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This Feeling Of Love { Karulvinth For Life }
This feeling of love that I have for you, A feeling so strong, so special, so new. You give me the gift of happiness each day, Never have I known it could be this way. You have given your love regardless of cost, With my heart in your care, I will never be lost. Or never again wonder what love really means, For now I do know it means so many things. Understanding and caring, through good times and bad, Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad. Being there for each other through laughter or tears, At each other's side for the rest of our years. My only wish is to be with you, my love, For each day I pray to the heavens above. That you always remember my feelings for you. A feeling so strong, so special, so new! "If love had a weight, there wouldn't be a scale in the world to measure how much I love you.

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having

Introduction Of Myself
Hello to all my Friends, Fans, and new friends, I thought that I would introduce myself to you all and a little bit about myself before, I get too busy filming/training this Spring/Summer. I am an Actress/Model and will be turning 33 years old Feb 7th, I am married with 2 small dogs, no children. I started out modeling when I was 16 years old, married at 19, divorced and had to put modeling on hold. While modeling, I was also an extra on a TV series "Heaven Help Us" back in the 90's which was filmed in San Antonio, TX. I am now remarried , and back in the game. For more of my work, you can visit my website: www.kimberlydohrer.com and there you can view my talent resume'. I have not updated my website in awhile. Most of my updates will be here on Cherry Tap as well as myspace. I am in CODE:BLACK which will be out on DVD Spring of 2007! I play Keely Wendell, Glamourous, business woman. Filming: VENGEANCE COMES( Pre-Production 2007) Coming out to Theaters in 2008! I

A Touch (the Remix)
BABY, NOT TONIGHT. DON’T TOUCH ME! TONIGHT, IT’S MY TURN TO SEDUCE YOU. IS THAT ALRIGHT? ON SO MANY NIGHTS BEFORE THIS ONE, YOU HAVE TOUCHED ME WITH THE INTENT TO LIGHT THE FIRE OF PASSION THAT BURNS WITHIN MY SOUL. BUT TONIGHT, I WANT TO TAKE CONTROL. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU. IS THAT ALRIGHT? LET ME UNDRESS YOU WITH MY EYES BEFORE I SLIDE YOUR BRIEFS DOWN PAST YOUR THIGHS. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU TONIGHT. IS THAT ALRIGHT? LET ME MASSAGE YOUR TAUT MUSCULAR FRAME AND WITH MY HAND PLAY THOSE LITTLE TEASING GAMES. LET ME REMOVE ALL THE STRESS THAT WOULD KEEP YOU FROM PERFORMING AT YOUR BEST. LET ME TOUCH YOU TONIGHT! IS THAT ALRIGHT?? LET MY HAND EXPLORE YOUR BODY FOR A CHANGE. SO THAT I MAY FIND JOY IN YOUR SEXY VOCAL RANGE; AS I TOUCH YOU. LET ME STRETCH YOU OUT AND SHOW YOU WHAT MY TOUCH IS ALL ABOUT. IS IT ALRIGHT… IF I TOUCH YOU TONIGHT? LET ME NIPPLE ON YOUR EAR AND SLITHER MY TONGUE ACROSS YOUR CHEST. TONIGHT YOU’LL HAVE TO WAIT ‘TILL LATER TO ENJOY THE REST. JUST LET ME KISS YOU. TRUST ME

Notice: Nsfw? Bahaha
my nipples are happily free. that is all. no wait, i lied. i have some words to share. *clears throat* scuba gear raindrops charter cruise ship basket weaving tamarin zygote flashy negligee chimpanzee flat tire mortar Zimbabwe tuckus fraggle rock chainmail el chupacabra visionary reliability toadstool cumquat party hat filthy hobo fire extinguisher (thinking of Robbie here) Tina Turner shared restroom space toilets louisiana hot sauce tantacles keylime pie chinese midgets catmandu lolligaging fraternity paddleboat shiny penny shiny my little pony mane X Sheboygan BB's loveshack mince pie and last... but not least... TUNA CRACKERS. good night!

Another Song
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Bitching....
So, have you ever had one of those days when you really just wanted everyone to leave you the hell alone?? Well today was one of those days for me, I just didn't really want to talk to anyone...for not reason in partiular, I just didn't feel like engaging in some bull shit conversation that wasn't really going to benefit me at the time. I feel like nothing went my way tonight... nothing at all. I feel like I'm in over my head for some reason. I hate this feeling, I thought I got over this when I was 16, apparently I was wrong. For all of you that don't know I used to have really bad panic attacks when I was in high school, my family and my doctor blames my exboyfriend...I blame him too. lol. Anyway they started when I was a sophomore in high school and didn't stop for 2 years. Well, I've gone over 2 years with out having a serious panic attack and I thought they were over...I thought I grew out of it do to speak. Well, last night for no reason at all I went from happy to completly s

Stressed
Stressed mental capacity is overbearing My shoulders need a rest Emotional stress keeps building from social distress Thoughts and emotions buzzing, thrashing in my head A mental traffic jam keeps me restless instead Feeling like I am to explode but end up fighting with instead Not knowing were I was coming from, something snapped in my head A word out of context or something I said The anger within me gets reflected instead in emotional outburst A release that quickens the blood, that hurts the innocent and painted the mind in red.. Scott baker we all have had these days!

Shooowop
written for Ris...because, she likes it. freaked out while the moon man came, and sat upon the post. to whom he thought, the rythem flew, he counted each sand of coast. faraway, the crooning cry, of menacing moose are seen. for time and money, cannot shine, like the liver and the spleen.

Contests
I will no longer vote in contests. I do believe in the comment bomb, But I would rather bomb someone who I know will appriciate and reciprocate what a good bomb will do... SOOOOOOOO I am going to pick a friend and bomb the shit out of a photo. I then hope that this friend will come to my page and return the favor. Then they can go to a friends page and do them the favor... If I want a big pimp gift I will buy one...I just don't see the need to give 6000 points to someone i don't friggin know and won't even take the friggin time to come to my page after I spent hours leveling thier sorry asses up.... Okay I'm done now...

Places To Be Naughty!
Places to be naughty!!! Add a place to have sex 1. the bed 2.The car 3.bathroom 4.pool 5.kitchen floor 6.the sofa 7. Mutha F'in School 8. in da shower 9. on the counter 10. on the beach 11. in a hot tub 12. on a trampoline!!! 13.in a tree house 14. in a lake 15. Outside in the pourin rain 16. in a mr. john (portapotty 17.back row at the movies 18.the park 19.mom's bed 20.front steps 21. someone elses car...while they're drivin 22.in the locker rrom 23.in a pavilion 24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night 25. in a public bathroom 26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that 27. Granny's rockin Chair 28. In my room *wink* 29. a roof top 30. in public 31. in an ikea room!!!!! 32. ON the dryer 33. On a boat 34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible 35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms 36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!! 37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!

Dogs Vs Cats Humor
Cats and Dogs What is a cat? - Cats do what they want. - They rarely listen to you. - They are totally unpredictable. - When you want to play, they want to be alone. - When you want to be alone, they want to play. - They expect you to cater to their every whim. - They are moody. - They leave hair everywhere. - They drive you nuts and cost an arm and a leg. Conclusion: They are tiny women in fur coats. What is a dog? - Dogs lie around all day, sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. - They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but they don't hear you when you are in the same room. - They growl when they are not happy. - When you want to play, they want to play. - When you want to be alone, they want to play. - They are great at begging. - They will love you forever if you rub their tummies. - They leave their toys everywhere. - They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. Conc

New Poem
Sleeping Lady Sleeping Lady what is it that awakens thee? is it this song crying out from my heart or this boulder dropped into the sea? Should I whisper softly to you? Should I tug your rope-like hair? Roar into the rising sun? Ride you wild like a mare? Sleeping lady my muse manifest destiny Come sweet love again and again Come for me... 1-29-07 James C Leveroni

Places To Be Naughty! Add Your Place To The List!
Places to be naughty!!! Add a place to have sex 1. the bed 2.The car 3.bathroom 4.pool 5.kitchen floor 6.the sofa 7. Mutha F'in School 8. in da shower 9. on the counter 10. on the beach 11. in a hot tub 12. on a trampoline!!! 13.in a tree house 14. in a lake 15. Outside in the pourin rain 16. in a mr. john (portapotty 17.back row at the movies 18.the park 19.mom's bed 20.front steps 21. someone elses car...while they're drivin 22.in the locker rrom 23.in a pavilion 24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night 25. in a public bathroom 26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that 27. Granny's rockin Chair 28. In my room *wink* 29. a roof top 30. in public 31. in an ikea room!!!!! 32. ON the dryer 33. On a boat 34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible 35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms 36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!! 37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!

~~the Shithouse Blues For Women~~
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance ." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To

People Who Have Crushes On Me.. I'm Very Curious...
There were 3 people who had crushes on me. However, one of them recently stopped having a crush on me. I'm very disappointed. What did I do? :( I see that I now still have two people who have crushes on me though. That pleases me. :) I also know that there some guys on my friends list that I find very attractive and who I might be compatible with.. I hope atleast one of them is him..

Her First Time..
Tender, firm flesh, 37 years of age at the most. She was led into the dungeon cloaked in black. Her hair flowing free. Gliding through the air, the ruffling black robe draping her body, fitting her every curve. A collar around her neck, the black leash attached, being held by her Dom. He was roughly 35, with hazel eyes. One could not see his face as it was covered in a black leather mask with a leather Celtic cross stitched on the back of it. He stood about six feet tall, leather pants tight in all the right places. No shirt, just a leather vest, his well built frame was displayed. He walked her over to the cross, unleashed her and told her to clean the cross. She did as she was told. He started to unpack his bag, sitting it next to the cross on a table. As he did this, he asked her what is her safety word. She turned his way and said red. After a moment, he asked her if she understood what they were about to do. She said yes. He asked her if she was okay with it. Again she repl

Good People In General
their are people out their that are really good at heart and caring and loving but their are some that down right nasty to people who are apsolutely good to them and the dont appreicate that at all. but their are a few that you can find that you can trust and respect and there isnt a lot of them out their i know i ran into alot of them that are down right mean and nasty they dont deserve any respect what so ever. but there are some that do deserve the respect and honesty and trusting i only found a few of those that i can trust in my life and that is a good guy that i know for a short period of time, and my god son mother and her husband and my step mom and her husband. and a few other friends and yeah they are all in my family list of friends but except for the step mom but she is the one in the picture with me. so thereforth i only trust people that i know and that i can trust. you have to earn my respect and trust before i give the respect and trust to anyone

My Pointer Finger Is Starting To Hurt.
I believe I've just spent the past two hours uploading, rating, and commenting on photos and profiles, and my finger is sore. Not much else of significance to report, besides I've been on here so much lately my finger is starting to hurt. Perhpas Cherry tap should come with a warning label "Warning: Addictive, can result in sore pointer fingers and slaps in the face from mistakenly rating people you meet in the street."

What About My Siren?
Fire Engine A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet and has the wagon tied to a dog and cat. The fire fighter walks over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the girl says. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to the dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner" the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your fire truck, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could go faster." The little girl replied, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Finally Back To Work, For Now.
Well today I finally got back to work. It's only been two weeks! January always sucks in the flooring biz. I've even resorted to putting in "cold" bids on jobs I've seen posted on Craigslist. Next year I gotta plan better. I wouldn't say my bank account is empty but it's not like I'm going to be able to take off to the French Riviera anytime soon either. Wah, wah, wah. Seems like all I ever do on this blog is bitch. Everybody must think I'm a miserable prick. I'm really not though. I guess it's just easier to whine about what's wrong than it is to appreciate everything that's good. I'm gonna have to work on that. I guess I'll end with an oldy but a goody tonight. You can never go wrong with the Marine Corps motto. Semper Fidelis Jon

A Song I Wrote About My Daughter
My daddy’s girl Some things aren’t meant to last Some dreams they go too fast Then I think of you And that just won’t do I love the sweetness of your smile Watching you play all the while I already knew I was loosing you The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be This old man can help but feel Time is cruel but wounds heal And in time pain goes That’s what this heart knows A daddy’s girl you’ll always be At least it’s what I’ll always see When I look at you My baby girl forever new The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be Daddy loves you oh so much And he loves to feel the touch Of your little hand Nothings better to this man I won’t worry about what comes It would be oh so dumb And waste the time And that truly is a crime The child you are is slipping away But we won’t worry about that tod

If Blood Is Thicked Than Water Than Why Do You Piss On What Came From Your Loin...
I decided I am trading in my aunt! She is a controlling CUNT!! I hope she gets what she deserves! she is a greedy bitch.. she is taking SOOOOOO much of my grandpas stuff his shirts he promised me and my little sister. pictures he promised my mom. his bible i wanted money that was donated towars his funeral. and controlling everything in my grand mama's life. she wont let my grandma put a certain quilt on the back of her sofa. well im taking the shirts thursday and im stealing my papas bible. she would steal my papas car, steal my grandmas car and money, told them they werent good enough for her and shes better than them. she ran away from home. my broke ass mom sent her 200 bucks and never came home. so who knows wtf she did down there! well im gonna quit for now.. ill add more later... xo's morbid

Friends
If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of Sadsess? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. Tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain. you will

Trust Me
Close your eyes,let my voice guide you... Trust me. Listen and feel the words i am sayin to you... Trust me A little further please baby , here take my hand... Trust me Our friends and family our here... Trust me Open your heart, let me love you... Trust me Baby i cannot do this alone, i need your help now... Trust me I DO promise you that my love is as real as your trust in me and mine in you. Trust that i love you . Trust that we are a fairy tale blessed by living...EDML

Nicest Eyes Contest~now Open~
Nicest eyes contest RULES: Comment bombing allowed Commenting yourself allowed NO DRAMA 1st Place Winner with 25,000 comments gets Porsche 2nd Place Winner with the most ratings gets a ring

Need A Perfect Man To Love
What I am looking forsomeone who has a job, but doesn't live there, loves his family but can make his own decisions, has had enough life experiences to know what he wants from a relationship, has a hobby or something he enjoys (strip-clubs not an option), and does not live with his parents. A positive attitude is important as well as honesty and integrity.

You Speak To Me
You speak to me as if you've forgotten reality alludes you. Dreams sold on a promise plantation. Good intentions the overseer, while Lies the Master. My heart which you sought to enslave remains as free as your dishonesty... E.D.M.L.

Todays Happenings
Class was so boring today. There is so much I have to remember about this new phone switch I have to learn. I hope I remember it all. It is like filling a water ballon to right at the breaking point and hoping it dosen't explode on you before you can throw it.

I Knew
I knew that to get comfortable in your heart I ran the risk of not your regular heartbreak. I saw you not just as my now, but my forever and always. I saw you as the beginning of happiness and the ending of pain linked to bullshit. I dreamed of a female that could make me not break me, move me not abuse me, respect me not absorb and dispose of me. My ability of giving is only out shined by my ability to give at the wrong time. Since jokes are told in between stories of fairy tales that were attainable. They just seem to blend into an on point depiction of realities cruelty. Echoes responded to only by the silence of the voice that made them. Visions hidden to the eye that dreamed them. Is it possible to live a life of unconditional love? Is it possible to bet your last smile on the long shot of real love returned? Is could of, would of, should of, maybe, I hope, I think, well if everything works out to where your not at risk then maybe we could have a mutual smile that lasts for more t

Social Security.
A retired gentleman went to the social security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked him for his driver's license to verify his age. He looked in his pockets and realized he had left his wallet at home. He told the woman that he was very sorry but he seemed to have left his wallet at home. "I will have to go home and come back later." The woman says, "Unbutton your shirt." So he opens his shirt revealing curly silver hair. She says, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me" and she processed his Social Security application. When he gets home, the man excitedly tells his wife about his experience at the social security office. She says, "You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability too."

