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Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Ladies for this contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Time Dramas!
Here I meet someone nice on here. I was not looking for anything from her nor am I looking for anyone to do the discovery channel bit with. But hell, you meet someone here, you hit it off and hope for the best. Comes to my weekend, I have exactly 36 hours off time at home. In that time I have to pay bills, wash cloths for work. Clean the house, cook for me and maintain my sanity. With all that, this woman gets upset, says "I am not talking to you anymore, not going to call you" All because I am busy and have things to do. Oh well, I guess I am better off knowing this now than later because sorry, I have a work life and kids. Those come first before ANYONE else. If I am wrong about this, yell at my ass and tell me why. Anyway, I am available to date and hang out with chat on the phone etc like always! All the best to you and your's my friends, Frank

Ramblings
Well I have not been able to sleep again tonight. I spent all night sitting here alone in the dark just wondering what's going on in my life is this all I have to look forward to. There is a silence in the stillness of the dark that is almost dethening. It can feel like a haunting call to some thing unknown darkness within us all. It's the place in our selves we all fear most, that little corner of our minds we hide the truths and our fears. Still strangely this is where I find my self more and more alone in this darkness. This void I wish I could escape is becoming my home, it creeps over you like a blanket of ice. This loneliness has become so familiar. "Loneliness It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. To vague to remember To important to forget. Can you see the screams behind my eyes The pain in my heart The loneliness in my soul"

Heres The Link - Please Vote!!
heres my link to vote for me for the Cherry Tap Bikin Contest: go here: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=305222&albumid=383364&i=3828948424 VOTE VOTE VOTE!!! thank you for those who support me!!

Sexxy Man On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Man On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Men For This Plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Funny
Okay this is advice I am going to give to all my fellow men. Ladies, if you think your man needs to learn this shit you tell him and let him know. A woman's body is something to be worshiped and teased. Kiss her every where, but those spots you know you normally head right for. Kiss those spots you think you have never kissed before. Let your lips SOFTLY memorize her every inch of skin. From the under side of her breasts to the backs of her knees, every spot your normally neglect. Take things slow, LISTEN TO HER BODY, she will let you know what she wants. NOT EVERY GIRL IS THE SAME!!!! And all I can say now is read this and follow it lol FROM YOURS TRULEY JUSTIN.......... 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non-essentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some

What Has Happened To All The Weed?
So its been a little while, hasn’t it my friends? Well I am back. This time my amigos I have some sad news to bring to you. I as you all know love my Marijuana. It has been brought to my attention over the past couple of months that it is increasingly hard to find my friend MARY-JANE. Now I know that a lot of you are thinking (good the police are doing there job.) That’s fine that you believe this but the reality is , I cant find weed anywhere but I can find Heroin, Meth, Cocaine, and any other REAL DRUG I want. Now you all know that I your humble narrator doesn’t do drugs (I only smoke the WEED.) So this goes out to LAW ENFORCEMENT and the FUCKING JACKASSES on Capitol Hill you know the ones that have no idea what the hell is going on but is more than willing to stick there wrinkled noses into everything. STOP BOTHERING THE POT SMOKERS!!!! GO OUT AND BUST THE REAL CRIMINALS…. SO SCREW YOU PEOPLE…THAT IS ALL THE STERN

In My First Contest...please Rate And Comment
I am in my first contest. Could everyone that reads this please go to the link and rate and comment my pic? please help me out...i promise i will return the favor to everyone that helps me out. thanks to all, D http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=884462&albumid=388058&i=306366471

Missing U Again
As I sit by my window And look outside The wind starts to blow And I begin to cry I want you here I need you near Close by my side Oh,,the tears I have cried You wanted to stay But you had to go On that sad,,sad day I miss you so I wanted to say goodbye And say I love you But there was no time I feel you around me Watching,,protecting If only I could see Your angel wings I keep your memory Deep in my heart We will never part

Missing U
Missing someone more than life, Is missing someone who’s part of you. Missing a touch, his gentle feather touch, A kiss so sweet, on the lips. (I've only dreamed this) Half a world can’t extinguish a flame so bright, That of true love; that of true life. You haven’t lived till you’ve loved. How true. I never lived before I loved you, My sweet love. Thank you for loving me.

Lesson Of The Day
A good man once prayed with me held my hand spoke the words, sincere that i may forgive those who've done me wrong The anger for some fell And he wiped them gently from my face dried them from my eyes Forgive and forget, he said i can do one but never the other

Safe
Are you sure you really want to fuck me? We could make omelettes, put together a puzzle, watch "Are you smarter than a 5th grader?". OR, we could slowly start undressing until I cannot stand it anymore and grab you and toss you on the bed. No pretext, mouth clamped to yours, fingers sliding in and out of you. Hook me fingers up and rub back and forth over your G spot. Speed increasing as I suck one of your nipples between my teeth and bite down gently. With my other hand I reach up and clamp the restraints onto each wrist so your hands are stretched above you and your fingers dig into the leather. I bring my hand down to tweak your nipples while I move down to slide my tongue lightly over your clit while my fingers continue to stroke deeply in and out of you. I lick back and forth from your clit to your ass and back up. My other finger teases your ass, slowly sliding in and slipping back and forth at random intervals opposite to the tongue and fingers banging your pussy. Your

A Song I Wrote
Here is a song I wrote, if anyone knows anyone who can write music let me know...I'm trying something different. This is written off of a dream I had the other night about meeting that person you love for the first time. I KNEW FROM THE MOMENT I LOOKED IN YOUR EYES THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU MINE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN AT ONCE IT TOOK US SOME TIME BUT THAT FIRST NIGHT WE SHARED OUR MIND AND HEARTS DID COMBINE THAT NIGHT WAS OURS IT WAS WONDERFUL AMAZING, ALL WE DREAMED IT TO BE THAT NIGHT WAS MAGICAL PASSIONATE, SENSUAL LET'S MAKE IT ETERNITY WE WERE SO COMFORTABLE AND RELAXED WITH EACH OTHER IF THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I KNOW I KNOW IT WAS A LOVE SPELL WE WERE UNDER LET'S MAKE THIS OFFICIAL AND PLAN ON BECOMING HUSBAND AND WIFE FOR WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING OUR LOVE WILL COMPLETE THIS THING CALLED LIFE THAT NIGHT WAS OURS IT WAS WONDERFUL AMAZING, ALL WE DREAMED IT TO BE THAT NIGHT WAS MAGICAL PASSIONATE, SENSUAL LET'S MAKE IT ETERNITY I'VE WA

Born 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE

What Goes On In People's Heads?
Yes, I confess, I posted three crazy dull as a bone Mumm's, but I needed the results for a short story I'm working on. For this, I get posts of Penis's and insane laughter? I remind myself this is the internet, where ANYTHING can happen, and realize they had even more boredom on their hands than I. Yet along with this, time wise, I get chewed out by a friend for not sending a real present to them for their birthday. Ok, missing it I deserve the lambastement but come on, they never displayed their birthday, never told me their birthday was coming up, and certainly never told me they expected me to participate! Any one of them would have done the trick to cue me in. Further, I have suddenly gone from evil writer of schlock to their beloved! Uhm..... when did this occur? I hope they would have told me so I could start enjoying my side of the bennefits. I guess I am supposed to read minds once again! And here I've gone and told everyone I flunked that class. But then again

Relationships
Save me from myself, from the dangers my mind does hold. Keep at bay the stories that have yet to unfold. Pretend with me for a moment that this is where my life began. Don't look into my past you'll only find a detailed battle plan. There is no yesterday that can compare to what tomorrow may have in store. There is no sanity in today without the promise of more. There is nothing inside nor nothing left out that can be changed. You will find my life is scattered and my mind a bit deranged. I do not claim exclusivity nor would I ask that of you. I do not need the torture of not knowing what you would do. I am content with the life that I have made. I do not need the knowledge that this too will soon fade. Keep me in the darkness, for that is where I am at home. I feel no desire to hunt nor a desire to roam. I am a woman, there is nothing more that I wish to be. Not even the depths of the ocean can penetrate the stillness that has settled inside of me.

An Appology
sorry i vented like i did, not like anyone reads my blogs anyway lol i just got fed up with all those ppl on my friends list who just take up space, i did however delete a lot but still have way too many to go i just feel like if you add someone to your friends list, its to become friends and not just use them for points anyway to my dear friends, love you guys to the ones who dont talk to me i dont care anymore and i need some ideas how to amuse myself lol

Silver Wolf
Ann Sydow / Athol, Idaho Silver Wolf I saw you there, alone, heading straight west, Thirsty and exhausted, you needed a rest. Where were you going on that summer day? Whatever the case, I was glad to have you stay. A chance to help a wolf was an honor to me. But sometimes behind my fence, I wondered if you'd rather be free. With a beautiful silver coat, and a face of pure white, How on earth did you always hide in plain sight? Obedient (for a wolf)... you tried so hard to please. Eventually I could brush you all over with ease. The spirit of your wild ancestors could be seen in your eyes. I think you felt it like I do, every time another wolf dies. I'm so glad i found you, though our time wasn't long. Thanks for letting me hear your beautiful wolf song. I got to touch true wildness, connecting with nature, Every time I sat with you, stroking your fur. I hope I made you happy Silver; I tried to keep you well. The times I saw you

You Think You Know A Cat? Meet Hellcat--
THIS WOMAN IS THE BEST- SHES BEEN A FRIEND OF MINE FOR A WHILE NOW AND WE HAD A LIL PROBLEM BUT TRUE FRIENDS WORK THROUGH EVERYTHING- AND WE DID JUST THAT- SHES ON MY FAMILY LIST ALONG WITH THE OTHERS IN THESE BLOGS BECAUSE TO ME - HELLCAT- YOU ARE FAMILY. I LOVE YOU GIRL. HUGS TO YOU. HELLCAT@ CherryTAP

The Plane! The Plane!
Due to a request from Masokyst, any of my future blog posts that are more than just a poem or a paragraph will be posted in two parts. The first portion of the post will be the full version, for people who actually enjoy reading what I've written and want to know the whole story. The second portion, the condensed version, will be for Masokyst...because he's lazy like that and he will probably always know the whole story already anyway, because he's just...well, he's HIM. And that makes him special. =] -Full Version: I'm on the plane and headed home. I'm not quite sure where home is anymore and I haven't been sure for quite some time. I think I lost track somewhere in 2006. Maybe it was sooner...like when my dad died. Nothing's felt completely right for me since then. I haven't been comfortable with where I am or what I do or who I've become. I've longed for change and new direction. I stepped off that plane in Phoenix and it was so simple to fall into a pattern wit

How To Spot Fakes, Spam Bots And Scam Profiles On Myspace
Sunday, June 10, 2007 How to spot fake profiles, scammers, and spam bots Current mood: geeky Category: MySpace I know I have posted a similar blog about this but, some of my new readers may have not read back that far. As a regular blogger, I have noticed that every time I post a blog, my mailbox gets at least 3-4 fake profile e-mails. If you don't believe that, just post a "test" blog. Here are some tips that I have learned to tell if the e-mails are spam bots, scam artists or bogus profiles from folks in Africa: 1) Almost every single one of them have "professional" quality pics. 2) The body of the letter has a lot of grammatical errors and misspellings. 3) It is usually a very long letter. Some examples of the letter's contents are: A) A man talking about how his wife has passed away and he has to raise his child alone. B) They state they are contractors living abroad and are wanting contacts. (see below) C) Your picture has been chos

Beautiful Home
something a little more upbeat Here lives a beautiful person beautiful in flesh beautiful in mind beautiful in heart beautiful in soul beautiful in laughter beautiful in sorrow beautiful in silence beautiful in words beautiful streaming from inside out

20 Things Guys Shoud Know!
20 ways to win a girl's heart 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then

Jennifer Hudson
http://www.myspace.com/jenniferhudson About JENNIFER HUDSON Growing up on the south side of Chicago IL, Jennifer started singing in the church choir at the age of seven. For Jennifer, emoting inspirational gospel is the cornerstone of her beginnings as a talented singer, "the church is my favorite place to sing. My first solo was "Must Jesus Bare The Cross Alone." She attributes her vocal ability to her dear late maternal grandmother, Julia Kate Hudson, who was an avid churchgoer and also sang in the choir. Throughout grammar and high school, Jennifer cultivated & showcased her talent by participating in a host of local talent shows and musicals. During this time she also performed at various clubs, weddings and benefits in Chicago and surrounding areas In the Fall of 2002 Jennifer successfully auditioned for one of the Disney Cruise ships and landed her first major role as "Calliope", the head muse on the "Disney Wonder" line the ran from February 2003 through August of 2003

Mind In Overload!
How fast does slow go? What does the dark look like? How old would you be if we all lived on Mars instead of Earth? How long can your hair be and still be short? Does anger ever get sad? How cold does fire feel? If there is life in outer space, do they ask each other about us? Does the moon ever envy the sun, or would the sun envy the moon? How much fun can you have and still be bored? Do trees have shoulders? And if so do other trees want to cry on them? What does silence sound like? How dry can water get and stay wet? How manly does estrogen act? Are mountains afraid of heights? Is dyslexic spelled backwards? How sweet does bland taste? How soft does hard get before it bends? Does ice ever sweat? How blue is orange? Will there ever be an animal called a plasticchuck? What does hate love the most? How transparent can steel be? What would make a bean fart? Do socks ever want to trade places with shoes? What does sober feel like to a drunk person? How loud can a

The Last Time
The last time i was held when someone wanted to hold me This august makes a year But i didn't want it The last time i was held when i wanted to be Three and a half years, give or take a few months But i didn't need it The last time i was held when i needed it i know it happened but i can't remember it

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Private!!!! (assume Away Drama Starters)
So people I know there is going to be alot of assuming on this poem I wrote well assume what u want its poetry that is all (;P) You made love to me on the phone Leaving me breathless and all alone With visions of being in your arms As you sample, tasting all my charms. Oh darling, what you do to me In every dream and fantasy One night is sweet and tender Bringing me to blissful surrender Slow and easy savoring every passion Then, masterful, in a wild, abandon fashion Not waiting, grabbing me, holding me Taking me at your will in sensual fantasy You left me with dreams of sweet delight Being cuddled, embracing me so tight Strength overpowering Lust is devouring Sensual Kisses upon my neck, enthralling Breathless whispers in my ear, now calling Wild and sexy things I'm feeling Surges of passion flowing, revealing Spiraling downward with kisses Hot wonton desire where bliss is cupping each breast so tender Your tongue a seduction, surrender Waves of ex

Am I Pretty Enough Now?
Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're ugly as fuck! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mom: I love you. Girl: I love you too, Mom. Mom: Bye Bye. Girl: By

Time For A Vacation
I haven't had a real vacation in a year and a half (a delightful weekend trip to Orlando after a week of 56 hours of overtime doesn't count--that's like, 1 day of hazy staggering around after flying nearly 5,000 miles). I have 4 weeks to use in the next 7 months, so I'll start with this week! I'm going to drive to Fairbanks (it's always much hotter there in the summer) and spend a night here http://www.akalpinelodge.com/ and then I'm going to drive another 60 miles from there to see a place I have never seen before http://chenahotsprings.com/ and then I'm returning home to do some housework and laze about and plan how I'll burn off the other three weeks. I can *highly* recommend both Canada and Alaska as nice places to visit in the summertime!

Hitched
My two good friends Eric & Ally were married yesterday. It was a friggin' awesome wedding! Then I wonder.. why the hell are all my friends getting married? I really don't see it in my future! But anyway...CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU TWO! I LOVE YOU!

Accept Me
Images of you fill my mind Your charm blinds everyone who looks your way. Your eyes hypnotize me. The things you do and say piss off most everyone. Yet, I understand everything. I want to be yours. I would do anything I could just to make you notice me. But I'm only one in a million. You could have anyone at your Beck and Call. And I want to do just that. Your slave Your toy You love Your friend Only One You want Anything you want me to be, I'll be. If only you'll accept me. for me, I can be yours.

Thank U Friends
Just wanted to drop a quick Thank You to my friends who left my son some love for his birthday. We are about to do the cake and ice cream thing but I've been gettin so much love from the ones who remembered or knows it's his bday that I wanted to just recognize and say thanks from the bottom of my heart. I love you all!! Lisa

Random Thoughts...
I am in constant pain now. I take some pills that dull the pain for a short time...not long enough for me to feel "normal" again. The pain has moved up from my ankle to the small of my back, so sitting calmly, with out someone asking " are you ok?" is a long, distant memory. The stress of a still pending divorce and life has caused this body to reek havoc and yell anarchy at itself....people wonder why I am short tempered at times, you try walking around and playing nice when every movement causes you pain. I know there is a billion people out there that have it a billion times worse than I do...and I respect the strength they have in dealing with their pain. I forgot where this was going....(laughs quietly to self)....oh well, time to go and smile and play "Mickey fucking Mouse" for these people again...remember, if it feels wrong, try it again. You might have done it wrong the first time.....

Southern Hotties Lounge
Please come join me and some friends in a new lounge... Southern Hotties Crew http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8012 the lounge was created by a good friend of mine, Tiff. TX Flame-Owner Southern Hotties Crew (VOTE Now-BIKINI Contest In My Pics) I'm Tiff!@ CherryTAP you will get to meet some good hearted Country fella's and you will meet some Stunning, Sexy, and Amazing Country Gals... nothing better in my eyes than a country gal. So what do ya say...Wanna Join the lounge...what are you waiting for.. Thank you Nate

Depression Sets In
Well the weekend I had planned went to complete shit. I didn't even make it half way and my tranny went out leaving me stranded on the side of the interstate for hours because no one could or would come and get me. It really sucks to know that you can't count on the ones you love. So I didn't get tattooed, or go to the biker party or see my daughter. I do believe the world hates me. Or atleast I am cursed. Nothing ever goes right and I can never catch a break. I just got back to the shop and had to get the bronco towed back here and ride along. I am so lost right now I don't know what to do. I feel like I have no one in this world and no matter how hard I try to get my life straight everything goes to hell. Some one please help me.

