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The True American Biker
they say were bad men and that we are the scum that rots the country and now there trying to call an american biker a domestic terrorest! well first of let start by telling you the in all the world in any country you will not find a more paitriotic person than the american biker we love our country and respect the wars and pain this great nation has gone through but the truth be told the true american biker , what ever his legak status may be will lay down his life for this country to defend the honor and to guard aganst its enemies i call apon all bikers to band together in defence of this country because its being taken over from the inside the new shit head in the whitehouse is going to make us all wear dipers on our heads and prase ala well i got some news fro you the only 2 diferences between a terrorist and a baby is a baby is sweet AND SMART ENOUGH TO WEAR A DIPER ON HIS ASS NOT HIS HEAD they kill our women and children , oh? didnt know that?? in oklahoma there was a daycare in

I Dont Get It
i dont understand. when someone makes an honest mistake. no harm was done. just something stupid. why get mad about it? its very sad is someone wants everything but don't want to give any. lets make this clear im not saying i want anything. i dont ask for anything. but if you want me to do something for you than should at least make it appear i exist in your eyes. almost everyday i ask myself why im on here? its stupid. i been fight flu i have and now i have to hear this shit. i cant please everyone. if im that bad a friend than delete me than, actually i might just delete you. save you the trouble and time. well im going to find somewhere else to go. if i find something better than im out of here

My Inspirational Today...10/26/2009
This is totally ironic considering my night last night and what I figured out very early this morning...If you see my status for the day I am sure you are smaking your forehead thinking I am nuts...But let me tell you what...I never felt what I am feeling right now with Todd...not even when we were first talking online or even after he came here...I doubt I was ever in love with him...This is not a rebound...this is not someone I just met...I have known him for years but lost touch because I am not the type to keep things going on the side when I am with someone...So...after all that here is what my inspirational had for me today...it's time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living. Are you willing to do that now? Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment? You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let drea

Why Do I Ride?
I ask myself why do I ride as I sit on my bike sometimes ........I think about the cagers , about those that did not come home, about the cost of the bike and the gear, I think about the cold and the rain. I think about some of the injury's that affect me now. Then I start my bike and I answer my own question. When she roars to life . The power of the bike, the open road, the smells around you, that sweet smile from a pretty girl, a thumbs up from a young boy, the sound of a v-twin working it's way up a mountain pass or down a country road, it's the "well your back ok " look that warms the soul reminding you your cared for when returning . It's working and customizing your ride to be you then going 80 to see if it works. Riding a motorcycle is like poking a stick at something dangerous.

Grow Up
STOP USING MY FUCKING PICTURES!!!! I ONLY HAVE THIS ONE ACCOUNT AND MY DAMN NAME IS NOT AMANDA!!! YOU CRAZY ASS BITCH CAN HAVE FUN POSTING MY OLD PICTURES LABELING THEM AS YOUR RECENT PICTURES!!! YOU HAVE HIM NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GO FIGURE OUT WHO ELSE HE'S MESSING AROUND ON YOU WITH!!! BTW THANK YOU FOR TAKING THAT ASS OFF MY HANDS YOU CRAZY BITCH!!!

My First Travelling In Aion
I can meet many newer in the army group. I think they all interested in Aion game. Not all the newer will stay up at last for many reasons. Every one has different thinking of the game, including me. At first, when I play the game for the first time. I had to learn how to jump, how to log in and sign out, and how to use the layout and list to operate the game. I knew how to do all the above things. I had to learn how to level up my account. I had to kill some monster as the rule of all the game. I can get some Aion CD Key also if I have enough experience of killing monster. I played hard at first, and I was passed at last. I thought it was interesting so I did not give up playing the game, and I knew that it was important to cooperation in the group. No matter you are a guarder or TT, you are useful in the team. I began to learn skill after I was familiar with the game. And I had to learn how to make Aion CD Key after I caught some skills. The first task was to kill monster, but I wa

Authenticators Back For The Wow
Authenticators back for the WoW power levelingGood news for those of you who haven't yet been able to grab an authenticator -- the units are back in stock at the Blizzard store (for both the US and Canada, Australia, New Zealand, and Latin America, with the EU version available over on their store). The price remains a cheap $6.00, and this latest version features art from Starcraft II.This, now that I think about it, pretty much confirms that it will work not only with World of Warcraft, but all Blizzard games going forward. Obviously, with Starcraft II not even in beta yet, hackers and scammers aren't exactly targeting it, but Blizzard is thinking ahead, so if you don't have the tech yet, now's your chance to pick it up (at least until they run out of stock again). The authenticator can protect your account while you are World of Warcraft Power Leveling.And don't forget -- if you don't have an authenticator yet, but do have a compatible mobile phone, you can always pick up the Mobile

Why Cant I
why cant i leave an update or say anymore then i am online? this as been going on for over two weeks and it is pissing me off. I am so mad about it that i am thinking when my vip is up i am leaving the site. And I am also getting no drinking at all either.

Making Me Feel Like Dirt
I have a middle son named Christian, who moved out when he was 16. He was impressionable, and was talked into moving in with his friend Josh. We lived in a low income family complex and it wasnt the nices place to live but thats all we could afford at the time. We didnt have the best of things but we did our best. But that was the main reason he moved away plus the school he went to was full of drug abusers etc and he didnt want to fall into that. Any how since then we have managed to pull our selfs out of the rut , get a home and some nice things and yet ...sighhhhhhhh. It doesnt seem to be good enough. On occassion I have ask my son to drive me to the hospital to get medical things done. One day I had to get a x ray and he drove me, he started talking about having to see a shrink about the lose of a few fingers he lost during a accident at work. His soon to be mother in law made the comment about him having to talk about his child hood etc. And the things that were commi

No More Playing Around
I give my heart and soul, I don't have alot. I give what I can. But what do material things do in the long run? Do they make people happy? I thought love was un-conditional, the strongest power ever discovered by man-kind. I try my hardest, I really do, It's not the big things, but the little things that carry me, guide me to what my heart desires. To my Angel my heart is all I can give. I hope she accepts this, if not, then I haven't found my soul-mate. God let this be real, hear my prayers...

Lost I Am To You.....
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair?

Anguish
The pain you caused is never ending. The hurt burning in my heart won’t go away. I wish you could feel my pain This horrible hurt that I live with on a daily basis. It makes me cry to think of you; The good times and bad Relationships have them all. I hurt you badly, This I don’t deny; It’s too late for an apology to fix things. If I could change the past I would, Take away the pain I caused you. If you could only forgive me for what I’ve done I’d forever be in debt to you. You will always have my heart and soul. My soul mate. The love I have for you will never end; It’s with me until the end of time Just like my heart is with you. I think of you day and night; My dreams are full of memories of you, Holding me close when I was scared, The gentle kisses on my neck that made me shiver. God to have that again, That’s my heaven. Being in your arms at night, The comfort you brought me made me feel safe from harm. No matter

Random Thoughts
If you already knew........The creation of my life, a war that's always raged.In and out of peaceful times, a bird that's always caged.Those moments that are freedom, the mind becomes engaged.Dreams begin to happen, reality is lost.Steps away from the crowd, I float here in pure silence.Knowing all the answers, when asked themBut never saying them aloud.For the answers that you ask for,for wordsThey're too proud.The purpose of all this, is what you want to knowYou look to see, but your eyes fall far below.So sorry sirYour looking right, but the answersLie much higher then your view.And you wouldn't be looking at all,If you already knew......

The Feeling Within
The icy pain in thine own mind and soul feeds thy heart. An uncontrollable force that drives you when nothing else would. Wanting to feel the touch of another when you simply cannot. Wishing to turn back the hands of time so you could replay that moment that changed everything. You were someone to someone else now you are alone. You are empty inside. Needing to feel the pleasure of anothers touch or voice for that matter. Sometimes you feel alone and empty even though everyone else is around. There are times where you have laughed in sorrow because you feel so down. There are times where you feel you have pleased everyone, everyone but the one you care for. Wanting to live for another cause they never let you down. Trying to find the strength to live another day without the help of others. Wanting, needing with every being of your soul to be the one someone would call his or her own. You hate the way the loneliness makes you feel inside. Wanting to rip and tear this pain from your mind

Autumn
Autumn in the mountainswhen I was youngbrought a harvest of leavesand stones.Beautiful bold leaveswith their transient burst like they were makinga celebration for lifein their final showof reds, yellows and browns,Waiting to be reborn. Poem By Tammy C.

Friendship Is
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or lea

Lack Of Respect.
I have never expected everyone to like me, nor do I expect that I'll like everyone that I meet. However, some people will just not show anyone respect. Most of them will expect you to show them respect and will raise hell if you don't. I have the feeling that they don't even know the meaning of the word respect. Some people want you to do what they say anytime they open thier mouths and expect you to kiss thier ass whenever they feel you should. What can I say; some people are rude, obnoxious and overly stupid. Only caring about what they think and ignoring any other point of view. They think it's funny when they cause other people grief but want to fight you when you give em a taste of thier own bull shit. Go figure? Some people: so full of themselves and not knowing who they are. who are they to say anything about anyone? Just a bunch of anal retentive control freaks that know jack shit about anything.

Eternal Spring
They met in the spring,When nature was at its splendorBirds were singing at their best.Summer commencedThey walked through the heatedTerrain of arguments,Though the heat was offensivethey survived.Then came all consumingAutumn,They set aside all differencesLeting them fall like ailing leaves.Cold winter breezesFlew past.They stood togetherwatching theFalling snow flakesAnd waiting forAn eternal spring. Poem By Tammy C.

R.i.p
Can't shake this terror from my head tonight,Alone and forsaken I bleed.A twisted vision, a tired mind,Betrayed a victim of shame.R.I.P., you're dead to me,You tore out my Frankenstein heart.A twisted vision of hell in your eyes,Vanished in the night, now a ghost in my mind.A Lonely skeleton lobotomized by fear,A puppet in your one man play.Your marionette of sorrow, I'm breaking the strings,Won't be your zombie no more.R.I.P., you're dead to me,You tore out my Frankenstein heart.A twisted vision of hell in your eyes,Vanished in the night, now a ghost in my mindR.I.P., you're dead to me,You tore out my Frankenstein heart.A twisted vision of hell in your eyes,Vanished in the night, now a ghost in my mindNo looking back now, my foot's to the floor,Fleeing the scene of your crime.A shallow grave, you call a heart,I'll dig my way out.R.I.P., you're dead to me,You tore out my Frankenstein heart.A twisted vision of hell in your eyes,Vanished in the night, now a ghost in my...R.I.P., you're d

From A Daughter To Her Mother
Something i would tell my mom if i had one more day with her. Lorna Jo Robinson: 11/27/1934 to 10/25/2002 From the day you found out you were having me, You were my everything, and the day when i was born, and came into your life You became my hero,my rock,my Mom. You raised me to be strong, well rounded, open minded, independent, loving, caring, and most of all understanding. I have looked back through these last 7 years since your passing and have remembered the memories,the happy times, the sorrows,the fights we had.. but not one time did we not tell each other "sorry" or "I love you". You taught me when ever there is a arguement or fight, that it is resolved before going to sleep, to tell that person you love them,for it may be the last waking moment you have with them. You taught me even through bad times there are good times too. You and Daddy gave me a wonderful childhood that i would never trade anything for. Both of you showed me amazing places and taught me wonderful th

Twitter Mind Control
Twitter Mind Control is an online plan that presents one to some extremely effective social marketing schemes, and goes on to present them how to employ those schemes on the cultural networking site Twitter - to maximize Internet selling benefits. Going over Twitter Mind Control, one gets to know why they make the buy conclusions they make (the methods sellers use to influence us, and how one can utilize the same highly effective marketing strategies in their Net marketing guesses. The schemes primarily central around sharp opinion…and they forever work. For the welfare of those of us for whom learning is not our first love (and we are many), Twitter Mind Control is offered in the form of video – just a pair of well introduced and information-packed videos, so that it is not too needing in terms of attention duo. Truth be told, these videos do open to one views yet closed, so that at the end of the form, one comes out with highly actual marketing strategies that work well

Damn Right
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.Even now, I realize the time I'll never getAnother story of the bitter pills of fateI can't go back againI can't go back againBut you asked me to love you, and I did.Traded my emotions for a contract to commitAnd when I got away, I only got so farThe other me is deadI hear his voice inside my headAnd we were never aliveAnd we won't be born againBut I'll never surviveWith dead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartYou told me to love you, and I did.Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submitSo when I got away, I only kept my scarsThe other me is goneNow I don't know where I belongAnd we were never aliveAnd we won't be born againBut I'll never surviveWith dead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead visions in your nameDead fingers in my veinsDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heartDead memories in my heart

"you"
They say the best love awakens the soul,It plants a fire inside your heart,Leaving you wanting more,A glimpse of eternity,Or a shooting star,A wave that rolls on forever, never finding the shore.As each night passes,Your presense seems more real,and When my soul is comforted,Its your spirt I feel,I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I smile when i think of you,you make me feel alive, And When I look down at my keyboard,I see u next to I,Your either saving my life,Or baby your killing me,Cause when your around, I can't breathe,I feel like a child, trying to fake my way through,I know loves a glamble,But its worth the risk with you.A moment from the heavens,Sent through an angel to earth.A unmeasureable connection,from outta this world.A complex beaing , Made with just me in mind,A perfect creations, From another place and time.People think that were strangers,But what they can't see,Is when my creator made you, he stopped to make me. I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I

Take My Hand
Take me by the hand,let me show you the wayto the promised land...this land may not alwaysbe pretty with rosesand rivers. but willshow you that youdont need the landscapefor beauty.the beauty will be in a lookor maybe in a caress,the movement of bodiesor no movement at all.they say that beautylies in the eye of the beholder. but to behold someone. means to care or to love someone. with out the mask that some may wearbeauty is in the heartand the heart will always show us the truth...