Graduated!
So i graduated today from first institute medical specialist school ,with a 3.6 and got two awards.Dylan bought me roses and got me a really sweet card.My mom got me a ring and a cute charm bracelet.and she made me a money tree which is kindda lame but it had 20 bucks on it so whatever. I found out i have hypothyroidism so i got put on this medicaine and it makes me eat alot cus it speeds up my metabolism...it's kindda nice...i can eat alot and not get fat(fatter).Yup thats all now im gunna go watch WWE so i can masterbate to John Cena...kkkok....LATE

To Micheal
Driving today, passed your place I got caught in a daze still questions are running through my mind cant figure out why u had to die Still remember the last time we talked still remember the times we shared still remember how much you cared Not a day goes by I dont think of you still cant figure out what Im supposed to do dont have the words to say just hope to see you again some day Until that day comes whenever it may be all these memories in my heart i will keep

Fighting
Another day goes bye same old emotions collide trying so hard not to fall still hear your call So ill keep on walking and still im falling stuck in the game of life but still im fighting The darkness surrounds me but promises you keep in the midst of defeat So ill keep on walking and still im falling stuck in the game of life but still im fighting

Prayer
Sitting here in the dark sending up a little prayer cant live another day like this So im calling out to you I know your gonna hear my prayer I know u still care The darkness sorrounds me but in my heart I will keep All the promise u gave to me So im calling out to you I know your gonna hear my prayer I know u still care

Love
hello why is love so hard we can olny see it if we want to but other than that love is with you always but me love is blind and i feel love can only make u strong or weak but in my life i has alot of loves in my life but now you dont need a man to make you happy be your self and this is for the men too but other than that i love to find mr.right

Breakup
Im the one to blame at least thats what you say not for another day cause im walking away Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had I still care about you but i gotta do what i gotta do Im not gonna be a fool cause that wouldnt be cool Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had

Marriage - Parts I, 2, 3, 4
Marriage - Part I Typical macho man marries typical good-looking woman and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules! Any comments?" His new bride says, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night whether you're here or not." (SHE'S GOOD!) ************************* Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife have a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: "He

Gotta Love J.t.
feat. T.I.) Ain't another woman that can take your spot my- If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?) If I told you you were beautiful Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?) Well, baby I've been around the world But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you) This ring here represents my heart But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do") [Chorus] Yeah, because I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand I can see us on the countryside Sitting on the grass, laying side by side You could be my baby, let me make you my lady Girl, you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothing crazy See, all I want you to do is be my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my

1st Grade Students-- Precious 6yr Olds
A first grade teacher had twenty-five students in her class. She presented each child in her class the first half of a well known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading these keep in mind that these are first graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is classic! 1. Don't change horses.............................until they stop running. 2. Strike while the......................................bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before......................Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of........termites 5. You can lead a horse to water but........how? 6. Don't bite the hand that.........................looks dirty. 7. No news is.............................................impossible. 8. A miss is as good as a...........................Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new............math. 10. If you lie

The Boat Trip
The boat trip Two months had past since our last fishing trip as a threesome with Gary. Since that time things had gone along back to normal. Once back on land everybody resumed their normal roles, Kathy being the great little housewife, Gary the best friend and me just enjoying their company. Gary and I continued to fish nearly every weekend and though he and Kathy may have joked and seemed more relaxed around each other, there was no indication that they were fooling around when I wasn't around or that they were going to "run off together", it had been a one time incident and ashore they were back to their platonic "he's your friend, she's your wife" state. We had a long weekend coming up with a Monday holiday so Gary and I planned another trip back to the middle grounds with the full intent of actually doing some real fishing this time. Yeah right! Kathy decided that she wanted to go again. I ask her if she intended a repeat of the last trip. She said she didn't have it planned, she

~*~yadda Yadda Yadda~*~
i havent written in a while so here goes what to say and what to do lol hmm ponder ponder its my birthday next tuesday i be turning 24 yay for me and yes im turning 24 dispite the fact that cherrytap say im already 24 a beach holiday is callin - i thinkin 4 days away no kids just me and my best friend OMG - so excited 24 starts tonight - im so in love with Jack Bauer so friggin sexy wow im nearing 10 000 profile ratings A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL well more so the ones who rated it i guess LOL hope everyone had a great weekend & all the aussie's had a great australia day - ate lamb & drunk beer as sam says [look at stash if u dont understand lolol they really are a laugh!!!!] and thats also why i put some aussie music into this blog - miss u michael but jd u do good!!! well that is me im done for the day :) peace love and happiness to you all - nice to know the drama in this place never stops just grows take

Weekend Fun!
Hello everyone i just thought i would share alittle about the great time i had last weekend! i don't get a chance to get out much but this past weekend was the best yet. I went down to Beloit, Wisconsin cause i currently live in Janesville, Wis. and met up with some really good friends that i haven't seen in forever! Anyways we went to the gay bar and if you hadent already gathered yet i am Bisexual so anyways we went and seen a drag show! my very first it was sooo awsome! I was so wasted by the end of the show and totally made out with my ex-girlfriend but it was hott! and then we left there and went to this bar called the 88 and i met up with a few other of my friends and you would think being wasted already i would stop drinking well, no i dident't and had some fun there we had to break up a fight and then totally went over to some chicks house that i dident even know with my friends and then i proceeded to get sick all over the street! i dont drink much either but i think if you dr

Take Me Far From This Less Than Perfect Design
I long so deeply for just a simple fucking friendship. Someone to hang out with, call, confess all my sins to. I have "friends" but no one I truly trust or who's there when I need them most. Every day is so fucking lonely. It's getting to me badly. I don't want to be the friend you call when no one else can hang out. I'm tired of being the last resort. I'd like to feel what "best" feels like for once....

Blog - Supermarket Destruction
WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!! Pallets emptied, mice flushed out, and a broken door!! The highlight of the night was the axing of the old floor washer door that never closed!! Simply Enjoyable!!

Our Friendship....
Our friendship is as close as closest sisters, Two flutes with a single melody, Interchanging runs through changing vistas, Notes like birds alighting on a tree. To some, friends are like books upon a shelf; Yet you to me are like another self. This music will not stop for other misters, Nor will it pause for princes, real or elf. However life may wend, we will be we. Written by: Born N Raised

New Layout Looks
What do you think of my layout now? I was bored so I decided to chill on cherrytap and change my page. I like pink so I think this is the page for me :) lol Let me know what you think! I'll update more later aii??

The Good Times
The Good Times I knelt naked behind her, trying to decide just where to put my stiffening penis. As I pondered, I untied her ankles from each other, and tied each one to a bedpost. That opened her up very nicely. I smeared some oil in between her buttocks, but then decided that her pussy was just too perfect to waste. I slid forward over her back, and slipped into her. The wet warmth of her engulfed me, and I pumped in and out, long strokes, my cock swelling. The flesh of her ass moved enticingly as I penetrated her. I smiled, and slid my thumb between her buttocks, pressed it into the warm oiled bud of her anus. As I groaned and pumped faster, I felt her sphincter spasming around my probing thumb, sweet bands of muscle tensing and relaxing as I fucked her. Too soon, I came, my cock exploding deliciously, my thumb far into her hot ass. With a groan, I collapsed onto her back, sticky and happy. After awhile, I untied her, took off the gag, rolled her over. She was go

Where Is My Fuckin Bat!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry...fucking computer...either I am going to kill it or it is going to kill me! FUCK!

What Would Ur Magic Power Be
You scored as Mind Reader. You now know all... since mind reading is the ability that you would most likely have. Maybe you'll use it to catch up on all the gossip without even speaking to anyone, or maybe you'll use it to spread gossip (since you know secret thoughts...) Use this power well, and if you become a politician, well, have fun!Mind Reader88%Telekinesis63%Fire Starter44%Flying31%What magical power would you most likely have?created with QuizFarm.com

Aircraft Humor
Aircraft Humor Reassurance for all those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, Quantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, then the pilots review the gripe sheets right before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some of the actual maintenance complaints submitted by the Qantas' pilots (as marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (as marked with an S) by the maintenance engineers. By the way, it is relevant to note that Qantas is the only major airline in the world that has never, ever, had an accident! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in the cockpit. S

An Aussie Love Story
>This is an oldie but a goodie.... Larf & larf EVERYtime! >> >>An Aussie Love Story - >> >>An elderly man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of >>impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favourite >>Anzac >>bickies wafting up the stairs. >> >>He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the >>bed. >>Leaning on the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and >>with >>even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands,he >>crawled >>downstairs. With laboured breath, he leaned against the door-frame, >>gazing into the kitchen. >> >>Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself >>already in >>heaven, for there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table >>were >>literally hundreds of his favourite Anzac bickies. >> >>Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his devoted >>Aussie

When Did You Become The One Without Regret?
How quickly lust can pretend it's love Designing words to help us believe It's so much more than just tonight So we have got to get this right How quickly words can become our hands (you wanted more, you wanted more)

Which Magic Are You Mostly To Have The Ability To Do?
You scored as Fire Starter. The magical ability to start fires from nothing is what you are most likely to be blessed with. That annoying lecture that drones on and on? Start a little fire in the next room and get out lickety split! I don't doubt that you'll use your power for nothing but good and maybe a little harmless fun.... Just steer clear of dry forests - you can start 'em but you don't have the power to make it rain!Fire Starter63%Mind Reader63%Telekinesis50%Flying31%What magical power would you most likely have?created with QuizFarm.com

Writings On The Wall
Writing on the walls WRITING ON THE WALLS Friends don't let friends take home ugly men. -------Women's restroom, Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE Remember, it's not, "How high are you?" it's "Hi, how are you?" -------Rest stop off Route 81, West Virginia No matter how good she looks, some other guy is sick and tired of putting up with her shit. -----Men's Room, Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill, N. Carolina A Woman's Rule of Thumb: If it has tires or testicles, you're going to have trouble with it. -------Women's restroom, Dick's Last Resort, Dallas, Texas Express Lane: Five beers or less. ------Sign over one of the urinals, Ed Debevic's You're too good for him. ----Sign over mirror Women's room, Ed Debevics No wonder you always go home alone. -----Sign over mirror in Men's room, Ed Debevic's The best way to a man's heart is to saw his breast plate open. -------Women's restroom, Murphy's, Champaign, IL If you voted for Bush in the last election, you ca

My Granddaughter.
Just recently I uploaded a photo of me holding my granddaughter on the day she was born. I was in the delivery room when she was delivered and then went with her to the recovery room where they did her physical. 9 pounds 12 ounces, 21 and a quarter inches, sporting a 15 inch around head and 16 inch around body. Thank God she was breech and was taken by C section. My poor daughter would of had a really bad time passing that load naturally. I remember Kyla was not ready to face the world as she had her legs spread as the female doctor was trying to pull her out by the hips. It took two male doctors to help her deliver Kyla. My first thought as I witnessed this was " Another redneck in the family". While my daughter was coming off of the drugs (really great stuff that morphine),I was taking care of this little angel. (A nurse took the picture). Today though I can have a really bad day at work and I see her smile when I get home and the day got a whole lot better. I thank God for her

Id Ten T Joke..
ID ten T error I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Rick the computer guy, to come over. Rick clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem. He gave me a bill for a minimum service call. As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?" He replied, "It was an ID ten T error." I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired: "An ID ten T error? What's that ... in case I need to fix it again?" The computer guy grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error before?" "No," I replied. "Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out." So I wrote out ....... I D 1 0 T .

Humm, How Do You Do???
Well how do you keep your head above the water and not feel like a failure. It has been sadly 3 months of Unemployment paychecks and being Unemployed, it doesn't feel good and it doesn't make me feel like a better woman/mother to my son! It is hard to rely on the Job market here in my side of town in Ak, to have fruitful lookin jobs, there just isn't a huge job market that can support our utilities, gas bills, daycare, and other living expenses that are required to live. I am keeping my head up high, but as I go out tonight to play pool for our monday night league I won't be celebrating the fact of being unemployed for 3 months just merely struggling the tears of failure away on my 3 month anniversay of being unemployed!! Uggh and Rgggg!!

December Beauty
JANUARY: GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy affectionate & secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk a lot! Loves to get their way! Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others *wink, wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of ANY these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. FEBRUARY: SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and hu

Florist Shop Joke
Florist Shop These friars were behind on their belfry payments, so they opened up a small florist shop to raise funds. Since everyone liked to buy flowers from the men of God, a rival florist across town thought the competition was unfair. He asked the good fathers to close down, but they would not. He went back and begged the friars to close. They ignored him. So, the rival florist hired Hugh MacTaggart, the roughest and most vicious thug in town to "persuade" them to close. Hugh beat up the friars and trashed their store, saying he'd be back if they didn't close up shop. Terrified, they did so, thereby proving that Hugh, and only Hugh, can prevent florist friars.

Penis Research
Penis Research There was a question in the scientific community regarding the need for the head of a man's penis. Three different countries assigned groups of scientists to determine just why a man's penis had a head. The French research group spent 1.4 million dollars to discover that the head of the penis was to provide pleasure for a woman during the act of sexual intercourse. The American research group spent 2.8 million dollars to discover that the head of the man's penis was to provide pleasure for a man during the act of sexual intercourse. The Italian research group spent $1.47 to discover that the head of the man's penis was to keep your hand from flying off and hitting you in the forehead during masturbation.

Hmmm I Wonder?
I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol

Trouble With Monkeys Joke
Monkey trouble A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them. Then he grabs some sliced limes and eats them. He then jumps onto the pool table and grabs one of the billiard balls. To everyone's amazement, he sticks it in his mouth, and somehow swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table... whole!" "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy, "he eats everything in sight. Sorry! I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." The guy finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate and leaves. Two weeks later the guy is in the bar again, and has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on t

Nasty Sex Poem!
nasty sex poem Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 16 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

The Age Of Insults
Welcome to The Age of Insults -- a time when civility, respect and tolerance mean nothing. Hurting people's feelings means even less. Today, making enemies is more popular than making friends, and political and cultural debates end up being personal. Heaven help you if you have the ability to actually put yourself in another person's shoes and see the world from his or her point of view! These days, that's considered a weakness, not a strength. Worse yet, insulting people has become a profitable endeavor. The more you insult, the richer you get. A man who could become the next president of the United States, U.S. Senator Barack Obama, just happens to have big ears -- a fact that a prominent journalist couldn't resist commenting on. Sen. Obama saw her at an event, approached her, and responded that he didn't take her remarks kindly. She told him that she was just helping him "toughen up" for the grueling campaign ahead. The next day, we hear radio commentator

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 116 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

# 13
i carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it. anywhere i go, you go, my dear. and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling. i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet. i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true. it's you or whatever a moon has always meant, and whatever a sun will always sing is you. here is the deepest secret nobody knows here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the trree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart i carry your heart, i carry it in my heart.

# 12
THROUGH LOVE all that is bitter will sweet Through Love all that is copper will be gold. Through Love all dregs will turn to purest wine Through Love all pain will turn to medicine. Through Love the dead will all become alive. Through Love the king will turn into a slave!

# 10
Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain. ~Leo Buscaglia~

# 9
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. ~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

Letting Go...............
We are the masters of our faith and the captains of our soul. That's what makes us unique. We are given the freedom to choose but we must also consider that life is a matter of choice and destiny. We get hurt but time heals all wound. When its completely healed make a choice and decide for what is good and what makes us happy. As the saying goes... It is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all..... Love makes the world go round and its the main reason for our existence....

Animal Lust
With dunes silhouetting our presence Playfully hiding, our decadent motives The wine mellowing our inhibitions With heat radiating from around and within Our toes curled tightly into the sand We lie face-to-face; pore-to-pore Skin smoothed silky with cream Cravings warmed by a midday sun The sun and drink inducing boldness I pull you yet even closer to me The contact full, with flagrant disregard As your breasts nestle softly at my chest My hands trace the contours of your back Seeking the arches of your desire You reciprocate, a quiver of erogenous skin As our mouths meet hard with passion I edge tenderly away, releasing you To drink the beauty before me, To seek liberation of your scant clothing To release to my eyes; every curve before me I trace my tongue under your short breath With tautness undulating with me as I move Leave faint trace lines over your body Lower, the teasing soft tempo of a pendulum Your hands, with sense of desperation, Forc

Work
well ive been at my new job for three weeks now and its not too bad. i like the people i work with and have made some friends. there is one guy there who likes me but sounds like trouble so im trying to stay away from him as much as i can. hes 26 and has been married 3 times, just got outta jail...yeah so i dont need that shit. plus i already got my boy and he knows it. i have made that clear to him a few times. but work is going pretty good for me. my wrist doesnt like it but i do..lol

My Name Means:
Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name mean?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... L: Everyone loves you A: You like to drink U: You really like to chill R: you like to drink A: You like to drink Hmmm, I see a pattern emerging in my name. Let's see what I get when I add my middle name. L: Everyone loves you E: You are easy to fall in love with E: You are easy to fall in love with Ok, Everyone loves me, I'm easy to fall in love with and I like to drink. Anybody say different? A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You are great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are p

My Name Means
Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name mean?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... L: Everyone loves you A: You like to drink U: You really like to chill R: you like to drink A: You like to drink Hmmm, I see a pattern emerging in my name. Let's see what I get when I add my middle name. L: Everyone loves you E: You are easy to fall in love with E: You are easy to fall in love with Ok, Everyone loves me, I'm easy to fall in love with and I like to drink. Anybody say different? A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You are great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are p

2 More Days Left In Voting
Hey everyone! Thank you so much for the support this month in the contest I'm in. It has been touch and go. I was in first, then second, then first again, then second, now I"m in third. But I'm not losing by much. So if you feel like it...please stop by freakdaddy's and vote for me for the next 2 days. As you know you can vote once a day. Thanks so much! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl My pic is the 4th row down all the way over to the right. Aimeelynn and Brianna Ray > and some lucky guy LOL

Ass Itch
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid What's my problem today? Maybe I'm depressed, Maybe I'm not listening to what comes out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . I hate writing shit, it is so stupid Why do I feel this way? It is in my eye I'm in way too far Can't it won't go away Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! I hate writing shit Ain't looking foward to it What's fucked up, today? Writing all this time Feeling all that's mine Come right out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! Tell me now, I want to know Is it me inside you see? Ahh, it isn't fair I got a little son inside me. . .free. . . Set me free It just sets me free It just sets me free Before long my song is dying! That;s why I died, this lie, I try!!!

