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Ralph's Irs Audit
RALPH'S IRS AUDIT The IRS decides to audit Ralph, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor is not surprised when Ralph shows up with his attorney. The auditor says, "Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable." "I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it," says Ralph. "How about a demonstration?" The auditor thinks for a moment and said, "Okay. Go ahead." Ralph says, "I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye." The auditor thinks a moment and says, "No way! It's a bet." Ralph removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Ralph says, "Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye" The auditor can tell Ralph isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Ralph removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand

Seduction!!
Seduction is such a powerful thing, I love to plan it. It’s a late Saturday afternoon and I am taking a long hot bath. The bath was so hot that my skin is still red from the heat. I massage my body all over with lotion, I smell sweet and feel soft. I slip into my silk robe and slide my feet into sexy slippers. Mmmmmmm....I need a drink, a nice glass of Beaujolais will do. I sit at my dressing table and sip my wine and put my makeup on. Not too much, just a little dramatic eye makeup to make my green eyes look mysterious. I dry my hair and it falls in soft curls around my shoulders. I have my red lace panties and matching bra to put on. It feels so good to be in sexy lingerie. I choose my sexy red dress to wear for you. My legs are naked and my shoes are black high heels. Mmmmmmm.....something does not feel right........oh........I think I need to take my panties off! Yes, that feels better. The dinning room table is set and the candles are lit when you arrive home. I meet you a

Age
age a.. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL, YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, WR

Life As We Know It
Most of us are so...... Afraid of loosing, that we never take any chances. Afraid of failing, that we don't try. Afraid of loosing the one we love, we forget to love them. Afraid of the pain, we don't enjoy life, love, & all the wonderful things life brings. We all get so caught up with our own insecurities that we forget that the "little things" DO matter!!!! I know I have forgotten to live my life. I was even letting others' control my life. I am starting to see just how blind I am. How afraid & lost I am. I don't like it. I don't like who I have become. I am a good person with a good heart, with compassion for anyone who needs my help. So why is it so difficult to find someone to be there for me? Could it be that I was so affraid of hurting, that I didn't let anyone in. Even when I think I have let someone in, I keep them at arms reach. How do we truly know how? How to let someone in? How to, Honestly, TRUELY let ourselves love someone??????? Here is a Quote

Do You Remember When ...
Close your eyes...And go back in time Before semi automatics and crack... Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back...I'm talking about Hide and seek at dusk. Red light, green light. The corner store. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, jacks, kickball, dodgeball. Mother May I... Red Rover and Roly Poly. Hula Hoops. Running through the sprinkler. An ice cream cone on a warm summer night... Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or maybe butter pecan. Wait... Watching Saturday Morning cartoons... Short commercials. Fat Albert, Road Runner, The Three Stooges, and Bugs. Or back further... When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Zorro. Climbing trees, building igloos out of snow banks Running till you were out of breath. Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt. Jumping on the bed. Pillow fights. Spinning around, getting dizzy, and falling down... Being tired

Feelings
Current mood: blank Category: Life I hate being a wiccan at times cuz of instincts n weird feelings. For 2 days now I feel as something is not right but I dont know what it is n its bothering me alot. I had a bad dream last night n it makes no sense right now. Sighs what to do? i dunno. I hope this bad feeling goes away sighs

What's For Dessert Kidd-o's
White Chocolate Clusters with Fruit & Nuts Ingredients: 1 1/2 cups assorted dried fruits and toasted nuts (choose among raisins, cherries, cranberries, chopped apricots, almonds, pecans, walnuts, hazelnuts, pistachios, and macadamia nuts) 1 package (12 ounces) white-chocolate chips Directions: 1. Line a baking sheet with waxed paper. In a small bowl, combine dried fruits and nuts. 2. Heat white-chocolate chips in a heatproof bowl set over a pan of simmering water, stirring until smooth. 3. Drop level tablespoons of melted chocolate onto prepared sheet, 2 inches apart. Mound fruit-nut mixture on top, pressing in gently. Refrigerate until set, 15 to 20 minutes. Makes about 20 Yumm-o

Southern Hospitality
In a crowded city at a busy bus stop, a beautiful young woman wearing a tight mini skirt was waiting for a bus. As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of

Nothing In Piticular
I'm sitting here watching everyones picture go by. I relize there is tons of things i haven't done and I wonder why. I've never been to a concert or rode a horse or been to a rave.Summers coming and I hope that this year my birthday rocks.Sometimes being born in the summer stinks. I'm trying to have a bondage part in the summer if I can get the people I need ofr it . Hopefully everyone will have funa nd enjoy the weekend event. As of right now I have no clue yet. On another note wanta say Whats up sexy to Invader ScOOge and Master Spawn whats up love. Hope to talk to everyone soon

A Discussion Concerning Cherryblast
I have bought a few, no one has given me any, so ... whatever. Women don't feel inclined to buy gifts for guys who are married unless they are real close friends, and it is not the kind of thing guys buy for one another because buying a guy a blast doesn't really increase his status. As this place is a meat market and the end game is a fantasy which leads to intimacy, the dynamic is about gain in status to impresses a member of the opposite of sex in order to seduce them into a closer relationship. Such a gift is meaningless in my specific circumstances. People do not tend to give for the sake of giving, to be nice, any longer. There are exceptions, but those are rear. Nova, you can't burst my bubble, I don't have one. LOL. You have had two bought for you, I have paid for mine on my own. Maybe all that means is that I am not popular. I will annotate that someone did send me their old webcam so I could make a salute and get out of the holding pattern in the site. Maybe that translate

Dedicated To Someone
From this moment I am officially taken! No Games! No Breaking up! No going back. You know what I am happy for that. I love him so much and he loves me. Wow someone that actually gives a fuck about me is finally in my life. He is here for life as I am for him. Baby Thank you for being the wonderful person you are. In a month and half I am yours for life. I am going to be a Rodriguez hehe. I can not wait for the day that I get to say you are my husband. I love you with all my heart no matter what. Love you, Ur future Wife, Carmen

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Shepherd's Pie: Ingredients: 2 pounds ground hamburger 1 large onion, finely chopped 4 carrots, coarsely chopped 2 tablespoons tomato paste 2 tablespoons flour 1 to 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce Coarse salt and ground pepper 10 ounces frozen peas, thawed Potato Topping: 2-1/2 pounds russet potatoes, peeled and quartered Coarse salt and ground pepper 1 cup milk 6 tablespoons butter Directions: 1. Preheat oven to 425°. Heat a large skillet over high heat. Cook hamburger until no longer pink, about 5 minutes per batch. Transfer hamburger to a colander set in a bowl; let fat drain off and discard. 2. Add 1/4 cup water to the skillet, scraping up browned bits with a wooden spoon. Reduce heat to medium; add onion and carrots. Cook, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes. Stir in tomato paste. Add flour; cook, stirring, 2 minutes. 3. Add Worcestershire sauce, 2 cups water, and lamb. Season with 2 teaspoons salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper. Si

Lemon Light
I had my second solo gig last Friday, again supporting my friend Dan’s off-kilter folky efforts. For this one I decided to strip everything down to the bare minimum, in an attempt to get a bit more rootsy (that and the fact that I totally forgot to use half the shit I had set up last time, and I only had a 10-minute slot to sound check. Dan himself was a support act this time, and had asked if I could fill in the gap at the start of the bill. The headliners were a local folky bunch of some renown, but were a bit more traditional than either Dan or myself (Dan wanting to give you nightmares and me apparently wanting to empty the room as quickly as possible). So I was on first. Again. This time in front of a room full of people who had come to see a totally different band. Last time, the audience was mainly made up of Dan’s friends (many of who are also my friends) and a few curious (in both senses of the word) folk fans that had come to see what was going on. So a fairly relaxed atmosph

Divine Delays
Divine Delays Greg Laurie There are times when we pray about something maybe once, perhaps twice, even three times, and if we don’t receive an answer in the affirmative, then we give up and assume that it must not be God’s will. Yet Jesus taught His disciples “that they should always pray and not give up” (Luke 18:1 NIV). We need to understand that when we pray, a spiritual battle is raging behind the scenes. In the Book of Daniel we find an interesting story in which Daniel offered his request before God and the answer finally came. An angel appeared to him and said, “Don’t be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day you began to pray for understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your request has been heard in heaven. I have come in answer to your prayer. But for twenty-one days the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia blocked my way. Then Michael, one of the archangels, came to help me...” (Daniel 10:12–13 NLT) It may be that you have asked God for something in

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Safe
a girl went to a party she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a relatively small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been rape

Spiders Webs
I don't know if this indicates some sort of mental problem in me, but whenever I see a spider's web, especially if it is a big impressive one, I have an overwhelming urge to cut a couple of the supporting guy ropes so that the whole thing collapses. Maybe subconsciously I just like to piss spiders off.

God's Light
God's Light's within me, deep in my heart And from me he will never part And should I seen I need to fear For He'll still love me and He'll be near So I'll love my brothers as if they were me I'll let God's light out for all to see I will always try to do what's right Keeping God's vision within my sight

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

Red Flags
Below is a list of behaviors that may be seen in people who abuse their partners. In some cases, a batterer may only exhibit a few of the behaviors. A batterer may try to explain the behaviors as signs of love or concern for his partner. As time goes on, the batterer’s behavior becomes more extreme and serves to establish and maintain power and control over the victim. Jealousy. At the beginning of a relationship, an abuser may say that jealousy is a sign of love. Jealousy has nothing to do with love; it’s a sign of possessiveness and lack of trust. The abuser may question the victim about who she talks to, accuse her of flirting with other men, or express resentment of the time she spends with family, friends, or children. The abuser may call frequently or drop by unexpectedly. The abuser may refuse to let the victim work for fear she will meet somebody else, or may engage in behaviors such as checking the car mileage or asking friends to spy on the victim. Controlling Behavior

Update On Polishwomanrock
For those of you on my friends list that know Polish...(aka Alison) I just wanted to let ya'll know that her mothers health continues to be bad. This past weekend they had her in the hospital again. Alison, as you can imagine, is very stressed out and worried. Keep her in your prayer Di

Nothing Pome I Found On Net
nothing I have nothing to say for myself. I believe in nothing. That's why I always have nothing on my mind. I just remembered something, however, and if I may, here's something to show for it, a little something from nothing. Mind you, it's nothing to write home about. And it's nothing to speak of, either. It's really about nothing in particular. For once you try everything from A to Z, you find that nothing really works, and that with nothing up your sleeve, nothing is what it seems-- it leaves everything to your imagination and nothing to be desired. Now, if you think this has nothing to do with you, or is much ado about nothing, well, you ain't seen nothin' yet. As any good-for-nothing can tell you, I'd like nothing better than to offer you nothing. But timing is everything. Before you get all worked up over nothing, you should know something first: I used to have nothing to be ashamed of, and nothing to fear. I mean, I used to think I was really s

A Memo From God
To: YOU Date: TODAY From: God Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire s

Whats Going On??? Wheres The Love???
Whats going on with all the love here in the past couple of months??? Did it just decide to take a vacation and forget to send out memos??? I have any friends on my profile just like a bunch of other people aslo... I have sent out many messages and havent gotten an reply back... I have sent out many comments and no one sends anything back... I even send those little chain letter comments out... There has been many people that has checked out my profile but no one ever signs my guestbook... A friend of mine told me to post one, so I did but no very many peopel have signed it... So if your reading this blog, why dont you take a little journey onto my profile and sign it while your still thinking about it... If you send me love I will return the love back in a heart beat... Hope to see some new faces, and comments and some new people on my guest book... I will talk to everyone later....

Cc- The Ghost, Nightmare Man, Splatter & More!
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Inspiration
Often times we are inspired by a thought or a hunch. What we do with the thought or hunch can make all the difference in the world between success and failure, happiness and sorrow, peace and anxiety. The key is to listen to the thought or hunch that we have, think, and then make a decision. Some of our most profound thoughts and ideas for success come from the still small voice within us. The more we listen to the still small voice within us, the more we can do when it calls.

Definitions For Witchcraft Related Terms.
You will hear that such and such is Wiccan, not "true" Witchcraft, or whatever, from someone else. Some people will say that they are Witches but not Wiccan, or Pagans but not Witches. Mostly, its just semantics. Different people have different definitions for these words, and some people, even Pagans, always have to be right. (If only I had a dime for every email telling me my definition for xyz is WRONG!) Let them be. It's easier than arguing. J I refuse to believe that there is only one "right" way to do anything, so just because I say or do one thing and someone else tells you something different, or even contradictory, that doesn't mean that we are not both saying or doing something true. As with all things, understanding changes and grows, and from time to time, I find it necessary to alter my own definitions, ever so slightly, to better reflect the wisdom I have gained through hard work and meditation (or lost over a bottle of honey mead). And of course, keep an open mind — b

Freaking Asshole!
imblindsee: want to play? ->imblindsee: hmmm, well nice to meet u too imblindsee: what a better way to meet ->imblindsee: did u ever think maybe u should get to know someone first? imblindsee: call me ->imblindsee: i dont think so imblindsee: i just want to play right now ->imblindsee: well I dont imblindsee: was wanting to know if you wat to here me cum ->imblindsee: what about, NO dont u understand? imblindsee: the bitch saying it ->imblindsee: excuse me? imblindsee: u fart ->imblindsee: I realize that ur intelligence lvl is 1, so Ill make it easy for u...NO!!!!!

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids!
A guy goes to the supermarket and a beautiful blond woman waves at him and says hello. He's rather taken back, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he asks, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my ass with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's maths teacher."

Friends & Fans On My List....
I am in need of your help. Please go and comment just 10 times (more if you want to) on this picture so I can win a VIC for a month. I need 15000 comments to get it. Any and all help is greatly appreciated! hugs Carrie click on this picture to get to the contest.

I Need Help And Inspiration!
Right guys, i need your help! I am looking to get another tattoo - i want one on my foot but i have no idea what to get?! Someone please provide me with some sort of inspiration ... if you wanna design me something that'd be great! I fancy something flowing maybe across my foot and up my leg to my ankle .... anyway show me what you got guys - i know there are some really talented people on here!

To You My Friend
TO YOU MY FRIEND I TELL YOU TRUE WITHOUT YOU HERE I WOULDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO YOU'VE BEEN THERE THROUGH THICK AND THIN NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF MOOD I WAS IN TO YOU MY FRIEND I'LL STICK WITH YOU THROUGH GOOD OR BAD I'LL STAND BY YOU UPON EACH STEP WE TAKE TOGETHER WE CAN WITH STAND ANY KIND OF WEATHER WHETHER WE ARE NEAR OR FAR APART THIS BOND WE HAVE WILL NEVER DEPART WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

What The Hell!!
STARTING OVER IS NEVER EASY ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE NOONE YOU FIND YOURSELF THINKING AND WONDERING WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA DO YOU SEARCH AROUND AND THINK YOU FIND THE LOVE YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD CLAIM AS MINE IT'S ALL GOING WELL UNTIL ONE DAY YOU FIND THAT LOVE HAS GONE ASTRAY SO NOW YOU'RE BACK TO SQUARE ONE THINKING WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE YOU GIVE YOUR HEART SO EASILY ONLY TO FIND THEY WEREN'T YOUR TRUE LOVE TO BE YOU GIVE AND GIVE EXPECTING ONLY THEIR LOVE IN RETURN TO FIND YOU ARE ALWAYS THE ONE TO GET BURNED WHAT THE HELL DO YOU DO TO UNDO THE HURT THAT HAS BEEN DONE TO YOU? WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

Quote For June 12
Life is an error-making and an error-correcting process, and nature in marking man's papers will grade him for wisdom as measured both by survival and by the quality of life of those who survive. -- Jonas Salk This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

In Thee O Lord Do I Put My Trust
PSALMS 31 1 IN THEE O LORD DO I PUT MY TRUST ;LET ME NEVER BE ASHAMED; DELIVER ME IN THY RIGHTEOUSNESS. 2 BOW DOWN THINE EAR TO ME ; DELIVER ME SPEEDILY;BE THOU MY STRONG ROCK ;FOR AN HOUSE OF DEFENCE TO SAVE ME 3FOR THOU ART MY ROCK AND MY FORTRESS ;THEREFORE FOR THY NAME'S SAKE LEAD ME AND GUIDE ME . 4 PULL ME OUT OF THE NET ;THAT THEY HAVE LAID PRIVILY FOR ME FOR THOU ART MY STRENGTH . 5 INTO THINE HAND I COMMIT MY SPIRIT; THOU HAST REDEEMED ME O LORD GOD OF TRUTH THE ENEMY TRIED TO STOP ME FROM SENDING THIS MESSAGE , TWO WEEKS AGO , BUT I THANK GOD FOR BRINGING IT BACK , YOU KNOW SOME OF US SHOUT AND PRAY ON SUNDAY , WALKOUT OF CHURCH AND MONDAY JOIN IN WITH THE CROWD THAT RIDICULING YOUR FELLOW MAN ON THE JOB , WHEN YOU SHOULD BE ENCOURAGINGTHE BROTHER OR SISTER , AND LIFT THEM UP , YOUHIDE YOUR SPIRITUALITY UNDER A BUSHEL , DON'T WANT NOBODY TO KNOW YOU A CHRISTIAN , WE NEED TO LET OUR LIGHT SHINE , HELP THAT BROTHER OR SISTER THAT'S BEING RIDICULED ON THE JOB

To Know Me..
TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE IF YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE TO REVEAL MYSELF TO YOU PLEASE DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED I BREAK AS EASILY AS YOU DO TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE THERE I GIVE TO YOU MY HEART AND SOUL MY FRIENDSHIP TO YOU WILL NEVER GROW OLD MY DEAR FRIEND WITH ALL THAT SAID LOSING ME, YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO DREAD TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME TO LOVE ME IS TO CARE TO CARE IS TO LAUGH AND KNOWING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE... WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

Happy Brithday To Me And Friends Who Has Brithdays Same Day Or Close To It This Week,
THURSDAY IS MY BRITHDAY IA M GOING TO BE 48 YEARS OLD ,I LOVE BRITHDAYS AND CHRISTMAS , TWO OF MY FAVOR HOLIDAYS OF COURSE BRITHDAY ISNT A HOLIDAY BUT TO THE ONE WHO HAVE ING THE BRITHDAY ..........I AM GOING OUT TO EAT LUNCH WITH MY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS CAROL WITH MY MOM AND WE WILL DROP MOM OFF HERE AND THEN GO TO CAROLS FOR THE DAY TO GO SWIMMING , I WANT TO SEE HOW MANY TRUE CT FRIENDS AND FAMILY N FANS II HAVE ON HERE , BY FRIDAY MORNING OR THURSDAY NIGHT , WHEN I COME HOME , WHO EVER HAS MY CELL CAN CALL ME THURSDAY ON IT , LOVE YA ALL CINDY,,,,,, WISH MY HUBBY AND I HAD OUR OWN PLACE TO GETHER I LOV EMY MOM BUT IT IS HARD VERY HARD LIV EING WITH HER AND MY DAUGHTER DOESNT FIGHT WITH ME LIKE SHE USE TOO, BUT SHE DOES SOME TIMES, MY MOMSAYS THINGS TO ME HURTS ME AND I JUST CANT WALK WAY FROM THEM SO I START MAKEING HER FEELING BAD TOO , I KNOW I AM AN ADULT AND I SHOULD WALK WAY SH EIS 86 YEARS OLD WANTS ME TO BABYSIT HER ALLEVENING WATCH ING TV WITH HER , I WANT TO

Might Be Leaving The Tap
First off, this is the internet. GROW UP!!! Secondly, I am my own person and will do what I want, when I want and if it pisses you off, you know how to delete me. I truly love my family on here, but I can't be told what I can and can't do and if that means I can't be part of your 'club' so be it. Take me off. Thirdly, I hate getting into the middle of this friend doesn't like that one and so on. I don't want to be rejected for something I truly want, nor forced to choose because you guys have to fight over who has the bigger prick. You have different views, that's what makes you individuals! Fourthly, I joined this site to get away from the drama of MySpace and my real life. I have so much going on and stuff I have to deal with, I wanted to come somewhere where I could meet some really cool people, which I have, and not have to deal with the crap. I know that's no matter where you go, but some places it's worse than others. Let me say this, I LOVE the LRL and my LDC

