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Poems Are Abstract Thoughts Of A Warped Mind.
Poems are abstract thoughts of a warped mind. Feelings conveyed in words. I feel words like I feel pain anguish and love. Poets express words through emotion. Or do they express emotion through words. Can you feel words? Can you write emotions? Poets do and we are larger for there art. I can only hope they forgive me for my butchery.

Things I Need To Get Done
1:take mom to her BDS appointment 2:replace the water heater at home 3:amend my relationship with the most important person to me 4:start this new job off well 5:find some way to pay off my brothers debt 6:fix my dads truck 7:try to keep in touch with my real friends 8:i know something else will pop up eventually

~*lithium*~ ... By: Evanescence
This is one of my many favorite Evanescence songs. The first time I saw this video, I was bawling. The words hit me, and reminds me of something that happened a few months back. You'd have to understand what I went thru, in order for you to understand :) Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you af

Her Wings Are Her Passion
Her wings are her passion. Her passion is her magic, Her magic is her wings. Her wings spread from her body spanning from heaven to hell. They envelope all the levels of mankind creating emotion and tragedy. Wrapping slowly enveloping me they smother fear and pain. Making comedies out of the great tragedies penned by the masters of yesteryear. Shakespeare’s muse, Poe’s raven, Doyle’s detective all span from her magic. And her magic spawned me created me enveloped me developed me and carry me to where ever I may end. Be it heaven or hell.

Contest
hey y'all im in a contest. Its the Nicest Cock contest. Go to this girls page, and add her. Leave her a message telling her you want to vote in it, so she can add you to her family... Contest starts tomorrow morning and goes for one week. Please help me out, and LADIES only.... http://cherrytap.com/user/87270

Bring Me Your Life
Bring me your life. Give me your thoughts. You are a value greater then gold. More precious then gems. I want to learn from you. Sip the knowledge of you. But wait there’s something to learn from me. I have a value as well. Let’s trade lives, shoes, and thoughts. Don’t judge me by my cover. Judge me by my willingness to learn from you. And share with you. Swim in the collective pool of humanity. Share your dreams thoughts and life with us as we share ours with you.

Almost There!
Yay! I am finally ahead ! I so need your help so that I can stay ahead and be the first to 30000!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! Right now under 6000 to go! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥

Monday
Noting how my usual partner in crime is off upping the body count in some virtual reality, I think I will attend a few funerals tomorrow (or maybe day-afters). My last jaunt with my manual camera was highly disappointing, so it will be just me and the digital. If you have any requests, make them now. No, I will not get naked in a graveyard.

(i Felt The Sun On My Face For The First Time, And Tasted Blood On My Tongue For The Last)
When you're left with only a bullet I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life And taken pieces out of it. I'll give you enough time to regain your composure To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places that played out your tragedy.

Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...
Please answer the following quiz questions... 1) What is your favorite color? 2) What is your favorite outfit or type of clothes to wear? 3) What is your fav food? 4) oddest place you ever had sex? 5) who was it with? 6) how long did it last? how come? 7) did you get cought? what happend if you did? 8) when was it (date)? what time of day was it? 9) how old were you? how old was the other perosn? 10) how old were you? how old was the other perosn? 11) what more do you want to tell about it? 12) would you do it again, why or why not? 13) why did you do it in that place? 14) where would you like to have sex that you have never had sex be for? with who? why? how come? what for? 15) What kind of person are you? 16) favoret food(s)? 17) oddest place you ev had sex? 18) would you have sex with the same sex as you are...why or why not? 19) what do you do in your free time? 20) what is your middle name? 21) turn offs and turn ons? 22) what kind of car do you hav

Thanks
I don't have much time these days, but I do want to say thank you all for stopping by, and rating my pic. I hope in the future I get a little more time to come back here than what I have had recently. A special thanks to mccark40 for the invitation. Later

25 Interesting Things You Will Find Out If You Are A Parent Of Boys! (from Bullitin)
subject: 25 interesting things you will find out if you are a parent of BOYS! haha! (repost) date: 2007-02-04 21:08:26 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet f

Sexy Pic
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Winter Is Cold Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
This winter is very very cold brrrrrrrrrrrr it is 5 degrees right now and with the wind chill I bet is feels like below zero :( almost all the schools are closed for tomorrow, which is a good thing. I wouldnt want my son and daughter to get frost bite!! and I have to say that the colts won the superbowl yayyyyyyyyyyyy, but payton manning was the mvp of the year or game and he got the brand new cadalac. well wouldnt the other players feel slighted and probably jealous and mad. I say give all the guys on the team a new car! but I cant wait for winter to be over and then spring but yet again I have a feeling this summer is going to be a scorcher again :(

Some Of My Favorite Quotes And What They Mean To Me...
"If you care about someone they might break your heart, if you don't care about them, you might break thiers." **This quote helps me remember that no matter what, even after someone hurts me, that if I stop caring I might break thier heart. I would rather endure the pain, becuase I know I can handle it. Then have someone else hurt on my account. "Be kind, for everyone you know is fighting a hard battle" **NO matter what the problem, everyone has something going on... thus the reason I try not to go around bitching about anything.... (this doesnt apply to my blog, I get to bitch all I want there because you choose to read it. lol)But also, I am always there to listen no matter what. I don't care if I don't really like the person... it doesn't matter if they need me... I'll be there because I know it gets hard. Don't be afriad of what will happen if you DO, be afriad of what will happen if you DON'T. Take Risks.... **Whenever I get scared to try something new I (as any normal

Huah Rahhhh!!!
I am totally a military man. I spent 7 years in the Army as a Infantry Scout and loved it until the day I was ready to settle down and begin to prepare for my future with a family. I have respect for all who serve both near and far for our country. To put your life on the line is a sacrifice that many would not participate in. Thanks to all who fight for all Americans and a special thanks for all who have fallen. God bless them all. -Tuff

The Man Part 2
The voice snapped me back into reality. We have to move on, we can't stay here. I nodded in agreement. Why is he telling me things I already know? We walked along in silence. The breeze blew softly through the darkness. Tension running high, wondering what would happen next. I remembered the boy, how afraid he had looked. He's dead he's dead. I looked over by the tree line and saw something. I stopped and tried to grasp the thought of what it was. It couldn't be. It looked like the boy. It wasn't, it couldn't be. He's dead he's dead. The man beside me stopped and looked where I was looking. He saw nothing. He pulled me gently, willing me to move. As we walked, so did the boy . . . Down the road we walk hoping to get the bastards that killed Garrett. The boy walked slowly, but surely beside us. We walked to our own beat, following a road that led nowhere. The pain and anger was rising inside both of us. The coldness of the night chilled me to the bone. The clouds

A True Friend And Sweet Heart
OK ALL YOU OUT THERE, MY FRIEND VIRUS AKA DAVID COULD USE YOUR HELP. I ENTERED HIM INTO A MOST LOVABLE SWEET HEART CONTEST. HE IS A TRUE FRIEND AND SWEET HEART AT THAT. PLEASE STOP BY AND DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS I WOULD LIKE FOR HIM TO WIN. SO SHOW SOME LUV AND CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBING AWAY. THANKS Please show some love. the contest ends on the 12th at 9pm est time.

The Man
The rancid smell of vomit filled the cool night air. Walking silently side by side through the dark. A young boy followed us his hands and feet bound by chain. The man beside me laughed and pulled the chains, knocking the boy to the ground. The boy vomited once more. I looked at the young child with growing suspicion. He looked up at me with pleading eyes. I whispered something to the man beside me, knelt before the boy and brushed the hair out of his face. I looked deeply into his eyes, into his very soul. The more I looked, the more I saw. The more I saw, the more I got scared. I looked up at the man and he knew. I slowly got to my feet and walked away. As I walked I heard the boy scream. I held my jacket closer to me as gunshots were fired. The screaming ceased and I was left walking with a man I thought I knew. Wondering what would happen around the next bend.

Hey Ya'll
Hey Ya'll, This is my first time on this site, so i am very new to everything. I will just tell yall a bit about myself, if yall dont mind. My name is Tuff and I currently live in central Texas. I live with my wonderful wife, Britt and our 4 kids. (Cam-6, Sterling-4, Haley Rain-3 and Chaya-1 1/2). I am currently working in the Law Enforcement field and looking to persue that in the state of TX. My wife and I have been on the net for a while now and she has always gone by the name Chaya. That's until we had our latest daughter and gave her the name of Chaya. Britt & Chaya had a rough time in the delivery room and the name Chaya (pronounced: K-i-ya)means "Life", so we thought it fitting to give her this precious name. Like I said, I live in central Texas for now and have lived here for a couple years now. Summer is hotter than HELL and winters are cold, hot, cold and possibly hot AGAIN. I CAN'T wait to get back to Colorado. Colorado is where all our hopes and dreams are. We lived in

Pater...
I want a kid. I can't believe I'm writing this here, but I am. I've always known I'd want kids sometime but I guess it's become clear. I want a kid. Now, I'm not gonna go nuts on this right now because, well...I'm single. I'm not one of those people who'll be with someone just to have a kid, not one to have a kid to patch things up or to solidify a relationship, so... No kid for now. I sometimes feel as though I should be grateful. I'm sure some guys my age (32, not quite the old man yet...LOL!)would kill to still be uncommitted, still free to do what I want, when I want and not have to report to anyone. But still... To quote Malcolm Reynolds, from Joss Whedon's Firefly, "Could you imagine that? Me with a whole passel of critters underfoot?" Ya know what, Mal? I reckon' I could. This is me... And you're leaving.

My Absence
HEY AS YALL KNOW MY DAUGHTER IS MY LIFE...PLEASE FORGIVE MY ABRUPT ABSENCES RECENTLY. MY DAUGHTER ALWAYS COMES FIRST OVER A PC ANY DAY. SO SPENDING TIME WITH HER IS WHERE I HAVE BEEN FOR THOSE OF U WONDERIN. HOPE YALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND AND CONGRATS TO ALL THE COLTS FANS ON THE SUPERBOWL!!

Whats Up?
hey, whats up everyone? my computers broke and i'm havein' to share another computer.its a real pain. anyways i hope to have my computer up and running soon.then i'll beable to get on cherrytap more. later, mag

Wishes
spoken straight from the heart, author is unknown WISHES Wish I could look into your eyes And read what's written there Wish my heart could touch your soul And show how much I care Wish my mind had only pure thoughts And brought them into being Wish my heart always did what's right Both in giving and receiving Wish my crying could wash away your Indecision, doubt, and fear Wish I could erase all of your pain With a lone solitary tear

Think So?
Your Personality Profile You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first. The World's Shortest Personality Test

What A Sweet Welcome!
Thank you for all the warm greetings! I'm brand new here and still learning the system. I can't wait to meet a lot of horny new friends! I love being naughty and I hope you do to. I would love to hear what makes you want to juice.

Joys If Being A Woman
the joys of being a woman... We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water

De-pressing!!!!
OK that i am single for over since 1995 that I had a good girlfriend but little bit out-of-control !! We were good in loving somehow she left and I asked her why do she left me? Now I have been asking for lady to going out for dating but mostly o lady say to me!?! She say I am not intested with you and no long to loving with you! I have someone that I loves him lot more than you! I just beg and please then she refused then I have hard times to finding for lady that are in single?? I don't know What's next? I had askng a lot of ladies but most of say I am sorry I am TAKEN or Married or love with other person? I had bad depressing and makes me little bit jealous over someone having a dating on that day at Valentine's Day!!! Thank you for for reading my blog but little bit poorly english!!! Mike

Well Here Is Another Contest For All You Soldiers Out There -check It Out
OK FOR ALL YOU SOLDIERS OUT THERE. THIS CONTEST IS JUST FOR YOU. > > RULES ARE: > 1. YOU MUST BE IN UNIFORM > 2. THERE MUST BE THE AMERICAN FLAG IN THE BACKROUND > > SEND ME THE LINK TO YOUR PHOTO AND IT WILL BE ENTERED. > AS SOON AS I START TO GET ENTRY'S I WILL SET THE LAST DAY TO ENTER CONTEST AND WHEN IT WILL START/END > > SEND ENTRY'S TO THE FOLLOWING LINK, JUST CLICK THE LITTLE PIC > LOVE SUCKS, SO DOES LIFE, FACE THE FACTS SOME ARE MENT TO HAVE NO ONE.@ CherryTAP >

She Cries
She Cries Another night, spent alone. No on there to hug or kiss. She cries. Another night, spent alone. No one there to say good night to. She cries. Another night, spent alone. No one there to lay beside. She cries. Another night, spent alone. Nothing there but a pillow to hold. She cries. So many nights alone, so many kisses longed for, Someone to hold close and lay beside. So many tears...she cries.

What Do Women Want
I know most of you on here don't know a damn thing about me. But seriously....What the HELL do you women want in a man, because apparently I'm all fucked up in this department. So far i guess it's not someone who will be there no matter what and show support for what you do. Could I be trying to hard? Should I be "hard-to-get"? Should I not care what goes on in your life? Should I just leave you alone and not talk to you unless you want me to? WHAT IS IT!? Apparently nice guys do finish last. Is confidence and being able to communicate really all that big of a deal. Yes I'm confidant in myself. No i am not an outgoing person, i don't talk a lot, I'm shy, interverted, and a computer geek, but that is what makes me...me. And if that doesn't suit you, than don't even bother even talking to me. That is what i have to say for now. Now you all know a little bit more about me than you did a few minutes ago.

Soda Can Lids
I have not verified this information... However, it makes sense to me that it is possible... So, take it for what it is worth... Carrie ************************************************** Leptospirosis -- VERY IMPORTANT PLEASE READ This incident happened recently in North Texas. A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of Coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of Coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the stores without being cleaned. A st

This Cracked Me The Fuck Up!!!!
A Visit to the Ladies Room... When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in,nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!),yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position, your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

Naked
behind the walls i look out from my hell imprisoned behind these bars i struggle to find the light i go to the bath filled high slipping into the water i wonder if i stay under will i hear the sweet sweet music of angels coming to take me away or will the demons return to tease and torment yet again im drowning in this water i close my eyes and breathe out the demons come filling me with pleasures untold tormenting me, loving me filling me completely till i can only scream they take me further into the dark drowning, water fills my lungs i sleep and dream no more

Cherrytap Licenses
OK OK, i'm looking all around cherrytap, and i'm seeing all of these cherrytap licenses and I REALLY WANT ONE :(. Could someone forward this message to someone that could make me one......i frickin love them to death, and i would be in a great gratitude to anybody that would make me one. Well rock on people, and please hollar back at me!!!!!

Our Lives Are Woven Together For A Reason
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr.Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr.Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." So, the mous

Park
She did not know what he looked like, as she set waiting at the bar. It was fun getting picked out of a crowd. She set there sipping on her drink keeping herself busy watching the game and the people around her. She could feel his present getting closer as she looked up ther he stood with kind eyes looking down at her. She was easy to spot and quite worth the hunt. Ater a drink and great conversation they took off to the lake to watch the sun set along with a wondereful bottle of wine and some great smoke... They laughed and wondered why they did not meet sooner, but i guess somethings are meant to wait for. His kisses felt good his soft lips and his tender touch, he had amazing hands that melted her flesh with every touch... The wine got better and so did the conversation. He was a very passionate man that like to show it, his face lit up in conversation and reading between the lines became more difficult as they could not keep from touching. Her skin was so soft and smooth, it was d

Confused Child
Little johnny came home from school with a note from his teacher saying that johnny was having trouble telling the difference between boys and girl,and would his mother please sit him down and have a talk with johnny about this. So johnnys mother takes him quietly by the hand upstairs to her bedroom and closes the door."First johnny,I want you to take off my blouse,She said,So johnny unbuttons her blouse and takes it off. "Ok now take off my skirt" now take off my bra,which he does. "And now johnny please take off my panties"johnny finishes removing these too.! His mother then says, ((JOHNNY ,PLEASE DON'T WEAR ANY OF MY CLOTHES TO SCHOOL ANYMORE)) !!

S. Marine Corps Oath Of Enlistment
S. Marine Corps Oath of Enlistment I, (have someone recite your name for you), swear..uhhhh....high-and-tight.... grunt...cammies.... ugh...Air Force women ....HOORAH! So Help Me CORPS! ____________________ Thumb Print ____________________ Date

Slide (fiending)
Snow blind, snow drift Tramp stamped madness The drug is an addict Kisses of blood The veins are all bursting Taste buds are cursing Here comes a fresh flood Flavor of shove Ribcage caving Crushing a lung Spit at the moan Stutter of breath Rise to new depths Switchblade caress Plasma stained mattress Dance and revel in the mess Outertwine Tense tendon line The track is mined For fine eyes to slide Bend Bend Slide Green tinged turbine Moon waves cast shine Balled and pointed ringlet Half cocked smile Nimble distress Slashing a monarchist The warmth of huddled corpses The toy is mine Slave trade mistress Fascist anarchist Cool maroon sunrays Scarlet tidings Tidal violating Skeletal masticating Orally dilating Throat splitting scream Busting at the seams with prayers to reality Hymns of servitude, dominance, depravity Death threats in a tone that speaks complimentary Actions of irrationality guided by a haggard hand of divinity Bow to he

How Well Do You Remember The 80's?
I don\'t agree with all of this... How well do you remember the 80\'s? Totally Awesome, Totally Tubular, TYou know every 80\'s song by heart, and will sing them on request. A day spent watching The Muppet Show, Fraggle Rock, Mr. Wizard, or Inspector Gadget would totally rock; and you know about \'I love the 80\'s\', \'I love the 80\'s Strikes Back!\', and \'I love the 80\'s: 3D\' and wonder the the hell is taking so long for the next installment! Take this test

Lost It All
I lost it all. every file, every bookmark. I had to completely restore my system, I managed to disk off my family photos before the drives shut down. start with the important things right? The down side being I lost the back up stuff I was storing for my sissy (sorry sissy) and I lost everything for work. Every single file and page I had saved for the past year. is gone. GONE!!!!! dammit! I am so frustrated! Although, I (well, hubby) did manage to fix the original issue and the help of a wonderful friend (thank you so f**cking much Robert you computer GOD) I finished off fixing the rest. I am almost back up and running where I was, minus a few things here and there. I did find a few wonderful things this weekend. I found a little more of Belle....(she is still sort of missing) with the help of a few old photos stumbled across while helping my mother with a yard sale. I also found a sunburn at the yard sale. I found the return of Dina! I have missed her. I was so glad to see her back a

U.s. Navy Oath Of Enlistment
I, Top Gun, in lieu of going to prison, swear to sign away 4 years of my life to the UNITED STATES NAVY, because I want to hang out with Marines without actually having to BE one of them, because I thought the Air Force was too "corporate," because I didn't want to actually live in dirt like the Army, and because I thought, "Hey, I like to swim...why not?" I promise to wear clothes that went out of style in 1976 and to have my name stenciled on the butt of every pair of pants I own. I understand that I will be mistaken for the Good Humor Man during summer and for Nazi Waffen SS during the winter. I will strive to use a different language than the rest of the English speaking world, using words like "deck,bulkhead, cover, geedunk, scuttle and head when I really mean "floor, wall, hat,candy, hole in wall and toilet." I will take great pride in the fact that all Navy acronyms, rank, and insignia, and everything else for that matter, are completely different from the other se

How Well Do You Know Disney's Beauty And The Beast?
How Well Do You Know Disney\'s ”Beauty and the Beast?” You are a true Beauty!Congratulations! You know Disney\'s \"Beauty and the Beast\" inside and out! You are officially considered a \"Beauty and the Beast\" expert by the ultimate expert herself! You are obviously someone beautiful inside and out! Belle would be proud. Take this test

How To Clean House
HOW TO CLEAN THE HOUSE 1. Open a new file in your PC. 2. Name it "Housework." 3. Send it to the RECYCLE BIN. 4. Empty the RECYCLE BIN. 5. Your PC will ask you, "Are you sure you want to delete Housework permanently?" 6. Calmly answer, "Yes," and press the mouse button firmly...... 7. Feel better? Works for me!