#1
well my boyfriend is down at fort jackson now. i havent heard from him but his parents have and are keepin me updated until i start gettin letters. he is doing pretty good so far but im guessing today was his first day of real work down there cuz of the timing and all. but so far so good for him. i will continue to keep everyone updated as much as i can. god i miss him!

Lets Get Physical
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorHieghtGlassesShoe SizeCasual or FormalLong or Short HairManicured or NaturalEye ColorLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffBed or TableRomantic or WildRisky or SafeHugs or KissesEars or NeckWalk fast or SlowDance or Tap FootWalk or RideStay in or Go OutSpontanious or PlannedOrganized or FrazzledEarly or LateTaken or SingleHigh Places or Well GroundedSwimming or SkiingHiking or Beach StrollVertical or HorizontalBath or ShowerRoll-on or SprayHot or ColdTongue or LipsType or WriteRead or SingTalk or ListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderLoud or QuiteSchool or WorkSmoke or DrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelTheater or RentalsCandle lit Dinner or PizzaPassion or CrazinessPessimist or OptimistTruth or DarePhone Call or Online Chat

Welcome To The Numb
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know,

Free Music Fest!!!!
Free music fest on feb. 10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest Ga trade center. Featuring bands like wicked unrest, staring at Annie, swank Sinatra, half past June, crass mammoth, no one in sight, and irony 9. There will also be raffles all day long. Tickets for each raffle are $1 each. Don't miss it.

Life Is Never Over!!!
For the past 2 weeks, I have been SUPER busy. My sister and I are building a website- as well as starting a business around it. So, if anyone has any advice, i'll be glad to take it!!! I'm willing to learn all I can. But anyways, here's a little bit more about me: I am sarcastic, but know my limits. I believe in having a good time and not to let life get me too down. I am single- well, have deemed myself to be single since my so called 'boyfriend' hasn't communicated with me in 3 weeks. I'm not goin to let that stop me from having my fun! I like all kinds of music. I have really started listening to reggaeton and all that stuff lately- and please don't ask me why. Only my sister knows lol Got a question? Shoot me a message!!

Til Death Do Us Part
Oh, when you look into my eyes, tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me. Oo, I've walked my walk, talked my talk and I've lived and died in my songs. Temptation cuts so deep, it's fire still burns so strong. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do us part, yeah. Till death, till death do us part, yeah, yeah, No, no, no, no. Yeah, sometimes my words may cut too deep and I step on a toe or two. But I'm half dead and barely half alive, but I live by the truth. Hey, but I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part, do us part. Hey, if you want to criticize, then you can't believe anything you read. What you see is all of me. Yeah, I've talked the talk, walked the walk. Who thought I'd live this long? Oh, this life's been hard like a switchblade, blind faith suicide. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do

Just A Poem
It's real late 'bout a quarter to 1, and I keep thinking 'bout everything we've become. And I hate it, I thought together, we could make it. I just can't take this, but I don't think I could forget 'bout it. I see your pictures, and read all the letters I've sent. You have me thinking, maybe we're more than just friends. Am I foolish? Am I just being stupid? For thinking there could ever be just you and I. This is how I think, after all the time that we've spent, And I see it in my mind, playing over and over again. And I know it's sad but for now, It's got me breaking down, and I just can't figure out why. I have visions in my mind, of the day we first met. You helped me through things, and I'll never forget. How you could take me to a place, where I knew I felt safe. You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I was floating. Some days you act like you think I'm playing, when you now its the truth. Like when I say no one else can do it, quite

Ladies - Strawberries, Peaches, Whip Cream And Chocolate Syrup!!!
Hey Ladies, how are you doing? Just wondering how many of you would enjoy experiencing this!!! Having your body light up by candle light, than having a mix of strawberries, peaches, whip cream and chocolate syrup run up and down your body from your breasts to your legs, than slowly having it licked and sucked off of you while slowly going down and than coming back up. Than being kissed once come back up so you can taste the sweetness from the fruit on your lips!!! Mixing it up, first with the strawberries, than with the whip cream, the peaches and last with the chocolate syrup, which would take a bit longer to be licked off you. Just a little something I'm wondering about how many ladies out there would enjoy experiencing this.

With All My Tears I Cry
today i told a friend that i was ending my marrage and it up set this friend badly,,cuz he just went threw a devorice him self.i wanted to tell him as badly as it hurts i was done liveing my life in fear and anger.i need to be happy but i under stand why this friend is mad...sean if you read this i am sorry we can't stay friend...but i need to be happy not just foe me but my kids too...i have cryed many tears over this and it hurts like hell but in the long run it will be good for every one..(with all my tears i cry, it always hurts to say good bye)

Punched In The Teeth By Love
Flash a smile like an alligator Move her hips like a generator All over town like an oil spill If there's meat on the bone she'll wag her tail I'm checkin out to the heavens above Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Construction work it's silicone Lights are on but no one's home (wow) She's painted blue like a cartoon Every man in town went on the honeymoon I'm checkin out to the heavens above Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love She really broke my heart! Oh yeah She's a Hollywood vampirella A storybook Cinderella A bitchin' smile and a turned down eyes Every dog in town lifts his leg on her thigh Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth Punched in the teeth, teeth by love (teeth by love) Punched in the teeth, teeth by

Shout At The Devil
He's the wolf screaming lonely in the night He's the blood stain on the stage He's the tear in your eye Been tempted by his lie He's the knife in your back He's rage He's the razor to the knife Oh, lonely is our lives My heads spinnin' round and round But in the seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and [Chorus:] Shout-shout-shout Shout at the devil He'll be the love in your eyes He'll be the blood between your thighs And then have you Cry for more He'll put strength to the test He'll put the thrill back in bed Sure you've heard it all before He'll be the risk in the kiss Might be anger on your lips Might run scared for the door But in seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and...

Come Join Me For A Min Ya Might Have Fun !!!
CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS! click on the pic to check it out!

Things Seem To Be Going Well Lately
So my ex and I have been talking alot about things and parts of me obviously are still skeptical about if he's being honest with me or not but i guess if i truely do love him i should give him the benefit of the doubt and just see how things go. We aren't back together but we are hanging out to see what happens but he said tonight as it stands he sees us being back together. I always have said and so have alot of other people that him and I were meant to be togehter....i mean come on 8 yrs of happiness and turmoil and always ending up back together has gotta mean somethign LOL In all honesty i do love him and i always have...yeah neither of us was perfect and we fucked up alot in our relationship but maybe those things have helped us to grow n become stronger who knows....Parts of me feel happier but other parts i'm still not sure how i feel and for those of you who have read my past blogs and/or know what i'm takling about will understand cuz you know what's happened in the last sever

These Tears Are For The Army
These tears i shed i never expected them to fall still. so close i can almost touch it. yet it's so far from my grasp. taken away by a flick of a pen. he didn't know what he was doing. took the army away from me. poured my heart and soul. all i wanted was to be a soldier. to defend the freedom. to be a guardian of the united states of america. i was willing to give my life. so those stateside could live safely. 9 hard,mentally and physically exausting weeks I devoted of my life to become a soldier. I gave everything i had. before i could jump head first into the next step of my life. the army was taken away from me. i vow to return if it's the last thing i do. but instead of being a follower... i will be a leader. I would trade my life for my soldiers. I want to lead the best. I know im a good leader. the day i left for home i watched 249 soldier cry. "Katz was leaving." I was the only one willing to stay up with the one who missed home, crying-w

I Dont Care
Well you're all spaced out like a UFO You're a semi hemi baby but your motor's blown Strung out electric sippin' antiseptic Drop you like a hand grenade Murder city devil never on the level Kill you with my serenade I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too Kickin out the jams like the "MC5" You're a nuclear bomb in a cold nosedive Strung out electric sippin' antiseptic Drop you like a hand grenade Murder city devil never on the level Kill you with my serenade I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too

S.t.f.u.
I can see you smile on my TV A spewing bile necessary Dementia of your deception "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! A pathetic talking head You product of your walking head Your war machined evangelistic mission "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! Shut the fuck up! Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do Doesn't really matter what I say Doesn't matter what I do I'm so sick of I'm so sick of I'm so sick of you! Shut the fuck up!

My Baby Girl
TO DAY I HAD TO PUT MY BEST FRIEND TO SLEEP THAT WAS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO EVER I MISS HER SO MUCH I KNOW SOME OF YOU MIGHT THINK IM NUTS FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DOG LIKE THIS BUT OH WELL THIS IS A POME I FOUND ABOUT THE LOSS OF A DOG IF YOU'EV EVER KNOWN THE JOYFUL SOUND OF BARKS THAT FILL THE AIR- A SLOPPY KISS, AFRIENDLY PAW, A QUIET ADORING STARE IF TOU'VE EVER HAD A SPECIAL FRIEND TO SHARE A TEAR OR TWO OR MAYBE JUST A WAGGING TAIL TO LIFT YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE- IF YOU'VE EVER FELT THE WRENCHING PAIN THAT ONLY DEATH CAN SEND' THEN YOU HAVE LOST NOT JUST A DOG- YOU'EV TRULY LOST A FRIEND. BUT GOD IS GOOD AND TREASURES LOVE AND THERE AT HEAVENS GATE A SLOPPY KISS A JOYFUL BARK YOUR PRECIOUS FRIEND AWAITS. I MISS YOU CHEWY LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH IM SOO HAPPY I GOT TO BE YOUR MOMMY FOR ALL MOST 9 YEARS

Only Get So Far
I remember our first goodbye And the kiss in the doorway as you cried To let you go it breaks my heart You walked away Cause you'll only get so far You'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far I remember out next goodbye And you cried and promised me your life Loss of faith in those starry eyes You walked away Cause you'll only get so far You'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far I'm tryin' to remember Why I ever left at all Need you to remind me Cause you know where I belong When these miles are too long I can't wait to come home I need you in my arms Cause you'll only get so far When these miles are too long I can't wait to come home I need you in my arms Cause you'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far wit

5 Ways To Tell If Youre A Partier
5.if you consider a 40 oz of bud breakfast. 4.if you woke up this mornin with 2 topless blondes and this isn't the first time that's happened this week. 3.if you're starting to be one with the "hangover". 2.if you are really starting to believe you can fly. And the #1 way to tell if you're a partier is you're reading this. Cuz there was not ever really a doubt in your mind that you were was there!

If Only You Were....
If you were here... I would gaze deeply into your eyes, begging without an utterance of words. You would instinctively know what I wanted, what I needed and what I ached for. If you were here... I would teasingly brush the corner of your mouth with mine. You would gently part your lips as you whispered promises of the ecstasy to come. If you were here... I would rest my head on your shoulder as I drowned myself with your scent. You would nuzzle me in closer, knowing that my breathing was getting more and more shallow. If you were here... I would listen intently to see if your heart was beating as rapidly as mine. You would softly tickle the back of my neck with your tongue to remind me that slow, deliberate strokes were imminent. If you were here... I would surrender freely and effortlessly to your physical prowess, and you, to my desire for passion. If you were here... Together, we would see the harshness of the day fall away as we shed the clothes fro

Natural Born Killer
There you are, the superstar Caged and bound - don't they look smashing With all your camera punk ass flashing There you are it's so bizarre Broken down the captains shattered Sunken ship but it don't matter I've packed the bags under my eyes and now I'm fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer So there it is - it's who we are Black and blue prints for disaster Guaranteed to kill you faster Emperors it's time for war Lost angels of your de-construction Bone out cause the cocks in motion I got strychnine on my tongue and I'm feeling F. I .N. E. Fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer I'll prey on you wh

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Whats All This About Really
I Honestly haven't any idea what This is about, I have my myspace Page & that is easy, this seems so difficult, I want to put My bands Music in here But I cant figure out how, Also it seems the cooler things in here cost money, & I never give My CC info online so My page will never be as nice as most of you peoples pages & that sucks. ell this is my forst blog & All I can say is C is for cookie & thats Good enough For Me

I Give Myself To You
I know that things seem to be a little rough right now, I guess the one question we ask is how? The answer my dear is to let love take lead, And give each other what we need. I give myself to you, why Because I love you. The love you give to me is faithful and real, Together you and I have formed a seal. One you can’t pry into and break, Your heart and soul I want to take. I give myself to you, why Because I love you. As days turn into weeks and years, I know you will erase my fears. I can’t fight this any longer, My love for you keeps getting stronger. I give myself to you, why Because I love you. As time goes on I want you to know, My love for you will only grow. Tell me that you feel it too, And I’ll be here to see us through. by Kelly Kastuk

If I Die Tomorrow
I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I miss the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be ok When I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can

To The One I Love
I love yewh soo much baby,Your amazing in every way,So dont let Ash's stupid shit go to your head. Shes worthless && a fuck up && im glad in a way that she did, Cus now I have you & your amazing. Anyone who has dumped you must be out of their mind. Your soo wonderful && perfect. I would love to kiss you && Hold you. =^-^=

My Silky Tongue
You felt me. As you laid down in bed, And felt my gentle hands Playing lightly across your flesh. You felt me. As you touched yourself, Remembering my tender kisses, Dancing sweetly on your lips. You felt me. As your pleasure rose, In waves while pondering me, My silky tongue on your clit. You felt me. As bliss carried you away, And I held you never ceasing, My mouth lovingly caressing you, You came. and I was there.

The Art Of Subconcious Illusion
A living nightmare, asleep but still aware. The endless torture. The painless pleasure. I grasp myself. Trying to regain control. I experience and learn. In another faction of my mind. So confused. But everything makes perfect sense. Can't feel the pain. Emotional pain's so much deadlier. Lost, you've just been raped. Pain. Your friends can't help you. Why wont they help you? Another reality. This can't be happening. Why is this happening? Who the fuck are you? Who the fuck. Are you? Trying hard to figure out what's done. I scramble but now I run. The images in my head. All the problems that I've been fed. Punching slowly my mind can't change the speed. As my victims bleed. No matter what I do or how hard I try. I can't use my abilities. Use my abilities. Art of Illusion. My razor sharp knife's edge, pierces my victim's body. But I can't take their soul. Punching through jello, stabbing not killing. Disappointment. Discomfort.

Do You Know How Much
Thoughts of you run through my head Every minute, every hour, of everyday At night I wake with such a fright Dreaming of you not being there What would I do if you were gone You are thought of in every emotion When I smile it is because you have brightened my day When I cry it is because you are not there When I frown it is because you are sad When I laugh I am laughing with you When I am happy it is because I know you are there Please know you are my reason for living You are in the deepest part of my heart Just remember and always know, You are the love of my life No one else means more to me than you

This Is Getting Old Real Fast
OK, I'm stuck on Level 13 for 3 days now at 99.99%. Folks have told me that I need a salute, so I went ahead and made one and tagged it, regardless of anything in the FAQ that directs you to have one. Anyone know WTF's going on? Pete

Desecrate Through Reverance
Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise... (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Never asked you to like me, I don't want your praise (we won't play your games) Look down on me, spit in my face, you're nothing to me:not to me Darkened eyes you'll see, there is no hope, no savior in me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) Learned from years gone by, no one will care, what happens to me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) My presence won't be ignored, no not today Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Asking questions, predetermined answers, you won't find them here (we don't want your opinion) And I don't want you, I won't let you think, compromise is near. 'Cause it's not near. I'm alone in here No

Plastic Gloves
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves you can remember this..... A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't," she replied. "Well," he spoofed, "there's a building in Mexico with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just envisioning how condoms are made!" Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working.....

West Virginia Here I Come
West Vrginia Here I Come Category: Life Well for those of you who don't know already I have decided to move back home to West Virginia. I am not sure yet of when I will be moving but I am in the works of getting things together. I have found out that there are 3 new stores opening up sometime this year near my home town. As soon as we find out when these stores will be opening I will know when I will be leaving. I am so excited to finally get back home and be around my family and see some of my old friends. I wish I knew when I was leaving and when I will be back home cause I just can't wait. I have already told some family members and my best friend that I will be comming home sometime this year. To those of you that know me already and live here in Arizona I am sorry to say this but it is time for me to go back. There is really nothing here that is holding me here or any reason I realy want to stay. I want to be back in the snow even though where I live there never does really

Having To Do With Last Post!!
well i went and seen him the 22nd! It was pretty easy if u ask me! i pulled into the parking lot next to where he was and then walked over and went into this little side room and had sex with him!! I was sooo nervous but it worked! I was soooo afraid to go up there but once i got there and did what i had to and left i was fine! Now he wants me to come back up there and do it again soon! Not going to make this a habit though! he will be home in 3-4 months so we will see... Well not much has gone on lately on my side of the world..just job hunting and taking care of my fixing to be 7 year old! well need to go get him in the bed! i will update again tomorrow...maybe!!