Friendship
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love

A Dumb Fast Food Sign.
For those that know me this is one of the most annoying things to me. Driving through a fast food resturant (not gonna say which one but you should know once you read this) and im sitting there forever waiting to get to the window to pick up my food and why in the he!! do i see a sign that sais quit drooling pull forward. what is the point of this sign but to piss you off. dont they think if we could pull forward we could i swear i want to rip down this sign everytime i see it.

To All My Friends
Just to let u all know, I will not be online a lot since I am back home in atlanta for the summer. I have a greaat idea for you all. I know most of you hate the fact that you cant talk to me now for a good minute. so here is the deal, I am going to give out my number for you all to reach me at. Feel free to call at anytime 770-997-8495 - where im located now 404-691-4232 - where i may be once in a while fell free to holla at me. dont forget to ask for me by my birth name Octavius, just in case I don;t always pick up. Much love to u all. Peace. ~ Stinger Nitro

What Feeling Are You?
You scored as Hope, Your Hope!! There is always a chance in your mind. You'll never give up. Your a determined person. You are very optimistic even when it seems all hope is lost. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Joy92% Hope92% Wisdom92% Faith92% Peace92% Grace83% Love75% Courage67% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Starting Over.
I am not very good at writing, but will do my best. I hope those of you that read this, will feel compelled to leave a comment or two as the blogs continue. So, the name of my subject above. Starting over. Thats what I am doing. As many of my friends may have noticed a flood of uploads to my photos ... I decided for a fresh start. ( I apologize to you all for it. But, in the end, it had to happen ) With the help of my good friend Crisha, my profile is slowly reforming into something it should of been long ago. ( Thanks hun! ) I've learned a lot in recent days, and with the help of my friends ( and a lot of those that are classed as "family" ) ... I learned that I am a valuable person and the person who hurt me, didn't deserve me in the first place. So, in the coming days ... start checking out the Mouse's profile for all new look and feel. Maybe even show some support by rating the pics, blog, stash and ... if you feel up to it, leave a little gift. ( The mouse loves gif

I Am Joy What Are You?
You scored as Joy, You are Joy!! Cheering people up is a talent you posses. Your warm smile brings joy to even the gloomiest. When you enter a room everyone is happy to see you. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Joy100% Courage92% Grace92% Love83% Hope83% Peace83% Wisdom75% Faith67% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Quiz
You scored as Grace, Your Grace!! Your loyalty will win you friends. You tell the truth and nothing more. Your heart is pure and good. And you are a kind and radiant human. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Love100% Hope100% Joy100% Courage100% Wisdom100% Peace100% Faith100% Grace100% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Ever Wanted To Talk To A Porn Star Live? Tonight You Can!!! 10pm Eastern!
Tonight at 10pm eastern, we are having Adult Film Star Nikki Delish in the studio talking sex shows, escorting, stripping and taking your personal calls. This is your chance to meet Nikki and see what a really cool and down to earth woman she is. Plus!!! Meet our NEW MALE CO-HOST REAPER!!! All I can say is there is NO ONE on earth like this guy! Go to www.ksframeofmind.com and check him out under our Bio’s link! He is going to bring something to the show that we have needed for a looong time! Freakshow member extraordinaire, he is oh just go check out his bio!!! So, tonight at 10pm eastern call us at 646-652-4737 and join in the mayhem and you can also join us on the HOST PAGE in our NEW LIVE INTERACTIVE CHAT!!!

Relationships
I long for your gentle touch, it brings me such delight. You chase away the demons, leave me no reason to fight. In your arms there is no terror, I am untouchable. With you right beside me my hunger is insatiable. Hold me close don't let me go. Stay with me tonight, the peace you bring I ache to know. There is no yesterday when I am wrapped in your embrace. Tomorrow is clear when I look into your sweet face. I ask not for promises or for words that you don't mean. Later I will worry about the tears that will flow like a stream. There are no questions floating through my mind. There is only a serenity that I was sure I would never find.

Sexual Type
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Fucked Up Day
The other day i was as work (Sat) and once again this stupid mother fucker did not show up so guess what i had to load his truck again. Well the sort was going good the trucks were getting loaded good. Well this big metal thing came down the belt so i had to load it was not bad just sharp all around. So i put it on the top shelf and go on working. Well at the end of the sort when we were done i was looking in all my trucks so see if they were loaded right and i was bending down and when i came up guess what? Thats right i hit the metal sharp thing it sliced my ear open. In like 5 seconds there was blood every where not fun and not cool.

Als.....
Today is a sad day for my family. Today, my sister’s father in law passed away from Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS). Which is more often known as "Lou Gehrig's disease. This is the second person that I know that has fallen victim to this disease. The first was my Uncle who passed away 10 years ago. I have included a web site that can help people understand this disease and what can be expected. Hopefully one day there will be a cure... To learn more about Lou Gehrig's disease please check out this site: http://www.alsa.org/als/what.cfm?CFID=4116709&CFTOKEN=69722269 As Always!! MissmeKissmeLovemeBye… for now Ü (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´

Tick Warning!
TICK WARNING! I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and they ask you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!!!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid

This Is What Your Heart Need
Healing, every moment every wish you have will come true healing every feeling, that s aboving you Satisfy your soul take away your pain something have to end to begin again Satisfy your heart, its so good to feel Love is around and all the hurt will heal Let the day begin make the evening grow let the big skying satisfy your soul cause its so good to feel... Love is all around and all the hurt wil heal This is what your heart needs to feel!

Close Friend Feeling Lonely, Needed Some Love
Ok Ladies I know I can count on you and all the guys brave enough who want to help, please show my buddy some lovin! He's an old friend of mine from way back and is wanting to make new friends. Please show him some lovin by going by his page to fan, add & rate him!! Thanks so much!! Vision of Gray@ CherryTAP

At Peace With Myself.
As the blood slowly drains my face turns pale white, your body leaning over me drinking with delight. I've dreamt of shear joy of being outta my mind, this is pleasure so dark I fear I might lose my mind. I drift in and out of reality praying the pain doesn't stop, loving how I'm feeling when dealing with meeting my death. Life has just become to start its a meeting of new friends, life eternal darkness let the spirts rise again. This graceful night that you brought me too is something romantic I never knew. If life was sweet before this I never realized, because with you in the darkness I can finally close my eyes.

Sunday~ Relaxing
Hi all, it's Sunday and I am just here relaxing. I hope that all is having a good weekend. I woke up around 9 am, and am still tired, and I have a headache. I was taking a nap when hubby called to ask for directions to the place he is going to. I guess I have a headache because I didn't get too much sleep last night. We had to run to Walmart and the bank to get a few things, at some point today I have to run to Homeland and get W.I.C. and a few other things. Going to take it easy today, don't feel too good today. I hope you all have a great and relaxing Sunday. Take care, Hugs Jilly

How Many Of You Know Our National Anthem -- All Four Stanzas.
"I have a weakness -- I am crazy, absolutely nuts, about our national anthem. The words are difficult and the tune is almost impossible; but frequently when I'm taking a shower, I sing it with as much power and emotion as I can. It shakes me up every time." *********************************** NO REFUGE COULD SAVE: by Dr. Isaac Asimov I was once asked to speak at a luncheon. Taking my life in my hands, I announced I was going to sing our national anthem -- all four stanzas. This was greeted with loud groans. One man closed the door to the kitchen, where the noise of dishes and cutlery was loud and distracting. "Thanks, Herb," I said. "That's all right," he said. "It was at the request of the kitchen staff." I explained the background of the anthem and then sang all four stanzas. Let me tell you, those people had never heard it before -- or had never really listened. I got a standing ovation. But it was not me; it was the anthem. More recently, while conducting a s

Personality
You scored as Peace, Your Peace! World Peace. It would be nice. But the world isn't as kind hearted as you are. When people fight all you want to do is get away from it or make it stop. You just want them to get along. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Peace100% Joy92% Grace92% Wisdom92% Faith83% Love83% Courage75% Hope67% What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

What I'm Feeling
Last night I went out with the most perfect man I have ever met. He is everything I could ever want or need and in my eyes he is totally without flaw. I never knew how hard it could be to watch a movie. Never once last night did the fact that he was right there leave my mind. After the movie we sat and talked for a long time without realizing time had past. I know now that no one else could make me feel the way he does and feel like I have been looking for him all my life. I think I would die, inside anyway, if we were never to be together again. I've never felt this way before and it scares me badly!! He is perfect. I only hope I deserve him!

I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake after every hit we take every feeling that I get but I haven't missed you yet Every roommate kept awake bye every sigh and scream we make all the feeling that I get but I still don't miss you yet only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you why do I love you I hate everything about you why do I love you Only when I stop to think about you I know Only when you stop to think about me do you know I hate everything about you why do I love you you hate everything about me why do you love me I hate you hate I hate you love me I hate everything about you why do I love you

Crockpot Chicken Tortilla Soup
1 (46 ounce) can chicken broth 1 (15 ounce) can tomato sauce 1 (15 ounce) can diced tomatoes 3 cups shredded cooked chicken (great to use rotisserie from the deli) 2 anaheim chilies, diced 1 jalapeno pepper, diced 1/2 cup diced onions 3-4 large tomatoes, diced 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 tablespoons minced cilantro 1 tablespoon chili powder 2 teaspoons cumin 2 teaspoons pepper 1 teaspoon salt 2 teaspoons Tabasco sauce 1/2 teaspoon chipotle peppers (optional) Garnish Ideas: 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese 1 avocado, chopped 1/4 cup cilantro, pulled from stem 1 lime, cut into wedges 2 cups crushed tortilla chips Dollup of sour cream Throw everything except the garnishes in your crockpot and let it cook on high for 5-6 hours. Dress with garnishes and give it a squeeze of lime (a must:-) and you're good to go!

Coining A Phrase...
I have decided to coin a new phrase. Maybe someone's beaten me to the punch, but if not, I claim full credit for it. "CTz" (pronounced: see-teez') Plural form: "CTzes" (pronounced: see-teez'-ehs) 1. Part of speech: noun Any chick from this website who is here solely to gain attention via showing off her body (via contests, NSFW pictures, et al), but will never put out. (Note how similar the definition is to "cocktease.") 2. Part of speech: verb The act of being a CTz. Comments? Thoughts? I'm sure someone has something to say.

Good Friends Are Hard To Find
I care for you with all my heart. If you are falling i will be your lifeguard, And catch you with my bare hands. Maybe there is no one who understands How i can give so much for a person i hardly know, And there is no way i can show How i do this all. But the world is very small, And good friends are hard to find, So if you don't mind, I will keep the ones i have in honour.

Wolf Medicine
Kendall Klug In the Native American way, the word medicine means anything that brings one closer to nature and the life force inherent within all living things. This could mean the healing of the body, the mind, and spirit, as observed through the lessons and living patterns of the animal kingdom. Of course, this requires astute awareness by the seeker and the desire to be in harmony with the strength and wisdom of that creature's essence. Native American medicine is a "way of life". Animals are powerful teachers that frequently appear in our dreams or our daily activities, providing us with insight, companionship, and subtle messages. Understanding these signals necessitates humility and the ability to be in touch with one's intuitiveness. A dynamic animal of the great kingdom of creatures is the wolf. Referred to as the teacher and pathfinder of new ideas; the wolf has an enormous sense of family, as well as a strong individualistic drive. Taken in part from http://w

One Of The Best Emails I've Ever Gotten!
I got this email and well.. I had to share it. I wanna add something to it though. If you don't support our men and women in the military, then YOU go fight in over 100 degree weather and send somebody's kid home! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9 /11. I'll ca

Kisses For Pink What??--taco's
I HAD TO PUT THIS PICTURE- LOL-- THIS IS KISSES FOR PINK TACO'S- HES A REAL GREAT FRIEND TO ME BOTH ON HERE AND OFF HERE- IF YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW HIM LOOK HIM UP- HES A GOOD FRIEND- AND HE LOVES THE PRETTY LADIES- Kisses For Pink Tacos...@ CherryTAP

I Had A Pretty Good Night Last Night.
Hey guys! My blogs up till late haven't been that interesting to say the least. I am doing really well again. The notion of sleep has reentered my brain, so, for the first time in a long time I am well rested. YAY!!! Well, anyways, last night I went to my first Roller Derby. MAN, that shit was AWESOME. If you ever get the chance to go...GO!!! I know that here, locally, there are the Dallas Derby Devils and they are GREAT!!! I got invited to try out for the team next year, but damn, some of those women are not so small. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying they are fat...but I am a skinny ass. It would probably be good for all of my pinned up aggression. Plus, somebody told me they thought I couldn't do it. Eat Pooh! I'll do it just to prove you wrong!! All I have to say about work is thank God last night was my Friday night. Whew! LONG WEEK!! Well, I hope everyone is having a great weekend. And remember, be good, and if you can't....Jenn is a really good name.

Birthday Sex
Adam was talking to his friend at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stuck." His friend said, "I have an idea! Why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled." Adam decided to to his friend's advice. The next day at the bar his friend said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," Adam replied. "Did she like it?" "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

I Don’t Know
I don’t know what I feel, I don’t know what is real. I’m living in an illusion. There’s to much confusion. I don’t know what to say, I don’t know where I’m going, just away. I’m losing myself, losing my faith. ‘Cause I know it’s to late. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where I’m going through. I’m full with fear, full of shame. It’s enough with that stupid game. I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what, but I sink. Knowing it was all a lie, No matter how I try. I just don’t know it anymore…

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman, with time, only grows.

Passionate Eyes(for Ashen)
Deep eyes stare to my soul. Embrassing every curve of my body without touch. Taunting my heart with strings I dont see, looking at me, longing to touch me. My body is your playground, my sin is now with you, bring me into your world and let me see through you. Drown my sorrows and disbeliefs in love with just a glance, hold me in exstacy, let your eyes dance over me and comfort me. Glare at what is yours and only for you to see, my lips , my hips, and places to dark to see. Fill me with your manly body just as I lay here, fill me with erotic pleasures and dare me to meet you there. this art BY MYSTIC ANGEL

Your Memory
Your memory will always linger here inside my head. All the days together I will cherish 'till I'm dead. I constantly remind myself I'll never see your face again What was once will never be, nor will it be erased. I'm trying hard to get along aware you are forever gone. I find my mind wanders towards you. I know I'm breaking into pieces I can't seem to let you go. The memories, so haunting, still I cannot let them go. It's tough to try and ease this pain without seeing your smiling face... my lips so dry, my eyes so Lost. I'd do anything to hold your hand, but you have taken off. I fear living this lonesome life without a hand to hold. All this time you soothed my heart, and now, it's growing cold. Tell me, what am I to do when I am not looking at you? A home so solemn empty, bare. I wake up thinking you are there... But I am all alone. I know It's in the past and I have got to find a way to let myself accept the fact that you have gone away. T

Cosmic Girl
I’ve must have died and gone to heaven Cos it was a quarter past eleven On saturday night Right across on where I’m standing On a dance floor she was landing It was clear that she was from another time Like some baby barbarella with the stars as her umbrella She asked me if I liked to magnetise Do I have to go star-trekking Cos it’s you I shoulb be checking So she laser beamed me with her comisc eyes She’s just a cosmic girl from another galaxy My heart’s at zero gravity She’s from a cosmic world Putting me in ectasy Transmitting on my frequency She’s cosmic I’m scanning all my radars Well she said she’s from a quasar Forty thousand million light years away It’s a distant solar system I tried to phone but they don’t list em So I asked her for a number all the same She said, step in my transporter so I can teleport ya All around my heavily body This could be a close encounter I should take care not to flounder Sends me into hyperspace when I see her prett

Alright
You give me light So tonight take me there I feel your sun Start to glow and I know it Let me show you that I want your love I need your touch For the rest of our time together baby Come fly with me, eternally You and me We were meant to be Alright We’ll spend the night together wake up and live forever I see your eyes, Hold the keys to my paradise Summer in your smile Well it makes me feel so real so real You tell me things And my heart sings to the world, From the islands in the sky Take my hand as one we will stand You know it’s never never To say hello to forever Alright We’ll spend the night together wake up and live forever I need your touch, I want your love so much I need your touch & I want your love so much Oh now, tonight, We’ll spend the night together Wake up and live forever

This Lady Has The Qualities Of A True And Real Friend And Sister- Minx--
THIS IS MINX AS MOST OF YOU KNOW HER- AND ALOT DO- SHES A GEM IN HER OWN WAY AND HAS NO DISRESPECT FOR NO ONE. THIS LADY I MET WHEN I WAS IN A CONTEST AND SHE JUST POPPED IN AND BEGAN VOTING AND WE HAVE BECOME GREAT FRIENDS SINCE- I LOVE YOU MINX- AND THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE AND ALL YOU DO- IF I COULD SEND A HUG TO YOU I WOULD DAILY- BECAUSE YOU AS A PERSON- DESERVE THEM ALL. Minx - Please sign my guest book, love to see everyone who stops by!! **hugs**@ CherryTAP

For All My Friends, Fans And Family
My forum. Sean's World It's a free forum. Forums include Hottest Girls, Hottest Guys, Pic Requests, Promote Your Pics, Music, Sports, Relationships, an adult forum for those that are 18 and older and a General forum to just hang out and chat with other members and have fun. There is also a Shoutbox and an arcade that has over 400 games with more being added in the future. So if you haven't joined, come and join the fun.