What Disney Movie Were You Secretly In?
I don't think they had a good method for this quiz... What Disney movie were you secretly in? AladdinYou were secretly in the corner watching Jasmine take a bath. You were also the invisible one who carried the carpet. Take this test

Old Harold
Harold was an old man who was sick and in the hospital. There was one young nurse that just drove him crazy. Every time she came in, she would talk to him like he was a little child. She would say in a patronizing tone of voice, "And how are we doing this morning, or are we ready for a bath, or are we hungry?" Old Harold had had enough of this particular nurse. One day, Old Harold had breakfast, pulled the juice off the tray, and put it on his bed side stand. He had been given a urine bottle to fill for testing. The juice was apple juice. So .. you know where the juice went! The nurse came in a little later, picked up the urine bottle and looked at it. "My, but it seems we are a little cloudy today ." At this, Old Harold snatched the bottle out of her hand, popped off the top, and drank it down, saying, "Well, I'll run it through again. Maybe I can filter it better this time." The nurse fainted.....Old Harold just smiled!

U.s. Army Oath Of Enlistment
I, Rambo, swear to sign away 4 years of my mediocre life to the UNITED STATES ARMY because I couldn't score high enough on the ASVAB to get into the Air Force, I'm not tough enough for the Marines, and the Navy won't take me because I can't swim. I will wear camouflage every day and tuck my trousers into my boots because I can't figure out how to use blousing straps. I promise to wear my uniform 24 hours a day even when I have a date. I will continue to tell myself that I am a fierce killing machine because my Drill Sergeant told me I am, despite the fact that the only action I will see is a Court-Martial for sexual harassment. I acknowledge the fact that I will make E-8 in my first year of service, and vow to maintain that it is because I scored perfect on my PT test. After completion of my Sexual.....er....I mean "Basic Training," I will attend a different Army school every other month and return knowing less than I did when I left. On my first trip home after Boot Camp I

Runaway Husband
This Middle aged man was going through his mid-life crisis so he went out and bought him a new bright red Porsche. So he decided to take his new Porsche on a test drive down the interstate one day. He got up to about 85 mph and all of a sudden he saw this highway patrolman with his blue lights and siren blaring coming toward him. He decided he and his new Porsche would outrun the officer. So the man sped up to 95 mph,and then to 105 mph, but the patrolman was still coming. The man finally came to his senses and said to himself, "This is crazy, I could go to jail for this," so he pulled over. The patrolman came to the car and told the man, "It has been a long day and I am tired. If you can give me an excuse no one else has ever given me I will let you go." So the man told the officer, "Last night my wife ran off with a patrolman and when I seen you chasing me I thought you were trying to bring her back." The officer looked at the man and said, "Have a nice day."

U.s. Air Force Oath Of Enlistment
All persons, upon entering the military service and upon reenlistment are required to take the Oath of Enlistment. At one time the Oath of Enlistment was the same for all services. Due to changes in both society and the differing military branches, the Oath has undergone marked changes and has been specifically tailored to each branch of the military and their specific function. Here are the latest versions of the Oath of Enlistment as recently released by the Joint Chief's of Staff: U.S. Air Force Oath of Enlistment I, (State your name), swear to sign away 4 years of my life to the UNITED STATES AIR FORCE because I know I couldn't hack it in the Army, because the Marines frighten me and I am afraid of water over waist deep. I swear to sit behind a desk. I also swear not to do any form of real exercise, but promise to defend our bike-riding test as a valid form of exercise. I promise to walk around calling everyone by their first name because I find it amusing to annoy

How Sexually Stunning Are You?
How sexually stunning are you? Stunningly SensualYou are subtle with your sexiness. You don't lay it on thick, just enough to make them swing your way. Your lover will enjoy how you can put them on the edge & slowly let them go over. No need to change. You like it just how it is. Take this test

Love
have you ever been so in love that you lost sight of them yourself and everything that gave you that feeling in the first place. well i did i have heard that you never know what you have till it's gone well let me tell you you never want to know how true those words are. she is my other half and now i am incomplete half of what i was after blaming her i realized that it was my fault and trust me it is. if i only listened to her really heard what she needed maybe i wouldn't be writing this i would be reading it. if any of you learn anything from what i am writing good for you if not belive me you will learn loss and i wouldn't wish that pain on enyone....

The Midget
A midget in Texas went to the doctor because his testicles hurt and ached almost all the time. The doctor told him to drop his pants. The doctor stood him up onto the examining table, and started to examine him. The doc put one finger under his left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough, the usual method to check for a hernia. "Hmmmm" mumbled the doc and, as he put his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Hmmmmm, I see the problem" said the doctor again, and reached for his surgical scissors. Snip-snip-snip-snip on the right side, then snip-snip-snip-snip on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with amazement that the snipping did not hurt. The doctor then told the midget to hop down off the table and pull his pants up and walk around the examining room to see if his testicles still ached. The midget was absolutely delighted as he walked around and discovered his testicles were no longer

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
What kind of kisser are you? OH DAMN! LIPS OF AN ANGEL!YOUR PARTNER IS SATISFIED AND WILL BE BACK FOR MORE. THEY WILL BRAG ABOUT THIS KISS FOR DAYS OR EVEN WEEKS! GOOD JOB!!! Take this test

Vampires
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Marius92%Armand67%Angel67%Akasha50%Blade50%Lestat42%Louis33%Spike17%Deacon Frost8%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

7 Deadly Sins
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? Sean What is your weapon of choice? My sharp tongue and acid words if I need to use them. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? I'd hit anyone who deserved it lol. How about the same sex? See above Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Sean What is your pet peeve? Loud eaters or breathers... Poor drivers, atrocious spellers.. Whiners. The norm. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I forgive easily, but I never forget. Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? Maybe laundry? What is the latest you've ever woken up? 4 pm Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? Bunch of people. What is the last lame excuse that you made? I don't make excuses. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? Yep How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? none

My 1st Monolgue
My Monologue! (Old woman homeless laying under black steel steps partially hidden under cardboard and news papers talking to herself only the sound of cars and people walking in the distance) I just lay here waiting as the room fades to black... Listening to everything my hearing making me believe the night is calm, but I know it is not (pauses to smile) life is simply an illusion masking the simplicity of deception and worries... Everywhere you look you see happiness but it is all lies (covers herself a little more so now all you can see is her dirty face) or a cover up rather, a cover up of the truth. But you can see it in the eyes, eyes tell all. (Starts rocking gently back and forth) They tell stories; stories of the cheating and remorse maybe even guilt or doubt. Even more the eyes show temptation and treachery, seduction of the best sort, (smiles) full of knowledge, knowledge of the weak, the niave, or just the stupid followers. (Pause) everyone is a follower though. Not m

Contest Need Contestens
I am having a blast give away the first person to g et to 5000 comments gets a 1 day blast. I need more cherry Tap love for this contest so if you want to join click my link. Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP

How Much Do Teachers Make?
How Much Do Teachers Make? The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental... You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the

25 Things Having Boys Can Teach You
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.

Fire And Ice (creation Story)
Fire and Ice In the beginning there was love and within that love there were two beings... One with penetrating black eyes, long black hair, and a body so pure not even the biggest ripple from the tiniest pond could reach her. Dedalyan was the goddess of darkness she was born without sight but had a voice filled with beauty. The other was CeSealius god of light with hair of golden sunshine and eyes blue like sparkling sapphires he had a smile that could melt even the coldest of ice. An uninhabited world lay between the lovers, each mourning over the absence of the other decided to change form and meet on this lovely planet one as fire warm an bright the other as ice slick and cold. When they appeared together the fire quickly melted the ice turning it into water, and the water then rushed forward distinguished the fire soon melting the two into one as one they created the ocean... Knowing their union couldn’t last forever CeSealius gave Dedalyan his eyes so she would

What's Your Type Of Love?
What is your type of Love? True LoverYou stay true to the one you love. You would do anything for them. You don't just say you love them but you mean it with all your heart! You love them for who they are and not what they have! Take this test

The Inside (poem)
The Inside Tears like burning embers, lava down my cheeks, heart sinking slowly, in the darkest hole so deep, Painful little moments my wounds and blood bright red, humanity is losing now I'm the walking dead, Emotion seeped right through my pores gone so far away, night and shadows beckon, their secret whispers say: feel the sickness, feel the pain, never will you feel the same, cry no more your tears are dry, and the shell you are is gone, your heartless slumber you will stay now leave me, go, be gone.

Sweet Deception (poem)
Sweet Deception You caressed my heart and held my mind, the briefest touch sending shivers down my spine. And in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. I wanted your body against mine, I wanted to smell your skin, taste it, feel it, almost like a drug addiction. And now I’m having withdraws and in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. Sharp shallow breaths, icy chills, crazy images, hallucinations taking over, breath against my cheek, eyes closed, lips almost there, until my eyes open and there I am, alone, left to want, to need, to wish, and in that moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. I keep waiting, but for what I’m not sure, maybe a gentle sound, the sound of a heart beat, your heart beat, I can hear it in my ears, now almost in rhythm with mine. That soft thump-thump that I know all too well, the sound that races with mine, and makes all else disappear. And in that moment all I wanted was you,

Smile (poem)
Smile Jealousy, like bile rising in my throat, I swallow it down replacing it with a smile, A happy glow hiding the sinister hatred in my eyes, Like a shadow, A shadow gone as quick as the passing wind Leaving nothing more then a distant memory, And still I smile, hating this, hating you, Wanting nothing more then to break the fingers that touch what I love, But this feeling, this feeling isn’t me, These demons flowing through my veins aren’t mine, But yet I still hate you, and I still I let theses conniving thoughts fill me up Like a gas tank and soon... I’ll light a match.

The Kind Of Person I Am
You scored as Nice. Your nice. Please rate my quiz!Nice94%Immature69%Outgoing69%Fun50%Dramatic44%Shy25%mean13%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Taxes
Hi there just wanted to rant about taxes on simple IRA's. My husband took out a simple IRA through Morgan Stanley. The company that he works for would take out 3% of his earnings and place it into an account, and Morgan Stanley would match the 3% that we put in there....... Now it seems that the company didn't show that the taxes taken out of it and neither has Morgan Stanley, so it looks like we might have to pay taxes on that 3% which will totally suck....... we are supposed to get a credit on that not having to pay taxes on it, so i am hoping and praying that Mike(CPA friend) can figure this out and that way we won't have to pay taxes on it, but if we do i hope it's not that much...... I will keep you all posted on what happens next.

Love And Steel (poem
Love and Steel I stare into this mirror, Like it’s the only reality I'll ever know, I walk through shadows alone, Unfeeling, I reach inside and feel the hearts of strangers, And still they’ll never know I held their life, I felt their weakness, Making it my weakness, And even more, making it my strength. And then I met you, My knuckles slamming into steel caressing the cold metal, I want inside, I want to feel you moving through my veins, And as I look into the deep eyes of a stranger And shivers race down my spine, I know, I know I've met my one, My flame in the darkness when my body grows numb, And I just stare, Not sure what to do, what to feel or not feel, now I start to fall, Fall into the black abyss, Fall into a desolate world, A world of hurt a world of love, Somewhere I visited only once and barred myself from ever returning, Yet I can look at you and whisper, In one simple breath... I l

Shhhh
Shhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can not see, For there is no light only sound by which to guide me. Shhhh, there it is again, like the beating of a snare, It sounds so familiar yet has its own style and flare. I hear it oh so clearly like an old favorite song, I am yearning for it, this sound I seem to long. Shhh, cant you hear it the sound is oh so clear, I seem to be drawn to it, its calling to me I fear, Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be, I feel as though Im floating to it, its setting me free. It is unlike anything I have ever heard before, I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for? This sound is of your heart calling out to mine, Like two souls lost in the intricate sands of time. Though distance may seperate us, its only miles you see, For nothing can ever really keep apart those who are meant to be. Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going, Longing to once again be with that person that is all knowing. The

A 10k 7 Day Blast Giveaway (8620 So Far)
I am in a 7 day blast giveaway where I need to get 10,000 comments and I get it...no questions...no contest and no time limit....please stop by and leave as many comments as you are willing by clicking the pic below.

My Thoughts
I wish I could tell you how I feel. Let you know that I think that what we have is real. Worried that you will not talk to me anymore if you find out. But when I see you all I want to do is shout. Tell you all these feelings I have inside. All the fears and worries I try to hide. Hoping you cant see it in my face. All I want is you and your sweet embrace. I tried to move on and go along as if everything was fine. Tried to stay away from crossing that line so hard to define. It seems that this is not so easy for me. I can only sit back and hope that one day you will see.

It's Cccccccccold....bbbbbbrrrrrrr
HOLY MOLY!!!! For all the Michiganders out in Cherryland, STAY INSIDE--DO NOT GO OUT--IT IS TOO FLIPPIN COLD!!! -2 degrees where I am, with a wind chill of 20 degrees.... My only suggestion would be to find a warm body and do what comes naturally...lol I'm alone, any takers??? Well thanks for letting me spew out my first blog...muah

Something To Share
I found this and thought to share it Empty chair A man's daughter had asked the local pastor to come and pray with her father. When the pastor arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows and an empty chair beside his bed. The pastor assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me," he said. "No, who are you?" "I'm the new associate at your local church," the pastor replied. "When I saw the empty chair, I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the pastor shut the door. "I've never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church, I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it always went right over my head. I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day about four years ago my best friend said to me, 'J

Moving On
I think I am finally learning how to move on. Now I know I can live with you gone. Finally I realized that I dont need you. My life I can start a new. No longer do I wonder what you would do if you were here. I no longer have to worry about what you are thinking or fear. I hope you are happy where you are. Maybe one day you will figure out that you once held my moon and stars. I finally have that wind in my sail. If I ever see you again these thoughts I will tell you without fail. No better let you see with your own eyes. When someone who knows how to apprieciate me wins the prize. That day I know you will see. For I know there is a lot of good inside me.

Since We Met
Since i met you i cant stop thinking about you Wish i knew if you felt the same way too So scared to let you know how i feel cause what we had was supposed to be no big deal I wish I could get you out of my head Maybe then i could finally go to bed Still i know how things would go if i told you this I still cant stop thinking about the way you touch and kiss Still you probably already know Even if you do i still hope you dont go

Lost Love And Longing
I wish I could hold you when I go to sleep at night. Wish I could feel your arms wraped around and holding me tight. I want to see your smiling face. Wishing that you would take me out of this place. I just feel like im swept up in a desert wind. Waiting for the love that only you can send. I wish you would tell me what to do. I've tried but still want no one else but you.

Feeling So All Alone!!!!
i just dont know what to do!!! i dont know what to say any more!!!people have been so nice to me here!!! you r all so awsome here! who wants to here someone complain about problems! we all have our own hell!!!so i have no one to talk too any more!!! i am so afraid to be in this state of mind!!! i will hang in as long as i can!!! lots of love to you all!!!!

Take My Hand
Take my hand and lead the way: tell me all you want to say Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin: bring out the passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away the pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you’re nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, It’s time for me to watch it fall. I’ve been a prisoner, can’t you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you’ll find I won’t put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within....... I’m ready now, let love begin. 2006 Bruce

Rider Of The Wind
Rider of the Wind When the calling of the wind calls answer it. Let the wind calling you and bring you to me. For it is I who will softly caress you and hold you when others have let you down come to me... When you are sad and lonely come to me..... When you have to face your fears come to me.... When you need someone to stand in your corner and fight for you come to me..... When you need a touch of love come to me.... When you need just a moment in time to stop and be unguarded come to me..... For I am the Rider of the wind, I can see you as you are, nothing more and nothing less.... Just a soul being carried along.. Who is just passing though not sure of what and when, that has broken you has not been mended yet, Come to me...... Let me wrap my winds around you, open your eyes and mind to what you can not see with your eyes open, trust again, love again, if nothing more than you have a friend who loves you. kb06

Snowflakes Whisper Your Name { Karulvinth For Life}
Mist upon the window Awoke with an early morning wish For you my pretty lovely To gaze into your angle face Midnight madness Has kept me awake A new day Every one keeps you far at bay Watching the snow Swirling round and round Like the dance of love That you and I have found Soft falling snow Whispers call your name Snowflakes as they fall Each echo "I love you" How gently they fall As the way I have fallen for you Pretty lovely Snowflakes whisper your name My heart is cold and empty While you are far away My pleading encouraging you to stay In this lonely moment The memory of your smile I embrace Sending you my pretty lovely Snowflakes that whisper your name... Our love is like the Northern Star, it outshines all the rest.