This Is 4 All You Sexy Asses Out There.
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Wedding Ring
>>Recently a man had to go to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off >>from his penis after his mistress found the ring in his pants >>pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him while he was asleep. >> >>Now I don't know what's worse: >> >> 1) Having your mistress find out you're married. >> >> 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. >> >> 3) Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

A Scary Night
Why is it when something that you are trying your very best to control, comes back to haunt you? Well, Mine surely did one night whe I was asleep. I dreamt that I was in a room and I saw a familiar face from a distance. When I approached him to say Hello, he turned his back on me. That was when my pause started to race, my heart was beating faster than it normally is, and had a hard time breathing. I tried to reach out to whoever I was close to, but they all turned on me. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothered to look down or look in my direction. Till I woke up, with tears in my eyes and my heart still racing a bit from the reaction. That was when I realize, it was just a dream.

She Wants
I want to go to the ocean And climb the highest dune. I want you to undress me Beneath the summer moon I want to stand under the stars Held tight in your embrace I want to drink in your lust As you remove my gown of red lace. I want to surrender my body To your every need and desire. I want to be a willing victim. Of your burning, passionate fire. I want to taste the kisses From your soft and tender lips. I want to feel the shivers From the touch of your fingertips. I want to lie beneath you And feel the heat from your skin. I want you to lift my soul To heights it's never been. I want to be left breathless Begging and pleading for more. I want to spiral into ecstasy As you rock me to the core. I want to spend the night In an erotic wonderland. I want to greet the morning new Making love to you in the sand.

A Walk Through My Dreams
Thinking of you sets my mind free As if I’m a dolphin swimming in the open sea Everytime I read your words I suddenly hear a thousand singing birds I dream of the day when we will finally meet I picture us horseback riding on the beach When the breeze rushes through our hair Is when we realize that we make a terrific pair Walking hand in hand barefoot on the sand We hear the loud love tunes of a nearby band Knowing that our destiny with each other Is meant for us to be together, forever As our eternal love blooms like a flower in spring Our love and happiness with each other we will be promising As I learn about you and as you learn about me by Virginia Wonder

Most Alluring Eyes Results
Here are the top 4 for my Most Alluring Eyes Contest. I wanna thank you all for being in my contests and also all of you that voted for these beautiful women. Coming in first place with 27,680 votes was ๔๏ll♥Ŧคςє@ CherryTAP Coming in second place with 26,641 votes was Drunk Dialin & Sex Facin@ CherryTAP Coming in third place with 9,427 votes was ♥Immortal♥ Love♥@ CherryTAP Coming in forth place with 3,575 votes was * iiS iiT So WrOnG To Be BaD *@ CherryTAP I will be sending the winners their prizes in a few minutes. Once again thank you all for participating in the contest. Chris a.k.a I Only Date MILFs I Only Date MILFs@ CherryTAP

Lovers' Wine
The most intimate of kisses As you wrap your milky thighs Around my neck so closely There is nothing but your sighs My tongue is seeking out The center of your world Waiting there to greet me Where your secrets be unfurled Tease you with anticipation Tease you core into a bud A hot and swollen one mmmm baby you're so tasty Sliding around in your love Drinking from your cup "Taste me baby taste me" "Let me fill you up" "Let me give to you" "This most intimate gift of mine" You cry.... Something warm and sweet A cup of lovers' wine

It Hurts
It hurts but sometime i have to sit there and consider the possibility that leaving my baby might be the best thing for him. I just start thinking i'm holding him back from being happy that i'm not what's the best thing for him. Sometimes i just think that while it would hurt him to start with losing me I think that in the end he'd find something better. SOmething better that he wouldn't find because if i were there he wouldn't look for it and so would not see it. I just want him to be able to have his ultimate happiness... I want him to find the best happiness in his life that he can and if i get in the way of it i ought to leave. Sometimes i just feel like we're too wrong and too different for each other. I fear i hold him back. I know theres people who think he shouldn't be with me. That there are just people who think i'm way too immature and wrong for him. I just fear that maybe they're right..

Lets Try This Again (read My Fucking Blog)im In Need Of(artists)if U Make Music Or Art...message Me
Im a fucking crazy bastard ..Or atleast thats what the government will wish u to belive! Im far from the anti christ ..I'll wake this whole fucking planet up n make u belive! Cause I warned those mother fuckers to stay out of my life...(government) Now there trying to put me away.. Haha try n try u might but if she shows up I run n be an even bigger pain in your ass! You cant even hope to stop me! Only way is use your nukes now but your waiting for hilary! Play I hate war then set it all up! Dam satan lovers..nice evil men joke lol funny (if only people new the true meaning) It cant be true this is some fucked up shit haha wake up.. Everything created springs from thoughts of past lives n belifes! Put the mother fucking shit together... Watch the news n see past the lies! look at the symbols everywhere(the serpent) Iv done almost all that I can.. Now I seek artists If u draw or make music contact me.. Will work some mother fuckin shit out for when youtube pays for adver

Ha Amerikaner Haben Sie Keine Phantasie
Jedes Jahr über 1.000 Leuten in Amerika werden mit Feuerwaffen ungefähr 2.000 mehr werden erstochen zum Tod getötet. Ha Amerikaner haben sie keine Phantasie in Amsterdam und in Slowakei es gibt einen Platz, in dem alle Ihre dunkelsten kranksten Phantasien möglich sind, wo Sie alles erfahren können, das Sie wünschen, wo Sie quälen können, bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis... Sie können quälen, Bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis.genieße Elite Hunting jetzt Geben Sie Sie könnte acht, geben Sie Ihr GANZES Geld aus..in dort. .www.humanforsale.com die Elite-Force wünscht Sie....

Fury
Standing on the edge Of my known world Trembling and alive Hopelessly human Unable to think Unwilling to resist I want to feel Your glistening body Launch me into this abyss Of dripping fury And raw desire I dream of being torn apart By your graceful arrows Lithe spears And rippling swords Being carried away By surging waves Of our unbridled pleasure Being thrown into the midst Of a great erotic fire The crushing spasm of My liquid desire Unrestrained Irresistible I dream of being struck By the lightning Of our brutal passion Being shaken to death By a giant earthquake Of screaming release And falling From thousand-foot cliffs Of unattainable nirvana This love will descend At the moment of perfection Like the cherry blossom

Turning You On
I lay there soaking in my bath The water warm and silky to my skin, Scented oils perfume the air Decadent like some secret skin. I cup my hands beneath the water To lift some to my breast, Warm and rich it rolls down me Much like your own caress. A noise at the door, you walk in And with a smile you shed your clothes, You close the door and strike a match Brightly the candle glows. I slide forward in the tub To allow you room behind me, Gently you ease down into the water As I lay back between your parted knees. Reaching around my shoulders You lightly play with a nipple, My breath catches within my throat The movement making the waters ripple. Tilting back my head I reach for your lips To kiss you passionately, You slide one hand lower still And lightly your fingers stroke me. Feeling myself growing wet In ways the water just can't do, My heart pounds as love soars I can't believe how much I love you. Forever it seems your hands at play Fanni

Police Video
I had someone visiting me when I lived in the dorms @ SMSU, - I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS WANTED BY THE POLICE. There was a knock at my door, much to my surprise, it was the police. (I shot this June of 2005) out of respect, I didn't include the guy's face being arrested.

Let It Out
Let It Out ALEX HEPBURN Alex Hepburn is a band of young artists from London and France... myspace.com/alexhepburn myspace.com/hepburns Vocals & Lyrics: Alex 24 from UK(London) Piano by : David 24, from France Bass: by: B 24 from France Guitar by: Liox 27 from France(ITALY).... Drumms by: Tof 28 from Nice France Let it Out Needing a release closer to inner peace Spewing the thoughts of how to cut this leash Never ending dreamy destinations Ever changing life's complications In this moment wanting solitude So this song I push play, sweet touching head food Beautifully ending today with your voice Transition takes place, Relaxing wasnt my choice But thats what happens when you Let It Out!!! Jenni 1/29/07 Thanks Alex for the inspiration

#5: Tax Time
You know what really grinds my gears? Tax time. First you gotta wait for all the forms. Then you gotta get all the forms and books. Then the freaking calculations. Damn, I dunno how people do it. At least I won't have to go through all those headaches. I just do it online. But then the big part that really sucks.... I'll end up owing money on my state tax. And I won't be getting a federal one either. Tax time sucks when you don't have kids and know you're not getting money back. That's what grinds my gears.

Mall Of America
Going up the escalator toward "The Park at MOA" (Used to be called Knott's Camp Snoopy - They could have came up with a better name lol.) (I remember when the Met Stadium used to be there, then the land was vacant for awhile in the mid to late 80's)

Riding The Wheels
Riding the wheels, Sacred Spinning spin the wheels for me, For I am on a Journey, Many worlds to see, I shall ride the wheels of fire, water, earth, and air. Sacred spinning can you show me where? sisters and borthers of the wyrd, weave a cloak for me. for i am on a journey, Between the worlds to be. I shall ride the wheels of faith and dreams, of wisdom and freedom, sisters and brothers of the wyrd, Can you tell me where to find ? Witches of the winds, clear the way for me, for I am on a journey, The worlds of self to see. I shall ride the wheels of life TO the sprit and beyond. Witches of the winds send helpers true and fond. Grand mother Crystal woman Light the night for me for i am on a journey in the shadow worlds to be, I shall ride the wheels of vision, strenght and harmony, grandmother crystal woman hear me touch me, love me, guide me, along my journey,

Fun Facts
1. What time is it? 2001 (8:01 PM) 2. People call you: Rebekah 3. What are you most afraid of? 4. What do you drive? 2003 Buick Rendezvous 5. Have you ever seen a ghost? no, no such thing 6. Where were you born? Northern Illinois 7. Ever been to Alaska ? no 8. Ever been toilet papering? no 9. Croutons or Bacon bits? neither 10. Favorite day of the week? Sunday 11. Favorite restaurant: Olive Garden then TGI Friday's 12. Favorite Flower? violets and lilacs 13. Favorite sport to watch: basketball 14. Favorite Drink: water 15. Favorite Ice cream:? vanilla 16. Disney or Warner Brothers:? Disney 17. Favorite fast food restaurant? In 'N' Out 18. What color is your bedroom carpet? none 19. How many times you failed your driver's test? zero 20. Before this one, whom did you get your last e-mail from? well, this isn't an email! 21. What do you do most often when you are bored? I love to read and to play piano 22. Bedtime? usually after the 11pm news 23. Favorite TV Sh

Heavenly Morning
As my eyes open to a new day, My hands searches near me, Towards your warm body's way, Electricity charges my soul, As contact is made. Your response will be my toll, As I reach to hold your lovely face, And kiss your tender ruby lips, With a gentle sensuous pace. Your sweet lips are like honey, Once I taste their tenderness, I will lose my soul, With great finesse. Slowly our souls, Enslave themselves in loving passion, Losing our emotional selves, In the purest fashion. Heavenly bound, Entwined are our souls, Reaching heights never known, As we tenderly embraced, arrived to our goal. As we return to reality, We thank each other so honestly, For the just experienced love, That was commanded of us, from above.

The Moon - History, Ritual & Spells Relating To Zodiac Sign
The Moon - History, Ritual & Spells relating to Zodiac Sign Current mood: accomplished The Moon. For Wiccans, it is far more than a heavenly body that might catch our eye as we drive home late at night, its fullness shining through trees or brightly overhead. For many Wiccan, she is the embodiment of the Goddess, she is Maiden, Mother and Crone. It is also an important source of natural energy that is essential in magick, if you preform your spells and rituals at the right lunar phase. Preforming spells during the wrong phase of the moon can seriously debilitate the spell, producing no result or possibly the wrong result. The Wheel of the Moon, is approximately 28 1/2 days long, waxing to Full Moon and waning to New Moon. Waxing Moon means the moon is getting larger in the sky, moving from the New Moon towards the Full Moon. This is a time for spells that attract, that bring positive change, spells for love, good luck, growth. This is a time for new beginnings, to conceptualize

Please Read
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MINUTE AND THANK MY FRIENDS THAT KEEP IN CONTACT ...I AM VERY BLESSED TO HAVE THE REAL FRIENDS I DO..BUT IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOME PEOPLE NEVER SAY ANYTHING AT ALL...IF I AM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND YOU DONT TALK TO ME I AM SORRY BUT I WILL BE DELETING...I HAVE SEEN SO MANY FAKE PEOPLE ON HERE. IT HAS BECOME RATE ME, FAN ME,AND OTHER THINGS OR PEOPLE DON'T WANT TOP BE YOUR FRIEND...THIS IS HOW I AM FEELING... OK LET ME EXPLAIN BETTER I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE I HEAR FROM WEEKLY OR EVEN BI WEEKLY ...ITS THE ONES I NEVER HEAR FROM AT ALL...SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION MY FRIENDS

Electrify My Feelings
Unique in savor was my previous night, My passions never kissed such fiery height. A fairy blinked and captured my senses, We smoothly crossed all forbidden fences. Her body's essence flamed the entire air, Burning I was in her glowing glare. Spark with spark, fire with fire, Boiling emotions flamed atmosphere entire. Drowning we were for ecstasy's survival, Staggering I'm with those moments' revival. Morn though made that night past, The glee it bestowed 'll ever last. It'll electrify my feelings every night, A dream has turned my instants so bright

My Angel
he is new to the world.. but has made his entry with a bang.. He has grandpa's name.. mom's arms.. and grandma's love.. he has a big brother and sister to teach him how to drive the adults crazy.. welcome to the world and family my angel

Diagnosis
Well I went to the doctors today. They FINALLY found out what might be wrong with me. It only took three gastros and about 10 other doctors to figure it out. OMG!! Anyways they said that when a woman is pregnant it pushes her digestive system up and messes it up a little bit. Well after I had little Zach, my digestive system never went back to normal. So now my body doesn't digest food properly or at all sometimes. Thus it causes me severe pain. I am now on a medication that stimulates the stomach to start working BEFORE I eat. This way when I do eat, I will digest the food properly. So you know what this means!?! I GET TO GO HOME!! YEAH!! I am so excited. I get to go be with my kitties. I miss them so much. I also miss all my friends. I will be going home on February 15th. Just thought I should shre that with anyone who cares. lmao

Feelin' The Love
I just did my second cherry blast this past weekend, and I must say that I'm feeling the cherry love right now!!! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and rated me, fanned me, and everything! Don't stop the lovin' now that my blast is over.... *MWAH* to all my cherry friends!

Lol...i Think...
What do you get when you give a 2 yr old, a 3 yr old and a 4yr old giant sheets of giant bubble wrap? You get more noise and chaos then you ever thought possible!!! BUT you also get the biggest laughs and biggest smiles humanly possible... what was I thinking? I dont know but they sure are having fun!!!

Valentine's Day
1. Are you in a relationship?: yeah, you could say that i guess :P 2. If so, who with?: Anna 3. How long have you been together?: erm about 5 months i believe 4. Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes 5. What about true love?: yes 6. Would you kiss on the first date?: yes 7. Do you look for hook ups?: if by hookups you mean fuck-buddies or one-night stands, then no. 8. Do you enjoy receiving flowers? erm, i guess 9. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy?: Of course VALENTINES QUESTIONS 1. You have a valentine planned out to have? i think? 2. Do you like having a valentine?: yeah 3. Does someone like you? i would suppose so lol 4. Are you even worried about the upcoming holiday?: not really, got it all planned out lol 5. Whats the best gift to receive on v day?: i dunno really 6. Is a little kiss during school on vday sweet? yeah it is, if i was still in school i suppose 7. Why is this an important holiday to couples

Look At The Moron
OK THIS GUY RATES ONE OF MY PHOTOS A 1 THEN COMMENTS IT WITH WOW NICE PANELING WALLS U MUST HAVE THE BEST LOOKIN TRAILER IN THE PARK AND I MESSAGE HIM AND IM LIKE THAT IS REALY RUDE AND IF U WANNA DOWNGRADE ME THEN GET SOMETHING THAT IS NOT OLD SCHOOL AND I DON'T LIVE IN A TRAILER I LIVE IN A HOUSE BUT THAT SHOULDN'T MATTER LIKE A TRAILER IS A BAD THING AND WHAT ONLY PANELING IS ALLOWED TO BE IN A TRAILER IT'S CALLED A BACK PORCH AND IF HE WOULD LOOK ALL THROUGH MY PHOTOS HE WOULD SEE THE WHOLE HOUSE SO YEAH I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE SOME OF THE STUFF HE IS MESSAGING ME WITH AND HOW PATHETIC PPL REALY ARE. HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE AND OH HE ONLY HAS ONE PHOTO AND IM BAD FOR HAVING A PANELING BACK PORCH AND HE CAN'T SHOW HIM SELF AT ALL http://www.cherrytap.com/user/163892

I Love You
I can fight and I can roll, I can bite and I can hold, but there's one thing I will not do. I can sit and I can stay, I can jump and I can play, but there's one thing I will not do. I'm a champ it's in my blood, you can loan me out for stud, but there's one thing I will not do. You can kick me and treat me bad but I'll still love you like your my dad, but there's one thing I will not do. You can starve me and leave me alone but I know that you'll be home but there some thing I will not do and that is never stop pleasing you.