Cyber Lover
I love the way you play with me No hangups here for you or me I wonder how it would really be Only in my mind i see..... Sweet hot meat to tickle my clit The trail ends with my slippery wet slit My legs spread ever so wide you see Dive right in,set me free Take me to the place i need to be Enveloped in your ecstacy

Sum Sum Abotu Me ;) And Heafty Joke
YOU KNOW YOUR HEAFTY JOKE .....at end of blog OK LOL I already wrote this once and lost everything when I got a error message.....so attempt #2........waits for cheering section....................................... I was trying to tell a little something about who I was ,.....*trying*

Bed Of Many Pleasures
On your bed of many pleasures, I am another woman Living dreamily in my own body, Looking down to see you In the darkened room, Your head nestled between my Surprised thighs. Your mouth at my other one, In previously no-man’s land, World of Enchantments, Lights exploding in my head In time to your rhythmic movements. From somewhere in the room I hear noises I can’t place, Sounds unfamiliar, and yet not so. With a start I realize that The sounds are coming from me, Fevered moaning, short pants, Hot gasps gulping sensualized air. And still, you continue Your sweet onslaught, Revenge for my believing I could have done without this For so many tongueless years. I look down again, seeing Your short, dark hair, The broad expanse of your back, Your hands holding my hips As it they held treasured secrets. Putting my hands on yours, I feel our fingers join together Like a lace curtain in passion’s window, Holding me place-bound, Spell-bound, body-bound

1994 Jeep Grand Cherokee Laredo 4 Sale
I have a 1994 Green Grand Cherokee Laredo that I no longer need. Works Great. AC will put ice in places you forgot you had :) Book Value is between 3000-3500. Your Cost is $2000.00 or best Offer Leather Seats Power windows door locks power seats 4 Wheel Drive It does need some minor work but is road worthy and can be test driven anytime. Jeep is Located in Seymour Reply here if you are interested or catch me on yahoo messenger. User name is sunshynevideo

Proof !!!!!!!!!!!! Lmaoooooo
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100% Mermaid58% Dragon50% Faerie42% WereWolf17% Demon8% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Sexy
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Hot Chicks In 'kinis Contest! (repost For Help And Other Girls)
Sorry to keep pluggin the Bikini contest, but its how I get these girls love! Here's the Link! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 To vote, drop in on my pictures and rate the girls (2 points) and comment them to raise their vote tally! We're also taking new entries until June 13! Just email me with your bikini pic, but if you wanna make some bonus points, add water to it (x5 points), have a bikini on at a barbecue (x10 points), personalize it with something about Texas Car-B-Q or the Texas Flames(x25 points), or all three (x100 points)! Muahz Tiff and the Texas Flames Southern Hotties Crew

Chronicals Of K-bone Chapter 3:part 1-how To Distroy The World In 17 Easy Steps
A man with a beard that's long enough to bring Santa Clause to shame, and armed with a Motorhead sleeveless leather jacket.He calls me out from a one person crowd and says as he smiles evily.... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Smiling Jack: Ahhahahahahaaaa! What a scene man WHOOOEEEE!!!! Ahhh and they just throw you out here like a naked baby in the woods.... K-Bone: And the Rains of Revelation Wash away the Sacrament of Disclosure.... Smiling Jack: Oh man and your a god damn malkavian too.... god you really are fucked! But I don't have alot of time so how about I show you the ropes kid,what ya say?! K-Bone: Sure,I don't care. Smiling Jack: Allllriiiight... You look wobbly, have you even had a drink yet? K-Bone: Last time I tasted the heart's sweet nectar was 6 days ago. Smiling Jack: Well at least this time I'm not popping a cherry here as usual,anyways ever learned how to feed from a human? K-Bone: Nop

Dont Look If Your Going To F"n Report Images As Nsfw
Its like this. I have uploaded new pics....rearranged my photo's ect. ALL OF MY PICTURES MAY CONTAIN NSFW! What pisses me off is the jealous biatch went into my "me being naughty" album and then reported an NSFW pic of an ass shot. What jealous cause your not tapping something like this? or your ass is too fat to put in one? GET A GRIP and stay the F" out of my photo's if you dont want to see it. Me being naughty is just that. Me being naughty. Get an F'n life

In The News....
Well, there was one other thing that I just found out about the Henry Doorly Zoo, when me, my kids and my father, went there on Friday. It goes to tell ya that I need to start watching more of the news and such. I guess in the aquarium, the world's first baby hammer head shark was born to a virgin mother hammer head shark. I guess a security guard walked by one day and saw the baby with his mother and was like "Can that really happen?" Eventually, word got out throughout the zoo that this happend and the director of the zoo himself had to see it, too. Soon there were tests taken to prove that this was so and they had found that the baby was indeed born from a virgin, which I guess is not common among the fish/mammals and such. Check out this report from fox news.... http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,275035,00.html

Naughty Poll - Female
1. How old are you? 2. What is your sexual orientation? 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex? 4. Have you ever received oral sex? 5. How many sexual partners have you had? 6. What is your pubic hair style? 7. What is your choice of underwear style? 8. Have you ever had anal sex? 9. What is your favorite position? 10. How often do you masturbate? 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? 15. Have you watched porn? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? 18. Spit or swallow? 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? 20. Do you own any sex toys? And the stats that go with the poll: 1.1 How old are you? 18-20 45003 47 % 21-23 19017 20 % 24-26 12317 13 % 27-29 7532 8 % over 30 11753 12 % 1.2 What is yo

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 3
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 3 6.10.07 9:42 AM EST Todays crew wakeup call song: "Where My Heart Will Take Me" by Russell Watson (Star Trek Enterprise Theme) Todays Planned Events: -Atlantis will perform a "backflip" or RPM (Rendezvous Pitch Manouver) so that the station crew can take high definition photographs of the belly of the orbiter. The photographs will be analyzed any for damage. -Atlantis will dock to Station at 3:38 p.m. EST -Mission specialists James Reilly II and John D. Olivas will camp out in the airlock to prepare for the first EVA (Extra Vehicular Activity or "spacewalk"). A recap of the days events will be posted tonight. Watch Live: http://www.nasa.gov/multimedia/nasatv Dish Network CH 213 DirecTV CH 376

Southern Hotties Crew Lounge!---hot Chicks, And Good Drinks!
We're rocking and rolling! We just need to add some members to the Southern Hotties Crew Lounge, build us a DJ booth, get some hostesses, bouncers, bartenders and some promo and we're rolling! If you wanna check it out, it's at: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8012 Please help us by reposting this, too! Muahz Tiff and the Texas Flames Owner Southern Hotties Crew Lounge

Self Destructive
Feel like I'm on a path of self destruction, doing things I know won't make anything any better. Afraid I'm going to do something that I'll regret, things that cannot be taken back. I feel like I'm on the edge and there's no one there to drag me back. Like I'm completely and utterly alone and yet if someone tries to get too close to me I push them away, shut them out. I really wish someone would sit me down and make me stop doing these things but I know I have to stop myself. Maybe when I finally have enough, when I finally see these things only make it worse, I'll stop...maybe. I hate being around a crowd of people yet I hate being alone. I keep breaking plans to go out and celebrate my new found freedom with my friends. I want to drink and get drunk, not drink to loosen up and have fun. My insomnia is back and I hardly ever sleep. I hate sleeping alone. Things I do to get through the night I am not proud of. I feel like I lose a part of myself every time I do these things. This was n

First Blog Put On Cherry Tap
Ok This is a very sad attempt to my very first BLOG --- oh the agony of anticipation if anyone is going to actually want to read it. Well I have about a million things I could ramble off on and what I like and pisses me off but I can always wait on it for other blogs. Just wanted to do something right now to start off. I can spit a little on who I am and what I do. I am a web graphics designer and do variety of artwork in several mediums. I am also an online radio dj for almost 5 years now. I try and get along with everyone or do my best to just ignore them so i don't have to get alng with them. But generally I am a nice person........I think. I was recently listening to the Salt Lake City Radio Station U92 and was listening to great music btu also some call-ins for reguests. And one in paticular I could not resist but yell at out-loud to no one listening but myself..........OK...She calls in to ask for a song dedicated to her boyfriend so he will come home so they can talk since

This In My Own Ice Man- "iced Earth Rule"
HE TOO HAS BEEN A TREMENDOUS INFLUANCE TO MY LIFE- YES HES A YOUNGIN- BUT HES SMARTER THAN ALOT OF THE ADULTS ON HERE- HE KNOWS ALOT MORE THAN MOST OF US AND HAS SEEN ALOT ON HERE- AND HAS BEEN MY FRIEND FROM DAY ONE- I LOVE YA BABE- HUGS- Iced Earth Rule - BLAH BLAH BLAH Kats Something@ CherryTAP

Live Free
Life, the most beautiful thing, that lets a smile creep across the face of those who have lost. Life, The gorgeous surrender that engulfs your every being, no matter the cost. Life is too short to dwell on the whips and chains that hold us to the very thing, that inflicts the pain. Within this life, you have to focus on the moment, for you are not gauranteed the next in time, be free within this world of art and let go of the shackles within the mind. Dont let someone bring yu down on a day that you can be at peace, let the ignorance of the world fly by so you can dine on freedoms feast. be free.

Are U Havin Fun Yet?
okay so its sunny out and the air is warm and the nights are cool so where are everyones party pics at? Ladies need i remind u that pics of u in yer bikini's are totally hot and men are pigs (not me of course) love to rate them :) so lets get out there and snap those photos and send some love!! Oh and guys if yer girl is hott in a bikini well dont be a dick and take her pic and put it up lol! okay this was my first blog just wanted to spread the news!!!!!!!!!!! later yall

Chapter 3: The Picnic
I’m sitting in my back yard, staring up at two giant oaks that shroud my little grassy nook for most of the day, thinking of how different this is from where I grew up. I grew up on the great plains, able to see farther than my short legs could carry me. My parents’ farm was eight miles from the nearest town, which was home to twenty people. The second-nearest town was a booming metropolis of four-hundred. Lacking any kind of social outlet on the farm, I turned to books for entertainment and company. I read voraciously. Mostly crap. My parents’ book collection consisted of the bible and a few self-help books, as well as a guide to stain removal. The selection of books available at the library wasn’t much better. I went to an under-funded catholic school, and the library was one room, about the size of my bedroom. The school’s book collection was much like my parents’, minus the stain-fighting recipes and plus a shelf or two of Nancy Drew. Even if there had been a greater

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that rig

Bikini Voting Under Way And Southern Hotties Crew
Okay...first: The voting for our first photo contest is under way and June's Bikini Contest is rolling! If you want to drop in and vote, here's the link! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 Plus, I've opened a new lounge called Southern Hotties Crew which is at: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8012 Please drop in and become a member, and we're looking for DJ's, Hostesses and Promoters, as well as just fun people to hang out in the lounge! Come see us! Muahz Tiff and The Texas Flames

Canuck Forces Support
From the daughter of a Soldier: Please read all the way to the end of this email. Last week I was in Trenton, Ontario, attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded Canadian who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I c

Naughty Poll - Male
1. How old are you? 2. What is your sexual orientation? 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex? 4. Have you ever received oral sex? 5. How many sexual partners have you had? 6. What is your pubic hair style? 7. What kind of underwear do you wear? 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos? 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area? 10. Do you watch porn? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants? 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man? 14. What is your favorite sexual position? 15. Are you circumcised? 16. What gets you off fastest? 17. How often do you masturbate? 18. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? 19. Have you ever paid for sex? 20. When did you lose your virginity? And the stats that go with the poll: 1.1 How old are you? 18-20 35608 36 % 21-23 16457 17 % 24-26 12457 13 % 27-29 9203 9 % Over

Fans
I've decided to go through my "fans" and confirm that I am also fans of theirs. Of course I'm fanning over 100 people and only have 34 fans. So, I've decided to become an unfan of all of those that haven't returned the favor. No ill will here, I'm just trying to even things out. If you forgot to fan me, that's cool. You do it for me, and I'll do it for you. Cheers.

Happy Sundayyyyyyyyy Come One Family Wildman Needs Our Help Show Some Luv
I'M HOPIN YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A VERY GOOD SUNDAY .. I AM HERE TO ASK ALL FAMILY AND FREINDS TO COME PLEASE SHOW WILDMAN YOUR LUV AND HELP OUT IN THIS CONTEST .. HE HAS SHOWN ALL OF US A LOT OF LUV SO LETS SHOW HM THE SAME BACK .. LUVS THE FAMILY AND THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR DOING OUT THERE ...

You Want A Piece Of Mind- Rockin Deb Loves Angels-
THIS LADY - I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET ON HERE ONE NIGHT WHEN MY LIFE WAS IN A UPROAR MORE TO SPEAK- SHE IS AN ANGEL IN HER OWN WAY AND A TRUE FRIEND- AND BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY- A REAL FRIEND. WE SPOKE FOR A VERY LONG TIME- AND WHEN I SIGNED OFFLINE THAT NIGHT I SLEPT LIKE A BABY- PEACEFULLY. CHECK HER OUT- BELIEVE ME YOU WONT BE SORRY. ROCKIN' DEB LOVES ANGELS@ CherryTAP

Arggghhhhh
Okay, lately, I've been looking for a new bathing suit. I still have the one from last year but it's a lil small on me. Well I've looked at Target, Kohls, Lane Bryant, Walmart, Fashion Bug...and yet I cannot find anything. Either they don't have my size or the suits themselves are anywhere between $80-150. What is wrong with this world. Do they have an obssession with skinny chicks. I mean all they have are petite sizes for anything worth wearing. I find this problem finding gothic clothes too. I mean c'mon, at least 70% of the population is heavy. Why can't they make things that are made for the majority of the public. If you are heavy and you want to actually wear something that is worth wearing (being that I 'm 25 and not 45) it's worthless.

Adult Survey
Adult quiz... Body: OK, now that I have your attention. An Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? nope but i want to go this year some time 2) Ever been to a bar? YES 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? NO 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out somewhere?i maybe stumbing and need directions but i can get home by myself 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? YES 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? YES and what a night 7) Had sex in a car? YES a BMW in the passenger seat...oh what fun 8) Had sex in a park? yep 9) Had sex in a cinema? NO 10) Had sex in a bathroom? oh YES 11) Had sex at work? nope not to date 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? YES 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? YES 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would consider having sex with? mmmmmm sexy people on my friends list :P 15)have you ever had a t

Keep Li/oving (april 07, 2007)
things i've learned: 1) just because you hear multiple interviews on some random film director on NPR, and he sounds super-cute, does not mean that he is. jake kasdan is, though. and, he worked on freaks and geeks. (insert a slight sigh of regret that it ever got cancelled) 2) you cannot be in college forever. . .but it is okay to want to and to get excited when some random marketplace guy on the radio mentions that he is vacationing in Sewanee--and then very very jealous. 3) the archbiship of canterbury is adorable, in that little old man kinda way. 4) tests suck. 5) only stupid people say "happy good friday"--shut up. 6) me + gmills + eblood + bacT test = unicorns, shooting people in the face and not telling anyone for three days, sugar overdose on robin's eggs, and strange metaphors for the structure of a flagellar motor. current music: deathcab, she wants revenge, john mayer, older elton john, anything that's not studying. current disappo

~native_rebel~
As some have seen that I, and RECK was with a family and it just didn't feel like a family... SOOOO, Reck decided to bring her Yahoo family to CHERRY TAP. Purple was already a friend of ours so she helped started this new family up. We are known as the Native_Rebel.. we are a close net family of friends. We stick behind all our friends and family 1000%. Here are the RULES.. If you think you would like to join after reading and you can agree to them.. You may contact myself or Purple. One thing is.. WE DO NOT COMMENT BOMB, UNLESS WE ARE ASKED AND YOU HAVE HELPED US IN THE PAST. We don't ask for a amount to be reached by you.. you do what you think is fair to that person you are helping. We Do realize that you all have a life outside Cherry Tap and We do not expect you to stay on here 24/7. We do ask that you wear the name and wear it with pride. You can be part of other Lounges. But you have to have our lounge on your home page. All Rebels will show respect to all other

Dealing In Dichotomy.
Melissa forwarded me this article, and I found it interesting; people are forever asking me how it is possible to be a cradle episcopalian such as myself, and a staunch supporter of all things hard science--evolution included. . .don't get me started. I've never really seen it as there being two completely defined sides to the argument, why can't you believe both? I think that this guy puts it pretty eloquently. http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/04/03/collins.commentary/index.html

Mine (an S&m Poem)
To you are mine I take and do as I please of you, Feel my Vampiric kiss as I pull you in feel my blade peel your clothes away and rip your flesh. Feel my hand apon your throat as I take of your kisses feel me take and push into you feel your walls break and see me smile as I take whats mine. feel me hold you , for you are mine to hold and to treasure for all of time.

March 1, 2007
How does one know when one is having an affair? I don't mean precisely in the conventional human-to-human sort of way, but. . .what exactly are the signs? Seeing that other on the side, allowing them to invade your thoughts at the most inopportune moments, perhaps doodling in your three-ring binder? I think I might have a problem. I often find myself tracing words onto any object that won't scuttle away, I leave eraser tracks swirled into phraseology on almost any desk that I sit at; whenever I clean out my book bag (now don't scoff, it does happen occasionally), scraps of paper covered in random phrases will undoubtedly float to the floor, the remnants of some half-assed wanna-be-masterpiece. I think it's about time that I just come out and say it. It's hard, but, undeniable. I think that I am having a clandestine affair. . .with words--with language, with anything resembling the ability to put some words in a row. I covet the talent in others (lacking it in myself), and cons

January 4, 2007
For a long time, I thought that perhaps I wasn't cut out for the field that I have chosen. I just always figured that I would do it until I failed. . .I'll take those upper-level biology classes, and if I fail, I'll know that I'm not meant to do this. But, I never failed. . .so I just stuck with it; I didn't have anything better to do. Scientists are smart--scientists are those people that you hate in school--the know-it-alls, the ones who do all the reading, answer all the questions, etc. Not me. I was an english major, really--and not even one of those that did all their shit, just one of the ones that knew how to make their bullshit sound insightful. But, the point of this post is that maybe I can do this after all. I found out that. . .apparently, most people in my field are pretty crazy, much more laid back that I thought, and have eccentricities almost equal to my own. In biochemistry this morning, during the lecture on hormones, this quote was given from an interv

Single
Yes I am single again. I don't want to date. I am not looking for a relationship. I just want some time for me. I hate breaking up with someone I still care about him but this was the right thing to do for me and one day he will see it was the right thing for him too. We will still be friends and see each other once in a while but no longer together.

