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Search For Lindsey Baum ( Mccleary, Wa And Surrounding Area's)
The original Site for Lindsey Baum can be found at http://findlindseybaum.com/Here is something I took form the from page to show you. The site has more info including Tips, How you can help and more! This is something that my unit participated in. Some of us will be going back out on the weekends to provide more assistance. ANYONE can help search for Lindsey Baum so if you are in the area and would like to help, let me know. A $10,000 REWARD HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR INFORMATION THAT LEADS TO FINDING LINDSEY BAUM PLEASE READ LINDSEY'S BLOG FOR MORE CURRENT NEWS AND INFORMATION(SEARCHES SCHEDULED THIS WEEKEND CHECK OUT THE BLOG FOR MORE INFO!) Have You Seen Lindsey Baum? 10 year old Lindsey Baum disappeared from her hometown of McCleary, WA on June 26th, 2009 as she was walking home from a friends house a few blocks away.**Please note Lindsey turned 11 on July 7th 2009. Height: 4 feet 9 inches tallWeight: 85 poundsEye Color: BrownHair Color: BrownPersonality: Outgoin

Take Me
okay, so i'm going to see my favorite band in savannah this saturday. Savannah is a 3-4 hour drive for me. I'm going to a bar I really, really like. Kylesa is playing too.... they're also in my list of favorites. It's going to be a good night. I don't really want to go alone. A night of this proportion is best spent with good company to enjoy it with, so... one of you needs to take me. thanks. j

Music Monday
Music Monday is a twitter thing where people tweet what they're listening to on Monday. Anyhow, Imma try and get a playlist up here every Monday. I know the formatting doesn't always work, so I'll list the songs too. This week is only 8 songs...but I can't stop listening to them. I don't care if most of them are top 40. They're good. Even the bad ones are good. Drake - Best I Ever HadKings of Leon - Use Somebody (also going to add the hip hop version that a friend emailed me yesterday...it's been on repeat since then)Jay Brannan - At First SightKeri Hilson - Knock You DownSpoon - The UnderdogGlee Cast - Bust Your WindowJay-Z - Run The TownVampire Weekend - Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa

Needing To Take Time Out For Me
THIS VAMPIRE NEEDS TO TAKE A DAY OUT OF LIFE TO GET THINGS STR AGAIN...WHY DO I NEED TO DO THIS WELL I HAVE TO STUDY AND GET READY FOR A MATH TEST THAT IS COMING UP SOON...MY LIFE IS IN A SPIN OF GOING DOWN IN THE DARKESS PART OF THE PITS AGAIN..SO I JUST NEED TO TAKE TIME OUT FOR ME TO STAY COOL AND CALM HOW THE HELL CAN SOME BODY BE COOL AND CALM ALL IN ONE DAMN THAT...UGH SO I WELL WRITE AND GET WHAT I WANT OFF MY CHEST FOR A BIT AND LISTEN TO DROWING POOL...

Emo Clock
Emo Clock By the Hero of Shadows The clock's gone ticking, And time's running by; I couldn't help but kick it in the shins, And now it began to cry. :( Bah, it's an Emo Clock- EMO CLOCK!!1 With a cold white face, And wearing nothing else but black, Each second comes a beatin', Where it can't take the fact: Damn thing can't cut itself, So it sits there and refuses to find a solution- It's a damn emo clock, EMO CLOCK! "Why do people keep staring at me? I don't want the attention, can't you see?" Oh STFU, you feed off their eyes, Always changing your look, as your battery dies. Every single moment, you have to make a noise, Needing to swing your arms around, like sugar driven boys. So go ahead and whine, on what time of day it is, There's millions of others like you, just a part of the Rolex biz. ... Damn Emo Clock.

What Happened To Me And Y Im Single
i was beat up shoved by a guy i was seeing for a month.he told me i was going to get the beating of my life.i was so0o0o0o lucky that after a lil i was able to get away and crawl out of my house and scream for help.......i told him on the phone i forgive u... cause i have no room in my life nor in my heart for hate.. but i am NOT weak I AM strong... and i will do what i have to do to get justice for what u did to me..... and a lady came up to me yesterday with a stack of papers saying u need to read this and u need to take this very serious with him... she was one of his victims too.. along with 9 other women... he has 9 pfas out on him.. that is a protection from abuse order...but man he is a monster.. after reading all these court papers and what he did to them.. i am sos0o0o0o lucky that i was able to crawl out my door and scream for help.. AND NOT listen to him when he said he was sorry and wouldnt happen again.. no way.. they put up with it for months and yrs.. but they say once

An Article About Where I Spend My Weekends From August Until October
Maryland Renaissance Festival Grants Visitors an Escape From Tough Times By Bobby McMahon Capital News Service Friday, Oct. 9, 2009 CROWNSVILLE, Md. - The economy is in shambles. A new and terrifying disease is spreading throughout the area. But people are making the most of tough times. Welcome to England, circa 1543. Now in its 33rd year, the Maryland Renaissance Festival in Crownsville is a time warp back to the days of King Henry VIII, offering all manner of escapes from normal life. The fair is open weekends now through Oct. 25. Despite the down economy, attendance is on par with past years, with about 14,000 people coming through the gates each day. Many visitors, including Annapolis resident Erin Higgins, consider the festival comparatively inexpensive. "It's a cheap thrill," Higgins said, dressed for the occasion in a black corset and appropriately antiquated pants. "It's eight bucks more than a movie ticket [for admission to the festival], and you

More To It
Feeling I get for this surgery is that there is more to it than as planned. More work than thought but piece of cake. Joined up yet? Try it for three months and give an honest effort with a open mind. The Order is not a religion. Allows both male and female memberships. There is no exclusivity. Rosicrucian Order AMORC in San Jose, CA. PAX Norio

Poem
Hearts made of Glass I have a heart made of glass I keep up on the shelf I take it down when, I want to be myself It beats for a love of only one man A Love that is given like no other can My heart made of glass he holds in the plam of his hand until the moment has come when our time is done You have a heart made of glass Your keep up on the shelf You take it down when you want to be yourself

Poem
Afternoon Storm I saw and felt it buildingdark, foreboding, welcome.The heat, intense, would soon be broken, gentled, relieved. I watched and waited, knowing what soon would occur.Nature, in Her fury would releaseher strikes and crashes. The stillnessbegan to unravelas the the first rumblings were heard and felt. I felt the electricity,the air crackled about me.The taste and smell were unmistakable. I was enveloped by the moisturegentle at firstthen an outpouring,soon I was drenched. Then with a final screamyou came.

Poem
Ageless are our minds As we stare in the mirror Ageless are our thoughts When it comes to passion She stares with thoughtful eyes What her eyes have seen She stares in his face Seeing passion before her. Her mind thoughtful, focused Watching her youthful love increase Finding the wanting, the needing Of matter in her hands, on her face. Her thoughts, her voice So ponderous to her Her memories of today Filling her mind

The Night My Shell Was Shattered
Let me start this story by saying that this is a work of complete fiction. The only thing that has been changed is the name of the people involved. @ I was a very shy person before I met Adriana. It wouldn't matter how attracted i was to a woman i was simply too shy to make a move. Every sign i picked up i simply dismissed in my mind as fantasy. That was the case the night i met Adriana. She is the person who didn't just break me out of my shell, she shattered it. This is part of the weekend that it happened. We met through a mutual friend who was hoping to help Adriana have some fun that night. Our friend made plans of her own as to leave us the house to ourselves. So I now found myself left alone with a perfect stranger. As i sat admiring her 5'8" 125lb. frame i couldn't help but wonder if she was as attracted to me as i found myself to her. She wore a form fitting t-shirt highlighting her perky breasts. At this point, i had guessed them to be a possible 32 b cup. After helping g

Irish Pussy
So... I expose someone as a liar and a cheat and he blocks me. Dana IV said:We? Wait a minute, so you're a married man??? The way you trapse around on Fubar with your figurative cock hanging out, drooling all over anything with a vagina??? Dana IV said:You're a goddamned liar too. You have an "About Me" blog filed since... TODAY. Admitting you're not a single man. You disgusting piece of shit, I recall all those times you begged for someone to come meet you or contact you when you were out of state on business... you're just a filthy liar and a disgrace. I've always wondered why someone who claims to be Christian would display a graven image of a false god Buddha as his default. You need to seriously examine yourself, admit your lies and emotional infidelity to whoever it is you live with, and disappear. I'll leave when I damn well feel like it. See, I'm all about exposing the TRUTH. And at this particular moment I'm exposing the truth about you. I always thought you were some e

Psychology Course
During a phone conversation, my nephew mentioned that he was taking a psychology course at the university. "Oh, great," I said. "Now you'll be analyzing everyone in the family." "No, no," he replied. "I don't take abnormal psychology until next semester."

Hosting Provider Apps4rent's Secure Sockets Layer (ssl) Certificates To Hosted Sharepoint
Apps4Rent LLC, a Microsoft Gold Certified Partner and a leading provider of hosted SharePoint, hosted Exchange, BlackBerry Enterprise Server (BES) hosting, and Hyper-V virtual dedicated servers now allows addition of Secure Sockets Layer (SSL) certificates for a competitive price of $9.95/month, and custom Web parts to SharePoint hosting sites on virtual dedicated servers starting at $89/month. “We are responding to users’ demands for enhanced security and customization of their hosted SharePoint sites,” said Wade Dube, Manager for Apps4Rent. “A secure certificate is a necessary feature for Web sites that handle customer or payment information. Custom Web parts allow the addition and enhancement of hosted SharePoint applications.” SSL is a protocol that allows secure communication through the internet. Apps4Rent can install SSL certificates obtained through a trustworthy authority onto the hosted SharePoint sites of its customers. Visitors to the SSL cert

Apps4rent's Hosted Exchange Allows Pop3 And Exchange Mailboxes To Coexist
Hosted Exchange for Power Users and Inexpensive POP3 E-mail for the RestNEW YORK, June 15 /PRNewswire/ -- Apps4Rent, a Microsoft Gold CertifiedPartner and BlackBerry Alliance member, has upgraded its hosted Exchangesolution to allow company email accounts on the same domain to be splitbetween Exchange hosting and inexpensive POP3 e-mail hosting. Apps4Rent'ssplit-domain solution along with their free migration assistance and zerosetup costs lower the bar for adoption of Microsoft Exchange Server 2007."Companies are cautious about moving all their users to hosted Exchange forcosts and continuity reasons," said Wade Dube, Manager for Apps4Rent. "Whilethere is a significant benefit in having all users to the Exchange hostingplatform, some companies may find it cost effective to move only their powerusers, while continuing to keep the rest on inexpensive POP3 e-mail accounts."Exchange hosting plans (http://www.apps4rent.com/hostedexchange.htm) start at$6.95 per mailbox that includes 1GB sp

Diabolical Ways
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Gotta Love People
On my morning commute and I call my friend to make sure he's up because he has a doctor's appointment. I sit at the back of the bus so I can stretch out. There is a man in the seat in front of me eating a sandwich. During my whole conversation, he keeps looking over his shoulder at me. Now, I'm not talking very loud and after about the fifth glance, I'm starting to get a wee bit annoyed. I end my conversation, put my phone away and the sandwich eating guy turns all the way around and asks, "Can I use your phone to make a call?" Um, no. I have no clue who this person is, not to mention his fingers are all greasy from eating his sandwich. He's giving me this look like, "What do you mean no?" Um, no! My phone and I said no. He proceeds to look back at me for the remainder of the ride. Dude, take a picture, it'll last a lot longer and if you think by constantly looking at me is gonna get me to change my mind you're sorely mistaken. If anything, it'll get you hit! LOL

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Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun setThinking of someone that I've never metI wonder does he think of me tooNeedless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your faceTo take you away to a better placeYou feel so right, too good to be trueI just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regretLosing my heart to a guy I've not metI say there is nothing I can doI cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for meBut wonder if that could possibly beI'm tired of being so alone and blueBut I always smile when thinking of you

Thoughts From His Mind In My Words
Tonight when I finally opened up,I realized it was long over due.I have been working on this issue,for so long I didn't know what to do. I was scared and wished I shut down.All I could think of is you, and what would you do.Nothing was accomplished,except for tearing your heart into twoI couldn't take the pain away...it was already too late. I knew it was going to be over,and I didn't deserve another chance.What I did was unforgivable,and only with time we will see...If we can embark on a new destiny. when we meet in real life,we will be ending this drawn out mystery...if we were meant to be.or have a friendship that will last an eternity.I love you baby, for what ever it's worth...if anything please believe me This was wrote for Steven

Whaddup With That Shit
just like to post a quick blog to the hustlers out there. no disrespect to the game but... i am single, not desperate, so no i don't want to send you loot to see you in your panties on web cam. i love playing sports but see no point in watching. again, for those of you who want to hook up with my wallet, i think he set a prefile up on matchmaker, or some other likewise spot. i am not saying i aint into exploring new sexual boundries, just that i aint a trick. so please respect that, and i wont have to be a dick about it. to all my other fu friends, glad to see you survived the weekend, only four days til friday!!!peace....