I Love To See Him Smile
I Love to See Him Smile I love to see you smile And I love knowing I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love the tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love discovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing that you see me as your woman I love seeing you as my man And I love the way we smile at the world 06 krb

23 Things Parents Of Boys Should Know
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.

Why Love Hurts
Explination: I've been feeling really emotional today, and just feel like venting. So I don't know where it will go, but I kinda feel like writing poetry. Take it as you like. There is nothing as painful or as confusing as telling a friend that I'm in love and it hurts. -Why they ask, if it is love, does it hurt. Because I love him, and I know he loves me, but he does not listen to what I need. -What I need they question me? Yes, what I need, the emotional stuff, the petty stuff. He gets mad, and thinks I'm asking for sex. -Sex? They ponder? Yes, the horizontal swing, erotic limbo, except you replace cha cha cha with Oh oh OH! -Oh! They reply. That is what he is thinking, but that is not what I am wanting. Oh the things I want, I didn't think they were much. Even now I do not know how to ask for more. -Ask for more? Yes, more, I want more. I want love and emotion, to be wanted and needed, cuddled and kissed. Is that too much to ask for? -No. Then why is it too much for

Help Her
Hello Everyone, Meet Tilly. She is a 9 year old ABPT/Boxer mix girly. This is her story, and it will break your heart. Tilly was bought by her previous owners as a pup and lived as an outside dog her whole life. When she became elderly, the family decided they didn't want her anymore and left her in the backyard with no food or water, for only god knows how long. When they finally thought she was dead, they took her to animal control to dispose of the body, and they realized she was still alive. Animal control left her in the back in a cement kennel with a bowl of slop and water expecting her to be ok. HAPBTR rep's found her in the back and immediately took action to get her out, sense she had been there two weeks with no medical attention. They did her vaccines and heart worm test and found out she was SEVERELY heart worm positive. We we're all devastated , but hope not lost for our Tilly. Tilly is now in foster care but we are in dire need of things for her: *f

He Is Mine
As I roam this world I search With my eyes wide open and heart searching and my spirit free I feel what others choose not to feel I touch so I can see all that there is too see and feel some souls so dark that the fear in me wants to run but run I must not I have to stand and fight in a simple look I see more than most in a smile be in real or fake and with just one touch, I know I have a demon deep inside of me that wants to come out an play it wants to show itself but I must search for the one who can control my demon not break it’s spirit, just join it and live. The man I seek is the beast within who has no fear of my spirit he rides the night we me and we are one The beast can touch my soul and I will not resist his touch he can lead me to the path of union he will know my touch I will touch him like no other can he will never hungry for another touch or soul he is mine 06kb

How Is Your Singing Technique?
How is your singing technique? Choir and Professional MusicYou sure do know what singing properly is all about. With a voice like yours, or at least your knowledge of good technique, you could go far. Take this test

Forgotten
COME ON I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF NICE PEOPLE HERE ON CHERRY TAP GOOD FRIEND BONNIE'S 21 TODAY AND SHE GOT STUCK AT HOME WITH NO LOVE PLS SEND HER A GIFT ANYTHING IF U CAN PLSS SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS A SINGLE MOM AND ITS HARD ENOUGH ON HER http://www.cherrytap.com/user/493452 THATS HER PROFILE SEND HER A GIFT

Is It Time To Go To My Better Job Yet?
This will be my third night without klonopin, and my brain may as well be a conglomerate of cement and cotton wads. I really feel stupid, top-heavy, and incredibly unfocused. It isn't terrible, but seriously fucking annoying. I have tomorrow off, and will be picking up my prescription then. It is my fault that I did not go pick it up Friday, but it is not my fault that the Long's I go to suddenly closes the Pharmacy two hours earlier on Saturdays. Fuckers. I have had it with work. Everyone eats at the cashwrap instead of circulating the salesfloor. They come in, clock in, then walk into the back and do god knows what for five to fifteen minutes before coming out and actually doing their job. The phrase "ten minute break" has turned into "see you later". I can't even seem to correct it. They argue with me! I cannot assert myself enough to even write them up for being late more often than they are on time. Every single one of them. Argh. I am embarrassed to be the manager of this bunc

Girlfriend Application!
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off:

Its Cold As Hell, Wanna Cuddle?
How to make a woman happy? It's not difficult. To make a woman happy, a man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 44. give her compliments regularly 45. love shopping 46. be honest (white lies okay) 47. be very rich 48. not stress her out 49. not look at other girls

~weird Laws~ (some Can't Be True) Lol
Alabama 1. It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. 2. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. 3. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alaska 1. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. 2. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Arizona 1. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. 2. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. 3. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. 4. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Arkansas 1. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature,

Just A Thought
Set in a solice of soltitude...That doesnt really belong nor does it have any explainable purpose....It is a silence that isnt a censorship at all...Its rather a time frame spent waiting....Anticipation is the greatest test of human kind...And yet we all fail it...We lavish ourselves in this retarded thing called hope. We grab a reliance that branches from a point of dreams...we embrace it and believe in it as a whole. However there is a loop hole that occurs when waiting becomes more than a challenge, but becomes the one thing we thrive upon. What happens when the wait factor no longer is present?....The whole time you were dwelling on waiting, the moment arrived and it stands right before you. You have no idea what to do with yourself and the value of their eye sight becomes a withdrawn shot of ease. Lingering like a viking at his post...waiting for the war to arrive. Every stride against the working of a system and the pre written rules, brings the matter of ignorance to the tabl

~weird State Laws~
Connorsvill,Wisconsin: It is illegal for a man to shoot off a gun when his female partner has an orgasm. Willowdale, Oregon: It is illegal for husbands to curse during sex. Oblong, Illinois: It is punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. (Trust me if a man takes his wife fishing on their wedding day, he has an even bigger problem.) Alexandria, Minnesota: No man is allowed to make love with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath. Ames, Iowa: A man cannot have more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with his wife, girlfriend, or significant other--- or holding her in his arms. Bozeman, Montana: Has a law banning all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they are nude. Newcastle, Wyoming: An ordinance specifically bans couples from having sex while standing inside a store's walk-in-meat freezer. Illinois: A state law manda

Uhh...abc?
could they play a gayer show right after the superbowl? i think not. this is almost as bad as a cheeply made teen movie. [the former 'dawson leary' murdering 'sinners' for religious purposes? gag me with a .50 cal.]

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if I liked you? 20

The Sands Of Time
as my heart lies bleeding ,in the sands of time not beating,i've come to realize you were the one.the one who lifted me up when i was down,made me a king when i felt like a clown,i still can't believe you're gone. i spent a lifetime in your arms, keeping my heart safe from harm,what will i do now that you're gone?this lonliness is killing me,a moment without you , i cannot breathe, you are the half that makes me whole. if you turn to say goodbye,i know i will surely die, i don't want to face this world alone. but , if you give my heart the chance it needs, to show you that i have reprieve, then we can both see a brighter day.but, if you must go i wish you well, i will watch our heaven turn to hell,and both our blue skies fade to grey!

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Grandma Part 6
Update on my grandma.. As you all know who I am and what I am going through right now but listen very closely ok.. The Hospices said that she will die any time and any day.. If this happens I don't know what I will do.. I will have a break down or I don't know.. Why does this has to happen to me now in my life of the year of 2007 that is bullshit.. It is not fair at all.. Damn it.. There is alot of things I have to talk to my grandma about and everyone is here and I can't do it.. It is really hard but I could never get the chance to tell her how sorry I was from yelling at her treating her bad an all kinds of shit.. Now I don't know what Happen.. If I don't talk to her I will regert it.. Bullshit this shit has to happen.. She is only 66 years old.. And she is really young.. It is really silly of me and stupid of me.. Give you all updates on my grandma as soon as I found out more ok.. Virgo24

My Grandma Part 5
Update on my grandma.. She is doing ok.. But she has been sleeping mostly all day.. Up they have this thing on her for pain meds when she needs it just push a number lol.. But she is doing fine.. I will still give you all updates of what is going and I am glad you all reading thank you.. You know how much it means to me.. But I am doing fine.. I made some new poems and I liked them alot lol.. During ok and holding in there as a long as I can.. Well give you all more updates when I can ok.. Virgo24

Right Where You Want Me
Girl, There's something 'bout me that you ought to know. I've never felt the need to lose control. Always held on back and played it slow. But not this time. Baby, don't be gentle, I can handle anything. Baby, Take me on a journey. I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. Girl, I'm gonna let you have your way with me. When you move like that, Its hard to breathe. I never thought that it could be like this, But I was wrong. Baby, don't be gentle, I can handle anything. Baby, Take me on a journey. I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. Can't explain it, How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly. In slow motion, My imagination running trying to keep my body still, I can hardly stand the thr

Bored
3 Days Grace I Hate Everything About You Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet {Turns to harder rock} Every room they kept awake By every science scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still dont miss you yet Only when I start to think about it... {Hard rock chorus} I...hate everything about you Why...do I love you? I...hate everything about you Why...do I love you? {Rock gets a little softer} Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I start to think about it... {Chorus} Only...when I...start to think...about you...I know Only when you...start to think...about me Do you know... {Hard rock chorus} I...hate everything about you Why...do I love you? You...hate everything about me Why...do you love me? I...hate...you...hate I...hate...you love me I...

Irvin In, Tagliabue Out For Hall Of Fame
MIAMI (AP) -- Michael Irvin wrapped his arms around Thurman Thomas in the kind of hug that new Hall of Famers share. Somewhere, Paul Tagliabue could only envy their emotional display. "That embrace Thurman and I had, we talked earlier, we were falling apart on the phone," Irvin said. "We don't sound like cool people that played a tough game right now." The former Dallas Cowboys receiver with the off-field woes and three Super Bowl rings, was among six former players voted into the Canton shrine Saturday. But the commissioner who guided the NFL for 18 years before retiring last summer didn't even make the first cut. Irvin and Thomas were joined by Bruce Matthews, Roger Wehrli, Charlie Sanders and Gene Hickerson. "This was worth the wait," Irvin said. "I know my alphabet. When I heard 'H' I was like, 'OK, I (is) next.' So, whew! I was so afraid we were going to skip over the I's." Not this year, his third try. Irvin didn't mention his troubled past -- pleading no contes

Time Is Here
I am a nice guy but guess what I have not always been so nice and time certain people see how much I know and just how down and dirty I can be I ask very few things of people to tell me the truth and show respect now that just about everyone has broken one if not both it time to show you the side I keep locked away

Please Don't Tell Me You Voted For This Guy!
President Bush: "Peter. Are you going to ask that question with shades on?" Peter Wallsten of the Los Angeles Times: "I can take them off." Bush: "I'm interested in the shade look, seriously." Wallsten: "All right, I'll keep it, then." Bush: "For the viewers, there's no sun." Wallsten: "I guess it depends on your perspective." Bush: "Touche. --an exchange with legally blind reporter Peter Wallsten, to whom Bush later apologized, Washington, D.C., June 14, 2006

Stuff
Yah, I don't really care. It kinda makes other places less crowded though, so that's nice. Lastyear I went skiing. It was awesome. It was snowing and stuff, excellent ski conditions. I spent a few hrs in shopko today. My ex was buying stuff. I almost bought black sattin sheets and a red pillow-case. But after holding them for so long, I came to that conclusion that they were too expensive, and I didn't really need them right now. So I put them back right before I was going to pay for them. On the way back, I saw cute valentines day stuff. It was all on clearance. I got some stuffed aniamals. I don't have anyone to give them to. But ohwell. I'm sure I will eventually, or I might just give them to random people that look unhappy on valentines day.

Chapter 3 Is Complete
While watching the second half of the super bowl I completed chapter 3 of my ebook. Damn!!! While writing and visualizing the story in my own mind's eye I got so hot and horny. I told my husband that he is NOT going anywhere after the game and that we are going to bed early as soon as our son goes to bed. He smiled and all he could say was, "this book of yours must be good." I winked at him and said, "just wait till I am done and then you can read it." We just arrived at the hotel and chapter four is checking in and going to our room. Oh this is getting good... so good.

Oops... There It Goes Again!
2007-02-04 18:43:03 hey folks, we've had a couple hardware failures, and i've disabled the private messages, ratings, and alerts while we repair the hardware. ETA: 30 minutes. -mike finished with this system bulletin (hide) Hopefully, the eta will be not longer than the 30 minute estimated time to fruitation. :D At least, it isn't completely down (if there is a positive note at all to this hardware failure event)!!!

The Final Outcome
HAMMIE:Have you had a chance to look at my complaint? SCRAPPER:Yea, please read term 7, block and ignore. HAMMIE: That won't work scrapper. I know she's on your family list...but she makes a ton of accounts, gets to level three, and smashes everyone she has a percieved grudge against. I'm banned from mumming because of her, and because one of your folks apparently didn't bother reading the mumm. So what you're telling me is that every time a new account of hers comes around, I can expect to get wasted, right? Because that is what I am hearing. SCRAPPER:Who is on my family list???? You are making no sense...tons of members add me to their family list. I can't stop them. It doesnt mean i even know them. I suggest blocking and ignoring. Thats all you can do. Sorry. HAMMIE:So do I get my mumm priviledges back? SCRAPPER: you are active HAMMIE:Thank you Scrapper SCRAPPER: no prob...just block and ignore the haters. It appears that he just isn;t grasping the fact t

Clan...
Clan [=AK=] is recruiting, tests are needed as well as a minimum of three badges... Right now this is the roster; [=AK=]DemaFrost0926 [=AK=]HJ1987 [=AK=]Smurf76 [=AK=]Lando94 [=AK=]Sexyhottmama ------------------------------------------------- Dude i'm so close to getting my other three basic badges... I'm missing my knife, pistol, and commander badge... Finally became Sergeant!!! Woot!!!!

Can't Wait To Go
My husband and I got into it again. I swear, like three times a week we argue...EVERY week. That isn't good. I can't wait to go to Houston, I'm so excited. I have one wish concerning me leaving to Texas, and I hope it comes true this year. Will you make it come true?*

It
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just A Taste Ofthe Short Story I'm Writting. Feedback Is Definatly Needed And Wanted
One summer afternoon, in a small cozy town named Malgrot there lived a girl named Nikola. Now Nikola wasn’t just any girl she was a 17 year old with medium to long black hair with hints of died purple in it, brown/hazel greenish almond shaped eyes, full lips, with a skin color so radiant no one could place her in a group to stereotype her. Only thing was she had something hiding from the world, something she was born with and wasn’t able to control; so mind twisting that she was afraid to tell anyone about it because she knew what would happen. She had super natural powers, not just any super natural powers, but ones so strong no one could stop her from doing what she wanted to do, except one. He was no higher power god like figure; no he was something else, something she couldn’t explain. He wasn’t mortal, nor was he like her, but he was far from being close to normal. His name was Atreyu. A fierce yet romantic creature of such high stature only a fool would have to have challenged h

An Earth Angel’s Rescue For Her Dark Prince.
His lips, only to be the ones that soothe my every pain His words, the only ones to calm me when needed The twinkle in his eye that reassures me everything will be ok The softness of his touch upon my waist Caressing every curve and embracing the significance of my individuality. The ever constant love I show him Only to be the most amazing for the most amazing The support I back him up with Only to be the finest and at it’s best, for I wouldn’t have it any other way. How can it be that one person can have such an impact on another That they go the rest of their life wondering why they were chosen to complete A task such as going so long without each other? Can it be that they weren’t meant for each other? Or could it possibly be that god is simply testing their patience along With how long their love for each other will last during this time? What ever it may be, nothing is going to come in the way of My love and I, because I know we have the will power to ove

I Dnt Bloody Know!
uck.. guys, i need help/advise on how to set myself up on this thing... i wanna b able 2 use it the best i can... & hopefully meet sum cool peeps in the process... so cmon, dnt b shy - comments/friendship requests r WELCOME! :P

Angelic Connection
Today an angel called for me He said it was one of those Calls that I should have been Getting from the start and never To stop receiving. He whispered sweet lullabies Of comfort and hope Through the wired connection And told me not to worry He will be home soon To wipe my tears and not To forget that he will always Love me. He never meant to put These feelings upon me But things just happen. He had also told me That it wasn’t my fault, That it isn’t nearly as Close to my fault as it Was entirely his own. I know he loves me more Then anything in this world And I know that he knows no Other can ever love him half As much as I do. Forget what you think you know About him, because it is I who Knows him inside and out. So for now I shall sit in silence Till the dawn breaks over me And over again, until the day Matthew comes back home.

