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Wrong Army
Author Jeff Edwards This article was written by retired Chief Petty Officer and award winning novelist, Jeff Edwards. America's military can win wars. We've done it in the past, and I have absolute confidence that we'll continue to do it in the future. We've won fights in which we possessed overwhelming technological superiority (Desert Storm) as well as conflicts in which we were the technical underdogs (the American Revolution) We've crossed swords with numerically superior foes, and with militaries a fraction of the size of our own. We've battled on our own soil (Civil War) and on the soil of foreign lands(Iwo Jima) On the sea Under the sea And in the skies We've even engaged in a bit of cyber-combat, way out there on the electronic frontier. At one time or another, we've

35 Things I Want To Know About Ya
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST..I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know..... JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 10. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 11. What's your philosophy on life? 12. Pessimistic or Optimistic? 13. What was your dream growing up? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 16. Tell me one weird fact about you: 17. Would you have my back or ki

Just Like January , By Melissa O'neil
Put all the past in a box and seal it with shrink-wrap Send it away to a place you'll never go Smash all the glass that is keeping you trapped in a bottle Take your first cold breath of hope Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January Trash everything that has ever crashed your system Forget all the days that you've ever cried for help Shelf all the words that have ever been used against you Take the time to trust yourself Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January And I'm changing January And I don't know what's coming Or what lies ahead for me Just when I thought I faded You saved me

Please Forgive Me Ye Great Gods Of Dental Hygiene!
Can someone please tell me why EVERY dentist I've ever been to has to make you feel guilty about my teeth?!? I try to be good; I brush daily, floss mostly (when I remember), and avoid sweets (when it's not baklava or a birthday cake...birthday cake doesn't count). And yet, each every time I go I get told I'm doing something wrong, and that my teeth aren't long for this world! I can't handle it all!!! Today, I got told that I was brushing too 'vigorously'. Apparently, I've been overly enthusiastic about having white teeth and fresh breath! I didn't get any compliments about the fact that I'm brushing daily...nor even a nod to the mostly flossing...I get punk'd on the fact that I brush too hard and much!!!! Like I need this!!! I have a wife and kids who confuse me...I don't need it from the dentist! Maybe I should schedule a therapy appointment for after the dental cleaning! Freakin' dentists!

Joke Lol
I went into this restaurant and order a cup of coffee, and a bowl of soup. When the waitress brought out my coffee, she had her finger in it, but before I could say anything she left in a hurry. When she brought out my soup she had her finger in that too. I stopped her and said, "Miss, I don't understand something, you had your finger in my coffee, and then the same finger in my soup?" She stated that she has arthritis in her finger, and the doctor told her to keep it warm. Well I was furious so I said, "Why don't you just stick if up your ass...", and she replied, "I do when I'm in the back." LOL

Wet T-shirt Contest
im trying to start up a new contest for everyone and there friends. this is one that i have not seen yet so lets give it a try. im looking for 5 to 10 people to enter a wet T-shirt contest.if you like to enter this contest plese send me a pic that u would like to use. when i get enough to start the contest i will let u know. thanks and please lets have fun with this one. P.S please repost

Motivation For Us All!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Stepping back Imagine that you can a step back from yourself, far enough back to get a good, objective look at the way you are. What do you think you would see? You already know what it's like to be you from the inside. Think for a moment how it would be to encounter you from the outside. Consider how your words, your actions and your priorities look when viewed objectively. Think of the advice you would want to give if you were to observe yourself for a while from the outside. Stand back and watch the way you spend your time. Look closely at what really works for you, and at what really doesn't. Though it is unwise to become obsessed with what others think of you, it is smart to regularly consider your life from an objective viewpoint. It can give you a new appreciation for your strengths and will help to point out areas where you can make valuable improvements. In your imagination, every now and then, take a step back, and then take a go

Dude...
so i'm sorta sick...like...my throat is all messed up. so my voice is pretty much gone... but it's kinda great...because i can do the most perfect impressions of patty and selma from the simpsons!! basically, i sound like a smoker.

Chocolate Tart
Yield: 12 servings. The original recipe for the world famous Austrian tart "Sachertorte" is a secret. However, a number of copycat recipes have been published. Our recipe gives a cake similar to the velvety cake you can have at Hotel Sacher in Vienna. Please note that the cake should be assembled 1-2 days before serving to become moist. Ingredients 4 oz (120 g) sweet or semisweet dark chocolate (37-50 % cocoa) 5 eggs ¾ cup (155 g) sugar ½ cup (1.2 dl) vegetable oil 1 cup (2.4 dl or 140 g) all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 tablespoons (0.45 dl) water Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C) and grease a 9 inch (23 cm) cake tin, lightly dust with flour. 2. Break the chocolate into small pieces and melt it with the water in a double boiler (over hot water). 3. Separate egg whites and egg yolks. With an electric mixer whisk the eggs whites until forming stiff peaks, add gradually half of the sugar whi

What To Say
I Have Only Come On Here To Get Points And To Help My Wife Out With Her Points, And People Come On Here And Hit Up On Us As We Are Unhappy. We Had Told These People We Are Very Happy And Very Much In Love With One Another. I Love Shauna, I Always Have And Always Will, I Don't Care If Someone Thinks They Can Make Me Happier They Can Just Keep Thinkin' They Are The Best Person In The World, 'Cause I Know Better I Have Her And I Have No Intentions On Leavin' The Love Of My Life For Some Game, A Flink Or A Toy. At This Here Point I Don't Care What She Does I Know Who She Is With, Where She Is At, Where She Wants To Be, And Who She Wants To Be With, That There Is What Makes Me Happy, And Love Her All The More. Thanks Your CherryTap Pal/ Friend, George

Childhood
Childhood Pretty little ponies All lined up in a row. Mother comes stumbling in Kicks them and flying they go. One glance at her tells me She drunk, let the fun begin. You see in my house, Being seen is a big sin. She gets in my face Tequila on her breath. I sit there and tremble Five years old and scared to death. A raised hand I flinch, I know what comes now. A black eye And it's my fault some how. Outside the world moves on Inside my childhood is gone. I cry in bed later that night I cry in bed and tremble with fright. I am hungry, I've not been fed I wonder how long it will be until she gets her wish And I am found dead. Isn't childhood fun? Long lazy days, playing in the sun? Yes, it can be, but not for me. I was never alive, at birth I ceased to be.

Flourless Chocolate Cake (french)
Flourless Chocolate Cake (French) Yield: 12 servings Ingredients: 7 oz (200 g) semisweet chocolate (45-50 % cocoa) 3/4 cup (180 g) butter 1 cup (200 g) sugar 4 eggs, separated Method 1. Preheat oven to 350deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C). 2. Line a 9 in (23 cm) cake tin with greaseproof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin. 3. Break the chocolate into small pieces and melt it with butter over hot water. 4. Beat the egg yolks with half of the sugar. 5. Fold in the melted butter and chocolate mixture. 6. Beat egg whites until frothy by using an electric mixer; gradually add the remaining sugar, beating until stiff peaks form. 7. Fold in the beaten egg whites. 8. Bake at 350 degrees until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean, approximately 40 minutes. Please note that cakes of this type will collapse and look like a pie because no flour is used. 9. Use a knife to separate the cake from the non-stick paper. Please observe t

Easy Chocolate Cake
Easy Chocolate Cake Yield: 12 servings Ingredients 1+¼ cup (170 g) flour 2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder (dutched/dark) 2 teaspoons baking powder 1 cup (200 g) sugar 1 tablespoon vanilla essence ½ cup (1.2 dl) milk or water ½ cup (1.2 dl) vegetable oil (flavorless) 2 eggs Ingredients for frosting 2/3 cup (1.6 dl) heavy cream or whipping cream 9 oz (260 g) semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C) 2. Grease a 9 inch (23 cm) cake tin. 3. Mix flour, cocoa powder, baking powder, sugar and vanilla essence in a bowl. 4. Add milk/water, vegetable oil and eggs. 5. Mix everything together until smooth, either by hand or by using an electric mixer at slow speed. 6. Transfer to bake tin and bake at 350 degrees until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean, approximately 35 to 45 minutes. 7. After the cake has cooled, slice the cake through the middle to make two layers (easier

Death By Chocolate
Yield: 12 servings. Ingredients 8 oz (225 g) dark semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) 2/3 cup (140 g) butter 1 cup (210 g) sugar 4 eggs 4 heaped tablespoons (1 dl) all-purpose flour 4 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1½ teaspoon baking powder or 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 4 tablespoons sour cream Ingredients for frosting 2/3 cup (1.6 dl) heavy cream or whipping cream 9 oz (260 g) semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C). 2. Line a circular 10 inch (25 cm) cake tin (3 inches tall) with greaseproof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin. (Please note that the cake will rise to 3 inches and collapse somewhat when cooled. If your cake tin is less than 10 inches wide and 3 inches tall we recommend that you use two cake tins.) 3. Break the chocolate into small pieces and melt it with butter over hot water. 4. Beat the eggs with sugar, mix with flour, cocoa powder, baking

Rich Chocolate Mousse Cake
Rich Chocolate Mousse Cake Yield: 8 servings Ingredients 4 egg whites ½ cup (100 g) sugar 5 oz (140 g) hazelnuts, finely ground 2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder -------- 9 oz (250 g) dark semi or bittersweet chocolate (60-70%) 4 egg yolks 1/3 cup (60 g) sugar ¼ cup + 1 cup (0.6 + 2.4 dl) whipping cream Cake 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C). 2. Line a 9 inch (23 cm) cake tin with greaseproof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin. 3. Whisk the eggs whites until stiff and in peaks by using an electric mixer, gradually add the sugar and whisk well each time sugar has been added. 4. Mix with finely ground hazelnuts and cocoa powder. 5. Bake at 350 degrees for 15 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. 6. Cool the cake. Filling 1. Melt finely chopped dark chocolate over hot water. 2. Beat the egg yolks with 2 oz sugar until white. 3. Heat ¼ cup whipping cream to the boi

Strength Of A Man
STRENGTH OF A MAN The strength of a man isn`t seen in the width of his shoulders. It`s seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you. The strength of a man isn`t in the deep tone of his voice. It is in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn`t in the words he speaks. It`s in how he keeps his word. The strength of a man isn`t how many buddies he has. It`s how good a buddy he is with his or "your" children. The strength of a man isn`t in how respected he is at work. It`s in how he is respected at home. The strength of a man isn`t in how hard he hits. It`s in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn`t in the hair on his chest. It`s in his heart....that lies within his chest. The strength of a man isn`t in how many women he`s loved. It`s in whether he can be true to the ONE woman he`s trying to love. The strength of a man isn`t in the weight he can lift. It`s in the burdens h

Scandinavian Brownies
Scandinavian Brownies (One-layer Chocolate Cake) Yield: 24 servings Ingredients 1 1/3 cup (170 g) all-purpose flour 1 ¾cup (340 g) sugar 4 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1 teaspoon baking powder 1 teaspoon vanilla extract ¾ cup (170 g) butter 3 fl oz (0.9 dl) boiling water 3 eggs 4 oz (120 g) chocolate chips (40-50% cocoa) 5 oz (150 g) chopped walnuts or pecan nuts Frosting 1/3 cup (85 g) butter 8 oz (220 g) sweet or semisweet dark chocolate 2 tablespoon light corn syrup 2 tablespoon hot espresso or very strong coffee Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C). 2. Line a 13 x 9 in (33 x 23 cm) cake tin with grease proof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin. 3. Melt the butter in a saucepan. 4. In a bowl combine flour, sugar, cocoa powder, baking powder and vanilla extract. 5. Add eggs, melted butter and hot water and mix until smooth. 6. Add chocolate chips and nuts. 7. Bake at 350 degrees F until a

Sounds On The Surface
Sounds On The Surface A crystal lake so calm and inviting, a hawk flies overhead crying. Peaceful, tranquil, picture perfect, a duck swims gracefully gliding. Beneath the surface, a struggle he is hiding. Legs thrashing, trying to stay afloat, alarmed at every touch, fearful, watchful in his ever present struggle. A family man, off to work, meetings and phone calls fill his day. Punch a clock and a sedan drive home.. Wife, kids, off they go PTA, putting on a show. Twelve oclock, kids asleep, a bottle his constant companion. Preparing for another day, A glass crashes to the floor. Sleeping on the sofa once again, the alarm clock rings. Up, up, and away… A lonely child, Booksack full A crowded hallway A long sleaved shirt Camoflauged covers what’s hiding beneath the surface. On the surface a smile, grades pressed forward, priorities--- I must be perfect. In a room at night lights dim, stereo up, the boom boom boom covers the crying like the sh

Submissive Creed ~ Thanks Kinky Tink
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Top and I from from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Top. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. In other words, I will not top from the bottom. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Top, and will do my best to fufill his wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused. I know that submissive does not equal doormat. I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives. I will share my knowledge and experience with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from where I have been. I will take the time to he

Meets Secret Service
As some of you know i play SOCOM US NAVY SEALS online with some guys. Well i went on a trip to meet a few of them. We use nicknames there as we do here on CT. Allright, long story short. Kowboy was going thru the KC area and decided to meet Gacy and myself for some breakfast Thursday morning. When I got there, Kowboy was already there, and we started talking about how many cops were around the area. I then noticed two cops looking around in Kowboys truck, I informed him of this and he said that he should go out there and talk to them since he had a air-soft rifle in his truck. I stayed inside for the time being. About 30 seconds later, two additional cops walked over to the window where I was sitting and motioned for me to step outside. Once outside, I had to give them my drivers license and explain to them how I knew Kowboy and what we were doing. They had me stand outside with Kowboy while they searched his truck, then mine. It went from 2 cops to about 12 in a matter of 30 seconds

Happy Tuesday, One And All!!
Getting myself ready to head to the office in a bit. No clients today, just lots of paperwork, lol! Belly dancing class was wonderful as usual! There are about 12 of us left from the original 25 or 30 that started out last Fall. We are now offically part of the dance troupe, OMFG!! First official performance will be in June. I think I'm excited, lol! My veils should arrive by next week. Can't wait to start the veil work - it just speaks to me, bigtime! Love it! Enough rapture about belly dancing, lol!! It is sunny, clear, and beautiful out this morning! It's also, colder than cold, lol!! But at least the sun is shining, always a good thing. Trying to decide if I can afford to go to the Southwest Symposium in Austin, TX the end of March. Good way to get lots of acupuncture CEUs and listen to people in the field. Time to shmooz with the peers, always a good thing! Not to mention, I have a friend in Austin that I might want to visit (Do you know who you are?). lol And I could vi

Stupid People........
People choose pets that meet their own unpredictable personalities!! Your as good as the pet you choose! Pet choosing is usually a symbal of who we are, like buying a car, Or shoes, or anything else we own that sybalizes what we are about! Unfortunitaly snakes are out as pets!! Which doesn't say alot for your mentality exept your middle finger!! What the hell do you expect with e reptile?? Wagg it's tail every time you come home?? Jump in your lap and lick and love you?? I will never get you people who think snakes can be pets!! Who the hell told you that?? Have you taught fido any new tricks lately??? I think he has taught you something!! And looks like he got the right finger too!!! Reptile Idiots!! Again, who is the stupid Fucker?? The snake? who reacts by instincts? the human? who should know that a snake only knows instincts, and doesn't learn shit but what it was born to do, will be what it will do!! Sorry to say snake/fido will probably not go outside to shit or retrie

Few Words From Me For The Day..
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com THIS SONG HAS MUCH MEANING BEHIND IT FOR ME....HAVE YOU EVER TRIED SO HARD TO GET IN TO SOME ONES HEART AND WITH EVERY STEP YOU MAKE IT FEELS LIKE ITS A JUST CAUSE...INSIDE I THINK MY OWN MIND SEES THINGS IT WANTS TO SEE AS DOES YOUR OWN.. IF ONE SAYS THEY ARE INTERESSTED IN YOU THIS DOESNT NESSECARLY MEAN THEY ARE INTERESTED IN FUCKING YOU OVER.SOME TIMES YOU HAVE TO BALENCE OUT THAT TRUST THING AND JUST JUMP FOR YOUR WANT JUMP FOR YOUR GOUL.. CAUSE IF YOU DONT SOMEONE ELSE WIL TAKE WHAT YOU KNOW YOU LONG TO HAVE THE MOST....SAYING I WILL WAIT FOR EVER IS A BULL SHIT LINE PPL USE TO BRING HAPPINESS IN ANOTHERS LIFE. FOREVER DOESNT EXSIST....SMOOCHES LADY KAOS

Exile...
Yep. That's basically what's happened since yesterday morning. My new computer that my boss was supposed to have ready for me to use yesterday wasn't at all ready. The email accounts refused to switch, the main database we use said tht I was denied access from that machine and various other problems. So they sent me to the other side of the wall where our accountant works to be able to use the old computer that I had been using. Pat's not here so I'm taking advantage to listen to music rather loud on the speakers. Woo hoo. But I hate having to run back and forth outside in teh cold just to do my job. I swear, it's like every 10 minutes I have to go back over there. Oy. I miss the bantering over there. And I'm really sick of the smell of onions and stale coffee that Pat brings, not to mention the fact she won't shut up!!! With any luck they will be able to fix my computer today so I can go back to my desk.

The Marine And God
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between >> assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of >> the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of >> the ACLU. >> >> >> One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to >> the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you >> to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." >> >> >> >> The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes >> went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still >> waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine >> got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; >> knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. >> >> >> >> The Marine went b ack to his seat and sat there, silently. The other >> students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. >> The profess

This Weekend
Well this weekend sucked ass! I had a REALLY bad day on Friday and then when I got home I was told that me and a friend needed to have a talk. I asked if I should be worried he said no. So I was like alright, well I should have been worried. :( Then on Saturday night we had the more in depth talk and it all sucked ass. But we are doin alright I guess. I am still talking to him and we are still making plans so that is a good thing. I guess it could be alot worse. I could never just stop talking to him. I have way to many feelings for him to do that. And I have since the day I met him. And that was over a year ago. Jes has been sleeping alot better. She only woke up fussing 2 times last night. I eventually had to put her in bed with me to get her to sleep so that I could get a few hours of sleep. I am running on like 2 hours of sleep cause I was on the phone till 4 am this morning. I am actually in a fairly good mood too. Suprise suprise huh?? I had a great phone call last night so I am

Questions
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST..I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know..... JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 10. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 11. What's your philosophy on life? 12. Pessimistic or Optimistic? 13. What was your dream growing up? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 16. Tell me one weird fact about you: 17. Would you have my back or ki

Stepping Back
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Stepping back Imagine that you can a step back from yourself, far enough back to get a good, objective look at the way you are. What do you think you would see? You already know what it's like to be you from the inside. Think for a moment how it would be to encounter you from the outside. Consider how your words, your actions and your priorities look when viewed objectively. Think of the advice you would want to give if you were to observe yourself for a while from the outside. Stand back and watch the way you spend your time. Look closely at what really works for you, and at what really doesn't. Though it is unwise to become obsessed with what others think of you, it is smart to regularly consider your life from an objective viewpoint. It can give you a new appreciation for your strengths and will help to point out areas where you can make valuable improvements. In your imagination, every now and then, take a step back, and then take a go

Naughty Questions You Might Wanna Know
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.sexual ACT that you enjoy the most?: 26.have you ever used BONDAGE?: 27.do whips and CHAINS excite you?: 28.does it turn you on when your partner DRESSES up

Do You Know Everything?
The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. The King of Hearts is the only king WITHOUT A MOUSTACHE American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one (1) olive from each salad served in first-class. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.(Since Venus is normally associated with women, what does this tell you!) Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. Most dust particles in your house are made from DEAD SKIN! The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lungcancer. So did the first " Marlboro Man. " Walt Disney was afraid OF

Ten Things To Be Romantic
Listen closely to your partner’s words, actions, and moods. Allow your true feelings and vulnerabilities to show. Admit to your partner that you haven’t been as romantic as you would like to be and that you’re committed to changing. Ask for help if you think you’ll need it. Ask friends and family about what they know that makes your partner happy. Do something to re-create one of your partner’s cherished memories. Offer support, encouragement and help when your partner is down and overlook mistakes and flaws. Celebrate your human-ness. Do something to improve yourself: learn time management so you have more moments together, join a gym, or quit smoking. Give of yourself in an uncharacteristic way: if you’ve never written poetry, try some. If you’ve never given your partner something hand-made, or cooked a home meal, give it a shot. Try expressing your love the way children do, such as with a dandelion from the back yard. Do things just to make your partner ha

A Doc At An Asylum
A doctor at an asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived, everything went quite well.,. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled, "Up Nuts," and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts," and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Booooo Nuts," and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response, the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he returned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked, "What in the world ha

Qualities Of A Romantic Person
You’ll never guess what Tarzan got Jane for Valentine’s Day last year! Cards and flowers, right. You got it. How’d you know? It might be because that’s also what Tarzan got Jane for their anniversary. And her birthday. And Mother’s Day. And after all their arguments last year. Tarzan loves Jane, and he tries hard. It’s just that Jane needs a little romance in her life, and he’s pretty much a washout in that area. Sadly, there’s a lot of Tarzans out there. They know they need to show their love and admiration in some special way, but it always seems to come down to the old standbys: the dinners, the cards, flowers and candy. And so another special occasion goes by, and neither partner feels very special. Just what is this thing called “being romantic” anyway? If it’s not all those thousands of cards we see in the stores, what can we do to cultivate an air of romance? How can we let our loved ones know how loved they really are? An endless string of books and talk shows are

Farmer Girl Marines..
Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. But I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water.Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc.,but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again... It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much We go on "route marches," which the platoon sergeant says are lon

The Nightmare
Last night I had this terrifying nightmare that wouldnt quit. I woke up 3 times and everytime I went to sleep this guy was in my head. This horrible evil man who wanted to kill me slowly. It started when I was in my apartment with Mom. Its an apartment I have never lived in before. I go outside to the parking lot to get something out of my car and there is a guy with short brown hair and big glasses sitting in a red crap looking convertable staring at me. He scares me so I hurry back inside. I am sitting in the living room for a few hours and every time I look out the window through the blinds this guy is staring at me through the window. I become increasingly scared. After a while of this guy not leaving I for some reason feel the uncontrollable urge to ask him why he has been sitting in the parking lot for so long. Big mistake. He rolls down his window and I ask him why hes there. He says he just likes to pass the time sitting in our parking lot. he tells me his apartment is acros

Kinda Tired Today
I remember these days....snowed overnight and my parents would come into my room in the morning and tell me that school is canceled. I vaguely remember doing some sort of victory dance and hooting. Today, I feel what my parents feel. Enjoying time home with the children but also tired for waking up earlier than needed. Its the nostalgic feeling that struck me today. I miss those days sometimes.

Help!!
I am in 2nd place but still 1400 votes behind! I really need everyones help!! Thank you everyone who has been comment bombing me I appreciate it very much!! I will as always return the favors!! *Hugs and Kisses!*

Tat Contest
I will be doing a contest it will start Jan 29 and last til Feb 9th... it will be the best female tattoo from the neck to the hips > Must be SAFE FOR WORK. and Pic must be tasteful or it will not be used. > rules > 1. one bulliten posting yourself a day. you can post as many as you want but at least one a day. > 2. Most comments win. you can comment bombs are accepted > > winner gets a great prize... there will be a 1st 2nd and 3rd place prize. > Go VOTE FOR ME MY FIRST TAT CONTEST IM IN PLZ STARTED YESTEDAY AND BEHIND LOVE TOALL THERESE THE RULES TO LOVE RAIN.

What's,love And Romantic Love
Love is mostly tender and quiet. Love is a light that allows people to see things that are not seen by others. Romantic love is a deep emotional, sexual and spiritual recognition and regard for the value of another person and relationship. Romantic love can generate many powerful feelings. It can provide a profound ecstasy, and a deep suffering when frustrated. To some people, romantic love is irrational. Romantic love can seem like an emotional storm. This paper is really a collection of experiences, thoughts, readings, and the result of my discussions with people falling in and out of love. I began writing on this topic in 1998. I was first inspired to write "About Romantic Love" when I first read a book by Nathanial Brandon on the topic of romantic love. I revise or add something to this collection of thoughts several times a year. I am most inspired to write when I meet someone in love or someone feeling crushed when their love was lost. I have had countless

**a Cough And A Sneeze... Part 1**
Well, lately it seems as if my life is racing down but right on track. Me and Manders have been working on a website for 2 weeks and plan on building a business around web design. Like her blog, I'm gonna tell you a little about myself from what you don't know on the profile. You already know I'm 22, and I have a boyfriend. I love him a lot, and cannot wait to see him again. I have a twin sister, who's real name is Amanda but we all call her Manders. Before you ask, I am older 1 by minute. I am sarcastic, but not as much as my sister is (though I argue that sometimes). I love music, movies, and photography. Photography and music are my life. I cannot go a day without either one. I am now just getting over the flu, so if I don't respond as quickly as I should, you'll know why. Wanna know more? Feel free to let me know!

The Engineer
An engineer dies and reports to the pearly gates. St. Peter checks his dossier and says, "Ah, you're an engineer, hmmm, I can't seem to find your name, you must be in the wrong place." The engineer reports to the gates of hell and is admitted. Pretty soon, the engineer gets dissatisfied with the level of comfort in hell and starts designing and building improvements. After a while, they've got a/c, flushing toilets and escalators. The engineer is a pretty popular guy. One day God calls Satan on the phone and asks, "So how's it going down there in hell?" Satan replies, "Hey things are going great. We've got a/c, flushing toilets and working escalators. There's no telling what the engineer is going to come up with next." God replies, "You've got an engineer? That's a mistake -- he should never have gotten down there; send him up here." Satan says, "No way. I like having an engineer on the staff, and I'm keeping him." God says, "Send him back or I'll sue." Sa

A Horny Mother-in-law
Rick was stretched out on the sofa, glass of wine in hand with one of the local radio stations playing in the background. His wife Anna was away for a few days on business and he was taking this opportunity for a completely relaxing evening alone, where all his cares and worries - not that he could think of any at that particular moment in time - could take a back seat. As he went to refill his glass he both heard and saw the rain beating down hard against the lounge window. On the opposite side of the room the open log fire was blazing merrily away in the hearth. Though winter had been milder than usual this year today had turned cold. With the cold had come rain. Tonight was particular filthy and Rick was just pleased he had no need to go out. He'd just refilled his glass and had just set another log in the hearth when the sound of the doorbell caused him to curse. He took a sip from his glass and waited for a few moments, in two minds whether or not to ignore whoever had ch

Your Hair Smells Nice ....
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady standing at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and states that she wants to write a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled by this decision and asks, "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith, the midget."

The Life Cycle Is Backwards!
Think about it: the life cycle is all backwards. You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Quotes,for The Understanding Minds And Hearts
LOVE QUOTES*** Love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality. Problems usually arise when you fall in love with the dream and not the reality. But, yet you find true love when you fall in love with both. Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in that recognition. The distance is not far, yet it might as well be the span of a galaxy. The time is not too long, what is an aeon to the age of the universe? Perhaps I can speed time up, hasten it from its agonizingly slow pace. Perhaps I can strain myself to parts unknown, just to catch a glimpse of you, however fleeting. Absence is said to make the heart grow fonder, yet if my heart yearns any more for the sight of you, I will explode. Insanity is a comforting friend, calming me at night and allowing me to face the day. The mighty structure is put on every morning, when I get out of the shower the barricade is up. No one can glimpse the hollowness in my eyes, the starving of my so

Bottom
BOTTOM is: SINA : VOLUME ADDICT, GUITARZAN & VOX KEVIN : LOW TONES CHRIS : BATTERY CHRIS CORONA : LIVE RIFFAGE Spawned from the fiery bottom of New York City's Lower East Side, more evil than Satan himself, the metal rock-outfit BOTTOM continues to raise Hell. Lead by mosh-head Sina, BOTTOM is volume drenched metal built on riffs and deep groove. BOTTOM escaped NYC in 1999. After years of touring, BOTTOM grew into its current carnivorous form. Bassist Kevin Harding and trap artist Chis Colebourn, originally from SF's durge rock outfit The Pale Horse, most recently joined BOTTOM after Sina and Kevin met while playing in a Bay Area deathmetal band called Angrboda. Heavily influenced by steak, black tooth and conspiracy theories, BOTTOM’s current HQ is in San Francisco. BOTTOM's debut, Made in Voyage, was recorded in NYC, produced by Greg Gordon (engineer for Slayer, Helmet, and Public Enemy) and released in 1999 on the band's label Mudflap Records. After launching

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Opening Death's Eyes was founded in November of 2005, with the insane giutar riffs of Paul Green and Seth VonHartmann, backed by the undertowing basssist Ryan McCOll, supporting the fist clenching, blood curdling MASSIVE vocals of Jason Lockett, and the ever pushing hell hammers Warren Brewer. Together they united into a force bringing massive crowds of people with the only intention of headbanging, moshing and releasing pure, metal energy of chaos to the massess. Opening Death's Eyes has become one of the BIGGEST bands to come across the Orlando area. The insane sound of Opening Death's Eyes has been bringing metal back to the scene with the intention of domination. Metal has become faint because no one wants to put forth the energy to do so...untill now. Opening Death's Eyes is not only bringing metal back but also inspiring other muscians to become metalists themselves once again. That makes me proud. Fans are saying we are bringing new sound and energy to them. WE BRINGI

The Old Phone Call
When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother talked to it. Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone's number and the correct time. My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it

Breaking News And Commentary
* * Important - Please Rate This Blog BREAKING NEWS AND COMMENTARY Last updated: 01/30/2007 02:31:37 Bush Signs Directive to Increase His Power at U.S. Agencies 30 Jan 2007 Dictator Bush has signed a directive that gives the White House much greater control over the rules and policy statements that the government develops to protect public health, safety, the environment, civil rights and privacy. In an executive order published last week in the Federal Register, Mr. Bush said that each agency must have a regulatory policy office run by a political appointee, to supervise the development of rules and documents providing guidance to regulated industries. The White House will thus have a gatekeeper in each agency to analyze the costs and the benefits of new rules and to make sure the agencies carry out the president's priorities. US must abandon Iraqi cities or face nightmare scenario, say experts 30 Jan 2007 The US must draw up plans to deal with an all-out Iraqi civil w

Things In Your Everyday Life
I cant believe it is the end of january going to be febuary, it is a new year 2007 and the time is going by so fast! and Valentines Day is coming up... so it is time for people to let each other know their feelings, who has a crush on you and so forth... My daughter is a senior in highschool and my son is in the 5th grade. How fast time flies by, I remember when they were babies, Oh they were beautiful as they are now :) Hope everyone has a great day!!

Us Must Abandon Iraqi Cities Or Face Nightmare Scenario, Say Experts
* Please Rate This Blog US must abandon Iraqi cities or face nightmare scenario, say experts 30 Jan 2007 The US must draw up plans to deal with an all-out Iraqi civil war that would kill hundreds of thousands, create millions of refugees, and could spill over into a regional catastrophe, disrupting oil supplies and setting up a direct confrontation between Washington and Iran. http://news.independent.co.uk/world/middle_east/article2198418.ece

Love Song
A Love Song If I could sing you a love song Would you cherish every note Knowing each word filled with love As they escape my throat If I were there with you Would you rest your head Leaning it against me As we sit in your bed Could you feel the love With every guitar string Could you feel the love In every note I sing I would sing the chorus As our lives write the verse Making new beginnings As we arrive there first So know this truth as you hear my voice In each and every song When I’m singing understand It’s for you I long

Enough !!!!!
Subject: I wish you ENOUGH............ Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I

Jan 26 Hinder
I have been going over and over it in my head... cause the damn thing still eckos.... Last night was crazy! Black Stone Cherry, Finger Eleven, and Hinder was all great........... they played long sets something very different from the first bands doing only one or two songs and then leave. Hinder did 14 songs, two were brand new... One he said just didnt make the first record and the second was going to be on the next one. The hardest part was standing 45 minutes in the cold with a skirt on because i spilled pop all over myself when we went to dinner. YEAH... that really fucking sucked...... as i reached for the cup the lid came off. :( After getting in we stood about 3 feet from the stage a really good spot considering it was a sold out show but it went down hill cause some drunk asshole started pushing people back and forth to get to the front and we wouldnt let him. He pushed so hard that he knocked people down. After I almost found the floor a cupple times and I wasnt close

Jan 25
today has went really well so far. I came home from having a decent work day... although it could have been better. My arm was about to fall off after knocking free 20 plus tools 4 or 5 times over during the night but hey thats work .. :) Chris and I talked and are still talking about all different kinds of things. Tonight is the hinder concert hopefully it will be good. TO the SPECIAL FRIEND that isnt talking to me now for SOMETHING I DIDNT DO... I STILL LOVE YOU!

Jan 23
Another normal day at work. It was busy night but also depressing. Its hard to stay awake with little sleep as I was up till about 130ish yesturday. Im going to have to stay up a little while today cause i have to make more phone calls. I hope my tax return comes soon so that i can pay off some people and hopefully have enough left over to do some things I have put off ........... too bad its such a long wait......... Dont know what else to say so i guess ill get off here .. have a good day... @

Jan 22
ever wished for one person you could show your true self to, someone you could tell every little thing and not worry that they would run and tell someone else? Or use what was said against you later when you needed them to stand by your side? me too. It seems my hole family thinks im a fuck up, that my life is a fuck up. That im fake. That i have alot of baggage and mental. That i cant do nothing for myself. That im so jelouse of everyone elses move. I guess no one knows what its like to be the me but they sure like to place blame then they wonder why im not open.

The Zipper
The zipper running up my leg don’t stop I beg start at my ankle, knee then side there’s nothing I’ll hide peel back the layers don’t stop are my prayers higher and higher you go up to the top from down below exposing the flesh softly you caress let the feeling linger on it will last long after you’re gone as the pain sears my skin from above and within tears well in my eyes as I try to stifle my cries a grin spreads across my face the bloods bitter taste I lick my lips and finger tips sweet nectar of God pulsing like a flood like the Nile turning red it flows across the bed I writhe against the scythe pull back more skin unveil my within start from the other side opening wide cleansing my sins answering to your whims how far to go pain, intense, I don’t know increase release... I shed my skin open from within are you ready to see the inside of me the outer layer falls away feel my body sway rhythmic throbs weaves and bobs like a snake sheddi

Jan 21
GOD DAMN SNOW I freakn hate the snow and we got about 8 inches last night on top of the ice that was finally melting the week before this... I was just starting to get used to driving on that now i cant see where the damn yard ends and street begains... I already had to work this saturday to make up for being gone next thursday.... I might miss tonight because of the snow ... :( ......... so that means i will have to work next week for make up time and not overtime. Its toooooo COLD ... I thought OHIO would keep there damn mess but i guess they just had to send their love in a totally fucked up way!!!!!!!!!!!! Sence i wont be able to go to the dentist till the 6th of february dealing with the pain is going to suck! ... I wish i would have just shut the fuck up and had my dentist take them out. I guess i thought it would be fun last night to kick the coffie table and broke my middle toe.... YEAH .. why the hell didnt i watch where my big ass feet were going? I gue

Serenity In Me Through Aa-recovery From Alcoholism And Drug Addiction -sep 1992
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This Is A Warning To All On Cherry Tap-please Read!
hi, I was on Cherry Tap last night, somehow someone tapped into my computer and a back door trojan was planted into my computer causeing pages to overload...I later found a program that had just been installed into my computer that I had not put there.This program allowed files to be transfered to another computer.I was talking to two people I know and one that I did not last night.So I kind of narrowed it down.The thing is, if this can be done.You arent really as safe as you might think you are.I had two antivirus programs and one firewall yet whoever it was got through.I ended up completely whipping my computer clean and going back to factory setup just to get rid of this trojan.This Trojan was called Clicker.One antivirus program i had never found it the second did. Too late it was already in my computer though.All I can say is protect yourself and watch who you talk to. Trace

I Am In This Contest Please Help Me Out (please Repost!!)
Hello all my friends out there in CT. I am in my first contest here and I need your help. please click on the link below and bomb away. Thanks. Don If you can't open the link then you may have to copy and paste it like I did to your browser. Stewie Griffen is the one holding the contest. My photo is in his photo folder labeled 1500.

Bitch Bitch Bitch
kay well jon bitched some so now im going to. i belong to DA and there is a certian person over there, who im sure mah girl Angels knows who NEVER seems to do anything but whine, complaine and bitch about her life. im so tired of the poor me shit....i know for a fact some of my friends have some serious shit going on, and they seem to still be able to laugh and see the good they have around them. i honestly think 50 percent of what this person says is embelished drama. i guess some people think that 100 posts of woe is me blogs keeps the attention on them...im just waiting to see if she ever has a good day. anyways, this is in no way ment to slight my friends here who are having issues or need to bitch a little....coz ive not seen one of them do a years worth of posts doing nothing BUT bitching.. .....end transmission

These Are Cute :-)
1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies s grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazement and then

103 Odd Questions
103 Questions Some People Wouldn't Think To Ask! 001. When's the last time you ran? Oh as if I can even remember, you wouldn;t run with tits like mine either 002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? Only where convient 003. What are you dreading right now? The next 100 questions 004. Do you celebrate 4/20? I plead the 5th and will continue to do so 005. Only child? Don't I wish 006. Favorite ice cream? Any flavor eaten off of the right person 007. When was your last doctors visit? Oh no they are not making me fall for that I am a doctor you can trust me scam again 008. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? Shit I am not even off work 8 straight hours anymore 010. "First Loves Are Never Over;" is this true for you? Sure they are once the body is gone 011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Hehehe . . . take them from the back 012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find

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Sanskrit Proverb Look to this day, The very life of life, In its brief course lies all The realities and verities of existence, The bliss of growth, The splendor of action, The glory of power. For yesterday is but a dream, And tomorrow is only a vision. But today well lived, Makes every yesterday A dream of happiness And every tomorrow A vision of hope. Look well, therefore, To this day.

To My Friends - Going Offline
Do to circumstances beyond my control, We have been forced to sell our house. So till I get Another or decide where my life takes me, I will be living at my moms. She will NOT permit the internet in her house. So till I get a new house, I will be offline for awhile, Maybe a long time. I will be here till I move out, Maybe a few weeks. So anyone wanting to keep in touch please contact me, and we will work something out. Thank you and all the best.

1st Of 3
WELL THIS JASON I HAVE TO GO SEE THE DOC THIS MORNING I GET TO HAVE A NEEDLE SHOVED UP MY SPIN FOR MY BACK PROBLEMS THEY SAY IF I MOVE WRONG I COULD HURT MY SELF PRETTY BAD SO ET HOPE EVERTHING GOES RIGHT OK PROBLY TALK TO U GUY TOMORRW THEY SAY I WONT BE ABLE TO DO MUCH TO DAY

The Wisdom Of Women
A WOMAN HEARS THE MELODY OF FLOWERS IN THE WIND. SHE SEES THE BEAUTY OF THE UNSEEN. SHE FEELS THE TUGS AND PULLS AND URGES OF LIFE. SHE KNOWS WHEN IT IS TIME TO RUN, AND TIME TO REST; TIME TO LAUGH AND TIME TO CRY; TIME TO HOLD ON AND TIME TO LET GO.

Sweethearts Contest
Please stop by and leave as many comments as you have time for!! I have entered in the Sweethearts Contest and can use some help from my friends, fans, and family!!! You all know that I always return the favor and have helped out when I could so please stop by and show sum love!!! TwinkleBug

Beer Facts
WATER It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces, in other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. BEER We do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine, or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = Poop BEER = HEALTH FREE YOURSELF OF POOP ... DRINK BEER It is better to drink beer and talk shit than it is to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information, I am doing it as a public service and because I have a kind heart BEER TROUBLESHOOTING GUIDE

Motherhood
A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk 's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom ." "We don't list ' Mom ' as an occupation; 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and looked up as though she had not heard right. I repeat

I Don't Know
I don't know what you want anymore, I don't know who your with, or who you want anymore. So now I'm confused, I'll take my things, go, leave you and head out the door. Maybe you'd like me to stay, I can't decide forced this way, maybe not now ever I'm sorry about the words I said that you've kept and remembered. Now I'm sick in my stomach, its like a mess, and I must confess I doubt you'd understand. Some nights I'll hardly sleep at all, I need some time away to crash, to feel, to think and fall, I'm sorry when I leave/left you alone. I'm sorry for these stupid notes and that song. I'll leave your life again and forget those stupid things I said.

The Beginning Of Married Life
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A Christmas To Remember
A Christmas To Remember I looked at her from the corner of my eye, she was definitely flustered but I could care less, she was their mother and the behavior of her children were her own concern...my problem was that they were most likely going to distract me with their constant banter and shenanigans throughout the entire church service. She sighed as her young son began crawling under the front pew; she quickly bent down and caught the three year old by the leg, and dragged him back to the seat. "Stop it! You're embarrassing Mommy," she whispered under her breath as she adjusted the crying infant she held in her arms. I knew what my own father would have done if I were to behave in church like that little one was, I'd have had my hide-tanned right there on the spot! The tot took that moment as a perfect opportunity to begin scribbling on the inside cover of the Hymnal. "Uh...your son ma'am," I said with a frown, and then indicated down at the floor with a no

Untitled No 5
Trying to find my way, I lay there confused, suprised, and in dismay. I tried to wrap my head and my mind around thoughts that keep coming back to me. Somewhere maybe I met you and couldn't say, couldn't stay, who knows if we were ment to be but now I've made my way away from the sun. Maybe it didn't last long enough, maybe its not ment to be, but confussion is more then just my enemy. His heart had thoughts he tried to make before, he couldn't do it, his decision would get him ignored. Would he leave them both, then despise would be easy for them on his broken heart. He doesn't know what to say or do, he was there before and it hurt for awhile after he decided to do what he had to. Now he doesn't feel the hurt, or the her from before, he doesn't need her anymore.

I'm Hosting A Contest Come Join
HEY EVERYONE !!!! OK SO I FIGURED IT WAS MY TURN TO BE THE HOSTESS OF A CONTEST INSTEAD OF BEING IN ONE..LOL.. THE CONTEST IS GUNNA BE CALLED "BE BOSS LADY'S VALENTINE" IT'S GUNNA START ON FEBRUARY 1ST STARTING AT 11 AM EST AND IT WILL BE ENDING FEBRUARY 13TH @ 12 MIDNIGHT EST. SO COME HAVE FUN AND ENTER ! SO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY SO I GET IT FOR SURE IF YOU WANNA ENTER AND I WILL GO RIP YOUR PICTURE,I NEED TO HAVE ALL ENTRIES BY JANUARY 31ST. ~** RULES **~ . COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED . YOU CAN BOMB YOURSELF . PIMP YOURSELF . NO HATING ON OTHERS IN CONTEST,WE'RE HERE TO HAVE FUN ! . WINNER IS GUNNA BE BASED ON MOST COMMENTS,HOWEVER IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO COMMENTS AND RATES,SO MAKE SURE TO TELL PEOPLE TO RATE ALSO. . I'M GUNNA GIVE EVERYONE THAT ENTERS 10 COMMENTS TO START OFF WITH. ***** PRIZE ****** PRIZE(S) WILL BE BOUGHT FROM CHERRY GIFT SHOP AND ALL MONEY EARNED FROM CONTEST GOES TO WINNER,SO THE MORE

Counseling
Well , I guess to start i must say i recieved a phone call yesterday from a friend i see once a month. now he has some issues, he has a loaded gun and a depression problem , he called me to see if i was really his friend . I assured him I am his friend , he wants to end it so his family can collect insurance and not worrie about money. the man is 51 married to a woman that loves him deeply, Adopted his nephew as a son for his brother, I needed a place to stay 2 years ago and no questions, he handed me a set of keys to an apartment, he has a heart of gold and feels with his now financial troubles that if he kills himself his family will be taken care of, but i told him that the money would be spoiled due to the fact his wife and son need him! not the extra money. I suggested a counselor, i dont think he will ever go for professional help, but i know he really dont want to do it.I HOPE! i dont know which direction to go with this , i cant just call the police or a hospital or he will lo

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Deja Vu refers to those odd and usually rare moments when the present feels like the past. Its a hard experience to interpret. Some people search their memories for dreams that might have been like the present. Others think that the experience is what happens when things from past lives emerge in this one. Both notions are impossible to prove, disprove, or (until recently), investigate. The belief that its about past lives is a matter of faith. The idea that it has to do with dreams is less a matter of faith - only a few people claim to recall past lives, but almost everybody remembers some of their dreams. Some recall a lot of them. The theory of reincarnation that is most consistent with modern brain science (Algorithmic Reincarnation) predicts that no memories are passed from one life to the next. What is transferred is a set of signals that reflect states of consciousness. Memories don't need to go along. Memories are state-specific. We can have experiences in one state of consc

Sexy Eyes Contest - Update
Do you think I have sexy eyes? This is a Big Pimping Gift Give Away, there is no time limit to how long it takes you got get the comments for which ever prize your going after. Everyone Welcome. The prizes will be as follows. 1600 COMMENTS = EARRINGS 2000 COMMENTS = PLATINUM CHERRY 3500 COMMENTS = RING 4000 COMMENTS = ROLEX 8000 COMMENTS = SILVER MOTORCYCLE RULES *Comment bombing allowed *You can comment on yourself *Comment and Number of Ratings Determin winner *Haters have as well, everything you do counts as votes This contest is going to be for both the Guys and the Girls. Comment bombing and Ratings are allowed. The Contest will Start on Jan 1st and run til those that are in have the comments for the prize they want.

S.a.t. Test Questions
The following questions and answers were actually collected from S.A.T. tests given to 16-year-old students! (Don't laugh too hard----these kids are the future leaders of America!) Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: What is a planet? A: A body of earth surrounded by sky. Q: In a democratic society, how important are elections? A: Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? A: He says

The Sensed Presence And Romantic Love
Love is an example of the self/other relationship. Even though it's really about ourselves, we experience it as being to do with another person. To see more deeply into it, we need to look at the experience of 'the other' more deeply. There hasn't been a lot of research on the subject. There are many studies that have yielded interesting statistics about how being in love affects academic performance, how it affects the immune system, how it influences the perceived quality of life, and a range of other findings. But the experience itself remains elusive, especially in terms of neurology. There is one line of research that suggests something about the nature of love, and it seems that love is only instance of a larger group of experiences: relating to the 'other'. After looking at the evidence, it seems to me that the 'other' is one's self. I'm thinking of some research into an experience called "The Sensed Presence." Its that feeling people get, usually at night, where they f

Cleveage Contest
I am holding the best Cleveage Contest. I will be taking entrys until thursday night 6pm central time. Contest will start 2/5 and will go thru 2/10. 1st place gets a 7 day cherry blast 2nd place gets a 3 day cherry blast You can not comment bomb yourself. One with the most comments and ratings win So private message me on which pic you want me to rip And Good Luck

It Is What It Is
you come for a world with nothing...you strive and struggle to get somewhere only to find that there are others in this world only trying to beat you down....your kindness they pray apon....your willingness to help.....your need and desire for love...they look for the weekness.... kill and destroy that is the aim the goal....why.....why try to bring someone else unhappiness...is it because your so jealous of what others have...think about this for awhile...look within and a time when you tried to hurt someone either with words or actions...think what made you do it....pressure from others....plain old jealous.... wanting what others have....or just plain stupid....not thinking of how that might hurt another...we do this all the time...all of us...today if someone told me that i would be where i am now i would laugh at them....im alone...very much so...its mostly by choice....i have friends....but not anyone close that i share my true inner feeling and wishes with....i have many....but

Day One Report!
Well the first day had its ups, downs and falling downs ( latter). The kitchen had been stripped down to bare studs and joists previously, but the plumbing was in the way of the new layout ( they ran thru the room about a foot away from the wall). So the first job was to reposition them, of course like always we needed some additional fittings and its a half hour to a Lowes in Wooster, so that blew 1 1/2 hrs! So we have the drain line opened up from the upstairs sink, tub, and toilet. We forewarned everyone in the house Not to use the bathroom. Well about 8 pm we are getting ready to glue up the pipe for the drain line and call it a day. Well, no one told Elizabeth (9 y/o) when she came home from school not to use the bathroom. Luckily, when she got done and flushed we were about 3-4 feet away from the outlet 9 feet up, and it all kinda went thru the open floor joists to the cellar area. He, we laughed about it, took pictures, but she was very embarrassed that we "saw" her poop fly

Poetry
Well here is my first one let me know what ya think--I will ost a new one every other day-- "A Lover'S Wish" May are love bind us Like a lock with no key. May are hearts join In joyous praise of one another. May are minds fill with visions Of the life we'll have together. May are souls unite To form a power never seen before. So when you become my wife I'll promise you my love for life. Dennis Ray Ankrom Copyright ©2007 Dennis Ray Ankrom

Moral: Old Men Can Still Think Fast.
An elderly man in Florida had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up nice; picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening, the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator."

The Cowboy Boots
(Anyone who has ever dressed a child will love this) Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping 0ne of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked, and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as, together, they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face and scream, "Why didn't you say so?", like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots of f his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he said, "They're my brother's boots

People
People really should just either shut up about stuff or do something about it. I'm sick of hearing my friends whine about their boyfriends, their life and their ailments. Do something if it's so bad you have to whine about it. Stop with the self harm. Stop with the suicide threats. Go out and change what's wrong.

More Fun!!
MESHA Sexual tour guide 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com MESHA's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Go ahead - Make my day" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com MESHA will go to jail for ... Making sweet love to a religious symbol 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com - MESHA's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticEis for...EroticSis for...SeductiveH

Irreplaceable
To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Because you was un

Just Fun!!!! Lol
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Pornstar Name is:Yyve Sage Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I So Need You!!
I'm not offering bribes for votes.. Just simply asking for help. Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests. Just let me know that you need me. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Thanks To All!
I have only been on CT for a few days but everyone has been so great. I am really enjoying this and I am not normally a chatty person, lol. Everyday I learn more about how to do things on here and love the way everyone comes together. My partner BW got me hooked on this and may have to pay for my rehab, lol. Kisses to all. All My Pleasures, Shayna Storm www.shaynaxxx.com

One Woman's Tale Of Woe
One Woman's Tale of Woe All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out t

The Why's Of Men
ok, i thought this was funny,,,and somewhat true,,,so ladies enjoy,,, The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and

Fable
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trott

Adam And God
God Said, "Adam I Want you to do something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill..." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave." Adam said, "What's a cave?" After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." ! And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the rive

Ha!
Now I AM depressed! DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:LowAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Lipstick In School --priceless
LIPSTICK IN SCHOOL --PRICELESS According to a news report, a certain school in Garden City, MI was recently faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the washroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick, they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night, the maintenance man would remove them and the next day, the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. He called all the girls to the washroom and met them there with the maintenance man. He explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, he asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long- handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the

My Angel
My Angel...... when I have no one to turn to and I am feeling kind of low. When there is no one to talk to ,When there is nowhere I can go......I search deep within myself: and it is the love inside my heart that lets me know my angel is there, even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine,I hear a voice,so soft and sweet saying: "Everything will be just fine". At times it may seem that I am alone,But I am really never by my self at all.Whenever I need my angel near..... All I have to do is call. on that you can depend. They will always stand behind you. And will always be your friend. through the darkest of hours and the brightest of days.It's my angel that always sees me through. For you are my angel .....And I will be that angel for you ..... Love and by Tina Starr

Shyte Night!!!
AIGHT, SO LAST NIGHT I WENT OUT DRINKING WITH FRIENDS AROUND 1 ONE IN THE MORNING, WHILE A CRAP LITTLE BAR, ME AND MY FRIEND SHAUN ALMOST GOT MUGGED!!! 3 DUDES COME OUT OF A FUCKING ALLEY AND ONE OF THEM HITS ME IN THE HEAD WITH A FREAKING PVC PIPE, THE OTHER TWO START POUNDING ON SHAUN. NOW ME I HAVE A HEAD LIKE A FRIGGING CINDER BLOCK, SO I TURN AROUND A WRAPPED MY HANDS AROUND THIS DUMB FUCKS THROAT AND KNOCK HIS ASS TO THE GROUND. SHUAN IS A JEET KOON DO INSTRUCTOR FOR A COUPLE OF PLACES IN THE AREA, THE ONE DUDE HE HIT I DON'T THINK IS GOING TO BE GETTING UP ANYTIME SOON, THE SECOND GUY I HEARD SCREAMING LIKE LIE A BITCH WHILE PLEASANT SNAPPING OF BONES SOUNDS ARE HAPPENING IN THE BACKGROUND. I HEARD MOST OF THIS, BUT WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THE FUCKER ON TOP OF ME PUNCHING IN THE FACE, WEAK LITTLE PUSSY HE WAS NO HARM INSUED, I ON THE OTHER REACHED UP AND GRABBED HIS THROAT AGAIN WITH MY LEFT, AND HIS LEFT EAR WITH MY RIGHT HAND. DO YOU KNOW IT ONLY TAKES ABOUT 3 TO 4 POUNDS OF PRE

Im Sooo Upset
Well today my husband goes to court to see if he goes to jail or not. All I have done theded last two days is cry. Yes he can be an asshole an has treated me like shit in the past but I love him soo much, if he goes go what will i do?? We have never been apart for more than a couple of days!!!and i almost went nuts then!!!! I'm gonna be worrying the whole time I am at work. If he doenst pick me up after work I jnow something will be up.Well this is all im writing for now for the ppl who read this i guess i will keep u posted!

Lmfao
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:LowNarcissistic Disorder:LowAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Restore
Joel 2:25 “And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten.” Hosea had a wife whose name was Gomer. She not only committed immorality, but she finally ended up as a prostitute on the street. In the strength of the Lord, Hosea went to her, reclaimed her, forgave her, remarried her and restored her as his bride. What a picture of the restoration of our Lord with us! God has promised to restore all the pains of our past, the heartaches from broken relationships, the struggles from defeat, and the frustrations of our lives. All the times we felt broken beyond repair, God has promised to restore. God is in the business of restoring His children into beautiful works of His holiness. Is there someone in your life who has wandered from the faith and felt the abandonment of friends and family? If so, go to that person today and encourage them in the love of Jesus.

Aries - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater.
I Can Make You Love Me. Aquarius - I Fuck For Fun. Gemini - I Fuck Better Than You. Cancer - I Can Make You Love Me. Leo - I Fuck Like No Other! Virgo - I'm The Best At Sex! Libra - I'm Great In Bed! Scorpio - I'll Make You Scream My Name. Sagittarius - I Have Great Lips To Kiss! Taurus - I'm Sexy As Hell. Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life. Aries - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater.

Please Vote For Our Rabbitry
We need your votes...PLEASE! Please help us out and vote for our rabbitry! We really would like to stay on page 1, and not get bumped to page 2! Click on the image below, and it will take you to the voting page. Thank you in advance for your vote! CKS Rabbitry Top Site

To All The New Ppl I Just Added
I accepted all the friend requests I had waiting. There were 75 of them. I wanted to say hi and thanks for friending me. I have a house full of kids with the flu. So I am not active on CT much atm. Letme know you exist and I will respond as soon as I can. To all my old friends...I loves ya!! Here is a little about me...reply as a comment on here and tell me about you :) I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I have 4 kids I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. Message me if you wanna join a great chat network I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th

A Special Tribute To Barbaro
Good Morning. A somewhat somber Tuesday the day after the news that a fine racing legend was euthanized and will no longer be-able to fight to regain his once legendary stature. Barbaro the 132nd Kentucky Derby winner was put down Monday the 29th of January 8 months after his injury which happened after a few strides in the 2006 Preakness Stakes. The crushing of his back leg in the early moments of that race virtually took a hero to many and crumbled him to the ground on which he played and ran circles around other horses before. Barbaro will not soon nor ever be forgotten in the race halls of many thoroughbred stables. Nor will he to the thousands who followed his career as a fine race horse who wanted to win so bad that he ran on guts more then many will ever know. A quote by one sports writer mentioned “The guts carry the feet, not the feet the guts.” Barbaro’s guts carried his feet to victory after victory. But it carried his heart a lot farther. Each sport has their hall of fame,

Interview With Unearth Frontman Trevor Phipps
UNEARTH, formed in 1998, hails from Winthrop, Massachusetts. Their debut album, The Stings of Conscience, was a popular offering in the underground metalcore scene. Their music is mixture of metal and hardcore, categorised by complex, harmonized guitar riffs, harmony-oriented bass riffs, rapid kicks, deathgrunts/screaming, and politically based lyrics. They are also well known for playing seven-stringed guitars, while the bass player plays a five-stringed bass....which means they can play circles around any of us... including FoundryMusicGreg, who was chosen to fire off interview questions to frontman Trevor Phipps... READ THE INTERVIEW ONLINE HERE

Dark Chapter
During a time of praying to the goddess The Canadian Deadman feeling the cold touch of death as his blood spilled into the earth. Cold and then Dark as his heart beats for the final time. His killers dumped him into the cemetary and buried him. Days later it began to fog over the cemetary like a blanket of comfort. Out of the sky lightning struck the grave of The Canadian Deadman many times. His hand riches out of the grave then pulling himself out of his grave. He was no longer dead nor was he alive. His white eyes peering at his surroundings. With a grin he clenched his fists as chainlightning traces the surface of his body. He morphs into a large Black Timberwolf with glowing green eyes and darts into the night. Forever will he be his loved ones guardian. Forever he will be their Lethal Protector

Little Girl
little girl, little girl why do you feel so old? little girl,little girl what secrets do you hold? little girl, little girl what have you now to say? little girl, little girl can you come out to play? little girl, little girl open up your hazel eyes. little girl, little girl let go now of those lies. little girl, little girl those secrets won't keep. little girl, little girl memories will not sleep. little girl, little girl come take my hand. little girl, little girl you'll understand. little girl, little girl smile now for me. little girl, little girl go now be free. A. Boudreaux 2007

For My True Love!!!!
Eteral love Were do we begin and how do we live in such a world. Time freezes and then just passes by. My endless love were did it come from. The two meet in spirit and now I have learned to breathe again to love and to laugh. In time of despire I glance at the stars and send my love and my prayers to you. I will always be by your side this bond will never break. This i hold true deep in my soul. With this eternal love their is never a good bye. Melissa

My Horoscope 1-30-2007
Sick of couples joined at the hip? It's time to take off on your own for a while. Helping other people has always been a priority in your life. Just make sure that you don't end up doing everything for them. Find a way to give them a hand so that they eventually learn to be self-reliant. So true, Im so tired.

Friendship
A generous soul, so rich and so pure Twas lucky for me, to meet you for sure. How blessed am I, to have as a friend Someone as loyal, on whom I depend. You lift my spirits up on high. You are the best, and this is why Your happiness is important everyday, A friend to you forever I'll stay!! A.Boudreaux 2004

No Longer...
The vows we had spoken all but forgotten now Searching for reasons seems silly somehow Our bond has been shattered, we ended this dance No longer trusting enough to take one more chance Vast are the miles between our two hearts No longer beating as one, but now broken apart carelessly reckless you now seem to be there is nothing left to tie you to me Be free and soar high, I ask nothing of you Live your life as you want, rebuild it anew No longer do I want love from you. A. Boudreaux 2005

:'( To My Friends :'(
to all my friends this is to let you know you will not see my anymore i am going to hide my useless self in 1 lounge so that i can not be bothered and so i can not bother anybody else any more if you wish to stop by and say anything to me here is the link http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4957 but i know nobody will come bby so this is a useless blog just like me

I Love Being The New Guy
I just love being the new guy! I get to walk into a new place and decide how much am I going to let them know about me today.... I tell one person one version of my background, then turn around and tell some else another story. In a few weeks, I'll be divorced 3 times, have 5 kids, smoke crack and bath in cod liver oil. One of the funs things to do is to figure every one out. There's the story teller, the know-it-all, the I-don't-care-I'm-out-of-here and so on and so forth. The story teller has cornered me 3 times now and he got me good the first time since it was a surprise attack. After that, I was on alert and had to use all my skills to evade him. The know it all asks if you know such and such. Yeep, sure do. Then he proceeds to grace you with his knowledge that in actuality isn't all that great but I just do the bobbing head routine and thank him for condescending to my level. Just for fun, I'll ask questions that are totally unrelated and snicker as they fumble to explain.

The Half Blood Prince
The half blood prince The 6th book of the Harry Potter series. I had been waiting for this book to get here for a while, but it finally came and was what I was hoping for. The Harry potter series for those of you that aren’t familiar with the books or the movies, each one is a year in Harry’s life, and another year at “Hogwarts school of wizardy”. Obviously this is his sixth year at school and I’m just going to go out on a limb and assume that you have at least seen the movies (there are four of them so far) and the protagonist “lord Voldormort” has risen again (happened in the 4th movie) and now things are really getting bad for the good wizards, and not to great for the rest of the world (mostly Great Britton for now). I don’t think I’m ruining anything by saying that Harry makes it through to the end, since from the start of the series J.K Rowling said that she was going to be doing at least seven books in this series. And, hopefully you had already heard that a major char

Just For Today
Just for today I will admit I have a problem just for today I can admit the problem is me tomorrow is distant on the horizon so just for today I will try just to breathe yesterday was painful filled with sadness and hurt from years long ago no longer able to hold them close to guard myself Just for today i will tell you I am not in control just for today I will ask for some help just for now i feel i must go finding my breath shaky and shallow how sad it is to know i am not strong just for today i will just be alone

Teenagers: What Are They Thinking
Sometimes I have to look at my kids and wonder what exactly is going on in their minds. My oldest one practically begged me to get him a job where I work; thinking it might be good for him, I did. Within a month he was doing everything he could think of to get himself fired--and it actually worked. So, he's been unemployed for the last several months. Now, his whole way of thinking is that he's going to wait until he turns 18, then he's going to get hired at a local video store. Until then he has it in his head that all he has to do is sit around play on the computer, hang with his friends, and play guitar. Does he think twice about asking for money? Of course not. If I have it, I might give it to him. Well, that was up until the other day when he showed his attitude. I thought it would be nice to give him the old computer, so I let him put it in his room. I'd had a dial-up account and he'd asked if he could use it. At first I said he could, but I also told him that it was going t

Do You Know What February Is?
Yes, It's that time of year again. This month I will have My 32nd BIRTHDAY on February 23rd. . . To spoil Me visit My Wish List page of My website. http://msgenevieve.com/wishlists.htmlThis page has not only links to My personal materialistic desires; it also has a list of links to My favorite charities and causes. Some of them are TAX DEDUCTIBLE!

The Dark Elf Trilogy
The dark elf trilogy This is going to be a long series to read, this was the first three books that were republished as a single set under one cover. These are written by R.A. Salvatore, under the umbrella of forgotten realms. It is actually the second trilogy of the series covering the travels of a drow (dark elf) named Drizzt. The first set of books was the three of Icewind dale, but I started with the The dark elf trilogy first because it is actually the prequel to Icewind dale, covering where the main character came from. I hate to say it but I unfortunately cant remember the individual names of the three books in the series, but like I said they are all under the same cover. The series begins the night before Drizzt is born. It talks of the strife that begins his life and follows him through his childhood and training in his home city. I don’t want to give to much away, but to say the least Drizzt is different than his dark elf kin.

Letter To Santa Revisited
Dear Santa, I just would like to thank you Santa for listening this year. He is the greatest guy I think I girl could ask for. He makes me feel like a princess and for the first time in my life I'm really happy so happy in fact I think I'm going to start painting again for he has put back all that I thought I lost in my life. He gives me hope that each day will be better. I feel so beautiful when he is around me and I've never felt like that before. Geez Santa I'm even letting my nails grow for the first time ever for this one so you know he makes me happpy. But anyway thank you Santa again for putting Scott in my life and I'll be sure to stay a good girl so you don't take him back lol Thanks again, Rachel P.S. Thanks also for not bringing that Panic and the Disco CD you are the greatest

Today Was Kinda Rough
today was kinda rough. you see, there was one last piece of paper that needed to be signed by me to finalize the divorce. it's the one that says i waive my right to appear in court. i guess sub-conciously i was holding on to it because to me that paper represents finality. i wanted to sign it when i had complete closure. i wanted to shut the book so to speak. but because my ex is ready to shut the book now, i had to get to a notary and get it mailed off. what sucks is i don't have near as much emotional closure as i thought i would by now. there's still a lot of hurt that i'm having trouble letting go of. it's more the kind that feels like when i remember something good from our relationship, that it was most likely a lie. i can't even picture our wedding day anymore without tearing up and thinking that he had done something weeks before. i also miss that peaceful feeling i felt on that day. not necessarily him. i don't know. i felt horrible earlier...but as the night has progressed, i

The Mafia.......
So who wants to play a game? There is a game out there called themafiaboss.com/ It's an online community type game without any really experince neccesary. If you're interested in joining it let me know. My name is kaos_theory on there. Contact me. We can have fun and hit other people on there too without real blood or guts. I will guide you and we can buld or own family. If you're interested let me know. All ages, races and sexes are invited. Let's kick some ass people.

Just Some Thoughts...
In this the year of 2007 we all recieve a chance to not only grow and improve on who we are but prove what great people we have become. I think back to how much I despized people bothering me but lately my only thoughts are those reminiscent of all my "friends" When no one calls, comes to see you, or messages you only once a month you get to be a lonely person...Do I sound pathetic? *shrugs* Anyway most of ya'll either dont read these or realize its just my way of venting. So I guess that's about it.

Castles Made Of Sand
Your pain fills me...I feel every tear you shed, Tearing me apart...and filling me with dread. You dont know what to do....what to say to me You don`t know how to tell me...you have to set me free. And I cannot do it for you....cannot let you go, So I pretend it`s just not happening...pretend that I don`t know. Waiting and waiting, as quiet fear.....invades my heart. soon to hear those awful words...."my darling we must part" You had to write a letter...couldn`t face me.... had to hide, It said that you still loved me...that you had never lied, But now we had to realise...it was wrong, we should have known Then you disappeared..... and left me here, to deal with it alone.

Board Games, Life. Its All The Same.
so i seem to suck at board games the same way i suck at life. i can't ever seem to do something right. never have. omg. that just reminded of my childhood. never being good enough. shit, that put me through so much torment. i hate it when things remind me of that. if i could just vanish from existance, that would be grand. then i wouldn't be a fucking burden on society. fuck.

Pissy
I CANT STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE SIT THERE AND SAY THAT THEY WISH THEY WAS NEAR ME AND THEY ARE THANKFUL TO FIND SOMEONE LIKE ME BUT YET BLOW ME OFF FOR SOME ONE WHO IS WAY UGLIER THAN I AM AND WHO LOOKS LIKE THEY GOT THEIR FACE SMUSHED IN FROM TREAD MARKS....WHAT A FUCKTARD BASTARD HE KNOWS DEFF. WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT TOO!

This Blog Should Have Be Posted Jan 28th
last night was rough.... no...not that kind of rough. its just that idk...some nights are harder than others. some nights im fine while others i spend crying myself to sleep. but just cuz im crying doesnt make me depressed...quite the opposite really. im smiling a lot now. but sometimes the worry takes over me. im still dealing with my past while trying to balance my present and plan the future. im guessing that by the time sean finishes his 5 years with the marines i'll be able to handle even the worst stress with a smile on my face. im kida hoping he doesnt make the military a lifetime kind of thing but if thats what he wants i more than likely wont argue with him about it. last night i realized that my penmanship has improved quite a bit. i guess its from all letters i keep writting..ive also become camera happy. taking pictures was something that used to be a strange concept to me...but now..i take a few every couple days. i sit there and stare at them..analyzing ever

Tds Related
For those curious not only have we added the new Support Pin to our list of products but also Taer's Legacy. The first in a our new line of TDS clothing. All shirts are hanes brand and come in sizes up to XXXL! At a relatively cheap cost these shirts are a must for all TDS enthusiasts. http://cafepress.com/thedarkseedsaga Also TDS is now host to its own CT Lounge. We currently have a wide variety of music to choose from and are constantly adding new tracks each day. You pick which songs you want to hear and even create your own play lists thus making you your own DJ! So stop on by today. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=1740 P.S. Dont forget to vote on our poll on the main page! Every vote matters!!!

Protestors
We see you on the nightly news, Marching in the streets- Voices raised, fist upturned All in the name of peace, You profess to know whats right, but you haven't got a clue You're disrespecting the very folks Who've been protecting you This is how you say "thanks"? You all should be ashamed How is it that you sleep at night What is it that you've gained? Why is it that you're safe right now And free to speak you're mind? Because someone fought, lives were lost For you, time after time War Protester, be very thankful, A soldiers' got your back And if you can't appreciate this Feel free to move to Iraq I speak for all real Americans Sick of seeing your crap on the news And as a real American I'll never share your views The next time that you protest And decide to burn my flag Feel free to thank a serviceman For that right to you he gave Protester please continue To march and take a stand But I want to watch you do it Over in I

Bill Of Rights Have Been Broken By Cody
Bill of Rights and what is going on This is to show you the Bill of Rights and how President Bush and his people have broken it! I have written down below a little more about how bad it's getting. All fax in this are true and can be looked up easily. I feel as a United States Citizen I have the right to let you know and to speak out. We all have heard the word Patriot. Patriot means - one who loves his or her country and supports its interests. Well I don't support how our country is treating us. Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. # 1 ) The President in all his speech's always talks about God and throws his Faith in our face's. He also didn't stand up for the soldier who was Wiccan and The Government wouldn't let him have a Wic

Weep
Brave young warrior where have you gone Into the hills to mourn your song The breaking heart knows no ache like that of the warrior when it breaks The raging waters know not how deep the tears of the warrior when he weeps From umber hills the plaintive yell the heart of the warrior breaking all to hell Come now the spirits to calm from within the tears of the warrior for his lost friend At end of day the tears have ebbed the tear-spent warrior none left to shed On morning's light quietly he comes to bury the hatred that was done He carries the dead within his heart warriors weep when loved ones part His jaw now set in stern reprove when warriors weep the world is moved

Birthday Coming Up Soon..
Hello everyone..Hope everyone is doing good..Well it will not be long till I'm another year older..For some reason I have the wrong age on profile so now I have to fix that..LOL.. You know when you turn 16,you cant wait till your 18, then you cant wait till your 21 and legal to do it all.LOL.. What was we thinking wanting to rush all those years..LOL..Now it is time for the years to quit coming so fast..LOL. For some reason a bumper sticker I seen comes to mind..LOL..Be kind to your kids remember they pick the nursing home you go to..LOL..Well time for me to close here and get some sleep...

My Son
today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike

Just Talking
Well I thought I would try this blog thing out... and see where it takes me.. well i have been home for the past 3 days sick and i am so ready for that to be over... I have missed out on some great things... like getting to hang out with some friends and taking some pics that i wanted... but i have also been missing work.. which really does suck... but anyways i guess things will get better soon....

Nothing Going On...
& this is the result of my recent entertainment deprivation. I’m a military girl down to my very core. Born to a Military Mom, and a Green Beret Dad. I’m the kid who could salute before she even started school, The girl who hated pink and frills and loved covers and cammo. I was taught Army values, learned them all by heart. Knowing if I strayed from them my world would fall apart. I met a boy just like my Dad, stubborn and oh so proud. You could tell just by meeting him, that he would live a military life. The months keep passing, but one thing remains unchanged. I’m a Green Beret’s daughter and the wife of a military man.

The Background
THE BACKGROUND (Jenkins, Cadogan) Everything is quiet, Since you're not around, And I live in the numbness now. In the background. I do the things we did before, I walk Haight Street to the store, And they say where's that crazy girl? You don't get drunk on red wine, And fight no more, I don't see you anymore, Since the hospital, The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you, I only know because I carry you around, In the background. I'm in the background Words they come and memories all repeat, Lift your head while they change the hospital sheets, I would never lie to you, No I would never lie to you, No I felt you long after we were through. When we were through The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, Th

Excuses !!!
A Banbury senior citizen drove his brand new BMW Z3 convertible out of the car salesroom. Taking off down the motorway, he floored it to 90 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing!" he thought as he flew down the M40, enjoying pushing the pedal to the metal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a police car behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him - no problem!" thought the elderly nutcase as he floored it to 110 mph, then 120, then 130 mph. Suddenly, he thought,"What on earth am I doing? I'm too old for this nonsense!" So he pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the police car to catch-up with him. Pulling in behind him, the police officer walked up to the driver's side of the BMW, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 10 minutes. Today is Friday and I'm taking off for the weekend. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I've never heard before,

Calling
The fire is dancing tonight and the winds are talking Dancers from past lives enter the circle Leading me back and forth through the history of myself The mind searches as the spirit dances The drums...dancing to the heartbeat Memories of long ago insights to the future I hear the winds whispering my sweat lodge dreams I see Sungmanitu tanka (the wolf) my guide He shows me the ancestors, not mine They are not Lakota, or Tsalagi, or Iroquois But they are all Nations, one Nation Speaking with wisdom to share with each other Yesterdays create todays and promises of tomorrow The lies will die with the smoke And the whispers of the winds are clear and loud And we shall all see the return of the buffalo

Tears...
I woke up this morning with dry eyes From crying all late last night Too many reasons for the tears I've lost But every memory worth the cost I know I shouldn't blame myself But I can't come to blame anyone else Things happen that are beyond our control Horrible the feeling of her body cold I have to deal with this pain I feel No more veins made out of steel Can not lose the rest of my life Because of the one I lost that night She's with me here in spirit I believe Telling me to go on and catch my dreams Love is key hold it in your heart Never let anything rip you apart Crying still as I write this piece Trying to bring my self some peace Wish someone was here to ease my pain But no one's here I cry in vain Seems alone I have to continue through Never denying my love for her is true Soon I'll wake and there'll be no tears The day I see, my eyes are clear Don't know what to think so I don't anymore I Just let these teardrops continue to outpour People tak

Poetry Of Last Warrior
High on bleak, stony rag, Unmoving, he sits astride His ragged coated pony. Only telltale frozen breaths, Separate them from The still, winter black boles Of ancient leafless trees. The pony, blown and lame, Stands with lowered head, Ears flattened to the sound Of a distant wolf pack. The man on his back, All weapons lost, Ignores the trickling blood From savage wounds, Mingling his war paint. Eyes burning fiercely He strains to find The sign he seeks: Behind, the sound of enemy Draws ever closer. At last, faith rewarded, He sees far below In the deep valley, Arriving at the edge Of the fast flowing river, The great she bear With two gamboling cubs: To fish the racing salmon, Drawn relentlessly toward Their age-old spawning ground. Silently, the wounded brave Offers his final prayer To the eternal clan bear; Totem and guardian Of his battle slain tribe. The enemy, exultant, Are almost upon him, Yet he looks not behind: He sees only the Great Spiri

Wussup
how u doin'? Im Justin, from Forest Park, Ga. I love friends and the ladies kick hella ass too! im new to CT and so far, I love it! if you ever need to talk or sumthin, im allways here to help (unless im at work, then Ill be home later ^_^-Justin

In My Opinion, One Of The Better "fuck You" Songs Out There......
"The Truth", by Limp Bizkit. You can't sleep, you're restless And slightly obsessed with falling too deep And malfunction, you're a virus Who's intention is fucking up something You're a crater On the face of a problem much greater It's the violence, or lack thereof control Body and soul, digging a hole Is the blood stainless? Enjoy the pain with accepting your grief Are you finished? Dumb fucking question, don't let yourself fall asleep Ressurect the intention Once your vision is now mass-produced, Imagine the insults a blessing imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth Just imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth The pendulum swinging Hypnosis has taken control, now you linger On a shadow of a doubt Have you really figured what you're all about? Don't trust your instincts Just open the chamber where you keep those darkest regrets All the things you've done wrong

Sick Of It....
Sick this shit... Getting fooled into all sorts of bullshit. If you can't be straight forward and let someone about something then what's the purpose of being real? Sorry Im pissed right now. Anyhow, hit me back if you want to chat about it.

Hi I'm Only 3 Years Old..
I rarely do blogs where I complain about people online cause most of the time they're not worth the time and energy it takes for me to write it. But tonight I have a problem. For those of you that don't like Quick that's your own fuckin business. I'm sure you have your reasons and that's fine, I'm not here to try to get people to like him. But for fucks sakes don't bring it to me. Quick happens to be my roommate and I happen to love the guy, he's one of my best friends and if he was a pile of shit he wouldn't be here. If you have something to say to him SAY IT TO HIM! Don't come to me and "warn" me about him. I don't want to hear about it. I don't care what happend with him and whoever else. Thats between him and them and it's no one elses fuckin business either. So the bottom line is you don't like what he does go to him, and don't come to me because all it's going to get you is "FUCK YOU and MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS"

Indian And The Wolf
The wolf fulfilled two roles for the Indian: he was a powerful and mysterious animal, and so perceived by most tribes, and he was a medicine animal, identified with a particular individual, tribe or clan. At a tribal level, the attraction to the wolf was strong, because the wolf lived in a way that made the tribe strong. He provided food for all, including the old and sick members of the pack. He saw to the education of his children. He defended his territory against other wolves. At a personal level, those for whom the wolf was a medicine animal or personal totem understood the qualities that made the wolf stand out as an individual. For example, his stamina, ability to track well and go without food for long periods. The definition and defense of home range was as important to the Indian as it was to the wolf. The boundries of most Indian territories, like those of wolves, changed with the movement of game herds, the size of the tribe and the time of year. The tribe

Wideee Awakeee
im wideee awake and im supposed to get up 7am to bring the twins to school. so if i sleep now id only get three and a half hours of sleep. oh joy! but i cant help it. im just too FCUKing hyper because i get to see my babyyy tomorrow! my friend anthonyyy (the assfucker) && i are going to fly to rochester to visit him && friendsss. yay! im psyched!

Wolf Spirits
For Wolves Today, the wolf represents all that which is wild and free. They call us to the last retreats of our vanishing wilderness, where their songs carry on the wind, a wild defiant sorrow. Roaming where few men dare, wolves pierce the silence with their powerful song. The howl begins low and melodious. The sound is lonely, haunting, surreal; as if the voices of our ancestors were howling through the canyons. Soon, the ridges resound with the chorus of a wolf pack on the prowl. Then, as the last note descends, it is quiet, as the winds whisper like spirits of ancient times. Remember that sound and treasure it. It is as old as time, wild as the wind and as poetic as moonlight on snow. It is the trademark of the wolf.

Cock Block
My fiance is his own worst cock block, he kills me. Why cant I just find a man that needs sex as much as me? Granted I get it once every day, but I need more. And yes the sex we have is good, that's why I want more... I mean who doesn't want morning sex? Well today we were both off work, which was an accident on my part. I switched shifts hoping to have a day by myself to smoke and play online, apparently I hadn't looked at his schedule correctly. But thats ok because we did need a day "together" or whatever. So we made plans to play disc golf. ( He had bought me a 175gram champion beast with a steal your face emblem on it for my b'day two weeks ago.) So anyway I wake up at 8:30 b/c I have sleep issues and by 9 I'm begging him to wake up so we can go play. I give up and get online to sneak me some Cherry Tap since I didn't get any all weekend. By noon I crawled back into bed to wake him up. This is when I found his hand down his boxers, but he was still asleep. Ok great I though

Some Of Why I Love You
Your my sun on a cloudy day You make all my problems go away When I need a friend You're there to guide me Your always right here Words can not say just how much you mean And I know you'll always be here for me Your my weakness and my strength You give me all it takes All it takes to say I love you with all my heart And you can never be replaced

Are You Having A Problem With Someone?
If you are having a problem with a family member, please bring it to My Attention or Maria's Attention. If someone is having a problem with a user outside the family, please try to resolve it between you and whoever else you're having the problem with. Please note that the only ones that are in charge of accepting members into the family is me and maria. If you are unsure if someone is a member of the family, look for the following: the (Angel Family) name in their nick name Their photo in the lounge under lounge members. Now because anyone can use the (Angel Family) name in their nick name, (which we do not aproove of without our consent) all members photos are uploaded into the Angel Family photo album.

Longing
Longing Longing to feel her touch Longing to hear her voice Longing to to hold her tight Longing for her kiss Longing for the simple feeling, of here skin next to mine Longing to feel anything, but this since of emptiness Longing to find, her soul who matchs with mine Longing to feel whole once again

Museum Artwork Censored By Cherrytap
Greetings Gang! It seems that CherryTap has decided that 2 of my favorite pieces of artwork, 'The Eastern Favourite by Edwin Longsden Long' & 'The Babylonian Marriage Market by Edwin Longsden Long' have been marked NSFW! Amazing!!! Perhaps CherryTap should tell the museums that hold these treasures that they need to be censored for their graphic content. Jesus fucking christ! Grow up!

Sex, Lies, And Roadside Bombings!
Sex, Lies, and Roadside Bombings! There is no way you can escape hearing that the American death toll has reached 3,000. The news media has held their breath long enough for the number to reach 3,000 and now they are reminding everyone how many soldiers we have lost in the Iraq war. Congressmen grimace as they shake their heads in blame. Senators scramble to be the first to proclaim that America is losing the Iraq war. Protesters light candles and wear armbands to show their support of withdrawing our troops, and casting blame on the president for ever daring to protect the citizens from terrorist attacks on our own soil. It must be devastating to the families of soldiers killed in the line of duty. Giving everything they had in the greatest of sacrifices. This selfless act demands the respect of all Americans. Every single soldier lost on the battlefield is a sacrifice in the name of freedom. Freedom is not cheap; it is paid for with the blood of our fallen. All we ever hear

I Worry...
I'm worried...I feel that things will get worse. I am afraid that we'll end what we have. I am trying to be as comfortable as I can, but it's hard; I just can't be completely comfortable. I love this person, but wonder. I feel sad. I'm hurt still. I'm being pulled from end to end. I want to scream. I don't want to talk about it with anyone, just want to blog it. There's nothing I can do to keep this person, either, as long as I'd like so we can try a new life. I don't know what to do. In the end I know I'll be hurt...

Forgive Me - I'm Sorry
Forgive me for being there When no one eles would Forgive me for caring When no one said I should Forgive me for crying Because you broke my heart Forgive me for giving you that shoulder to cry on When you were so hurt Forgive me for always being there When you needed me to be And forgive me for being a friend That you could never be

One Day
Needs a little work, but let me know what ya think! One day I will no longer be burried within these grains of sand the tide will come in and it will be me it chooses as it holds me in its arms to carry me away I will look back at you and remember always One day I will be heard as a note caresses my voice and the music dances for me one day it will be my choice as sound becomes the melody carrying my word One day you will feel me touch your heart as the bleeding tears have cried for our start and no longer will you have these fears One day you will see me smiling like I always do and a spark will ignite in you and no more will I wear the mask of invisibility For now ,though, I am no one you do not hear, feel, or see me I am just another stone that the ocean has grinded into sand here amoungst all the others of this land hoping for that one tide to see, hear, and feel everything about me as we glide across the water in the midst of the li

If Your Ship Doesn't Come In, Swim Out To It
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Jan 29, 2007 11:20 PM The past is behind, learn from it; The future is ahead, prepare for it; The present is here, live in it. Why not go out on a limb? Isn't that where the fruit is? Instead of seeing the rug being pulled from under us, we can learn to dance on a shifting carpet. Go with the flow, down fight life. That is a battle you will never win. One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon ~ instead of enjoying the roses blooming outside our windows today. Live for today, forget yesterday and look forward to tomorrow. Don't look back on happiness or dream of it in the future. You are only sure of it today; do not let yourself be cheated out of it. Live for the moment. Look for the good and not the bad. When your days are too short your living at your best. If we ev

"you're Not A Cop Until You Taste Them"
"You're Not A Cop Until You Taste Them" The department was all astir, there was a lot of laughing and joking due to all the new officers, myself included, hitting the streets today for the first time. After months of seemingly endless amounts of classes, paperwork, and lectures we were finally done with the Police Academy and ready to join the ranks of our department. All you could see were rows of cadets with huge smiles and polished badges. As we sat in the briefing room, we could barely sit still anxiously awaiting our turn to be introduced and given our beat assignment or, for the lay person, our own portion of the city to "serve and protect." It was then that he walked in. A statue of a man - 6 foot 3 and 230 pounds of solid muscle, he had black hair with highlights of gray and steely eyes that make you feel nervous even when he wasn't looking at you. He had a reputation for being the biggest and the smartest officer to ever work our fair city. He had been on t

Answer These If Your Not A Chicken
reply back to me with your answers in a message 1. Have we kissed?: 2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?: 8. Would you be here if I needed you?: 9. Are you attracted to me?: 10. Mentally, sexually, or both?: 11. Do you love me?: Appearance Do you like my- 12. Face?: 13. Eyes?: 14. Lips?: 15. Body?: 16. Arms?: 17. Legs?: 18. Clothes?: 19. Ass?: 20. Hands?: 21. Hair?: Do think I'm- 22. Sexy?: 23. Beautiful?: 24. Hot?: 25. Cute?: Personality Do you think I'm- 26. Crazy?: 27. Nice?: 28. Fun to be around?: 29. Funny?: 30. Annoying?: Would you.. 31. Share chocolate with me?: 32. Spend a weekend with me?: 34. Hook up with me?: 36. Care if I ran away?: 37. Care if I died?: 38. Miss me if I left?: 39. Hang out with me?: What would you do if.. 40. I kissed you?: 41. You found out I was missing?: 42. You found

Poetry
FROSTYS BACK.... THE SNOW HAD FALLEN AND COVERED THE GROUND, AND THE TREE LIMBS WERE WAITED DOWN WITH THE SIGN THAT WINTER HAD ARRIVED. THE SMOKE COMING FROM THE CHIMNEYS WAS FILLING THE AIR,AND THE SOUNDS OF CHILDREN LAUGHING AND PLAYING COULD BE HEARD FROM MILES AROUND THE SIGHT OF SNOWMEN OF ALL KINDS WHEN YOU PASS THRU TOWN...IS A VERY GOOD SIGN THAT FROSTYS BACK.

Very Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple was asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse to take out the gun, and as she d

Here Again, And Again
So, I was to enjoy my first real day off and 3 day break in months from work. I have been getting a day off a week, but anyone who has worked midnights, one day off is not really a day off. Your body is just playing catch up. It wouldn't be so bad if my co-works didn't feel as if they can just leave shit for me, cause well, I have to do. I have no choice. As they do, and just leave it for me. This would not be so bad, but my life at home with my roomates is a nightmare. They can never seem to pay any bills on time. Well bills come due, they seem to scatter like cockroaches when you turn on the lights. They can never be found, and can alway come up with a new BS excuss. Of course I suffer from "nice guy" symdrom and no spine. I hate conflict. But I can only be push so far, and then I go postal, and that is never pretty. A true side of me I hate. I really just do not know what to do anymore? Stuck in a deadend job and stuck in a shitty house with shitty roomates. Thanks to both these

Work In The Morning
Another long day at work tomorrow. 8-3. Doesnt seem so bad but it all depends on what the hell I'm doing and how cold it is outside. Heh. I layer on the clothing! Plus a flag, helmet, and gloves. I probably look like a marshmellow lol. I'm praying I'm on the Hillside Track again. I love being on that track more than any of the others. We have a race on Sunday too.... now THAT is a long day...7-5...haha. I'm gonna be sooooo tired and sore. But I hear it's fun, so we'll see... it's the first race I'm flagging in. I guess we get the big name riders practicing on our tracks though...that's exciting...for me anyway!

Success:
SUCCESS: At age 4 success is . . not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is . . having friends. At age 16 success is . . having a drivers license. At age 35 success is . . having money. At age 50 success is . . having money. At age 70 success is . . having a drivers license. At age 75 success is . having friends. At age 80 success is . not peeing in your pants.

Last Rights...first Damnations (teaser)
Her teeth sunk deep his flesh tore open blood flooded out of the gaping hole she had formed but gasping in a lust crazed tide he moaned louder, alowwing her to change him into one of her. A child of the night a vampire she leaning up after closly draining him dry she cut a deep cut acrossed her left breast and leaned his mouth to it. he feed greedly on it being filled with her essence , her life. He looked up to her and gasped why she just made a hush sound and said tonight for you kindness of saving me I gave you the gift. He grew startled for a bit what do you mean he demanded to know she looked to him and smiled and responed with a chuckle, me of course and the ability to be king of your world to take what you want and to have it all. He smiled thinking of all this he looked to her , yes I guess thats right now lets go and make my first hunt for iw thirst for mortal blood!!! Ps this is the last snipit of my story but it will be published soon as posible.

Great Truths About Growing Old
GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD 1) Growing up is mandatory; growing old is optional. 2) Forget the health food. I need all the preservatives I can get. 3) When you fall down, you wonder what else you can do while you're down there. 4) You're getting old when you get the same sensation from a rocking chair that you once got from a roller coaster. 5) It's frustrating when you know all the answers but nobody bothers to ask you the questions. 6) Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. 7) Wisdom comes with age, but sometimes age comes alone.

Great Truths That Adults Have Learned
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy.

Me A Spammer? Lol Not!
'(¯`·._)£að¥ J(¯`·._)!' Accused me of spreading spam.I wander what she means.im just an ordenary man checking this site out.Not here to cause problems but if i was id let others know right up front.

I Have Learned
HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. 11) Never shred newspaper for packing matterial for E-Bay.

Good - Bye My Friend
I hate you What the hell did I ever do to you? I cant believe your lies no longer To sincerly apoloigize Talking about how your pride wont let you Boy please Your full of shyt You just think about yourself Thats why we dont talk You dont wanna risk your happiness Cuze you might see my tears And then you have the nerve to say That I lost a friend! FUCK THAT! You have NO reason to even be mad And your no friend Your a bitch You bailed on me When I really needed you How could you do that to me? Cant you see its killing me? Dont you see these tears in my eyes? Or are you really just that blind? Fuck you Your no longer my friend I will no longer be there till the end I wont care if you get hurt Not after you treated me like dirt I'm sick of caring about you When you dont even care about me Cuze if you truly cared You never would have bailed I'm done wasting my time On a bitch like you So just leave me alone I'm sick of you So good bye my

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7t

International Disadvantaged People's Day
International Disadvantaged People's Day Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend, just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, interfere with farm animals, vote liberal or occasionally shit yourself.......You hang in there sunshine,You're fucking special...

Nothing
Evelyn Hope I. Beautiful Evelyn Hope is dead! Sit and watch by her side an hour. That is her book-shelf, this her bed; She plucked that piece of geranium-flower, Beginning to die too, in the glass; Little has yet been changed, I think: The shutters are shut, no light may pass Save two long rays thro' the hinge's chink. II. Sixteen years old, when she died! Perhaps she had scarcely heard my name; It was not her time to love; beside, Her life had many a hope and aim, Duties enough and little cares, And now was quiet, now astir, Till God's hand beckoned unawares,--- And the sweet white brow is all of her. III. Is it too late then, Evelyn Hope? What, your soul was pure and true, The good stars met in your horoscope, Made you of spirit, fire and dew--- And, just because I was thrice as old And our paths in the world diverged so wide, Each was nought to each, must I be told? We were fellow mortals, nought beside? IV. No, indeed! for God abov

Class Insults
"He has the attention span of a lightning bolt." -- Robert Redford "They never open their mouths without subtracting from the sum of human knowledge." -- Thomas Brackett Reed "He inherited some good instincts from his Quaker forebears, but by diligent hard work, he overcame them." -- James Reston (about Richard Nixon) "In order to avoid being called a flirt, she always yielded easily." -- Charles, Count Talleyrand "He loves nature in spite of what it did to him." -- Forrest Tucker "Why do you sit there looking like an envelope without any address on it?" -- Mark Twain "His mother should have thrown him away and kept the stork." -- Mae West "Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go." -- Oscar Wilde "He uses statistics as a drunken man uses lampposts ... for support rather than illumination." -- Andrew Lang (1844-1912) "He has Van Gogh's ear for music."

Follow This To Become A Member
If you wish to become a member of the Angel Family, follow the steps below. Send a friend request to the Angel Family Founder Contact me or maria through private message or the shoutbox on one of our pages Contact Me OR Maria Once you have contacted Maria or Me and everything is good, Add (Angel Family) to your nick name. Please subscribe to the family Lounge Located Here

Cynicism And Insults
1. I don't know what your problem is, but I bet it's hard to pronounce. 2. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 3. Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't understand. 4. When I want your opinion, I'll give it to you. 5. My idea of an agreeable person is a person who agrees with me. 6. All things being equal, you lose. 7. If you're feeling good, don't worry. You'll get over it. 8. I can only please one person each day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow isn't looking good either. 9. Smile... Tomorrow will be worse. 10. It's been lovely, but I have to scream now. 11. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me alone. 12. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 13. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 14. Thank you f

Yelling
More things not to be caught yelling just as the music cuts out. -The charges were all dropped! -got done cleaning the blood up! -said it wasn't very contagious! -her pepper spray wore off! -urinating on his grave! -lovely clown suit! -corporphragy! -covered in a thin layer of mucus!

Morre Ramblings
Its amazing how bad can happen but somthing good can happen jus afterwards I loose on person and I can many more as friend and fellow pagans and wiccans and it leaves me feeling inspired i Know the last few blogs ive done on looking at life has been like this *be thank full for what you got and remeber if you can have somthing somthin as good or better will come your way* but Icant help but say jus hang in there even in the darkest moment is some hope even your enemies of now may by some beautiful mirical be a friend of tommorow it just takes time and the ability to put the past to the past and forgive but for now i wish all of you good blessings and lovly moments in your lifes so it may make you strong for those dark moments in life blessed be

Love Chat
i would like to state a disclaimer that this bulletin is a result of frustration and in no way meant to reflect anything real! it seems that i have been exposed to several discussions about change and how we can make lasting change in our lives... looking back at my patterns i have realized that i need to make some changes, but i am significantly challenged by this idea... i have been told that creating change is something that i can be in control of in some way, but i am having difficulty taking that control... i seem to be resistant because i have always looked at change as something that i created only after i was completely mentally tired of a certain situation... maybe i'm just not there yet... maybe i feel like i should make this change more than i really want to make it right now... i know what i want in the future, but i am having trouble making that leap of faith... namely because i don't want to hurt someone down the road... and what do you do when

To My Dear...
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not s

Real Talk
this is just a reminder to take an inventory... what do you mean you ask? i'm talkin about an inventory of those you love... decide who is truly important to you...who has been there for you...who you know you can count on...and it doesn't have to be someone you talk to everyday...shit, you may not have talked to them in three years, but if you called them right now, you would pick right up without missin a beat... then, make contact wit them...let them know you were thinkin about them...ask about them...they may need you right now... they may have needed you for a while now... peace Kaviar... oh and say word....

::: I'm This Girl ::: Not!
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... Bullshit.. I'm the girl kicking your ass to move ovah baby cuz your hoggin' the bed! I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant... You know it.. I like it wet! I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... say my name.. say my name.. repeat after me -- LIAR, LIAR.. bwahahaha I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... NOT.. I came, I saw, I conquered.. and I get the hell out. I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... Sic.. vomit.. next. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... Hope.. wtf is that?! I'm the gir

Jerks, Users, And Asshole
THIS ONE GOES OUT TO ALL U FAKERS, USERS, AND JUST STRAIGHT UP FUCKTARDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST !! U WILL SOON BE GETTING DELETED FOR ONE OF THE ABOVE NAMED CATEGORIES ! SO IF U DO (((( THEN U QUALIFY )))) CONGRADU`FUCKANLATIONS~

Why Some Women Wont Swallow......or This Is Why Im Hot! Pt 2
I remember one particular morning while an adolescent living at home, I decided that I wanted some of my Dad’s orange juice. He didn’t drink the crap we kids did — meaning me and the entire neighborhood that hung out at my house.....ours was called Bright’n'Early and it was more like Tang. It was the Milli Vanilli of orange juices…. fake! Girl, you know it’s true!! Ooo Ooo Ooo! I love juice!! But the morning in question.......I wanted to try some of that “healthy” juice my Pops drank........ And his was the orange juice with all the pulp in it....... So he poured a glass for me and when I took a sip..... immediately scrunched up my face and thought to myself......"What in the Ricky Bell hell is this mess?!?!” I mean, I like oranges....... I like juice........ But this orange juice had a whole bunch of stuff in it!......That pulp felt like a bunch of ants were playing spades on my gums! I finished the juice because.......in my household.......you don’t get food a

Morphing Pictures Continued ...
Ok, I can see the ... attraction for some people to want to have them, but there is something I need to point out as a graphics designer ... If you dont look anything like brad Pitt, don't use his image to morph yours into. Just makes it look like crap work and it makes the user kind of sad, IMO. Likewise, if you don't look like Gwen Stefani, don't use her image to morph into. If you are not the same size as someone "famous" don't use their image. Sorry. Just see some really bad ones on here and I wonder who in the blue hell would want to morph into Brad Pitt, when in reality, they look like Herbert Hoover. For example:

Caramel Mocha Latte With Nutmeg And Cinnamon....lol
There’s a saying that goes, “The blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice.” and since Im dark as hell....I subscribe to that theory.... This is normally said in the context of sex and race...... In other words — for the slow or mentally lazy folks in the peanut gallery — the darker the woman/man is, the better the sex..... Ummmmmmm….. I don’t know about all that..... Sure, it’s a witty saying......but so is the saying....... “It ain’t the size of the boat...... but the motion of the ocean.” And the comments on yesterday’s entry proved that women will gather in the hen house and ridicule a dude with a little dizzle..... Lemme tell you........the ocean can be motioning like a muhfukka........ but if dude is sailing a rubber duckie instead of a 50-foot yacht..... he doesn’t deserve to get wet..... Real talk...... “Oh Lawd, here goes Kav on yet another sex rant!” Nah nah…. not true........ I’m actually gonna talk about the other angle of that “blacker berry,

Secret Kisses
"SECRET KISSES" Secrets.... stolen.... a kiss, a sigh. seldom felt at home. wonderful breaths of air. shared.... alone yet together. touching you.... relief.... home like a prison. stolen.... secrets.... a kiss, a sigh... you and I 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

Mind Wandering.....say Word....
This is the time of year that real men love..... Damn near every night of the week.....there is either professional or college basketball on…. and college and professional football gave me plenty to get geeked about.......with bowl games, playoffs, and championships. There’s nothing quite like an afternoon full of games, beer/liquor, and food. But since I usually dont have shyt to do.....I routinely wake up at 3 in the damn morning to catch the games..... I did this over the weekend, and found that by the second day of this, weird things happen when you don’t get enough sleep and replace it with sports, beer, hot wings, and cashews. There was one point during an NFL game that I thought I saw a bucktoothed bull eating Cheerios in my kitchen! I was so sleepy that I was delirious and hallucinating. And friends, when my mind starts wandering…. I think of some weird shyt. Like… Why is that people who have a lot of sex are said to be “fukking like rabbits?” I mean, d

Friends
tonight sucks.. im tired of being alone.. i want someone who lives so far away... *sighs* I did get to talk to my friends, and they made me happy when i was crying... i love you Maddie, Joey and Devon... you guys rock! friends like you are amazing!!!!!! and yes, once again im drunk.. haha my purple lover is all that i need! ok that may not make sense to some of you, but to those that have seen it.. u know what im talkin about..i have a photo shoot in the morning.. shooting a beverage shot in studio.. with the 4x5 so its pretty rad.. I havnt used that camera yet. i'll surely show it once im done. well off to bed i go, im toooooo drunk to be awake..haha lovers you all KISSES!

Im Getting Un Happy
let me say i repost a lot og things for my friends on here.most of them are just reposts not my words.do not make accusations that i am being unfair in commenting on people in contests unless they comment me.I'm not naming anyone but there have been quite a few.I am not in any contests at this time.secondly i show love to people when i am showed love.sorry i am ranting this is just a bad week for me.this week is the anni of a good friends of mine tht passed away 10 years ago and i'm still dealing with it slowly and in my own time and pace yes i am over tht they are gone but they passed 3 days before my b day and i miss them so dont take this as i am being a b**ch just upset

Awww Hell Nawwwww!!!!
Dear Cherry Tap..... okay peep game.... So one of my morning rituals is to read a slew of news sites to catch up on what happened in the world while I was asleep.... CNN..... BBC....... MSNBC.....Perez Hilton.....Dallas Penn.....ad a few others......... And then I roll on to my sports sites....... CNNSI....... ESPN....... Then I hit the newspaper sites........ Washington Post.......NY Times......LA News and Observer.......Commercial Appeal...... And the website of the city newspaper where I hope to be living this time next year - one I won’t mention in order not to jinx it...... So this morning, as I was perusing one of the newspapers.....I come across this letter from a woman seeking counsel from one of those advice columns...... _______________________________________ Her letter reads as follows: I am a happily married 27-year-old woman about to have my first baby, and I am terrified because it isn’t my husband’s baby. Last spring, another woman and I too

Shattermask Show Dates, Make Sure To Demand Us At Eventful.com
Feb 23 2007 8:00P Friday @ The Underground (a.k.a. the Red Sea) St. Louis, Missouri Feb 24 2007 7:00P Saturday @ Outlaws Farmington, Missouri Mar 2 2007 8:00P Friday @ Mugsy McGuire's Carbondale, Illinois Mar 9 2007 8:00P Friday Music Fest Park Hills, Missouri Mar 11 2007 5:00P Sunday @ VooDooDolls Huntingburg, Indiana Mar 16 2007 9:00P Friday @ Chrome (a.k.a.Club 217) Springfield, Illinois Mar 17 2007 8:00P Saturday @ the QC Zone (St. Patty's Day Jam) Moline, Illinois Mar 24 2007 6:30P Saturday @ Pops (come early) Sauget, Illinois Mar 30 2007 9:00P Friday & Thornz Creve Coeur, Illinois Mar 31 2007 7:00P Saturday @ The Cell Mason City, Illinois Apr 1 2007 4:30P Sunday @ the Eagles Lodge Crystal City, Missouri Apr 11 2007 9:30P Tour - Wednesday @ The Backstage Lounge Gainesville, Florida Apr 14 2007 9:00P Tour - Saturday @ The Paper Moon Fort Walton Beach, Florida

Myspace
yes, I know.. "myspace sucks" blah blah blah, and while I'm not about to dispute the suckage of said myspace, I do have a couple of accounts on myspace. Love it or lump it, you really want to know about me, www.myspace.com/dyinginlove is my personal page, and www.myspace.com/simplecomplexitysc is my music page. partially due to my lazyness, and partially due to my very static and often far between visits to the internet to check on accounts, I check my myspace, my yahoo, and then others, so don't be surprised if yu message me here and it is a century or two before I respond.

So There Was A Problem With My Page
If you went to it using Internet Explorer, the comments, comment box, and a bunch of other things didn't display at all. I narrowed it down to a problem with one of my Stash titles, and deleted it... everything seems to be working fine now, though you'll find I have no user comments. In troubleshooting my page I ended up needing to delete them all. I wish I hadn't needed to, but to be fair I got rid of them all. I'm sorry, but at least now people can visit my page :)

Pimp Me Out Contest?!?!?!?!?!ladys Only
HI all ladys how is it going? i have a big ? for you how much would you pay for one evening with me? we can do whatever you want. tell me what you want and how much you will pay. the lady with the best comment and the right amount will get a specail treat on here. so ladys contest goes for 2 days then i will pick my winner.

The Cars - “since You’re Gone”
since you're gone the nights are getting strange since you're gone nothing's making sense since you're gone i stumble in the shade since you're gone everything's in perfect tense i can't help it when you fall apart i can't help it i guess you better start that is forgetting about you since you're gone the nights are getting strange since you're gone i'm throwing it all away i can't help it everything's a mess i can't help it you're so treacherous when it comes to tenderness since you're gone since you're gone i miss the peak sensation since you're gone i took "the big vacation" since you're gone i never feel sedate since you're gone the moonlight ain't so great

Lonely In Love
LIFE HAS BEEN SO EMPTY AND IT SEEMS WASTED NOT HAVING SOMEONE THERE ITS LONELY, COLD, HORRIBLE, PAINFUL AND TORTURING. IF HE WAS STILL HERE I WOULDNT BE SO ALONE BUT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE BECAUSE HE DECIDED HIS DESTINY AND MINE AT THE SAME TIME. I CRY FOR HIM BUT HE WILL NEVER BE MINE AGAIN IF HE JUST LOVED ME MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD BUT HE DECIDED TO KILL HIMSELF AND IM ALL ALONE I DESIRE TO HAVE A LOVE LIKE I HAD THEN WITH HIM BUT NOBODY CAN EVER BE HIM. I SIT UP SLEEPLESS AT NIGHT THINKING OF WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT. HE WAS A GOOD MAN, SUPPORTIVE, LOVING, CARING, SHARING AND THE LOVE OF LIFE WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THE MEMORIES OF ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED? HE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. NOBODY COULD EVER FIT IN HIS SHOES AND WOULD NEVER WANT TO WALK IN HIS SHOES. PEOPLE COME AND GO NOTHING IS PERMNAMENT. IT ALL HAS TO COME TO AN END. THERE WILL NEVER BE PEACE TILL THE DAY I DIE. THEN THERE WILL BE NOTHING JUST MEMORIES OF ME THAT WILL FADE. SITTING HERE

Tuesday Morning 1 Am,do You Know Where Your Mind Is?
somedays start early,something happens ,gets you excited or worried,keeps you tossing and turning threw the night,finally ,daylight cracks threw the window,you are exhausted ,but cant sleep now things need resolved,and so goes our lives and the day to day,maybe issue is resloved ,maybe not,or you think it is but, its far from over,are the issues real ,or just an illusion ,to test our will?,with all this said and questioned,i take another bong hit and ask where is my mind? Placebo where is my mindAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Girl Of My Dreams
Doesnt lie, cheat, exaggerate, promote drama, wants to spend quality time with me, wants to just snuggle on the couch from time to time,yet wants to go out too. doesnt make excuses for how 'busy' she is(I work 50+ hours a week)....I need someone to fall in love with...is that too much to ask?

Because I Love You
i confess my soul to you in written word because i can't say what i feel out loud. whenever you're near the words come out jumbled or mispoken or they just seem so empty. i say i love you, but i can't quite find the words to say that you are the moon and i am the tide. i can tell you my whole life...but something about you makes me stutter, forget what i was thinking, forget how to breathe. i tell you that you're beautiful, but i can't say that you stop my heart...that your light pulls me in like a moth to flame...that when you sigh and laugh and get pissed off...my whole world lights up and dances for you. did you know that your smile stops me dead in my tracks? that it lights up my soul? that it warms me to the core when i'm frozen? did you know that you are heaven? that you are my favorite reason to wake up? that i wait hours and hours just to hear your footsteps...just to have one more chance to make you happy...just to spend even a second in your arms or at finger's length.

Why Men Are Rarely Published In Dear Abbydear
Why Men are Rarely Published in Dear AbbyDear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. I decided I was going to park my Harley Davidson motor cycle next to the garage and then hide behind it so I could get a good view of the whole street when she came home. It was at that moment, crouching behind my Harley, that I noticed that the valve covers on my en

Just Wondering...
Had this GF, lives near by...had....her life is 24/7 drama. Her life includes the following according to her. Attempted murder, rape, abuse, child custody, attempted breakin, hijacked computer, stalker from New Mexico, cyber stalker, cell phone stalker, suspended from work, continuous stalking from 'the guy' in New Mexico.....She changes her cell phone number one day, and the guy knows it the next day. She gets her son a cell phone for xmas, and within hours of activation, the stalker knows his number. She has told me an 'expert' has found hidden video bugs in her house, yet she seems very unconcerned. I have absolutely NO proof of all her reported incidences...although I have seen some court records to some of the above. Am I just lost, or does this seem like its so totally out of this world? Respond please...and repost for all opinions! Thanks girls! Boycott Wal-Mart

Geronimo And The Apaches At Fort Sill
He was the last Apache war chief. He was a great medicine man. He had great wisdom. He evaded U. S. forces for 25 years. He is said to have had magical powers. He could see into the future. He could walk without creating footprints. He could prevent dawn from rising to protect his people. His name was Geronimo. A Native American boy was born in 1829 in Arizona. His Apache name, Goyathlay, means "One Who Yawns." His father trained him to be a warrior. His mother taught him how to live off the land. He learned how to survive in deserts and mountains. It was the summer of 1850. Geronimo went on a trip. The men in his tribe went with him. Mexican soldiers raided his home. Fifty people were killed. One hundred were sold into slavery. Geronimo's wife Alope died. His three children and his mother were killed, too. Geronimo joined a group of Apaches. They were called the Chiricahuas. They raided in northern Mexico. They crossed the border into New Mexico and A

Moody Blues - "question" Album: A Question Of Balance.
Why do we never get an answer when we're knocking at the door? With a thousand million questions about hate and death and war. It's where we stop and look around us there is nothing that we need. In a world of persecution that is burning in its greed. Why do we never get an answer when we're knocking at the door? Because the truth is hard to swallow that’s what the wall of love is for. It's not the way that you say it when you do those things to me. It's more the way that you mean it when you tell me what will be. And when you stop and think about it you won't believe it's true. That all the love you've been giving has all been meant for you. I'm looking for someone to change my life. I'm looking for a miracle in my life. And if you could see what it's done to me to lose the love I knew could safely lead me through. Between the silence of the mountains and the crashing of the sea there lies a land I once lived in and she's waiting there for me.

Journey - "faithfully"
Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sending all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's supposed to be Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart Ain't easy on this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Whooa, oh-oh-ooh Whooa, oh-oh-ooh, oh Whooa, oh-oh-oh, oh-whoooooa-oh Faithfully I'm still yours I'm forever yours Ever yours Faithfully

Tds Update
TDS released a new product today, the Support Pin. Shortly after its release we expect to deliver the first line of TDS apparel. Currently we have two T shirt designs underway. One for males and one for ladies...Keep your eyes peeled for updates!

Kink
Well as most can see by my name I am bi... and latley i have been getting rude comments...people thinking cause I have nsfw pics that I wanna cyber...well I like to have fun but don't hit me right off our first convo with can I lick ur pussy or my dick is hard... Talk to me...I can be as big a perv as the rest but don't be rude... Thanx to al those who care enough to be a friend...and not just the perv...I like playing with u...

Me
OK....one more time since I had not a solitary taker the last time. Anyone who wants to add me on Yahoo messenger so we can yap better than here.....Im terryshrek9 (terryshrek9@yahoo.com) on Yahoo Messenger. Feel free to add. Im fixin to clear off most of the "friends" on there since they stay ivisible or logon and logoff as soon as I fire a hello at them...... And some of yall have told me you dont knwo why I have a self-estemm problem.....WTFE. Terry

Wicked Questions
1. Your Name: Laura > > 2. Age: 41 > > 3. Favorite position (s) ? Whatever I'm in at the moment > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? yes I do > > 5. Would you have sex with me? You bet > > 6. lights on or off? either > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? No not really > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? anytime > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? yes > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? depends > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? yes > > 12. Condom or skin? skin > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? sometimes > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? Yes > > 15. Have sex on the first date? sometimes > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? before, during, after, I like to kiss > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? Sure do > > 18. Three sum? 2 guys and me > > 19. Anal yes/no? no > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? as many as you can make me > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call?

I Will Fight No More Forever
Hinmahtoo Yahlatkekeht of the Nez Perce ("Thunder Rolling in the Mountains." or "Chief Joseph") Surrender Speech In the Bear Paw Mountains - October 5th, 1877 I am tired of fighting. Our chiefs are killed. Looking Glass is dead. Toohulhulsote is dead. The old men are all dead. It is the young men who say no and yes. He who led the young men is dead. It is cold and we have no blankets. The little children are freezing to death. My people, some of them, Have run away to the hills And have no blankets, no food. No one knows where they are- Perhaps they are freezing to death. I want to have time to look for my children And see how many of them I can find. Maybe I shall find them among the dead. Hear me, my chiefs, I am tired. My heart is sad and sick. From where the sun now stands I will fight no more forever...

Blondes Only Contest
Blondes Only Contest!!They say blondes do it better.. lets find outobviously you have to be a blonde to enterso send in your favorite pic to jo jo @Jo Jo fan and rate me.. i'll get ya back@ CherryTAP

*frozen Tear*
Even though I said that final good-bye Even though it was all up to me I still cry I still cry for when we were the best of friends For the nights we spent together And for what was never suppose to be I cry not for u or me but because of what was never there I cry for what was in my mind and how it will never be again To stop crying is something I somewhat learned from u Too many kisses led to the tragedy Too many hugs that felt for nothing Too many tears frozen just because of that one simple good-bye Too many emotions defrosted because I stood up for myself and lost someone special But that’s in the past and that’s where it needs to stay Forever I will remember the frozen tear that meant so much to me and nothing to u One more frozen tear cried and I will forever say my final good-bye

Animotion 'obsession'
You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am your possession Unopened at your feet There's no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you CHORUS: You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest You want to leave Stay Oh, there's no alternative Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance In your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems CHORUS My fantasy has turned to madness And all my goodness Has turned to badness My need to possess you Has consumed my soul My life is tre

Comment Me In The Devil In Cuffs Platinum Cherry Giveaway And Also The Pimping Giveaway
please go vote me as this is my first 2 things entered and could use your help. click the 2 photos below to go and comment on me as as much as possible to win. all help appreciated and favors will be returned if any of you ever need help. thanks so much and comment me thanks

-wanting You-
Looking deeply into your seductive blue eyes Visions of us together my only paradise Your arms wrapped around me so tight Would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right Your body's gentle caress upon mine That sexy little smile when you look at me No other guy can compare I want you to see Wanting you to be all mine in every way Your the only one in my thoughts every day It would be my fantasy my dream come true The day I can say I have you

-i'll Be Fine-
i'll be fine w/o u i won't even cry even though i know "i love you" was a lie so go on with ur life and i'll go on with mine getting pass the knowledge all u did was lie i'm willing to be friends but it will take time untill than....good-bye!

-friends-
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, So I can say "I'm here for you." Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything. There isn't a thing I wouldn't do, To have a friend just like you!

Snow Storm
One winter morning a husband and blonde wife in northern Ohio were listening to the radio during breakfast. They heard the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. You must park your car on the even-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through." So the good wife went out and moved her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio announcer said, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. You must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through." The good wife went out and moved her car again. The next week they are again having breakfast, when the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 12 to 14 inches of snow today. You must park ...." ...at which point the power went out and the radio went dead. The good wife was very upset, and with a worried look on her face she said, "Honey, I don't know what to do. Which side of the street do I need to park

*..:blind:..*
..How can I be so blind.. ..To think that you made up your mind.. ..Why am I so unconscious.. ..To think to you, I'm so lucious.. ..Am I that mislead.. ..To think you actually meant what you said.. ..How did I get myself into this mess.. ..I thought it would be for the best.. ..My point is... You don't realize how deep you get.. ..Until you regret the day you met..

#1 Bad Boys First Annual Sign And Cherry Blast Contest
ok holding my first annual sign and cherry blast contest. the rules are this. make me the best signs for me and send them to me. gots to have my username on it somewhere tell everyone why i am the number 1 bad boy and send me the pic and i will up it on my profile for you to link and get your friends to comment. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged and the contest is open to everyone that wants to join. i will start taking entries tonight till saturday when the contest begins. the contest will go from this saturday to next and the person with the most comments wins a 7 day cherry blast and a platinum cherry compliments of me. so join now and make my first contest a success. thanks for all that enter and good luck

*~*from A Distance*~*
From a distance I watch him And there is no controling his mind or his heart For i am just watching with a smile so grim It is ripping me apart I cannot change him He loves her and thats the way it has to be Because I am afraid he does not love me And its sad to say That he feels this way!

**what Is Love?**
Love is seeing him how no one else does Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly Love is thinking about him day and night Love is when he means the world to you Love is when noone else nos how you feel Love is the best feeling u can feel

..undreamable Love..
Holding ur handz & kissing u Feelin ur sweet & soft lipz too Cuddlin keepin each other warm U keepin me safe from harm Under the starz tonight Along with the moonlight Realizing this is reality Cuz wit u dreamz can neva compare To all da thingz we have shared Cuz our love is undreamable

When You Say Nothing At All
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may, I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when y

Stash Videos
I thank everyone for rating my stash videos but I'm going to delete everything and re-load everything to group videos of the same band together. I'm going to load some of my favorite videos from my favorite bands so if you have rated them before, you have the choice to re- rate them or not.

# 2
for all the times u made me cry and walked away saying good bye i cared for u, for us u can't tell me that this was just lust all those nights under the stars now u're away so far next time i won't fall for u or someone out of the blue think about it next time u hurt a gurl u just might destroy her whole world

# 1
I'm giving up on loving you I cant take the pain you've put me through Deep down I know the feelings are always there Maybe someday you will care At least for now I can hide my pain I know if I dont, I'll go insane Our time apart has made me realize There is no second chance when it comes to guys I almost had you back one time But of course, you changed your mind The many excuses that you have told Are getting lame and really old We never talk anymore Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door It hurts to know you've shut me out Now i know wut love is all about You're happy then u cry and cry Where there was truth becomes all lies All in all it never ends for good But then again, who thought it would?

Band, Assemble!
This is blog number 49999 or something similar. The next person to create one is gonna be like "wow, blog 50000! That's like 5% of a million!" But anyway, onto the point. Neural Funk, the greatest band that ever was, is basically on hiatus. So, I have asked my friend Maddy, who plays a bit o' banjo, to fill in for the drummer as the other half of the rhythm section. I don't want to replace the drummer, as she is very dear to me and I want her to feel as though she will always have a place in any band of which I am a part. But. I can't keep the beat alone. Well, I can, but I prefer not to. People will be like "but Andy, how can you have a punk vibe without any drums?" and to them I say "shut your piehole, cake-eater!" Punk is just that--a vibe. You don't need a fucking musical style for punk (though it can be argued otherwise). As long as we play our hearts out, and as long as we have synergy, we will succeed. That is all any true band ever needed. Talent? No. Talent is second to hear

.*.bad Boy.*.
I don't know what it is about that bad boy style all I know is it drives me wild every time I see you I can't help but smile all the cute and thugish thing u do make me wanna stay with u awhile so you better hurry up and take u pick cuz u just might be missing out on one bad lil' chick!

Wet T-shirt.
im trying to start up a new contest for everyone and there friends. this is one that i have not seen yet so lets give it a try. im looking for 5 to 10 people to enter a wet T-shirt contest.if you like to enter this contest plese send me a pic that u would like to use. when i get enough to start the contest i will let u know. thanks and please lets have fun with this one. P.S please repost

Thank You, Thank You, I'll Get Back To You!
So many of you are giving me tons of ratings and comments, and I don't have time to return the love. Leave me a comment here and I'll at least fan you. I literally only have time to add, rate, and comment my new friend requests!

Buffalo Woman / A Story Of Magic
A Caddo Legend Snow Bird, the Caddo medicine man, had a handsome son. When the boy was old enough to be given a man's name, Snow Bird called him Braveness because of his courage as a hunter. Many of the girls in the Caddo village wanted to win Braveness as a husband, but he paid little attention to any of them. One morning he started out for a day of hunting, and while he was walking along looking for wild game, he saw someone ahead of him sitting under a small elm tree. As he approached, he was surprised to find that the person was a young woman, and he started to turn aside. "Come here," she called to him in a pleasant voice. Braveness went up to her and saw that she was very young and very beautiful. "I knew you were coming here," she said, "and so I came to meet you." "You are not of my people," he replied. "How did you know that I was coming this way?" "I am Buffalo Woman," she said. "I have seen you many times before, from afar. I want you to take me home with you

Easy Cream Cheese Fudge
This easy fudge is made with cream cheese and white chocolate chips and chocolate chips. INGREDIENTS: * 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, soft * 6 cups confectioners' sugar * 1 1/2 tsp. vanilla * 1 package (12 ounces) white chocolate chips * 1 ounce (1 square) semisweet baking chocolate * 2 teaspoon shortening * 3/4 cup chopped pecans, reserve extra pecan halves for garnish PREPARATION: In a large mixing bowl beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla until smooth . Melt white chocolate chips in microwave on LOW until smooth, stirring occasionally. Fold into cream cheese mixture with chopped pecans.Spread into a greased 8 inch baking dish. Chill until ready to frost. Melt baking chocolate with shortening in microwave on LOW (about 2 minutes). Pour over top of fudge and spread to cover. Garnish with reserved pecan halves. Cool, then cut into squares.

Chocolate Rocky Road Fudge Recipe
Chocolate fudge with marshmallows and chopped nuts This easy old-fashioned chocolate fudge is cooked on the stovetop, then nuts are added and it's poured over marshmallows which have been chilled to prevent melting. It's a delicious and very special fudge Rocky Road Fudge * 2 cups granulated sugar * 3/4 cup evaporated milk * 2 ounces baking chocolate, unsweetened * 1 tablespoons light corn syrup * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 1/2 cup miniature marshmallows * 1/2 cup chopped walnuts or pecans, optional Line a 9x5x3-inch loaf pan with foil, extending foil over pan side edges. Butter the foil; sprinkle marshmallows over the bottom of the pan then put in the freezer while making fudge. Lightly butter the interior of a 2-quart saucepan; add sugar, milk, chocolate, and corn syrup. Cook over medium high heat until the mixture begins to boil. Continue boiling gently, stirring frequently, until the mixture reaches the soft ball s

Chocolate Raspberry Bonbons
These raspberry chocolate candies are made like bourbon balls. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup finely crushed vanilla wafers * 1 cup confectioners' sugar * 1 cup chopped almonds, toasted * 2 tablespoons cocoa, unsweetened * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/4 cup raspberry preserves, seedless * 1/4 cup raspberry liqueur * 6 ounces sweet baking chocolate, grated PREPARATION: Combine wafer crumbs, sugar, almonds, and cocoa in mixing bowl. Heat butter and raspberry preserves until butter melts. Blend butter mixture into crumb mixture; add raspberry liqueur. Chill for about 1 hour, then shape into 1-inch balls. Roll balls in grated chocolate. Makes about 20. May be stored in an airtight container for up to 2 weeks.

Mocha Rum Balls
INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup freeze dried coffee * 1/4 cup rum * 1 tablespoon water * 2 tablespoons cocoa * 2 cups vanilla wafer crumbs * 3 cups confectioners' sugar, divided * 1 cup chopped nuts * 3 tablespoons light corn syrup * dash salt PREPARATION: In a mixing bowl, dissolve coffee in rum and water; add cocoa, vanilla wafer crumbs, 2 cups of confectioners' sugar, chopped nuts, and corn syrup; mix well. Sift remaining 1 cup confectioners' sugar onto waxed paper. Measure mocha ball mixture in teaspoonfuls; roll into small balls. Roll in the sifted confectioner's sugar. Store in tightly covered container for several days to bring flavor out. Makes about 4 dozen.

Broken Wing
bite the hand that keeps you safe run around all day forget the past the devils awake living life inside me heretics demolish my mind razor blades and things unkind peeling back the skin of the night finishing what I started i can quench my thirst for blood revenge is mine open the gates release the flood on the flesh of love youll dine the past has slipped away forget the things you say the fear has left you again on broken wing we'll make amends

Thank You
Just wanted to say thank you to all my friends who have listened, cared, shown concern and offered me their prayers and blessings during this sad part in me and my daughters life. You all know who you are. It's times like this that we find out whom our real friends are. It's so amazing how, although I haven't met any of my many new friends here on CT, you have all been more of a friend than those that I have met and considered themselves a friend. I'm flying out to Chicago tomorrow and will be back Saturday. So please don't think I forgot you all and will return rates, comments and messages when i return. I will miss you all. Hugs and Kisses, Connie

Cherry Rum Balls
INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups finely crushed vanilla wafers ( 40 to 50) * 1 cup powdered sugar * 1/2 cup finely chopped red candied cherries * 1 cup chopped pecans * 1/4 cup rum * 3 tablespoons corn syrup * 2 tablespoons butter melted * 1/4 cup powdered sugar PREPARATION: In medium bowl, combine crushed wafers , 1 cup powdered sugar, cherries, and pecans. Add rum, syrup and butter. Blend well. Shape into 1 inch balls. Roll in the 1/4 cup powdered sugar. Cover tightly; let sit 24 hours for flavors to blend. Makes 3 dozen.

Soap Box Entry
Some of you may wonder about the title of this blog and others probably wont care but now and again something either pisses me off enough to hop up on my little soap box and speak for awhile or it makes me so curious I have to ramble about it and perhaps ask a question or two. So when I get the urge I pop one of these little entries up here and let loose. Tonights little entry starts with something that has both pissed me off and intriged me enough that I have thought about it more than once or twice. In a world were everyone is seeking out their own niche~ their own storybook ending if you will..... Why the hell would waste your time pursuing someone you never had any intention of having anything to do with once you caught them? An by this I am not talking about harmless flirting we are taught the art of how to flirt from birth. It is human nature and has been going on longer than any of us have been alive. I am talking about things such as gaining there confidence so they

Easy Chocolate Bourbon Truffles
Sweetened condensed milk make these truffles quick and easy to prepare, and they can be made with a little more bourbon and less vanilla, if desired. INGREDIENTS: * 1 can (14 ounces) sweetened condensed milk * 3 cups semisweet chocolate chips * 1 tablespoon vanilla extract * 2 tablespoons bourbon * 1/2 to 3/4 cup finely chopped pecans * granulated sugar, unsweetened cocoa, or very finely chopped pecans PREPARATION: Combine chocolate chips and sweetened condensed milk in a saucepan over low heat. Heat, stirring, until melted and smooth; remove from heat. Stir in the vanilla, bourbon, and 1/2 to 3/4 cup pecans. Transfer to a small bowl. Cover and chill for 3 to 4 hours, or until mixture is firm. Working with fingertips, shape into 1-inch balls; roll in finely chopped pecans, sugar, or unsweetened cocoa. Place on a tray or baking sheet, cover loosely, and chill for at least 1 hour. If desired, put each truffle in a decorative fluted paper or foil cu

A Redneck Guys Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up. '

Baked Chicken With Sour Cream
Chicken baked with sour cream and paprika and lemon juice and other seasonings. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup sour cream * 2 1/2 to 3 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/4 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/4 teaspoon paprika * 1 garlic clove, finely minced * 1/4 teaspoon seasoned salt * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 4 to 6 boneless chicken breast halves * 1 1/2 cups fine plain dry bread crumbs PREPARATION: Combine sour cream, lemon juice, Worcestershire sauce, paprika, garlic, seasoned salt, and pepper in a large bowl. Place chicken pieces in the bowl, turning to coat thoroughly. Cover and refrigerate overnight.Remove chicken and coat well with the bread crumbs. Arrange chicken in a greased shallow baking pan. Bake at 350° for 45 minutes, until chicken is tender and juices run clear. Serves 4 to 6.

Monday Jan 29
I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try.

Spiced Chicken With Sweet Potatoes
Chicken parts are cooked with cinnamon, brown sugar, apples, and sweet potatoes. INGREDIENTS: * 3 to 4 pounds chicken pieces * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1/2 cup dry vermouth * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 2 tart apples, cored, cut in wedges * 3 sweet potatoes, cooked and sliced PREPARATION: Brown chicken pieces in a heavy skillet in hot vegetable oil. Drain off all but 1 tablespoon of the oil. Combine dry vermouth with salt, pepper, cinnamon, and brown sugar. Add vermouth mixture to chicken in skillet along with the apple wedges.Baste chicken. Cover skillet and cook over low heat for 25 minutes. Add the cooked sliced sweet potatoes and baste again with cooking liquid. Cover and simmer until heated. Serves 6.

1 Question......(repost)
subject: 1 question, (repost) date: 2007-01-29 20:15:05 1 question, 1 chance, 1 answer...its all u get... You get to ask me 1 Question (TO MY INBOX) any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE and I promise to answer it. ***(Truthfully)*** The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you. So go for it

The Big White Dog And The Sacred Pole / Chickasaw Legend
In a time long since past, there lived somewhere in the West a tribe of Indians constantly warred upon by a powerful enemy. Because of the never ending attacks, the people of this tribe enjoyed little of the peace and comfort for which they so deeply yearned. In time, the families who lived nearest the enemy and who, over the years, had borne the brunt of enemy assaults, became so weary and heavy-hearted that they appealed to their wise prophets to find a solution to the problem. The men of wisdom held a special consultation. They sat around the council fire and deliberated for many hours, and most important, they sought guidance from Ubabeneli, The Creator of all things, who sat above the clouds and directed the destiny of all. At last, the prophets concluded their deliberations. They summoned their fellow tribesmen and told them of the decision they had reached. The people, said the wise men, would seek a new home where they could find peace and happiness. Their guide to

~~cell Phones Guns Are Coming~~
READ TEXT BEFORE OPENING VIDEO. Read this before you view the video! Most see airport security as a pain. Some deal better than others. Some feel violated, when you watch this movie, you'll understand why they want your cell phone through the x-ray machine. Read this and then watch the video clip. If you get asked to test your cell phone at the airport, this is the reason. Because cell phone guns have arrived. They are real. The attached video clip shows how cell phone guns operate. These phones are not in the U.S. yet, but they are in use overseas. Beneath the digital phone face is a .22 caliber handgun capable of firing four rounds in rapid succession using the standard telephone keypad. European law enforcement officials are stunned by the discovery of these deadly decoys. They say phone guns are changing the rules of engagement in Europe . "Only when you have one in your hand do you realize that they are heavier than a reg

Entry 1
So I dunno what exactly to say here. Im new lol, as im sure you can tell. I have a horrible cold and my poor 3 month old son ha pink eye...poor kid, things can only get better at this point so thats all good. My hubby is having trouble with our computer cuz I deleted something I shouldnt have by accident...ooops...anyways. Thanx fo reading!

Pics
in case anyone is wondering why I put teddybear pics as "my sidekick", well this is the reason. Back in 1998 I was going through some times which werent so good, so I was met someone back then who I thought was nice and she and I grew close. She sent me a teddybear and a savage garden cd. well she left me because she was going into drugs and other problems. So I dont associate the bear to her, but as a 'sanity' bear for myself and my life.

Two At Once
I just feel like having two people at once: two guys, two girls, doesn't matter. Just so long as they're willing to play with each other as well as me, and so long as one of the girls brings a strapon. Give me!

My Valentine......
Ya know Im not that girl that expects jewlery, expensive dinners out, or dozens apon dozens of roses for Valentines day......... Im the chick who would just love to spend that night with her man........ If I got a stuffed animal Id love it....... But if I didnt I wouldnt die.......... The days meaning is LOVE!!! not expensive gifts........

If You Seek
If you seek to find the Love you once knew It will prove itself elusive If you seek to find the Passion you once felt It will prove itself deceased If you seek to find the Friendship you once shared It will prove itself lost If you seek to find the Devotion you once gave It will prove itself gone If you seek to find something that once was You have already found it to be extinct If you seek to find the Fear you now hold It will show you it's face, Dismiss the Fear you feel simply because You can It will prove to be a battle Once the Fear is destroyed You will prove Yourself worthy Friendship will grow from Within Devotion will pour from you heart Passion will radiate from your soul, Love will be evident to All ~~~~~~author: Cynthia Jefferys 2003

Legend Of Violet/iroquios
Legend Of The Violet / Iroquois Many Moons before the white man came to the land of the Red Indian, there lived a young warrior who was the pride of his tribe; for dangerous deeds had he accomplished for the good of his people. He had slain the Great Heron that destroyed their children, and he had brought back from the Mountain of the Witches the healing roots that cured the plague. Once when he led a band of warriors against another tribe, he saw in the lodge of one of his enemies a maiden so gentle and lovely that he longed to have her for his wigwam. But because of the strife between the two tribes, he could not buy her with quills of the Wampum Bird. So after he had returned victorious with his warriors to his own village, he often thought of the maiden, and how, unless he could light his wigwam with the brightness of her eyes, he would no longer lead out his young men to battle. At last he went forth alone, and hid in the woods near the village of his enemies. There h

My Nightmares
MY THOUGHTS IN MY HEART I CANNOT TRUST THEY HAVE LED ME DOWN PATHS OF DARKNESS I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE I AM DROWNING IN THE CONFUSSION MY HEART ACHES WITH THE PAIN I HAVE TOO MANY EMOTIONS STIRRING IN MY NIGHTMARES IS THIS REAL OR AM I DREAMING? WHEN WILL IT ALL END...SO THAT I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE

Men Are Easily Amused.. Lol
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The woman second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their

Fuck Me...
F*** TEST if we could fuck test This is the ".If We Could Fuck.." Test...REposts this as If We COuld Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs []OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin SOme Head?? []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ( )PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom []either or 12.Wil

Bubba
Bubba liked to frequent the old swimming hole but was never able to attract the girls. He decided to ask his friend Billy-Bob for advice. "It's those big baggy swimming trunks that make you look like an old fool. They're years outta style. Your best bet is to grab yourself a pair of Speedos-about two sizes too little and drop a fist-sized tater down inside them. I'm telling ya man...ya'll have all the babes you want!" The following weekend, Bubba hits the swimming hole with his spanking new tight Speedos, and his fist-sized potato. Everybody at the swimming hole was disgusted as he walked by, covering their faces, turning way, laughing, looking sick! Bubba went back to his buddy Billy-Bob and asked him, "What's wrong now?" "Lard-Almighty!" said Billy-Bob, "the tater goes in the front!"

The Impossible Dream
The Impossible Dream It maybe right In Front Of You When it comes to the things we want, there always seems to be an endless list. No matter how many times we get something off that list, we add new things to replace it. In life, this drama of wanting and getting and wanting is all part of the dance. The things we want motivate us to get up and get them. And yet, at the same time, we can torment ourselves with our wanting, especially when we want something we can't have or can't find. It is in cases like these that it might be fruitful to entertain the idea that maybe what you really want is right in front of you. Maybe you are using this desire you can't fulfill to distract you from truly engaging the blessings you already have. It may seem like that doesn't make sense, yet we do it all the time. It may be easier to see in other people than to see it in ourselves. We have all heard our friends wishing they were more this or less that, and looking at them we see clearly that the

Sunday Jan 28
Last night, Dave woke me up while he was on the way to my house. He and Jamie picked me up to go to Kareoke. I sang .. in order ... Poison's "Something to Believe in" because I always like to start with serious song. Tone Loc's "Funky Cold Medina" because I wanted something silly. Uncle Kracker's "Follow Me" because I'd been dying to try it. The girls who sit in the front row were dancing when I sang it. That made me feel pretty good. Van Halen's "Running With the Devil" which is a really hard song. Aerosmith's "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing". That is a song for Julie. WOW .. that's the hardest song I've ever done.

A Brick Thick. The Newest One Yet.
harsh pressure... take that lime-time heart, and pucker it..curse it. shove it. peeled the maniacal meal from the broken vile, srip srip says she. padding the cotton hole for the clot. $200 for the win! pressurized tape deck, makes for a great dick. holding the pillow, to the face of youth-like dream...wanting only to hear the panting of the painters in the shifting evolution, that is the brick wall. it's taken this long, for the job to be done right.

I See You Dedicated To Becky Alexandria Munson Sept 15,1996 - Dec 21,1996
In every sunrise I see you In every beautiful sunset I see you When the wind whistles through the trees I see you In every newborn baby's laugh I hear you. With every beat of my heart I feel you With all the blood flowing through my veins I feel you Every time those days roll around I miss you When the angel is put on the tree I miss you The more the time passes the more the hurt lingers here on earth for just a short while but in my heart forever In your younger sister's smile I see you forever and always looking over my shoulder I see you my dearest Becky, daddy's broken hearted and even though 10 years have passed daddy still loves you.

~~america-land That I Love~~
Subject: AMERICA COMING SOON! I am sorry, but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP -- please pass this along. I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM... Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone -- YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! It is Time for America to Speak

To My Baby Boy
It's three A.M., they're all asleep, And no one's here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me. His little head is feather light Tucked up against my chin I hold his tiny hand in mine And stroke his baby skin The house about us creaks and groans, The clock hands creek around. He snuggles close to me still And makes his baby sounds. I love those quiet hours so much And cherish every one Store memories up inside my heart For lonely nights to come. All to soon he'll be grown up His need for mama gone. But until then I still have time For kisses and for song. Time for quiet hours like this With him cuddled in my arm, Where I wish he'd always stay, Protected, safe and warm. And yet I know they day will come When this tiny little hand Will be much bigger than my own. He'll grow to be a man. But until then he's mine to love, With no one here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me.

Thinking Way To Much
Maybe I am getting to that point where I want a guy permanantly in my life.... Some one who appreciates the same things I do........... Music, Dance, just the simple things....... Maybe Im just finally ready to stop being perverably single...... Stop just SEEING guys and acctualy date 1!!!!!!!!!! I dunno maybe I should just goto bed.......

Is It Really That Hard To Buy A Girl A Gift?
i go out on a date with a good friend of mine, and he can buy a rose for me, when i got out on a romantic interest type date why is it that the guy doesnt know how to throw down about a buck to buy a rose...? it makes no sence to me!!!! someone help me answer that!

The Perfect Angel
[This is effectively a sequel to "The Special Flower"]... Still amidst the barren desert, you sit alone with the Special Flower, never taking your eyes off of its absolute beauty. You continue to gaze at the Special Flower, pondering your quandary: Do you leave the flower for someone else, or take it for yourself? Again, you wonder whether you are even worthy to possess such a precious and delicate thing. What if it was not meant for you, but for someone else? Then it dawns on you: If you leave the Special Flower alone it may stay here forever, alone. It may wilt and die never to have been touched and held by loving hands. You decide. "I am going to keep you, Special Flower, if you will have me." Just then, the flower--already the most beautiful thing you have ever seen--begins to bloom some more. Carefully, you remove the flower from the ground and hold it in your hands ever so gently. You take a deep breath, hoping you have made the right choice. You put the Sp

Confession.. Joke
The Real Confession A priest was in the confessional booth with a fairly long line of people waiting for their confession. The priest had to go to the bathroom something awful and couldn't hold it for another minute. Not wanting to upset all of the people in line, he frantically looked out the back door for another priest to help him out but there wasn't a priest to be found. Suddently the janitor pushed his broom past the back of the booth and the priest grabbed him and said, "You just gotta help me out. I have to go to the bathroom and the line is so long. "It's very simple", said the Priest. "There on the wall is a chart ... column A lists the sins and column B lists the penance. Just find the sin on the chart and tell them what their penance is." The janitor agreed that it sounded pretty simple and wanted to help the holy Father so he agreed to fill in for the priest in the booth while the priest hurried away to the bathroom. The very next person in line entered the bo

If Family Isn't There Who Is??
My mother I touch your tears invisible fingers soothing your skin I know you think of me so often in the day, in the night, in your dreams going into an empty old room knowing I'll never be there but I am...in your heart in your soul, I shall always be for you gave so unselfishly of yourself. Inside of you, you created such a world for me a world of laughter, of love of sadness, of sorrow every emotion people come to know you shared with me. And even though I may never feel your arms around me I felt your heart beating, like a lullaby, singing me to sleep any your spirit giving me a safe haven already protecting me nurturing me preparing me of things to come. But sometimes the journey of life pulls souls apart and yes, I had to go on to another state. I wish I could stay But this wish was a decision I had to make and I know you once did too. Know this wherever you are: I will always remember that yours was the fir

3900 Saturday Mornings
3900 Saturday Mornings The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what h

No More
I can`t deal with this for another day. The air is thinning, it`s getting harder to breathe. My mind is at war with itself. Do I deserve this? Living a life lived so far from where it wants to be. What have I done? I don`t deserve it. It`s to much of a good thing. I`m nothing of a good person! Running on empty as my demons fly by. What makes me happy, so far away, away from myself, away from a nothing. How long will it last, could it ever last? Tearing at the skin, my patience is wearing thin with myself. I don`t know what to do, placing my heart up on a shelf. Oh my god I can`t bear the fall again. Not from him. I`ll shatter it myself, it`ll be an easier end. I want what I may never have, I have a life not wanting, to an extent. Fucking Hell What Is Wrong With Me?!

Scary
You know whats incredibly scary...when you see the pics scrolling up top and you swear you think you see your ex that left you while you were pregnant...the one ex you truly loved...OMG i thought I was about to pass out...damn him....not sure if it was him but it was waaaayy too close for comfort lol... oh well...

Who's Real Friend...go By Da .thumb Rules
HEY DEARS , WHO IS A REAL FRIEND ...HERE IS THE THUMB RULE Faithful A friend is always faithful to you, even during the bad times. Eliable A friend is reliable..you can count on them to always be there. N touch

Kareoke At The Red Stallion In Hatboro
The main purpose of this is to let me know what I sang .. and how I think it went ... and what I need to work in ... For starters .. here are the songs I've sung since I started going: Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby Kid Rock/Sheryl Crow - Picture (with Shawna and Jenn seperately) Metallica - Turn the Page Tone Loc - Wild Thing Don McLean - American Pie Black Sabbath - War Pigs (didn't go over as well as I hoped) Bruce Springsteen - Glory Days Poison - Every Rose Has It's Thorn David Allen Coe - You never even called me by my name **THANKS JULIE** Eagle's - Desperado Eagle's - Take It Easy I'm missing a couple ... and I'll post last nights in another entry

The Trip To The Feild
So we were sent out to the feild this past week. how fun. it had rained the night before we had to go out there so we ended having to set up camp in a mud pit. everything I own ended up with a thick layer of mud on it. I was so wet, I was soaked to the bone and the only thing that helped me get through it was I kept telling my self "At least it's warm out I could always be soaked and cold." Famouse last words, huh? half way through nature decided to throw us a curve ball and dumped a foot and a half of snow on us. YAY! now I'm soaked and cold! my buddy, Wade who is the new guy in the batter summed it up the best, he told me "It's as if hell has literaly frozen over and we are stuck there" P.S. I added a few pics from that trip, but at the end of the week I was to busey to take any good ones, so none of the snow, but I'm going to try to get some of the pics other soldiers got out there

My Dream.......................
Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance.......... I can move........ and when I do I feel good............ for those of U that know me U know Im a Political Science major in school and a dance minor.............. Heres my problem........... Even though I love my Law, Politics, Government classes.......... My dance classes are what drive me........ Ive had thoughts of what if........... What if I applied to Juliard....... Could I really have that dance career Ive wanted since I was 5.......... I mean dancers are those tiny chicks.......... Is there room for me in the dance world............ I dunno............. I guess its just a dream........ Ciao

Thank You!
WELL THIS IS FIRST - A THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT VOTED FOR ME IN THE BLAST GIVE AWAY. I REMOVED MYSELF DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS BITCHED AT FOR REPOSTING A BULLETIN. I WANTED NO PART OF THE DRAMA. SO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO VOTED AND COMMENTED. SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR MOMMA!

Welcome
Hello members of CherryTap...whazzzzzzzzzzzzup!!! I am very excited about being here and hope to entertain each and every one of you with my own radio station on the net, Power 1 Radio. I have lined up some great disc jockeys from all over the country. Each of them with their own style and attitude. I hope you enjoy my station and even my show too...lol. Check it out and leave a comment telling me what you think. www.power1radio.com Thank you, DJ Chaz

It's Monday...................
Courtesy of MsTags.com I HAVE A FRIEND/CO-WORKER WITH A SON IN THE MARINES. HE'S SO YOUNG, SO BRAVE, AS ARE ALL OUR MARINES!!!! I THINK ABOUT OUR SOLDIERS AND I'M TRULY GRATEFUL THAT THEY ARE BRAVE AND THEY FIGHT FOR ME AND U! MUCH LUV 2 ALL OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN!!!!!!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com