Wut Good Am I Now
don't look at me this wayor I won't talk to you anymoreAnd I like lonelinessI don't want to see youYou just want to persistwith this bad complexes of yoursAnd you like it and you don't moveYou don't want to see meButAnd you go lost/disorientated, aware, my friendAnd you went over thereAnd you stay fallen there, coveredDestinies which won't give youa dream once again DearMy life/dearYou are needing/missing your batteriesPut them in yourself becausePut them in yourself because nowI want youI love youYou are kidding on mePut them in yourself becausePut them in yourself because now i'm going away don't look at me this wayor I won't love you anymore

New Conspiracy Theory Songs
My band has been together for just a little over 2 months and we already have a formidable playlist. (51 songs at last count) These are up for consideration. Arrange the following songs in the order which you like them, favorite to least favorite please. Rebel Yell White WeddingGodzillaSaving GraceFree For AllBreakdownJumping Jack FlashMidnight RendezvousSuffragette CitySex Type ThingAin't Talkin' Bout LoveDirty White BoyPlushMony MonyInterstate Love SongTurn The PageBorn To Run

Why Fingernail Paint Is Important
There seems to be two types of people who are in the crazy waiting room. The first is the lethargic, schmeh, everything is horrible people who mope around with their heads hung through imaginary nooses that they’d wish were real ones. The other type is the super hyper, mile a minute, medicated conversation starters that see something about you to which they can relate and attempt an in depth conversation in the narrow space between arriving at the office, and being called to talk to your therapist. One of the latter accosted me today and shared with me her thoughts of my lobes with the phrase, “You’ll look like an African soon, tripping over your ears.” Indeed, crazy woman; my goals of becoming African are in fact nearing. Before you know it, I’ll be hunting lions, winning gold metals in the Olympic Games, and being sold to other countries for rum. I have always been fascinated by the swelling trends of aesthetic. What is ironic about these trends is

Soupy Sales
DETROIT (AP) — Soupy Sales, the rubber-faced comedian whose anything-for-a-chuckle career was built on 20,000 pies to the face and 5,000 live TV appearances across a half-century of laughs, has died. He was 83.Sales died at Thursday night at Calvary Hospice in the Bronx, New York, said his former manager and longtime friend, Dave Usher. Sales had many health problems and entered the hospice last week, Usher said.At the peak of his fame in the 1950s and '60s, Sales was one of the best-known faces in the nation, Usher said."If President Eisenhower would have walked down the street, no one would have recognized him as much as Soupy," said Usher.At the same time, Sales retained an openness to fans that turned every restaurant meal into an endless autograph-signing session, Usher said."He was just good to people," Usher said.Sales began his TV career in Detroit, where he drew a large audience on WXYZ-TV. He moved to Los Angeles in 1961.The comic's pie-throwing schtick became his trade

Bad Fish.
I'd put you in my arm if you were bad for me.But you're more like eating all my vegetables.I could grow up so big so strong.Just remind me to smile once in a while.And I promise I'll remember that true love is more than jamming your meat pocket with liquid me. I wish that wasn't such a great place to conclude.But you're all I have to look forward to.How sad is that?A fistful of lead, a mouthful of goldand all these words dripping off the pagelike scattered gamecarrying with each one a lasting desireleft unnoticedcrinkling in the soot breeze and glow. French fries and strawberry shakes.Window light, and dawn's first break.Notes passed stealthily by schoolyard agents.A punch in the arm.A sonnet littered sunday picnic. Or a man on self-destruct. Sorry its the best I can do...

How Not To Handle Stress
So when I get stressed and overwhelmed I do the worst thing ever...nothing. I have a research proposal due on Tuesday, as well as a quiz and a midterm. I'm so overwhelmed by the idea of it that instead of taking things one step at a time and studying, I've just procrastinated to hell and back and done nothing. For example, instead of studying for my midterm or looking through journals for articles on my research, I am typing a blog on Fubar. The work WILL get done, it always does, but unfortunately I now only have one day to accomplish it. Thankfully I only have 1 class tomorrow and am off work. Wish me luck. I seriously am going to study before I go to bed though.

Stupid Idiots Worry...
It seems that in today's age, the majority of people in our realm of existence tend to worry on a daily basis about Bull. Why?I'm going to give you guys the benefits of worrying right now!****....uhmmm........******mmm.......******That's about it.SO QUIT IT!You guys waste too much time, effort, money, not to mention health too on your worry factor. Yeah. Get this. If you worry, whats it going to do about the problem? NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. This is why the book, "The Secret" is BULLSHIT. Think this and you'll be that way... OK, so if I think I'm skinny and eat 10 candy bars a day, cook my burgers and fries in lard, and eat a gallon of ice cream on a daily basis, I'm going to be super skinny! WRONG. Instead of "thinking" yourself to get somewhere... "Do" something to get somewhere. "Doing" has a lot more power than "Thinking".On to worrying... Worrying cannot change what has already happened, so it can't change the past. Worrying also cannot do anything for your future EXCEPT

Fuck You!!!!
That's right. I said it. Fuck You!! I feel better now than I've ever felt before. It's called living a life without rules. Without the stress, without the need to make everyone happy. Putting ME first before everyone! How do I say it plain? Pleasing peeps was my main goal... at once upon a time. I tried to kick the habit, but it kept calling me. Once I realized if your mad at me, damnit... fuck you. Its done and over with now. Geez, if anyone has a problem with me, you can take it up with me down there aka blow me. Don't get me wrong, I love everyone. But if you can't be pleased and need everything and then some to be happy... for the next 5 minutes... then FUCK you... Check it out, I'm cool, calm, collect writing this. Funny Stuff. Woot Woot! Freedom Rings At Last! Fuck Yall!

People Are Wusses
Lets break something down. Why are people scared to death of... people? I don't get it. Whether it be presenting a speech in front of an audience, saying "hi" to a member of the opposite sex, or even asking your boss for a raise? The answer is.... uhhh.... I don't know? There is no legit reason. Peeps need to "get it." Its really not tricky to do anything. Its not a scientific formula to talk. Open Mouth+Words Come Out=Success. Wooo. And thats the secret that will make everyone in society millionaires. Talk. Put it like this. A1. ask boss for raise 1) Get Raise 2) Don't Get Raise B1. dont ask boss for raise 1) Don't Get Raise A2. Ask boy/girl out 1) they say yes 2) they say no B2) Don't ask boy/girl out 1) go out with yourself!! A3) Play Lottery 1) win the lottery and be billionaire 2) dont win lottery and lose a dollar or two B3) Dont Play Lottery 1) Save a dollar a week. The point is you got a 100000

Lose 50 Lbs In Two Days!!!
Thats what people expect. There are all these magical potions out there. There's pill popping for everything! Guranteed or your money back. Can't beat that. For you women out there, burn 30lbs of fat per day with this super duper magical pill! Or for the dudes, gain 20+lbs of muscle a day from taking a simple pill with some water! Don't even need food! Oh increase your benchpress by 30 pounds by wearing this bracelet around your wrist(fizogen). YES! Or you can take this other magical pill to gain 5 inches on your dick! Wooo! This world will sell you anything... The sad part? People believe anything and everything they see, read, hear, etc. Shoot, you can convince people that they have problems that they never knew they had before!... until now! And look! There's a pill to fix it too!Doesn't matter what it is, there's pills for everything... Love, boob size, nausea, stomach ache, appetite, strength, nerves, bla bla bla... I don't feel like typing it all. You can find a pill for everythi

The Nightmare He Survived
Without warningOut of nowhereLike a bulletFrom the dark nightScreams of terrorPain of fearSound of sirensTears in my eyesSudden stillnessBlack and silenceNo more screamingNo more criesStunned and bewilderedCold and afraidTorn up and brokenFrightened and daizedDay after DayNight after NightReplaying the Events EndlesslyWhere was the red lightOver and OverScene after SceneLike a Recurring NightmareHaunting my dreamsHaunting my lifeIt will stay with me ForeverWhat is next?The past is already goneThe future won't existNo son shall ever seehis father in such a messFalling in painDrifting in agonyLost in this wonderful miseryThis panic fadesAnd I survivedIts a miracle he livedIts a blessing no one diedBy the grace of God aboveNo more fearNo more pain

Preview Of "death Of Dreams"
It all started with a dream, a dream to understand our dreams. A dream to controll these dreams to rid the world of nightmares, little did we know that by controlling out dreams we would open the gateway to a very real nightmare. By controlling our dreams we would lose controll of our minds, how were we to know what would happen? No one knew that Isac would lose his fucking mind, but most of all we didn't realize we would give them the ability to posion others with just a bite, the ability to spread a plauge that would end so much life. Dr. Isac stood from the observation room of the Denver lab. A lot of things had happend with the dream catcher experment and so far most of what happend was failure. But now fourty six existed and she was showing great promise. Promise of what though was the question that now rested in Isac's mind. The three patients outside of the observation room were fourty six's room mates and all of them were suffering from bite and blunt damage. But somethi

This World Is Crooked!
Be warned. Don't trust anyone. This world we live in is full of lies, deceit, and pain. Get used to it. EVERYONE... and I mean EVERYONE in this messed up world is going to backstab you sometime in your life. Always put your full guard on at all times. That one time you let yourself trust someone or actually believe in them is most likely going to be the one time they royally fuck you over. Because check it out, if it comes between your happiness and their happiness.... they are going to pick themself. I don't care what anyone says, that's the honest truth. They may not mean to hurt you but if the benefit to them is worth more than the pain and anguish is to you... then fuck you, they are happy and thats all that matters! Your friends will fuck you over, your significant other will fuck you over, even your family will fuck you over at least once in your life. It could be simple, it could be huge. Doesn't matter, the point is IT HAPPENS. So be prepared mentally for it... and it get used

If I Wanted To Hear Shit, I'd Just Fart!
I was reminded today that some people will say anything to be liked by everyone. I wonder what it is like living life with no backbone or balls.Its a fact. People lie. Everyone lies. I lie, you lie, we lie, they lie... Even the weather channel lies. No one knows the truth. If your religious, you lie, if your atheist you lie, if you say there is no religion you lie, if you say there is something you lie... If you say you love someone and don't stay with em forever, you lied. If you tell someone something and end up doing something else, you still lied. Say your kidding, you lied yet again. Say your the shit... lies. Your broke. Lie! Your tired! Lie! Sick? Lie! Lie! Lie! Money is time. Lie! Want to make you mine. Lie! Lieeeeeeee. You think you got it? LIAR!The point? Everyone lies. Don't believe anyone. People lie to themselves constantly. Thus, the compulsive liars.... Which we all have to a certain degree. If you deny that, your lying to yourself. Everyone has lied to themself about so

Strange Fish.
I found myself nostolgically watching Telemundo.Thinking back to those first few days...you kinda looked out for me.Likeyou had something invested.Like I could trust you. Trust is a pretty big thing for a neurotic kid like me.The kind of guy that gets an overdose any time someone walks behind himand he catches a whiff of malcontent, or a murmor of babble.I'd like to be able to help it.To be in my safe place all the timebut experience has taught me to be cau...paranoid.Paranoid is good. Paranoid is safe(r). There was something about itprobably wasn't such a big thing to youbecause it came so naturally. There was no intent behind your words.No secret pendulum sway to your actions.I haven't seen or felt anything like that in years. Like I was already in my hammocklistening to european ambient smoldering havannah's finest in an old coffee tin.Pilaf in the oven. Paw prints in the white sand.Straw hat over my eyes.Goddess at my door. You made it alright to be meeven for just a moment.Wh

Listen To Me!
The positive aspect of life...Too much negativity in the last few posts. Why? Well, thats the honest truth of the world. However, there is more to life than just all that depressing junk... Otherwise, everyone would be killing themselves on a daily basis... Well, they do, but there would be more of them haha.So first off. How do we actually enjoy life? Easy. Have fun with yourself! Now, before you peeps get too excited, I'm talking about accepting yourself and enjoying yourself. Have an absolute blast with yourself! Once you can have a great time with you and ONLY you and not have a thought about anyone or anything else in the world, you will have succeeded. Once you get to this point, you get this magical aura that others see that naturally attracts them to you... to the point where they want to be with you, hang with you, society just wants you. Its all natural and no try-hard on your part. This is what peeps mean when they say "be yourself." Being yourself is being able to have fun

Blueberry Yum Yum Lyrics
Yeah, Um, I think ima try somthin tonight that i aint,that i aint neva did before on this one, lets go[Chorus]Get ya lighters, roll dat sticky, lets get high(lets get higher)Got that Blueberry Yum Yum And its dat fire(its that fire)Get ya lighters, roll dat sticky, lets get high (lets get higher)Got that Blueberry Yum Yum And its dat fire(its that fire)[Ludacris]Got a lil bit of Blueberry Yum Yumand I neva would of thought that it could taste this gooooooodThank God for the man who put it in my hooooooodIts got me singin melodies I neva thought i woooouuuuldIm feelin sorry for the homies that be smokin woooodChop Chop, break it down for a playa like me ye ye ye yeIm bout to find me a woman that skeet skeet skeet skeetIma keep smokin till i reach my peak peak peak peakOr till im stuck and my body feels weak weak weak weak weakheaded down to the doungeon wonderin, if they got, some mooreand if they dont then ima have ta settle fa some droooooand it just aint cool cuz right on afta, ima h

Gettin Some Lyrics
Gettin gettin gettin g-gettin gettin g-gettin(Chorus) I was gettin some head, Gettin gettin some headI was gettin some head, Gettin gettin some headI was gettin some head, Gettin getting some headI was (She’s the kinda girl that make ya toes pop)(DTP)I was gettin some head, (Hustle)Gettin gettin some head(DTP)I was gettin some head, (Hustle)Gettin gettin some head(DTP)I was gettin some head, (Hustle)Getting gettin some head(DTP)I was (She’s the kinda girl that make ya toes pop)(Verse 1)Yo, you know, you know you niggas want a bitch like me,Apple Bottoms with tha wifebeater rockin nikesAll tha niggas in tha hood wanna call her wifeyIf ya got a pretty dolla then I prolly might beYa niggas poppin collas while ya bitches pop p’sIma do it for my ridahs that get down about EThinkin you can pop me, man you need to stop pleaseCatch me flyin through ya war in a drop top vIm in a pop top 3, and my pop's got g’sSee the watch got chilly, and tha rocks got freezeAnd ya broad

Sunday Quote
October 25, 2009Quote of the Day"Ride on! Rough-shod if need be, smooth-shod if that will do, but ride on! Ride on over all obstacles, and win the race!" - Charles Dickens What this is telling me is that no matter how difficult things may be to just keep on keeping on. Anxiety stops me from doing so much, yet there are things I have to do so I make myself do them and I hate it. At the same time everyone keeps pointing out to me that at least I did it and it was a big thing for me to do. I really need to adopt this inspiration though. Things are rough and I need to keep plowing my way through things whether or not I want to or not. Just an evening rant from me... ♥

The Fkn Deal..
1. A LOYAL,HONEST,FUCKING REAL friend. What else do you require? What I will not be. Nor fucking tolerate. 1. A fucking shoulder to cry on. This is fubar. Not Dr. Phil.. 2. Someone to amuse yourself with among your fucking yahoo messenger pals. 3. Someone to tell you how to keep your man,understand your man,or get your man back. If you are having all those issues,then maybe you need a shrink,not a friend. 4. A smart ass of any type. Give me any shit and....I DELETE YOU. PERIOD. 5. Someone who is one minute a pal when it suits a need or want. And the next no where to be found nor heard from. Couldnt squeeze a fucking grunt out of their ass,must less a hello. If this is you....FUCK YOU IN ADVANCE...now get to fuckin steppin. Joe Schmoe is the next profile over. 6. Someone who constantly needs to be rated or told how hot they are. If I think you are hot...trust me. I have no issues in saying so. If you are this vain in personality...GET TO FUCKIN STEPPIN...shallow bitches need

Influence
this was a poem i wrote a few years ago when i met a very good friend but now i no longer talk to. Influnce Sometimes in life you meet somebody just by chance, But it was really god’s plan of helping you meet one of the most influential people in your life. There really are people out there that mean no harm. Even though everyone can be mean at one point in time, They’re the one’s that choose to use it or not. Sometimes there are people we just nee

Carrie Train To Oracle...by Reapers
Carrie's Train to Oracle.... by Reapers The Rules: 1. Stop by Carrie's page, rate the Breast Cancers folder of pics... She will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... See Reapers's folder for the tags. Rate all the tags in the Folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Carrie's train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or bel

In The Arms Of A Angel
Spend all your time waitingFor that second chanceFor a break that would make it okayTheres always one reasonTo feel not good enoughAnd its hard at the end of the dayI need some distractionOh beautiful releaseMemory seeps from my veinsLet me be emptyAnd weightless and maybeIll find some peace tonightIn the arms of an angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYoure in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort thereSo tired of the straight lineAnd everywhere you turnTheres vultures and thieves at your backAnd the storm keeps on twistingYou keep on building the lieThat you make up for all that you lackIt dont make no differenceEscaping one last timeIts easier to believe in this sweet madness ohThis glorious sadness that brings me to my kneesIn the arms of an angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent

What He Said....
...well here's what you should know. when i said i care about, i meant it. i have every day since i said it. when i said i won't hurt you, i meant it. when i say i'll be there, i mean it. and when i say i'll fix somethin, i will. i still look at ya, and i smile when i do. OMGAH. Why would I walk away?

Favorite Poem
For Lqurie May Sarton The people she loved are leaving her one by one And she is left with her grieving Her self alone Herself who wakes in the morning Now its May Like a small child mourning a lost day Herself and the mountain near Ancient friend Herself in her ninthteenth year when Has Bene Under their weight of bloom And Ninety Springs How through her upstairs room and memory springs Alive to the loving past She cony ones her own Nothing is wholy lost Sun on the stone

Okay
Why I have not been here for a BIT cuz I have been going through some shit with my soon to be ex husband I have not been on here cuz I just tried of the bs with the soon to be ex hubby and i just dont like being on here anymore its not FUN at all so if u want to get with me in a private messy plz do and I can give u my email or my facebook cuz I'm on facebook lots now and I really dont wanna loss my friends but until sh*t is different for me with the ex and what I mean that when I move out of this PLACE I would love to have FUN on here but I just don't know how I can with the Bullsh*t happening for me in REAL LIFE.

Revenge!!!!!
I am not a fan of revenge - a wise person often called ANON (because I do not know who said it first) said that revenge is like poisoning yourself and waiting for the other person to die. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSER. But I noted tonight that I do believe there is a male driven revenge commercial out for the feminine hygiene commercial that ruled the airwaves some years ago. You remember: The Scene: A mother and daughter walking casually down a beach, the water flowing in and out and in and out and in and out with a gentle rolling motion. I JUST DO NOT FEEL FRESH!!! admitted the daughter. The mother, who knew a thing or two about feeling icky and stinky said - YOU SHOULD USE MASOCHISTSGUILT, or something like that. It was a real DOUCHE for real women. Now there is a commercial out that I just find too unbelievable and that I do think is revenge for that feminine hygiene commercial. Its two guys, older men, limp dicks. The one says with an encouraging kind of prying WELL ARE YOU GOING TO TA

Is There.....
Is there truely a man,that can see past what i want them to see.Is there a man that canlove me for being just me?not for what i look likebut see what is in my heart.Is there a man that can lookin my eyes and see the hungerthat is there.The hunger to just be held.cuddledbe told that im beautiful,and the man really mean itnot just telling me to gain access to other parts of my bodyIs there a man thatcan love me for just menot what they think they can get from me..not a man that will usenot one that will abuse.but a man that is a real manand will love me..

Hot And Steamy :)
She walked over and he took her into his arms, theykissed. His arms were strong and held her with force,as his lips moved from hers to her throat then to herbreasts. She walked him toward the bed and he loweredher down to a reclining position, kissing furtherdown..she had to stop him and pul him back to herlips...as she kissed him hard and passionatley, sheworked off his shirt and moved down to undo his belt,he felt so good...she wa getting lost in him...sheturned him over and now he was on top, working herhands down his chest. lightly scratching with hernails..she began kissing his cheest, running hertonguedown his abdomen to his waist band. By now the beltwasundone and she worked his jeans off, then using herteeth she grabbed the band of his briefs and pulledthem down. Once the clothes were out of the way, shebegan kissing his inner thigh and working her way backto his manhood. The musky smell of him was an intenseturn on and she went after him like a hungry lioness.She undid the fro

A Great Ride For A Great Cause
Hiya gang, Many of you may know that I'm an avid cyclist, and you also may know that I've spent the last 15 years associated with the New England Classic- A bicycle tour to benefit the American Diabetes Assn. http://www.newenglandclassic.org The economy has out the ADA in a tough spot- Increase income, or cut costs... Tough to do with 10% unemployment... So, the only option we can come up with is, to get more riders... Do you know someone that rides a bicycle for exercise? For fun? For charity events? If so, PLEASE forward them the link above... There's a lot of kids at "Camp Carefree" that need a hero- I can't imagine letting the kids go without the education they learn about living with type 1 or 2 diabetes and saying "Sorry, the economy was bad..." PLEASE, if you know somene that rides, send them that link... It'll only take a second... Thanks in advance!Gearman

Halloween Auction.... #9
All bids welcome , fubux, bling packs, etc.... any bids over 100 we can discuss more additions to the already stated above.... if nothing else drop by and drop a raate for ur girl!! *muahz* CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO RATE OR BID

Old Woman
This is one my hubby told me today, and I about pee'd myself Granny is in the nursing home zooming around her hoover chair ... heads on down the way and sees Krazy Karl. Karl pulls her over and asks to see her drivers license .... she looks in her purse and finds a skittles wrapper, and hands it to him. He lets her go. She turns the corner and zooms down the hallway, sees Sucide Sam. Sam pulls her over and asks to see her proof of insurance. Granny looks in her purse and finds a Dr Pepper can and shows it to Sam. He lets her go. She zooms off and around another corner, and notices Perving Peter. Peter has his "peter" in his hands ... Granny looks up and says, "Great a breath alyzer test" LMAO

What Caged Kids Can Do
Two of 11 "Caged Kids' Sue Former Adoptive Parents for Their Abuse CLEVELAND — Two of the 11 children in Huron County's "caged kids" case have filed a lawsuit against their former adoptive parents, who are now in prison. The children, who were known as Sharen Gravelle II and Michael Gravelle II, this week filed a lawsuit against Sharen and Michael Gravelle, who each are serving two-year prison terms for child abuse and endangering convictions for the mistreatment of some of the 11 children when they were ages 1 to 15. The children are seeking damages for the years of abuse they say they suffered at the hands of the Gravelles, including being "kenneled in alarmed cages instead of beds," food deprivation and humiliation. It accuses the Gravelles of negligence, recklessness, wanton misconduct and deprivation of rights, according to the lawsuit filed at Cuyahoga County Common Pleas Court. The children are seeking more than $25,000, money that would be used to pay for education and th

Use Your Hands.
You can create some wild sensations for her by stimulating her clit with both your fingers and your tongue simultaneously. Also, most women enjoy a finger or two in their cunt while being eaten out. Insert your fingers with your palm up, crook them slightly, and stroke toward you in a “come hither” motion to hit her G-spot. A finger up the ass will also drive her over the edge if she’s into anal play. (As always, to avoid infection, if you put something in her ass, make sure you don’t put it in her pussy afterward.) ok so i was bored and found some good reading lol :)

Get Busy.
Now you want to go to work on her clit. The key is to use your tongue and lips to suck and massage it gently. Don’t poke at it or press too hard. Go in circles, go up and down, flick back and forth lightly. There is no real “right” way to go down on a woman; just make it up as you go along and pay attention to what works. Vary your speed and pressure and see what she responds to. When you hit the right groove, you’ll probably know it because she’ll grab the back of your head and clamp her thighs around your ears like a vice. But to be on the safe side, ask her beforehand to let you know what she likes. Once you hit her hot spot, there’s no need to rush; just keep her engine revving. Feel free to explore some other techniques or positions before you take her over the top.

Get Acquainted.
Once your face is up in her crotch, don’t dive straight for her panic button. Explore the whole area with your mouth. Gently probe with your tongue and locate her vagina and clit. Suck on her labia. Get your whole face messy.

Work Your Way Up
Take your time when you start to eat pussy. Get her warmed up with some basic foreplay—kissing, fondling, etc. It’s better to go down on a wet pussy than a dry one. Once she’s aroused, make your descent. Try kissing and tonguing her ankle or the sole of her foot. Then kiss and lick your way slowly up the inside of her leg (the back of the knee is a good erogenous zone, too). Tease her a bit more by kissing and tonguing her inner thighs. Blow some air lightly over her cooter. She’ll go nuts.

What’s That Smell?
While some folks prefer their poontang to be on the gamey side, for many people, fear of a funky odor or taste is the chief barrier to going down on a woman. All women do have a distinctive scent and flavor, and for some would-be cunning linguists, these may be an acquired taste. However, if your partner is clean and in good health, her taste and smell should not be unpleasant or overwhelming. If you have concerns about her hygiene, the most tactful approach is to suggest a shared shower or bath before sex. If after a good soaping, her pussy still smells like something crawled up it and died, or she has unusual discharge, she probably has an infection and should see a doctor.

She Ra Cunt Haters Untie!
Yeah, I know it says untie, I was tryin to be fuckin funny, if you don't get it, you can't join the club so neener neener neener! Yeah, I know as women we have not just the right, but the hormonal composition to be bitchy, and sometimes even cunty, but usually it's provoked. You know, serious infringements like eating the last of the chocolate ice cream or cutting me off in traffic. I'm talking about the abnormal over the top cuntiness because you looked crosseyed at somone's fu-lust, or because you simply presumed to exist on the same spiritual plane. Come on bitches now, smile at your sister try to love one another right nao!

[hand Hunted Shark]
Alright, I just got done looking over my instructions for the Sinanju... and I can recall with some detail what people have said about this kit generallyits a whore. Big piecesthat's a plusno screwsthat's a bigger plus teensy weensy intricate decaling...shit. Gold penstripe trim on every major body partshit shit smaller than a centimeter decals and technical data disclaimers on EVERY surface FUCK! For right now I'm just going to be proud that I got Gouf done. Too bad Sinanju looks like garbage without the trim and decaling.I'd really like to bypass the bullshit, or just airbrush the fuckerlack the timelack the utensils.Lack the inclination at this exact moment. I really am thinking of buying like... 20 fucking generic cheap zaku's and custom painting em once I get an airbrush kit though.That'd be fuuuuun. Here's Sinanju with full trim work no basecoat or painting aaaaand here's full decal Custom alternate colors Flight mode WTF!? And

Grrr
Maybe it's just best to go through life single. That way you have no drama, you cause no drama and you dont hate yourself for loving someone. I think it's pretty shitty that your not given a straight answer until the other person feels they want too. They can take your heart, hold it in their hands, smile at you as they throw it to the ground and then stomp on it. When that fails, they throw it against a wall as they tell you about that other special someone. Just want to give a thanks out to you.. you know who you are. I love you is 8 letters, well so is BULLSHIT

Eternal Hell..
Sitting here everyday..I drive myself insane. Unable to understand the evil that some are capable of. A husband willing to lay hands on his wife..Force himself upon her..Tearing her soul to pieces. Day after day taking ever ounce of hope she had left...beating her down farther and farther.. Feeling your hand strike me as I fall to the ground..i choke down tears and anger..begging for the strength to make it through this night. So many nights i have sat over you..looking at the blade in my hand..Wanting to take away the one thing you hold so dear. Your life..A life you have wasted hurting those around you..taking the lives of the innocent...breaking them..leaving them to die..How could one person be so evil..How could you live with yourself. You deserve to die. I think about my daughter..One you once called your own. Even now you push her..trying to take her life as you have done mine..I have to get out..I have to stop you. I cant let you do this anymore..why...why would you do it?

Disappointment
I was suppose to have a guy come visit me. He then faked being in hospital, and having three firefighters die in the phoenix area. I could understand being there for the three firefighter's services, but I don't know if they really died. He still made promises, he never intended on keeping. He tried to tell me that he was different then the others, but turns out he is just like the rest of the male species. My last guy dumped me cuz i wouldn't have sex with somebody else. Why are men such jerks??? Why are they so two faced??

3, 5, 7, 9, 29, 38, 47, 51, 58, 61, 69, 70, 80b, 103 Points For The Back Www.g-jo.com
G-jo 3In the center of the crease at rear of the knee,between the two ligaments.Do not use this point if you have varicose veins.;Then begin the stimulation.*Direction 1: Push on the point with 20 pounds of pressureDirection 2: Does it hurt?If so good!My experience (7 years) with Chinese medicine is it either hurt or tastes bad Since you are not eating anything it is going to hurt. Don’t worry it is temporary Tpye 2Abdominal painBack, Lower, plus no.5BladderHypertension (high blood pressure), plus no.69Impetigo and eczemaKneeLegLumbagoNosebleed (epistaxis)Pain control center (lower back)SciaticaSweating control centerThighTonsillitisDirection 3: Do 20 times 20 pound of pressure repeat on other partThe effects should last for the next 4 hours Direction 4 Reapply as often as needed.G-jo 5In the hollow (or valley) behind the crown of the outer ankle.Then begin the stimulation.*Direction 1: Push on the point with 20 pounds of pressureTpye 1Back, especially lowerFaceFootHeadacheHemorr

Little Red.
Little girl this seems to say Never stop along the way Never trust a stranger-friend No-one knows how it will end As you're pretty, so be wise Wolves may lurk in every guise. Sweetest tongue has the sharpest tooth.

When We Learn All We Need To Know...
In May this year my cousin's 5 year old daughter lost a 17 month battle for her life. She had neuroblastoma. After several months of chemotherapy and several weeks of radiation, she received a stem cell transplant. For reasons never known, her blood counts would still not stay up. Finally she suffered renal failure and the end everyone knew was coming close. No one told her that she was going to die, yet she still knew. From her death bed she asked, "Why do little kids die?" Her aunt, who we all considered to be one of the duller of the knives in the drawer, said without missing a beat, "Sometimes when we learn all we need to know here on Earth, it is just our time to go." Again, no beats missed, the little girl says, "Wow, my papaw must not be very smart cuz he sure is old." While of you might not find the story of interest, I will never forget those words of a dying child.

Evil Snow White
I do not know what manner of thing she is. None of us do. She killed her mother in the birthing, but that's never enough to account for it. They call me wise, but I am far from wise, for all that I foresaw fragments of it, frozen moments caught in pools of water or in the cold glass of my mirror. If I were wise I would not have tried to change what I saw. If I were wise I would have killed myself before ever I encountered her, before ever I caught him. Wise, and a witch, or so they said, and I'd seen his face in my dreams and in reflections for all my life: sixteen years of dreaming of him before he reined his horse by the bridge that morning, and asked my name. He helped me onto his high horse and we rode together to my little cottage, my face buried in the gold of his hair. He asked for the best of what I had; a king's right, it was. His beard was red-bronze in the morning light, and I knew him, not as a king, for I knew nothing of kings then, but as my love. He took all he wante

Swaying Bridges
Swaying Bridges All my life, I have created with my hands and heart Poured sweat, feeling, blood and tears Into bridges, spans to cross gulfs and join Together, different places, emotions Friendships, loves and simple connections. Some have been simple things A log laid over a small stream called Minor difference of opinion Others more stable, a graceful sculpture of Wood, covered in vine, a protected crossing Into the comfort and safety of another Yet seldom do my bridges se

Teeter Totters
Teeter Totters The veins and arteries bound and woven tight Makes for a pulsing, throbbing, slippery tightrope Over rusty razors and shattered glass glistening bright I strive to balance, overcome the winds and cope Make my way across this gaping divide Trying to find a way to escape their calls Wanting only peace and stillness inside Clutching to overcome my failures and falls I hear deep within my breast, a sudden feline roar It voices a command, the collar and leash to slip I unfold my forgotten wings, let go, on the winds do soar Winds no longer buffet, my feet no longer have to grip No blood and barbwire perch strung out for me to crawl No more heavy stones and bronze bars to overcome No more gilded cages, no more frozen containing walls I glide towards my horizon, follow my own drum

Odaat- Self Disclosure
Self Disclosure Learning to gently reveal who we are is how we open ourselves up to love and intimacy in our relationships. Many of us have hidden under a protective shell, a casing that prevents others from seeing or hurting us. We do not want to be THAT vulnerable. We do not want to expose our thoughts, feelings, fears, weaknesses, and sometimes our strengths, to others. We do not want others to see who we really are. We may be afraid they might judge us, go away, or not like us. We may be uncertain that who we are is okay or exactly how we should reveal ourselves to others. Being vulnerable can be frightening, especially if we have lived with people who abused, mistreated, manipulated, or did not appreciate us. Little by little, we learn to take the risk of revealing ourselves. We disclose the real pers

Ink On The Soul
Ink on the Soul We all have our tattoos Some show them visible Some keep them hidden External but covered Something for their own reasons Having special meaning and purpose But we all have them never the less The ones that don't show Ink on the soul Like any other tattoo Some are bold outlines Shades of many colors Or just stark outlines of black and white Things happen in our lives Like a tattoo They penetrate our being Of varying depth penetration They leave their marks forever We can even do what we can to remove them

The Ettes Are Great!
The Ettes new CD “Do You Want Power” has been out for a couple of months now and if you haven’t heard them may I suggest you give them a listen. They play a hard driving sound that energizes the senses and it sounds good. This is their web site http://www.theettes.com/home BlastFM has them on our rotation so you can hear them here. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Longing Hearts...
I AM NOT SORRY FOR MY SOUL, THAT IT GOES UNSATISFIED,,FOR IT CAN LIVE A THOUSANDS TIMES!!! ETERNITY IS DEEP AND WIDE!!!!! I AM NOT SORRY FOR MY SOUL.. BUT OH,,,MY BODY THAT MUST GO BACK TO A LITTLE DRIFT OF DUST WITHOUT THE JOY IT LONGED... I LL MISS THAT FEELING OF ARE LOVE,,,,WHEN WILL I KNOW THE JOY OF YOUR LOVE? COULD IT EVER BE?

Rerelease Of Unkle's Psyence Fiction Limited Edition Shirts Too!
Brand New UNKLE "Psyence Fiction" Bundle With Exclusives This week at DJShadow.com we're highlighting the much-loved, 1998 cult classic "Psyence Fiction" UNKLE album. With music by Shadow and guest vocalists including Thom Yorke of Radiohead and Richard Ashcroft of the Verve, the project is considered by many to be one of the top albums of the '90s; and to celebrate, we're unleashing an exclusive bundle no fan is going to want to miss. For starters, there's the new "Psyence Fiction Deluxe Edition" expanded album download, featuring several hard-to-find remixes and bonus tracks, as well as the advance snippet "Sneak Preview" mix. In addition, as part of the bundle, customers will receive a never-before-released "Handmade" CD of two of Shadow's infamous UNKLE in-store performances, live from New York and Austin, including a lengthy interview segment. Lastly, integrating our new "Classic UNKLE Tee" range, an exclusive design ONLY available as part of the bundle. It's been years

Coals And Ash
Coals and Ash Glowing coals A momentary sweetness upon my lips Inhale The taste of clove Burning leaves Swirls within The hollowness of my being Once warm breath Occupied this grotto Gave heat and life To cavern dark Now again It sits empty As the fumes wind and curl

Much Love!!!
Whats good fubar!!! This yaboy Loe Hoosier, I just wanted to get at my friends, fam, n fans and let yall know that i appreciate all the love a nigga got when i was down. Shot out to my Jersey devil BJ, momma rode out wit the boy his whole bid n that right there is love fasho! You already know what it is babygurl...Much love fareal. My BM n my homegurl Fe for lookin out when nobody else would or could, we day oners so yall already know what it is!!!! Im home now its on n poppin yadig! To my Holland hottie Ivory Delight for checkin on the boy from halfway across the world lmao its all love sexybutt thank you bay. My gurl Babygurl another day oner, I love you shawty n cant wait to see you fareal. you know whats up! You stuck wit me...(inside joke) lol And a great big shotout to my sister Tiny for keepin my page poppin n exceptin my calls at all times of the day lmao I love you to life momma words cant explain fareal. To everyone else that kept me in thier thoughts n prayers, I truly appre

I Am How I Am What You See What You Get
my Naam is SAMIRO My comefrom ALGERIA i living now in europe pays bas Holland amsteradam 2003 /2009 and i speek english frans duch i need contact with everybody women of men from the world. I like chess/computer/politiek/footbal. samiro

Smoke Weed Everyday
woooooooooot. suuuuuuuuuup everybody. noddalot here. chillin chillin u know just takin in this hit>>>>>>>>now im holdin it>>>>>>>>>>>still holdin it>>>>>>o.o.o.o.o.o>>>>>>>>>hold it hold it>>>>>>>> pfwoooooooo>>>>>>>>>>.yeaaaaaa that was a good one!!!!!!!!! woooooooooooooooooot im blazed

Rejection Is A Bitch Lol.
The Below is after i bitched them out for sending me a lounge invite. Some folks can not take rejection very well lol. Eternal: Its not a shitty lounge and u did not have to come in here u fucken ass mother fucker. Drop dead u scrum fucken whore

Fubar Admin
Ok this needs to be said. I am sick and tired of creating accounts at fubar only to have them deleted just because I spend all night rating people and adding new friends. The next time it happens I'm gonna have several of my friends delete their accounts cause this is ridiculous. I thought fubar was created for people too add new friends and rate people? I didn't know that was against the rules. I have a feeling soon after this blog is seen by admit I'll get this account deleted. It's all too predictable.

You Guys R Killin Me ~ Lol ~
· you have 30+ unread messages! · you have 53 new friend requests! Gimme Time 2 Get Back Wit Ya'll I Have Not Had The Change 2 Do So Because I've Been In An Out Of The Hospital Lately Getting My (REG) Check Up's Ya know?

Donated Because I Knew
At the Acme as I came out this morning I donated a dollar to the American Legion because I knew something will be coming up this weekend, I kept a dollar. Yesterday damp, cloudy, and rain Pun says to me when I went over to D's that hes chain on hes bike keeps coming off. He added that Ernie worked on it the day before and I thought to myself WTF? Ernie is very good at what he does and Pun had me wondering. I asked wheres the tools but I was just messin with him because I thought about bringing the car key but wouldn't you know it I left it home. So I got my tools and started working on it and noticed that one of links in hes bikes chain was broken but not completely. Problem wasn't the chain was loose but that tension could not be maintained due to damage. Can it be fixed? Yes, I'm very sorry to say because I know how to do it. I need parts and will have to go looking at the bike shops. It would appear that I rant and carry on here but the things that happened should not happen to any

Today
well i have to say i think my luck is finally changing iam pretty damn happy for once i have a great friend who act more like the dad i never had he is old as hell his farts are like dust lol but he is fucking awesome i never thought i would be able to trust someone this fast as i have him he has help me alot as well as spoil me yeah never seen that coming lol today we went out and he got me 3 pairs of shoes that cost somewhere around a 100$ i live at his house for free he got me my internet but not for free i have to teach him out to use it and thats not even hard also have to set up his printer but thats it he also takes m out to eat and don't complain on what i get to eat wish iam pretty easy on what i get besides i kind of feel bad i told him i would take him out to eat but he keeps telling me its fine i never had anyone do anything like this for me at all and its a bit hard to get use too as soon as i got too my new home i check the mail and found out i got court papers in the mai

This Week - The M11
Choosing which motorway to review for my first "Motorway of the Week" feature was never going to be easy. So many to choose from, the heritage rich M1, the glamourous M4, the largely pointless A57(M), the choice was bewlidering. But then I had to drive my BMW k1100lt from Cambridge to the Docklands area in London, and my choice became clear, the elusive and "built on the cheap" M11.Running the 49.7 miles from Woodford in North-East London to Girton near Cambridge, the M11 is perhaps one the UK's lesser known Motorways, but is nonetheless offers an excellent escape route from London. It was opened in stages between 1975 and 1980 - meaning that during the late 70's, people that were sick of London would have struggled to sneak out via this route. The connecting motorway is the infamous M25, but you can also get onto the A406 north circular, which give access to north london...if thats your kind of thing.Features of InterestThe four illuminated sections (southern terminus near juncti

So This My Brain Freestyle
this is the song that has been chasing me by ani difranco "You Had Time" how can I go home with nothing to say I know you're going to look at me that way and say what did you do out there and what did you decide you said you needed time and you had time you are a china shop and I am a bull you are really good food and I am full I guess everything is timing I guess everything's been said so I am coming home with an empty head you'll say did they love you or what I'll say they love what I do the only one who really loves me is you and you'll say girl did you kick some butt and I'll say I don't really remember but my fingers are sore and my voice is too you'll say it's really good to see you you'll say I missed you horribly you'll say let me carry that give that to me and you will take the heavy stuff and you will drive the car and I'll look out the window making jokes about the way things are how can I go home with nothing to say I know you're going to look at me that way and say w

Life
Have you ever wondered how people these days are. Well let me tell you . Y strive in life to build what you are.See i let my guard down i slipped . People come and go but yet they treat you like pure shit .They look you dead in your eyes and bold face lie to you. Its hard to determine whos whos and who is true .Fellas don't get lost in the smile or the lying eye . Guard yourself most want what you have not you .Some want drama and thrive for it( that's right ladies keep your drama at home lol). Ladies watch what you have most men only want one thing and its not your money lol. I mean how do we do it . I guess it all goes back to we want what we want what we want it .Well im for one tired of it .So much disrespect in this world ! Why tell some one you love them if you dont and just love what they have.I always treat people with respect honor and loyalty. all that know me will tell you of this . I am a happy man i have everything in life one man could ask for. i tell you we need to get b

Semper Fi
Semper Fi is our motto, It's one many have bled for, on land and on sea, It's the motto of Americas finest, fighting men and woman The few, the proud, The Marines It's the title that's earned not given. And it's alot harder than it may seem. You see anyone can join The Army, Navy or Air Force But only the best can become a Marine

Who We Are
It was early that morning, Only a handful was awake, The time was slowly turning, Each of us waiting for a break We all were surely tired. Every bone in our body ached Pain is nothing but a feeling The mind can overtake We serve our country so proudly Our minds set only on the mission Never heard heard of the word cowardly For we do not know the definition The enemy is plotting against us Wanting us dead in every way We give our bodies and our souls For freedon of the U.S of A. Our children will look back Wondering how and what we did Some of them will read about us The others will want it hid For we are the fighting force America's 911 No one else can be like us We will fight and refuse to run We are defined as Devil Dogs You can joing the other services But why settle for second best Our boundaries have no limits The hell with the rest We come from cities big and small From familes rich and poor We are considered a band of brothe

Calan Gaeaf - Samhain - Halloween A Brief History
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festivals of Irish Samhain (pronounced sow-in), Scottish Gaelic samhainn, and the Welsh Calan Gaeaf. The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and most of modern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies

My Friend J, Everyone Should Have A Friend To Make You Laugh Like This
A friend of mine was up late one night playing on the internet. The next morning while we were on the phone, he decided to forward some of the messages to me. Please know that he is normal by all standards, this was only in good fun! Ok, first we have the girl with vegetable fetish. Now, I don’t knock anyone with a fetish…but vegetables? HER: I was thinking of like, sexual acts INVOLVING vegetables... Can you make it a little more sexy for me? HIM: My turnips listen for the soft cry of your love. My insides turn to celery as I unleash my warm and sticky cauliflower of love. HER: What the f**k is this madlibs? I'm outta here. HIM: Yah, well I already unleashed my cauliflower, all over your olives, and up in your eyes. Now you can't see. Then, I’m not sure how this one got started, but I can tell you it ended in me never asking him to bring me a pizza. HER: what do you look like? HIM: I've got blonde hair and blue eyes, and I work out a lot. I've got a part tim

Deceit
I just looked at a blast, and there was some wicked hot chick with huge gazongas in there. SCOAR! said I, rubbing my hands together in a fly-like manner. Upon clicking on her salute, though, I saw something that my eyes will never unsee. It was something that loosesly resembled a human, but was probably altered from a said state by having numerous cunt runts, drinking gallons of cheap homemade vodka, smoking cigs and everything else she could put her mouth on (hehe, yes). There were no gazongas, just a bony decimated chest cavity from which, I felt, and alien life form would emerge, devouring everything in its path. It was standing in a "do me from behind cause u dont wanna see that face, trust me" pose, and had that "I need to eat, gimme somethin, honey" look in its eyes. It had approximately 3945793475937 pics, out of which half were private, and suggested that men should treat her somehow specially in order for her to bless their optical senses with a barrage of messy room

Not My Words But My Thoughts Someone Else Is Saying
(i wanna torch it, burn it, scortch it, fuckin stomp it out. laugh as it blows away.) (it aint that complicated, and you aint gotta believe, they'll put me down in a hole, before i let you succeed. i'll never be complasent, i cant afford to be, i know you think your special, but you aint nothing) (i hope i'm on the list of people that you hate) (don't wanna be your turnacate for minor lacarations, don't wanna be your romeo cause your no goddamn juliette,) (its not enough, its not nough, it never was or will be, i never got the chance to say FUCK YOU. you got a gun i got a gun lets write a tragick ending) (you pushed me one too many times, im sick of all of this shit, i'm here to settle it) (i'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change, i'll never be the same)

Snuff ~ Slipknot (this Song Just Rings Too Damn True)
Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... Ooh, my smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know. I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light, But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight. So save your breath, I will not care. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint... Ooh, my own was banished long ago, It took the Death of Hope to let you go So break you

New Divide ~ Linkin Park
I remembered black skies the lightning all around me I remembered each flash as time began to blur Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide the ashes fell like snow And the ground caved in between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Across this new divide In every loss in every lie In every truth that you'd deny And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake to great to hide And your voice was all I heard That I ge

Desiderata By Max Ehrmann ...
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass. Take kin

Contagious ~ Trapt
I was sick of restrictions, sick of the boundaries. about to close the door. Such a lack of conviction, no real connection. what should I settle for? But you caught my attention, you built on the tension. and you left me wanting more. Now I don't know what to do with myself, do with myself. I don't want nobody else. I let you in, I let you in and you infected me!! Can' t get enough of you, Can' t get enough of you!! I breathed you in, I breathed you in and now I'm in too deep!! Don't think I'm pulling through, Don't think I'm pulling through!! Can't get enough of you, Can't get enough of you!! You're so contagious! Running through my veins! You're so contagious! Hanging onto every word! You're so contagious! And I can't get away! You're so contagious! And now I know for sure there is no cure... I saw your intentions, I gave you permission. Go ahead and start the war. I was out of addictions by my own admission. oh I've been keeping score. But you made an exception, you taug

Forgotten ~ Killswitch Engage
You were once the source Of a pureness that can't be defined And now you curse the day How can you leave your faith behind Just look at yourself Do you like what you see I want no more of you Watch me walk away This is the last time You are the forgotten You let your dreams die You are the forgotten (yeah) Placed your ego above all But misplaced your innocence Just look at yourself Do you like what you see I want no more of you Watch me walk away This is the last time You are the forgotten You let your dreams die You are the forgotten What you have given up Will never return again Now your dead inside I hope it was worth the cost I hope it was worth the cost I hope it was worth the cost Now you're buried alive This is the last time This is the last time (the last time) You are the forgotten You let your dreams die (dreams die) You are the forgotten

My Night
Hubby and I have discovered a new place called Balkans Cafe. The place looked like an 80s Serbian underpaid mafia hang out, with smoke filled room, and annoying little runts playing pool in the middle. If you ignore the more than shabby 3rd world communist decor, DAMN their home made goulash was to friggin die for. It was 5 bux, and was most likely made out of the entire cow. It was enormous, and tasty. The guy had prison tats and barely spoke English, but got super stoked at me thanking him in his language. Overall, I had a nostalgic moment, and felt like I was in the early 90s Moscow, sans urine and exhaust smell. Then we went to a local karaoke bar, and spent the rest of the night there. I am super shy, and dont drink much, if anything (2 Mikes hard lemonades), but after hearing less than favorable howling from other patrons, I have garnered enough t=courage to spit out Metallica, Alice Cooper, and Madonna. I felt like fuckin Pavarotti, being the only person that didnt shatte

Alias ~ In Flames
The serpent knows, When the curtain falls, With denial's blindfold, He greets another day Don't believe the mask It adapts to any lie, A perfect ten, When reality caves in Don't tell me, Tell my ghost, Cause I blame him For all I don't want to know I found secrets about life's undertow Life's wrapped in a riddle, Easier said than done, Hate to play the victim, Rather run and hide. Don't believe the mask It adapts to any lie, The perfect ten, When reality caves in Don't tell me, Tell my ghost, Cause I blame him For all I don't want to know I found secrets about life's undertow Let them take me far away Crawl back in place, It's easier to cope behind the curtain, Wipe the worries away No thought about the consequence Don't believe the mask It adapts to any lie, A perfect ten, When reality caves in Don't tell me, Tell my ghost, Cause I blame him For all I don't want to know I found secrets about life undertow Let them take me far away

Disconnected ~ In Flames
Look at the dead outside my window Wonder what's on their mind? Why do they run? They all seem t have a mission But then they cry themselves to sleep You'll receive what you give And this is like nothing I feel like shit But atleast I feel something Is this all you meant to be? Their marks in the pavement You've walked this route too many times What if I change the signs Would you even take notice? You'll receive what you give And this is like nothing I feel like shit But atleast I feel something Is this all you have to give? (Go, March.) Straight jacket union (Go, March.) In chains, surrender You'll receive what you give And this is like nothing I feel like shit But atleast I feel something You'll receive what you give And this is like nothing I feel like shit But atleast I feel something

Closer ~ Kings Of Leon
Stranded in this spooky town, Stop-lights are swayin' and the phone lines are down. The floor is crackling cold, She took my heart, I think she took my soul. With the moon I run, Far from the carnage of the fiery sun. Driven by the strangle of vein, Showin' no mercy, I'll do it again. Open up your eyes, You keep on crying, baby, I'll bleed you dry. The skies are blinkin' at me, I see a storm bubblin' up from the sea. And it's coming closer... And it's coming closer... You shimmy shook my bones, Leavin' me stranded, All in love on my own. Do you think of me? Where am I now, baby, where do I sleep? It feels so good but I'm old, Two-thousand years of chasin', takin' it's toll. And it's coming closer... And it's coming closer... And it's coming closer... And it's coming closer...

Men That Cheat
men are such dogs tring to go from one bitch to another without thanking twice about it or what the out come would be. I know someone whos husband was sending girls a pic of his junk and I gess hopping for something to happen between him and said girl not even thanking about his wife.. well she called one of the girls and let her know that he was married and he never said anything about beeing married to her but now she knows maybe she'll pass it on and on..

Maverick Money Makers
“What about the Cons?” Hmm... I found it really hard to find a flaw in this system. It gives you exactly what Mack Michaels promises to deliver to you. The only 'con', if I want to nitpick, is the fact that you have to put in a few hours initially to make sure that you're completely set up and then a few hours a week to ensure that your income is flowing. But ask yourself this - is that few hours of work too taxing for you, given that it can surely guarantee you results and profits? Maverick Money Makers Maverick Money Makers review

All A Hoax
Washington (CNN) -- The wife of a Colorado father at the center of the "balloon boy" saga told authorities that the giant helium balloon was specifically created for a hoax to draw media attention, according to court documents released Friday. Mayumi Heene told Larimer County investigators that she and her husband, Richard Heene, knew that their 6-year-old son, Falcon, was hiding at their Fort Collins home the entire time, even as police and military scrambled to search for the boy, according to the documents. The admission by Mayumi Heene was made October 17, just two days after the balloon was released, according to the documents. The Heenes initially told authorities that they believed their child had flown away on the balloon, and when the balloon landed without him, they expressed concern that he may have fallen out of the device. The couple hatched the plan about two weeks before the incident and "instructed their three children to lie to authorities as well as the media rega

Casey Rambo
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This Year Sucks!!!!!!!
Lets see.....I'm just mainly venting, maybe feeling sorry for myself, not meaning too, just really pissed off right now!!!!! I always try to remain optimistic no matter what, but this year have been trying my patience to the limits. Lets see, first there was heart surgery, couldnt work for awhile, so there goes the savings and the bills pile up, than divorce, got layed off 3 weeks ago, cant find a job, unemployment red tape sucks, a room mate who hasnt worked in at least 4 months so paying more due to him (he has become a parasite with no reguard for anything other than his own needs....and he says I've changed...whatever), phone charger falls apart, creditors on my ass everyday that they have thier own number in my phone, the car I have (1978 t bird) dash doesnt work and now it takes 20 minutes to put in $20, got a 2nd car thanks to my dad and today a deer hits me with my kids in the car!!!!!!!! when does this crap end, one problem after another!!!!!!! I feel like I am going to explod

The Whole Dating Thing Part 4
Well i did continue dating the stalker, boy that wasnt a good idea in the end....wanna hear it, he it goes. So all through this 6 of us became friends. The stalker, myself, my room mate, his not girlfriend, and two other friends. we used to hang out at the stalkers eating, drinking, and talking. Our relationship was one and off again due to my reasons in dating part 3, but i was trying to work things out. During this time my room mate and me just kept getting worse. Out relationship just started falling apart. His not girlfriend is a good friend and people thought at times we were together. The stalker was always saying we should date, I would tell her we r just friends and that I cared for her, thats all. I would take her side alot because she really didnt do anything wrong and the stalker didnt like it. When my room mate and his not girlfriend broke up, I happen to run into her and we were hanging out and drinking and talking. the stalker shows up and is pissed im paying attention to

The Whole Dating Thing Part 3
Dating part three Category: Writing and Poetry So I did end up dating the stalker....turns out she really wasnt a stalker....she actually was a very down to earth nice person. The only problem I was having was....I still didnt have this thing inside that made me wish to go forward. I tried though, but then again I always do that, and it always ends bad. So expressed this to her, that I thought she was a good person, but romanticlly there just wasnt anything there and i need that. When i get involved with someone, i want to be comsummed inside my heart and mind. You know when u hear a song on the radio and than u think of that person kind of consummed....wasnt happening with her. The only time i really thought about her....sorry to say is when i felt frisky or out drinking and she would show up. She was great to talk too and I always enjoy a good conversation. So I started feeling guilty because I was just using her for my own needs and I felt I was leading her on....not a good thing

Random Poetry 10.22.09
{{For now its a separate goodnight. But only until our eyes close are we apart for you are the base of my dreams as of late. Ill be here missing you as I know your there missing me. Goodnight my darlings}}

[when Your Fingers Start Bleeding...]
Above is the finished 1/100 MG Gouf Custom. I'm probably over halfway there. That is not mine >> It's time to take a breakEstimated time spent thus far on my mastergrade 1/100 Gouf~9 hours.At least two (lost track)were spent on the individual fucking 1/2 centemeter diameter rings that I had to slide onto a guide wire, feed the guide wire throughnot onenot twobut FOUR teeny tiny loops/sockets on the hips and crotch I still have to feed the rear end of the tubes into the jet pack.It tookTHAT long to get it right, the damn things kept slipping out of their sockets in the front and spilling loose bead sized parts all over the floor.So I'd feed half the beads on the guide wire.Slide the guide into the hip loops and then put the other half of the beads on (because the beads would snag on the hip loops... of course and couldn't be fitted into the crotch sockets) which were mounted on the underside of the panel and about 3/4 the size of toothpick holes. ... I'd show you pictures of this shi

Zowy This Is Strange, Really Cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well...
well put it this way. theres a boy and a girl and the boy and girl like each other, but the girl has a another person already. they say they are happy with them but at the same time unhappy with them. so the two start to date but he cant walk her to her car, talk to her outside of their meeting place and only see eachother on 2 days of the week while not talking the other days. what would you say the boy should do in this type of situation. the boy sees something in this girl but is unsure of what. so should the boy hold out and see how it goes for a while and hope it gets better or should this guy say fuck it early and call it quits and return to his same old boring life.

For Agent W
Today, I took the time out to give my room a good cleaning. Wipe everything down, move stuff, vaccum, all that. Well, what you do not realize, is that ash has a tendancy to get places you don't send it. It was everywhere. As were the little plastic pieces that come off the top, matches, lighters, and even some filters that somehow got dropped and kicked beneath things. It's unreal how much proof of this part of my life existed even as I made it unneeded in my every day life. One thing I will miss, is the new lighter feeling. Finding a lighter that is a conversation piece, or one that's rather cool, or unique. I suppose I'll have to spend my time fidning clothes, or shoes, but hell, lighters are easy to carry. I can take more than one with me. And for the most part, they beat out shirts or shoes, as shoes and shirts can not SUPPLY FIRE. I have nowhere to go with this. Dirty Lip wanted a blog. So here it is. Like soap and water on a lip.

H1n1 Swine Flu
Where to begin.... I feel like shit I have been running a fever between 101 and 103. My throat hurts like hell and I can't breath. They are now only giving tamiflu to children 5 years and younger and elderly people 65 and older. That puts me at ease cause if my twins get it they will be able to get the tamiflu, however my room mate is fucked. My mother in law is trying to get me a motel room for a week so I can quarantine my self till I am better, which I think is a good idea. My children don't understand why they can't be around me to even give me a hug and it breaks my heart. This government made flu is killing people and what are we to do? 1 week before the out break my room mate was surfing the web and found on yahoo, where 3 vials of a hybrid flu where missing from a level 4 underground military base. 2 days after the out break started, the report on the missing hybrid flu had disappeared. I believe this hybrid flu was set out for population control. I don't know about you, but th

Municipal Honey Dippers
Municipal Honey Dippers were at work this Wednesday morning. Lefting the manhole cover and checking for something. I heard the bang as I sat at this monitor and lo and behold three looking in the sewer line for something. Popular is Antifreeze or Engine Coolant but also Ammonia and it's residue from some private manufacturing. They did not appear to be Municipal or State. The tie of Erin and Doctor Rosenbloom? Why do I ask? Simple, Erin could just be lost in work but I picked up something different. Who knows ya know, Human weakness and such but Doctor The Cure circa 1970. 9/9/01 was the destruction of a Laboratory in S CA, the contents but not the building. How dumb I thought. Most likely private contractors because the agencies do not make such a mistake, I hope? Cure to everything was destroyed using what is common for highly Classified Material. Key was everything even paper clips and the ashes it self was completely destroyed. That was a Sunday. Doctor Nichols how about a respo

Distractions
DISTRACTIONS Thoughts of you distract me excite me, confuse me. You put me to sleep and then awaken me causing my breath to quicken. Your unknown fragrance trails me, a puppy looking for eternal, yet often, elusive comfort. Your shadow follows mine, follows me constantly present to tingle and delight. Have we met before it feels so that we have.Will we ever be? For why do our distant movements bring such pleasure, so tantalizing, so erotic. Are we really apart? Perhaps our minds have sought one another Perhaps they know what we have yet to learn. Maybe you have captured "my" mind,do you care? poet

Just A Lil Bored....
What if- 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: 9. If I ask you out? What do you think about my- 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Laugh: Would you- 14. Help me hide a body? 15. Keep a secret if I told you one? 16. Hold my hand? 17. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? Have you ever- 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? And more- 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in three words: 31. What was your first impression of me? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the

Jaze Live On Air In Exotic Dreams Radio
JAZE LIVE ON AIR YALL CLICK THE PICTURES AND COME HEAR HER TEAR DA CLUB UP OH HELL YEAH LIVE AND BUSTING OUT THE JAMZ YALL!!! what no way THE TWO UNHOLY CRAZY FAT BOYS ARE BACK AND HANGING OUT TONIGHT? come hang out with them while they get crazy click the picture and join their madness with others who are already there in total bliss of the night

Exotic Dreams Radio And Jaze Is Live Right Now
JAZE LIVE ON AIR YALL CLICK THE PICTURES AND COME HEAR HER TEAR DA CLUB UPOH HELL YEAHLIVE AND BUSTING OUT THE JAMZ YALL!!!what no way THE TWO UNHOLY CRAZY FAT BOYS ARE BACK AND HANGING OUT TONIGHT? come hang out with them while they get crazy click the picture and join their madness with others who are already there in total bliss of the night

Live Or Die...make Your Choice!
Plot Details: This opinion reveals major details about the movie's plot. Saw is a film that has sparked controversy from every critic in the nation. It seems as if it's a love it or hate it type of thing. Some say it's too gory for its own good, others think that the tremendous amount of blood and guts is necessary, and of course, there are those that simply hate the flick all together for every possible reason. In my opinion...Saw is brilliant. The film begins with Dr. Lawrence Gordon (Cary Elwes) and Adam (Leigh Whannell) waking up in a dump of a bathroom. They are both chained to a pipe via ankle and both of them have no recollection of anything whatsoever. After switching on a light, Adam and Dr. Gordon realize that they are not alone. In the center of the room, is a man lying down with blood all over himself, with a tape recorder in one hand and a gun in the other. Through a series a flashbacks, Dr. Gordon begins realizing who might be responsible for their kidnapping... His nam

The Code Of The Knights Said Many Places
As in Dragon Heart A knight is sworn to valor, his heart knows only virtue, his blade defends the helpless, his might upholds the weak, his word speaks only truth, his wrath undoes the wicked. The right can never die, if a man still remembers him. Words are not forgotten, if a voice pronounce them clearly, The Code always shines, if a heart preserves it brightly... Kingdom of Heaven Knight Oath Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath. You are back-handed “And that's so you remember it.” “Arise a knight!”

Ummm......
You have a Sexual IQ of 149http://img.quizuniverse.com/brain.jpg">When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poem..
Blonde prince of all Evil, In the garb of a Saint: A weaving, a weaving: They magical Feint. How wily thy web is Of meshes for flies? -Woof of false morals, Web of dream-lies. You tell us 'the humble' Are angels of light; Inferring the valiant Are demons of night, You curse all that's noble, You praise all that's vile. Invert all that's righteous; With satanic guile. Round millions you've wove, A hypnotic spell: Christ! thou art Mephisto, The mocker of hell. You urge us to bless them, Who plunder and cheat us: -To love and caress them, Who hate and illtreat us. There's not in thy Teachings One Thought that is true; -Thou are a false prophet: O crucified JEW.

Punching Babies
Like like like like. That word like is over used. Every other word coming out of people's mouths lately is LIKE. Aaargh!!!! I want to rip my hair out! If I hear someone using Like every other word, I have to leave the conversation. I've caught myself doing it. But I can at least punch myself in my own face. -REL

Always Remember
READ THIS WHOLE THING!! IT'S SO DANG TRUE; 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the

Herbal Pandemic Preparedness
Sources: Farmacy Herbs, Karlo Berger, American Red Cross.Step One Prevention: If the flu hits your area the best practice is preventionTea:Sage, Skullcap, Oregano, Thyme, Elder Flower, Holy Basil, Nettle.2-3 cups dailyTincture:Echinacea 2x daily; 2 dropperful (One week on, one week off)Astragulus Tea (3 cups) or Tincture( 2 dropperful 3x daily)Food;Miso, raw garlic, veggie broths, Cayenne pepper, Turmeric, organicveggies, meats and grains.Stay away from processed foods, food coloring and sugar and alcohol(sugars in the body feed bacteria and viruses) and coffee (coffee dehydrates the body and depletes you of vitamins and minerals that will help fight off pathogens).Anti-Viral/ Anti-biotic Hand Wash:10 drops grapefruit seed extract/ 10 drops tea tree essential oil extract in 1 gallon waterAntiseptic Spray for surfaces:Vodka, Water, Tea Tree Oil, Lavender Essential oil. Disinfect door knobs switches , handles, toys and other surfaces that are commonly touched.Air Sanitizer:Simmer water

Todays Hospital Trip
Well went to the hospital again today because of all the stomach pain.Thay did all kinds of tests and found I dont have a fibroidtumor or a cysts as my OBGYN had said thing is thay dont know whats wrong and since I'm on medicade thay couldnt keep me and find out.So I'm back to squar 1 of why am I in so much pain.. Thing is the fucking OBGYN even did a bysopy on what now I have no fucking clue but I plan to make a apointment and find out whats up with this bitch and what the fuck she has been up to.I also plan to sue her fucking ass for malpratice .. Even the emergancy room Doctor was pissed when he found out she has been doing all this shit with no pain meds at least at the moment she did the bysopi. I'll keep ya'll updated when I can find out whats going on.All I know right now is what the em doctor said ..something is defantly wrong and everything inside of me is swollen.And I hate fucking doctors!!! Blessings All Deanna

Stupid Encounter #22 From Sb (read Bottom To Top)
ems1150: youd only graze him with the cig right nothing too serious ->ems1150: nvm ems1150: would what get me off? ->ems1150: Why would that get you off? ems1150: curious would you give any warning or say anything through the wall before or after you burned it? ->ems1150: only to the people in the front of ashortbus! ems1150: you are brutal you know that ->ems1150: I'd burn it... you have asked me this question before I said I'd cut it off... you said why dont you just burn it with your cig i said why waste a good smoke... so i thought about it and if I didnt have sissors... I'd prolly get it with my lighter instead... well i look foreward to you hitting me up next week to ask me the same question I hope this helps you with the dicission of should I masterbate now or later and should it be in the bathroom while my wife is at home or not... have a nice day ems1150: suppose you are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the othe

Friend Request?
MichiganMa...: so goodbyeMichiganMa...: i sent you a friend request once b4 and it wasnt accepted . i just sent you another one and you didnt accept it->MichiganMa...: who said that?MichiganMa...: **friendsMichiganMa...: so no friensa then ? Interesting because I didn't even reject the request, it's still sitting there (wonder what would happen if I accepted it LOL.) And before he shouted me, I had gone to his page and rated him. I think my profile needs an update about pussy, whiny babies. :) Oh..I was blocked, in case it wasn't clear.

H1n1 Simulation
so, swine flu will wipe humanity from the face of the earth because it causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting. but the normal flu isnt so bad because it only causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting.what i hear now is if we get the swine flu, we die an agonizing death. if you get the vaccine, you die an agonizing death.people need to stop being gullible about these "epidemic" diseases and realize you're being used like garden tools to fuel the pharmaceutical business. eat an orange, drink some water, wash your hands with soap and warm water, and dont make out with pigs. humans have this neat little thing called an immune system, that works quite well when taken care of.. (oh, and its free!!)fear helps keep people in control. its the way the world works, religion, law, government, medicine, etc, its all powered by fear. fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to the DARK SIDE...reminds me of the

After The Fact
20 months after the fact I can use my Latex Foam pillow for almost 15 minutes. I can lay in bed and cock one leg and raise the other one across it for longer. Where is justice and compensation? There is a passage in The Bible where God is The One speaking, Vengence is Mine and Mine Alone. I will repay Evil for Evil, Measure for Measure. 20 months ago I had a slip and fall on a patch of ice at Stonybrook Luxury Apartments in Deptford, NJ 08096. No, this fall was not minor but the act of a PA working for Doctor Obrien in April of the same year nearly killed me. I guess stupidtiy runs togeather in that practice as well as in others. Doctor Obrien is incompetent when it come to hes MD. Not much different than the others except for rare exceptions here and there. I suppose when it comes to Law and Order as is what is fair, truly is the domain of God. Far as this surgery, Doctor Rosenbloom basically stuck it to Cooper Hospital and the rest of the physicians. All of us answer to something. I

Shadows
Shadows Are you waiting there, in the shadows of my room?Always near me with my loneliness and gloom.Do you shake your head when I lose control?Do you laugh with abandon when you steal my soul? Do you get stronger the more I give in? As I submit to the hatred that's buried within. I can see that your evil is darker than black. As I sit here in silence and wait for attack. Suffocating in the stench of despair. Will I ever escape this poisonous air? Sinking deeper in the dark abyss. Asking myself why should I even exist? Blindly reaching for something to grasp. Wondering if this is the last breath I gasp? Grabbing something and holding on tight. Determined depression will not take me tonight. Pulling myself up, knowing there is reason to persist. I'm not giving up! I scream with clenched fists. I'll fight this sorrow tooth and nail. I'll come back to myself...I will not fail.

Q2, Ole Friends And Camera Woes
Saw Queensryche for the 2nd time this yr at one of my fave local halls. Show was tight but seemed bout half the stage set was missing from the last, and they skipped over some very essential songs. Not sure what was up with that. Lita Ford was slate as the special guest, but actually didnt open up, she instead cameoed on a few tunes bout halfway thru the show. She dueted "Close My Eyes Forever" with Tate at one point. Having been a musical figure here locally myself, occasionally I hit a gig that turns out to be quite a reunion of sorts. Last night was one of those. I couldnt walk ten feet without someone screaming "OMG!" and throwing arms out, or tossing up an elated high five. I had almost forgotten how good for the soul that was. I bought a new camera Friday, an Olympus 12megapixel gem with alledged image stabilization that supposed to be the shit for action shots without blurring. But as it turns out, I am STILL in the market for a digi that will take crisp pix in low light for u

Solace....
the very word means "refuge, rest, comfort, peace"..yet lately, its been hard to find. Personal problems have been causing undue drama and tension and its starting to exasperate me. I've never ran from a fight, but I wanna run into some safe arms...if she would take me.

Stop
sometimes you just have to stop ... stop anticipating, stop aiming, stop yearning, stop treasuring things that have no value, stop trying to keep tabs on things that you have no business keeping tabs on. But instead have nothing but ardent love. If you have ardent love you will be captivated. So, I ask you are you just living life for you and partying the days away till the end of time. Or are you keeping in mind that there just might be someone that has ardent love for you and you are acknowledging that they are there and that they have sincere feelings for you? which are you? are you the type of person that has to get everything they want or your life is going to end or is it the other way around? do you prefer getting breakfast in bed or giving your significant other breakfast in bed. well my friends this is the way i look at this situation. I believe that you should never expect anything to be given to you. You should always stop and think. Would this make the other person's day or

Orange Fish.
I'm pretty sure I don't have a spine after that one.Exhilirating crescendo leading to the downfall of odors and slippery left over tactile sensations.Spit mostly.Its starting to cool and dry everywhere.Like an agitated frilled lizard was stuck in this room.I recognize these smells.Desperation. Festering dissilusion.Failure.But one thing is consistentan aftertone of the aftermath is always a lightness behind the eyes.A brief euphoria that transcends all the noiseslaps, slops pulled muscles and chaffing.I rather like the first parts.Such building enthusiasmsuch a soup of chemistry and biologyadulation, rhythm and perhaps erroneous acceptance.Too bad it has to end there.In a matter of minutesshe'll say something disgustingand remind me that she's here for more than that.Not exactly what I had bargained for.Not exactly what I had in mind.Then comes the theatrics.The hurled insultsthe hurled dishwarethe hurled threats and vague attempts at conversation.I could do without.Get your shit and g

The Nekkedness Of My Soul
My love, come to me I want you to devour my soul, That my blood is boiling To feel each tender touch of yours, That I am your love, Like the wind, and the sun, That I am like a butterfly, with wings of love, To embraced you in the perfume Of an everlasting love. My love, come to me Take my clothes, keep me naked, Seduce me with your passion, And provoke my wishes, That all I want is to love you, Like there is no tomorrow, I want you to search and touch Every single territory of my body I want you to take me to the heavens above. My love, come to me Let me hear you whisper Your seductive thoughts, And feel you seducing me Little by little... That being naked, next to you, With the heat of your embrace And your flames of seduction, Takes me to the moon. My love, come to me I want to let you know, That I am your fire And that you will burn in the ecstasy, From the heat of my flames of passion. That the nakedness from my soul Is what I want you to take, And that all I want... Is to feel, e

Please Do Tell Me..............
Have you ever been in love? Been in love where your heart races when you see them. When you ache when they are not there. You only yearn for their return. Have you ever been in love? Been in love when your head can only think about them. Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them. Have you ever been in love? Been in love where only your future is all that matters. You see them in your arms forever and ever. Have you ever been in love? Been in real love? Please do tell............

The History Of Irish Halloween
Ever since the time of the Druids, many customs and traditions have evolved in celebration of Samhain, which is New Year’s Day in the Celtic Calendar. When Christianity came to Ireland, the church took a dim view of Druidic festivals and created the vigil of All Soul’s Evening, (or All Hallow’s Eve) on October 31st, the Feast of All Saints on November 1st, and All Souls Day on November 2nd.All three days were regarded as one of the most important times of the year and were celebrated throughout Ireland with feasting, merrymaking and divination games on Halloween, the completion of farming activities by Samhain, and rituals out of respect and remembrance for departed kinfolk on All Souls Day.In the old days, the ancients believed that on this night, hobgoblins, evil spirits and fairies traveled about the country in great numbers. For protection against fairy mischief, holy water was sprinkled on animals, food offerings were left outside the house, oatmeal and salt were

Quote
October 24, 2009 Quote of the Day "We arrive at the truth, not by the reason only, but also by the heart." – Blaise Pascal For some reason, I am choosing to write on this daily quote I receive daily. This quote speaks quite loudly to me in ways I can not even begin to explain. I know finding the truth just within reason is not the way simply because once in awhile reason may be wrong. There have been many times in my life where I wanted to follow my head and my reasoning to just turn out wrong later on. Although, when actually finding it by the heart can be the most painful; this can be from friends, family, co-workers and what tends to hurt the most the significant other. Now, on the other hand, this could be quite amazing to find truth by the heart as well. Once again, looking at the reasoning, and having a total different idea in your head as to what is going on and instead learning of a miracle. I myself never really believed in miracles, but that is changing

Im In Need Of Help
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What Are The Secrets Of Jonathan Sperry?
Eight years ago … Matthew 13:44-46 October 24Dorie @ FBC in Kirkland; make money! 10110.24 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hidden in a field: the which when a man hath found, he hideth, and for joy thereof goeth and selleth all that he hath, and buyeth that field. 44 Follow your nose – I have days I want to get rid of everything I have, to pay off my loans and pay for some important people in my life. I am talented and knowledgeable enough; hey I was paid $20 for one hour troubleshooting Jean’s computer yesterday! I can do more than I have been doing. [This page in my journal’s accompanied by an eight of spades with a toucan on it – I found it on the ground, picked it up, and pasted it in – and at the bottom of the page it says, “the word of God = the will of God”!] Today … This entry would have been a rant if not for the fellowship this morning. Heck, it’ll probably still be some of a r

The Bullet
The tears fill my eyes and down like rain they fall. When was the last time I was truely happy, hmm, i dont recall. I stood at the edge of the ocean. Water as far as I could see. No one around to see what was happening to me. I walk out slowly, the waves crashing against me. The further I go the deeper it gets, and soon enough it is over my head. The last thing I recalled as the water filled my lungs, was the sight of u with her making love. As I start to lose conciousness, and drift off to die, a solitary tear falls from my eye. The I wake up, it was all a dream. And in my eye I catch a gleam. I see something glisten in the light so fair. Wondering if I should care. I walk to the table and there it lay. I pick it up and hold it, and yes it feels so right. I drive half the day and most of the night. I walk in the door as quiet as can be. And there in the room making love where I knew in my heart you would be. I said your name and as you both turned, the bullet went through you and stra

My Dream
For all the times I loved you, never enough was said. For all the times I held you, you went to someone elses bed. For all the times I wanted you, you left me all alone. For all the times I took you back, our house was never a home. When I let you go, gone for a while you'd stay. Then out of the blue, like something new, again you would come, I'd pray. For once I could hold you and call you mine again. Forgiving your every flaw and loving you on a whim. But the last time was the last time, enough was enough to me. In someone elses arms you ran, you wanted to be set free. I let you go hoping you would come back and away you stayed forever. Never to return to me again, my life was gone forever...

Illusion
I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel Hoping what you need is behind every door Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else Feeling as though you never belong This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy I truly understand, Please, don't cry now Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you Being like you are Well this is something else, who would comprehend? But some that do, lay claim that Divine purpose blesses them That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway A part of your soul ties you to the next world Or maybe to the la

Fallin'
Here I sit alone again, waiting for what Im not sure. Holding on to a memory, that in my mind was so pure. The touch, the kiss, the magic was absolute bliss. The it all came crashing down. The darkness, the light, nothing felt right. The hatred, the tears, I have to conquer my fears. I stand alone against the evil within me. I fight the demons that are raging inside. I back away, I want to die. Then out of the darkness came a light. My dream, My Love, My reason for living. He wook my hand and led me away. From all the evil, away from my grave. For if I would have stayed I would have surely died. And when he kissed me all I could do was cry. The pain was gone and happiness filled my soul. My Lover, My Mystery, My Dream come true.

Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change I wanna lay it all to waste They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'M DONE! In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you for eve

Kiss The Flag
Don't shoot until you see The red and white And blue in my eyes They say we're straddling fences And it's not so comfortable He thinks he grew up to be boring And so he goes to change his life I saw you get up on your toes But don't step back too fast Or you'll cut yourself in half I wanted, All I wanted was to find Something here inside of me they couldn't keep They woke up to hear me screaming Just shoot until you see The red on white And blue in my sky The proof is in the pictures And it's not so comforting He knows that one day they'll ignore him And push him to the side He said he'd kiss the flag before he died He took one for his country She said I'd do anything to have him back I wanted, All I wanted was to find Something here inside of me they couldn't keep They woke up to hear me screaming God help us God where are you in this fight? Cause no one knows whose side you're on Anymore, anymore I'm lost and by myself When this ends Will freedom be the casualty Or will it onl

Winter Can Come Now
Oh am I ever ready for the season ahead. Today Ive spent most of my day outside getting everything ready. Been doing stuff Im not supposed to do - but Im DONE! And even still the pain is REALLY there to be noticed the result was worth it from one end to the other. See - here we do resycling - and thats what Ive done today. Old bikes - stuff you make sure you dont throw away for later to look at it and think : now - why the heck do I still have that? Well - ALL gone now. I have made sure its taken care of by somebody else. I cleaned my closets out prior to this and I gave away 4 big bags of clothes to the Salvation Army - I have NO idea why I had all those clothes. Or do we ever? Well - Now I feel better about me and my deed for this day. The winter is around the corner and it will snow A LOT! And let it come and make all white - clean and fresh. I dont like it - but thats one price I pay living where I do. Dont get me wrong - I LOVE my country - but you guys need to be

Let It Go!
Thanks =Hollywood= There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.LET THEM GOAnd it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to kno

Tiger Lily
we drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. the time flies by, with the sound of your voice. its close to paradise, with the end surely near. and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you, and never let go (and never let go) i'll never let go (i'll never let go) as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said, "i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent." and, i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from. and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse. why does tonight, have to end? why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, j

I Who Have Nothing
I, I who have nothing... Verse I: Ikon Intersections in real time The unbroken circles and dimensions of the mind The tie that binds The eternal tie that defines The vanity of my insanity in due time Will shine Like the night seas under the moon The haunted corners of familiar rooms Yet i'm consumed With vanishing into thin air The realization that this shit is my cross to bare So where Did I think I could run away to see The people that decided to leave without asking me But we Decide to wait for happier tomorrows And find someone so they can be distractions from our sorrows For my distractions the books of paper that i scrawl in I'm eloquent as summer breeze and leaves just have fallen I've crawl in a corner hoping all of this will end With the knowledge that love is just another word for revenge I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins I who have nothing but the comfort of my friends Chorus: I, I who have nothing I, I who have no one I, I who have nothing I, I who have no o

Just Wanting You All To Know
Hi friends, What a horrible week for me here,Tues AM I got called by my Mom,My Dad has had a possible stroke,so I get there and as it turns out its a massive stroke,he is paralized on his left side,not sure if he will ever be able to walk,talk,eat (normally ) again..So I will be spending a lot of time in Iowa as my family means the world to me and I am not ready for losses yet..I will be here when I can be... Please take a few mins and keep my Dad in your prayers.. If you have my cell number feel free to call or text me... Hugs, Julie

The Greatest Fall (of All Time)
The hand of my clock strikes two In times when I got the best of you We made promises we couldn't keep And every night we couldn't sleep. I didn't know why, but didn't ask questions because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life Where I, did something right. I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time You pick me apart While I search for witty things to say (In my defense) "You'll never amount to anything anyway" (Don't press your luck, don't press your luck) And think that I'm impressed with your one night stands and your contagious kiss I'm trying to get this right Yeah, cause I'm ridiculous like that I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time I'll keep this as A constant reminder Of the nights I spent holding onto her And rest assured I'm moving on I miss you less, with each day you're gone (you're gone) I set myself up for the greatest fall

Mrs. Sullivan
Its not hard to reach back to the day underneath an Iowa sun running to the tower of Waterloo looking for the Sullivan train to come His five boys would run to the top and salute him as he went by first he'd wave hello, and then we'd wave goodbye. Its not hard to reach back to the days after the attack on Pearl and overnight my buddies turned into men running out of time for games and girls. The Sullivan boys were not overlooked Uncle Sam called them each by name. The very next day they left on a mystery train. "...we regret to inform you, the Navy has taken your sons away..." all five... so put your blue star in the window. It's not hard to reach back to here smile when she'd receive a letter. The letters sounded generally the same it said if they couldn't be home at least they were together on a mighty fighting battleship, somewhere in the south pacific. The letters never got much more specific. Say goodbye Mrs. Sullivan and don't you cry "...we regret to info

Nympho - The 4pm Pst Happy Hour Saturday 10/24/2009 Is Well... A Fake.
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Nympho - The 4pm Pst Happy Hour Saturday 10/24/2009 Is Well... A Fake.
..one more for the road…today this fake has a Happy Hour ( I’m sure it didn’t pay for it) check it out… ИҹмРĦǾ[Fu-married to Dj Scorpion]@ fubar I’ll keep this simple so that I don’t bore anyone, I’m a little winded. Lol. It’s page and pics, wow what a hot nurse, don’t you wish it was running your healthcare?

Leaving Fubar
To all my Fubar friends, In a week or so, I'm going to be leaving Fubar for good. I've made alot of friends here, but it's time to move on. For those who want to keep in contact with me, my e-mail is cerealkilla66@yahoo.com. Take care everybody!!! See ya Later!!!! Gary

Celebrity Look Alike
I'm just wondering my friends' opinions on this, but I was playing around with the Celeb look alike thing on myheritage.com... I tried several different pictures, but had no consistant results, mostly it was different people every time... most of which I've never even heard of. Do any of you think I resemble a certain celebrity? If so, then who?

Bella
Growling "Bella", he craves my caress.When his mood is the darkestThat's when I like him best.The anger, the hunger, the animal lust.Then grabbing my hair, He gives one more thrust.Giving myself over to rapture.It's only my bodyHe's dying to capture.I am his obsession...his only need.Like a vampire demands bloodTo survive, he must feed.Offering myself, down on my knees.Take my very essenceI beg of you please. Call out the name you have given to me."Bella" he criesIt is you that I need.

The Last Blood Drop
UR KISS WAS EROTIC AN THEN THE TOXIC VENOM SET IN TAKING MY SENSES BY SURPRIZE , EVEN KNOWING THAT THIS LOVE WOULD MAKE ME CRY , I CLOSED MY EYES , SPUN WITH THE TERBLANT TIDE , WAITING FOR THE GUIDE TO MY DISTRUCTION ,KNOWING ALL ALONG THERE WAS A MALFUNCTION, AN THEN WE CAME 2 THAT JUNCTION , I KNEW I HAD BE THE ONE TO TAKE THE HIT, I HA BE THE ONE 2 QUIT, ALL AT ONE MY HEART LIT, AN FOR ALL MY LIFE THAT PAIN BIT, LIKE A ARTIERY I BLED OUT , A HEMORAGE IN A DEEP PLACE , I WILL ALWAYS MISS UR FACE , AS I WATCH IT FADE , MY HEART SLOWS , AS I WATCH MY BLOOD FLOW, A DARK PUDDLE

The Job
I have been working as a PC/QMRP now since September 1st and it has been full speed ahead since day one. I cannot say that I dislike my job but I can say that I dislike the mess left behind for me to clean up. Part of the reason I was given the promotion is the fact that I have a reputation for following policy and being a strong leader. I am currently working many long hours organizing the houses and retraining the staff while attending quarterly and annual meetings for the consumers on my caseload. I have done a move from one home on another team to one of my own and have been informed that I will be opening two new houses by the end of this year. YAY!!! I enjoy the people we provide services to. It is the staff that have me pulling my hair out as they see how far they can set themselves up for failure. I have already made it very clear that I will make attempts to retrain and then if this does not work I will rehire. I have almost filled all the open positions and if I could quit

[i Am The Anti-sauce]
It's time again to commit my usual heresy >> but I'll be honest. This is totally Alton Brown's idea. Anyway, today I went to the bank, deposited two weeks of pay, one check sick, one check overloaded with overtime. And I noticed I wasn't in as dire straits as I had feared after purchasing... well... a hojillion (by my standards) of new games.Sure they set me back a bit, but not to the amounts I anticipated. So I saidheylet's spend a little more at the cafe/deli I frequent.So I go incute barista is back, chatted her up a little bit.She seems shy... and weird.But in that hipster 80's clothes and thin attractive somedayruletheworldworkaholic way of hers.Got my coffee, played my game, ordered my lunch fare for the week and wandered a bit, the boss talked me into some awesome imported butter from italy that's used to make thenot anot anbut theparmesiano regiano cheese. Like the duper kind from the region, not the style. It was about $5 and about half what you get for the bargain butter o

Come On Over And Help Me To Show Some Luv And Comments To A Dear Friends New Pictures.
This blog is taken from Mistress of Wolves with her permission.. please read and follow the links ^_^ i don’t ask for help ever but i do ask that you be nice and share the love ^_^ Mistress of Wolves Art Sanctuary™@ fubar As some of you know he is working toards being a pro photographer. Last night was his first shoot at a burlesque club. I am asking my friends to please stop by (page link below) & rate a few of these. Please? It would mean the world to me. There's less than 50 pics there in all (just 43). Comments would really be appreciated too. Do this & I will come rate 100 of your pics. Just PM me you have done this. NonSemper_Aestas@ fubar

My Man
i found the man of my dreams and omg is he hot. he is my friend,lover,and soul mate. i want to spend the rest of my life with him and he know who he is. my future husband that i love with all mt heart.i never let go you. can't wait to be with you now and forever.

Tomb
As I sit here in my room,despair, loneliness and pain create my tombhappiness and joy are no more,and my heart is now just sore.People give me such nice wishes,but nothing can replace his missed kisses,I know they mean well,but I am not ready to leave my private hell.Love is lost and gone away,just another sad depressing dayEven nature must feel my pain,'cause I look outside and see the rain.Tears of joy are replaced,now by tears of sorrow,oh, how salty they now taste,as my lips for their new home, they borrow.Eyes all puffy from so many tears,from all that builds up from fears,time is now not my friend,it is just a tick to another hours end.Even the sand in the hourglass,has decided to stop flowing,I pray to God to help with this task,this must be right, for he is all knowing.Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow,is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid,but something that makes your heart hallow,leaves you feeling lost and out of control like a kid.The calendar now is just a way to

Curvy Honey Fucking
Hi everybody As we finish our build up to the release of new footage I would like to share some photos of a brand new shoot we did which stars blonde babe Honey in her first ever hardcore porn film She is in her early 20's is a dress size 14 and has big tits! See Honey sucking cock then getting her little hairy pussy fingered before getting fucked for the first time on film and her massive tits covered in cum To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/curvy-big-tits-sex.html Enjoy James Wildfowler www.jameswildfowler.com

Say
Take all of your wasted honorEvery little past frustrationTake all of your so-called problems,Better put 'em in quotations Say what you need to say Walking like a one man armyFighting with the shadows in your headLiving out the same old momentKnowing you'd be better off instead,If you could only ... Say what you need to say Have no fear for giving inHave no fear for giving overYou'd better know that in the endIts better to say too muchThen never say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shakingAnd your faith is brokenEven as the eyes are closingDo it with a heart wide open Say what you need to say {Say by John Mayer}

Busted On Several Site Searching For Women By The Wife
This is the wife...finding all of my husbands accounts online. I (the wife) work two jobs to support his lazy ass while he goes to school full-time. I also support and raise his daughter while I work 95 hours a week paying all the bills. Does anyone else think this sucks!!!!! My husband is a dirt bag and anyone who wants to meet him is a fool. The only word I have come to mind is D I V O R C E