Bye
Body: Body: For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake in here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Bye" sure we are paying attention :)

Sleep, Money, Blurred Vision
Four hours of sleep and shampoo in my eyes have them blurred to the max! I do not sleep well when I have things on my mind..son is searching for a job, ex lost his job, daughter having relationship problems, and bf and his cancer. Was going to attempt to find me a pair of pants that fit but step daughter got a ticket and bf immediately told her he would take care of the ticket. Before the ticket..he gave them money for babysitter AND their night out! They had been fighting for sometime and finally getting along and they went out. They made the most of their night..did not get home til 6am! I am glad for them as they do need time to themselves without kids around! I would have had two pair of pants that fit properly! Church beside me had a big turn out tonight. Kinda surprised me with the Super Bowl on. Course.....this is the bible belt too!lol Went to Walmart to find some thermal underwear for bf, a couple of Boston butts for bbq and brunswick stew(Yes, I make my

Favortie Pics
Well, I think once I get some points here, and have more photo room, I am going to add some pics that I like of people on my friends list. I will ask the friend if I can rip their pic, and put it in a folder on my page. It might be a private one, but I am not sure yet. If you read this, and do not care if I get one of your pics, leave a comment and let me know. Also, you can PM me, or comment my profile page. I know a few of my friends pics that I like already, and would have to look at ALL the friends I have for others. I will not take any NSFW stuff. Thanks -Matt-

A Chance Well Deserved
His whispers in my ear, But a soft lullaby. His mind has yet to be Completely exposed to my Undying devotion to him. His heart, full of love For one person And has yet to be able To express the feeling Entirely. This uncanning feeling Of constant longing and Loneliness is getting to me, I can’t help it It’s getting the best of me. Memories pour from the Still frame in my mind of All the things you’ve told Me and the things we’ve shared With a girl like me, it’s hard to Be compared To other things that aren’t as Valuable as I am And how important my well Being is, people can’t Help but envy you with what You have won. You’ve won a rare piece Of art work that can never Be neither duplicated nor mocked. No, this was a real diamond In the rough. It was my heart you’ve Won, something everyone Has taken for granted And never seriously. You’ve brought back the Love and life into my life And it refuses to ever leave So in return I’

Why-a Poem
Memories linger in still of the night Loneliness has never been to far from me Clinging to me like I was the carrier of a viral disease Stupid I was to think that you’d actually come back for me What was I thinking? Did I really think you were going to remember me and come back For someone like me? Someone of your stature shouldn’t be seen with someone such As myself because it only gives you the bad name. The negativity is pouring from me now, yes But can you honestly blame me at this moment? Can you truly land all of the blame on me, Someone who has waited for you for so long Only to find that all I get are e-mails every so often And endless nights of wondering who you’re lying next to All the phone calls that come in only to find That not one of them is from you? Looking at the mail box every day dying to see If anything came in for me A piece of paper with words of hope on it telling Me that you’ll be home soon and to not worry About anything that everythi

Things That Make Me Happy Today ♥
1. Dwayne for being a sweetie(this one is pretty much every day though! 2. w00t w00t for always making me laugh 3. Cadbury mini eggs 4. Pepsi Slurpee 5. my PS2 because it's gonna entertain me tonight

True Friends( You'll Know)
I WANTED TO SAY A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS ON CHERRY. I POSTED TWO BULLETINS IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS AND MY TRUE FRIENDS READ AND ANSWERED THEM SO I WANT TO GIVE YOU GUYS A BIG HUG AND KISS, BECAUSE OF YOU IS WHY I STAY, YOU PROVED TO ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN HOW MUCH YOU CARE AND I HOPE I AM GIVING THAT BACK TO YOU. I AM SENDING A BIG HUG AND KISS WITH THIS MESSAGE AND I DON'T HAVE TO SAY WHO YOU ARE YOU KNOW. JUST KNOW HOW MUCH ANGEL APPRECIATES IT AND IS THERE FOR EACH OF YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOO LUV YA GUYS ALWAYS

Bootie Contest Update
so far 2 girls have joined but I'm still looking for 8 more contestants. come on girls don't be shy, this can be a lot of fun and you get to show off what god gave ya! lol choose one image of yourself from the back that shows your perfect form (face must be included)and then contact me, read my prior blogs for full details about this contest and let's have some fun with it.

Keepsake
If I could be a treasured thing So You'd feel close to me, A little something put away So no one else could see, Would I be a suvenir of places in the sun, Of nights spent with someone? Would I be a picture, or a letter, A ribbon won for doing something with the ulmost care? I'd rather be a poem,everyline you know by heart. If I could be a treasured thing While we are so far apart.

Melancholy
melancholy Dripping rain upon the glass, wondering how long it will last Gray light begins to dim as the night starts to roll in By myself with liquid skies and a tear in my eye Dreaming of things that did not last I felt my heart was made of broken glass Seeing my lover walking in the rain, causing me a growing pain . And in places where we would meet Tasting life’s bitters is not a treat Seeing shadows of you in the dark Hoping the night will disembark For hell has a hold of my heart. Scott baker

One If By Land Two If By Sea
One if by land two if by sea Communication was the key Put a candle in the window if your thinking of me Warming my heart from the distance. I said I would do the same and I meant it. For I will be home in time, and our light can combine Scott baker

"an Exit"
"An Exit" You took my soul out, you never stopped I screamed and shouted Stealing a piece of me as everyone else had Where was I to go now, what do I do? Now my place in line is lost You took my soul out, you never stopped I screamed and shouted Were we really going anywhere Lost in the sands of time The tears inside me, made nothing free No more compassion Were we really going-anywhere Yes, gone to The Neverwhere The new land of the deprived Lost in the The Neverwhere Everything I did seemed wrong The down of my life was my home, my prison The places that we visited were of my imagination Everything seemed so wrong and made me hurt Hurting myself for the wrong you did... I have finally broken free and you are no longer inside me, you Bitch! © By: Brian Dooley

What Does It Take
what does it take TO save my soul what does it take to feel whole what does it take to make a gurl see what does it take to get one to believe what does it take to feel like ur needed what does it take to give ir soul what does it take to have it ripped whole what does it take to find 1 gurl what does it take to find the love what does it take to stop the hurt what does it take someone tell me so.. yes this is cheesy and lame and any one of several things but i dont care...fuck off if u dont like it..

Embers Of My Life
It´s the hour of fading light embers of my life save me from myself you touched the fire and took it out of me the flame is gone for all eternity Nothing can hurt me i´m safe within your grace whatever comes our way you will protect me you gave me something more precious than this life you touched the fire and took it out of me after all i still believe in life and blood relation i know i´m drained of both now it´s all the same to me i´m safe in isolation surrounded by your love with a silent whisper you came from the dark left me with spinters of my broken heart

My Goodbye
Well Yesterday morning i recieved the call everyone hates to get...."Baby, i hate to tell you this, but >INSERT NAME OF CLOSE RELATIVE HERE< has passed away." My one and only uncle died. But you know, the pain of losing him isnt as much as never getting to tell him goodbye. I havent seen "Pop" in over 6 or 7 years, let alone speak to him. I let something so stupid shadow my love and devotion to him.And now i'm left standing here with tears and surprise. i never thought he would be the first to die, never in a million years would i have ever thought that. I thought there was still time. I was sadly mistaken. I may not have told him with my voice "goodbye" but i sent a prayer to him in heaven. I know it will reach him, if only i knew if i was forgiven. So please i beg everyone of you that read this blog, not to let that shadow cover the relationships you build with people and never think you still have time. Because you never know when their day may come.Tell them you love them ever

Black History Month.....
It's Black history month. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF?!?!? Is there a WHITE history month?!?!? FUCK NO... an Asian Appreciation month?!?!?! NOOOOO, a Mexican History month?!?!!? NNNOOOOO. Not even an Indian History Month, and those fuckers got it worse... we took their land, kicked them out of their homes... and left them with nothing... so why is there a black history month?!!??!??!? SERIOUSLY?!?!?! God it makes me so mad... If i were to walk around goin I'M WHITE AND I'M PROUD" I'd be labeled a racist, and watched by the fucking FBI.... I am SOOOO for making white entertainment TV, (*lol* OTHER than CMT) and having a WHITE history month! What other race has conquered SO many countries?!?!!? Look, we're even doing it in the middle east... Took over this country... I mean, hell, us Anglo-Saxons do an awesome job... but because no one sold US into slavery, NOOOO white history month... I mean, seriously... Women are sold into slavery all the time, i mean, as sex slaves

Hey Yall Help A Friend In Need
hey guys my brother needs some help he needs some points he has been on here for awhile and is still a cherry grunt and he just needs some help so could you help him out for me plz i would like that very much his name is ashtray on here he is in my family list just plz help him out

Must Be An Angels Sweet Spirit
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Must have been an Angel Best Friend Must of been an angel's sweet spirits My baby boy YOU Guys I saw you walking past, you are the air that i breath "Essential Love" One day you will ask me, I love you so, Your love was like a rose Perfect Love Love is not a word Every Morning, Every Night turn to me give me a thought No one can ever promise you they will never hurt You hold the key to my heart, When I saw you standing there Love is ... True Love Do you hear me, If only you knew... I could see how you'd react. How I Feel for YOU! It doesn't matter that you don't care Why do we fall in love? I Was Afraid... I like your pretty smile Since the first time I saw you Through the rainstorm, sun and snow Why It's Called A Crush. Someone cares a lot for you, 10 Things I Love About You!! There's something in you I can't resist Never say I love you Who is

Half Time Show
just a quick note...why would u have prince playing at the super bowl...wat happened to the good bands like maybe guns and roses or metallica...a band that will get u pumped not put u to sleep... PURPLE RAIN??? haha o and sorry for all u prince fans just not feelin at for a halftime show

To The Protester Who Implied That I'm An Ignorant Prude. Rofl!!!!
I received a message from you, via one of my pals, because you just couldn't understand why I deleted you and blocked you. Never mind the fact that you and I do NOT have a relationship of any kind, not even one that could be construed as "an online friendship". We have never chatted, never met and never exchanged anything (For which I think I am really glad! God only knows where it might have been before it got to me!) So I'm just going to respond to your "message" that you sent to a friend of mine, to pass along to me. First, Congratulations! I got your message! I'm only glad that it didn't arrive via my tooth fillings by shortwave. Nonetheless here's our "dialogue". It's all you're going to get so listen up. YOU: "After reading her blog and finding out i was then blocked and could not give any counter argumants, i was wondering if you could possibly send this message to The Captain of the Retribution?" ME: My page is not your personal forum or platform to endorse, or o

Gotta Love Little Johnny Jokes!!!!!
Little Johnny was 7 years old, and like other boys his age, rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about courting from other boys and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his questions to his mother, and she became flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did, and the following morning Johnny described everything to his mother. Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for awhile, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started to kiss and hug her, I figured sis must be getting sick because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just like the doctor would. Except he's not as good as the doctor, because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. He was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out

Sorry
hey yall sorry i cant do much on here right at this moment i will start rating pics and that soon but the pc is sooooo slow please forgive me >:D< much love to yalll if ya want to get ahold of me hit me up on yahoo zoewicca_6

Some People...
How can someone you call your best friend manage to make you feel so crappy about yourself? Chris, my best friend, had me in tears today. He has this way of twisting things, so it looks like I'm the bad guy... I hate him so much sometimes! We have what you might call a "complicated" relationship. He is my best friend, like I said. He is also my ex-boyfriend, the father of my younger 2 kids, my room mate, and my soul mate. I can't live without him, but I am not in love with him, or attracted to him. We need each other in a way that goes beyond all the other shit. Anyway, he works a job where he can pretty much set his own hours, but he uses that shit as an excuse. He doesn't get the sleep he needs, and then he takes shit out on me! It makes me so mad! Today he told me to let him get at least 2 hours of sleep. I let him sleep for 4 hours. Then he went off on me because I asked him if he was gonna take a shower. Apparently he didn't like my tone... The only reason I asked wa

A Gift Sent From Heaven
A gift from heaven.... A gift from heaven.... I prayed from above.... one day to find my true love.... my soul descends and learns and grows.... and a gift from god.... I received below... A flower so beautiful, it is one of a kind..... only a few, god chooses and blesses to find...

In My Time!!
This is just another something that came out of me,it's not as good as my last blog but it's whats in my heart and mind right now. In My Time . I have love you. I have lost you. I have found you. In My Time. I have killed you. I have believed you. In My Time. I have wonder about you. I have asked about you. I have accepted you. In My Time. I have given you up. I have stood by you. I have fallowed you. In My Time. I have lead you. I have longed for you. I have pushed you away. In My Time. I have held you. I have watched you. I have touched you. In My Time. I have grown from you. I have learn from you. I have needed you. In My Time. I have asked for you. I have beged for you. I have missed you. In My Time. I wonder what you want. I wonder what you need. I wonder what you long for. In My Time. I now ask you, what you want, what you need, what you long for. In My Time

So Far Away Yet Always So Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

Diffrent Kinds Of Kissing
The Straight Kiss However frivolous might the straight kiss seem. It is by all means, a refined demonstration of affection, expressed in the Kama Sutra. There can be as important as all other variations and sometimes should it express burning passion even more passionately. The lovers in this kissing technique, will tilt their heads slightly forward so that their lips can directly touch. Because of its angulation their tongues won't come into play, the couple nonetheless should seize advantage of the facial contact it subtlety provides. In employing the straight kiss at the preliminaries of the initial contacts, couples will likely to heighten desire and libido in love-making. The Bent Kiss The bent kiss is as familiar for us westerners as bread and butter. Being as natural a way as casual in all themes kissing, enabling both lovers an intense and direct contact essentially. Most of all, the contact of tongues should bring out in both lovers demonstration of reassurance.

Random Things About Me-if You Care To Know
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I hate to wait 2. I wish I could wear pjs-all day 3. I worry way too much for my own good. 4. If I can't fall asleep, I watch Adult Swim or beat it again. 5. I'm happy that I found a career that I am passionate about. 6. I have 4 sibling I barely talk to and they all live with 50 miles. 7. I'm very strong, I can squat almost 300lbs. 8. I'm very shy when you first get to me, then I warm up, esp after alcohol. 9. I love my hair. 10. I cry when Im VERY pissed off. 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 1. Make me smile. 2. Don't make fun of me. 3. Give me hugs, good ones. 4. Take interest into what I have to say. 5. Give me chocolate from time to time. 6. Don't be two-faced or talk about me behind my back. 7. Send me text messages for no reason at all, I like them a lot. 8. Put up with my moodiness. 9. Tell me what you want, dont make me guess 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. My phone 2. Wallet 3. Keys 4. Chapstick-BurtsBees! 5. Underwear/

Grandfather's Tale...
GRANDFATHER TELL ME OF A LAND THAT WAS FULL OF PAIN AND HATE. WHERE NATURE'S FINEST NEARLY LOST THEIR SENSE OF WHAT'S AT STAKE. LET ME CLIMB UPON YOUR KNEE AND HEAR YOUR WONDEROUS TALE. FILL MY HEAD WITH THE DAYS OF OLD, OF HOW THE WHITE RACE DID PREVAIL... TELL ME HOW YOU DID IT, HOW YOU OVERTHREW THE JEW. YOU SENT THE NIGGERS RUNNING, I WANT TO HEAR THAT TOO. TELL ME HOW YOUR DESTINY WAS AGAIN IN YOUR OWN HANDS. AND HOW YOU SENT THE ENEMY, FROM OUR RACIAL HOLY LANDS! "OUR SURIVAL BEFORE VICTORY DAY WAS LOOKING VERY SLIM. THE TRAITORS, AND THE GOVERNMENT, HAD VOWED TO DO US IN. FOR BLOOD, AND SOIL WE STOOD AND FOUGHT,IF IT COST US OUR DEAR LIVES. AND MANY BRAVE MEN DIED THAT DAY, SO THE WHITE RACE COULD SURVIVE..." THANK YOU MY GRANDFATHER FOR THE STORY THAT YOU'VE TOLD. IN MY HEART IT WILL REMAIN, LIKE THE MEN THAT WERE SO BOLD. ADOLF HITLER, ROCKWELL, MATHEWS, JUST TO NAME A FEW, ALL GAVE THEIR LIVES SO WE'D SURVIVE, AND SEE A DAWN THAT'S NEW! 1488

Female Masturbation
Masturbation can be defined as a self-stimulation that brings out sexual sensations. The use of the word masturbation usually refers to a person manipulating genitals to the point of intense pleasure or orgasm. Orgasm refers to a period of intense excitement in which the genital muscles come to a series of highly pleasurable contractions or movements... Read More about Female Masturbation Female Orgasm ... As you know, women tend take longer to reach arousal. So, talk your partner in to spending more time on foreplay, so that you will get there along ith him. Knowing your own body for showing your partner how you’d like to stimulated is quintessential to maximize the female sexuality. This isn’t imple matter of pushing on the right buttons on the right way, but to bring out the pleasure you long for, the way you yearn. Men usually get straight to the point (their pleasure that is), so the decision is yours to show your partner that sex is most pleasant when both lovers enjoy it

I Am The Goddess
I Am the Goddess Among the many mortal lives mistaken her and him yet ye have mistaken thee For was no harm in place for thee? For among them upon a reflection of me! Who claims thy ways? She who remains in solitude shall not tell She knows... She listens... And grief could not touch love She will not be mistaken! And the northwind came Stirring leaves wildly She surrounds me and rocks me gently I became her and resided in womb for a spell Beneath the mist she sheltered me well And the animals wise of various size And the trees above watching like guarded cranes The totem pole of an ancient time remain As she has touched the flaming one Clearly feeling thy wrath Wreaking from hunters who burned and slain Tho through inspirations and enchantment I rise again...and have touched many I consorted... I contorted of thy cosmic rays Yet you have seen me, close thine eyes meditate breathe, my breath awhile Truly did Goddess bring me here For those who departed ag

Kissing And Licking
Tender lovers must pay attention to the partner's sensitive body spots. Stimulating them with the lips and the tongue, confers intensity to the act. Kissing and Licking The Kama Sutra holds indispensable kissing and licking some body parts in the love-game. Its treatises teach us to postpone genital contact as long as possible. Focusing on enhancement of foreplay might result in ultimate orgasm. It works well in penetration as in any kind of contact of the sexual organs. Otherwise, the lover should dedicate to other parts of the body, as the inner thighs for instance, behind the knees, breasts and nipples, nape of the neck, ear lobes and the abdomen, which stick out as highly erogenous zones. Kissing and licking all around the genitals and shortly thereafter skipping repeatedly to another body part may prove as exciting a strategy. It's important to bear in mind that each body part requires a certain degree of intensity as far as some kind of kiss pressure or tongue contact.

Giver Of Dark
Giver of Dark Slowly dimming waning light Creation of the shadowed night And far beneath the canopy of trees Awaiting was the witches deed All cloaked in Black thy make no sounds Yet silence brought the spirits round I speak of all the spirits dead While creeping darkness came to wed Giver of Dark Spring life from the soils Protection of the troubles and toils Bind thee in thy secret mysteries and echo haunting melodies And into the night the moon doth shine Upon the groves and to the shrines Above the hawk encircled thee Descended darkened death to be and through the thinnest veil of time to seek the otherworld in musing rhyme to bide thee all and bid farewell and feast to follow ritual fear not and walk the path a hero the substance of life By far is the ego And drink the elixir of wisdom become the passion that rises from the darkened one Giver of dark Merging with light Delight in the Imbas gifts tonight To quietly know where we stood Written by:

Why People....
I know why people never keep their new years resolutions. Say you go to Sonic Drive-In if you know what those are, and you order a salad...a NICE HEALTHY salad....and they give it to you and you take it home to eat it...you take the lid off and there sits a BIG FAT JUICY ONION RING (which does happen..I bought a salad today).....wtf? They are just tempting you to eat greasy nasty food..given it wouldn't work for me since I hate onions..but that's beside the point. I HATE how fast food restaurants don't just give people what they order....if they order an onion ring on top..give it to them..if not..leave it off...the temptation is almost too much for some people. I've decided I want to eat healthier. I'm a cook now at a substance abuse rehab center...and we make pretty healthy food sometimes, so I'll just start eating there, though lastnight I ate pizza (don't tell) but it was too icy to get out and go to the store..so they delivered in their big ol' truck...hehe...AND my son decided

Hey Guys And Girls Vote For My Bf!!
VOTE 4 ME SPREAD WORD THERE IZ NO LIMIT 2 HOW MANY COMMENTS http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=321230&i=4194499483 (repost of original by 'The X Factor * SSR Family&Graphics Designer *Wolfpack B&G Security * -=ZERO TOLERANCE=-' on '2007-02-04 17:08:42')

Bring Me A Tomorrow
Bring me a tomorrow Bring me a tomorrow Bring me happiness with no hate Bring a peaceful world that's forgiving For Earth Mother to embrace Listen to the voices Listen to them inside Listen till our hearts content For within we know our body, spirit and mind Paint for us tomorrow Paint us flowers Paint us a sun rising again Create us in the image of our God and Goddess to remain May our fears disperse our darkness May we hold our candle bright May we say a prayer that whispers A new breath for our life For we are searching enlightment We are searching for keys To make this world a better place, And nourish our every need. It is not a need for silver or gold It is not a need for ego trips we may hold It is not the need for jewelry shows Bring me a tomorrow Bring me happiness with no hate Bring a peaceful world that's forgiving For our Earth Mother to embrace. Written by: Lori Foster/Rain Feather

Fourteen Words...
BY THE STALKING IN THE DARKNESS, BY THE STARS THAT SHOWN ABOVE. FOR THE HATRED OF OUR ENEMIES, AND THE PEOPLE THET WE LOVE. FOR THE FUTURE OF THE WHITE RACE, THE WHITE SUPERMAN. FOR THE KILLING OF OUR RACIAL FOES, RIGHT DOWN TO THE LAST MAN! BY THE HOLY CREED OF PROMISE, CALLED RACIAL LOYALTY. BY THE CRUSHING AWESOME POWER, OF THE COMING VICTORY!!! BY THE SHINING OF THE NIGHT SKY, BY THE REAPER'S BLOODY HAND. FOR THE UNSUSPECTED MASSACRE, OF EVERY ALIEN MAN. FOR THE UNQUENCHED WILL TO POWER, FOR THE HUNGER THAT'S INSIDE. FOR THE SEARING, BURNING ENERGY, OF EVERY OUNCE OF PRIDE. BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL, WE RISE ABOVE THE FRAY. THROUGH DEATH WE SEEK A NEW LIFE, OF A WHITER, BRIGHTER DAY! FOR ALL OF THESE THINGS, WE WILL FIGHT TO THE DEATH! UNTIL WE SECURE OUR FUTURE, WE SHALL NEVER REST! LET ME HEAR YOU SAY...FOURTEEN WORDS TO SAVE OUR RACE. 1488

Superbowl Ads
OK, halfway thru the bowl, and all I've got to say is Snickers and Coke ads suck! Bud Lite rocks........but snickers with two guys "kissing" and Coke reversing the car hijacking game........sheeeesh, I lost brain cells on those.

Its So Good To Have You As A Friend
It's So Good to Have You as a Friend It's so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed.

You Have Never Felt It Like You Feel It Right Now
You're having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to? Mrs. Hallmark. She tells me how it is, and doesn't beat around the bush. Who did you last talk to? in person - Ella on the phone - my mom Who is your oldest friend? Katy. :] I've known her since I was in the womb. Who is your enemy? Haha. I don't have enemies. I have too many endorphines... and endorphines make you a happy person! Who is your favorite celebrity? Uhhh. I have NOOOOO idea. Name one person you love, and why: Ella. Because she's my baby girl. I can't explain it. There IS no way to explain it; I just love her. Who have you met in real life after meeting them online? Morgannnn. Who do you have a crush on now? Uhm, hehe. If you could punch one person, who would it be? Oh, he knows. Name one person you hate, and why: Endorphines, remember. 10 'would you' Qs Would you give me $5? Maybe. If you needed it. Would you dress as the opposite sex? It depends. Maybe.

Superbowl Sunday
For those of you that are hooked to the TV for superbowl... I comend you... However, no one I like is playing so I aint watching... Lol, dont care for the Bears or the Colts at all so no real enthusiam for superbowl this year... But I am sitting here with some of my peeps at work. We came in to order everyone Pizza and all... Got spread the love to those who are working... Well To All ya'll Have fun...

Hi Again
Well. lets see i promised myself i wouldnt blog today... but just cant help myself..... I Know Repo i am a very very naughty girl..... hehehehehehe A big hello to all the men and women in all the armed services... hats off to u brave people... And a big hello to my fand and friends and of course you repo..... Go check her out she needs a helping hand... ooops... my bad... hehehehehehehehehehehe

Loving You Is Something That Comes Easy
Loving You Is Something That Comes Easy Loving you is something that comes easy, Like walking in the sunshine to a song, Like being in a place where you belong, Like finding reasons when you know you're ready. Nor do I care that working days are dreary, The pay's a pittance and the hours are long. Knowing that you love me keeps me strong, The light within that lets me see life clearly. Why is love the music of our meaning, The lilt that makes our labor worth our living, The loveliness no platitude can bear? In you I have a harvest past all gleaning, A gift arrested in the act of giving, A moment of delight that's always there.

The Parting...
FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WANTING, THE DAYS OF THE PAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WISHING,WITH YOU I MUST STAY. FIGHT I MUST, UNTIL VICTORY DAY! I'LL KISS YOUR SWEET LIPS, AND THEN I MUST PART. THE SORROW INSIDE...THE PAIN IN MY HEART...BUT THINK OF THE NEW DAWN, OUR BANNER UNFURLED. IN A WHITER, AND BRIGHTER WORLD! 1488

On Art Vs. Crap
So here we go, another round of "what constitutes art" and "what exactly IS obscenity". I don't like quoting other people unless I absolutely have to, because I like to think that I've thought things through on my own and I don't need bolstering from dead geniuses. But now is not one of those times, and I need St. Oscar Wilde now, more than ever. First, let me say that in this blog, I am not referring to anyone in particular. Yes, it's true that everyone is an artist to some degree, yet what I am talking about here, is museum quality art nudes, sexual subjects vs. what is popularly peddled as "art" on graphics sites. He said, "Morality means drawing the line somewhere." Look, he said it, I didn't. Oscar Wilde, that scandalous and loveable boyo, that posterchild for the Alternative Lifestyle, said it and he was right. For me, the line isn't difficult to draw nor is it hard to find. Art, real Art, with a capital A, is that which increases the glory of the human soul

To Horny..............
Hey Hun Yer my Jugg 4ever no matter what....Let those lameasses say what they need just to make themselves feel better at night.....as far as I go and I'm sure you go.............. THEY CAN FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF (tha hatchet) heres to the real Juggs

I'm Out..
I just want to thank all the people who voted or tried to vote.. Someone rated my pic as NSFW so no one can vote anymore for me.. But I got Put into another contest.. Wet Tshirt Baby..lol.. Well I just wanted to send a Huge Thanks out to Pete.Shadowdad.. check him out!. My Biggesst friend and Fan.. Thanks baby!

Shattered
A shattered man that's what I am it never was the plan drowned in lies with despise bitterness is no surprise I lost my future lost my hope day by day I try to cope emptiness spreads from within the walls are closing in just ignore me I don't care if I die I am prepared in years of hate I lost my everything the only way is down in tears of rage I drown my every sin in tears of rage I drown empty walls keep staring back best friends that I ever had to hell with all your sympathy it's all the same to me now it's too late the walls are closing in

Sweet Heart
I'M JUST LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS KNOW THAT I'M THE SWEET HEART CONTEST!!!!! I'M REALLY HOPING THAT EVERYONE WILL TRY AND HELP ME OUT ON THIS!!! I ALWAYS HELP EVERYONE ELSE OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN!! I HOPE EVERYONE WILL DO THE SAME 4 ME???!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)))

My Love Is Deep And Strong
My Love for You Is Simple, Deep, and Strong My love for you is simple, deep, and strong. I feel it flowing towards you from my heart, A tide of unsophisticated song, Sung with much desire and little art. I cannot tell my love, but it will show In ways that even I cannot foresee; A love as full as mine must overflow Into everything that makes me, me. Just as the sun must shine to be the sun And trees burst forth in blossom every year, So I must love in ways that everyone Can see or sense or reason out or hear. Still, I'll tell you of my love in this: For fear, despite all, you might my love miss.

To Much
All I need is anything That makes me feel alive To end this pain and suffering That others may call life And when the wave Comes crushing in I cry from within Too much ain't enough I reach the peak of ecstasy My way back down begins So much for the luxury It's payback time for sins Another wasted youth Another way to get kicks To escape the truth Too much ain't enough I don't regret I won't forget The vivid high I never thought that I could get The highest high The lowest low The mirror lies and never lets me go Too Much Ain't Enough

How Rubber Gloves Are Made
OMG....my MOTHER just sent this to me...just had to share....and definitely tells me too much about my own mother. LMAO. Ooops...also lets you know how I got the way I am, too. LOL.......... How Rubber Gloves Are Made ~ Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves you can remember this... A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't," she replied. "Well," he spoofed, "there's a building in Mexico with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked "I was just envisioning how c

Omg... Finally!
Yay! I am finally ahead although not by much! I so need your help so that I can stay ahead and be the first to 30000!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! Right now at just under 7000 to go! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown)who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat at KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get ans

Just Onlt ,sentiments...
The Lover's is the 6th card in the Tarot Deck. Its meaning is as follows: The most common (and understandably so) meaning of the Lovers card is romantic true -blue, passionate LOVE. It often is interpreted to represent new or rekindled happy, soul-mate quality loving relationships. But, at a deeper level, this card represents personal choices to be made in some sphere of the Querant's life. This choice is not an easy one, since there are usually many options to select from. The Lovers bid the decision-maker to relax, and tune in to their inner wisdom: the correct choice will soon make itself known. .. I have tried to describe what it feels like inside when you hold me in your arms with our eyes intact our lips interlocked as I feel your hunger and desire overtaking me causing me to melt into an unknown state lost in my desire for you. I have told you many times just how much I love y

You Taught Me How To Laugh Again
You Taught Me How to Laugh Again You taught me how to laugh again And gave me back my smile, Restored my faith in people when Everyone seemed vile. You were as if the sun came up Upon my bitter night And bade the blackness rustle up Some joyful morning light. And inexplicably my heart Rose up and twirled me round, So sudden in its expert art I scarcely touched the ground. With you I am still filled with light And all my feelings dance. You are my song, my wings, my flight, My truth and my romance.

Woo Hoo!! I'm A Rockstar!!
I just wanted to thank all my friends that helped me get to this level on CT and also that helped me get my 7 day blast in the contest I was in...I LITERALLY couldnt have dont it without you! thanks so much to my awsome friends! ROCK ON and keep your HORNS HIGH!!

Who Turned Off The Switch ????
I'm the type of person that Loves all the seasons I find beauty in each of them .. with everything they bring be it Drenching Rains .. Scorching Heat .. Fridged Cold .. what have you .. But .. This is just downright NUTS ... They've posted an Alert in my area .. that WITHOUT Windchills we will be having temps -15 to - 20 degree's .. with the windchills in there . we could hit -45 or less .. Has someone relocated me to the artic and not told me ?? .I'm a Northerner .. Grew up in Connecticut Snow and cold was part of it all ...You blink and the weather changed before you could really figure it out .. Nutmeggers know that .. But .. Damn Christmas day it was almost 55 and now we may see the Exact opposite of that Good Gawd .. Who turned off the Freakin Switch ?? and whomever it was would you kindly turn that Sucker back on ..

Whoo Hoo Superbowl Party
Having a little party at the house for the game! I'm cooking a lot of yummy food and we are going to create a munchie urge to eat it all lol. I love the commericals during this game, I'm going to put them in my stash. Ok I made fruit & cheese plate,caesar salad, pork chops, collard greens, cheese rice,shrimp, fried gizzards, okra, and we have salsa, chips, chex mix,coconut cake, and then what other people brought besides beer and my favorite...wink wink.

As I Dream In Bed
Late one night as I dream in bed Darkness fills our sky The Ground Trembles And Begins to Break Awakening my Sleeping Spirit As I stare outside, I realize that I am not home I feel as if something is there, lurking in the corner of my room I lay eyes upon what has been watching me It is the most horrific thing I have ever seen Desperately, Fratically, I scream for The Healer to help me Never in my life have I had to fight so hard to wake up I try to run, but I am stuck, being pulled back to sleep, into this twisted reality I know that Im no longer stuck inside a dream, and it is hard for me to understand, but deep down inside there is a part of me knows exactly where I am.

The Bombing Of Israel...
CENTURIES OF WAR, SPILLING OCEANS OF BLOOD. A RODENT-LIKE SPECIES SO VILE AND UNLOVED. THE BOMBING OF ISRAEL, QUITE DELIGHTED TO SEE. THE TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF TEL AVIV. A PERSECTED PEOPLE? A VINTAGE JEWISH CRY. A JUDAIC PROMOTION OF A RELIGION AND IT'S LIES. DESCENDING FROM THE SKIES, GREATEST JUSTICE OF ALL, SEMITES ON THEIR HANDS, BLEEDING AS THEY CRAWL. THE JEWISH WORLD ORDER BECOMES APPARENT EVERYDAY. SECOND AMERICAN REVOLT IS NOT THAT FAR AWAY. ROARING EXPLOSIONS, A DEAFENING BLAST. THE BOMBING OF ISRAEL, WE'RE FREE AT LAST! 1488

Liverwurst...the Apple In Our Garden Of Eden
liverwurst...a great, great product. it was obviously named on opposite day because it should be called liverbest. there is no better meat product on the market today...why? 'cause you can spread liverwurst. it's like i can't believe it's not butter...except it lacks the fabio spokesmanship. it's like the greatest sandwich meat ever...only fools eat it with a facial expression like this... of course that fools doesn't like it, he's eating it all cooked and with a fork. liverwurst ain't no fork meat...it's a butter knife meat. spread it along a piece of bread, slap another piece of bread atop that smooth, elegant layer of greatness...and you've got a sandwich that will have you singing "hallelujah" as you drop to your knees and thank the guy in the sky for creating germans....for without germans, such a scrumptious delight would have never touched your lips. that guy, in fact, should have looks like this child here... yeah, yeah. technically the child is eating corn. however, liverwur

Friends And Family
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be to

Survey Says
Eight Last: 8. last cigarette: right now 7. last beverage: sweet tea 6. last phone call: jeremy bout 30 mins ago 5. last text message: bout an hour ago 3. last BUBBLE bath: been awhile but since i'm sick gonna take one tonight 2. last time you cried: surprisingly been a lil while...unless you count last nite cuz i was sick :( 1. last time you hugged someone: just a lil bit ago...gotta love my daughter :D SEVEN have you's: 7. have you ever dated someone twice?: yes and more haha 6. have you ever been cheated on?:yes 4. have you ever fallen in love?: yes 3. have you ever lost someone?:yes 2. have you ever been depressed?:yes 1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: yes SIX things you did in the past three days: 6. Went to school: NO 5. Went to work: yes and got fired my last day there lol 4. Colored: couple hours ago with my daughter 3. Got drunk: couple weeks ago 2. Slept: yes 1. Hurt yourself:mmmhhhmmm i won't say how tho :| list THREE people you can tell

Bridal Veil Falls
I was supposed to be at a Superbowl party, but an absent minded friend who was supposed to call me with the directions did not call me. LOL. So off to my favorite spot I ran instead....Bridal Veil Falls... I probably should be kicked for going out there with it so icy today, but broken tail bone or not, I felt compelled. I grabbed my hiking buddy, Debbi, and off we went. Alora tagged along....My God, that kid never shuts up. It's a wonder we ever heard the chickadees there! LOL I have been drawn to Bridal Veil Falls a lot lately. It has become a special place for me. It is where I go to find myself, to connect with the earth again......to forget the insanity that we perpetuate into our own lives every day. I thought I would share the beauty of the falls with the magic of winter still there. For the record, the smaller trees already have tiny buds forming. Spring is just around the corner here in Arkansas..... The chickadees and robins were abundant. Just a couple of crows

The Harvest
Journeying into the unknown masked by mind playing games. Blocking out all emotions searching for depth deep within my soul. Opening my heart which I have closed down for reasons I can’t explain. Closing my eyes feeling your presence afraid of my own feelings for you. Hoping that you will open your heart Leaving behind the security you have grown accustomed to. Taking a chance venturing into the unknown that will bring you true happiness. Nature changes our perception of life four times as year. Falls brings us harvest. Winter brings snow to purify us. Spring helps us grow with vibrant colors entering our life. Summer brings us love the love that I have and will always have for you

Memories
Memories by Sudhir Iyer Was walking down memory lane, Was walking on the beach, Throttling the feelings of pain, Keeping doubts out of reach. Had a look at the sands of time The hours when time itself stood still, Could hear distant bells chime, And I was walking while I still stood still. Felt the heat of the sun beating, Could sense an awe that the past left, Saw the sheath of life fleeting, Glimpses of what was there were best.

Boy Friend Should Be Like A Good Bra
YOUR BOY FRIEND FRIEND SHOULD BE LIKE A GOOD BRA Hard to Find Supportive Comfortable Always Lifts You Up Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!!

I'll Always Be Your Angel
Tenderizing moments etched deep in my heart. An echoing breeze putting my heart in a flutter. Tangled in a web, being lost in my words kept me sane. Those words protect me from the loneliness I feel inside. Closing my eyes, I still feel the electricity which has empowered my whole body the first time our lips met. Your touch paralyzed me changing me forever. Being with you helped me find myself. Your aura shined through me, helping me define the meaning of love, trust, compassion and understanding. Looking in your eyes, I see a loving sensitive man trying his best not to hurt me. The hurt I feel inside comes when you leave me behind. I don’t want you to go. I want you to stay, but I remain silent not showing you my tears. You hold a power like no other has held over me. I give you my love, a love that no other can ever match. For you are my lover, my best friend, and my soul mate. I’ll always be your an

Fuck
I have no idea what is going on. I come back from farewell visits with friends to some girl calling him 'pet' and leaving him lovey dovey comments on his board. i am supposed to be going to see him tomorrow but alas..... cannot contact him to see what is going on for my trip in the AM... less then 24 hours and i am completely in the dark. i think i'll just cry now.

My Bleeding Heart
You riped my heart out killing my world crashing my dreams riping my soul makeing it a blackhole turening life in to nothing showing me loves not real just hate and sorrow hiding your love from my blackheart keeping from liveing no more holding your heart close to mine you will forever have my heart

Ct Super Bowl Pool - Going, Going, Gone!
http://www.cherrytap.com/pool.php?id=1 in less than 15mins! :D Did you get into the pool???? Kat Message from Mike: the cherrytap super bowl XLI pool closes at 3:25PM PST (game kickoff!), hurry up and get your bets in if you want to play! CherryTAP Super Bowl XLI Pool -mike

Super Bowl!!!
I was able to attend Super Bowl XI which was played at the Rose Bowl in Pasadena, California. I lived in Southern California then and got two tickets for the game. I think they were about $20.00 each. It was the Raiders versus the Vikings and of course the Raiders wom 32-14!!! It is one heck of an experience!!! What a day!!!

Still Dirrty.
If you see me walking down the street Or in the pages of your magazines Lookin' just a little differently Showin' off a softer side of me They say I'm looking like a lady They say that love has gone and changed me But don't be fooled by everything you see I gotta let the naughty in me free There's a woman inside of all of us Who never quite seems to get enough Tryin' to play by the rules is rough Cause sooner or later something's gonna erupt us cause I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, still got it And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me, yea I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, oh yea And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty And if ya still rolling with me, still got it No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty Still got that freak in me Why is a woman's sexuality Always under so much scrutin

~~~~ I Love You ~~~~
My love for you has no boundaries. It has no middle or end just beginnings for my feelings for you grow stronger and stronger every day. Despite when we are apart there is a connection between us that is unmistaken. I’m on fire by the sound of your voice. I ignite from your gentle touch. Just when the yearning and anticipation of being with you is too hard to bear you’re here olive eyes half closed and starry. Your unique scent sets my heart on fire. And when your fingers glide down my cheeks I feel a warmness run through my body that words can’t construe . It’s a desire that I’ve come to believe is to be shared just between us two. The passion that flows between us is rare and one that will never die. The day I found you I realized that dreams did come true . I thank the Lord everyday that I have

Exerpts From A Dog's And A Cat's Diaries.
EXCERPTS FROM A DOG'S DAILY DIARY: 8:00 a.m. Oh, boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9:30 a.m. Wow! A car ride! This is a blast! 9:40 a.m. A walk in the park! Ate some crap...Delicious! 10:30 a.m. Getting rubbed and petted! I'm in love! 12:00 p.m. Lunch! Yummy! 1:00 p.m. Playing in the yard! I just love it! 3:00 p.m. Staring adoringly at my masters...they're the best! I'll wag my tail in joy. 4:00 p.m. Hooray! The kids are home! I'm bouncing off the walls! 5:00 p.m. Milkbones! Great! 7:00 p.m. Get to play ball! This is too good to be true! 8:00 p.m. Wow! Watching TV with my master! Heavenly! 11:00 p.m. Sleeping at the bottom of my master's bed! Life is soooooooo great! EXCERPTS FROM A CAT'S DAILY DIARY: Day 683 of My Captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I ne

Sonofabitch...
Okay, so I applied for a company called Cypress Truck Lines out of Jacksonville Florida. Simply put, they screwed me over. I went through orientation and got hited. I was issued my helmet, vest,chains,straps, etc. The next day (Thursday) around lunch time I was told I was being let go. Their reasoning for this is because I do not have my own transportation which makes no sense since it is a TRUCKING COMPANY!!! How stupid is that! I'm gunna be gone 2 weeks at a time but because I live within 50 miles of the terminal, I have to have my own transportation because they're afraid I will try to take the truck home on my off time. Anyway, because of that my cell phone is going to be cut off in a few days due to no money. Well, enough bitching from me. I'll post an update or something if things change.

Cold
Yes I said cold, I know some people like the cold, but not me! It's not because of the usual reasons people don't like the cold, I have a health issue that makes me hurt all over when it gets cold, or weather changes, and here in the Great Lakes area that happens a lot, changing weather, heck I live in the lake effect snow belt so I see plenty of snow, believe me! But today it isn't the snow, its *%#^#@ cold!! 5* not counting wind chill. I even got to hear those wonderful words.."uh oh..we have a problem here". The pipe that goes to the hot water in the bathtub had frozen. Panic sets in when I hear those words so I run to the nearest faucet and see that there is hot water everywhere but the shower. Hmmmm, now how can that be you say.. wellll, you see it started last summer lol. No I should say a lot longer ago than that but we didn't know it. A carpenter ant colony took up residence in the outside wall of the bathroom. I was asking around trying to solve mildew and mold problem, and tr

Yes I Have Entered Another Contest-please Send Some Love
OK. WELL YES I HAVE ENTERED ANOTHER CONTEST, AND THIS ONE IS FOR ANTOHER GOOD FRIEND. JUST CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENTING AWAY. SHOW ME THE LOVE AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVORE. THANKS BUNCHES BONNIE

Who R My True Friends?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.< /FONT> I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and tak e comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble,

Fill It In And Post Results If U Do In The Comment Section Below.
Fill it out and post it back as a comment ;) Have fun lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Paybacks....
Red Bear was dying. He lay at the bottom of a shallow ravine, close enough to the river to hear the music of the waters flowing over stones in the shallows. A short time ago, a band of scalp hunters had attacked his small band. He was the first struck, the bullet numbing his body like a bolt of lightning. They had taken his scalp and left him to die. He lay helpless, his ears filled with the sounds of battle, screams of his people, of his wife and son. Death was approaching now on wings as silent as the owls. Its shadow flew over his bow and quiver of arrows that lay some feet away. As it descended upon him, he prayed for the Great Spirit to allow him vengeance. # Jimmy watched his fishing pole intently, just like Dad said to do. Dad said that you never knew when a big, old, catfish would come along and gobble up your worm. If you weren't paying attention, it would yank your pole in the water and that would be all she wrote. So, he sat there, gazing at the tip of the ro

West Of Brokeback Mountain...
A cowboy walks into a bar, a few miles west of Brokeback Mountain, And, after two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the hell," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your 'willy'?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me The name of your 'willy'. Mine for instance is called NIKE, for the slogan 'Just Do It.' That guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, Because 'It really Satisfies." The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give Him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, " 'Cause it takes a lickin' and

Grannys A Hooker
Granny's A Hooker?! A girl was a prostitute but didn't want her grandma to know. One day, the police raided a whole group of prostitutes and the girl was among them. The police had all the prostitutes line up in a straight line. Along comes the grandmother and sees her granddaughter. Grandma asks her granddaughter, "What are you lining up for?" Granddaughter, not willing to let her grandma know the truth told her grandma that some people were passing out free oranges and that she was lining up for some. Grandma wanted some oranges too, so she went to the back of the line. A policeman was going down the line asking for information from the prostitutes. When he got to the grandma, he was bewildered and asked, "You are so old, how do you do it?" The grandmother (thinking he's asking her about how she can eat oranges) replies, "Oh, it's easy, I just take off my dentures and suck them dry!"

Xli
So I was upset because I was supposed to pull an 11-8 shift at work today, meaning I would basically miss the Superbowl. But, a pipe broke at my work so we had to close the entire place down because we would have been out of water in 15 minutes!!! Its like a sign saying we all need to watch the game lmao! Im so happy now.

I Wish I Was That Guy
She came to me this morning , Tears in her eyes , Lord knows I hate , To see that woman cry , She said he finally left her , She said its just not right , and she hated to go home , Could she stay the night , Siting drinking beside her , Was the hardest thing ive ever done, She talked about forever And how she thought he was the one, I wish I was that guy, The one that held her tight , I wish she came home to me, Id never let her out my sight, And so it went on , Drink by drink , The more she talked , The more I had time to think , I remembered years ago , When she said she cared , I told her we were friends, and Id Always be there, Now Im starting to wonder , If thats whats ment to be , Im sure shed never listen , But any fool can see, I wish I was that guy , The one that held her tight, The one whos child shed carry , and we plan all out right , I wish I was that guy.

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 11
He was gone for less than a moment before returning with a damp rag in one hand and wine bottle in the other; it occurred to her that he didn’t hold any glasses, but even that rather obscure observation was lost as he set the bottle on the nightstand before perching beside her on the bed once more. Slowly, with sensual strokes, he touched the damp rag to her breast, brushing it over her skin as her eyes closed; the material was course and cool against her heated flesh and it created wonderfully little shocks as Jack moved down her belly…between her thighs…she sighed in renewed need as he began to tease her still swollen sex until she opened her eyes to look up at him as he threw the rag from the bed. Totally caught under his spell, she watched his hands as the moved to unfasten the shackle that held her left wrist; just as he had with her ankles, he rubbed her flesh with tender care as the circulation returned in full…he moved to the other wrist as her freed arm fell limply to he

To The Sweet/nice Ones
Far to much is based on the physical, and the relationship can quickly become all about that, with nothing else to hold it together. If a relationship is to last there has to be more than just the physical (while the physical side is necessary) looks are not always going to be there and if you are one of the few who can afford plastic sugery, it can really only do so much. There has to be a strong foundation because when physical beauty goes (& it will) your left with inner beauty, photographs, and memories of a time that was. This is the guy that I'm looking for. You guys are unfortunately a rare breed, which is a sad thing. So to all of the NICE GUYS I say THANK YOU, GOD BLESS YOU, I APPRECIATE and VALUE YOU! You might finish last but the rewards will be great. Don't settle, keep the faith and hold tight to your beliefs, don't change your nice guy attitude and become the opposite(although a happy medium is appropriate.) The right girl is out there for you and it may take some time

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 10
“What is happening between you and I is real and it is the most powerful thing I have ever known and I will admit, it is scary, because it is so intense, but I won’t let fear stop me from exploring this, sweetheart.” “I don’t know what to say to that.” “Do this for me. Admit that you feel it. You feel the pull.” “Yes. Yes, I feel it. I have from the very first.” “But you kept rejecting me.” The sexual tension gave sudden way to the emotions, the needs that went beyond the physical. “I know you have been hurt before.” She opened her mouth to speak, but he pressed a finger to her lips. “But I am not that jackass and I can’t let you judge me because of what he did and I…I got you here to make you give me a real chance, and I am not about to let you get away without giving it to me.” His mouth came down hard on hers again, with more force than before; his tongue drove wildly into her mouth as she arched into him…opened herself to him…his words had touched her as nothing else c

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 9
On a sigh, unable to say more, Jack whispered her name with such tenderness tears instantly burned her eyes…there was warmth and real emotion in the way he said her name, as if the very sound were somehow precious to him and Rowan relished the feeling as his mouth came down on hers, firm yet gentle as he licked her full lips before sinking his wildly probing tongue deep into her damp, banana flavored heat. She could taste berry and banana and her own juices as he kissed her with abandon, holding back nothing; he slid one hand to lovingly cup her breast, his fingers teasing the nipple as she wiggled beneath him…she wrapped her tongue around his like a snake wrapping itself seductively around a branch and Jack shuddered, amazed by her passion…the quiet, shy and removed young woman he knew had vanished and in her place, chained to his bed, was a woman who was open with her need but still that vulnerable little girl and he was glad for it, as he ripped his lips from hers to jerk in a br

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 8
It was the last object she had expected him to produce into the already erotic scene he was playing with her; she told herself she should eventually reach a point where nothing had the means to surprise her, or catch her off guard…yet the light in his devilish blue eyes told her there was more still yet to come as he slowly began to peal the fruit and she watched, finding each slow movement wonderfully sensual as the pulpy white texture came into view and Jack held her eyes as he tossed the pealing back into the bowel. “Can you guess what I intended to do with this?” He smiled at her teasingly and she managed, somehow, to nod in answer. “Good. I see you do have imagination. Though I am firmly certain you can’t begin to imagine just how good this will feel or just how much you will enjoy it.” With the fruit still in hand, he moved to the foot of the bed as Rowan kept her eyes on him…she followed each step he took, quivering inside with anticipation as Jack finally crawled onto the

Stupid Van
I hate my minivan some days. This is one of them. I was driving on Route 80 in Northeastern Pennsylvania. It started to buck. So, naturally, I get annoyed. I pulled off at the exit. I turned right. And it groaned. Unhappily. And it stopped. So, here I am right now, sitting in a hospital waiting room waiting for someone to come get me. Then we have to long ass drive home. About 3 hrs. Oh, and since its Sunday, I have no idea what is actually wrong. I'm going to push it into a mechanics parking lot, about 2 blocks away. I'll leave them a note with my cell number for them to call me tomorrow. What else can I do? Rant. Thanks for reading. Griz

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 7
“I take it you like that.” He drank in a deep breath. “I have to say I liked that too, but I think we will both enjoy this, a lot more…” Not allowing her a chance to wonder what he meant, Jack touched his lips to her once more; he used his thumbs to spread her sex open to him, wide and vulnerable…he could taste her juices flowing and it made his cock throb with even greater heat as he delved his tongue deep into her, licking with a wild vigor that made her cry out around the gag in her mouth. Sensations unlike anything she had ever known or even imagined flooded her in far too intense waves; she felt swept away to a bright place…her promise to herself that nothing he did would effect her faded…his lips wrapped around her most sensitive flesh, tugging it fully into his mouth as he sucked her hard and fast as she arched into him, knowing he had the power to give her what she suddenly needed. In a rush, with her heart thundering, he lapped her with renewed passion, he could feel her

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 6
He deliberately chose to have her come to him on a Saturday night, hoping that she would be willing to stay with him for the remainder of the weekend; he had some serious and some decadant expectations in mind when it came to Miss Rowan, to what she could and would be, once he stripped away her foolish insecurities…it would take time and passionate determination, but Jack was more than committed to both and he became all the more so when she arrived at his house, her green eyes filled with anger when he opened up the door to smile at her, telling her he was pleased with her decision. “I don’t give a fuck.” It was the first time she had ever used such language. “I think, the fact that I am here, tells you that I have agreed to do this, for the sake of a job that I just happen to love. I want that clear. This is for me. For my career. I am not here because you want me, or because I think for so much as a second that I will enjoy this, and I…I want you to know I hate you and I hate thi

It's All Good
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Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 5
His name had been Rick, he had since moved on to employment elsewhere, but Rowan had apparently fallen fairly hard for the charm he turned her way, only to find out he was going to be married; their affair had lasted about three months and it seemed Rick informed her that she had simply been a last, premarital conquest…his fiancée, a thin, blonde model hadn’t known anything about Rick’s final affair, though he hadn’t had a problem telling Rowan that the woman he was to marry was far more his type than she could ever be…hearing the details gave Jack a greater insight into what he was up against and it made him understand that he would have to employ desperate measures if he wanted to knock down Rowan’s walls and set her passions free. He called her to his office to ask her about some damage to some peices she restored. A flimsy ruse to be sure, she was a perfectionist, she would never damage any peice she worked on. She was clearly nervous but she tried hard not to give that away. Sh

My Firts Time
woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw

Kind Of Heat
part verse, part prose, this is a sensual story of heat... Kind of Heat The coffee house is hot. A ceiling fan beating The thick, obstinate air, Lethargically imparts Humid exhalations That slide over my skin Leaving greasy wetness. Sitting in the corner, A guy strums a six string Doing his best Bob Dylan, Lyrically lashing Social ineptitude. Exotic fragrances Of varied fresh coffees Permeate everything… Relaxation, Stimulation In every breath. Across from me she sits, Fanning herself slowly. Fascinated, I watch A bead of sweat slowly Meander down her throat, Over a swell of breast And disappear between… I’ve made that journey… Just yesterday… The day was sunny, filled with light breezes, cotton ball clouds and a blue sky…such days poets write about. There is a scent on the wind, however…a portent of rain perhaps…or maybe, anticipation. Quickly but carefully, the canoe was loaded and pushed off into the slow

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 4
It seemed, according to the surprisingly accurate rumor mill, that Rowan was a truly wonderful paradox; she as a remarkably bright young woman with a sweet manner, everyone who worked with her adored her quick wit and cheerful nature, but she was also shy, to an extent, in the fact that she never dated or gave any indication that she had a social life, other than occasionally hanging out with friends from work. One guy Jack spoke to, reinforced the theory that Rowan was somehow ill at ease with her lush figure, as she was always on some odd diet, trying to shed weight she did not need to shed, in Jack’s opinion, something he intended to make certain she fully understood, once he had her where he wanted her, in his bed…her image forever filled his mind, endless nights passed with him stroking himself to orgasm while wondering what it would be like to have Rowan’s lips wrapped firmly around him as her sweet tongue licked his shaft and her hands played with his balls. The simple ne

Shopping At Wal Mart
Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr Fenton are listed below. Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Walmart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an officialtone, 'Code 3' in housewares... and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 3
Pausing before her for a brief moment, he firmly instructed her to lock her hands and place them motionless behind her neck; he next order that she spread her legs wide and with disgust flashing in her eyes, she did just as he said…he had already laid the rules out before her, telling her what he expected, that he held all power and control…she had agreed to his terms, a reality she forced herself to hold in mind as he nodded in approval at her stance; it seemed to him that his sweet captive had the grace and certainly the beauty it took to be a most natural submissive, though he dared not say as much to her as he slowly looked her over before circling her several times. Her skin flushed, just having him observe her with such intensity; he had a suspicion that she was innocent on many levels, an intriguing thought he hoped would prove true, as it would mean he could sculpt her budding sexuality in every possible manner. Leisurely, he drank in every detail she had to offer; he wan

Genders
You may not know this but many non-living things have a gender. 1) Ziploc Bags are Male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. 2) Copiers are Female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed. 3) A Tire is Male, because it goes bald and it's often over-inflated. 4) A Hot Air Balloon is Male, because, to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it, and of course, there's the hot air part. 5) Sponges are Female, because they're soft, squeezable and retain water. 6) A Web Page is Female, because it's always getting hit on. 7) A Subway is Male, because it uses the same old lines to pick people up. 8) An Hourglass is Female, because over time, the weight shifts to the bottom. 9) A Hammer is Male,

Riddles
What is a phantom which roams the night, lodges in every heart, but dies at dawn? (Hope) What darts like a flame, is feverish or languid, red as the sunset? (Blood) What is ice and fire, clarity and obscurity, makes you a freeman and a slave, a slave and yet a king? (Love) They all are elusive and hurt you deeply and cause heartache and pain. So why is it that we struggle, to grasp the ultimate entwining of two people's souls, over and over again?

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 2
Leaning against the closed door, he had kept his voice firm and his expression bland as he ordered her to face him and slowly strip; he demanded that she take her time, that she keep her eyes open…he had sensed the urge to argue swell inside her, but she had somehow managed to resist the urge, choosing to glare instead as she carefully slipped her feet from her shoes, reducing her height by three inches before she reached for the hem of her breast hugging green t-shirt with hands that trembled as she lifted it over her head with hesitant motions…her pale flesh was revealed to him, her breasts encased in a black bra that barely concealed what she clearly detested allowing him to see. With a deep breath she drew in an obvious effort to build her resolve, she allowed the shirt to fall to the floor and when she paused, seeming somehow confused as to just what her next move needed to be. He firmly instructed her to take off her skirt; it was a black garment that lingered several inches b

Introduce Yourself
COPY AND PASTE THIS TO A NEW EMAIL AND SEND IT TO ME :) You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to sender. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know.. 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
Once again, you've probably heard this before (or perhaps a little different version like I have), but it does bear repeating.... The MAYONNAISE JAR and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 Hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.. They agreed it was. The professor next

Best Bulge Contest Underway
Brought to you by: < > The Contest will begin on SUN. FEB 4th at 12:45PM EST run to FRI Feb 9 at 11:00pm EST. FIRST PRIZE - 3 DAY CHERRY BLAST 10,000 votes needed SECOND PRIZE - A PIMPIN GIFT 5000 votes needed THIRD PRIZE - A NAUGHTY GIFT All entries will recieve a gift. RULES: U CAN comment bomb yourself. U CAN enter yourself NO downrating others, your here for friendship, not to make enemies. Male NO MARKING PICS NSWF http://www.cherrytap.com/user/406807 Da Booti bandit Leave a comment! Captain Leave a comment! Mike S. Leave a comment! **MASTER of the G** Leave a comment!

The "read It" Blog
What some of you may not know is I spent 51 months active duty US Navy. The Captain of the USS Nicholas DD-449 is alive and razor sharp. I got this from him!!! He and I both admire USMC types. It is not often the skipper and an enlisted man freely communicate but we have been for years. There is the "barrier" between the Captain and the crew! I can only call him "Captain" to this day...never by his first name!!

My Work
WHAT CAN I SAY SHIT SHE MAKES ME WANNA DO THE THINGS THAT ONLY HER MAN IS SUPPOSED TO DO.GOT ME ALL HOT AND BOTHERED WANTING TO TOUCH HER PRIVATE PLACES WITH MY TONGUE,CARESSING HER SEXY ASS BODY GETTIIN ME NICE AND SPRUNG YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING GOT ME PLAYIN WITH MY MAN.THE MAN THAT IS CAUSE I CAN WORK IT LIKE NO OTHER CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYIN,IN AND OUT, UP AND DOWN EVEN CIRCULAR MOTIONS ROUND AND ROUND THAT'S HOW I GET DOWN.DAMN NOW I KNOW YOU PROBABLY GOT A MAN BUT HE AIN'T IN MY PLANS SO TO HELL WITH YOUR MAN,I'LL BET IF HE WHERE ME AND I WAS HE,HIS ASS WOULD UNDERSTAND.OK ENOUGH ABOUT HIM LET'S GET ON WITH THIS 44 PLAY WHICH MEANS WE CAN DO THIS ALL DAY AND NITE IF YOU CAN STAY, ANYWAY LET'S PLAY CUM A LITTLE CLOSER LET ME HOLD YA GET YOU NICE AND WET LIKE I TOLD YA.KISS EVERY INCH OF YOUR SEXY FRAME OH SHIT DAMN LET ME SLOW DOWN I ALMOST CAM, NAW NEVER THAT I AIN'T NO TWO MIN MAN, I AM A 24 HOUR HITTER A TRUE SOULJA,A REAL GO GETTER FEEL ME, NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOIN TR

Rowan's Sweet Submission Part 1
She was bound before him in the most alluringly submissive position, a remarkably stunning vision as she lay on her back, her arms stretched high and held firmly captive by cold, metal manacles that were attached to the brass headboard while her long legs were spread to an almost painfully wide degree…leaving her most intimate areas exposed to his heated scrutiny as he loomed above her, clearly comfortable with his dominate role as he savored seeing her so wonderfully vulnerable and defenseless. Her usual walls were stripped away, she had nothing to hide behind as her emrald green eyes flashed fire she would have certainly put into angry words, had he not insisted on inserting a ball gag into her beautiful but far too defiant mouth. Displayed as she was, he could see his suspicions about her had been right all along; her body was indeed pure perfection…her breasts gloriously sculpted ivory mounds capped with dusky rose nipples; he was eagerly looking forward to tormenting into hard,

San Francisco , Single Night
Would like to draw your attention to a tale told to me by one of my close relative. This is totally true . only the names hereby are fake,Enjoy One Night In San Francisco Philip settled down in his seat. He had never seen "I Vespri Siciliani" before and, since he was in San Francisco on business, he had taken the opportunity of going to the opera one evening. He was sitting in the front row of the stalls and he had naturally smiled to the people on either side of him as he sat down. To his left he noticed a very attractive, slightly plump woman in her forties. The house lights dimmed. The overture played. The audience applauded and the drama began. After a few moments, he felt the arm of the woman to his left pressing against his shoulder. It was very pleasant and comforting and he did not move away but, although he assumed it was accidental, it was slightly distracting. The pressure was not just the result of close seating he soon real

How Horny Are You?
You scored as UBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER. you're the horniest mofo i ever met.UBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER90%SEMI-HORNY BASTARD70%pretty damn horny...70%Homosexual Horny Motherfucker!50%not that horny20%anti-horny5%How horny are you?? (explicit)created with QuizFarm.com

Songs I Love
AFTER ALL (PETER CETERA & CHER) Well, here we are again I guess it must be fate We've tried it on our own But deep inside, we've known We'd be back to set things straight I still remember when Your kiss was so brand new Every memory repeats Every step, I take retreats Every journey always Brings me back to you [CHORUS] After all the stops and starts We keep coming back To these two hearts Two angels who've been Rescued from the fall And after all that We've been through It all comes down to me and you I guess it's meant to be Forever, you and me, after all When love is truly right This time it's truly right It lives from year to year It changes as it grows And, oh, the way it grows But it never disappears [repeat CHORUS] Always just beyond my tough Though I needed you so much After all, what else is living for Whoa, oh After all the stops and starts We keep coming back To these two hearts Two angels who've been Rescued from the fal

Just A Man..
Just a man.. For I am just a man nothing special , but I do what I can. I’m not a sinner or a saint, I just walk with the rest of the race . I have a heart, and words to spare, caring ear and feelings to care. I’m no prize. I’m just like the other guys, I just see with clear eyes. The face that I see that sets before all to see, we are all just part of humanity With all its goods and all its faults . So don’t judge or be judge just remember we all are from the same cloth. We just have different flavors… Scott Baker..

Lips Of An Angel
Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I don't never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

Blah!!
Well, it all started over 2 weeks ago. I have a bad cough off and on,am congested,sniffles,bad allergies,glands and lymph nodes in my neck making it hard so swallow or talk,sinuses are bothering me,feel naucous, vomiting,and on top of that, I have my period since yesterday. Oh, I also had a fever blister for a week and a half too,its been healing and reopening again. I feel as if I have a fever off and on too. So if ya want, you can leave me comments,if not, I won't mind.

Confusion... Help Me Understand??
Explain something to me... I am perplexed about something. Ok so every so often I might get flirtatious and entertain someone online for the excitement. Whether its just chatting or camming through my CT profile or whatever... but then some of the men I am gracious enough to entertain seem to think that I have all the time in the world to do this all the time. They do not seem to care if you have a house full of kids, if you are having a bad day or if you are just not in the mood. There are other sides to me than most people seem to care about. And if I say, "hey man, I'm just not in the mood" or "I cant" ... it is really none of your business why I cant or when I can. The whole trying to guilt me into it is stupid and that is just going to get you a permanent ignore out of me. Be glad you get what you get out of me. So the long of the short is this ... be polite, I mean damn, gimme a break. And try having a normal conversation with me, it will get you mo

So True This, I Just Wish It Came True For Me
When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue When you're close to me, I can feel your heartbeat I can hear you breathing in my ear Wouldn't you agree Baby, you and me got a groovy kind of love Anytime you want to, you can turn me on to Anything you want to, anytime at all When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver Can't control the quivering inside Wouldn't you agree Baby, you and me got a groovy kind of love When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter My whole world could shatter, I don't care Wouldn't you agree Baby, you and me got a groovy kind of love We got a groovy kind of love!

Signs Of Maturity
1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up. 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those damn kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonalds leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You no longer take naps from noon to 6 PM. 17. Dinner and a movi

The Tennessee Farmer... Roflmao, Good One.
A Big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee . He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on theother side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own. The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee . We settle small disagreements like this; with the "Three Kick Rule." The lawyer asked, "What is the Three Kick Rule?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on ba

Read It (i Just Got This From The Captain Of The Uss Nicholas Dd-449)
Subject: Read it USMC Rules For Gunfighting 1. Bring a gun. Preferably, bring at least 2 guns. Also, bring all your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting, is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap, life is expensive. 3. Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, you're probably not moving fast enough, nor using cover correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend, (lateral and diagonal movement are preferred). 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years, nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance or tactics. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be calling in air cover, reloading or running like a son of a bitch. 9. Accuracy is relative: most combat shooting standards will be more dependent on "pucker factor" than the inherent accuracy of the gun. 10. Someday, someone

This Is So True . . .
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or l

Me N Des
hello i am jessie aka hunny bunny i am in love with destiny aka sex addict which i will have her named changed and pix taken off i am not mean but if any ony tries to flirt with her or asks for bad pix i am going to b pissed off

Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to Alice Cooper the man turned 59 today but to his fans he will aways be 18 Lines form on my face and hands lines form from the ups and downs I'm in the middle without any plans I'm a boy and I'm a man I'm eighteen and I don't know what I want eighteen I just don't know what I want Eighteen I gotta get away I gotta get out of this place I'll go runnin' in outer space oh yeah I got a baby's brain and an old man's heart took eighteen years to get this far Don't always know what I'm talkin' about feels like I'm livin' in the middle of doubt 'cause I'm eighteen I get confused every day eighteen I just don't know what to say eighteen I gotta get away Whoa lines form on my face and my hands lines form on the left and right I'm in the middle the middle of life I'm a boy and I'm a man I'm eighteen and I like it yes I like it oh I like it love it like it love it Eighteen eighteen eighteen eighteen and I like it

Lost At Sea....videos Of Lost Ships...
After getting the videos and photos from Bjorn about the Norway, I decided to go and find some other footage. But what I found was pretty depressing, although it IS interesting...we can learn from our mistakes, and we can work harder to preserve loss of life at sea. I will post these from time to time as I find them on the net, or through friends....this first breaks my heart: The Fantome... The Fantome...one of the great beauties of the sea, and the loss of her and her crew in the Bermuda Triangle..31 souls onboard ...this film is amazing. I should clarify: the footage from the Fantome was taken before she was lost in the Triangle...The Fantome and her crew disappeared in the Triangle on October 27, 1998. You can visit Commodore Mike Burke's (the owner of the Fantome) announcement at Windjammer here: http://burke.joybuzzer.com/windjammer/fantome/memorial.asp Whenever I hear some weather caster tell us that the "storm has moved 'safely' out to sea", my heart stops in m

I Need An Ark!
ok, so Eddie and I were headed to bed last Thursday when I went to flick off a light switch. When I made my move towards the switch I stepped in something cold and wet. I looked around me and realized my dining room carpet was soaked with water. So Eddie went to get the maintenance man who lives on the grounds and he came back with him. So the poor guy investigated and came back to tell us that the boiler had busted and was flooding out the boiler room which shares a common wall with my apartment. So they had to turn off our boiler which in turn cut off our hot water and our heat. They brought me some of those portable heaters, which keep throwing the breakers on me. They dried out my carpet, but seeing how the boiler flooded my apartment about 2 months ago, my poor china cabinet could not take any more and it finally warped. I am being compensated for my inconvienence so no worries there. But now my house is in shambles while everything is being repaired. I have re

Super Bowl
Has the Super Bowl become more than a game? I think so. People who usually don't follow footbal have parties or go to one. Mainly for the food and booze. Also all the new commericals premere during the game. I do think its great for sports. But I have to work and that really sucks. and my bosses will not allow us to watch the assholes!!!!!!!!!!Oh well I hope everyone enjoys the game

Beaner Is A Baaaaaaad Gurlie
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Hot 2
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Hot
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Valentines
CONTEST STARTED FEB 1 WILL END FEB 13TH MIDNIGHT EST. GO SHOW THESE FELLAZ SOME LUV,THEY WANNA BE MY VALENTINE,AND IF YOU WANNA ENTER YOU HAVE TO PLAY CATCH UP(JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW).. GOOD LUCK ! **COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED ** BKM 267 BEN DOVER BRONX NY'S OWN OBX WOLF LATINO HEAT GREEN LANTERN OZ Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Move The Crowd
The crowd watches, I get up in the spot light, at first I stumble and hesitate. Mic check, mic check, at first I start with some delay. The beat goes and the singers sing, R&B. I take a deep breath, and try to focus, ok maybe if I fuck up noone'll care or notice. So here it goes as my heart starts to beat, I spew freestyle lyrics with a tendency to keep on going till someone stops me. Shit'll never be the same after this one, lay back, relax sometimes when I spit one.

My 30 Day Notice
Well...if most have noticed I havn't been online recently. My last entry was that I was kicked out for 2 days...well..that moved up to a week of not being welcome back home. I finally convinved this women to let me come home..and was agreed I could. But only on that condition that it is temp. and I have to move out in 30 days or less. the Story of how it all happend...... I moved back in with my mother...when I was living in Georgia I had bank accounts, credit cards..but all was canceld when I left ( no use carrying em around if not in Ga. right?)..soooo when I cam back home my mother was adding me to her account plan so that I could use a credit card again. Till then me and my brother worked out an agreement on his card..since his card was linked to his account. He told me the day when it all had to be paid and said I could use it as long as I paid it on the due date. After I put a few charges on there...my mother goes online to check activity (why she sticks her nose in this bu

Full Of Whispers
Before I felt your love in my heart My soul was in torment Seeking passion amid the devastation of my essence Haunted by unceasing despair I found your Love growing in the twisted wreckage of my faraway dreams A wild flower flourishing in the cracks between ancient unforgiving stones You came into my life and Scattered my despair to the four winds Our souls are now as one Your lips brush against my breast with a nuance of songs Like a roomful of whispers My destiny has become yours Your passions pass through my eyes Like shadows retreating into darkened corners Eternity is ours Do you feel the soothing mind-touch of my delicate tears As they hush your tempest soul? Do you hear my lust weaving a spell-song of longing and desire Enslaving your heart? Now that I have tasted your sweet nectar I can no longer remember the sorrows of my past And I am forever grateful to Love for giving you to me

Man Buys Wife Gift
A husband walks into Victoria's Secret to purchase some sheer lingerie for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price, the sheerer, the higher the price. He opts for the sheerest item, pays the $500 and takes the lingerie home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on and model it for him. Upstairs, the wife thinks, "I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow and keep the $500 refund for myself." So she appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. Her husband says, "Good Lord! You'd think that for $500, they'd at least iron it!" He never heard the shot. Funeral on Friday.

And So, To Live. A Poem.
----- And So, To Live ----- Oh darkling Chyld fear not the Night, - the Earth Thy Mother calls Thee, To Leave the Rest that Thou hast craved, -Walk places that appall Thee, For mortal Kine have passed this way, - Their fevered Hearts bright-burning, and though You do not Lust as they, -You have Your Own quiet Yearning, For You, like they, of Passion Born, -and yet must Seek fulfillment, A Soul Immortal Ever Is, - That Liveth in Enstillment, - For mortal Kine know not Thy world, Not seek, nor Comprehending, - That You : The Night's Immortal Chyld, Embody Love Unending. ^Uyraell^ 2/04/2007, Feb, 4th.

News With Views
BARBARIANS NOT ONLY OUTSIDE THE GATES By Joe Kress February 4, 2007 NewsWithViews.com Mr. Mike Retze, Republican National Committee Secretary in the first paragraph of his solicitation letter to me stated: “I don’t want to believe you’ve abandoned the Republican Party, but I have to ask…have you given up? The answer is that the Republican Party has abandoned me and yes, I have given it up for the America First Party. George Bush has become one of those Born-Again Christian fanatics that follow the Dispensationalists loonies of Darbyism who concentrate on the “Last Days” and saving Israel until the battle of Armageddon. This new twist on the Christian Bible was brought into being around 1878. Its followers now in the millions have transformed the United States into a stooge for Israel’s interests. This country is tail-wagged. Prime Minister Sharon made a statement to the Knesset in 2003, “…not to worry about the U.S. congress, we control it.” Men like W

Parallax, A Poem.
----- Parallax ----- She should not rage who walks the Night, with Passions stirred and Soul alight, who walks the day with Heart astir, To Serve her Lord who cannot bear, The harsh light so unending there, For yet her service - gifted Love, the Loyalty of her heart Prove, That Love's Unending Passion sees, The Flight of Two Souls Celestine, The Passions unknown to the herd, Who for description lack all word, And yet mute witness there they are, with no Respect and thus afar, From Those Protecting while They're served, Despite the folk in world absurd, For that she serve Him willing thus, Their Love unites Them, without fuss. ^Uyraell^ 2/03/2007, Feb, 3rd.

Ohhh,i'll Know What To Do
Well, Dear, Dear Venusians, and Fellow Martians, I can guarantee one thing - you WON'T find this in the AMA Journal! If there IS any moral herein to prove, it is that while we are DIFFERENT, once in a great while (usually MONTHLY for some ODD reason?) we people from two distinct Planets do find a COMMON ground - SEXUAL DESIRE! Albeit RARE, can be quite SATISFYING - when BOTH parties are attuned, that is! .. Once upon a time, in a Land far, far Away, Let’s call it the Lower Region, Okay? It was Empty and Barren; there was no Life. Then along came Tester, from Testosterone, seeking a Wife. A Spaceship landed with Ester, from Estrogen, a town in Venus, She had really nice “Hooters” but Alas, no Penis! Tester, a Martian, lacked any Luster inside his Head, Being most Horny, he thought with his “Member” Instead. Ester was Earnest, and Eager, just like a Beaver. While Tester was Sly and Slippery, a Great Deceiver. One had a Void, like The Great Divide, T

I Cry For You
"I Cry For You" A new tear I've found That can not be bound Impossible to hold it back It seeps from every crack It is not a tear for pain Sadness is not to blame Happiness is not the source I am happier than tears, but of course I cry tears of intensity A love so strong with such velocity I've never known A passion so strong my mind is blown Beyond definition, beyond imagination Undescribable with mere dictation I cry for you i cry for our love so true Far too intense to try and contain An intensity that will infinitely remain I cry tears that are infinitely pure A love beyone all time that's for sure. ----------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

My Valentine :(
Since My Valentine Got A Computer Since my Valentine got a computer My love life has taken a hit. Nothing I say is important Unless itâ€™s a byte or a bit. Before she got her new laptop, Everything was just fine; Now she says we canâ€™t talk Unless we both go online. "But honey," I said, "Iâ€™m attached to you; Love is what I feel." "That keyword isnâ€™t relevant," She said, with eyes of steel. She clicked the keyboard furiously; The screen was all she could see, And then to my horror and shame, She started describing me: "Your motherboard needs upgrading; Your OS needs help, too. And you definitely need a big heatsink To cool your CPU." "Donâ€™t flame me, my sweet," I pleaded. "Not on Valentineâ€™s Day." "Fix the bugs, and Iâ€™ll see," she said, While looking at me with dismay. "What ever you want, my darling; Whatever you need; you call it. Iâ€™ll upload or download anything, And then Iâ€™ll go install it." (Her hostile CD keeps replaying,

Coding
Ok, I have a new pet peeve. I don't mind when I see video presentations on CTs site..including my own but PLEASE make sure your presentation has a way to pause or stop. If too many videos/songs are trying to play all the time it drive me nuts..and sometimes the browser will crash (with both that I use). other than that I enjoy watching videos but please check your options before posting them.

I Love You !!!
"I Love You !!!" How do I begin to explain The way my love for you just continues to rain Harder and harder each and every day Try as I might, Try as i may I can not describe what you do to me My inner being just abounds with glee This is true, but just don't fit The way my heart does a cosmic flip I would give my life to make you happy Yes that's true, but sounds so sappy And is just a small portion of what I would do Just to show to you that I love you My soul is overflowing with love you see A love so true it astonishes me Never knew that such love existed So strong and true I could never have resisted Never ending beyond the reach of time Maybe by then I can find a rhyme That might show a timy glimpse of my love That flies higher than the morning dove. I Love You !!! ------------------------ Copyright 2007 TLC

Wear You
I long to wear you like a softly-scented cologne, to smell your essence around me when I'm all alone, to inhale you with each breath from the moment I wake, to taste you on the wind with every step I take. I long to wear you like a satin or velvet glove, to run your hands across my skin, yearning for your love, feel you play my body like a harpist on his strings, lightly touching my flesh with the brush of angel wings. I long to wear you like a sparkling golden band, always look upon you like a jewel on my hand, see the star-light in your eyes as you look up to me and know that you are exactly where you long to be. I long to wear you like honeyed sunlight in my hair, to feel your touch upon me, your kisses in the air, to have you wash over me like a wave from the sea and to feel your wet tongue as it savors all of me. I long to wear you like the joyous curve of my smile, to wear you like the laughter which echoes all the while, to dissolve in the mist of you, the beat of

The Space They Left Behind
" The Space They Left Behind " The space they left behind If we look we will find Many galaxies within our heart Have rather suddenly been torn apart They had traveled galaxies far and wide And in all our hearts had begun to reside As they left the stars. Their homes to find They could see the space they left behind As massive and great as this was to see An awesome place in time to be There is a space much greater than this The space left behind as we begin to miss The space left behind within our heart Has rather suddenly been torn apart Hold onto this with all your might So no matter what we’ll never loose sight Never loose sight of who they were As life’s events begin to occur Look to the space they left behind And the ones we loved we’ll always find. ------------------------------------------------ In Loving Memory The Columbia Tragedy ----------------------------------------------- Copyr

Tribute....dedicated To 9/11
" Tribute " As the eagle soars We hear the roars Of violence so senseless To take the lives of innocents Hatred and evil in it's purest form A never-ending horrific storm Once evil has begun that is so pure To stop this evil there's only one cure Only love this curse can break Unconditional love for our nation's sake Love one another in spite of it all And bind together I make this call United in love we shall not fall Our nation will rise above it all Join with me and take a stand To once and for all protect this land From evil and hatred in it's purest form With purest love to stop the storm We unite together And stand forever. Dedicated To 9/11 Victims -------------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

Just A Ponderable . . .
I was just wondering if Punxsie Phil took the dreaded Global Warming and effects of secondhand smoke into consideration before popping out of his hole today and not seeing his shadow? (Sarcasm is very becoming of me . . .) Think about it. How is it possible for a little groundhog to see or not see his shadow with all of the friggin' flashing cameras around? To me, it is cruel to pull a little groundhog from his hole for our amuzement and weather report. For the record, in my opinion, this is nothing more than yet ANOTHER holiday which just so happens to fall on or near an established Wiccan holiday (Saturnalia/Yule become Chrismas . . . Eostre becomes Easter . . .) Are we that pathetic that we rely upon a cute little animal popping out of the ground for a long term weather forcast? (*sighs*) Anyway, Happy Belated Imbolc to my fellow Wiccans . . .

Look At Me ... Nsfw
" Look At Me You Fucking Bitch !" Look at me you fucking bitch If your wise you'll hit the ditch You fuck with me and you will see I will not take this casually You will pay like never before Your nothing more than a fucking whore Selling out to the highest bidder Well listen up cause I'm no kidder I will show you how this fucking game is played When I'm through you'll wish you'd never stayed You should have left when you had the chance I let you stay for one last dance Now it's time you pay the price I'm through with being nice Now it's time to fuck your world Prepare yourself for the end my little girl Look at me you fucking bitch As I rip you to pieces, stitch by stitch There is no escaping me So do not attempt to flee I will hunt you down you fucking bitch Till there's nothing left of you but a glitch A glitch in time easily forgotten A faint stinch of something rotten I will put your sorry ass in a coffin While blood from your lips yo

The Awakening Part Ll
The Awakening Part ll A gentle touch like that of a dove As she takes my hand with her black leather glove The woman in the red velvet gown Takes me to the stairs and leads me down An intracate staircase, extravagantly detailed Like nothing my eyes have ever beheld Black velvet carpet adorning every stair As I make my way down to the lair Every step is adorned with six crimson rubies Three to the left and three to the right, Ten Karat beauties An oak railing etched with gold An extravagant site to behold Six hundred and sixty six steps down, we reach the lair All the sudden she's no longer there Standing alone I look around Eighteen candles the room surrounds Black vevlet carpet on the floor Ten Karat rubies there are one hundred more A solitary coffin in the center of the lair So extravagant i

The Awakening
" The Awakening " As the day begins to melt away And the oak trees begin to sway A moist night wind begins to blow I can feel the energy begin to flow A heavy fog is rollling in A faint mist falling against my skin Slipping through the shadows without a sound In the distance I hear a barking hound Quite a dismal town this seems to be So unsuspecting of those like me Never admitting that I even exist Complacant with life, the truth they resist Tonight's the night I reveal to all And crush their hypocrytical gall Slipping through the alleyways Past the diner called Auntie Mae's Ever so cautious, Quite as a mouse As I reach the mayor's house I can feel the storm moving in And I feel something twitch in my chin A soft glow coming from inside Reflecting off the car parked outside The kitchen light left aglow On a dimmer switch turned down low All the sudden the lightening flashes Two seconds later the thunder crashes The evening mist turns to

Untitled
" Untitled " Untitled this poem seems to be No words to fit what's inside of me Conflicting emotions running wild And that is putting it rather mild So much turmoil I want to die Tired of ignoring the perpetual lie Really needing to take a stand But then there's the other hand So much joy and happiness At this moment I seem to possess Hold on tight as long as I can Because there is still the other hand Turmoil and happiness running amuck An awful situation in which I am stuck One moment I'm glad And the next I'm sad How do I get out of this rut Ironically I know, but there is a 'but' Am I prepared to do what it takes Am I willing to pay the stakes The cost is high this turmoil to escape I will suffer much more than just a scrape So many things forever lost Never again, that is the cost. ------------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

Very Hostile Farmer
A farmer and his brand new bride were riding home from the chapel in a wagon pulled by a team of horses, when the older horse stumbled. The farmer said, "That's once." A little further along, the poor old horse stumbled again. The farmer said, "That's twice." After a little, while the poor old horse stumbled again. The farmer didn't say anything, but reached under the seat, pulled out a shotgun and shot the horse. His brand new bride yelled, telling him, "That was an awful thing to do." The farmer said, "That's once."

I Ask Myself...and I Reply
" I Ask Myself ... And I Reply " I Ask Myself : What is a Book of Shadows ? And I Reply : Is it a journal ? I Ask Myself : Does it contain the secrets of life ? And I Reply : Can you free your mind ? I Ask Myself : Does it contain all the answers ? And I Reply : Are there any answers ? I Ask Myself : What is the one answer that would surpass all others ? And I Reply : Can you free your mind ? I Ask Myself : Who owns a Book of Shadows ? And I Reply : Who owns anything ? I Ask Myself : Who am I ? And I Reply : What am I ? I Ask Myself : Is everything in riddles ? And I Reply : What is a riddle ? Seven questions Seven answers Yet no answers at all Only more questions For the answer lies within. Thus is posed another question : Does the answer lie within the question, Within the answer, Within you or within me, Or within all ? And I answer : How do you get the a

~aint Dat Some Shit... Hehe~
I, Kolo really really would like 2 suckie suck on Roush's dickie-dick... I'll lickie lick it up & down... Twirl my tongue all around... From da tip of his dick & work my way down 2 his fuckin balls... I'll make him holla out Kolo dont stop until I bust my nuts all up in your fuckin mouth...

Baptizing A Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother, Have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer this time. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again---but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preacher again asks the drunk, "

A Different Hue
" A Different Hue " As I embark to a moonlit night Once again my soul takes flight To worlds unknown To realms unshown You think you 've seen it all As you stare into your crystal ball So much more I could show to you Come with me to a different hue No limitations inside of you As you experience things in a different hue Toss away the rose colored glasses Step away from the masses Embrace infinity Evolve from your sanity Loose the limits of humanity Escape from vanity Come with me to worlds undescribable No more limits to hold you liable No more need for reality Terms like these are such a falability Don't let society crystalize your mind Don't let their limits drive you blind Don't let limitations control your life No longer bothered by such useless strife No longer limited by what seems plausible No longer bound by what's unresolvable Anything is possible the truth resounds No longe

The Dragon Gazer
" The Dragon Gazer " As she sits alone in the midnight haze At the night sky her soul does gaze Longing for a friend, her soul begins to see Something magnificent above the sea All at once she's not alone A friend is there with his tail so long Magickal eyes captivate her soul A beautiful creature to behold Giant wings fill the sky As her friend begins to fly Swooping down, he lands at her feet And very gracefully takes a seat So magnificent, she stands in awe Nothing greater has she saw Standing there in quite a daze At his beauty she does gaze A mighty dragon at her side They stand and watch the ebbing tide Alone no more for eternity A friend to her he'll always be He never ceases to amaze her He refers to her as The Dragon Gazer No truer friend could she find A friend to her till the end of time. ------------------ Copyright 2007 TLC

As The Dragon Wakes
" As the Dragon Wakes " As the Dragon wakes He spreads his wings over majestic lakes The sun is setting low in the sky As the night dawns he begins to fly For his day has just begun With the setting of the sun For he's a creature of the night Drawing power from the moon's majestic light His eyes are glowing His tail long and flowing As the fire starts to roll From deep down in his soul As his mighty scales glisten in the pale moonlight He lights the night sky with a flame so bright For all to see I am the Dragon and he is me Inside my soul the Dragon wakes I spread my wings over majestic lakes The sun is setting low in the sky As the night dawns I begin to fly A new creature I have become Starting inward, out I've come Before I'm through I'd like to add My fellow travelers, don't be sad If inside your soul the Dragon wakes Spread your wings over majestic lakes When the sun is setting low in the sky As the night dawns begin to fly For

I Saw A Dragon
" I Saw A Dragon " The witching hour draws nigh As I gaze at the night sky Admiring the moon While watching dragons in the distance loom As I watch them across the night sky dance I very quickly become entranced I watch them fly to worlds unknown I hear them call, please come along With this invitation, I am so enthralled I begin to stumble and almost fall As we journey together across the sky I'm so excited I begin to cry For all at once all was revealed Not a thing had been left still sealed It all became clear As I lost my fear I saw a realm where all is real I found a realm where I could heal I saw a dragon that let me cry I found a dragon that wouldn't let me die. ----------------------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

2.4.07
Hidden in the Window saying forever is bitter on the tongue black in obvious masks painted and hidden before your eyes disturbed to the core broken from impatience and the mistakes of a journey too long spent looking for your touch and waiting for your love too much of a life lived or wasted outside the sunlight of your heart withering in the cold of poor choices empty lovers, greed and envy and this could be the beginning of truth or the end of the search and rhymes come and go like rain in the fall will you be as temperate ~Angel

Worth Reading
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry

Beauty Drawn
Amid the stars in the purple sky The moon radiates its light upon us Erotic fragrance - perfumes pervade Our space beneath Let me be your night angel Let your dreams begin with me Let me arouse each sensation Into the hot passion of the night Where all is possible and given Black lace encircles soft round breasts Tracing my skin lightly At my hips draping warm almond skin My love - kisses me wildly Like butter melting my skin trembling Feeling the sensations down in my hips With touches soft and tender. Whispers full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender Let passions fuel the fire Let this be a new beginning Nurture my fantasies – As black lace teases Your hands caress my thighs Rocked by the breezes I sway among the clouds - Get entangled with the stars. Beauty is drawn In this the mysterious shine of life. My eyes look to view The magic of this night Is enveloped in my dreams So take me out of black lace Let my soul

Thinking Of Leaving The Tap
I never thought I would have to say this but I think now is the time to bring it up, I am Very Seriously thinking of Leaving Cherry Tap, I cannot Handle certain things that have been happening lately. All the Mixed Signals that I have been getting it seems like I have been thrown from Pillar to Post a Million times. I am Sorry To all my Friends and Family,and to all my Much Loved Internet mums out there but I just do not know how much longer I can Stand this Pain inside, I AM FALLING APART RAPIDLY

Shadows
" Shadows " When I finally learned to take a look At something other than countless books When I finally started to see the shadows within It was then and only then That I begin to learn For only when I begin to turn And look to my shadows deep within On my path could I begin For too many years I studied the shadows of my peers Hoping to find the path where I belong Only to realize my path could not be shown For as long as I was searching others’ shadows I could not see the answer lies in my shadows For it is my shadows that I must see If I’m to see where my path should be So for those of you who wish to learn I say to you it’s now your turn To take a look deep within See your shadows so you may begin Begin to learn where you belong Follow your shadows and you’ll be shown For it is your path you need to see Not the one that is right for me Blessed be three times three. -------------------- Copyright 200

~i Love U Roush~
Roush, There's a special place in my heart dat only u can touch a place where I can go & feel u near... Throughout da day I think I see ur smile, hear ur voice & in my thoughts u lovingly appear... Da way we love each other makes it hard 2 be apart so when I can't hold u in my arms, I hold u in my heart... I love you babe... ♥Kolo♥

Oh Well...
if u havent noticed by now, i hate leaving comments, whether pic or profile... nuthin personal, just dont like to... i do my best to rate everyones profile... and alot of my friends know that i have rated all their pics and stash, especially if theyre trying to level up... i honestly have never asked for help in leveling up... anyways, if u feel like u have shown me sum love and i have not returned it, please let me know... sum1 just made me feel like a worthless piece of shyte again, so i guess thats what im gonna be... its funny how a person can go from way up here (pointing up), to way down low in the matter of minutes! oh well... dats life... to all my real friends and fanz, much love to u all! ~hugz~ sarah