Descent To The Ridge
The steed knows the footing. Feels it way down. Step over step. Finding the footing. It is slow. Laborous. He winnies, halts, moves again. What he knows, what he hears, is unknown. The wind covers all noise. The hood muffels the wind. I am alone in my thoughts. Moving with the animal. Moving as one. Yet, I am his charge. I am his cargo. I know only the general direction. He knows, or feels, the way. Now we stop. He sniffs. Ears twitch. Something in shadows. Birds rise in the distance. I will to move in that direction. He wills not too. Step over step. To a flat in the valley wall. An outcropping. A ridge. He is uncertain. I less so that he. Leave no opposition behind you. Make peace. Make war. But cover your back. We pause. Nothing. A faint sent in the wind. Still nothing. A movement. A noise. A child stand out of no where. A child made of mist. A child there but not. An image of what was. It is I.

Apart
Being apart from you is like tearing out my hearti need you by my sidecant make it without your loveyour my angel from above Being apart from you is like having no life at allyou were there to pick me upi need you when i fallBeing apart from you is like having no cluenothing matters anymoreis it true that i do love you?Being apart from youhas brought me down to conclusions its made me realize how much i do love you

Together
We belong together, You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete.We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave.We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart.we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me.

Profile Pages!
I like a page that shows imagination, rather it's awesome with content, or has Gothinc tendencies (I like Gothic), things that will keep my attention and make me look thru the whole profile! After-all...this is a "virtual" place so --- your dreams should reflect your profile here! Bizzare pics, mystical, mythical, funny, serious -- it don't matter cuz it's "virtual"!!

Just Remembering !!
Myrna Joy Boyd, 72, of Wolf Point, died March 26, 2009, at Trinity Hospital in Wolf Point. Granddaughter of Chief Santee Iron Ring, the last traditional Chief of the Fort Peck Sioux, she was born to James A. Boyd and Florence Iron Ring Belton on Aug. 20, 1936, in Poplar. Throughout her life, she was known as an advocate for Native families, especially children. She was instrumental in getting a Senate investigation into the mistreatment of Native children in the State of Montana's foster care system, and was the co-founder of the Walks Far Society, which has been active as an advocate for Native children since 1979. She also was active in many other organizations that work in related fields, and was the Montana coordinator of the Trail of Self Determination Caravan, which was a nationwide march to Washington, D.C., that fought for Native rights. She was preceded in death by a brother, Wayne Boyd Sr.; sons, William James and Donald Wayne Whitright; and one daughter, Anita Ironcloud. Sh

Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight (part 1)
Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change I won't see you tonight Sorrow sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved But I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone Please don't follow me tonight And while I'm gone, everything will be alright No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

Reason To Live
I honestly didn't think i'd find a reason to write. I don't even know why I wrote this one. It has no muse, or inspiration behind it. Idk. Maybe BC Awareness. My compassion is pretty great. Who knows. No dedication, maybe it'll give you something or someone reflect on. Enjoy. Reason To Live I remember being so in love with youHow could I forget?This was a reason to liveLike fangs in my neckThis desire inhuman;Pledging my soul devotion to youHow could I forget?Hold me closerPut me more at easeCuz I've forgotten who I wasI've lost the Will in meMy guilt consumes, please forgiveHelp me up from my guillotineAs I fall to my kneesIt gives me a reason to liveDesensatized by the lies of the worldJubilation in my salvationYou are a reason to liveI don't need much more than thisNot much left to giveBut you need more than thisYou are my reason to live

Read This Before You Do Anything Else!!
NSFW and personal Folders are ONLY accessable by myself and family. Some are for me only, unless I feel like opening them up to others. NOT ALL MY PERSONAL FOLDERS ARE NSFW, YOU PERVERTS!!! Some I just choose not to share with people, cause it is how I feel at the moment. I will change my family and friends at will, so do not get offended. People that meet certain criteria will stay in, they will just be shuffled, between family and top friends. I have a NO TOLERANCE POLICY with certain things. You want to harass through comments? It is why I will now read all coments, and decide if they will be posted. If you are rude, ignorant, or just plain melodramamtic, I WILL block you from my page. If you have any questions, please feel free to send them, using correct grammar, and punctuation. Any personal info, such as contact info is limited to whomever I decide will get it. I am STRAIGHT!! Yes, I have gay friends. If you have a problem with blacks, hispanics, gays, bisexuals, or anythin

Random Survey Stolen From Mistress Of Wolves!
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?Date no, fuck yesWhen's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?no ideaWould you smile at a stranger?do it all the time Is there someone mad, because you're talking to the person you are?aint talkin to no one so no.What exactly are you wearing now?tshirt and sweats How often do you listen to music?everydayWhere is your cell phone?right hereDo you wear jeans or sweats more?shortsDo you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?no unfortunately it will be the same ole bullshit Are you a social or antisocial person?social I guessHave you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an A?YesWhat about a K?YesWhat about D?YesWhat about M?yes Have you ever told someone you loved them besides your friends or family and really actually meant it?I did at the timeIf you could change your eye color would you?thats what contacts are for Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Depends upon what they

Watch Bleach
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Me
My sweet and sexy friends...I went away to Roatan an island off of Honduras a couple of weeks ago...I loved it so much that I am going back again for about a week or so, I am leaving early Monday morning...I will try to come on here and have a little Fu-fun if I can...If, I can't than we will chat when I get back the week of the 19th of Oct...I loved all the attention I received the last time I was away, please do repeat and I thank you all very much!...You can leave me Fu-Mail to let me know that you did repeat so I can too when I get the chance...I will miss YOU!!!...Lots of Kisses n Hugs from me to you, Gemma

How To Relieve Constipation
How to Relieve Constipation Constipation! It is very uncomfortable. The pain and frustration it causes is known around the world by everyone at some stages. If you wish to have relief from constipation

Politically Incorrect....maybe?
I have a tendency to say "Holy Christ on a cracker!" Now,I don't say it everywhere or anywhere,but I say it. I don't really mean anything by it either. I don't mean that I looked at a cracker either and there he was,Christ sitting there looking at me. I just say it. Now,I am pretty sure it pisses off my Aunt (bible thumper big time and not in a good way!). My kids don't say it,but I don't tend to say it around them. I mostly say it sitting over at Sweets house during psyc classes,cuz quite frankly,listen to that for hours on end kinda drives me nuts! Anyway,so maybe it is and I should stop saying,but I can't find anything better to say.

Early Sings Of Pregnancy
It is often said that every pregnancy is different from the other ones, and that expectant mothers are the most difficult people to create stereotypes about; as each experiences her pregnancy differently from the others. That may well be so, but the truth of the matter is that there are some pregnancy signs that are shared across board by all expectant mothers. These especially include the 'psychologically-rooted' early signs of pregnancy: like persistent fatigue, light-headedness, queasiness and a very unique set of mood swings and irritability with pretty much anything, where some women in early pregnancy have even been known to get quite mad at just the hearing of some music lyrics -which have nothing to do with pregnancy in the first place, and which they were previously quite okay with, before their pregnancy.

[explicit] Bitching About Men And Thinking About Jumping Ship.
So I had a cute boyfriend for exactly one day. I don't understand why someone would just ask me to be their girlfriend after meeting me and one day. But unfortunatley, I'm the clingy type. I like to be called daily if not at least seen daily. He couldn't do either so I ditched him. Sorry but I'm not about thisbullshit don't waste my time. I want a serious relationship but it seems that either a.I appear as too much of a sex object or b. everyone i seem to meet who says they want a relationship, honestly dont and just like, much like nikolai, he's complete bogus. He dated me for about a month or so but all the wihle still trying to get back with his ex even tho she is with some abusive boyfriend. so after awhile i started to realize from him not calling me unless he wanted me to come over and go out, that i was being used, i was being a replacement, or almost a rebound. but whatev it is what it is. at least i have to of his video games i will sell or keep and never give back lol. anywa

Reflections
Have you ever stood in front of a mirror and looked into it at your own reflection and then asked yourself, "Who are you?"? I have. I do it every day. I've asked myself that question even without the mirror. Sometimes when I can't sleep because my brain won't turn itself off, I lie awake and I ask myself that. I've found the answer a time or two, but it wasn't until I was faced with a reality today that I figured it all out. I know who I am, and it isn't who I wanted to be. I'm broken. I've always been broken. I can accept that, and truth be told, I know who holds the blame for that. There have been times when I've thought that I had all the pieces back in place, and that the cracks and fissures had been sealed, and then something happens that allows me to see that that isn't entirely true. But, what can you do? When you've been through all the things I've been through and you've seen all the things I've seen, sometimes, being broken is the best thing there is. It let's you know you're

Men Suck!!!
before you read this i will warn you that it is just another scorned woman venting so all men that dont wanna b booty hurt exit now. why? why do men lie, why do they cheat, why r they mean? Because we let them. they lie cus they know they will either get away with it or we will question it and they will b so mean n yell n threaten till we drop it. why do they cheat? cus they r whores...... well not all of em but 80% are. they cheat cus they are so self centered that other ppls feelings mean nothing all that matters 2 them is what they want how they want it and when n where they want it everything else is put on back burner. n why r they so mean? because its a way of controling its a way 2 end a arguement because if they r mean enough we will either cry.....leave.....or eat it 2 make it stop sooner than it would if we stuck up 4 ourselfs. why is it so bad when hes mad? cus we r srtong n we dont have 2 eat thier shit n they know it so when we stick up 4 ourselfs it pisses thier

Columbus Day October 12, 2009
Monday October is Columbus Day. Let's all go out and celebrate his introduction of diseases from Europe that caused the deaths of millions of people. Hell, his actions wiped out "all" the native people in the Caribbean in just a few short years. Not to be to concerned though. The islands were repopulated by the Europeans. Yes, they brought in thousands of slaves from Africa.