Fun Facts
1. What time is it? 7:26 PM 2. People call you: Steve 3. What are you most afraid of? Losing My Family 4. What do you drive? 2001 Ford Focus 5. Have you ever seen a ghost? yes,well i think thats what it was 6. Where were you born? cape May Court House,N.J. 7. Ever been to Alaska ? Nope 8. Ever been toilet papering? Of course hasn't everyone 9. Croutons or Bacon bits?BACON BITS 10. Favorite day of the week? Depends on what day i am getting off from work that week 11. Favorite restaurant:I prefer Home Cooking 12. Favorite Flower? Dead Ones 13. Favorite sport to watch: Football 14. Favorite Drink: Kahlua and cream 15. Favorite Ice cream:? Coffee 16. Disney or Warner Brothers:? Disney 17. Favorite fast food restaurant? McDonalds 18. What color is your bedroom carpet ? hardwood floors 19. How many times you failed your driver's test? none 20. Before this one, whom did you get your last e-mail from? ??? I got 36 e-mails just now which one y

Whats Your Sign?
JUST CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT MY FRIENDS SIGN IS SO HERE GOES. I'M ARIES WOOT WOOT !!! VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you want #### with... u might end up crying

Apparently I Am Now In A Comment Contest..
1600 comments gets me a platinum cherry... Click the link below and help me out please! I just accepted an invitation for another contest 1000 comments gets me diamond earrings..

I Want To Get Lost
There is a yearning I can't ignore There is a passion That wasn't there before Aching for If only, one moment The carress of your hand upon my face The taste of your lips upon mine The feel of your arms wrapped around me As close as we can be So I can breathe you in I want you I can't fight it I don't want to fight it I want to give you all of me Get lost in you And never return Oh, how I want you Do you want me too?

Vic...oh Ya Thats Me!!
So i wanted to try this VIC thing since the minute they started it. But i am too darn cheap...and without a credit card, cuz im very irresponsible and would buy everything in sight. Lol Then my bestest male friend asks for my CT password today and after a lil hesitation i give it to him. That amazing guy made me VIC!! How cool is that?? So i am gonna try it for a month and see what i think!! Of all the features i love that i can give ppl really cool gifts and being sickly addicted to pink i ADORE that my name is now that colour!! :) Thanks Spazz for the great early bday present!! You never cease to amaze me!! After 15 yrs or so...i still adore you as much as the first day you almost hit me with your car *SiGh* Spazz@ CherryTAP Go say hi and show him some love!! x0x0x

In The Way That I Want To?
Can I use your body for my pleasure, which is to pleasure you? Will you lay and let me love you In the way that I want to? Can I love you with my eyes Feed your lust upon my gaze Show you with my sparkle All my loving ways? Can I kiss you with my warm lips Breathe my fire upon your flesh Can I stroke you with my velvet tongue Smooth you with my silk? Can I love you with my breasts Trace every contour of your flesh? Can I linger there as I wish Until I've had enough? Can I watch the moisture Form upon your dewy skin Can I savor and devour it Take it all within ? Can I love you with my softness And feel your hardness grow? Can I sit astride your body And really let you know? Can I use your body for my pleasure Which is to pleasure you? Will you lay and let me love you In the way that I want to?

Men & Dogs
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats.

"gone" 01/29/07
We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridge and left it all It's too late we'll never get this back this damn train done left that track.

Pisces
Pisces - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasur

Aquarius
Aquarius - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiabl

Capricorn
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

Saggitarius
Sagittarius - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex

Take Me
Lustful thoughts invade my mind Night after night all I do is dream That someday I can be the one To hold you, keep you here with me Running my hands through your hair Kissing your forehead, nose and neck No time to waste, we need to move fast You have somewhere to be, she wants you back Slow is the way it goes, with us so sleek Intertwining our bodies, with softness he rubs My back and my legs as the story goes On and on, over and over between the sheets Kissing and hugging, loving and melting Our bodies deeper, our souls together as one Rising to heaven, the happy place we love Oh my God, please don't let it be done Eyes gazing, hearts racing, bodies pumping Smoothly gliding, tongues dancing to the silent beat Of our hearts, we take in the love, here it comes Harder deeper he holds me tight I will never forget this night

Scorpio
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for re

Libra
Libra - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as importan

Stun Gun
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, but allowing the intended victim adequate time to retreat to safety....WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to expl

Virgo
Virgo - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work. Your negative traits: Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults. Your ideal partner: Values success in life as much as you do Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic Your dating style: Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking. Your seduction style: You may seem a bit shy, but once you open

Leo
Leo - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious! You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you Your negative traits: You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart Your ideal partner: Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often Your dating style: High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur. Your seduction style: You like to make the first move -

Cancer
Cancer - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in

Gemini
Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that yo

Taurus
Taurus - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak. Your negative traits: Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander... You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you. Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave. A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart. Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy. Tradition

Recently Aka Today
it sucks to not know why i'm not hungry during lunch anymore. but talkin about that is makin me wanna gag... anyway! i got my provisional liscense today (i passed the driver's test!) and then had to go back to the DMV after my dad and i ran home to get my social security card (cuz they cant seem to fit my entire name...i dunno it's complicated). now i have my provisional ^_^ and i can drive by myself and all i need now is 10 hours of night driving and at least 6 months before i get my liscense! yay!! only bad thing is, from 1:30 to 4-something, my day was dedicated to the DMV which is NOT something that should happen, EVER. but i got pulled out of school so i was ok with it lol. i think wyly and i are drifting apart...which SUCKS gil was right, no one cares wat others think, i dunno why i'm writing this...ttyl bye ~ace~

Baby John
Welcome my angel.....You have grandpa's name.. mom's loveing hands.. and grandma to hold you..and a big brother and sister to show you the right way to drive us all crazy.. you are very loved by all of us..

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need. William Wallace79%James Bond, Agent 00775%The Amazing Spider-Man71%Maximus67%Lara Croft67%El Zorro67%Neo, the "One"67%Captain Jack Sparrow63%The Terminator58%Batman, the Dark Knight

New Supermarket
The new supermarket near our house has an automatic water mister to keep the produce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the sound of distant thunder and smell of fresh rain. When you approach the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and get the scent of fresh hay. When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle and the air is filled with the pleasing aroma of bacon and eggs frying. The veggie department features the smell of fresh buttered corn. I don't buy toilet paper there any more

Day 1 Of My Public Journal
YEAH THIS OUTTA BE INTERESTING.... WELL I GOT OFF WORK AT 7 THIS MORNIN, ITS COLD AS HELL OUTSIDE AND SNOWING. MY CAR DOOR IS FROZEN SHUT, IM TIRED, COLD AND PISSED. I FINALLY GOT IN, LET IT WARM UP AND START HOME. ONCE AGAIN PA'S FINEST DRIVERS PULLS OUT IN FRONT OF ME, ALMOST MAKAES ME CRASH INTO HER. GRRRRRRRRRRRR...(ANGER MANAGEMENT 101..IS WHAT I KEEP TELLIN MYSELF) SO I TAKE A DEEP BREATH REGAIN MY SENSES. I GO HOME. WHAT WAITS FOR ME IS MORE PRECIOUS THAN ANYTHING I COULD EVER IMAGINE. A 3 FT TALL TERRORIST WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE I EVER SEEN, AND THE MOST SPECIAL HUGZ. SHE IS GONNA BE 3 FEB 9TH, SHE ASKS FOR HER DAD ALL THE TIME BUT SHE IS NOT OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND WHY HE IS NOT HERE. WHEN SHE IS OLD ENUF IT WILL BREAK HER HEART TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH OF HIS ABSENCE. SO I HUG HER BACK AND SMILE AS I ALWAYS DO. THANKING THE MAN ABOVE FOR GIVING ME A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE SEEING AS I AM TOO STUBBORN TO DIE AND HEAVEN IS NOT READY FOR ME AND HELL IS AFRAID OF ME. WE MA

Family Reunion
Family reunion Three cousins driving to a big family reunion discoverd they had a problem. All three husbands had the same name - LeRoy. The driver came up with an idea of naming their husbands after a soft drink so they could keep them straight. The other ladies thought this was a wonderful idea. The driver went first and said she would name hers Moutain Dew, he was big as a mountain and could dew it all not long, the passenger in the front seat said "I am going to name mine after 7up, he has 7 inches and is up all night long!" The third lady thought for a while and said " I am going to name mine Jim Beam." The driver looked at her and said girl, that is not a soft drink; that's a hard licker! The girl in the back said "Thats my man!"

Surfing
I don't understand why 99.9% of people on here list surfing as one of their interests but they have never even floated on a board once much less caught a wave or even watch competitions on TV. I actually ride so I would like to talk to others that do to. I doubt anyone says "wow I should talk to that person, they seem cool because they surf." No, it just ends up in an awkward chat because they have to justify why they put that on their page. It always goes like this: "I was planning on learning this summer." Idiot, the better waves are in the winter. I'm not even going to get started on MotoX...

Tonight" Foreplay
Tonight will be the night we release all tensions erotic pleasure is your sentence, no fantasies left unmentioned. As I explore your every inch, and your goose bumps rise, I feel your body yearning, there within your thighs. I brush your skin softly as your nipples elevate your nature begins to moisten as your soft lips deviate. Your mouth begins to dry as you lick your lips in desperation hoping not to succumb to each and every sensation. You melt into the blankets as you hold on for your life and my tongue explores your nature and your pelvis goes into flight. Sweat beats down your face as you ask for no more retracting that statement you beg para mi amor. As your body explodes into numbness and onto earth you drop just remember one thing I started at the top.

Would He Do This For You?
Body: : every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your tshirts to sleep in.*** • leave her cute text notes.** • kiss her in front of your friends***. • trust her over everyone else.*** • tell her she looks beautiful.****** • look into her eyes when you talk to her.**** • let her mess with your hair.**** • touch her hair.** • just walk around with her.*** • forgive her for her mistakes.******** • look at her like she`s the only girl you see.********* • tickle her even when she says stop.** • hold her hand when you`re around your friends.***** • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her (and mean it) .*********** • let her fall asleep in your arms.******* • get her mad, then kiss her. ******* • tease her and let her tease you back.**** • stay up all night with her when she`s sick.*** • watch

The Difference Between Joy And Pleasure
As we move along the path in life, in search of many things, we often make the mistake of seeking short term pleasure at the cost of long term joy. Many people confuse the two. Imagine going out to a gourmet restaurant every night for a month and feasting on great meals and luscious desserts. This is pleasure. But look at yourself in the mirror after that month and I don’t think you will be so joyous. As joy is much deeper, it is being deeply satisfied with an accomplishment. If instead, you had put together a serious program, of eating healthy and fitness – and worked on it for 6 months – you would actually feel the joy of accomplishment and joy of where you are at. Pleasure generally requires no effort. Joy on the other hand, has an aspect of pleasure, but its core existence is connected to working hard and succeeding at something. Joy is seeing your children graduate college or moving into a new home. Joy is the feeling after you have learned a new language or have elevated yours

Another Stupid Joke
Indecision 2007... Warren was sitting alone in his office one night when a Genie popped up out of his ashtray. "And what will your third wish be?" Warren looked at the Genie and said, "Huh? How can I be getting a third wish when I haven't had a first or second wish yet?" "You have had two wishes already," the Genie said, "but your second wish was for me to put everything back the way it was before you made your first wish. Thus, you remember nothing, because everything is the way it was before you made any wishes. You now have one wish left." "Okay," said Warren, "I don't believe this, but what the heck. I've always wanted to understand women. I'd love to know what's going on inside their heads." "Sheesh! I wish you'd make up your mind," said the genie as it granted his wish and disappeared forever, "That was your first wish, too!"

Ingnorance Is Indeed A Sad Sad Thing...
Wicca: Intoxicated By Christian Blood! Update: MP3 Audio Advice for Hunting Wiccans! Click Here Freehold, Iowa - In an act that can only be described as pure evil, a rabid young Wiccan girl wearing a black cape burst into the Landover Baptist 11 a.m. Sunday morning church service and flung the bloody carcass of a headless black cat across 297 pews. Pastor Deacon Fred ducked just in time as the abomination splashed into the baptismal pool, spattering chunks of animal flesh and water over the white robes of a horrified Christian Seniors Choir visiting from Des Moines. Pushing a frenzied crowd of screaming parishioners aside, Church ushers acted quickly and detained the Devil's harlot for questioning in the sanctuary basement before taking her to the furnace room. The following Tuesday, at a meeting of concerned Deacons, Pastor Deacon Fred explained, â€œWicca, is just a fancy word that insecure unsaved teenagers who hate their parents use to describe their little club.â€ Landover Baptist

Giving Pregnancy And Infant Loss A Face
I have added a slideshow guest book to my page. If you are a pregnancy or infant loss survivor please add yourself and put in your caption a little about your loss if you can otherwise just survivor works if its too painful...if you havent suffered this loss but support what I am doing please add yourself and in your caption mention being a supporter. thanks so much...lets make this real for people who dont YET understand! innocentprncss™ (Sorceress of the royal family)@ CherryTAP

Afternoon Fantasy - Elevator
The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as I enter the elevator and press the button for the floor below the button he pushed. We have many floors to go yet. I stand there in the middle of the floor and we begin our ascent to our destination. I can smell the scent of his cologne as it wafts over my shoulder. Very manly and extremely seductive was the scent from his cologne. It made my mind wander with the allure from his scent. I hear the tap of his attaché case as he sets it on the floor behind me and off to his side. Suddenly, I feel his arm slowly reach around my waist and give me a slight tug backwards and I can feel his body press up against my back. I gasped for a second but never said a word. Against my ass I can feel the stiffness of his cock as it rises beneath his pants. It is gett

Al Gore Film Uproar
Article from Knoxnews.com Focus on: Gore film uproar Global-warming flick sparks parents' anger, ban, national backlash By BLAINE HARDEN, Washington Post January 28, 2007 FEDERAL WAY, Wash. - Frosty Hardison is neither impressed nor surprised that "An Inconvenient Truth," the global-warming movie narrated by former Vice President Al Gore, received an Oscar nomination last week for best documentary. "Liberal left is all over Hollywood," he grumbled a few hours after the nomination was announced. Hardison, a parent of seven here in the southern suburbs of Seattle, has himself roiled the global-warming waters. It happened early this month when he learned that one of his daughters would be watching "An Inconvenient Truth" in her seventh-grade science class. "No, you will not teach or show that propagandist Al Gore video to my child, blaming our nation - the greatest nation ever to exist on this planet - for global warming," Hardison wrote in an e-mail message to the F

The " E "x 2
The double "E" of ecstatic excellence Of heightened feelings sensuously intense A mind and a body, with no pretence Uninhibited freedom; wafting incense Ah lover, just stay close by me Together we'll create our own double "E" Feeling sensations that deliciously contort Sensations above and beyond mere thought Eased frustrations that cannot be bought But to you, precious lover, they will be taught Ah lover, just stay close by me Together we'll create our own double "E" Dreaminess, and a sweet lover's trance Deceptive and receptive in its lover's dance Secretly rising, granting again the chance Harmonization in more excellence Ah lover, just stay close by me. Together we'll create our own double "E" Follow on then, the depths of sleep Mind and body allowed to dreamily creep Harmonious, still, and rhythmically replete Ecstatic excellence, momentarily complete Ah lover, just stay close by me, Together we've created our own double E

Freedom Isn't Free
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Vibeology
You know that vibeology when you can feel like there's something wrong with someone and they tell you that they're fine or ok? Well, I've been gettin that a lot lately from my friends. I don't know if everyone is feuding amongst themselves, or if it's something I did, but either which way, No one is talking to me the way they have before and when certain friends are in the same room, there's all kinds of weird vibes being sent out. I dunno. If I had a place to run off and hide, I would. I'm new-ish to Tulsa, only having been here 7 months or so. No family. In the famous words of Jon Davis: "I have no place to hide!" Peace yall

The Invisible Seed
Being a love farmer is probably the finest gig on the planet. All you have to do is give a fuck. That is it. You need to care. Not for mere amusement of pleasure, but rather for the enlightenment of your soul. You nurture and harvest it, then serve it up fresh and tasty. This is what I am so vaguely explaining. You find someone that in one way or another is somewhat appealing to you, and you take an interest. Not necessarily a member of the opposite sex, or whatever orientation you happen to be into, but just another person. You may find a link on music, fashion, politics, similar or relatable domestic situations, and you share thoughts and observances with them. If they are in need, you listen, and maybe offer a piece of what you hope could be good advice. Then, you’re back to your life. You feel for them in a real way, but it does not create a burden or a constant ray of sunshine. It is just something you get to enjoy. It plants a seed in you. You let it grow and change, then you tak

Freedom Isnt Free
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Crying In Pleasure Of Your Shaft Throb
Sleepless night of unforgettable moments sexual tension, sinful pleasure Naked bodies in a tight embrace aching with a burning desire Passionate kisses on soft moist lips exploring tongues, sensual licks Stimulating raging, heated passions lustful moans, grinding motions Caressing between parted thighs warm moistness, silky flesh Firmly gripping and stroking a hard throbbing shaft Legs entwined, back arched up entering with incredible sensations Breathing quickens, every thrust penetrating faster deeper Bodies trembling and quivering with each rhythmic thrust Breathless climax erupting in wave after wave of ecstasy Expressions of pleasure moments shared together...

