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Death Of The [shift] Key
It is with a heavy heart, that i announce the passing of a great keyboard icon - the shift key. As you all know, the shift key has fought a long road of crippling illnesses, such as 'pinky laziness', 'grammatical naivety', and 'text message syndrome,' for years and years now. Today, our stalwart and beloved shift key lost the battle and succumbed to these ever-growing cultural atrocities. It was the pinky laziness, so prevalent among the youth of the day, which eventually turned the tide. Those that will be hit the hardest are proper nouns, which now will be demoted as no different than common nouns. The shift key is survived by his friend caps lock, which would be on life support itself if it weren't for the incessant and dreaded 'all-caps-post/title,' favored by many internet pseudo-savvy pre-teens; the entire family of punctuation keys, which themselves have been hanging by a thread; and the delete key, which has all but become an elusive shut-in... because, let's face it, 95 perce

Random
I laugh the hardest when it's most inappropriate.The little things tell me more about you than you ever could.My mere presence brings out the inner-asshole in everyone.I don't do mornings, feet, patience, people, decisions, or bugs.I bite my tongue for no one.I'd rather be asleep.Pick it up, try it, get tired of it... rewind.

[i Just Had A Dream About Writing Notes For A Book, About A Dream About A Book I Was Supposed To Write]
LookI found the length of that entry name comical.And yeah, I just got done having another awesome dreamabout an alternate reality/sci fi story in the not too distant future in a not too alternate reality.I got all these details down and I was like whooooooooooooooaaaaaI should totally wake up and write all this shit downso I didor I thought ! I did until I realised I was still asleep, dreaming I was at my computer transcribing this damn dream.I laughed pretty hard for a few secondsthen I thought back to the last few dozen times this has happened, and only once in recent memory did I get it all written down before it all fell out of my head. So I pretty much ran to my computer and started typing as fast as I could >> I captured this one.I'm keeping this one.I like this one :DI was up at 7:20 and just got done and settled into a hot celebritory wank.Now I'm here sharing the love.Not the book idea-god no you have to pay for that.In the not too distant future, I will hit my bank and my c

Family Bbq For Da Fu...
I want to put together a fu-family BBQ. sometime after the new year, maybe late spring or early summer. what we need is a meeting place kinda in the middle for all of us to be able to reach... private message me (those who dont have where they live on profile) your location and if you have a Radisson Hotel, Regent, Park Plaza, Country Inn or a Park Inn Hotel in your area. I work for Carlson Properties (owners of these Hotels) as a Chef and can get killer discounted rates for rooms... So anyone of my Sisters here on fubar and other wonderful friends interested in a great family BBQ please start coming up with ideas and such... Party on Wayne, Party on Garth..

Feeling.........
I can't really put how I feel into words right now, all I know is that I feel empty. I'm so bummed out and blah, I can't figure this out anymore. I can't figure out what I want to do with myself, my life, I sure as hell can't figure out guys...but then again they can't figure us ladies out either. Is there really any point to even try anymore? Is it worth the risk of getting hurt even though you've been hurt too many time already. Why does every guy I meet have to be the same? They straight up tell you they like you or make you believe they do and then all of a sudden screw you over. I know guys mature at a slower rate then us, but in all honesty I doubt they'll ever grow up. You find someone who has everything in common with you, you can't wait until you wake up in the morning to talk to them, you think maybe this time it'll be different...no still the same. Its hard to be the nice girl with the great personality, the cute girl who would do anything for anyone, the girl who sees the b

Princess Snow White-poem
This where I begin, heneasi and gin On the bed I lie, how did she die, light it up, sparks blazed up the fiya turn on the light I’m dieing in the night how did I let her die, that night was right in front of the ride gone so fast she didn’t have time to cry so young still sipping on glue, first book bag still new, just started to learn about life,her first year in school i cant take this anymore let me take a pill,see this is half the reason i'm now ill let my ink spill,mom told us not go out, the wind was at a chill incoming car,she was blinded by the lights rolling wheels like jars rolling down hills she was hit with on her right glance at her face, that's when i realized we didnt look alike glinched my my fist,wipe all the tears away

31
31 lbs gone so far....much more to go. I'm counting down the days until I'm moved out...Not exactly sure when I'm moving out, but as soon as I'm able to, I'm out of here. Even though I'll be completely alone more, but never made much of a difference. I wish that the future would come faster. I want my new life.

Looking For Hot Ladies With Webcams To Promote My Webstore
SUBJECT: looking for hot ladies with webcams to promote my webstore looking for hot ladies with apple bottoms & webcams to promote my webstore-will pay $50 and provide boyshorts for ladies to make a 5-min video like this one-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ObxDWGVIU1A reply with pic to wad.john@ymail.com --------------------

Going Out
So tonight hubby and I went to a bar. The dance floor got swamped with trashy Ukrainian whores, and I was irate. a) I hate people from Ukraine and Belorussia b) they were relaly dumb. Ofcourse subconsciously I hated them cause they were hotter, but overall the endless twittering and 80's Chernobyl style moves were putting me in a sour mood. I called them skanks, and hubby said that I was bein a nasty hyppocrite, and shouldnt be talkin about skanky behavior, ever since I posted a vid of me playing with myself online, AND well...blah But, skankiness to me is a lack of brains, not clothes. So...tje Ukrainian skanks still stayed the same, imho. Just cause they annoyed me.

I Have No Idea Y
I have no idea y i get myself in situations where i care 2 much... bc then im the1 who gets hurt in the end when ppl leave suddenly or treat me different bc of other ppl... all i ever wanted was 2 b happy ..but it seems like all that ever happens is i get torn... its like im not meant 2 b happy... this is y i think im meant 2 b single... bc all the guys i want never want me... i just wish i understood y... y im the 1 every1 picks 2 hurt ... idk anymore

Lonely
I got my key to my new place tonight... and now i keep looking at it... I am scared... i am scared to be alone... i really don't want to be... I haven't been in soo long... I am trying to find people to stay with me for a few days... who? i dunno.. just random friends... tomorrow... i am probably going to stay there... alone... I know i am going to cry but I guess that is expected.. hell even now... next to him.. i am lonely... because I know that we aren't "together" anymore... this whole separation bullshit SUCKS After seeing him not wear his ring today... I went without mine... i kept looking at my hand... and at first i was sad... then i was just angry... i have SOOO much anger in me right now that I don't know what to do with myself... I would LOVE to break something... but I don't know if i will stop once i start

Feel Depression Sinking
Those who are my real friends know that I lost my job in May. I have been trying to find a job since, applied to over 80 plus jobs, had 3 interviews only and no job offers. I feel depression sinking in, I cant sleep, my stomach hurts constantly and I find myself always crying. I worry constantly, how I am going to eat, how will i pay my bills i feel like its hopeless. Optimism is becoming harder and harder to achieve. I will be getting help through Vocational Rehabilitation, which helps people with disabilites find jobs. I was on the waiting list for several months and just now got off the list, and my unemployment runs out it two weeks. Even though I plan on filing for emergencey benefits, I cant help but think the absolute worst. I went to a psychiatrist, which is a requirement in order to get help through VR, and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I am sorry if my statuses have been overly negative but I haven't been feeling really peachy lately. Thank you to the

"hogtoberfest" Night Ranger Concert
"Hogtoberfest" Night Ranger Concert Current mood: cold Category: Music Tonight Night Ranger was playing at the Metro centre after the Ice Hog Game. they were suppose to play outside before the game but they played inside because it was raining and cold.Soon as the icehogs won 6-1 about 10 minutes later the band "Night Ranger played. Here is a order of the songs they played. I cant rememebr if this is name of songs or not but these are songs they sang1. This Boy Needs to Rock2. Were going to Rock3. Sing Me away4. Your going to hear it from me5. Rumors in the Air6. Little sister7. Secret of my success8. Sentimental Street9. Highway to Hell (Acdc)10. 7 Wishes- Goodbye11. Four in the Morning12. When you close your eyes13. Dont tell me you love me14. High Enough "Damn Yankees"15. Sister Christian16. (You Can Still) Rock In AmericaWe left after the last song or actually during the song to beat the rush, but to see the ice hogs play and Night Rangers it

I Have A Business Plan!!
You know how you send out flowers for Anniversaries or Birthdays? Or maybe some meat and cheese? Maybe even fruit? Well, I've developed a business plan that will put ALL of those to shame!! Porn in a Basket! A Basket of porn. No, not candy, not candles....PORN! You get 5 to 6 RECENT releases by some of the best contract girls in the business. For an additional charge, you can substitute the contract girls for amature. Cuz I know some of you people like the amature stuff ;) Along with the movies there's a bottle of lube, some tissue, a Bullet, nipple clamps and babywipes! All in one convienent basket. A Basket 'O Porn! $59.99 plus S&H. You can even make payments! It comes delivered in a cardboard box for your privacy. Don't want grandma checkin out your basket! Your Basket 'O Porn! We even use recycled children's Easter baskets. You know, for the environment and junk. Call now!! 1-800-Dirty-Baskets -REL

More Pick-up Lines
Can I have directions? (To where?) To your heart. Was your father a thief? 'Cause someone stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes. [Look at her shirt label.] When they say, "What are you doing?" You respond: "Yep! Made in heaven!" Your eyes are blue, like the ocean. And baby, I'm lost at sea. Ask a person for the time. "10:30? So today is June 2, 2006, at 10:30 PM, thanks I just wanted to be able to remember the exact moment that I met you." "Pinch me." "Why?" "You're so fine I must be dreaming." Your name must be Mickey because your so fine. Your daddy must be a hunter because he sure caught a fox! Your daddy must be an archer because he sure shot a bulls eye! Your daddy must play the trumpet, because he sure made me horny! Ouch! My tooth hurts! (Why?) Because you are soooo sweet! You must be from Pearl Harbor, because baby, you're the bomb. You must be Jama

Ice Hog Game 11-23-2009
Ice Hog Game Current mood: cheerful Category: Sports Tonight was a good night i wasn't sure that i was going to go but my friend Rebecca sent me a message we ended up going to see the Rockford Ice Hogs Play the Milwaukee admirals. We got free long sleeve t-shirts when we got there early and then after the game the band Night Ranger was going to play so we stayed to watch themIt was a good game the ice hogs got out to a 3-0 Lead and then the admirals scored one. IN the third period the ice hogs got out to a 6-1 lead which is cool bercause you get a free shake or concrete at culvers.Rockford, Ill.- Call it revenge for last season's playoff sweep or call it the product of a team playing well at home, but the Rockford IceHogs cruised to a 6-1 win over the Milwaukee Admirals at the Rockford MetroCentre on Friday. Corey Crawford was brilliant in net making 32 saves including 15 in the second period to keep Rockford in control.It was a good one but it

Cheesy Pick-up Lines
(With hands on shoulders) Oh, those are shoulder blades, I thought they were wings. Am I dead, Angel? Cause this must be heaven! Are you busy tonight at 3:00 A.M.? Are you lost ma'am? Because heaven is a long way from here. Are you O.K.? Because heaven is a long fall from here. (As s/he is leaving) Hey aren't you forgetting something? S/he: What? Me! Baby, somebody better call God, cuz he's missing an angel! Bond. James Bond. Can I borrow a quarter? ["What for?"] I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the man/woman of my dreams. OR: I want to call your mother and thank her. Did it hurt? S/he: Did what hurt? When you fell out of heaven? Do you come here often? Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes. Don't worry about it. Nothing that you've ever done before counts. The only thing that matters is that we're together. Excuse me, but I think I

Got Stood Up
OK, I was talking to this woman for 3 years and this year was the first time in over a year that we got back in contact. I went to her house twice and watched movies and everything. Her and I use to text a lot since we haven't talked in a while and message each other on Facebook which she have over 990 friends and most of them were guys. Then all of a sudden, we weren't talking like we use to because I was bothering her by texting her too much (because she wasn't responding to my texts). So her and I talked about it and I told her that I was gonna cool down on it, which I did, but she was talking to other guys on Facebook. Then tonght, I texted her saying if she was busy tonight, then she said no, then I asked her if she wanted to go see a movie tonight. Then she said "Sure, what time?". Then I told her that we can go see Law Abiden Citizen at the 9:50 show. Then she said OK then she told me to call her in 15 minutes. Then 15 minutes later, I called her and she told me that she was

Hard Life, Sad Death Of A Girl Nobody Knew
NEIGHBORS OF Charlenni Ferreira said they never saw signs to suggest that she was being abused by her family. Then again, they rarely saw the 10-year-old girl outside her Feltonville home. The glimpses they did get of Charlenni in recent years suggested a youngster who was "sick" in some way. She was quiet and thin, they said. She walked with a limp and had a swollen face. But Charlenni's situation apparently was far worse than neighbors imagined. The fifth-grader at Feltonville Intermediate School suffered years of horrific, torturous abuse at the hands of those closest to her, police said. On Wednesday, she died of a lung infection caused by a lack of medical care, hours after she was found unconscious in her home on C Street near Louden, said Sgt. Ray Evers, a police spokesman. Yesterday, the District Attorney's Office approved charges of murder, endangering the welfare of a child and related offenses against the girl's father, Domingo "Anibal" Ferreira, 53, and stepmother, Mar

Lost Feelings (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 12)
I Wander Through The Abyss. It's Dark And Loving Embrace. It Never Leaves Me Alone. It's My Only Saving Grace. It Never Leaves My Side. It's My One True Guiding Light. It Never Leaves Me Alone. It's Love Feels So Right. It's Better Than Some Feelings. Or Better Yet Not Feeling At All. It's Better Than Some Feelings I Have. It's At My Beck And Call. Where Is My Shelter From My Pain? The Umbrella From My Pain? For Once I Want To Wake Up And Not Have TO Deal With Hate. Forget These Feelings I Have. I Just Want To Let Them Go. To Never Feel Anything Again. To Lose My Self Control. Sometimes I Just Want To Punch A Mirror. To See If The Wounds Will Heal. So Here Is Too The Real World. I Don't Care About It Forevermore. To This Land Of Fantasy I Journey. Where Feelings Aren't Lost Anymore As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!

Happy Birthday Angel
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN MICHEAL JOHNSON Born 10/25/07 Died 02/22/08 It's your 2nd birthday and your in Heaven. imikimi - Customize Your World! YOU ARE 2 YEARS OLD NOW MY LITTLE ANGEL. I MISS YOU STILL TODAY. IT’S LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS THE DAY THAT YOU WERE BORN. I HAD YOU IN MY LIFE FOR 4 LOVELY MONTHS, AND NOW IN MY HEART FOREVER TO HOLD AND LOVE ALWAYS. YOU CAN CELABRATE WITH PAPA , JERAMY, ALL THE OTHER ANGELS AND WITH GOD TOO. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE ANGEL AND MY LITTLE LOVE. LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS GRANDMA MARE

Rest In Peace Ashley
As i type this i find myself in tears once again in shock this has happened to such a great person ashley was the best friend anyone could ask for she never ask for anything but your friendship she didnt care how you looked ,dressed,or where you lived ,she was real!Even with living with spina bifida from birth and unable to walk since the age of 4 she never let life or anyone get her down. Some or most of you didnt even know she was amrried for a short time.Ashley loved lifeher friends and family loved her!! if you knew ash you know a down ass friend , if you didnt you missed out becouse she was just that never played head games said what was on her mind , she was soft spoken yet a spitfire with a heart of gold .She will be saddley missed in many hearts i talked to her just monday night nad she was full of hope and was takein by the flu. ashley my friend i called my sister now you go watch over us and walk with the the angles becouse you were one on earth for the short time we had you

How To Make Your Wedding Dresses Eye-catching
Thousand of wedding dresses are rented, made, sewn, worn, sealed and handed down each single year. If you were to pile them all up, they would all basically look the same. So how do you go about to make your own wedding dresses stand out? Here are a few tips for having stand-out wedding dresses:1. Splash in a bit of your favorite shade.Think of Gwen Stefani's luxurious Custom wedding gowns. Instead of merely settling for pristine white, add a little spunk to your wedding dresses. You may blend in a few pastels near the hem of your wedding gown, or add a few dainty miniature flowers at the fold.2. Add a little sparkleOther than spunk, you could also add in sparkle and sheen to your otherwise bland Custom wedding gown. Add a touch of sparkle with a few Swarovski crystals or beadworks to you wedding dresses. Just avoid overdoing it. Otherwise you would end up like a walking disco ball.3. Be yourselfYou can never do your wedding gown justice if you don't wear it comfortably enough. Be your

Fyi, Asshatter
So today I am minding my own business and changing my statuses like usual, when I get an im... "bbg, you change your status more frequent than i like and you dont really say nice things in them, what can be done about that?" WELL HAHAHA. THE BEST THING THAT CAN BE DONE IF YOU DONT LIKE MY STATUSES OR BLOGS OR MUMMS OR ANYTHING ELSE, IS THAT YOU CAN FAACKING REMOVE ME! MOST LIKELY IF YOU ARE A WHINING BITCHING CRYBABY I WONT MISS YOU ANYHOW. And as for my statuses and other things, I wont be changing them for anyone. So blah, IDGAF,KMA,K?THX!BAI!

Eastbound And Down
so i started watching a new show on HBO. it's hilarious. it's called "Eastbound and Down". it's about a former pro baseball pitcher who falls from grace and ends up being a gym teacher at a middle school. i'm not gonna give it all away, you just have to start watching it. i love it.. oh and Will Ferrell co-produces this show and makes a couple cameos. try this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgDaVLCaBzQ

Blastfm On Facebook
BlastFM is on Facebook! Click http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=35399627212&ref=mf or copy and paste to join the BlastFM group on Facebook. Not only will you enjoy all the benefits of being part of our group but you can listen to great rock free. It’s another good place to hang with friends.

The Morrigan The Celtic Raven
The Morrigan (also known as the Morrigu) was the shape-shifting Celtic Goddess of War, Fate and Death. She also presided over rivers, lakes and fresh water, in addition to being the patroness of revenge, night, magic, prophecy, priestesses and witches. Her name is interpreted in various forms..."Great Queen," "Phantom Queen" or "Queen of Demons." She was said to hover over battlefields in the form of a raven or hooded crow and frequently foretold or influenced the outcome of the fray. The Morrigan was often depicted as a triune goddess whose other aspects were manifested in the Goddess Badb (meaning "Vulture" or "Venomous") and the Goddess Nemain (meaning "Frenzy" or "Fury"). The Morrigan was one of the Tuatha De Danaan ("People of the Goddess Danu") and she aided in the defeat of the Firbolgs at the First Battle of Magh Tuireadh and the Fomorii at the Second Battle of Mag Tured. The Celts believed that, as they engaged in warfare, the Morrigan flew shrieking overhead in the form of

My Dream Of A Dream Within A Dream (thoughts Of You)
My Dream Of A Dream Within A Dream (Thoughts Of You)Honestly we can never bemore than we would like to seethere is just no hope for wein the present realityBut far away across moonbeamstearing at reality's seamsI can take your hand and dance with theein my dream of a dream within a dreamFar across reality's plainis the land of dream's domainwhere we can be together it seemsin my dream of a dream within a dreamDarkness spreads and falls all aroundas I take your hand without making a sounddancing erotically you and mein my dream of a dream within a dreamSmall light bursts scatter through the darkour intertwined passions soon embarkleaving our love to blossom and sparkin a place that bears no remarkIn my dream of a dream within a dreamWaking up I feel alone and coldrealizing I can never have a love as boldas the one we share as a teamin my dream of a dream within a dreamFrom Your ~LostSoul~

Some Thoughts...
I often wish I could go back to a time when my biggest fear and worry was making sure I passed that math test. Life was so much simpler then. But when I was a child this was enough to make me want to pull my hair out! Now that I am an adult, I have learned that life itself is a series of tests. Some you will pass and others you will fail, for there is no text book from which you can study. No matter how well you prepare you will never get a perfect score, because mistakes will always be made. However, it is our duty to remember these errors in judgement and learn from them, lest we repeat them.

Damn Welfare Bishes
I know there are a lot of people that are out of work through no fault of their own right now, I'm not talking about those people. I'm talking about the ones that are perfectly healthy and able to work sitting at home on the government tit taking welfare, food stamps, medicaid, utility assistance etc. I have 3 kids, 1 in college, I work 40 hours a week, pay for my health insurance, I have a side business, and I'm still struggling to make ends meet. I don't qualify for any amount of assistance at all. I work my ass off and here I am looking at people that are sitting at home not doing a damn thing all day, driving nicer cars, with more food in their fridges and I wonder - how the fuck does this shit happen? Is this what I'm paying taxes for?

American Sex Symbols
Zatanna **Co-Owner of American Sex Symbols**' wrote the following at '2009-10-23 16:55:39'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > The sexiest Cowboy on fubar... Countryboy Superman has once again brought together the American Sex Symbols... A collection of the hottest Men and Women in U.S.A. on fubar... We are a close group of friends and we are always looking for new members... If you are interested in joining... See the blog marked "How to apply"... This group has been around before and was once the second highest memeber rate group on fubar... and our goal is to get to be #1 > > American $ex $ymbols Group (See Blog to Apply)@ fubar > This Announcement brought to you by > > Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & Southern Sex Symbols) Owned by Zatanna@ fubar > & > Zatanna@ fubar> > > > > > > >

Pennies Are The Worst
Pennies are not just the worst thing to get when you go trick-or-treating, They're the worst thing to have in your car, on your desk, and even in your pocket. This is because pennies are absolutely f*cking worthless. You can't buy anything for a penny. Some people might say, "oh, but pennies are like zombies: one or two of them are insignificant, but if you save up until you have hundreds or thousands, then they're a force to be reckoned with!" To those people I say, "Bullshit". I saved every penny that I ever came into contact with for the first 12 years of my life, and when I finally rolled all those pennies up and took them to the bank, I got about $7 from it. According to that math, saving pennies for your entire life will pay about 6.25 cents per day. That's less than sweatshop wages. Anyway, the people who give pennies to trick-or-treaters are assholes. They're always people who are so ancient and decrepid that they say shit like, "I remember when you could go down to the

Cresting
"Cresting i need youto silence mewith a kiss, a caresswhen i can scarcely catch my breathbeneath that mist of salty sweatbeading down my marbled breastglistening like those briny bubblescreasting on the wavesi need youto save mewith a candle with a flamelet me tremble 'neath the painlet me wriggle like a rattlesnakesliding down beneath the wakethat valleys 'twixt the extasycreasting on the wavesi need youto enslave mewith a whisper, with a whiplet it blister, let it riplet it whistle til i slipalong the briny bubblescreasting on the waves poet

My Paper Heart
Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own. long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart.

Signs
Did I read that sign right?TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOWIn a Laundromat:AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUTIn a London department store:BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office:WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKENIn an office:AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN?Notice in health food shop window:CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESSSpotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so)ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CARSeen during a conference:FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOORNotice in a farmer's field:THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES.Message on a leaflet:IF YOU CANNOT READ, THIS LEAFLET WILL TELL YOU HOW TO

Vorel.
So I've been thinking about messing around with my fursona a bit.I've already decided on her piercings and tatto, but i don't know if i want to give her markings or just leave her solid black.Ideas?As for her stats..Height- 7ftWeight- 145Chest- 38DWaist- 28hips- 37Shoe size- 9.5Age- 19Gender- FemaleEyes- GoldHair- long; usually either black or purple.Her outfits... well... Her main one is a green/black verion of my red and black one with huge bunny ears and coat tails. Her usual top will be a purple tank top with purple webbing on top (like that top in the sims two, with the collar and mesh? >.> someone hasta know what I mean!), and her pants will be purple baggy bondage jeans with black accents, or purple kik-style jeans. her shoes are usually either a pair of black combat boots with buckling up the sides, or a pair of purple/black skate-style shoes. her necklaces are usually a leather choker with an o-ring and a silver ankh on a silver chain. bracelets... usually either leather with

When Will They Learn To Read?
->teddybear: there is alot of folks out there that do this.teddybear: u need to fix ur pic trhat is on ur page->teddybear: my comment is you need to find out what sex the person is before you ask them to do stuff like cam to cam.teddybear: way do u have a females pic on ur page?->teddybear: ok let me put it to you this way. I AM A MALE.teddybear: i did that it did not work hun->teddybear: left click on my name and then a box will open click my name in the box. it will open my profileteddybear: how can i get to your profile hun?->teddybear: the task is to read my whole profile->teddybear: i have a task for you to do. please do it. i will take your silence as that you understand the circumstances that you have put yourself in. and that you will walk away and nevaer ask a female again to do this.teddybear: will do u or wat hun->teddybear: thats what i thoughtteddybear: to wach each outhr get off hun->teddybear: be more specific pleaseteddybear: play->teddybear: what kinda funteddybear: to

You Can't Break Me
You can't break meI can only allow myself to be brokenAnd I choose another pathI choose to rise above.You mess with this bullAnd you'll get my hornsDid you underestimate me?Thats why you'll never win.You may have had my heartBut you'll never have my soul.You'll never crush meYou'll never hurt me again.I'm stronger than you knowMore stubborn than you'll ever beInnocently, evil - uncommonly goodI could annihilate you.But you're not worth my time.

Caged
Walking along a jagged edge looking out into the horizon All colors fade to grim and I struggle to find myself Screams fill this awkward silence yet it doesn't quite fill the void Why is a question that repeats it's self a broken record that plays on Bitter laughter swells overflowing like a flood when rain keeps beating down Caged is this heart unable to break free.

The Power Of Prayer
I thought this was kind of amusing When construction began on a bar in a small town, the local church started a campaign of prayers and petitions to stop it. One week before the bar was to open, lightning struck the building and it burned it to the ground. The bar owner sued the church, saying that its prayers were responsible for the loss of his building. The church, through its lawyer, denied any responsibility. When the case got to its first court hearing, the judge looked over the paperwork and said, "I don't know how I'm going to decide this.=========We have a bar owner who believes in the power of prayer and a church that doesn't."

October 21st, 2009
I was at my "mom's house" (wasn't really her house, but in the dream it was, y'know?). Someone came to the door- overweight, tall, caucasian bald man. we let him in, he had asked to use our phone. he tried to kill us. he cut me pretty good. mum and i ran from him, tried to hide. I ended up surprising him with a knife and trying to stab him, but my hands were covered in blood and the wound i dealt him wasn't fatal. he laughed, and grabbed me by the shirt and threw me down. he tried to rape me. mom ended up bashing his head in with maybe a lamp; it was some kind of blunt object. then we called the police. there was blood everywhere.

Love
I've never loved anyone the way that I love you. I've never known someone so well and still there is so much left to discover.... Never been able to say "I Love You" and have it mean something beautifully different everytime. I've never known someone I could spend hours with and still long for more time to share.... never felt so close to some one is so many ways. Ane even thought I know I'll never be able to tell you with words how much you mean to me... I hope you somehow understand that the love I feel for you

When Her Funeral Is Plzzzz Show Some Love
Ashley's funeral will be Monday, Oct 26 at 1:30 pm - George Boom Funeral Home. There will be visitation on Sunday from 1 pm to 8 pm, with family present from 6 to 8 pm. Her obit will be posted later today @ georgeboom.com and will be in the Satu...rday Argus Leader (originally posted by a family member of Ashleys on one of her facebook pages) I say we all keep an eye out for her obit on georgeboom.com and when it comes up they usually have a guest book that you can sign online and write something, I say we all make an effort to show our support to Ashley and her family

Stranger Danger!!
So I just got a couple of random texts from an unknown matt on my phone claiming im lying about not being some emma chick and wants a pic of me as proof. Silly rabbit I tell yahs,even thou I sense I could have some fun with this when my husband gets home and take a pic of him and claim that it is me. could work in my favor of getting a good giggle outta it. later days~!

Apple Iphone Has A New Idea
Wow! iPhone technology is streaking forward fast. Would you like it if your iphone could play your favorite FM Stations and stream Internet radio stations on the same dial. Well, it seems Apple is developing that application for iphone. How cool. You will now be able to listen to BlastFM right from your iphone. You can do that now but you will only need one dial for all your listening needs. For more info go to: http://textpattern.kurthanson.com/ BlastFM - the new sound of radio. Try it, you’ll like it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Keys And Rings
I get the keys to my new place tonight... going to start moving some of my things in tomorrow... blah i sooo don't want to do this... on another note... my husband didn't wear his wedding ring today... i was going to continue to wear mine.. but now i don't know what to do... Any ideas?

Ensign: The Empire Strikes Back
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 October 2009 Yoda: Control! Control! You must learn control! Luke Skywalker: I saw... I saw a city in the clouds. Yoda: Hmm. Friends you have there. Luke Skywalker: They were in pain! Yoda: It is the future you see. Luke Skywalker: The future? Will they die? Yoda: Difficult to see. Always in motion the future is. Luke Skywalker: I’ve gotta go to them. Yoda: Decide you must how to serve them best. If you leave now, help them you could, but... you would destroy all for which they have fought and suffered. I’ll have to watch “The Empire Strikes Back” again because I always thought Yoda’s line was “Difficult to see. Always in motion is the future.” And in the strictest sense, that’s true – the future doesn’t even exis

7 Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX Results of a recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone, and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time, and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine, and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. Th e 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you.' The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your wife any m

Fun With Names Vol. 3... The Tranny
so with all the friends request due to rio's pimp i decided i wanted to make an example out of these whoreish guys... and amuse myself in the process so i changed my pic to an ugly tranny and the name to IvannaEatYourMeatBigBoys... and accepted 34 people in all... it seems like a fubar walk of shame doesn't it? all these losers so desperate for attention... i think if Rio's up for it i shall do this every day what do you think?

Way This Is Going
The way this is going I'll be cured of everything. I went from you don't have, Triple By-Pass, replace the valve, Lazer drill to replace vessels, Aorta, Left Kidney with multiple stints, and have to quit smoking. Now try to lie Norio and a possible Double By-Pass. Quit smoking or say you don't smoke. Two weeks from now you don't need none that but quit smoking. Dr. R, the reason I can do financially is very simple. I'm not married but divorced and she has her alimpny, no children means no grand children, no live in girlfriend, and all I have are the liabilities like mortgage, car payment, and other bills. Cigarettes can be purchased in Delware but if purchase in NJ I'm more likely to stick to 1 pack a day. Also a decent sleep at night from a peacefull day will help tremedously. I smoke less. No, I am not out there doing outrageous things. The police doesn't have to worry about me because there are plenty of others to go looking for. I'm a nice guy that had numerous misfortune. Enough i

Fun With Names Vol.2 Rio My Pimp
as sexy pricilla here and in like a minute... i got.. 32 friends request and 6 fuckers in my shout box trying to fuck me... i shit you not... i am gonna kill that bitch... *damn* how desperate are these guys if they see this pic and jump?

Found Wallet
While shopping in a supermarket in Washington, D.C., I heard over the PA system: "A wallet containing a large sum of money was found, but it contains no ID. Will those laying claim to it please form a double line at the customer service counter?"

Open Letter
To : The chick whose blast is doing the rounds at the moment that starts off "I get by with a little help from my friends, I get high with a little help from my friends" and then proceeds to explain that this a QUOTE from the band, THE BEATLES Subject : Your blast that starts off "I get by with a little help from my friends, I get high with a little help from my friends" and then proceeds to explain that this a QUOTE from the band, THE BEATLES Message : NO SHIT.

Swine Flu Prevention Tips
Prevent Swine Flu - Good Advice Neti pots and sinus rinse kits are available at the drug store and relatively inexpensive….under $15. Dr. Vinay Goyal is an MBBS,DRM,DNB (Intensivist and Thyroid specialist) having clinical experience of over 20 years. He has worked in institutions like Hinduja Hospital , Bombay Hospital , Saifee Hospital , Tata Memorial etc. Presently, he is heading our Nuclear Medicine Department and Thyroid clinic at Riddhivinayak Cardiac and Critical Centre. The following message given by him, I feel makes a lot of sense and is important for all to know. The only portals of entry are the nostrils and mouth/throat. In a global epidemic of this nature, it's almost impossible to avoid coming into contact with H1N1 in spite of all precautions. Contact with H1N1 is not so much of a problem as proliferation is. While you are still healthy and not showing any symptoms of H1N1 infection, in order to prevent proliferation, aggravation

Do You Want Your Money Worth?
Then don't waste it on the three people I thought I had bought in various Auctions. They will take your money and make all kinds of excuses why they haven't held up their end of the deal. People will say I'm doing this to create Drama. I'm doing it to make people aware of who NOT to spend their money on. I don't want what happened to Me to happen to anyone else. Your going to say that your only getting one side of the story. I actually have emails on what was agreed on and asking why they haven't done anything they promised. I'm going to start with Horney Angel~DSC~. We had a deal. We both agreed on. I held up My end. I bught her the Bling pak she wanted. So I waited a week. She did nothing. A page rate here and there. Only after I had rated her's. The 2nd week I sent a email asking if she was going to hold up her end? Or i I got played? She stated that she has gotten burned from people not holding up their end of a deal and that she was in no way a player. I stated that I had held

Fun With Names Vol.1
Russian Foxx: lmao, asshole; i was about to get mad->Russian Foxx: so you like my new name?->Russian Foxx: pfft... save that for dr.black and get on your knees whoreRussian Foxx: w/ a strap on->Russian Foxx: :PRussian Foxx: lmao!!->Russian Foxx: and you would so fuck me and you know it!->Russian Foxx: :DRussian Foxx: dyss!->Russian Foxx: one more wrong answer and i am cutting your tits off->Russian Foxx: i'm not that much of a fagRussian Foxx: Dr Black?Russian Foxx: gdammit->Russian Foxx: (bh) i hate you->Russian Foxx: don't make me rape youRussian Foxx: lamo, who are you??->Russian Foxx: cunt!Russian Foxx: Jen?->Russian Foxx: pfft!Russian Foxx: BH?->Russian Foxx: (h)->Russian Foxx: i love you nat ->Russian Foxx: and while i am on the subject->Russian Foxx: no try involved everyone knows you are nothing but a twobit hookerRussian Foxx: nice try->Russian Foxx: you'd probably fuck for foodstamps even->Russian Foxx: i so could only cost about $20Russian Foxx: just cause you didnt get into

Man 20 Rules ....
The Man20RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally,the guys' side of the story.(must admit, it's pretty good.)We always hear"the rules"From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side.

Butch Obama
John was in the fertilized egg business.He had several hundred young layers (hens), called ‘pullets,’and ten roosters to fertilize the eggs.He kept records, and any rooster not performing went into the soup pot and was replaced. This took a lot of time, so he bought some tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone, so he could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now, he could sit on the porch And fill out an efficiency report by just listening to the bells. John’s favorite rooster, old Butch, was a very fine specimen, but this morning he noticed old Butch’s bell hadn’t rung at all! When he went to investigate, he saw the other roosters were busy chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing, but the pullets, hearing the roosters coming, could run for cover. To John’s amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn’t ring. He’d sneak up on a pullet, do his job and walk on to the next one.

Influences
Often times we forget who we are as we mirror ourselves unknowingly in the image of our friends. We forget what matters to us as we hide those we start to care about from those we see every day and or live with such as room mates. That they may judge us for desiring what may not be acceptable in their eyes. We become focused on being cool yet trying to convince ourselves we don't care. Or say such things as keeping personal things personal when in truth it is just an excuse to not have to admit that you are a better person as if it is a bad thing. Perhaps a better person is a bad term to use, but rather your own individuality.One of the things I feel that makes this world such a difficult place is that people can't just be. There will and is always someone who is judging, someone who is always hiding and someone who is always just.... There are bigger issues to deal with out there in the world, it isn't that I myself am guilt free of what I speak of, but I like to think of myself as a

Its Elemental, Dear Watson
I wish Kurt Cobain could have had a happy marriage, never given up finding his odd little treasures, and of course I do not think that vandalism is beautiful, nor is a rock in any face - unless its a piercing of your own choice. MAKE TIME FOR quiet momets as God WHISPERS and the world is loud Yes, the world is loud, and so am I - at times. It makes me happy to sing and chortle and pfffft and rhyme in all sorts of various ranges and pitches. But I can be quiet, very quiet indeed - especially if I am aware that the people around me are acting in ways to guide me to a quiet place. I am always aware of unusual behaviors, and I try to reward those efforts, so long as no harm is done to me or others - but I do what I think is best as I give the gift to them. Recently it seemed to me that others wished for me to sleep, at least for 15 minutes. But while I was in that quiet moment of their desire, I did what I desired. I prayed for the pain that was evident in the sounds of an old wom

This Might Be Fun
1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Whats your sign?5.Phone Number:6. Location:7. Height:8.Hair (color and style):9.Piercings/tattoos:HERE COMES THE FUN ...1. Are we friends?2. Do you have a crush on me?3. Would you kiss me?4. ...with tongue?5. Would you enjoy it?6. Would you ever ask me out?7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Would you walk on the beach with me?12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?13. Do you/have you talked about me?14. Do you think I'm a good person?15. Would u take a nap with me?16. Do you think I'm cute?17. If you could change anything about me -would you?18. Would you dance with me?19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?What Do You Think Of My...?1.Personality:2.Eyes:3.Face:4.Hair:W0ULD Y0U...give me your number?_______________kiss me?let me kiss you?watch a movie with me?take me out to dinner?drive me somewh

Was It Meant To Be?
Everytime I see your face my heart starts pounding, when I hear your voice I lose all concentration. When you say my name it's like I forget everything. When I am with you, everything, all the pain and suffering goes away..... My heart just sunk when I saw what you said. You no longer love me but you can't bear to speak the words to me. You have found an old flame with a new passion..... Your heart may race when you're with her but you forever have mine...... No matter how many time you turn me down I will always be waiting for you to come back. You have me, but she has you..... She has your heart now and I'm left on the back burner as I was before.... My thoughts are jumbled I have no idea what I am thinking...... Your words no longer mean what they did before...... You say you love me but how am I to believe that when you show me no proof? Your face begins to fade in my mind only until you speak again..... When you speak I forget it all and jump in feet first into another lie, into a

After All We All Are Human
A little bit of venting..or bitching however you want to take it. Yes even I have those days. :) Lets start off with..I am old school FU..been here almost 2 years...and I like the old ways. I am where I am on here not because of people buying me stuff. or HH after HH...blast after balst..or ticker after ticker. I got here from the help of my friends and family...so to that THANK YOU ALL. I do like to level..but as I see with this is GREED and the abuse of friendships; I am not sure if I really give a shit about leveling. OVA a BILL to get a spotlight!!! thats fukking ridiculous!! As my stat once said.." There is a person on the other side of the computer screen..with that said, there are feelings and a heart, not just a credit card and wallet." People have to work hard now with all the shit that is going onwith our economy. I know some of you just dont give a shit..but KARMA is a bitch. Remember that! Im not saying that people shouldnt spend money on what they want...but dont

Lifes A Rat Race, And Im The Cat Whos Chasing Them
well iguess i should write somthing about myself. My name is jordon and i live in iowa. I dont like pnctution i figure if u cant get past how i write ur not interested in what i trying to say any way. I got sober on march 17 of 2008 my gf at th time almost died of alcohol poisoning and other people arund m were dropping like fly aswell. It took someone that i loved with all my heart to almost die to get me to stop drinking. Now that im sober i look at life as somthing that i can actually be good at and am kickin ass at so far. As some of you from the peach already know im a bit of a nut and dont care becease thats how God made me. I love to have fun. If i not having fun im not living and thats what im all about. Ive met some cool people here on fubar and i thank all of you because ur giving me support and dont even know it. To all my people in peach paradise i love u guys.....love JAS

Arts
I have put some of my artwork onto my gallery - I have resisted this up to now, but I did one piece that was inspired by people and experiences on Fubar - so I thought, why not share. Take a look, tell me what you think. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3166879&albumid=0&i=4252907408

Wonder Why I Let People In
yet again i did it i starting liking a guy i got hurt i should just give up on people i done it all for guys it will be nice to have a guy do some thing for me for once with my hubby i got him a car pay off all his shit and what i get is abuse same with my x's rape abuse i did it for a bf in nh as well i did it for alot of people i am DONE WITH EVER ONE IF ANY one things they are man then contact me other wise dont bother

Praise
break from these chains i pray today that my life is free from sin and temptation gotta fear of those flames cuz theyll come up and bring you down] thats why i say gotta pray chorus down on my knees hoping that youll see unguide my way please forgive my sins i cry out to you hoping that youll hear faith hope and love now i believe today is a day of religion walk down a path its a long a far road no-ones beone cuz pre chorus im taking my time pray to the lord im taking my time on my knees im taking my time everynight im taking my time pray to the lord chorus forgive all of your sins tmw might be the last day on this earth so be ready cuz pre chorus

Dear Mother
Dear Mother,Once I ran to youTo wipe away my tearsAnd to Silence my fears.Dear Mother, Once I ran to youDear Mother,Now i run from youFrom the painFrom the tears that pour like the rainDear Mother,Now I run from youDear Mother,What has gone wrong?Nothing seems to be strongDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Your not the woman i use to knowYour not my momDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Dear Mother,Once I ran to youNow I run from youDear Mother.

The Ranting Blog Part Deuce.
Let's see where should I start.. Well there's one thing I'd like to rant about but Im sure 90 % of fubar would get their feelings hurt. So we won't go there cuz I'm actually nice. Least I think so :P *cough whores cough* Here's something I noticed. If I'm the only guy around and there's a guy in front of me in line and there happens to be a female cashier..He'll say something dumb about women. It's like I have or some other guy HAS to be there because one, He's a dumbass and is checking with me if he said the right words. (its usually jibberish. Like. "Haha. Women.Housework.lawwwl.") Or Two. He's not brave enough and knows that any woman could kick his ass in 2 seconds flat. Look I never understood the whole Women vs Men argument. We both take a shit and piss in the same place in the end. *shrugs* K here's a story. A guy at my dad's work is 22, same age as me. He's going to go to jail now for a long time. He had been arrested before and was on probation. Well this fucking idiot d

Red Light Green Light
We were friends, we were lovers, we were friendsYou're hot, you're cold, you're warmYou come, you go, you linger aboutI'm showered with affectionThen ignored without intentionYou pull me close, you push me awayYou want me, you don't, but you won't sayOn bright days, you don't need meWhen the dark lonely days come aroundYou reach into the shadowsWhere you keep me hangingto feed from my soulNo MoreI'm cutting the chains with which you have bound meI am setting myself freeI can no longer be your crutchThere is nothing there for meMy best wishes go with youFor your peace, love and happinessAs I must now move alongTo find some of my own. Sorry but I'm closed. Poem By Tammy C.

Happy Halloween
You're at a Halloween party with a bunch of your friends. You're in the corner talking to your best friend when across the room you see a gorgeous blonde in a skin tight sex kitten costume. Your eyes lock onto hers from across the room. You start walking across the room toward her and she heads toward you. The two of you meet in the middle of the room and you just can't help yourself, you lock your lips onto hers and pull her against you. She grinds her pelvis against yours and pulls you tighter against her body, devouring your mouth. She whispers, "I want you now," as she grinds her pelvis harder into you. You walk backward, pulling her with you out of the ballroom and down the hall. You come to the men's bathroom and pull her inside. You lock the door, sit down on the bench beside it and pull her onto your lap. She straddles your lap and you slide your hand up the inside of her thigh and feel nothing but skin when you reach the juncture. You slide your finger between her folds and

Somethin I Had To Write Thought It An It Came Out Like This
I do believe in all the things that you see…. What comes is better, better than what came before! But believing in all the things behind it? Life has its own way of throwing you off course, turning you in different directions. Pulling at the invisible threads that make up all the choices that you have yet to make! Not quit knowing what they are but knowing that it’s something that needs to be made into a plan, so that tomorrows ground isn’t uncertain. So that when you feel like nothing you do is worth a damn, you can look back and know that what you are doing is meant to help who you are, as a person, you got issues that have yet to be an issues that are. To deal with these you have to make a choice to cut a thread or let it stay where it is. Emotions run high, you feel like nothing is being done when you make a choice. Your breathing become erratic, your heart is racing like a stallion pounding hard enough that you can hear it. You body becomes numb with every br

Just Tired
I am so tired of feeling down all the damn time. When I went to the doctor today, she upped the dosage on the antidepressant I am on, which should hopefully help. I also told her that I had been taking benadryl every night to go to sleep on and she prescribed me trazadone. I am kind of scared to take it cuz most of the time any sleeping aid makes me feel hung over in the morning and I hate that with a passion. I don't know why I am struggling even more with the depression the past few days then I usually do, but I feel like its kicking my ass. Usually I am too worried about the anxiety I think that I push the depression aside.... ugh! It's so hard to be positive when you are feeling so down :-/

Candlebox- Far Behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And now maybe Some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And so maybe Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble As you falter to the ground And then someday Your friends they stand beside as you were flying Oh you were flying oh so high But them someday people look at you for what they call their own They watch you suffer Yeah they hear you calling home But then some day we could take our time To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us But you left me far behind Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad But I did it anyway Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes But I live with what I've known And then maybe we might share in something great But won't you look at where we've grownWon't you look at where we've goneBut then someday comes tomorrow

Pretty Pictures (mama Teaches)
Mama took long drinks from the trough of fresh water the farmer's young son had brought, bucket full by bucket full, from the hand pump that stood just outside the barnyard. She appreciated the effort the boy had to put into bringing water from below the ground - she could faintly smell it there - and up and out into the wooden bucket. The farmer and his large family took good care of all of the animals in their barnyard, and Mama was happy she could give them milk to nourish them in return. The sound of coughing brought her head up, droplets of cool water danced on the air and caught the rays of the summer sun. She turned from the water trough and watched her son, not as small as he had been, but still so young and innocent, standing near the fence with his head down and his four little hooves splayed out while he spit shreds of something from out of his mouth and onto the warm ground. Calmly she walked to him and nuzzled his side while he continued to cough and spit out what

Waiting
Waiting She sits and waits day after day, Hoping she will hear from him. The day comes and goes with no word, Tomorrow! She says, as the light of day dims. How many tomorrows will she wait? She wonders why she is not wanted? She does all she can to please him, Still, with the image of him, she is haunted. She wants to scream aloud, WHAT MORE CAN I DO? I do everything I possibly can. Why is it never good enough for YOU???? You keep me hungry and baited. Begging for that crumb.... Then suddenly you reappear.

Friends You Miss
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, she knows I like her just as well, As in the days when I rang her bell. And she rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on her Just to show that I'm thinking of her.' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'she died today.' And that's what we get and deserve in the end.. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might

Disgust - And A New Scamming Fake...
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

This Scamming Fake Takes The Cake..and I'm Officially Disgusted.
So I just don’t know anymore. For quite some time now, I’ve been very very disgusted with a lot of things that go on around here. Top to bottom , right to left, and everywhere in between. From the non stop fakes and scammers, to the admitted and confirmed cheaters that continue to anoint themselves as “ Fu Gods,” with no remorse, no repent, not even served in a most public way to cause a deterrent to others. Even glorified and admired in some parts by people who should be doing exactly the opposite. To the petty. To the lies, to the double crossing, to the actual personal drama involving so many of my own friends it’s downright ridiculous. The latest example on an insane fake (sort of) scammer is the girl behind these salute pictures. But JD you say, those salutes ma

My Mom And Dad's Move To Mexico
Move to Mexico Well we made it, though a few times I was wondering if we would. Everything went fine till we got to the boarder, then it got really interesting. It seems that we had failed to go through a customs broker and since this was Friday evening he would not be in the office till the following Monday morning, also our inventory was only in English and needed to be in Spanish. The big truck could not come into country without the proper paperwork and I was already across the border, what to do?We parked the big truck on the U.S. side of the border and we all went into the small border town and got a place for the night. The next morning we went back to see what we could do about the big truck and all our stuff. We found a person there that spoke English and he agreed to translate our list into Spanish, cost, $15.We then took our newly translated list to the very people that told us the night before that we needed the broker and this time they did some calculating and number cru

Night With The Muse
Night with the Muse It hits all of a sudden... The urge takes control... The images or words start flowing... And once again she feels whole! Needing this side of her to show... It's all part of her survival... Even passion of the flesh... Is something that can not rival. Her words may seem simple... But to her it helps her live... Praying for one more night with the Muse... At this moment, it's her soul she gives. Some will end abruptly... Others never cease... Whatever you do, don't stop her... For this minute she is at peace. Give her these rare moments... You'll never know how much they mean... She smiles with every word she writes... Her heart feels so serene. With every word, she thanks the Muse... For sharing one more moment... For time away from her Muse... Is such a life of torment.

Why?
how come is it that nobody knows what they want out of a mate, man or lady.but we all sit back and keep barking request at one another, and get mad when the other partner doesn't get it right the first time or the third time. but we are all looking for LOVE. BUT KNOW ONE REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE REALLY IS. love is longsuffering. Having endured mental or physical discomfort for a protracted period of time patiently or without complaint. His long-suffering wife may have had to put up with him for many years, but she also benefited when times were good. not only does the one that is out of thier minds see that they are and change some of the things about themself's, but the other one learns that they are out of their mind just as well. for tring too can the one from what they fell in love with, does any one ever concder that the way a person has been made them to what they are that had them caught your attion in the frist place, then you fell for them the way they were.why ge

Music
Baby what are we becomingIt feels just like we’re always runningRolling through the motions everydayI can lean in to hold you, or act like I don’t even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or tell me do I babyGive you everything that that you ever wantedWould you rather just turn away and leave me lonelyDo I just need to give up and get on with my lifeBaby, do IRemember when we didn’t have nothingBut a perfect simple kind of lovingBaby those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeNow I’m second guessing everything thing I seeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or te

Latest Stuff
The Fly is falling down. Maiden is lying on the ground.We thrust gallantly in the heat of passion.Her moist mound, warm with love, for the action.After it's all done I take my knife and cut.I cut and I cut because she's nothing more than a slut.I tell you this, she really is a dirty miss.While we was thrusting she wanted piss.Golden showers is her treasure.However to give this is not my pleasure.I killed the maiden this dainty little lass.For whom her time has pasted while laying in the grass.The fly is going up, and I walk away.This evil deed has been done late in the day.So I sleep at wait for the evil of tomorrow.Another maiden to die, another family to be filled with sorrow.

The Wound
The wound You hold my heart exposed, as I tense, I am prepared for the salt to burn. Clenching my teeth, holding my breath, Knowing one day I WILL NOT yearn. Coldness will take over my wounded heart. That's exactly what I desire! Finally feeling my soft heart harden. No more fuel to add to my fire. Wrapping myself in that coldness. Pleased my heart will no longer ache. Lips curl in a twisted, evil grin... It will only be my shell YOU break.

The Game Called Life
life is a near game to many people, a game that can not be reset for anyone, some may be just tryin to win life over another, we may think we have extra lives we don't, we only contain one life, it is up use who face reality that know we are the one who must play to mae a difference of what has became all that we know, so now live your life and suffer for what we most do to advance

R.i.p Ash
sorry to tell everyone this but ash has passed away this morning u all know she was in the hostipal for a long time well she doing good so she was moved into a hospice to finish healing well she got the flu real bad n she couldnt fight it off but if u have any questions ask n i will try to answer them as i can this is sammie so lets please have a moment for her

C O C (code Of Conduct)
Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " inorder to be placed into voteing procedure. 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . ( Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all Officers are made friends ) 5. 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. FireChief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't have to be in the top 7 . Just as long as he's in family so that he can contact you at anytime when needed . Also your Team Leader to be added to your top friend so they can contact you at anytime also .

People Dont No What They Want
well today was fun i guess its pick on keith day or maybe ill go by my first name and not my middle name since i have to use that damn name for most thingsso just call me Brandon or bk for shortsanyways today was a eventful day first i went with my roommate to pick up a so call friend of his we went for breakfast it was nice then i got a texts from my ex roommate mothers wow talk about being a true cuntshe takes in someone who is a alcoholic who has a bad temper and had try to broken into her house a few timesbut she pretty much in more less then say fuck you to me first she blames me for destroy her sons mattress i don't no how all i did was sleep on it and she knows damn good in well my cat sleeps with me and he has claws sharp ones i might add then she blames me for destorying her sons bedroom screen now why in the hell would i do that when iam on the internet more or less half of the day since i was unable to go out because that was one of the rules i had to followthen when i went

Rambling..
You know, this is a rambler of an entry. I am a very open and outspoken person. Yet at the same time I am a very private and closed up individual, if that can even make any sense. A really wise friend told me that I need to come out of my "bubble" and not be in such a shell.I was thinking about that statement and pondered how is that possible. I can talk to just about anyone and tell them just about anything. I guess most people I talk to, aren't people who last around long enough to really get close to me. So in a sense it really doesn't matter what I say. I really don't have anything to hide or any information I divulge about myself I feel doesn't really matter. Things that really really matter to me, or are close to the heart of me, no one ever gets close enough to me to know. Or rather hangs around. Though I have tons of people in my life everyday, I can count on one hand the number of people who are close to me. Even then, they really don't know what is with in me. They a

My Letter To God
Dear eye in the skydo you know why bad things happen to all the good people And now why am I seeing redAnd all these thoughts in my head keep getting deeperSo tell me what does it meanAnd are my dreams just to serve as a tormentBut I read that words that you've saidAnd yet I pretend to hide and ignore themCan you see where I am?And do you give a damn?I am a liar, searching for truth in this conflicted worldand I, I feel so broken, my thoughts unspoken, can you heal my soul tonight? Dear Giver of lifeYou see the strife in my dose of daily dramaand I cant make out the sunNothing but water around meI think I'm going underCan you stretch out your hand?Do you really understand?I, I am so fragileYet built so strong that I have taken a beatingBut I, I am a fighterShow me your light so I can find my way to You

Walls Of Life Written 1993
Crumbling walls of lifeFall before my eyesSun sets down on IOh good world the light it fadesSell sorrows feel there is much painCan you tell me why it seemsMy whole life's a string of dreamsStall all I could and then I wakeTo find I'm drowning in my spaceAll of this is too much to takeI'm hating the time when I'm awakeWhy is this feeling always hereI find I only dream of fearFear of fears now my mindSearch my soul but never findAny reason to live this wayTo resist the night... and hate the daaayyyMy heart it bleeds as the darkness fallsAnd the pain of loneliness callsCrumbling walls of lifePass before my eyesSun has set down on lightI hear the echo of precious criesThis vicious cycle in your sleepBrings me around againI have no time to give at allThis horror never endsCan you tell me why it seemsThis whole life's a string of dreamsPulse not bad and then I wakeTo find I am a mistakeAll my pain and all my sightsAll my fears have turned to criesSometimes I wish my heart was stoneSo I woul

Me Talking Again
Firstly I cannot escape Cheryl Cole's new single...everywhere in Belfast was battering it out on radio etc...making me insane, though it does sound better after it has been electronically voice tuned - she was shit singing that live. I didn't recognise the damn song from her military dance display on X factor. Secondly I LOVE the way Irish people say 'wee' all the time. "Do you have a wee key to your room? Do you want a wee help with your case? Do you have a wee credit card so we can have a wee swipe at it?" that's awesomely lovely. I also flew on a wee plane called Kevin Keegan (yes it really was called that) and couldn't stop giggling that I was inside Kevin Keegan and arrived at George Best airport, football players are so big in aviation. The Ulster Hall was just lovely and I did enjoy the Amnesty gig, all the people were so bloody good onstage. So after all that I went for a 'wee' cup of tea outside Oscars champagne bar in sunny/rainy Belfast. It didn't look like a

Vampire Kiss
Cold hands on my skin I fight to hold the Scream with in The tighter he holds me the Harder I fight I want to be with him, but this is not right I see love when I look at his faceBut I don't want to be in this Vampire's embraceas he kisses my neck his teeth Break the SkinI try to fight but I know i cant win He Holds me tighter Now I cant Breath I know I will Die if he chooses to LeaveHe Lowers My body on to the Ground He whispers my name without making a sound I'm starting to die, I can feel my soul slipOne Last time he kisses my lips He Opens his writs and the blood starts to flow He holds my Lips to it and My hunger starts to growYou are mine now forever,he whispers to me Now open your eyes behold what you see Trapped in this body never to age The world is my oyster, I'm star of the stage With you forever, immortal Like this All because of one Vampire's Kiss

Sweetest Song
Sweetest SongLying here staring at the candle castin' o'sLooking at past confusions, thinkin' of future concernsAs I write this gift from the heart, the weight of my wordsFrozen in the moment by emotions so earnedCreation of black and white as I close my eyes to dreamFeel these tears come to my eyes for this feeling's so extremeWhy's it we have visions, brothers as it fellWith the ability to see so deep and to put aside our past of trailsTrue the words were never spoken, they're sacred words to youWith every touch becoming sweeter the search could well be throughSweetest song ever sung is a song that's sung for youGreatest dream ever dreamt is a dream that's dreamt of youAll of this is coming clearAll of this with no fearLike the only key to my minds cellRemove me from this living hellAll good echoes in my mind as my heart speaks to meTelling tales of euphoria and a truth of never beforeThough weary from past journeys, feel the change in timeAll of this can no longer remain insideBeyon

Poems From My Babydoll I Love Him So Much.
Poem 1: A Fallen Angel Deep in my mind, my light, the sky, a shimmering sunYour heart, my love, you are the only oneYou’ve touched me in a way I needed you toWith a tender touch only you can gently do So dry your eyes now, no not one more tears…You won't be hurt with my love right hereCause I’ll be your angel when that wicked arrow darts nearA seraph to protect you when you have reason to fearAnd I’ll love you through thick and through thinTaking you away from where you’ve always beenCause my heart will not stop a beat for flood or for rainAnd it will love you whether you leave or remain You see…I can see objectively….What this relationship is doing to you over and over againSo please… let me take you away from this pain…Cause I’m here Poem 2: Deep in my heart I know it is trueNever again in my life will I feel blueFrom the first day I met youI knew the God had sent you. For in my heart you are the oneYou make my d

Instant Karma, Just Add Water
Today has just been that crap dance of one step forward 2 step back. I need good karma. Lots of it. But since I won't do anything out of my way to get that good karma, I'm stealing a blog that a few peple have done. If you comment I will say something nice about you. I promise to be sincere. Hopefully I can bank some of that sweet sweet good karma to use as I please tomorrow.

Gail You Are Right
Gail, you are right. Two lives were destroyed. Both Shirley's and mine. Do not forget Tiger and Sheeba who lost their lives and the Creditors that took the loss. Thank all those involved from ProACT and Mr. Martin Gievers to Federal whatever along with this State of NJ, the County of Gloucester and the municipalities and the physicians, attorney's, Judges both State and Federal, along with their agencies, can't forget the financial institutions, and never the lie spread that was never substantiated. I fought because that is my place as a husband and remain defiant to this day and will until I drop. Norio

Separation
My husband and I are officially separating. My heart is breaking but at the same time I feel this will be best for us. Neither of us are happy and we haven't been in a while.. I am not sure if we will be able to work things out to save our marriage, but i do hope we can save our friendship. I am moving about 20 minutes away from where i live now into my sisters old trailer. She moved out of it and was going to sell it, but I am now going to rent it... I am not sure how it is all going to work yet... but hopefully we can work this out so that if there is a divorce there will be no animosity at all...

Top... Family & Friends
So this is really mostly for me but I thought Id put it out there just in case, because people have a tendency to get their feelings hurt. I know I dont like having my feelings hurt so I thought Id try to avoid it altogether. : ) For a long time (Ive been on the site about 13 months) I have avoided having TOP family and friends because no matter whether I mean it to or not that may lead someone to believe that number represents some sort of level of importance in my life - which isnt necessarily true. The top 3 people in my family are people I know outside of fubar, and have known for years, and more importantly the top 2 are women my daughter relates to as her 'aunties.' My other family members are people that have been good to me, enough said. My top friends will be people that are good to me as we all play this game, and it is just a game. Some people click and some people dont - it is what it is. I doubt my top friends will remain the same for the length of the game, but

40 And Ugly (a Joke)
A 60 year old woman came home one day and heard strange noises in her bedroom. She opened the door and discovered her 40 year old daughter playing with her vibrator. "What are you doing?", asked the Mom. "Mom I am 40 years old and look at me. I am ugly. I will never get married so this is pretty much my husband." The mother walked out of the room, shaking her head. The next day the father came home and heard noises in the bedroom and upon entering the room found his daughter using the vibrator. "What the hell are you doing?", he asked. His daughter replied, "I already told Mom. I am 40 years old now and ugly. I will never get married so this is as close as I'll ever get to a husband." The father walked out of the room shaking his head too. The next day the Mother came home to find her husband with a beer in one hand, and the vibrator in the other hand, watching the football game. "For Christ's sake, what are you doing?" she cried. The husband replied, "What does it look like I'm doing?

Writing
I can’t take it anymore, no matter what I say or do she is always on my mind.There will never be anyone that will take her place in my heart no matter how hard I try to let go I can’t because I still love her and I always will, she has moved on and I am happy for her, but it is hard for me, she thinks I don’t care, I wish she really knew how I feel. I don’t know what to say or do anymore, I want to be in her life, but maybe it is better for both of us if I’m not, who knows. I mean everything happens for a reason evn things you don’t want to happen and believe me I didn’t want this to happen and if I could go back and change what I did I would, but I can’t, when I was with her everything felt right, and I was happier than I had ever been, then I went and screwed it all up, and I’m paying for it now, and I will never be able to forget it, no matter what happens she will always be my girl, and I would do anything for another chance, bu

Writing
I hate myself today While the world was changing outside I remained the same That I'd always been before That one frightful day I lost everything I was living for Then I started to go through changes Cold but I'm still here I've shed many a tear Love lies dying all around me Is there anything else for me All the choices that I chose I was living in a time of lies So heres what I know You should be thankful for your life Even though failure will choose you through a lifetime Because no ones above the constant sorrow So bleeding heart beat faster Bow before your master I'd love you tell the day that I die It's far to obvious this time So I'm begging you to tell me how to love you I can barely start to wrap my head around it Waters rise around us Sinking ships surround us When you loose everything you knew Shine a light into it Shoot a cannon through it Spill it all and hope you can find a way through it Because down is up and up is down So I can't think abou

Writing
There are many different causes of death, but the one that is most commonly known is love. Love is a very strong emotion, that is a lot of the time under estimated or taken for granted by people. Love is all around you whether you know it or not, it's just like the air we breathe we know it is there whether or not we see it or feel it. Now back to what I was saying and what this is all about, Death by love. If you stop to think about it you know I'm right when you here there has been a suicide 9 times out of 10 it had to do with love that went wrong or love that was going fine and someone wanted to make sure it stayed that way, but this doesn't just go for a suicide this could also be the reason for a murder. Examples are someone gets jealous or just can't take see the one they love with someone else so they flip out. Love will tend to make a person crazy and do and say things they normally wouldn't. I know you all know what I'm saying, because most of you have been in love or still ar

Writing
Love is like war in so many ways but the main reason is because love and war are both easy to start hard to end and impossible to forget. Believe me what I said is true because you will go through out your life finding what you think is love and it will be easy to start a relationship, but if you find true love you will never want to let it go and it will be hard for you when you loose it and you will never forget that person no matter what happens, because true love last forever and it is always there just like war it is part of life and as for war you here alot about them being started but not much about them ending and when they do people try to forget the pain it caused but yet no matter how hard they try the memory is still there. I tell you this because I just lost the girl I love more than anything and it is hard for me take but yet I will never forget her and I will always love her and would do anything to get her back, so if you have someone you love let them know how you feel

Writing
When I look into your eyes all I see are these damn lies, but yet you are still the only one I desire, because when we were one or love was like fire. Since you've been gone, my life has been so cold, and I want to just unfold, because I can't take this any more, because you keep tearing me, tearing me to pieces. I try to piece myself back together, but yet there is still something missing and that something is you, and I don't know what to do for without you my life is through, and you keep tearing me, tearing me to pieces. Yet no matter how much pain I go through it is still you I love, and only you can piece me back together, because you are what is missing. So now when I look into your eyes all it does is make me cry and want to die. No matter how hard I try to say there is nothing wrong or I'll be ok, we all know it's nothing but a damn lie, but if you want me you know were I'm at, I'm right here trying to mend the pieces that you keep tearing me into, and you are still here teari

Writing
With this jagged edge I will slice you and dice you. So you better think twice and recheck your dice, becuase if you try you better be willing to die. I hate people that are all talk and no show, because to them I'm like the crow and when I say I want a fight they say no. Then it's on I've had enough, I through the first punch, and there is a nine out of ten chance I'll win all because of this jagged edge I win. It will cause a sin, this jagged edge that's in my hand, because when I'm in a fight I don't play around, I'll get right in there and knock you on the fucking ground, when and if you get up with just one more punch you would be lucky if I don't eat your ass for lunch. All I need is one more punch. Then it's over I guess that wasn't your lucky four leaf clover. So now you are dead and the street is all red, and the jagged edge is all bloody and my pants are all muddy. I warned you before we started that with this jagged edge I always win and this jagged edge would cause a sin. S

Nudity And Coffee, Huh???
What does making coffee in your kitchen and music have in common? Nothing that I know of but a guy in Springfield Virginia is charged with indecent exposure making coffee in his house in the nude. I wonder if coffee tastes better after making it naked then with under wear on? I’ll have to try it. But you can be sure I will have all the window coverings closed so you can’t see into my house. Click here for the story: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,569081,00.html?test=latestnews He should have been listening to BlastFM and dancing in front of his wife naked. Now that’s a reason to get naked. BlastFM, helping to improve your life. Tune in. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Writing
I don't know what I've been told, because when I'm without you my heart is stone cold. So now when you look into my eyes what you will see is fire, becuase I'm incased, incased in barbed wire. I'm usually not much of a crier, but I'm incased, incased in barbed wire. So tell me what do you see when you look into the fire, can you see that I'm incased, incased in barbed wire, for you are the only one that can put out the fire in my eyes and free me from this barbed wire, because the harder I try I can't help but to cry, because all I do is add to the fire and incase, incase myself more and more in barbed wire. You are all I desire and the only one that can free me from this barbed wire.

Writing
When I'm incased in flames deep down inside I know you are to blame, because without you by my side i have no will to survive. So I've incased myself in flames and all know you are to blame. So I will no die for you are not by my side. I will not cry for I have no reason, and there is no reason to try to save me, because I don't need saving. I'll just stay incased in these flames and know that you are no longer to blame. I'll blame no one but myself for what has happened, because it is only I who can put out these flames that I'm incased in, because I'm to blame for what happened and these flames will keep getting higher and higher incasing me more and more, but yet it don't hurt could this be it is this what death feels like if so it's kinda peaceful no worries, no thoughts, no nothing. So I'm going to stay incased in these flames that I have made and let everyone know that I'm to blame, and that I'm sorry for what I've done while incased, incased in flames.

Writing
Who or what is the forgotten you ask. So I'll tell you for I am the forgotten. The one you can't see, the one you never think about all that I can be, but now things have changed, now you've set me free for all to see what I can be. I am everywhere you are, but yet you don't realize this for I am you and you are me. I am everything you used to be and you swore you would never be again, but yet you never actually forgot, for you know I am here, and you are well aware of what I can do, and in all reality you need me like I need you. So the question is what are you going to do. I grow more and more a part of you everyday. No longer will I be the forgotten, because you set me free now I will show you all I can be. I will be remembered, so listen to what I am saying. Now you can see me as plain as can be, and now I am all you think about, because now I am you and you are me. So now you are the forgotten, the one I can't see and never think about all that you can be. Things have changed and

Writing
I loved her more than a goddess, I loved her more than my life, I loved her more than anything life could ever bring to me, but now she is nothing more to me than my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill me tear the heart from my chest, just kill me give this love a rest. If I could travel back to the past, there are a few things I would change, one thing I would change for sure is the way I had been before, but one thing that would remain the same is me loving you for the rest of our lives through and through this I promise you, and I wouldn't let you walk out that open door, because you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything to me. I just want you to see that we were ment to be, but yet you are still my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill

Come With Me ...
Come with me my darling,sunny and bright is the morning,let me take you to the place,you have never been before.Come with me,through bright moonlit fields,we will cross,hand in hand we will crossthe river of dreams together,roped together like a tether.Walk through the open spacesof my loving heart, darling.Let's sit under the shade of the tree of promise,and pick the fruits of trust and love,like the innocent hungry dove.Deep in our eyes lies the fountain of love enduring,unexplored like the promise of a virgin,search for your space and rest,till the rain of love falls down.Let the sparkling drops of passionconsume thee,drink till you have had enough,then come and rest in my arms,then drift to sleep on my arms of tenderness.Come with me ...

Then.
Fleeting focus fading... leaving me irreverent again. Fighting, bleeding, gnashing, bashing. Forgive me if you will, I cannot find it in me tonight to give it all away. Remember that time when I would pull the stars down for you I would burn and burn just so I could see you smile once... Yeah, those days are gone Gone away. Lovely lips are lying leaving me with whispers. dying, trying, thrashing, crashing. Follow me if you will, but destruction is all that lies beyond this. Remember that time when I would pull the stars down for you I would burn and burn just so you would say you loved me once.... yeah those days are gone Gone away.

Nobody Knows
"Nobody Knows" Nobody knows Nobody knows but me That I sometimes cry If I could pretend that I'm asleep When my tears start to fall I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows Nobody knows no Nobody likes Nobody likes to lose their inner voice The one I used to hear before my life Made a choice But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows No Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown And I've lost my way back home I think nobody knows no I said nobody knows Nobody cares It's win or lose not how you play the game And the road to darkness has a way Of always knowing my name But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows no no no no Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown And I've lost my way back

Nobody
talking...Wish I told her how I feel,Maybe she'd be here right nowbut instead... singing...I pretend that I'm glad you went awayThese four walls closing more every dayAnd I'm dying insideAnd nobody knows it but meLike a clown I put on a showThe pain is real even if nobody knowsAnd I'm crying insideAnd nobody knows it but meWhy didn't I say the things I needed to sayHow could I let my angel get awayNow my world is just a-tumblin' downI can say it so clearly but you're nowhere aroundThe nights are so lonely the days are so sad andI just keep thinking about the love that we hadAnd I'm missing you And nobody knows it but meI carry smile when I'm broken in twoAnd I'm nobody without someone like youI'm trembling inside And nobody knows it but me (yeah)Lie awake, it's a quarter past threeI'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear meYeah, my heart is calling youAnd nobody knows it but me (well, well)How blue can I get?You could ask my heartBut like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apartB

Needy
Wow, am i needy. Five days without talking to my Doomsie and it feels like my soul has been sucked out of my body. Walking dead here. Oops zombies again, don't tell Doomsie (but it is her fault) Kordaff aka Phil Hanner aka aka something else aka Toftberg

Tears From Heaven To My Heart, To U All
hello and im writing this blog based on a request of someone important to me, and just cuz its time i share something with people, its not bad, but its about love and the losing someone who matters even after all these years. It starts in 1998, i was working at a nursing home called Kensington Manor. I was dietary work, cleaning pots and dishes. it was May when she walked in to my job, she was a new worker and i had to train her. Her name was jennette rivera, and at the time i didnt know what an impact she would leave me. after time we worked togother, as dishers were teammates when doing the job. One nite after working a double shift, i found her sitting, waiting for her ride, a call later and i took her to the hospital, her mom was in a car accident. i spent the whole nite with her, and during that time, we grew closer. i was a bitter man towards God and she was all about god. that nite i learned to let go of my maddness and opened my heart to possible things. After that, things too

A Fish's Character
He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional.He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less thanfew hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand thingsor try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, youwill notice what kind of moods he is in.He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. Hisnormal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but hewill not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought andable to tell you what you are thinking about.He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are hisimportant secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never letyou know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about hisposition in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because heis not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something thatwill last. He could be very careless about his future. He does notlike to fight against all odds, but instead followi

Pisces Is Hot
Pisces is hot. A strange thing to say about a water sign...or is it? Like Scorpio, Pisces is very much focused on sex. These two signs have quite a bit in common sexually. They are both mysterious, albeit in different ways. Scorpio fairly oozes unfathomable mystery--dark, decadent, and delightful. Pisces mystery is more subtle, more spiritual, more changing. Pisces is mutable water, after all. Ruled by Neptune, Pisces is at home in the 12th house of the zodiac. The touch of the Pisces alternates between hard and soft, but it is always memorable. Their eyes will melt into your soul. They know how to make any moment magical; they can turn even the worst situation or tortuous sexual position into a fantasy come true. What sets Pisces apart from all the other signs sexually is their willingness to try anything. Scorpio will indulge all sexuality too, but a Scorpio wants it to be their own idea. Pisces doesn't mind if you are the instigator, in fact, he or she enjoys

Nov. Events
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A Few More I Wrote
you said you was in love with me and would always be. i ended up saying thing one night that i didnt mean out of anger and hurt. I fell to rock buttom when you left and said you didnt love me anymore. My love for you is still strong and always will be my love. poem #2 I look back at the life we had together. the way we would just hold each other in the dark and talk abou tour future together. Then one morning i awake and your gone. I lay here and wish that one day that you will be in my arms again. I miss the feel of your soft lips on mine. I long for the soft gental touch of yours that you always used to assure me things would be ok. I love you very much my love and will be awaiting for you poem #3 As i walk in the valley of the drakness. i carry the memories of you in my heart. I now stay in the darkness to keep from getting burnt by the light again. I look back to only watch you walk away. when i look forward now all i see is darkness. I h

Aftermath........
I couldn't believe my eyes, I was so ughh.....I grabbed the blanket and curled up on the floor and laid there tramfixed on what was happening befor my eyes, I just couldn't believe that Tina and her Mom was having sex together in front of me......I could tell that Tina was about ready to cum when my friend came walking in, he took a few steps in and saw me curled up and I saw a flash of concern cross his face then he looked at couch and saw tina and her mom going at it and his expression got angry. I jumped up and ran to him and hugged him tight and wouldn't let go, he grabbed me by my waist and stared at Tina and her mom and raised his voice so they could hear and said "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!!!!!! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW!!!!!!!" this startled tina and she stopped riding the strappie and her mom looked over at us with a wierd look and said "get naked and join us" and my friend was like No Fucking Way you sick fuck!!! That is your own daughter!!!!! what the fuck is the m

Hope You're Happy
you don't know anything i feel. you don't know anything about me. there is nothing between us. i hope you happy now. hope you're happy now, that you stabbed my heart. nothing has changed. you laugh at me as always. i hope you're happy that you hurt me. all the wrongs that you did. you left me a empty feelings inside me. you don't know the things i feel. you dont know what's in my mind. there is nothing between us. i wonder if you're happy now. happy that you killed my heart. there is nothing i can say. there is nothing i can say to change, i hope you figure out what you really want. i wonder if you're happy that you hurt me. you finally end my heart.

My Journey
im dying , im breathing, this life is going fast. will my journey starts. will i make it home. which path should i choose? when my times starts, i cant refuse my fate. do you look at the stars? do you wish when you see a falling star? do you see the pain that i see? when my journey starts. will i make it home. im all for trying. i heard my name is called. nothing i can do. its something i can't refuse. i knew it was coming.

Could Be Last Time
you really changed. not for the bad. some of the good in you are showing. im going to tell you now. remember what you say. remember what you tell me. because it might be the last time. darkness might be in my eyes tomorrow.

Something I've Learned From Behind The Drum Set
Something I’ve learned from behind the drum set By Daniel Waid [I found this article today on Rapture Ready's website; I'm not sure who the author is, but what he's got to say really teaches me a thing or two too. Enjoy and be blessed! -- David] Worship. I don’t know when it happened; I don’t know when it started but some how my life has been transformed by worship. What I have learned from behind the drums in our church has changed my life. I struggled a little at first to find my place in the worship team. The worship team has been profoundly gracious to me in allowing me to voice my opinions and I am very grateful to them for allowing me the space to learn and grow, and screw up at times. Please note there will always be volume issues, tempo issues, and ¾ time, but please be patient, God isn’t through with me yet. The most important thing I have learned about worship from behind the drum set is…It’s not about me. Worship is about the Lord

Advice On Clothes!
As you all can see i'm more bottom heavy than top, which is fine, B's to C's are good no more back problems BUT WHAT CAN I WEAR THAT CAN COMPLEMENT THEM? for the party I mean, i'm thinking of either dressing up in my black dress or in my new black and pink outfit. Unless there is some other advice like, well not apple bottom jeans lmao more like mellon bottom jeans for me if you ask me... but something mini skirt, skirt down to my ankles, tight pants baggy pants ect ect. I want to complement my big ass ;;dances to sir mixalot's baby got back;; NSFW GALLO

Pondering
My life is really good right now. I've thinned my social calendar way back and am enjoying my freedom. My social circle has been tightened with a few players taken out of the game for poor sportsmanship. These two factors have put me in a place where I have a moment to think, so I have been... For past year I have slowed down on seeing clients. The gig really lost it's pleasure for me. There is just no inspiration in the whole thing for me right now. I need that to really give my clients the level of domination/topping I have been known to provide. To take anyone on right now would be unfair and not worth the price, in my opinion. After 2008's Sinfest, I chose to pull away from both the performance and production aspects of my career as well. Producing is a ton of work for little profit. It put strains on my friendships and mental well being. That means it's just not fucking worth it to me... I'd like to still perform, but have sort of distanced myself from my friends who are orient

Friend In Need Of Help
I have a friend who keeps asking for advice and I have ran out of what to tell her. She has a boyfriend and yet she continues to do stupid things because she knows that the sex is not at all good. She wants to have more than just him getting his and her not getting anything. She is constantly on the computer meeting and wanting to hook up with every guy she meets just to be able to have sex and nothing more. Now it turns out that she just got engaged to her boyfriend and she says that she will continure to have her secret lifestyle and I have told her that she is crazy and that she needs to stop it before something happens. I know it is her life, but she says she loves her Fiance and I keep telling her to follow what is in your heart. Now my question is, what do I tell and should I still be friends with her????

Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day
FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida, an atheist created a case against the Upcoming Easter and Passover days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring,"Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the Ruling , "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists." The judge said, "The calendar says April 1st

Beautiful Words ... Read Slowly
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe....That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.

Very Interesting Stuff
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed To beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb.Hence we have 'the ruleOf thumb'--------------------- --------- --------- ----Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'GentlemenOnly...Ladies Forbidden'.. .and thus, the word GOLF entered Into the English language.--------------- --------- --------- ----Every day more money Is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury.-------------- ------------ --------- --------Men can read smaller Print than women can; women can hear better.--------------------- --------- --------- ----Coca-Cola was Originally green.--------------------- --------- --------- ----It is impossible to lick Your elbow.--------------------- --------- --------- ----The State with the Highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska--------------------- --------- --------- ----The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now getThis...)--------------------- -----

You Know You Are Living In 2009 When...
1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave...2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three.4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.6.. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.7. Every commercial on television has a web -site at the bottom of the screen.8.. Leaving the housewithout your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.10. You get up in the morning and go on-line before getting your coffee11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. :)12 You're reading this and nodding and laughing.13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.14. You are too busy to

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Oxymoron’s..
1) Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2) Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3) If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4) If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5) Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6) Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7)

Difference Between Heaven & Hell
A Holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, 'Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.' The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in.

The Philosophy Behind This Is Absolutely Priceless....
In ancient Greece (469 - 399 BC), Socrates was well known for his wisdom. One day the great philosopher came upon an acquaintance who said excitedly, "Socrates, do you know what I just heard about one of your students? "Wait a moment," Socrates replied. "Before telling me anything I would like you to pass a little test. It's called the TripleFilter Test." "Triple filter?" "That's right," Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my student, it might be a good idea to take a moment and filter what you're going to say. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?" "No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it and ..." "All right," said Socrates. "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter ofGoodness. Is what you are about to tell me about my studentsomething good?" "Well, no, on the contrary..." "So," Socrates continued, "you want to tell me something bad about him

I Do Get Angry
I admit that I do get angry and if anyone thinks he's such a pain, get real, I can go further. I leave that there. I did talk with Erin the goddess who work for the good ol' surgeon and she says to me at the end they were good questions. God forbid I make sense at times. Anyone keeping up on this will know that I do not like lies. I asked for and received a postponement for the surgery due to the fact that I've yet to quit smoking. Someone said just lie and I could not. The Valve looked good on the Echo and another Echo will be done at the end of the surgery. Triple and maybe a Double due to some times that is allthey can do. I am not going to all the detail of it. She did say active as you are you'd be out in four days and back to your self in three weeks. God forbid I do things like climb trees and work on my house and left weights. Now all I have to figure out is how am I going to lie to myself to give up the smokes. That's a stumper. Norio

The Potty
A LITTLE THREE YEAR OLD BOY IS SITTING ON THE TOILET. HIS MOTHER THINKS HE HAS BEEN IN THERE TOO LONG, SO SHE GOES IN TO SEE WHAT'S UP. THE LITTLE BOY IS SITTING ON THE TOILET READING A BOOK. BUT ABOUT EVERY 10 SECONDS OR SO HE PUTS THE BOOK DOWN, GRIPS ONTO TO THE TOILET SEAT WITH HIS LEFT HAND AND HITS HIMSELF ON TOP OF THE HEAD WITH HIS RIGHT HAND. HIS MOTHER SAYS: "BILLY, ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?YOU'VE BEEN I

Thank You For Purchasing 'bubba & Cooter's Book Of Sure-fire Pick-up Lines' Brought To You By Bubba & Cooter. Enjoy!
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room....... 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon.

Little Johnny Is Not An Obama Fa
A teacher asked her 6th grade class how many of them were obama fans. Not really knowing what an obama fan is, but wanting to be liked by the teacher, all the kids raised their hands except for Little Johnny. The teacher asked Little Johnny why he has decided to be different... again. Little Johnny said, "Because I'm not an obama fan." The teacher asked, "Why aren't you a fan of obama?" Johnny said, "Because I'm a Republican." The teacher asked him why he's a Republican. Little Johnny answered, "Well, my Mom's a Republican and my Dad's a Republican, so I'm a Republican." Annoyed by this answer, the teacher asked, "If your mom were a moron and your dad were an idiot, what would that make you?" With a big smile, Little Johnny replied, "That would make me an obama fan."

Guy Gets Paid $40/hour For His Foot Fetish...
Jason, the Orgasmic Foot Masseur, Makes His Customers' Toes Sing The 90's were a time when New York women celebrated a newfound ability to have sex just like men. But where some saw liberation, others saw just another exercise in humiliation. The sex was often better, but the intimacy still seemed lacking. Some level of deep exchange was just not present in a "Did you come?"–"Yes,did you?" encounter. Despite platoons of men entering therapy, few seemed able to offer more than steely technique or self-involved psychodrama in bed. What's a girl who wants sex and intimacy to do? Pay for it. Enter Jason, who doesn't want to use his real name, for reasons that will become clear. A 24-year-old yoga teacher and licensed massage therapist, Jason has developed a lucrative sideline in what he calls "sensual foot pampering." He's up to 15 regular clients, several of whom live near him on Manhattan's Upper East Side. He makes house calls. And his fee-$40 an hour-is recession-friendl

Diseases Of Life
A good friend of mine, who I met online and have stayed in contact with for years, IM'ed me this morning asking if I was religious. It was a little of an odd question, but then again I have odd friends. I told him I had my own views of religion and faith, but that I did not associate with any one organized religious belief system. He then asked me if I prayed and I do sometimes. I asked him why. Apparently his father has been diagnosed with cancer, Lymphoma to be exact. It nearly broke my heart to hear that. I would have given him a big comforting hug if he didn't live in Kansas lol. But I gave him what comfort I could through words and thoughts and will continue to do so as much as I can. I do know a little what he is going through. As odd as this may sound, I'm glad it's a disease that his father has a chance of getting rid of. Not many people are in the same boat. My father has been diagnosed with MS, which is Multiple Sclerosis for those of you who don't know what that stands for.

Why Im So Strong
this morning i cry i look at his bugging eyes. they are poppin out alot today. he hasnt had his medicine. he asked me for hardboiled eggs, i always make him whatever he wants thought this mornings request raised an eyebrow. he didnt like his eggs , cuz they had no salt. but i cant give him salt. he asks me for some money for his jog a thon as i walk him to the school yard. but he cant be in a jog a thon. he looks forward to trick or treating to, but not me. every year we end up carrying him the last few blocks. he tries but he tires so easy. i give him what i can of a life. but its not a normal life. and i forget sometimes. i get so wrapped up in all the life i pretend i can live. i get distracted by the drama i create. i allow boys to take love and energy form me. even when they dont appreciate or deserve it. i am saddened by the loss of friends and lovers. and i let work bother me. i allow those trivial things to bother me.all the while my son dies. all the while my son watches

Hand Carved Brutus At Roosters In Whitehall
Hand Carved BRUTUS at Roosters in whitehall the date is set for 10/26/2009 around 6 PM i'm meeting with the carver and he will have his carvings with him for me and anyone else to see and buy. you can buy them at wholesale price on this day prices will go up to retail should i decide to sell them for him... By:Michael Bell

Heart Update, Take 2
So, I'm going in Wednesday, October 28th for a catheterization. On one hand, it'll be good because we'll find out what's causing the issue. On the other, not so good, because I'll have to go back for the procedure to fix the problem.

Bullshit
BULLSHIT I know how it feels to dream dreams and have them ripped from your heart, I know what it means to love someone so much you would give your life up for them. I know what pain feels like physically and mentally and I've learned how to endure. I know what it feels like to be angry and how life sometimes seems like an endless vicious cycle and you long to want out. I know what it feels like to shine and to be adored when you are on top of the world. I know what it feels like to be alone when your down and out and don't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out. I know the difference in being in lust and being in love and sometimes I fucking just want both. I know what it feels like to like to cry to just wash away the pains within and relieve the tenseness of the bitterness that lyes inside. I know what it feels like to receive the death sentence but not knowing when the day your going to die shall come but know your life has just been shortened. I know what it

Rain
RAINSalems lot how much for your soul they say?Tracks in and off the railroad fallen down through another crack todayHot blooded rampage current events obscuredPlease someone tell me ,where are the saviors of this dark cold world?Trapped within a cave cold water over your head.I keep seeing you beating against the rocks, the water now is colored red.You are lost within and today is the day you promised to let it all go.Take away the disease of corruption, fragments of deceit ,and fly with me no one will ever know.Jagged blades running down your spine death keeps running through your wicked mind.Then suddenly a light shines down upon you bringing the way for you to find.Fearful of the path she has brought before your face, beneath those wicked sheets she lays.Broken hearts sing melodies, unlived blood pumping heart beats, life is now running through your veins.Step out the voices say and reach up for the stars are now within your reach.I am rainning down upon you.. soaking you deeply wi

Lust
Lust Close your eyes ....feel my touchdream with me/ fly with me / play with memy name is lusti walk through the nightinvisible to alli play with those who seek pleasurefilling them with needa whisper in their mindurging them onbringing their hidden desires to thefront of their mindit is me who haunts your dreamsit is me who taunts you with forbidden imagestaboo fantasiesthe suductive of the unknownit is my hand that strokes your fleshas subtly as the evening cool breeze

I Thirst
I Thirst It is a night of dark desire, a song of death,wolves vent their cry. The eternal onestirs. Evil shrouds her pale form,a lurking fear. Her raven hair cascades overtranslucent ivory shoulders, and herfull scarlet lips part slightly, to taste thered tears streaming from thepale flesh beneathher. Now a night of ecstasy,I thirst. Erica Chamlee ©copy right July 12th, 2009 all rights reserved

Forgranted
"FORGRANTED" Relentless.....tainted.... envy all around.... Faultered morals empty thoughts.... Gravity keeps pulling me back down.... High minded dreams.... unlived expectations of what I've wished my life to be.... Gauntlets ...kingdoms.... chests of golden nuggets lace -n- satin sheets.... Feathers of an angel's wings... Warts on a covered toad... Warmth from the sunshine's beams.... Moon light on a gloomy night's whoasSadness seems to fill the air as I drift upon a memory bliss Memories that have tingled me within,the moments of my first kiss.. Meditation as I sit and read....my life passes before mine eyes Then suddenly someone you once loved.. passes on to the other side And In all our lifes ups and downs.. losses and gains alike... I can't help but realize how often we take life forgranted as we sink into the night Erica Chamlee ©copy right June 27th, 2009 all rights reserved

Immortal Sin
IMMORTAL SIN My eyes are distent from the weeping for the zeal of your wings... Famished by my compulsions to acquire your benevolence and all it brings.. I am saturated internally with the gloom of your guise... I am feeble by the dysphoria I see within your eyes. Emerge along side of me as I invent our enchanted place we disguise ourselves within. Come to me now for this heated frenzy is raging, longing for you ,an imortal sin. Erica Chamlee ©copy right July 30th, 2009 all rights reserved

Once In A Lifetime
Once In A Lifetime ONCE IN A LIFE TIME.... YOU MAY SEE THINGS YOU'VE NEVER SEEN AND REACH OUT TO CATCH A FALLING STAR... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY SAY THINGS YOU'D NEVER MEAN, TO SOMEONE THAT HOLDS YOUR HEART FROM A FAR... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY GIVE THINGS WITH MOTIVE AND WISH YOU WOULDN'T BEEN SO EXPECTANT OF SOMETHING IN RETURN.. ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK AND THIRSTINGS RUN SO DEEP YOU YEARN FOR A CISTERN... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MEET THOSE WHOM YOU'D NEVER MEET...CONSIDERING TIME AND OR PLACE AT HAND... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME ...YOU MAY CROSS A LINE AND POTENTIONALLY LOOSE, A WHAT COULD OF BEEN, A DAMN GOOD FRIEND... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME...YOU JUST MIGHT CRY AND LET IT ALL FLOW WITHIN, TO RELIEVE YOU OF YOUR PAIN... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU JUST MAY WANT TO WITHDRAW AND WISH YOU NEVER MET... OR KNEW THEIR NAME... Erica Chamlee ©copy right Aug 22, 2009 all rights reserved

Small Talk- 03.21.07
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people)There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind you f

Crossroads
CROSSROADSHave you ever been at the crossroads of....letting go and yet taking in?....Have you ever been at the crossroads of....loosing a loved one and yet finding a new friend?....Have you ever been at the crossroads of...walking into the darkness or choosing the light instead?....Have you ever been at the crossroads of...falling behind others or moving ahead?...Have you ever been at the crossroads of...Loving someone or just letting go?...Have you ever been at the crossroads of...when you have so much to say but something just won't let it all flow?...Have you ever been at the crossroads of ...forgiving someone or being vengeful in your grief?...Have you ever been at the crossroads of...raging within wanting to hurt yet wanting peace and relief?...Have you ever been at the crossroads of...all these crossroads and not knowing where your even at?...This is the crossroad I am on now ..one I will definitely never forget...written by Erica Chamlee all rights reserved.

Windows
I have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shutOccasional light seeps through, and makes you wonderWhat hides inside, but I won't open upDon't try and pry, the iron nails are strongTo hold the curious afarBut wonderment is even strongerYou lean in to try and bend that barYou put your ear and listen to the soundsAnd left to ponder what those moving shadows areAnd where the light you see is coming fromAnd whats hidden behind it allBut after all those tries, you looked aroundAnd found a lock: it was unlocked all alongYou opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacantMy eyes, the windows to my soul

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise;I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind;I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise,Just let me put your whole existence in a bind.Succumb yourself to the immortal creaturesThere is no need to try and fight;The darkness will erase my features,You'll never see what came to you at night;The carnal feast will leave your body limpid,The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veinsI'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquidAnd take you to a place where darkness reignsMy passion is like phoenix rising,I'll seize the night, and lead the way;But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizonAlas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

The Last Shade Of Gray
THE LAST SHADE OF GREY Shallow emotions fill the room as I sit here winding down from the exhausting arguement that just rang through ,Fifteen years of pure struggle and feelings are so numb I am left not knowing now what in the hell I should do.I have lingered here trying to hold to the mere threads of pain and familiarity.But lately I have felt that this lonely feeling I feel, just really isn't enough for me.I have ran far and cried many tears when the lights have grown dim within.Somewhere I invision a life full of love and who knows, maybe even a little feeling.I dream.... I cry.... I sit and wonder why? Why does the story always have to end this way for me?I know I have given my all to make things work, but maybe my all isn't enough , what will be will be...Stolen moments of pleasure and hours of communication from many strangers along my way..Just seems I am still lost and left alone life is slowly killing all there is left within me.Sands of time, chipped away bits of scattered

Soul Mate
SOUL MATERomancing you within my heart tonight.... I miss you so much I want to cry..but I swallow my tears so that I can write.... Take me in your arms please don't fear what you know is right..Fly high with me to our awaited, unseen height.I close my eyes and tell you what I see...Your smiling, smurking staring into my eyes, as your holding me...I see us so free... can you see us through me?I swallow my fears and let go to let you in on my secret...Your my soul mate, there, I knew I couldn't keep it.I always tell secrets I wonder why is that?Anyhow I tumble down a hill laughing with you as we free fall all the way..Nature is between us were flying..as were dying... all is just right today..I see something cut your back... I look at it and grab his heart and smash it to death.Just another old demon now there is nothing left. We tread on serpents both high and low as were holding one anothers hand.I know you wandering in darkness and you may not really understand...I see a million peop

Opened Hand Beneath The Sand
OPENED HAND BENEATH THE SANDI wake up each day in search for a trace....Of your heart, your love, a smile upon your face...I have recently lost your hand as we stumbled through this gloom...Yet I see life together prepared within our heart shaped tomb...The rain has now receded and Egyptian sand is all I can see around...My body is wilting and thirsting as I crumble to the ground...I am still yet reaching out for you as I slowly disappear beneath the sand...All that's left of me above the Earth is my waiting, wanting, still wide opened hand...written by Erica Chamlee all rights reserved

Hidden Secrets
HIDDEN SECRETSShading...illuminating...billows ...of... what I've known... Waiting...contemplating...rips within my heart ...left unsown...Shadows ever lurking..behind the midnight dew...as I spread my wings to fly ... I seem to think of only you...only you.....Hot within...on fire...Holding on to ..only a dream... and one tear as it falls from my eye ,then I...then I can see clearly....I can see so clearly... through the pain that has my heart locked ...locked and keyed ....It reveals to me...the hidden secrets that lye within my hurt...Heaven can't save me ...angels on high, hear me calling... I drift away... far,from this world ....Falling away... away from this world... Heaven close your eyes.. for I can't bare to see you cry for me... Hollow... forever... forever.. in my dreams..Mastering the intentive mindset of the human species...Heal the weak... feel the strong... chosen by a higher power than I ,to rule.... To rule and reign... Reign ....Reign in this darkness... War all arou

A Warrior's Desire
A WARRIOR'S DESIRE I am sitting here drifting amiss... so tired of feeling so got damn helpless... I want to set you free... take away all of your pains, give them to me... I see the mounds of dirt on top of you, covering your eyes from the light.. "Shelter me," I feel you say , But the distance between us prevent me from being beside you tonight.. Oh how long this road has been and we have traveled down some dark, dark roads of wicked intention.. Trying to hold on to you through this thicket of briers and thorns and I keep getting cut in this deluded dimension... I tell myself I shall endure this pain for your love, but I feel it beginning to tare me down with you... I bleed, I cry, I scream, I die, I yearn.. I burn, I keep wondering what's next for me to go through... I say," I love you", because I do, and I feel the coldness return from your damaged hearts silence.. Ohh so much hate and evilness that lyes within the darkness of the past, full of unmentionable wicked viol

