Love Is...
  Love is passion and fire; it haunts and enchants the one who touches it.

A Promo Picture I Did Check It Out
what no way dj Rage is on air right now ? and hanging with dj Kaijaw come join them below are time slots when you can hear them click the picture and listen to them plus others

A Poem...
saddness building up in methis pain i cant explaintwisted thoughts inside my headnightmares so derangedcutting me and stabbing mebleedind from insideyet my heart keeps beatingi am death deprivedthe veins inside my skinjust continue pulsingwhile my body starts to shakerapidly convulsingmy eyes begin to waterspilling over the edgeeverything thats happenedi just cant seem to forget.I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.More, I know that I have lost your trust.I wish I had that moment back againTo pulverize my carelessness and lust.Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherishTo understand how much we are in need.We play with life until we nearly perishTo dare the darkness, though within we bleed.I need you as the Sun must have a roseTo turn its empty radiance to glory,Or as a nation needs someone who knowsThe secrets of its long-forgotten story.I know my need of you more than before;Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.

Countdown Has Started
I have only 24 hours left before I am on the road to West Wendover, NV for two days away from a very full house!!!!! I can't wait, I know my grandparents are going with me, but you know something, right at this point, I really don't care. I am going out to have fun and I'm not going to think about all the fighting that has gone on in this house for the last week or so. Would I like some male company, yeah I would, but I'm not going to push it. I will go out and if there is some cute guy I will maybe flirt with him, but I'm going out to clear my head of all the bad stuff that has been going on. Hopefully I will win big in the tournament so I can but some of the bill worries out of my mind for a little while, until school is finish, but the main point of the trip is to HAVE FUN! Oh and on a side note some ass hole with the number 702-372-4272 called me at 2:10 AM MST! What the fuck is up with that? Really why would you call someone at 2:10 AM MST????? Don't give me thi

Last Friday Trial Run...
     A little background...          I got divorced a few years ago, at which time I became a full time parent.  At first I thought that I would never have a social life again...Lol, boy was I wrong!  I have my fridays free, mommy visitation.  The result is that I found I had forgotten how much fun it is to be a bachelor-but I remember now.  So I make it a point to go out on fridays and make the most of my free time.  This blog will be about those times, and about the things I get myself into, which is always entertaining-if not for me then for someone else, =)          So friday the 16'th of October:        I went out with an old girlfriend of mine, just friends now-yeah right...     So as I am getting ready for the evening I tell myself TWO things.  One, I will NOT take her home with me. Two: I Will NOT go home with her!  This prevents any accidental drunken sex.  So over the course of the evening I remembered a few things.  Why I stopped going out with her in the first place for one

Found Cell Phone
When a customer left his cell phone in my store, I scrolled through his saved numbers, stopped at "Mom" and pushed send. His mother answered, and I told her what happened. "Don't worry," she said, "I'll take care of it." A few minutes later, the cell phone rang. It was "Mom." "Martin," she said, "you left your cell phone at the convenience store." 

Bloggin
I just want 2 thank the people who welcomed me here 2 fubar! :D I don't know much about this site, but I'm doin my best with gettin around and then eventually meetin all of you! :3  Just give me some time and we'll get 2 know 1 another very well! :P

Say This And Do That
I say this and do that and nothing should be noticed by me and there are ripples in what has become normal for my life. There should not be any effect at all. Why is there? Who has the most to gain beside me but the hospital and doctors but there is another? Does not matter at this point in my life. Just salvage as much as I can and try to proceed as I see fit at the moment. I do come up with the statement or the action to throw any but if they hold on, it becomes obvious why. I myslef don't know what I'll say or do and the significance of it until much later. I think, oh, I get it now. Fixed the expanded rear door. Shaved it down. Tried the new handset but decided to keep the old. One heck of a time trying to use the new long scres and there is a reason. Different manufactures use different screw settings. Down by Lowes and tried them and the guy seemed astute said the same. I also see what other things need to be done.   Norio  

I Need Opinions On This Dress!
so im getting married in april and am in love with this dress.  http://gothicweddingdresses.webs.com/apps/webstore/products/show/184980    i willl have the gold beading removed and will have a small red veil.  id love some feedback :)

Inspired
THEY TRY TO COMPAREBUT NONE WILL MATCH UPITS ALMOST NOT FAIRTHEY'LL NEVER CATCH UPYOU'VE HEARD FROM THIS GUY...LISTENED TO THATREAD ABOUT THE OTHER..BUT THEY ALL FELL FLATIT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE, MA,I AM THE TRUTHTHAT MEDICATED CANDY..TO CURE UR SWEET TOOTHINDULGE IN MY WORDS...AND DELIGHT IN THEIR TOUCHAS I LOWER THE LIGHTS..POUR THE HENNY..TWIST THE DUTCHLAY BACK MY SWEET...LET ME FINGER YOUR HAIRAS I WHISPER FAINT WHISPERS..INSIDE OF YOUR EARMY LEFT ON UR BACK..MY RIGHT FEELS YOUR FACEI CLOSE MY EYES..AS MY FINGERTIPS TRACELEARNING UR BEAUTY..AND ALL OF ITS GRACEAS I DRAW YOU NEAR..AND PREPARE FOR A TASTEWITH THE FIRST KISS..THE FEELINGS SO INTENSETHE PASSION INSIDE HAS GROWN SOO IMMENSEUNBUTTONING YOUR BLOUSE..I STOP TO NOTICETHE FIRE IN YOUR EYES..I CAN TELL THAT YOU'RE FOCUSEDMAKING MY WAY TO YOUR PANTING BREASTA TRIO OF KISSES ARE PLACED WITH FINESSEOUT-LINING YOUR BODY WITH THE PALM OF MY HANDSNOT MISSING A CURVE..AS YOU SQUIRM AND DANCEMY SENSUAL TOUCH..YET FIRM AND DIRECTHAS B

These Truths I Hold To Be Self-evident...
Things I've learned in life and truths that I hold as self-evident: You can't turn on the range fan If you're a guy, and you can't get laid in Atlanta, you can't get laid anywhere Fat chicks are absolutely better in bed Pakistan smells like shit, with a slight whiff of curry Afghanistan smells worse Getting shot at makes for an intresting life experience Laughing about it afterwards is even better Some times its better to be lucky than good But luck goes to the competent When the air slightly chilled and crisp I feell more awake than I would after a dozen cups of coffee Autumn in New England is perfect Sights and smells of unusual places make life fascinating The smell of burning trash on a cold winter morning while I was walking down a path through a Bosnian minefield was one of my happiest sensory experiencs I don't think this makes me insane Dead people rotting smell sweet.  That is probably scarier than anything. I'm in love with Princess Some day I'll get her to r

Soulless
Why meA question I ask myself everydayMy life is hell must it be this wayNo chances were ever thrown my wayWas it the luck of the drawWas I destined to rot awayI question my purpose hereI've also got no one to endearI'm resentful bitter and moreSo all the negative things that happenedI've just storedHere we go again I'm losing restraintHere we go again I'm not afraid toshow you how much I hate youYour views ain't nothing in my eyesPathetic outcries lies my rage flies highWe ain't the same in this game where pain reignsThere's no gains hate remains every day just drainsThere's nothing here just loathsome miseryLonging for unity is just a fantasyI can't assimilate to what I can't relateI feel great irritate there's always hateI've been left behind, surpassed by my so-called peersThere's nothing for me just sad lonely miseryThere's never been a future aheadNone as far as the eye can seeNo breaks It's holding me downCrushing me to the groundHatred I am soulless misery has left me soullessI

Knows How 2 Eat Pussy Like No Other
THIS IS HOW I LICK PUSSY95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for men..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like......now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is..lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat fla

Uncapped
so you wanna know if im for real well i say to you -- imagine this -- slow music enters your ears as the sent peach cream candles burn in the distance a path of freash potpurri laid on the floor leads you to the bed which has been adorned with rose petals you find a setting of rubbing oils accompanied by a bowl of chilled -- mixed fruits -- in sugar water relax my love -- tonight is yours beginning with a sensual massage from head to toe no body part shall be left untouched as i lower the lights you can just feel a rose crawling down the center of your back it feels sooo silky and soft as i bring it down your thigh and continue you can barely stand it as i -- demand -- that you face me you can feel the rose passing your face just long enough for you to get a smell of its sweet fragrance as i bring it down your neck your shoulders outlining your breast in the most delicate and intimate fashion continuing south until i reach your area as i rise and place my first kiss so gentley sweet up

Being Honest With Ourselves
Our relationship with ourselves is the most important relationship we need to maintain.  The quality of that relationship will determine the quality of our other relationships.   When we can tell ourselves how we feel, and accept our feelings, we can tell others.   When we can accept what we want and need, we will be ready to have our wants and needs met.   When we can accept what we think and believe and accept what’s important to us, we can relay this to others.   When we learn to take ourselves seriously, others will too.   When we learn to chuckle at ourselves, we will be ready to laugh with others.   When we have learned to trust ourselves, we will be trustworthy and ready to trust.   When we can be grateful for who we are, we will have achieved self-love.   When we have achi

Odaat-we Want To Avoid Making The Same Mistakes Again
From time to time you may see me post some things under this blog.   They are nothing but inspirational thoughts or soul searchers that I find myself coming back to to reasses my daily living.   I believe that I, as I am sure most people do, tend to lose focus on what makes us who we are or who we want to be.   These are intended or directed at no one, just a way or me sharing some inspirational insight with others.   This is the first one I will be sharing :)   Enjoy~   We want to avoid making the same mistakes again Many of us feel like we need a rule book, a microscope, and a warranty to get through life.  

Rules
Alright people, this is a contest to find the prettiest feet on fubar. The rules of this contest are pretty simple.   1. First place gets a 6 month VIP!!! 2. No NSFW pics. Showing off your goodies will not help you win. There mihgt be children watching. With that being said... 3. You must be 18!!! I don't want the FBI jumping through my window at 3 am becacause of some 15 year old. 4. Ladys only!!! No explaination needed. Now heres how to enter.   It takes 2 pics to enter. The first pic is a salute. You know write your url on a paper and take a picture next to your face. Thats so we know its you. The next pic is of your feet with the same paper your used in the salute. This way you won't go out a get a pic of tyra banks feet to try to win. Thats cheating. After you have the 2 pics upload them to your pics on fubar, and send a link to the pics in a private message to me. I'll then reply to let you know if your in the contest. You can enter until Oct 30th. On halloween the win

Smiles Desire...fire
Sweetdreamssoft lay your head herekind embrase and gentel whisperstender keeping soulwarth find in this entanglementa kiss to far away in my forgettfullnesssweetdreams there are no riddles or questionsAiry flighs eyes filled with wonderEven the earth welcomes you in joysay you with a smile curling lipsspring rosses on yor cheaksi look to find glory and peacewith each kindness i am unboundfound a king and nobel

I Feel So Dam Insignificant
Awww another rant,  sorry I feel the need to blow off some steam. Since my hubby got our oldest a job were he works, Derek bless his heart has been helping us like a trooper. Our car is in dyer need of small repairs and hes been buying the parts for his dads car. All this is great mind you it takes my mind off that worry. I use to take 500 a mth from him for his room and board but found it better just to let him pay for food and gas for the car and the odd bill. Now heres my problem, Saturday, we went to london, Ontario that is to the farmers market to get veggies and stuff.  I bought a cute little white bunnie with black spots, and carried it all the way home. Around 5am my bunny died, not sure why, but it upset me a great deal.  Yesterday we went grocery shopping and oldest boy had to pick up some halloween stuff to decorate our home.  Any how he bought his dads some lights for the car no biggie.  My youngest son said he wanted to buy his dad a jack set to put the car up when

Fubar Ranking
Today's fubar ranking is 485,please show some fu love (sighs). Would really like to see my fu wife make Oracle. We rawk fubar as hard as anyone I know. Thank you everyone for the bombs and gifts over the weekend.  All my close fu friends and family know that the love is always returned. If you don't roll that way please don't waste our time in our shout boxes or send annoying private messages that show what an idiot you are.  I've only blocked two users so far,but I'm not too timid to block futards. Peace out