My First Day At Work
Well I made it through my first day at work. orientation was great. I had a great time there learning about the casino. I love it so far there, everyone is very friendly and respectful. Let me tell ya I was very scared to start today after not working for almost six years. Everyone made me and all the new people very welcomed. I have to admit it was very overwhelming at all the information they threw at us today, LOL. The casino is huge and the tour around it was confusing. I will have to spend time getting myself lost and finding my way around, before I will really get to know it well. I cant wait to start training. I am so excited about working again. Well I hope all is going well for everyone. May the Goddess watch over, protect and bless you all.

The Pulse
Come lay with me on satin sheets littered with petals of rose, so sweet. Take me in with lust filled eyes devour the passion that between us lies. Through wetted lips and teasing tongue pleasures of flesh we have begun. With tender touch fingers explore, bodies enchanted while hands adore. At last united once two, now one what has started cannot be undone. Until the hunger has been fulfilled and rapid pulse finally is stilled. As bodies glisten of faintest sweat while held in passion soaked and wet. Now quiet slumber shall not compare to dreams of fantasies next to share....

Lake Effect Nightmare
well its snowing and we have about 3 feet of fresh snow and its still snowing , im waiting for my plow guy to plow me out, and if there are any fires tonight the boys will have to swing by and pick me up!!!

My Friends List
OK WELL I WAS JUS LOOKIN AT MY FRIENDS LIST & NO DAMN WAY THESE "FRIENDS" TALK TO ME. SO I'M GOING THRU THE LIST & DELETING PPL.. THIS IS JUS SO DAMN STUPID THAT I HAVE ALL THESE FRIENDS. ITS JUS TAKIN UP SPACE. SO IF U WANNA STAY ON IT THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ... THANK YOU & DO HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Words Of Wisdom
God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go. Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option. GOOD, BETTER,BEST,NEVER EVER REST UNTIL YOUR GOOD IS BETTER AND YOUR BETTER IS BEST!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I feel there is no right or wrong, It's just a place in the heart. Peace and blessing be upon you and yours. LJ

Ripped Photos
Has this been mentioned yet? I'm not complaining (take that seriously please): have just been testing and observing. Ripped images in peoples' galleries receive points when commented on, but not when only rated, it seems. (NSFW images may receive fractional points- I've seen someone go from 99.99% - I'm not referring to the no-salute 99.99% - to the next level after a NSFW image was commented on (by me; who's testing? :) Using text-based Lynx to check points and a graphical browser to do the rating or commenting...), but that may have been because someone else was rating/commenting on another image at the same time, of course.)

King Size Bed
My bedroom is ready In the middle is a Kingsize water bed It is covered with A beautiful white spread An erotic aroma floats Through the electric air The light from 12 candles Dance is sensual shadows On the walls of heaven I have bathed my body In oils from Eden And perfumed my skin With scents from Venus Soft piano music drifts Through the erotic atmosphere I await my lustful lover To arrive on his magic carpet And take my soul to Paradise

New Home Depot Scam ... Just For The Men Lmao
A "heads up" for men who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you!!! Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot or Lowe's. You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen November 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th,

To The Military Family
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

My First Blog
Hey there sexy ladies, i am still new here and need some guidance, i just created this blog to ask the sexy hunnies to check my profile and let me know what you think.... i will be waiting for your comments... peace out Mike

How To Install A Home Security System
1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside.

Photo Shoot
http://www.lustylibrary.com/Sex_Story/List/20233 If you like this story please check out my others. Rate and comment for me. Thanks. Miranda looked through the lens at her subject. Sheridan posed beautifully. Her brown skin shone like mocha in the lights. Sparkles gleamed from her body from some exotic lotion spread all over her delectable body. Miranda shook her head…where had that thought come from? She needed a break, maybe she’d been working to hard lately. Ok Sheridan move a little to the left for me? Call me Sheri sweetie. Sheridan purred back at her. Sheri slowly stretched her arms and moved a little to the left on the black leather sofa she was draped over. Her small white bikini barely covered her body. Miranda licked her lips as she watched her subject. She’d never had feelings like this for any of the other subjects she’d work with. What was it about this one? Alright Sheri show love to the people buying this magazine. Like this…Sheri said as she moved slowly and

Very Intresting!!!!
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

I Finally Got Back To Work Today!!!
For the first time in a few weeks, I finally got back to work for the first time today! It feels good to get back to my office and do what I do. Whether checking something on my computer or talking to someone I counsel, just getting back to it after being laid up for a few weeks feels damn good! My colleagues decided since it was my first day back, they'd splotch for lunch! (I'd like to say it was a surprise for me, but someone spilled it a few days before!) The kids that I help were all very happy to see me. I felt badly that I was missed so much! As I now have my dinner break as I write this and look on today, it's what I needed to do to get myself back on track, refocused and back on my usual routine once again. I'm sure the rest of the day is going to go well! It's the first step into getting my life back to normal! It's been so long since I've actually had that (about two years)! I will say that it is a step in the right direction. Life doesn't stop, and neither should y

This Is My First Blog
hey people this is my first blog so i guess i'll tell u a bit bout me i'm 21 and i have short hair now ..it was a terrible accident involving an angru bear ... lol. i live in south dekota now but i was recently living in arkansas. i believe in freedom of speech and being yourself no matter what .. i hate posers and one-upper people..i love freaks and weirdos cause they enjoy freedom of expression. i'm single right now and loving it.well i dont really know what ro write about right now so yeah bye

I Have The Strength Of The World With Me....
Yep, another week gone meaning another song to be picked. This weeks song is one of my faves and it's STRENGTH OF THE WORLD by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Strength Of The World Artist - Avenged Sevefold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 9:14 Lyrics My story starts the day they said "she can't be found" The news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you Sorrow swallows my screams Strength of the world - is on my shoulders Strength of the world - is on my side Strength of the world - the one true beholder Ice in my veins - for those who've died I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life There's nothing left to say Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path Suicidal, I never planned on coming back I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth Need no

Strike A Violent Pose
Ok so yeah this is my first blog on CherryTap. I wrote a lot about myself on my about me so I'll spare you that here lol. I do have a boyfriend! His name is Goose, he's 19 and completely and utterly incredible. He and I do plan to get married eventually. But it's kind of complicated right now. Hmmm I had school today. I attend VolState college. Hmmmm school went well I really fucking hate algebra though. Well I keep losing focus soooo I better go ahead and end this thing. Next time I hope it will be better lol.

Writing And Poetry
A blonde streak dyed upon her hair. Strutting her walk along the line of hell. Thinking she..s the best thing that ever happened. But really she..s a joke waiting to be told. This left nostril is full of blood. Seems like the next rail will flow to the right. Slurps up the coma into a passage. Fire embalming the flatten chest of the revival. The charming angel of the rage. Beautiful a sound she makes when speaking. Similar to birds chirping on a warm fall day. So peaceful a life began to drift away. The diamonds and shells lift her spirit, to just relax In this moment and smile. Ok. The disaster. Will come forth. Interrupted by nothing. Stopping for no one. Because the monster inside has been released. She asks the neighbors for a cup of salt, Only so the ice can melt. What she really has asked for is a mystery choice with fate. Into the room she goes. Sits warmly along the green leather couch. A cup of salt hits her hands. Peels through her wet skin

Writing And Poetry
Daniel has the cuts. She has the strife. She bought the gun. I chant, You..d better run. I chant, You..d better run. Daniel wants the love. She makes the bed easy. She brings the flesh. I..ll give, A smell so fresh I..ll give, A smell so fresh. Daniel cries on occasion She takes the showers She always leaves doors open. I say, Walk with the dope in. I say, Walk with the dope in. Daniel loads the gun. She cocks it too. She aims at my head. I scream, You crazy bitch I scream, You crazy bitch. Daniel put the gun away. She jumps and yells. She passes out. I move, Closer to her head I move, To kill in bed. Daniel forces no. She tries for help. She can..t get luck. I do, As next should. I do, A killing blue. Daniel has no feeling. She has lost her pulse. She has no breath. I am, Sorry for this. I don..t, Feel the sorrow. Committed to the fate. Her grave in six great. Glad she is gone. wouldn' tell anyone, I was ever home.

Writing And Poetry
So while rolling a group of us friends got together and started reading/writing poetry and then the Somerset Police show up. it goes as follows. Slipping a cute smile on her face an acute glimpse of what the ghost looks of. Raving a cold breeze brushes against. surfacing bumps become paranoia. staying still, not passing a breath. Crawling onto the bed, to simply sacrifice the body to leave. Whispers of questions consume the air. The ones in flight plummet to lips. Scared of the shame we're scared of. Silent the motion travels. The vague image of sunlight darkness, patrols to send all things out. Addiction get into this ghost. fleeing the impending, to trouble the weak. Calamity come again and weep, at the foot of bedsides. continue the prosecution all granted to challenge. always fleeing the scene, to begin, but not finish. Why? Must that question be asked. By:Ocean To Prejudge is togive the gun. To Judge in realization is to shoot the gun. All coff

Writing And Poetry
Blow the sprinkles of glass off the table The excitement of variables Enchant follicle thought, Inside this apparition Is the cleverness in dots. One step, leads to countless murmurs of pediatric help. Vividly searching for freedom in unauthorized kind. Moments making This incapable, And dramatizing each candle lit. Non to the checkpoint Fire grazes the plastics, Pleasure reaches the ceiling high. Freezing itself to watch and ponder is own movement, Within the ghostly conscious. The tension strikes matches, Hearts beat repetitively faster and faster, Each split second, the sweat measures ounces, Transforming in gallons. cold and itchy the skin realizes self. Tripping down the stairs Cracking every possible noun Inside the aquarium. By: Ocean

World
Packets shar the opening With antique action preferred Smoke clouds multiple optics Shatter the pupils Being monstrous in size. Picture snaps capture The unmarked, unchartered map for the treasure we behold. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming into the skies above. Groping around the sleeves, For abandonment, In a manner The natural aura can't perceive This single blemish must, Be contagious. A array of passive soldiers Await the fierce line ahead. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. Times near They will not bow to our bodies. Arsenal of mounds and created forces Provide a jail, for eternity. Just to satisfy your amusement. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. The hills split in size, The laughing stock Flames the cigarettes, In their black owned hands, Are condemned to an aggravated shroud. Now a smirk with untol

Poetry
So glad to hear you could make it, just toodles before the trouble starts. Thankful you traveled safe, vengeful you came so early. Walked through the days, sprinted at the sun while it went away. So calm it seems. Sneaky was the camera play as enchanted could it be. For all that holds, is the glue before the trees. With the written words upholding your shirt, a scream lets out, so vivid, like the bit of the snake, that withers and corrupts your soul. As the shadows prevail, the aggressive look on your face, shows lightning bright. The noose in which you gather, is everything it can be. All the harm you make it to be. When the percussion beats soft, we'll dance the midnight graciously, In time for the midst of the collapse. To breath, to see, to feel, This is what you're here for. the destruction, and chaos, You bring. Is a symbol of the one thing most desire. Musky and shallow it may be, the jealousy and envy, the entrails, attacks in mass quantit

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Vic
Well i got rid of my VIC membership today. Sorry too all my friends no more 11's i just couldt see paying 15 bucks every month for the membership i wish it was cheep or free i miss giving my friends 11's. Well i just wanted everyone too know so they dont ask why they didt get anymore.

My Job
Just to let you know what I do for living. I work at The Orbis groups as some kinda pedagogical coach. Shifts from 7.30-15.30 or from 14.30-22.30. I really love it! Orbis exist from eight houses, six day spending groups of which central is lain in the field of location Astre-mount. The bldg. lie near all kinds of supplies, such as the day spending centre and the movement centre the water man. The farm and the forest have been lain on walking distance. Orbis are houses for people with a slightly intellectual restriction with (very) serious behaviour problems. These behaviour problems frequently originate from a combination of the intellectual restriction and development problems, psychiatric impairments, traumatic events in the past, yes or no congenitally organic impairments, social or emotional problems. There is 24/7 cares and is crisis relief there. This care becomes open, decided and closed offered. Orbis have employees, those CFB (control physical control) - and Heij

More Of Me!....
Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy weekend?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;)

Feed Me
You take me by the hand Leading to the unknown I had no idea, that my mind Was about to be blown I can feel your gentle breath As I come so close The emotions you feed me Are surely a lethal dose I can smell your scent That makes my head spin What's going through that mind When you flash that devilish grin Your passion is amazing But my feelings I can't trust Because deep down in my soul I know this is a forbidden lust

What Are Your Chances Of Getting Laid This Weekend?
You have a 80% chance of getting laid You are very likely to get laid this weekend. You are a smooth talker and hot to boot. What hottie could resist your charms? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Making Love Slowly
Tonight my dear when make love Let's share the things our dreams are of Let's light the candles, dance real slow Don't hold back, just let it go Show me that look in those eyes of yours As we dance together across the floor Sharing the warmth of each other's embrace Seeing the love upon each other's face Gazing deeply into the other's eyes Smoldering desire we can't disguise My lips meet yours with a tender caress Our hands now roaming to slowly undress Your lips wander softly down my neck Such sweet delights your touch confects I trace my hands around your waist Let's make love slowly, no need for haste My fingertips fumble to unbutton your shirt Your lips slide down as you remove my skirt Then standing before me, in a manly stance You take off my shirt, your fingers dance Over my skin, then down to my breasts As my fingers trace your muscular chest I slide down your pants onto the ground My heart beat quickens, begins to pound Let's make love slowly, leave not

Bottled Up...
Butterflies in my gut Full conversations in my head A gleam in my eye Quiet voice so shy Make me say the things I wish to say Tip the bottle of emotions Spill forth my hidden feelings For honesty flows from my heart Your ears so eager to listen Tell how I wish to dance With you as my partner In your arms A warm embrace May your kisses fall like rain drops Showering me in your love Run your fingers through my hair Like a gentle wind does blow Lay me down next to you Wrap up in melodic bliss Drink from my lips tonight May I become your water Quenching your soul As I am filled with passionate visions Of you and I Take the lead Guide the way Show me your heart Say you’ll stay May our bodies move like the river Overflowing from desire Let’s ride the waves of lust For no storms too strong To destroy what I am feeling Take me now The time has come My thoughts are seeping From this bottle filled by love Written by: Melody Copyright 1-27-07

Cryin
i thought i'd already been cried out enough with all the tears i've shed over the years... but they still come... n even when i will them not to, they still do. i want things to start looking up, and i know someday they will, but as for now, i think i should buy a boat... i'm gonna need it. :)

I Swear
I swear whatever site I go to I always feel black bar. Its always so hard for me to make friends and things it like eveyone wants a bad boy or a guy that will treat them bad. I couldn't do that well all I can do is hope my word reach someone out there. I have been though to much to ever give up hope.

Okay B4 I Go
I wanted i wanted it and i went. i was looking for more i wanted more i wanted you and all that you are to be the one you wanted give what i was what i am just to you i wished and hoped what you said was true than again just like that went out the door as we said bye i went because i wanted i was looking for something more i wanted you and all that you are was i wrong was i right what could this mean emotions here emotions there torn between what was and what it i felt the pain deep down inside saw that you were loving and kind i wanted to run and hide but i choose to stay what i wanted was you i wanted and went wanted to stay but couldnt maybe just in the end what i wanted wasnt want you wanted ~ME~

He Has A Touch Of Magic
As he comes to me this prince of mine in the darkness of the night. Although my flesh is openly willing, it is my heart that I keep tight. With his touch he is the Master of all my deepest desires. Still my resolve is not to Submit and be lost within these sensuous fires. He touched my moist center making me moan as I thrust forward waiting hips. He touched firmly tender my swollen breast while kissing, gently parting lips. He touched my head as a need for further pleasures knelt me down. He touched my hair holding and guiding with the fingers he had wound. Erupting and dissolving my resistance which seemed to be his goal. He spoke to me words of love and with that.. he touched my heart and soul.

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Why doesn't poetry say outright what it means? because that's poetry. If you were a lotion, what would your label say? warning: causes extreme amount of pleasure. What is your favorite work by Edgar Allen Poe? Probably Tell Tale Heart. Who is your favorite star wars character? None Why haven't we begun to colonize the moon? who knows What did you think of the shuttle columbia blowing up? sad What do you remember about the challenger? it blew up Is the force with you? yes, and it's also with you. What is your favorite spoof movie? Shaun of the Dead...love that movie! Would you ever own a human slave? besides for role playing in sex, no. What can no one stop you from doing? lots of things. Who would you be bored without? anyone. What is your only hope? that i live a happy life. Would you rather visit or puerto rico and why? the other choice, whatever it is. Have you ever corrupted someone or dragged them down? no? If you could say/teach one t

Sleeping With Me!
I like it when you sleep with me Your hand clasping mine. Then gently you loom over me, Bend your head to meet my lips. Or, when you think I'm asleep, Your fingers trace my lips, my cheeks, Down my face... With a sigh, you carefully turn me... So we lay like spoons, Your body pressed against mine, Tenderly you wrap me in your arms With your lips in my hair You whisper, "I love you." I like it when you sleep with me. I can pillow your head on my chest. I can touch your skin, and trace Your eyebrows, or your nose. Sometimes, if I just lay there With my arms around you, You'll go to sleep, Lulled by the sound of my heartbeat. I like it when you sleep with me... Even when it means waking up Not sure which body part is mine. Funny, how in sleep we struggle to get closer. So we awaken, tangled by the quilts into one creature... I like it when you sleep with me!