Posted For Stunning
I WOULD LIKE TO START OFF BY THANKING EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AND HELPED WITH MY FIRST CONTEST "BEST BACK TATTOO" RATHER IF IT HAS BEEN BY JUST A VOTE AND ONE COMMENT OR BOMBING AND OF COURSE ALL OF THE HELP OF REPOSTING BULLETINS... THE CONTEST IS STILL GOING ITS OVER ON MONDAY THE 11TH... PLEASE REMEMBER RATES COUNT AS WELL SO IF YOU CAN JUST RATE AND LEAVE ONE COMMENT THAT IS GREAT AND IF YOU CAN BOMB IT THAT IS EVEN BETTER... THANKS AGAIN ... *HUGS* Stunning@ CherryTAP

December 12, 2006
i think i need a sexier hobby. While other people post wholly exciting, introspective, and brilliant blogs, I'm forever left with the fact that I have absolutely nothing interesting to share with the world. This is my story of the week: Somewhere along the long trek from Meridian to Jackson, the 174 mile round trip course that I take every day to school, there are two lakes--at the exit (100, to be exact) to a little town called Lake--that in itself, I find ironic, but whatever--I may be overanalytical, due to the copious amounts of nothing from here to Jackson and back. But alas, that is not what this story is about. This story is about cows. I used to have a severe distaste for cows--was absolutely terrified of them (for some unexplainable reason)--but have since overcome that fear, to hold a mild interest for them, I suppose. They're cute. . .from a distance. So there are these two lakes--one is the people lake; there is a dock, some picnic tables (maybe, I might ha

Shes A Beauty And She Knows It- Mona Doll-
YOU KNOW HER AS MONA DOLL- I KNOW HER AS GREAT PERSON AND GREAT FRIEND- AND I CALL HER MS.MONA- SHE HAS HEART, SOUL, AND LOVE FOR PEOPLE SHE HAS NEVER MET, AND HAS NEVER ONCE BROUGHT ANYONE DOWN. SHE'S ONE OF THE FEW ON HERE I CAN SAY HAS BEEN THE BEST FRIEND I HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY OF ADDING TO MY LIST- IF YOU DONT KNOW HER- TRUST ME - SHES A TRUE FRIEND. Mona Doll@ CherryTAP

Ultimate Female Joke
It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are female jokes, and there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along to a woman who will love it. A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a

Lilypond Project Status Report: *g*
375-bar finale (Rondo: Allegro) to the 1840-or-so piano trio (no. 11, in A minor) by Carl Gottlob Reißiger (1798-1859) has now been transcribed from published score and collated from parts into a full-score PDF using LilyPond. Some tweaking still to do but the no more type 6 errors, bars missing (I think :) ), etc. Will load the whole PDF (380 kb) to my stash soon if you'd like to download it (will upload corrected versions occasionally, but this is basically it.) (Edit: since 2000 downloads in a month- fortunately not a likely number, though back when my site hosted AHA-AS-PDD, erf!...- will, I think, put me above my bandwidth limit, I may see if I can gzip it... probably not...)

Grrrrr Baby
You scored as Dragon, Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Mermaid75% Dragon75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon58% WereWolf50% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

More Fiction.
Resolutions He hadn’t changed at all. Five years ago, Michael Hayes McAllister could have been the paradigm that all stereotypical geeky guys were judged by, suspended indefinitely in those Fred Savage-like awkward years, charmingly bohemian while at the same time precociously intelligent, obsessed with video-games, hacking into unsuspecting victims’ computers, the truth, damning the man and saving the empire, the kind of guy that would never get a girl like Janie Mitchell. She smirked, narrowing an impossibly dark blue gaze—one that way too many nights of overindulgence in jager bombs and jack and cokes had compelled Michael to confess reminded him of a midnight sky, but without the comforting sparkle of stars, just cold and dark. In that typical tail-wagging desire to please, he had meant it in a dreamy, romantic way, but somehow she always knew it was a true assessment of her character. As he picked his way though the white folding chairs that filled the ba

World Of Warcraft
Eh, a few people who will see this knows what it is. Its a massive online playing game. But I've got 2 videos for it. 1 is a music video and the other is a remake of the famous tv show "CoPS" have a look. they are in my play list.

Crazy As Usual
COME AND JOIN US CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW ۞ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ ۞ MEET NEW FRIENDS,CHAT,CELEBRATE YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND ENJOY THE MUSIC WITH OUR GREAT DJ'S ON FUBAR DJ BIG AND DJ TAZMAN ON WILDCAT RADIO AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HAVE FUN! WILDCAT LOUNGE IS HIRING,WE HAVE OPENING FOR ALL POSITION. IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES,FEEL FREE TO STOP BY PLEASE. PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME AND HELP TO GET THE WORD OUT ABOUT THIS LOUNGE THANK YOU! ۞ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ۞ ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar

Trying My Hand At Fiction.
Meteors “I think I’m having a bad day.” Sara bit her tongue on the retort that almost jumped from her lips, pausing merely for dramatic effect before drawling deliberately into the smoke-fuzzied air, “It’s 3:45 in the morning. Bad day today, or bad day ongoing? Or like, does 24 hours constitute a day, because this really isn’t—“ “A bad week, maybe.” “Yeah, well, me too.” Especially now, having been drug out of bed in the middle of the night, forced to creep through her silent house without waking her housemates and now sitting with him on the back steps that were very quickly turning her entire bottom to an increasingly numb block of ice. Paul just looked at her, a small smile tilting that mouth that could match her quip for quip, when provoked, tugging at the hem of her pajama pants. “I’m finding it very difficult to take you seriously.” Confusion brought her brows to

Another Horoscope
I like this one, its almost poetic. Impulsively you reached for the stars, only to find that once you get them, you're not sure they were worth the time. Truthfully, though, you learned something in the process that will stay with you forever.

What A Strange Convenience...
soo my job Booster Juice officially opens today, and i thought i worked today cuz my scedual said sunday 9:45-5pm but when the manager got there she didnt have me scedualed for opeining day, wich is good, cuz from now on i work morinigs either 6:45 or 9:45 wich i dont think we will get much buisness then... and i only work till like 3 or 5 when most are still at school or work... soo i got today off..

Religion Stuff (2004ish)
I’ve spent my entire life talking about religion. I’ve frequently barked at the least deserving friends lately. I was taught that faith has three steps, no matter what the religion of choice may be. First, there is imitation; we are brought to Church, Temple, Mosque, Meeting Center by a parent or role model. We do not know what’s going on. We watch them and listen (sometimes) to the big voice at the head of the building. We whisper because we are told to—though I think we all remember that need to shrill out one note or another in church just to get that wonderful bubbly feeling of our own voice bouncing back at us. In the second stage of faith, we make our religious practice, in a sense, our own. We go to church, because it is what we do. We learn stories and memorize prayers. We whisper in church because we have learned that we are in the presence of something greater. Then there is the last stage of faith. Understanding why we pray. Underst

Get Your Peter Britt Country Girls Club, Uhhh, Stuff!
Well this is where you can get Peter Britt Country Girls Club t-shirts, thongs, mugs, pillows, teddy bears, you name it. Anyone who wishes to PROUDLY display they are an official Peter Britt Country Girl can click anywhere below and be on the way to what you wish. If I did this correctly, you should only have to click a pic. If not, just go to www.cafepress.com/peterbritt Peter Britt :)

More Stuff Written In College. . .
A long time ago, I learned that it is much easier to create the thing you pine for, than to wait for it to find you. Wasn’t that a sort of eighties maxim: See what you want, then take it? Mine’s a tad different: see what you want, then make it. You see where this is going. In a “Personals” add, I’m hot stuff: Fun-loving blonde with blue eyes, funny, smart, talentlessly artistic, a little zany and not looking for any sort of up-front commitment. Then the reality kicks in: the “artistic” turns out to be an all-out obsession few can tolerate and the “zany” can at times be less than fun. Even as the kind of girl who I thought might pass for desirable on the written page, I seem to only attract ne’er-do-wells and creeps. I discovered this in my brief foray into the world of the “Personals” with my post on The Onion’s website--- not one of my better moments, I’ll admit. In fact, some would call

Musings From Sophomore Year Of College (about 3 Years Ago)
The music’s blaring, “a little less conversation, a little more action please.” From my place sprawled on my friend Anna’s floor in Benedict with a cosmo magazine, I look over as friend-Anna sits at her computer. With a solitary and understood eyebrow-arch we are on our feet, getting down with our bad, bad selves. It was a glorious moment in the midst of a remarkable, chaotic year. At the time, we laughed at our mangling of lyrics in the already-garbled Elvis remix. Then, we were a whole year younger and could laugh off the total lack of “play” for women like us at Sewanee: Irrepressible, smart, cynical, desperately hiding our charming baggage, and perhaps (I’m ashamed to remark) a little less than Gwyneth Perfect. Yes. The Gwyneth Perfect gets a capital P. Over the summer, my normal straight-out-of-a-musical summer romance failed to occur; because of that, my already quietly nervous romantic sensibilities were jarred. School start

Whats Going On Here?
Where is my Jeremy Crow? I saw a blog this morning referring to him and I checked my pro and skin I go from him and it is fine but he has diappeared. Where did he go? and Why? The explaination better be good.

Through A Rapist's Eyes (no Joke)
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends. I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle . They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 2323 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1764 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 100 comments! 4th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 85 comments! 5th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 48 comments! 6th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 48 comments! 7th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 7 comments! 8th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 2 comments! 9th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 2 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you!

*emotions* (thank U 'pussay'aka Sarah!!)
The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhance on what They enjoy. In doing this, we also learn how to

Yay!
You scored as Marines, Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight).Marines96% Air Force82% Army54% Navy50% Coast Guard36% Which branch of the Military are you?created with QuizFarm.com

June 10 2007
Impulsively you reached for the stars, only to find that once you get them, you're not sure they were worth the time. Truthfully, though, you learned something in the process that will stay with you forever. This is so funny I never go after anything I don't want.

Sinful Desire(mine All Mine)
Your face in my place, my juices you taste, your lips on mine pleasures hard to deny. Your lips send chills all over me, tender nibbles and caressing gently. Your building the pressure higher each time, my body is aching for you in me is whats on my mind. I wanna touch you with my hands, hold your throbbing cock in my mouth, tease you with delite so we can cum all through the night. Touching tasting feeling you shiver with each lick, I wanna make you happy, what do you want me to do to your dick? Ride it, lick it, or hit it from behind, my body's your for the taking, I've cum so many times. Your the best at what you do, so tell me what you want, your a sinful desire I cant deny, so take me to the greater lust and fuck me one more time.

Paid In Full
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell." He proceeded to te

Here Is My Good Friend And Buddy Also- Outlaw Red Eyed Country Boy-
I MET THIS MAN WHEN I WAS A MEMBER OF THE COWBOYS AND COWGIRLS OF CT- HE HAS DONE NOTHING BUT STOOD BY ME THROUGH EVERYTHING - AND HAS EVEN TAKEN UP FOR ME ON A FEW OCCASIONS WHEN A CERTIAN DUMBASS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL AS LOW AS DIRT- HES A REAL FRIEND AND HE TOO WILL BE FRIEND TO YOU AS WELL. HES ALWAYS SPREADING HIS LOVE ON HERE TO ME AND HE WILL YOU AS WELL. THANK YOU SWEETY FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND STAYING TRUE AND BEING REAL- outlaw red eyed country boy@ CherryTAP

Support Dr. Turi Please
DO YOU KNOW A HERO? Do you know someone who should receive a CNN Hero Award? Click on the link below, tell us a bit about yourself and your Hero, pick a category, and tell us why your Hero should win. The most outstanding entries will be revealed at The CNN Hero Awards, a December broadcast hosted by CNN's Anderson Cooper. Support Dr. Turi Click here Dear Readers: Here is your chance to endorse my work and help me to reach the media, NASA, Paris Hilton but most of all the children of the future with my dedicated predictive healing work. For years all I did is trying to raise the mass’ Cosmic Consciousness and unselfishly offer solid guidance to all of you. If you really think I have (or someone special you know) has something real to offer the world it’s now your chance to show support and all is in your hands. My mission is to build Astropsychology schools and help the children of tomorrow to realize, respect and use “The Universal Code”. Once in the website, select a

Just Babbling
TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE ... NO ONE SEE'S THEM BECAUSE I HIDE BEHIND CLOSED DOORS... AFRAID OF MORE PAIN OF WHAT THEY WILL SAY OR DO ... MY HEART ACHES FOR LOVE I DO NOT HAVE AND FOR THE ONE I LOST ?? SOMEDAY MY SANITY WILL COME BACK TO ME BUT BEING ALL ALONE DOESN'T HELP !! FRIENDS HAVE BEEN KIND TO ME WITH SOFT WORDS AND KINDNESS AND IT HELPS ME !! SO MUCH HAS BROUGHT ME TO DOWN THE LAST 2 MONTHS I'M HAVING A HARD TIME HANDLING IT !! MY HEART IS TOO SOFT AND I LET TO MUCH GET TO ME AND HURT ME !! I HAVE BEEN TOLD I NEED TO HARDEN IT !! BUT SOMETHING I CAN'T DO BECAUSE ITS ME AND I WANT TO BE JUST ME !! I CARE TO MUCH AND ALWAYS WANT TO DO WHAT I CAN FOR PEOPLE AND I GET USED AND HURT !! BUT I KEEP ON DOING IT ALL... I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE WHO I AM !! I LOVE TRUELY AND DEEPLY ...I GIVE WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING IN RETURN !! I'M JUST A PERSON WHO LOVES TO LOVE AND GIVES WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING IN RETURN!! SOME SAY THATS A BAD THING !! WHY

Cannot Belive This Happened!
I recently had an opportunity to meet a person on CT face to face while having a few drinks. After a few hours of conversation, we parted ways. Later the next day, I get an instant message asking "Would you fuck me?". Coming from a woman....!!!!!! So ladies, I know exactly how you feel.... When someone IM's you and the first thing out of their mouth.. or in the first 5 minutes makes some reference to how big their dick is, or how well then lick, it is totally disgusting. Becasue someone is on the electornic medium, then feel as though they have free reign to say/do whatever they wish. For once I would love for Microsoft to come up with a technology to allow someone to imbed in a chat program a way of reaching through the screen and delivering an open-face slap! I have heard the horror stories of guys behavior from many a lady, and I just wish they would conduct themsleves and say things as if they were face to face with that woman. If they came up to her, and said "I like

Vhi Classic Presents 'behind The Music: Pantera
VHI classic will be re-airing a 'Behind the Music' special on Pantera on Thursday, June 21 at 1:00 p.m. EST. The special includes interviews with the surviving members of Pantera, the bands, manager, producer, Dime's girlfriend and many other guests so make sure to check it out!

Seen My Salute On Your Page?....
...Just for everyone's information, if you saw this image as a background on one of your skins yesterday and in the days ahead... ..it is not a creation or hackjob by me or the other cherrytap member pictured, it is a result of misfit Jeremy Crow uploading the image to every single one of the skins he ever created here on the site. This action affected over 7500+ accounts and has led to the deletion of his account along with his galleries being nuked on here as well. ..before he left this now obsessed, confirmed liar and sabatage king posted one last blog, basically admitting how he felt and what he's done. Here it is: ...The fact that he did this goes to show the true nature of the person involved, and what regard he held for those people who supported him and enjoyed the creations he made. ...This posting was going to be alot more involved and thought out, but there's no need to give anymore attention to someone that #1 isn't here anymore and #2 has shown his true co

This Is My Favorite Buddy- Fat Sonny
OK SONNY- I CANT SWIM--LOL-- HERE IS ANOTHER GREAT FRIEND OF MINE- HE IS ALSO THE ONE THAT INTRODUCED ME TO ANCIENT1- AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT, BET YOU NEVER KNEW WE WOULD BECOME GOOD FRIENDS- WE HAVE AND SONNY I THANK YOU DEARLY- YOU AND DAVE AND A FEW MORE HAVE BECOME MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU LIKE A "LIL BIG MAN"--LOL- NO REALLY- THANK YOU SONNY FOR ALL THE LAUGHS AND SMILES YOU BRING INTO MY LIFE ON A DAILY BASIS- AND FOR THE ONES THAT ARE READING THIS- SONNYS A REAL HOOT- HE CAN BRING LAUGHTER INTO YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU THINK NO ONE CAN. CHECK HIM OUT-- BELIEVE ME- HE IS ONE HELL OF A MAN. SORRY LADIES- HES DEVILGIRLS MAN!! ~FAT SONNY~@ CherryTAP

My Ct Rant And Rave
Something About BigD (IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ) It has been a couple of months now on CT, and I have met a lot of really wonderful people. But what i have also experienced is a lot of really disturbing things that I have not noticed in this world. Seems like a electronic medium where you can hide behind a fake profile, fake pictures, and fake conversations is rather popular....waht a sorry state we are in! I have seen the good, and bad, so this is a summary of how I see things! I am an eternal optimist, and like to walk by a person who is looking down, and just walk up and say "It doesn't hurt to smile, someone likes you!"...and walk away. Suprising how that will make a person feel...if you look back and smile at them as you walk away, you will see them smile..(almost always). Who knows...they may have been thinking of suicide....and you may have changed their mind! Find the good in everybody, and your life will be filled with smiles, loves and friends you have never met, as wel

Dating Fun
True dating experiences of mine and friends.. One of my favorites is when one of my friends went on a blind date with a cop to a Chinese restaurant. She had a watermelon matini, and the conversation was going well. When the food arrived, the waiter brought her a 2nd martini, but an apple one, which she really didn't like, but didn't want to make a fuss, so she drank most of it. When the waiter realized his error, he brought her another watermelon martini. Needless to say, after a third martini, she was having a lot of fun & being very witty. So witty in fact, that when she laughed, she shot rice out of her nose accidentally. Believe it or not, he wanted to see her again. She told him yes, as long as you don't arrest me for DUI. She never took his calls again. Moral of the story: A girl's best asset is her 'lie' ability. Same friend, different date. They met in the parking lot of a restaurant & he proudly showed her his "new" car he just purchased for $100.00. When he asked her wh

Tysonisms
Tysonisms Current mood: giggly Category: Life Just a few of the funny things that my 4 yr. old Grandson Tyson has said. My friend tells me I should write them down, so here they are. (He calls me Memere by the way which is French for Grandmother) Last week we were driving home & I had the radio on. When I started singing along to "I'm Bringing Sexy Back", he said "No you're not." Another time driving, I was approaching a yellow light. He asked me what a yellow light meant. I told him it means to go slow. After I went through the light, he said "Memere, you weren't going slow." After a day at the zoo, I took him to the gift shop & told him that he could pick one toy. When he was done looking, he gave me two toys. When I told him he could only get one, he said "I know, but you're buying this one for me, and that one for you." It worked. I sent my daughter out to buy a new toilet seat, and Tyson wanted her to buy a Sponge Bob Squarepants one. Obviously we weren't go

Observations Of Myself
I was a very shy child. My parents threw me a surprise party & I cried for an hour. I love trivia., and usually amuse my friends with useless, but interesting facts. I'm turning into my mother, which is totally OK with me. I'm a lot like my father, which is totally OK with me. My daughter is my best friend. My Mom was my best friend. I hate Oreos. I could never dance like no one is watching..ever. My girl friends tell me that if I were a guy they'd "do me". Dogs rule over cats, but I feed stray cats. Potholes piss me off. I can balance a beer can on my head. I believe in the afterlife, and have had a few experiences. I love to color. I have a short tongue, but a long fuse. My daughters dad is 20 yrs older than me. I love when men smell nice. I once had a date with a guy that I thought smelled nice, but it was his car air freshener. I can cook. Most people bore me. I attract weirdos & gay men. I think because I'm tolerant, and to

3 Things To Think About
Answer me bebe,can I ? Have to get ready for work in a minute and want to know the answer,lol... Yes you can, anytime with anything I put out... Three Things to Think About 1. COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS 1. COWS: Does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. 2. THE CONSTITUTION: They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore. 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS: The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse . . . You cannot post "Thou Shall Not Steal," " Thou Shall Not Com

Dark Inside
the light flickers people get sicker the thicker part of the room is absent but for an evil snicker you fade in while the light out illusional drought conscious deterrs like it's knocked out only awe stands strong shadows so long engulf the sun like king-kong looks of shock shun the flock bodies are still like they're outlined in chalk a sense of familiar my balls are like billiards my grin suggests that i might kill her my mouth wrinkles saliva sprinkles two white stones in the dark start to twinkle the party hides i confide because i know your secret of darkness inside close the blinds two of a kind the feast begins we are dark inside

Where'd You Go?
visions of clouds through translucent skin the result of your fear settles in a white light that saturates rods and cones passes out hope of an eternal home all of your friends will be there in the end depending where and when the wind blows them as fear turns to comfort, survival is evaded the dream in the pipe is less complicated white gloves and face masks make declarations of the hour and minute of your last exhalation while your muscles tense, the fog thins away opaque conquers invisible, darkness wins the day the comfort and the night-light that were in the tunnel all sucked away like beer down a funnel it's too dark to tell if your friends are around where did you go? 2 yards in the ground

Reunited After 9 Years
ELIZABETH McVEIGH AND PAUL WAINWRIGHT'S STORY Well where do I start with this one, I will start with day 1: Monday 6th September 1993 we first met at Ellis Guildford School, first day in big school, you know how it is, first day all excite etc. well we got put into our tutor groups, and I was put in with a lad called Paul WainWright, Cant remember our first tutor teacher's name, But anyway, we got on, we were in every class together. Could not get away from Paul, lol, (not really babes) We were very Good friends, then one day we eventually went out with each other. Everything was fine and dandy, all lovie dovie, we even got a bit of shit from other people. then our relationship came to an end, I think it might have been cause of the shit we got. Can’t exactly remember, I think if we did not splitt up, we could have been happily together now, maybe married and a few kids. But it dint turn out like that. But anyway, we dint speak for about a year maybe less. Year 10 came

Deal With It
Not everyone is going to like you... deal with it. So its hard to admit and deal with but sometimes people wont like you. There doesnt have to be an apparent reason. It could be that you look like someone they hated a long time ago. Maybe your twin stole money or a boyfriend or something that they cant get over. Or maybe you are just too happy. Thats my problem. When I am at work I want to make the experience as happy as possible. Bad idea in some cases I suppose. I crack jokes I make people laugh I just act like well me. Last week I decided taht I was bad at work and needed to be punished so I was grounded and this included me nopt being "allowed" to go to work for at least 2 weeks. I actually thought it was pretty funny. In reality I am multiracial. This makes for a difficult situation since I was a kid. The explanations Ive had to make were endless. For some people Im not black enough and for others Im too urban and still others they just have questions. Its not something I put out

A Single Red Rose
And as I slip upon my knees And kneel before your feet I slowly lower my eyes As my hands clutch to the rose And as I start to whisper The words my heart can’t speak I raise the rose up to your hands And await your gentle grasp. My heart is like this single rose It belongs to only one And with this rose I give to you My heart, my soul, my love.

Quiz?
You scored as Marines, Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight).Marines93% Air Force93% Navy71% Army64% Coast Guard36% Which branch of the Military are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Heres Another Great Person- Ancient1-
THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND DAVE- BETTER KNOWN AS "ANCIENT1"- GO BY IF YOU DONT ALREADY HAVE HIM ON YOUR LIST, HE'S TRUE FRIEND- AND WITH LOVE THROWED HIS WAY HE ALWAYS GIVES IT BACK. HERES THE LINK TO HIS PAGE- ~Ancient1~@ CherryTAP

Just Another Notch...
His kisses are still haunting me...still lingering on my lips. My body is still yearning and hot from the feel of his fingertips. He has my heart in his hands...does he even realize? Does he care? Am I just another notch in his bedpost? Or was I able to captivate him in some way...a way that will make him come back for more?

Trapped
Inprisoned in the depths of my own mind. Stuck here, no escape. I work, come home, sleep. I havent even been playin guitar hero, which i was addicted to. I rarely go out now, but how else can i save money if i keep going out.. pretty soon, my bestfriend will be leaving. she got a new job opportunity in hawaii and who wouldnt jump for that? She asked me to go with, but, i'm not ready to leave home. I have my 5 parakeets, which r like my children. I have my mom, who worries so much, i wouldnt want to leave just 2 keep her from getting sick. There are plans to remodel my house, which i've been excited about for the past 2 years or more.. I also have my highschool best friend who lives in the neighboring city.. she's the sister i never had.. adopted family.. she is only an hour drive away.. Then there's my ex-boyfriend who visits my mom often. i feel bad, cuz he wants to get back together.. on his last visit.. he hugged me so much.. he wouldnt let go before he left... he kissed me.. i feel

Father Day Contest Come Show Wildman55 Some Luv And Help Vote
OK HERE I GO POSTING MY FIRT OPEN BLOG , SMIRKS .. I HOPE ALL HAD A GOOD NIGHTS REST AND IS HAVING A WONDERFUL SUNDAY SO FAR . IMMA ASKING FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO COME HELP SHOW SOME LUV FOR WILDMAN55 WITH ME .. THANKS ALL AND CONTINUE TO HAVE A HAPPY SUNDAY ..

Bored!!
Well, Its Sunday, and it really has been a long emotional week for me. I have found out that my step daughter has decided to leave me and go live with her biological father. :( This makes me soo sad, She is my baby girl. Its a long story and if your close to me youll know it! I also have decided to have my sons father sign off on my son since he dosent want anything to do with him. I dont want to when my son gets older have to explain why my husband isnt his father. All I have done is cry most of the week and it sucks! I hate to cry. Ill write more another time, Enjoy your day all! XOXOXO

Rallyin
Yesterday evening was just great. We went to the Rallyin the valley 3 in Staunton. There were lots of beautiful bikes (harleys) and the music and beer was awesome to. I got to hang with my precious sissy and a bunch of our friends. Burning Bridges was a good band that opened up for Shooter Jennings. We stood at the top of the hill while we drank our beer and watched them play. Country recording artist Trent Tomlinson, paid a surprise visit and sang with the Burning Bridges band. At 9:00 pm all the crowd went down the hill when Shooter Jennings came on. That lil guy put on a helluva good show. He sounds so much like his awesome father. Bottom line everything was great. I was with good friends, had good beer, surrounded by harleys, and awesome music. Nothing was stolen and we didnt get lost HA HA.. So I chalk this weekend up as being f*kin FANTASTIC.. The only bad thing that happened was my girlfriend Robin was there and we had some communication trouble.. While I was standing in line I

My Baby
I started lifting my Jeep yesterday. Yes that is my baby. I forgot to take before pictures, but will have some after pictures when I am done. I keep having problems wnd running into little stupid piddly shit that just takes up time, but I should have it done by the end of the day...

What Cusswords Really Mean
WHAT CUSSWORDS REALLY MEAN!! Body: What Cuss Words Really Mean... Body: what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?

Iraq Part 3
Huge VBIED The driver of this car shot when he tried to "run" a US Marine Check Point, Marines blow up car which was a VBIED (Car Bomb) Who was the aggressor here, this poor soul was under the impression he was going to kill some Americans but it is too bad and too sad that it was his day to die! Semper Fi, Hoorah!!

For Starters-my Ct Hubby- Mr.pain
THIS IS HIS LINK TO HIS PAGE- DROP BY AND SAY HI- HE DOES WORK ALOT- (but hell,what man doesnt) Mr.pain -nWo- Wolfpack Security~HUBBY TO *~**~LUCKY-LADY*~**~**@ CherryTAP DROP IN AND SAY HI... THANK YOU -- CONNIE LYNN.. LOVE YA LOTS.

Single Lady:-)
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she had selected the following items: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A half carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A small head of romaine lettuce, A 2-pound can of coffee, And a 1-pound package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said "Well, you know what, you're absolutely correct. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "'Cause you're ugly."

Hi Again
so check out my last blog if you get a chance. i just wanted to add to the list of things that i am also a perv and a voyeur. i love watching people - observing them, watching the oddest things. i may look sweet and innocent - but im not...lol. i will be the first to admit it.

Iraq Part 2
US Army Apache Engage Insurgents in Tikrit U.S. Army Apaches from 1st Battalion, 4th Aviation Regiment, 4th Infantry Division, engaging Insurgents with 30mm chain gun in Tikrit, Iraq. We do not slaughter innocent people but rather those that want to hold up the progress of freedom to a people longing for it, those that defy their Nations plea to lay down their arms and become peaceful, aggressors will face harsh penalities that will eventually result in loss of life!

Xoxo's
Missed you all. I missed my internet. It took them four days to hook it up right! I like where I moved to no loud music, nothing except the occassional lawn mower waking me up. Who mows grass at 4am? If you do please stop it your neighbors will appreciate it. :) My trailer is mildly nice. It's a trailer their never perfectly nice. I'm 15 miles from nearest biggest town. Sucks as far as gas mileage goes. I miss the city but country nice to. I have my dog Lady to keep me company and protect me even though she'd only lick someone to death. Other than that everything is going alright.

Army
Well I went and had my physical Friday so I could get into the Army....that was a nightmare, but I passed and that is all that matters. After my physical I sat down with someone to pick my job and to find out when I leave for basic training. Well the job I picked was my second choice cause the first choice wasn't available to me which sucks but thats ok so I went for the next thing I wanted to do and that was a 63B which is a light wheel vehicle mechanic working on any vehicle less than 5 tons. Then he told me what my ship date was and that was June 21, 2007 only 11 days away but the night before i have to go back to MEPS and do everything all over again just so they can make sure that everything is still the same and no pending court hearings or traffic tickets and all that good stuff. I leave for basic training on the 21st and that is 9 weeks long I am going to Ft. Jackson, SC and from there I will be going somewhere in Maryland for my AIT which is training on the job that I picked,

Dork In The Corner
Dork in the Corner A dork in the corner it’s a safe place to hide. To see what’s around you and not have to play Entertain yourself there is no interaction Sometimes the dork receives harassment, When he lashes out someone always regrets it The corner’s not always lonely some come to play Other dorks who appreciate anonymity New games, new ideas, new distractions from being The dork in the corner, who knows where he’s safe Sometimes a bright soul can lure the dork out Red curls, green eyes, impish smile and pixie size The perfect treat to make a dork forget where he should be All the games where it’s safe where he really should stay She wanted a friend at her beck and call She wanted someone to take to the mall They loved the same games, played for hours on end The shell cracked open outside of the corner The dork felt safe by her side as a friend and companion Until one day she thought to abandon The pretty people come, pixies old clique friends They

For All My Sisters Out There
SISTERS The things we tell ourselves are true We are strong we are good and we are true Our wills and our lives and our friends prove that we are worthy and that we are loved Our actions show our strength and morality Those that cannot accept appreciate or understand it are not worthy of our beauty or our grace I will be there to help you through the good the bad and the indifferent I will be there to support you when things go wrong and I'll be there to cheer you when things are just aces You possess something not all of us have You have generations that will live on remembering you treasuring you You have many that will call you friend that will be there when you call or even if you don't because they care Some of us cannot say we have that kind of love in our lives I just wanted to write this to say You are my sister by choice not birth You are my friend for the same

Sopranos
WELL EVERYONE ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS IS COMING TO AN END...AND I POSTED A MUM TODAY TO SEE IF EVERYONE FELT LIKE I DID THAT TONI SHOULD DIE, HOW ELSE WILL THE END GO BUT KNOWING DAVID CHASE HE WILL LEAVE US HANGING IN THE BREEZE LIKE HE HAS FOR ALONG TIME....WELL WHAT AM I GOING TO WATCH NOW? ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR SUNDAY NIGHT TV UNTIL FOOTBALL OR HOCKEY SEASON STARTS AGAIN ......

Iraq
Regardless of what some might say about America being in Iraq, we are not trying to stay there forever! I do not expect everyone to agree with me but there is a reason for everything, no matter what some will agrue, we are in Iraq to show these wonderful people that they can too enjoy freedom, something we take for granted some times!

It's Always About You.
Why do you make me become addicted to you, and then not answer my phone calls? Why is it so easy for me to get so wrapped into you, and then so hard for me to let your memory fade away? Why is it that whenever i get angry enough at you to make me want to give you up, i find a CD that you made me? Why am i so crazy about you that i think about you every single day? i know why. the answer is simple. because i Love you. no matter what you do, or don't do no matter what you have been through no matter what you will go through no matter what everyone else says no matter what everyone else belives no matter what happens, i'll always be here. because I LOVE YOU.

The Kind Of Ppl On Cherry Tap
like i have said before, this is the most childish adult site ive ever been to one doofus begging ppl to sign his guestbook as his name, so i made a joke and like the child he was he ignored me, well im used to that, but then that ugly bastard had the nerve to block me grow up ppl, you are supposed to be adults ive met many great ppl here but those handful that act like children shouldnt even be allowed on the site. hell my kids act more mature than some of these ppl anyway ill vent more later, i thought some of you may get a kick out of that

Damn It
damn it, i hate it when people yank me around. just got a message from a guy i was interested it, but got angry at me for a mistake. i haven't heard from him in a while, so i decided to pick up and kep going with life. what else was i to do, last thing he said to me was that he hated me and didn't want to hear from me. so, i get this message (obvioiusly someone's gossiped to him) where he's beratting me for my choices. i feel jerked around. plain and simple and it sucks like hell. *sigh* i've made my choices, no regrets and i'm happy. damn it. i hate the drama.