Happy Birthday Mandy
Firework My Words Firework My Words THE BIRTHDAY GIRL---CT AND FUTURE WIFE TO MY HANDSOME HUSBAND GABE I♥U So much hunny and TODAY IS MY 22ND BIRTHDAY :)@ CherryTAP Firework My Words Firework My Words I LOVE MY SWEET ♥MANDY♥ SO MUCH!!!!!!!@ CherryTAP

Poem 4
In the meadow I wait For The One to find A twist of fate To control my mind So, here I sit, ponder And wait to see i begin to wonder If You’ll chose me i’ll no longer pursue That is not my part i leave it up to you To capture my heart Time and again i’ve began the chase In hopes to in That was not the case I bow my head And wait to see If, after all this said She will find me

Home Project
As all my close friends know. I have been remodeling in leu of rent a house in a quiet neighborhood. It was unihabital due to the excess mold, rotted floors & walls (eaten by mold), dog hair & piss, fist holes in walls & doors etc. It was appraised at $52,000 for 2,300 sq/ft on 8/10ths of an acre of land. After making it livable, completely redoing some rooms, ripping down and replacing dry wall, ripping up the molded kitchen floor & subfloor and replacing it all again, after spending 10-12hrs during my vacation, my wife doing the same, my dad, friends and relatives helping it was all for nothing! I have to move out. On several occasions I have asked the owners if they needed help carrying the mortgage. Each time they assured me that they had far more income than the mortgage, the rent they're paying after moving as well as all other expenses. Otherwise I would have sent them money vs doing more remodeling and paying off some various debts. Now I have 41days left to

Poem 3
She comes out of the dark Her smile warm and bright on a journey we do embark as She leads me into the light Her smile is warm and kind Her eyes twinkle with a spark as She takes hold of my mind and warmly melts my heart we walk along the shore She whispers in my ear offering me so much more then She pulls me near "There is nothing to fear I have so much to teach you so follow me, my dear first times are always new" She leads me to a place and She opens the door windows adorned with lace the same color She wore She takes me to a room candles placed all around there was no sense of doom only happiness was found She places me on a bed my limbs are gently bound my gentle laces of red i do not make a sound She says i am safe and She will do no harm in Her, i have faith and feel no alarm "There are some things that You should learn when your heart sings My love you shall earn" She blows out each candle and leaves me in the dark "I hope

Internet Acronyms That I Didn't Even Know All Of Them
- POS: Parents Over Shoulder - PIR: Parents In Room - P911: Parent Alert - PAW: Parents Are Watching - PAL: Parents Are Listening - A/S/L: Age/Sex/Location - MorF: Male Or Female - SorG: Straight Or Gay - LMIRL: Let's Meet In Real Life - KPC: Keeping Parents Clueless - TD2M: Talk Dirty To Me - IWSN: I Want Sex Now - NIFOC: Nude In Front Of Computer - GYPO: Get Your Pants Off - ADR: Address - WYCM: Will You Call Me? - KFU: Kisses For You - MOOS: Member Of Opposite Sex - MOSS: Member Of Same Sex - NALOPKT: Not A Lot Of People Know This

Poem 2
As I kneel at Your feet Your gentle touch I yearn The ache is bittersweet Makes my heart flame burn The look in Your eyes Brings me such joy And makes me realize That I am Your toy You reach out Your hand Brushing lightly against my cheek That’s when I notice the silver band Makes my body go weak “This gift of love makes you forever mine before the angels above and heaven devine if you except this symbol of My heart it will bring me such bliss for we shall never part” I shiver and sigh Eyes dancing with delight And I begin to cry, My soul shined so bright “i accept this token of the love we share our bonds, unbroken i share always wear i pledge to You my heart, unforsaken my life, anew will never be forsaken” Toward You, i bow Offering You everything For I belong to You now Which makes my heart sing “With this collar I pledge we’ll never be apart, may no wedge separate your heart from my heart” my eyes fill with joyful tears

So Yeah....
I've been struggling with firbromyalgia for well over a year now, actually longer, but with actually knowing what it is has been a little over a year. And its been a royal pain in the behind. First was the mess with even getting the damn doctor to acknowledge that it WAS indeed fibro..... 2nd was going through all the problems of finding meds that helped. During all this I was missing work because of the pain & fatigue it was causing me, and most the time it wasn't through sickleave... which meant that when I did miss I wasn't getting paid for it. So on top of struggling with all the getting treatment for the problem.....I have to deal with struggling with paying bills. I get a call today from one of my bill places.. and he says well looking back you've had a bad year. I said YES I HAVE. I've been dealing with medical problems.. he proceeds to ask me where I work. And when I tell him he is like :O and you can't pay this bill? I said I JUST told you why and that I'm working on it.

Poem 1
i glance about with wondering eyes saddened and shaken i raise my gaze up to the skies seeking beyond the clouds what lies i ponder my worth to nobody there from the moment of birth did anyone really care my gaze drifts to the sand the cold sea nipping my feet the shifting of the land the depth there to greet was this the way it was meant to be lonely and alone in the sunset welcoming the coldness of the sea as it rises to envelope me i think of the silent masses that never gave a second thought i watch as the time passes my last breath in my throat was caught eyes closing to the darkness below the wetness of the sea rising for it is my time to go with no one realizing myself i grant one last look and then the waves cover the sand below shook and finally, it was over

A Hard Lesson
Life is full of hard lessons to be learned. The important thing is that we learn from them and not make the same mistake twice. The internet can be the most dangerous place to meet ppl. I jus look on the news (ppl are missing). BUT it can also be the start of something beautiful. The point is a lot of times we have this too perfect woman or man in our mind that we forget to make room for the imperfections and so we get disappointed so easy. The point is take things slow! When you rush things it normally doesn't work out anyway because you didn't take the time to get to know. I had a man that I thought liked me but I feel that he wanted too much too soon and it became a lot for me and disappointing for him. You can't rush luv so don't try because you'll fail every time you do by pushing yourself away and the other person This is a comment that I wrote to friend of mine. You know heartbreak is never easy and its never easy to get over. So its REAL important to take the time to get

Subject: Innocence Is Priceless
Sunday morning, the priest noticed little Alex standing in the foyer of the church staring up at a large plaque. It was covered with names and had small American flags mounted on either side of it. The seven year old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the priest walked up, stood beside the little boy,and said quietly:"Good morning, Alex." "Good morning, Father, what is this?" he asked the priest . He answered, "Well, son, it's a memorial plaque to all the young men and women who died in the Service." Soberly, they just stood together, staring at the large plaque. Finally, little Alex's voice, barely audible and trembling with fear, asked ......... "Which service, the 8:30 or the 10:45?"

How Freaky Are You In Bed? - I Got A 62
Body: how freaky r u? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROm(1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK. 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE. 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY. 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES. B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS A. NIGHT. B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER. 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD. b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCE

2nd Driving Lesson
I just finished my second driving lesson (on the road this time). I as traveling at about 55 mph and 25mph and 35mph. I still need to work on my steering. I stay focused when I get nervous. So outside of trying to not pay so much attention to other cars and keeping from swerving into them I think I am doing rather well. I hope i can get another lesson in tomorrow. It may be a morning lesson as well.

Wow Did I Leanr My Lesson
I recently got out of a marriage and also failed in a relation ship. I just want to say to the guys out there looking to meet women online. Just because you met her online doesn't mean she has to be a liar. Online dating is just a form of meeting people.But i'm moving on now and all i had to do is just go on a trip and just got home on june 12th at 7:00 am. I tried to visit the woman i met online by going to her town but i messed up by not excepting that she "is" real just because i met her here on cherry tap. Then i move to the next one. Lesson learned. And i learned that one the HARD way too...lol Peace out. Learn from your mistakes ladies and gents

Auguries Of Innocence
To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour. A Robin Red breast in a Cage Puts all Heaven in a Rage. A dove house fill'd with doves & Pigeons Shudders Hell thro' all its regions. A dog starv'd at his Master's Gate Predicts the ruin of the State. A Horse misus'd upon the Road Calls to Heaven for Human blood. Each outcry of the hunted Hare A fibre from the Brain does tear. A Skylark wounded in the wing, A Cherubim does cease to sing. The Game Cock clipp'd and arm'd for fight Does the Rising Sun affright. Every Wolf's & Lion's howl Raises from Hell a Human Soul. The wild deer, wand'ring here & there, Keeps the Human Soul from Care. The Lamb misus'd breeds public strife And yet forgives the Butcher's Knife. The Bat that flits at close of Eve Has left the Brain that won't believe. The Owl that calls upon the Night Speaks the Unbeliever's fright. He who shall hurt the little Wren Shall never be belov'd by Men

Lessons Learned In Life
Lessons Learned from Life Life is a unique experience for every single person. Everyone has their own memories, their own perspective, and their own take on the world. While much of life can only be experienced, below are a few lessons that seem to stand true in a majority of people's lives. ..> In Yourself You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. It takes a long time to become the person you want to be. Either you control your attitude or it controls you. It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. Your background and circumstances may have influenced who you are, but you are responsible for who you become. Credentials on the wall do not make a decent human being. In Relationships You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. No matter how much you care, some people just don't care back. It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. It's

I Will Not Judge You
I took this from my stash and thought I would put it here has well. It is so true... I Will Not Judge You.......... For your beliefs. For I have friends from every spectrum of religion across the map. My feelings are whatever they need to keep the warmth of their souls alive. Who am I to say what you need to give you strength in your day? By the color of your skin. Your skin, hair or eye color, have nothing to do with the heart within. I will not judge you for your wealth. For richer or poorer , you still have a soul, a heart that nourishes friendships and love. Nor will I judge you for your age. For we continue to learn no matter what age we are. Everyone has something to contribute to our lives if we listen. Most certainly not for your health. I have seen the weakest of the weak with the biggest hearts alive. No matter what your health you still feel, need, love just like everyone else. Everything outside is but a shell that holds the heart within. I will not judge you for the c

Plain White Tee's - Hey There Delilah.
PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS "Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you d

Kats Blog On Fridays Discipline
He wrote on it yesterday that I would receive a maintenance discipline and punishment tonight (last night) and also informed me that I have been getting away with too much and that was going to end. Sir Don told me that he wanted me to blog about the spanking that I received last night since it was too late to blog about it last night. I had made a "loopy" with some flexible tubing a couple of weeks ago for Sir Don to use. I have a big concern of the swats being too noisy when they land on my butt when he uses the paddle. Also I have this middle ear thing and the swats will echo painfully inside my head for some reason. Anyway, the loopy takes care of that. The swats are much quieter and don't echo and it stings like the dickens with just a small amount of effort. After I made that one Sir Don also made one but with a larger, stiffer tubing. Also quieter and also stings with little effort. Both loopys do not leave bruises but leave an interesting looped shaped welts with ju

In Melaka, Malaysia
Okay so I revived my muse..(Things can happen coz I'm magical so blech) Anyways back to the reason why I'm blogging... Simple. Internet Withdrawal and Creativity surge. Who am I to deny myself of the one true pleasure...!! For one thing being here in Melaka has made me realize a lot of things that I took for granted. 1. The comfort of my own bed 2. Air-conditioning! 3. Clean toilets 4. Fresh towels 5. Clean Kitchen 6. My previous non-aching feet. lolol 7. THE ULTIMATE LOVE-MY INTERNET CONNECTION! Anyways having said that there's so much more things that I learn to appreciate being away from home. But well let's just say that I have been thinking about more things besides the above mentioned. Being in the training has made me think about serious stuff..of the future and of money and love. Ultimate things I might add. The trainer said something to the participants today..being a facilitator I was all ears... The communication that

Comical.
So, I decided last night to put my lil status message as "~Running in Circles~" and promptly went to bed. I get up this morning and find that a comical jokerster has left this as a comment : --- Sneaks up behind you. Slides foot between yours. (caus your running in circles @ the momment ya know). Grabs you by the arm just as you begin to tumble, cause my foot stepped between your running feet. I Ease you as you fall to the ground. I smile all cheesey & wave @ you. I skip off into the sunset to the beat of the rockin choices you'e put on yer page here. --- *laughs* See what happens when I come out of the woodwork, I bring the nuts with me. *laughs*

One Last Breath
Artist: Creed Album: Weathered Title: One Last Breath Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding all I think is safe It seems I've found The road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to One last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge And I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down Now that it's over Reflecting on All of my mistakes I thought I found The road to somewhere Somewhere in his grace I cried out Heaven save me But I'm down to One last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge And I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe There's something left for me So please come Stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's Something left For you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge An

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Showering On Webcam, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Adam Ferrara, Dennis Hof, New O&a Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets,
LISTEN TO TODAY'S 'BEST OF CBS' ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Tuesday, and we have a hell of a lot to get through, so buckle up for some updates, ok? Get a sammich or a beverage, and slip on some comfortable shoes. You're going to be here for a while. First off, the Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE (on terrestrial radio), and if you want to see everyone in studio, picking their nose, eating their breakfast, and looking creepy, turn on your Paltalk. Of course, you could also head on over to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room and watch all of the WOMEN SHOWERING (RedRum, we're looking in your direction).... which is what we usually do. Today on the show, Adam Ferrara will be stopping by to plug his gigs, and his new stint on the new season of Rescue Me. Dennis Hof from the Bunny Ranch (from HBO's Cathouse) will be calling in to help us promote our upcoming Father's Day Giveaway. Finally, Carlos Mencia will be calling in to talk about this year's Traveling Virus Tour.

To Save A Life.
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded

A House Of Apparel Solution
MART-TEX, is one of the leading SWEATER/PULLOVER and KNITWEAR/T-SHIRT exporter operating from BANGLADESH. Since 2006, has been exporting ready made garments and currently we have business undertakings with importers from the Europe, USA and Canada. MART-TEX, is committed to attain customer's satisfaction through accomplishing all the components undertakings by highly trained and experienced professionals with the objective to exceed customer's expectation. So far we have been successful in our mission. We provide a set of comprehensive services that include executing oreder, assuring quality and ensuring on-time delivery of ready made garments. Our customers are our partners and every undertaking as our own child. We strongly believe that our professionalism, experise, high care for quality products, extreme care for customers and order fulfilment are the main capital of our business. The capital enables us to provide competitive, augmented and special service to our client

An Open Letter To Baby J --- Posted June 11th, 2007 And Completely Ignored By Him And The Ones Who Have The Power To Change Things Around Here
THIS IS A COPY OF THE LETTER I POSTED IN THE BULLETINS YESTERDAY TO THE INFAMOUS MR. BJ AND IT WAS COMPLETELY IGNORED BY HIM AND THE OTHER HIGHER-UPS DESPITE THE FACT THAT MY GOOD FRIEND NASSY WAS NICE ENOUGH TO MAKE IT A STICKY FOR ME: -------------------------------------------------- ~~~~ AN OPEN LETTER TO BABY J ~~~~ PLEASE SIGN AND REPOST IF YOU AGREE AND MAYBE WE CAN CHANGE SOME THINGS FOR THE BETTER AROUND THIS JOINT --- OK? DEAR BABY J: THE RUDEST THING HAPPENED TO ME TODAY WHEN I WAS VOTING AND MAKING SOME COMMENTS ON A FRIEND'S CONTEST ENTRY. WELL I WAS JUST GOING ALONG MY NORMAL MERRY WAY AND THEN THE RUDEST SYSTEM COMMENT CAME BACK TO ME AND I WAS FLAGGED FOR COMMENTING TOO FAST AND SUPPOSEDLY FLOODING THE SERVER. IT SAID IF I CONTINUED THIS ABUSE MY ACCOUNT WOULD BE DELETED. WELL IT IS LIKE THIS: FIRST OF ALL MY COMPUTER IS SLOW AS ALL HELL SO I DON'T KNOW WHY THE SYSTEM THOUGHT I WAS GOING TOO FAST. SECONDLY, I THOUGHT IT WAS RUDE AS HELL TO GET THIS

9 Of The Dumbest ??s Lol
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I poin t at m y crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Darn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their butts! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the darn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there ha

Counting Calories
Your thinking why would you want to count calories? I have decided it's time for me to lose some weight and to do so I need to count my calorie in take! It can be so annoying at times. My aim is to have 1200 calories a day and today I ate over that amount! grrr @ me, so now tomorrow I have to do my studio cycling weather it's raining or not! my goal is to get back to the weight I was before I had kids, so here goes! I'm gonna try put my journey through all this on here and if not here then it'll be on my myspace!

Nice Try Asshat
NICE TRY WHOEVER U ARE ITS EITHER ACHILLES THE MOOSE FUCKER , JOHNNY DEVIL AKA O'RLY THE 90 POUND GEEK THAT LIKES TO USE WOMANS PICS CAUSE WE ALL KNOW HE WANTS TO BE ONE OR HIS GIRL WITH HER FAKE SALUTES MARQ THE CAROLINA FAG OR GOOD OLD ILL SUCK YOUR DICK FOR A DOLLA KIRA THE JAP PROSTITUTE HELL COULD EVEN BE THAT OLD BROAD HELLCAT SINCE SHES ALWAYS GOT SOMTHING TO SAY ABOUT ME I GOT AN IDEA MORE MAKE UP PLEASE YOUR SCARING THE SITE MEMBERS DONT MATTER I DONT NEED ANY MORE FRIENDS SO KEEP YOUR REQUESTS ESPECIALLY THE FAKE ONES THIS IS USER NUMBER 927362 THAT TRIED TODAY NOW JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE FRIENDS IN THIS LIST YEAH 90 PERCENT FAKE 10 PERCENT STUPID TRY MAKING SOME REAL FRIENDS The FramesFakeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Contest
goood evenin i want to thank all who has helped in the one contest an blast thats goin on right now, some of you has really showed what bombin is all about, we also has not show no love , this contest was the perfect contest to show how strong we are, so please come an show the love today in the fathers day contest we are runnin neck an neck we need to stay on top of that contest if thiers a tie we would use rate that means we are the winner so please lets get out thier an kick thier ass please fathers day this link for the blast which is for a 7 day blast i was goin to give to bbw/bhm bombers family we need this so please help please come help

Had Alot Of Fun After Work Hehe
After i got off of work i was going to sit home an have a couple of drinks an then go to bed. Well umm my girl an i decided to go get some other people that we know an egg others houses. Damn it was fun as hell. We went passed my recent ex bf's house an he saw my car so we couldnt do his house. Shit thats tonight after the bars for his house hehe. But dont worry we egged alot of houses tonight JUST HOUSES. no names mention on here lol. I aint done with some people that where awake lol. Well guess what its almost 6 am an im going to bed for 3 hours. Nighty night.

Do Not Trust A Doctors First Diagnosis, Well Get Another Opinion..
Good Morning. This a Tuesday in June. Wow to bad I did not use that line last month it would have sounded better. How are you? Me…I am good. Hillary is in the news and is thanking women for her lead. Actually she should thank Bill for being such a wanker but that is another story. You know, had he been a model president he and her would have just settled for the retirement benefits of a former president and they both would be out of our hair except for every now and then a local parade or something of that nature… Nature, a good start to a story that was going on around the net, well actually I dug this one up. It is human nature to spend because you can’t take it with you right? That is the case of John Brandrick who decided to seek compensation the Royal Cornwall Hospital. Here is the story: John Brandrick told London's Daily Telegraph in May that he will seek compensation from Royal Cornwall Hospital in Treliske, England, because he's still alive. He was diagnosed in 2006 with pa

Sadness Ensues........again
I cannot believe how sad I have been lately. It's been horrible. But when I think about certain people in my life, and how they have affected me, I start to think I could be happy. But maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't know. I talked to my masked one tonight and he made me feel better. I'm scared though. He might be leaving sometime next year. And I realized how much his leaving would affect me if he did. I went to club last night and missed my dance partner fiercly. It wasn't the same without him. As I write this I realize he is all I think about most of the time. And that scares me to death because I hardly know him. And he hardly knows me. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused right now it's not even funny. Why does growing up blow? There are times (like this) when I wish I was six again and able to run to mom and dad, and they would make everything ok again. But I can't and I need to accept that fact. It's just nice to be able to talk to someone about this kind of stuff,

*77 On Your Cell....this Is A Must Read For All!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

Elephant Stew For A Crowd
Thise is a real recipe I found in a old cook book. 1 elephat 2 rabbits (optional) salt to taste cut elephant into bite size pieces(takes about 2 months) cook about 4 weeks at 465o. Serves about 3800 people. For larger groups, add 2rabbits, olny if necessery.

Happy Home Recipe
4 C. LOVE 5 SPOONS HOPE 2 C. LOYALTY 2 SPOONS TENDERNESS 3 C. FORGIVENESS 4 QT. FAITH 1 C. FRIENDSHIP 1 barrel laughter Take love and loyalty. Mix it thoroughly with faith and tenderness. Blend it with forgiveness, kindness and understanding. Add friendship and hope, sprinkle abundantly withlaughter. bake it with sunshine and serve daily with generous helpings.

A Texas Girl
A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a Texas Girl are in the same bar... > > > >When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, >pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In >Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink from the same one >twice." > >The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his >glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. >He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't >need to drink out of the same one twice either. > >The Texas Girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one >draft, throws the glass into the air, pulls out her gun, and shoots the >Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and >asking the bartender for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many >illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same >ones twice. > >God Bless America

Give In
*Sorry for the typo error The lights are low And I am in your arms The touch of your hands Makes the urge inside of me Go stronger Now I feel your passion Inside of me We become as one person For I have given myself to you And you took me as I am When I give in Try to look straight into my eyes So I would know for a moment How it is to be loved by you When your skin presses against It feels good too much to take And I am carried away by you It makes me want you so badly You kisses soothe me Still I want more You’ve never been selfish with what you have For you have shared it with me You caressed my face And kissed me again When the night is over I am contented For you have given me the greatest satisfaction Of my life ~diwata~

Stolen Moment
*sorry for the typo error Let me lay down on your bed it's a cold night I want your arms around me do you feel the heat? do you feel that something in between me is flowing? So let's take this chance let's take this stolen moment Again and again rock our rythym in the low light I wanna feel you your smooth soft skin now run your fingers to the right places oh baby it feels so good now the heat is rising and my heart is pounding so move a li'l bit fast but please make it last ~diwata~

Military Spouse/girlfriend Or Know One
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their *miracle* happen. This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. This is for the woman that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty bed. This is to recognize the woman that felt like she was dying inside when he said he had to go, but s

What Vehicle Represents U Sexually
Your sexual experience is like an 80's hook up van You have a great deal of sexual experience, because you are so charming. You are also inventive, and have lots of confidence in yourself. Besides, who can resist an 80’s hook up van? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Animal Represents Your Sexual Appetite
A Peacock A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thinking Back
As the time went by it all seemed like a blur to me most of things that were said and done was all in slow motion, Zachary's mother and I talked about what to do for him as we had no money his grandparents helped us decide he didn't come from this state and I personally didn't want him to be laid to rest here,and then a thought came to both me and his mother, he didn't come from the ground he is not going into the ground, after some thought it was decided to have him cremated so he could be with us forever, and laid to rest with one of us. The time in the hospital was a horrible time as you can well imagine the oddest thing was we had thoughts of donating his organs to someone who might be in need, both me and his mother were thinking that this little boy was so special why not let someone have a part of him and in a some small way have him live on and help someone who might need a second chance, we had decided to do that, hours went by and I was getting upset cause (you might not kno

Mom Dont
She sat her days, Up in her room, Wishing mommy wouldnt hurt her anymore. With a beg and a plea, Each lash across the dear child's back. "Momma please dont!" She'd beg, And with that her mother threw her in her room, Boarded the door. The little girl grew weak and tired, Each passing day. Waiting for that door to open, Yet still nothing. Slowly this girl began to hate the world, She grew up, Wondering how her mother could hate her, And yet the young lady turned out fine. Too bad the mother was mine.

Who Wants To Be My 3000th Fan?
Someone? Anyone? Not that it's that big of a deal but before I get to bed I was hoping to have my 3000th fan. Hit me up if your my 3000th fan so I can give u an official cherrytap keg! Much love to all the ct addicts!!

Why I'm Pissed
well heres the case my best friend since 2nd grade decided to hit a girl and from what i been through it's not something you want to do...yes i've hit a girl befor and regret it to this day i was lucky to not get a restrainment order on me well any ways he thought he was a big man by hitting a girl i have lost alot or respect in him for it but it's not the 1s time that morons pissed me off so he's on his last straw i'm pretty much done with his stupid crap i'm ususally very forgiving but i'm tired of forgiving some one who pisses me off and says sorry only to do it again....i've made the mistake of hitting a girl once but will never do it again i have alot more respect for women now and know better.

Block, Stay The Fuck Away, Simple?
With all this stupid high school drama with tractor boy out in Abernathy several of his "crew" have blocked me. Cool...pretty much don't want to talk to anyone that would consider him a friend. So you Jessica 'Redneckgirl' keep coming by my page to check out the scene? may I ask why? Am I so cool to you that you can't resist? If so, then unblock me and we can have a talk. The same thing with you tractor boy, how many times have I checked out your page in the last couple of days: **none** but you just can't stay away. You know that I am posting a screen shot every time you show on my page but you continue. Really can you grow up simply stay away? What purpose can you actually have at this point? People seem to be afraid of you, and I am not. I deal with bigger, badder and more stupid people daily.

Burnt Out
I'm in a block right now, everyone. I've been trying to work out a few thoughts and draft them into something readable, but I'm in the middle of a bunch of stress at work, and I think it's starting to stifle my ability to keep calm, even at home. So everyone who's been reading up on my beginning of an attempt at a novel, and has been helping with criticisms and suggestions, bear with me while I'm chilling out and trying to find the voice again. Much love Jessie

Repost And You Will Know Why
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS......EVERYONE WE NEED U ALL!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL INNOCENT AND HELPLESS BABY, KALEB. GOD MAKES MIRACLES HAPPEN, SO PLEASE!!! HAVE A HEART AND PASS IT ON AND KEEP BABY KALEB IN YOUR PRAYERS Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos PRAY FOR BABY KALEB ~~ READ AND REPOST ~~ KEEP THIS MOVING!Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hospital where he was diagnosed with Shaken Baby Syndrome. He now has meningitis in response the the surgeries on his brain, his body can't regulate his temperature, his heart rate drops every time he is moved, and he has seizures. He is also blind. His sitter shook him so hard that he is in a coma, had to have spinal fluid drained from his brain, and doctor

A Beautiful Goodbye
My last moments with Cyndi. As we pulled in the drive the time had come, come to say goodbye. We held each other for one last time, held on to each other forgeting about time. you kissed my lips and held me tight, I wish I could have held on to you like that all night. You said those words, the ones I never wanted to hear, but, eventually they came and all I felt was fear. One last hug and one last kiss, one last moment of total and completes bliss. I walked to the door and stood there alone, only to find you almost gone, and as I watched you walk away oh how much I wish you could have stayed. One last look and one last wave, you got in your car and drove away. Now here I am alone in the night fighting the fight and wanting it right. You and me forever again, you and me forever till the end. You opened my eyes and showed me true love, and for that I will love you no matter what. We said good-bye and we'll never forget and with my memories of you I have n

~dear Sister~
Look up at me and smile, dear sister of mine....... As i walk by push your knife deep into my back. And with my blood on your hands..... Go and take what is rightfully mine! As i stand here, alone, blood trickling down my back..... Come back for more! Smile at me while you take a bite from my still beating heart.... My warm blood runnig down your beautiful pink lips........... Look up at me and smile still. You, who has always had everything given to you, when you asked for it.... Come along and use your power to take the only thing i have ever wanted and needed, in my life. Leave me alone, yet again dear sister. While you are here, come closer..... And rip out my eyes, so i no longer have to see the smile on your face. And my ears, so i no longer hear your wicked laughter as you smile at me. Couldn't you have shown me..... Your sister.. Mercy... And just taken the very breath out of me? ~Patrice~

~you Remain~
This life i lead is such a sham.... Each day goes by.... And the memory of you remains. Some days i fool myslef into thinking i'm doing fine without you.... But thats a lie i tell myself to help me go on each day. Not a day passes that i dont still feel your presence in my life. You are always there..... Somewhere.... My one regret..... My one heartache..... I close my eyes and see you smile and it still makes my heart skip.... And your laughter haunts me in my dreams. I dream of those piercing blue eyes, looking up at me.... I can almost feel your soft warm lips on mine.... Your hot breath, taking mine away. And i swear i can still remember how you smell. As the days go by, you would think it would get easier..... But, no. I still do the dumbest things..... My eyes still cry for you often.... You still cross my mind daily..... And every day, after i shower, it's your name i still write in the temporary fog on the bathroom

Rates Needed !!
UPDATE ON CONTEST I'M IN .. EVERY RATE = 20 COMMENTS !! SO MAKE SURE TO RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! THANKS SO MUCH OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN A CONTEST AND WELL I JUST WANNA ENTER ONE ..LOL STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

Florida Family.
Please pray for this baby... He is so brave and God is letting him hang on for a reason. Please pass this on. (Just click reply, then copy. and post this again) Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos

The Two Of Them - Pt 10
About an hour after Pete got home he sat there quietly so lost in his thoughts of what might be what might not be. So scared that he had met the woman of his dreams and let her go simply because she didnt seem to know what she wanted. The phone then rings ... He paused for a moment not sure whether or not to pick it up or not, Finally he reached over and picked it up. *Hello* He answered and the voice on the other end said..... "I didn't like the way things were left when you sped off Petie thats not how i wanted to say goodnight" Speaking back he said *Yeah well you don't ever leave me much choice most the time now do you* "No i suppose i don't do i Petie...I'm sorry for that it's not honestly something i do on purpous..... Can i come over?" *Sure why not* He said in a calm voice and then a knock on the door. He opened it to see her big beautiful eyes stairing at him.... "You asked me something Petie .. you asked if i loved you like i loved him you asked me to make a ch

Freinds And Fake Freinds
my veiw on the above subject: I believe friends and i mean real friends should complment u and never insult u. I have friends and some fake friends who, out of respect shall remain nameless, the fakkies who are all nicey nicey in front of ur face and insult u when the think noone can find out. It really pisses me off more than they will ever know, or the post pics that they won't take down becuase they think its "funny" or "cool". I hate fakkies and always will and I can never trust them again, even if they try, which certain ones would never try.

Anticipation
I am a jumble of emotions right now. I am nervous, excited, sad, happy, and madly head of heels in love. In just 5 days I will be in the arms of the man I love, hence the excited and happy part. But at the same time I am super nervous. One of my greatest fears is that I am going to get off the plane and see him walking away. We have talked about this and he says it wont happen, but I am a girl I panic over nothing. Have you ever wanted something so bad that it scares you when it actually comes together? He is going threw such a funky time right now, and all I wanna do is be there to hold him and tell him that its going to be ok. To calm him with a kiss and to say I love you to make it all better. But being in the situation I am in now I cant do anything for another week. He deserves so much and I want to be able to give him everything I can, and I hope I can, but what if I cant? What if I dont live up to his expectations? Any of you that actually talk to me on a regular basis knows, th

Fuck This Guy
So this guy SexyIrishMan07 started talking to me over the shout box. Because I didn't want to give him my messenger screen names and have cyber with his creepy ass he starts calling me all sorts of names. So basically he's an asshole that's gotten himself blocked. I just wanted to warn you guys.

Feelings. :(
Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry. And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door. (Chorus) But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you. Baby, you don't have to take the fall. Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all. It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain. And like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's gonna change. (Chorus) And there's no way home

As Many Of You Can Tell..i'm Not Sure Who I Am Anymore.
So, Bill (Aka Colonel_Deckard) did finally come over and get the computer I had waiting on him.Which it was a good thing he showed up. After waiting the whole weekend to see him, I got to see the man, who has been a constant figure in my life since I have known him. Now, before we all start saying I was going to jump his bones, the thought had crossed my mind since lord knows I haven't been as lucky to get any from my own husband in three months. Let's chalk that up to the fact that maybe I am just not attractive for my husband to love me. He sure acts like I am not worth it at times, and yet here I am still with him. It's like Bill to analyze me. HE knows I have never been happy with myself so he tries to give me the confidence I don't have in myself, but then again, my own husband can sit there and make wisecracks about me and then Bill wonders why I don't think I am pretty??? (No, I didn't jump his bones. I was being as good as I could be,) Ir's the desperation factor. I HATE bei

For My Passed Love...
Minutes run past so slowly right now. When I work, write down a notice, calculated or hung on the phone - I look on my watch and just three, four - at most five minutes have passed... And then comes the emptiness, the void, spreading in my soul, creeping like a cold chill over it and covering my mind in her cold breath... HER laugh has subsided and I start to forget how her voice sounds like - when she comes into my mind, she's so far away. "You remove yourself from me..." you said - and you're damn right - it's time to do so. Sorry, but after all we shared, I can't act like a good friend, not even like a nice good friend. I can't be this less. And we can't set back the time, we can't pull back to old frontlines, when we have pushed them further every night before. Maybe you can, but me not. I feel so terribly abandoned, like being dispatched and put down to some dead end, somewhere in the nowhere. Got the feeling I was nothing more than a substitute, a surrogate, an exc

My Naughty Horoscope Lol
Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21) -- HOLEE SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked . body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are stagg

Aphrodities And Devilish Dd's Hideout
Aphrodities and Devilish DD's Hideout now a proud family to WILDIN OUT RADIO CLICK PIC TO JOIN Also the lounge is looking for help if your willing to help on positions in the lounge please join the lounge and reply to the help wanted section in the discussions. We Need The Fallowing so far 4 Bartenders 4 Greeter 5 female dancers 4 male dancer 4 promoters Enforcers 4 between midnight central time to 6am central time 4 from 6am till w/e Now a Proud Member of the Wildin Out Radio Station --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sky
The clouds stand tall above the surrounding landscape, spanning far across the horizon. How easy it is to ignore their granduer. How sad the knowing that the skys complete perfection goes unnoticed by all but a upward looking few. Those few are continually lost in the peacefulness strewn majesticly there. They drink of the quiet calms and the raging storms. Absored in the changing vistas. It is not just observing the weather but being one with all the other upturned faces. The faces of those who looked up and shared their being with the Sky.

Pissed Off Ex Wife...
I don't normally bitch about my ex... but tonight I need to... so please excuse me. I found out tonight that my ex who is in Lancaster, Ca is throwing a punk show in his mother's house in order to raise money to open up a venue of his own without any paper trail. Mind you, we just recently divorced and he has been slapped with a hefty child support payment... BUT I know he won't pay anything... and it makes me pissed that he gets away with it because he's so far from Oklahoma. He has no respect for my daughter or me, which murders me every time I think about it. I wish I would've kicked his ass before he left... I would feel better. Money isn't the problem... More so that it always seems like the bad guys get away with murder... and it doesn't seem fair. I've been doing well with not flying off the handle about this stuff... I haven't talked to him in 8 weeks. I haven't seen him in 12. But kharma... does it really exist? Will he really get what he deserves? Or will I n

Breaking News
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket WILKES-BARRE, Pa. – A night originally designated Mr. McMahon Appreciation Night turned deadly when the WWE Chairman’s limousine burst into a fiery explosion just moments after Mr. McMahon stepped into it. Permanently uprooting the world of sports-entertainment, the Chairman has been presumed dead in Wilkes-Barre, Pa. Local authorities stated it was still too early to declare anything as fact, including exactly what caused the explosion, but described the blast as an apparent “car bombing.” They also revealed that as of 11:30 p.m. EST, no body had been recovered from the incinerated wreckage. Firefighters were quick to assess the scene, taping off sections of the parking lot to protect the evident crime scene and safeguard scores of onlookers – mostly our fans – from potential injury. Despite the intense heat and ubiquitous clouds of bl

~~guarding The Homeland~~
"Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not." - Thomas Jefferson FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place

My Shit Don't Stink!
what do you think???? I like to check in with friends and family when I am this pissed off...cause, well, I have a tendency to be unrational... my knee jerk reaction is to rent the biggest truck I can find and just pile the shit in here now.... lol, but, since I know, I get a bit over emotional, I decided to ask anyone if they've ever ran into a problem like this and see what they did to solve it.... *********************************************** I don't know if I am over reacting.... we have hauled four loads of that free compost you get from the county into the yard. I have spread it around my irises bed, mixed it in with my hay bales in order to build soil in our 'garden area', we put it right by our front door on my flowers out front... (when you think of four loads, think of the back of a small pick up truck, our trailer was once the back end of a Ford Ranger) note: in our 'garden area' we have no topsoil, it's all clay.. a contractor took it years ago, and it's so har

The Storm, Revision One.
The first revision of The Storm. Comments and constructive criticism are welcome. The Storm A brilliant flash of light illuminated the dark room, followed shortly by the rumble of thunder. Michael loved this kind of night. The electricity in the air always energized him, and had the added effect of scaring his cat, which always curled up in his lap, shivering when the thunder rattled the house. Michael sat petting his cat, listening to the heavy rain rumbling on the roof, the dull roar penetrating the room. His cat, Circe, purred loudly, almost drowning out the sound of the rain. Circe would occasionally look up at Michael, almost as if she were inquiring what the loud noises were. Michael, oblivious to his cat’s questions, wondered why he wasn't outside, letting the rain cleanse his body and soul. Most often when it stormed like this, he'd enjoy the rain and the electricity he felt being in the middle of the storm. He supposed that with the power outage ton

Love Sux
My boyfriend went back home from a 16 day vaca. We cried and cried and cried! Now he's home, and doesn't call me or sounds like he misses me, and seems angry when I phone him. WTF? Do you think he's so hurt he doesnt know how to deal with this? OR... Do you think he doesnt want to deal with this? Leave input my friends! Thank you Love you mean it!

~~war Torn California~~perspective**
Editorial An interesting perspective about our "Drive by Media." Victor Davis Hanson is a professor at Fresno State. See his credentials at the end of the article. Eye of the Beholder by Victor Davis Hanson The American Enterprise Online War torn Iraq has about 26 million residents, a peaceful California perhaps now 35 million. The former is a violent and impoverished landscape, the latter said to be paradise on Earth. But how you envision either place to some degree depends on the eye of the beholder and is predicated on what the daily media appear to make of each. As a fifth generation Californian, I deeply love this state, but still imagine what the reaction would be if the world awoke each morning to be told that once again there were six more murders, 27 rapes, 38 arsons, 180 robberies, and 360 instances of assault in California yesterday, today, tomorrow, and every day. I wonder if the headlines would scream about "Nearly 200 p

Blood 2
The first tests began returning... sigh ~more issues for them to add. A test was run to determine how quickly the red blood cells separate when the blood begins to clot. The average for a woman under 50 is a rate of 20 mm hr. Mine are abnormally high breaking away at 38 mm an hr a sign of disease and swelling at least now they know there is true pain. If it will help them in treating me we will just have to see. We did find out the pain is partially to the early onset of osteo arthritis... I also have been debating on a move and a second opinion. I found out this afternoon that the high doses of iron can not be a long term thing do to the stresses it can place on the heart and liver. Now the reason for the thought of a second opinion is this, one transfusion is a matter of time so why not do it now and save the stress on the vital organs, two the last test showed my red count going down and I have lived with anemia for years why now does it choose to create havoc and they still h

Prayers For The Mcmahons
WILKES-BARRE, Pa. – A night originally designated Mr. McMahon Appreciation Night turned deadly when the WWE Chairman’s limousine burst into a fiery explosion just moments after Mr. McMahon stepped into it. Permanently uprooting the world of sports-entertainment, the Chairman has been presumed dead in Wilkes-Barre, Pa. Local authorities stated it was still too early to declare anything as fact, including exactly what caused the explosion, but described the blast as an apparent “car bombing.” They also revealed that as of 11:30 p.m. EST, no body had been recovered from the incinerated wreckage. Firefighters were quick to assess the scene, taping off sections of the parking lot to protect the evident crime scene and safeguard scores of onlookers – mostly our fans – from potential injury. Despite the intense heat and ubiquitous clouds of black smoke, countless people spilled out of the arena to get a closer look at the chaos they had just seen happen live on the TitanTron. Moments ea

Sexxy Man On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Man On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Men For This Plz! 1st person is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

~believe~
~Believe~ Category: Writing and Poetry I spread my wings you were sposed to let me fly not steal the magick powder from my wings watching me spiral to the ground and die. You stand for the trial from my Mother Gaia her Luna Moth held within her palm the proof of your transgression. You thought because it was night and you hidden in shadows she wouldn't miss me. "I am the night, I am the light. What good is it to you this magick of wings? A magick you scarce know of let alone believe. Why is it you, human feel no worth for life but your own? As you are my children so are the other life forms surrounding you. I give freely to you and endure your thoughtless abuses. When a star falls from the sky do you not know the earth trembles? The sky weeps...for one is lost. Beauty is not in the multitude of the stars or trees or flowers or fairies... but what each one contributes to the whole and THAT is magick." And so within the hand of Gaia from the tea

My Baby
So yea.. my baby has been done in for good, permanent, kaput, fucker broke the nose off my longboard... what else can go wrong eh? Someone please shoot me before I find out! Kinda makes me wonder why the fuck I even try anymore...every last thing/person I love is always viciously torn away from me eventually. And I keep it pretty simple! What the hell did I do to deserve this kharma? Fuck it, I'll suck it up and keep trudging along as I always do, for I will NEVER give up! C'mon sucka bring it! You can't break my will and spirit, they are mine alone to control and decide when and for what reason I will stumble. MUCH LOVE ~Aaron

~of Life And Death And Immortal Love~
While the body stands so broad and brawny, must the soul lie blinded, dwarfed, stupified almost annihilated... The inaudible and noiseless foot of time, the chrysallis of eternity... My thoughts fall onto you, as The Queen of Night shines fair with all her virgin stars about her. I mourne the miles between us put. O grief hath changed me since you saw me last, and careful hours with Time's deformed hands, have written strange defeatures in my face. Do I grieve for the injury to the living, or for the dead... The Queen looks upon me in my utter despair, leaning close whispering unto me... A thing of beauty is a joy forever, It's lovliness increases, it will never pass into nothingness... Oh but Mother Moon, you reside the Heavens and I the earth, Nature's tomb. You're surrounded in beauty and I...in the purest of sorrows... I laid upon the cold ground... If I must die, I will encounter darkness as a bride and embrace him in my arms... I held out my arms to The

Redefine Me
redefine me because, by definition i am beautifully imperfect still, supremely possessed with exceptional dialect yet still, flawed with incompletion and only you can deliver, to me, cohesion redefine me with you, a road less traveled i hope to take conquering tough terrains building a bond that one can never break for our sake redefine me conform me with the sweet caress of your voice so that, in your spirit i may dwell painlessly contort my mentality to comprehend your spirituality accomplishable only by you, for you know me so well mold me so, to your soul, mine can be its perfect match sculpt me to surround the atriums of your heart so then, onto every sentiment released i can both, catch and latch redefine me not in an attempt to change me but simply rearrange me do some subtle shifts so the dispersion of you, into me, easily sifts redefine me not in an efforts to erase nor, for footsteps from the past, retrace instead,to pr

~ugly~
I listen for the voices but hear only the endless buzzing of a thousand flies feasting upon the forgotten decomposing corpse that resides in the rocking chair, in the corner. The poison in my veins comfort my motherless addiction. Shaking in my skin. Fear infested follicles of my hair alive, writhing, seducing itself. Convulsing fingers spilling forth the commanding powers of my illness. Dipping, dripping, tangled, mangled it's all star-spangled. My eyes seeing the birth, after-birth spinal cord serpent bone fragments protrude, intrude my brain. Pretty shell casings cover my feet I'm in so deep the rope has snapped. I'm slipping, slipping there is no gripping my lips are dripping rose petals of love to caress your anxiety. You look to me my smiling skull all you see. Your anger, fear and frustration having burned the flesh from my bones years ago. You share no compassion for me. I am your skeleton hanging in your dirty closet. Wearing the soiled

~the Master's Song~
Silken strands slipping through alabaster fingers slender, veined, webbed deep cut lines race across the now reddened palm. Quivering orbs rosed, welted, swelling muffled whimpers chancing to escape but confined by the hard plastic ball the leather straps hugging her she is submission he hums the song of pain. ~Kory~ 2002

12 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, June 12: Friendships as well as relationships that could be of the more amorous sort may hold challenges now, but you're more than equal to sorting them out. Look to build trust and deepen bonds. Equality is a must.

Best Beach Pic On Ct Contest!
Best Beach Pic On CT Contest! Am looking for pics taking on the beach! 1st Pic is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Pic is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Pic is...... with 1 comments! Adults or kids any pic that shows you enjoying Yourself at the beach! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

12 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, June 12: This morning you'll wake up sleepy and grumpy. Climb out of bed very quietly so you don't wake any of the other seven dwarves. Have a shiny red apple for breakfast the settle in for a nice, long nap.

Man's 7 Deadly Sin's......lust
Lust such a strong word the dictionary defines the word as follows "Lust is any intense desire or craving for self gratification. Lust can mean strictly sexual lust, although it is also common to speak of a "lust for life", "lust for blood (bloodlust for short)", or a "lust for power" or other goals. The Greek word which translates as lust is epithymia (åðéèõìéá), which also is translated into English as "to covet". But what does the word mean to you? to crave to want something carnal a desire to please your inner most fantasies, Sins of the flesh so inviting welcoming warm an inticing how can anyone deny those urges those feelings all those endorphins flowing through your body telling you to fuck to be fucked to masturbate to do whatever it is your feeling what stops you? what holds you back? disease? maybe? society? or the voice inside your head telling you even though you want that sexual act you wouldnt feel right with doing so.... but if so what is Lust? To get drunk an stup

A Real Woman
A REAL WOMAN AS A REAL WOMAN .. I STAND BEFORE YOU READY AND WILLING TO ADMIT MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS WELL AS MY FLAWS. AS A REAL WOMAN... I GIVE MY ALL IN WHAT EVER I TRY.... AND IF I FAIL I STILL HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH. AS A REAL WOMAN .... I KNOW THAT I'M BEAUTIFUL AND FINE AS CAN BE... DESPITE THESE EXTRA POUNDS I NEED NO MAN TO BUILD UP MY SELFESTEEM. AS A REAL WOMAN.... I KNOW THAT MY ASSESTS ARE LIKE TREASURE LOCKED WITH CHAIN IN KEY..... AND IN THE WORDS OF MADEA CLINK CLINK.... AS A REAL WOMAN.......I WILL ADMIT THAT A REAL WOMAN CAN GET WEAK .. I THOUGHT I HAD A REAL MAN SO I LET HIM GET BETWEEN MY KNEES. AS A REAL WOMAN.... I KNOW THAT I MUST ACCEPT THAT I AM A MOTHER , SINGLE MOTHER AT THAT....... YEAH DADDY RAN OUT BUT I'M A REAL WOMAN SO I MUST PICK UP THE SLACK AS A REAL WOMAN .... I KNOW ALL YOU MEN AREN'T THE SAME.... JUST CAUSE ONE FAILED ME YOU ALL CAN'T BE TO BLAME. YOU SEE A REAL WOMAN CAN'T BE BROKEN DOWN.. CANT BE PUSHED ASIDE. CAUSE A REAL

Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest!
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Until Then
I lay in bed all alone, all i can think about is you, I want to be held, but i want to be held by you, i want to be kissed, but i only want kisses from you, but you are too far away. I love you and i need you, i want to cuddle, but we can't just yet, i want to feel your body, we just have to wait, but still you are too far away. Together forever is all that i want, we shall be together soon, i want to feel you breath on my neck, i want to feel all the wonderful things in life with you, but for now you are too far away, But soon together forever we shall be...

Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest!
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Best Dressed Female On Ct!
Best Dressed Female On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Female is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/11 thur 6/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Best Fuck U Finger Contest On Ct!
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Sexxy Man On Ct Contest!
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I'm Doing A Adult With Pet Contest!
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More On My Short Stories...
Given the response on my last blog, the short story entitled "The Storm", I'm thinking of giving you, my faithful blog readers, a treat, and allowing you to see the creative process in action. My last blog was nothing more than just a random outpouring of a new story, which evolved as I wrote it. The more I re-read it, the more I want to clean it up, add additional character development, smooth out a few parts, and generally make it more engaging. I'm thinking that I'll take the raw material from my last blog, and use that as a glimpse into the writing process, posting each new revision in a new blog, so that you, my readers, may follow the evolution of the story, and see the real writing process in action. Additionally, I think I may start adapting some of my short film screenplays into short story form, and posting some of them here as well. I have a ton of short stories that deserve to get exposure, and where better to start than on a social networking site such as this?

~a Song For Kory~
Your shadow on the sidewalk before you making you larger than your life. Six strings plucked by spindly fingers creating rhythm and harmony. A forgotten art that you remember your case open at your feet gathering coins and a few bills I look at you inspired. I spoke with you briefly one artist to another and thanked you for preserving an art form within art most are too busy to remember but not you and the Gods gave you a gift that you see fit to give freely... with only a hint of starvation. I dropped my donation and wished you well... but you stopped me and asked me if I wished a song... and you chose for me The *Stairway To Heaven.* You may never remember me but I can never forget you. Thank you for singing for your supper. ~Kory~ 06/09/07

If You Ask Me About My Day....
...i'll tell you that not much happend. mondays are pretty dull for me. i've been feeling really lousy lately...but i know the reason behind it. ive been having some mild pain for a few days now but last night they were close to unbearable. the pain was so strong that it kept me from sleeping...& now im afraid of them. pain isnt a good sign at this point...so you can understand how tomorrow's doctor appointment is vital. ive told sean that im a little worried & he assured me that no matter what the doctor tells me....everything will be alright. thats just one reason why i love him so...hes always there for me...[[sigh]]...he should be home soon...well sometime this month or next month. i miss him terribly....its not really the days that hurt me...its the nights.....& these past few nights have been hard on me. all in all today was alright. well im off ...with any luck this pain will let me sleep tonight.

Erotic Thoughts (mine)
Twisting, turning, moaning, and screaming, breathing outta control your cock in me losing my soul. I begged for passion and this is it, harder and deeper, I feel it, thats it. Going and going harder each thrust, I've taken all you have to give now lay back as I suck you off. Moaning while you pull my hair, grabbing my ass cause neither of us care. Closer and closer with each lick I give, say my name while I swallow your dick. I'll swallow your juices but then I wont stop, I'll suck you hard again so I can now ride your cock. As I climb on your massive member, rub my clit, and make her feel splendor. Grab hold of my hips if I ride you to fast, lets put our bodies in sync, oh god yes grab my ass. Up and down and side to side, your cock glides in and out, my juices flow down your sides. Round two is almost over so I wanna know this, can I swallow all your cum again, so you can fuck me just like this?

Nice But ???
This was sent to me by someone I have never met nor really spoken too. I feel mean because I don't feel this way about him....I have feelings for someone Special to me....I wish this had been from him.....It is beautiful but I don't feel this way for him. *************************************************************************************************** Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes... Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.... No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that... Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul ever

Daydreams
Daydreams Should you cross my mind a single time in passing through the day I could call it happenstance a fleeting moment and continue on my way But for all the times I turn around and find you standing there I can not shrug it off simply continue on without the slightest care It is not only at nighttime you come through into my dreams If that were true I’d be sleeping now as I look at you standing before me If I must continue dreaming through these mundane days of mine I could not ask a better fantasy having you with me as they go by

What Are The Jokers Cards?
Jokers Cards Insane Clown Posse claim to have been visited by the spirit of the Dark Carnival. This showed them six revelations, each one in the form of a Jokers Card. Each Jokers Card is more than an album... it is a warning. Each one has a specific message telling people to change their evil ways before "the end consumes us all". No one knows what this end is... The end of the Jokers Cards, the end of ICP, or "the crumbling of time itself".

No Name Yet(mine)
He crept through with a fierce heat. His flavor was exotic and as erotic as he. We danced the dance a time or two, we touched and teased as lovers do. His name I can't recall as it wasn't important then, but the memory of this forbidden man who once laid in my bed. His body that of David, sculpted oh so fine, his thoughts as of Socrates this man did blow my mind. He could make me quiver without using his hand, and make me convulse when asking can I cum in. The impression he left I cant forget, to many have tried to replace him, but none have concured yet.

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outside shoulder. 5. How often are the guards changed? Guards are changed every thirty minutes, twenty-four hours a day, 365 days a year. 6. What are the physical traits of the guard limited to? For a person to apply for guard duty at the tomb, he must be bet

What Is The Dark Carnival
The Dark Carnival While its name invokes some disturbing intentions, the truth is the Dark Carnival, described through the 6 Joker Card albums, is a representation of Death. Nothing can really describe what it really is better than these lyrics... "...Now we been told this Carnival shit has touched on many lives People have fuckin sworn to us they too can feel it inside What is it that draws you in? This magic that compels you? We've been waiting six fuckin Joker Cards to finally tell you The messages and hints were there, although, most never picked up on em We snuck em in subliminally with that wicked shit around em We mentioned more and more of this on every Joker's Card The bottom line, always the same, you ain't have to look hard We wickedly kick it, inflict it, you get it, get wit it, and then we don't preach it flat out" "'Cause some ninjas don't wanna get wit 'cha They quick to forget 'cha without the hatchet and gat out So we rose the hatchet, do or

Heartbroken 2
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Who Is Icp?
Who is ICP? In the early days, Joe Bruce ("Violent J") and Joey Ustler("Shaggy 2 Dope") grew up in the nicer suburbs of Detroit, but were underprivileged. Bruce's mother was a janitor most of his childhood and went from one broken father to another. Both lived a childhood that is purely unbelievable and better left for those that read their book ("Behind the Paint") The Insane Clown Posse actually started out as these two with another rapper in a group called the Inner City Posse. Back then, they were at least trying to be a real street gang. After years of the hard life that went along with it, Violent J had this brainstorm, which he claims had come to him in a vivid dream explained in his book, of the whole Dark Carnival and the meaning and doing Six separate Jokers Cards. Over the years, they literally worked their asses off. From 1993 to 1997 when they got their second big deal with Hollywood Records, they spent their lives doing shows, hitting up Kinkos, and co

What Is A Juggalo?
Juggalos To anyone not in the know, the term "Juggalo" is given to someone who is a fan of ICP. but the reality is that the term has a deeper meaning to those who consider themselves one. Scrubs: The kid in class that never had a snowball's chance with the prom queen. The fat kid who never was good at sports and got picked on by the jocks. "..I speak for the crazy, I speak for scrubs I speak for the thugs pissin' in your hot tubs I speak for the people that you always say don't know how to act We like'em just like that.." "Take Me Away" from Bizaar Family: Being a Juggalo is being part of something bigger. When you are labeled a Juggalo, that means there are legions of people who are down Rebels: "Is someone who the world is against all of your life, the world is always trying to show you how much better it is then you. Everyday of your life something in the world keeps trying to push you down to the bottom of life and make you think that you are the tras

Nocturnal Waltz
Tis the night feel the wind through the forrest and see the shadows of the past dance and frolic around for know the forrest is empty yet the spirits do play and dance to the nocturnian waltz if ye listens one still can hear it now so sway side to side and let it be free for the night spirits are awake forever more so come dance like it is forever and when sunrises come lay in my arms till the night is once more

I'm Not Alone
So often I do before I think, Not knowing why, that’s something I hate. I try and I try, yet I don't understand, The reason I cause all this pain and this fate. Sometimes I wonder, if someday, someway, I'll ever be able to really be me. Through all of my mishaps, and all of my pain, I've somehow lost track of the things I once dreamed. To ever be happy, to be true to myself, Without losing track of all the things that mean the most. How can I fix the things that I've wronged, To ever be able to be strong and carry on. One step at a time, I'll swallow my pride, To prove to myself I'm not lost inside. Someday I'll be happy, someday I'll be whole, Right now I'm just glad, I'm not all alone. 2/10/98 For my family thank you for always being there for me.

He's There
Worry not about what ifs, Could bes or mights, Only about right now, In this stage of your life. He's here with you always, No doubt should be there, Ask for His guidance, His strength and His Care. Know you have angels, To watch over you, To guide and protect you, Like He's asked them too. In Memory of my Uncle Ray 04/16/2003

Consume Me
I tell you that you consume me, In my thoughts you always stay, Your presence it surrounds me, All throughout my day. Since the day I met you, I knew my life had changed, The happiness you bring to me, Helps brighten up my day. When I am filled with sorrow, Or pain has come my way, Its thoughts of you that help me, To chase the clouds away.

If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and found me there, in your bed, what would u do? (Better tell the truth.) 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol What would you really do to/with me? (and if you don't like this, you already know: Bite Me!) Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Water Fountains
Teen: Toilet Water Cleaner Than Fountain Posted: Jun. 11 4:43 p.m. NORTH BEND, Ore. — Middle School student Kyleray Katherman had a hunch something was amiss with the school's drinking fountain water. And right he was. For an English assignment, he tested the bacteria content at four water fountains and one toilet to challenge a ban on students from bringing bottled water to class. It seems some were using it to sneak in alcohol. Guess which was cleaner? It wasn't the water fountains. He then asked students where they would prefer to get their water. That wasn't the fountains, either. Classmates, teachers, administrators and board members said they had no idea. Katherman attends the Oregon Coast Technology School that operates at North Bend Middle School with a focus on infusing technology into all areas of study. Katherman, 13, used Q-tips and petri dishes, swabbing the spigots of four fountains and sampling one toilet, dunking the cotton in the bowl's center

Shit
Theres some shit that i have to express theres some stuff that i need to get off of my chest i dont know what is going on but i do understand that i have some problems of my own. i feel for someone that i cant be with that i know will never give me the love i want i wish i could feel that love that i deserve but i will never know what i want ..

Ball Worship
MILAN, Italy. (RAI UNO TV) - Dressed in traditional wear, boys and men of the small town of Bagolino end their yearly carnival with squeezing and touching each other's testicles. While the men spend the entire day walking the streets touching genitals, the women prepare special porridge-like meals shaped to resemble large testicles. Villagers consider testicles to be sacred explaining the words 'testsimoniare' and 'testimone' (to witness) derive from the latin word 'testis' (testicle). When their ancestors were called as witnesses they were usually asked to 'swear' on their most sacred things, most often this being their testicles.

Fate Or Destiny
"People often meet their destiny on the road they take to avoid it" - French Proverb Many people talk of Fate and Destiny as if they are one and the same thing, but it may be interesting to examine the subtle difference between the two. It is believed by many that before we are born we make definite choices as to what we wish to learn, and the aim we want to fulfill during the coming life. It is a Spiritual decision which is rarely remembered once we are born, but in hindsight we often see that events and circumstances have led us unknowingly onwards towards our chosen destination. So our Destiny could be classified as our own personal Star. It is the Spiritual Will of the person; a deep inner need; something that drives us to do what seems impossible. It nurtures us with hope in our darkest moments; enables us to dream of better things, and resides in a place where we are destined to find our fulfillment. Destiny is what we are here on earth to achieve. It is

Poison Boobs
PATTAYA, Thailand. (Reuters) - Police have arrested a man and five women suspected of robbing tourists at this beach resort alleging that the women would invite visiting men to lick their nipples, which they had laced with drugs. When the men passed out, an accomplice would rob the unconscious men. At least 45 tourists have died of drug overdoses at the resort in the past year, all apparently as a result of the scheme.

Just Thinking!
Well 7 weeks ago my doctors put me on Chemo but not for Cancer but for my illness I have. You take it for 6 months but only once a week so it turns out to be 30 days. See there is a high risk that I could have cancer in my lypmatic system so this is like treat it because the bio they have to do for that is cut open breast bone and I would rather take the Chemo and be safe then go through that. But the medication can slow RA down and remission sarcoidosis of the lungs and Lupus remission. So, the Chemo has a lot of good to come out of it. Now what bad about it though is my hair was falling out before the Chemo and every day I loose more and more my hair is thin and long before now its really thin. I do not know if I loose it all or just go thin. The first couple treatments I got bad head aches and felt like morning sickness you feel when pregant but it comes and goes now this past treatment number 7 I did not have as many head aches but I felt sicker to stomach then I had been feeling

Sex Doll In Jail
JERUSALEM, Israel. (Reuters)-- An Israeli prisoner has sued the Prison Service over his right to have an inflatable sex doll in his cell. The Israel's Supreme Court denied his request, and sided with prison authorities. The Prison Service has argued that having a sex doll, inmate Amir Hazan, 35, could fool warders in an escape attempt, hide drugs inside the doll, or even cause inmates to fight over the doll. I've been in jail since the age of 14. If they let me be with a woman, I would give up on getting a doll, said Hazan. He is serving a 10 year sentence for acts of violence.