Mirror Mirror
Mirror Mirror Why? How could you? If only you would have listened when you were younger.. Now look at yourself! Ha! Love, for you now, is only a hunger. Your talking to yourself? Have you really gone mad my dear? Is that me you see in that mirror or is it another fantasy? Me.. Ohh.. Me.. I so appologise to you! I love you, but have given up on a lot of the things I had planned to do. I see you crying, as I watch you, it keeps breaking my heart within. Alone. Heart broken. Blood tainted, all for the short pleasures of sin. He could never love you, your face is not pale enough for him. His life is too complicated for what you need, give it up my friend. Your loosing yourself within this fantasy world you yearn for so bad. Hey You! Wake up! Remember .....Me is all you ever had! Stop fu*king crying.There is more beauty in life than just in your tears. Death keeps tormenting you....... I know your tired of the fears... Just relax ...maybe he will read this and see how you

Hollow Echos
Hollow EchosHollow echos keep ringing in my ears... Help me master please take away my fears...Feening desires holding on to my fate... Call me near you I dont want to be too late...My funeral has.... prepared... itself....Death is calling... its me,and no one else..I feel like running.... but now theres no where to go... Hollow echos I cant take it no mo'....This road is winded.... down to its very end...I think its finally time...to say goodbye my friend..Havoc is within me can't heal it to norm... feel my body...my blood is no more warm...Hollow echos keep ringing my ears...Help me Master please take away my fears...Feening desires holding on to my fate.. Call me near you...I dont want to be too late...Fall from the dragon and fire shall burn.....call to the master...he wont let you return...Fall from the dragon and the fire shall burn...call to the master...he wont let you return...Inside theres horror and trouble all dispare....Inside is hollow...and no ones ever there...Death is

Below Zero
Below ZeroWe sink into a place that is so dark most are afraid to transend to the depths that we explore...A meditational place within our minds that brings the emotion of sadness and feelings we feel, that are so cold to our soul.I am here with you, yet so ,so far away , for you to see me clearly enough to touch.We yearn to cry, but it has now reached a below zero temperature, where the tears we feel are frozen as such.Wilting within, as a rose petal beneath a cold bitter snow in the dead of winters' bliss.I hear your heart's whispers to me, "I need love" and in my dreaming of you, it's your lips I tenderly kiss.I feel alone in my reality so much I long for each day to come here to escape with you.Sudden visons of silence... I hear the voices of deciet deceiving me within the desires they'd have me to do.Confussion, Illusion, Delusions I continue to fool myself with lust.The world is so full of deceptions and evil motives, there remains no one left for us to trust.Heart broken, No! I

Asylum
AsylumShe sits within her padded walled asylum... voices within her mind tempting her intent...Her mentality going assunder, darkly twisted and crookedly bent... Her heart races within the straight jacket she wears fitting to her will... Invisioning the victims within her evil soul that she ever so longs to kill.. Lurking behind the shadows of her mind lye blood stained patterns of what was yesterday.. Injections of peace she feels as the doctor relieves her of the tormenting voices that continue to lead her astray...Death to her is the only way out, but she is bound within her cell... The asylum..now has become her imprisoning, padded, forever tormenting HELL...Written by , Erica Chamlee all rights reserved.

Halloween
So, now I have two ideas for Halloween: A Russian mail order bride: wedding dress, a big tag that says "Looking for Green Card", envelopes attached to the dress, and White trash: Bud light shirt, Nascar edition (check), black eye(check), preggo stomach, two diff colored baby dolls hangin off my stomach by umbilical cords, Dc Martens boots (check), black tooth cap

A List Of Some Films
I have a friend WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS who everytime I say a thing about a film always goes "Durrrr" and then says she OR HIM hasn't seen it, so for her sake OR HIM, IT COULD BE A HIM, I'm going to post a list of movies I think she OR HIM should see, so infuture when I say stuffs, she OR HIM can go, "Oh oh yeah, I've seen that now". So it's like a list of some of my best films. Just a list really. For my friend OR HIM. 1. Swingers 2. Southland Tales 3. Gummo 4. Bright Young Things 5. Porco Rosso 6. Napoleon Dymanite 7. Igby Goes Down (shut up, it's not rude) 8. Barton Fink 9. I'm A Cyborg But That's Okay 10. Death On The Nile When my friend OR HIM says she OR HIM has seen these ones, I might do some more. (edit : I have an idea, when you comment, you can give yourself a kins movie rating out of ten based on how many you seen)

My Poetry
I want to be the oneYou see in your dreams,The one that won’t make everythingRip open at the seams.I want to be the oneThat makes you happy inside,The one you run toWhen the world makes you wanna hide.I want to be the first one you look forWhen you walk in a crowd,The one you missWhen Im not around.I want to be the oneYou show off to your friends,The one you won’t,m9.8nu9 leave standing aloneWith no one to cry to in the end.I want to be the oneWho picks you up when you fall,The one you want to talk to,The first one you’ll call.I want to be the one you look atAnd says she’s the one

If I Cant Have U
If I Can't Have You I don't want nobodyIf i can't have youoh i can't love nobodyunless i'm loving youchorus:the way you hug methe way you squeeze methe way you kiss meya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya yaif i can't have youi can't talk to nobodyunless i'm talking to youi don't wanna hold nobodyunless i'm holding youchorusi can't be kissing nobodyunless i'm kissing youi just don't i just don't i just don't want to be bothered with nobodyunless i'm bothered with youchorus [ If I Can't Have You Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

1 Week Without Weakness.
It's been, one week since I looked at you.... 7 days, going on 8 currently. My sleeping habits have changed, my eating habits have stayed the same, and my attitude has never been more indifferent. The only substantial difference I see since having retired from smoking, is the way people have acted toward me. The non-smokers, and the reformed smokers(I still don't like those people), have accepted me with open arms. As in both cases, I am now one of them. But the smokers, those who i've left behind, have acted as if what I've done was a move against them and them alone. I have not treated ANY of them any differently, but have had numerous comments made toward me, and for what? For choosing to not do something with MY body? Why does this offend them? Do they hate me because they can't do it, but want to? Or because the can, but don't want to? Either way, envy is the bastard brother of hate, and he's bringing him along for the trip. As the looks of anger I've gotten from pe

So Annoying!!!!
you know what pisses me of more and more lately? all these members who leave status messages like gimme this bling and i want this and i want that!. you go to their pics section and ALL not just some of their pics are all private! listen im not here to buy you things ok? and i shouldnt have to pay money to veiw a pic of you petting your dog in the nude! MY nsfw pics are free for everyone to veiw . modesty isnt one of my better traits. hehehehe so do me a favor! if you want me or other people to rate you PLEASE dont keep all your photos private or i simply wont rate, fan or buy you drinks! i pay enough money for my internet connection alone i dont need to pay anyone elses bills! thanks and have a good day!

Girls
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.who calls you back when you hang up on him.who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.Who holds your hand in

Is This Love - White Snake
I should have known better Than to let you go alone It's times like these I can't make it on my own Wasted days, and sleepless nights An' I can't wait to see you again I find I spend my rime Waiting on your call How can I tell you, babe My back's against the wall I need you by my side To tell me it's alright Cos I don't think I can take anymore Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is this love or am I dreaming This must be love Cos it's really go a hold on me A hold on me I can't stop the feeling I've been this way before But, with you I've found the key To open any door I can feel my love for you Growing stronger day by day An' I can't wait too see you again So I can hold you in my arms Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is this love or am I dreaming This must be love Cos it's really got a hold on me A hold on me Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is thi

Fool That I Am
Fool That I Am Fool that I am,For falling in love with you.And a, fool that I am,For thinking you loved me, too.You took my heart,Then played the part of little coquette.And, all my dreams just disappearedLike the smoke from a cigarette.Fool that I am,For hoping you’d understand.And thinking youWould listen, too,And, oh, the things I had planned.But we couldn’t see eye to eyeSo, darling, darling, darling,This is goodbye.But I still care, but I still care,And oh, fool that I am.Oh, but I still care,Fool that I am [ Fool That I Am Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

Mixtape?
"Yo kins, what are you doing?" Well, I was just sitting here thinking about the sorts of things I might put on a mix tape if I was making one for my buddy, or something. "Yo kins, that is interesting, sort of. What did you decide?" Well, okay. For starters, there are some people that'd always get a look in. You'd for sure have some Tom Waits on there, and some Eels. Probably a bit of Erin McKeown and some Kimya Dawson. We'd have some old stuff on there, a bit of Skip Jame, or Blind Willie McTell. That compilation I got with that book on Robert Crumb has some wonderful old jazz on it, that might have to be represented. "Yo, okay, what else?" Well, there's those artists who I don't know much about, but for some reason that one track always sticks in my head. 'Food And Pussy' by Dan Somebody (I forget now), Jawbone's version of 'Chug-a-lug'. And then stuff I've been listening to lately, at the moment the Gaslight Anthem would get a look in, and Micah P Hinson. Oh, and somethi

Who Are You Now?
Who Are You Now? You were with me through the years, You did my soul restore. When my spirit needed mending, I got all that and more. As for seeking you, there was no need; At your hour, you always came, But a change has come to tip the scales And something's not the same. Where did you go, old friend of mine? What called you urgently? Was some mission more important? What is there now that will heal me? You were loyal, steadfast, constant Though troubled, you were on my side. I swear I can't imagine what I did To make you run and hide. Did you think I wouldn't miss you? Did you feel I could go on alone? They told me that someday you'd fade, I guess I really should have known. But now I only toss and turn; I feel the void you left behind I ache and moan in search of peace That will relieve my beleaguered mind. I guess you're never really gone, My eyelids flutter and you slip through time, I feel as though I've been with you, Twixt hazy dusk and weary dawn. They say as shado

For My All.........
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative-Pure and positive and free to melt into your loving embrace.

Whats Troubling You
i saw a fellow on the street one day and he looked a little troubled so i asked him whats troubling you? he just staired at me so i went on to see ifi could find out ...i said ...did you go to the doctor to get a pysical did he look at you and say you had to pay in advance? did you save up all your mony to buy a used car and when you droveit home and stopped ant the intersection the police try to tow it away as a recked vehiacl? is that what got yu down? do you some times feellike a stranger in a strangeland walking through the desert looking for the prince of peace but you feet get stuck in the sand? is thats what troubling you bubby well never give up never give up that shit i told him keep trying to find you peace no matter how long it take or how hard the road just keep on keeping on when i find myself in times of trouble i listen to my music (haha you thought i was gonna get into a beatles song huh fooled ya ) i listen to something cool and easy i lay back relax check out th

A Kiss Goodbye. *original By Living Dead Doll*
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embrase I miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

What Is Love??
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

As Man Of Faith Find Giacomo Casanova Words Lightening And Use Full
"For my future I have no concern, and as a true philosopher, I never would have any, for I know not what it may be: as a Christian, on the other hand, faith must believe without discussion, and the stronger it is, the more it keeps silent." Giacomo Casanova Understand that I love all that god has created but sometimes the Jesus heads over do it a bit. "God forgive them for they know not what they do" God ceases to be God only for those who can admit the possibility of His non-existence, and that conception is in itself the most severe punishment they can suffer. Giacomo Casanova I find that this quote works well for the pagans who hate that I am Christan. "God help them to forgive the followers that harmed them so. And help them to see that not all christans are the same" It is sad to say this most often I have found those who have turned away from God did not turn away from him because of god but because of their dealings with the church goers. One should remember

Hero?!?!?
I'm just a step away I'm a just a breath away Losin my faith today Fallin off the edge today I am just a man not superhuman I'm not superhuman someone save me from the hate It's just another war just another family torn Falling from my faith today just a step from the edge Just another day in the world we live I need a hero to save me now I need a hero Save me now i need a hero to save my life A hero'll save me Just in time i gotta fight today To live another day speakin my mind today My voice will be heard today I've gotta make a stand but i am just a man I'm not superhuman my voice will be heard today It's just another war just another family torn My voice will be heard today It's just another kill the countdown Begins to destroy ourselvesWho's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive We're in the fight of our lives And we're not ready to die Who's gonna fight for the weak Who's gonna make 'em believe i've got a hero I've got a hero livin in me I'm gonna fight for wha

Get Your Body Beat
(Lyrics by A. La Plegua)Trick your crank to set the scoreCan you take the pain at all?I try to understand you girlBut you gotta earn itFuck it up and let it goGET YOUR BODY BEATLET YOUR BLOOD FLOWGET YOUR BODY BEATLET YOUR BLOOD FLOWDoesnt Matter what they sayNever understood at allDon't give a fuck what people sayglad your piece is just for showrape the snake and dont let goGET YOUR BODY BEATLET YOUR BLOOD FLOWGET YOUR BODY BEATLET YOUR BLOOD FLOW

Attracting A Pisces
Attracting a Pisces male is not hard --- in fact they're quite pretty easy to love. Pisces male appear tough and strong on the outside, but on the inside, they can be the most adorable, cute and lovable boys you'd surely want to cuddle and snuggle. They love the arts and they themselves are artists in the very sense of the word --- they are also up to date and are extremely knowledgeable in a lot of things especially with their passions and interests. They're street smart, flexible and dedicated old fellow and they yearn for a partner who a little bit the same. So without further agony, here are some top tips when it comes to attracting a Pisces male --- impress and seduce him now! Show them your romantic side.Poetry? Love stories? Cheesy flicks? Nothing appreciates them more than a Pisces male. Sure, he may be a softie but a Pisces men can be sensual and great lovers as well. They appreciate life's beauty and knows how to live life to the fullest --- although they need constant ins

Pisces Traits
Dreamy, poetic, and romantic, a Pisces man slips into your life, takes you by the hand, and shows you a beautiful world you never knew existed. This man really believes in soul mates and sensitivity and will make your dreams come true. LoveYou will think that you have met your soul mate because a male Pisces lover knows instinctively how to please you. You’ll feel he’s not only reading your mind but looking into the depths of your soul. Just be careful. He’s probably doing that to a few other people, too. And he has no qualms about it. Pisces men love to be controlled. They appreciate a dominating presence in their life, whether in the bedroom or the boardroom. These men will slip through your fingers like the fish that represent them. If you want to keep him around, try making yourself indispensable: help him balance his checking account, make playlists on his iPod, threaten to clean up his diet, and just generally exude good mental health.WorkMost Pisces men are hon

Fishing Relationships With Advise On How To Catch Me
The Pisces man is difficult to pin down, most of his true feelings are hidden. He is attracted to anything stress free and without a competitive edge because he hates restriction but on the other hand, he is also attracted to things that stir his emotions, including women. Pisces man is notorious for choosing the wrong woman, he tends to be unlucky in love and have dating relationships full of peril.When confronted with complicated issues, he tends to retreat into his dream world and wears his "rose colored glasses". This is why Pisces man can be very temperamental and pretend there is nothing wrong when your relationship is on rocky ground. When life is not going so well, he can be very hard on himself and very self destructive so it is better for him to live in denial. The Pisces male needs a firm, strong woman to guide him because he is very indecisive and is known for sitting on the fence. The woman has to take the lead in the dating relationship. This need for nurturing is often

Fishy Man
Ladies, have you ever said to yourself, "Why can't men understand women? Why don't they understand us and our needs better?" Enter. . . the Pisces male.Our fishy Piscean man is a self made man. He doesn't hatch a plan for success but more so, plants a seed for it and patiently waits for it to sprout. One word - visualization. He plants the seed for his intentions and then visualizes what he intends them to become. He is a patient man and regardless of whether or not his intentions are already realized, he'll carry himself as if they are. By behaving as if he has already attained his goals and received their rewards, he thus becomes his own self fulfilling prophecy. You could say he's a master at the Universal Law of Attraction. Intention, visualization, behavior modification = manifestation. That's our Pisces male in a nutshell.Sextrology puts it best by saying, "Infamously unbeholden to anybody but himself, he trails nary a trace of emotional or psychological baggage, often tossing as