"love Ya!!"
Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!!

Angel In Your Pocket
I am a tiny angel I'm smaller then your thunb; I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect; Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel I was a fairy in a flower; God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me angel power. Now God has many Angels We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, With way to much to do; He said my assignment Is to keep close watch on you. When He tucked me in your pocket He blessed you with Angel care; Then told me to never leave you, And I vowed always to be there.

Life Of Tonya M Mills
My life started in 1973 i was born in Ohio to my parent's and there names are Jerry and Geneva Mills. We lived out there for a while and then we moved back to Ky. I really dont know much about my lot younger years but i have a sister that does. Well heres what i can remember of my life...It wasnt the best in the world but, here goes...I can remember goin to church and stuff like that and then dad worked and then when he came home he would sleep awhile and then he would get up and go up to our couzins house and get drink and then he would come in and start fighting with mom and all of us kids and the next thing i can remember is that he throwed a set of keys at mom and everything and then when i got older we all moved around alot and stuff and we moved to Ark. and thats where dad fount out he had a tumor on his head and it was a size of a pot of grapes and then they did surgey on him and they had to put a shunt in his head to keep it draind off his head. Then the next thing i knew we w

My Personal Favorite
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Surrender
The painted sky has drug me down Under these blankets of solitude This is where you come to me In my dreams.... Your hands so strong Able to crush me if you choose Yet in the space of a breath they turn tender Caressing me Exploring every inch of my body Exposed in the candelight Tracing my bare breast with your fingertips Your warm breath on my cheek The sweat from your skin This must be real... I melt into liquid satin You weave your silky web of love Entraping us I find myself lost in your gaze Colors swirling around me.. ...I awake And I weep for you.

Beginnings
as time passes on the only thing left to start with is a beginning each turning day you rediscover whats left whats empty inside with every new beginning a day breaks falling with the sky all the lies falling with the sky is a memory memories fail because your love has failed me once again you leave me here where shall i go who will come with me day after day a life is shadowed everytime you call a new day with every new lie comes a new beginning

Barbaro
You are a great champion, when you ran the ground shook, and the sky opened, mere mortals parted, and you met me in the winners circle, and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back. I just got the news that Barbaro, was put down. While i am glad he is out of his misery I cannot but think about the loss the world of horse racing has taken. Hands down Barbaro was probably the best horse that thoroughbred racing has seen in a long time. He was a horse that regardless of what you asked of him he would give it too you. Besides his speed, endurance, and pure elegance he was a horse of great heart, wanting nothing more then to please his those that loved him, which in the end, happened to be ninety percent of the United States of America. It is said that Horse Racing is the Sport of Kings. but just about every redblooded American, whether they were rich or poor, famous or infamous, they knew who Barbaro was. I have not had a chance to sit down and read the article yet

The Heat
It was a hot summer night, the sound of crickets filled the still air. A half moon and one whole star shone through the clouds. She waited by the window, knowing that her Lover and Poet would come to steal her heart away. He is so handsome and strong. His eyes are dark and mysterious, for that is where He hides His passion of Her. Which only She could see. Their Love has traveled through space and time, one life touching the next. He The King and She The Queen… Her thoughts interrupted, feeling His hands holding Her. Mind whirling, Body burning, She turns to kiss Him. She longs for His lips for they taste like honey. He presses Her tightly to Him and She feels as though She cannot breath. I am intoxicated with Your Love and am drunk on Our lust. His hand gently touches Her face, moving the long red strands of hair. Now He could look, long and deep into Her eyes ,Which could speak unspoken words… Their stare becomes an embrace The place where Their souls meet and fly together…

The Game
I stalk you like a huntress. You are my greatest desire. I want you desperately, but have not taken you yet. I want to be your lover, but have had you many times before. Except not the way I want you. We have been lovers for months now, but tonight will be different. I want to violate you. I want to fuck you like you have never been fucked before. Tonight I will kidnap you and make you mine. I pick you up at your door, and tell you we are going to play a game. I immediately blindfold you and bind your wrists together. You seem not to be concerned, good, you are used to my little sexual games. I have already rented a room, prepared it for our arrival, way in the back of the motel complex, away from prying eyes. I can feel my excitement mounting. Your obvious trust in me is comforting, and my desire for you is exceeding all boundaries. As I lead you from the car, my open hand slides down your ass cheek and returns upward lightly with one finger drawing a line up the crack of your a

For Those You Know That Everything Happens For A Reason.
Balance Partners Reality is about the return to balance. Balance Partners are the people you meet along the way who help you create balance in your life. In a time of the evolution of consciousness - balance partners would be on the same frequency saying and do things that bring the ‘ ha!’ awakening feeling...As the program of our reality moves towards balance and closure - many will evaluate all aspects of their lives - physical, emotional, and spiritual. New connections will be forged to that end. As you move through your spiritual journey these balance partners will come into your life at the appointed time and place - based on the activities you are guided to. You generally attract each other by synchronicity - meaning that there is something that will be shared by both people - after which they can remain close friends or stay for a while and move on as would a teacher. The door is generally open to meet again and share in the future. They remain in our lives for a period of

30 Jan 07 - Tuesday
30 Jan 07 - Tuesday 1922 Dick Martin Detroit MI, actor/comedian (Laugh-In, Carbon Copy) 1931 Gene Hackman California, actor (Bonnie & Clyde, Under Fire, Superman) 1941 Dick Cheney (George Bush's secretary of defense 1989-93/Vice President 2001- ) 1942 Marty Balin Cincinnati OH, singer (Jefferson Starship) 1947 Steve Marriott rock guitarist/vocalist (Humble Pie) 1949 William King Alabama, soul trumpeteer (Commodores) 1951 Phil Collins England, singer/drummer (Genesis) 1967 Bill Leverty Richmond VA, guitarist (Firehouse) 1979 Diva Zappa daughter of Frank 1798 Representative Matthew Lyon (Vermont) spits in face of Representative Roger Griswold (Connecticut) in US House of Representatives, after an argument 1894 US flag fired on in Rio; prompt satisfaction exacted by Admiral Benham 1917 1st jazz record recorded (Dark Town Strutters Ball) 1933 "The Lone Ranger" premieres on ABC radio 1939 Hitler calls for the extermination of Jews 1946 1st issue of Franklin Roosevelt dime

21 Ideas To Have A Better Life
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great l

Rough Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Womanhood
You came to me last night Your hands reaching for me Your arms encircling me Pulling me to your strong chest Your lips covering my face With kisses soft and sweet Your lips melting with mine Lips made only for each other Your hands caressing me As your mouth devours my body The heat rising in both of us Passion growing wildly The hardness of your manhood Pressing against my soft flesh Insistent demanding to be taken Into my soft folds To be enveloped in the Sweetness of my womanhood The two of us bound together Bodies hearts souls spirits Locked together in love and hunger Reaching untold heights of pleasure Finding orgasmic release as one

What Type Of Sex Do You Like?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Little Johnny Jokes
A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks you're stupid, stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up. The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny? "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!" ................................................. Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" ................................................... Little Johnny and Susie are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Johnny goes to Susie's father to ask him for her hand. Johnny bravely walks up to him and says "Mr. Smith, me and Susie are in love and I want to ask

Broken Hearted.
Broken hearted. I was a waken by a breaking heart . were all is black To thick for the light to part. Finding my love having a soul to share. Was the greatest adventure that two could share. Finding her gone . not any were. Reaching for reasons ,warmth, a mind an person to share. Finding her body, her heart so grand. Loving the lady with every thread. Sowing my heart up tying to see out of this fuck Up head. Needing her gentile , finding instead. Cold responses to which I have just said Slicing my wrist .feeling so dead . I said I loved you, and you said it was all in my head The cold response as you dream of others in our bed Not wanting to give up , a miscast I grow instead. Finding all the compromises growing. becoming a Dom Just in my head. Crawling on broken glass words still fresh in my head. I love you but are not in love with you . keeps playing in my Head . Reaching out to avoid in space finding it hard to keep a smile on thy face. Hold

Breathe
For every struggle there is a breath we take. Breathe.... Breathe Hold your breath Do you feel it? The very air that you need to survive, Now makes you struggle. Hold your love Is it true? Does it breathe this life you lost Back into you? The breath you take and hold Gives you life. Cling to the one breath too long And your body becomes numb. Feel yourself struggle Try to hold it, you can’t One big explosive mass of used up air Escapes you with emotion It leaves you gasping Feeling as if you are going to die Do not hold your breath Breathe. Do not cling to a love that has been held too long. Exhale Another will bring you life Breathe life back into it Love is to be caressed Exhale, let it grow Inhale, treasure it Breathe

Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Depth Of These People's Stupidity Never Ceases To Amaze Me.
I hate to get woke (woken?) up for any reason. I particularly hate to get woke up for a stupid reason. The following counts as the stupidest reason ever: We have been having some pretty good rain for a few days. 4:30 am I get startled out of bed by my doorbell ringing which in turn sets my dog to barking. The apartment manager's husband is standing there. Apparently he can't sleep because he hears a drip. The first thing to come to my mind, and thus the first thing out of my mouth is, "No fucking shit, it's raining you asshole." As the stupified look runs across his face, the rest of the thoughts are: How is this my problem? Are you planning to wake me up when you hear thunder during a lightening storm too? It's windy too, do you plan to mention that you can hear it moaning through the eves? Those however, didn't get a voice because I was busy trying not to kill the idiot. So, knowing he is jewish, I asked, "Did you wake me up to ask God to make the rain stop?" He

The Transference…
The transference… Even thou you are the Dom the transference of power Rest in the hands of your submissive and slaves or your play partner As long as things are consensual the power is there’s in truths For they will not ,can not, give you the power with out there approval To live, play ,or explorer with in this life. Even the terms of the contracted fall in such a order With out a willing subject the Dom is just a man with out a follower And playmate. So its best to respect and treat them good they do have the last word!

Holy Crabs Batman...read This People
Dear David, Several weeks ago, we informed you by mail that our editors have certified your poem "Mirror of the Broken Past" as a semi-finalist in our International Open Poetry Contest. I'm writing to remind you that your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in February 2007. As a semi-finalist, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 First Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you compete for these prizes in the coming weeks (click here for a complete list of prizes). And that's not all . . . David . . . Imagine Your Poem Featured on a Page by Itself in a Beautiful Coffee-table Edition! As I mentioned in my letter, and in celebration of the unique talent that you have displayed, we also wish to publish your poem in what promises to be one of the most highly sought-after collections of poetry we have ever published

***please******
Alrighty friends, I wanted to post this blog in order to get a few things straight. I am new to this place so I am not sure as to whether I should write this as bulletin or a blog, so if you think I should change it let me know. OK, here goes: Yes you are right I have posted 'adult' photos of myself on this site... (and I am changing them to private today.) However this does not mean that I want to have sex cyber or otherwise with you. I am not going to give you my yahoo name and I damn sure am not going to give you my phone number and/or address. I am a married woman and am only looking to flirt, at the most. I hope this does not seem too harsh! Hope you all had a great Monday! XXXOOO~ me

The Submissive's Prayer
The Submissive's Prayer Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete,as he makes mine.

Putting On The Heat....or Ice
Have a heating pad and ice pack ready to use in your massage. If you don't already have these, your retailer carries a variety of styles of each. A medium size heating pad and flexible ice pack are good. Some of the newer packs can either be heated (in the microwave) or kept in the freezer. If you're using this kind, keep them in the freezer, until you're ready to heat them, they'll last longer. Always wrap the heated or cooled pack in a hand towel; do not put the pack directly on the skin. Limit the time ice or heat packs are used to no longer than 12 minutes in an hour. Be sure to check with the person receiving the massage to be sure the temperature is comfortable. Remove the pack if gets uncomfortable. * Use heat for areas tight from stress or underuse. Heat will bring more blood into the area, and help it to relax. You can tell if an area needs heat if you've been told it's sore, if it feels flabby or spongy, or is not working well. Another sign is if you use additional pres

Have You All....?
rated this blog yet? lol anyway...please spread the word about my blog and what I am doing here...I am trying to spread awareness about miscarriage and infant loss as well as support those that have lived through it....please help in anyway that you see fit...even if its just rating this blog...thanks so much

Loneliness Overwhelming Me
for 2 days now i haven't heard from Josh... all my friends are 13 miles or farther from me n those that do have cars have been busy. i'm used to having friends over everyday, but lately, no one. my best friends fiance is facing 2 years in prison. she's depressed beyond belief n usually we can cheer eachother up... but we have been unable to lately... i have been home alone n lonely for 2 days now... i'm so depressed and i don't know what to do. my 16 yr old little brother tried to jump in front of a truck cuz he doesnt wanna live anymore n he n my mom moved 19 hrs away from me in december w my 3 little sisters when my mom got remarried n i miss them all. i feel so lonely and scared and i dunno what to do. :( -----Barbie xoxoxo-----

Hot Beachbabe
At this time of the year i love to think about sommertime. Having fun at the beach. I love to see my friend flirting and having fun. Playing with them in the water and at the seaside. I wish it was already that time of the year....

God Will Knock You The F*** Out!
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the matt

What I Would Love To Have
A man who really loves me. A man who looks for ways to make me feel special. SOmeone to incourage me and know i can do it. Eyes and hair color are not important but I want a man who likes to be active. Loves hicking, camping, swiming, going for walks or just throwign the ball back and forth with the kids. A man who will check on my mom and help her and not leave it up to me to change her tire or fix her plumbing. A man who does things so I wont have to do them. Money to pay bills and money to save. Are there any real men out there? If there are I haven't found them. My dad was the best example I had of how a man was suppose to do. He took care of my mom. She never had ot work on her own car, take out garbage. He helped with my grandmother. He was a real man! I can't even trust my heart anymore. Someone starts off treating me right or talkign sweet I listen but once they have me they turn and then its to late to leave. HELP!!! I want to be loved and cherished.

Rememberance Of The Darkened Garden
Rememberance of the Darkened Garden Somewhere in the hallowed ground in between Shadowspace I see your beautiful soul and all its forms of grace Fyre burning, flames ignite.. erotic souls mingle between day and night Passion building to the point of exquisite release.. Slow seductions a gentle tease I see my self through your poets eyes there is no mask and no lies Inccubi the angels sigh come dance with me yet again Remember when long ago when you first came to the garden Broken Hearted dreamer midnight erotic screamer always a gentleman rogue I remember your mischievous poems and poems that would make the angels weep Darling poet..in my heart you always been so lets ignite the flames of dark desire with our musings yet again Somewhere between heaven and hell just before night meets day.. Come my fellow darling let us play in shadowspace Erotica unleashed beauty imortalized passion soaring ,no guilt or disguise.. soft caresses fromth

A Darkened Door
Through a darkend door I have always danced.. sometimes even pranced.. things said to people sometimes misconstrued.. cryptic dreamer erotic keener but never unaware.. patience and tollerance were my mark.. now I dance someplace in the darq free always and tru to myself my darlings that know me have I ever to thee been untru?? sometimes i am sad and blue.. but the essance that is will always be freedom is my inhearant gift.. freedom of the soul.. yes I love and am willing to lose.. to give one what they truly seek.. tepered and honed are my feelings but to one i would lay down my arms and surrender if that one could be really tru.. passion in the darq of night.. bodies twine and writhe.. to heaven and hell I have dived.. not beholden or ever shackled.. my darlings I think I have found tru peace there is comfort and cold beauty through a darkened door.. but i always see with my third eye.. and the soul that calls to

Bastard
I seriously don't understand it... My ex quit his job to start a better paying one, but child support was supposed to kick in on the first, and now i'm pretty sure he's delayed it! I just don't understand WHYYYY he gets to be happy, while im here trying to make things work. I could SCREAM... My blood pressure last week was 155/99 at the doctor, to go along with a nice old Kidney infection!! LOVELY!! Where do I find stress relief????