~~being Human With Humor~~
LIFE AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT ON. "AFTER YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY: IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHE

I'm Sorry I Called You A Meat Loaf
I need some diverse music (and really, can't get much more diverse than y'all) plus this sounds like a fun idea. I want to have a complete soundtrack with one song from each of my friends. I'm going to upload them to my mp3 player and make a "F/list Soundtrack" playlist with notes of what songs belongs to who. Pick one song you want me to associate with you, then comment its that simple.

Penis Snatching
ACCRA, Ghana. (Reuters) - Ghanan newspapers report that angry mobs have lynched or beaten to death at least 12 self-proclaimed sorcerers over alleged Penis Snatching. The deaths stem from a scheme where the sorcerers touch men, then tell the victims their penises will shrink or disappear unless they pay for an antidote. Many victims seem to have little tolerance for this and take revenge on the spot. The Inspector General of Police has ordered increased police patrols and vows to call in the army to maintain order if the crisis doesn't abate soon. In addition, medical experts are trying to calm the panic by going on television to explain in detail why penises increase and decrease in size, but so far such assurances have been of little help.

Prostitute Raises
Zimbabwe. (Reuters) - Prostitutes in Zimbabwe have raised their rates by 67 percent -- from US$2.80 to $4.60 per night -- and they are looking for countenance. Housewives should sympathize with us and I am appealing to them to urge their husbands to bring more money when they go to beerhalls, said a spokeswoman for the Prostitutes Association of Zimbabwe.

Penis Biter
JAKARTA, Indonesia. (Unknown) - Police have been looking for the Penis Biter for almost two years. During this time, at least five young schoolboys were the victim of the penis biter. The Penis Biter is actually a man who dresses as a woman. He was arrested at a bus terminal in Kupang on the western half of Timor Island when his latest victim, a bus driver, screamed in pain after his penis was bitten by the man.

Any Photobucket Nerds Out There ??
A couple of questions...I have a photobucket account..which I use specifically for my stash pictures...it is now full...and wont let me transfer pics directly to CT..if I delete photos..will I lose the photos in my stash ? I would like to keep them all together..is there another way of doing this..or should I just open a new account..new password etc.. Any Ideas ?

Dare To Enter My World?
Since I was about 11 and I was introduced to body modification I have been interested in every aspect of it. I have had many best friends who were into cutting and scarring their body with the many images the human mind could imagine. From hearts, to ex's names, the sky was the limit. My best friend and I used to see how long we could go without cutting. If someone failed at the game, they would get a bitching from the other person. Of course, I was heavily into blood play and the whole cutting experiences. For some reason I thought inserting a sharp object into the skin and making the little blood droplets come out was fascinating. When I was little I used to love getting hurt. I loved the stinging of the cuts and scrapes from falling Being little, I just thought this was a kid thing to do and nothing intense or serious. In elementary school my friends and I used to take our folders made of heavy paper and purposely give ourselves paper cuts. Oh how I loved the stinging and the burnin

Pain..........
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I k

Awww Dont Worry
hey guys as by now u know i am not online much and wont be for a lil over a week i am moving so if u r one of my blog readers then u know whats up if not then u gonna think i fell off the face of the earth but i didnt lol dont forget about me ill be back lots of love *lolly*

In My Dreams
At night I miss you most of all When darkness begins to fall, It's then I reach into my heart You are there never to depart. Loving words you have said to me Remains etched in my memory, You vow your love so very true Showing it in all things you do. I need you in my life every day To help me along a lonely way, I must hear love words you say Or my world will taint to gray. In my dreams you are with me In reality you are never to be, Our deep love is pure and strong Why then is it so very wrong. As time passes on without you My love will still remain true, I pray for a day we will be free To share eternal love in reality. I once had dream that you where here with me standing by my side saying those three words that meant everything to me. I know that dream will come true, and until that day I am waiting here for you. I dream of you when I'm asleep, you even appear when I'm awake daydreaming. There is no escaping you. I just wish it was true.

Whoops
I totally forgot I had a CherryTap account. I've been very distracted these past few weeks. Been going through a lot of personal issues, and won't really have them resolved for about a week. Sorry to those who sent me mail and friend requests, and hopefully I'll be back on a more regular basis pretty soon.

First They Shake Hands With You, She Thought, And Then They Murder You.
i might as well have just woke up this morning and crumpled up my day into a big fucking ball of wasted time and sent it flying down a big magical wasted-time-disposing tube. i feel like scraping my eyes out with melon ballers and ripping the top of my head off with a can opener. thanks a fucking lot to everyone who has made this shit-filled day possible.

Hubby Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

Something To Think About..
Dear God ! I'm writing to you to say I'm sorry for being angry yesterday when you seem to ignore my prayer and things didn't go my way.... First my car broke down. I was late for work but I missed that awful accident. Was that handy work ? I found a house I loved but others got there first. I was angry, then relieved when I heard the pipes had burst. Yesterday I found a perfect dress but the colour was too pale. Today I found the dress in red would you believe the dress was on sale. I know you're watching over me and I'm feeling truly blessed for no matter what I pray for you always know whats best. I have this circle of Email friends, who mean the world to me, someday I " send " and " send " at other times, I let them be. When I see each name download, and view the message they sent; I know they've thought of me that day, and " well wishes " were there intent. I am so blessed to have these friends, with whom I've grown so close; so this little poem I d

Moving Moving Moving Day Is Approaching Fast!!!:d
Our net gets shut off tomorrow... I'm going to miss everyone, but I will see all of you in a week or 2 once we get settled in in Colorado!:D It's been a blast, looking forward to seeing everyone when we get settled into the move!:D Thanks for stopping by!:D

Walls Know
my bedroom walls could blackmail me. next to the door i close sometimes to curious cats, one wall knows the shapes of my face, my hands, my breasts, my thighs as i crash gasping against it, trembling, straining, unable once the door is latched even to take a step, unable to bear standing alone. i never quite know how i stagger from there across the cluttered floor to my bed. i think desert stragglers dying of thirst would come so weakly to an oasis. it's a mirage, i know. you're not here. however i get there, the walls look on reserving comment. i'll spare you the details of my method. but the wall at the head of my bed knows the pressure of my right hand and where it's been when i try it's futile, but i do try, to brace and keep the bed quiet as my mind dissolves, as everything i am begins to beg for you, for you, dear god, oh please for the love of god come here. you rush laughing through my nerves again. when the screami

Girls Only
If you want boys to answer this then post "GUYS ONLY" If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY" If you want BOTH to answer this then post "BI SEXUALS" and be completely honest. what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me?

Denial
It took me forever to figure out what I felt was missing from my life, that I used to have a really long time ago. It couldn't have been nostalgia, because in 8th and 9th grade I was treated like a piece of shit and I had no self-esteem. So I wondered hard, with the massive improvement in the status-quo of my life over the past 5 years or so, what makes me so nostalgic, what makes this time even now feel somewhat empty? I realized that it's because I've lost my passion for the things I used to love. Somewhere along the road, I lost the fire for these things. I don't know what it is, but I think it was discouraging events that made me lose my passion for almost everything. I remember the days when at times they were the only two things on my mind; now I have no such passion for anything, only mere hobbies. It's all making sense, and now I think I know what direction I have to go in. As for the rest of my day? Well, just for the record, and in the spirit of this being a journal

(fiction) Based On Fact).a Wish For The Days Of A Thousand Years Past.
A WISH FOR THE DAYS OF A THOUSAND YEARS PAST. WHEN I WAS A YOUNG LORD AND MASTER, OF MY OWN PIECE OF THE WASTE LANDS. A WARLOCK WHO'S MAGIC WAS STRONG. TO WALK IN AND OUT OF THE GATES OF HELL OR HEAVEN AT MY LEASER. TO RIDE THE BLACK ARMORED STEED TO THE PLACE OF MILK AND HONEY. TO HAVE MY SLAVES, MINIONS AND COHORTS . THE FORGOTTEN, THE OUTCAST OF OUTCAST. THE DIVINE AND THE DEMENTED. THE STRENGTHENING, OF MY MIND , HEART AND SOUL, THE LIGHT AND DARKNESS FROM WITHIN IN PERFECT BALANCE. THE SACRIFICIAL FLESH GIVEN TO ME WILLING LEE, TO HAVE IN ANYWAY I SO WISHED TO HAVE. THE FOLLOWING THE BECOMING OF A CLAN, A COVEN. THE TAKING OF THE LADY TO BE MY QUEEN, MY FIRST SLAVE. HER POWER WAS UNMATCHED AMONG OUR LEGIONS OF THE DAMNED. NONE CHALLENGED HER. EXCEPT FOR ME. THE BINDING, THE LASHING, THE CUTTING OF SILK AND LEATHER. A DAGGER RAZOR SHARP, ONE OF MY TOYS. THE TASTE OF FLESH AND BLOOD. THE ESSENCE OF LIFE THE ROARING FIRE WITH IN OUR CHAMBER OF SLUMBER

Random Thoughts.
I feel like I have been looking for something. I have felt that way since middle school. Looking for something that I cannot quite put my finger on, but looking nontheless. It could be a person, a time, a place, an object, who the hell knows... even a thought. I want to understand things. I try. Listening, watching, waiting. For something, anything. Then again, if I understand, what will I do with the rest of my life? Of course, not knowing when our time will expire, would it not be better to know sooner rather than later? I do believe that I am one of few on this never ending search for... something. In our capitalist society we are so absorbed with what we have, and in fact we are more absorbed in what we don't have. This selfishness leads to thoughts only of money and notoriety, and shows of pride and envy, all of which I hate, which leads me to my main topic. Ever since I could remember I have believed that people are naturally good, that left alone to their own devi

The Youth Are Restless
was going to write some overly angry, obnoxious post about the dark darkness that surrounds the dark that is dark, but then a second thought occured to me... When did young people get so serious? And why are they all so much alike? Am I overly serious? Am I subject to the same stupid desires and the same claims that I'm somehow different, weird, and that I alone have something to offer? Why are young people so serious? Young people are supposed to be young....there really is no better way to explain that. Youth is levity, isn't it? Why is it that when you hit 18, 19, 20 you all of a sudden gain the confidence of all the dark secrets of the world and no longer know how to have fun. Why do young people take life so seriously? Why is everything so epic, loves so joyous and ultimately painful? Words so meaningful, tasks so herculean? I just don't understand it. This girl, she tells me about the boy who broke her heart, but she uses the same words that she used about the last one, and

Vista And Ie7
If you are running Vista and IE7, the ActiveX image Uploader does not work. It will crash your browser. So do not install it. If you did, I can tell you how to disable it. Tools button. Internet Options Programs tab Manage add-ons click on image uploader control and then click disable. Then you will be set. Hope that works for you.

Heading Home
I want to say Hello and much Luv to my blog readers. With the ride to the Redwoods over the time has come for me to head back to Florida. With my Harley loaded into my pickup I left from my Brother in Law's house up the 880 to I-80 east. What a drive it was driving up to Donner Pass, altitude 7200'. With just over 500 miles behind me I'm spending the night in Elko, Nevada. After a nights sleep I hope to make it past Cheyenne, Wyoming on Tuesday.

Hey Everybody
I know many of you have signed my guest book already. I really would like to have all my family,friends and fans sign it. It would be much appreciated if you would take the time to do so and If you have one too I promise to do my best to sign it also

Bored With His Stupidity.
**** UPDATE**** Now this freak is telling people that he has called the police in response to my harassment. Would love to see that call sheet: "officer this guy I never met is telling the truth about me on Cherry Tap and I don't like it one bit." "Yeah I have stalked a little and made up blatant likes about people, but damn, does everyone have to know?" ****UPDATE****** Link: http://cherrytap.com/kbarccattleco Now he thinks he is a bouncer for **southern Hotties** I think that the only thing bouncing on him is his big ass belly. Is he justifying his stalking behavior by saying that he is trying to protect people? Justification is unfortunately typical behavior of someone who has possession and insecurity issues. ** Bottom line.... 1) at least one woman he has interacted with has had to involve law enforcement to get him to go away and quit harassing her. 2) Multiple women he has dealt with describe behaviors

Key To My Heart
THERE IS SOMEONE WHO HURTS,YET CRIED NO TEARS, TRIED TO BE STRONG STANDING IN FRONT OF HIM, AND PUT ON A SMILE,... ALMOST WENT WEAK AT THE KNEES, CAUSE ONLY ONE PERSON HAS THE KEY TO MY HEART, AND HE HOLDS IT,... ANY OTHER KEY,IS JUST A FAKE,..

Just Got Back From Nashville Today!
Just got back from Nashville today! date: 2007-06-11 20:50:03 CMA Music Festival Pix!!! date: 2007-06-11 20:18:27 Coming soon!!!!I took over 400 pix, i gotta edit then upload, it will take a while!!! so bear with me!!I do have one up, its my new default pic!That place was a 24 hour zoo, there is so much to do and u cant do it all!!!! because so much is going on at once, its such a task to catch the artists for their autographs and pictures, i got a few tho, it was my first time, so i wasent sure how to go about things now i do, i'm planning to go again in 2 years!!!!

My Ideal Sex Partner
Merritt, your ideal sexual partner is: Type 2 partners are sexually curious and playful when it comes to sex. They are also bold and confident in asserting their sexuality. Your Type 2 match has an unusually potent sexual energy. Their sex appeal shines through naturally in just about anything they do — whether dressed to the nines or kicking around the neighborhood in sweatpants. Regardless of where they are, they turn heads with what they wear, how they move, and where they position themselves relative to others. There's just something about them that will draw you in. And thanks to a healthy dose of confidence, they won't be afraid to use it to both of your advantages. A Type 2 has lots of experience, a never-ending reserve of creativity, and the same goal as you: ultimate pleasure. Having this in common opens the door for the two of you to play with all kinds of sexual possibilities until you hit upon combinations that are blissfully and uniquely yours. Like

Q & A With R
Here are 50 questions for the people who are a little more mature... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? gas, it's usually the highest 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? ech, can't remember wheres 3? 4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be? I'll keep that one to myself. 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs. Kneisley (I'm amazed that I remember that). 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Sleeping soundly. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a paleontologist. 8. How many colleges did you attend? one 9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? I'm not wearing one 10. GAS PRICES? I want that nuclear-powered flying DeLorean from "Back To The Future" NOW! 11. If you could move anywhere and take someone who would you take with you? Just about anyplace where it doesn't snow. I don't know who I'd drag along. 12. First thought when the alarm went off

My First Blog
So this is my first blog. Decided I might as well get this over with. I really don't have anything "deep" to be writing about tonight. So, instead, I will tell a little more about myself. I will be 38 in November...yes that makes me one of those eveull Scorpios! LOL I have 3 amazing kids. Heather, my oldest, is 20 yrs old, living on her own and going to be married October 31st 2008 to the love of her life Brian who is an amazing man! My son, Ricky, is 18 and just graduated high school. He is working in construction and just beginning his life. Amber, my youngest, is only 12 but thinks she is 21! LOL She is my mini me in so many ways. I am not your typical "soccer mom". I am a tattoo'd and pierced freak. LOL I have 6 tattoos and 6 piercings. I love horror movies...especially the sick, twisted, gorey ones! Vampire movies are my faves. I have always had a thing for vampires! I mainly listen to rock music but I have to admit to listening to a lil of it all. Country wou

Just Trying To Clear My Mind
I kinda wish i was a sociopath. I think I'd be happier and more " succsessfull" . It seems my distresses are rising, and my social support group has diminished. Things kinda sucked when I was in the army, but I had lots of friends. I don't actually talk or hangout with many people now. Some of the people I talked to before, sources of stress relief or whatever have quit talking to me. My once close friends are scattered about the country/world. I just don't seem to be expanding my resources as quickly as they are diminishing. Hopefully it doesn't sound bad to talk about people as resources. They are much more to me than that, wich causes all the more distress in losing them, or being distanced from them. It's just in that specific context I was talking about, they were resources. So yah, basicly a frustrating month. Just been upset, stressed out, and mad at the world. It makes it real.y fucking hard to concentrate. Then that causes more stress from not being able to

My Heart Stays With You
You know, sometimes being on the road is rough Especially loneliness..... Girl I miss you And it's only been one day Since I went away And already I say I long to kiss you And hold you in my arms The nights are much too long when you're gone Baby, that's why Wherever I go Girl, my heart stays with you After every tour I wanna rush over to you My heart stays with you Trust me, when we are apart I won't break your heart Wherever you are I know you feel me Baby, 'cause I can feel you too No matter what you do I think of you Girl, my heart stays with you After every show I wanna rush over to you Baby, yeah When I'm leaving town Girl it hurts me too But I've got a job to do I'll be back around To feel your sweet face Your dear embrace No one can take your place I want you to nooooooooo, where I go, Where ever I go, my heart stays with you... Written by Slim Shady The Poet

The Storm
The mumms suck, and I'm feeling creative, so I'm going to write. What you are about to read is an unedited rough draft. This is what pours out before any edits or proofreading. This is my raw writing at its finest. The Storm A brilliant flash of light illuminated the dark room, followed shortly by the rumble of thunder. Michael loved this kind of night. The electricity in the air always energized him, and had the added effect of scaring his cat, who always curled up in his lap, shivering when the thunder rattled the house. Michael sat petting his cat, listening to the heavy rain rumbling on the roof, the dull roar penetrating the room. His cat, Circe, purred loudly, almost drowning out the sound of the rain. Michael wondered why he wasn't outside, letting the rain cleanse his body and soul. Most often when it stormed like this, he'd enjoy the rain and the electricity he felt being in the middle of the storm. He supposed that with the power outage tonight, he'd

Friends...:)
Everyone has times tht they are down and out, up and flyin, or just there. i don't know if it is just me, but the golden rule should ALWAYS apply.... "DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE DONE UNTO YOU" baically if you treat someone nice that is how you want to be treated right? RIGHT!! I have a friend that need's some cherry love...I've already extended to him friendship and uplifting words...so to my friends fans and family and anyone else that may read this....if you could just show him sum of that cherry love we all love to get!! One Hoopy Frood@ CherryTAP

Silenced Screams
For my Best Friend Cyndi. Silenced Screams... Every minute I'm not around you, I feel like I left something behind. Every time I'm not looking at you, I feel like I am blind. A smile from you is as electrifying as the moon, As beautiful as the moonlight that shimmers off your skin. A smile from you is as calming as the stars in the sky, As cruelly wonderful as the world I'm in, When I'm with you. For you are the star in my life An angel in the sky What do I have to sacrifice? For you, I would die. I've tried, but I can't fly No use, just hurting me more You're my angel in the sky Here I am, tied to the floor. You leave me here, standing in the rain You leave me here, staring at the sky You leave me here, in darkness and pain You leave me here, all alone to die. I'm soaked in blood of shattered dreams I'm drenched in tears of silenced screams Looking at the stars in the sky They're like scars, making me cry. For you are the star in my life Yo

" More Than You'll Ever Know"
If I told you I loved you, it's cause I do... If I said that I missed you, it must be true... If I try too hard, it's cause I like you... If I seem upset, it's cause I don't wanna lose you... If I'm quiet, it's cause I think you might be mad.. If I hurt you, I really didn't mean too... My feelings are my own, but I am trying to share... just know i always want you to be there... If I seem somewhat distant,I might need to talk... But if I seem fed up, I probably tried enough... But when it comes down to you and me, Just know that I say what I mean and mean what I say... But I would never do anything to hurt you in anyway... My love is strong and I know it's deep... So please be gentle, never cruel, and if you don't want me ...just let me know...so i can turn around and go....always remember You are forever in my heart, there will always be a place for you,in my life..... Anytime,anywhere ,whenever you need me i'll be there... So remember no matter what ....you'll be my best friend... T

Wrong
i finaly got what i thought i wanted, and what i probably deserved i loved you but you never knew, i was too afraid too give u that power i wanted so badly to keep you and let you in, i just pushed you further away then one day you eyes were less blue when they looked into mine, and i knew i was no longer the one girl on your mind you and my freind had found each other, and you now have your own world together i thought i would be ok but im not, all i see is you and her and it hurts to watch i now sit on the sidlines once again broken hearted and try to wipe away what seem to be endless tears i try to pick up the peices of my heart, the one i thought i kept from you to break once again i was wrong i still love you so much even after all of this, and just regret never telling you never letting you in and i miss you so much, i miss your amazing smile and those beautiful blue i miss your warmth when u hug me and the feel of your lips when we kissed i m

Please Join The L.r.l Society Of Wolves Today
We are needing more members that are strong in bombing skills, loyal to the rest of the family, respectful to superiorority, and love for our bond for as wolves are bonded together forever. Plus stop by my lounge "Wolves Forever". But truly if you are interested in joing in this family then please contact these individuals below for additional information. Thank you in advance. ------------------------------------------------- Jeff Lord_Wolf~Commander + Chief,Royal Bombing Wolves~L.R.L~Society@ CherryTAP or Theresa Co-Founder*Inspiration*Secretary~L.R.L. *In charge of all Int/Ext Ops/Moderator Wolf’s Den@ CherryTAP or Charlie aka Wolferz Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP

Tell Me The Truth!!!!
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol 11) Fuck me for hours 12) Talk to me 13) Stare at me 14) Fore Play What would you really do to me?

Military Gay Bomb Project
Military Gay Bomb Project Even Less Successful Than Controversial 'Soy Bomb' As if further proof was needed that the military was taking most of its strategic cues from shitty ’80s comedies and possibly Electric Six songs, Air Force records recently uncovered by Berkeley’s Sunshine Project reveal the existence of a project dedicated to developing a weapon that will turn our enemies gay, and irresistible. “The Ohio Air Force lab proposed that a bomb be developed that contained a chemical that would cause enemy soldiers to become gay, and to have their units break down because all their soldiers became irresistibly attracted to one another,” Hammond said after reviewing the documents. A modern-day Manhattan Project, if a slightly-smaller scale. The Chelsea Project, perhaps. The military abandoned the project after initial tests revealed no change in subjects except the urge to get $400 haircuts.

World Collapse
gonna rant here for a minute maybe I just read to much news but it seems to me that the world is in a stte of downfall more countries are popping up each day with nuclear capabiliyies and some are not afraid to use them the us and russia among other countries have been disassembling nukes but replacing them with new ones that are more formitable. the cold war may have ended but it seems to me it is getting a new foot hold and the political leaders of the world have lost their collective minds. I just hope I/ we live to see our children grow into adults am maybe just maybe they will be able to fix the mistakes made today if our genarations dont screw up this world of ours beyond repair. in the grand scheme of things we are only here but a short time and those who follow us have to deal with the mistakes we make and we need to be careful of how we do things now so they will have a world to live in

Part 1
OK...SOME OF YOU KNOW I'M A BOOKWORM..AND SOME DON'T....WELL NOW ALL OF YOU DO.... I've been reading a book called Wild at Heart..by John Eldredge, and while not usually a fan of "religious" literature, this book has opened my eyes to a lot of things. I'd like to share a bit of it with you.... This book is about discovering the masculine soul, and what it means to be man. Not what society, or your wife, or your boss, or your friends, or TV says a man should be, but why we yearn for the things we do and why we feel the way we feel sometimes. Society has ripped "manhood" away from men. Women for years have complained about having a nice, sensitive,"well trained" man. And in the next breath, they wonder where the real men have gone..... While there is nothing wrong with the afforementioned qualities, there is so much more to the male heart, or soul, if you will. Men are created with a longing for battle, competetion, and danger...It's in the make up of our soul. We wa

6 Questions
6 Questions. 6 honest answers 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. You get to ask me 6 questions. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy or sexual they are. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

For Those That Dont Read Profiles..i Just Added This......
Ok...so I guess it wasnt the last word..lol..I wanted to add something here..Yes..I have a couple of NSFW albums, Ive had 3 kids..and Im not a stick figure..but not ashamed of my body either..it has good points..and not so good points..lol..Im happy for friends to view it..but I will delete lewd comments..be constructive..my pictures arent trashy..I have done them as tastefully as I can.. and I dont do requests..and I would like it if you could rate some other pictures..me clothed preferably..not a necessity, but it would show some taste. I add photos now and then..when I have "Moments"..feel free to drop back..Hugz..Molly xox PS..all my photos are taken on my mobile phone..none are photo shopped except for the pics..in the photoshopped album..I have 3 filters on my phone..the antique look and black and white ..and colour of course.One of these days I will buy a digi cam..lol..have a great day xoxo

Unable To Comment
this is to my friends-fans-and anyone sending me a comments.i am unable to reply to your comment just so you know whats going on.since last night i seem to be blocked from commenting or deleting comments for some unknown reason. thanks i get this when trying to comment you or reply to yours love tina Error: you're not allowed to do this. so fair warning ahead of time.since i can not delete comments."do not"leave perverted nsfw comments or videos on a comment i will remove you and block you. and also i can not change my "customize"online status the assholes have removed the option from my page

Something I Wrote ... Hope Ya Likes It...
"Friends Are" Friends are people that care, people that are always there. Friends are honest and true, people who would never do anything to hurt you, like a family member that grew up with you. Someone you can confide in, who will always listen.. A shoulder to cry on when times are tough, a hug when times are rough. And like you I'd be , the best friend I could ever be. when you need to talk you can call on me... i'll be there to listen and help you.. through thick or thin, no matter what's going on, I'll be your friend a lifetime long..

She Didn't Know
She didn't know, That he'd be falling into her life. She didn't know. She hadnt planed it. She didn't know, She'd fall in love. She didn't know! All she knew, Was she was afraid, Of getting hurt again. Yet she sits back, And slowly falls in love. Even with the fear, She has hope for him. And she wont let the past screw this one up.

Pray For Baby Kaleb
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos **I HAVE 3 DIFFERENT PICS IN MY "CAUSES CLOSE TO MY HEART" ALBUM, INCLUDING MY CURRENT DEFAULT PICTURE, OF KALEB AND HIS FAMILY. IF YOU WOULD LIEK TO RIP ANY OR ALL OF THEM TO YOUR ALBUMS TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR KALEB AND HIS FAMILY, FEEL FREE. PLEASE KEEP LIL KALEB AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..**

Relationships Suck
So I just got over havin a long ass talk with my boyfriend. He said to me tonight that he doesn't see us being together and the only reason that we're still together is because of the kids. He calls me a fake ass bitch because i act different at work vs at home vs with my friends. of course i act different! i have to be professional at work, a mother at home, and i finally have a chance to be the real me when i'm with my friends. So we are havin "the talk" tonight. the talk to end all talks. by tomorrow morning, i may be single. We'll just have to see where this goes tonight and updates will be posted tomorrow!

I Have Been.........
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Sorry I was not around tonight i was spending some time with my man! But please all of you take some time out and vote for my very dear and best friends Sweet Southern Comfort in her contest here is the link: I will be back in full force tomorrow! Goodnight my peeps, much love to you all! Sweet Dreams! Heather

Publication?
Well I did it. I submitted one of my poems to be judged in a contest and you know what? I am in the semi-finals and a chance at some money. Yeah me! Regardless I will be a published author again - yes I was one once before with a story I wrote way back in the 6th Grade. Anyway the contest is sponsored by the International Library of Poetry and my poem "Two Souls" was the one that was chosen. It will be published in a compilation later on this year. Nice huh? Yes I am bragging but only in this post. Anyway I thought I would share that with everyone.

Volume Xxv - Sadistic Desire
Open your mouth. Wait patiently. Await the taste of me. Your heart beats faster... Your mind races in anticipation. My knife approaches my chest... Tracing Teasing Feeding Your sadistic desire. Bracing Facing Breeding My personal anguish. Open your mouth. Wait no longer. Behold, the taste of blood. You savor every drop With tears to enhance the taste My knife drops to the ground... Escaping Fading Becoming Your sadistic desire. Crying Dying Entwining Into personal paradise.

Exciting!
so lifes been busy havent been online much to update everyone! i had my baby girl maddy on april 12th shes such a lil character but ashton loves her to bits! decided recently its time to start my life over..so im moving myself and my kids across the country to nova scotia but i'll have to post pics real soon!

Did U Say 20 ??
UPDATE ON CONTEST I'M IN .. EVERY RATE = 20 COMMENTS !! SO MAKE SURE TO RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! RATE ! THANKS SO MUCH OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN A CONTEST AND WELL I JUST WANNA ENTER ONE ..LOL STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

Don't Leave
For my Best Friend Cyndi, who died a few days ago. Don't Leave... What would I do if you leave? I'd miss you, I believe That's what I'd do if you leave Emotions are kept under my sleeve So my prayers to you I'd give Please stay a bit longer For I may see you again never And you leaving isn't for the better Surely I'd miss you sooner or later Everyday I miss you more and more It makes my heart feel so sore Thinking of the way things were, I'd like to go back to the times we had before. Cyndi, I miss you so much that Im missing your touch It has only been a few days since you went away? You would be very proud of me, I met some new Friends who love me. But I am still and will forever be blue? Because you are not here, and no one can ever replace you! We will meet someday beyond the blue? But for now, I am lost and crying over you! :`(

Spin The Bottle
Date: Jun 11, 2007 2:58 PM Subject spin the bottle.... Body: Spin Tha Bottle The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would do you If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Reading List
I have been asked for a reading list, to help others to find information on BDSM, and Dom/Domme/sub relationships.This is by no means a complete list, or everything on the subject, far from it. these sites are ones I like and think give great information. 1. http://www.bedroombondage.com/bondageu/index.html 2.http://bestslavetraining.com/Welcome.htm 3.http://www.castlerealm.com/ 4.http://www.castlerealm.com/kingdom/kingdom.htm 5.http://www.xeromag.com/fvbdsm.html 6.http://www.darkheart.com/usalist.html 7.http://www.gloria-brame.com/diflove/index.html 8.http://www.thebetterbuiltbondagebook.com/ 9.http://www.daedaluspublishing.com/ 10.http://www.greenerypress.com/ 11. http://www.bondage.com/ 12. http://www.bdsmdebunkingthemyths.com/Welcome.html 13. http://www.malesubmission.com/ 14.http://www.sexuality.org/ 15.http://www.steel-door.com/

Love
I write this only out of anger at the moment. A man that I am in love with and have been seeing for almost 2 years now, is on here also. I found out about it and decided to set my own up as well. I see the women that are on his page and one in particular disturbs me more than the others. He'll know the one I'm refering to. So my question is, is it okay to be on sites and chatting with people of the opposite sex while you are in a relationship with someone else? Is it okay to give out your email address and phone number as well? I love this man, but am greatly disturbed by this. So what do I do? Turn a blind eye, do nothing, confront him with it, or ??? Is it wrong to want to be with someone, be in love with them and expect them to not interact with people of the opposite sex as well?

Volume Xxiv - Descent
Darkness descends into mystical proportions. It calms me, as light blinds and destroys. I dance in the night's embrace, She remembers, envelops, and accepts When humans forget, refuse, cast aside. As I stretch out upon the wet earth, I conveniently ignore the minute creatures crawling upon me. I breathe deeply, inhaling a slight scent of inner peace. I exhale, it disappears as quickly. I wish dawn would never arrive. I bathe in my successes and regrets; they manifest themselves one by one. A smile one minute, A tear the next. The stars collode, Their explosion bewilders me. A piece of me also is triggered in the transfer of energy. Closer to inner peace; Closer to death; Further from youth and happiness. I shall never complete my journey until I obtain inner peace. I shall not obtain complete inner peace until death carries me to it. ...or, until I lay in the mythical descending darkness.

What If
what if you found true love and you took the steps toward it letting go of your fear of a broken heart, to find out that it was more than you could have ever hoped for.what if you embrased that love and it was truely the dind that lasts forever and a day.what if that love made all the difference to your soul.what if that love was 10 1/2 hours away and you took that trip and knew it was real,that first look into one anothers eye's first hug,first kiss, all made the fear gibveway to your true love.what if we ran into each others hearts and our souls never let go... this is inspired by my feelings for a real person,whom i love with all my being...momma bear i love you.

Me
Hello to all that are there.... This is my first blog...and it is just a little about me...i spent 10 years in the army,been to war twice and now i am a father of two wonderful little boys,i am married to the greatest lady in the world.

Day 1
Well, this is certainly one way to get to know the neighbors! Justin left this morning for the whole week. I slept all day. DonDon left for work around 3. I finally get up all the way around 5. I'm bumming around, washing some clothes. Then around 9 I figure the dog needs to go out and I'll have the first cigarette of the day. So I do. And I am quite proud of myself, right up until I try to open the door. Our front door has a feature that lets you open it from the inside and it's still locked. Yay. So after wandering around to every bloody window in the house, I notice my neighbor is outside in his little smoking bar. (Hard to explain, if you've been here you know what I am talking about.) So I ask him for a screw driver and he very kindly comes over and pops the door for me. Moral of the story: Being alone in the house for the first time in months, REALLY isn't all its cracked up to be!

Freak On A Leash
Music Video: Freak On A Leash by (Korn) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone Korn – Freak On A Leash lyrics Someth’n’ takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me…from me Life's gotta always be mess’n’ with me (You want to see the light) Can't it chill and let me be free? (…So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You want to see the light) I’d tried to every night, all in vain...in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feel’n’ like a freak on a leash (You want to see the light) Feel’n’ like I have no release (…So do I) How many times have I felt disease? (You want to see the light) Nothing in my life is free…is free Sometimes I cann

Joints.....you Should Bump'm
joinys you should be bumping by drow one 1. 2mex&busdriver--minors into fire dope beat, some crazy changes, some next level mc shit... 2. binary star--one man army everything about this cut is sick... 3.awol one & daddy kev--rhythm awol rips it over a dope flute sample... 4. crown city rockers ft. gift of gab--fortitude another 1 for those lyrical heads, beats dope,flows are dope... 5. the coup--fixation a classic...fresh all over the place... 6. quannum mc's--bombonyall again.....everything about this ones dope too... 7. dj cam--i love hiphop good drums, and he freaks a gangstarr sample... 8. edan ft. mr lif--making planets both emcees are dope on a crazy ass edan track, shit is spaced out.. 9. madlib & talib kweli--over the counter talib flips over a super dope madlib beat... 10. ............fuck it......... if anybodys intrested in these cuts or cant find them on their own, ill be happy to hook you up.....let me know.....

True Love
If you are in a relationship, or "think" you are" in love" you may want to use some of this as a checklist to see where everything stands in that relationship. I'm not a preacher or a master at love by any means, otherwise, I wouldn't be single. I just found this, and thought it was very insightful, and I know there are a lot of people out there who are in relationships now who are just, " settling" for whatever reason. This might help clear some things up for you. If you like what it has to say and it helps, let me know, if you don't like it, I can take criticism. Sorry it's so long, but I think it's an important topic. It is impossible to discuss love in one little article. Volumes of books have been written about love, and I only want to add a few thoughts in relationship with love in the family situation. Turn and read the great love chapter of the Bible I Corinthians 13. Remember, as you read-that Paul does not tell what love is, but rather what love does. Read 1 Corinthians

Chapter 3
As you indulge your own presence lost in your senses you hear a whisper in your ear. "My dear you've stumbled into a lumberjack meeting and err,.. umm you're rather inappropriately dressed, as well" You scream "OMFG!" and attempt to cover up, rather hopelessly, as 42 men some smiling some leering at you make you feel naked anyway. With that thought in mind you drop your hands to your side and then your brain starts talking to you. "What the fuck were you thinking? You're naked in the woods with 42 burly men!" A few of them begin walking toward you with menacing looks in their eyes. The lead man puts up his hand to stop the others from advancing further. He undoes his coat and drapes it over your shoulders, leading you back to the entrance, picking up your cloths on the way. he hands them to you, so you can get dressed and sends you on your way. Needless to say, your walk home is filled with "I'm such a friggin idiot" thoughts, as embarrassment and humilty keep you engrosse

Misinformation
I need to post this as a public apology to my sister in law. I was greatly misinformed. I was led to believe it was because of my sister in law that I wasnt able to move. It was, in fact, my mother. In an act not unlike her past interactions with me, she lied to me and cast me aside yet again. I dont understand how a mother can act this way to her child. Her only daughter. I dont understand how someone can carry a child for 9 months, make the decision to give them life, and then cast them aside like garbage. I dont understand how a mother, someone who is supposed to develop instincts to care for their child no matter what, to protect and love that child unconditionally, how can a mother, put her own wants before her childs needs? Nop matter how old the child, isnt the instinct still there? Why doesnt my mother have that instinct when it comes to me? Why does she only have that instinct when it comes to my brother and other peoples children?

Language Or Philosophy?
Can you cry underwater? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only "a penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person goes to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in the boat? If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from? Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle L

The Aftermath Of The Best Birthday Ever Ever Ever
was my birthday this weekend and I turned, drum roll ... 22. We had planned a huge party up at Aldinga, where all our friends were coming and then even people we didn't know! Aldinga is a small coastal town, couple of hours out of Adelaide, so pretty much you could have a street party and no one would care... That said, the party went off !!! oh my god that was one of the best and one to go down in the books lol Cos it was a long weekend we had the party on Sunday night. Convinced a local band to come play for a little bit. We could get away with it, the house we had the party at was massive not to mention there were empty paddocks surrounding the house! must of had about 120 people or more ... probably more! Thats ok cos' that meant their was fresh meat on the scene to check out hahahahaha! My friends had sworn to me that they were gonna get my shit faced no matter what, ply me with alcohol till it came out of my ears. Well it didn't come out of my ears but I was well and truly

Head Like A Hole
Music Video:HEAD LIKE A HOLE (by Nine Inch Nails)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Nine Inch Nails – Head Like A Hole lyrics God money i'll do anything for you. God money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all. No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. God money's not looking for the cure. God money's not concerned with the sick among the pure. God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God money's not one to choose No you

6-11-07 Astrology
You recently made a valiant effort to change things in a nettlesome situation, and now you're finally seeing those developments start to gel -- and right when you were convinced that nothing was happening, too!

All I Needed
When I asked God for strength...He gave me some difficult situations to face....When asked God for brain and brawn....He gave me some puzzles in life to solve....When I asked God for happiness...He showed me some unhappy people....When I asked god for wealth....He showed me how to work hard....When I asked God for favor...He gave me some opportunities to work upon....When asked God for peace...He showed me how to help others....God gave me nothing I wanted...He gave me all I needed.

Wrong Side Of The Bed
Wrong Side Of The Bed - Cale Johnson ©2005 I used to hold you as I fell asleep Your arms around me Your head on my chest Is what made my day complete Since the day you left me Sleep comes harder every night And every morning when I wake up I know something isn’t right CHORUS I woke up on the wrong side of the bed My arm draped over where you used to lay Holding the pillow where you rested your head My mood ain’t getting any better And won’t in the days ahead This happens every time I wake up On the wrong side of the bed No one ever doubted when they saw us together The looks we exchanged The smiles we shared That our love would last forever Now when my friends see me It’s the same question every day They all wanna’ know what’s wrong The only thing I can say, is CHORUS to fade

Okay. . . A Deal To My Friends. . . Anyone Willing To Travel To Ky For This Concert. . .
Will get a chance to share a hotel room w/me! I am willing to pay for a room for me and another person as long as they help share the expenses a little bit, the more people that go, the more fun it will be. So who's in???

Whatever.
Okay, so. We're about a week deep into this business... Well isn't that fabulous? I don't know any of you fuckers and I get IMs from these freaky old child predator people saying, "hey sexy". You freaks scare me. So there are some pretty cool people though, like me, and Jules, Jerry, you know, the cool kids. lol. I can't wait to bring my laptop on site so I can use yahoo instant messenger again, then I won't have to deal with these little biddy as shout boxes or whatever. So school sucks, as usual. My english teacher's name is so far from being english that I don't even want to talk to him in real life, I'm sure he sounds like these assholes that call me on the helpline and get pissed cause I don't speak THEIR language. Hmph. So I'm off tomorrow and I'm excited! I'm going to sleep all day and help my parents move some shit tomorrow evening. well, I'm just trying to rack up points... That's all I'm doing... Oh, and Myspace.com is international now. Fuck you, Tom. Have a nice

A Lil About Me ( I Hate These Things Lol )
Well let's see, I'm 29 years old from South Jersey..even though I've spent most my life in Vegas I'll never say I'm from this place. Work advertising for a porn production company, and when I'm not working I'm usually stranded on the internet somewhere. No I'm not intested in meeting new people, or hooking up or whatever you wanna call it I'm already "owned" by nauti_lil_punkin...anyone that has anything to say about that may feel free to take it up with her, but I wish you luck lol.

My First Lessons
She took me to the mall to practice in the parking lot. I took a few turns around the inner part and then ventured to the outer part. Tomorrow (early in the morning) more lessons at the mall. or someother place. I will make sure I do very well with this. I have to. I can't afford to keep this up for more than 8 lessons (hours 7 + the test hour for when i take the driving test...I gotta get out of this city for a while)

The Way I See It.
Today I was out and about takeing care of some bills.And as I was driveing along the road I took sometime to look at the sights. I happened to see a little girl out playing out in her front yard all by herself. I had not noticed that there was a parent any where to be seem. The little girl was playing so close to the edge of the very busy highway. It just turned my stomach to think about her wondering off into the traffic and getting hit. Then as I drove even more up the road . I say about 2 miles from where I saw the little girl . There was a little Amish boy pulling a wagon behind him . He was all alone. Lords knows how far he had to go to get to his home. Cause the nearest farm was at least 2 miles from where he was. I do not understand why people let there childern alone like that??? But you know that God is watching over them. And I pray that nothing will ever happen to them.

A Few Other Online Comics The Penguin At Rest Used To Read...
some are still running, some exist as archives... Kevin & Kell was one of the first I got into, has been around since September 1995. (It took me a good part of a day, around... 2000?... to read the back archives. A most pleasantly spent day.) On a world of anthropomorphic animals a rabbit and a wolf cross the carnivore-herbivore barrier and fall in love... (and waiters mistake Kevin for dessert, a not-too-often used joke in the early years) Another furry comic with a different aim was mentioned before- Ozy and Millie, about a fox, his adoptive father, his friends, Zen, school, bullying, general weirdness (and specific weirdness), humor and politics, ... College Roomies from Hell!!! is now back, I see, and a good thing too- that was a good one. The Suburban Jungle, starring Tiffany Tiger and... ... ... go read- a model, a bar, a... Schlock Mercenary - Space Opera, Mercenaries, ... - well, I am a sci-fi fan, and this is fun.

From A Distance
If You were not so very distant then I would love you in an instant, but you remain so far away, and I believe you are there to stay. From a distance I can see your smiles, but I can't hold you across the miles. From a distance you speak your love, but stay as far as stars above. I send my love from a heart that's pure and hope the distance will not endure. From a distance I hear from you that in your heart you're hoping too. If distance makes the heart grow fonder, why do those distant lovers wander in search of one that they can hold, and let their distant love grow cold? From a distance I'm wishing for you. My heart wishes that you were wishing too. From a distance you read the line that tells you I am doing "fine". If the distance were taken away, My heart wonders what you would say. From a distance, to me it seems I'll only hold you in my dreams

All I See (this Is Mine, Don't Even Think About Ripping)
All I See - Cale Johnson © 2000 I don’t have the strength To take my eyes off her If only she could see what I see Instead of just another girl To her there’s always something out of place To me she’s an angel With that namesakes grace To her beautiful is a nickname Just something I say But she doesn't see me shiver when she's not looking my way She doesn't realize, what she does to me Doesn't even have a clue, that All I see is beautiful. CHORUS When her hairs all a-mess That's when she looks the best. A pair of Armanis or just some old sweats she walks by, when she's bumming or tryin to play it cool All I see is beautiful She compares herself To every girl she sees She doesn’t know she’s taken the place of the woman of my dreams The one I imagined Can’t hold a candle to her Before she came along I didn’t know for sure CHORUS When her hairs all a-mess That's when she looks the best. A pair of Armanis or just some old sweats she walks by,

To Those That Think They Can Judge Anyone
Those that know me know that I have been extremely down lately.. for the last three or so weeks.. even suicidal really. That is because of my new pictures here on CherryTAP. I have had some leave me because of them. Said see ya.. good bye.. whatever.. But you know what.. NOT ONE OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS have the right to judge me or my looks. When they have hair lines that are vanishing, they are missing teeth, they have added a few notches on their belts and more candles on their birthday cakes. WE ALL CHANGE.. Not just me!!!! I am beyond the sad and depression I was on.. now I am just freakin' pissed off.. See that picture above? Well, to all those that have judged and left me.. or have judged the other people on this site or whereever else.. can wipe your fucking asses with it and get glad.. Because you are ABSOLUTELY NO BETTER THAN I OR ANYONE ELSE. You know something.. Because you are passing up people like us.. you are passing up great people with amazing personalities and beautifu

Mindful Monday
Monday is a dreay day, but hopefully this will brighten someones evening. If it does, my day is brighter :) A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Of all the women I have known, there was a flower amongst them. One that shone brighter and loved longer than any other. While some were magical, but one, was heavenly. Many angels did I know the truest part of, their love, minds, body's and their souls. It was one who captured my heart, only one. The genuine angel, she who shelters me with wings of true grace and beauty. With truest lasting love, she guards my soul wrapped within her own. Her heart is a haven, and it is my sanctuary, eternally." ©1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Love Turned To Hatred
LOVE TURNED TO HATRED Sir John Suckling I WILL not love one minute more, I swear, No, not a minute ; not a sigh or tear Thou get'st from me, or one kind look again, Though thou shouldst court me to 't and wouldst begin. I will not think of thee but as men do Of debts and sins, and then I'll curse thee too : For thy sake woman shall be now to me Less welcome, than at midnight ghosts shall be : I'll hate so perfectly, that it shall be Treason to love that man that loves a she ; Nay, I will hate the very good, I swear, That's in thy sex, because it doth lie there ; Their very virtue, grace, discourse, and wit, And all for thee ; what, wilt thou love me yet ?

Reputation And Character
The circumstances amid which you live determine your reputation; The truth you believe determines your character. Reputation is what you are supposed to be; Character is what you are. Reputation is the photograph; Character is what you really are. Reputation comes over one from without; Character grows up from within. Reputation is what you have when you come to a new community; Character is what you have when you go away. Reputation is learned in an hour; Character does not come to light for a year. Reputation is made in a moment; Character grows like the oak. A single newspaper report gives you your reputation; A life of toil gives you your character. Reputation makes you rich or poor; Character makes you happy or makes you miserable. Reputation is what men say about you on your tombstone; Character is what angels say about you before the throne of God. -- William Hershey Davis --

The Soundtrack Of My Life
1.) Put your music player on shuffle 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) You have to be supah' hardcore. 1.) How am I feeling today? Cloud Nine - Evanescence 2.) How will I feel getting married? Twenty Years and Two Husbands Ago - LeAnne Womack 3.) What is my best friend's theme song? Baby Am I Doing Too Much - Paula DeAnada 4.) Highschool is/was? A Place in the Sun - Tim McGra 5.) I am... Rockstar - Nickleback 6.) How is today? I Dont Want to See the Light - Sara Evans 7.) What is in store for this week? Amarillo Sky - Jason Aldean 8.) What song best describes my parents? Open Season on My Heart - Tim McGraw 9.) How is my life going? Loretta Lynn's Lincoln - Josh Turner 10.) What song will they play at my funeral? No One to Share the Blame - Josh Gracin 11.) How does the world see me? What if She's an Angel - Joe Nichols 12.) My friends think... Way Back Home - The Wreckers

Daily Horoscop June 11
"The stars are definitely in your favor right now, so go for it. Prepare for your career status and the passion factor in your life to go through the roof. You can carry out any plans now, no matter how grandiose." That's the best one yet. No complaints here, no sir.

Dont Post A Mumm If You Dont Want Replies
ok here it is , sometimes i will reply to the mumm i vote on , sometimes i wont , depends on the mumm andm y mood,, well since im in super bitch mode thanks to aunt flow im gonna post a remark or two,, well here is the mumm 1st off... dead.walker welfare created @ 2007-06-11 18:34:11 -- expires in: 23 hr Am i the only one thats sick in tiered or supporting people on welfare so they can spend all day on cherrytap? now here is my one andonly reply to it,, should of been left at that... Tamma 2007-06-11 18:38:57 #23 of 38 lol my hubby has a great job , we own our house and have no more kids living at home and they all work so where you get off saying everyone here at CT is on welfare ? now like i said,, should of been left at that and i dont know if the other people who happened to make the same c omments i did or similular where also attacked in their shout box but i was .. dead.walke...: hey dumbass rer

It's All Good
I am so new here it actually hurts.lol It's different and new and I like it but it is kind of intimidating. It seems like everyone knows what they're doing. I guess I'll have to just lurk around for awhile and figure it all out. I figured your supposed to give a lot of love which I think is just stopping by and leaving comments or rating their page? Not sure really...hmmm, have to do some more browsing...

Yeah That's Right, I Dj On The Net!
That's me right there on http://www.hookahradio.com ! Come along tune in, I would try and tell you what i do but it usually mayhem and Chaos.. Penguins and Ducks are mentioned regularly though!! And it usually, the strangest thing you may hear that day.. Mondays and Thursdays 2-5pm CST!! Feel free to wander in! If you do an you enjoy it, also if you email jim@hookahradio.com and say you got there kinda via me, i get pats on the back for it!!

Who Is Truly The Fool?
WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL? The Fool wanders through life Never seeing into the mists of the future Content in his ignorance. The Average man sees a light in those same mists and chases it for it is his dream in life. The Wizened man sees not one light, but a multitude and with higher understanding chases many. A few like myself can see past the mist and know the lights to be as stars on a clear night far out of reach, and wonder WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL?

Life
It's been a very trying couple of weeks in my family. 1) We moved during a Holiday weekend and 2) I just found out that my grandmother has lung cancer. The move went ok for the most part I guess. We are in a beautiful new home away from all of the bad memories and all of the drug dealers. But it was a little bittersweet to leave the first home that my husband and I lived in. However the bad memories totally out-weighed the good ones as far as my hubby and I are concerned. I just still don't understand how family can do that to family! Today, I was told that my grandmother has lung cancer. It came as a little bit of a shock. We knew the cancer was back but we never thought it would be lung cancer. She is 80 years old and is a colon cancer survivor but I'm afraid that she doesn't have the energy to fight anymore. I'm still numb from the news. I'm trying to proces all the information that has come flooding in. Being in the medical profession is supposed to make me the expert I guess

Hidden Beuity
Fogeoten Beuity. HIdden behind her own pain. It's the world that got her that way. Abused by His mental shame. Her esteem bares the pain. If she comes out. the world would cheer with Glee. But alass the wold see the beuity a beuity she will never see. Come out sweet princess let me show you the world. Let your Beuity Shine cause you got it goeing on girl.

Calling All Hotties...
Hi! We are the Elite Hotties of CT! If you want to join us, there are a few rules! 1. NO Downrating 2. You MUST fan, rate, and add ALL members 3. You MUST tag your name 4. You MUST participate, this group is to HELP you and everyone else in it, if for some reason you decide to no longer participate, please contact us and let us know, so we can remove you. *Participate = When someone new joins, and they fan, rate and add you, you must fan, rate and accept...when someone needs your help, and you have time, please help!! Thank you for taking the time to read this, if you are just joining WELCOME to the group!! OWNERS = SxyLisa/OWNER of Elite Hotties /PLZ READ MY PROFILE/ Club F.A.R. Member @ CherryTAP SxyRaen/OWNER of ELITE HOTTIES @ CherryTAP Shay/Elite Hotties Member @ CherryTAP no nik or skratch/Elite Hotties Member @ CherryTAP

Ever Feel Like You Just Weren't Enough?
I’m not writing this for a pity party – I’m writing it because I just need to get it all out. So if you don't want to read it - stop right now and don't leave me a comment to pacify me - and don't talk about what a pathetic human being I am behind my back - everyone has emotions and everyone needs to express them. - it's my life, don't like it, don't read it! I'm just so tired of the tears...and never being "ENOUGH"...never good ENOUGH, smart ENOUGH, pretty ENOUGH, thin ENOUGH...even if I had the ability to reach perfection...I don't think even then I'd be "ENOUGH" here's the deal...if it's true love...it's not because of looks, or money, or social status...it's all about the heart. Sometimes, as in my situation, my sole purpose is to feel needed. I give 110% with each and every person I meet...unfortunately, most of them take 150% and run and leave me hanging. Yet, I continue to love and care because it gives me a sense of purpose. I've been walked on, stomped on, spat u

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 4
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 4 6.11.07 9:30 p.m. NASA adds two days and a fourth spacewalk to mission During a post-mission management briefing held 8 p.m. EDT, John Shannon, chair of the Mission Management Team, announced NASA will extend the mission two extra days and add a fourth spacewalk to the mission. STS-117 Mission Specialists Jim Reilly and John “Danny” Olivas continue to work outside the International Space Station. They are performing tasks to activate the Starboard 3 and 4 (S3/S4) truss segment that was attached to the station earlier today. The spacewalkers' work includes making power, data and cooling connections between the station and the S3/S4, which contains a new set of solar arrays. The spacewalkers are also scheduled to release locks and launch restraints on the segment’s solar arrays and prepare its radiator and rotary joint for operation. The radiator will be deployed before the spacewalk concludes, and the solar arra

Poppin' My Cherry...
Ok, so this is my first blog entry here on the tap. I first want to assure all of my adoring fans and fans-to-be that I have more pics on the way! I don't have much of anything exciting to say, but I needed to get the ball rolling. This space will soon be filled with lots of juicy and exciting things, so just bear with me. This enrty was really just a show of good faithmore than anything...proof that I will show up here from time to time. Well kiddies... Tune in next week...same Bat time, same Bat channel!

Woman Had Yellow Crystals In Her Blood
As an invstagator I run across many stories some wich I think are hoaxes and some so bazarr that it's all most like meeting a 500 yearold vampire face to face. One of my stories I actuall heard on a local T.V. station a few years ago and I have been trying to follow up on it but to no leads the storie remains a cold case but according to the FDA and the CDC the woman was contaminated with amonia in her blood. So on with the storie A young mexican woman was brought to an undisclosed hospital in LA county complaining of stomach acks and was vomting yellow ooze and she smelt horrible like amonia CDC flew her in and closed the area wing. Apon blood draw the nurse noticed yellow crystals in her blood and stoped the blood draw pulling out the needle she got sick and she to had simular symtoms.The lady died the nurse was treated but nothing more was told about her.apon atopsy 2 firemen and a CDC worker were affected by a horrible gas that came from the womans body they to had yellow crysta

Home
Hey, I ain't never coming Home Hey, I'll just wander my Own road Hey, I can't meet you here tomorrow Say goodbye don't follow Misery so hollow Hey you, you're livin' Life full throttle Hey you, pass me down that Bottle, yeah Hey you, you can't shake Me round now I get so lost and don't Know how And it hurts to care, I'm Going down Forgot my woman, lost my Friends Thinks I'd done and where I've been Sleep in sweat the mirrors Cold See my face it's growin' Old Scared to death no reason Why Do whatever to get me by Think about the things I Said Read the page it's cold And dead Take me home

To All My Friends!
To all my friends over the last month and a half I have made some very nice friends.This will be my last blog on ct as I am deleting my ct account. It has been great meeting you all I will miss you all but by the end of the week I will be gone. Many of you I talk to on a regular basis it is those of you I will miss most. I will leave final comments and write some of you letter but please know none of you will evbe forgotten! all my love always shelby mayyou all be happy for many years to come.

Look Inside Yourself
I SEE THE SAME AS YOU DO I LEARN AS YOU DO I BREATHE AS YOU DO I LIVE AS YOU DO WHY DO YOU JUDGE WHY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO HIDE WHAT DO YOU RUN FROM WHAT STARES AT YOU FROM INSIDE WHAT LERKS BEHIND EVERY CORNER WATCHING AND WAITING FOR YOU WHAT SCARES YOU TO THE POINT OF THE JUDGING INSECURITY, NO COFIDENCE IN YOUR SELF, LACK OF SELF ESTEEM, OR IS IT THE URNING YOU HIDE, TO FIT IN, TO BE ACCEPTED, TO FEEL LOVED, ALL THE LIES YOU FEED TO YOUR MIND WE ALL BREATHE THE SAME AIR, WE ALL EXIST TOGETHER, WE ARE, WHAT IS DESTROYING HUMANITY US AS A WHOLE, NONE ARE SINGLED OUT SO IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO JUDGE JUDGE YOURSELF FIRST TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR SOUL WHAT DO YOU SEE I SEE YOU, BUT CAN YOU REALLY SEE, THE REAL ME

My Denial
You lied I listened, against my own will I forced myself to believe you once more. I fall deeper into my denial that you've changed, if not for me or you but for her. Things never change, the routine of the way it was before slips back into place, picking up were we left off. Sadness come calling for me all over again, you'll never know the damaged you've caused, cause you don't care to know or see

Marriage Mumm
Well, I recently opened a MUMM based on and ONLY aimed at my FRIENDS. Folks, let me tell ya, if it was a fight, they would have stopped it, lol! I appreciate the votes people, but everybody answered that WAS NOT on my friend list. It was not intended for ALL just my friends...and by the way, the ones with the no/nasty remarks...PLEASE. WHo are you to say no to anybody, lol! Thanks for proving this IS A BAR.

Reflection
As I sit here by the river, I wonder of what is in store for me. I am a shadow for a reason, I see things I sometimes wish I hadn't know and then I see things that does me harm. Sometimes, I wonder of the gift that was placed before me, for I wonder..."Do they have the right person?" Not saying I don't accept the gift, I wonder if it was given to the right person. I often gaze into this river to see memories I placed away for a reason. Not saying all are bad or good. Just placed away for I'm trying to put back some shattered pieces of my mirror of who I am as a person A person that stays hidden away for a reason.I'm not sure of who I am as a person. Not sure of what is in stored at times for when I do try my best, it causes some chaos that takes me a bit longer to deal with. Makes me not want to gather those pieces of the mirror for I think no one would understand the whole view of me. No one would be there to help me pick up some pieces as I go. As I look up from the river

Man Oozes Green Blood Before Operation
Last Edited: Monday, 11 Jun 2007, 5:43 PM PDT Created: Monday, 11 Jun 2007, 11:13 AM PDT 06/11/2007 -- Canadian surgeons received the shock of their careers while trying to insert an arterial line into a man who was suffering from compartment syndrome and needed an urgent procedure to save his legs from permanent damage. Surgeons were having trouble inserting the line, but what happened next seemed like science fiction. The man began oozing dark green blood out of the catheter, not unlike Mr. Spock might have done if he was on the operating table. Dr. Stephan Schwarz and Dr. Alana Flexman presented their unusual case in a recent edition of The Lancet. The 42-year-old Canadian had been brought into Vancouver's St. Paul's Hospital after falling asleep in a sitting position. He was ushered into an operating room where doctors began preparation to relieve the pressure in his legs. But it wasn't until the doctors drew the man's blood that they realized the man was suffer

Missing My Dad
Rememebering my DAD When I was just a little girl, I remember when, The time he would kiss my bruises, Or cleaned by soiled chin? He would scrambled for the balls I hit, (Short-winded more than not,) Yet, every time we'd play a game, He'ld praised the "outs" I caught. It seems like only yesterday, He wiped away my tears, And late at night I called his name, To chase away my fears. Though GOD has taken you away, Your hair was somewhat white, You gait's was slower and you had, Thick glasses to help your sight. Oh, do I thirst for years gone by, To be that growing gal, Re-living all of the memories, Of growing with my dad. I miss you daddy

Blind
I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything would be like is was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go After all this time Would you ever wanna leave it Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you was bl

The Last Day
it's the last day. and everything is still so messed up. no solutions have become apparent, no plans have been set. everythings all fucked up. im almost completely alone, no family, hardly any friends. This is all on my shoulders. and i cant take it all right now. As of right now, I really dont have a mother or a father. Its a competition between them, and im in the middle. Money is everything to both of them, thats the only thing their concerned about. I am not blaming everyone, I need help tho. " A responsible adult asks for help" well, im asking, and im not receiving, so if a responsible adult gets fucked over, I dont want to be responsible. It's the last day of high school, and im ready as all hell to get out of there, get rid of the pains in my ass, the fucked up rules and shit like that. All I know, is that I cant handle this stress by myself anymore. Im cramming a years worth of work into 3 months, with no help from my main family. No one can decide on anything, and Im

Baby Kaleb. Please Keep Him In Ur Thoughts & Prayers. Ty :)
GOD BLESS LITTLE KALEB PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM EVERYONE!!! Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos Update! The Power Of Prayer! Kaleb moves his armAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Call
I got a little black book with my poems in. Got a bag, got a toothbrush and a comb. When I'm a good dog they sometimes throw me a bone. I got elastic bands keeping my shoes on. Got those swollen hands blues. Got thirteen channels of shit on the TV to choose from. I got electric light, And I got second sight. Got amazing powers of observation. And that is how I know, When I try to get through, On the telephone to you, There'll be nobody home. I got the obligatory Hendrix perm, And the inevitable pinhole burns, All down the front of my favorite satin shirt. I got nicotine stains on my fingers. I got a silver spoon on a chain. Got a grand piano to prop up my mortal remains. I've got wild, staring eyes. And I got a strong urge to fly, But I got nowhere to fly to (-- fly to... fly to... fly to...). Ooooo Babe, When I pick up the phone, There's still nobody home. I got a pair of Gohill boots, And I got fading roots.

Butts Charged With Stealing Toilet Paper
Butts Charged With Stealing Toilet Paper By Associated Press MARSHALLTOWN, Iowa - Police blame a woman named Butts for stealing toilet paper from a central Iowa courthouse, and while they're chuckling, the theft charge could put her in prison. "She's facing potentially three years of incarceration for three rolls of toilet paper," Chief Lon Walker said, stifling a laugh as he talked to KCCI-TV about Suzanne Marie Butts. "See, I can't say it with a straight face." Workers had noticed the rolls disappearing from the Marshall County Courthouse much faster than usual, Walker said. Butts, 38, was caught last week after an employee saw her taking three rolls of two-ply tissue from a storage closet, Walker said. Butts insisted it was the first time she'd pilfered toilet paper, but she declined to answer further questions on her attorney's advice. The fifth-degree theft charge, a misdemeanor, normally carries a sentence of less than a year in jail. But Butts could face more time if co

*77 On Your Cell Phone**important
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded

How Bad Are You Wanted??
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (10) i want 2 make u my bf/gf (11) i love u baby repost this or see 9 years of bad realationships repost How Bad R U Wanted

Elite Hotties!
Hi! We are the Elite Hotties of CT! If you want to join us, there are a few rules! 1. NO Downrating 2. You MUST fan, rate, and add ALL members 3. You MUST tag your name 4. You MUST participate, this group is to HELP you and everyone else in it, if for some reason you decide to no longer participate, please contact us and let us know, so we can remove you. This is a Co-Ed Group :D *ATTENTION ALL ELITE HOTTIES* *Participate = When someone new joins, and they fan, rate and add you, you must fan, rate and accept...when someone needs your help, and you have time, please help!! Thank you for taking the time to read this, if you are just joining WELCOME to the group!! Be SURE to announce yourself as ELITE HOTTIE when you add someone, so they know to fan and rate you back :D OWNER = SxyLisa/OWNER of Elite Hotties /PLZ READ MY PROFILE/ Club F.A.R. Member@ CherryTAP MEMBERS = Shay/Elite Hotties Member@ CherryTAP no nik or skratch/2nd Alarm Hottie Member@

Sweetums - Cherrytap User #925034
This girl joined CherryTap on June 04 2007, and within a few days she had a profile set up like someone who has been using this site for months. Not only that she uploaded over 100 pictures, bought a VIC account, and set her birthday as June 10th so that she could convince someone to buy her a birthday blast...which they did. When I clicked on her pictures something struck me as odd. ALL of her photos were color except her salute. Ok so maybe she wanted to be artistic right? Wrong...256-bit color is extremely hard to manipulate...but greyscale is not. I proceeded to save her salute so I could take a closer look in photoshop. Needless to say...the salute is fake big time. I blew it up to better illustrate why this salute has been modified. Sweetum's Salute: http://img365.imageshack.us/img365/442/sweetumsvz6.jpg The first thing I noticed about this photo was that the vertex shading is off. Anytime someone chooses to insert a new layer on top of an original one, the pixels

You Cannot Not Communicate
My girl recently posted a blog They say that it is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all.... that expressed how important communication is in relationships. Let's understand communication a little bit. Study shows that about 7% of your communication is verbal, 38% is vocal tonality and 55% is Physiological, or your body language. Have you ever smiled and been polite to someone but were thinking, “I have an idea. How about if you drop dead?!” The way you held your body and gritted your teeth wouldn't have fooled anyone. A person with some sensory acuity would detect the lack of warmth in your eyes, the grimace in your smile or the snarl in your voice. So even though you don't say “Drop dead” you are still communicating the message. Women are FAR more attune to reading body language then most men. And being emotional creatures, they can sense your emotional vibe and body language vibe often before you approach them What you say has a small imp

Every Behavior Has A Positive Intention
This applies to bad or non-productive behavior as well. With bad behaviors the positive intention behind, called “secondary gain”, is obscured. Secondary gain is the benefit someone gets unconsciously from a particular behavior that is n0rmally considered to be dis-empowering or bad. People often resort to obnoxious, inconsiderate and dis-empowering, rude behaviors to get attention, acceptance, love and respect. However, it often gives them results that are exactly opposite to those they crave. If you can understand the positive intention that is causing a person to behave in a particular, un-resourceful way, you can be increase your flexibility and there by your ability to communicate. You can then help to change the unwanted behavior by satisfying the intention of the behavior in a more positive way. This is one reason why it is important to understand that all human emotions and actions derive from either love or fear and that The World Is Your Mirror, because it helps u

Fav Poem
DESIDERATA GO PLACIDLY AMID THE NOISE AND HASTE AND REMEMBER WHAT PEACE THERE BE IN SILENCE As far as possible be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter, always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of Time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is. Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about Love, for in the face of all avidity an

A Poem I Like
When Is A Man A Mason? When he can look out over the rivers, the hills, and the far horizon with a profound sense of his own littleness in the vast scheme of things, and yet have faith, hope, and courage which is the root of every virtue. When he knows that down in his heart every man is as noble, as vile, as divine, as diabolic, and as lonely as himself, and seeks to know, to forgive, and to love his fellow man. When he knows how to sympathize with men in their sorrows, yea, even in their sins knowing that each man fights a hard fight against many odds. When he has learned how to make friends and to keep them, and above all how to keep friends with himself. When he loves flowers, can hunt birds without a gun, and feels the thrill of an old forgotten joy when he hears the laugh of a little child. When he can be happy and high-minded amid the meaner drudgeries of life. When star-crowned trees and the glint of sunlight on flowing waters, subdue him like the thou

My Song
This circus is falling down on its knees The big top is crumbling down It's raining in baltimore fifty miles east Where you should be, no one's around I need a phone call I need a raincoat I need a big love I need a phone call These train conversations are passing me by And i don't have nothing to say You get what you pay for But i just had no intention of living this way I need a phone call I need a plane ride I need a sunburn I need a raincoat And i get no answers And i don't get no change It's raining in baltimore, baby But everything else is the same There's things i remember and things i forget I miss you i guess that i should Three thousand five hundred miles away But what would you change if you could? I need a phone call maybe i should buy a new car I can always hear a freight train if i listen real hard And i wish it was a small world Because i'm lonely for the big towns I'd like to hear a little guitar I think it's time to put the top down I need

Commere
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Round Here
Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog where no one notices the contrast of white on white. And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view of the crumbling difference between wrong and right. I walk in the air between the rain, through myself and back again. Where? I don't know Maria says she's dying. Through the door, I hear her crying Why? I don't know Round here we always stand up straight Round here something radiates Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus She parks her car outside of my house, takes her clothes off, Says she's close to understanding Jesus She knows she's more that just a little misunderstood She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous Round here we're carving out our names Round here we all look the same Round here we talk just like li

I Hate My Phone!
Hello everyone! Well...I was going to add some pics to my ct but my phone sucks!!! Everytime I try to take a pic and think it looks good enough to put on here it ends up blurry. I am not going to give up though, I will have more pics of me, current ones even posted on here soon!

I Am So Bored+a Poem
I really want to move. I tired of living with my mother inlaw. The only good thing is she has a computer and the internet. Everyone's always mad at me because I'm always on it because I'm always bored. I'm always trying to catch my oregon friends online and there's one thats never online anymore. Before I moved she was online everyday all day now never. Oh well if you read this I miss you being able to talk and sh*t. Heres a poem didn't say I was good but I been wanting to say for a while and this is the only way I know how with out feeling stupid. WHY DO I ALWAYS WANT TO SOMETHING WRONG always thinking of something bad always wanting something i can no longer have always thinking about getting into trouble i want to have some fun but the fun is wrong i want something i can't have it wrong to want it but i can't have it if i do it will hurt someone bad having fun sound so good

Contact Information
Fakersbusted was established in June 2003, with the primary purpose of keeping track of those dreaded fakers, their usernames & the images they use. Here within our pages, we keep track of fakers from various rating sites & online communities. Once their fake profiles are removed, their username remains here, forever. So if you have ever wondered, just what happened to that hot guy or girl you were talking to, come on in & see if their username graces our pages & find out who it is, they were pretending to be! Official Website: http://www.fakersbusted.com/ Official Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/fakersbusteddotcom Official YouTube Group: http://www.youtube.com/group/fakersbusted Official MSN Group: http://groups.msn.com/fakersbusted My CherryTap MSN Messenger: cherrytapfakersbusted@hotmail.com

Rated 5 Stars Artist , Eagle Dreams Station @ Radiofire.net
Check them all out @ RadioFire.net register, look under country for Peter Britt region CO. start rating his songs Jason Coley under country region TN Johnny Rodes under Southern Rock TN JUST CLICK BANNER BELOW FOR DIRECT LINK Start rating THEM , YOU MUST REGISTER ACCOUNT FOR YOUR RADIO PLAYER Eagle Dreams Promotion Station at Radiofire.net Please go to radiofire.net, search under( country region CO.) start rating music, etc, tell your friends as well, his station streams worldwide, more artist to come :) Click on banner then create you account for your radio player then go to search look up Peter Britt

Age: By Eating Out..
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read .... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e ., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are Y

The Awesome Jody Now A Manager For Radioindy
,I am now manager of Radio Indy, i am looking for DJ'S of all genres, want to do a late nite round up after 10 as well the station will be running 24/7 !! If you think you have what it takes then send me and Nick a demo send to nicka480@aol.com & acna2@hotmail.com Jody Dickey PLEASE ADD THEM, From: RADIO INDY

Peter Britt On Billboard.com
CHECK IT OUT !!!! PETER BRITT IS ON BILLBOARD.COM , YOU CAN BUY HIS CD AND YOU CAN BUY PETER BRITT RINGTONES LOOK OUT CMT ,HEADING YOUR WAY THERE IS NOTHING HOLDING PETER BRITT BACK IT'S TIME !!!! TAKE NOTICE !!! CLICK ON PETER'S LAST PICTURE HE'S GOT THE HOTTEST, SEXIEST VOICE, O YEA, HE'D PUT CONWAY TO SHAME WITH HIS HELLO DARLIN, SURE WISH HE SING IT, LOL HES OUTSTANDING ARTIST GOING PRO JUST WATCH, :)

Seriously Confused
Ok, so this is my first blog. I pretty much just can't figure anything out. Though I know how to check my mail and do this. Other than a few minor things, thats about all I can do. I feel that this will take me a bit of time to figure out. I'm sure once I do, i'll be fine. Well I must go for I am cooking food. Haha. Later!

New Club In Riverside
There is a new club opening up tomarrow night Tues. it is called Klub Foundation. It is a goth,Industrial, EBM, etc. club. it is located in the University Village, building 1201 @ the Ville Itallian Resturant next to the movie theatre. Admission is FREE!!!!! Hope to see you all there!

Single [[and Lovin It]]
so as some of u may know im single again he broke up with me but not before hooking up with and another girl. Yet I'm not even upset that he dumped me for some other girl. The thing that got me what that he cheated... but now that i think about it im actually glad that we arent together anymore. i enjoy being single. its a lot more fun but that doesnt mean that i'm planning on staying single forever just till mister right now around. who knows it could be you... :) haha hit me up if u wanna talk. &hearts Con

Order Peter Britt"s Cd " That's What Livings For"
Thats What Livings For "Thats What Livings For is a country music journey of original music from the heart of a country music artist whose music comes straight from that, his heart. In this album, you will hear songs which make you want to get up and dance, songs that will bring tears to your eyes and songs that can, and will, make you look into your own heart." So what if you put Paul McCartney, George Strait, Dwight Yoakam, Brooks and Dunn, Toby Keith, Gary Allen and a few others together? – Peter Britt– is what you will come up with. "Thats What Livings For" by "Peter Britt" is one of the most powerful and wonderful pieces of modern country rock you will ever hear. Thats What Livings For is a journey into the heart of modern country music. It won't be long, and you will see Peter Britt on the country music awards, the country music charts and the country music top 40. You can also get Peter Britt's country music lyrics by visiting the Peter Britt web site.http://www.peterbritt.u

Please Buy Jody's Book Rpst Please Ty
Jody Dickey Date: Jun 4, 2007 6:37 PM Please order my book, its a book for all, from native american poetry, gospel, humor, , fairy tales for wee ones sweet dream fairy tales for the adults just click on banner below get your order in Thank You Jody Dickey insert from one of my poems in the book If I Only Ask "Would you My Brave Knight ; Slay a fire breathing dragon for me tonight ? Would you ride up on your white steed trample my enemies in the ground for their evil deeds ? Would you lasso the stars ride the moon to remove my sorrowful frown ? Would you make love to me in a bed of forget-me-not set my body on fire with passion and desire ? Lay spent in each other's embrace would you kiss me again make my pulse race ? Would you hold me in your arms shield me from harm ? When we grow old and gray can you say " I Love You " everyday ? If I laid near death would you give me your

Re: To All Artist/stations/dj's/friends
Jody Dickey Date: Jun 11, 2007 3:16 PM Eagle Dreams Promotions is no longer in business on my space anyway, its still my company with big hopes for a future in this business. Right not its officially closed of promoting , other then a few artist . For others you need me for anything , you know you just need to ask , Jody like always will be there for you. Soon as i can get my nights changed at work im seriously going to look in being a DJ either by running my own country/southern rock station or do my show on another. for the friends on my other my space ( yeah I know which one ) just send your request to this one hopefully it will still be here , if not it wasn't meant to be I won't rebuild . The only ones hurt are the artists, Eagles Dreams Promotions Promoted. But I did send them all one major thing, i wish them all a huge success over it. and if they are I'd hope they remember it came from Eagle Dreams Promotions that sent them info . pushed , rally for them. You all have a g

*77 On Your Cell Phone
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

It's All About Country Isn't It ? Have U Voted Yet
PLEASE VOTE, FOLLOW YOUR HEART, BUT TO ME THESES ARE SWEET MUSIC TO MY EARS THESE TRULY REPRESENT WHAT COUNTRY IS CLICK BANNER BELOW AND VOTE NEW MALE VOCALIST > NEW FEMALE VOCALIST NEW FAV BAND

If Our Hearts Didn't Worry From Time To Time
the difference between now andforever are the moments that fill the spaces that lie in between the gasps that take our breath away and the quiet thoughts that nurture us from one soul to another are no longer silent if only i could find the words that could ever tell you the feelings that arise between this moment and eternity filled with the entirety of you then my secrets would no longer hold the meaning or the fear of a thousand restless thoughts as we struggle with the reality of all that has been given in kindness and love in this our sacred trust our words they do ring clear echoing the love we hold so close smothering each breath of our worried hearts...

Flying With Ups
You folks will love this Especially the last one!! Remember it takes a college degree to fly a UPS plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major cargo airline that has never, ever, had an accident . P : Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: A uto-land not installed on this airc

What A Monday
Hi all, how are you all doing on this monday?? I am doing pretty well despite not getting to sleep til after 5 am. Kyle woke up at about 2 or so and was up til after 5 am, so kinda tired today, but still seemed to get most of my kitchen cleaned up and the den straightened. Still have some laundry to wash, got some to fold as well. I am fixing to head to Homeland and get the few things that we need, it was so hot today!!! Darryl called to let me know that he won't get unloaded/reloaded until 9 pm cst, so not sure when I am gonna talk to him, prolly after he gets loaded. I hope anyways. He sounded tired when I was on the phone with him. I wrote a blog on here about a friend of mine, and she has yet to answer it. So I am going to let it go for now, and see what happens. Obviously she has other things going on and hasn't had time to answer. If she never does that is cool too, just want to be told upfront, and honestly instead of through actions, and all. So am hoping that she will answ

Loving Husband
The Loving Husband.... A man and his ever-nagging wife went on vacation to Jerusalem While they were there, the wife passed away. The undertaker told the husband, "You can have her shipped home for $5,000, or you can bury her here, in the Holy Land , for $150." The man thought about it and told him he would just have her shipped home. The undertaker asked, "Why would you spend $5,000 to ship your wife home, when it would be wonderful to be buried here and you would spend only $150?" The man replied, "Long ago a man died here, was buried here, and three days later he rose from the dead. I just can't take that chance.

Sopranos Explained
For all my Soprano heads... contemplate this forward.. Anybody who says "nothing happened on the Sopranos" is completely missing out on the ending! This is NOT a life goes on ending! And anyone who thinks so should go back and watch it again. Watch the last scene of The Blue Comet (the 2nd to last episode) first. As Tony sits on the edge of the bed he contemplates his demise. Then, there's the flashback to Tony and Bobby in the boat discussing being whacked, "You probably never hear it coming." Remember when Tony was speaking with Bobby...basically saying that you don't see or hear death? It just happens and you would never feel it.....aka fading to black..... Fast forward to Tony in "Made In America" final scene. So, the point would have been that life continues and we may never know the end of the Sopranos. But if you pay attention to the history, you will find that all the answers lie in the characters in the restaurant. The trucker was the brother of the guy

Let Me Know
Everyone let me know what you think about my new stuff. It is a big part of my life still today and anyone who knows me will tell you that I did my job with all my heart and soul and I did it every well! I retired as LT. Thanks, LT. Armstrong

How Freaky In Bed Are You? I Got A 65
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARI

Pain
You beat me as if i am nothing but yet your friends all look down their nose at you. You kiss me as if to make up for all the blows but yet your hits left their marks. You leave me as if its the end but yet I know you will try to come home again. You made my deep dark grave so now please let me rest in peace. I hope ya'll like poetry

Will You Suffer?
will you suffer? there does come in one's life, and sometimes many times in ones life, when the moralistic fiber of ones being shall be called into question. when in these times of doubt and pain, ones integrety shall be either glorified or shamed, depending on both the point of view and the preconceptions of the one that has taken it upon themselves to do the judging. the question that bears foremost in my mind is specifically what qualifies these harbingers of societys will to do so? have not we all stumbled on our path to glory at one time or another? have not we all, in either a moment of weakness or manic glory, given into our most carnal of needs or voilent of desires? what makes a brave man is not the lack of doubt or fear, but the strenth of conviction to plunge foreward despite these feelings screaming out to us. the ability to do what we know is right, what we know we MUST do is not a trait, it is one of the truest of virtues. while traits are something we are born with,

Of Danielle...
Of Danielle... was written the summer before last summer. It is a poem about conflict in infidelity, i'm trying to make people feel how torn one can be by both being in desperate love with somebody, and not wanting to be the "other party". Of Danielle... Chaste not caress of loving hands, and act this very day. Then bow to passions sweet demands, lest treasures slip away. Fear not betrayals you've been through, lies told to hide desire, but let this thing take hold of you, consume you like a fire. What sweeter torture could we take than to let love grow in vain? Then what sweeter love could we then make, but to consumate the pain? Some play it safe, some twist the rules, some throw up walls of stone. I'd rather be laughed at by fools, than die bitter and alone.