[join My Religion]
You read that and thought I was an asshole didn't you? Well geehow do you think I feel? I'm keeping this short, because I want you to know only a few keypoints and its bedtime 1. I do not wish to subscribe to "Jesus Magic" weekly.2. Been there done that. Jesus is just alright with me.3. Don't talk about religion, abortion, the death penalty, or political parties at work.4. Don't talk about fight club. I'm openly noncommitted nonorganized religion philosopher/buddhist with heavy deist leanings. I am not agnostic. I am not atheist.I am not a godless heathen.A hereticmaybe. I've explained this before.To anyone that asks. When you ask me to go to bible study, when you know my belief system, with hope and wonder in your eyes and smilelike you honestly think you're going tosave meconvert meconvince meshow me something I haven't already been bored with expect me to laugh. In fact when this exact situation came up today.I did just that.Honestly, who doesn't know not to talk about rel

Luda Is Up For Grabs
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Pisces Man
There are basically two types of Pisces men - those who go against the tide and those who go where it takes them. The former types remain on the lookout for the right opportunity, struggle against the world to utilize its full potential and triumph over life. The latter types remain tangled in their dreams, may not notice even when the opportunity knocks at the door and may miss the bright sunlight of success. A Piscean man needs to develop the personality traits of resolute judgment and unwavering actions to realize his ambitions and be a winner. He also has to bury his old, unrealizable dreams if he wants to move ahead in life. All this doesn't mean that he is weak or feeble. It's just that he lives in his dreams too much and has to will himself to get up and indulge in real action. When he manages to brush off the starry dust from his eyes, he sees the real world and then, goes about doing the business of earning his bread. A Piscean male has a very clever and sharp mind. The moment

Red And Khaki
TARGET must be a horrible place to shop at when you are high. You've got 2 color schemes that become disturbingly obvious as you walk through the doors on the way pick up an affordable pair of shoes for work. Upper 50% RED, lower 50% KHAKI. Yes I said KHAKI. What freaks me out mostly about these colors are the busy little bees who work in this store in which I hear many women refer to as tarjay'. Emphasis on the 'Jay'. An oh so wrong pronunciation to make the store appear more French than it is. Allegedly. I despise the French. Regardless, these busy little bees that work in TARJAY, work in there red Polo shirts and there khakis like little elfs on a production line working for Santa Claus. Beautiful yet somehow dirty. My original intended point, before I drifted off on this mindless/drunken rant is please look at these busy little bees next time you go in the Le Tarjay. The red/ khaki color scheme produces a classic visual of a person who's legs move independent of their upper bo

Why Why Why?!
I have so much school work to do, yet I still find myself wasting my time and life on this stupid website playing fuMafia! I need to be doing calculus problems, working on my 10 page research project, reading one of the 10 books I have to read, etc. etc. etc. I always get my work done eventually, but I'm such a procrastinator and I wish I wasn't. I'm just tired of school and work running my life and wish I had more time to do things that I enjoy without having the knowledge that there is something else I should be doing in the back of my mind. Oh well, someday. Calculus quiz at 8 am tomorrow...time to buckle down and study for it.

Mental Heuristics
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just

What Tetris Block Are You?
You Are the "L" Block You are creative and interesting. You are always coming up with a new spin on things.Until people figure you out, you tend to be under appreciated. You talents usually go unnoticed at first.You are adventurous and a total experimenter. You've tried things that people haven't even dared to contemplate.You are always reinventing yourself in novel ways. You've gone through many different phases in your life. What Tetris Block Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Way Too Long
Way Too LongHere I am again just me inside my mindKnowing it necessary to go back in time not as complicated as I would have it seemBlood paved roads leading to lost dreams never thought I would have what it takesYet all that time, I never would break what dont kill you only makes you strongerWell it seems to me it just takes longer pieces of me are born while other pieces dieRest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry fighting, always trying to find my groove Always on the edge, not daring to move a matter of time before I would fallExquisite pain, meaning nothing at all thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skiesCalm before the storm brewing in my eyes lies dressed up pretty, all home grownSmoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own my fun house constructed and built of bloodMaking me doubt myself and all I love new dreams now having me hypnotizedLooking into my mind, I sit mesmorized trusting myself, the edge around me goneI was locked in that fun house wa

Life Update
OK here we go I havent been on here in forever a day plus one. Dont really know why busy as fuck. Me and my Ex are done sent in divorce paper work and waiting to hear back from TN to get our wish. I turned her in for cheating on my and the navuy punished the fuck ouy of her sorry no tears were shed. she is still cheating what a way to get in trouble again. so I am getting the kids the house the money whatever esle i like and mean while she gets more sex which pisses me off cause i havent got any but than again i get anything but it. so two weeks ago my little girl feel down the stairs broke her femer and is now in a five point half body cast for three moths, did i mention she is three years old and yeah bad times there. so on the 21st of oct i had my surgery long awaited where they removed some muscles from bones moved a nerve and the good painful as fuck shit. but thats it im moving back to TN soon divorce be back on market and watch out. let me know what you think.

What Tetris Block Are You?
You Are the "T" Block You are very flexible and adaptable. You're able to fill almost any role or do almost any job. You are peaceful and calm. In fact, you're so tranquil that people often forget you're around. You prefer to leave the drama to other people. That being said, you sometimes end up cleaning up someone else's mess. You don't mind doing the dirty work every so often. You're a true team player, and you're always happy to contribute. What Tetris Block Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

What Color Of The Rainbow Are You?
You Are Green You are a very intuitive person. You understand what people need. You are both a natural healer and persuader. You've always found it easy to get what you want in life, whether that is material success or just making a difference in other people's lives. You change with the times, and if anything, you tend to lead the way toward the future. You anticipate what's going to happen next. You have the opportunity to be a very powerful person. What you end up doing with your power is up to you. What Color of the Rainbow Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

First Day On Fubar..
Well this is officially my first day on Fubar and officially my first Blog on Fubar. I am so confused I don't even know where to start. I have my profile set up for the most part, I have joined a lounge, I have chatted up a few people, and now I am trying to blog. How do I get points is my next goal, according to my homepage all I need is 9 more points to get the next level. I am hoping that this blog will help put me over the top. T

According To
According to Doctor Rosenbloom I was on Active Duty beyond three years. If I were him I'd stay away from whoever sold him that. The documents I have says something different but maybe the military lied to me and continues to do so? Doctor Rosenbloom I have you LIMA CHARLIE or Loud and Clear. You refuse to do this surgery if I continue to smoke. I'm still smoking so you refuse. Pleasure meeting you again. Someone is awful quiet. More than one. Someone called me and the number I know but left no message. Often the case but this time something was up. Military site I reached is off limits. I'm not suppose to know that. You know what I don't like is this lie that is spread around that they give you something to forget. Your all mixed up. Memories are erased by first death. If I can't remember what they need. That is different. They want me alive so that I'll rememer. The site will wake them up. LIMA CHARLIE. Norio

My Broken Heart Lies Open
My broken heart lies open for all the world to seeMy pieces that have shattered is all thats left of meOur memories seem so distant your touch now fades awayWhere once my life was happy now turns my world to greyI strain to find a reason but my world is still unknownStuck here to face my tragedy's and reaping what I've sownWithin me thrashing open my wounds still want to bleedAnd every ounce of will thats left wants to run to you with speedI walk this place so empty and wonder if it showsThey say time makes love weaker but for me it only growsWhere is a place of comfort when the pain is all too realHow can you find the strenth inside when broken is how you feel?I pray for only sleep now in hopes I'll see your faceI close my eyes so tightly to escape me from this placeI reach my hand in darkness and they try to pull you throughBut the darkness grabs a hold of me as I'm reaching out to youOur memories is all thats left now in a world that feels so coldWhen once our

Florida Court Sets Atheist Holiday
And all God's children said - AMEN!Thank God for a judge who not only knows the scriptures well but also knows how to apply it in daily living In Florida, an Atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge.After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others.. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unawar

Brief Thoughts On Want
Considering that the hearts desire of every individual walking this planet can conceivably be different, and that if each of these individuals were able to have whatever it is that is that want, that desire, that waking need, would this push the world into a chaos that could be the end of all, or, would it elevate the society as a whole because from the point of birth, individual want is accepted, nay beyond tolerance, encouraged by the population as a whole. Therefore this desire becomes aligned with a calling from god to the priesthood, one that would be akin to sin to ignore. It is what I can understand of society as a whole that this is not the case. Have individuals been taught since birth, that the community wants are of greater import then those that are harbored within our recognition, and this then creates a dysfunctional society, one that will turn these individuals to perform outrageous acts against the society that frustrates and enrages the personal identity, and w

Sometimes
Sometimes people don't realize the true meaning of things until they are lost to them. A relationship that went south and never given a second chance could be the relationship that would have lasted. Friends that take each other for granted and never really listen to one another losing touch and not speaking. You never know what will happen tomorrow or what might walk into your life tomorrow so never take for granted the things that you have right in front of you.

Stars
Bright stars, yellow stars, flashing through the air,Are you errant strands of Lady Mary's hair?As she slits the cloudy veil and bends down through,Do you fall across her cheeks and over heaven too? Gay stars, little stars, you are little eyes,Eyes of baby angels playing in the skies.Now and then a winged child turns his merry faceDown toward the spinning world -- what a funny place! Jesus Christ came from the Cross (Christ receive my soul!)In each perfect hand and foot there was a bloody hole.Four great iron spikes there were, red and never dry,Michael plucked them from the Cross and set them in the sky. Christ's Troop, Mary's Guard, God's own men,Draw your swords and strike at Hell and strike again.Every steel-born spark that flies where God's battles are,Flashes past the face of God, and is a star.

Sexy Lil Hell Cat
My name is Heavenlei but i prefer to be called heaven, im 23 yrs old an live in heber springs arkansas. I was born an raised in port huron michigan an been down south now for 3 yrs. Ima really out goin an spokin person an easy to get along with as long as u dont get on my bad side. I love to read an write an spend my nights on fubar because i dont get out much anymore because i raise 4 kids. Lol yes i said 4. My oldest nevaeh is 3 , my son jamin is 2 an i just had a set of twin girls arianna an destiny. I love them with all my heart an never knew the tru meaning of life till i gave life myself. I really done know what else to say so if u wanna know more dont be shy just ask. -Heaven- aka Sexy Lil HellCat

Smile
You're better then the best I'm lucky just to linger in your light Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right Completely unaware Nothing can compare to where you send me, Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok And the moments where my good times start to fade You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile Even when you're gone Somehow you come along Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that You steal away the rain and just like that You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed, sing like bird Dizzy in my head, spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold, buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh, you make me smile Don't know how I lived witho

Random Thoughts
you cry out why in agony. you scream to god your blasphemies. deep in you dreams i can hear your screams its a horrifying reality. when i look in your eyes, i see pieces of you die,as you cry those tears of demise. as the tears pour out in pain, like hurricanes of acid rain. it leaves a blood red stain. and the world can feel your shame.

Poetry
wind blowsthe air flowslight happans if u golove will followyou will seeits hard to really leavelife blossoms in this placeyou will find a better escapelove will grow when you breathethat gurl will love you unconditionalygive it timeit will beyou will find what you needwhen you find her let her goif she loves you she will knowif its true she will seeshe will come bacc so let it beit will be done this i knowif not then let it go

Poetry
blue roses of my love bleed rite thru,loving to find someone newhoping and wishing he came true,but all i see is pain from you,stukk on the past i cant grasp,trying to hold on but im not that strong,trying to find a better kind,waiting to see what i need,looking for u to come true,grasping it tighter i found my way looking for love not just pain

Me In A Nutshell
Me in a nutshell. To those of you that actually know me and not from the pics but by talking to me... I can be your ear.You can tell me anything you want and it will not leave by my side. Im always listening to those in need of release and not that kind you perverts lol. So anytime you see me on shout me ill talk to you and listen non judgementallike. If you need advice hey ill give it as best as i can.

Sucky
Depression sucks ass! Today I am fighting it harder then normal for some reason. and to top it off I have to go on a field trip thing with the house to go get pumpkins at a farm. I don't want to go, its my cook night so I would rather be here preparing the shit for dinner so I am not completely rushed when we get back since it takes 45 minutes to get there. I wish just one day I could wake up happy and carefree... I hate struggling with this shit!!!!

Baby Blog 2
Went to my doc appoint and the baby is doing good. The baby is 3.56 cm long so far and i'm 10 weeks today. My do date is May 18th and my sister is supposed to throw me a baby shower. I can't wait til we can see if the baby is boy or girl. On my ultrasound the baby looks like a peanut ^__^ so awesome they have the technolegy to see the baby before it's born. Any way off to the game I usually play. Oh and my next doc appointment is November 18th. Lots of love to all my friends. Trista ^__^

Trickydick Is Giving It All Away Look Inside To See Who's Getting It....
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A Song For A Bitch On Here That I Only Wish Bad Things For That Cunt!!
A bullet in your head is how I want it Your body on the floor -- a Kodak moment You're a waste of air and a waste of space I want sharp objects to fly into your face I hate you now more than I ever did I wanna kill you, dig you up and do it again I want a car to run over your head Put it in reverse and do it again And I would be a liar if I said that it wasn't true I only want bad things to happen to you I want bad things to happen to you I want bad things to happen to you I want very bad things to happen to you It would be really great if you drowned in a lake Or put a bag over your face and watched you suffocate I'd celebrate at your wake, I'd bake myself a cake 'Cause you're my favorite person that I love to hate And you're the reason that murder should be legalized [ Wednesday 13 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] If it was, you'd be dead and in the ground by five Just in case I forgot to say -- I hate you motherfucker in the very worst way And I would be a liar if I said

Facts About The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
The Tomb of the Unknowns was established in 1921, when an unidentified U.S. soldier who died in World War I was exhumed from a cemetery in France and reburied at Arlington. The tomb inscription reads: "Here rests in honored glory an American soldier known but to God." The tomb was initially unguarded, but its inappropriate use by picnickers prompted the 1926 establishment of a military guard during cemetery hours. Security at the tomb became round-the-clock in 1937. In 1956, President Dwight Eisenhower signed a bill to add unknowns from World War II and Korea to the memorial. An unidentified soldier from Vietnam was added in 1984, but his body was exhumed in 1998 and identified through DNA testing as Air Force 1st Lt. Michael Joseph Blassie. Blassie's remains were returned to his family in Missouri, and the Vietnam crypt remains empty. When Hurricane Isabelle moved through the Washington area las

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Time For Miracles
It's late at night and I can't sleep Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us I just want to be with you Cuz living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know thatMaybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us Baby can you feel it(feel it)You know I can hear it(hear it) So can you feel it feel it.... You kn

Trivia Night
Trivia Night in Bad Habitz!March 27th - 10:00 PM est (7:00 PM fu time) Click the image above to some show off your smarts and win some fubucks! We're giving away 7 mil total! Tonight's theme: Movies Trivia Night in Bad Habitz!March 27th - 10:00 PM est (7:00 PM fu time)Click the image above to some show off your smarts and win some fubucks! We're giving away 7 mil!!Tonight's theme: Movies

God, Moses, And Pizza!
God, Moses, And Pizza! I was off work with Sarah and Jeffrey yesterday, and after they changed, ate breakfast and washed up we went to story time held every Tuesday at ten in our local Barnes & Noble. I hadn’t been in there in a few weeks myself, so I wasn’t sure what the story told would be. Sarah opined without my prodding – I may come across overly religious if you know me better, but I’m not – “Will [the story] be about God? Or Moses?” Her Sunday school lesson was about God providing manna to Moses and the Israelites in the wilderness, and she loves Sunday school; in fact, the teacher was telling me that Jeffrey also would love to come there (he says “school” or “I go to school” a lot). Officially he won’t start until next fall … but back to the story, after Sarah’s questions and my answering I don’t know, Jeffrey chimed in “pizza”! There’s got to be a great story com