Always In My Thoughts
All I need is you,With every breath I take,I think about you,As I lay here awake,Only thing on my mind is you,They said you were a mistake,But I still think about you,As I drown myself in the lake,I'm still thinking of you,In all these activities I partake,There all because of you,Here comes and earthquake,Broken in two I'm thinking of you,Now please take the stake,On my head put a picture of you,So They all know your the last thing going through my head...

My First Blog On This Thing
Been having fun leveling up and seeing how creative people are getting with their names, their pics, etc. A lot of them have their faces superimposed on others' bodies and think others can't tell. I can tell. Teehee. My boyfriend turned me on to this site. I love him.

Open Door Transaction Dispute Policy
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Since we started fubar, we have always bent over backwards to give everyone the benefit of the doubt when they have problems with purchasing something on the site. Anyone who has ever had a problem that could legitimately be backed up with a receipt or that was somewhat reasonable has always been credited or refunded. Our policy on transaction disputes is an open door policy. If you have a problem with something email me personally with the following details. 1. date of purchase 2. Item purchased 3. description of what happened or what items you did not receive. 4. Copy, screen grab or photo of the receipt. 5 Type of transaction (credit card, PayPal,debit card, pre paid gift, pre paid debit, gift credit card). We track every transaction you purchase. I will be more than happy to help you resolve any billing problem if you can provide me the above information. If you are someone who is using a debit credit card, pre paid credit card, debit gif

Come See Me
on Jan 22 at 8 seconds saloon in indianapolis. Me and several other bouncers will be on stage doing a strip tease, we are the opening show for Hunks. its a women only show and all must be over 21. you can see us on youtube. we are tippen scales. we was the opening act for chippendales in aug. check out our video its will be fun. hope to see you there. im not in the video on youtube. i was waiting tables at the time. but in jan i will be. i will post more on ticket prices.

Hackfest:: Yes, We're That Damn Good...
Greetings, piles of flesh with fruit salad, and welcome to a long-overdue edition of HackFest, which in some language means the slow decay of your own lives. You should know who this is by now, so I'm not going to grace you with any semblance of an introduction. Tonight, as has been the norm as of late, I'm actually going to backtrack into politics and re-rant on a few things, just so people can get a feel on exactly how pointless this is. First off, let's be clear. It is blatantly obvious that we now are a country divided. If it's not the mainstream media putting us at each other's throats, then it is the out-and-out ignorance of the human race that prevents us from seeing the big picture. I know that someone deep in the regions of that thing on the top of someone's neck called a head that a little organ called a BRAIN is working, so it should be obvious to everyone, right? Wrong. In fact, less people have decided to use this organ and continuously attack the ruling status quo hopi

Because Of You
I thought once it was over I would be able be freeTo feel the hours , minutes and seconds and truly seeHere I am in the moment of moving beyond the pastNo more lies , nor do I have to fake a orgasmic blastI didn’t realize how much of myself was givenOr the fact that I that I wasted precious livenAs I am reminded with glimmers that flashAnd no way can I ever do that same dashThe scar of the heart taint my day and nightEven though I know she wasn’t rightSo ready was I to be in love that I was takenA fool in love but a heart forsakenWhere I stood before was in a mesh of unknown truthsNow I kneel in hours of mishaps struggling to find what soothesThough I am grateful for one thing after allCause my daughter makes my heart sing even thru this free fall

The Basics
Just wanted to put some info in here so everyone knows what I am doing with the group!!! I am brand new to this, and am open to any and all ideas!!!! This family is NOT like other families on fubar!! There are no requirements, we are just here to chill and have fun and support one another! I want you all to feel comfy with everyone in the group!!!! Cancer Survivors - when I see it in the friend request I am ripping a photo of yours to put in the default gallery, my way of showing the many "faces" of cancer. Send me a quick sb or pm with how long you have been a survivor and the type of cancer and I will update your pic to say that. If you don't like the pic I have chosen please pm me to say which pic you would like or if you would like no pic at all in the default folder! (I don't care to much about points for the family so this way the points go to you for rates!!!) Again cancer survivors, send me a private message with a little info about your battle or whatever kind of info you

No Escape *sensitive Material*
It's hard to escape When I look in the mirror And see your eyes looking back at me I wonder if this blood in my veins Is as poisoned as yours? If everything is genetic Then one day will I turn into you? Looking in the smashed mirror Tracing the deep veins on my arms... Miles away in a cheap motel room He's looking at me with the same feverish gaze as you Booze on his breath as he says let me watch All the pills in the world won't change my jaw bone There's blood on the floor mixed in with the tears Your blood, my blood, his blood All one and the same Your eyes looking into mine through the mirror I cut one last time.

Shadow In The Glades
Shadow Glades The grass cuts up my fingers as i drag it across the blades,in this little world you've created called shadow in the glades.I search for you for nothing of course your gone by now,you were the perfect actress now take your final bow.I wish you never decieved me because now my heart is torn,lying in shattered pieces you could've hid your horns.The hell you left me to live in burns me to the core,scraping off my fingertips making my body sore.I know your watching somewhere laughing at my pain,hiding behind a corner driving me insane.Why dont you come and kill me take the knife and rip my flesh,how can you leave me here alone with your sins to confess...

Turning Tricks In The House Of God
turning tricks in the house of god The blackness stains her pillow as it also stains her face,but unlike the eyeliner on her silken sheets the bruises hold their place.Left upon the doorstep of a merciless god she waits, but with every unansweredprayer her hope turns into hate. Beaten broken and shattered she's left to hold her own, but when every bone is broken where will she call home.The glass she uses to cut with no longer make a sting,she never knew shed traded her soul in when she accepted thatdemons ring.for every fist and insult and for evey rape a lie,but when do you disguise the truth to make sure you don't die.For every bruise a reason for every bump a scream,how to live when every days a nightmare and every nightmare is a dream.So she resorts to selling her body though she knows it rots her soul,but what to do when your shattered not a piece of you is whole.The drugs sustain a fix for her the powder are her wings,to bad she doesn't realize the gods tremble when she sings

Tell Me The Truth...
Tell me the truth do i mean an thing in here where you left me with the walls dissolving and reappering i can't decifer the codes on the wallsplease tell me what you want i know i think that maybe you might but dont love me confused and bleeding im tiredof your decieving just leave me where you left meand never again darken my doorstep with your perfect lighti cant be taken again by your abiltity to be perfectlybroken sweet words coating venomusmeanings you break my skin and the scralet ribbons drip to the floor looking upat you in a plea you laugh and turn awayam i dreaming this reality i dont know teachme how to learn so that maybe i can be like you taking my leave just when they totally surrender theirsecurity im lost in this box not knowing where to go help me.......

Also For Shell
For shell I'm tired of your beauty, its a stain upon my heart.a dripping, darkened venom tearing me apart.Tell me that you hate me i need to be set free.Don't tell me that you love it when its just the you and me.I need to feel the numb thats comes with, it's over i can't stay.I need to think you hate me so the pain will go away.You say that you do love me, but if you didthen you'd be here.I'd be holding you with all my heart, without that constant aching fear.So just tell me that we're over the tears don't meana thing just one more drop of waterto take away the sting.

I Failed...
I failed....(a love poem) Current mood:Utterly in love... Category: Romance and Relationships I failed at constant living,I know I'd fail a quicker death.I failed to see the writing,in the fog left by my breath.I failed to see the unseen,I failed to see the saw.I failed to stand on my own two feet,I even failed to fall.I failed to know I'm failing,I failed to gain success.I failed to know I'm worth it,and I failed to do my best.I failed my every try,before the gods above me.But i will not fail to know the truth,the triumph of knowing that he loves me.

Epiphany
epiphany... I'm whispering to the darkness,waiting for my minds embrace.Falling into subconsciousness,away from my disgrace.These words are like the ghosts you left me,swimming freely from ear to ear.Not touching living emotions,it's my lament you cannot hear.Now come with me my child,you've alot to learn,I'll show how this hell is pain,even without the burn.I'll bear your soul to demons,and return what you have wrought.Your worthless and i love it,it's not what you'd have thought.You told me that heaven denied me,and that the abyss is what whispers my name,when the curtains flutter slightly,beckoning me to join your game.

Best Friend Inspired Me To Write This For Her
Sam ( i am not pregnant this was made for shell) Rip out my eyes, and tear out my pride. You fucked up my life, so don't waste my time.You pushed me away, while you stood by my side,You put this inside me, but the child is mine.You disappeared and I reveled in silence,because you screwed up my life with meaningless violence.It's like your stuck in adolescence,You played an ass, then lured me with kindness.Now everywhere I look, you cloud my vision,pouring salt into an open incision,Your betrayal wasn't my decision,yet you mock me with your constant derision.Just back away, now that its my life,before your heart tastes my knife,quit stressing me with all this strife,You know nothing of the black and white.

Mary Magdalan
Inspired by Mary Magdalan Your eyes shine with the stars of the broken,where sheep lay before the lion for sacrifice,arms reach out of the abyss to comfort you,and your the failure of your own device,but all in all your beauty raises hearts,and the gods smile upon your mistakes,for your voice is like a light to guide us,and its all our hearts that break.

Poetry
The voice of a broken butterfly.A million miles of highway stained black by the sky's tears,and we all sit in obscurity, sliding by with fake smiles.Why do we expect more than we have given,and refuse to remember the kindness in the world.Voices raised with emotion cut deep into our hearts,words that were meant to sting emotionally bleed us to death.They never knew that "you can do it," sounded condescendingwhere there was suppose to be inspiration, and encouragement.Line after line of emotional overcontrol, words instead of fists,why can't the world all practice the same therapy.Instead they, we, us, everyone just stares out a rain streaked window,wishing for the sun in a world where the darkness is permanentlyetched into our souls, no escape.Thoughts you can't explain, and only human degrees choose to listen,the certified insane, teaching us to be complete.Where has our love gone, relationship out of routine, unable to be broken.I want to stand on the edge of the Grand Canyon, and

Sick
I know this much I need to get my medicine as soon as possible or I would really would hate to see what would or will happen . I have been without my seizure medication for well over two going on three months, and I am starting to feel the effects of not having it . What people really do not understand is if I go without it for to long I could and might either slip into a coma or I might die . But I know alot of people who I thought were close that would love to see me out of the picture , that isn't going to happen anytime soon I guarntee you that . My immediate family is concerned I know ,but there ase others like I said would love to see me gone , because they think I am going to leave them something , how wrong they are .

My Views
I like to argue but the way I argue tends to point people to believe I stand for one party of the other. Just to clarify I ama libertarian and I tend to hate the left wing wacko's and right wing wacko's. I believe that if we continue with the politics of today the country will be destroyed. So jsut to clarify what I stand for in case you have read my mumms and think I lean one way or the other I have provided the below list. Overall - Don't infringe on my rights and the government doesn't need to do anything - infringe and the laws should punish you Religion - I am a atheist and don't believe that god is part of govt. Don't overdue it though - if you believe go ahead and pray just don't force it on me. Sex - what is done in the bedroom is none of my business - as long as it is between consenual adults I don't care - this includes prostitution Drugs - Adults make choices, its not up to the government to make the choices for Adults. If we get rid of drugs being illegal than we ge

Love Is Dead Kerli
This is the hardest part when you feel like you're fading All that you have has become unreal collapsing, and aching All I want, all I want is right here but love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) I know that you think of me when you're beside her, inside her It must be so hard for you to deny it and hide it Oh, all I want All I want is right here, but love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) and love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) x2 love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore) love don't live here anymore (love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)x4 Oooh,love don't live here anymore

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, Is the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman It is reflected, in her soul.

Potential Auction
Person who reaches 2500 rates first: 1. Gets 500k. 2. Gets put on my bomb list. 3. Linked to my profile 4. A ticker (should be able to get another one by the end of the auction/contest. 5. Added to my family 6. Maybe something else who knows :D Cost: 100k to enter. (Note: Not sure yet If I am going to do this, need to find out how many people are going to want to be in it before I do it. Make sure you wait for me to ask you for the entry fee.) What I will need from you: 1. The picture you want to use. 2. What you are offering. (Offer more and get a better bid naturally) If you are interested in being in the auction/conest: Leave a comment here with a "Yes I want to enter" and put a number. The first person puts one, the second puts two, and so on. So at the top of the comments I know how many people are interested.

Halloween Costumes For Boys
So, why are there costumes for 'Tween girls but not boys?? There are infant costumes, boys, then nothing til adult. For girls there are infant, toddler, girls, tweens & teen, THEN adult. A girl can get a costume easy, not so much for boys. I bought my son a Mario costume that is size large--10/12. He wears a 12 pants so I was just hoping for the best. The costume was SSOOO small!! I should have taken a pic! It was seriously 1/2 way up his leg!! Now my problem is that there are no larger sizes for boys so we go to adult. I don't get how the older boys teen boys are sorta left out of the costume thing. Are they all supposed to just be hobos?? I don't know what to do for my 9yr old boy now. Suggestions?

The War In My Life.
I feel like im at war every day all i do is fight for the ones i love but the ones i truley need just turn their backs on me like im doing something wrong. But when i was posted on the front line back on the old block with that tool in my waste band clearing 10,000 a day they all loved me wanted to be in my life. I protected all of them. It was so bad i had to keep a couple killers around me when i moved cause supporting them wasn't the safest thing i could do but i did it cause it was my family and i wanted them to have every thing. Maybe i should just go back to doing the same thing i was. See how long i can keep it up. Lets see how many of them will be willing to go to war when the shit goes down. Risk their life and see if they can handle it. They all know i would take a bullet for any of them lets see how many will do it for me. I bet they would all run once the choppers started bustin and the bullets started flyin But they all know i wont run cause i have always stood with my cre

My Survey Answers...
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?months ago2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?ONE thing?3. Have you ever crawled through a window?yes4. Where is your mom?at her house5. Morning or night person?night owl all the way6. What was the last movie you watched?Definately, maybe7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?yes8. You have a difficulty doing..?trusting anyone anymore9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.eyes10. What do you do when no one is watching?private things...hehehe11. Ever been in love?yes12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?hairy13. What is your curfew?whenthehellever i come in14. Would you ever dye your hair red? never again15. You + alcohol =trouble16. What's your worst personality flaw?too trusting17. Which country would you like to visit?italy...scotland...ireland18. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?both if theres such a thing19. Do you wish to have the same best friends wh

[this Year (next Year) In Games]
It's that time of year again where I bore you with my extensive research and wobblingly weird and whacked out reviews of things you'll likely never participate in.That's right.4th Quarter. New Game season.Alright... what did we REALLY learn from our next generation of consoles....don't pay retail for anything.Very very very dissapointing legacies and new titles with very few exceptions to the rule throughout most of 08 and 09.Two hour games, cliches galore, and shitty shitty shitty quality of product.I said itif I'm going to spend money on it- make it worth it.There-now on to new business.Legacies:Metal Gear will be giving us TWO titles in the next couple of quarters a sequel to OPS (PSP title) including new coop game modes, sneaking, playstyle changes, and ... what sounds like an incomprehensible control systemThis I can live with.PSP has its short comings, I'm willing to work within them.Next, for every butthurt crybaby shitbowks 720 playerat long last is the multiplatform MG game.An

I Wonder If This Is Fu-illegal? Look Anyway! Haha
ok so im the co-partner in running an art selling and exchanging event in Riverside CA. of course like just about everyone we have a myspace page. so do the Suicide Girls (www.myspace.com/suicidegirls) and yes since i am obnoxiously attracted to girls with glasses tattoos piercings and bad habits...i checked out their page. and as i was scrolling down their profile i noticed that in their "Who They Want to Meet" was the video i shot of one of the Art Exchanges! i thought it was a joke or i smoked too much or whatever that made me shocked to see that. so if anything...the suicide girls like the madness of freedom of expression with more than one outlook. of course! haha i barely make 20 bucks on artwork during the shows but that show of interest by those beautiful and awesomely chaotic women is worth more than money. haha and so many people said i shot that video shitty hahah...woops

The Meaning Of My Natal Chart
First, let me point out that a person's Moon sign is the biggest factor in a person's personality. The role of the Sun sign is how they make that personality unique. Name: Jeremy September 16 1969 5:04 AM Time Zone is EDT Monroe, NC Rising Sign is in 27 Degrees Leo You love to be the center of attention and you want to appear strong, confident and dominant. You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! Very dignified and honorable, you enjoy the power and privilege, but not the responsibilities, that come with leadership. You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Others impress you only if they have integrity (but wealth, power and influence can also turn your head). You prefer rich, elegant surroundings and possessions, and will try to acquire them as your budget allows. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor an

The Roles And Stereotypes Of Men And Women
how to put this...men and women are not equal in my opinion. equal to me is meaning can do just the same if roles were reversed/switched. there are several things that both can do just as well as the other. some things women can do better than men and some things men are better at then women. reasoning behind these certain things could be from being more familiar and experience in doing or stating them. other expaination is building on certain traits, ability, skills, behaviors, etc. maybe from expectation of the way things are and can be done. Far- stretched Examples~ Man: "fetch me a beer woman" ...Reversed? not so accepted. I'd probably tell a guy to fuck off and look for his balls if I was repetetively catered to in that manner. On the other hand, I doubt that any man would tell me he didn't want me to clean, cook, etc for him to an extreme extent of acting like a mother taking care of a child, like I've heard many woman do on a daily basis. Don't get me wrong. Having a nice gu

Wish You Were Here, My Story Part Two
I should put in something here. Since the age of 10 (probably earlier, can't recall that well, done too many drugs) I have had a strange quirk. That being that I like to run around (in a circle, straight line, anywhere really) and daydream. I think its sort of some Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, I'm not sure and I haven't been able to explain it. Most of the time (all of the time) while listening to music. While running, well when I was younger, I'd take stories, themes, music, characters from fictional works and place myself in them. When I was younger it started off with different video games and cartoons and books (Aladdin, Chrono Trigger, We're Back!: A Dinosaurs Story, Power Rangers, Spiderman, Kirby's Adventure, you name it) and insert myself in them and change the story to whatever my imagination wanted. I grew up with this behavior, and to a extent still do it. It's my own little escape, a coping mechanism. Some kids have a imaginary friend, I had multiple dimensions and gala

What Else To Say
Thinking you got it right, but then theres always that curve ball that you werent looking for to just come and knock you on your ass. You think your one way, then you second guess your self. I always find myself fucking me over and over again. Theres no one out there that can make me feel worse then myself. I dont know why i even try to go looking for love or have it for what i think falls in my lap. Who whats to be with a mother of three kids. Im me and thats all i know who to be. I fuck up cant help it. I swear i must have been like hitler in a former life, cause i couldnt get good luck with anything even if i had a lepercon in my pocket. I am who I am cant help that. I dont trust people, cause it really sucks to let someone in and remember why i dont trust people. Really can only be mad at myself. It just sucks to feel alone all the time. But I dont know you tell me am i a dumbass or lonely? But i have no choice but to be strong. Being a single mom you have to show no fear, no weekn

Thoughts..
The pain I have hurts, it never seems to go away. When you hide deep down inside yourself and never come out to play. Why do you hide from me? Why can't you talk to me? I guess I will never understand, I guess I will always just be a friend. Trust me I can understand your pain I have been there alot, but holding it all inside make you angry alot. I'm sorry you hurt so much and you can't tell me why, you know I will always be here for you till the day that I die. Open up to me and trust in me. Love me like I love you. Our friendship will never change no matter what your holding within you. No matter what you've done, or how bad you have been hurt. I will always understand. Always. Ravyn

A Rare Beauty
A rare beauty in the north, she's the finest lady on earth. A glance from her, the whole city falls; a second glance leaves the whole nation in ruins. There exists no city or nation, that has been more cherished Than a beauty like this.

The Fantasy Addresses
There is something to be said for all the Fake locations that are posted by the members here on Fu, yes there are some that are out of the Continental United States that are legitimate. Then again, there are many that one just knows the member has never left the borders of their home town, county or state. People on this Site need to get real and get a life outside of the plastic computing BOX !!! When it comes down to it, as you shut the computer off or log off FuBar ................ Life is very real.

Friends
friends are everything nice in a person. they help as well as hurt when needed. truth is there goal. no sugar cotted shit just the truth. peopple should have more friends to make the world a honest and happyer place

Time Heals
There is no holeWhere you were in my heartFor you never leftThough you tore it apartIt's cracked as hellBut time is my glueBut there is no holeThere is only youI'll love you no moreI'll love you no lessWith you as my friendMy life is still blessedI'm not the guyYou need for all timeBut I was thereWhen you needed me to shineDark and lonelyHidden within yourselfI helped you emergeAnd showed you your worthNo harm was meantBut it happened stillWith time as my guideAnd you as my friendI'll go on with lifeMy heart will mendI want you to knowAnd the whole world toSomeday I'll be as happyAs he now makes youBut no matter whereAnd no matter whenI will always be honoredTo call you my Friend

Which Tv Series Did This Lyric Come From?
Thank goodness found the full version....... ok which tv show is this from? When you walk down the road Heavy burden, heavy load I will rise and I will walk with you When you walk through the night And you feel like you wanna just give up, give up, give up on the fight I will come and I will walk with you Walk with you Until the sun don't even shine Walk with you I'll be there all the time I tell you I'll walk with you See you through When you walk from this place And you gotta go to meet Him face to face Take my hand and I will walk with you Oh, oh walk with you Till the clouds fade away I tell you I 'll walk with you Each and every day Oh yes I'll walk with you Oh, oh oh when nobody cares I'll be right there by your side If all your hope is lost I'm the one that's gonna help you see the light Just look into my eyes Please know you're not alone I'm here, I'm here by your side Walk with you Walk with you Walk with you I'll be there all the time, I'm gonna walk with you Walk with

Facts Fo My Friendz.. Put A Smile On!
ive never been outside of alberta sober...! i once had a mohawk! been to jail... lmao! the name bootzie came from the cartoon dora the explorer cuz my best friend name is dora my favorite movie is the labrynth i think marilyn manson is sexy i love the fact that jim morrison was born on the same day as me of the same month! not year... badfish by sublime is MY song i hatee money favorite color is purple i use to ride the board evrywhere but ah.. messed up my right knee i love the snow oh im aboriginal! yea native pride!! loves a guy with a moustach, goatee.. ;) U am going to own my own bar someday am on my way! doesnt like horny comments in my shout box BOYZ!! i hate rap musik unless its classik! still listens to the spice girls tho lol uh... loves watchin football hockey eh no as much!... has a stalker n wishez he would leave me the fakk alone!! play guitar randomly.. the reason i did this thing cuz i want pointz im really wondering about the bling thi

Blank
Blank I have no thoughts about you. I have no feelings on how I want it to be. I don't care about what has happened. I sit and try to sort it all out. Try to understand, How after waiting for so long, Wanting you back so bad, Has brought me here. Maybe I am at a point where, I don't put meaning behind anything you say. I take it for what it is. A thought in a moment. I hold strong that it can change in a second, Just like before. Holding that thought makes me stay at arms length. Thinking of all the excuses I made, Now maybe thinking, You just aren't into me. If so, Why did you come to me? Why did you take some time, And be sure she was gone .

Just Because
I'm bored so why not post a blog huh.....Now a couple months back i got into it with this chick and she was posting stuff about me in here status, so being the bitch i am i went at it with her....so this chick named lollipop licker commented on her status which said " if u act like a whore then ur a whore" and the lolllipop chick said "yea to that one girl" now what did she have to do with anything? Nothing right so i keep buying this young guy she is so in love with and now she really hates me. Now that should be a lesson learned for miss Lollipop huh.....mind ur own buiisness cuz u don't know me!!

Take Whatever Time You Need ....
"Take whatever time you need to make peace with the past before you try to get a new relationship going." Time .... Now there is an issue. The pressure of time weighs upon the sholders. Time running out in this life time. Need to find the alignment, the gateway, the path again. No, not find, but realine. Out of sync? Well, not that eithor. Selfabsorbed? No, I don't think so. Beaten up? Yes, true, and proud of it. I've taken many a body blow and have yet to fall flat. It hurts, but it has yet to take me down. "Time is," as scripted in Generations, "the fire in which we burn." Time is the one thing I don't have. More has flowed past me than lies ahead of me. I still stand upon that hill. I see the valley floor below. Cottages and camp fires. Groves, Glades and Glens. All that once was is laid out. I stand. A cold wind cuts deep. It whipps my bannor. Too cold. Winter is here. Still watching. First flakes of snow on the blizzard to come. It will be long. It will be cold. Still,

Words Of Wisdom For Men
1. when she stares at your mouth kiss her 2. when she punches you or hits you like a dumbass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you grab her and dont let go 3. when she starts cursing at you trying to act all though kiss her and tell her you love her 4.when shes quiet ask her whats wrong 5. when she ignores you give her your attention 6. when she pulls away pull her back 7. when you see her at her worst tell her shes beautiful 8.when you see her start crying just hold her and dont say a word 9.when you see her walking sneak up and hug her waist from behind 10. when shes scared protect her 11. when she steals your favoite hoodie let her keep it and sleep with it for a night 12. when she tease you tease her back and make her laugh 13. when she doesnt answer for a longtime reassure her that everything is ok 14. when she looks at you with doubt backyourself up 15. when she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand 16. when she grabs at you hands ho

Men's Tata's Can Get Cancer Tooo..let's Kick Some Cancer Azz
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Coin Operated Boy
"Coin operated boy Sitting on the shelf He is just a toy But I turn him on and he comes to life Automatic joy that is why I want A coin operated boy Made of plastic and elastic he is rugged and longlasting Who could ever ever ask for more? Love without complications galore Many shapes and weights to chose from I will never leave my bedroom I will never cry at night again Wrap my arms around him and pretend. Coin operated boy All the other real ones that I destroy Cannot hold a candle to my new boy and I'll Never let him go, and I'll never be alone, and I'll never let him go, and I'll never be alone, go, and I'll never be alone, go, and I'll never be alone, go, and I'll never be alone go, and I'll never be alone, not with my coin operated boy. This bridge was written to make you feel smitten and with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer oh can you extract me from my plastic fantasy I didn't think so but im still convincible oh will you persist even after I bet you a million do

Shut Up And Swallow
"You fucking parasite Feeding off my voice like a leech Sucking me dry Use your head Hope you're gagging in your throat Hope you gag and choke Your pale little face turning blue If you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that's life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow You'll get nothing for free Don't try to suck it off me You always take you what you want Now I just take what is mine I'll give you abstinence You tell of life.. It's up to you to fill it with substance I'll play your game A lesson of life: It's not what you want, but what you get You'll feel it from within as I work my way out Such a pretty girl, but such a dirty mouth Now you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor, holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that is life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow"

Emotional Contempt
I have a hunger that you feed a need to give and live and grow inside the honey balm of your gaze i crave your kiss your touch and the many senses of me meshing with the resonance of your heartbeat compete for you ... I cannot it burns a searing scar deep inside my heart that stains my joy with plague like sores of disdain I am not insane but I wish I was blind to the affection out poured in another woman's eyes for you seeping words of devotion frothing from her very lips and it clips the wings that let me soar so high and I sigh I am not perfect - disgusting rather in my habits and wholly refracted into the repulsion that I radiate a brokenness I cannot contemplate or mask away any longer I am vulgar unforgiving and unkind but I had a softer side once in your eyes I danced with delight there it was good to be the me that you see and not the person i know that loses control and has unowned emotions I feel like a prize for a game with no winners sullen sulking sleezy-like sinners th

Read Thru It All!
I DEDICATE THIS BLOG TO THE ASSHOLE THAT BROKE ME AND HURT ME! IF HE READS THIS HE KNOWS WHO HE IS! SO ALL I NEED TO SAY IS FUCK YOU! POP EVIL-BREATHE LYRICS All these spoken words,And broken dreams.This misery.All that's good is gone in me.With every breath,I can't escape the pain, it's caving in.I am just about to break.Every time I close my eyes,I can't escape these lies.Will I make it through to the other side?I can't breathe when I am suffocating.Committed yesterday, now I am over my head.I can't breathe when it's complicated.It's falling down on me,I send it back on you.Get away. Away, Get away.All these years I try,N' nothings changed.I'm about to breakI sacrificed myself.With every breath,I can't escape the pain.This misery.[ Pop Evil Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] What's good is gone in me.Every time I close my eyes,I can't escape these lies.Will I make it through to the other side?I can't breathe when I am suffocating.Committed yesterday, now I am ove

My Weekly "love" Horoscope From Tarot.com
Not sure what this is referring to, but we will see how it plays out. For the Week of Oct 12th, 2009 -- An unresolved issue can touch you deeply when loving Venus encounters your powerful ruling planet Pluto on Thursday. It's better to face the music now than to cover your ears because cleaning up old business is essential to creating future happiness. Take whatever time you need to make peace with the past before you try to get a new relationship going.

Weight
the light dims to embers as night creeps slowly ina romantic spark caressing the horizon in playand as the sun sets on another evening spent trapped withinI find that virtues forgotten have at last found staya purchase once so tenuous and uncertain with timefinally a nest, a home, a place to rest in my mindThe days drag on and the nights can't lastFighting a one man war I can't get pastClawing and tearing away with a fragile heartI find the weight of the waiting is the hardest partin the nights I once feared I find my greatest reprievethe moments of nothing at all, except all we could besometimes i feel so stupid, optimism comes hardbut I can't live forever trapped within my scarsso much better now than I was, I know all too wellthe voices haunting the mind in the quiet momentsI have seen the bitter, self-loathing, personal hellthe one that eats at your soul and never relentsand I managed a whole day to stem the tide of sorrowand for once I still have some hope left for tomorrowThe day

Egypt Stamps
I am 27 years old and I just attended my first stage show. I love to take stage show of myself and I love fashion, clothes, shoes,etc egypt stamps pakistan import export malaysia import export indonesia import export bangladesh import export

Proof
I was looking around on Facebook, and a friend tagged me in one of her pictures. I went to look and...well...I'm gonna post it here, just to show proof that I have always been the attention-whoring person I am today. 3rd grade, guess which one is me?

Gaurds Down
Yeah i came on fubar to have a lil fun and just flirt and play around but it didn't end up that way...i've learned to care bout a few chicks and guys up here and lately i'm seeing that people don't care for u the same!! it kinda hurt when people treat others different from u but yet i'm their friend...so much for fu friends!

Does Everyone Have Their Panties In A Knot Today?
WTF? Seriously? First the idiot with the kitty litter "mumm" has me blocked for god knows what reason, then the lil skank below him blocked me after giving her retarded butt ACTUAL, non mean advice... seriously... WTF?!?!?

Why Do People??
ok, guess it's time to place some of my world famous, much talked ablout blog series called "Why do people?" (well at least it's well talked about by all the lil voices in my head lol) This is the blog series that asks and points out all the silly dumb lil things we people do as humans. o.k. on to the blog: Why do people....say they are taking things? really...how many people has come up to you and said the following? "i'm going to take a shower" or "I'm going to take a dump (crap/poop/you get the idea) I mean really?? where you taking it to... and who's showers or dumps ect are you taking? And really?? that's just flipping nasty if you ask me... plus kinda expensive and hard labor to take someones shower. and the other i mentioned i'm not even going there lol. Correctly put would be more like "i'm going to go wash the dirt and stuff off my body" or i'm going to go leave a crap" these to aren't all either there is a number of things we say we are takin

Poems-
Love Like A RoseCategory: Writing and PoetryLike the thorns prick, sometimes you wound my heartLike the red bulb, so is the blood from my heartLike the leaves on the stem, I hope you never leave meLike the green of the stem, your love for me I so envyLike the rose blossoms, each day my love blossoms for youLike the sweet smell of a rose, so are you just as sweetLike the red of the bulb, so is my passion for youBut like every rose, roses eventually wilt and dieJeremy

The First Year
Today is special. It is the one year anniversary of BlastFM! Congradulations go out to those who had the foresight to start this internet radio station. As the year progressed, we have added artists, genres and a variety of musical sounds. BlastFM is unique in that it plays a mixture of music that is different but blends to create a mood experience that can't be found anywhere else. Here's to another year of successful broadcasting BlastFM!!! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Am Not Evil - You Think?
Well, Mr. Fister (a fubar friend of mine) and I had a need little convo about me trying to look innocent and still having my little, evil smirk going on. I simply made the statement I would be neutral evil (the old role player’s soul is coming through on that one) and he said, he would prefer the expression: Angelically Challenged. Yes, I put it up on my status. Was kind off funny. But here is the problem on things: I do not believe in the absolute good, nor in the absolute evil. Everyone has both sides – It is good to be Pagan. So Since I cannot be angelically challenged, I am probably just having fun And if Mother Nature would be around, she’d say: and do it like they do it on the discovery channel Be naughty and have fun!

Mumblings
Not much to do. It is Sunday. I am in my cave. Wish they would turn up the heat. It is getting chilly. It is 52 and damp. That is chilly for Texas. The last time I was here I was working on "Wealth, Women, and War." That was published. The raw work I did here made the final cut. That includes the research I did through the Mumms. Some fame for FuBar, I guess. Moving through life right now. Surviving the divorse and the recession. Karma will catch up with both. Seen it happen too many times. No point in complaining about eithor. In the end the adjustments will be interesting. Oh, one thing I have noticed: I do prefer cats to dogs. More later ....

Rules For Men
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstance

This Is A List Of Rules That Guys Wished Women Knew...
1. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put it down. 2. Don't cut your hair. Ever. 3. Don't make us guess. 4. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. 5. Sometimes, he's not thinking about you. Live with it. 6. He's never thinking about "The Relationship." 7. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat. 8. Dogs are better than cats. 9. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 10. Shopping is not everybody's idea of a good time. 11. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 12. You have enough clothes. 13. You have too many shoes. 14. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it. 15. Your brother is an idiot. 16. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don't work. 17. No, he doesn't know what day it is. He

Man & His Wife
This man, his wife and their Border Collie, Maisy were out for a drive in the country one afternoon in their new convertible, with the top down. The husband and wife were enjoying the scenery as they drove along. While unbeknownst to them, Maisy gave birth to seven puppies while laying on the back seat of the automobile. The couple continued to drive along, unaware of the new arrivals. Soon the road began to deteriorate and was beginning to become quite rough. Suddenly, the car ran over a deep pothole in the road, and one of Maisy's puppies bounced up and out of the car, landing on the roadway just in front of a police car that had been following the man and his wife. The police officer switched on his lights and siren, and soon had the couple pulled over to the side of the road. What are you pulling me over for? Queried the startled driver. T

The Old Couple
There's an old couple, both in their 70's, on a sentimental holiday back to the place where they first met. They're sitting in a pub and he says to her, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the barn. You leaned against the fence and I made love to you from behind.""Yes, she says, I remember it well." she replies."OK, he says, How about taking a stroll round there again and we can do it for old times sake?" Smiling his wife responds, "Oh Henry, you devil, that sounds like a good idea, she answers."There's a man sitting at the next table listening to all this, having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, I've got to see this, two old timers having sex against a fence. So he follows them. They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support, aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the barn and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt, takes her knickers

Rumors And Contemplation: The Mumms
seeing as how I'm somewhat new to the mumms, I don't really know how things were in the past. what I do know is seeing several complaints about not wanting to play in the mumms anymore. yes, this is old news. there's something that really bothers me about the whole thing. was there really control and a whole different approach and general feeling of the mumms. would another way of mumming like a advice column or a open forum poll debate type things be something people would like to be doing? something where there aren't as many topic and other restrictions. where it's less likely to get IP banned or what ever is done when an opinion isn't agreeable to others. when I have trouble making a decision and I make a mumm, it is frustrating as hell to go through the chat and discussion that has NOTHING to do with my topic. this is probably a feeling shared with others. maybe there can be a button that brings you aside from the main topic to start babbling and then there an option to go off to

Hope U Havin A Good Day
1. Bring a cell phone and order a pizza when the judge starts talking. 2. Bring a zip-lock bag full of grapes and launch a few at the defendant when the judge isn't looking. 3. Giggle uncontrollably when they show the evidence, if any blood is present. 4. If they ever bring up the possibility of an accomplice, duck your head and quiver. 5. Stand up and yell "OBJECTION!" to everything the judge says. EVERYTHING. 6. If you're the defendant, wait until the judge starts talking about you. Proceed to hide under your table. 7. If anybody attempts to communicate with you in any way, stare off into space and blow spit bubbles. 8. Sing "The Song That Never Ends" incessantly. 9. Get the judge to look at you. Lick your lips and motion that you'll "call him" 10. Actually call him 11. Bring a kazoo. 12. Act like you're doing something important, and ask them to "keep it down" 13.

A Little About Me
This is a test (from me and to myself) to see how well I know myself. Obviously I know my name. (I choose not to tell you my real name though) :) I know my age. (though I could be lying about that too ^_^) I know where I live. (Okay I definitely lied there lol, pick one out of my photo albums... ^_^) I know that I hate school, but some things are fun like the electives. Its hard though. Criminal Justice for example, is hard but interesting. Im on my last year of english but it suckssss. I'm stuck on math and may have to do some credits at Adult School to finish up my math credits in an easier way. I wanted to do a blood drive but I don't know where to look for people who are interested in helping. I get headaches alot. I smoke ... and I drink alot. I have as much fun as I can. I take whatever opportunity sounds good to me, if it seems like a once in a lifetime chance, or taking whatever I can get. Bad things have happened to me... but lets not go there. I try to focus on the good, bu

My Melbourne Trip
Hey Everybody this my full blog from my melbourne trip i recently came home from Hi everybody yes i know i haven't been on fubar much recently well that's because i am in ballarrat i left Sydney at 4:40am and arrived to Melbourne at 2:40pm and to Ballarrat at 3:40pm on Friday the 11th of september i was tired and also happy to meet my neices Wren Saffron and Willow and i have been on a farm feeding chickens and horses and watching dvds and tomorrow my time thursday 17-9-09 i get to pick them up and hang out with them again after school for them and then i go into melbourne for the next part of my awesome holiday from Bruce ,then Saturday the 19th of September iwas at Kirks Reservior for a wedding in the gardens there went to a hall for the reception it was good bcause it rained while we were all inside the hall for the reception isaw my cousins and my second cousins that day too the Sunday 20th of september i left the farm and went to Ringwood with my sister and her boyfriend then

Don't Know When I'll Be Home Again
The Wheel In The Sky Keeps On Turnin' Winter is here again, oh LordHaven`t been home in a year or moreI hope she holds on a little longerSent a letterOn a long summer dayMade of silver, not of clayooh, I`ve been runningDown this dusty road(CHORUS)Ooh, the wheel in the skyKeeps on turningI don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps on turningI`ve been trying to make it homeGot to make it before too longI can`t take this very much longer, noI`m stranded in the sleet and rainDon`t think I`m everGonna make it home againThe morning sun is risingIt`s kissing the day(CHORUS)Woah, oh, woahMy, my, my, myFor tomorrowOh, the wheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps me yearningOoh, I don`t know, I don`t knowOh, the wheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know where I`ll be tomorrowWheel in the sky keeps on turningOoh, I don`t know, I don`t knowI don`t knowWheel in the sky keeps on turningDon`t know where I`ll be tomorrowOh,

Home Wind Turbine
A home wind turbine is a device that uses the power of the wind to produce electrical energy, ideally on a consistent basis. Being able to convert "green" energy into a usable source of electricity for home use, it will also help you to reduce your monthly utility costs, by providing an additional source of power for your home. Click here to read more - home wind turbine and build your own wind turbine Adding to that, using a wind turbine to produce power for your home is a great way to incorporate "green" energy into your lifestyle. Wind power is a renewable resource, and may be part of the key to lowering our dependence on the depleting supply of fossil fuel. At present, home wind turbines have evolved so that they may have a minimal space requirement. This allows for the placement of a wind turbine on top or beside a house, with little to no visual disruption. They are specifically designed for use by homeowners, combining efficiency with lightweight design.

F*ckin Camwhores
you gotta love these camwhores My Shoutbox amber: can i invite you to my own video chat room so we can have fun chat while im on cam..?? ->amber: what kind of fun amber: are you up for fun? ->amber: nothing amber: what are you up to? ->amber: 23 amber: how old are you? amber: ok.. ->amber: los angeles amber: where you from? amber: i see ->amber: nope amber: anything.. you have yahoo? ->amber: bout what amber: hi there..

What I Love To Do!
I love to lay you on your back while fondeling your clit with my light touch of hand while kissing you passionately and then alternating from your lips to your nipples. I stroke your clit faster as you get more and more wet and lick,nibble and suck those breast just as fast as you get closer to climax! I caress your each and every sensitive curve. You dont get to do anything to me till i have given you your multiple orgasm b4 penetration! As you cum iam right in your ear saying " THATS RIGHT YOU LOVE HOW I PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY, DONT YOU! DONT YOU? KEEP CUMMING FOR ME DONT YOU FUCKING STOP! I CAN PLAY WITH THIS PUSSY ALLNIGHT!" After you have cum for about 10 straight minutes i then place my dick right in front of your mouth and say " SUCK THAT DICK!" You place it in your mouth and slow suck it for only a few minutes. Then i tell you " GET YOUR ASS UP ON THAT SHIT!" You mount up and slowly put it in yourself. You are riding me now and iam kissing you passionately and talking nasty, tel

Another Sb Convo
Danny-Bob ...: you pregnant! ->Danny-Bob ...: what? Danny-Bob ...: huh? ->Danny-Bob ...: who the fuck said I was pregnant? Danny-Bob ...: I did damn it!! muhahah! ->Danny-Bob ...: then you're an idiot Danny-Bob ...: well thats funny shit there..fucking dumb bitch->Danny-Bob ...: Bye *insert block here*

A Poem For He Who Has My Heart
let me be the bandage to your bleeding let me be the ocean for your tears let me be the secret of your healing let me be the song to still your fears love isnt love that cannot love in darkness nor is it love that turns away from pain nor would i love would i not hold your sadness and with my love your love of life will sustain so do not think your malady aburden and do not think my willingness a deciet just let your sorrow flow into my garden and i will share with you the harvest sweet.

Remove Antivirus 2009 Program
Antivirus 2009 is the successor of the older Antivirus 2008 and is also a clone of System Antivirus 2008, Ultimate Antivirus 2008, Vista Antivirus 2008, XP Antivirus 2008 etc. It is basically a rogue anti-virus program that claims to be a real antivirus and also looks like a real one. It is propagated on the internet using trojan viruses such as Zlob or Vundo. A common spreading method also for Antivirus 2009 is through free ware software or pirated programs from peer to peer networks that are usually downloaded by many people. Visiting also non trusted websites (such as adult porn forums, warez download sites, peer to peer sites etc) is another major reason for getting infected with Antivirus 2009. This rogue antivirus program is categorized as "scareware" because it scares the user by poping up system messages which are fake and which claim that your computer is supposedly infected with several viruses and trojan scripts. Another fake activiry of Antivirus 2009 is to supposedly perf

Regcure Review-paretologic Regcure
Those who run Windows often find that after frequent use of their machines, their machine starts to slow down. Many people run their disk defragmenter, anti-virus software, and anti-spyware software to no avail. Most windows users start to worry that their PC is broken, but the experienced ones take the next step which is to run a registry cleaner with a trusted registry tool. Each program that is installed in Windows leaves registry keys. When the programs are deleted or uninstalled, they leave behind many of these registry keys. This is fine after a few programs are removed, but over time as more software is added and removed on the machine, the machine can really get bogged down. The way a registry cleaner operates is to delete and clean up the unnecessary registry entries that are no longer installed on a machine and other temporary keys that existing programs no longer need. The advantage of using a registry cleaner is that your windows registry will not contain unnecessary infor

I, The Penis...
I, the Penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1. I do physical labor.2. I work at great depths.3. I plunge head first into everything I do.4. I work weekends and holidays.5. I work in a damp enviroment.6. I work in dark areas with poor ventilation.7. I work in high temperatures.8. My work exposes me to disease.Dear Penis, Your request has been denied for the following reasons: 1. You don't work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You don't stay in your designated area and are frequently found in other locations. 4. You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working.5. You leave your work place messy at the end of your shifts.6. You are unable to work overtime or double shifts.7. You sometimes leave your designated area before completing the assigned task.8. You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with 2 suspicious bags. Sincerly,

An Amazing Oddity
There were at least 1,000 - possibly 2,000, or at least 500 of them - aquatic creatures that could live within the fire, or so mythology would say about the salamander... How amazed and delighted was I when I saw the shine of hundreds and hundreds of salamanders on an exodus from their wetland birthing place to another habitat. Together they all moved across the black pavement. They were everywhere, as far as my eyes could see in the soft night. Of course I tried to pick one up, because I have always been amazed by nature. They sprang into a defensive posture while I walked carefully between them, which means they stood as tall as they could on their four legs and tensed and curved their tail up. It was impressive. I have never seen such a thing since, and this happened about 20 years ago. The most interesting mass movement I have seen lately is that of worms after it rained alot. I always feel bad when they have to leave their natural place and cross the man made streets, so I spe

How To Become A Porn Star?
I am in the adult entertainment industry since 1999 (officially at least). I have had lots of failures, fell often and had to get back up and walk my way. Many of you girls and also boys keep on asking me how to become a porn star. Let me tell you this: hard work and even more hard work and learning from mistakes! However, I am not an agent. So please refrain from asking me, how to get into the industry, or even to become known in it or even famous. I have made it, you can, too, but you need to walk your very own way and be prepared to fall a few times pretty hard. Should you run into problems along the road or are not sure how to deal with some people, you can certainly drop me a line. If I know the answer, I might send you a tip or two, if I have time. Kisses to everyone E.

Hatemail
Just because you do not have the body to do what I am doing or you are envy, because your significant other talks or even admires me or you cannot tolerate my line of work, does not mean you have a reason to send me hate mail. You do NOT know me. You have NOT lived my life. You do NOT know how I am privately. I will continue to delete this kind of messages and comments. You should start cleaning the dirt at your own door step, before looking at my life. I LOVE what I am doing, I am not taking drugs and I am generally a sweet person to get along with. Thanks

Medicines
It seems funny how things just happen , and sometimes I wonder if it happens for a damn reason . The reason I say this is because I have bee out of my medication that controls the chemical imbalance,and seizure disorder .I have been out for at least a couple of months, and now I am suffering from them . Some of it is over exertion and putting up with certain peoples b.s. . And my roommate thinks her health is more important than mine , which in my opinion is totally unfair . My medical could and cand can kill me . I plan on getting my meds today and trust me I need them badly .

Been A Whlwe Hasn't It?
OK I know I aint been on much lately needed a break is all nothing bad has happened, Just been busy with stuff 'N' stuff 'N' stuff you know how is all is one minute you got all the free time in the world next your busier than a beaver in winter time, but will be on shortly please keep rating leave your comments and I will be back to check you all out again soon, 'D' @--->---

Thoughts To Ponder
My heart aches, A part of me is missing. You are my great passion, My great love How clearly you appear in my dreams, You are in my blood, my soul. I cry out your name to the endless sky, Summoning the spirits to assist me. I must have you, I can wait no longer. Return to me, I command thee. An inner voice whispers your name, Visions of your face appear everywhere. The time has come to open your eyes, To see the wondrous life that awaits us. Open your heart, Allow my love to penetrate the barriers. Fly quickly to me, Fall into my loving arms. In your mind, You know we are meant to be together. Surely you must realize, Our reunion is inevitable. Can you not see, How right we are together. Does your heart not ache, When you are alone in your thoughts – thinking of me. Do you not yearn For my gentle ways, my loving spirit. Shed the negative thoughts, That bend your mind, Cast off the bonds that keep us apart, Drum up the co

History Of The Coot Cru!
Last year while looking at Peaceys pumpkin heads.I saw Coots,and remebered it was his birthday.he is an asesome dude.so I thought hay lets all be coot in his honer.it recieved a very large response. So this year.I was reading a mumm about the MFKN crew.and remembered that coots birthday was coming up again,and the Coot Cru was born.But this year it is not only a tribute to Coot.and is kind of a tribute to mumms and mummers.the little bit of Coot in all of us.Mummers by far are the largest group on fubar,but an invisable group.by nature most of us are not followers.so there is no real leader.just a large asembly of minds.that enjoy the interaction that mumms allow us.not all of us are alike or even like each other.but even if i disagree with you.i support your right to expess your opinion fully. SO happy Birthday Coot.and thank you to all those who took a silly idea i had and made it come true. PS Thank you to Peacey and Art for all your skillz!

Roll With It
oh well here it goes my friend Marino picks me up on friday night I am supposed to have my ass in bed before 3. My dad is watchin my daughter. well I got home at 8 this morning. Last night we had a bad night DRAMA!!!!!!Oh my.......we left from one palce got home and marinos ex walks in with this bitch that HATES Marino. I sat back thinkin watch this...Marino is a scrapper and this Bitch calls her out and starts shit...I am vey proud of her she kept her cool.You don't shit where u eat...and we were at Marinos house..My ride left...i was stranded. It was all good we chilled at mi casa today. NO DRAMA!!!!!

A Simple Poem
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to. Dont fall for someone unless theyre willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, youll never hit the floor. Life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what is taught to you. Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everythings okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want TRUE LOVE you must go through the pain. Women were made from a mans rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on,but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved. Think about this closely before throwing away the love of your life......

Don't Ask Don't Tell
I know I might start venting and get a little off subject but i think its all relative, so here goes. Ok don't ask don't tell. To me that phrase means if you don't ask I don't have to tell. That's all fine to me but i suppose it means different to politicians and other people. On the news they talked about gay marches going on and Obama going on to say he would get rid of don't ask, don't tell allowing gays to serve openly. Im all for it. Let the gays serve their country they are human beings too plus they could do the same job as any straight person since they would have the same training. Im pretty sure with that out of the way reruitment #s will increase, we'll have more soldiers, decrease (hopefully) any chance of ever having to do a draft and unemployment would definately go down, in my opinion. If it happens then more power to the people who actually get to choose to be in the military. If not, well there's not much I can say. Maybe its just me but if that happens well, grea

Wicked Notion
Insane rips losin grips sippin sipps. Goin on a mind trip with what i rip. Don't fuck with me. I'll bust your fuckin lip. & hit with shit you can't get with. Here i here i am kickin with the wicked shit that's tickin. Bustin through riffin what you a dog you lickin. You ain't stickin or gettin what i'm kickin. Rhymes ain't all in what you callin fuck with what your stallin. I'ma no good peice blackwood. That never had somethin in his life that i once thought had. Everything went good to bad. & now i feel like nothin nothin nothin. I feel like nothin nothin was as it ever seems. Nothin was as it ever seems nothin nothin nothin nothin. Fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it. I never was never fuckin was I never knew to feel or how to be fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it. I grew from a little tyke to a toddler then try to find my way up this world like a squirrel. Now i feel my life i'm livin in a fuckin twirl fuckin twirl a motherfuckin twirl. Don't try to tell or misjudge me. Nothin you

Stolen From Philemon
I am a cuddler - True I am a morning person - ahahahahahahaahahaha FALSE I am a perfectionist - on certain things, true I am currently in my pajamas - False I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False. I am okay at styling other people's hair - pfft I can barely style my own hair. False I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - True. I don't like to be stared at. And especially if they're good looking. I can be paranoid at times - True (fuck you, Skully!) When I get mad I curse frequently - False...I curse regardless of my mood.

10 11 09
Thoughts for today... Why is it that people do not take the time to get to know you and stay with their clicks. What seperates us from making realistic descisions. Maybe it is self interest.... Maybe this is all randomness, but this is where I'm gonna start throwing my thoughts....Maybe people should look to the internal instead of the external. Not to say physical aspect doesn't play a role in relationships but I don't think I could deal with somebody in my opinion can't keep up with the same thought process as me...Where am I goin with all this I guess you wonder? Well try being a friend. Good luck it has challenges, trust, loyalty, forgiveness, commitment, intelligence, and respect....maybe your not cut out to be a friend. Thats ok too, I can agree to that. "I am a part of all that I have met.... Tho much is taken, much abides.... That which we are, we are-- One equal temper of heroic hearts, ...strong in will To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield."

Echo In The Hospital
Heya All I'm writing from my blackberry and hoping this goes through as I haven't found a way to change my status on Fubar yet with it. LOL Just wanted to let u all know that I moved on Friday, Oct. 2nd to my new apartment in the city about 2 hrs West of where I was before. Moved here to go back to university . Well we made it in spite of being very sick. Had some amazing friends help my son, our 9 month old Cocker Spaniel, Jersey & I move. I was getting sicker and sicker and after going to the hospital twice where we were living and was sent home saying just laringitusM - came to the hospital in my new city and they said I have pnemonia. I've been here for 3 days now and today after more tests (you know the drill - blood, blood gases, H1N1, TB, CT Scan, & xrays to list a few; they have moved me into isolation. So presently Jaren is in emergency medical foster care as I don't know nyone here that can watch him for me. The pup is in a doggy kennel and I am here by my lon

This Is Me ( As I Should Be)
Free as the wind that blows through the trees,Active as the buzzing of the energetic bees,Wild as the flowers that grow in the field,But as calm as the deep blue seaMy smile is extra bright,And the love I give is just right, I'm so happy about my life,That my soul just shines,Even when life begins to taste like a sour lime,I'm not your average young lady,Jewels, diamonds, and pearls are things I don't need,To love, respect and honor is my creed,So I'll always keep it real,I am what I am Young,and Be-you-ti-full,I do the best I can,I will never change because I know me just being, is enough,I can only be me and that's all I will ever strive to be

U
You got me down on my knees Don't make me plead any more You're makin me wishin for more then huggin and kissin Let me know you can please Has much as you tease Let me slide in between your thighs Let me know there is more then your promise and lies Fuck, let's just get satisfied!

Just The Girl In The Mirror
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend. They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She

[by The Sound Of It]
Ever felt like you didn't have a god damned thing to say?But I did feel like havin some god damn gum.Fuck yeah. So my mom called me twice todayonce to tell me about a family reunionI emphatically declinedand again to reschedule fondue and to ask me a very very personal question... Now you kids don't know my mothershe's bonkers.We've decided to find it charming, so I thought for sure she was going to ask something like "do you have an STD" or "do I have grandkids" it was one of those big silly pauses she gives sometimes. So she finally spits it out."Was there a woman over at your house today?"..."wha!?" "I just ask because I heard a woman's voice in the background" "...wha!?" I had to think for a few seconds.I mean- yeah my mom is NOT a lateral thinker, neither am I but my brother and I are on a completely different wavelength from the progenitor.It's like looking at an orangeshe'd ask where it came fromI'd ask how it tastesmy brother would say it probably hurts when you juice it

Emotion
Tears bottled upshe's going to explode.Trying not to let them fall,or let emotion show.Full of anger and sadness,it's tearing her apart.She tries not to show it,but it's killing her heart.She's hurting inside..there's no one to talk to.They say "oh she's just feelin sick",but they don't know what she's going through.She tries to explain, but they just don't understandtears in her eyeson the pillow they landShe goes to bed crying and wakes up to a whole new day,hoping it will be better, but finds out it's all still the same.

Pissed Off Aggrivated Rant
this secret admirer crap has gotten out of control. If I get 1 more match with some clown loving mother of 3 again I'll quit fubar, Myspace, all of it. I HATE ICP AND TWIZTED AND ALL THE CLOWN LOVING FUCKERS OUT THERE! Plus I don't want kids of my own. I certainly don't want other peoples kids. So why is fubar telling me I secret admire these people. I look shit up first. then decide. But fubar want's me to hook up with JUST THESE PEOPLE! FUCK UM!

Pinocchio
Pinocchio talks to Gepetto: - Daddy my dick is all jagged and crooked so I have no success with girls. - You know, my son, I didn’t care too much about that detail, but that should not be a problem. Go to the shop, take a sandpaper and fix it. After some time, Gepetto asks Pinocchio: - Well, did you resolve the problem with the girls? - Daddy, since I got the sandpaper who needs the girls anymore.

True Or False
I am a cuddler - true..untill my arm falls asleep or if she is sweaty from... I am a morning person -false I am a perfectionist - only when its important I am an only child -mothers..yes...fathers no I am Catholic maybe for halloween I am currently in my pajamas -false...im dressed..sorry :P I am currently suffering from a broken heart - fase! I am okay at styling other people's hair - i can cut mens hair with a clippers, crew cut. I am left handed -false I am addicted to my myspace -false I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - i pretend to be, to figure them out... i dont trust women I bite my nails -fuggin gross...no i dont I can be paranoid at times - false I currently regret something that I have said - false When I get mad I curse frequently - false, i r smart enough to express my fucking self! I like someone - true

True/false
I am a cuddler - false I am a morning person -true I am a perfectionist - True I am an only child -false I am Catholic -false I am currently in my pajamas -true I am currently suffering from a broken heart - false I am okay at styling other people's hair - true I am left handed -depends on what I'm doing I am addicted to my myspace -false I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - false I bite my nails -false

Dreams
All is not lost. I am free. A wise song writer once said "freedom" means "having nothing left to lose." While it may be true. It opens up all sorts of possibilities. I have a few friends. That is good. The economy may be in the tank, but in the log run that is good too. It is like a forest fire that clears the woods for new growth. Painful to lose what was there, but it makes room for growth none the less.Life lessons there, too. Someday I hope to have a place of my own. A place where I can hang my poster of Isis and Osiris. A place to put up my statues of the Morrigan. A place to put my alter to the old ones. Nothing fancy. Just a place that is my own. I hope to have a submissive who will honor me, adore me, and whom I can treasure. I hope to have the love and the trust of the one person who can understand the power of a man linked to the old ways. All that will wait ... maybe in time I will find what I seek. For now they are dreams or goals to seek. That is all for now.

Fakes
Seems that the only time it matters if there is a fake on here is when it affects someone that is high up. Everyone is just soooo upset because of it. Let someone unknown on here get played and it doesn't matter. It becomes your fault for falling for it. You should have done this and you should have done that. Well,maybe those that are so important to this site should have done the same. People say it all the time...this is the fu....not real life. Guess those that say it,should learn it. Don't put yourself in the positon to call out fake people if you don't want others giving you the names of fakes also. Don't call out someone that you are not positive is fake and blog and bulletin it and the person is real. Frankly,half the real people on here are more fake than the fakes themselves.

Stuff =]
Since I can't upload any pictures on here, without deleting a BUNCH, I'm posting 4 new ones here =] Go me! Jesus, I'm lame. Me after bowling last week.Wearing Connor's conductor hatWearing Connor's hat again =]Just in pigtails and my old glasses.

To All The Cool Women I Know...
God bless cool women, They smile when they want to scream.They sing when they want to cry.They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in.They stand up for injustice.They don't take "No" for an answer, when they believe there is a better solution.They go without new shoes so their children can have them.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children excel, and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break when a friend dies.They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! Women do more than just give birth.They

Excellent Youtube Videos
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Mmmmmmmmmmmm Totally Hot !!!!!!!!!
You meet me in your room theres candles lit everywhere you hand me a glass of wine to drink while you put on some soft music you walk towards me and kiss me softly while looking into my eyes........ you take my hand and lead me to the bed you tell me how beautiful i am even though im not wearing much but lingere' long black silk lingere' with a slit down the side all the way up to my hip to just enough for the easy access.... you lay me down on the bed and start kissing me passionately you whisper but sweet nothings in my ear , you take your hand and slide up my thigh while kissing me on the lips ever so passionatlely and softly you take your fingers and put them in me and start fingering me slowly feeling my wetness as i moan for more and more i can feel you get harder and harder as you are getting as turned on as i am you slip off my lingere slowly revealing my body and as you kiss me from my lips to my neck, to my chest all the way the way down to my stomach then you take your toung

My Conversation With A Reatrd
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Social Services Took My Children
Child Services Of New Phila,Ohio Took My Children Away From Me .They Lie And Twist Things That Ive Told Them After They Asked Me Questions. They Had My Mom And I Fighting And Mad At One Another Too Cuz Of Their Lies. They Take People's Children For The Money Too. They Will Receive Alot Of Money From The State Cuz My Son Is Disabled With Aspbergers,AD/HD,Anxiety Disorder,And Urethas Of The Bladder. Children Like Him Are Sometimes Hard To Handle,Because Of His Disabilities,But He's Come Along Way Since He's On Medication And Was Doing Better In School And At Home. They Also Took My Daughter Too Because Of An Alligation That Was Never Proven Or True. Copy This Link Into Your Search Engine Or Browser And Please Comment. http://timesreporter.com/state/x126915345/Ohio-House-Dems-to-increase social-service-funding Thanks! Amanda

Truth
Truth Pain in lies Truth in word spoken syllables My mind wonders my heart stops Wondering the truth in your exspressions feelings thoughts truth in word Pain in lies these things spoken The truth be told I want to know with out doubt. What I hear is truth I don't want the pain of another lie

Heartache
my eyes see the world A big empty place. a lonely soul trying trying to find a place. my eyes close as the day turns to night my dreams, my nightmares. Heartache. No sun to warm my face. only the cold hard truth were alone in a world alone in a space.

Goodbye
Goodbye A time has come for something I dread. The time for goodbye. No more I love you's. No more strong hugs. No more words to encourage me. The time has come as I shed a tear With all the memories floating threw my mind. Good bye just hurts to much how about later or catch ya on the flip side Goodbuy I won't say cause it means forever. We will meet again. Your always in my heart and always on my mind Good buy I won't say what I will say instead is "till we meet again. Father till we meet again.

Book
my heart is an open book the pages tattered and torn from months of worry The hard cover that is my skin is battered and worn the spine of the book what holds it together well worn and frayed smudges dirt and grim on my cover reveal a hard life the job was hard Pictures now faded the print erases The memories only in my mind The story in my memory.

Labels Are For Filing, Not For People
Whether you are straight, bi, queer, or curious in nature, remember you don't have to label yourself. And by all means, you don't have to justify yourself or your desires to anyone.... just be YOU.

Ain't Gonna Fix
Long and cold so I been told All this pain will keep me sane Bitching and moaning with all your groaning Ain't gonna fix the problem growing the stress makes sick the apparent dick The idoit that stands before Trying to lore. the heart is still sore from your slamming door I would rather soar looking up in the sky wishing I could be so high away from this place so I wouldn't have to make my case.

Heart Strings
Frayed tattered and torn are the strings that hold together my heart. Pain and heartache streach the material it so streached out. I don't know if I pull the string if it will hold. I pray they don't break For if they break. How how will I ever pull the peices of my broken heart back in to a whole peice again. Its falling apart. the string won't hold forever. I pull gently and it frays more. the peices are sharp they cut at the strings to. The pain to much to bare I am to afraid to pull to hard. So fragile so delicate . How? How do I put it back together. the peices don't fit so well they are chipped and worn

Confused
why hide your feelings why hide your pain why not just tell me how you feel stop your hurting inside Tired of not knowing SO confused inside My brain hurts my heart hurts I am confused inside SO confused inside.

Reverie
reverie\REV-uh-ree\ , noun: 1.A state of dreamy meditation or fanciful musing.2.A daydream.3.A fantastic, visionary, or impractical idea.4.Music. An instrumental composition of a vague and dreamy character.

You Sleeping
I paused to watch you as you slept, thinking about how beautiful and peaceful you are, and about how lucky I am to be with you. You were lying in a fetal position on your right side, your legs pulled up, you arms folded in front of your stomach. The sheet was pulled between your legs, allowing an unhindered view of your silky smooth thigh. The scene ignited the fire inside me. I bent to kiss you on your thigh. As you stirred, I spread kisses along your neck, then to your nipples where I lingered, gently teasing each one. You awoke and smiled at me as you ran your fingers through my hair. Then you rolled over onto your back, and I tugged the sheet away to drink in your beautiful body. my lips eagerly returned to your neck, shoulders and nipples each one. You were so excited that I could feel the rhythm of your heartbeat steadily climb as I continued to explore you, my hand between your thighs, teazing you. Your long sexy legs opened for me, and I slipped between them, thrusting deeply a

*** Arapaho Moon ***
Native Americans Have Always Idenified With The Ways Of The Wolf. Whether It Was The Pawnee Who Used " Wolf Signals" In Communicating With Each Other Or The Blackfoot Who Described Harmonious Life " Traveling The Wolf Trail", The Wolf As Always Been Known As A Vital Ally To Native People.

Her Love
Her Love: Her heart sings one of love's simply songs This song, is a dedication to only our love A woman's love is the greatest gift to man It's everything I can imagine and dream of. Her love is the pages deep inside my heart To an open book only for her eyes to read Her love, fulfills all of my deepest desires She has brought to life, all of my heart. Her beauty is a reflection of the moonlight Her eyes is a constellation to my night sky Her touch has the tenderness of rose petals And her soft voice is that of an angels sigh.

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Can We Pretend
Can we just pretend? For a brief moment or two. That we are madly in love Oh let me have this dream with you. Can I hold onto your hand? Just to feel the warmth of your touch I want feel that you belong to me, How happy that would make me. I long to kiss you upon your lips, To feel the tingle as our lips touch. I want to hold you very close, And never have to let you go. I want to look deep into your eyes, And glimpse what’s in your very soul. I know that what I see there, Maybe what I’ve always looked for. I long to feel your breath,

Hold Those Close, I Want To Share A Story.
Although there was something else lingering around my mind, my goodness life is precious, enjoy the little moments, enjoy the good times and people you are surronded by, you never know when you will turn around and that part of your life will be gone.....I have a neighbor...wife and husband untill Monday eve, I had become rather close with both, esp her, they were like 2 peas in a pod, I have to say sometimes sitting from afar I wondered about them, so happy, so in love, it just made me smile. She was always so funny to talk to and well if either one of us ever needed anything, it was just a walk across the road away. They are the only neighbors I have close to me, there is a vacation home across the field, but they are not in much. Her and I would just stand and talk for sometimes hours while out and about doing yard stuff on the weekends. I was logging off to fix dinner on Monday going about my routine, I had seen my neighbors mother pull up.. I heard the yell,, and as I was sta

My Dream
My Dream I had a dream about you... It started with me sitting on the couch, talking on the phone. You walked over to me and as you stood there, I caressed your leg, running my hands up your thigh, then up under your denim shorts to feel your sexy ass. My caresses instantly got your passion stirring and you leaned over to kiss me. I hung up the phone and you crawled on the couch over me, straddling me and kissing me deeper. We started to get more into it the more we kissed. My hands were roaming your body now, then caressing your neck and face as I slowly kissed you. I felt you moan softly in my mouth as you lowered yourself a little more onto me, and start to grind against me, feeling how hard and excited I was. The next thing I knew, you were tugging at my shirt, pulling it up and over my head--then you ran your hands all over my chest as you continued to gyrate against me. My hands grabbed your hips, pulling you down against me, and then I slid them under your shirt, slow

Stupid Beggars Lol
~LiL * LaL...: your not very nice ->~LiL * LaL...: well i guess u either gotta sell ur soul or ur body lol....... if u want one that bad ~LiL * LaL...: i don't have a big time job like you prolly do, and my cash only comes once a month and i have to use it on mah baby girl ~LiL * LaL...: um, yeah i can't i am broke ~LiL * LaL...: but i only wanted vip for one month, but i can see that your not interested, so goodbye ->~LiL * LaL...: do you mean to tell me you cant afford 20 bucks? ~LiL * LaL...: are you serious? ->~LiL * LaL...: hell no! lol theres no reason you cant buy your own lol ~LiL * LaL...: would you be willing to buy me one pretty pwease ->~LiL * LaL...: anyway i bought it myself, i buy a full year ahead of time and get 4 months for free

To All My Friends....
I just wanna 2 say that noone knows when thier time is up, so live your life Like theres no tomorrow. But before I go I just wanna to let my friends know that I love you, and i am glad that we are friends.. Each and everyone of you has a place in my heart!! And I am glad that we got to be friends and that we have spend sometime together!!! We are friends cause we chose to be, we did not have to be!!!! All of my friends that has been in and out of my life, YOU NEVER BEFORE GOTTEN!!! Love by your friendMARY BRIANNA COX!!!!FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!!