Darq Seduction
Darq Seduction (erotica) Current mood: naughty Category: seductive Writing and Poetry Come agan with me do twine. my shadow love in darqness devine lay with me on silken sheets and let us build darq passion yet again.. bind me with strands of pearls. blindfold me with strands of silk.. blackened lace and milk white theigh let is dream the dream that eros sighs bodies twine and do writhe angels dance and demons cry trace my flesh with fur of fox bind me with thy raven locks sup from my navel juice of passion love me in flesh and the soul feather kisses frum cupid bow lips erotic traces from a rabbit whip coral nipples harden and swell as passions seeks release blood rises and does course in the darq heat of seduction jasmine sented in the air candles shadowdance in somewhere between here and there as i arch and thy touch do seek you smile and softly laugh the heat you call with your softest touch light

Shadow Caress
Shadow Caress Shadow Caress soft caresses in the darkness in the shadow dreams where are you my darling when the seraphim keen? memories of your feather touch.. dark seduction i loved ever so much as the egyptian music played the smell of jasmine in the air as bodies twine and meld heat of passion on a desert night.. as the shadows dance upon the temple wall candle flickers ghosts dancing upon milk white skin.. the dance of the ages , dark seduction once again begins dark eyes pools with endless debth. how I still got lost in them come to me in the shadowland.. where the is no form of command let us just be a boy and a girl in the timeless sea let us love with out reason or thought.. cross all boundries in the real and surreal.. come meet me in shadowspace.. let us share eroticas grace or , perhaps find some new form of disgrace tye me up perhaps with bonds of silken rope the play of the knife cross

Slow Seductions
In the shadoworld we do caress and softly slowly erotically confess soft touches on beautiful ideals come walk with me a surreal mile?? In the shadow soft caress, slow seduction candlight undress.. chamber walls black leather and cold steel alabaster white and scarlett red we slowly fall in a purple bed satin sheets sensually slide slow seductions and erotica she cried.. slowly as we do undress I tye thy wrists to the bed first the headboard then the feet.. slow seductions on satin sheets.. crimson lips and dark desire.. blackened flames of a midnight pyre..in the shadows and the fogs haze I see thy darkened heated gaze.. Come walk with me through that darkened door care to taste erotica's lips once more..? ~Shadowdancer~

The Fist Of God Is A Us Marine
this has been going round the bulletins today, and i wanted to save it and share it with those of you who don't always check bulletins... A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and

Erotica Unleashed
Erotica she cried and the winds of tyme she did ryde.. passion bound and unleashed the seafoam hitting the winter shores.. dancing in black lace across the moors soft touch and the hammer of waves dark seductions and crimson daze.. come partake of me she did cry love and kisses from the succubi..wrap arround and within feel the heat of passion from within.. please partake of this dark embrace.. a meeting of minds and erotic face..slow seductions in a crimson haze lost within thy lovers gaze come feel me and taste my skin leet me feel you deep within.. love and darkness payne and light bound in bonds of this dark seductive erotic knight..

Hypnotic Knyght
Hypnotic Nyght Darkness she cried the tymes of space she did ryde there is a darq and beautiful knyght songs of the hypnotic trance dark seductions and painful romance Lightning strikes im das himmel Guten Nacht und erstenvacht lashes from silken whips sadicstical torture does sometimes me please soft REIGNS swaying on an arabian steed the wind in my hair does me sometimes please the kiss of the whip on milk white flesh look for me in my secret shadow space.. cause perhaps there are still a few new forms of disgrace.. ~Shadowdancer~

January 13th-19th
Martin Luther King Day was on the 15th. He was such a great speaker. He could really get people inspired. Now today we have George Bush and Arnold Schwarzenegger. They make you reach for the dictionary. Connecticut Senator Christopher Dodd is running for president. He says that he was been having conversations with the mirror over running. The bad news is today the mirror said that it favors Barack Obama. President Bush says that his new plan will ensure that every Iraqi gets a piece of the oil business. Unlike here where the oil business gets a piece of every American. International soccer star David Beckham has signed a $250 million deal to play here in L.A. He’s very popular. People say he could make a huge impact on the way Americans ignore soccer. To give you an idea of how popular he is today an L.A. jury awarded him a not guilty sentence for any future murders. A lot of British people are upset over Beckham’s move. They don’t think it’s right for a Brit to come to Amer

Redneck At The Bar;-)
A bartender was washing glasses one afternoon when an elderly Irishman came in. With great difficulty, the Irishman hoisted his bad leg over the barstool, pulled himself up painfully, and asked for a sip of Irish whiskey. The Irishman looked down the bar and said, "Is that Jesus down there?" The bartender nodded, so the Irishman told him to give Jesus an Irish whiskey, too. The next patron to come in was an ailing Italian with a hunched back, who moved very slowly. He shuffled up to the barstool and asked for a glass of Chianti. He also looked down the bar and asked if that was Jesus sitting at the end of the bar. The bartender nodded, so the Italian said to give Him a glass of Chianti, too. The third patron to enter the bar was a redneck, who swaggered into the bar and hollered, "Barkeep, set me up a cold one! Hey, is that God's Boy down there?" The barkeep nodded, so the redneck told him to give Jesus a cold one, too. As Jesus got up to leave, he w

Fuck That Idiotic Chem Lab.
Back in 121, we were fed to the lions. NO help. NO tutorials. NO guides. Just a kick in the ass, and "Good luck, fucker" And now, in 122, they're holding our fucking hands and basically helping us at every step. -shakes head- AND WHY DOES NO FUCKIN' T.A. SPEAK ENGLISH? HOW HARD IS IT TO LEARN THE LANGUAGE OF THE COUNTRY YOU'RE FUCKING TEACHING AT??! -pauses to not go homicidal- Oi. Thank god I got a new hat. And awesome people in my life. Hm. Well, almost time to go to calc... and learn that from a Russian lady. -eye roll- Better than the Japanese calc teacher I had LAST semester that caused me to fail the fucking class. I need a hobby. lol.

Hmmmmm
Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~ Pretty girl By;SugarcultIf you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It does'nt make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry your just like me. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

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Valz/boyfriend Application
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~Quiz: Your Guiding Goddess for 2007~ By Cait Johnson, co-author of Celebrating the Great Mother (Inner Traditions, 1995). Simple Solution Which face of the Divine Feminine is by your side in this New Year, urging and encouraging you to be the person you are meant to be? Take this quick quiz to see which goddess is your guide: Which statement is TRUE for you? 1. This year, what I long for MOST is freedom. 2. This year, what I long for MOST is a fresh start. 3. This year, what I long for MOST is love. 4. This year, what I long for MOST is to be healed. 5. This year, what I long for MOST is wisdom and learning. 6. This year, what I long for MOST is creativity. If you answered TRUE to 1, ARTEMIS is your goddess. To the ancient Greeks, this goddess was a feisty, wild woods-dweller, in tune with nature and animals. Artemis encourages us to connect with the outdoors, with animals, and with our own fiercely independent spirits. If you answered TRUE to 2, KALI is

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lets see here it is monday already where the hell did saturday and sunday go???? oooooooo yeah thats right i worked all weekend and spent the rest of the day saturday at basketball games... so here it is monday again and im tired of work already.. like so many of us just trying to live and get by save alittle for fun sometimes the fun never comes and the bills just keep getting bigger... well i for one am tired of working and not really getting anywhere.. as u can tell im in a really pissy mood cause i had a lady come through work today and i speak no spanish and she raised her voice to me cause i could not understand her... well im soooooo sorry i didnt have to take spanish in high school and dont care to take it now unless i plan on going to mexico,, but with no money that is impossible so i guess,,, anyway as the old slogan goes at work the customer is always right but that doesnt mean i cant get snotty right back.. i didnt mean to but i had to walk away all of us food people deal w

Off To Save The World...
I will be off saving the world, one weather forecast at a time, for the next couple days, cuz I work a strange schedule... Welcome to the Navy I guess... haha I'd love to see lots of comments and new friends when I come back...

We Will See..
Hmm...Someone opened this? Did you read it? I'm not askin you to care, and I won't post anything that i dont find interesting or funny. However, it seems everytime I ask for help, I dont really get it. I am not the only one who feels this either... Thats all I have to say today... Have a GREAT week, and an even better weekend!!!! ~*HUGZZZ*~ ~*KEVIN*~

Lies
WHy do people lie to the ones they claim to love? Husbands do it and wives do it but is it right? I am so tired. He my idiot that I am giving away real cheap, says he took care of a bill. THey todl me that if I don't pay cash for it I WILL go to jail. I worte a check last week for my natural gas bill. The next day the check bounced and becasue my name is on the check it is me they come lookign for. I told him I want a divorce and he said nothing. I told him to get out and he stayed. I have to fidn someway to get out but how? I am still in college and I wont graduate till May 2007. It sucks at home. The kids and I don't wont ot be here when he comes home. When he's had a bad day its hell for us. He will sit on his butt and do nothing and if he does soemthing he gets upset becsue he's havign ot move. Spending is all he likes ot do. Oh lets go eat out tonight anbd screw the bills. I want ajob so my kids wont ever have to do without again.

U.s. Military Deaths In Iraq Hit 3,084
U.S. Military Deaths in Iraq Hit 3,084 The British military has reported 130 deaths; Italy, 33; Ukraine, 18; Poland, 18; Bulgaria, 13; Spain, 11; Denmark, six; El Salvador, five; Slovakia, four; Latvia, three; Estonia, Netherlands, Thailand, two each; and Australia, Hungary, Kazakhstan, Romania, one death each. http://apnews.excite.com/article/20070128/D8MUJ8183.html

Arousing Thrill
The night is cold and it's you I hold Your firm and strong body I behold Come close to me and hold me tight Let us enjoy all through this night. I loved your body covering mine Touching my soft and smooth lines This tingling feeling I hold inside Now you are with me… Could no longer hide. Minutes before this was a silent room Now full of moan under silver moon Satin covered bed now warm and wet With two bodies full of sweat. I never feel this thrill before You get inside and reached my core This wonderful feeling we both adore Couldn't help ourselves for wanting more.

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

1,500 Policemen Fired In Iraqi Province
1,500 Policemen Fired in Iraqi Province By Associated Press January 28, 2007, 3:26 PM EST BAGHDAD, Iraq -- The mayor of Baqouba and 1,500 police officers in Diyala province have been fired in a bid to end the raging violence in that region northeast of Baghdad, the provincial police chief said Sunday. Ghanim al-Qureyshi, who took command of police operations in the violent province after his predecessor was sacked last month, said Mayor Khalid Al-Senjeri, a Sunni Muslim, was dismissed over suspicions he was collaborating with Sunni Arab insurgents. Last week, the mayor was reported kidnapped by insurgents who blew up his office and stole several new police vehicles in Baquoba, the provincial capital. He was released a few days later. Al-Qureyshi said the 1,500 policemen were fired because they fled rather than fight when insurgents attacked in Baqouba in November. The chief said he was determined to create a police force free of corruption. American and I

Dance Of 2 Blades
Trying to save a love, Two lovers take it, as if it was a saber, One holds the hilt, Another pulls the edge tip. One Pushes it away , Both press hard to own this new love- One drives the handle to the other's chest While the other, points the sharp steel tip, at a once loved heart. And then, the dance begins, as one can not stand holding the edge anymore, Will she take the handle Of another the other she loves, next time and rest no more? One lover will have no mercy or pitty then For the others hands squeezing steel, Unless she has felt it herself. She has no pitty then, for

A Fairy
A Fairy A fairy came down from heavens And took my heart in a fraction I felt so petrified and dumbstruck Never felt so helpless in entire life fair like a marble statue shone in moonlight fragrance more alluring than million flowers Her beauty defied the cupid's theology Held me on trance of her magical words Words rolled like pearls from her red lips Musical sound froze the motion of streams Ears yearned such heavenly feast in years Indescribable aura around in charming reels She had enlivened me for another day Reinvigorated me with her words of pray Her protective embrace had so tightly held me

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

Wondering
Wondering I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Sexual Feeling
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Key
There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

Do You Know Who Your Friends Are?
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Leaving Soon
Alright well i finally got the word and orders that ill be getting deployed to iraq in early march fun fun times lol I will try to keep in touch as best i can not making any promises unless i have ur email already and then its still will be times i wont be able to chat or talk much but wish me luck and safe passage

The Way It Should Be
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like mother and daughter we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Lmao
One late night, Mark came out of the local pub a little drunk. He got into his pickup and started driving home. He was on a lonely stretch of the road when, all of a sudden, a piston blew right through the engine hood! Mark got out of his truck, angry as hell and kicked the door out of sheer frustration and started walking down the deserted road. About twenty minutes later, a pickup loaded with guys riding in the back came along and stopped. One of the men yelled, "Hey man, what happened?" Mark replies, "Piston broke." The man calls back, "Oh hell, buddy! We're all pissed and broke. Get in the fuckin' truck." Following the birth of my second child, I called our insurance company to inquire about my short-term disability policy. "I just had a baby," I proudly announced to the representative who picked up the phone. "Congratulations! I'll get all of your information and activate your policy," she assured me. After taking down basic facts like my name and ad

My Grandma
Ok as you all know who I am and who I talked the most is my grandma.. Well the doctors are say they did all they could.. so they are bring or she has to go to a nurse in so she is basicly she is dying.. Now I am scared out of my mind and I don't know what I am going to do at all.. I may have to go to her and ask her what is going to happen to me.. I lived with my grandma since 17 years old and I am on SSI.. Mostly you people know what that means.. Right now I am sick and my scomatch is twisting and turning scared out of my own damn mind.. So I don't know.. If I can turn back time and fix I will but I can't.. I don't know what I am going to do.. My guess is sit down and take to my grandma about this kind of stuff.. I don't know how long she has but I will keep you all inform of what is going.. be my guess to leave a comment or relpy this.. I don't care no more.. Right now I am highly worried about my grandma.. Thank you for who is or who ever is reading it.. Virgo24

Police Want Brandy Charged In Vehicle Death
**should she be?** LOS ANGELES (Jan. 29) - The California Highway Patrol recommended Monday that actress-singer Brandy be charged with misdemeanor vehicular manslaughter in a freeway crash that killed a woman motorist last month, a city attorney's spokesman told The Associated Press. The CHP referred the matter to the city attorney's office for review, said spokesman Nick Velasquez. "The office is currently reviewing the case and determining whether the evidence warrants the filing of a misdemeanor charge of vehicular manslaughter," Velasquez said. A message seeking comment from Brandy's publicist, Courtney Barnes, was not immediately returned. The charge carries a maximum sentence of one year in county jail and a $1,000 fine, Velasquez said. Prosecutors couldn't say when they would make a decision about whether to bring a case. If charged, Brandy wouldn't necessarily have to appear in court and could have her lawyer enter a plea, Velasquez said. Brandy, whos

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Just think about it. The way it's going now. You don't have a doubt how I'm feeling. I do love you.I do care about you. Just let me in,let me in your life. Just let it happen,right here,right now. Just you and me. Come on babe.I know you want it too. Just let it be,you and me. Doesn't matter what they say. Just feel and let it be. Caus we're strong. Do you know that when I was a little boy, I was dreaming,dreaming about my life. How it should be. I did dream about flowers,horses,everything. Little boy's grow up. Now I'm only dreaming of you. I don't know why I've those feelings. Maybe it's ment to be. Never felt this way. You've got to know that al that I ever wanted is you. Need you so.

Golf Joke!!
A man goes to the confessional. "Forgive me father, for I have > sinned." > > "What is your sin, my child?" The priest asks back. > > "Well," the man starts, "I used some horrible language this week and I > feel absolutely terrible." > > "When did you do use this awful language?" Said the priest. > > "I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was > going to go over 250 yards, but it struck a phone line that was > hanging over the fairway and fell straight down to the ground after > going only about 100 yards." > > "Is that when you swore?" > > "No, Father." Said the man. "After that, a squirrel ran out of the > bushes and grabbed my ball in his mouth and began to run away." > > "Is THAT when you swore?" Asked the priest again. > > "Well, no," said the man, "You see, as the squirrel was running, an > eagle came down out of the sky, grabbed the squirrel in his talons and > bega

Memories
Who Says Men Can't Remember Anniversaries? A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?", she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?". The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes I do! " she replies. The husband paused. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car

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Here are 10 things a woman wants out of a relationship at least in my view. 1. A man who can smile and laugh at her jokes even if they are really gay. 2. A man that can show a woman that having a good time doesn't necessarily mean sex, rather throwing silly string at eachother and watching a movie. 3. A man who can look at his girl on her sickest days and still find something to compliment her on. 4. A man who will take the time out of his day just to call and say "Hey". 5. We like a man that can cook! Even if his skills are limited to toasted cheese and soup! 7. We like men that will help those of us who are a bit ditzy on sports to understand the game. 8. We like men not to just notice our physical looks, this means our breasts and asses! Look up at our faces and talk to us directly. 9. We tend to like men who will come forward and ask us to try something new. 10. We like men to be themselves around us, you have nothing to show off to us, we fell in love wi

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WELL THE CONTEST THAT I WAS GOING TO HOLD IS NOW BEING CLOSED, AND I AM NO LONGER HOLDING IT. IT SEEMS YOU HAVE TO BE A BIG NAME AROUND THESE PLACES TO HOLD ONE. AND WELL I'M ANYTHING BUT THAT. AS SOON AS I HIT SEND ON THIS BLOG/BULLETIN, I AM GOING TO DELETE THE 5 PEOPLE THAT WERE WILLING TO PARTICIPATE. I THANK YOU 5 THAT WERE WONDERFUL ENOUGH TO WANT TO ENTER.

Husband Store
A new "Husband Store" has just opened in New York City that sells husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they must follow the instructions posted at the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the husbands increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any husband from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down, except to exit the building!" So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor, the sign on the door reads: "Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs." The 2nd floor sign reads: "Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids." The 3rd floor sign reads: "Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely Good Looking." "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and sign reads: "Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Good Looking and Help With Housework." "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can h

Hey This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC