way to many pairs of shoes...3 pairs of dress shoes...painting shoes, regular day shoes/gym shoes...then sandals and so forth and cleats and indoor track/soccer shoes...argh too many shoes...hehe time to get more socks...and make puppets out of them video it and make millions........oh they did that already, hehe silliness of me

Naked
Why is it that doing things naked is just more fun. . .like I'm sitting here really enjoying the feeling of the water from my hair running down my back cause I'm all freshly showered. and I don't get why it feels so cool. . .maybe its cause I'm so clean as well. . .I dunno but it sure is nifty

Erotic Sexual Denial
Erotic sexual denial, also known as orgasm denial, is a sexual practice where a person is kept in the plateau phase of the human sexual response cycle for an extended length of time without satisfying climax. This is sometimes a practiced in association with BDSM, and can be thought of as the more extreme version Orgasm control, which ends in satisfying climax. The subject may either be allowed an orgasm at the end (in which case, the orgasm is generally much stronger than normal), or denied one, in which case they will generally feel strong feelings of sexual frustration. An alternative form of erotic denial is the total denial of all genital stimulation. To ensure a total denial of stimulation a couple may use a chastity belt or other device that physically prevents touch and/or (for males) full erection.Tease and Denial Main article: Tease and Denial Tease and Denial describes when a person is stimulated until orgasm is near, and then stimulation is reduced to keep the pers

Looking To Level Up
hey all if you would like to level up then come and do this it would be for a special reason and a great reason as well i would have to say i never wouldve thought of it. BOMB AND RATE THIS PIC PLEASE ALL IM ASKING FOR IS A HOUR OF YOUR TIME. IF YOU COME THIER YOU WILL SEE WHY ITS DEFFERENT AND WOULD MEAN ALOT MORE THEN YOU THINK IT WOULD. CLICK AND BOMBS AWAY ONLY 1 HOUR IS ALL AND TY TO THOSE THAT DO

Character
Which Top 8 Character are YOU? Your Result: Tasha sweet, generous, hard worker, loves her kids, loves listening to music, cooking, keeps her house neat and clean, caring, unselfish, beautiful soul, only wants the best for the people she lovesJessica Flinch Brad Kendra Alex Turner Jorge Medina Chad Blake Samantha

Black Lace (books)
Black Lace is an imprint of Virgin Books that specializes in erotica and erotic romance written by female authors specifically for female readers; the imprint does not publish novels written by men partly as a marketing scheme, partly to better appeal to their target demographic. The books explore women's sexuality as well as such themes as BDSM, group sex and bisexuality. The imprint began publishing in 1993, has published over 250 titles and sold over three million books. Recently some of the older novels have been reprinted under a new imprint from Virgin Books, Cheek. Partial list of books List of Black Lace Books Title Author Year Odalisque Fleur Reynolds 1994 The Ninety Days of Genevieve Lucinda Carrington 1995 Moon of Desire Sophia Danson 1995 Gemini Heat Portia Da Costa 1995 Cassandra's Conflict Fredrica Alleyn 1995 Virtuoso Katrina Vincenzi-Thyne 1995 River of Secrets Saskia Hope 1995 Path of the Tiger Cleo Cordell 1995 Summer of Enlightenment

Blonde (don't Get Pissed..its Just Funny) Poem #5
scientists now say that peroxides to blame. it seeps past their roots and into their brain. she's all shapes and sizes, with one fatal flaw. she has less in her head, and more in her bra. on singular thoughts, she is fantastic to multitask her brain, she'd blow a gasket. a cars a lethal weapon when blonde's on the gas. Stay off the sidewalks, she'll run over your ass. lipstick on the steering wheel when traffics in the street. everytime the car stops, she's found in the back seat. blondes all go out early, and always come home late. here's a couple tips for you, when blonde is your date. flowers get you first base, candies your half way home. dinner gets your zipper down, and diamonds get you blown. try as she might, you will always deceive her. for the world's smartest blond is a golden retriever. ps.... come on ladies....it's just a poem...joke if you will. something light hearted....please don't get ill.

Aftercare (bdsm)
For aftercare in the normal sense of care, treatment, help, or supervision provided after discharge from hospital care, child welfare, prison, or other institutions or forms of care, see those articles or aftercare. In the context of the sexual practice of BDSM, aftercare is the process of attending to an s-type (submissive, slave, bottom, etc) after intense activities of a physical, and/or psychological nature relating to BDSM activities. Aftercare goes above and beyond any possible necessity to treat and/or clean wounds (contusions, abrasions, punctures, lacerations, etc) from bloodplay or other BDSM practices[citation needed]. Though of course these necessities mustn't be overlooked. After an intense "session", an s-type may be incapable of, or have real difficulty, moving without assistance, or communicating their needs clearly, thus requiring another to provide for her/his care (blanket, hydration, cleanup, food, rest, etc)[citation needed]. These experiences can be (and usu

'ball Is Round, Dice Is Square'
'Ball is Round, Dice is Square' I'm in a dark mood. Been a very hard week :( So to suit my mood. Here is a very very dark track. Not finished...but you get the idea. On my myspace page now. www.myspace.com/dwhitenoise

Please Help My Ct Hubby Level Up
I LOVE MY SWEET ?MANDY? SO MUCH!!!!!!!@ CherryTAP PLEASE STOP by and rate my Ct hubby Gabe's stash and pictures hes busy with school and other things. And i know he will return the love he always does.

Abrasion (bdsm)
Abrasion as a human sexual practice involves sexual arousal from contact with abrasive substances. This can be person-to-person as in a harsh rubbing of the skin known as a dutch rub or with various substances such as scratchy wool or thistles. Use of harsh abrasives such as sandpaper or steel wool will likely cause lasting injury. Another form of abrasion play is "birching", where a person is struck or brushed with handfulls of twigs and leaves. Similar activity is done using handfulls of sand. Abrasion play is generally considered safe as long as the skin is not broken. If the skin is broken, even in tiny areas, the area should be disinfected and protected as with any open wound to prevent infection. Improper care can result in permanent scarring.

What Is Your Past Life
You scored as Drow, You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow100% Elf100% Faerie100% Goddess100% Wolf100% Vampyre92% Shadow Spirit83% Sorceress75% Dragon58% Zombie25% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Heart Of Gold
Do You Have a Heart of Gold? (Beautiful Anime Art) You Have a Heart of Gold!You are warm, kind, and caring and focus on being the best person you can be. You often go out of your way to help friends. You have a sunny, positive outlook on life and bring joy to others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Well This Is A Time For Rejoiceing
I am well pleased with my desicion and the desicion of my wife i am a free man now and i love it a lot i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world i'm finally happy and i can go on with my life no more lies no more deceit no more CHEATING i am happy just remember to look at what you've got and look at it good then figure out if what you have is a good thing then decide what you should do with your life i know what i need to do and with the good lord willing it will happen

Salutes?
I have a question, how do you personally feel about someone that fakes a salute and why are we becoming relaxed on this issue when it was CT that came up with the moving up a level if you or anyone has a verified salute. I have seen about maybe 5 down right fake salutes and anyone can make one in the manner some are doing it in but what person allows a fake salute on CT and why? Hmmmmm maybe there is something we don’t know or maybe the person doing the grading can’t figure out what is right and what is wrong with a salute. Any person that has worked in Photoshop, who knows anything about black n white photos can tell you that editing the content in the photo is extremely easy depending on the content and where it is located but then again there are some Morons who will remain unknowing…duh huh! I think and I know many will not like this but that a VIDEO SALUTE is the only way to go now. Come on just about everyone has access to a camera which can take a small video so why

What Ancient Breed Are You
You scored as Sorceress, Your a sorceress. You cast a spell on people the first time you meet them, and you love for them to depend on you. You get upset when things don't go your way. Well, guess what, your in for a shock, 'cause you don't always get what you want.Sorceress75% Elf67% Goddess67% Drow58% Wolf58% Faerie50% Dragon50% Vampyre33% Shadow Spirit25% Zombie17% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

(11) Points To Living !!
Eleven Points to LIVING! Really quite good HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Try everything twice. On Madam’s tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam), she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind, if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your ho

Good Licking
I was thinking I would lick you all over.... Can you feel my lips,...my tongue,...my teeth as I ascend up your body? I'll start at your feet,....then move slowly up your legs to your thighs. When I reach your groin, I'll brush my lips across your cock,...your balls,...your thighs. You can feel my long curls whisping along your skin as I move slowly back and forth between your hips. Soon,I'll take your cock into my mouth,..all the way to the back of my throat,...then recede back until just the head remains inside. I'll tickle and probe the opening with the tip of my tongue. Your cock will be throbbing in my mouth as you react to touch of my tongue. I continue to lap at the head a little longer, then slowly down the shaft,...right along the vein,...all the way to the base. When I reach your balls, I'll take them into my mouth and suck a little. First one,...then the other,...then both! You'll feel me tugging gently as I apply suction with my mouth. My moist ton

Week In Review
After a man attacked his girlfriend because she had broken up with him, a judge in Ontario ordered the man not to have girlfriends for the next three years. [This will be known in law books as the Clay Aiken Ruling.] A key space station computer failed the other day. [Everything's okay now, but NASA still wants to know who the knucklehead was who downloaded AOL.] Paris Hilton has been dropped by her Hollywood agent. [Once she saidshe would no longer act dumb he was totally confused as to how to market her.] A Georgia police officer was shot in the wrist when the service weapon that she kept under her pillow went off. [Good thing she was wearing her bullet proof nightie.]

Help I Am In This Blast Contest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey i am in a blast contest he said there is no time limit but i need 50,000 comments to get it and i was not told if its the first one to get there or the top two or what so i am shooting for the 1st one to hit 50,000 i help and you help that is what friends and family is for . thanks all click the pic below here is the link to my profile too if you want it lol mysticdreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~@ CherryTAP

Still Looking
Today is one of those days that i know i need this that i want this i look through the seas of faces looking for that one look you know that looking into their eyes and they quickly look down oh yes there it is hello there do you want to be my new slave i am taking applications i have always thought a true real life 24 7 bdsm relationship just was diffcult but i have come to realize that is what i need i have to have someone here for me to take care of pamper and then time for the amusment i want to look deep into those eyes see the look of pain suffering feeling the welts on the back as i smack it with my flooger nothing else is going to satisisfy it completly i need to do this i think about it fantasy about it wanting to just come home grabb the rope and just start wrapping it around the balls moving my way up to the base of the cock making a nice tight little nose then just wrapping the rope around the head of the cock tying it up tight like a pretty little present for me then just

Be Thankful.....
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire, If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something For it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations Because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge Because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary Because it means you've made a difference. It is easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they can become your blessings.

1
how did i get myself into this postition. when heartache seems to be my only disposition. i try and i try but i can't see past, fast days and wrong ways of a life that won't last. i'm feeling down while falling out and getting up just to fail. the quickest things, the biggest dreams insert the final nail. i'm filling in blanks, blankly staring to fill eyes wide to an underside that fucking makes me ill. a grasp i never had, a heart that wasn't mine. an eternity i could have wasted waiting in line. words escaped my lips and now i just regret. not telling you a hundred times that this was finally it

Angel Of Mercy
tonight i sat and prayed I prayed for you I asked the lord to guide me I asked him to care for you as friends we walk through life together sharing time now and then and life is made up of little moments I sit and watch the stars til then I often shed a tear of sadness and sometimes its all for you I feel the need to end this madness but who would be there watching you so please answer my prayer and keep the nights long and dont forget about me as time quickly moves on I saw an angel of mercy she spread her wings to shelter me she cleared my eyes in all her glory she healed my heart and set me free

Why Is It??
Okay, So it's friday and I am sitting her rating people and woman after woman and even a lot of men on here are half naked in their pics. WHY is THAT??? Are we all so desperate to be noticed that we throw our morals and our dignity out the window? What happened to leaving it to others imaginations? Or better yet saving yourself for view only of those who are truly deserving privately instead of flaunting your desperation over the internet where ANYONE can see it? On the plus side hey many of you are hot. But I wouldn't bring ya to meet my mama! Hands out blankets for those who need them and towels for those who look and were ummm naughty! xoxo

What I Want
Well it was another one of those weekends going to club looking for that one why does it seem to be so hard to find a slave i see so many that say they are but when you look in their eyes you can see it that look you get when you see true submisson dont get me wrong it was fun to be in the club sitting down have a pet sitting at my feet running my fingers through their hair digging my nails into their head giving them a little kick in the balls just to remind them that they are there to please me isnt it always fun to play like that at a club making the pet go out and play games as you and your friends watch while adding to the humilation of it all but even that at times is not enough i want absolute submission i want a slave that live breath and thinks only of what would please me with out even having to teach show tell them i guess i will have to open up the playing field again and look for that all over not just at the clubs munch parties everywhere else you go to find this

So Many Haters In The World
In this world, why do people hate on others success? I mean true enough everyone has their time and place in the world when they're due whatever it is they're due, then others never get to expierence that feeling. All I'm saying is.. no one is bigger than another and sometimes when people hear or see others doing a lot, they tend to not be cool as they were before everything happened. A lot of people offline in my personal life and even online whom I talk to time to time seem to not talk as much as they once did to me, and that's understandable because my schedule in this business has picked up bit, nevertheless that should not change how one view another person. I'm nowhere on a major level of success but that time and chance is coming for me sooner than I expected, So what.. that makes me different than everyone else? no it don't. You see, from me doing radio, music, entertainment and now television (or media) it seems that so many people in my life have grown distant. And frankly,

Choices.....
Ok we have come up with some names for the lounge to pick from..... Heres the choices, what do you think? 1. BBW R US 2. Big Girls R Us 3.Curvy BBW Kittens 4. BBW Haven or could be BBW Heaven 5. Phat is Back!!!! BBW 6. BBW/BDSM 7. BDSM submissive BBWS 8. {B.B.W.}Big Beautiful Women theres the choices, let me know what you think or let us know of one You think of

An Update
First of all, I'd like to tell you all that I luv ya's and I hope you're being handed the best in life! ~Now for the fun stuff~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. I disabled my shoutbox. It hardly works. If you would like to chat please ask me for my Yahoo or MSN contact information. 2. I have enabled HTML profile comments for Family only. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That's it for now. I'll keep you updated should anything change. ~J~

I Feel Kinda Fucked Up Right Now
so i decided to clean out my closet and have a yard sale today and someone pulls up and my dog runs right to them i had never met this woman so im wondering how se knew the dogs name. she came over and started talking to me she was the wife of the man who gave chevy to me, shes 6 months pregnant has 3 children between 4 and 11 chevy was there puppy. he had told me his wife knew she knew nothing til she came home to no dog. her 5 year old autistic son threw himself on the ground crying i wanna play with chevy. i told her and the kids they could come visit whenever they wanted. i was heartbroken selfish as it may seem i was scared shed ask for her back. itd serriously break my heart to let her go. but i found out the man had lied to both me and his wife about a lot of details. id love to punch him in the grill ughhhh.

Oops
So I just woke up about five minutes ago and putting aside all the stuff I needed to get done today I've only just remembered that my friends bridal shower is today. . . .Or was today at noon. .. I'm pretty sure I've missed it.

Reality Check!
It never ceases to amaze me ho wwomen are...both on here and in the world about. They pass up something good for a muscle-bound dim-wit or rich mama's boy. Then they act surprised when they are neglected or abused. Don't women have sel-esteem anymore or any sense of self-worth? Here is a clue........ The steriod junkies love their muscles more than you. The rich mama's boys covet their possesions more than they ever will you. Both will dump you for the first new girl to blink her eye or shake her ass. Here's another clue.......most of those profiles are fake. Wake up!!! I am not a steriod junkie. I am tall and lean. I am in no way a rich mama's boy as I have no contact with my family...after years of abuse i distanced myself from them. I am something more and I consider myself above those superficial shallow shells of a man. I am reality.plain and simple. Someone who would put you above even himself if his heart is given and accepted and the love found therein returned. I do not

News On My Dj Show... Come Catch Me Live On Excalibur Radio
Nappy RootsAwnaw - Featuring Marcos Of P.O.D.Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com the time has come.... another chapter in the warrior life....THE SHOW MUST GO ON..... I want you to be a part of it all. huge plans on the way... I AM IN THE SCOOTER BAR... so if you missed my show in those other lounges that you have seen and heard me do my show in... I am sorry. i no longer am there........ I SAY TO YOU ALL. THE TIME HAS COME FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER...NEW DETAILS ARE COMING VERY SOON..... STAY TUNED..... the true heart still beats... come join me the warrior dj KAIJAW i'm gonna be broadcasting live. I'M HERE AND ROCKING THE MORNING FOR YOU ALL COME JOIN ME ON AIR! AND SEE WHAT ALL OTHERS ARE DOING WHILE I PLAY THE MUSIC... I TAKE REQUESTS AND ALL OF THAT KICK ASS STUFF.... SO COME JOIN ME.. CLICK THE BANNERS AND ALL OF THAT AND JOIN IN! with me DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW from 6am - 8am MONDAY - FRIDAY EST. TIME... 6am - 10am SATURDAY - SUNDAY EST. TIME Come home to the original bike

Dark Desires
It's funny how things go feelings go trying so hard to control that urge, desire no more like the need to Domminate someone digging you're nails deep into their back waiting for that soft cry of pain then just letting that feeling you know the one where it feels just that little bit wrong to make someone suffer but how can you not when you are looking up and smiling just as i am about to take a bite so hard and deep i might just taste a little more then skin running my tongue along the marks feeling the groves of my teeth in the skin feeling so much desire in me building up and wanting to do more why does it excite me so much to pinch the head of the penis then twisting it till it was wound up looking into his eyes and just letting the desire take over me slapping the cock around pulling on the balls just to see them stretch mmmmmmmmmmmm how funny certain things can over power someone seeing him on his knees has always done that to me pulling on hair I need to Dominate someone and late

Modern Day
This is more of a rant tha a blog, and if anyone has a n answer hit me up and enlighten me. Why is it women all bitch that they cant find a good man that treats them right, and yet when they do they have to walk all over them and treat them like dirt. Hmmmmm just somethin to ponder. Any input out there lol.

I Want To Know.....
I WANT TO KNOW WHY PEOPLE ARE NOT RATING MY PICS AND STUFF...I MEAN HELL I TRY TO RATE FAN COMMENT AND ADD WHEN IM ON A PERSONS PAGE....SO WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK THAT YOU SHOULD NOT TAKE THE TIME TO DROP ME SOME LOVE TOO HUH?....SO FROM NOW ON IM GONNA FAN AND IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME LET ME KNOW, BECAUSE I AM NOT WAISTING MY TIME NO MORE ON PEOPLE WHO DO NOT APPRECIATE IT....PEACE...T.

Motorcycle Riders
Just to let you know we care. For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. : I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. : I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. : I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our lea

Betrayal
What's funny about life is when you know someone is betraying you. When presented with this situation you can do one of two things: You can either sit back and watch as it unfolds or deal with the situation by ignoring it or confronting it. I find myself taking a backseat to many situations that involve betrayal recently, I like to see the people dig themselves in to a hole that they cannot get out of. Is it strange that in a way I derive some sort of enjoyment from watching it unfold. They don't know I know, they have no clue that I fully understand the situation and the gravity that it accompanies, but I know. I know everything about the situation and they can't possibly understand.

The Vanilla Pudding Robbery
The Vanilla pudding Robbery This is just too funny not to share. Excerpted from an article which appeared in The Dublin Times about a bank robbery on March 2. Once inside the bank shortly after midnight, their efforts at disabling the security system got underway immediately. The robbers, who expected to find one or two large safes filled with cash &valuables, were surprised to see hundreds of smaller safes throughout the bank. The robbers cracked the first safe's combination, and inside they found only a small bowl of vanilla pudding.As recorded on the bank's audio tape system, one robber said, "At least we'll have a bit to eat." The robbers opened up a second safe, and it also contained nothing but vanilla pudding. The process continued until all safes were opened. They did not find one pound sterling, a diamond, or an ounce of gold. Instead, all the safes contained covered bowls of pudding. Disappointed, the robbers made a quiet exit, each leaving with

Mystical Love
Tonight I stand in a wash of starlight My love at my side, happy and complete Our hearts beating as one Our touch a comfort to the other Seems to have been a lifetime without love Our love hidden from all others At times hidden from the other Just waiting for right time to be revealed My heart sings to you while I sleep Feeling your heart sing in response Feeling you gentle touch as I slumber Your caress reassuring me all is well Friends becoming lovers You hold my heart and soul in the palm of your hand Your heart and soul held in the palm of my hand Your life, My life incomplete till now Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Raised In Hell
tell my father-iam ill,take my dollars-bills, shock docotor-phil// colder than water-chills,your in the blotter, i kill// my father he robs and steals,tell mom this how i feal, when ran over her nostrils// with hot-wheals// iw as pissed. thru-rocks-at miors,if you was stoppin-in here// you would notice his mind intoxicated-with-beer// he wasted drink more cases at 12,but u blame dwayne-wayne how- he fell// you think iam crazy-ohwell// its obvious he killed all his brain-cells// cus what u say-to-michelle// but iam not afaid-to-say how i was rasied in hell//

Second Time Around
hello everyone this is my second time around. i deleted my first account so now i am starting over. and as all of you know when you start it is hard to work up to throw the levels. so i have a little way to go to get back to where i was. thanks to kimmy i am getting there fast.

Sex What You May Not Know.......
Animals and Creatures **The sex of a baby crocodile is determined by the temperature in the nest and how deeply the eggs are buried. Animals and Creatures : Armadillos **Armadillos have four babies at a time, and they are always the same sex. Click Here For More Details Animals and Creatures : Fish **The clown fish has the ability to change its sex. If a breeding female dies, the male fish will change its sex and mate with another male. Animals and Creatures : Turtles **The incubation temperature of a sea turtle's nest is a major factor in the determination of the sea turtle's sex. Females are more likely to be produced in warmer temperatures. Health and Body **Sex acts like a natural antihistamine, in can clear up a stuffy nose. Health and Body : Sex **During the female orgasm, endorphines are released, which are powerful painkillers. So headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to

Tunn Tavern Marine Recruiting Poster
GREAT ENCOURAGEMENT AMERICAN REVOLUTION What a Brilliant Prospect does this Event Present to every Lad of Spirit who is inclined to try his Fortune in this highly renowned Corps. The Continental Marines When every thing that swims the Seas must be a PRIZE! Thousands are at this moment endeavoring to get on Board Privateers where they will serve without pay or reward of any kind whatsoever, so certain does their chance appear of enriching themselves by PRIZE MONEY! What an enviable Station then must the CONTINENTAL MARINE hold,--- who with far superior advantages to these, has the additional benefit of liberal Pay, and plenty of the best Provisions, with a good and well appointed Ship under him, the Pride and Glory of the Continental Navy; surely every Man of Spirit must blush to remain at Home in Inactivity and Indolence when his Country needs his Assistance. Where then can he have such a fair opportunity, reaping Glory and Riches in the Continental Marines, a Corps daily ac

Just Because....
So I am sitting here today the day before Fathers day thinking...Hmmmmm Wonder what I am getting....THen the thought crossed my mind Was I a good enough dad to get one.... HELL YEA>....I WAS THE BOMB DAD THIS YEAR I BETTER GET THAT FREKIN CRAFTSMAN TOOLS CHEST>....LMAO>... Well I just wanted to shout out to all the other Pops out there Happy Fathers Day we deserve it... And to all The Single Mothers Out There... YOU DESERVE IT WAY MORE THAN ANYONE>.... LOTSA LOVE

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Me and a few other BBW friends have been thinking about starting a new bbw lounge but none of us can decide on what we should call it ......so gonna call on my friends to help come up with some more ideas for us for a name

Father's Day
Probably one of the most "taken for granted" aspects of our lives, is our mental health, that is, until illness saps your abilities to think straight. Your mental health then becomes the highest priority in your life. Compare it to an athlete suddenly becoming paralyzed, and then multiply that envisioned feeling by 100. Hard to do? Yes, I know. I never had a clue what mental illness was about, until it ran over me like a freight train over a puppy. Since I have been able to claw and scratch my way back from the GATES OF HELL, where MAJOR DEPRESSION dropped me off, my mental health is an everyday focus, like breathing. I'll die if I don't pay attention to it. You think I am being over dramatic? Then you are ignorant of the facts of MAJOR DEPRESSION and mental illnesses, in general. Don't worry, you are not alone. I have found the majority of people I've tried to explain what has happened to me, to be just like you. They don't have a clue. For people stricken with these diseases

Drug Facts Truth Or Lies ,you Tell Me?
** Archeologists report that cannabis was most likely the first plant cultivated by humans. Cannabis was used for linen, paper, and garments. ** In 2000, there were 1,579,566 drug arrests in the United States. Of those, close to half were for marijuana. **In the U.S., over 35 million people have used some sort of illegal drug in the last year. **It is possible to get high by licking a toad. The Cane Toad produces a toxin called bufotenine to ward off predators. When licked, this toxin acts as a hallucinogen. **LSD is made from lysergic acid, which is found in ergot, a type of fungus. **Smokers are twice as likely to develop lower back pain than non-smokers. **The first drug to be sold in the form of a tablet is Aspirin. **The hormone replacement drug "Premarin" is made from the urine of pregnant horses. **The name of the first menthol cigarette in the United States was "Spud." **Tobacco contains over 50 chemicals that can cause cancer.

More From The Player Lol
go show this ass the luv he so desreves peeps lol banned@ CherryTAP >On 6/12/2007, ct77192@cherrytap.com wrote: > >>I ended it maria tonight also...I dont want and need drama in my life...I had enough...so you really think I am a player >>>> Re: hey Show header Date: Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:04:43 -0700 From: To: ct879020@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 5 KB my family does not talk to me we had a falling out about 4 yrs ago...long story I grew up an abused kid physical and emotional abuse really bad...I went for counselling about 10 yrs ago to get healthy....my family is super rich but they wont help me..if I doint have the money by the end of the month I going to lose my car which is worth about 5,000...it really sucks >>>>> Re: hey Show header Date: Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:08:04 -0700 From: To: ct879020@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 6 KB but I definitely would pay you back...I would never burn anyone for money...see the owner of the repair place has o

Update On Kaleb June 16, 2007
*Kaleb's Mommy's blog. June 16, 2007. www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds* Saturday, June 16, 2007 A small step back... Kaleb is still fighting hard. We got a call on the way to the hospital that Kaleb's blood count was low, so they are going to give him a blood transfusion, infact they are doing that right now. He has been slowing down on his movement in the last 24 hours and they think that it could be a result from the low blood count. He is also having some stridor when he breathes too. When I walked into his room, I got a little scared because of how loud he was breathing. He also had som spit up around his mouth too. So I cleaned it all up and I saw that there was a tiny, tiny amount of blood in the spit up. The nurses don't seemed too concerned about it, so I guess that is a good sign. Tomorrow will be Josh's first Fathers Day. I think we will end celebrating it here at the hospital for my Dad too. That is what we did for Mother's Day. M

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The 1999 Edition, Part 4
BOFH '99. Who's tucking who? So I'm peering inside a PC at the PFY's request - apparently he's seen something he doesn't like. And if he doesn't like it, it must be in bad shape... I proceed to check off everything in the diagnostic list. "Hard drive, check; P-II 300, check; 128 Meg Memory, check; 512K L2 Cache, che..." I pause. What would appear, at first glance, to be an L2 cache module is, in fact, a plastic replica of the real thing. I test this observation by removing it from the running machine. I reboot, and get the same diagnostic report. "We've been ripped off!" I gasp to the PFY, after noticing the company's inventory sticker on the side of the machine. "Who'd you get these from?" "I...," the PFY responds, "...didn't get them from anywhere." "Well, I didn't order them, we're the only people cleared to purchase computing equip...THE BEANCOUNTERS!" "You guessed it," the PFY commented. "They ordered the kit themse

The 1999 Edition, Part 3
BOFH '99. Banana Dictator?!? It's a Tuesday morning and a new boss has started (the old having taken 'early retirement'). The office periscopes are up to see what the new one is going to be like. I bide my time, knowing that he's bound to show his face sooner or later. There are a few potential types that seem likely - the 'hide-in-the-office-and-annoy-nobody' type, the 'tell-me-what-you-REALLY, HONESTLY think' huggy-feely type and, worst of all, the Banana Democracy Dictator type. Hide-in-the-office appears to be on the cards as he hasn't shown his face to the troops yet... A large box arrives in the office with my name on it. I'm not expecting anything - except perhaps the small cheque from the management placement agency that I get whenever they supply us a new boss (about three times a year). A quick recce of the box and its packing slip shows that it's about a company's-worth of client software for a database we don't have.

The 1999 Edition, Part 2
Faced with a bit of kit that the hosts of Antiques Roadshow would get orgasmic over, the Bastard finds a rubber mallet can achieve things an engineer's screwdriver can't... It seems I'm in the turd and there's no simple way out. Foolishly, I tried to fix an ancient but crucial piece of kit - so old it had a grandmotherboard - which had thrown up several errors a day for weeks. Admittedly, they were just 'warning' messages and the machine was still working OK... But that's all fixed now...And, as luck would have it, the unit is cram-packed with old, chunky proprietory hardware clinging to the last vestiges of life by virtue of a shielding layer of dust and fluff that's built up over the ages...But not anymore... The boss is, of course, the soul of understanding, appreciating the mundane hassle of deleting swags of unnecessary warning email, while applauding the aggressive manner in which I track down and solve outstanding problems. "If it wasn't really brok

The 1999 Edition, Part 1
BOFH '99. Too Quiet.? It's quiet. Possibly too quiet - The kind of quiet you get when you shove a thick chunk of copper wire in a circuit breaker, a nail in the phase circuit breaker and a bolt in the floor circuit breaker... then drop a screwdriver down one of the ventilation holes of the mainframe's power supply. I make my way carefully through the emergency-lit computer room to my office, my only detour being a quick circuit breaker replacement tour and a stop at the bin to drop off a badly scarred screwdriver. I always prefer to start the year off with a bang - or, to be more precise, a series of loud hums, a crackle or two, and a muffled BOOM from the sub-basement. After all, it's just good manners to let the great unwashed know just who's still at the helm of this operation. The PFY, meantime, is on holiday, exercising his Christmas bonus to its maximum potential. After all, it's only a matter of time before the Boss realises t

Finding The Path
Finding the Path The spiritual path we all take is a very personal matter. It should be studied, contemplated and explored to find the way that all the pieces will fit together to give the most complete sense of balance to life. Learning about Wiccan ways can be a difficult journey, wrought with a lot of hocus pocus, misinformation and downright scare tactics. Like any religion, the ideas and history are sacred to us. We don't often offer information freely for a couple of reasons. Sometimes it is a guarded sense of wondering why the questions are being asked. There is a very public and violent history of prosecution for those of us who practice the craft. Being questioned about one's beliefs is not comfortable and can lead to the very misunderstandings that persist among people who are not interested in tolerating anyone not of their religious beliefs. It is common for someone bullying us to say that we can not defend a certain point or we remain speechless because we have no go

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The 1998 Edition, Part 8
Hypochondria in the office is all the rage. In fact, rage is all the rage. But when a psychiatrist is called in it's only a means to an end... So I'm destined by fate to have a run-in with the boss. I know it, he knows it, and everything else is just window dressing. It's his fault. He recently took on a secretary who suffers from XXXX disease, i.e. the inability to do anything she doesn't want to on medical grounds. If it isn't RSI it's some version of the 'flu hitherto unknown to medical science. Finally I've had a gutful, so I corner the boss to see what he's going to do about it. The assistant head of personnel is there, purely coincidentally of course. "Well, I'd like to do something about it," he responds, "but the company has fairly strict guidelines on dismissing employees due to medical conditions..." "So she's here to stay?" "Unless there's some disciplinary issue that you'd like to raise?" personnel replies. "Other than she's crap?"

The 1998 Edition, Part 7
While the PFY's holding a torch for Carole, someone is putting a torch to the Welsh office. But nothing compares with the Master Plan... It's early morning when the Boss rips into the office in a foul mood. "All right, which of you bastards told the consultant in the Welsh office that you can't recover a hot database back-up from a cold tape?" "I beg your pardon?" I ask in all innocence, knowing full well that my conscience is clear. (In other words, it was the Pimply-faced Youth.) "Which of you told the Welsh IT consultant he'd have to heat the 8mm tapes up in a toaster before he could recover their billing database from it?" "I have no idea what you're talking about!" I cry, furthering my claim of innocence without implicating the PFY in any way. "Don't give me that crap! You almost set the office on fire last night after you told him to put a ream of printer paper on top and tape the toaster lever down!" "I did no such thing!" I shout, mentally

The 1998 Edition, Part 6
When does saying less mean making more? When the boss suggests adding needless desktop capacity and you're renting out any going spare. "...which is why I propose that we standardise on full-height disks to effectively make use of all the spare space we have in our desktop machines..." Something startles me and I wake to find myself in the middle of an IT discussion group meeting - one of the boss's great ideas to bring the minds of the department together. Sadly, there's no IQ barrier, the entrance criterion being the ability to find your way to the meeting. I comfort myself with the thought that if we go overtime I'll be able to hear what the cleaning staff have to say, which is bound to bring a bit of sanity to the conversation. "Ah, I don't think full-height drives is a good option in the new low-profile ca...aagh!" the PFY comments, as he gets cut short by an under-table blow. It's too late, of course, now that opposition has been raised to an idea

Damn Bar Tab
To all my family and friends, If it appears I have not returned any ratings etc you have left...well I guess I havent..but..for 3 days now my bar tab will only show what is on the main page, there is no record of it in the drop down bar tab,...I have written to CT and I am still waiting for a reply,so if Im not here..I dont know if you have rated me or not..so sorry cos I hate not returning the favour.!!!.. If you have been on my page in the last few days can you leave me a message here...so I know..and then I can come visit you. Hopefully they will fix this soon.... Hugs.. Molly xoxox

The 1998 Edition, Part 5
While the PFY's holding a torch for Carole, someone is putting a torch to the Welsh office. But nothing compares with the Master Plan... It's early morning when the Boss rips into the office in a foul mood. "All right, which of you bastards told the consultant in the Welsh office that you can't recover a hot database back-up from a cold tape?" "I beg your pardon?" I ask in all innocence, knowing full well that my conscience is clear. (In other words, it was the Pimply-faced Youth.) "Which of you told the Welsh IT consultant he'd have to heat the 8mm tapes up in a toaster before he could recover their billing database from it?" "I have no idea what you're talking about!" I cry, furthering my claim of innocence without implicating the PFY in any way. "Don't give me that crap! You almost set the office on fire last night after you told him to put a ream of printer paper on top and tape the toaster lever down!" "I did no such thing!" I shout, mentally

Happy Fathers Day Daddy- I Love You!!
YOU KNOW AS A LIL GIRL I ALWAYS WONDERED WHY MY DADDY WAS SO TALL, AND WHY HE STAYED GONE ALL THE TIME, BUT HE CAME HOME AFTER WORKING HIS ASS OFF FOR US AND WE ALL WOULD GIVE HIM A HARD WAY TO GO- AS I GOT OLDER- I ALWAYS TOLD MYSELF I WANTED TO MARRY A MAN LIKE MY DADDY- BUT I DIDNT- I STRAYED AWAY FROM MY FAMILY, WENT TO JAIL A FEW TIMES , GOT HOOKED ON DRUGS, AND OFF THEM TOO , STARTED DRINKING, THE STOPPED COLD TURKEY. IF MY DADDY COULD- SO COULD I. AND I DID. HE WAS MEAN OR SO I THOUGHT- HE WAS TEACHING US THAT THE LOVE OF A FAMILY IS FAR MORE GREATER THAN ANY LOVE ON EARTH. I DONT CARE HOW OTHER PEOPLE SEE ME OR TALK ABOUT ME- I KNOW MY DADDY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I AM A DADDY'S GIRL- AND THIS SONG DADDY IS TO YOU.

Herbal Eye Pillows
Herbal Eye Pillows Guest Author - Fiona Blackwolf For centuries, sweet smelling herbs have been used to encourage restful sleep and promote dreaming. Today we can draw on those age-old notions to give us respite from the hectic lives we lead. Making a dream pillow is simple even for the novice seamstress. Dream pillows can also be warmed gently in the microwave to aid in relieving headaches. Follow these instructions to make your own herb-filled pillow and drift off into dreamland. What do I need? 1 Square of cloth approximately 4 inches by 4 inches 1/2 cup of flax seeds or rice 3/4 cup of herbs (see below for list) 1-5 drops of essential oil (usually lavender or vanilla) Needle and thread, sewing machine, or fusible web Now what do I do? Fold the fabric in half so the wrong side is out. On printed fabrics this will be easy to see, but on plain fabrics just use your best judgment. With your needle and thread (or sewing machine) sew along one short side and

The 1998 Edition, Part 4
There's nothing the BOFH and PFY love more than a challenge ‚ except for violence. And the boss's devious plan calls for quite a bit of the latter... "Hi, this is Sonya, David's PA, and he's got some stuff he wants me to sort out before he gets back." "David?" "Your boss." "Is that his name? He doesn't have a PA." "He does now. He read how good they are at clarifying..." I switch off while the benefits of PA-dom are explained in full. I'm a little concerned as this means the boss has been reading management periodicals during his recovery from non-specific stress disorders. Surprising how some people react to a couple of hundred volts administered to the testicles through the seat of a wheelie chair... Sadly, the appearance of a PA on the scene has put a rather large spanner in the works of the PFY and I, who were planning to use the boss's absence to steal a foot of his office to lengthen the computer room - a simple job when you have a team

The 1998 Edition, Part 3
Translating engineer excuses into non-fiction can be a difficult task ‚ but nothing is too tough for The Bastard Bible... So I'm putting some finishing touches to The Bastard Bible, or as the PFY and I refer to it, 'Everything your users ever wanted to know about systems and networks management but were too afraid to ask because they didn't want to spend a bank holiday weekend stuck in a chemical toilet.' The PFY wanders over after logging a hardware fault on an old RAID cabinet that's near the end of its serviceable life. Noticing my disdain, the PFY can't stop himself: "You don't like engineers very much do you?" "Not particularly. It's such a crap paid job that all the good ones bugger off to private contracting while all the crap - or new - ones get sent out to look after our gear." "It's not quite that bad," the PFY says, shaking his head. "They get the job done." "Time will tell." I don't want to raise his hopes as I know that our maintenance contracti

Madness
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

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The 1998 Edition, Part 2
Shape up or face budget cuts ‚ what will the BOFH do? Enlist the help of an ice cream and some digging gear... You can only put off some support for so long, and the directive from on-high is that we've got to go out and press the flesh with the middle management types or we can expect our lack of support to be reflected in this quarter's budget allocation. I cannot allow my junket budget to be tampered with, especially not after the serious cuts I've had to make in recent months due to unnecessary auditor attention. The PFY and I go for the divide and conquer method to meet the userbase. I step lively to complainant number one, a cost manager loosely attached to the beancounters. "I've got some performance problems," he cries forlornly as I roll up. "Yes, I've heard the rumours," I respond, icing up what appears to be a budding relationship between him and his attractive young personal assistant. "But never mind, it happens to the best of you ‚ what about y

The 1998 Edition, Part 1
Space, the final frontier. Well some say it's the sea, some say it's the centre of the earth, and some say "Is it dinner time yet?". These are the voyages of the Bastard Operator from Hell, his 1998 mission - to seek out boldish type people with a penchant for salt air and the company of sailors, and report them to the Widow's Pension Fund. Why? We may never know. Certainly the Widow's Pension Fund has no idea, which is what makes it all that more exciting. Go on, reach for the phone - talk to someone you haven't spoken to for years - a parent, a sibling, that guy from the video parlour who STILL works there after 20 years when the only video game they had was that shitty tennis thing with the bats and balls. Meantime... The Bastard Operator from Hell 1998 - Series Alpha An ugly saga of burning ambition and bootleg liquor ‚ welcome to the BOFH's Christmas past... A new year ‚ how quickly time flies. It seems like only yesterday I was

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I'm Ready
I'm ready for a change. I'm ready for my life to start going in the right direction. I'm ready to be a good mom to my daughter. I'm ready to be in a great relationship with a great man. I'm ready to make my daughter and job a top priority in my life. I'm ready to move on from my divorce. I'm ready to be someone, not just anyone. I'm ready to be a good friend to all the people who have been there for me through my rough times this year. I'm ready to grieve the loss of my son, and be ok with it. I'm ready to start taking care of myself. I'm just ready.

Night Dreams
Another night another dream of the deepest love Dreams of love are all I have to share with you In the morning the dream vanishes with the light Leaving me filled with anguish and fright The night becomes a friend of mind The imagined touches seem so real in my mind I wake filled with torment at being denied this love Searching throughout the land trying to find The one that is mine that fills my night with dreams with love Will I ever find this person or is love just as unkind Tormenting me for pleasure and amusement at its leisurely time I drift back into my dreams at night finding that special someone Another night and another dream of my loving beau awaits me in kind I thought of this after a conversation with a friend so THANK YOU Asmodeus for providing the start to this one, for being a great friend and listening to me talk

I Need To Watch Things Die From A Distance
Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavour It happens to be like; Killed by the husband Drowned by the ocean Shot by his own son She used the poison in his tea And kissed him goodbye That's my kind of story It's no fun 'til someone dies Don't look at me like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother Holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky crying Why, oh why? 'cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all need it too, don't lie Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowing Neither the brave nor bold The writers of stories sold We won't give pause until the blood is flowing I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't we just admit

The Wind And The Sun
The wind and the sun got into an argument about who was powerful, the wind said to the sun i am more power than you no you are not said the sun i am more powerful..this argument went back and forth for a period of time, with each element sighting reasons why it is more powerful than the other. still they could not reach a conclusion as to who was more powerful. one day a man was passing, the wind said to the sun-today i shall show you that i am more powerful than you. the sun said show me. the wind said to the sun, do you see that man going? yes said the sun. the wind said i bet you i can make his clothes fall off the sun said prove it so the wind went into action. the wind started blowing, blowing, and blowing the more the wind blew...the tighter the man held on to his shirt. after a while the wind gave up. the sun said to the wind...now watch me..the sun rose up to the sky majestically and showered it's ray of light on the earth..it got sunny and the man took of his shirt...

Sex Toy
I've been interested in trying one of these for quite a long time. My last girlfriend was not very "open" to trying new things and wanted nothing to do with toys. Not currently having a partner I don't even have a reason to purchase one. So, I'm wondering if anyone else has had any experience with one of these. I'd like to hear your opinion. I'd consider making a MUMM for this, but know that the chances of receiving a serious answer is nill at best. Thanks to all the MUMMrats, bashers, haters, and trolls. Thanks.

Break Free: A Lifetime In Rewind....
Saturday, June 16, 2007 Break Free: A lifetime in Rewind Twenty-Nine. Have I really been in this world that long? Twenty-Nine years on this earth and I really have nothing to show for it. NOTHING. No steady income, no stable home, a vehicle that im struggling to pay for. What the hell am I doing....? I know in my heart what I want, if only I could make my mind follow suit and motivate me to achieve my dreams and goals. I dont want just some job such as a fast food worker, grocery store... nothing against the people that have those jobs, its just that I want more and better for myself and future family. As far as my mind goes, I think it got trapped back in my life when I was 16 and 17. I had a major breakdown back then, lost touch with reality and everything for a long time. When I finally returned to my senses, my mind doesnt want to believe that its been this long. It wants to return to those days, when things were fun, and easy to come by, and a job was

They Walk Among Us
***************************************************** *Number One Idiot of 2006* Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency locator beacon that activated when the raft was inflated.* *They are no longer employed at Boeing. ***************************************************** *Number Two Idiot of 2006* A man, wanting to rob a downtown Bank of America, walked into the Branch and wrote this: "Put all your muny in this bag." While standing in line, waiting to give his note to the teller, he began to worry that someone had seen him write the note and might call the police before he reached the teller's window. So he left the Bank of America and crossed the stre

Good Morning Friend...
There is a crispness to the morning air Magic within the promise of a new day A warmth and unseen beauty felt inside The dirt and grime through rain washed away. The birds sing love songs high up in the trees I swear at times they sing your sweet name I catch myself humming along with the song Joining them in harmony at each repeated refrain. The sun burns off the dew and fresh clean water And I breath deeply in a renewed content A freshness like a newly laundered baby blanket I basque in the coolness and wonderment of the scent. Within my mind I take the warmth of your hand Inside a daydream we walk slowly there The sunbeams dance in highlights upon your hair I float with you in a warmth that defies compare. There is a crispness to the morning air Magic within your heartfelt ways A warmth and unseen beauty felt inside The smiles you bring me every day. © 6/4/2007, CLP (Wolfie)

Dear Alcohol....
Dear Alcohol First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and som

Oldie But A Goodie... The Diarys Of Men And Women
HER DIARY: Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV He seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made lov

Just An Update
wanted everyone to know that things are better today...me and my Baby made up and are getting along fine...I'm glad to see that I have become an inspiration to him again for writing his poetry. I also wanted to once again say that I am glad I joined CT, everyone has been really nice and I enjoy chatting with everyone....Unfortunately, starting Monday, I won't be able to get on here as much, Summer classes start, and by the looks of my grades from last quarter, I need to buckle down and do some real studying or I'm going to be in real trouble!!! I will be around though, so feel free to leave me messages or anything and I will get back with you as soon as I get them...I will talk to you all soon....~kisses~

The Little Big Ranch Needs Help !!
http://www.moneyjarfund.com/viewoffers.asp?or=true&j=142&h=213 Hi my name is Dennis Im the owner of the Little Big Ranch.and I take in retired horses so they can go on living and be happy.The cost of this is getting to much for me to do with out asking for some help.If you click on the link above you can help me feed the horses.You can also join and make some cash for your self.please take five minutes and look at it.this is no scam you can call me at 904-282-6039 for more info: plaese repost this and help keep it going. Thank you for your time Dennis L Dean The Little Big Ranch p.s Its always free.

Not Sure If I Like This Share Feature...
on the blogs. I guess it could be a good thing, but the other day, it blasted to everyone on my personal email as well.... and, just now, it only captured some of my friends at CT..... What's going on??? Help!! K

Me...just Alil Bit
im a rookie to this place.... im recently single(but still talkin to my ex-wife)...i know...crazy huh! I work in knoxville, Tn at "Lids"..the hat store.Im the GM and been there for around 3 years or so.Im a laid back person, once you get to know me.Im always lookin for new friends...im kinda leary bout getting with new girls...tired of being hurt,lied to.If you are a woman,who might be interested in me.......HALLA AT YOUR BOY

The Beach
The Beach The beach is a quarter of golden fruit, a soft ripe melon sliced to a half-moon curve, having a thick green rind of jungle growth; and the sea devours it with its sharp white teeth Beach Dry whisper of seagrass. My feet and legs are bare. Strong and steady stiff sea wind is tearing at my hair. Cold sun’s hand across the land bleached and pale as bone. Sandscape, landscape lunar dunes blown for me alone.

What The Hell Is Comcast's Problem?????????
I am getting ****REALLY**** sick of Comcast dropping my internet connection all the time. It goes out for a matter of hours and then (usually) magically comes back later, but it is an ABSOLUTE mystery to them why it happens. I usually have to take a day off work so that people I pay $300 a month to can come to my house and say "I DUNNO???" When it is running right I get awesome speeds on the order of 3 Mbps. Still, when it starts to effect my work, then it is an expense I can do without! Sorry for blowing off steam, but I have had enough. I am almost willing to live with my cellular broad band and that is pretty inconsistent. Right now I am on dial up. Well, for whatever its worth, my online time here will be less until this gets resolved one way or another. Take care all @};-

Saturday 06/16/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt Fallen to the dark, thy soul departs thee. Craven gold above all else and thou hast found it. Shining in thy hand, wealth steals thy conviction. Compassion escapes thee. Concern of thy belly, not thy brother, this way of self devours thee in greed. Alone in thy palace, thou wilst peer down upon the rest. Glare at the peasants, thy avericial dreams fulfilled. Thou standeth alone now, truly. © 1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Piercings
OMG I FINALLY DID IT...I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED TODAY AND IT SUCK LIKE HELL BUT IT LOOKS GOOD...I WILL POST A PIC AS SOON AS I GET HOME...IM IN KNOXVILLE FOR THE WEEKEND CHILLIN LIKE A BIG DOG...HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND LIKE I AM YALL.. HOLLA ATCHA GURL

:)
You scored as Officer, Officer, you're the brass. The leader of the bunch. You have leadership qualities, or you have a really big ego. Most likely both. You know how to get things done, and don't care who you have to kill to get them done. Your a person with a mission and to stand in your way means pain. You have gumption and intelligence to back it up. Hold the line!!! AND SOMEONE GET ME A STARBUCKS!!!Officer69% Engineer63% Combat Infantry/Armor63% Support Gunner63% Special Ops56% Artillery/Aircraft56% Civilian25% Medic13% Which soldier type are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Are There Angels?
Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love Sunshine When I wake up in the morning Sunshine's falling on my skin And I ca

A Dream Come True
A DREAM COME TRUE In the middle of the night; I awaken. Dreams on my mind; Love in the make'n. Was it the kiss; moister on my lips. Or maybe the goosebumps from the caress of your fingertips. Hear the pounding of my heart beat. Love surrounding the night in heat. Never fails, my dreams of you; To awaken by love that is true. I don't mind my nights awake; when it's dreams of you that I make. Those dreams are made-up of what lie inside. A swollen heart of love; Your my joy and that I pride. I can't think of a better reason why; You stole my heart,You caught my eye. And so long as I have you; I have a dream come true. A Fire of Passion by Emmanuel Swepson You are my every dream. You are my every desire. You can take the ashes of my passion, And create a fire. The fire that is my passion, Can give you warmth. The fire that is my passion, Can give you light. The fire that is my passion, Can last forever, If only it is treated right. And that light c

That Works
My horoscope for today: You're used to pushing forward and making things happen. Every now and then, it's all about sitting back and receiving what comes your way. Be open to the possibilities. You might like this change of pace. hmmm oh the possibilities :D .... im loving this one!!

Have The Pictures Really Gone Downhill
as much as I perceive them to be, or, is it that I have just had just a focus on photography in the last couple months that, when clicking on "I'm bored", most of the pictures seem soooo very lame and many are against the rules established before. Is it that CT is so hard up for folks, that it is getting to a point of anything goes any more??? I don't know... maybe I am being just too cynical these days....or, just feeling the effect of not being on CT continuous during the past few months... What do you think????

Tears.......................
TODAY I FEEL IS A NEW DAY FOR ME ALOT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THE LAST 2 WEEKS. I WOKE WITH TEARS ROLLING DOWN FACE AND THEY WERE NOT SAD TEARS THEY WERE TEARS OF RELEASE. I HAVE LOCKED MYSELF AWAY FOR SO LONG WITH SORROW IN MY HEART I WAS FORGETTING HOW TO FEEL. THEN LAST NIGHT I GOT A CALL THAT OPENED MY HEART AGAIN MADE ME FEEL ALIVE & WARM. THIS MORNING AT 8 AM ANOTHER CALL THAT WAS A GREAT SURPRIZE MY BROTHER WHOM I HAVEN'T SEEN IN 8 YEARS CALLED ME TO SAY HE WAS COMING TO SEE ME. NOT SURE WHAT IS GOING ON ALL OF A SUDDEN PEOPLE WANT TO BE WITH ME AND SEE ME !! FOR SO LONG I NEEDED IT SOMEONE TO BE HERE AND HOLD ME TO TALK TO ME NOW ITS HAPPENING !! DO DREAMS REALLY COME TRUE ?? IF THEY DON'T I DON'T WANT TO DREAM I NEED TO STAY AWAKE. IF THEY DO THEN I WANT TO KEEP DREAMING FOREVER !!

Teenagers!!!aggggg
I am so pissed off and fusterated right now, never mind that I spend 20 writing out what happened and then lose it and have to start over...AGGGGG Ok so heres the short story... My 14 year old snuck out of the house last night, my son discovered her missing at 1:30 am. Ater calling and calling my phone, yah she snagged it along with hers so I had no phone numbers to track her down. She tells them that shes on the way home. Well I work the night shift so I had no clue. Stupid me , thinking that my other 'kids" are really adults, 18 and 20, I decide to spend some alone time with my boyfriend away from home if ya know what I mean. I get the phone call at 5:30 in the morning that my daughter snuck out and is STILL NOT HOME! Shaking uncontrollably I am calling my cell over and over , which of course she doesnt answer. I am freaking out not sure sould I call the cops or what? I decided to check the house of one of the people that she was with first. Mind you I don't know this

Part 3
He motioned her to give into the other woman now laying beside her. She put her hands on the woman's shoulder's and slowly ran them up her neck and rested them on her cheeks. She kissed her gently, sharing and tasting each other's tounges. As they caressed each other, he slowly crawled in between them, breaking apart their bond. Both women began caressing him as he leaned back in an euphoric state. She guided the woman to sit on him and move slowly up towards his face. He grabbed the woman's hips and guided her where he could taste her sweet juices. He kissed each lip and slowing slide his tounge in between them, spreading them apart. As he enjoyed his new woman, she straddled him slowly letting his hard cock enter her. She gently slide up and down enjoying each long stroke of him. She took hold of the woman's shoulder's and togther they rode in sync, moans of pleasure filling the room.

Because Of The Magic
Because of the magic I can be the person I've always dreamt of being I can hope for the future I've always dreamt of having I can experience the love I've always dreamt of deserving I can live the love which sets the souls of dreamers alight and the magic is in ......

The Slugger Trask Blues Band
Visit One of my Favorite Bands at their Web Site and great friends The Slugger Trask Blues Band Click Their Banner Below they have two songs on my reverb player give all my artist a listen , ty To purchase a copy of The Slugger Trask Blues Band CD TO GET YOUR PERSONALIZED CD SEND CHECK OR MONEY ORDER FOR $12.95 , payable to THE SLUGGER TRASK BAND to: SLUGGER TRASK 312 FOWLES ST. OCEANSIDE, CA. 92054

Sorry
Well Hello to ya'll !! Man have I missed all my friends here. Sorry if I haven't replied to mails and comments or friend requests for a while now but I went home to upstate NY to be with my youngest daughter when she had her 1st baby. And Dallas Clayton Miller was born May 29, 2007, weigghing in at 7# 5 oz. and 20½ " long. Oh what a BEATIFUL baby he is !!! But then of course he takes after his grandma, so it's only natural that he would be such a cutie-pie. Hehehe. But oh you must check out my pics of him. Well anyways, I've been gone home to NY for 3 weeks now but i'm finally back . So I promise I will get back to each and every one of you as time permits with my busied schedule now that i'm home again. and , OH, Ny is so beatiful this time of year. Really hated to come back to Kansas but gotta do what ya gotta do, right ? But anyways, IM BACK ! So send me all that LOVE ya'll been savin up for me ! Show me ya missed me ! :))

My Brother Jing
Ok to all the women that get all pissy do u not read picture comments or what i have on there..this is my brother ding ding.. i mean big fkn news flash..and i dont know what u and ur family is like but my brother and I are close as family should be..but dont get fkn jealous.. i mean helloooooooooooo he is my brother..or u dont know what that means..ya dam retards..

Last Day Of My Life
It's the first thing in the morning and the last thing late at night I get overwhelmed with sorrow I know I won't survive I'm feeling that you're leaving just when the time is right and I know there's no tomorrow will I ever see the light You said it's forever what did I do do you remember I meant everything to you You said you'd always love me Till the very last day of my life Are you saying... now it's time to die you swore you'd never leave me Till the very last day of my life are you saying that you change your mind tonight Oh I don't know where it started but I know where it will end and I pray that you'll still love me 'Cause my life is in your hands I'm lost inside without you I hope you are as well and I feel my soul is stranded alone in this living hell You said it's forever what did I do do you remember I meant everything to you Now I'm still waiting alone here in the dark collecting all the pieces of another foolish heart I

Loved Ones
It's amazing how quickly things can turn in a relationship. One wrong word, or a group of words spoken out of anger and the whole relationship can crumble. It is exactly what happened to me today, with a friendship. And I call it that because, despite what was said, I always thought this person was going to be there for me through thick and thin. I discovered otherwise, and my heart is shattered. Writing as a hobby, I have become proficient with using words to express my feelings. Yet, as I write this, my prose is not coming to me as it usually does with ease. It's a struggle, because I am hurt and shocked by this persons actions. As upsetting as it is, I should have seen it coming. I have yet to find a person that can deal with my fiery, opinionated and outspoken personality. Well, let's just say I do find them, I speak my mind and they leave. So, here's to you and you know who you are. Thank you for the great and close times we had. It is said that a flame tha

The Things I Do.
Ok so I've been on this site for a couple weeks now.. and well it's a helluva lot better than stupid ass myspace. So whats been going through my mind as I've been sitting here with a migraine on and off for the past couple of days is how many people's pages i've looked at and actually thought they were really ineresting people. I'll admit i've added some just becuase they were hott as hell but they seemed just as interesting. I just hate sending out those gay ass "have a great week/weekend/friday/Monday-tuesday HappyHumpDay Sexy Wet Thristy Thursday comment pictures. It's just sooooooo time consuming trying to find something original that you haven't seen a hundred and one times. Every now and then I will send them out though. I think the best comments come when you actually type them out and just simply say "hey how the fuck are ya?" And yes when people rate my pics I do give them a shout and say Thank You because i was brought up to be polite (as needed) and saying thank you is bein

So Alone Together
I've been looking 'round and this is what I found there's not one of us who wants to be somebody else we would trade places, even trade faces but when it comes to the heart we wanna stay true to ourselves There's not one of us like the rest of us there's no two of us alike and that will never change all of us know it and all of us show it but when it's down to the heart I guess all of us are the same All of us cry, all of us try to find someone whose love will last forever all of us know, all of us are on our own It's up to us, to make ourselves feel better all of us so alone together If it were not for you, I don't know what I'd do and I just hope we go to heaven when we're gone I've heard it's nice up there you just sort of walk on air and the best part's knowing nobody ever has to walk alone

Positive Thoughts
try to keep these in mind whenever interacting with others... *all of humanity is 1 extended family *god does not make junk *he forms beautiful, useful people *he puts before us choices of good/bad; he provides, we decide *the best way to help others is through kind acts, like encouraging words/helpful acts (like sharing food/time/sympathy) *life is short, spend it carefully and kindly *every1 can be half empty, or half full

Riding The Iron Rooster
Do NOT send anything to a person's email from www.poqbum.com! I currently have two flash animations sent last year that Yahoo! 360 will not allow me to delete, them or anything else on the page they're on. I may have gotten a third sent to me last night; when this page keeps coming up, though, I keep getting a small bar that says "Error on page" and can't see the other four new emails below it. So if you sent me something last night between, say, seven and eleven p.m. Central Standard Time, I haven't replied to it because I haven't been able to read it! To err is human, and to really screw things up takes a computer, doesn't it? In the context of Paul Theroux's 1988 travelogue Riding The Iron Rooster (2006 edition, ISBN 0618658971), the iron rooster is the Chinese term for a steam-powered train which the author takes through the interior of mainland China during the mid-1980s; guesses at the date can be extrapolated by Theroux's first hearing of the Chernobyl disaster on the rad

Heaven With You
I thought you'd love me forever I thought nothing could change your mind as long as we were together through every war I could still survive you meant everything to me and my heart Now you leave me with nothing at all I know I'm falling apart It's heaven with you only knowing It's hell without you, are you going away to leave me here a broken soul In the cold and screaming dark It's heaven with you, was I dreaming It's hell without you, were you leaving me and all good things come to pass walking tall on broken glass from my heart heaven with you Standing here in the shadows all alone, feel it deep inside hanging on to forever with you here it would be so right now I find myself coming apart at the seams hand in hand with a memory on a road of shattered dreams I can feel you when I'm sleeping but I wake to find I'm dreaming and I hope to god you need me the way that I need you Now you leave me with nothing at all I know I'm falling apart

Secret Identity
WHO WE ARE read to yourself starting with 'i am'... *the salt of the earth (mat. 5:13) *the light of the world (mat. 5:14) *part of the true vine, and christs life flows through me (jhn.15:1,5) *christ's friend (jhn.15:15) *christ's personal witness sent to tell everybody about him (acts 1:8) *chosen by christ to bear fruit (jhn. 15:16) *chosen of god, holy and dearly loved (col. 3:12, 1 thes. 1:4) *chosen to share in gods heavenly calling (heb. 3:1) *a slave of righteousness (rom. 6:18) *a slave of god, making me holy and giving me eternal life (rom. 6:22) *a child of god (jhn. 1:12) *a child of god; i can call him my father (rom. 8:14,15; gal. 3:26,4:6) *a child of god and one with others in his family (gal. 3:26,28) *a child of god and will receive the inheritance he has promised (gal. 4:6,7) *a child of light and not of darkness (1 thes. 5:5) *a child of god, and i will be like christ when he returns (1 jhn. 3:1,2) *a citizen of heaven seated in heaven right now (

Cherry Tap
This site is possibly the most absurd thing I have found in quite a while. And seeing as whole idea and mentality on this "community" is way more ridiculous than high school, with all of it's "Come rate me 10 and comment and I'll do the same for you," bullshit, I have decided that for my own sanity I will not be party to it. With this in mind, I have to put an end to this little social experiment by deleting my profile in two more days. If you are one of the few people who I actually talked to on here and you would like to keep in touch, write me a message.

The Two Smallest Things Are The Cutest.
Im havin a blast today in my presence i have a small chiwauah ( not sure on spelling)shes adorable about 3 lbs a miniture named tinkerbell. And the newest edition to my family my neice Jayden...shes 9lbs 4 ounces....talk about a healthy baby. It just goes to show ya the older ya get the more things get better with time.

Spiritual Fallout
FALLOUT FROM GOD'S GRACE since i am in christ, by the grace of god... *i have been placed into christs by gods doing (1 cor. 1:30) *i have been given the mind of christ. he has given me his wisdom to make right choices (1 cor. 2:16) *i have been bought with a price; i am not my own; i belong to god (1 cor. 6:19,20) *i have been made acceptable to god (righteous) (2 cor. 5:21) *i have been crucified with christ and it is no longer i who live, but christ lives in me. the life i now live is christs life (gal. 2:20) *i have been blessed with every spiritual blessing (eph. 1:3) *i have been bought out of slavery to sin (redeemed) and forgiven. i have received his generous grace (eph. 1:7,8) *i have been raised up and seated with christ in heaven (eph. 2:6) *i have been rescued from the dark power of satans rule and have been brought into the kingdom of christ (col. 1:13) *i have been forgiven of all my sins and set free. the debt against me has been cancelled (col. 1:14) *i have

Today
Today was a great day as Jordan continues to show progress in T-ball as with repetition he will be just fine I believe. Well I hope everyone signs up on my lounge "Wolves Forever", especially my family members. I know some of them have signed up, but not all. We really need a lounge that talks about relaxing things and not about the drama in our lives. Alternative medicine is awesome and there are many ways of healing. But lets not talk about that for now. I need to get off the rest of the day as my husband also shares the computer too. Tonight, however, will be a good night as we are going to a party that my friend at work is sponsoring at her home for family and friends of Massage Envy Employees. I am so happy to go as finally the kids just fell alseep for a nap, so will run an errand and go to the party. I also like to sing Karaoke and may have told that to some of you as many saturdays you can see me at Bull Feathers Bar in Papillion from 9-1 singing Evanescenc

Perspective=empowerment
20 CANS OF SUCCESS why should i...when the bible (gods very words) say(s): *say i cant...i can do all things through christ who gives me strength (phil. 4:13) *worry about my needs...god will take care of all my needs according to his riches in christ jesus (phil. 4:19) *fear...god has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind (2 tim. 1:7) *lack faith to live for christ...god has given me plenty of faith (rom. 12:3) *be weak...the lord is the strength of my life and i will display strength and take action because i know god (ps. 27:1; dan. 11:32) *allow satan control over my life...he that is in me is greater than he that is in the world (1 jhn. 4:4) *accept defeat...god always leads me in victory (2 cor. 2:14) *lack wisdom...christ became wisdom to me from god and god gives wisdom to me when i ask him for it (1 cor. 1:30; jam. 1:5) *be depressed...i can recall gods lovingkindness, compassion and faithfulness and have hope (lam. 3:21-23) *worry and b

Reflecting/poem/ In A Bad Mood
LOST Sometimes I cannot help but to remember what I ‘ve lost. There is no music playing as I examine the cost. So many things await me. Sins I will one day answer for. My soul is mostly black & yet I sold it like a whore. I did not do it because I was in a dire need. I walk my own path . In the End it’s me who will bleed. I have so many choices; Y et my hands seem bound. Somewhere on this road I’ve become lost. I need to be found. My choices seem reckless. Bordering [to you ] almost insane. I died a long time ago, darlin’ . You see the shell that remains. Like a lost treasure I am hard to find…So true. I walk through Hell in my travels. All ask is……Will you?

How A 7 Yr Old Descrips Sex
!!!!!this is hilarious please read it all!!!!! LIttle Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to hav

Footprints
FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND One night a person had a dream. They dreamed they were walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from their life. For each scene they noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to them, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of their life flashed before them, they looked back at the footprints in the sand. They noticed that many times along the path of their life there was only one set of footprints. They also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in their life. This really bothered them and they questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My child, my precious child, I love you and I would never

Dear Friends
My Dear Online Friend.....Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care.

Awakening....
Waking slowly to heated kisses on my inner thigh. Opening my eyes to find silk cloth covering them. Moving my arms only to find their held above my head by two strong hands. My heart beats faster as yet another pair of hands opens my legs wide. I whimper as soft kisses turn in to genital bites. Breathing fast and shallow as I struggle against what is happening. Rough leather is tied to my arms to hold them in place. Licking and biting mouth move closer and closer to my warm silky opening. I moan still fighting the pleasure saying "No stop please....." Yet I want it to continue I want to feel those silky lips upon my heated core. Some one leans over me close to my ear whispering " stop fighting you love it we know you do." A hot mouth covers my perky nipple sucking biting hard. My body arches up as the pleasure courses down my body. Fingers dig into my thighs keeping my hips down. Soft lips suck hard on my wet hot mound. Shivers run up my spine as a hot tongue slithers up

Grace
NO JACKET REQUIRED I shook my head in disbelief. This couldn't be the right place. After all, I couldn't possibly be welcome here. I had been given an invitation several times, by several different people, and I had finally decided to see what this place was all about. But, this just couldn't be the right place. Quickly, I glanced down at the invitation that I clutched in my hand. I scanned past the words, "Come as you are. No jacket required," and found the location. Yes, I was at the right place. I peered through the window again and saw a room of people whose faces seemed to glow with joy. All were neatly dressed, adorned in fine garments and appeared strangely clean as they dined at this exquisite restaurant. Ashamed, I looked down at my own tattered and torn clothing, covered in stains. I was dirty, in fact, filthy. A foul smell seemed to consume me and I couldn't shake the grime that clung to my body. As I turned around to leave, the words from the invitation seemed to leap ou

Subversion Radio Now With Wmp!
Righto so now that we finally got things going. For those people who enjoy listening to Music via Windows Media Player I have GREAT FREAKING NEWS! It does need a lil effort on your part. There is a CODEC that you will need to obtain. This WMP player CODEC is called OrbinAAC. Please if you want to use your Windows Media Player get the CODEC for the player. So there for once it is all said and done, you can listen to Subversion Radio without a hitch. However for our iTunes way of listening. So if your interested go to www.subversionradio.com and tune in. If your also the type of person who likes chatting with the DJs and other listeners we do have a Chat option which will load a Java Version IRC. So please tune in, enjoy as we are a movement and welcome you to come in. www.subversionradio.com Subversion Radio - Undermine The System!

A Bit More About Me.
First off ... I use to be painfully shy. I'm pretty much over that now. I'm pretty easy going & talk to almost anyone. About the only people who piss me off enough to not want to talk to them are people who are abusive, prejudice, or liers. Even though I'm very friendly I am still very much a hermit. I like meeting people & don't mind the occasional party ... but I cherish my ability to slip back into the shadows & hide. I also deal with depression. I handle it rather well in my opinion considering I dont medicate for it. I don't like how the medications make me. I'm basically bi-polar. For me that means I spend most of the time very up ... but on the occasions the downs hit, they can hit very hard & sometimes for a long time. I tend to disappear from the world when that happens. I think over all you'll see I'm a very open (& open minded) person. :) Oh! One more thing. I'm a bit A.D.D. ... So please don't get offended if in the middle of a conversation I .... Oh look! B

An Anti-american Messaged Me...have Fun!!!!
So, i got this message today. Kinda pissed me off and didn't want to play his game. So, i told him he's entitled to his pathetic opinion and to go ahead and thank the soldiers present and past for defending his right to it! Told him to have a great day as well........HERE IT IS!!! Feel free to enjoy him...... Phuckedint...: the current generation of soldiers didn't give anybody the right to do shit they're dumb fuckin puppets killing innocents as well as islmaic extermeists in the name of oil He goes by the name of Phuckedinthehead.....dumbass....definately what he claims he is!!!

Cd Sale!! Short Time Only!!
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My Memory
I can tell you when it happened ... about 17 years ago. I was in a car wreck that left me with a concussion. I woke up in the hospital & found myself covered in blood. I wasn't feeling pain so I assumed it wasn't mine (it was). First thing I said was "where's my baby?" The nurse ignored me & walked away ... so I became hysterical. I assumed her saying nothing meant my baby had died, & she just wouldn't tell me. When I got hysterical they rushed in & assured me my baby was fine. Turns out my mother instinct had kicked in & I took the full force of the wreck while protecting her. I had been in the hospital all day, & I would just ask over & over "where's my baby?". They'd answer & I'd just ask again. When I got out I found I had partial amnesia. I forgot people I knew for years. I'd forget common, everyday things. Before the wreck I had an excellent memory ... I still have memories from when I was a baby. But now it is REALLY bad. I forget things constantly. So if I seem to f

Further Evidence That I Am A Dumbass.
I just realized that the sunroof has been open on my car for about 2 weeks. It has rained here several times too. I was going to put it in my garage to charge the battery a little. I couldn't get it started. The engine wouldn't even turn. I'm hoping the battery just died and that I didn't cause some sort of electrical short from all the rain getting inside the car. I've left it parked for 3 weeks at a time when I was in Massachusetts and it started everytime. I just charged the battery in my garage and then took it out and parked it in a different space.

What A Way To Start The Day
I woke up this morning naked, lying on my stomach. My upper body turned slightly to the side, bare breast just peeking out of the sheets hoping for some attention. My legs were spread open and my pussy was already getting wet and begging for some love. I noticed that I had begun to arch my back invitingly. Waiting for you to come and slide your hard cock inside of me. Slowly at first, teasingly. You lean in and pull my hair slightly. I moan, please. You smile the slightest smile. You know that I am dying inside, waiting for you to fuck me. As you sit back up you drag your nails down my back applying just enough pressure to peak every nerve in my body making my nipples hard. I moan some more and begin to press my pussy back on you. "Please" I ask you. You place your hands on my hips and roughly pull me onto you as you thrust yourself deeply into me. I am trying not to scream out in pleasure as you fuck me harder and faster. You can feel that I am getting close to cumming.

My Semi Porn Shots
IF U HAVE PEEPED MY NEW PIC ALBUMS BY NOW U CAN TELL THAT I AM IN HEAT. HELL ITS BEEN 5 YRS NOW THAT I HAVE RETIRED OUT OF THE SEX GAME. IT IS GETTING TO MY BRAIN. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN PICS BEFORE LIKE THIS ITS ALL BECAUSE I AM IN THE MOOD. WELL ENJOY NEVER KNOW WHEN I WILL DO IT AGAIN OR WHEN I WILL TAKE THEM DOWN. SMOOCHES FROM THIS COCO DIVA

Womans Love Poem A Friend Did
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Gender Poetry
I'M GLAD I'M A MAN I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese. I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. An

Blah... Sic Of The Bullshit
Why is it people on the net gotta be so damn fake? Is it seriously that damn hard to keep it real? A lot of these females on the net wll sit and play all these silly lil games, well I am not the one! If you are on some bullshit and can't come correct, don't even waste ya time commin at me!! I am too old to play petty ass lil games and quite frankly I refuse to play games. Time is somethin very valuable... you can never get it back. So please don't waste my time and I won't waste yours.

Abuse, An Insiders Story
A person once asked how a woman could be with an abusive man. I thought I'd share some insight. Well I have lived that life, unfortunatly more than once. Here is the trick ... no man when you meet him says "Hi, although I appear charming & protective I'm really an abusive asshole who plans to beat the hell out of you & lock you in your room". You meet a guy & he is sweet. The only warning signs you may get are that he seems to dote on you (he pays attention to you, how is that bad?), he is protective of you (again how is that bad?), & then eventually bits of jealousy show which most girls are very excepting of as being normal. My worst 2 relationships both were very odd in the forms of abuse. The first guy took pride in saying how he never hit me. No, he didn't really ... hell of a guy. He just pushed me. Pushed me into a wall & almost knocked me out when I tried to stop him from going off to shoot someone (I don't remember why, but I know it was a very stupid reason). Thre

Shakespear Sister
Stay SHAKESPEAR SISTER If this world is wearing thin And you're thinking of escape I'll go anywhere with you Just wrap me up in chains But if you try to go alone Don't think I'll understand Stay with me Stay with me In the silence of your room In the darkness of your dreams You must only think of me There can be no in-between When your pride is on the floor I'll make you beg for more Stay with me Stay with me You'd better hope and pray That you make it safe Back to your own world You'd better hope and pray That you'll wake one day In your own world Because when you sleep at night They don't hear your cries In your own world Only time will tell If you can break the spell Back in your own world Stay with me...

The Winners From Fathers Day Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE SEXXII FATHERS THIS CONTEST WAS A GREST I HAD SO MUCH FUN. I THINK ALL OF YOU ARE WINNERS BUT THIERS ONLY CAN BE FOUR HERE SRE THE WINNERS OF THE FATHERS DAY CONTES FIRST PLACE WITH 42101 COMMENTS SECOUND PLACE WITH 33914 COMMENTS THRID PLACE WITH 10748 COMMENTS FOURTH PLACE WITH 2703 THANK YOU ALL FOR JOIN MY CONTEST I WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY FATHERS DAY MUCH HUGGES A KISSES RUBIA

No More Crying
so I was told by a few people here that I cry a lot about things that go on here, rates, no rates, basic crying about things,I'm sure that it would mean so much more to me and I would take notice to all of it if the person, people who told me I cry to much, didn't have puddles of tears under their computer chairs or kitchen chairs doubling as computer chairs. Sorry its human nature to Bitch about things the loud bitching is just that, loud but there are some bitches that are Legit and merit taking notice to, IE under rating ( not a huge bitch for me) but I do find like most people that under rate no matter if you get the points or not is Disrespectful I say don't rate at all, Now if I were the only one that bitched,each and everyone of you would be still bitching that someone under rated you and you have no idea who it was, so lots of bitching went into changing that right? if it were not for bitching Blocked people would still be able to look at your page, so bitching changed that as

Tap Danceing On My Heart By :andy Foultz
Lord knows I'm not a picky man I see there eyes and I wanna be there man It will go well at the start then then end up dancing on my heart They draw me in and then I get used my hearts been battered in brused They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on my heart It's been a long long raod getting here I'll be by there side but they are never there They hide from me all there intentions they end up leaving my heart in suspention ooooooooooooooooooooooh They draw me in and then I get used my hearts been battered in brused They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on my heart I romance em and lovem but they don't seem to care I feel like it's someone else they rather have there I'm tired of nothing working that I try. they just shadder my heart and Make me cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy They draw me in and then I get used every heartbreak tightens the noose They lie to me from the start And they just end up tap danceing on m

Level Up
I have been online with Cherry Tap for about one yr... I have been trying to get up to a level 14 since I started ,But it just seems like there is no one online other then maybe a couple people to help u get there..But yet everyone else wants u to rate and comment on their shit ....I just don't see any reason to stay in Cherrytap... So I guess really this is a goodbye letter from me to anyone that reads.....It has been fun for the yr .....

Bbg Cheater And Lier
You might as well add ~bbG~ to the list of cheaters. ~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add** @ CherryTAP ~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add** @ CherryTAP Here is a link with screen shots of all the proof you need that bbG is a cheater. Not only is she a cheater, but she was the one using the blaster account of ldavies that you have listed in this blog. http://s204.photobucket.com/albums/bb215/hofminchsta/ According to the screen shots bbg's IP address is 72.51.207.234 and ldavies IP address is 209.121.50.209 3 access log pages on ldavies blaster account shows the ip address of bbg babygirlmabe 7 2.51.207.234 as the one who has logged in for several weeks. A total count of logins to ldavies blaster account from bbg's ip address is 37 times from the dates of April 18 2007 to May 17 2007. The access logs shows the registered user of ldavies IP address 209.121.50.209 as logged in to his acc

The Unicorn
Its hooves flashing like sparks as it bounds faster and higher and farther then any horse, deer,goat,or antelope which a unicorn is something like, sort of (A unicorn can leap over a dragon with ease ann antelope cant) you know a unicorn for sure by its horn Its single, fabulous, ivory horn Springing straight from the unicorns forehead A sprirl of shimmering light (even on the darkest night) If you,re lucky you might see the unicorn using its horn to shake grapes from a vine or to help a chipmund dig a sheltering hole, or to life a fallen baby bird back to its nest. for at its gentleness A unicorn (if cornered)can be fierce: Its horn is stronger then any steel sword Its roar like five brass bugles-all blasting at once. Mostly, though it speeds from its enemies so fleet and powrful is the unicorn it cant be captured or killed. unless it is tricked say a person should jump behind a tree just as the unicorn charges why the horn could bury it self in the tree and the unicorn become stuck

Surveys
ok, i've been on ct for a while now and i've tried to take those online surveys at least 20 times and it keeps saying that i'm not qualified and now i get messages on my bar tab saying i'm pre qualified for a survey but when i take it i'm not qualified...what the hell do you have to do to qualify for a dam survey?....lol

Married Life
Merry Meet, Hey those that will read this.. just got married on the 8th to a wonderful man... did it the courthouse way.. we are a strange mixture cpl.. but with so much in common.. we love to get freaky.. in the bedroom... we are on the fringes of the swinging life.. voyeurism type... we love to watch and/or be observed... neither of us is camera shy.. lol.. My friend gldkt (not real name)brought me to this site from another and I really appreciate her for it.. I don't know much about it.. and not on the puter much.. Hey got to have some time for us... I hope to be able to spend more when he is not using the good puter.. he is a computer consultant and we hope to have our own business up and running soon... life is good.. if you want it.. i am happy.. and thankfully so is he.. Blessed Be all... Merry Part.. Snugs

A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... something perfect to wear if the date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling in her old age... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one friend she who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

Footprints
One night I had a dream I Dreamed I was walking Along the beach with the lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonged to me and the other.....to the lord.When the last scene of my life flashed before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand i noticed that many time along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints i also notied that it happened at the very lowest and saddest time of my life. this really bothered me and i questioned the lord about it lord, you said that once I decied to follow you, you'd walk with me all the wat. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome time in my life there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why when i need you themost you would leave me. The lord replied. My precious child I love you and i would never leave you during your time of trial and suffering. when you see only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you

My Deployment Experience
June the 7th...a day i will never forget for 2 reasons.1 because i got married to the love of my life...2 my husband got deployment orders that very same night.June the 10th the last time i got to see my new husband. Sittin there amongst the soldiers and their families my mind drifted to many things. 1 being newly wed and having to ship my husband off..2 being pregnant and the possibility of goin thru birth without him..3 the thought of my husband going off to war for the 3rd time..many many things i thought of.As the band played patriotic tunes and songs played over the radio, i thought WOW this is it this is waht families go thru in deployment.All i wanted was to spend the very last few minutes..last few hours i could with the love of my life..With a huge flag hanging behind her a lady from the air force said those dreaded words...."FOLKS ITS THAT TIME".. and told the soldiers to go to their assigned lines to aboard the planes...No was this really happening to me or was i just abou

Thinking Of.....
me and a few other BBW friends have been thinking about starting a new bbw lounge but none of us can decide on what we should call it ......so gonna call on my friends to help come up with some more ideas for us

**help Wanted**
If you enjoy ROCK MUSIC, meeting new people, and hanging out in a fun, drama free lounge then WE WANT YOU! Join the WRR Army today! Army staff member duties include: Posting and reposting bulletins and blogs for shows Greeting new members as they come into the lounge Supporting the DJs by attending at least 70% of the shows Recruiting new listeners to the station Attending weekly Army meetings. Usually held at 9pm EST on Tuesdays If you're interested, please contact CSC at csc@cherrytap.com , original_csc@yahoo.com or one of the other staff members. We look forward to welcoming you into our family! Click banner to enter lounge

** Her Contest Starts Sunday, Still Time To Enter, Plz Repost Ty **
COME ON FOLKS THIS IS HER FIRST CONTEST, LETS SHOW HAVE IT DONE ON CT GET A ENTRY, YOUR FAMILYS AND FRIENDS. LETS PUT THIS PUPPY OVER THE LINE. SHE GOOD PEOPLE. hi there, i'm holding my very first contest which will start 2pm UK time, 9am est, 6am pst tomorrow (Sunday). the theme is "Funniest Photos" and you have to be in the photo :D i have 16 entries so far, i would love to make it to 20 or more contestants :D the 1st prize will be a choice of either a 7 day blast or a months VIC, plus a gift shopping spree, the amount will depend on how many comments you get. the more comments you have, the more cherry bucks i will give you to to spend. other prizes will be available for 2nd and 3rd places, 4th place if i get 20 or more entries. all contestants will get VIC trophies, flashing hearts and CT Kegs just for taking part as well. please see my blog for further information, the rules and a glimpse of who has entered so far to give you ideas on how to make yourself lo

Saturday Links: Traveling Virus Today At Jones Beach -turn On Your Webcams!!! Download The O&a Show, New O&a Shirts,new Videos Online
The Opie and Anthony TRAVELING VIRUS hits Jones Beach TODAY! It's a big day for O&A, and the rest of the comedians on the Traveling Virus Comedy Tour, because today is the first big outdoor venue of the tour, and it's a gorgeous day outside. Thousands of screaming knuckleheads will be enjoying a full day of comedy and atrocity. If you can't make the show, be sure to fire up your PALTALK, because the video feeds will be live from the venue, and you never know what you're going to see going on, because it's all unfiltered, raw video.(no, you don't NEED a webcam yourself to view the Paltalk feeds...just make sure you register now). If you're at the show, and you take a bunch of photos you can ADD THEM TO YOUR OWN PHOTO GALLERY IN YOUR OWN URL... as long as you REGISTER WITH US If you missed yesterday's triumphant return to the XM airwaves, you can Download the Show on AUDIBLE and re-live every harsh, mean-spirited remark! NEW Official Opie & Anthony 'All The Way' T-Shirt! CL

This Is Awsome
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to th

Jackson Blues
cool logins, moon walkin//too-simple being smooth-criminal//so lets sing jacksons-blues// you thought it was tragic-news// you told every body you didnt steal statues//but playing with little boy mathew is bad-for-you// ice cream cones and peter pan tickle yafunny bone// shit lock the doors when mccully culkin home alone//

Whose Your Vampire Personality
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92% Marius83% Armand67% Lestat67% Spike58% Angel50% Louis42% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Akasha8% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Get Over It!!!!!!
If someone doesnt want to talk to you, some how you rubbed them the wrong way or your just not their type or maybe just maybe you bored them to sleep, and its even possible they found out your just a FAKE (which I hate). Stop harassing them stop messaging them asking whats wrong or what did I do or making comments like " youg a snob" or "your playing head games". First of all I dont play head games, if I dont want to talk to you, then I am NOT going to talk to you, so freaking get over it. I am not all that and neither or you. So stop wasting both of our time and move the hale on to the next victim.

Once Upon A Poet
Once upon a Poet, the theme of my poem, Written in slumbering mid, coldly tatched's poet's pen, Explore and survey this moonless skies My name been written in Rainbow coloured Flies, Ate my glory, indefinite far from Home, One eyed transmitted by broadcast my poem from Rome. Once upon a Poet, the mood of my poem Head-shaking for the poet writting this poem, Like sewing device, would never wear fashion Lika a butcher's Heir contempteously cracking bone-ration, Life's but a ghastly teacher, let's learn, Teaching Brand and Rusty, lessons to earn, I am today a Gold in the Sty Preserved to limitless shine tomorrow in the Sky. Once upon a Poet, when the battle's lost and won, Ink of my letters gushed from my eyes, I'm inevitable Victor despite victim, fate lies, Penury tends stealing this poet's Dream Racing shadows, buntiful beautiful beam, Once upon a Poet, written Poetry and Won.

A Burning Passion
As I walk down this lonesome road of life... My heart has a never ending surge of desire. Always looking for the soulmate of my dreams. I look into the eyes of every stranger... Searching for the same longing that I have. My heart aches with a burning passion... Endlessly grasping for eternal love. My dreams are engulfed with a mystical figure With no face... Carrying me to the brink of satisfaction. Explosions of desire overwhelm me. A face suddenly appears through the mist... It is my soulmate, my true love. The one man that will fulfill every imagination... Leading the way to eternal ecstasy. Question...you are this burning passion.

The Angry American Part 5
As most of you have noticed by the present bulletin posting...tha they ave found the ID cards of the missing American soldiers in an Al-Qudia safe house, along with video, and weapons. The article goes on to say that troops engaged in a fire fight from some nearby trees, and two soldiers were wounded before the Air Strike wiped the rag headed mother fuckers out. This has been an on going thing so it seems, these fucking rag headed asshats think that we're going to give in, the way I see it, every AMERICAN life taken, we take 100 of them. I said it all from the beginning, that we just turn the middle east into a great big glass parking lot. Fuck'em, who cares about the Koran (I wipe my ass with pages of it daily), who cares about ALLAH, I don't give a fuck about allah, he's an asshat too. I don't give two shits about the whole religion thing, I could care less, I could care less about politics, think it's time we stop worrying about the civilian casualties, and start worrying abou

Potty Training Guidelines
Potty Training Guidelines 1. Buy lots of the child’s favorite drinks and salty foods. 2. Make sure the “ultimate” reinforcer is available to the therapists/parents for the child’s successes on the potty. 3. Buy regular underwear 4. Buy a potty seat that fits on top of the regular toilet and a stool for the child to rest his feet. 5. Prepare activities for the child to do while seated on the potty such as; puzzles, books, manipulative toys. Day 1 1. When the child wakes up, dress him/her in a shirt or sweatshirt, underwear and socks 2. Makes sure all SR+ items, activities, drinks, salty foods and the potty area is set up. 3. Begin giving the child liquids (LOTS!) for about 5 minutes. 4. Continue giving the child liquids until he/she is on the potty. 5. Start entertaining activities such as singing songs, puzzles, toys, etc. 6. Keep the child on the potty until he/she is successful. This can be a long time, 1-2 hours. This time will be this days baseli

6/16/07
Doing this seems to help a bit with the craziness! Was @ work this morning & my daughter had to call in to me...it's sooo frustrating trying to get a phone call where I work! The call finally got thru to me and was told Mom needs a blood transfusion! I know Mom's 84 and has lived a long, full life and the Alzheimer's, or I should say the effects of it, drive me out of my mind @ times! But I love Mom and I've been a basketcase today over all this!

Risk Vs. Benefits
Alternative Therapy for Allergies: Risks vs. Benefits Posted by Franklin Adkinson, M.D. on Mon, Jun 11, 2007, 3:25 am PDT You may have seen ads for a supplement claiming to treat allergies and many other ailments variously called methyl sulfonyl methane (MSM), crystalline DMSO, DMSO2, and "Vibrant Life." But do the claims fit the reality? MSM is derived from the liquid solvent dimethyl sulfoxide (DMSO), which was a popular alternative remedy for rheumatoid arthritis and other inflammatory conditions in the 1960s and 1970s. Bathing sore joints in DMSO seemed to reduce arthritic symptoms, and there is some clinical evidence for this benefit. Both DMSO and MSM appear to be well tolerated and have few noticeable side effects. But recent evidence suggests that they may have significant toxic effects in some cells. One report, for example, showed that MSM induced abnormalities in chromosomes and toxic damage to the gametes (egg and sperm cells) of worms. There is no clinical ev

Ode To All Bikers
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate at church last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats a

Haha My Thoughts On Alex Rodriguez Aka Pay-rod
okay...ALL YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH YANKEE FANS STOP CLAIMING A-ROD HE LIVED IN NYC TILL HE WAS 6 FUCKING 6 YEARS OLD HE SPEND MOST OF HIS LIFE IN THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC...AND WHAT HE DIDNTED HE LIVED IN THE FLORIDA..SORRY TO BREAK YOUR HEARTS BUT ALEX RODRIGUEZ HAS BEEN SHIT SINCE 2000-2001 SEASON..his first year with the TEXAS Rangers...wanna know how i know this and remeber his first year with texas because he was a Seattle Mariner WE GAVE THAT DUMB FUCKER A START....WHEN HE BROKE HIS UGLY ASS JAW....not only was he GREAT IN SEATTLE HIS FIRST FEW YEARS but he was a nicer guy...To this very DAy if he walks to the batters box in Safeco Feild THE BALLPARK fills with boos...JUST LIKE IT WOULD IF ALEXANDER LEFT THE HAWKS NEST AKA QWEST FIELD...I BOO HIM IN THE STADUIM THO..Look at his rookie Stats compared to what alex rodriguez has now..he thinks hes a home run hitter...hes deprived his glove and his quickness...he stole bases like no other..And he had a bad ass arm..but for the last 7 years

Today's Plan
WISHIN EVERYONE A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY WITH LOTS OF LOVE. MY BROTHER AND HIS DAUGHTER ARE ON THEIR WAY HERE TO SWIM TODAY, SO I WON'T BE AT THE PC ALL THE TIME. WILL TAKE PICS THO, BE SURE OF THAT. LOVE TO ALL AND HAVE A BLESSED DAY. KEEP ROCKIN' AND DANCING....

Questions That Haunt Some People?
Questions that haunt some people? Can you cry under water? ________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? ________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? _______________________________ Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ________________________________ If a deaf person has t

Mr.fix -it
you know if you could you would open that hood// lip-sticks, oil on dip sticks// i be mixing an twistin// puttin pistion in engins// puting sistaz in missionary postion// she has lipfungus when we was kissin// if i lied and said ididnt touch her kitten iwould be lieing like bill clintion //

I Am Sorry For My Ranting!
To my true friends and family and fans As you have seen by my recent blogs--I am on a rampage of sorts. I am terribly sorry for my foul laungage. I know it is not lady like! I appologize again. What I really want to say is this. It upsets me greatly that now, friends, soon to be friends, and fans are now unable to rate my pictures or veiw them. This sucks, not only for me, but for you all as well. Since I have had to put them in private albums, none of us get the CT points for the pictures. This hurts my leveling up---as well as yours. I could mark them all NSFW, but it is the same problem. With NSFW's, no one gets the points either. Until I find out who has done this. I Guess I will suffer greatly for it--as will my true friends and fan's. Perhaps it was one of the female "friends" that just are not "all that" and jealousy is their problem. To them I say this-- ALL of my pictures were taken by my husband. They may seem erotic, and beautiful. I am only beautiful due to the love of a go

Why I've Left Here.
I'm probably barking up the wrong tree, but here's a few reasons why I'm never here any more. No particular order to it, jsut the order I think of them. I don't expect you to leave for these reasons, just know what's been going on with me. 1- I don't want to fan and friend you just because you did it to me. I've even written that on my page. Take the time to read it, don't just leave a comment expecting it from me because you did it. 2- DJs in particular- I don't want to listen to your radio program, either. I don't like what you play; if I did, I'd already be listening. I turned off anonymous shouts because of you... thanks. 3- I'm not here to comment bomb your latest contest. This isn't junior high, I'm not voting for you for class president because you're the most popular kid in school. I didn't like that 15 years ago, and I like it even less now. If you're pretty, intelligent, etc., I'll let you know. If the only way you can realize it is by me pasting 200 commen