Hi
hi everyone. i thought i would introduce myself. my name is Jill. i'm a gemini. this is my little corner of the internet. i am crazy, sexy, frecklicious, ditzy at times, hopless romantic, single, funny, silly and an animal lover

What Do They Mean To Us?
I glanced into the mirror Never dreaming that I’d see A face, one so familiar Yet you were looking back at me. I saw your loving smile, so warm The crinkle round your eyes I heard your gentle laughter Your often soothing sighs. In conversations with family and friends I hear your voice in mine I pause and think of years gone by Another place and time. You nurtured me and watched me grow Held me when I cried And though I often stumbled You were always by my side. You shared the love of GOD with me Taught me how to pray And often when unsure You helped me find the way. Im often told im just like you A compliment I adore and treasure For within my heart I know we share A mother and son love beyond all measure

About Me...read If Ya Wanna Get To Know Me Personally
i know most people probably don't read this part, but i do - when i'm interested in getting to know someone. with that said, i'm going to write whatever comes to mind. i promise i'm deeper than you will ever know or understand. i'm not like anyone you've ever met. just when you think you've figured me out, i'll do something that will have you second guessing. i do as i say and i say what i mean. i cannot stand fake people who live life trying to impress others. 9.5 out of 10 people who do are only pretending to smile. reality says they are sad on the inside, where it counts. i do not chase unrealistic goals that only lead to misery. simple things make me happy. i am a strong and independant woman. family and close friends are extremely important to me. i would do anything for those i love. i go above and beyond in everything that i do. if i'm going to do something i'm going to put my all into it. i'm a very loyal person and trustworthy. because of this, i do

Won't Be Around Much...miss Me!!
Well its summertime here in Canada and that means ALOT more work for me and outside and stuff with the kids on my days off. I have alot of gardening and painting to do this yr. I worked extremely hard to get in the top 100 of CT, and i know its just points but i enjoy it. Its not going to be easy keeping up when i am never here, i am even considering losing the VIC thing until fall. In the last 2 weeks i have had tons of 11's left over. I just dont have the time. Who knows what im gonna do, but this blog is just to inform all my AMAZING friends and Ct family of whats going on in my life if i dont visit much. I get maybe an hr on here a day, if that. But i will try my best to visit when i can. I cant even really say i miss sitting here hrs on end, i am enjoying my gardens and renovations too much to miss it. But i do miss all of you, and i will be back up in full force once the summer days are over. Dont forget me... Lots of love, Amanda x0x0x0x

Love?
Im just curioous if there is anybody out there that still believes in love. I mean real love like in the old days when people would get together and stay together till one of em passes away kinda love. Not the 2,3 month love spell but the real thing!So do you?

Year 2029
HEADLINES FROM THE YEAR 2029 Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia , formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the American Territory of the Middle East (formerly known as Iraq ,Afghanistan , Syria and Lebanon ). Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica . Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036.

Governmentium
Governmentium A major research institution (MRI) has recently announced the discovery of the heaviest chemical element yet known to science. The new element has been tentatively named Governmentium. Governmentium has 1 neutron, 12 assistant neutrons, 75 deputy neutrons, and 224 assistant deputy neutrons, giving it an atomic mass of 312. These 312 particles are held together by forces called morons, which are surrounded by vast quantities of lepton-like particles called peons. Since Governmentium has no electrons, it is inert. However, it can be detected as it impedes every reaction with which it comes into contact. A minute amount of Governmentium causes one reaction to take over four days to complete when it would normally take less than a second. Governmentium has a normal half-life of three years; it does not decay, but instead undergoes a reorganization in which a portion of the assistant neutrons and deputy neutrons exchange places. In fact, Governmentium's mass will ac

Im Here To Meet New People
i've been fucked over 1 too many times im sure all of you have i make mistakes but learn quickly from them. im an out going person ,easy to get along with ,my kids are my life all 4 of them,anybody messes with my kids they have me to answer too,it dont pay to act stupid coz i can see right through you .

Bible Vs Cellphone
CELL PHONE VS. BIBLE I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phones? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it as we traveled? What if we used it in case of an emergency? This is something to make you go...hmmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't ever have to worry about our bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill!

Surprising Sunday!
Not surprisingly so, another installment of Peter Britt's "Thought For The Day" This one is a little dark, but it is one of my favorites. It in some way, illustrates a part of myself so sharing it is appropriate. And it is how I'm feeling today. lol Hope you enjoy :) Peter A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "With a hand, does she reach inside me and pull the blackest heart from the darkness. With lucid emerald eyes, she shows me the fire ablaze within her. A vision requite in desire, she ensures I see. Given unto fear the alternative she makes known, to burn eternally. A choice she offers me, submit to my destiny or perish. What hideous fortune befalls me, he who surveys the flesh, his own domain. I revel in passion again, this day." ©1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Butter
Pass The Butter ... please. This is interesting . . . . . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavorings. DO YOU KNOW.. the difference between margarine and butter? Read on to the end...gets very interesting! Both have the same amount of calories. < STRONG>Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 grams. Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter

Gone To Heaven
Subject: A visit with St. Peter A man died and appeared before St. Peter at the Pearly Gates. 'Have you ever done anything of particular merit to get in Heaven?' St. Peter asked. 'Well, I can think of one thing,' the man offered. 'Once, on a trip to the Black Hills out in South Dakota, I came upon a gang of bikers, who were threatening a young woman. I directed them to leave her alone, but they wouldn't listen. So, I approached the largest and most heavily tattooed biker and smacked him in his face, kicked his bike over, ripped out his nose ring, and threw it on the ground. I yelled, 'Now, back off!! Or I'll kick the shit out of all of you ! St. Peter was impressed, 'When did this happen?' 'Just a couple of minutes ago'

Life Lesson
Subject: LIFE LESSON In 1923, Who Was: 1. President of the largest steel company? 2. President of the largest gas company? 3. President of the New York Stock Exchange? 4. Greatest wheat speculator? 5. President of the Bank of International Settlement? 6. Great Bear of Wall Street? These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days. Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us, if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers: 1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab, died a pauper. 2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson, went insane. 3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney, was released from prison to die at home. 4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger, died abroad, penniless. 5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement, shot himself. 6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermor

Hurricane Rita Heroes
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=932475108 Hurricane Katrina was bad for Southeast LA and Mississippi, and Alabama. We've been made very aware of the tragedy inflicted on the people living in those areas. Movies, documentaries, high level authorities made to resign due to mishandling situations, these things have been firmly embedded into our minds by the news media. Especially the people in New Orleans, chased to places like the Super Dome, by the tens of thousands and left standing there, screaming indignantly at news video cameras about how they were mistreated and there was no one there to help them. Hurricane Rita came ashore less than a month later. I live in Hackberry, 12 miles from the beaches on the coast of the Gulf of Mexico. In fact, my house is just yards from the ship channel leading to the Gulf. Hurricane Rita came through here like a mad woman going to.., well, you've heard that phrase. A storm surge wall of water, tall enough to

Xxxxxxxx
So how's everyone doing this fine sunday morning? Or sunday evening if you are in the UK. Or wed. lunchtime if you live in Outer Mongolia!! It always blows my mind when we get e-mails or comments from the UK, from Canada, from Australia, from France …. Makes me smile. Also makes me realize that music is such a personal thing. Remember the first time you heard that one sound, that one band or singer, that changed everything for you? For me it was it was my moms c.d.'s of Jimi Hendrix/Aerosmith/Led Zepplin/ Poison. Ok you might be thinking thats not one band or singer david but what can I say... Last nights show was completely off the hook. I don't really know what it was - the mood between us all, the audience ..... not really sure. All I know is we all had an amazing time, played really well. It went by in a... blink. Color, volume, arms, faces. & I could be wrong but the crowd seemed to be pretty into our new song "don't let me be right", even though they never had heard the song

Dream 4
Ok, so I had another dream last night.... It was not a nice dream let me tell you.... There was this little guy chasing me trying to kill me, and he was all burnt up... really charred and he stank of burnt flesh. I knew that I had to kill him before he killed me, but I had to kill Ashton Kutcher first, which I did on a railway track. Then I was in a house somewhere, didn't recognise it, and I bashed little burnt dude's brains out on the bathroom tap. There was loads of blood... not pleasant.... The thing was, I knew that the only way to make sure he was dead was to cut his hand open and remove one of his fingers, which I also did... I'm getting slightly worried about myself.... Surely that's not normal? Ah well... Insanity here I come!

Beverly Hills By Weezer
"Beverly Hills" Where I come from isn't all that great My automobile is a piece of crap My fashion sense is a little whack And my friends are just as screwy as me I didn't go to boarding schools Preppy girls never looked at me Why should they I ain't nobody Got nothing in my pocket Beverly Hills - That's where I want to be! (Gimme Gimme) Living in Beverly Hills... Beverly Hills - Rolling like a celebrity! (Gimme Gimme) Living in Beverly Hills... Look at all those movie stars They're all so beautiful and clean When the housemaids scrub the floors They get the spaces in between I wanna live a life like that I wanna be just like a king Take my picture by the pool Cause I'm the next big thing! The truth is...I don't stand a chance Its something that you're born into... And I just don't belong... No I don't - I'm just a no class, beat down fool And I will always be that way I might as well enjoy my life And watch the stars play

To The Losers Who Add Me To Their Friends List But Never Say A Word
if you dont plan on ever talking to me, please remove me from your friends list or i will bug the crap out of you till you do i have over 2000 friends and i guarantee i dont even talk to 1% of you i dont think i should see you guys updating your stash, pics, friends joining, etc if you never even talk my friends list is for real friends who can actually hold a conversation so either remove me now, start talking to me, or i will annoy the crap out of you thanks a lot and to my friends, love you guys

Usmc & Tattoos
Effective April 1, Marines are prohibited from getting sleeve tattoos. Those individuals who have sleeve tattoos are required to be documented by their command by July 1. A sleeve tattoo is a very large tattoo, or collection of smaller tattoos, that covers or almost covers a person's entire arm or leg. Half-sleeve or quarter-sleeve tattoos that are visible to the eye when wearing a standard physical training T-shirt and shorts are likewise prohibited. Marines who currently have sleeve tattoos need to have them photographed by their command and have them documented in their service record books to be grandfathered into this policy. Current Tattoo Policy The Marine Corps takes a conservative approach to personal appearance. Uniform regulations stress that personal appearance is to be conservative and commensurate with the high standards traditionally associated with the Marine Corps. No eccentricities in dress or appearance are permitted because they detract from uniformity and team id

Bullfrog And Blowjobs
Bullfrogs & Blow jobs A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blow jobs!" "Blow jobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proved but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blow jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband

Thinking....
Thinking ahead is one of the best ways to get ahead. Looking forward and planning for the short-term, mid-term and long-term, can provide insight and inspiration, when done carefully and consistently. Another benefit of thinking ahead with forethought is that a clear direction is defined and established, making it easier to stay on the path of progress and reach the goal or objective sooner. Thinking ahead is intelligent and prudent, which is a great way to plan for anything.

A Priest And A Rabbi...
A priest and a rabbi were sitting next to each other on an airplane. After a while, the priest turned to the rabbi and asked, "Is it still a requirement of your faith that you not eat pork?" The rabbi responded, "Yes, that is still one of our beliefs." The priest then asked, "Have you ever eaten pork?" To which the rabbi replied, "Yes, on one occasion I did succumb to temptation and tasted a ham sandwich." The priest nodded in understanding and went on with his reading. A while later, the rabbi spoke up and asked the priest, "Father, is it still a requirement of your church that you remain celibate?" The priest replied, "Yes, that is still very much a part of our faith." The rabbi then asked him, "Father, have you ever fallen to the temptations of the flesh? The priest replied, "Yes, rabbi, on one occasion I was weak and broke with my faith." The rabbi nodded understandingly and remained silent, thinking, for about five minutes. Finall

Third Addition Artists Worth Checking Out~
This blog is to share with everyone some great artists I have found on Cherry Tap. There are some very talented people on this site and I thought it would be good for me to share those that I find with anyone who wants to see other talent. I am going to post links to profiles of people that have exceptional talent in the areas of Photography, traditional art, crafts and digital or graphic arts. I am getting some awesome contacts from people and it is great! Keep em comming! I am hoping that it will generate more interest in these areas and people will know where to look to find others with these interests. I am always looking for more talent.........so if you think you have something to show me let me know and I will check it out and if you are good I will add your link to this blog. Oh and please check out my art also! My signature work are my Vandoodles taking the ordinary doodle up a notch to a new level. Check em out rate em and leave a comment! This gentleman has some great

Nsw V`s Qld
OK 4 ALL U AUSSIE`S OUT THERE ROUND 2 OF THE STATE OF ORIGIN IS CUMMEN UP NSW OR QLD WHO DO U VOTE 4 TO WIN I VOTE NSW TO WIN WE LOST IN ROUND ONE THE GROUND IS GUNNA B WET AS A NUNS SO AND SO AND I THINK QLD WONT B ABLE TO HOLD THE BALL DEFEANCE WILL B TIGHT ON BOTH SIDES BUT IT WILL B A NSW WIN QLD WILL PROBABLY WIN ROUND 3 AS FOR IT WILL B HELD BACK IN QLD SO LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK V`S

When You Look At Me......
When you look at at tell me what you see.... am i just the picture that you see? or do you see there is more to me???? When you look at me. what do you really see? do you see the person looking back at you? am i just a pound os flesh to you? When you look at me,, am i a person you could trust or am i some one you just lust?????? when you look at me,,,what i want you to see, is a person, not just a picture or an other pretty face i am a woman who has a resectful place.... i have a heart ,and feellings.just like you... so when you look at me remember i am human and more than what the eye can see..cause when i look at you ,i see you for the person you are and not a mear object to be played with.... when i look at you i see some one as real as me.....

Who I Am
So, it seems I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am told to be mean....not to care so much. I am told I give too much of myself to others and not enough to myself. I cant stop being who I am. I can build a wall....that I can do. But I am thinking I don't want to contribute to the ugliness that this world is riddled with toward each other. Be it for their color of skin, weather born with it or displays of art. The discrimination toward people of size, against those who adorn themselves with amazing body modifications. Tall, short, fat, skinny, hairy, bald....who gives a shit..."society" places labels against the freedoms of being who you are. Placing fear in some, with ignorance. It amazes me how far we have come on this planet with such "intelligence". I am sure that no persons septum piercing will keep them from having the ability to balance a check book, nor will a tattoo cause someone the inability to fly a plane....let alone be the awesome human beings that we ARE!!!! To be something I

So, Should I?
You're thinking 'no, that's too wild' or 'they'll never let me.' Enough! Why try and tame your inner beast? What you need to do is pull down the cages and let it roam free, or you'll end up feeling trapped and angry.

The World Is Empty
The world is empty but I have touched the sky For I have made my escape from society to the Illusory mountain peaks where I have seen the forbidden sights and tasted the forbidden fruit of knowledge and the world is a hollow ball hurling towards an unknown DESTINY.... UNKNOWN

Beliefs
I've been tossing around what to write about first for a couple days - with this whole deeper me thing, where do I start? I realized that starting at a fundamental point would be best. I think the biggest thing that people do not know about me and the biggest thing that sets me apart from most is my ability to believe that reality is far more complex than the general populous is willing to accept. I have never been able to figure out why so many people simply accept things the way they are and close their minds to all other possibilities. I am talking about a broad range of things. From the fact that I believe that life outside our planet is not only a possibility but a probability to the fact that I believe in other planes of existence. Not because I have proof or because I can even pretend to understand the how's and whys but because I can not accept that what we see is all there is. Hundreds of years ago people thought the world was flat, had no comprehension of the w

Eisbrecher-vergissmeinnicht (live)
Dein Herz schlägt am Abgrund die Nacht verhüllt dein letztes Wort So grausam.......So achtlos... reisst dich das Schicksal von mir fort Ich lass dich los muss mich befrein denn meine Sehnsucht holt mich ein Auf ewig dein.... Verzeih mir ...bleib bei mir und ich sagte noch vergissmeinnicht... Ich schenk dir zum Abschied ein letztes Licht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Dein blick sinkt ins nachtrot ich reiss mich los mit letzter Kraft So grausam .... So heilig liegst du vor mir es ist vollbracht ich lass dich los muss mich befrein denn meine Sehnsucht holt mich ein [Vergissmeinnicht lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Auf ewig dein... Verzeih mir ...bleib bei mir und ich sagte noch vergissmeinnicht Ich schenk dir zum Abschied ein letztes Licht vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Vergissmeinnicht Bleib bei mir! Vergissmeinnicht Diesmal wird es für immer sein auch dies

A Voice
I like myself. I am a good person, who is honest in the way I live and believe. No matter what others may think of my life style. I find it frustrating to be the witness to soooo much ignorance and hypocrisy running rapid with-in so many. What I "talk" I "walk". To wear a mask of "Goofy" and swear of being "Mickey"....obviously not "Mickey", trying to convince , and succeed in such to some, is UNFUCKING-BELEIVABLE to my thought process!! I am not anything or anyone but myself. Some like me, love me, some could care less about me. I am ok with that. I am not going to make a world of chaos or lies to attract another's attention, so that I may feel superior in my actions. To find pity or sympathy from others by leading them in a direction of ones life that really doesn't exist. I don't conform to any ideas or lifestyles but my own. I am "REAL"!! I am "ME"! To see that there are so many people who follow the "Jim Jones" actions of others makes me just cringe. To swear to live by a certain

A Sad Excuse
You came to me a broken piece of a man, Starring sweetly into my eyes and captivating my hand, Quicker and quicker the nights passed away, I never would have guessed that for your sins I would pay. This limerick is about you, theres no way around it, No use in trying to be nice, wickedness is something I cant help but emit, Youre not the first to reveal the truths of men, But as of today you are the last one that I let in. Your scars from the past, you show at first glance, Knocking any levelheaded girl off of her stance, My world was jilted by the jaded, Those happy places now stand to be hated, I cant help but blame myself for the deeds that were done, Now I shall sit back and watch the web as its spun. You made the day of the omen one I shall never forget, Forgiveness would be soon to follow, for I usually submit, But not this time, not for you, This lesson in life would be a waste if you were something I would give into. The worst part of all of

A Sad Morning
We woke up this morning and Stretcher, the baby bunny, had died during the night. He was doing so well last night too, I had him on the living room floor and he was crawling around and eating really well. But, this morning, he was stiff as could be when I tried to get him out of his box to eat. The boys are having a rough time - and don't quite understand - however, I had told them repeatedly that he might die, so I think that helped a bit. My oldest and I are having the worst time of it because we're so emotional...and my boys have never been able to have a pet before, so this death experience of something they've taken care of is so new to them - they just don't know how to handle it.

Never Again
When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats best for others As would any good mother Never doing anything for myself Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf Resentment rising to the top Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop Wanting more out of life Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops Neighbors threatning to call the cops Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt From now on I will have thick skin Never loving again will be my final sin

Steppin' !
It amazes me when being honest becomes something to fear. Why cant things be said to ones face.....honestly, and not leave one hanging, wondering......not understanding? I find that maybe "guilt" of taking advantage of someones feelings, friendship or partnership causes such "fear" in being honest. WOW....I cant be that way, that's probably why my "circle of friends" is very limited. Don't get me wrong I have many "acquaintances".....I expect of them what I receive.....but of my "friends" I expect to be respected, enough to find honesty in our relationship. For me to trust anyone is hard....to truly trust someone, some actions or, lack of, show me that my hesitation of trusting is justified. To have a hesitated step, in life, because of someone not being honest is soooooo not good. Especially when the actions, of one, becomes put onto you in a guiltily manner, because you chose not to take hesitation in your "steps". Well I'll not stop in walking this path I have chosen for anyone any

No Words
I can't think of the words to say how I feel, But everytime I look at you, I can't help but feel deeper, Deeper in love with you. This feeling runs bigger than any universe, Longer than time, And every moment we spend together, Is worth more than anything this life can bring. You are my breath in time of despair, My angel of mercy in time of need. You hold me up when I am down, You love me and thats what counts. I love you with every beat of my heart, And so we can grow together. So, if there is one phrase I can feel right now, Is that, I love you.

For The Troops
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in C

Key To Your Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Desire
I need the strength of your love to free me, Free me from my desires, I need your hands and lips to save me, Save me from the fire. The fire that you lit inside my body. I've tried to control the flames but they smolder on, Your words have left me alone and wanting. I write in a naked sweat till dawn. The thought of you alone sends me over the edge. I am forced to ease the hunger. My soft moans bring my pleasure to an end, But the need to have you only grows stronger. I need your body to save me, Save me from my lonely ecstasy. You can have my body, As long as you give me the pleasure I so badly seek

Xena's Home!!
She just walked in. She's skulking around the house, yowling. She looks confused and a bit perturbed. All the other animals are locked in other rooms so she can get reaccustomed to the house. I told L to just leave her and let her investigate, as the house has been a bit changed since she left. Thankfully, school is over so L will be around to help her readjust. I hope she does. She's already trying to find a way back outside. If anything, I'll keep her in long enough to get a flea collar on her or something. *sigh* I'm glad she's back and I can only hope she finds it within herself to go back to being my sweet little smooshycat.

Bikini Contest Begins! (entries Open Til June 13)
Come on by the profile and check out our special Bikini Pics Contest being held now through Jul 3. Use this link to find the girls from the Texas Car-B-Q June 2007 Bikini Contest!: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 We'll take entries up until June 13 and we're excited to have the five sexy women competing! Please make sure to rate and comment these ladies, as they earn points for both! muahz Tiff and The Texas Flames!

Well I'll Be A Humpty Dumpty
This was a first for me. Yesterday I spent a wonderful day outdoors with a friend I saw for the very first time, and we had been talking for about a year now. This man was wonderful online and now I know he is very wonderful in person. I had no idea that gentleman still exist. Well, Dalton is a very sweet, kind, and loving gentleman. I really do believe it I were to trust someone once again, he would be the one. He wanted to include my family in our plans yesterday, however, my mom was hurting real bad, that is another blog to write about; yet half way to the fishing spot we get a surprise phone call, my lil brother James. He invited us up to TN with him to look at the lake and dam. Dalton said sure let's go. Well, we arrived I met my brother's girlfriend's mother, she was so sweet and looked like a little tiny doll. Then James, Dalton, and I went site seeing ( see pictures ), then Dalton and I came back to Calhoun and went fishing. It was a peaceful time. Then we came

Blond Joke
I urgently needed a few days off work, But, I knew the Boss would not allow me to take leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "Crazy" Then he would tell me to take a few days off. So, I hung upside-down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb, So, that the Boss might think I was "Crazy" and give me a few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked, "What in the name of good GOD are you doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said, "You are clearly stressed out." Go home and recuperate for a couple of days." I jumped down and walked out of the office... When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her, "...And where do you think you're going?!" (You're gonna love this....) . . . . . . . She said, "I'm going home, too. I c

A Parents Worst Nightmare
This video came to me in my bulletins today and I am absolutely incensed. I am going to get on my soapbox for a moment because the time has come for a change. The founding fathers were more than ingenious in their formulation of our justice system, but as visionary as they were, there is no way they could have envisioned the insanity of today's society. In fact, this is the very argument being made against the provisions of the 2nd amendment, that no one could have forseen AK-47's, Mac 10's, Uzi's etc., and therefore it needs revision. Further, seeing such tragedy only reinforces my disdain for an "altruistic" vision of a supreme being. If God were love then it would be the criminal responsible for this abomination laying in a hospital bed instead of this sweet child. The video asks what is wrong with our justice system and that is the heart of the problem. We operate under a "criminal" justice system, and I for one am damn tired of it's fallacies and failures. Since God is

What Are The Chances That You've Been Abducted By Aliens?
There's a 16% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future! What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?

Weekend Links: O&a Show 'best Of Cbs' On Xm, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Myspace Hotness, New Videos Online, Traveling Virus Tickets And Shirt
What a weekend... the weather's warm, the sun is shining, kids are outside playing, and I'm... updating a website. Jesus, do I need a life, or what? A bunch of stuff is going on that you folks should be made aware of, because, you know... you just might give a crap about it. First off, starting Monday, June 11th, XM 202 - The Virus will be airing The Best of 'CBS' Shows in the morning, and replaying through the day, so while the actual "LIVE" Opie and Anthony POgram won't be returning to XM until Friday June 15th, you'll be able to hear what we've been up to on the terrestrial side for the past month. NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks to the generosity of our west coast pal Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have a lovely new set of boobies to gawk at: RateMyWOW: Amanda Bell New MySpace Hotness: The FoundryMusic MySpace Page just got a much-needed facelift thanks to Mr. Pepper...and it looks AMAZING. Check out our Sexy New MySpace Page

Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Keys To Your Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Eyes Have It
You scored as Diamond Eyes, You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Diamond Eyes58% Passion50% Eyes full of Pain42% Mysterious33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

" 3 Steps To Riches "
Welcome to SFI! My name is Scott McVey. http://scotts.ihateclowns.com/rich_text_1.html I'm an Executive Affiliate (EA) in SFI.And I'm absolutely delighted that you're thinking about joining my SFI team! As your SFI sponsor, I'm here to help you get off to a fast and profitable start. My success is tied directly to yours,so feel free to contact me to assist you with anything, anytime. The purpose of this message is to give you some really great news! And also to tell you a little bit about why I'm in SFI so that you'll understand how you too will benefit, like me, by being in SFI. Here are 4 of my reasons. > SFI is a good honest company. > I want to use SFI to make a good income. > SFI gives me all I need to make becoming rich possible. > SFI's founder, Gery Carson, can be trusted to deliver these things. Now then... I already know a couple of things about you. You're not an Executive Affiliate in SFI... yet. And, like me, I'm sure you want to become

What Group Are You?
You scored as Goth, Your A Goth!Goth65% Rocker, Mosher50% Emo35% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev15% Prepy0% Skater0% Trendy0% What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Etccreated with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious92% Passion92% Eyes full of Pain83% Diamond Eyes33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Alcohol Are You??
What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?
You scored as Face, You are attracted to: faces. You are a face person.Face75% Penis58% Abs/Stomach50% Butt33% Boobs0% What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

What Piercing Are You?
You scored as Cartilage Piercing, You could probably be described as a little edgy but basically nice. Good for you for being a complete poser. You're probably a little art kid too. Woo freakity hoo.Cartilage Piercing100% Labret Piercing90% Earlobe Piercing80% Nose Piercing70% Nipples60% Lip Piercing50% Tongue Piercing50% Dirty Piercings40% Belly Button Piercing40% What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

A New Me
Ok, here goes. You all cant laugh at me for saying any of this stuff. Today I am starting a new me. Someone told me along time ago that you have to love yourself before u can love anyone else. Well thats what this is about. My whole life I have always felt like shit about myself. Not anymore. I have always battled with losing weight. Not anymore. I have always had a major goal to be a prof body builder or a prof boxer/fighter. Well im tuff enough to do it, now i just need to lose the weight and get in shape. Just so everyone takes me seriously, once a month I am going to post a picture of my progress. Most of you have seen my pictures on here, so you know what I look like now. My goal is 30 pound weight loss. Please wish me good luck because this is something I need to do for myself. Im pretty sure it will change my life. Thanks everyone and you all are great people. Brandie

Don't Say You Love.....
Don't say you love if you really don't.... Don't say you love if your going to take it back... just keep your head down and walk away... Don't tell me you love me,if they are just empty words that spew from your mouth.... Don't tell me you love, if it's not with in your heart... Do us both a favor and just walk away..... So you told me you loved me.yet i am alone So you told me you loved me..and here i sit at home.... this is the hardest part ...is knowing your still in my herat So you told me you loved me.....and we never talk. So you told me you loved me.....and you just want to be friends... the sad thing is you have no clue how to start.... So even though you told me you loved me...i know deep down you Don't.....Because if you loved me,,,like you said you did, you would of kept me at least close to your heart.....

Hey.
Just a heads up. I'm alive, I'm happy, there's still people I wanna see. Shit's just kinda hectic at the moment and all. Courty bought me new kicks for my b-day, and I love them so. What are they? One guess, and the first initial begins with Chuck Taylor. Anyway yeah,shit's dope, T&T kick ass, and I'll hit you up asap. Stick with me, gang. I promise shit will chill eventually, word?

My Changes
You are traveling through the day doing what you love. Sharing this day, like so many others, with your best friends. Then suddenly with out warning everything comes to a complete stop. You are laying there with life hanging in the balance. You are unaware if you will live or die as you struggle to understand what just happened. In a moment your whole life changed. What do you do? How do you adjust? Can you accept that your time on earth almost came to an end. Can you understand why you are still here and what your time is now used for. It is a difficult time as you struggle to recover and to try and see the new mission of your life. People make suggestions for changes, that you are lucky to be alive, what do you think? I say it is now the first day of the rest of your life. You have been charged to share and lead others to understand that life is fragile and should not be taken for granted. You have been given a second chance to make your life one for others to see. Tou

Re:online And Off
Well, here we go ... I have to leave the net and in a week my CT account may well be deleted. I have too many responsibilities with family that need to be attended to. So Tappers ... Im off the cyber world all together pretty soon until I cn let others I have known here and other places. I have been online for many many many years. It is time for me to move on. Celtic

All You Need Is Love? Lmfao!
So, last night (UK time) I noticed a little bit of drama in the MuMMs and being drunk and stoned I decided to make a MuMM encouraging people to be nice to each other, say nice things to each other... ...well, Ginger posts a booby pic of herself and the next thing I know is that the lovely lady MuMMers are showing themselves in all their fuckin glory. I now know some of these women better than their own fuckin doctors, heheheh. Anyway, I got to bed at 5am Sunday (UK time), get up around 5 hours later, go out and do some shit, come back home a couple of hours later and open my MuMM and there's over 5,000 views and 1,000 comments. And a shit load of pics of Bat's cock... You tell me - is "show some love" US slang for get your freak on? heheheh. Click link below to view this MuMM (click "view all" comments in the MuMM - it'll only take you about 20 mins to read the whole fuckin thing) CT NUDE FEST! Gotta fuckin love you guys...

Paint Me A Picture
Paint me a Picture of a love unrefined. One that is simple with no complications inside. Show me the way to become what it should be. Give me the answers that I so simply seek. Paint me a picture of love. So simple & True. Tell me how and what to do. Allow me the chance to do it all right, Allow me the freedom and allow my heart to fly. Day upon day, I reach for that love. I see the whole big picture and all the colors of that love. Still it seems distant and always out of reach. The picture that once was so simple is now, many colors and beyond my reach.

Here W/o U
Artist: 3 Doors Down Album: Another 700 Miles Title: Here Without You A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And w

Beware
Hi ladies (and gentlemen) I am starting this blog to post about predators on here. This one is a about a situtation that I am currently dealing with. ###########BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE########## Just A Tx Ranch Cowboy &%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%& He is an unstable individual. He is a stalker and a liar. We met on ONE occassion and he has made my life pretty much a living hell, up to and including harassing those on here i talk to. He has harassed and slandered people in the most vile way. He sends fraudulent messages and pretends they are from others. He is VERY controlling and in my opinion exhibits the chacteristics of an abuser. Feel free to check with others on his "friends" list and you will get much of the same information. Proceed with caution. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

10 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, June 10: Both budding romantic relationships and platonic relationships with your buds require handling with extra care now. Find the middle ground between the two of you, and inhabit it with grace.

Evidence
The following lyrics are by Katatonia, it's an awesome tune and the lyrics talk to me somehow, almost inexplicably because there's no set theme here. I hold my breath and check the time One minute no collapse If you only knew what I would do for you One thirty breathing lapse We're going in my voice is thin When I tell you to remember That no one will find you My promise from the heart If we part my pulse will guide you through Be still for a moment Everything depends upon you If you die I will die too Once we were heroes But everything has changed since then Now they recognize you too I stay too long something's wrong You walk out of the picture I hold my breath and check the time One thirty i collapse We went in my voice was thin When I told you to remember Be still for a moment Everything depends upon you If you die I will die too Once we were heroes But everything has changed since then Now they recognize you too I'm the evidence You passed

A Chocolate Affair
Mr Cadbury met Ms Rowntree in a room on Quality St. It was After 8. He turned out the light for a bit of Black Magic! He slipped his hand in 2 her Snickers and showed her his CurlyWurly. Not keen to have Jelly Babies she let him have her up Bournville Boulevard. She screamed with Turkish Delight as he took out his Fun sized Mars Bar. It felt a bit Crunchie and she wanted some Time Out, But he did a Twirl and came in a very Milky Way !

Quote For June 10
There is nothing impossible to him who will try. -- Alexander the Great Bonus Quote: “Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.' -- Charlie Brown, Peanuts This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Life
Life has it's ups and downs and believe me, I know about it! All I can say is...never settle! Surround yourself by real people that truly care about you!!! Learn from your mistakes and no matter how hard life is...laugh at it and don't tell yourself you can't get through it...because you can! If you have a dream...go after it! If you want it that bad...you can bring it to life! Don't look to be inspired...go out and be the person that inspires! You only live once and I never looked at life this way as much as I do now! You don't need a man or woman to complete you...complete yourself!!! A man or woman should be the addition to your life...not what makes your life what it is! That's in your hands! Stop searching in others what you can find in yourself! get it? I have been single by choice for about 2yrs! Since my last relationship, I was only serious about one person, OH WELL! I don't date...PLEASE! I want the guy who will laugh when he sees lettuce hanging from my mouth and adores

Sex And Kink! Thanks, Ruby Cairo!
Your Score: Deviant You scored 66 % slut! You are a sexual deviant! You aren't exactly slutty but you sure love sex! You have tried many things and will more than likely try anything once...or twice. Link: The sex and kink Test written by pookieb on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Your Gone
you slipped away...I know... I just don't want to believe you've drifted...somehow... ..my tears could fill a thousand pools.. I know you were hurting...I know the pain was indescribable...you always thought of everyone else....you took the pain so others wouldn't feel it by putting up a front when your insides were hurting... My fear came to life The day you lost the fight But a hero you remained Touching the souls of so many that gained Just from simply knowing you.... I know you're in a better place.. I know you have a smile upon you're face.. but I'm cryin' now! Time just wasn't on your side.. this agony..I can no longer hide, that's why I'm cryin' now I played hide and seek with reality I don't want to believe this tragedy Hoping this was some joke on me... but it's hittin' me now I close my eyes in hopes to see You standing right in front of me Sayin "it's ok, it was all just a dream" "Stop cryin' now". I can't accept you laying there A

Wealth
Wealth is a many splendor thing and comes in many different forms. The key to finding true wealth is to define what wealth is. Each individual has the ability to define what wealth is by discovering the treasure within the heart. What a person values, treasures and cherishes is what a person will pursue. Another essential element of true wealth is that which does not corrupt or corrode, but which has everlasting value. Wealth is not measured in units, but in blessings.

Sex And Kink Test
My score on The sex and kink Test: Sexual(You scored 47 % slut!)You are sexual! You have a healthy view of sex and enjoy it. You don't get into the more in depth or kinky bits but you have an open mind, I'm sure. Link: The sex and kink Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Wanting To Change A Little Corner Of My World Even Just A Little!
It is 2 am and I am sitting in the dark typing this while my daughters are sleeping! A few weeks ago I posted a blog to help my fellow artists out and try to get some attention for them. And it was great lots of you went and visited those folks and showed some serious attention to thier work! That was so impressive and I appreciated it so very much. You have sent new artist my way and I love it! It isn't very often that you get rants about good things so I thought I would start a new trend. When something good is happening on Cherry for example when I see someone reach out for a worthy cause or help someone with a prayer chain. I am going to blog about it. It seems so easy to get on the down raters, to call people pervs cuz they say something we don't want to hear. It is easy to point fingers and say shame shame.........there are so many here that do that. I seldom see anyone rewarded for advocating for child abuse prevention or autism awareness or a number of other things that are on

Femdom Play Party
Friday 6/8/07 I spent my day on the phone and then trying to take a nap as I didn’t get much sleep the night before. I had intended to die my hair to cover my grey, but I needed the nap more, so I tried, but the phone kept disturbing me. Then when I decided that it was time to start getting ready to go to the FemDom play party at the Citadel, I had to go to the store. When I get home, I put the stuff away, eat, shave, and brushed my teeth and shower. It started at 7pm I didn’t leave here until 9pm. After I got paid and signed in, I walked inside, right past a naked male sub. I said to myself, “Don’t let it bother You” and I was ok. I walked around looking and I spoke to a few people, then about the time I was really getting bored and thinking that I had wasted my time and money, they had what they called a whipping circle. It was more like a whipping line since we didn’t have the room for a circle. The subs lined up in two rows facing each other and the Dommes lined up behind us

Anaphylaxis
I'm a Landscape Gardener, i've been stung many times by wasps or bees over the years, but the last two years each time I've been stung the worst the reaction, this Friday June 8th was nearly the last time, because this time the sting brought on Anaphylaxis shock, if my mate took five more minutes getting me to the hospital then i would of died, i must thank him and the staff at the hospital for the quick work in saving me, i'm back in work tomorrow its not nice to think that all around me is something so tiny but to me so deadly

You Can Help Our Troops!
I know some of us try to help our troops out as much as possible. Here is a short quiz to take. They send a phone card to our soldiers! http://www.billoreilly.com/quiz?categoryID=1&promotion=true Thank you for taking the time to support our troops. Getting to make a call to that loved one is so important! I will say I took the quiz when I was very sleepy. I fell asleep twice, lol. I only got 1 answer right, how sad is that!! I bet u can do better than that, lol. Have a great week everyone. Hugs! =)

Untitled Just A Thing
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com MY LITTLE GIRL IS GONNA BE 2 TOMORROW. DAMNS I FEEL SAD THAT SHE IS NO LONGER A BABY. SHE IS SO INDEPENDANT ITS STOOPID. I HATE IT THAT SHE IS GROWING UP TOO QUICKLY. WHY DO THE FIRST FEW YEARS GO SO FAST. IT SUCKS. I WANT ANOTHER ONE BUT I'M DIETING SO I CAN HAVE A REALLY HEALTHY PREGANCY AND SO I DON'T HAVE ALL THE PROBLEMS I DID WITH MY LAST ONE. I WISH THE FIRST YEARS WENT A LITTLE SLOWER SO YOU COULD APPRECIATE THEM MORE. PREGANCY IS AWESOME ITS FILLED WITH EXCITEMENT RITUAL VISITS TO THE HOSPITAL FOR CHECK UPS EVERYTHING IS PLANNED FOR GRANDPARENT'S EXCITED ANTICIPATION NOTHING IS GONNA BE AS IT WAS AWARE OF THE CHANGES IN YOUR BODY NEVER MISSING A BEAT CATCHING UP ON STUFF YOU FEEL THE BABY MOVE........

Dear Editor
Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States , people had to get off a ship and stand in a long line in New York and be documented. Some would even get down on their hands and knees and kiss the ground. They made a pledge to uphold the laws and support their new country in good and bad times. They made learning English a primary rule in their new American households a

10 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, June 10: Finding someone you want to talk to for five minutes, let alone an evening or even a lifetime, is difficult as you well know. Sure your current flame is annoying, but less so than most.

Good Morning
good morning my awsome friends i want everyone ro know that i love and adore them for keeping up with my pictures lol i know it has been hard but you all make me feel good with the comments and well i think it is going to make me have a big head lmao well what im trying to say is thank you you are all awsome and i love you all,remeber to have a wonderfull day and remeber to keep a smile and your cute little faces

Adult Hardcore Survey
This is for everyone to copy, paste, fill out , and send to whomever. Anyone who is sick of the vanilla surveys out there everywhere. Simple Section: 1. would you fuck me? 2. would you be my fuck buddy? 3. would you eat me? 4. would you let me eat you? 5. would you stay all night, or bolt before dawn? 6. what positions would you fuck me in? Little Harder 7. would you fuck me in the ass? 8. would you let me fuck you in the ass? 9. would you tie me up? 10.can i tie you up? 11. will you wear makeup for me? 12. wear a skirt for me? 13. be my bitch? 14. make me your bitch? Fetish time 15. would you suck my toes? 16. let me suck yours? 17. ask me to suck mine while you watch? 18. let me jack you off with my feet? 19. cum all over my feet? 20. lick said cum off my feet? 21. watch me lick it off? 22. help me lick it off? More fetish 23. Would you cut me? 24. let me cut you? 25. drink my blood? 26. let me drink yours? 27. 3-way mmf with me? 28. 3-way mff

It Was A Good Night...
Really want to hear something more of me in prose rather than song lyrics? Get comfy, and prepared to be bored into mediocrity LOL..... Started out rather so-so. The time with the younglings was fine. I enjoy my time with them. But of course the Personal Hemorrhoid simply has to strike, and do what she can to prove herself to truly be a C U Next Tuesday... Ok, so that just makes it time to get outta Dodge that much sooner. So off to The Usual Friends' house, where my therian friend was slinging ink onto my favorite Object Of Affection. Hanging out, and went thru three getting either new tats or touchups. Some pizza, some laffs, it was good. From there we went to the summer festival by me, and caught Draw The Line, and Aerosmith tribute band out of Boston. Not TOO bad, but they really need to take the nitwit who runs their soundboard out and have him publicly flogged. We left before they finished (SORRY GUYS!) and hit the local watering hole dive for the kareoke. We tore it up

" As I Watched A Show This All Came Back "
SHOW WAS BASED ON THE DAY OF 9/11 , A DAY , WE ALL WILL NEVER FORGET . LIKE YESTERDAY , AS I WATCHED , I SAID WE WILL NEVER FOR GET THAT DAY . THE DAY SO , SO MANY LOST THEIR BROTHERS , SISTERS , HUSBANDS , WIFES , AND THE LIST GOES ON . THAT DAY , ALL AROUND THE WORLD ALL BANNED TOGETHER , WAS THEIR FOR EACH OTHER , I LOOK NOW ITS NOT THE SAME , WHY CAN'T ANY OF US , TAKE 1 SEC OUT OF WHAT WE DO AND TELL A FRIEND , MISSED YOU , LOVE YOU , GIVE A HUG , ARE WE THAT SO INTO OUR SELVES WE FORGET THE LIL THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT , IF I HAD PLEASE FORGIVE ME BECAUSE YOU ITS MATERS TO ME . HUGS & LOVE BREW

Stupid Fools
After eight years of childless marriage, the 30-year-old wife and her 36-year-old husband decided it was time to find out why they couldn't get pregnant. They visited a fertility clinic and the doctors ran some tests which indicated they shouldn't have any trouble conceiving a child. A spokesman for the clinic said: "When we asked them how often they had had sex, they looked blank, and said: "What do you mean?" "We are not talking retarded people here, but a couple who were brought up in a religious environment who were simply unaware, after eight years of marriage, of the physical requirements necessary to procreate." The couple now knows about the birds and the bees, and with some luck they will have a child in about 9 months. silly ppl lmao

I Alone
I alone can smell the sent of you although I have never been near you, I alone feel the pain that you hide behind the walls that protects your world, I alone lie awake in the night thinking of you so much that I can tast the salt of your tears, I alone would take away all the hurt,lies,guilt and anger you must lock away within your soul, I alone would walk through hells flames to your side, when all the dreams shatter and all the facts remain, I alone love you ............

The Chain Of Command In The Ldc ( Copyed From The Bullitin)
** To ALL LDC Members, Founders and Co-Founders !!! ** As of June 9th, 2007 there will be a new Chain of Command put into place within the LDC Family and the Clan Lupin Family. These chains are basically so that nobody goes over anyones head in doing something. How this chain works is simple. You will start with the Number 1 spot if you have a question or a problem. If they arent on, you will go down to the Number 2 spot and so on. This Chain of Command is to be used when dealing with ANY family situations or drama. Use this Chain of Command before posting any bulletins or comments over anything. Clan Lupin is in place to deal with any drama or problems within the family but when dealing with the more serious situations, the Chain of Command needs to be upheld. Should the need arise that a creator steps in on ANY situation, then the decision of that creator over rides any decision previously given. Below you will find the Chain of Command for the LDC Family and below that you will

I Gah Damn Bought A Xbox360
GAH!!! Bought a gah damn xbox360 and no one on here stopped me. YOU KNEW I COULDN'T AFFORD IT AND YOU LET ME DO IT ANYWAY!!!! Cookies and punch for those who tried talkin me out of it, to others......an you call yourself my CT friend HA!!! Don't freak out people its a joke....But I did buy one haha

To Let You Know
Hi Everyone, I just want to let you all know.. I have deleted eight albums today.. Yes.. that includes my nudes album.. I will be deleting a few more soon. The reason for this is because when I checked them out.. No one commented on ANY of it since December that folks.. that is sad.. VERY FUCKING SAD!!!!! So, I clicked "DELETE ALBUM" and Poof they are gone. I deleted my nudes album is because.. many have left me because of my new picture.. and if they can't be my friend, then they have no chance in hell see those pictures.. They do NOT deserve to see that part of my world.. TATA.. they are gone. For those that have remained my friends after the new picture.. which are very few people..You have the perverted asses to blame for that folder being gone. Thank you for reading this. Cassie

Bump You All
To All My "Friends" ; Thank you to all my supposed friend where the fuck were you yeaterday when my party was going on huh you bunch of fucking posers i fucking swear any people other then the ones i have wrote doen and the ones that messaged me ahead of time that they would not be thier ask me for any fucking thing the answer is NO! i do not care how many friends i lose over this cause if you delete me then you where not my friend to begin with you just added me for fuckingpoints so i will say it nice and big next time you want some thing BITE ME !!!!!! (i love you all my TRUE friends you know how you are i should not have to say any names)

How About A Lil Early Fathers Day Gift Please And Ty
Hey all i am in this fathers day contest and it starts at 10pm cst time so if so lets start this off the right way and pull a good lead from the start and as i did last time you will all get a thank you bullition for the help as i did for the last contest i was in.Bomb the hell out of me and make sure you take 3 secs to rate ty to all that help. Just click the link below and your thier also rate please.

Stereotypes
I look EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store. I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around

The Dream
People are always asking what it is that I want. Well I want it all! I want a man that will love me even when I don't love myself. One that will hold me close when I'm scared, and remind me that I am safe and it will be alright. I want the man that does sweet things just because it makes me smile. He won't have to always "say" anything because we'll have that kind of connection that means all we have to do is share a look in order to understand. I want a man that will just smile and wink when I am being stubborn. When I meet him I will know, because we'll really connect on that level that I have yet to find with anyone. Once that kind of connection is made, there is no going back, and you would never want to. Once it's made, it's unbreakable...

Pleasures From The Unknown
Pleasures of the Mind From the Unknown An Erotic story, written by Jeana He sits outside her bathroom window and watches her climb into her tub. The sight of her catches his breath. This has to be the woman he has been searching for for all of his life. She is smart, beautiful, intelligent, and the most fascinating woman he has ever seen. Her body is so perfect, her skin like creamy white milk. He has to have her. To make her his. He needs her tonight. Just the thought makes his dick rock hard. To be inside of her would be like heaven. He can feel that deep inside of his soul. She doesnt know that he is there or that he has been watching her for months, but tonight she will know him. Tonight she will know what it is like to be loved and cherished. ----------------------------------------- She takes another sip of her drink when an odd sensation comes over here again. This time it's more real than when she was looking outside of her window in the living room. She looks around the

Have You Ever ...
>> Fallen in love with someone that you can't have? >> Had 2 loves at once? >> Wished u can go back to the past and change something? >> Told someone that you loved them and you tried, but it just couldnt be? >> Fallen in love with someone over the internet and have never met them in person? If you answered yes to any or all of these questions well then buddy........ UR AS MESSED UP AS I AM!! lol

Goodnight Everyone
i got a cold and feel like crap so i'm gonna crash 4 the night. if u haven't signed my guestbook please do, and if u haven't fanned me please do that also. id really appreciate it. i wish everyone a good night and day. I also won a contest for 3 free rides on the CHERRY EXPRESS, so hopefully ill be on their today. sweet dreams everyone

Sizzzurvey, Cause Its Late && I Cant Sleep.
1. Last akward moment? probably a few days ago when I ran into Jbs trash can with my car and a bunch of guys were on the porch yellin about how im so bad at driving. 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? nobody really 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? thats a possibility! 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? nah 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? yeah i find like 20s all the time 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? ...everybody? 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) i love metallica 2) taco bell is not in any way as good as taco johns! ha. 3) if more than 50 people show up to your party, the cops will show up. (and hey, i know that now!) 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after em. unless they really suck and then its like bye! 9. Have you ever been corrected at your workplace? they love me. 10. Has anyone e

Help I'm Confused......
Okay so heres the thing...I'm fallen really hard for this guy that I like and all my friends plus my mom and dad likes him but I'm not exactly sure if he likes me the same way I like him... As much as I hate to say it since we ain't been together long but I Love him and I'm not sure if I should tell him or wait till he says it first....Help I'm confused...What should I do?

Is Mercury In Retrograde?
Seriously!!! First some fudge-packing-fuck-nut goes out of their way and makes a homemade virus that crippled My computer... I spent $129 on the special 4.5 hour call to tech support... Thankfully Deana was kind enough to actually do the call because I would have castrated the poor tech-support agent just for not magically making it all instantly better and calming My nerve that by that point were a shambles from internet-withdrawl. The computer actually worked for the last week till last night... oh, it was majorly "tits-up". The machine isn't even 3 years old. Thank Mr. C.S. for his Christmas gift of an external harddrive, which saved My nearly all of My photos, nearly all of My extensive video collection, an the 6,000 plus music files... much less doing it in a way that was simply a USB, plug-and-play! And oh how I should write the Pope and rally that Jen be canonize as a living saint! She shows up last night with a pristine and software packed laptop, she sold it to Me

Volume One
"I Will Kill You" by Cannibal Corpse Bleed for my pain Revenge on treacherous snakes They will pay Slicing the flesh Sculptured wounds my catharsis I will stain Into the heart Needle injects gasoline Convulsions The one that they betrayed Has made them this way Plagued by the bastards I will kill you Killed by my rage Scream at my face The grisly scars went unavenged Until now Deep in the hole You are not gagged and scream aloud But unheard Choke on your vomit You watch your hands cut off Then your legs The one that you betrayed Will kill you this way Scarred by the bastards I will kill you Killed by my rage I must kill you Into the throat The scalpel slices Warm blood sprays out The gushing entices Pull out your heart And let you watch Shove in your mouth Then stab your crotch I watch your agony I am released From years of pain Your death averted My becoming insane You are dead I have killed you ------------

Just A Mistake
Ok I Need a lil help to understand why it is that When a Woman makes a mistake its the biggest sin in the world but whn a man makes a mistake a woman is suppose to just take Him back and look around It...I am only human and made a mistake with someone that really cares about me and I didnt have enough faith in him to give him the benefit of the doubt...basically I have a hard time trusting and I have a hard time caring about people due to my marriage and the way that it broke up...I have apoligized but that doesnt seem to be enough so because I made a simple mistake trying to get to the bottom of something he has decided that he no longer cares about me and he can't forgive me...Is he looking for a reason to run?? He knew from day one that i had trust issues and that I was going to challenge that and that he would have earn his trust and well I guess that honesty in this situtation was not the best policy....So once again I ask Why is that when a man makes a mistake A woman is suppose

Time Heals All Wounds?!?!
how is it that ppl claim time heals ALL wounds..have u ever tried putting that shit on a wound...one word OUCH!!!! clocks are heavy on an open wound....oh wait not what they meant...hey it made u laugh didn't it? if nothing else i hope this lil blog helped make a shitty day just a little bit better

:( No One Has A Secret Crush On Me
I am sad all the guy friends that I have and no one has a secret crush on me.....I am crying now.....no love for me it is a secret and I dont even have to know who it is....just want to see if it really works

My Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Walnut Tree You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Show Me
Show Me I Am what you are. Feel me. We ARE the same. We come from the very Same Source. The Beginning. The Divine. God. The She, the He. Understand You know my words are true. You feel them. You always knew them. Since you were young. The wind, the trees, your free flowing thoughts- without restraint, without form, or hesitation. THAT IS TRUTH. In it's barest form. Raw. With out restraint. Without care for outside the self. REAL...truth This IS what we all are. Free form, without conscious, contrived thought. Motion. It is the Beginning. And the end. They meet. Circle, circle, circling... Let it flow.

A General Overview....
I just don't understand what the deal is with some people. Ok well men in general. It seems like every time I star to take bricks off the wall around my heart they prove to me why I shouldn't. I can't seem to get it right. I kept telling myself "No girl don't do it, don't trust anyone." And damn I didn't listen so what did I go and do you ask? Well I tried to give someone special to me, a really great friend, my heart. Damn what a jack ass I was. You would think with all of the times my heart,pride and spirit had been broken that I would never let another man in but I continue to try for that one true love. I am starting to side with my mom on her opinion that there is no such thing. Maybe one day he will realize what he had the opportunity to have and he will be the one kicking himself in the ass. I don't say I love you easily. I am very protected and guarded. But when I feel for someone really feel for someone I would never do anything to hurt them. Hell I would give my worst en

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100% Mysterious67% Passion8% Diamond Eyes0% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

105 Things U Might Not Have Known, Or Wanted To Know, About Me
1. Last akward moment? thursday morning at the employee breakfast i busted on someone who dropped something thinking it was someone i actually knew...it wasnt...lol 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? i dunno...crushes are so high school 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? umm...nope 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? nah...im not usually very hungry when im out... 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? found a 10 spot laying under the mens pants at work one day...found 35 bucks stuffed in a pair of shorts another time... 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? me lol... 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) Krissi is AWESOME 2) Goth music is Awesome 3) the sky is blue...unless its night then its black hehe 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after them...but if they still turn away then fuck em...they werent really a frien

Crushes
Since CT only lets you have one crush I went to a site and down loaded a crush and it is on my profile...I just want to see how many crushes it will accept so go to my profile and add me as a crush....muuah lots of love babydoll0215